Every one in this world has a dream. I am not speaking of the outside dreams, but of inside dreams; dreams which you never told to anyone and which you never tell anyone; dreams which you never try to realize them, but dreams which you always dream of. Every one has a dream about his love and life partner but every man also has dream of sex. It is a sexual fantasy. A sexual fantasy you dream to see or to try it. I have my dream. A dream weird to many but it is my dream. My name is srikanth. I was born in a society which is just developing, a society with values and morals. Sex is distant affair and i****t is just out of imagination. They feel sex is something secret. I didn’t even hear the word i****t until last years. I was born as the younger son in an opulent family. We are three brothers and three sisters. I was well brought up and inculcated with all the values as my father is the elder of the village. My mother gave me discipline and love. Of all the brothers and sister I am the only one who was close both to father and mother. But I was very different from all my brothers and sisters. No I became different. I became different because of my elder sister kalavati. She is the eldest of all. She was married to a good opulent family with vasudev. Of all the brothers and sisters I was the only person who was most interested in studies. I was a meritorious student and after my tenth I was sent to college in the city and I used to live with my sister and her husband vasudev. They used to live in a rented house in the city as he is from a rich house in the neighboring village. But he came to city to do a job despite his family’s opposition. He has different plans. And I came to city and started to study in a good college in the city. They gave me a room of my own to study. They used to take great care of me.
They don’t want me to get disturbed. Everything was going well. One day when I was studying for my finals I waked up a little late in the night. I think it was around 12 in the night. I went out for the bathroom while I was passing to the bathroom I heard moans and bangles sound. I could not understand what it is. I returned to my room and concentrated on my studies. But as the days passed I began to get curious about that moans and bangles sound. But kept all my doubts and concentrated on my studies and wrote my exams well. After my exams my thoughts turned to the moans and bangles sound. I know the bangles sound were my sisters. I don’t about the moans. But my curiosity increased. It was a hot summer. So we sleep keeping the windows opened. I got up at 12 and walked near to my sister’s bed room. This time I heard low laughs and talking. Then suddenly the bed lamp in my sister glow. I immediately went to the back side of the room and watched through the window. I think my brother in law was sleeping on the bed but I could not see him. I saw my sister and stood speechless. She was not wearing any sari. She was on her blouse and petty coat. She has very big boobs. I think 34d. I don’t know about the sizes then but now I can guess them to be 34d. as I looked at her protruding boobs, without my knowledge my dick grown in size. She wrapped her sari, turned off the light and went to sleep (I hope). I went back to my room and realized the bulge in my pants. I was bewildered. As I touched it with my hand I felt very enjoying. Rarely did I use to get a chance to see my sister in the night and that too in the blouse and petty coat. I never expected more than that. I know somewhere that it is wrong but I could not stop. This continued for a year. After a year I got a seat in some national engineering college and went to do my B.tech. It is here I learned a lot of things about sex. There were students from all over the country. Sex is a common topic in our discussions. I came to know about masturbation. I sometimes used to masturbate thinking of my sister kalavati. It became habit. After five years I went to my village. It is here for the first time I dreamed which became my life dream.
My mother in fifty years and is very pious. Behind that very pious woman there is beauty which I recognized in her late fifties. Even after giving birth to five c***dren and raising them she has some attraction. Even in fifty she has an attraction. Behind that cotton sari there are big beautiful curves which can still tempt men. Several thoughts came to my mind. I used to enjoy looking at her beauties. As there would be no one in the house because every one used to go to their works and I was left alone with three women in the house. My mom and two sisters in law and I never really looked at them but I used to enjoy my moms beauties. Her 40% white hair, her stiff breasts used to tempt me. This continued for a few days. Then I began to wonder how my dad resists such a beauty. I know they are not having sex because they always sleep in separate rooms. I don’t know how he resists the desire to fuck her. Soon these thoughts turned to fantasies or dreams. I dream of having sex with my mom alone and sometime I think of having her with my father. Some times I dream of three of us sleeping on the grass bundles in the moon light being naked. I want to give two some sex to my mom. It was very late till I realized that what I was thinking is of i****t. I came to know about this word very lately in my life. After a few days my father asked me what I wanted to do. I said I will do a job in Hyderabad. He sat silently for a moment and left. After two days he gave me photo of a girl and said she is your wife. I could not anything. I was married. Later I came to know that she is just 19 and completed her +2. Her name is shobha. I was totally upset as I never wanted to marry a young girl.
I always dream t of a mature girl with big boobs. I didn’t say anything. After our first night I left to city for the job and promised to take her in a month. And I did. Although I am unhappy I never showed it to her. I loved her. She said many a times that she is very lucky of all her sisters that she got a good and understanding husband. Slowly I also began to enjoy sex with her. With in five years we had two sons. 15 years passed by. I have grown in my job. I became G.M of that company. Every thing changed, time, generation est. It became a generation of computers. My sons have grown up. They were studying in a good convent. Now I was very much impressed by my wife. Now I appreciate my father for giving such a wife. She has become mature, sexy woman with big boobs of size 36dd. I started enjoying sex in my 40’s. Every night we used to make very passionate love. Even my wife is very active in sex. She is not just mere passive when it comes to sex. She is an active participant. Sometimes she used to tempt me for the sex. And sometimes I willingly allowed her to do this for me. I do this when she is in a mood. I will know it when she is in the mood. Whenever she asks the c***dren to sleep quickly, it means she is in a good mood and I play my dice. But I never used to get time for a continuous sex. My dream remained a dream. Both my mother and father were expired. I didn’t get remind of the dream until that day. I was surprised by what I saw on that day.
That evening I came a little bit early from my office; usually at around 7 or 8 in the evening. But that day I was a bit early because I don’t have any work. I was sitting in the living room and both my sons are studying sitting next to me. After a few minutes my wife entered with tea in her hand and I was surprised. My dick woke and started to throb. She was in the new chocolate color nylon sari and a matching ¾ blouse making her sexier. I could not bear it. Her 36dd boobs tempted me to take her to bed there and then itself. I thought if my two sons were not there I would have laid her there only and fucking her directly tearing everything within seconds. Thinking this and enjoying the sweet smell coming from the jasmine flowers in my wife’s hair I turned to take tea from my wife’s hand and was shocked to see it but controlled it and remained normal. I can see from eyes end my son’s dick stood up looking at his mother. My wife is sitting in front of me reading a magazine and taking her tea. My son is looking at her cheatingly. I could not say word. I was dumbstruck. I don’t know how to react. I kept silent for the time being. But my son kept on ogling at his mother cheatingly all the time. So I had to send my wife on some pretext to the kitchen. Then she was again busy with the work inside. I observed my son ogling at her on the pretext of going to bathroom for pissing. But I kept quite. In the night at dinner, he was staring at her shamelessly. She didn’t took notice of him. Further she tucked her loose end of the sari tightly as a result of which her 36dd boobs became more prominent. I waited patiently till the dinner is over. Soon after dinner I have to make them go to bed quickly. When I am doing this my wife gave a mischievous smile. I knew what it meant but she never knew the real reason why I am making them to sleep.
In the night I was gone mad. I forgot everything and fucked her like a mad bull. It was after our war and when we subsided that I began to think of my son. My elder son is raghu. He is 16 years and in 10th class. I got reminded of me when I thought about him. I was a bit angry at first. But soon my dream came back; the dream to share my mother with my father. As the days passed I began to think about it more. Then slowly the old dream became a new one. After 15 years of marriage I began to think about fantasies. I began to fantasize my self doing sex to my wife along with my son. I thought why not I share my wife with my son. ‘
If I can dream of fucking my mother and that too with my father, then why should not I share my wife with my son?’ I thought.
‘I will further give him a bonus too; A chance to fuck his mother with his father. I want to give my dream to my son. I know that is going to be the wonderful dream my son will have’ I thought.
Slowly I why only fantasy? Why I cant I make it real as everything is in my hands now. Unlike at my time, now I am the elder of my house. And his mother is my wife. I decided to make it true. Once I decided this I slept peacefully. But the million dollar question before me is how? I know that I and my elder son are ready as I know that he has lust for his mother from that days bulge. The only person I should convince is my wife. I know my wife; she will not accept for this. But there must be some way.
I have a way but I want everyone involved to enjoy. First I decided to discuss it with my son. Although we are free but we never spoke of sex. And no father speaks about sex to his son and that too it is weird and awkward a father asking a son, that are you interested in having sex with your mom? I felt a little bit shy. And at the same time I thought about his future. I thought it will not be fair to drag him into this. After all parents are expected to give good upbringing to their c***dren and I am here thinking of spoiling my c***d.. I justified my self saying that I am not dragging him but he is interested and further he may spoil his future by thinking about her. I know it from my experience how hard it will be to study when sex is in their mind. Further my wife always wears provocative outfits. She wears low cut blouses and stringed blouses. I can’t ask her to suddenly change her into the traditional dress. Even I have to tell her the reason if she asks me. After a lot of discussion in myself I finally decided to involve him but at the same time controlling. At first I don’t know how to talk to him but that day after watching my son masturbating I understood that he knows everything. So I had a plan.
One day I came home early and asked my wife tie the chocolate color sari which she tied previously. I know that my son is going to have a bulge at looking her in the sari. She said ok. I sat in the living and my sons are doing their home. My wife entered as she previously entered. She gave me tea and went inside on some work after drinking tea. I can clearly see the bulge in my elder sons pant. I looked at him and asked him to come upstairs with me. He followed me. After going up, I looked at him and asked him ‘what are you doing?’
Innocently he said “what?”
His bulge was gone. I think it was due to fear. I said looking at him what was that you are looking at your mother. Now he was pin drop silent with his head down. I said with a stern voice- what are looking at your mom, you idiot. Now he was shaking. Then after a few moments with tears in his eyes and with a shaking voice he said ‘I will not do it again’.
I thought it won’t work if I was stern. Then I said with a soft voice ‘why?’ He looked at me bewildered. Why? Don’t you want see your mom naked? Don’t you want to sleep with her? He surprised with this. He didn’t say a word. I again said in a stern voice ‘I want answer from you.’ Then he started answering in a low and feared voice to my questions.
Our conversation went on like this. After a few minutes he became free. He really wanted to have his mother. Finally he gave me his confession. Then I asked him ‘do you think will your mother allow for this?’
He was silent and became a little dull and then he too expressed the same doubt about his mother. ‘Will she allow me?’ ha said innocently. He didn’t question me. He said to himself. Then after a little thought I said ‘I will take care of it but you should promise one thing that you will never disturb from your studies’ He readily promised me. Then he went away back to his studies.
Even that night our bodies entwined wildly. After a passionate love making when our naked, tired bodies were I was lost in thought and thought my dream was about to come true. I am one step away from it. Suddenly my wife asked me touching her breast hardly to my chest ‘what are you thinking?’
I said ‘nothing’
Then we were ready for another round. Days are passing and I was loosing in thought. I know that I was near and I don’t know how to get to my wife. If I ask directly, then our relation may broke forever. This has restrained me from asking her. I wanted to make her ask her by herself. So I pretended to be lost in thought. Sometimes really and some times I used to act. I even slept some nights without having sex. My wife was wondering. In other words she was bit scared because she never saw me thinking that much. One day my wife insisted me on telling her what it is. After a lot of request I opened my mouth.
Me: nothing recently some kind of fantasy started in me.
Wife: what is it?
Me: nothing…
Wife: come on tell me….. She said rubbing her hand on my naked chest.
Me: it is asexual fantasy.
Wife: what?
She said with a expression of surprise and shock.
Me: that’s why; I told you I don’t want to tell.
Wife: O.K. what is it? Tell me…. I am you wife. She said huskily
me: I wanted to try three some.
Wife: what?
Me: yes three some
Wife: you mean you want to marry another woman….. She said in teasing and bit angry tone
me: no
Wife: then
me: I want a third person in our sexual intercourse
Wife: third person means
me: you me and another man.
Wife: what? She said sternly and got up from my top.
Both of us are silent for a few minutes then she slowly started to speak and shouted ‘so you want me to sleep with another man….are you my husband or broker?…….’ she was going on shouting in a low voice incoherently. I tried to calm her and said ‘why are you getting so angry, I told you because you asked me to tell or I would never have told you’ she suddenly became calm and silent and slept back. After a few minutes we both slept.
Days are passing my wife is behaving normally but our sex life became standstill. After one month she spoke to me. That night we were in our own thoughts. The suddenly she said ‘who that third person is?’
I said ‘I don’t have any idea, just I had a fantasy’
She said ‘then how we are going to become threesome’
Now I knew that she is in my court.
I said ‘I don’t know but I very much long for it’
She remained silent for some time. Then she said ‘how about your colleagues’
I was shocked to hear from her this. I asked her ‘do you anyone in your mind’
She said ‘no, I just thought you may have some in your mind’
I said ‘no’
After a few minutes I said ‘I thought it is best if the third person is someone we know so that he keeps it a secret. I do think so but it is difficult to find’ we discussed about various persons ranging from my brothers to neighbors. But everyone has some negative. No I showed some reasons to put all options out. After a lot of discussion she slowly said ‘I think someone is on your mind’
I didn’t say anything. She again asked. Then I told her if you will not get angry I have some one in mind who can keep it a secret and always available. She asked surprisingly ‘who?’
I said ‘first listen to me and don’t make any decision in haste. Recently I frequently visit the net and I heard word i****t’
She said what it is. I slowly explained it.
She said ‘are you mad’
How can parents do that to their c***dren? She said ‘I understood what do you mean but I don’t agree and never think of that. How mean you are how you think of my son sleeping with me. You are insane. I ready to fulfill your wish but not like this. I can sleep with any one you want but not with my son. Even bitch will not do it. Bring anyone from outside and I ready. There is no scope for thinking and making decisions if this is your wish. Forget it’
She said this and turned to the other side to sleep. I remained silent and was lost in thoughts. After a few minutes she turned towards me and I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. She looked at him for a few seconds and slept. The next day there was silence between us. My son is asking me updates. Now He is watching his mothers’ beauty even before me freely. We used to sit alone and discuss. One day I suddenly went to my sons school. he was surprised to see me there and asked ‘what dad?’
I said ‘do you have any objection coming with me for an outing today.’
Son: no dad. It will be great but will get the permission.
Me: don’t worry. I am your father.
After some time we were out of the school, taking permission from the principal. He was surprised because it is difficult to give permission to a tenth class student as they will have the board exams. When he asked about this, I told him some reason.
He then asked me where we were going. I said suspense. We went to my friend’s house. Their house was free as their family has left for the vacation. So I took the keys from him. Before going to school in I arranged everything. I changed myself to pajamas and we sat in front of the television. I put a DVD in the player and it started to play. Soon the play started. I asked him if he watched this. He said ‘no’ he was very much happy. As he is young he got an erection easily and was struggling with his pants. Then I told him to change into pajamas and be free. He changed and sat watching. He was watching everything with interest. Everything is new to him. We sat eating the chips and drinking while watching the game in the DVD. After that we spoke for some time and went sleep in different rooms. I know we need the privacy. Even I am desperate of privacy. I masturbate thinking of my wife and son together. It gave me immense pleasure. I know that my son has masturbated imagining his mother. After a short nap we came out refreshed and came out of the house. On the way to home we pick rakesh at school and started home. He didn’t have any doubt because, I took him after lunch. We have watched many movies. One day while watching my son asked me ’dad did you do like this to mom?’ I said ‘no’
He then didn’t ask me anything. This became our frequent habit. We used to go to net read i****t stories. Days were passing without sex between my wife and me. I thought I should break the ice. I could not resist without having her. It has now become one month since they had sex. I am desperate but I want to be patient.
After a month she again suddenly started the discussion one night. And again we struck at i****t. Then this time I slowly unfolded the mystery and told her about the incident I saw and the incident which inspired me. She said ‘I could not believe raghu lust for me. He is only 10th class, then how….’ she stopped there.
‘It must be your dressing even elder people we can’t resist you. Then think what about a boy of 15 years’ I said.
‘May be I should have taken care of my dressing’ she said thoughtfully.
I understood what she thought of and where it will go. Then I took the lead.
I said ‘now it is out of our hands. Even if you change your dress now, I think it will be of no use. You can change the dress but you can’t kill his thoughts’
She then asked ‘what is rakesh up to?’
I was surprised ‘oh come on now he is a small k**’
‘May be I think so’ she said.
She said nothing. She is lost in thought. I said ‘look you don’t have to do this because I wanted. You don’t have to do it unwillingly. Our relation will be the same ever after. If you really want to fulfill my dream then only we will do it.
After a few moments she said ‘how?’
I said ‘we will try’
She was lost in thought again. She said nothing I understood and I kissed her. That is the first time we had sex after 1 month. That night we had wonderful sex. I was on cloud nine.
I had already planned. I told my son that evening about it and I told him when to enter. That night at 12 I put my hand on my wife’s waist and turned her towards me. We were in a deep passionate kiss. I pulled her over me. When she was in deep kiss lock with me she realized that someone was there beside me. Suddenly my wife got up over from me. There was my son beside me. She was shocked to see him. Her loose end of the sari covering her 36dd boobs was dropped, so her boob’s silhouette is visible. I slowly put on the zero light in our room. The light was very dim but enough to see each other. When I put on the light I saw my son looking without any hesitation at his mom’s boobs. Seeing her big, stiff, tight mounds poking into the air have made my sons cock gone up and started to throb in his night pant. Looking my son and semi nude wife in my together has also made my cock gone up. My wife saw at me and then at my pants. After a few moments she came back to me and started to kiss my lips. She became really horny within minutes and she moved her petticoat back. I wanted her to remove them and become naked but I don’t want anything go awry. So I restrained and have done it in her way. I became totally nude. She went down and slept on her back. I then getting up place my self between her legs and my usual instinct guided me through her wet slippery vagina. Pushing it inside I waited for second. She took me in a missionary position. I moved forward, stayed still, then looked at my son for a moment that was rubbing his pants and started thrusting her. It started slowly with mild strokes and became hard long strokes. I pounded her for 20 minutes. Then with a sudden go we came at a time. Our bodies have adjusted to it. We know each other when will we come. After 20 minutes we became calm. Then I removed my limping dick from her and got up from the bed. It was the best sex I ever had. The thought that I am fucking my wife before my wife was driving me crazy. It was short but ecstatic my wife adjusted her petticoat back and sat on the bed. My son is looking at us sitting the chair. Now our eyes got used to the darkness. We could see each other because of the dim light coming from the zero bulb in our room. I smiled at him and got up from the bed. I went near my son and said ‘go’. I think he was waiting for this and before I could finish my word he got up and removed his shirt, pant and brief, except his underwear. He went to the bed and slept beside my wife. He didn’t do anything for a minute. Even my wife was silent and still. She didn’t even look at him since we were doing. Then he was the first to make move. He took her by her waist and started moving his left hand on her soft stiff waist. He didn’t get any reaction from her. She lay on her back looking at the roof without any moment. After a few minutes his hand started to move up. When it reached the edge of her boob, he waited. Still there was no reaction from her. So he slowly moved his hand over the boob and started massaging them one bye one. Then he started to maul them. They were big and his one hand was not enough to maul them. Suddenly my wife closed her eyes. My son continued his expedition. Then stopping his expedition he suddenly got up and reached for her lips. At first he started to kiss her slowly. Her lips showed no moment. She is rigid. Then slowly he got on top of her. His total body was o her body. Her boobs crushed under his chest. He kneaded her boobs and waist while kissing her lips. As he doing for the first time, he hasn’t observed her rigidness. As he did his work she remained passive. Then suddenly putting all his weight on his mom he made his waist go up and slowly moved his underwear down. I can see his erect dick. It was not big enough but at 15 it was enough to go for fucking. Then slowly he tried to make space between her thighs. Then wile kissing he started to lift her petticoat. My wife as though she understood his intention, pushed him aside and spoke for the first time leaving her rigidity- “no fucking. You bastard get away from here…” she was about to say something and I knew it was my time to enter. So I went to bed, as my dick was rock hard because of my son and wife’s fore play, I took her by lips and continued a passionate kissing. Then once again I moved her petticoat up and pounded her mound for another 20 minutes. While fucking her I thought – you bitch you become wet and hard by your son and don’t allow him to fuck. Acting smart you bitch. My mind saying this I was enjoying and was fucking her more hard. All the time it was hard for me to restrain from coming but I could restrain hardly and we both came at a time. Her cunt was and hard. I saw my son masturbating looking at my wife. She also took a look at him. I thought it will take time for her.
In that night after some time I asked my son to leave the room. My son left the room all naked taking his clothes. His dick is limp. I know he is too young to regain the hardness again. I closed the door behind him. I then slept beside my wife. Then I began to slowly rewind what had happened and this has turned me again. This time we had a naked passionate sex. At that time I don’t know that my son too is masturbating thinking of the time he spent with his mom.
The next morning everyone got up a bit late. Everyone was in a hurry. Nobody spoke to one another. My wife didn’t even spoke to raghu. Even he was unable to speak or make an eye contact to her. He didn’t even dared to look at her. All the time his head was down. She was silent and serious. The only person who is speaking is rakesh. He is the only person who doesn’t the nights developments. Even I tried to keep quite. After the breakfast I left to office dropping my sons at their school. While in the car even Rajesh and I didn’t speak to each other.
After dropping them I was in no mood to go to office. So I called them and told them I am not coming the next two days. After that there is second Saturday and Sunday. So went to the home straight. By the time I reached home my wife was busy in the kitchen. When I entered the kitchen she looked at me puzzled. She was in a yellow colored plain nylon sari.
Me: I just want to talk to you. Why don’t you come? We will sit.
He said that and came and sat in the living room. It was silent. After 5 minutes she came drying her hands. She came and sat beside him. He did not know how to start. Finally I said ‘how was it?’ I said without a thought. But suddenly I understood the mistake I have done.
Shobha: what? Are asking me did I enjoy my son playing with my body. How can you think that a mother will enjoy her son having her body?
Me: I just thought you will after sometime. But I can see the rigidity in you last night.
Shobha: ?????????????
Me: so…. We will stop it.
Shobha: do you think is it possible? And that too after all this which had happened last night.
Me: I don’t know. But we have to try.
Shobha: no what will you try. He had me last night. Do you think his mind will be stable from now? Moreover I can’t look him like in the past. I can’t enjoy the same motherly feeling with him. You have broken the sanctity of our relationship. Now no longer this can be same.
Me: I didn’t do it without your consent. You agreed for it. I told you it will be happening if you really want it. I didn’t call him on my own.
He has entered into defense. His ego was hurt. She understood it. She hasn’t studied well but she has this good understanding of the people. But she thought how she could miss her sons ogling eyes. Otherwise she would have been careful. It is true that thinking there was no one in the house other than her c***dren and husband she weared such dresses. The she said –
Shobha: yeah I agreed but yesterday when I suddenly saw him, I was totally upset. You have told me in advance that you have called him. I didn’t have time to prepare myself. I thought you will take time for talking to him.
Me: o.k. I am sorry for that.
He cooled down. He realized what spoke a moment before. But he was happy her wife was back to the pavilion. There was silence between them for sometime. Then she suddenly said breaking the silence.
Shobha: I am afraid
Me: why?
Shobha: I am worried about his future. I have seen parents’ working day and night for giving good life to their c***dren. But here we are spoiling our own c***d. That is killing me.
Me: no, I spoke to him. He said he will concentrate on studies. Moreover now if we stop then he will definitely disturb. Moreover we will control him.
Shobha: control him? How?
Me: we will allow him with us only on Saturday and Sunday. In the day he has to study. Moreover we will use this as an incentive. If performs well in the weekly tests he will be with us and if he fails he will not get you no matter whatever it is.
She fell in thought. Then she said –
Shobha: but what about rakesh? He is no more a k**. He is two years younger than Rajesh. I can’t take him. I don’t want his life to spoil. At least I want him only as my son.
Me: don’t worry about it Shobha. He will never come to know about it. No sex in the day. He will come to us in the week ends and that too in the night. Then there is no chance of knowing. We will separate both their rooms. Then there is no chance of him knowing what Rajesh is doing.
She seemed to convince. She got and said
Shobha: are you not going to office today.
Me: yes.
As my mind settled down I went to office and done my work peacefully. I cancel led my leave for that day. While coming from the office I took Rajesh and rakesh. While coming I spoke to both of them freely. Son Rajesh also forgot everything and started to speak freely. He didn’t ask me anything but I can guess from his face what he wanted to ask. As rakesh was there I kept silent.
In the evening my wife hasn’t shown any change. She was a normal mother. But Rajesh tried to avoid her. She spoke to him as if she hasn’t noticed any change.
I went to bed that night without speaking to my son. That night we had a wonderful sex.
The next morning I got up early and went to my son’s room. I woke him up without noise and gave him a slip. He took and read it and looked at me puzzled. I whispered to do as I wrote. By the time I woke and prepared the breakfast, only rakesh and I were sitting at the dining table. I was in my pajamas. She didn’t bothered that but asked rakesh ‘where is Rajesh’
Rakesh: he has got fever ma. He is still asleep.
She stopped suddenly and looked at me. But then went on with her work. That day I called my office boy to drop rakesh in the school. I do it sometimes, so he went with him. As soon as he left my wife turned towards me and said ‘what is this all about?’
Me: I think now you both should understand each other a little bit.
Shobha: what nonsense. Is he my lover or husband to understand him?
Me: I think there is a kind of uneasiness between both of you. You should get free.
Shobha: oh get easy to get fucked up. That’s what you say right? Where is that bastard? Ask him to come out that room.
She said in an irritating voice and went to our room. I went to his room but he is already in the bathroom. After five minutes he came out in pajamas and silently had the breakfast. My wife was still in our bedroom. He came and sat beside me and started to browse channels. Then I suddenly said
Me: stop it Rajesh. Come with me.
He followed me as I went to our bedroom. When I entered the bed room I was surprised to see my wife on the bed with a plain red colored nylon sari. She has a matching low cut blouse. I could see her bulging boobs clearly. I can also see the 30% of her boobs bulging outside the blouse. I went inside and sat on the sofa. My son followed and sat beside me. Now my son is directly looking at her. His eyes are fixed to her bosoms. She looked at him straight but he doesn’t seem to budge this time. He kept on looking at her big boobs. I don’t know how to start. It was my wife who started ‘Rajesh’ she said with a authoritative tone turning his attention. ‘Stop staring at them. Let us get straight some things first. Sri you tell him the rules and regulation’ she said.
Then for the next five minutes I told him whatever we spoke yesterday. Then my wife took it.
Shobha: these are strictly followed and there is no adjustment in them. After your tenth you are not going to stay with us. You will study your +2 in residential campus. After two years if you make it to a good engineering college then you can have your regular quota. If not you will be away for two more years. Got it’
He nodded his head as if confirming that he understood.
Shobha: above all your brother should not come to know about this. As long as you keep it secret you will be with us. When reveal the secret, you will be no more in this game. O.k.’
He said ’o.k.’
Then every one was silent. I don’t know what to do? it was my wife who took the charge again.
Shobha: now what are you waiting for? Last night you were in a hurry to fuck me. Come on.
My son looked at me puzzled. I gave a big smile. He moved towards her. Then he moved towards her and held her by her waist and kissed her for the first time. Their lips were kissing. My wife started kissing lightly but my son put his lips squared on her and pressed her lips. She didn’t say anything but gave in to him. He was circling his lips held together on his moms’ lips. I was sitting in the sofa watching their romance. As he circled his closed lips he moved forward on to her because of which her boobs were presses hard below his chest. At the same time his increased cock was struggling as it pressed against the bed. I could not restrain myself from laughing at his naïve and callous romance. Even my wife is not attempting anything to tell and correct him. Soon he removed her sari and then her blouse and petticoat leaving her only in bra exposing her naked womanhood.
But all this is arousing me a lot and even I didn’t attempt to tell him anything as this will my wife with full of lust which will be an advantage for me. I can ***k her two her three times.
Now my son removed her bra and he lay on top of her all naked. Both their naked bodies were cuddling each other. I could see his dick stiff and straight was pushed backward and lay on her thighs. His hands were busy mauling his moms’ boobs while his lips worked out on hers. It was no kiss. It is like smooching. Then suddenly he stopped and got up only to make wide her legs. She has made it for him. Later his cock started to search for the hole of heaven. She then stopped him and caught hold of his cock and guided it to her hole of heaven. As he pushed it into her he moved forward and reached out for her lips. He could easily make it into her as his tool is not big enough. Then he started sliding on her body thus pumping her. It was moving in and out as it is slippery. Within two minute he was holding her tight and my wife laughed at me as he was tightening her grip around her. Finally his grip started to loosen. Then after 3 minutes they disentangled from each other. My son got up from the bed and for the first time he saw m. I smiled looking at him. He returned me with a big smile. He then started to go to the bath room. My wife gave a signal with her eyes. I straight away went to her and started to kiss her passionately. She distanced me and said ‘send him’.
So I decided not disappoint her. I waited till he came out and asked him to go out. He went out like a good boy. He got what he always urged for so I locked the door as he went out and for the next two hours we had a wild fucking session. My wife was going very wild. After two hours we came out putting our clothes and we saw that rajesh was sleeping on the sofa. He was in deep sleep. A fully satisfied sex gives a nice sleep. When I turned around to look for my wife she is already in the kitchen preparing the food. In the noon after lunch everyone went to sleep.
That weekend Shobha has allowed her son to sleep with her for continuous two nights i.e. Saturday and Sunday. After the half sex with him they used to send him out to sleep in his room and then they used to fuck like wild a****ls. They used to get the best satisfaction. Rajesh is satisfied for what he is getting. At his age it is more for him. He used to the regular missionary position se. even me and my always used to like the same position. We never tried new positions.
Every week my wife is used to have sex with my son and later when he left we used to have great fun. Our sex life became really better. My wife was happy with her sons half fuck. He used to leave her in a peak mood from I will take care of her after our son left. Every time she insisted to send my son out while having sex. One day I asked her the reason after a hefty sex game. She replied that ‘I am doing it for your fun and for my sons’ fun. I am your wife. You want to see me with another man and that too your son. I gave what you wanted and I can’t make my private life to my son and shamelessly move in front of him. That’s why I stay rigid while he is doing anything to me. More over I don’t want to reach orgasm with him. Now I think you understand my hubby why I did it?’
I smiled and said ‘yeah, but what if the third person is not your own son and some other person?’
‘That’s not the question here? If it would have been other person, I would have definitely taken divorce from you.’ She said as she went to bathroom for cleaning herself.
All I could do is my mouth open.
That year passed with our sex escapades. Rajesh passed in distinction. He got the highest marks in his school. I thought that there were three beautiful months and I made plans to send rakesh to her brother’s house. But to my surprise my wife resisted this attempt.
Again we had only the weekends. She was in no way ready to do it in the middle of the week. But for some days she used to accept in the middle of the week.
After the results it is my sons +2. So I decided to join him in the nearest college in our city. But my wife made a different decision. She decided that rajesh will go to different boarding college. She made a few conditions.
1. He should get a seat in good engineering college after his+2.
2. He should not to home even in the holidays. For two years he will stay out of our city.
3. If does not agree and stay here then he will have to go the engineering college in a different town. And the same conditions will apply.
4. If he fails in any of the above, she will never have sex with him.
5. Above all in the future rakesh should not know about this and it should be kept a secret.
I did understand why she put all the restrictions. Even I agreed and gave hi chance to decide weather to stay now or stay with us afterward s permanently.
But he kept a condition that he will spend a whole night with her, to which she readily agreed.
That night I went and slept with my younger son rakesh. I restrained myself from not going to their room. I got up early in the morning. It was around seven in the morning. My wife had just finished her bath and was preparing her coffee when I entered the kitchen. She didn’t notice me. So I went from behind her and pulled her to myself by holding her waist. She jerked a bit but laughed. I kissed her neck and nape. She didn’t resist me. I turned her towards me and started a passionate kiss of the morning. I started to undo her cotton sari. She turned of the stove. Again we involved in a deep kiss. She was licking my tongue like an ice cream. It was hard sucking. As I kissed I removed her sari she was in blouse and petticoat. We know that it will take an hour for our c***dren to get up. So I removed her blouse then her bra and then her petticoat. Then I laid her on the ground and widened her legs. i became nude, then adjusted myself and pushed my hard on into her. There was still water in her hair as she had a fresh hair bath. I waited for nothing. I moved forward onto her thus pushing the tool hard and tough into her. My chest rested on her boobs and I started pumping her slowly kissing her passionately. I started pumping her vigorously. I had put my whole wait on her crushing her stiff and big boobs. Sometimes I used to kiss her neck; sometimes her nape; some times her flesh shoulders. It went on like that. She was making different expressions. She never makes these expressions when she was with her son. When I got reminded of how my son would have fucked her, I started to fuck her hard. It went on like that for half an hour and we came at the same time exhausted. The best thing I like about my wife is that maintains the timing. She is good at it.
After that we came out to the living room with a cup of coffee. Sipping the coffee I asked her
Me: how is your night Shobha.
Shobha: as usual.
Me: means???
Shobha: he did it two times. He did it once when we entered the room and the next time after around 3 hours at 2 in the morning. Of course in his usual style of half fucking. And he slept with me naked all the night.
Me: yeah I saw him. He is still naked.
Shobha: but I was not naked all night. Once he slept I wore my sari after cleaning my self at 3:00 am in the morning.
After our coffee emptied I waked my son up as within a few minutes rakesh will wake up. He got up freshened himself up.
Then within a week he left to the hostel for studying. He came after two years.
I was eagerly waiting for these two years for that day. I and rakesh went to station to pick him. Within these two years my son has changed a lot. He has grown up and his body has build up to some extent. While coming we were really in a good mood and I forgot the thought our little secret. Even my son was happy and was engrossed in talking with talking with his brother. His mom welcomed him with the same motherly warmth. They were normal mother and son that day. They behaved as if nothing has happened before. There was no uneasiness between them. We enjoyed that day.
Days started to roll on. I never touched on the topic with my son or my wife. Even when I and my son were alone we never discussed about it. I thought he might have gone out of that obsession. So I thought it’s good for his feature. Even my wife started wearing conservative dresses at home in the day. I thought now everything was normal. But I could never guess that there was a surprise waiting for me.
It was around 12o clock we were about to start our lovemaking session. I removed her. Then suddenly I heard a knock on the door. At first I ignored but it knocked again. I lazily without any expectation went to open the door only to find my son rajesh standing at the door. I looked at him puzzled.
Rajesh (son): dad can I join you people to night?
He asked without any hesitation in voice. I looked at him for a moment and all I could do was open the door for him and gave him the way as passed across me. As he entered the room, my wife took the sari and put it across her boobs and folded her legs. I closed and turned to them. My son sat on the edge of the bed looking at his mother. I looked at my wife. She seemed to be a bit taken aback by the sudden development. I didn’t say anything and went and sat on the sofa. She was looking at both of us alternatively. It was my son this time that started first.
Rajesh: mom you said that we could do it if I get a good rank. And I got it. Today I want to start again. Please mom lets do it. I waited for this moment for the two years.
His voice was crystal clear. My wife was looking at him blankly. Saying this he moved towards her and got close to her. He put his hand on her shoulder and then started moving his hand down along her hand and when his hand came to her waist he left the hand and took her by her waist and pulled her towards himself. Pulling her towards him he was trying to embrace her, but her hands holding the sari to her chest is avoiding him from a tight embrace. He didn’t make any attempt to remove her hand. He was delicate. He is not in a hurry. He started to kiss her neck. He moved slowly from end to end. Then he moved his lips to her chin and opened his mouth to take her chin. He took it and gave a gentle bite and left. As his lips started to move further, she started to resist a little bit. He didn’t mind it. He allowed to move and resist but adjusted himself to her body language. Finally slowly he kissed squarely and gently on her lips. Then he gently took her lower lip and stated to kiss it. Then he took the upper lip. He is taking them alternatively. Then he started to increase the pressure with which he is kissing the lips. Slowly he made her hands free and removed the sari. The he laid her properly and got on top of her. Then he again back to his kissing business. He is not in a hurry. He taking his own time and enjoying her lips to the fullest extent. His chest was crushing her boobs. Her hands were still. His hands took her waist and started to move hands on it. I was watching them leisurely. After kissing her for 10 minutes, he moved down to her boobs. They have grown in size in these two years but they haven’t lost their stiffness and tightness. She is at the peak of her prime age. Her blouse was a bit conservative. It exposed only a little part of her boobs. But a 3 inch line where her boobs were meeting was still visible and he slowly started to move his lips along the line. Then his hands moved on to her mounds and started to caress them gently. Then he suddenly came to her stomach and pulled the petticoat a bit down so that her hole in the stomach is clearly visible. Then after a gentle kiss he started to move the tip of his tongue on all over her stomach. She was trying to stay calm but his tongue is experimenting on her stomach while his hands still caressing her mounds. This was making her move in her place. Her hands were moving on the bed restlessly. It can be easily made that she is trying hard not get her hands onto him. I can say is enjoying but her mind cannot take that her son is doing this. Then he moved his head down to her feet through the line made by the two legs above her petticoat.
He took her tender cream colored leg and rubbing a finger of her right leg with a hand took it into his mouth. He sucked it then he took it between his teeth and bit it a bit. She suddenly jerked a bit moving her head side by side. He did it to all the fingers of both the feet. Every time he bit the leg she used to jerk. Now he again came back to her stomach and started to kiss all over her stomach and also kissing on her waist. Later he did the same to her finger. He was doing it slowly. Then he increased the pace of his foreplay. His hands started to maul her boobs and stomach and waist. After 50 minutes of foreplay he removed her blouse and then her petticoat. She was nude. Then he also became nude. His manhood is straight and good in size. It was like a pole. Now he looked at her straight and with both his hands he separated the legs and made space for him. She just looked at him blankly. He positioned himself and started to enter her in missionary position. As his manhood entered her, he moved forward towards her. When he entered completely he kept still for a minute and looking at her face he moved slowly sliding over body as her boobs crush below his body. He took her lips and started to kiss her. Some times he used to maul her boobs. Slowly he increased the pace. The way pace took up was amazing. Even I couldn’t imagine. Within 8minutes he took her to a rhythm that she is moving very fast in the bed. I could not imagine the pace. There was never a slow down in the middle. When reached to their peak speed, he suddenly collapsed over her. They laid still. My wife’s hands gripped to the pillow slowly relaxed. After five minutes they came back to senses. He held her and kissed her hardly. Then waited for few more seconds and got up. He went to bathroom and by the time he came back my wife already wore her sari. As he came out she left to the bath room. My son got dressed and when my wife came, he went straight to her and took her by her waist and kissed her hard for a minute and said ‘I love you dear’. Then immediately he left to his room. My wife stood there looking in the direction in which he left as the door closed behind him.
After he had left I went to her and lay down on the bed along with her. After a few minutes I put my hand across her. She didn’t respond. She didn’t even move. After a few minutes I moved aside and soon slept. I don’t remember weather my wife slept all the night or not but by the time I got up I could hear her morning chores in the kitchen. I saw my son sitting in the living room and scanning the channels. Suddenly a kind of guilt surged into me. I felt very rude for my behavior in the night. So I moved towards the kitchen. When I entered the kitchen I could see my wife fresh bathed as her white waist exposed in the beautiful yellow sari. They were mixed and hard to differentiate. There were a few droplets of water on her waist which glistened with sun rays of early twilight making it more beautiful. I have never seen more beautiful thing than that. I think she might not have recognized my presence. I slowly went behind her as her eyes intently watched at the tea kettle on the stove. I suddenly took her by her glistening waist. Her body jerked at this sudden action of mine and she turned her head to see me. Then she suddenly fell silent and still. Her hands moved silently on the edge of the stove. I pushed my groin to her smooth back thus moving hand forward from her waist to her stomach and clasped both my hands tightly and held her to my body. She didn’t make any moment of restriction nor did she respond. I moved my lips her on her shoulder and neck nape and moved towards her ears. I took her soft ear lobe in my lips, smoothly pulled them and left them. The keeping my lips on her ears and kissed her on her ear and whispered into her ear ‘I love you Shobha’. She stopped her hand moving on the stove. I made my hold tight and embracing her back to my body. As the sweet smell of the familiar shampoo along with the nights smell of jasmine flowers touched my nostrils I said in a sincere and honest tone ‘I love you Shobha. I love you very much’. For the first time she responded and put her hands on my hands. Taking this as a cue, I turned her towards me and looking straight into her eyes, placed my lips onto hers which became a lip lock soon. We were like that for the next few minutes. But disentangling herself from she moved away and said ‘its time everyone is wake up’. I didn’t force her. I moved to the living room where my son was scanning through the channels. He looked at me and gave me a naughty smile and I can understand the meaning of the smile. I returned his smile and then immersed myself in the newspapers as my wife joined us after a few minutes. It was Sunday. After the breakfast I had asked my sons to go for an outing and to watch movie. I told rajesh not to return before seven in the evening. He readily agreed and with in an half an hour they left outside. That day we made the best love of our life. We did it for four times. It was the first time since our marriage early years we did that.
After four times of love making till the evening, we lay in the bed naked below the blanket as our bodies touched each other, all tired. For the first time we spoke after a long tiring silence.
Me: I am sorry
She looked at me puzzled.
Me: for yesterday night…..
Shobha: no, its not you. It is rajesh who made me upset. I thought he would get over it but I didn’t expect him yesterday night.
Me: so you don’t like it. You want me to stop him from all this. I thought you will enjoy it but I can’t do this any more. I can’t enjoy singly. Yesterday I felt selfish and rude.
Shobha: its not that I am not willing. But the thought that I am doing it with my son is killing me.
Me: do you want me to stop him?
Shobha: do you think you can do that really now? I don’t think so. I think my son has become a man now. Don’t you.
Me: yeah….then how? I can’t see you suffer for me.
Shobha: no, that will spoil his future. You can’t be rude with your k**s. I love them. I can’t hurt them.
I kept quite. We lay there in silence for some time and in the one hour we had a very erotic session. Later we got refreshed with both us together. Our sons have arrived when my wife has prepared the dinner. We all ate together as our sons shared their day’s enjoyment. We receded to our rooms. That night I expected my son to come to us. But he didn’t come to us. The whole week he didn’t come to us. He was avoiding being with us generally. He used to do his breakfast, lunch and dinner with us and he used to be with us for a casual chat. He reduced his staying at home. He made a few friends outside and used to spend his time with them. Day by day we were puzzled by his behavior. Finally we decided to discuss it one day with him. In fact we were worried about him.
It was a month since Raghu has changed his life style. He used to be out of bed early. By the time we got up he will be back from gym, which he has joined recently. He will refresh within 10 minutes and will be out. He used to have breakfast sometimes at home and most of the times outside.
That day my wife went to call him for breakfast but came back with a disappointment on her face and I understood that he has already left for the day. He would return somewhere around midnight after everyone is asleep. And that is the first time to see a worried look on my wife’s face since the change of my son’s attitude. I could not speak as Rakesh was there sitting with us.
That afternoon after our lunch, we are in our room. I was engrossed in the new fashion magazine watching young models with big boobs, as my wife was resting beside me. After a few minutes, she got up and pulled the magazine from my hand. I looked at her querying.
Shobha: I am afraid….. Sri.
Me: why?
Shobha: You don’t have any worry about your son.
Me: Why? What happened?
Shobha: don’t you see. He used to be at home previously but now I rarely see him. He is not even talking to me. I don’t know why…….he stopped coming to us from that night….
I didn’t understand her words. I am fine with her asking him to be at home but I could not get her on about raghu not coming to us. I could never understand woman i thought to myself. but i manages to say
Me: may be he is taking time to get over. Why not give him some space.
Shobha: but I am afraid he might fall prey to some bad company or bad habits. I am afraid and worried for him.
She was right and her words made think for the first time. Within seconds I started to blame myself for all this what happened. Otherwise they would same mother and son. I was responsible for this horror. But I suppressed my thoughts and told my wife to wait and we will talk to him that night.
She was satisfied for a second but immediately she asked- “How can we? Rakesh is no longer a k**.”
My wife is intelligent; even I didn’t give it a thought. Them after a moment of silence, I said that we will discuss it in our room in the night.
That night raghu reached home at 10. I and my wife were sitting in the room. It was our luck that our younger son sleeps early as he has to go to tuition early in the morning. Raghu was taken a bit aback looking us there still awake. But he didn’t speak with us and silently went to his room refreshed and came out for the dinner. My wife went to serve him. I was observing them. Raghu was not even looking at his mother. He sat silently with his head down and eating silently. Shobha was busy serving and sometimes asking him weather he wants curry to which he just nodded positively or negatively.
Once he has finished his dinner, he started to move to his room. My wife looked at me as if to stop him. I adjust my voice and said – “Raghu wait.” He looked at me querying.
Me: we need to talk can you come here.
Shobha again looked at me. Come to our room we need to talk- saying this we left to our room. After a few minutes there was a knock on our door. The door was left unlocked and I said that the door was unlocked. But he again knocked the door and asked “Can I come in?”
Me: Yes.
He came silently inside and he was standing in front of us as an obedient son.
Me: Come here and sit raghu.
He looked at us for the first time and went and sat on the sofa. There was silence between us for some time. I thought I should start.
Me: So..ummm….what are your plans sons? I mean what do you want to do after…?
Son(Raghu): Ummm…… I have got a good rank. I think I will get into some good college. And I have also appeared for IITL and I got my results. I want to join IITL, the India’s top college.
Me: what? When did you get the results?
Son: a week before. I have also attended the online counseling and submitted my certificates.
I was happy and angry because he didn’t even tell me about the good news.
Me: when you have to join?
Son: after 2 months.
Me: ……………
Son: dad I have to pay a few of 50,000 per semester.
Me: when?
Son: in a week.
I asked to take the check from his mother. He was silent. There was silence for some time. It was me who again started it.
Me: so, what is it that you are doing these days?
He looked at me puzzled.
Me: you are not staying at home these days. You don’t speak to your mother and to me. We don’t know when you come and when you leave……..Do you know how much your mother is worried about you?
I was a bit stern.
Son: its nothing like that dad. I just want to get over it…..
Me: what is it that you get over? Me or your mom? You want to leave us?
Son: it is not that dad…
Me: then what is it….?
I shouted.
It was for the first time my wife spoke first time.
Shobha: tell us son what is it that you want to get over..?
Son: it is not that dad…… mom does not like me or love me.
Shobha: when did I say that raghu. Did I ever said that I never loved you.
Son: no mom….
Me: then what is that you blame your mother for?
Son: dad I came with a lot of expectation after two years. I thought you were restricting me for my future….but that night mom was still like a stone….. When I went back I felt so much guilty and rude like an a****l…. I hate it… I hate myself dad…… when I was back I expected mom will welcome me…
Shobha: for what? Oh! You expect me to call you and say son I am horny just fuck me….. that is what you expect idiot…… no mother will accept this and after all still speak with you….be grateful that I am just allowing you……
Son: Yes that is what I said. You hate me mom…….
Shobha: Shut up Raghu…… no mother will be happy sleeping with son….. I love you but that does not mean that I love you like my husband….. There is always a difference between a mothers and wife’s love…..you should know it…. Now get out and go to sleep…..
Raghu left without even speaking. And just then my wife broke down and started crying like a c***d. I tried to console her holding.
Shobha: Oh Sri what have I done….. I was just rude…. I just hated him…. I have hurt him again…..he will never speak to me again….
Me: Hey no….he loves you a lot…he will never do that…. Just speak to him in the morning….
She slept like a c***d besides me. I don’t when I slept. When I woke up at 4:30 my wife was not beside me. I could hear some noise in the room. I peeked through our bedroom. My wife was standing with a shawl around her. My son was getting ready for a jog. Both of them left.
(I never know what has happened because I didn’t followed them. I wanted them to give some space and went back to sleep. The following story is imagination from the point of view of my son and wife)
My wife and son moved out in the still silent street and moved to the opposite side of the direction of the town. Raghu was jogging when my wife said – “Cant we walk today?” so he slowed down. They walked silently till they reached the green outskirts. They were walking past the green trees.
Shobha: Raghu I am sorry, I screamed at you last night.
Son: …………….
Shobha: I am glad that you made it to a good college.
Son: …………..
Shobha: Hmmmm…….Son lied that I hate you. I love you as a son.
Son: …………..
Shobha: Please don’t be angry. I can’t accept it. It is good that you are trying to get over……
Son: Huh!!! Get over? Come on mom……. You know what I am killing myself from inside…… you know how it feels when a woman rejects you and that too the woman whom I loved the most…..
Shobha: ……………
Son: you know mom some girls were behind me when I was in college…… when my friends were busy with girls, I was busy with books…… you know what kept away from all those things, it is the thought that I love my mom………………………………………………
Shobha: I am glad you kept yourself away from all these and you made it to a good college……
Son: Mom …. The point is not that I kept my self aloof…. The point is why? Now I fear that I am loosing myself. You know how hard is to keep myself up. Sometimes I go mad. From the past one month I was roaming madly out on the roads, bushes, friends…what not. Last night I thought I will die…..
Shobha: No…son, don’t say anything like that. You have grown up and you need to understand that it is not a good thing. And don’t spoil your life thinking about me. Soon you settle in life and you will get a more beautiful wife than me. You will be more than happy and you will thank me for this day…..
Suddenly there was silence between them. They have stopped walking. Aft