I m Sorry Daddy
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I was raised a total '90210' girl. I've never made any apologies for that. Born into the sunny glamor of Hollywood, I was raised in the gilded neighborhoods of Beverly Hills. As a child, I was spoiled by a father who ensured I had the best of everything. I was a true fashionista. I mean, you name it, and Daddy gave it to me. My trendy, designer clothes and ridiculously expensive Italian shoes came from the best shops on Rodeo Drive. Daddy even saw to it that hair stylists who cared for movie stars also looked after my natural blond tresses.
I grew up to be the kind of girl most boys dream about, and the kind that other girls love to hate. They thought my life was straight out of a Hollywood set. What they didn’t know was that it was all an illusion, like everything else in Hollywood.
You see, the darker side of being a kid in the movie-making world was a mother who left my father for an Italian actor when I was five. Broken households are the norm here, just as are fathers who work sixteen hours a day. Yes, Daddy gave me everything I could want. Everything, that is, except his time. A succession of Hispanic nannies was the closest thing I had to a parent for the longest part of my childhood. Oh, they were kind enough, but they weren't family.
When I was young, Daddy was a well-respected screenwriter in this town. With four Emmys and even an Oscar nomination to his credit, the studios loved him. He had the rare distinction of being wildly successful, and yet still managed to be anonymous enough that the paparazzi never bothered us. Actors and directors become famous, but with Hollywood being above all else a visual town, writers don’t attract that kind of notoriety. Daddy was busy, but even so, life was great.
It wasn't until I was older that I understood what the pressure of success had done to him. Long nights spent writing, and longer days of schmoozing with producers, wore him down. He lived his life in the fast lane, and the years of drugs and alcohol gradually burned him out. When I reached fourteen, he was no longer working and spent most of his days upstairs, passed out or barely coherent.
In a few short years, Daddy drank away almost everything he'd saved, and we were in danger of losing our home. Fortunately, reputations in Hollywood are built more on perception than reality, and the name of Garrett Taylor was still hot enough to secure an offer to write a major motion picture screenplay. It was an opportunity we desperately needed, a golden chance to protect our future. The contract would set us up for years, if only he could finish the script.
For a few fabulous weeks, Daddy found the strength to fight his addictions, and he wrote with the magical skill that had made him so valued. I was giddy with excitement and as proud of him as I’d ever been. Not because he’d make a million dollars, plus royalties, on the script, but because he’d conquered the awful habits that had possessed him for so many years.
Sadly, I was blinded by youthful naïveté.
One afternoon I came home and was shocked to find him passed out in his room. Tearfully, I cleaned him up, just as I’d done for so many years, and put him to bed, saddened that I’d lost him once again to his demons. Worse, his script wasn't finished and he’d passed the producer’s deadline. We were out of time and money, and I despaired about what would happen next.
Over the following few days, the producer’s assistant called, again and again, trying to reach my father. I told her he was sick, but it was obvious that Ben Gillman, the producer who’d offered Daddy such a generous contract, was impatient for his script. I tried desperately to get Daddy sober enough to write, but he was really bad and refused to even talk about it.
I could only stand by and watch as all our hopes for the future dissolved in tumblers of imported scotch. I even threatened to pour it away, but he simply said he’d go to a local liquor store and buy more. It broke my heart when I had to drive him there.
On a Friday afternoon, two weeks after the script was due, I was halfway through my pilates regimen when I heard a knock at the door. Wearing nothing more than tight leggings and Reebok tank over a sports bra, I went to see who was there.
A towel around my shoulders, I opened the door and my heart instantly filled with trepidation.
"Oh, Mr. Gillman,” I squeaked, trying to hide my distress. "I'm sorry, but we weren't expecting you."
"I know, Shelby," he replied, offering a friendly smile. "I really must apologize for dropping by unannounced like this, but I'm afraid your father hasn't been returning my calls."
"I know, but he's been like really sick lately."
My stomach fluttered with nerves and I wished desperately that Daddy could talk to him. The lie sounded lame even to me, but I didn't know what else to say.
Mr. Gillman nodded, removed his sunglasses and slipped them into the breast pocket of his suit jacket. "Shelby, please, being passed out drunk isn't quite the same as being sick, now is it?"
"But he isn't..." I stopped. The sympathy in his smile, and the way he raised his eyebrows, made it impossible for me to lie." Mr. Gillman had always been very friendly with Daddy, and he was being so nice about it all that I just wilted under his gaze.
"Look, Shelby, please understand. I don't want to pull your dad's contract. I really don't, but I need that script. I've got a multi-million dollar cast lined up, and they need time to go over it before we start shooting."
He seemed so sincere, and then he put his hands together as if in prayer. "Please, Shelby, tell me he's finished it."
I felt like my entire world was crumbling, and a wave of panic washed over me like icy water. "He's written most of it," I gushed, pleading from my heart for him to understand. Tears began filling my eyes and I struggled desperately to find some hope that it would all be enough.
"If I give you what he's written so far, can you, like, give him another week?" I knew, deep down, it would be useless. Daddy hadn't been sober for over a month, and I had no idea how I could make him understand our desperate situation. I only knew I had to try.
Mr. Gillman smiled. "That would be great, Shelby. See, things are getting better already."
“Oh, thank you, Mr. Gillman, that's like so totally cool! I just know you’re going to love what Daddy's written.”
"Thank you, Shelby, and please, call me Ben."
"Okay. Come on in, Ben."
As I stepped back onto the hardwood floor of the foyer, I caught his gaze traveling up and down my body. Probably, that should have given me the creeps, but for an older guy, he really was in great shape. In fact, he looked positively dashing in his Italian suit. Besides, having guys check me out was nothing new, and part of me enjoyed his attention.
I was actually flattered, and he was being so nice about everything that I couldn't help flirting back. As I led him into the house, I sensed his gaze on the curves of my ass in the skin-tight cotton of my leggings. I knew it was inappropriate, but I was excited by the idea that an important man of his age might think I was sexy.
His willingness to read the script filled me with hope, so I didn't mind him looking while I led him into Daddy's office. Knowing Ben was ogling me, I made a show of bending over, swaying and wiggling my hips, as I rifled through Daddy's desk drawers. Eventually, I pulled out a manilla envelope and, flashing him a coy smile, I slipped it into his hands. I was smiling, giddy with happiness, and I bit my bottom lip when he smiled back.
"Here it is, Ben, I'm like, totally sure you’re going to love it.” I was flirting shamelessly, but at barely eighteen, I never expected a man in his forties to be seriously interested in me.
Eager for his approval, I stood closer to him than I should, but I already knew Daddy's writing was good. I was beaming with pride and was sure that, when Ben read it, he would be more than willing to wait for my father to finish the rest. I had no problem in providing some friendly teasing if it helped get Daddy more time.
Ben sat at the desk and began slowly flipping through the pages. I was on tenterhooks as I waited, and by the time he was finished, I was almost hanging over his broad shoulders.
"This is outstanding, Shelby,” he said after finishing the last page. "I have to admit, your father has outdone himself."
Seeing how pleased he was, filled me with relief and I kind of rolled on my toes toward him as he closed the folder. "See? It's almost done, and it's totally brilliant. I'm sure I can get Daddy to finish it soon. If you can give him more time, I just know you won't be sorry."
I was pleading with my voice and my eyes, almost begging for this chance. Ben took a long look at me and then rolled Daddy's chair away from the desk. He paused as if in thought, then held one of my hands. Using his free hand, he slowly stroked and caressed my arm in a way that felt more personal than reassuring.
"I like you, Shelby,” he said. "I'd like to consider you as a friend. Would you like that? Being my friend, I mean?"
He was still softly caressing me, and the look on his face grew intense. Still blinded by joy, I put my other hand on his. "Of course. I want to be your friend. Just like Daddy is," I told him. Deep down, I knew he was leading up to something, but despite the growing intimacy of his touch, my smile never wavered.
He nodded slightly, looked down at my hand and turned it over while his other fingers continued floating up my arm, his touch soft and intimate. I began to feel that there was more to what he was saying. When he looked up at me, I could see the question already forming in his dark eyes.
"Well, Shelby, there are friends, and then there are friends. You are a beautiful, young woman, and if you would be willing to show me how much you want to be my friend, I'm sure I can work out something for your dad.” Then he rubbed the back of his hand against my inner thigh, just above my knee. "What do you say? I think we could have a really good time together."
The reality of what he was suggesting hit me like a thunderbolt. I quickly yanked my hand away, slapped his hand off my leg, and backed away. "Oh, my God, Ben. No way!"
A wave of revulsion rose in my throat and my heart started beating wildly. I suddenly felt exposed, as if he could see right through my thin clothing, and I crossed my arms over my boobs. "You can't make me do that.”
Ben remained seated, slowly shaking his head. "Of course I can't. I wouldn't dream of forcing you to do anything."
"So, you're not going to make me do… do it with you?" I thought he might get out of the chair and come after me, but he sat there, the same intense look on his flawless face.
"Like I said, Shelby. You don't have to do anything, but if you don't want to be my friend..." He shrugged and rose to his feet. "Then we have nothing left to talk about. I'll leave and head back to my office."
"Really?"
"Yes, but when I get there, I'll cancel your dad's contract. There will be no money, and no more chances. You'll have to sell this place and probably end up living in the '909'. I'm sure you'll be okay, though. You could get a job at Walmart or something. I understand they have an employee discount on the rack."
"But, you said you liked the script. I don't understand.”
"I do like it, Shelby, but this is Hollywood. Most of the actors you see had to make this same choice at one time or another. They had to ask themselves how much they wanted success. Now, I'm asking you that question. How much do you want this life? It's completely up to you."
He’d walked slowly toward me until my back was up against Daddy's walnut bookcase. My heart was racing. I was shocked at how cruel he could be, but the fear of losing everything in my life was totally paralyzing. I wanted to keep my life the way it was, and the thought of having to move out of Beverly Hills, and to do the things he threatened... it was just too much for me to consider. Not when I had a choice, anyway.
Ben must have suspected that I was wavering. He leaned in close, still not quite touching me. The musky scent of his cologne wafted into my senses, and his hot breath flowed over my neck.
"On the other hand,” he said, “if you were my friend, there are many things I could do for you. As I said, you are a beautiful girl. I'm sure you could get an agent and win some auditions, if I put in a good word for you. You're not a virgin, right?"
Still refusing to meet his gaze, I shook my head. “No, I've... I've had some boyfriends," I admitted quietly. It was such a personal question and the fact that he’d even asked it turned my cheeks red with embarrassment. I felt small and vulnerable, but he kept enough distance between us that I didn't feel a need to run or scream. He was giving me a choice, I knew that. Not that the options made it any easier.
Ben smiled as if he thought my discomfort was cute. "Then this really isn't that big a deal, is it? We have some fun, and then you get all those things that matter to you. Say yes, and we both get something we want."
I felt my heart pounding and goosebumps rising on my arms. To my horror, my nipples were also hardening within my bra and I was actually getting wet! Ben was that powerful, and his expectant smile glowed under his perfectly combed hair. In that moment, I recognized that he was truly a man, totally unlike the boys I'd been with. The thought that he wanted me was doing things to me that I hated to admit.
I could barely breathe when I raised my eyes to meet his. "If I do this, if I say yes, you'll give Daddy more time to finish the script?"
"He won't need it," he whispered in my ear. "I'll take it now and put a team of writers on it tomorrow. They'll have it done by the weekend and your daddy will get full credit. Everyone gets what they want."
Ben spoke very softly, a kind of conspiratorial mirth in his voice that was so distracting I almost couldn't believe what he was demanding of me. Yet, I didn't feel like he was using me. Even if he was, I was getting what I wanted, wasn't I? I was so very tempted. I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't remember why.
"What if my Daddy finds out?" I asked, grasping the thought as if it were my last lifeline on a sinking ship. I was wavering, though, and even as the words slipped out, I wasn't sure I cared about the answer. However, Ben’s reply shocked me more than anything else he'd said.
"Shelby, your dad is no saint. He knows how this town works. He was fucking most of those interns he had in his office. Besides, maybe he should find out. His drinking put you into this position, didn't it? He had to know what might happen. Maybe finding out is what he needs to get his life together again.” He paused, staring into my eyes. “So, what do you say? Are we going to be friends?"
Somewhere, during all of that, I'd made my decision. Ben's lips were so close to mine I could almost taste his breath and I nodded, slowly. "Yes, I want to be your friend. What do you want me to do?"
"That's good," he murmured, his lips close to mine. "I just want you to relax, and be friendly for a while. You can do that, can't you? Be friendly?"
“Yes." The word was barely a soft hiss passing between my lips but it had a powerful impact. His lips, soft yet insistent and strong, found mine and I melted into him. His arms encircled my waist and his tongue flicked gently, probing my mouth until I opened it to receive him. It was the first penetration and I instantly knew he would invade me much more intimately before we were finished.
Having already surrendered, I could only follow his lead. Don't misunderstand me, I wanted to resist, I wanted to hate what he was doing, but for some reason, I couldn't! His touch was firm and he held me close, parting my thighs with his knee. Then I felt his thigh pressing into me, grinding wonderfully against my mound and I whimpered into his mouth.
I was in a daze as he led me to the couch. He sat, pulled me in front of him, and raised my top, exposing my midriff. Then, he buried his face in my tummy. His lips tickled my skin, and he bit gently, nibbling, as his hands cupped my ass.
He was driving me crazy. I expected him to push up my top and reveal my boobs, I mean, that's what guys always do, right? Go right for a girl’s tits? Well, Ben didn't. Yes, he was holding my ass, but he wasn't groping, he was keeping me in place while he nibbled and sucked on my belly. Quite soon, I'd forgotten my reluctance and was running my fingers through his hair, trying to guide him up to my nipples or, better yet, down toward my thighs. I was longing to feel his mouth on me like that but he wouldn't play.
I don't know how long he held me like that, but by the time he moved up to kiss me again, I was urgently pushing his suit jacket off his shoulders.
"Shush, Shelby," he whispered as his mouth took mine.
God, his patience, his calm but determined pace to keep me there, to keep me balanced between need and reluctance, had me swaying.
"Please, not here, Ben,” I managed to gasp between his kisses. "Daddy might hear us. Can't we go to a hotel or something? Even my room would be better than here."
"It's okay, Shelby. Everything will be all right," he whispered. "Just let it happen. You’re going to love this, you'll see."
I was used to boys, young men who didn't know how to arouse me or didn't care. Ben did, and he was winding me up. Moment by moment, each touch on my ass or back, each fluttering kiss to my neck, it all let me know he was in control.
"Oh, my God," was all I had left, and even that was nothing but a plaintive, hopeless whimper when he finally removed my tank. My leggings quickly followed them to the floor and I was left in a thong and black sports bra. I felt shy and exposed, and I crossed my arms over my breasts as Ben took a long look at me.
“Please, don't cover up," he said with disarming politeness. "You are absolutely stunning. You've worked so hard at making your body beautiful. Now isn't the time to hide it from me." He gently held my wrists and pulled them away from my chest as he spoke, revealing the tight abs and slender hips I'd struggled to create through so many hours of aerobics.
I tried to speak but words would not come. Did I thank him for thinking me beautiful, or curse him for giving me this choice? I should have felt humiliated, or at least I thought I should, yet all I felt was a growing need. A need fueled by a man's touch, and by the dark intensity of his eyes. They burned into my eyes and I followed them as he rose, only closing mine when he cupped my face in his palms.
God, I kept expecting him to take me, to be all over me in a hurried frenzy that would lead straight to his release inside me, but his touch carried none of that. Oh, it was strong, and I knew he was going to have me when he was ready, but he was in control and had no need to rush. I wasn't going to refuse him anything and we were both aware of that fact.
I was trembling when his lips met mine again. His kiss was more urgent now, still soft but I could feel how much he wanted me. I put my arms around his neck as he drew me close and then his passion finally broke through. Spinning me around, he pulled up my bra. It was a smooth movement and I did just enough to help him get it over my head.
I felt his mouth on my neck and his teeth digging lightly into me as his hands found my hard nipples. The sting from his fingers pinching them merged with his bite, and I winced, drawing in a quick breath as that pain turned to a hot, sticky pleasure in my sex. I ground back into him, feeling his hard cock throbbing hungrily within his slacks as it slipped into the crevice of my ass. I wanted to touch it, to taste it and to feel it stretching me, but I dared not do anything. Not until he allowed it.
I was no longer concerned about Daddy walking in. Being caught was the furthest thing from my mind. Ben was the first man to make me feel like this and all I wanted in that moment was to be fucked and fucked hard. I didn't resist when his fingers slipped inside my panties.
Reaching back, I held his neck as he parted my labia and slipped a finger into my wet hole. I was so ready and the feeling of being invaded, if only by that single digit, made me whine in need. Pulling me onto his lap, he began strumming a finger over my clit, swirling it inside me until my juices were coating my entire sex. Eagerly, I leaned back and kissed him deeply, accepting his tongue as readily as I did his finger.
He had me arching back over him, one strong arm around my belly and the other hand fingering me with a skill I'd not known before. Pressure built inside me, winding up until I was ready to scream. Ben sucked at my lip, drawing my breath away as my orgasm gathered until I simply erupted, squeezing his fingers between my suddenly clenching thighs. I trembled and shuddered and then this amazing wave of pleasure exploded through me.
"Ugnh! Ben, oh my God, please stop," I finally managed to beg. As my clit became too sensitive for me to take more, he pulled back, cupping my entire mound while I regained my breath.
"Mmm, that was fantastic, Shelby. You are so beautiful when you come. I wish I had that one on film. Would you like that? Being on film?"
My body was still pulsing with my climax and I really wasn't sure what he was offering, but every girl who grew up in this town dreamed of being in a movie. I nodded my head and said, "Yes," without really thinking about it.
"That's good, Shelby,” he replied quietly, getting to his feet. “So, get down on your knees and show me how badly you want it. Show me how bad a girl you can be."
I was so weak that I was already sliding to the floor and, in seconds, I was staring straight at the long outline of his cock in his slacks. From my position, Ben looked enormous and I felt so small. Instinctively, I reached out to touch his shaft. My God, he was totally hard and felt positively huge as I ran my fingers over his length. Just touching him made me wet again and part of me longed to feel it bare in my hand. Yet, I hesitated. A voice in my head screamed that it was wrong, that I wasn't some slut he could use. But I knew he could.
And I knew he would.
Ben, apparently sensing my turmoil, put my hand on his belt buckle. "Go ahead, pull it out. I'm sure a pretty girl like you must have sucked cock before, so don't be shy now. Show me how much you want what I have to offer. Show me that you want to be my friend."
Was I being forced? Perhaps. Yet that made me want it more. I started slowly on his buckle but the closer I got to releasing his cock, the faster I worked my fingers. I realized that I liked being told what to do. I wanted him to make me do it! By the time I reached in and felt his warm flesh, I was licking my lips in anticipation.
"That's it, Shelby. That's a good girl. Put it in your mouth for me. Be a good little slut and show me how much you can take."
Ben murmured like that, half moaning and half commanding, as I took him in my hand. I could feel his pulse throbbing through his solid shaft as I stroked him. He was already taking off his silk tie as I brushed his cockhead with my lips.
So much can be discerned about a man by his taste, and Ben was a man who must have been very careful about his personal hygiene. There was a slight musky flavor, not at all overwhelming but enough for him to taste like a man. His scent was incredible.
Ben let me take my time. I wet his crown and slathered it with my tongue before I really sucked him into my mouth. He was large, but not too much for me and I took him over my tongue with little effort. His cock felt so hot and so powerful as I started sucking. Once I had his shaft nicely lubricated, he began slowly rocking, easing the head deeper into my mouth.
Oh, my God, I'd never tried swallowing a guy before and I choked when his head lodged in the back of my throat. With my face flushed red and eyes watering, I tried pulling back but Ben stopped me, putting a hand on my head and sliding his thick head into me.
"That's it, slut, swallow it," he grunted. “Swallow hard. It will go in easy if you swallow, now!”
With that, Ben flexed his hips and drove forward, sending his cock slithering down my throat. My air was restricted and his pubic hair tickled my nose. I was stuffed full and nearly retched before he withdrew, allowing me to breathe. Strings of saliva dripped down my chin and I coughed, gasping for air. Ben fisted his cock, stroking it while he watched.
"I'm impressed, Shelby. You like it rough, don't you? I doubt any guy ever took you like that but I can tell you're getting off on it."
I glared up at him, angry at him for being such a bastard. Yet, I knew he was right. My pussy was absolutely drooling, and I wanted nothing more than for him to feed me that monster again.
There it was, wet, turgid and proud. I knew Ben expected me to go back down on him and, with anger flashing in my eyes, I again took him into my mouth. This time the semi-sweet taste of pre-cum filled my senses, inflaming my desire to boiling point.
I no longer cared about being used, or how rough he was treating me. I focused on the hard piece of man-meat in my mouth and this time I wasn't going to let him pull away. I wanted him to come, to give me his load, and I used my mouth and fist while I greedily bobbed over him.
Ben's knees rocked with me and his hands guided my head. He fucked my mouth, plunging in again and again until I felt his ass flex and become taut. I knew he was about to come and, settling his cock head on my tongue, I stroked him fast. There was a loud grunt, and the strong taste of hot cum coated my tongue as he splashed inside me.
I swallowed hard, repeatedly, as he pumped his load into me. I wanted it all, and I gobbled it up as fast as he could feed me. By the time he ran out of jizz, we were both panting. Ben sat down, his pants around his knees. He reached for my hand and guided me onto his lap. "That was amazing, Shelby. You are an amazing girl. We are gonna have such a good a time together, you and me."
“This is so lame,” I shot back. “We had a deal. You never said anything about a next time. We are never doing this again.” I was shaking in anger but still very aroused. I was ready to fuck him, to reduce myself in a classic 'anger fuck', but then I heard Daddy yelling from the upstairs balcony.
"Shelby? What's going on down there? Is someone with you?"
My heart grew cold and a shiver ran through me. "Yeah, Daddy, Mr. Gillman is here. He's, ah, he’s just leaving, so I'll be up in a minute. Okay? Please wait. There’s no need to come down."
I was burning with shame but Ben grinned and stood, casually buckling his pants. “I'd better go, but don't worry. I'll take the script, and your dad will get the check. It was too good for me to pass up anyway. But this won't be our last time. I have too much to offer you, and you… well, you won't say no when I call."
"No fucking way, you bastard. I'm never letting you touch me again."
Ben chuckled and kissed my forehead. "Bullshit, Shelby. You’re a spoiled brat, and you know what you want. I'm the only one who can give it to you. I'll call in a few days and then we'll get that hotel room you wanted."
I scrambled to dress while Ben calmly walked out of the room. I watched in horror as he paused and looked up to where Daddy must have been standing. Neither said a word, but as Ben walked away, I had no doubts that Daddy knew what we’d been doing.
Authors Note.
I want to give my special thanks to JWren for his excellent editing help.
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TabooGav slipped off his leather jacket and hung it over the back of his chair. It was Monday again and he needed to get to grips with the project that he was overseeing. He was head of IT Infrastructure at a busy lingerie firm. Lucy’s Underwear Show House had a turnover of £120 million and was one of the fastest growing businesses in the sector. In spite of the recession the company had made inroads into the ‘bedroom’ market capitalizing on the gap left by a recently dissolved name. Gav was a...
TabooI was only nineteen and my world was over! One little clerical error and I was no longer eligible for the student loan I needed to get me through my next semester. I didn’t even have family that could help me. My mother was a waitress living paycheck to paycheck, and my father died when I was six. I had been in a daze of disbelief when I left the college’s office, where Mrs. Banks had broken the bad news. I had known the moment I walked in and saw that she was smiling at me with a look of...
TabooEveryone says that your high school years are the best years of your life. For me, that’s only half true. High school sucked on so many levels. People either loved you, or they hated you, usually for the most pathetic reasons that most often came from a spark of jealousy, therefore causing rumours to spread. There was the fear of busting your ass; only to walk away with a mark that would honestly get you nowhere in life, and finally, teacher’s found any excuse to be on your ass. For me, this...
TabooZone Defense, written as Gavin E. BlackChapter OneNathan Kent wasn't thrilled with the idea of completing his final year of college at a completely different institution from where he'd started, but the opportunity to join one of the top varsity football teams had been too much of a temptation to pass up. The truth of the matter, Nathan was glad to have an excuse to move away. His last relationship had ended badly, and the thought of having to play a defensive position in conjunction with his...
Gay MaleMy heart was pounding in a symphonic surge as I lingered in front of the hotel room door. I checked and rechecked the metal plate bolted to the rich, dark oak. Number 2412. Yes, this was definitely the right room. The hallway corridor was empty. The dimly lit sconces glowed invitingly along the richly textured walls. They had led the way from the elevator of the lushly swank boutique hotel, The Hazelton, just like beacon lights leading me towards the precipice of a decision I still wasn’t sure...
Reluctance“Have you ever had any… kinky fantasies?” I asked my boyfriend one day. We were lying in bed together one Sunday morning, still breathing hard from our last orgasms. The rain was coming down outside, and it was a perfect day to spend wrestling in the sheets, and enjoying the inherent laziness of the day. Marc, my boyfriend of the past three years, rose up on one elbow. “Well, that depends. What do you mean by kinky?” I grinned and rolled over to face him. “You know… something you’ve always...
TabooSo these won’t really be like stories. At least not yet since I don’t really know how to make up stuff like the writers on here. It will be more like a diary or a blog to tell you about the sex things and other things in my life. This first diary entry I’m gonna give you some background so you understand why I picked this guy for my first time. So this happened yesterday and I’m writing quite fast because I’m so excited so if I spell stuff wrong or whatever, hey it’s my first story ok? So...
First Time“I’m Brooklyn, and… whatever… I guess I’m a sex addict.” I glared at the group of pathetic faces in the circle surrounding me. This is so fucking lame. Why did I sign up for this? It was bad enough that I’d had to endure public humiliation when the scandal broke, but being away from the city in this touchy feely rehab centre set my nerves more on edge than they did to soothe them, which I’m sure was their original intention. From the moment I’d checked into The Belleview Retreat for Sexual...
AnalShe needed to have her senses challenged, to feel nature close to her; she didn’t want to hug-a-tree, she wanted the trees to hug her. Feeling more at home sitting on the wooden staircase than anywhere else, she observed the door that lead out into the front of the property. She stared, admiring the beauty of the oak grain, before raising her head to look up to the small window above the door frame. Before she arrived at her new home in a new state with her family, watching wispy clouds drift...
MasturbationScott sat staring out the passenger window of his dad’s old beat up Ford truck. It had been five years since he had last seen his dad, so the long ride from the airport to the farm was silent. He was only there now because his mother told him that his father needed the help and it was the proper thing to do. He had been twelve when his father remarried and Scott had not seen him since a few months before that. Once the marriage went through, his Mom had kept him from seeing his father. But...
Taboo"I'm telling you Hank, that girl is a slut! She runs around like a wild animal, staying out all hours of the night, and always with different men! Older men, Hank! I swear, I think some of them are even giving her money! She's completely out of control! I just can't take it anymore!" The screeching sound of Gloria's voice was like a hot wire on my nerves, and instantly brought back unwanted memories of our past marriage. Feeling the instinctive urge to yell back rise in my throat, I pulled the...
TabooShe watched her professor speak during the period. Things that were better left unsaid were beginning to crowd her mind. It was as if she couldn’t help herself. Every time she sat in her chair for class, her eyes focused straight on him, and didn’t leave him until the hour ended. He was a man of strength and intelligence. His shrewd blue eyes didn’t miss anything, and she was almost positive he had already noticed her admiring glances. His body didn’t help matters. She knew he had been in the...
Taboo“I just don't see how you can't bring your work with you, Greg. We haven't seen my parents in a long time and now you 're suddenly too swamped at work to come,” her nagging voice echos from the bathroom as she does her hair. Lying in bed still, drinking my coffee and trying to read the newspaper, I let her whine. She has known about this project at work for some time now, knowing how busy it has been keeping me. It isn't a sudden thing. I've pointed this out to her more than once, but she...
TabooJustin was twenty-eight when he returned to the States. After two tours with the Marines, he found adjusting to civilian life to be more difficult than he expected. Unable to find a decent, full-time job, he managed to line up some auto repair work on the side. It wasn’t much, but those old jobs did keep his bills paid. With no other option, he moved back into his parent’s home with his younger sister, Reese.He didn't really mind. Being too broke to have a girlfriend meant he wasn't ready for a...
IncestI escaped my fucked-up life into late-night erotic fantasies for years as waves crashed onto the sand beneath my balcony. I frequented my favorite site and started writing stories after becoming enamored with an author. Her stories had dirty, rough stuff I loved but also sensual and tender in a way I tried to emulate but couldn't master. I fantasized she spent hours getting aroused reading my words as I did hers. When she joined a new site, I quickly followed, seizing an opportunity to become...
Straight Sex“I’m Kylie, and I’m a sex addict.” I tried not to cry. It would have made things exponentially more embarrassing than just standing in front of the room telling a group of strangers that I was basically a sexual deviant. I bit down on my lower lip instead, producing just enough sharp discomfort to keep the girly tears back. I couldn’t believe I had really committed to this. Of course, I guess one could argue that I wasn’t very good with commitments, as it was. Ever since the depraved incident...
Group SexFor the first few weeks working at Joelle’s, my feet never really touched the floor. This was everything I had dreamed of, and more. In case you don’t know about her - though I’d be curious if you didn’t - Joelle’s the woman who turned makeup into a true art. Where others only “applied” lipstick, rouge and eye shadow, she painted with an artist’s skill and turned the plainest women into goddesses, into true artwork. Nobody knew her surname, and nobody needed to. All the big stars flocked to her...
SpankingAidan Black stared at the online text that flashed up onto the screen. ‘I luv ur stories!’ He yawned, and took another sip of his Jack Daniels. He quickly typed a reply and then leaned back in his chair. ‘What do you like about them?’ He smiled at the long pause. All these fans are the same, he thought to himself. Innocent young girls that dream of being treated like dirty sluts and too afraid to tell their college boyfriends that doggy-style after a long alcohol-fused pub crawl just wasn’t...
ReluctanceI watched his plane lift off and disappear into the eastern sky. As I slowly walked across the airport terminal to the parking lot, I tried to compose myself as I wiped the last few tears from my cheeks. I could still feel his lips on my lips and the lingering scent of his shaving soap was still with me, but both sensations were rapidly vanishing. As I climbed into the car, I leaned back one last time saying good-bye to the man I loved. The feeling of the strength of his arms around me in our...
VoyeurRobyn thought about sex a lot. She craved sex. Robyn wanted to feel a man’s strong masculine hands all over her naked body, to hear him whisper dirty words in her ear and make her pussy sopping wet.She imagined his hands pulling her hair back and his tongue in her ear as his thick hard cock penetrated her wet cunt. She wanted to feel his bulging biceps caress her sides and the feel of his sweat mixing with hers on their warm wet bodies.Just then Robyn looked up and saw bright red brake lights...
MILFAh, Melissa. That’s a name that brings back fond memories of a time of passion and illicit romance. Even now, I can taste the hint of cinnamon on her lips and sense the subtle fragrance of an obscure flower that was the essence of the perfume she wore.Melissa and her husband, a stoic and foolish man whose unpronounceable name I have chosen to forget, lived in the same apartment complex as I. Even so, she might never have come to my attention if not for the fact that we did our laundry at the...
Hardcore(episode 31) Prelude to the Party: After finding out about Mary Beth’s kinky tryst at the lesbian club and also allowing myself to participate in Jennifer’s twisted drug-fueled gang bang, I found myself in a very strange mood. In fact it was like being apathetic, ashamed, strangely aroused and creeped out all at once. Despite all the bizarre events of the past weekend, I thought I’d try to maintain my relationship with Mary Beth. I figured my participation in Jennifer’s twisted orgy and Mary...
College SexMilena's story My name is Milena and I work in a well-known chain of Opticians on the high street. When the manageress of our store suggested that we have a ‘wear what you want day’ I was excited. I’ve always been one for fancy dress. Then she added one or two caveats. We must be decent and not wear anything that brings the business into disrepute. Knowing me, that was a tall ask, but hey ho! She said it would be good for morale and create a talking point among customers and attract passing...
Quickie SexCrystal blue eyes. The type that on another girl could look dramatic or vulnerable. Even soul piercing. But squinted by a smile too small for her boxy face and caked with a thick rim of black makeup, she appeared exactly how she really was: trying too hard. “Just this once.” Giggling, Blake’s blonde girlfriend rounded the desk countertop. Craned her neck to look up at him as she pulled the white drawstring of his swim shorts. So predictable. But Blake felt his dick warm and thicken. He...
Taboo“I thought we’d shake things up a little.” Megan watched her boyfriend produce the unassuming white letter-length envelope and lay it on the black laminate bar, nudging it her way. She watched his face for a telltale sign but his only response was to grin back at her and wink. “What is this?” she asked coyly, a slow smile spreading across her face. It had been five years to the date since they’d first met and while she’d been hoping for a small blue box from Tiffany’s with the clear-cut...
TabooThe power she had over me was immediate and irresistible. I tried to avert my attention, but she sparkled in the August sunlight. My wife and I were greeting our new neighbors shortly after the moving van pulled away on Friday. They were from Connecticut, an attractive couple with a high-school daughter that was a heavenly vision.It was the coquettish way she delighted in the effect she had on me that let me know she was trouble. At least I should have known.The fact that the others didn’t seem...
TabooSarah was nervously fidgeting in her seat, her warm brown eyes constantly shifting back and forth between Mr. Wilson and the empty notebook on her desk. Sarah was a lovely combination of pretty and adorable. Her petite frame stood at 5’3 when on her tippy-toes. Her lovely pale-skinned face was adorned with freckles. And her long hair was a beautiful yet unusual shade of auburn. “Your mom said that you need help studying for your college entrance exams; is that right?” Mr. Wilson questioned. ...
TabooI had to lose almost everything before I came to my senses, sitting there at the dining table with my boyfriend Todd - watching him gamble away everything he owned and, as it turned out, a few major things that I owned too. I never considered myself to be stupid, but much as a frog stays in water that slowly warms up to a boil without noticing what is going on, it somehow didn't concern me when he stopped winning at poker and started to lose. It didn't concern me that the new car I was...
Taboo“You sure you don’t mind writing the letter?” “Not at all. I’m glad to help out Wendy.” I replied to Laura. We work at the same company in different departments. Our paths cross in the hallways, break room and the other usual places. We got to the same happy hours and other events. She’s really terrific looking for a woman ten years older than me. I’ve tried to initiate a little off-work fun, but it’s been a no-go. She won’t date anyone from the same company, even though we...
TabooMike, Enough endless talking. You once said that it is not bragging if one can back up one’s words with action, and now it has come time to back up your words, mon petit. Please see attached; everything has been arranged. Yours, Jen. No further explanation.A ‘click,’ a mental turn as my brain processed those three short sentences, and time quite changed, my vision dimming as I read the attachment. It read as follows:Dear Mr. Stone,Thank you for choosing Alaska Airlines. Please make note...
AnalI think I fell in love with Claire the first time I saw her, standing with her team mates in her hockey kit in the queue for dinner in the refectory of our University Hall of Residence. Dark haired, athletically built and sporty, she seemed a long way out of my class. Despite being basically tall and good-looking myself – in great shape after many years playing rugby – there was something about her that I found different from other girls and, frankly, intimidating but I couldn’t get her out of...
Wife LoversLaney Travers walked down the ill-lit corridor and paused outside the doorway to her virtue's doom. Apartment twenty-nine again. Heaven help this well-raised girl. Well, maybe not Heaven ... Mike's voice sounded in her head: “News – real news – is what someone doesn’t want you to know, Laney sweetheart. The rest is fuckin’ propaganda. Keep searchin’ for truth among the bullshit. Rigour, determination, guts – that’s the only kinda newspaperman to be. Or newspaperwoman. Remember that.” He’d...
Hardcore‘To pluck a beautiful flower from the desert is an unpardonable sin.’ – Man Of Mountain, Shoshone Medicine Man My best friend Karla, lived with her dad, Hank, in a trailer until she was eighteen. Then she fixed up an empty trailer, one of those old chrome things with the rounded corners, and moved into it by herself. She used to get spooked in that trailer all by herself. She would call me on the phone and say, “Jan, come over and spend the night. You know I’ve got NetFlix; we’ll rent something...
SupernaturalI love sex. I suppose that doesn't make me unusual. Most women do. My urge to share my desires online isn't so common. Maybe I love the attention, and maybe by sharing, part of me hopes others will share their own desires with me.Such things are never easy to speak of. Maybe it's easier for guys, but I don't know if that's true. I do know some girls find it very difficult to talk about their intimate secrets. I think that's a shame. How can we hope to achieve a satisfying sex life if we are too...
MasturbationI sighed, hit “send” on my email, and wondered if it was time for another trip across the road to Costa. The office was supposed to be air-conditioned, but it didn’t seem to be working today, just when it was most needed. It’s not that I was complaining about the hot weather, it’s just that I’d much rather be out sun-bathing than stuck at my computer all day.Suddenly I heard a voice behind me.“I don’t suppose you’ve got any Ibuprofen, Annie. This heat’s given me a splitting headache, and I must...
Office SexHe looked out of the front window of the car, watching the rain and lost in thought. "I still have love for you," he said. "I just can't say that I'm in love with you." She on the other hand watched him, oblivious to anything else in this world. She could not remember not loving him. In spite of herself, she still did. "What does that mean? Are you 'in' love with her?""Damn it Naomi," he exclaimed, frustrated, hitting the palm of his hand hard against the steering wheel. He was losing patience...
InterracialMy boyfriend and I were cuddled together in my bed enjoying the post coital bliss that followed a nice, but not spectacular fuck. I was gently fondling his rapidly deflating penis as he softly massaged my labia - both slippery with various sexual fluids. Devin broke the moment asking, “On a scale of one to ten, how would you rate this?” “Sssh,” I sighed, “Let's just enjoy this.” “Seriously,” he said, “One to ten, with a ten being mind blowing.” “Devin, let it be,” I protested, “Just be quiet.”...
Group SexOn a warm, quiet night, Lauren lay in bed listening, through her open bedroom window, to the deep moans of an unknown woman that was repeatedly brought near climax, only to be edged back from her orgasmic bliss. Lauren’s husband, dead to the world in a deep sleep, lay next to her, oblivious of the other woman but thirty feet outside their window, being ravaged by Jason, who had been their best man just three years ago.Lauren’s fingers were massaging her rock hard nipples as she imagined Jason’s...
CheatingJack’s Story Despite all my reservations, I had agreed to house sit my parent’s place for a month this summer while they were on vacation in Europe. My parents lived in the suburbs and were far from my usual stomping grounds. Literally there was nothing, but nothing, around unless your amusement was the local shopping mall.“Jack,” my father had said, “your mother and I would feel so much more comfortable if you were here. There has been this wave of robberies in this area occurring when people...
MILFIt was just another normal day in the cheese aisle when I first noticed her. Customers came and went as normal buying all manner of chilled foods. The queue at the deli ebbed and flowed as people clamoured for cheese, cold meats and fresh pizzas. It was my job to manage the staff and ensure all the shelves were fully stocked. In hindsight I didn't pay too much attention the first time, but after four days of seeing her visit my aisles I knew every curve of her body! On day one she bought milk...
LesbianAs the door closed behind me I looked at my watch. One a.m. I should be home in less than half an hour. It smelled refreshing and invigorating outside. As I walked to my car the last few drops of his semen ran down my leg. My bra and panties were in my purse. I was dressed in my normal work attire, not having showered after. I was sure I was ripe with the fresh sent of rigorous sex. When I arrived home intended to drop my clothes, get into bed, odorous as I was, and shower in the morning.I...
Cuckold(episode 30) My infatuation with Mary Beth grew during January of 2008. She was damned sexy and really good looking, plus she had one of planet Earth’s best camel toes. Another great thing about Mary Beth was that she was almost as daring and insatiable as Jennifer. However, as February came along, a few problems did arise. Mary Beth was becoming more and more possessive and controlling, and she would get really pissed off about me going over to Brittany and Jennifer’s apartment to study. ...
College SexLate night. Lights glisten on the surface of the road where it rained not long before. I’m about to put my foot down on leaving the village when I catch sight of her. I bring the car to a halt, watching in the mirror as the rear lights redden the black nylon on her legs. Her skirt is short, jacket only waist-length. High heels. Something’s odd about this. You don’t really see hitch-hikers anymore, certainly not ones that look like her. I press the button, letting the window slide down. She...
ReluctanceAngela’s no Angel, that’s for sure. The girl’s got a great pair of tits and she’s definitely not shy about showing them off - which is a bit of a problem given that she’s my girlfriend’s younger sister. I’d been going out with Tina for a few weeks when she decided it was time for me to meet her parents but it was Angela who made a real impression on me. “Do you like my T-Shirt?” she asked, unzipping her sports jacket to reveal a thin white top which was stretched obscenely-tight across the...
AnalMy husband was a very dominant man when we first met. It was a trait I appriciatd in a man and one of the things about him I liked the most. He stayed like that for the two years we dated and through the first year of our marriage. That was until he came to me and told me he was sexually unhappy. I was shocked and confused, trying to think and figure out how he could possibly feel this way. He confessed to me that he was having submissive fantasies and that the thought of being dominated by a...
CuckoldLying on my bed, with my phone pressed against my ear, I listen to you plea with me. “Baby, please, I need you,” I hear you insist on telling me. I hear the want in your voice, making me tremble with need. My fingers roam over my semi-naked body, caressing myself how I would like you to caress me. All I have on are your favourite pair of pink panties. The ones you love so much on me. They fit my perfect ass, as you always love to tell me. “I need you too, baby,” I whisper lightly. “Tell me...
MasturbationLisa was waiting in the early afternoon sunshine. Her body still covered with a little perspiration, initially from her soccer training and then her hot shower. It was quite warm for the early autumn and she had changed back into her regular clothes – beige woollen skirt and grey cardigan. She had her pink bra on underneath and matching panties, which were her boyfriend’s favourites. They had been together a couple of months and he had expressed a liking for them, on more than one occasion. She...
ReluctanceI can still remember the empty echo of my stiletto heels, clicking against the marble floors as I rushed out of the Hazelton Hotel. I felt filthy. I didn’t dare look at the impeccably groomed doorman as he nodded to me while I hurried past him. “Have a good evening Miss,” he said in his well-mannered way. He was oblivious to the debased scene I had just left in Room 2412 as I had successfully turned my first trick as a high-class escort. Yet, why didn’t I feel “high class” at all in that...
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