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Hi I’m Joey this is my first story I would love some feedback and let me know if you want a part 2
True story and feelings
From having a normal sexual appetite for girls it evolved in to BBC problem. Starting when I was a freshman year I was very white almost even pale my short dark brown hair my 5'8 height never grew much taller I was one slim looking guy. It was weird my whole upper body was very slim especially my arms to the point where I was very self conscious that I always wore long sleeves my chest back very under developed. Then there was my legs and butt for some reason I had a nice figure in my legs very womanly except the hair on my legs. My butt was really fat for some reason. All this facts about my body made me extremely timid throughout middle school and high school.
Being self conscious of my young body I started getting in to the whole emo fad. Wearing long black sleeves and long hair. Which turned out it made me more self conscious and shy. Through this faze in my life I was especially attracted to scene , emo, and goth girls. I would search the web for emo sluts and anything where there would be pale looking emo girls. This sexual preference led all the way to high school where I started as a freshman. I had serious issue in gym class we were required to change in to short sleeve shirts and gym shorts. I was terribly uncomfortable letting the jocks see my under developed body the most popular jocks were in the football team and with no surprise they were black and very manly developed, 6 feet tall or more pretty bulky from weight training and lots of body hair and body odor.
When I was changing in the locker room one jock would occasionally come up to me and ask me for deodorant or an extra shirt which I would always tell him to buzz off. But this just made him pick on me calling a pussy for not sharing and would pull my pants down when we were jogging or playing basketball. This just added to my shyness. Not long after I was picked on in gym class by the black jocks. I would start to feel inferior to the black jocks in school picturing what my nude body would look like compared to their manly developed black alpha body my body was without a doubt a beta boy body slim short boy body. This idea made me tingle in my lower body thus crazy idea of how black men were stronger faster then white shy guys like me. Like all high school boys I watched porn and jacked off twice a week, at night when everyone is asleep I would use my phone to look up porn but this time instead of my usual searched of emo slurs I typed interracial black porn. I immediately was shocked to see black men fucking white blondes with what must have been 10inch black jocks. I was quickly amazed how big this men were I wasn’t tiny but neither huge being only 6inches hard. The first interracial video I saw was of a black man with a huge cock that fucked a blond teen girl, the black dude would shout at the blond “ you love my donkey dick all niggers are bigger then punk ass white boys. This line would make me climax for days to come. This one interracial video started a dangerous fetish in me that would lead to me being a crossdressing sissy, but more on that later.
Being in gym class I would start to wonder about Tyrone the black jock that would occasionally pick on me, I bet he has a huge shiny black I saw on that porn video. I became fascinated by black men after that but of course in secret. Watching interracial porn every night became a habit I would begin to cum every night. Being the internet my black cock fetish developed in to a cuckold fetish i would fantasizing that i had a girlfriend who humiliated me in front of Tyrone my gym bully this was the next big step in to my black cock fetish. I would jack off twice or three times a day everyday. I would instantly grow hard on the idea of black men being superior to me, videos of the cuck kneeling watching his girlfriend being used by an Alpha black male was intoxicating. I loved the fact that the cuck or some videos called the cuck a sissy was wearing a chastity belt which symbolized his inferiority to the black stud, the sissy being weak, timid, and having a very useless penis that couldn’t even compare to black cocks or as I later found out the term BBC. In some videos I would see the sissy lick the cum off the engorged black cock and later the girlfriends twat but what really got me was the sissy licking that shiny wet black penis. This video of a sissy cleaning a black cock with his tongue made me realize I want to try pleasing black men, I was getting confused about my sexuality I would later come upon stories on literotica about blacks fucking boys and just sissy stories. I would later except the fact that I’m attracted to black men sexually. I was still in high school senior year by the time I realized I’m bisexual I continue with sexual fetish of jacking of three times a day everyday while watching blacks fucking whites and reading sissy stories. All this constant masturbation led to erectile dysfunction I was having a difficult time getting hard, and when I would get hard I noticed I shrunk two inches from my last 6inches I was mortified by this revelation but this fact made hornier and much more of a sissy. And when I was lucky enough to cum I would ejaculate while soft and usually just a clear dribble coming out my penis, I never liked calling my penis cock or dick I didn’t consider my penis worthy of those slurs. The fact that my penis shrunk and had trouble getting hard and would only cum clear liquid while soft, combined with my still slim build body pale skin and shy timid personality I really believed I was a sissy who was by nature not meant to compete with alpha men especially those black studs who are out there fucking women and humiliating sissies like me.
I have completely accepted being a sissy at age 18 I would still constantly watch black cock videos read sissy stories, but then came the time where I could not cum while jacking off I tried and tried but no orgasm having erectile dysfunction didn’t help. So I started finding other ways to find pleasure I discovered how how sensitive my pink nipples can be then I decided to rub my boy hole as sissy stories talke about, I rub my boy hole back and forth feeling the friction I applied lotion. Which made things much better, I was getting excited fantasizing how a real black cock could penetrate me and make me a complete sissy. Without thinking I slid a finger In my warm tender boy hole it was complete bliss causing my soft boy clit to engorge just enough to ejaculate clear liquid. This orgasm was so intense I moaned out loud, I later found out I just had a sissygasm, I made up my mind that night I needed a real black cock to ram my virgin boy cunt. But how can I get an Alpha black male to sexually conquer my boy body?
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