Sylvia M In The Van, After School @2016 free porn video

Silkie Greene,(formerly Sylvia Greenburg) is finishing telling Tom about the time she gave a blow job to her mother's drummer, and unbeknownst to her at the time, her mother's lover. . She then goes into another story about her life as a sexual temptress at age f******n: "
"It was always a surprise when I made the first move. Did that get them excited? Oh God, did it ever... well,yeah, for boys especially. I got to see how erections work, I guess you could say that. I was having a lot of fun. Sometimes I would kiss the boy and rub him till he came in his pants. It was so great when I figured out I could do that with just my hand, kissing and some sexy words. But you know how sex is, after a while some of the dicks were popping out, and sometimes I was doing hand-jobs and sometimes with my mouth, though really not that much. I know that the boys loved it if I went down on them, but I was not really liking it that much. I liked that I could control them and the situation, mostly, I just wasn't that crazy about the dick in my mouth stuff."
" I remember, it must have been eighth grade. It was a nice May afternoon after school. I had gone with two boys, kind of knowing what might happen, but, just like it is when you are that age, I wasn't quite sure. I was feeling playful, sexually playful, and I was more experienced than they were...After my afternoon with Steve, I was more and more sure of myself. These boys may have heard a story about me or two. Their dicks were hard and their tongues were hanging out wanting to get a little piece of me, I'm quite sure. I didn't care about them at all, I just wanted some attention, and by this time, with my 38D boobs, I sure knew how to get it. We climbed into the van, locked the door. The van was lined with carpets and big throw pillows everywhere. I sat down on the floor and they started touching me, like little bugs... I brushed their hands away and picked a cigarette from the pack that Jerrry had magically produced. This was like the seventh grade dance... boys sitting there , not doing anything. I was sitting there in my jeans, and peasant top blouse. I actually had cleavage...that you could see...There were lots of eight and nine year old girls who were bigger than me, but they didn't have a chest like mine. We smoked two cigarettes. The boys understood that they were in an actual sexual situation, not one they had been jacking off to, and they were very quiet. I thought "Somebody was going to have to start this thing..."
"Did you ever see a girl with boobs like mine?" shaking my chest a little...
"Jerry, I've never talked to a boy like this (such a lie) but when I see you looking at me...really...staring at me...it's embarrassing, you know...it's weird to be looked at like that all the time...I wish you would stop and Bruce, you are worse than he is...haven't you ever seen a girl before?"
No discernable words from them.
"You guys get boners, all the time, I mean all the time, I can see it, and I don't look at the front of your pants like this-(staring at their crotches).. well, sometimes like this ( giving a kind a sideways mocking glance...(we were all laughing)...Oooh, I think I see one now (laughing) oooohh, now there's two..."
I took another puff on the Marlboro, tried to be so cool and not cough...
"Bruce, can I ask you a question? Do you ever jack off, jack it off at night?"
"Uh...no..."
"Jerry?"...
"Yeah, sometimes..."
" Do you like it? Does it feel good to rub yourself that way?...
"Yeah,... it feels really great"...
"I'll bet no girl ever told you this... I do it too"...
Silence from both of them. I just kept the silence, let then them absorb what I had just said.
" I don't have a dick, I have a pussy, but I can still do it... all girls can, Jerry, did you know that?"
Silence
"Did you?"
"Not exactly"...
"Well, girls don't have dicks to grab and move up and down, and we don't shoot goop all over, either...do you want me to tell you what I do?...
Jerry decided to make his move, I guess.
"Can you show us?"...
Oh yeah, I knew I had them now...
"No! Do you think I'm crazy? Is that why you think I came out here with you?..."
Actually, it was.
I recently looked at a picture of myself in eigth grade: Tiny, huge mop of red curls sticking out from my head, glasses, braces, big nose, zits, tits that looked like they came from another woman's body...I was quite a little freak..I don't know why any boy would have ever looked at me, but I also remember how much power I had compared to boys my age.
So after I said no, I didn't get up to leave, I didn't move at all. I was looking at the boys with the boners in their pants, and they weren't going anywhere either. One of the boys, Jerry, put his hand on my knee and started to slide it up my leg. I didn't say anything, I just picked up his hand and put it firmly back in his lap, making sure to get a feel of his dick when I did it...making sure he knew it was deliberate.
"I'm not going to take my pants off, if that's what you were hoping for...I was going to tell you about how girls....jerk off...masturbate...you know...do you still want to hear? Okay, don't try to touch my leg... I'm not going to let you slide your hand up in my ...uh...pussy... not today."
I was teasing them, just teasing them like crazy...I knew if I used a word I used every day..."pussy", it would make them nuts, and I was right.
"I don't know how this works for boys, I really don't...sometimes I think about boys doing it, but I've never seen anything like that. When I am in bed by myself, I think about a boy I like... and I really think about him hard until I can see his face and hear his voice... There is a boy, I'm not going to tell you who, and I like to think about him in just his bathing suit, so I can see his body...
Bruce: "It's Eric, isn't it, it's Eric!.."
"No, it's not...", I said, turning a little red because it was indeed the mental image of eighth grade god Eric to whom I masturbated nearly every night. My conversations with other girls convinced me that it wasn't only Sylvia who had her fingers doing the walking with thoughts of this boy...but I sure wasn't going to give that secret away if I could help it.
"No, stupid, it's not Eric...I don't even like him. He is so conceited..."
" So I think of him talking to me, and being real sexy in just his bathing suit...first he is touching me, and then he is kissing me...and when I think of that I want to touch my self, so I put my hand down there, where I am all curly now...
(I paused for effect, as they say in the thee-ay- tah)...
" I've got lots of hair now, on my pussy, and I push my hand down there and rub back and forth."
I literally could see their cocks rising when I said that..
" I think about him kissing me all sexy now, with his tongue, and I am kissing him back, the same way... It feels so good to rub myself that way..."
I gave Jerry a glance. He was rubbing the front of his pants. That is what I wanted to see... I was much more interested in getting the boys to jack off for me than in putting on a show for them...
"Boys don't know anything about tits, but these are a lot more than big bags hanging off my chest, Jerry. When I think about that boy, I think about him unbuttoning my blouse, seeing my tits in the bra, the look on his face, him rubbing his hands over my boobs and kissing me...and when I think that... I don't know how to describe it... I get all tingly... I rub my pussy more, and it feels so good..."
"You guys both have big ones now, I can see...does my story get you hot? It's no big deal, really, everybody does it."
Jerry was trying to touch his dick and not have me notice..
I played along for a little bit.
"I don't care if you do that, Jerry...it's okay...When I'm in bed, I'm thinking about that boy, he is unsnapping my bra, he doesn't ask me, just reaches behind me and does it. Now my big tits are out there for him to see. My tits are huge and my nips are pale and huge too, and when I get turned on, they get all hard and pointy. He is just looking at my chest, his eyes get so big. They are just tits, you know, every woman has boobs, big or small, but still, I love that. After he gets his breath, he tells me how pretty they are, how sexy is is for him to see them...I lift them up for him. I put my hand around the back of his head, and pull hiss face in there. That, right there, that moment, is super, super sexy. Most boys don't even notice.He kisses me there..he touches my nipples, he puts his lips on my nipples and he just kisses, licks, and sucks for a long time while I run my hands through his hair..he lifts up my big tits. , and he kisses and sucks, really sucks them for a long time..That's when I really start to rub my puss, but not right on the clit, when I think about him sucking my big nipples like that and then kissing me under them, too..the .girls have a little button down there, a little sexy feel-good thing, called a clitoris...when I think about this boy sucking my nipples, and me with my hand through his hair and his mouth and everything on me, and a big boner I can see in his pants...that is when I start really going to town rubbing around my little button..."
"I keep thinking about the way his mouth feels on my nipples...It is so good....if I rub myself long enough, I can come, but I don't shoot anything...I get real wet and slippery in my pussy hole, and ...."
"Jerry, I like it when boys do it, when boys jack off so I can see. I can already see it, Jerry...I can already see your dick....can I really see...please? Can I take it out...please?"
This poor boy was frozen. His pal got the cue and didn't wait for another prompt from me.. Bruce had his long cut boy dick out now and was stroking it pretty close to my face. I liked that, but it was more important to me to be in control...
" Bruce, slow down, slow down, I'm not going anywhere...I like to see you doing that, but not so close to my face..."
I unbuckled Jerry's belt, and opened his pants...
"C'mon, Jerry, it's okay, let me see it, please", rubbing my hand all over the front of his white underpants...he still wasn't doing anything, so I put my fingers in the elastic band and pulled them down. He had nothing to be shy about. I like uncut dicks and he had a super chubby one, not too long, but plenty long enough...so now I was telling my story and I had two cute boys jacking off right in front of me. Just what I wanted.
I wanted to touch myself too, but I was holding off...
" I think about my lover taking it out...it's so big, I can't believe it...it's close to my face...he rubs his big dick on my face, on my cheek... and then he puts it on my lips, I get my tongue on it, but I tell him I want to suck it...I tell him I want to suck his cock really bad...really bad...and now I am rubbing my clit really fast and hard and sliding my finger in there..."
I picked up Jerry's dick, and rubbed it against my cheek.
"Do you want hear what I say to him?"
They were muted, couldn't talk.
"I talk to him like a whore: "oh god baby please, please c.mon let me suck you..I've been thinkin' all day about your dick in my mouth,baby.treat me like a whore..stick that dick right down my fucking throat...."
"Jerry and Bruce, you have to understand I'm kind of a whore, really, I need it..."
"Oooooooh yeah, I think about this"
I had begun to touch myself through my jeans. After I did the cheek and dick thing,Bruce and Jerry were jacking off like mad, standing about three inches from my face.Even when I get crazy about sex, a dick in my eye just doesn't work.
"Okay, okay, this is enough, you guys need to stop now...stop or I'm going to get out and go home...just stop..."
" You two are all excited now, but I don't want you to just shoot stuff, I call it jizz, shoot jizz all over me...if you do what I tell you, it's going to be so fucking hot, much better than that...so you better stop... don't touch yourselves till I finish, do you understand?"
"This is all my imagination, I've never done it, but I think how it might feel to have his dick in my mouth, sucking it, licking it, kissing it, whatever you do, I'm not exactly sure...and all the time I'm doing that, I'm rubbing myself, fingering myself and before I can think about what happens next, I come...I don't know how to explain that to you...but it feels so great...then I'm just in bed feeling sooooo good for a long time before I finally go to sleep..."
I didn't tell them the part about Rachel's face and tongue in my puss, up my butt sometimes.. I didn't tell them about pee. I didn't tell them about all the cocks I had sucked and the cum I had tasted and shared with Rachel. I didn't tell then about masturbating in Steve's face... and other stuff...
I had learned something recently about sucking cock..intsead of clamping my mouth down on the boy's dick head right away, I would start at the other end, lick and kiss and suck all around the base of the dick..my friend told me there are a million nerve endings there that most women miss, but if you want your man to come a lot, but not so fast, this is a good way to do it..so I began doing both of them that way, my face way down there, in kind of a smelly spot,. I could tell both of them had jacked off, maybe last night, and hadn't cleaned themselves so well..all girls know THAT SMELL... but I didn't care, I was licking their balls, feeling and rubbing their balls first, massaging the spot behind their balls that even boys don't know about, rubbing and stroking them all the way back to their assholes,and then sliding my whole hand up the shaft really firm and coming back the other way with my fingers really light..all this before I touched or even looked at the fat end of their dicks.While all this was going on, I was letting them rub their boners across each side my soft cheeks..I knew that if I started giving those dick heads too much attention, there would be gallons of sperm all over me, and I wasn't quite ready for that. The same girl also told me about "whore talk" and how cool it is if you know how to do it, especially if you don't use it all the time, just for sex:
"Groan and sigh, lots of sex words, talk a lot about his dick and cum and stuff like that, because, she told me, whatever the boy tells you he is thinking, he is really thinking about that cum load biulding up in him.."
".....Oh your fucking cock is so sweet, baby, yeah oh fuck yeah let me suck it, please...I want your cum baby, c'mon cum on my tits, come in my fuckin' mouth, blah blah blah..." she said, "You learn how to do that, and it takes practice, it's sure not automatic, but you want the boy to think it is. Do that to your man while you're doing him, honey, or talk to him like that while you rub your pussy in his face...he will never leave you...guys are totally addicted to that shit, I swear to god, every one, the nicer they are, the better the slutty talk works because mostly the really nice guys, the kind of nerdy ones, are guys that live in their imagination. The big football player kind of guys, they can get more girls, so they don't have to develop an imagination.....most women are afraid to go there..or too lazy about sex, so guys never get to hear it, but they jack off to it when you aren't there...and if you give your man anything like the stuff in his head that he beats off to, baby, you've got that man forever."
She gave me another useful tip:
"That boy is gonna shoot sometime..Sylvia, I know that you're a girl who wants all it to go in her pussy, but, you know, you've had enough sex to know it doesn't always work that way..whatever your man does with cumming, even if you are having him right in your mouth when he comes, always, always, get his cock in your mouth and lick and clean him off real good after he comes...even if you don't like the taste, let him pop all over your cheek or your boobs or where ever..make him feel as if nobody had done that before..he may not have much jizz left, but his dick head is soooo sensitive at that point...just pop it back in your mouth, use some whore words, and lick off his dick reaaal slow and sexy..not too much, because his dick head is like your clit when you've had all the stimulation you can stand? Do that, Sylvia, you can lead that fucker around with a rope!"
"You guys are getting too excited, too fast. Girls aren't like that, I'm not anyway. Do you want to see my tits? You are staring at them all the time..you have to ask me...no Bruce, don't put your dick back in your pants, I like to see it..you need to be polite and ask me...I don't like boys when they are all rough and rude and stupid about sex stuff...that just doesn't work for me..."
Jerry: "Sylvia, would you show us your tits, please..."
Oh god was I loving this..
"Yes, but you and Bruce gape at me all the time when I have my blouse and bra on...I want you to see them, and after you have looked as much as you want, I want you touch them and kiss them...you have to ask me though...you boys need to learn how to get a girl's bra off the right way..if she wants to have her boobs out there for you to see and kiss and play with, she doesn't want you spending fifteen minutes getting the dumb bra off."
My heart was pounding...I was going to get them to worship my breasts...
Their cocks perked up. I pulled the red blouse over my head. I looked at both of them holding onto their dicks like they were going to slide down a fireman's pole... without another word, I took Jerry's hands and put them right on the little bra hooks..I have such big tits, my bras have four hooks.,
"Okay Jerry, pull the little hooks through here..it's not hard, I do it backwards every morning and night."
He reached behind me and unsnapped my bra and pulled the straps off my shoulders. It always felt good to get that bra off, and now I was the queen showing my beautiful female breasts to these dumb uncultured boys... oh. I was loving this...I motioned with my hand to Jerry:
"Put your face there, put your mouth on the nipple...kiss, lick and suck, not too much, till I tell you to stop...Bruce, come here and kiss me, like a lover..."
I kept talking to both of them..they were in awe of my breasts, I could tell..
"Harder, c'mon, suck there ...suck it harder..." I grabbed the back of Jerry's head and held it on my nipple...
"I said harder, fucker..don't stop till Sylvia says "stop"".
My voice was coming out real low now, almost in a growl. I hadn't had the exeprience of two boys doing my breasts too much..well today, I was feeling like there wasn't too much, there wasn't enough.That super strong buzzy feeling that was going in a straight line from my nipples to my puss, that was still kind of a new feeling to me. I didn't get it every time, but this time, oh my god, I wanted to get my clothes off and fuck both of them, hell, it was powerful, I wanted to fuck every boy still on the playground and half the girls too. Even girls who talked about sex didn't talk about this feeling. The more he kissed and licked and especially sucked my nipples, the more intense that feeling got.
He kissed me and while he did, I took his semi-hard cock in my hand and stroked him, up and down, just lightly touching the skin, not pulling it up and down hard and fast, the way boys do it when they jack themselves off...
" Do you like that?"...The second oldest question in the world, but still a good one because everyone is different...
"C'mon, baby, get those pants off...I want to see... your ass, Jerry, I'll bet you really have a cute one... Can I see, please"
Jerry had his pants down and over his shoes so fast and Bruce wasn't too far behind...
Both of them had cute little hairless teeny-boy butts...that was the first thing I had seen today that was sexy for me...seeing their dicks was fun, but asses, their round, bare, butt cheeks... I started to get wet from that. I had most of my clothes on and both of them had all their clothes off...they were grinning and their penises were straight up in the air... Big teenage boy dicks, one cut, the other not. I loved seeing that. Loved it. Me, f******n years old, shirt and bra off. I still looked pretty goofy, wild hair, braces, glasses,zits, freckles.. First we did a lot of kissing, of course,which is kind of complicated with two boys and one mouth. I said what I had been thinking since earlier this afternoon...
"I can't kiss you both. Why don't you kiss Jerry... that would be sexy to see... don't be afraid, I won't tell anybody..."
That stopped the show for a while...they were naked boys with erections, staring at each other...
" You better do it...Okay, I'm not done at all, I want to do more, show you more, I know how to get you more excited, but I won't...I won't... I'm going to get dressed and go home now if you don't kiss.. do a sexy kiss so I can see it..."
They waited a moment to see if I was serious...I was hoping that they didn't call my bluff, because I didn't want to leave at all...
Bruce stepped forward, embraced Jerry, and gently put his lips to his mouth . Their erections bumped and swayed and then were pressed together as their bellies came together in the embrace...my panties were damp before but they were soaked as soon as I saw that. Bruce grabbed Jerry's ass cheeks, pulled him in, and slid his tongue into his mouth..They kissed for a while, with thieir dicks touching. They stopped and looked over to me, waiting for me to tell them what to do next...This is when I loved being so obnoxious and bossy... when they stopped, I told them:
""I need to get my pants off, I really need to touch myself now, my pussy is on fire, it's so hot... I want you to pull my these jeans off, Bruce, but you'd better keep going if you want to see anything..."
"Okay, you guys listen to me":
" Suck his cock, Jerry, c'mon..I will play with myself right in front of you if you do that...suck it, Jerry, let me see, c'mon..do it."
Jerry dropped to his knees, picked up Bruce's hard dick, and wrapped his mouth around the head...I was surprised how quickly he complied to what really was an order from me...watching him gave me a little buzz of jealousy... it surprised me...but I was no longer quite so far above the events in the van as I had been...
I was rubbing myself through my jeans..that wetness in my pussy was...I didn't wait for Bruce now... I couldn't take my eyes off Jerry and Bruce as I unbuckled my pants and let them fall to the floor.. and then sat back to watch with my hand on the damp red curls just behind the fabric of my panties...
I had to go to my voice lesson after this... I was masturbating, listening to music in my head, as I often did. I was in love with Joan Sutherland...I had listened to her to records since I was six. Oh god, I wanted to be like her...this big woman who comes on stage and just takes over. Because of my dad, I had been to her concerts and two complete operas, La Traviata and Les Huguenots.. I got to meet her when I was eleven. She was sooooo regal. When I heard her voice, even though I played her record every day since I was seven, I was in Rachel's world... I was transported. My teacher and I were working on "O Beau Pays" from Les Hugenots...it was so hard, impossible really, to get the breathing and my throat to work right. My teacher, who had sung on stage herself, did not put up with any crap from me at all; she had coached a lot of singers, and I always, always had to be prepared, and keep my opinions to myself or she would stop the lesson and send me home. So I was watching these boys doing this sex stuff, and I was doing some of it myself, but really, I was thinking about walking on stage in my costume and make-up and doing what Joan Sutherland does...no f******n year old boy with his dick out could compete with that picture...
I was wondering if Jerry had sucked dick before...he was tounging and licking Bruce's dick like he had done it before...He sure seemed to like what he was doing..wow, he slid the whole thing in his mouth...I wasn't sure I could even do that. I was also wondering what else I could get them to do, no, better than that, order them to do, make them do...
"Here is something about me...I'm a cock sucking girl...I am, I like it, I really am that way..Jerry, I want to suck Bruce too..." but I didn't want to be on my knees in front of him
"Come over here Bruce, let mama suck that big thing..."
Mama! f******n years old! I couldn't believe I had said something like that and the dopey boys didn't miss a beat..."
"Did you ever see a girl suck a dick and finger herself too? Jerry, did you ever see that? I want your fat cock, Bruce, I want to fuckin' suck it, really, I'm hot now...Jerry, watch... I'm the only one who can put my finger in here because it's so small,,," and after that Bruce was pumping his dick in my mouth, without much technique, but I was hot now, I didn't care. I was rubbing my puss and getting my finger in a little, wiggling around, making sex noise....
Jerry was watching, all big eyed, I know he had never seen anything like this in his whole sheltered life. He was masturbating so hard and fast , and of course, I liked to see that, but my practical side, which never goes away completely, did not want him to come just yet.
"My mouth is too small, I can't do you both at the same time, but I want it... Jerry, come here...oh god, what a pretty dick..."
Bruce was out of my mouth, Jerry was in. My hand and finger were going steady between my legs, I was sucking Jerry like I had just invented cock sucking, watching Bruce jack himself off right in front of my face. They were all excited , but it was not so exciting for me, I mean I was turned on, mostly from masturbating and I liked the way they were looking at me, sucking dick and fingering myself. Was I Aphrodite or something? (as if they knew who she was)... I had sucked dicks since I was thirteen...they didn't know how use their cocks right, of course..so I played around, sucking their cocks, but I wanted to do something else. I told them to do each other while I watched...they lay down on the floor and did this boy sixty-nine thing... while they were doing that.. which wasn't that hot for me to see, for some reason, I lifted my hips and slid my panties off... I was masturbating while they were all wrapped up with each other. my puss was wide open and they could see everything, but they were too busy to even look...
I thought "Stupid boys...I'm doing this to get their attention...they don't even notice that I'm fucking naked..."
Maybe that's why I kept having these nasty ideas about what I could get them to do...
"Look...take a look at me. Most of the time you are with a girl, it's in the dark, or she is shy, but I'm not shy and it's not dark..do you want to get a good look at a pussy?"
I spread my legs wide.
"Get closer, okay, these are my pussy lips, and when I do this (opening my lips) you can see all my girl stuff..Here is my clit..uh clitoris, here is my pee hole, here is my pussy hole,where the dick goes in and the baby comes out...here is my ass hole, just like yours (except prettier). Sometimes when I get excited, like now, I slide my finger up here a little and move it around..it feels really good..when I get older, it will be a fat fucking dick up there..( I was fingering myself now)..ooohh..someboys's big dick will be fucking me, right here, Jerry, in my cunt...Sometinmes I put a finger in my ass, too,and I think about getting fucked there...I can't fuck there yet, but today I want you to lick and suck and taste my ass, and I will do both you guys the same way..."
"Bruce, get behind Jerry and do his ass...I want to see... put your tongue up there...hurry up...do it.."
Just as if he got the command from the Empress of Love (me), he was behind bent-over Jerry, with his face between his butt cheeks, licking and kissing and talking all dirty, just the picture that I wanted to lean back on the pillow and rub my teeny-girl spot to...
I couldn't stay still any longer. I had Bruce move over, and I had my face in Jerry's ass. I reached over found his erection and began to jack him off...
The radio was playing something by Sonny and Cher and I could hear the birds and the noises of k**s and people outside. f******n years old. Too young for just about everything...Victim? Oh no. Are you k**ding me? I didn't feel like a victim that day at all... It was mostly my idea to be out there with them in the first place... It was so liberating for me. I could have fucked them both but I didn't. I didn't want to lose control for a second... I wanted to get them, both of them, to slow down so I could show them more about my pussy, what I needed there, what I wanted them to do and how long they needed to to do it. I thought if they could learn about clits and how to treat them they would be better lovers, maybe for me the next time, but they were boys, they were too much in a hurry, of course.. "
" The good thing about that the day? I started to like my boobs. I had always thought they were so big and weird and ugly, but these boys, and I thought they were boys, not men, they seemed to be in awe, or something, I don't know, but I definetly got a big buzz from that."
I had my face in Jerry's ass... I know it sounds so slutty... but I did... I was licking it, I was putting my tongue up his ass as far as I could push it... I know that sounds so nasty when you think of a f******n year old girl, but when I got going when I was that age... Bruce came around to the front, and started sucking Jerry again... and I kept doing this really dirty stuff to Jerry's ass, then they switched, and I talked all dirty about it, I can't remember what I said, but figure it out, it was all about how I liked asses and assholes. Then I did Bruce the same way...
They were getting the attention, but I wanted it to be on me...
"Rub your cocks together and watch me rub my puss...it's hot for me to see you do that..."
I liked seeing them being so sexy with each other. I was rubbing my pussy, wiggling around and making noise, just like I did every night...I had done this with boys a few times since the first time I did it for that boy last summer...I liked to do it...it made me the star of the show...and boys always got excited, always. I didn't want Jerry and Bruce to be so excited that they came right away.
I gave them another command:
Jerry, I need you...I need you to eat my pussy now. I can't wait anymore...lie down on the floor, I'm going to get over your face...do what I tell you... eat my pussy and my ass, Jerry"
I was over Jerry's face so fast...It would have been better if he had any idea what he was doing...He kept missing the spot and then going too fast or too slow...I was never going to get to come this way:
"Bruce,suck Jerry's cock while he eats me..."
I thought if Jerry got more excited, he might do a better job, but no, it was worse..."
"I tried the same thing with Bruce, you know, I think now that some boys turning into men should not even try to get a girl off by eating her pussy, and Bruce was one of those guys...he bit me on the lip, I couldn't believe how much it hurt. I wanted to punch him in the face...
It was late. We had been out here, getting all hot and sweaty in the van for at least an hour...
"None of us had come...I knew I wasn't going to. happen for me today..oh well I still had fun getting these dumb boys to do what i wanted, just what I told them.
I climbed off Bruce thank god I wasn't bleeding... how would I explain that one to my mom...I wanted to get them to come, to shoot, so I could go home.
"Jerry, have you ever fucked a girl between her titties?" I was sure that hadn't even happened in his dreams.
" Come here and put you dick right there, baby, yeah right fucking there...spit, yeah spit on my tits, right between them where your lovely dick is....."
I squeezed my breasts together around his cock, and he slid back and forth... I wanted him to shoot, so I was doing a lot of what I called "slutty fuck talk" . My girlfriend showed me how to do it, said it made guys crazy, every single one, and she was totally right...
I was doing that, giving him "the talk", squeeziing my big fat tits around him. He got real excited, started shaking all over, and then he came all over my boobs. He only lasted two or three minutes....he got a little on my chin and mouth, so I got a little taste...that is one of the reasons I was out there with them... I don't like glops and gobs all over my face, but a little taste is really cool...
Then Bruce got in there with his bigger cock, I was covered with about ten gallons of sperm from his pal. I had done this before with more than one boy...I was not going to wipe anything off me yet. Bruce put his dick in between my tits, where the pool was, I pushed 'em together, and away we went...He was a terrible pussy eater, but a hot tit fucker...did he do this before?..more slippery made it better for both of us.. he was kissing me and licking gobs of cum off my face while he fucked away in my cleavage.. Jerry got between my legs, and was licking, finding my clit this time, and it was a lot better...I didn't come, but it felt nice...I took six or seven minutes of Bruce fucking my pushed together tits for him to shoot, and maybe he was telling the truth when he said he didn't jack off, because he came like he was a tank car full of exploding sperm knocked off the tracks in a train crash... he shot about six or seven times, each one a fountain that landed all over me...I picked up his cock and put it in my mouth, it was still coming out...I was turned on now, I wanted to do that... But I also wanted to get all of it before I had any more I had to clean off my body, my face and my hair...I swallowed what was in my mouth...it was really icky, and hot, not sexy hot, but hot, but I did it.
. I had this thought, first time I ever did. "These boys are having a lot of fun coming, what about me?" Then I had another thought, don't know where it came from : I wanted a lover. A total lover. Whether it was a man or woman didn't matter so much. Me, naked, in a big bed, with red satin sheets and pillows, a big mirror on the headboard, my arms around the naked body of my lover, all the time in the world. And the lover in my imagination wasn't f******n years old, either. I had that picture in my head the rest of the afternoon, long after I was done with these boys and had gone to my voice lesson. Back in the van, nothing like that was happening. I took my finger, scooped up some sperm, looked at them, stuck my tongue out and tasted it. I thought those poor boys were going to go nuts. They were all excited, trying to jack off again, even though they had already come and started to lose their erections. I don't know what the big deal was, really. It was on me, I wanted a taste. I hadn't tasted any since that day with Steve. I swallowed it anyway. Big deal. "
" Boys think it's so sexy when they come. Well it is, kinda, but the stuff itself? Icky, sticky and gross, I think. If it lands on my body or my boobs, okay, but if it gets on my face, ooooooooo, get me a towel! Since I started fucking, I want it to go right up me where it's supposed to, thank you very much. Little Silkie will take care of havin' no babies. I'm not gay, but I like sex with women 'cause I don't have to put up with that. I never have to wipe shit out of my hair and hope I got it all.Sometimes, like with you and not even all the time then, I think that cum, jizz, whatever you call it, that stuff itself is hot. Mostly it's just part of sex I have to put up with. And Tom, I do. I do. I love the intimacy of the whole thing."
"Tom; don't look at me all hurt-faced. I'm just being honest. I will do you, you can come on me, in me, in my mouth, okay, c'mon now, you pee'd on me and I loved it, because I really, really like you."
"I've got to kiss you, Tom, right now, please, I don't care how many people are looking at us. I wish I could do you right now, right here."
Silkie was a wonderful kisser. Years later, my head still spins.
" I love being close with you. I will do that with you, for you. I will do some shit I don't like to make you happy. When you do my ass, when you stick your big dick up my ass; it hurts. It fucking hurts. I would give you my ass, in a fuckin' minute, lover. right here, right now, if I thought we wouldn't be arrested. Tom, you are not a woman. No periods, no hate your boobs, no hate your ass, no hate your face, no stretch marks, no pregnant, no cramps, no PMS, no UTI, aching boobs; junkie boyfriends who take everything, making babies, having babies:
"Prostate cancer? Fuck you.........Can't get it up? .......Fuck you."
"Get up on the table and push a baby out, fucker."
"All my female relatives on both sides of my family. Big titted Ashkenazic women like me. We all die of breast cancer ..........I probably will to."
"I love you, Tom, love you, but I don't think you will ever get what is to be a girl and then a woman. My dad grew up in Cleveland. He was a little Jewish blind k** who grew up in a kind of tough neighborhood,. His parents were like non-practicing atheists, so he didn't even have "Jewish" as something he could grab on to, but in those days, in Cleveland, if your name was Greenburg, you took crap for being Jewish even if you weren't exactly . My dad said his dad told him. "When you go out there on the street, just remember, don't let those Polish an' Italian k**s run you around. You ain't nobody's lunch meat" .
"Listen Tom. Don't treat me like your old lunch meat, 'cause I aint." (laughing)I like to be a sub abd a bottom for sex sometimes. OUtside of that scene, I don't want to be disrespected by you or anybody else. If I say things to you during sex about how I want to be mistreated? I don't want to be mistreated at any other times-have you got that? That is the other side of the woman who cries and begs you for stuff. I will leave you if you disrespect me. I've done it before, even with guys (and women) I was in love with. I'll be gone. I'm going to sing opera for a living.........that is what I'm going to do whether you are with me or not.".