Aunt Karen and Her Niece Andy
By Kresha Matay
When I was ten, I became fascinated by women and their clothes. I still don't
know what caused my fascination. I do know that my interest increased with
each passing day. Maybe it was puberty, or an imbalance of hormones or as
I've recently come to believe, I was a person born genetically different. All
I'm really sure of is...I'm glad it happened.
The initial stages of my quest for feminine knowledge took the form of
comparing women when they weren't conscious of my appraisal. I
scrutinized the manner in which women dressed, how they walked, how they
talked, how they motioned and how they carried themselves. I spent every
possible moment of my free-time secretly scanning department store catalogs
and my Aunt Karen's women's magazines, paying particular attention to the
clothing, the shoes and the lingerie. I committed to memory all the various
types and styles of feminine apparel. I studied any advertisement describing
the benefits of the materials from which women's garments were
manufactured. In an effort to fully understand how these fabrics "moved"
when worn, I studied women and young girls when they moved about.
Naturally I took great pleasure in sneaking peeks up or down a woman's
dress when an unguarded moment offered itself. Initially I peeked up their
skirts in order to see their hose and lingerie, since I was then too young to be
influenced by sexual curiosity. Most of the time, the woman never even
noticed my interest, but when a woman did catch me in the act, she usually
dismissed it as the normal actions of a rude but normally curious young boy,
or possibly she may have considered my interest a compliment.
Let me tell the reader about myself. I am an only child, living with my
divorced Aunt. My parents had been killed in a automobile accident when I
was very young. We lived in the secluded countryside just outside
Columbus, Ohio. Having no nearby neighbors my own age, I enjoyed an
abundance of leisure time to amuse myself. I wasn't good at sports and didn't
have a muscular physic. In fact, I was thinner than the other boys my age. I
enjoyed reading, music and play acting. My Aunt encouraged me in my
pursuits and even joined me in many of them.
Aunt Karen was a sexy young woman, had a great figure and liked to wear
stylish clothes. Her hair was jet black and fell to her shoulders in cascades of
soft curls. Her facial features had the classic proud look of a "Maureen
O'Hara". Her breasts were large, firm, round and drew the attention of both
men and women. She was tall, with long sexy legs, narrow ankles and
shapely calfs. While her real age was mid-thirties, she easily passed for a lot
less. She was constantly being asked for dates, but refused all requests.
Auntie had been badly hurt by her ex-husband's infidelity, the
embarrassment, and the pain of the divorce and currently wanted nothing to
do with any man. This is not to say she "liked" women, she just didn't want
to be hurt again! You might think this male hating attitude would've affected
our relationship. It didn't! She looked upon me as her own child, not as
another male who could hurt her someday. As I grew up, we developed a
close and special feeling for each other. I loved her and she loved me.
Aunt Karen spent her time doing all the wonderful things, around the house
and garden, that a young woman of means was able, (the final settlement had
been very favorable). Aunt Karen encouraged me to participate alongside her
in many of her endeavors...and I did. Since there was but the two of us, I
helped with many of the household chores that would normally have been
considered "woman's work". I helped her with the shopping, the cleaning,
the washing, the cooking and I also learned how to iron. One of the chores
that I later came to enjoy was washing clothes. It gave me the opportunity to
examine my Aunt's clothing. At first, none of her most delicate lingerie
showed up in the laundry. When I questioned her as to their whereabouts,
she explained.
"Oh! I felt you might be a little embarrassed handling my more delicate
lingerie. Most young boys are confused and embarrassed by the differences
between men's and women's clothes and the materials of which they're
made. In addition, some of my "things" are so dainty they must be hand-
washed in the bathroom sink, laid out on a towel a certain way to dry and
folded differently then my other clothes. I'd rather do them myself than cause
you to become embarrassed. After I assured her I wouldn't be embarrassed,
she taught me how to care for her finer lingerie. She even turned it into a
teasing game between us.
Now I had the opportunity to compare the knowledge I had garnered from the
catalogs against some of the actual items. I learned how bras could be
adjusted and how they clipped in back. I learned how to wrap a garter-belt
around my waist, clip it in front, and then "spin" it around till it faced
forward. I learned how decidedly different the textures of women's clothes
were from my own clothes. I learned why girdles where made from different
materials, combined together in order to stretch at certain points and to hold
firmly at others. I also learned how the different types of bras performed their
functions in shaping, lifting and molding a woman's breasts to enhance her
appearance. Whenever Aunt Karen went clothes shopping, I made sure I was
invited to go along with her. I acted boyishly embarrassed in the dress and
lingerie departments, but in reality, I loved being where most "men had never
gone before". It gave me the opportunity to see, up close, all the "special"
sexy clothes my Aunt and other women wore. Aunt Karen would notice my
"false" embarrassment and tease me by holding some sexy lingerie against
herself and ask.
"How do you think it would look on me?"
I would sheepishly smile, head bowed, and offer my opinion. Often, my
Aunt would have me hold a dress up against myself for her to supposedly
view the length even though we both knew I wasn't as tall as she. It was just
a game we played. Both of us knew she was just teasing and both of us
enjoyed the game. Afterwards, she would treat me to a sundae or shake at the
local "Dime Store" or soda fountain. This was her way of making up to me
for the teasing. My assistance, whenever she shopped, helped to further
develop the close relationship the two of us enjoyed?being with each other
more than being with anyone else. Because of this, she treated me differently
than the way most young boys get treated by their female relatives. She still
viewed me as a child, but offered me many opportunities to partake of adult
experiences.
Whenever we watched TV, I would lie on the floor, near her chair, but at an
angle, so I could secretly stare up her casually displaced skirt. Each time my
ears heard the soft whisper of nylon against nylon, my eyes would strain to
see up between her momentarily opened thighs, hoping to catch a flash of
pink, or white, or another equally exciting shade of colored panties. I loved
the sensuous sound her nylons made as she crossed or uncrossed her knees.
My Aunt was never really careless in her posture, but I was able, on a few
occasions, to see up her displaced skirt to that dark zone of mysterious
womanhood which peaked my youthful desires. I attempted all the
conventional strategies to discover my Aunt naked or semi-dressed as most
young boys before me have done, to their female family members. Often, I
peeked through keyholes. Sometimes, I knelt outside her bedroom window,
hidden by the bushes, straining to see through the narrow gap between the
shade and the window frame.
Once, I crawled between our closets, they were offset and connected, there,
hidden under the drape of one of her gowns, I quietly sat, inhaling the sweet
scents that emanated from the materials, while gently caressing the skirt
portion against my hairless cheek. I remained there, my eyes "glued" to the
tiny "crack" between the doors for over two hours, but all Auntie did was
straighten her dresser drawers and brush her hair, much to my
disappointment.
Though none of these furtive attempts really succeeded, I did enjoy the trill of
the venture and would spend hours fantasizing over what little I was able to
glimpse. Once or twice, I noticed a small smile sneak across her lips when an
attempt failed. I wasn't sure if my Aunt realized what was going on, but
prayed she wouldn't figure it out.
I continued my secret voyeurism and over time was somewhat rewarded for
my efforts. Every now and then, Aunt Karen would be less vigilant, thereby
allowing me to see down the vee of her blouse or robe as she bent to kiss me
goodnight. On other occasions, I would see up her skirt, just past the welts
of her hose, as I helped her out of our car. Sometimes she encountered a
difficulty in getting dressed and would ask for my assistance with a stuck
zipper or snap or button. These special moments, infrequent and fleeting,
became the highlights of my daydreams. I combined these small incidents
into full-fledged fantasies and sometimes they even appeared in my dreams.
As I grew older, these fantasies became more complex. Initially, I tried to
picture myself as "Karen". I attempted to insert my mind into her body,
"feeling" how she dressed, walked and moved. I would envision her dress
draped over my imagined breasts, drawn tightly across my firm derriere, as
the hem swirled around my nylon encased knees when I walked across a
room in my 3" heels. I even imagined I could "sense" as my breasts "jiggled"
with each step. I pictured my smooth shaven legs encased in her sheer nylons
and my arched feet in her high heels. I could visualize my maleness
surrounded by her sheer panties. My recently developed sensitive balls
"floating" within the delightfully cool and silky material. I did enjoy my
illusions, but was always left wanting. Therefore I was compelled to create
new mental images.
In these fantasies I became my Aunt's daughter instead of her nephew. It was
much easier to create new adventures while still staying within my own body
versus taking over my Aunt's. This was much more satisfying! Oh, how
pleasant it would be to share "our" being female. We would spend our days
and nights pursuing all the wonderful adventures my new identity now
allowed. I would don the pretty dresses, skirts, blouses and sensuous
lingerie that I yearned for, but up till now had had no opportunity to wear.
Now we would share each other's clothing. Now we would spend hours at
the beauty shop together, having our nails manicured and our hair styled
while we sat and eavesdropped on the other women's "mysterious"
conversations. When we went shopping I could actually try on the dresses
instead of merely having them held up against me. I envisioned us "girl
talking" over lunch, while being flirted with by the waiters and the male
customers.
If I was her daughter, she would no longer be concerned with being as
modest in my presence...afterall, we would both be females. We would walk
around the house in the briefest of clothes and even naked, if that's how we
felt. We would hug and cuddle each other whenever one of us felt "low", or
just because we "needed" a hug. We would spend hours, in the evenings,
dressed in our finest peignoirs, our legs tucked up under the flowing drape of
our gowns, discussing anything and everything of interest to two females.
My Aunt would tell me stories of her girlhood, her first date, her first kiss,
and how "it" had felt the first time. I would now be privy to all her feminine
secrets that as a male I could never know.
I can't explain in words how strong the craving to become my Aunt's
daughter became in my daily life. I woke up each morning with that thought
and went to sleep with it still on my mind. Naturally, this constant desire led
me to my first adolescent attempt at crossdressing. I wanted to "see" what I
looked like dressed as a girl and how feminine clothing would actually feel
against my skin.
When Aunt Karen was out, I would go up to our attic, where I had
discovered my Grandmother's old steamer trunk and play dress-up. The
clothes, in the large trunk, were mostly older style dresses and gown's, some
costume jewelry and a few hats with veils. The dress hems unfortunately fell
well past my knees (having been the style at the time), but the hats were
wonderful. They disguised my short haircut and the veils lent a sense of
mystery to the face hidden behind them.
These old clothes allowed me to enter another world...the world of my
fantasies. Also packed away, in a large cardboard box sitting next to
Grandma's trunk, was a white crinoline half-slip. It didn't fit under any of
the dresses, so when I wore it, I didn't bother with a dress. The real treasure
was buried under the slip...a three quarter length, black, body girdle
(unfortunately without garters). I fit into it quite easily (the knowledge
garnered from studying catalogs). I loved how it shaped, proportioned and
constricted my torso, aiding the feminine illusion I was creating.
This furtive crossdressing went on for almost five years. During that time, I
would sneak up to the attic every chance I was alone in the house. At times I
was able to "steal" a pair of panties, a bra and/or nylons (Aunt Karen never
wore pantyhose) from the laundry hamper. I learned to push my balls aside,
fold back my dick, squeeze my thighs together and slither the delicate material
up my legs and around my buns. This gave me the "look" of the feminine vee
where my legs joined my abdomen. I would gently tease and squeeze my
smooth, panty covered buns as I dreamt of girlhood.
Later, I would slip on one of Grandma's dresses, using my balled up socks,
to give the illusion of feminine breasts. This was a poor substitute for real
tits, but was the best I could manage. When I tried putting on the hose, they
always fell down to my ankles (I had no garters). Disappointed, I would slip
my hands inside them and gently rub them across my face, neck and legs.
Later, I would lift the hem of my dress, move my panties aside, and stroke
my erect penis, all the while fantasizing about my Aunt and my being female.
Sometimes, I would "prance" from one end of the attic to the other, reveling
in the feel of the clothes and the fantasy of not only being a girl, but Karen's
daughter. I would sit on a chair, cross my thighs in a most proper manner
and view myself in an old, dusty mirror I had properly positioned for just that
purpose. I would slowly raise the hem above my knees and part my slender
thighs so I could see the small band of colored nylon covering my "pussy".
Once, I even borrowed my Aunt's Polaroid camera and took photos of my
feminized reflection.
Acting the parts of both characters, I created conversations between myself
and Aunt Karen. This helped me develop a distinctly feminine voice pitched
slightly higher, yet softer than my own. These glorious moments, lost in my
transgendered fantasy world, made my desire to crossdress stronger with
each passing day. Eventually, I would return the borrowed "pretties" to the
hamper and assume my Aunt never noticed the few times I left a stain. Many
a night, alone in my bedroom, I used the pictures to relive the experiences,
gently masturbating myself to sleep.
I was discovered one Saturday morning, just after my fifteenth birthday,
when I thought Karen (by this age I called her by name), was out grocery
shopping. I had hurried to her hamper, picked out a pair of powder blue,
nylon panties and rushed up the attic stairs. Moving quickly to Grandma's
trunk, I opened it and selected my favorite evening-gown. Stripping off my
hated male clothing, I smoothly stepped into the diaphanous panties until they
slipped tightly around my tush as my penis strained against the delicate,
smooth nylon. I choose that moment to look into the old mirror and seemed
to see Aunt Karen's sensuous body reflected back at me. The image had
round, feminine hips, long tapered legs, a flat stomach and was crowned by
her large firm breasts. This was the most powerful vision my overactive
imagination had ever produced. I slowly ran my fingertips up, down and
across my ribcage finally stopping when they reached my now pouting
nipples. I teased and twisted each nipple, flicking the aroused flesh until they
ached with desire. My mind raced, "If my small nipples could feel this
wonderful, how much more sensuous would they be if they were real."
Lost to all caution, by the fire burning inside my loins, I grabbed Grandma's
gown and slid it over my feverishly aroused body. Grasping a pair of my
Aunt's old flats that I had previously "stolen" from a bag of clothes to be
discarded, I "pranced" and "swished" across the uneven attic floor, swinging
my legs out and up as if dancing like Ginger Rogers. Lost in my fantasy
world, I closed my eyes and brought back the image in the mirror. Spinning
slowly to the imagined music, I "dreamed" how gracefully I danced with my
hem floating away from my silken legs for all to see. I was beautiful and
sensuous and graceful and...female! I had just "swished" to the far end of the
attic, when I heard a noise. I turned and there she stood. It took me but a
moment to realize that this wasn't my imagination playing tricks on me...she
was really there. My greatest fear was realized! My Aunt had discovered me!
My face fell, my lips quivering as I tried to offer an explanation as to why I
was standing there dressed in feminine attire. After a moment, I realized I
couldn't think of a single excuse that would explain the situation and gave up,
hanging my head in shame.
As I stated earlier, Aunt Karen and I were close. To my absolute surprise,
she didn't scream, nor order me out of the house, nor threaten to call the
police. She walked over to me, raised my chin and said. "My, don't you
look lovely and sweet, and such a graceful dancer! A young girl as lovely and
sweet as you shouldn't hide her charms in a dusty attic where no one can see
you. Why don't you come downstairs with me. We can sit in the kitchen,
two females sharing a cup of tea and I can find out all about you. If your
going to be a regular member of this family I need to know thing's about you
so I can make your stay with me as pleasant as possible. Would the pretty
young girl like to join me in some pleasant "girl-talk?"
Oh, what a wonderful Aunt I had! She didn't have a problem with my
wearing women's clothing. On the contrary, she thought it was "cute". She
loved me so much she was willing to accept my dressing in feminine attire!
When Aunt Karen inquired how long I had been "dressing up", she was quite
surprised by my response. Then, with a twinkle in her eye, she asked me to
again "parade" the length of the attic. After I did as directed Auntie told me
again, how "sweet" I looked. Placing her arm around my shoulders, she
stated.
"It's alright Andy, I understand. You're only a young boy and most young
boys have been known to do very strange things to overcome the sexual
urges that come with adolescence. Your growing up, have these desires, are
extremely curious about women and the differences between the genders. I'm
sure you've fantasized how women's clothes feel and fit against their bodies.
This probably led to your wearing my mother's old dresses. Don't worry, I'll
keep your secret and if at times you feel the need to wear Grandma's dresses,
you go right ahead and wear them. However, instead of dressing up in this
dirty old attic, why don't you use your bedroom. That way you can use the
entire house to "play" in my mother's clothes and I can see how "cute" you
look! If you need some help, or advice, come and ask me. I'll be happy to
help in any way I can."
It's amazing how fast the mind works. Since I now had my Aunt's tacit
approval to crossdress, I took a bold step and asked if she would give me
some of her old clothes so I could look more modern. I also asked if she
would give me some of her lingerie and maybe even a pair of high heels,
because women's clothes didn't look right over boys underwear and shoes.
She paused for but a moment, then, with a twinkle in her eyes, agreed to my
request, but only if I didn't tell anyone and if I would show her how I looked
in them.
I immediately agreed to her conditions. Since I no longer needed my
grandmother's dress, Aunt Karen had me take it off, which left me standing
in her powder blue panties.
A winsome smile crossed her lips as she said. "It looks like you've already
borrowed some of my undies! Turn around slowly so I can see how they
look on you."
Since I had been scared out of my hard-on, the panties showed just a slight
bulge where she expected to see one. I slowly turned, posing for her
inspection and received two loving pats and a firm squeeze on my derriere.
Then she grasped my hand and led me downstairs to her bedroom instead of
the kitchen. On the way, she commented on how nicely my buns looked and
moved within her panties. This brought a smile and a giggle from both our
lips. When we entered her ultra-feminine bedroom, I became excited by the
sweet perfume of her room and the idea of wearing her clothes, with her
approval. It was just too much for me to contain.
"Just stand next to the bed while I look through my drawers and see what I
have that you may keep. I'm sure I can find some 'nice things' that aren't too
good for playing dress up."
My Aunt still thought I wanted her clothes just for play acting! Rather than
upset her and lose her approval, I went along with her false impression.
There would be time, after I determined how positively she would accept my
crossdressing, to tell her what I truly wanted...to be her daughter, not her
nephew.
Karen began by pulling out some bras and panties from one of her dresser
drawers. She selected a white bra and a pair of yellow panties with the word
Tuesday written on them. Next, she picked a black, lacy bra and panty set.
Some nylons and a black, frayed garterbelt were selected from another
drawer. These were added to the pile that was forming on her bed. I was
getting more turned on and it was starting to show. She was so interested in
what she was doing that she still hadn't noticed my growing erection. From
another drawer she unfolded a white, full slip with pretty lace at the hem and
bodice. Then she went to the closet and came back with two dresses. One
was a powder blue shirtwaist that buttoned up the front with a turned up
Mandarin style collar and the other, a black, ultra sheer, backless chiffon
gown, which I had seen her wear out to dinner many times.
Karen asked? "Andy, do you know how to put all this on or would you like
some help?"
I decided that even though I knew very well how to get dressed in her clothes
it might be better to go forward slowly until I was sure of her acceptance. I
also felt her help would speed up her acceptance, so I asked if she would
advise me. As I stripped her undies off, I caught her look of surprise as my
semi-erect penis jumped out of their nylon restrainer. When I slipped the
black Bikini panties on, they felt so cool and smooth against my skin it
caused my dick to grow even longer, the tip now protruding above the elastic
waistband. This my Aunt couldn't help but noticed and a look of worry
crossed her brow.
"I'm not sure this is a good idea." she thoughtfully commented.
Before she could say anything else, I pleaded. "But you promised to help me!
Besides, who wouldn't be excited, standing in front of their pretty Aunt,
wearing her sexy underwear. Who will ever know but you and I, so who can
it harm."
She paused, considered my argument and then agreed to continue.
Next came the bra. I tried to clip it myself, but acted as if I needed her help,
which she gave. She stuffed some old nylons in the cups and adjusted the
straps for a better fit. Then the slip, which again needed my Aunt's help to
adjust the straps. I pretended to be all "fingers". Then the blue dress and there
I stood dressed in Karen's clothes. I joyously twirled around, my skirt
floating away from my knees and ran to the hall mirror, stopped and stared at
the reflected image.
I guess I had expected to look like a young Karen and since I didn't, my
whole world fell apart. A large frown appeared on my face as I stared at the
frumpy image reflected back at me. I slowly walked back into her room with
a dejected look on my face. Aunt Karen immediately wanted to know what
was wrong.
With my voice cracking, I told her that while I liked her clothes and
appreciated her help, I didn't feel like a girl and definitely wasn't at all excited
like I had been in Grandma's clothes. I explained that when I dressed in
Grandma's clothes, I fantasized I was Karen...my gorgeous Aunt. I looked
as beautiful as she did, with her sexy body, pretty hair, makeup, jewelry,
nylons and high heels. Now that I was actually wearing her clothes, I
naturally had expected to really look like her. As I didn't, reality was a
crushing disappointment.
Motioning me over to the bed she sat down next to me. Before she could
console me, a wave of despair struck and I began to cry. Aunt Karen put her
arm around my shoulders and with her other hand lifted my chin, softly
kissed my cheek and asked.
"Andy, what is it that you really want from me? You can't just want to play
dress-up in feminine clothing. If that's all you wanted, it wouldn't disturb
you this much. You want something more...what is it? Tell me, I promise I'll
help?if I can."
I stopped my crying, wiped my eyes, looked up into hers and said.
"What I really want is to be like you! I want to dress like you, not only when
I'm acting, but all the time! I know I can't be you, so I want to be your
daughter...not your nephew! Aunt Karen, I don't like being a boy. I actually
hate being a boy! I don't want to grow up to be a man, I want to be a woman!
Nothing about being male appeals to me. I don't like male clothes or the way
they feel. I don't like doing the things boys are supposed to do."
I rambled, unsure of just how much she would accept..
"What I do like is the way girls' clothes look and feel. They're so sexy and
pretty and the materials are so wonderful that I get dizzy just wearing them. I
love the way I feel when I'm dressed as a girl. It makes me feel really special
and really pretty...and I want to feel that way all the time! But it's not just the
clothes! It's about being a female. A girl's life is definitely more interesting
and more exciting. There are times, when I think of what I'm missing out on,
by not being a girl, I get so depressed, I lie in bed and cry myself to sleep. I
don't want to miss out on any more of the wonderful joys that young girls get
to experience. I don't want to spend the rest of my life unhappy. If you don't
help me become your daughter, I don't know what I'll do!"
Seeing the stunned look on my Aunt's face, I paused a moment to catch my
breath and then I continued.
"Oh! Aunt Karen, I so badly want to be a girl! Their bodies are so smooth
and soft and every curve on a girl is sexy. They get to wear jewelry, shave
the ugly hair from their legs and wear nailpolish to make their hands and feet
pretty. I can't help feeling I'm in the wrong body. I see all the things girls
doing with their mothers and their girlfriends and I want to do those things
too: I want to go shopping with you in women's stores and actually try on
and buy the pretty clothes I see in the windows and on the racks; I want to
smell good, be sexy, have long pretty hair, wear lipstick and makeup, be
hugged every day and do all kinds of things with you...but as your daughter;
I don't want to hide my desires from the world for the rest of my life, instead
I want to spend my life as a woman; I want to be a part of other women's
conversations, I hate when they stop their discussions because I draw near; I
want you and I to be mother and daughter, so you can tell me about yourself.
I want to know more about you than just the superficial things everybody
knows; I love you and want to be just like you. All my needs can only be
satisfied when I fantasize I'm a female, but fantasies and day-dreams just
aren't enough!"
"Andy, I love you too! I do understand how you feel. It is wonderful to be
female and I do understand how badly you want to become one of us, but I
don't know how you could become my daughter. You're a boy and in a few
more years?a man! I have to admit that there were times I wished you were
my daughter instead of my nephew, but that was just selfishness on my part.
I must admit that I would also enjoy our sharing the kind of relationship you
talked about a minute ago. It would be delightful if you were a girl, but I
don't see how that's possible."
Pausing a moment, as if to get her thoughts straight, Aunt Karen continued.
"Andy, I not sure how to say this, but under the circumstances, I'm just
going to say it. There have also been times that I 'felt' you should have been
born female! That maybe you were born into the wrong gender. You're much
more like a girl in your mind set, temperament, emotions and attitude.
Physically you also have the small soft and pretty features of a female. Your
hands and fingers are thin and dainty, as are your feet. If it wasn't for your
penis you probably would make a better girl than a boy."
I interrupted. "Aunt Karen, we could easily hide my penis and later on I
could get "the" operation! Please help me to become your daughter! There
must be a way, I don't want to be this unhappy the rest of my life!"
"I'm sorry, I'll need some time to think about that. Why don't you go to your
room and let me study the situation. If you like, you may take the clothes
with you and I'll call you back when I've decided what we can do...if
anything."
Aunt Karen thought long and hard. She didn't call me back for over an hour.
When I heard her call, I rushed to her room, forgetting that I still wore her
panties and bra. When she saw me, she smiled.
"Andy, I've reached a decision and based upon the way your still dressed I
guess I've come to the right one. I believe you're sincere in your need to
become a woman. It probably would have been better if you had been born
that way, but maybe that can be rectified. Growing up as my niece would
have allowed us to be even closer. I've always wanted a daughter with whom
I could share the marvelous feelings of being a woman. A daughter, who
could do all the things you said you wanted to share with me...and more.
Thank god, it's not too late, or impossible. Therefore, since it's what we
both want, we'll give it a try. It isn't going to be easy, but if we both work at
it and you learn how to 'pass', our lives will be fuller and we'll both be
happier. If it doesn't, we can always go back to the way we were."
I promised I would be the best "daughter" in the whole world and thanked
her for understanding my needs. We both started crying...tears of joy. Aunt
Karen opened her arms and I ran to her. Then we hugged, kissed and cried
till we both ran out of tears.
In a choked voice, she said. "I can teach you to act female, but it will take a
lot of time and work and wouldn't be easy. Dressing like a woman is
relatively simple, knowing how to act like one, much more difficult!"
I asked when we could start.
Laughingly, my Aunt said. "Right away".
Aunt Karen decided the first thing to do, was to talk. So I threw on a robe as
we moved to the den and got comfortable. We talked about everything. We
even talked right through the light lunch I prepared. We talked about the
functional differences between boys and girls, about the problems we might
incur gender switching, about the different ways girls sit, walk, talk and
motion. We talked about hair, makeup, clothes, body shaving, even nudity
around the house. We talked about sex, school and other things I've since
forgotten. When we finished, we both realized how much fun we were
having and how much closer we felt. We did a lot of holding hands and
hugging while we talked.
We decided that in order for this gender switching to have the slightest chance
of success I couldn't become her daughter, but I could become a fictitious
niece visiting for the summer, while Andy, her nephew, was sent someplace
like Oregon in exchange. Later, as needed, we would come up with reasons
for the exchange to become permanent. Therefore I required a new name.
After some debate, we agreed upon the name, Amy.
Now began the transformation. We shaved my armpits and the fuzz on my
legs. Boy, that felt strange but nice and made my skin feel really smooth. We
didn't have to worry about my beard or chest-hair since I didn't have any.
Then she pierced my ears, inserted studs and taught me how to take care of
them to prevent infection.
"Now, we have to do something about those eyebrows, the fuzzy look is
out!"
When she finished plucking my eyebrows, she washed my hair and put it up
in rollers.
"Now let's get you under the hair dryer."
Auntie settled me at the end of the dressing table under what looked like one
of those dryer hoods from a beauty shop. Once she had it blowing, she sat
down across from me and placed my hands on the towel she draped across
her lap. Without another word she began to work on my nails. When the
extensions were finished she began to paint them a bright red. She told me to
sit quietly till the polish dried and then she removed the hood from my head.
"Time to get you dressed, but first we have to do something about your
figure. As of today your on a diet and will lose ten pounds. Soon you'll have
a nice girlish figure, but since we can't wait that long, we'll have to use this."
She grabbed a shiny, black satin, waist-cincher and placed it around my
waist. I gasped as she began to close the hooks in back. My initial reaction
was: there was no possible way I could fit into the available space after it was
properly snapped shut.
"Andy, I mean Amy, you're going to have to suck it in a little, by the end of
summer you won't need this. Then you'll have a twenty-four inch waist like
mine. For today we'll take it easy and just pull it in half way to twenty six
inches."
I sucked everything in as much as I could while she pulled, tugged and
groaned. After she hooked the last eyelet, she leaned back and sighed her
satisfaction. When I released my stomach muscles, the corset held them in
check. It made my breathing more shallow and my voice became higher
pitched. We were both amazed how much my new voice now sounded more
like a young girl's. A smaller, but exciting, benefit of the corset was it
pushed my chest higher and made it more "full". This fullness would fit into
a bra like the small budding breasts of a teenage girl. The bra was black and
made of lace and Lycra. Karen filled the balance of the cups with a pair of
breast forms that had belonged to Grandma after her operation. Now I
learned (for the first time) how to clip the bra in front and slide it around.
Then she taught me how to roll some black, sheer nylons up my newly
shaven legs and attach them to the garters hanging from the waist-cincher. All
the previous times I had crossdressed, the one sensation I desired the most,
was to wear sheer nylons. I was not disappointed, they felt wonderful! I ran
my hands up and down my sleek legs enjoying their silky smoothness. I
squeezed my thighs together and relished the vibrations transmitted to my
dick and balls. The sensuous sounds the nylons made were equally exciting.
Aunt Karen had to caution me against constantly pulling the hose tighter up
my legs. She explained that the garters would do the job with the correct
tension and if I wasn't careful, I would cause a run. Next came a pair of
black, nylon panties with frilly lace at the waist and leg holes. (As Amy, I
couldn't believe how sexy and hot I felt where the tight panties caressed my
body and how the garters tugged as they pulled my hose taut.) When I asked
my Aunt why panties went over the garterbelt straps, she laughed.
"If you put your panties on first, how do you take them down to go to the
bathroom? They would get caught by the garter clips and wouldn't clear the
seat. Remember, a woman sits when she relieves herself. You'll give
yourself away if you stand and pee in a women's restroom facing the toilet
the "wrong" way. This is just one of the many gender differences you'll have
to change in your mind set".
Moving to her dresser, Auntie opened a drawer and selected a black full slip,
brought it to where I stood and slipped it over my outstretched arms and over
my head, letting it gently cascade down my frame. It was too long, but with a
few adjustments to the straps it fit quite well. Turning to the closet she picked
out a black knit dress. As she held it up I remember thinking it was the
sexiest thing I had ever seen. She slipped it over my head and I could feel my
dick, inside my panties, trying to get even harder. The dress simply slid over
my new body, filling the indentations and curves produced by the waist-
cincher and the bra. It felt wonderful! She turned me around to get at the
zipper as she patted the dress smooth against my newfound feminine figure.
The neckline was V shaped, cut low and showed a bit of the lace trim on my
slip. The top of the dress fit my body like a second skin. If she hadn't
hooked the corset as tightly as she did, I could never have gotten into it. The
skirt flowed smoothly against my thighs and derriere accenting their natural
roundness. The hem came to the mid calf, with a slit up the front, all the way
to my mid thigh. Aunt Karen reached up under my skirt and slightly adjusted
my slip so that the two slits lined up perfectly. When I walked, they opened
and showed generous amounts of my nyloned leg. I caught a partial look in
the dresser mirror and was pleased that no unsightly bulge was apparent.
Aunt Karen handed me a pair of black, patent leather, backless heels with a
thin strap around the ankle and four inch spikes (they were the only pair I
could squeeze into). She explained.
"If you can learn to walk in these you'll have no problem with any heels!"
She told me (with a nervous giggle) these where called "Fuck Me" shoes.
After I saw what they did for my ankles and legs, I realized they were aptly
named. She showed me how to stand, walk and sway. My first steps caused
her to break out in gales of laughter. After she showed me how to "point my
foot" and take smaller steps, I did better.
Learning the proper amount of sway in my walk also was a problem, I tended
to over-swing my hips. Aunt Karen explained that women walked with their
hips, men walked with their shoulders. We continued to work on walking
until she was satisfied I looked natural. After I had satisfied her that I could
walk in heels, Aunt Karen said it was time to take a break and let me become
accustomed to the way the lingerie felt and how my dress moved as my body
assumed different positions. She cautioned me about standing with my legs
spread apart the way men do.
Even though my feet hurt, I continued to move about the room while she got
us some diet cokes.
When Karen returned, she had me practice sitting and bending, always
remembering to keep my knees together. I discovered how a woman crosses
her legs and how she tucks them under her skirt while relaxing on a couch. I
had a lot of trouble with the skirt because of the slit up the front. It kept
wanting to fall to either side...exposing my panties. Crossing my legs or
sitting at an angle with my ankles together was an absolute necessity.
While we were relaxing, Auntie explained that sometimes women would use
how they sat to tease a man...if he interested them. She asked how I had
liked looking up her skirt when I watched TV. This was the first time I
realized she had known all about my voyeurism.
Stunned, I asked. "Why did you let me see up your skirts?"
"All males, no matter their age, want to see up a woman's skirt. In your case,
I was flattered by your attentions and thought it was just young, innocent
curiosity. Over time, you'll learn that no matter how careful a woman is about
the way she sits she'll still expose herself. It's the problem with wearing a
skirt. They tend to rise up, especially the tight ones! We women have become
accustomed to accidental exposure and since there isn't much we can do
about it...we use it to entice men...and curious young boys! It was 'cute' to
see you squirm. Many times I would ask you to go get me something to
drink, just to cause you embarrassment. You also tried to 'catch' me
undressing or stepping out of the shower. And how about the times you hid
outside my bedroom window or the time you spied on me from inside my
closet! You made so much noise I had a hard time not laughing. I'm sorry I
did that to you back then, but at the time, I enjoyed knowing how much my
legs aroused you and since you kept coming back for more...it couldn't have
been too bad! There were times I felt guilty about teasing you and to make it
up to you I flashed my panties. I'm sure that excited you! All in all, I'd say
we're about even.
There sure was a lot about Aunt Karen and being a woman, I didn't know! I
had never realized how sexual she was, nor that women "used" the way they
sat to entice or repel the opposite sex.
Then Auntie Karen taught me how a woman rises and how she folds her
hands in front of her knees...if she doesn't want to tease. She also taught me
how a women "slips" into her heels vs. the way a man puts on his shoes.
Through all this, my Aunt lovingly corrected me every time I made a mistake.
Eventually, with practice, I got it right.
After our working break, she started with the hair and makeup. She sat me
down with a towel around my neck and began to work on my face. I sat and
enjoyed being taken care of as my Aunt made me up. As she applied the
makeup, she showed me how it was done. She admitted that makeup would
probably be the hardest thing I would have to learn. I would get better with
practice, she promised. When my makeup was finished, we began removing
the curlers. She brushed my hair into a soft wave, with a flip at the ends and
put a touch of spray over it. These preparations took a long time. While doing
the makeup she stated that this wasn't the normal way I would dress, but for
our first time she wanted it special. Then Karen showed me all the places a
girl puts a touch of perfume, applied some and now we were done!
As I said, all these preparations had taken a lot of time, it was almost 7:00
PM (we had snacked with our cokes). I was dying to see what I looked like.
From the pleased expression on her face, I thought I would look good, but I
wasn't really sure...and I was a little scared. All this time I hadn't been
allowed to see myself in a full length mirror. Karen warned me not to expect
miracles, we would get better as we learned what worked for me. I was led,
with my eyes closed, to the mirror in the hall.
This was the moment I had prayed for, the moment I wanted with all my
heart. I prepared myself for the worst, then opened my eyes. Before me was
a stranger! She was almost as pretty as Aunt Karen. A young woman of
nineteen. The perfect age in my fantasy. A young girl who was definitely her
relative. I couldn't believe my eyes, Amy was stunning. She was beautiful!
No one would ever question if Amy was a girl. The dress was perfect. It fit
my new feminine figure like it was made for me. The plunging neckline
exposed just the right amount of cleavage. Enough to cause interest, but not
enough to look cheap or draw too much attention. The slit up the dress
opened to show my legs at their best. Wow, did Amy have great legs! When
I looked at my features my opinion improved, they was perfect. I was
perfect! I was truly a woman!
We spent at least the next two hours "girl talking". As we spoke, I continued
to move around the house. I bravely attempted an excursion downstairs,
which to my surprise went fairly well. I kept returning to the mirror at every
opportunity. We did a lot of hugging, kissing and giggling. When Karen said
it was time to get ready for bed, I started to object, but how could I say no to
my wonderful Aunt. When she saw I wasn't going to complain, she said.
"I think I'm going to enjoy having a niece who doesn't argue like my
nephew. You still have to learn how to get ready for bed. For girls its more
difficult."
We went into her bathroom and she began showing me how to take off my
makeup and prepare for bed. Aunt Karen realized I was becoming less
excited as each piece of feminine clothing was removed and offered me a
surprise. Auntie went to the closet and returned with a beautiful, white on
white, Grecian cut nighty and slipped it over my head. It was made of silk,
left one shoulder bare, as it draped across my breasts, gathered at my waist,
fell just over my pantied ass and felt...oh, so good! I got excited all over
again.
When she came back into the room she had changed into a pink, sheer gown
that hugged and accented her breasts. She told me to lie down on her bed.
Then she turned out the overhead light, leaving only the small vanity table
lamp on. It cast a soft light over her bed, just enough to see. I felt her crawl
in beside me. Turning sideways, she lowered the bodice of her gown to her
waist exposing both her breasts to my surprised view. Supporting herself on
one elbow, Aunt Karen stared deeply into my eyes and in a whisper asked if I
really wanted to be a girl in every way? When I nodded my head, "Yes", she
explained how two women make love to each other. Taking my trembling
hand she brought it to her warm breast! Coaching me, Auntie taught me how
to "cup" and tease each mound of firm flesh. How to tease and "flick" the
nubbins of aroused tissue she called her "nips". With each succeeding
movement, her excitement grew. When she couldn't "take" anymore teasing,
she pushed my hands away, pulled up her nighty, spread her thighs and
introduced me to her "pussy". Warning me to be very gentle, she parted her
labia, pointed out her budding clit and instructed me in the ways to further
arouse a woman.
I followed her direction, slowly "playing" over, under and around the moist
center of her womanhood. Using the middle finger of my hand, I gently
eased it into the warm, wet cavern of her cunni. I couldn't believe how
smooth and soft the walls of my Aunt's pussy felt to the touch and how the
inner muscles seemed to grasp at my finger each time I pulled it back.
Slowly, I increased the speed of my strokes. This caused Auntie to gently
ease my head between her splayed thighs. She taught me how to "eat" a
woman. How to lick her pussy lips, but especially her clit. Auntie's
mounting passion finally manifest itself by her grasping my ears and pulling
my face hard up against the lips of her womanhood. I realized her need was
now too demanding to curtail. Before I could "help" her, she began twisting
my head, back and forth against her clitoris as she bucked her pelvis up and
down. This caused enough pressure to set her off...and she doused my face
with her juices of lust.
Her strong orgasm excited me and I dove forward, causing a second series of
sensual shockwaves to course through Aunt Karen's throbbing organ. As
Karen's orgasm slowed, I continued to lick and suck the sweet nectar
running from her cunni, as moans of sexual satisfaction slipped from
between her lips.
Exhausted, Aunt Karen lay back basking in the warm afterglow of her two
orgasms. I knew that she had come and suspected the second orgasm had
been a multiple climax. Realizing her need to rest, I slid up next to her on the
bed. Ever so gently, I ran my fingertips up and over every sensuous curve of
her delightfully luscious body, being extra careful not to arouse my Aunt's
passions any further. Ever since this first experience of "eating pussy" it's
been my favorite way of showing a woman how much I'm enjoying her
body. I've since discovered I also derive sensual excitement from the power I
have over their emotions as they lose control due to my "flicking their Bic".
As I rested my head in the hollow of her shoulder, I heard her ask?
"Would you like me to "eat your pussy"?
Reaching between Amy's legs, Karen gently massaged his cock and balls,
still encased in their nylon pouch. Within seconds he was ready. Slipping the
panties over his hard on, Karen stretched the elastic behind and under her
nephew's ball sack. This caused his organ to stand straight out from his
sparsely haired pubic bone. Cupping the sack, she teased the sensitive area
behind it with her nails. Licking her lips, Karen lowered them to the purple
tip of Amy's throbbing penis. Parting her moist lips she engulfed his entire
crown. With a slow, twisting motion and a swirling tongue, she sucked her
way back to the tip.
Amy couldn't believe the sensations Karen's mouth was causing. He had
never gotten this excited from mere masturbation. He knew he couldn't take
much more of her licking and sucking. When he felt his balls "tighten up"
and the jism begin to rise he tried to pull away, afraid he would upset Karen
by shooting off in her mouth. Karen's lips however wouldn't let go. Her
jaws muscles held him tightly as she pulled the cheeks of his ass forward
with her hands. As she increased her strokes, she felt his organ momentarily
swell and then spasm in her mouth. Using her cheek muscles to suck out
every drop, she swallowed every last spurt. Using her tongue, she then
licked the excess that had run down his shaft, hoarding it in her mouth she
"French-kissed" him. Amy tasted his own warm fluids and was shocked to
find out he enjoyed the experience. Afterwards, all they could do was grin at
each other as they fell asleep in each other's arms.
Part 2
The next morning, as I awoke, I heard Aunt Karen speaking on the telephone
downstairs. I reached between my legs and caressed my soft dick and balls
through my warm, silky panties. I reminisced over what had transpired the
day before, basking in the knowledge that my new and wonderful life was
just beginning. After a while, I arose and walked to the bathroom. On the
way I looked in the mirror and was again surprised at how much Karen had
accomplished. I couldn't spend a lot of time admiring my reflection as I had
to pee. Just walking to the toilet in my sexy nighty, bra and silky panties felt
so good, it created another hard-on. As I lifted my nighty and lowered my
panties it became apparent that my dick wouldn't clear the toilet seat. I was
forced to wait till it softened. I thought about going standing up, but decided I
wasn't going to pee like a boy ever again...I was a woman! Finally it went
soft and I sat down and relieved myself. Karen must of heard me flush,
because she called out.
"Amy, come downstairs before you get dressed."
When I entered the kitchen, she greeted me with a warm and loving hug and
asked how I had slept. I stated it was the best night I had ever had. She
smiled knowingly.
After breakfast, dry toast and juice, my Aunt took me upstairs and watched
me dress in the clothes she selected. This time no corset or fancy lingerie.
Two pairs of white nylon panties and a white cotton bra. The second pair of
panties did just what she said they would...hold my dick back tightly and
thereby avoid an unsightly bulge. She handed me a simple tan colored
straight skirt, with an elastic waistband, a white half-slip, a pink blouse, pink
anklets trimmed in white lace and my own unisex penny loafers. She brushed
my hair back into a short pony tail and tied it off with a matching pink ribbon.
After she applied some pink lipstick and re-did my nails in pink, she said.
"Amy, you won't fool anyone up close, but from a distance...you'll pass.
Since I've taken care that you won't be seen up close, except by someone
who needs to know, you'll be fine...trust me!"
As we were walking out the door to the car, Karen handed me a small purse
with a shoulder strap and showed me how a girl would carry it. As I stepped
outside, a cool breeze blew up under my skirt. This was a new and strange
feeling. I thought I was naked! My panties, which had grown warm from my
body heat, were all of a sudden, deliciously cool again. Since I wore a
straight skirt it didn't lift, but my reaction had been one of fear. When I tried
to get into the car I almost fell on my face. I hadn't realized how the skirt
would restrict my ability to move about. Auntie laughed, then showed me
how a girl in a tight skirt sat down and then slid onto the seat. She also
showed me how to fix my skirt by raising up and sliding my hands between
the seat and my body thereby eliminating folds in the material. She cautioned
me that if I didn't learn to fix it often, I would draw attention to myself since
every woman had learned at an early age that the material would wrinkle and
also would "rise". I was beginning to grasp just how much I still had to
learn. We headed towards the "city".
"Why are we going to Columbus?" I asked.
Aunt Karen told me she had a very close girlfriend, named Joyce, from her
college years, who owned a beauty shop and boutique. The woman was gay
and therefore had a more liberal attitude towards most things. Auntie had
called her this morning, explained the situation and Joyce had agreed to help
with hair and beauty tips. She warned me not to mention what we had done
the night before...she wasn't sure Joyce was that open minded.
We arrived at the shop. We parked in back, knocked on the rear door, which
was opened almost immediately. Aunt Karen introduced Amy, her niece, to
Joyce, the owner. Joyce instantly became my friend by saying.
"What a lovely niece you have, she looks so much like you."
Joyce was a tall woman, with short blond hair, an interesting face, pretty blue
eyes and a strange smile of dominance. Karen and Joyce hugged and kissed
each other and then Joyce hugged and kissed me. I had not expected her
greeting me so warmly and I'm afraid I returned her gesture quite
awkwardly. Giggling, the two women, explained this was the standard way
women, who knew each other, "shook hands". A second attempt by Joyce to
greet me was more successful. I certainly enjoyed the female way of greeting
much more than the male. As we parted, Joyce noticed that my skirt began to
"tent" (even though I wore two sets of panties). She pointed at my skirt and
said.
"So he wants to be a girl, but he get turned on by kissing a woman...your not
gay."
"No", I hurriedly assured Joyce, "I only get excited by pretty women."
This brought a smile to both their faces.
As it was Sunday, the shop was closed and the curtains drawn. We had the
entire place to ourselves. It was a typical beauty shop, but it also offered
other services such as makeup assistance, tanning and electrolysis. Later I
found out there was a connecting door to the boutique, which was also
closed. Joyce, her arm around my waist, led me to a chair and had me sit. I
slipped onto the seat, fixed my skirt and crossed my legs. This brought a
smile of approval from my Aunt.
Joyce took off my scarf and studied my face and hair. After a couple of
minutes, Joyce called Aunt Karen aside and they talked. When they returned,
Aunt Karen informed me that electrolysis was needed to form a more
feminine hairline, arched eyebrows and to remove a few facial hairs. Joyce
promised that when finished, my face would pass even without makeup.
Since that was my ultimate goal, I agreed. The process took almost two hours
to complete. I won't weary the reader with the how-to's, just let it be said...it
hurt. When Joyce was finished...the results were astounding. Everything
Joyce had promised came true. Now I could pass all the time.
They decided that little could be done with my hair until it grew out. The one
thing we did do was run an auburn rinse through it. Joyce said this would
help obscure my identity from those who knew me. We had discussed a wig,
but felt that it would look false and might bring about questions since girls
my age seldom wore wigs. Now Joyce, with Karen's help, spent two hours
teaching me how to apply makeup. While some things where difficult to get
right, all in all, I did quite well. Later, my Aunt went out and came back with
three chef salads from Wendy's. When I saw what I was allowed to eat, I
said.
"This eating as a girl isn't going to be easy".
This brought peels of laughter from the women. After we ate, Joyce led us
through the connecting door.
It was a transvestite's dream of heaven. There was every kind of lingerie
imaginable and many items I couldn't even name. There were, bras, panties,
nighties, garterbelts, peignoirs, teddies, nylons, slips, girdles, corsets, waist
cinchers and lots more. On one wall were blouses, skirts, tops and other
outer wear. What amazed me were the variety of materials and colors. Auntie
noticed the look on my face (I had a grin from ear to ear) and commented.
"I think Amy's starting to realize how much fun we girls have with clothes."
Joyce looked at Karen and asked. "Should we get started?"
Up until this moment I hadn't realized what this was going to mean, then it
came to me in a flash. I had to strip nude in front of Joyce! By the look on
my Aunt's face, she had just realized it also. A quick look of concern flashed
across her features, followed by a smile as she turned to me and asked.
"It's your decision, women aren't bashful with each other. Nudity among
most women is a common occurrence. We try on clothes in front of each
other. We help each other get dressed and we think nothing of accidentally
touching another woman's body while we're helping. Are you one of us?"
I looked at my Aunt then at Joyce and started to strip. Pausing a moment as I
was lowering my slip, I was hit by a mischievous thought. Being braver than
I had any right to be, I offered.
"Don't you girls think I would learn quicker how feminine lingerie and
apparel should fit if I could see you model some of it? Afterall, you tell me
women aren't bashful in front of each other, and aren't we all girls here."
Understanding my meaning instantly, both women reacted differently. Aunt
Karen's look of uncertainty was quickly overcome by Joyce's smile of
bemusement. Joyce was the first to accede to my request, followed hesitantly
by my Aunt. I noticed that as they began removing their outer clothing they
both watched each other. Aunt Karen's features couldn't disguise the look of
misgiving, while Joyce's look was definitely lecherous.
I had forgotten that Joyce was gay and that she therefore enjoyed looking at
semi-naked women as much as any male. I could tell my Aunt was
embarrassed and assumed I would hear about this later. While I felt sorry to
have been the cause of my Aunt's discomfort, it was exhilarating watching
two women moving about in their panties and bras. I soon became
accustomed to their semi-nakedness, if I didn't think about them sexually. I
was complimented when we all realized that I could control my emotions. My
erections were fewer and were mostly caused by the lingerie instead of the
women. (Somewhere during the afternoon my Aunt forgave me and even
agreed that my earlier suggestion had proven to be a good one.)
Now my fun started! Joyce and Karen went from aisle to aisle picking out all
kinds of bras, panties, slips, etc. I instead, spent my time, moving about the
shop, inspecting all the sexy lingerie, fantasizing how it would feel and look
on my body. In the past, whenever I had gone shopping with my Aunt, I had
to disguise my interest whenever she bought lingerie. Now I was able to
openly display my interest and appreciate the textures and colors. As Amy, I
could touch anything I chose. Feeling good about my new-found freedoms, I
selected a number of nightgowns, walked to the full length mirror and held
them up against my naked frame. My Aunt Karen noticed, caught Joyce's
attention and they both gave a "wolf whistle". A perfectly wonderful red
blush rose to my cheeks...followed by laughter from the girls.
The items they selected, I modeled. I experimented with assorted types of bra
forms including those with "falsies" already in the cups. Some bras were
designed to shape, raise and separate a woman's breasts so her figure looked
fuller. Each time I modeled a pair of panties the women helped me adjust the
fit. Some of the panties had forms built in to give the appearance of wider
hips and fuller buns. I tried bras, girdles, waist cinchers, garter belts, corsets
and various combinations. We picked out all shades and types of nylons. I
tried lots of babydolls with matching panties. My favorite items, however,
were the slips, full and half, in all the different colors and with lots of lace.
Joyce and Karen were having as much fun as I. All of a sudden Joyce came
up with an idea.
"Look, we're not near to being finished with picking clothes for Amy and
there won't be enough time left to get to the mall before it closes! Besides, I'd
like to go with you. Tomorrow is Monday and my shops are closed. Why
don't we finish up here, drive to my house and have dinner. After dinner,
Amy can try on some of my clothes. I have five closets full of skirts,
blouses, dresses, tops, etc. We can spend the evening together and you can
sleep at my place. I have plenty of room. The next morning, the three of us
can go shopping for anything Amy still needs. Also, there are things we
haven't talked about, including hormone pills and obtaining her some proof
of identity. Besides, two adult females, working together, will insure we
don't forget anything Amy needs to be taught or bought."
That last statement convinced my Aunt that Joyce had a good idea.
We spent the next two hours collecting all the lingerie items I needed to start
my feminine wardrobe. I now owned a complete selection of bras, panties,
tights, nylons, slips, nightgowns, bras and camisoles. I also had panty
girdles, a waste cincher with a built in bra, garterbelts and various shaped
breast forms. In addition, I had shorts, designer jeans, blouses, tank tops, a
few casual skirts and a white pleated skirt that stopped at my knee. Joyce
went into the beauty shop and returned with all kinds of makeup and hair care
products. When it came to paying, Joyce generously refused to accept Aunt
Karen's credit card, claiming it was her contribution to womanhood.
We loaded the cars and drove to Joyce's house. On the way, Auntie and I
stopped at a drug store and bought various things we would need since we
were sleeping over. As a test, I went in with her and easily passed with both
male and female clerks and customers.
One of the young male shoppers, as he passed me in the aisle, brushed his
hand against my ass and "copped a feel", just like I use to do as Andy. I was
secretly ecstatic. I had completely fooled him. I did remember to look
disgusted by his actions. His older sister, standing nearby, saw him do it.
Grabbing him by the arm and whipping him around, she proceeded to give
him a verbal tongue lashing, then demanded he apologize to me. When she
was satisfied by his apology, she turned to me, shrugged, as if to explain,
"What can we expect, he's a male" and walked away. When Auntie and I got
back in the car we were both giggling and laughing over the situation. When
we finally stopped giggling, we drove to Joyce's house.
When we got there, she was nervously waiting at the door. Joyce admitted
she thought we either got lost, or had changed our minds about staying over.
We hugged and kissed her as we entered and assured her we