Candice Down Under
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I really don’t think it’s a good idea.
I know that this isn’t what you want to hear right now, but I have to be honest. I don’t want to string you along, that wouldn’t be fair. I couldn’t do that to you.
I try and change the subject to something more light-hearted, less dangerous, but I know that it’s still on your mind. I can’t blame you for that, because ever since we really got to know each other, I have been thinking about it too. Most days, if am truthful. It’s exciting, it’s erotic, it’s the stuff that dreams are made of. Especially the sort of dreams that there is still evidence of upon waking.
I want the fantasy.
You want the reality.
Up until now, it was safe to dabble with the what-ifs. The thousands of miles between us, the five-hour time difference and our conflicting schedules (a word that we will have to agree to disagree on how to pronounce) have put the brakes on us ever bringing this situation to life.
I am here.
You are there.
But somehow, we still make it work. We enjoy the time we spend together in so many ways. You make me laugh. You make me think. You make me wet. We’ve perfected the art of cumming together during our chats and you’ve become the person I tell my naughtiest secrets to. Why would we risk ruining that?
Of course, I blame myself for this.
I should never have told you about my upcoming work trip, that I will be within a few hundred miles from where you live for almost two weeks. If I had thought for one minute that you would suggest meeting up and, more importantly, that you would be serious about the idea, I would’ve kept it to myself, found excuses for why I was online at different times of the day to usual.
But now you know.
I cannot turn back the clock, much though I wish I could.
As the days get closer to my trip, there’s a tension between us. It’s strange really, I can’t see your face, I’ve never heard your voice, but somehow, I can still detect the shift in your mood. I know that you aren’t happy with me and I hate that. I’m normally such a people-pleaser that it is killing me not to give in, to tell you that we can meet and do some of the wonderful things we have talked about doing to each other so many times before.
The day before I set off, we talk about it again. I listen to your reasons and, if it was another part of my body making the decisions, instead of my head, I know that my resolve would crumble.
When you have finished explaining your feelings, I tell you mine. I remind you of the risks, of what we both stand to lose if anyone ever found out. I try, yet again, to remind you that the fantasy will not live up to the reality, that it could be the biggest disappointment of our lives if we meet and the chemistry just isn’t there.
I realise that you will not change your mind. I can only pray that I am strong enough not to change mine.
Once the conference starts, I am busy day and night and I have little time to chat or to play the game that first brought us together. With the hours that you work, it is almost impossible to find slots when we are both free for anything more than a quick hello.
In some ways, I think that this might be for the best.
But, when I’m lying in bed at the end of a hectic day, followed by a night-time social event, I miss you. I miss reading your messages and the thrill that comes from you telling me the things that you want to do to me and with me. I resort to going back through our message history and re-reading the hottest sessions as I pleasure myself. I think about the times that we fantasised about hotel sex, about me being your very own maid and subsequently changing the definition of room service.
And, as my orgasm reaches its peak, I whisper your name into my pillow.
When the first week of presentations finishes on Thursday evening, most of my colleagues are either going home for a few days or heading off to other cities that they have always wanted to see whilst staying in this part of the country. However, I am exhausted by this point and I am looking forward to some quiet time, so I decline the invitations to go and have some fun, and I opt to hang out at the hotel instead.
There’s enough to keep me occupied. There’s a pool, spa and gymnasium. There are gardens to walk around and an assortment of restaurants to eat in. Mostly, I spend the time in my room.
On Friday afternoon, I order a bottle of wine and some snacks and fire up my laptop, though this time, it isn’t to work. I decide to write a story about you, one that I will publish online for all to see. But this one will be different. This one will be for you and you will be in no doubt of that when you read it.
I lose myself for hours, weaving together an outline of what would happen if we were to spend a night together. I draw on the memories of what we have discussed before to provide my inspiration. I try to think of a plausible way to bring outfits, or toys, or friends having birthday parties into the story, but none of those will work this time.
As I get towards the conclusion, I wonder how it will end. I know that you will be expecting a plot twist, because that has become my signature style. I also know that you will want there to be a happy ending.
In more ways than one.
I am so busy writing that I don’t check my phone for ages. When I eventually pick it up, I have numerous texts, e-mails and app notifications. As has become my habit since you came along last year, I go to the game first before looking at anything else.
I see the dot against your profile picture and I excitedly open up our game, our chat thread, to see what you have to say.
My heart stops as I read the words.
I’m on my way to see you. And no, I am not joking.
I read this five times before the words start to sink in.
What the actual fuck! I think
I wrack my brains to think of what the options are right now. I am in full-blown panic mode and am struggling to think clearly. Just for a minute, I think that it will be okay, that you don’t know where I am staying.
Then I remember: I told you the other night.
I dropped my guard after consuming more shots than are a good idea at my age, during a night out to celebrate one of the team’s birthdays. I had been so careful up until then, not to give you any clues, any unnecessary details. When you didn’t comment on what I had said, I was relieved. I thought you hadn’t noticed my monumental fuck-up.
Perhaps I underestimated you.
I pace around the room, wondering how I can make this okay. If it was anyone else, I would be hoping that they would give up halfway through the epic road trip, that they would decide it was a bad idea and turn around and go home. Back to reality.
But you are not like other people and I know that you will stop at nothing to get what you want.
After checking the time that you sent your message and using a route planner to calculate the distance from your home city to where I am, I realise that you could be here in as little as an hour. I know it will not be an option to refuse to see you – it would destroy our friendship forever, which there is no way that I could ever do – so I start to get prepare myself for what is now inevitable.
I jump in the shower and wash my hair. As I am lathering up, I try to calm my nerves. I tell myself that it will be all be okay, that we can hang out for a few hours, have some beers, have a laugh. There doesn’t have to be anything more to it than that. Nothing has to happen that would put either of our home lives at risk if anyone found out about it.
Whilst I dry my hair, I begin mentally listing the positives. I will finally get to see you in person, to look in your eyes and to see you smile. I will hear your voice for the first time, hear you laugh. I know that we will have a good time, you’re one of the funniest people I have ever chatted with and always know how to make me giggle.
Maybe it will be a good thing after all.
I put away the hairdryer and start picking out my clothes. I am careful with my choices. Nothing sexy. Nothing that implies that I am trying to seduce you. Blue jeans, a plain, loose-fitting t-shirt and ballet pumps. No make-up, just a little dab of lip balm in case they get dry. I smile as I see that the balm is mojito-flavoured, a gift from a friend who knows my favourite tipple.
No cocktails for me tonight, I think to myself. I need to keep my wits about me, especially after that wine.
Once I am ready, I check my other messages, reply to the important ones and make my way down to the main hotel bar. I order an orange juice and send you a message to tell you where to find me. Then I find a table and sit staring at my phone, waiting for a reply.
I position myself so that I am facing reception, assuming that I will see you enter the building, but thirty minutes pass and there has been no sign. It crosses my mind that this could be an elaborate prank, that you never intended on coming to see me. It surprises me that this thought makes me feel sad.
I am so caught up in monitoring my screen and the main door that I am not paying attention to anything going on around me.
Then I feel a hand on my shoulder.
I spin around in my chair and gasp as I realise who is standing behind me.
It’s you.
It is actually you.
I try to speak, but the words won’t come out.
I try to stand up, but my legs have gone weak.
The moment that I have imagined previously, the one where I practically jump into your arms, say something witty and sexy and then kiss you passionately, does not happen.
Instead, I sit there, words failing me, blushing fifty shades of red. Much to your obvious amusement.
You break the silence with a line that shows how well you already know me.
“I think you need a proper drink.”
I’m grateful for the momentary distraction as you call a waitress over and order some beers, a type that I have never tried before but that I recall you telling me about once before. This gives me a few vital moments to compose myself, to find my voice again.
You start the conversation by explaining, without apology, that you would not pass up the opportunity to visit me whilst I am in your home country. I question how you’ve been able to explain your absence, knowing that you struggle to find you-time at the best of times, but you just laugh and tell me not to worry about it. All I need to know is that you are here now and that you don’t have to go back until tomorrow.
I ask how you got into the building without me seeing you, to which you reply that you had already checked in when you got my message. I gratefully pick up on the inference that you have arranged a separate room and start to relax a little.
Once we start to chat properly, we don’t come up for air. Just as I imagined you to be, you are warm, funny, genuine, and an absolute pleasure to spend time with. I hurt from laughing. Every time I see you smile, my heart jumps a little, and I know that this image will be etched into my mind for many years to come.
We order more drinks, then food, then more drinks. The hours pass like minutes and, before we know it, the bar staff inform us that they are closing for the night. We drain our glasses and, as I go to stand up, I notice that my legs have got weak again, although this time, it isn’t through nerves.
After watching me try to stand up, you hold out your hand and pull me to my feet. The heat of your skin touching mine is like an electric shock and I gasp as it makes contact. I wonder if you will let go now the task is complete, but instead, you intertwine your fingers with mine and tighten your grip.
I do nothing to stop you.
We make our way to the lobby and I know it’s time to say goodnight. I compose myself to start thanking you for one of the best evenings I have had in a very long time but, as I start to speak, you cut me off and insist that you want to ensure I get back to my room safely. I tell you that this will not be necessary, aware of the obvious cliché, but you won’t hear otherwise.
You also won’t let go of my hand.
As we step into the lift, it feels like the alcohol has suddenly evaporated and I am fully aware of everything that is going on.
Aware of the situation that we are now in.
Aware of the dangers that lie ahead if I don’t put a stop to this soon.
We walk down the corridor in silence until we reach my door.
“Look,” I whisper. “I know that this isn’t what you want to hear, but this can’t go any further. I’m sorry, really I am. If our situations were different, well… But they’re not. We can’t do this, and you know why. I’m sorry.”
I can feel tears welling up in my eyes, because I don’t want to be saying these words to you. I want the fantasy, the happy ending. I know how badly you want that too.
For a moment, you just look at me without saying anything.
“One kiss,” you finally say. “One kiss, and then I will go.”
“But – “
“One kiss,” you repeat, cutting me off before I can tell you why even a kiss is too dangerous right now.
“Listen, I – “
My protest is cut short as you place your hands on the sides of my face, lean down and kiss me, hard, on the lips. I try to pull away, but your grip is too strong and, before I know it, my resistance has melted and I am kissing you back, pulling up onto my tiptoes to try and even out some of the height difference between us.
When we finally come up for air, neither of us can speak for a moment.
“So,” you say, still holding my face in your hands. “Do you still want me to go?”
I hesitate before replying. I can feel my eyes filling up again.
“I don’t want you to go,” I say, my voice barely a whisper. “But I think you should. I’m so sorry, but – “
Before I can explain, you press your finger to my lips, urging me to be quiet.
“It’s okay,” you tell me. “I understand. And it was fun whilst it lasted.”
“We could meet up for breakfast tomorrow?” I tentatively offer.
“No,” you say, shaking your head. “I need to be up early and head back. And on that note, it’s time I got going.”
I’m filled with a sense of utter hopelessness, not wanting you to leave, but knowing that I cannot ask you to stay.
As I look up into your eyes, hoping that you will find it in your heart to forgive me for this one day, it is taking every bit of strength I have not to cry.
“Right then,” you say, leaning down for one last quick kiss. “Goodnight. I hope you have sweet dreams.”
Before I can reply, you have turned around and started to walk away.
I stand there, watching in silence until you disappear around the corner and are out of sight.
I fumble in my pocket for my key-card, open the door and sink down on the end of my bed. I cannot believe that one of the best moments of my life has ended so very badly. Now that I am alone, the tears begin to fall as I revisit the events of this evening, my mind wishing I had made different choices.
But it’s too late now.
Then all of a sudden, I am jolted from my misery by a noise.
A knock on the door.
I rush the door, knowing that this is my chance to put it right, to change the ending and make everything okay again. I practically rip off the security chain, desperate to throw myself into your arms and show you how I really feel about you.
My heart is in my mouth as I turn the handle and open the door.
“Thank you – “
The words die on my lips as I see the person standing before me.
It is not you.
It is a woman.
A woman that works for the hotel, it would appear.
“Sorry, I know it’s late,” she begins. “But you left this in the bar earlier.”
I look down at her hand and recognise the phone that she is holding towards me.
“Oh,” I say, somewhat startled. “Thank you. I didn’t realise I hadn’t picked it up.”
“That’s okay,” she replies, smiling as she hands the device over. “Anyway, I know it’s late so I will let you get to bed. Goodnight!”
I thank her again and close the door.
I look at the notifications on my lock screen and my heart jumps as I see there is a message from you. I scrabble to get into the app, click on your name and gasp as I read what it says.
Get ready, I’m on my way! I’ll see you in a few minutes.
I cannot explain how deliriously happy seeing these words makes me. For a minute, I imagine this is how a lottery ticket holder must feel when they match their sixth number.
And then I realise.
That was the message you sent this afternoon, when I was waiting in the bar.
You haven’t sent anything since.
I check that the WiFi is working and refresh the app.
Still nothing.
That’s it then, I think as I get undressed, slip into my pyjamas and get into bed.
I turn off the light and lay there in the dark, replaying the kiss over and over again, tormenting myself with what it could’ve lead to.
I hear footsteps coming down the corridor, only to be disappointed when the door across the hallway opens and closes.
I close my eyes, but sleep does not come to me.
I glance at my phone again, hoping that you might have at least played a move in the game, desperate for any form of connection between us.
Nothing.
Nearly an hour passes and still I cannot drop off.
I wonder if you are still awake and if you are, what you might be doing. I can probably guess, knowing you the way I do, and I am suddenly filled with an incredible sense of feeling.
The feeling is not one of regret.
The feeling is not one of guilt.
It is lust. Pure, animal lust.
I know now what I have to do.
Slipping the rings off my finger, I contemplate getting dressed and smile to myself as I decide how pointless this would be. I grab my room card, close the door quietly and set off to find you.
I know your room number – you told me earlier – so I traipse along the corridor and into the lift. The floor is cold against my bare feet, but I don’t care. All I care about is getting to you as quickly as possible.
As I exit the elevator, it occurs to me that maybe I should’ve messaged you first and, that there is a chance that you won’t be pleased to see me. I know I have no right to be upset if you reject me, but I also know that it will crush me if that happens.
Time to find out, I think, as I knock on your door and wait for a response.
When you open the door, I cannot read the look in your face. I don’t know if you are confused, pissed off, relieved or aroused. However, as my eyes drop lower and zoom in on a noticeable protrusion in your shorts, I think I have found my answer.
“Have I come at a bad time?” I ask, my gaze still focused on your groin.
“I think you came at just the right time,” you reply, before grabbing my hand and pulling me into the room.
The door slams shut, and I nervously look at the walls joining the neighbouring rooms, worried that the loud noise might have disturbed the occupants.
You see the panic on my face and laugh.
“Well let’s just hope they have got earplugs,” you say as you practically throw me onto your bed. “Because by the time I’m done with you, they’ll fucking wish they had.”
Before I can respond, you are on the bed and on top of me.
The passion that you kissed me with earlier seems lukewarm by comparison to now. Your lips are pressed so hard against mine that I am sure that they will be bruised later, but I don’t care about that.
All I care about is how this story ends.
I’m pinned to the bed, trapped under your body, but I have no urge to escape.
Considering all of the times that we discussed fantasies involving reluctance, dominance, you overwhelming me, taking me and using me to satisfy your darkest desires, the reality could not be any further from this.
In this moment, you don’t have to take anything - I will give you anything that your heart or your cock desires. My body will take whatever you choose to give it. I do not have the strength left to resist you or to even try to push you away.
But that’s not to say that I don’t secretly hope that you will get rough with me.
As you pin my arms above my head, it becomes clear that I will not be disappointed.
Holding my wrists together as you continue kissing me, your other hand finds my neck and grips it as your tongue enters my mouth. You tell me to keep my hands where they are as yours slide down my front and begin to maul my tits. I moan.
This is something that we have discussed so many times, about how much I enjoy having my breasts touched and teased. You assured me that this was something you could assist with, that tits are two of your favourite things in the entire world.
As you squeeze them through the silky fabric of my top, I can tell that you are a man of your word.
“This needs to go,” you inform me.
Before I can reply, you have taken the sides of the fabric in your hands and ripped it open in one swift movement, scattering the buttons in the process. Your strength arouses me, but I have no time to think about that as your mouth moves straight to my cleavage.
There’s no teasing today, no gentle foreplay leading up to the main event. You devour my tits as if you are starving. You squeeze them with your hands and suck hard on my nipples, stretching them slightly as you pull away. I feel your teeth grazing the sensitive tips and I cry out, forgetting my earlier fears of waking the neighbours.
I start to move my hands towards you, wanting to touch you, to run my hands through your hair and encourage you to use your tongue to provide the kind of attention that my plump, juicy nipples are begging for right now.
You see what I am doing at grab them in mid-air, roughly forcing them back against the headboard.
“I told you to keep them there,” you growl at me, before delivering a loud slap to one of my breasts, then the other.
The sound is as much of a turn on as the sensation; I know there will be red marks on my pale skin now.
I lay there, arms stretched above my head, panting as you remove my bottoms, pull off your t-shirt and then your shorts. I tilt my face to get a better look at your cock and I gasp as I see it in all its naked glory for the first time.
I can only describe the size in one word: perfect.
You see me looking at you and tell me that I can have a close-up view. Scooting up the bed, you straddle my chest, looking down into my eyes as you tower over me. You take your hard dick in one hand and rub it all over my chest. I feel a drop of warm pre-cum against my nipple and I gasp with pleasure.
Climbing a little higher, you position your erection directly over my mouth. I lick my lips and then close them.
“Suck it,” you demand, sensing that I am suddenly in the mood to be insolent and make you get forceful with me.
“Make me,” I mouth to you, desperate to push your buttons.
You lean behind me and sharply pull on my right nipple, causing me to squeal.
“Open your fucking mouth,” you say through clenched teeth. “Unless you want something to really scream about.”
At this point, I am so desperate to taste you, that I cannot continue with the reluctant-but-sassy act any longer. I lick my lips again and then open wide, looking up at you a playful, doe-eyed look.
You slip the first inch into my mouth and I lick it like a popsicle, flicking my tongue back and forth over the tip. You push in deeper, pressing down on my tongue so that the only way that I can please you is to suck.
And suck, I do.
Hard. Noisily. You grab my head, pulling me forwards as I take the rest of your length. I perfectly time my sucking with your thrusting and the noises you are making tell me that you are enjoying my efforts.
I’m starting to think that you will cum in my mouth when you abruptly withdraw.
“Roll over,” you tell me, grabbing a pillow and shoving it under my hips.
I do as you say. I am lying almost flat out on my front. My tits are squashed underneath me, my ass is slightly raised. I wonder which hole you are intending on penetrating next. As you roughly jam two fingers into my soaking pussy, I think I have my answer.
You climb over me, your legs either side of mine, and lower your body towards me. I feel your cock pressing against my ass, slipping between the cheeks and I gasp.
Surely you wouldn’t try anal without applying lube first? I think.
“Maybe later,” you laugh as you slide it down further and rest the tip against my other entrance.
I am consumed by lust now and I cannot wait for you to enter me for the first time. I try to relax, making it a little easier for you to push straight in, but nothing happens.
“Don’t tease me!” I say, trying to turn my head around to face you.
“Beg for it,” you reply.
“What? Don’t be stupid, just fu- “
“Beg for it,” you repeat, as I start trying to raise my hips up in the hope that your cock will then slide straight into me.
Before it makes contact, you pull away and slap my ass, hard. Then, pressing my lower back into the pillow with the flat of your hand, you pin me to the spot.
I cannot move.
“What the fuck? Come on, this isn’t funny now!”
“Look,” you reply, the devilment clear in your voice. “You were the one that didn’t want this earlier. So, if you have changed your mind, you’d better ask nicely.”
I sigh, loudly.
I’m so horny right now, I will say anything if it will result in getting your cock inside me.
“Pleaaaasssse,” I say, sounding like a bratty kid that’s just been reminded of the importance of manners.
“You can do better than that.”
I sigh again.
“Please, baby,” I say, softening my tone and then loading it with lust. “Please fuck me. Now. I need you. Badly!”
“What do you need?”
“Your cock,” I reply, without missing a beat. “I need your cock inside my pussy. I need you to fuck me. Pleaaaasssse,” I add, exaggerating the last word.
I’m expecting some smart-ass reply, but instead of words, your response is physical.
You use all of your strength to drive your cock into me, only stopping when your balls are pushed tight against my ass. I cry out with pleasure. You pull out, nearly all of the way, then thrust into me again. And again. Over and over, until we are both grunting and panting as you slam into me.
I think it can’t get any better than this, but then you surprise me again.
You’ve remembered what I told you months ago about the easiest way to make me cum.
Pulling out, you roll me over and onto my back. You shove the pillow back under my hips, grab my ankles and throw them over your shoulders. Rocking me back so that my pelvis is almost vertical, you enter me again.
As you lean forward to kiss me, my knees are almost touching my shoulders.
Your cock is pressing the magic spot, just where I need it.
I’m close now, so fucking close.
You know it, too.
“I know what you want,” you whisper between kisses.
“What’s that?” I reply, barely able to talk by this point.
“The thing you say guys always forget during sex. Well, obviously not all of them….”
With that, you lower your mouth to my chest. Taking one of my tits in your hand, you begin to squeeze it as your tongue finds the nipple again.
As your mouth latches on and you begin to flick the tip, I can feel the orgasm welling up inside me. The combined sensation of your mouth feasting on my breast and your cock stroking my g-spot with every hard thrust is too much for me.
I cum, screaming your name as I do.
The headboard is banging against the wall as you continue to drill me further into the mattress. You’re like a man possessed; the urgency with which you are plunging yourself into my depths is a level I have never experienced before.
Your passion is ferocious; your determination to empty yourself in me, abundantly clear.
I am still gasping for air from my own orgasm as yours begins.
Your lips return to mine and the noise that escapes from you as your climax is muffled by my tongue. As you sink into me for one last time, I feel myself filling up with your warm, sticky juices. Our bodies are dripping with sweat as you collapse against me, fighting for breath as your cock drains and twitches inside me.
You pull out and roll onto your back as we try to recover our composure. We are both mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted from everything that has happened.
I glance over at the clock.
“Oh my God, it’s 3am!” I inform you.
“So?”
“So, you’ll have to be up and heading back in a few hours.”
You laugh as you remind me that working nights means that this is like the middle of the day for most people. I tell you that you still need some sleep – you can’t drive that distance, twice, without some proper rest – and offer to leave you in peace so that you can drop off for a bit before your alarm goes off.
“You’re going nowhere,” you inform me as you take me into your arms and pull me towards your hot body.
I’m too tired to argue now, so I nestle my head into your shoulder and snuggle up tight against you.
Before I know it, I am fast asleep.
What seems like minutes later, the alarm is going off.
After some soft good morning kisses, we stay cuddled up for the duration of two snoozes, then you drag yourself out of bed and into the shower.
When you emerge ten minutes later, I am sitting up in bed.
“We might have a problem,” I tell you.
“What’s that?” you ask, immediately looking concerned.
“This,” I say, pointing to my pyjama top, now minus its buttons. “How on earth am I supposed to get back to my room wearing this? It’s bad enough walking around the corridors in my PJs, but I can’t go around with my tits hanging out!”
I can see that you are about to disagree with my last statement, so cut you off in your tracks.
“I’m serious,” I continue, trying not to laugh. “I’ll have to see if I can get a sewing kit or something.”
“No need,” you reply, pulling a t-shirt out of your bag and throwing it to me. “You can put this on.”
“Oh, thanks. Don’t you want it back?”
“Nah, you can keep it. Something to remember me by.”
“What as well as these?” I giggle, pointing at the various marks you left on my body last night.
I put the t-shirt on, along with my PJ shorts, then wait as you continue to get dressed.
I know it’s going to hurt to say goodbye, so I want to get it over with quickly. I thank you for last night and for everything that lead up to it. I tell you to drive safely and to let me know when you are home.
We kiss for one last time – a long, lingering, sensual kiss that creates dampness in my shorts – then I take a deep breath, open the door and leave you before I lose the will to do so.
I head back to my room. Luckily no-one else is up yet, so I don’t have to explain my attire, or lack of.
Once I get there, I jump in the shower and then call room service to order breakfast.
I can’t face a noisy restaurant this morning after so little sleep, I think as I wait for the food to arrive.
To pass the time, I scroll through the apps on my phone. I open the word game, play a few moves and then decide to leave you a message. I know you won’t see it yet; you’ll be driving for the next few hours at least, but I want you to know that I was still thinking of you after you left.
As I try to decide what to send, a wave of mischief washes over me.
Hey you! I write. Thank you again for coming to see me. So, I didn’t get to tell you this last night, but I was writing a story before you arrived and, funnily enough, it was about what would happen if we spent the night together…. Spooky or what?!?
Aware of the message size limit, I hit send and then continue.
When you read it, you can compare what I imagined would happen with what actually happened! I guess you were right (hate to admit that!) – bringing fantasy into reality didn’t disappoint. OMG that was so fucking hot!!! Although, I do have one complaint…
To some this might sound cheeky, ungrateful even. But you know me so well by now and you know how I cannot resist an opportunity to tease you.
And I know that you love that.
In the story, you stayed longer and there was more sex… A LOT MORE! Was hoping to find out if you really are cut out for all the marathon sessions we’ve talked about, but hey, guess some things might be better left to my imagination haha! Anyway, talk later babe xx
I hit send and smile to myself. I only wish that I could see your face when you read this. I can almost guarantee that your reply will contain a description of how you want to punish me for my attitude, and I know that I will end up pleasuring myself as I read it.
I sit there for a few more minutes, catching up on the news and texting everyone back home.
That’s when I hear the knock at the door.
The woman hurried towards me, then when she was close enough for there to be eye contact, she pulled up. For a moment I thought she was going to run away. Then she put one foot in front of the other, moving at a snail’s pace.“Martin?” she asked, extending a cautious hand.“And you must be Meghan,” I said as we shook.“Sorry I’m late. Only…”“Think nothing of it.” I glanced up at the town hall clock, as I had done at intervals for the past quarter of an hour, registering each passing minute,...
Wife LoversEighteen months later…Tobias sat on the sofa contentedly sipping his wine, pleasantly weary after a full remit of parish ministering. Leaning back, he surveyed the cosy domestic scene before him.His dear wife, Lucy was finishing the last of the household sewing for the day, her hair gleaming softly in the lamplight. Meanwhile, their baby son of nearly five months gurgled and cooed to himself in his cot, having just been fed.As he did every evening about this time, Tobias took another mouthful...
HistoricalTobias’ calmly determined mindset got him through the days that followed. He tried not to expend any more time or worry on the Lucy situation. He scolded himself that he had wasted more than enough energy over the past weeks moping and agonising over whether or not she had rejected his suit. His refreshing night with his good friend Meg had soothed his nerves (as well as other bodily parts). Also, given that she had promised to try to...
HistoricalTobias started the Sabbath day in a buoyant mood. When in church, old Mr Hodges woke up from an apparently vivid dream in the middle of the sermon, no doubt recalling some ancient wrongdoing. He yelled loudly when Tobias was in full flow about turning the other cheek, “I’ll get ye for this if it’s the last thing I do, ye rotten bastards!” Even this slightly awkward interruption did not disturb Tobias’s sense of inner well-being.After all, he had virtually plighted his troth to the lovely Lucy...
HistoricalTobias departed from Meg’s little cottage at a more advanced hour than he had anticipated, leaving the luscious Betty sated (at least temporarily) and still a-bed. Aware of the approaching dusk, he hurried towards the main thoroughfare of the town, hastily tucking in his shirttails as he went. Thankfully he met no one he knew who might question why a vicar from another parish might be loitering so late about the street en deshabille.As he reached the coaching inn, he was fortunate enough to...
HistoricalIt was Saturday morning when Tobias hastened from the church after yet another meeting with his churchwarden, hoping, at last, to get some free time to compose his Sunday sermon. He was not usually so behind with such duties but his week had been rather overwhelmed by an unasked-for visitor in the shape of his soldier brother’s former mistress, the actress Miss Fifi Fontayne.The anxiety of trying to get rid of her before she caused a scandal, plus the fact that she regarded him as some sort of...
HistoricalEven in his half-awake state, Tobias realised that things were not quite as they should be. Beyond his almost closed eyelids, the bedroom was bright, but the angle of the sun seemed lower and more golden in tone than was normal in the morning. He started to become more aware of his surroundings and as he did, he noticed that he seemed to be pushed to one side of the bed and also, that something was tickling his nose.As he came to full consciousness, he realised that he was not alone, which...
HistoricalTobias sat back on his rather uncomfortable wooden settle in his dusty drawing room, a glass of his father’s best brandy in his hand and gave a contented sigh. A couple of bottles of the fine liqueur had been surreptitiously slipped to him by his papa as a parting gift. He mused that it was very pleasant to be back in his vicarage, having assisted with the harvest at his parental home for a couple of weeks.A change certainly had been as good as a rest. After a season of constant preparation for...
HistoricalThe Reverend Tobias Whitmore was surprised. As he sat in the gently jolting coach, he realised that he was actually looking forward to a springtime social afternoon in the gardens of his mother’s cousin’s husband, a Canon of the Church of England. This was an unexpected emotion, where mortal terror might have been more appropriate, due to the presence of his beady-eyed mama who wanted him to marry profitably and several young ingenues eager for a ring on their finger.It had been a bleak winter...
HistoricalThe Reverend Tobias Whitmore let out a heartfelt sigh. Having taken over the parish of St Margaret’s in the prosperous market town of Stratton-over-Wye a year previously, he ought to be happy with his lot, he reasoned to himself.He had been welcomed as a new broom (not altogether unexpectedly, since the previous incumbent had been so elderly, his actual death made little difference to his activities) and had rather disconcerted himself by his own efficiency. He had tailored his sermons to his...
HistoricalI still have the magazines, some of them over 20 years old. They may be slightly faded, in spite of my best attempts to keep them in good nick, but I still derive a great deal of pleasure from seeing my wife in them.She was a real looker back then, and I felt like the luckiest man on earth when we married. Twenty-five or so years on, she still turns heads, and I’m still the luckiest man I know. All the more so since we proved so eminently compatible in almost all things.The pictures in the...
Group SexA day went by, then two. Two became three, which in turn became four, then five. Days filled with longing while my nights were filled with dreams, dreams from which I’d wake up to find my pussy drenched and my nipples as hard as rocks. I’d lay there, face buried in my pillow, hands clenching the edges, desperate to finish the job that my dreams had started as I replayed the memory of me, laying naked on the floor, Mrs. Vandermeer looming over me as I let go a stream of golden liquid…Lick it up,...
BDSM“This is crazy, I’m not going,” Marie said to her own reflection for the tenth time in an hour. Her hazel eyes were shining a little too bright and her cheeks were a little too flushed. Then there was the matter of the stupid grin that seemed to be permanently planted on her face since yesterday. She clamped her hand to her mouth as the most recent giggle slipped through her lips. “What in the world is wrong with me?” she asked herself. “I’m not some stupid teenager with a crush. I’m a...
MILFOn a warm, quiet night, Lauren lay in bed listening, through her open bedroom window, to the deep moans of an unknown woman that was repeatedly brought near climax, only to be edged back from her orgasmic bliss. Lauren’s husband, dead to the world in a deep sleep, lay next to her, oblivious of the other woman but thirty feet outside their window, being ravaged by Jason, who had been their best man just three years ago.Lauren’s fingers were massaging her rock hard nipples as she imagined Jason’s...
Cheating1986 - Troy State University, South Alabama Rex Schneider lit up a cigarette and lay back on his pillow as Tonya pulled away from him and sat up on the edge of the bed. Rex admired her sexy, sweaty naked back as she sat there pulling her panties on. She was the most beautiful girl he had ever been with and Rex had fallen deeply in love with her. “Watcha doin’, babe?” “We have to talk, Rex.” “Huh?” “Look, I graduate next week,” Tonya said. “You’re a year older than me and you’re what… at...
Straight SexSometimes we do things in the heat of the moment that we regret for the rest of our lives. Recently I’d let myself be filmed, naked and masturbating, admitting on camera that I was Abby’s slutty little plaything. Funny thing is, even now, six days later, I had no regrets. If anything, I was rather proud of myself. It had taken a lot of courage to do what I’d done. I felt like I’d somehow taken a step into adulthood. Sixteen year old Shannon Spencer was growing up quickly.“What are your plans...
BDSMI lay there for what seemed an eternity, tied face down to the dining room table, told to make an impossible choice while Mrs. Vandermeer was ‘taking care of business’. It was cruel beyond imagining. Choose, she’d said, the feel of her tongue against my dripping wet cunt still making me shake with uncontrollable lust. Choose. I stared at the tightly braided leather quirt, and beyond that, the rubber cock in its harness. I’d never seen a dildo up close and personal before. It was purple, and...
BDSM(episode 32) A sinking depression had hit me as the spring semester of my senior year came to a close. Actually, I think it was more of feeling of being very nostalgic, but I thought I was depressed. Fraternity parties, socials with sororities, football tailgate parties at our rental house, weekends clubbing downtown as a group, fraternity intramural sports, initiating pledges, riding my motorcycle up the stairs of the frat house during parties, wearing panties on our heads, funneling beer,...
College SexPamela had already made the picnic and packed it into a wicker basket when the boys arrived. She’d cleaned the kitchen as well, been a thorough little domestic goddess with her mom and dad away for the week. And finally she had changed from jogging pants and T-shirt into her costume. Nothing outlandish, just a simple white-muslin dress and sandals, and then to the garden to pluck daisies and buttercups and ring them into a crown and a necklace. She stood before her bedroom mirror adjusting the...
Group SexSheri and I had been friends for a long time, but we had never done anything like this before. We'd never even talked about it, and yet all our preparations for her nude photo-shoot over the course of the past few days precipitated on the tacit assumption that somehow, at some point, our naked bodies would very likely come together very intimately today. Whether or not I was really ready for a sexual encounter with my closest friend, the possibility of this happening was something I could...
Group SexSterling smacked my ass, spun me around and pushed me against the wall. “I'm going to fuck you standing up,” he said. “Right here and now.” “You're getting married to my sister,” I said. “So I'm going to have to say no.” “I'm going to fuck you,” he said. “Sooner or later.” His lips moved toward mine and I found myself puckering up to meet them. He tasted of whiskey and apples with an overlay of cinnamon. I think the cinnamon came from the gum he was chewing. I moved my face away from his. “Do...
TabooIt had been five years since my wife died. I was stuck in a rut. It was as if my life had stalled the day Gina passed away. I was as emotionally healed as I would ever be, yet I lacked the will to go out and start anew. I worked, I came home. I slept, and then I headed back to work again the very next day. My life became a cycle. Rinse and repeat, ad infinitum.Maybe that’s why I allowed Christie to get so close to me. I told myself I just needed the help, but had I thought it through, I would...
TabooKailee knew she shouldn’t be here. He warned her of what would happen if she came into his space alone again. Shane, her father in-law was a good man, but he liked things his way. He wanted everything run his way. When Kailee and his son had to move back in with him and his wife while their place was being finished, the rules had been simple. Stay out of his office. Last week Kailee had been wandering around the large house, bored and looking for something to do. She walked down the hall and...
TabooScott sat staring out the passenger window of his dad’s old beat up Ford truck. It had been five years since he had last seen his dad, so the long ride from the airport to the farm was silent. He was only there now because his mother told him that his father needed the help and it was the proper thing to do. He had been twelve when his father remarried and Scott had not seen him since a few months before that. Once the marriage went through, his Mom had kept him from seeing his father. But...
TabooWhen my husband left me, saying he has fallen in love with another, I felt numb. I couldn't believe it. But, I had no time to wallow in the pain I felt. I had two kids now to take care of, alone, full-time. I decided a part-time job, along with the job I already had was the answer. I could do it at home as well. Piano lessons had always brought me joy. I let it slip as the children got older, focusing more on them. * Now it is a year later, my husband is now my ex, my kids are stable, happy...
MILFSomewhere down where the Spanish Moss hangs and the Palmetto Trees grow...Garland, still hung over from the previous night’s drinking, sat on the edge of the bed and glared angrily at the window air conditioner unit of his cheap motel room. He found the unit’s incessant vibration and noise increasingly irritating. He then realized he still held the room phone in his hand. He looked at it and dropped it hard onto the receiver. As he sat there, much of his body still dripped with water from his...
Straight Sex“Hi, I’m Rachel, and yeah… I guess you can call me a sex addict,” I giggled as I looked at the expectant faces surrounding me. I thought about that statement for a minute. Of course, I’d never called myself a sex addict out loud, but the idea of it sounded almost kind of sexy. Of course I knew I was supposed to be all serious standing there in the classroom at The Belleview Retreat for Sexual Health. But really, how can you find the seriousness of group therapy at all? They were a miscellaneous...
TabooThere comes a time in a young woman’s life when the love for her man becomes so true she cannot imagine it ever changing. For some, it proves to be an ethereal and elusive moment that is eventually lost in time, never to be rediscovered. For a lucky few, it is what it seems, a harbinger to a lifetime of wedded bliss… Julie felt the steamy air rise up through the bubbles covering the surface of the bath. The pleasantly warm vapor enveloped her in its embrace like a soft blanket. With a gentle...
Love StoriesI must have slept for fourteen hours that night. The week before was very tough and my schedule was completely out of whack. By the time Friday night rolled around all I wanted to do was sleep. It was 11:00 am Saturday morning by the time I woke. By then, I felt as fresh and rested as I had in weeks. It's amazing what a good night's sleep will do for a man.I rolled over onto my back, enjoying the morning sun that filtered through my blinds. I stretched out and before I consciously realized it,...
MasturbationDamon: I’ll bet you’ll get up to some trouble in Cabo. I smirked at the text that flashed up on our chat-log from the computer screen. He was always teasing me. Ashleigh: No trouble. At least not the good kind of trouble. I’m going with my boyfriend don’t forget. There was a pause, and while I anticipated his next words, I took a sip of the vodka soda I was prone to drinking while I spent my online hours chatting with my favorite virtual stranger, DamonX. I leaned back in my computer chair and...
Taboo“I’m Stacey, and I’m a sex addict.” I knew I wasn’t the only person in the room that was in denial over that statement even as it left my mouth. ‘Admit that you need help and recovery will come quicker and last longer’. I had to hold back my initial laughter as I’d read the mission statement that had been emblazoned on the front of our orientation binders at The Belleview Retreat for Sexual Health. My mind immediately substituted “cum” for “come” and… anyway, yeah I guess I was probably one of...
HardcoreDedication: This story is just a bit of fun and is respectfully dedicated to all the tireless story checkers on Lush, whose hard work makes this site possible and who have to put with rubbish like this every day. Also, thanks must go to Fugly, whose story "Bag of Lush All Sorts" was the inspiration for this piece.I was in only my second month at Global Biofuels and still finding my way around the organisation. As the head of procurement in a modern, forward-thinking, ethical company, I had to...
TabooGav slipped off his leather jacket and hung it over the back of his chair. It was Monday again and he needed to get to grips with the project that he was overseeing. He was head of IT Infrastructure at a busy lingerie firm. Lucy’s Underwear Show House had a turnover of £120 million and was one of the fastest growing businesses in the sector. In spite of the recession the company had made inroads into the ‘bedroom’ market capitalizing on the gap left by a recently dissolved name. Gav was a...
TabooI was only nineteen and my world was over! One little clerical error and I was no longer eligible for the student loan I needed to get me through my next semester. I didn’t even have family that could help me. My mother was a waitress living paycheck to paycheck, and my father died when I was six. I had been in a daze of disbelief when I left the college’s office, where Mrs. Banks had broken the bad news. I had known the moment I walked in and saw that she was smiling at me with a look of...
TabooEveryone says that your high school years are the best years of your life. For me, that’s only half true. High school sucked on so many levels. People either loved you, or they hated you, usually for the most pathetic reasons that most often came from a spark of jealousy, therefore causing rumours to spread. There was the fear of busting your ass; only to walk away with a mark that would honestly get you nowhere in life, and finally, teacher’s found any excuse to be on your ass. For me, this...
TabooMy heart was pounding in a symphonic surge as I lingered in front of the hotel room door. I checked and rechecked the metal plate bolted to the rich, dark oak. Number 2412. Yes, this was definitely the right room. The hallway corridor was empty. The dimly lit sconces glowed invitingly along the richly textured walls. They had led the way from the elevator of the lushly swank boutique hotel, The Hazelton, just like beacon lights leading me towards the precipice of a decision I still wasn’t sure...
ReluctanceZone Defense, written as Gavin E. BlackChapter OneNathan Kent wasn't thrilled with the idea of completing his final year of college at a completely different institution from where he'd started, but the opportunity to join one of the top varsity football teams had been too much of a temptation to pass up. The truth of the matter, Nathan was glad to have an excuse to move away. His last relationship had ended badly, and the thought of having to play a defensive position in conjunction with his...
Gay Male“Have you ever had any… kinky fantasies?” I asked my boyfriend one day. We were lying in bed together one Sunday morning, still breathing hard from our last orgasms. The rain was coming down outside, and it was a perfect day to spend wrestling in the sheets, and enjoying the inherent laziness of the day. Marc, my boyfriend of the past three years, rose up on one elbow. “Well, that depends. What do you mean by kinky?” I grinned and rolled over to face him. “You know… something you’ve always...
TabooSo these won’t really be like stories. At least not yet since I don’t really know how to make up stuff like the writers on here. It will be more like a diary or a blog to tell you about the sex things and other things in my life. This first diary entry I’m gonna give you some background so you understand why I picked this guy for my first time. So this happened yesterday and I’m writing quite fast because I’m so excited so if I spell stuff wrong or whatever, hey it’s my first story ok? So...
First Time“I’m Brooklyn, and… whatever… I guess I’m a sex addict.” I glared at the group of pathetic faces in the circle surrounding me. This is so fucking lame. Why did I sign up for this? It was bad enough that I’d had to endure public humiliation when the scandal broke, but being away from the city in this touchy feely rehab centre set my nerves more on edge than they did to soothe them, which I’m sure was their original intention. From the moment I’d checked into The Belleview Retreat for Sexual...
AnalShe needed to have her senses challenged, to feel nature close to her; she didn’t want to hug-a-tree, she wanted the trees to hug her. Feeling more at home sitting on the wooden staircase than anywhere else, she observed the door that lead out into the front of the property. She stared, admiring the beauty of the oak grain, before raising her head to look up to the small window above the door frame. Before she arrived at her new home in a new state with her family, watching wispy clouds drift...
Masturbation“You okay?"Startled and embarrassed, Tina leapt from her chair as she slammed her laptop closed. Spinning around, her over-sized, red Jackson High Jaguars tee shirt fell into place from her waist area to just below her sex, but not before Chris glimpsed her lack of any pubes.“What the fuck are you doin’ in here!? Get out! Get the fuck out you little perv!”Standing there in just his white Jockey’s, he had caught enough sight of the porn on her laptop screen before she slammed it and noticed her...
Incest"I'm telling you Hank, that girl is a slut! She runs around like a wild animal, staying out all hours of the night, and always with different men! Older men, Hank! I swear, I think some of them are even giving her money! She's completely out of control! I just can't take it anymore!" The screeching sound of Gloria's voice was like a hot wire on my nerves, and instantly brought back unwanted memories of our past marriage. Feeling the instinctive urge to yell back rise in my throat, I pulled the...
TabooShe watched her professor speak during the period. Things that were better left unsaid were beginning to crowd her mind. It was as if she couldn’t help herself. Every time she sat in her chair for class, her eyes focused straight on him, and didn’t leave him until the hour ended. He was a man of strength and intelligence. His shrewd blue eyes didn’t miss anything, and she was almost positive he had already noticed her admiring glances. His body didn’t help matters. She knew he had been in the...
Taboo“I just don't see how you can't bring your work with you, Greg. We haven't seen my parents in a long time and now you 're suddenly too swamped at work to come,” her nagging voice echos from the bathroom as she does her hair. Lying in bed still, drinking my coffee and trying to read the newspaper, I let her whine. She has known about this project at work for some time now, knowing how busy it has been keeping me. It isn't a sudden thing. I've pointed this out to her more than once, but she...
TabooJustin was twenty-eight when he returned to the States. After two tours with the Marines, he found adjusting to civilian life to be more difficult than he expected. Unable to find a decent, full-time job, he managed to line up some auto repair work on the side. It wasn’t much, but those old jobs did keep his bills paid. With no other option, he moved back into his parent’s home with his younger sister, Reese.He didn't really mind. Being too broke to have a girlfriend meant he wasn't ready for a...
IncestI escaped my fucked-up life into late-night erotic fantasies for years as waves crashed onto the sand beneath my balcony. I frequented my favorite site and started writing stories after becoming enamored with an author. Her stories had dirty, rough stuff I loved but also sensual and tender in a way I tried to emulate but couldn't master. I fantasized she spent hours getting aroused reading my words as I did hers. When she joined a new site, I quickly followed, seizing an opportunity to become...
Straight Sex“I’m Kylie, and I’m a sex addict.” I tried not to cry. It would have made things exponentially more embarrassing than just standing in front of the room telling a group of strangers that I was basically a sexual deviant. I bit down on my lower lip instead, producing just enough sharp discomfort to keep the girly tears back. I couldn’t believe I had really committed to this. Of course, I guess one could argue that I wasn’t very good with commitments, as it was. Ever since the depraved incident...
Group SexFor the first few weeks working at Joelle’s, my feet never really touched the floor. This was everything I had dreamed of, and more. In case you don’t know about her - though I’d be curious if you didn’t - Joelle’s the woman who turned makeup into a true art. Where others only “applied” lipstick, rouge and eye shadow, she painted with an artist’s skill and turned the plainest women into goddesses, into true artwork. Nobody knew her surname, and nobody needed to. All the big stars flocked to her...
SpankingAidan Black stared at the online text that flashed up onto the screen. ‘I luv ur stories!’ He yawned, and took another sip of his Jack Daniels. He quickly typed a reply and then leaned back in his chair. ‘What do you like about them?’ He smiled at the long pause. All these fans are the same, he thought to himself. Innocent young girls that dream of being treated like dirty sluts and too afraid to tell their college boyfriends that doggy-style after a long alcohol-fused pub crawl just wasn’t...
ReluctanceI watched his plane lift off and disappear into the eastern sky. As I slowly walked across the airport terminal to the parking lot, I tried to compose myself as I wiped the last few tears from my cheeks. I could still feel his lips on my lips and the lingering scent of his shaving soap was still with me, but both sensations were rapidly vanishing. As I climbed into the car, I leaned back one last time saying good-bye to the man I loved. The feeling of the strength of his arms around me in our...
VoyeurGazing into the distance as I ploughed south down the M11 towards London, I was barely aware of the constant splatter of raindrops and spray on the windscreen. The passing junctions blurred into one another as I ate up the miles between the flat I shared in Cambridge with my girlfriend, Sara and my secret destination, the Radisson Blu Hotel next to Stansted Airport, some thirty miles further down the motorway.Hard as I tried to concentrate on the road and the perils of navigating roads as slick...
ExhibitionismRobyn thought about sex a lot. She craved sex. Robyn wanted to feel a man’s strong masculine hands all over her naked body, to hear him whisper dirty words in her ear and make her pussy sopping wet.She imagined his hands pulling her hair back and his tongue in her ear as his thick hard cock penetrated her wet cunt. She wanted to feel his bulging biceps caress her sides and the feel of his sweat mixing with hers on their warm wet bodies.Just then Robyn looked up and saw bright red brake lights...
MILFAh, Melissa. That’s a name that brings back fond memories of a time of passion and illicit romance. Even now, I can taste the hint of cinnamon on her lips and sense the subtle fragrance of an obscure flower that was the essence of the perfume she wore.Melissa and her husband, a stoic and foolish man whose unpronounceable name I have chosen to forget, lived in the same apartment complex as I. Even so, she might never have come to my attention if not for the fact that we did our laundry at the...
Hardcore(episode 31) Prelude to the Party: After finding out about Mary Beth’s kinky tryst at the lesbian club and also allowing myself to participate in Jennifer’s twisted drug-fueled gang bang, I found myself in a very strange mood. In fact it was like being apathetic, ashamed, strangely aroused and creeped out all at once. Despite all the bizarre events of the past weekend, I thought I’d try to maintain my relationship with Mary Beth. I figured my participation in Jennifer’s twisted orgy and Mary...
College SexMilena's story My name is Milena and I work in a well-known chain of Opticians on the high street. When the manageress of our store suggested that we have a ‘wear what you want day’ I was excited. I’ve always been one for fancy dress. Then she added one or two caveats. We must be decent and not wear anything that brings the business into disrepute. Knowing me, that was a tall ask, but hey ho! She said it would be good for morale and create a talking point among customers and attract passing...
Quickie SexCrystal blue eyes. The type that on another girl could look dramatic or vulnerable. Even soul piercing. But squinted by a smile too small for her boxy face and caked with a thick rim of black makeup, she appeared exactly how she really was: trying too hard. “Just this once.” Giggling, Blake’s blonde girlfriend rounded the desk countertop. Craned her neck to look up at him as she pulled the white drawstring of his swim shorts. So predictable. But Blake felt his dick warm and thicken. He...
Taboo“I thought we’d shake things up a little.” Megan watched her boyfriend produce the unassuming white letter-length envelope and lay it on the black laminate bar, nudging it her way. She watched his face for a telltale sign but his only response was to grin back at her and wink. “What is this?” she asked coyly, a slow smile spreading across her face. It had been five years to the date since they’d first met and while she’d been hoping for a small blue box from Tiffany’s with the clear-cut...
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