Lessons From My Fisting Stepdad
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The obsession with fisting and large dicks and bigger dongs....it all started back in the early 90's, when we just started to get public internet access....you remember, with those 2400 baud dial up modems, AOL as main internet source for a long time and the introduction into the www. And of course the BBS's, the bulletin message boards, or mailboxes, how they were called for a short while. Curious about sex, I used a few sexually oriented boards, to read up on what turns others on, how they experience sex, and of course, to learn. One day I stumbled upon a BBS entirely dedicated to sex, porn pics, hook up requests, and stories. And one author of numerous (40+) stories was apparently pretty much into BDSM. Even though back then I had totally and absolutely no idea about what that even stood for. However, I learned new things....many things I believed were just a work of a messed up mind or fiction. Or so I thought....today I know better :D
Anyway, I found however that often the reference to bigger and thicker dicks were made, bigger than the average real life dick I knew with my limited real life experience. It was spoken of the bigger the cock, the bigger her pleasure would be, in the normal kind of scenarios described. The descriptions made me get my head cinema going, and if the author knew that he caught the readers with that, his stories began talking about bigger objects, different, more involuntary participation characters on the receiving end in his stories, about the slight sadistic pleasures of the giver, and the struggles and pains of the receivers. Having been a virgin once, I could relate to the described pain of getting stretched open and having a dick shoved into my own lil cunt, the burning, the pain, the sensations felt at that very first time, and the pleasure which came afterwards. Just the look at the ruler with the described sizes of length and diameter, each time getting bigger with every story, got me worked up. I worked myself up the courage to order a dildo through that site. Nothing fancy really...more real life size dick, with roughly 7 inches in length and about 1.25 inches in diameter at the widest point. But it was bigger than the real dicks I'd experienced before. So when I tried it out, it was very hard to fit, as I was trying to follow a story script in my head, getting it all fully inserted. As you can imagine, at a time where I didn't knew about lube yet, it wasn't as easy. The bigger size hurt, didn't want to go in at first. But with determination I finally got the head past the entrance, and the real task of gaining depth was making me break out in sweat. I think it must have taken me close to an hour to finally get that dong all the way into me, and it felt giant, and was pushing hard at my cervix. But I found that I did like that feeling, the stretching around it, the burning sensations when it advanced, the feeling of hard fullness in my belly. It wasn't much for penetration at this point, but just to be able to sit fully on this dong, deeply embedded into my cunt. When I then found my clit and started rubbing myself to the biggest orgasm I'd ever experienced, I knew that this was for me. I was sore and spend for a few days afterwards.
Later on came the knowledge that it felt good when it penetrated in fucking motion all the way to the hilt too, and the desire to try it in doggy as well. Unfortunately that wasn't really an option alone, but women are inventive....so with time I found that there are a few items which could be used for penetration which were of the right desired thickness and smooth and round enough to insert. The stick of an old fashioned shovel....plus it could be jammed between some furniture, so I could take it on in doggy style....it was marvelous....that went on for a few years, alternating in secret and hiding between the dong and shovel handle...until I started reading about fisting in those stories. It was described at a very realistic and extreme level, and the accompanying pics to the stories of tied up slaves receiving fists stuffed wrist deep into their cunts with the looks of pain on the receivers faces really got it going for me. Ever since I'd been wishing and dreaming, in secret, to have a brute manhandle my cunt with their huge dicks, bigger dongs, and fisting me. Over the years this fantasy became an obsession to think about. I never had the guts really to talk to my SO about this fantasy, as we had been all very vanilla and hush hush with our sex life. Covers drawn, lights out, no oral....just a lil kissing, boob squeezing, dick jerking to get into the mood, and then sex in simple missionary. When we were really naughty, he lifted my legs on his shoulders or gone doggy a few times per month. I loved the modified missionary and of course the doggy, as I felt him harder, deeper and bigger there. We never used toys either. So yeah, no wonder that I now, at my age of 40+ yrs, am still a bit of a frigid prude. But in my head, I went many ways...from the idea of getting ass fucked, or dp'ed by two or more guys, gangbanged in restraints in doggy, blindfolded and ties spread open for a determined dude with huge hands to work relentlessly for hours on my pussy until his enormous fist would be situated deep in my cunt, at least wrist deep, while rubbing my clit to clench in forced orgasms around his hand....then the fantasy variates sometimes to him fisting my cunt and r****g my ass with his own dick or a dong...with all the verbal commands that a cunt needs to get used properly and it's for a guys pleasure alone, and that fisting, donging, and dp'ing me in various ways is giving him this pleasure. All the while I just have to take it, and nothing else....
I've since had gone to a bit bigger dong, loving the struggle to fit it inside of me, even though now with lube it's a much easier play. Another partner went up (over some time) 4 fingers deep into my kitty, and I loved it. However he wasn't really interested in trying to get his fist in, and after like 10 minutes of trying he gave up and just fucked my slightly sore cunt from his hand fucking me.....I am still wishing and dreaming that he would have been successful and more determined in that....kinda like he wanted to see it in there....the ideal scenario would be getting deeply fisted in doggy style, while being propped up over something....one as to take the strain of the knees, and the other as to not being able to budge out forward away from the pressure going to the insertion part...
yeah, so that's how the obsession with the idea started.....
Anyway, I found however that often the reference to bigger and thicker dicks were made, bigger than the average real life dick I knew with my limited real life experience. It was spoken of the bigger the cock, the bigger her pleasure would be, in the normal kind of scenarios described. The descriptions made me get my head cinema going, and if the author knew that he caught the readers with that, his stories began talking about bigger objects, different, more involuntary participation characters on the receiving end in his stories, about the slight sadistic pleasures of the giver, and the struggles and pains of the receivers. Having been a virgin once, I could relate to the described pain of getting stretched open and having a dick shoved into my own lil cunt, the burning, the pain, the sensations felt at that very first time, and the pleasure which came afterwards. Just the look at the ruler with the described sizes of length and diameter, each time getting bigger with every story, got me worked up. I worked myself up the courage to order a dildo through that site. Nothing fancy really...more real life size dick, with roughly 7 inches in length and about 1.25 inches in diameter at the widest point. But it was bigger than the real dicks I'd experienced before. So when I tried it out, it was very hard to fit, as I was trying to follow a story script in my head, getting it all fully inserted. As you can imagine, at a time where I didn't knew about lube yet, it wasn't as easy. The bigger size hurt, didn't want to go in at first. But with determination I finally got the head past the entrance, and the real task of gaining depth was making me break out in sweat. I think it must have taken me close to an hour to finally get that dong all the way into me, and it felt giant, and was pushing hard at my cervix. But I found that I did like that feeling, the stretching around it, the burning sensations when it advanced, the feeling of hard fullness in my belly. It wasn't much for penetration at this point, but just to be able to sit fully on this dong, deeply embedded into my cunt. When I then found my clit and started rubbing myself to the biggest orgasm I'd ever experienced, I knew that this was for me. I was sore and spend for a few days afterwards.
Later on came the knowledge that it felt good when it penetrated in fucking motion all the way to the hilt too, and the desire to try it in doggy as well. Unfortunately that wasn't really an option alone, but women are inventive....so with time I found that there are a few items which could be used for penetration which were of the right desired thickness and smooth and round enough to insert. The stick of an old fashioned shovel....plus it could be jammed between some furniture, so I could take it on in doggy style....it was marvelous....that went on for a few years, alternating in secret and hiding between the dong and shovel handle...until I started reading about fisting in those stories. It was described at a very realistic and extreme level, and the accompanying pics to the stories of tied up slaves receiving fists stuffed wrist deep into their cunts with the looks of pain on the receivers faces really got it going for me. Ever since I'd been wishing and dreaming, in secret, to have a brute manhandle my cunt with their huge dicks, bigger dongs, and fisting me. Over the years this fantasy became an obsession to think about. I never had the guts really to talk to my SO about this fantasy, as we had been all very vanilla and hush hush with our sex life. Covers drawn, lights out, no oral....just a lil kissing, boob squeezing, dick jerking to get into the mood, and then sex in simple missionary. When we were really naughty, he lifted my legs on his shoulders or gone doggy a few times per month. I loved the modified missionary and of course the doggy, as I felt him harder, deeper and bigger there. We never used toys either. So yeah, no wonder that I now, at my age of 40+ yrs, am still a bit of a frigid prude. But in my head, I went many ways...from the idea of getting ass fucked, or dp'ed by two or more guys, gangbanged in restraints in doggy, blindfolded and ties spread open for a determined dude with huge hands to work relentlessly for hours on my pussy until his enormous fist would be situated deep in my cunt, at least wrist deep, while rubbing my clit to clench in forced orgasms around his hand....then the fantasy variates sometimes to him fisting my cunt and r****g my ass with his own dick or a dong...with all the verbal commands that a cunt needs to get used properly and it's for a guys pleasure alone, and that fisting, donging, and dp'ing me in various ways is giving him this pleasure. All the while I just have to take it, and nothing else....
I've since had gone to a bit bigger dong, loving the struggle to fit it inside of me, even though now with lube it's a much easier play. Another partner went up (over some time) 4 fingers deep into my kitty, and I loved it. However he wasn't really interested in trying to get his fist in, and after like 10 minutes of trying he gave up and just fucked my slightly sore cunt from his hand fucking me.....I am still wishing and dreaming that he would have been successful and more determined in that....kinda like he wanted to see it in there....the ideal scenario would be getting deeply fisted in doggy style, while being propped up over something....one as to take the strain of the knees, and the other as to not being able to budge out forward away from the pressure going to the insertion part...
yeah, so that's how the obsession with the idea started.....
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