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It took me years to realize what I was, and understand my sexual identity. My name is Rachelle Baxter, though I prefer Ray. I’m what you call a hermaphrodite; I was born an even mix of boy and girl, my facial features were even I have dark green eyes glowing red lips and an average size nose. My hair is girly, long, straight, and deep brown and lucked out with very little body hair. My torso and arms are big like a boy’s but slims down at my waist. My feminine legs are beautiful and my ass plump and meaty.
Before my birth, my mother and father had been informed I was going to be a girl. For the most part I was a girl until the last couple of days in the womb, when my dormant y chromosome awakened. My parents had the name “Rachelle” planed for their new baby girl, but upon birth were shocked to what they saw. I know very little about my birth parents, only because they put me up for adoption when they laid eyes on me.
The doctor that delivered me, Dr. Elizabeth Joan Baxter, quickly took me as her own c***d. Dr. Baxter or simply my mom was a kind hearted woman that truly loved her work. She raised two orphans before me, Holly and Trisha. Holly and I don’t really have a connection, she was thirteen when I was born and never had time to bond with me. Holly followed in my mother’s footsteps and became a nurse which I praise her for. I’m always thanking Holly for becoming a nurse and encourage her to be just like mom. Holly works long night shifts and lives in a home right near the hospital.
Trisha on the other hand, is only four years older than me. My mom and Holly always called us “the sisters” because of how close Trisha and I are. We lived in a three room house, so for twelve years, before Holly moved out, Trisha and I shared a room. Trisha is the kind of older sister that mentors her little sister in everything. I didn’t mind getting bossed around by her because I was madly in love with the attention she gave me. I remember her teaching me to do my hair and nails and all sorts of girl stuff, and whenever I did something wrong, she would slap my crotch and say something like “You’re doing it like a boy!”
I grew up a girl; all my clothes are hand-me-downs cloths from my sisters. Things like; skirts, blouses, panties, skinny jeans, etc. My mom found it easier to dub me a girl, she told me. At age five she told me I was half boy and half girl, though to me my penis was the only boy feature of me. But with just my mom, Holly, and Trisha, it would have been hard to become the only boy in the house. I lived my whole life as a girl until I was twelve, when Holly moved out and I got my own room. Then puberty happened, and to sum that up I became manlier.
My penis and vagina became fully functional at age f******n, I remember my first period like it was yesterday. I was feeling pains that whole morning, and when I was taking a shower, I looked down and saw blood. I ran out of the shower to my mom and Trisha flipping out, I thought I was dying. Trisha and my mom laughed and explain to me what a period was. Wet, naked and crying Trisha took me to her room to talk with me.
“Looking at any cute guys at school, Rache?” I smiled and nodded.
“What about girls, Rache?” I blushed and looked down. Boys and girls turned me on, but the fact that I had a thing for girls was embarrassing to admit in front of my sister. My sister smiled and threw me a towel to dry myself.
“Rache you can’t get both guys and girls! It doesn’t work like that; no matter what team you pick you’re my little sister and I’m here to support you!” I wrapped the towel around my body and I looked up at my sister.
“It’s hard to pick, Trish. Boys would think I’m a monster, and being with another girl is weird to think about” I said. My sister sat next to me and held my hand.
“Rache we would never think less of you if you chose to be with girls” she paused and then reached into the towel and grabbed my dick and smiled “You are a boy after all!”
I let out a soft moan and clenched my legs together, catching her hand in between my legs, and as a reflex I wrapped my arms around her arm. All the sudden movement knocked off my towel and left me exposed and naked.
“Oh wow, Rache you horny bitch” she giggled and slipped her hand and arm from my grip “have some self-control. “ As I unravel myself Trisha takes a swing at my dick and it stiffens. “Stop acting like a boy” she giggled.
“STOP, TRISH!” I burst out and my face ignited red. “You don’t know what it’s like to be me!” I spread my legs and showed her my vagina. “You know this but…” I paused and grabbed my dick “you don’t know this!” she smirked
“I know more about dicks then you do, Rache” she pulled out a box with a picture of a long shape on it. “Open it, Rache! Mom wanted me to give it to you” I opened the box and pulled out a long pink dildo, my eyes widened and heart raced.
“Th…is this mine, Trish…?” she smiled and nodded “I gripped it tightly in both hands, it was long, veiny and as think as a broom handle. It was fairly dense for something of that size. I was expecting a smooth surface, but it had a very gripping texture, similar to running your fingers down the bottom of a sneaker. I felt the tension growing within me as I explored my new toy.
Because I’m a hermaphrodite, my “erections” are really strange. My penis will slowly stiffen as my vagina excretes warm lubricating fluids. These fluids that excrete from my vagina are the same fluid that gets released during my ejaculation. These fluids come from my seminal vesicles and prostate gland; both are male organs that produce liquids that get mixed into semen.
About 60% of semen is a sugar rich liquid, produced in the seminal vesicles. The prostate gland makes a preservative that keeps sperm alive. These two connect to the urethra, the track that leads to the penis and in females, has an opening right above the vagina. In my case, the urethra divides into two tracks and causes a “leaky faucet” during my ejaculations. My semen isn’t as thick as normal semen either, and is produced much faster.
Lost in a dream, I sat there on my sister’s bed with the dildo gripped firmly in my hand. My penis had become fully erect and my vagina trickled with cum as I gazed upon this elongated pink shape.
All the sudden Trisha tapped my leg. Then I realized that I was sitting naked, fully erect in my sister’s presence. My face was flushed red out of pure embarrassment. I gripped the dildo tightly, snatched my towel and darted out of Trisha’s room and headed for my room. I strictly remember Trisha shouting “Have fuuun Rache!”
I slammed the door behind me and locked it. I threw myself on the bed and crawled to my teddy bear that sat with the pillows. I nicknamed him Shannon; he is about the same size as my torso, is made out of very stiff material and has really fuzzy fur. I climbed into his lap and I cuddle closely with him and lowered his paw onto my dick.
“AAHH! Shannon!” I moaned as I stroke myself with his paw. I wedged the dildo in between his legs and dragged his fuzzy fist to my vagina. I imagined Shannon speaking to me.
“Oh, Rachelle you’re blooming like the meadows in spring!” I took his unoccupied paw and rubbed my chest “Your blossoms are flowering” I couldn’t help but giggle, and I turned to Shannon.
“You’re doing some growing of your own Shannon!” I reached for the dildo and held it in my hand. “Looks like your bush is finally bearing fruit, mind if I have a taste?” At this point my mouth was drooling, I wanted Shannon’s cock in my mouth so bad, I didn’t even wait to think of something for him to say
I slid the dildo into my mouth and let my saliva ooze through my lips. I then sucked it back in, I had to dive deeper to catch some that leaked too far. My mouth was full with saliva and most of it trickled without me noticing. I pushed the dildo deeper into my mouth until I couldn’t breathe, which I then released it. Gasping for air, I stared at the dildo glazed with my spit. I crouched down and began licking it, dragging my tongue from the bottom to the tip, collecting all my cold saliva. When I finished, I sucked on the tip and pretended that Shannon came and then drank it.
After giving Shannon head, I sat down and landed in a giant puddle of cum that had been dripping from my vagina. Completely submerged in in cold wet cum, I yelp and clamp my eyes shut in strange delight and press onto the damp spot on my bed. When I open my eyes, the first thing I saw was the dildo. Just the thought of that big dick plowing into me drove me crazy. I got up and crawled to Shannon who I thought had enough.
“I see you still want more you whore!” I yelled at Shannon. At this point Shannon would do anything to get me to fuck him. “Go on then, beg you little bitch!” I stood tall on my knees in front of Shannon as I directed him.
“Rachelle please fuck me. I’m a dirty little whore and want to be fucked!” Shannon cried. I groped Shannon’s ass and tucked a finger under his tail where his asshole was.
“Is this what my dirty whore wants? Are you happy you little bitch?” I whispered.
“No, not like this Rachelle!” Shannon squealed.
“Oh! You ungrateful skank!” I then violently pulled my finger out of his ass and stuck it in his mouth “Suck off your filth you revolting whore, and maybe I’ll forgive you!” Shannon quickly sucked off my finger, it actually amused me.
“Did my little bitch like that?” Shannon nodded. “Okay then whore, how do you want to be fucked?” Shannon eagerly answered.
“I want to be fucked with your vagina, Rachelle! I want my dirty whore cock inside you!” I pounced on Shannon and propped the dildo up.
“Shannon you dirty slut, I’m going to fuck your brains out.” I gently whispered in his ear. I quickly tucked the dildo head into my vagina, and as soon as I done so, I let out an ear piercing moan. I couldn't contain myself, as I sank deeper onto the dildo, my moans became more intense. My penis was throbbing, my heart was racing, my nipples puckered so tightly together as I bounced on Shannon’s cock. I was moaning so loudly I couldn't hear Shannon crying my name in pleasure, or my mother and sister pounding on my bedroom door. Beads of sweat ran down my face, and saliva streamed from my gaping mouth. Inhaling as I lifted myself up and exhaling as a slammed back down, I latched onto Shannon’s shoulders. Suddenly I heard my door unlock, and the hinges screamed. I screamed louder than the hinges, I didn't want to stop. I shut my eyes and started gaining speed when I felt Shannon’s hand wrap around my roaring dick. He began stroking me, and I lost it. I felt the dildo, sky rocket into me as I experienced my first orgasm. Cum started blasting out of my dick, and spewing from my vagina, I couldn’t shout any louder than I did. Panting and out of breath, I fell back onto something that kept me up right. I thought to myself “What could that be?” when I heard my sister’s voice “That was beautiful, Rache…”
I opened my eyes and looked up. There was my sister, cradling me in her arms, with her hand around my dick. I was shaking and felt my face light up red again. Trisha rocked me and hushed me until I fell asleep. When I woke up the next morning, I was lying naked on my bed. I looked over at Shannon, with my dildo in one hand and a note in the other. I couldn’t be bothered to look at either of them, and eventually I fell back to sleep.
Before my birth, my mother and father had been informed I was going to be a girl. For the most part I was a girl until the last couple of days in the womb, when my dormant y chromosome awakened. My parents had the name “Rachelle” planed for their new baby girl, but upon birth were shocked to what they saw. I know very little about my birth parents, only because they put me up for adoption when they laid eyes on me.
The doctor that delivered me, Dr. Elizabeth Joan Baxter, quickly took me as her own c***d. Dr. Baxter or simply my mom was a kind hearted woman that truly loved her work. She raised two orphans before me, Holly and Trisha. Holly and I don’t really have a connection, she was thirteen when I was born and never had time to bond with me. Holly followed in my mother’s footsteps and became a nurse which I praise her for. I’m always thanking Holly for becoming a nurse and encourage her to be just like mom. Holly works long night shifts and lives in a home right near the hospital.
Trisha on the other hand, is only four years older than me. My mom and Holly always called us “the sisters” because of how close Trisha and I are. We lived in a three room house, so for twelve years, before Holly moved out, Trisha and I shared a room. Trisha is the kind of older sister that mentors her little sister in everything. I didn’t mind getting bossed around by her because I was madly in love with the attention she gave me. I remember her teaching me to do my hair and nails and all sorts of girl stuff, and whenever I did something wrong, she would slap my crotch and say something like “You’re doing it like a boy!”
I grew up a girl; all my clothes are hand-me-downs cloths from my sisters. Things like; skirts, blouses, panties, skinny jeans, etc. My mom found it easier to dub me a girl, she told me. At age five she told me I was half boy and half girl, though to me my penis was the only boy feature of me. But with just my mom, Holly, and Trisha, it would have been hard to become the only boy in the house. I lived my whole life as a girl until I was twelve, when Holly moved out and I got my own room. Then puberty happened, and to sum that up I became manlier.
My penis and vagina became fully functional at age f******n, I remember my first period like it was yesterday. I was feeling pains that whole morning, and when I was taking a shower, I looked down and saw blood. I ran out of the shower to my mom and Trisha flipping out, I thought I was dying. Trisha and my mom laughed and explain to me what a period was. Wet, naked and crying Trisha took me to her room to talk with me.
“Looking at any cute guys at school, Rache?” I smiled and nodded.
“What about girls, Rache?” I blushed and looked down. Boys and girls turned me on, but the fact that I had a thing for girls was embarrassing to admit in front of my sister. My sister smiled and threw me a towel to dry myself.
“Rache you can’t get both guys and girls! It doesn’t work like that; no matter what team you pick you’re my little sister and I’m here to support you!” I wrapped the towel around my body and I looked up at my sister.
“It’s hard to pick, Trish. Boys would think I’m a monster, and being with another girl is weird to think about” I said. My sister sat next to me and held my hand.
“Rache we would never think less of you if you chose to be with girls” she paused and then reached into the towel and grabbed my dick and smiled “You are a boy after all!”
I let out a soft moan and clenched my legs together, catching her hand in between my legs, and as a reflex I wrapped my arms around her arm. All the sudden movement knocked off my towel and left me exposed and naked.
“Oh wow, Rache you horny bitch” she giggled and slipped her hand and arm from my grip “have some self-control. “ As I unravel myself Trisha takes a swing at my dick and it stiffens. “Stop acting like a boy” she giggled.
“STOP, TRISH!” I burst out and my face ignited red. “You don’t know what it’s like to be me!” I spread my legs and showed her my vagina. “You know this but…” I paused and grabbed my dick “you don’t know this!” she smirked
“I know more about dicks then you do, Rache” she pulled out a box with a picture of a long shape on it. “Open it, Rache! Mom wanted me to give it to you” I opened the box and pulled out a long pink dildo, my eyes widened and heart raced.
“Th…is this mine, Trish…?” she smiled and nodded “I gripped it tightly in both hands, it was long, veiny and as think as a broom handle. It was fairly dense for something of that size. I was expecting a smooth surface, but it had a very gripping texture, similar to running your fingers down the bottom of a sneaker. I felt the tension growing within me as I explored my new toy.
Because I’m a hermaphrodite, my “erections” are really strange. My penis will slowly stiffen as my vagina excretes warm lubricating fluids. These fluids that excrete from my vagina are the same fluid that gets released during my ejaculation. These fluids come from my seminal vesicles and prostate gland; both are male organs that produce liquids that get mixed into semen.
About 60% of semen is a sugar rich liquid, produced in the seminal vesicles. The prostate gland makes a preservative that keeps sperm alive. These two connect to the urethra, the track that leads to the penis and in females, has an opening right above the vagina. In my case, the urethra divides into two tracks and causes a “leaky faucet” during my ejaculations. My semen isn’t as thick as normal semen either, and is produced much faster.
Lost in a dream, I sat there on my sister’s bed with the dildo gripped firmly in my hand. My penis had become fully erect and my vagina trickled with cum as I gazed upon this elongated pink shape.
All the sudden Trisha tapped my leg. Then I realized that I was sitting naked, fully erect in my sister’s presence. My face was flushed red out of pure embarrassment. I gripped the dildo tightly, snatched my towel and darted out of Trisha’s room and headed for my room. I strictly remember Trisha shouting “Have fuuun Rache!”
I slammed the door behind me and locked it. I threw myself on the bed and crawled to my teddy bear that sat with the pillows. I nicknamed him Shannon; he is about the same size as my torso, is made out of very stiff material and has really fuzzy fur. I climbed into his lap and I cuddle closely with him and lowered his paw onto my dick.
“AAHH! Shannon!” I moaned as I stroke myself with his paw. I wedged the dildo in between his legs and dragged his fuzzy fist to my vagina. I imagined Shannon speaking to me.
“Oh, Rachelle you’re blooming like the meadows in spring!” I took his unoccupied paw and rubbed my chest “Your blossoms are flowering” I couldn’t help but giggle, and I turned to Shannon.
“You’re doing some growing of your own Shannon!” I reached for the dildo and held it in my hand. “Looks like your bush is finally bearing fruit, mind if I have a taste?” At this point my mouth was drooling, I wanted Shannon’s cock in my mouth so bad, I didn’t even wait to think of something for him to say
I slid the dildo into my mouth and let my saliva ooze through my lips. I then sucked it back in, I had to dive deeper to catch some that leaked too far. My mouth was full with saliva and most of it trickled without me noticing. I pushed the dildo deeper into my mouth until I couldn’t breathe, which I then released it. Gasping for air, I stared at the dildo glazed with my spit. I crouched down and began licking it, dragging my tongue from the bottom to the tip, collecting all my cold saliva. When I finished, I sucked on the tip and pretended that Shannon came and then drank it.
After giving Shannon head, I sat down and landed in a giant puddle of cum that had been dripping from my vagina. Completely submerged in in cold wet cum, I yelp and clamp my eyes shut in strange delight and press onto the damp spot on my bed. When I open my eyes, the first thing I saw was the dildo. Just the thought of that big dick plowing into me drove me crazy. I got up and crawled to Shannon who I thought had enough.
“I see you still want more you whore!” I yelled at Shannon. At this point Shannon would do anything to get me to fuck him. “Go on then, beg you little bitch!” I stood tall on my knees in front of Shannon as I directed him.
“Rachelle please fuck me. I’m a dirty little whore and want to be fucked!” Shannon cried. I groped Shannon’s ass and tucked a finger under his tail where his asshole was.
“Is this what my dirty whore wants? Are you happy you little bitch?” I whispered.
“No, not like this Rachelle!” Shannon squealed.
“Oh! You ungrateful skank!” I then violently pulled my finger out of his ass and stuck it in his mouth “Suck off your filth you revolting whore, and maybe I’ll forgive you!” Shannon quickly sucked off my finger, it actually amused me.
“Did my little bitch like that?” Shannon nodded. “Okay then whore, how do you want to be fucked?” Shannon eagerly answered.
“I want to be fucked with your vagina, Rachelle! I want my dirty whore cock inside you!” I pounced on Shannon and propped the dildo up.
“Shannon you dirty slut, I’m going to fuck your brains out.” I gently whispered in his ear. I quickly tucked the dildo head into my vagina, and as soon as I done so, I let out an ear piercing moan. I couldn't contain myself, as I sank deeper onto the dildo, my moans became more intense. My penis was throbbing, my heart was racing, my nipples puckered so tightly together as I bounced on Shannon’s cock. I was moaning so loudly I couldn't hear Shannon crying my name in pleasure, or my mother and sister pounding on my bedroom door. Beads of sweat ran down my face, and saliva streamed from my gaping mouth. Inhaling as I lifted myself up and exhaling as a slammed back down, I latched onto Shannon’s shoulders. Suddenly I heard my door unlock, and the hinges screamed. I screamed louder than the hinges, I didn't want to stop. I shut my eyes and started gaining speed when I felt Shannon’s hand wrap around my roaring dick. He began stroking me, and I lost it. I felt the dildo, sky rocket into me as I experienced my first orgasm. Cum started blasting out of my dick, and spewing from my vagina, I couldn’t shout any louder than I did. Panting and out of breath, I fell back onto something that kept me up right. I thought to myself “What could that be?” when I heard my sister’s voice “That was beautiful, Rache…”
I opened my eyes and looked up. There was my sister, cradling me in her arms, with her hand around my dick. I was shaking and felt my face light up red again. Trisha rocked me and hushed me until I fell asleep. When I woke up the next morning, I was lying naked on my bed. I looked over at Shannon, with my dildo in one hand and a note in the other. I couldn’t be bothered to look at either of them, and eventually I fell back to sleep.
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