Ben's Girls
By Gwengirl
My wife and I lived in a quiet suburb, in a modest but nice home.
We both worked normal 9-5 jobs, and had a fairly happy life
together. I keep writing in the past tense because everything has
changed. Jill and I are still together, but not in a traditional
relationship...
I was an aspiring actor, I was good and I knew it. The only
trouble was I couldn't seem to get that message across to any
agents. Without an agent in that business you're nowhere. I had
tried different coaches to try and unlock my potential. Some
wanted to protect me from myself by only letting me work on
simple roles, others wanted to play Svengali and control my every
move, nobody seemed to really want to work with me for the love
of the art form.
That is until I met Ben Green. Ben Green had been a very
successful Broadway singer for many years. By successful, I meant
he was never without work. He had a steady following, but never
became a household name. I started working with Ben about 11
months ago. He was the best coach I had ever worked with. He had
the singular ability to unlock parts of me that I didn't know
existed, while maintaining an atmosphere of support and
creativity.
I had never considered myself anything other than heterosexual,
but the sessions with Ben were so intense and he was so
brilliant, that I began to think of him more and more. I was
actually sad when a session ended, yet so uplifted that when I
left I practically floated home. Try as I might I couldn't stop
thinking about this brilliant man. I was madly in love with my
wife Jill, but whenever she was out of my sight all I could think
of was Ben.
I felt so good about the progress that I was making by working
with him, that any happy feeling I had, I associated with him.
Jill would see my usually sunny demeanour go absolutely radiant
after working with Ben. She would ask me about the coaching
session and be extremely supportive of my progress.
Jill knew how miserable I was in my day job. I was working full
time in a middle management position with a company that
manufactured men's coats. Like most of that industry, my company
was slowly fading into oblivion, as more and more retail stores
bought cheap quality imported garments (to save a buck, and screw
the customers). It was bad enough to have to be working in a
profession that you barely could tolerate when business was good,
but it was torture to go to work in the condition this company
was in.
Daily, I would receive calls from vendors wanting to know when
their bills were going to be paid. I was working like a madman
after work trying to get my acting career going. I figured that
it was a race to see what would occur first. My company going out
of business or a big break in my acting career.
After working seriously on my acting for almost five years since
coming back to it, I was becoming a little despondent... as I had
yet to land a paying acting job. I went to graduate school for
acting and did lots of small regional theatre work immediately
following school, but quit when I couldn't make ends meet. After
years of working a "normal" job, I got the itch and started
pursuing it again.
After working with Ben for a few weeks I began to notice that I
couldn't wait to get back to see him the next week. The sessions
became intoxicating like drug. The more I went, the more I wanted
to go back. At the time I thought that perhaps that I had a small
crush on him, as he was so kind and supportive of my efforts. I
felt really confused, as heretofore any feelings of attraction I
had experienced had all been for women. Despite my growing
confusion, I couldn't wait to see Ben every week. My acting
continued to get better and my confusion deeper. He never touched
me; he never even flirted, yet I grew more confused. Here I was a
32 year old married man, and I couldn't get my acting coach out
of my mind.
About six months ago I was working with Ben, when he asked if I
knew of anyone who would like to audition for a musical. The
producer was looking for a female with dance and singing
experience for a musical. I asked Ben if he would hear my wife
Jill, as she was also a theatre major in school and had kept up
with jazz dance as a way of staying in shape.
The following week Jill came and took a coaching with Ben. He was
very impressed with her and thought that with a few weeks work
she could be ready to audition for the producer. I began to see
the excitement in Jill upon her return from working with Ben. She
was just thrilled to be working on theatre material again. As we
now both working with Ben, we grew closer than ever talking about
our work, and how he was helping us.
At my next coaching lesson, Ben indicated that perhaps I should
consider taking a dance class, to help my movement on stage to be
more graceful. I told him that I had taken jazz and tap as part
of my studies in school, but admitted that I hadn't kept up with
them very well over the years. He recommended that I take a
ballet class, as it would not only help with my movement, but
would really whip me into shape. After all, theatre is a very
visually oriented business.
That weekend I was sitting on the couch eating some popcorn,
while reading a book on method acting, when I broke a tooth. I
called to get an appointment with my dentist, only to find out
that he had retired. When Jill came home she told me that she had
found a new dentist and I would find her virtually painless.
Luckily the doctor could see me that afternoon, as my broken
tooth had really started to throb.
Upon arrival at the dentist's office, signed all of the normal
forms and waited in the very nicely decorated lobby to be seen.
When the dentist examined my tooth, she indicated that she could
build up the broken part of the molar with some new resin enamel,
and that I would be as right as rain. She turned up the "elevator
music" that was playing in the background before she started
working.
Shortly after the music was turned up and I must have dosed off.
I shortly woke up to my new lady dentist leaning over me as I lay
in the chair and I couldn't remember a thing about getting my
tooth fixed. She smiled a brilliant smile and announced that I
was free to go, but that I should schedule a follow-up visit for
next week to check the bond on the repair. When I walked out of
her office I felt better than I had in years. I felt like I had
awoken from a whole night's sleep, and hadn't a care in the
world. I practically skipped to my car.
Later that night Jill and I had a romantic dinner and began to
talk of the week's events. We later went into our den and shared
a bottle of good wine. For the life of me I can't explain why,
but I began to tell her of my confusion over Ben. Much to my
surprise she was not angry, and simply put it off as infatuation.
She told me that she felt totally secure in our relationship, and
was not at all worried about me straying. We made love that night
like frantic teenagers... if anything my revelation made her more
turned on than usual.
The following day Jill asked me if I would like to go shopping
with her at the local mall. Normally I couldn't think of anything
I would like to do less, but for some unexplained reason I said
yes, and happily accompanied her.
We spent the whole day looking at ladies fashions, as she was
looking for a new dress for her audition, and needed to stock up
on some "essentials". On the rare occasion that I have gone
shopping with Jill, I have vacillated between shear boredom, and
embarrassment. Especially when she wanted my opinion on some new
"frilly" she was about to purchase from the lingerie department.
On this particular foray into shopping, I was having a blast. I
was much more attuned to what matched, and what was in fashion.
Jill and I shopped for nearly eight hours before stopping for
dinner. The time had simply flown. I couldn't remember Jill and I
having a better time together. I did think the whole experience
odd at the time, but whenever I thought about it a sense of pure
serenity flowed into me.
Although Jill had been my best friend in the whole world since
virtually the time we met, we were to my amazement growing even
closer. Over the next few days I would find myself calling her
from work, to chat about some inconsequential matter just because
I hadn't heard the sound of her voice in an hour.
We both continued to study acting with Ben, and he complimented
us both on the great progress we were making towards our acting
careers. He continually preached that to be truly believable as
an actor, you had to be able to pare away all of the external
images that you have built of yourself over your lifetime, and be
able to share the essence of your soul with the audience.
Ben told me that I was getting very close to a big breakthrough,
and as always, I left my session very encouraged and uplifted. I
was a little concerned as this past session with Ben felt a
little like a very painful therapy session that I had gone
through in college. Nevertheless, I was so encouraged by Ben's
comments that I quickly put it out of my mind.
The next week Jill had her big audition, and wore the dress that
I had helped her pick out. She looked fabulous and sounded even
better. The producer offered her a role in the show immediately.
He said that the show would go into workshop in a month,
rehearsal in six, and with a little luck on Broadway in a year.
The producer indicated that he had a few more important parts to
cast, and that he would be in touch the following week.
When Jill came home she told me her marvellous news of being
hired. I asked her what the name of the show was, and she said
that it was as yet, unnamed. When I asked her what the show was
about, she really couldn't tell, as they had only had her read a
few disjointed passages from throughout the show. She couldn't
even tell me who wrote the script, as it was anonymous.
The following week I went back to the dentist for my follow-up
appointment. The dentist explained that the new resins that she
had used were somewhat unstable unless treated a second time with
a special ultraviolet light procedure that required me to remain
relatively still for thirty minutes. She set up all of the
equipment, and turned up the background music, explaining that it
helped her concentration.
Just as before I fell fast asleep, only to be awoken by my
grinning dentist, who said she would see me in six months for a
cleaning and polish.
Things were going along fine for Jill and me. She was going to be
in a big show, and I was really getting in shape with my ballet
class. At 5'10" tall I had whipped my self down to 150 lbs. I had
never felt better, and even though I had been eating like a bird,
I never felt hungry. I had tons of energy, and I slept like a
baby. Then something strange occurred...
I was out on my lunch hour, and was walking around the
neighbourhood near my office and walked past a lady's dress shop.
I suddenly had an overwhelming urge to go and look at the lovely
dresses and accessories that were on display at the store.
I walked in without the slightest hesitation and began to peruse
the merchandise. I was amazed at the tremendous sensual feelings
of the fabrics the dresses were made of... much nicer than the
wool suit I was wearing. I remember thinking that it was so
unfair that men were made to wear rough wool suits, while women
could wear such a wonderful variety of textures and colours.
When a salesperson approached and asked if I needed help, I
snapped out of my revelry, turned bright red and walked back to
my office wondering if I was having a nervous breakdown.
Ben had become much more to me than a drama coach, even though I
continued to have disturbing fantasies about him, he had become a
friend and confidant. I told him after my last coaching about the
incident at the clothing store, and he reassured me that we had
been doing work that gets very close to heart of one's psyche and
that I had probably been very emotionally exhausted. He went on
to explain that the emotional strain of such work often led
people to temporarily do things that they thought were strange,
but he urged me not to give up on our work, as we were getting
very close to a breakthrough.
I mentioned the episode at the dress shop to Jill that night at
dinner. She thought it was cute, and playfully suggested that I
buy myself something. I was repulsed by the idea, and dropped the
subject immediately.
Two days later I went down to the lobby of my office building to
buy a cup of coffee at Starbucks, when my eye caught the latest
volume of Elle magazine. Suddenly, as if my hands had a mind of
their own, I was fishing around in my pockets for enough money to
buy the magazine... I had to have it. I read it cover to cover
eight times before the day was over, I had an overwhelming need
to know all there was about current women's fashion and
cosmetics. I thought I was really over the edge now, and vowed to
take a few weeks off from working with Ben.
I confided this new episode with Jill at dinner and she said that
I was blowing the whole thing out of proportion. She explained
that men often like Elle, and Cosmo so they could ogle the
beautiful babes that grace the pages. She come over and gave me a
big hug, and explained that she thought my new awareness of the
feminine half of the population was a sign that I was becoming a
more complete and evolved person. She went on to say that she
guessed that all of the work I was doing with Ben was really
starting to pay off, and that it would be a bad idea to take a
break from him.
At work over the next few days I found it very hard to
concentrate, and once had to go to the men's room, because I had
become so angry with a co-worker that I suddenly felt the need to
cry... and didn't want anyone to see me.
Once in the men's room I sat in a stall and balled my eyes out
for a good 15mins. I felt much better afterwards, but couldn't
remember breaking down crying like that, except as a child. I did
keep my weekly appointment with Ben, and mentioned my recent
behaviour. He tried to reassure me that I was doing very
important work with him, and that it would be a tragedy to quit.
The weekend came and Jill and I had planned to just chill out and
spend quality time together. She was soon going to be starting
the workshop of her play and wanted to make sure that we spent
time together since it would soon be so scarce. She announced
that we were to go shopping, as she needed a few new workout
outfits.
Without thinking twice I happily agreed to go with her. We were
gabbing like a couple of magpies all afternoon, just having a
great time. We passed an outlet store for Hanes/Bali etc...and
she stopped in to get some new underwear. Normally I would have
waited out in the mall for her, but this time I skipped right
into "forbidden territory" with her. Strangely, instead of
feeling panicky or embarrassed I suddenly felt that feeling of
serenity pass over me.
She asked me what I thought of a pair of printed high cut satiny
panties as a joke, and I replied, as if from someone else, that I
wanted a pair for me. She chuckled and inquired if there were
anything else in this store that I required. As if in a trance I
told her that I also needed a garter belt, stockings, and a bra.
With that she merrily took me around the store and picked up a
number of items... many of each. When we arrived home at the end
of the day we had a dozen bags of purchases to bring into the
house. As we unpacked the bags I asked Jill, why she had bought
so much lingerie, as there appeared to be enough for a small
army.
She very calmly told me that they were for me. I flipped, I
mean... I remember the whole shopping trip, but for the life of me
I thought it was some kind of a dream. Jill came up behind me,
wrapped her arms around my waist, and cooed in my ear that the
though of me in sexy undies had her totally turned on.
We stripped down to nothing and made love at a fever pitch for
hours, although for the first time she decided that she would be
on top. I have to admit that having in her in the dominant
position was a lot of fun.
The next Monday I was walking around the vicinity of my office
building on my lunch hour when I past the dress shop again. Once
again, an overwhelming urge compelled me to walk into the store.
As if on autopilot I looked around store at the lovely fashions,
stopping many times to look at sizes and to touch the fabrics.
But unlike the last excursion into this new world, this time I
felt perfectly normal and at peace looking through the racks of
dresses, tops, and skirts. Actually I felt better than normal, I
felt euphoric.
My eyes fell upon a navy blue dress with a hem that fell to about
mid calf. I held it up to my self and looked in a mirror. The
saleslady couldn't remain a bystander any longer; she came up and
asked me if I needed any help. Still in a semi-daze, I asked her
if she thought the dress were my size, as if it were the most
normal thing in the world.
I had inexplicably lost weight but for some odd reason my pants
had been feeling a little tight in the seat lately. The saleslady
was very nice, and offered to take my measurements. Upon
measuring me, she announced that I was a size 10, and that the
dress would fit me perfectly.
She then asked me to follow her to the dressing room area, where
she escorted me into a room, and bid me to try the dress on. I
closed the door and took off my shoes and suit, and stepped into
the dress. As I began buttoning it up, I began to cry tears of
joy, as I felt as if a huge weight had been lifted from my
shoulders.
I was at least was able to compose myself enough to put my male
clothes back on and go to pay for the dress. As soon as I was
back on the street with my shopping bag, reality set in...I had
just gone into a dress shop, tried on, and purchased a dress, and
now I had to go back to my office with a bag from a well known
ladies dress shop. No one at work said a thing, as I guess they
thought it was a gift for Jill...although I did detect a few
sideways glances from some of the secretaries as I walked to my
office.
Jill returned home from a coaching with Ben, and we sat down to
dinner that I had prepared. I didn't really know I could cook,
but much to my amazement I had prepared a lovely four-course meal
complete with fresh cut flowers and candles on the table. Jill
asked what the special occasion was, and I like a total ditz
announced that we were celebrating the purchase of my first
dress. She poured us each a glass of wine, and raised a toast to
"sisterhood".
I guess the word sisterhood snapped me back to reality, as I
began to shake uncontrollably. Jill came to me and held me. She
cooed in my ear, that she only wanted me to be happy, and that
she was very excited by my budding femininity.
I asked her what she meant by "budding femininity", but she
refused to elaborate. She then looked me straight in the eye and
said, "Gwendolyn". All of my fears and anxieties vanished; all I
felt was an overwhelming sense of euphoria. We had a lovely
dinner, and talked about a million different things. We really
enjoyed one another's company.
After dinner she led me upstairs to our bedroom, and asked me to
show her my new dress. I then went and took my navy blue dress
out of the bag and held it up. Jill then asked me to really show
her by modelling it for her. I then went into my underwear
drawer, and noticed for the first time that all of my male
underwear was gone; replaced by beautiful lingerie.
I picked out a navy satin bra, navy satin panties, a garter belt,
stockings and a full slip. I proceeded to put them all on, as if
I had been wearing them my whole life. It was at this point that
I noticed for the first time that I had something with which to
fill out the bra, and that my waist seemed much smaller.
Then the euphoria vanished and I fell onto the floor crying,
scared that I had lost my mind, and was in an episode of the
Twilight Zone. Jill again held me tight and rocked me while
caressing my hair, which had seemingly overnight had become very
full and silky.
Once again, she looked me in the eye and said, "Gwendolyn". I
immediately started to feel better, and even noticed that Jill
was stroking my silky hair that was cascading gently past my
shoulders.
Jill told me to be a "Good Girl" and finish getting dressed. Upon
hearing "Good Girl" I felt a total desire to please Jill and do
exactly as I was told. I finished putting on my beautiful
lingerie by gently pulling my full slip over my head. I then put
on my dress, and sat down at the makeup table and began applying
makeup to my face. Somehow, I knew exactly what to do...After
applying a nice layer of foundation; I started to work on my
eyebrows, then my eyes, and finally my lips.
Lately I noticed that I no longer needed to shave my face, and
that my skin felt more sensitive and softer. I tried to think
about how I felt about all of this, but when I tried all I could
think of was pleasing Jill and looking as lovely as possible. I
then put my now long and wavy auburn hair in a ponytail and
called for Jill to come in and inspect my progress. While waiting
for Jill, I twirled around slowly, luxuriating in the feeling of
my dress swishing around my calves.
When Jill entered the room the look on her face was the look of a
pure lust. I had never seen her look at me that way before, but I
knew I liked it. She came to me, pulled me close, and began to
kiss me more passionately than I had known possible. I felt that
my heart was going to burst from the joy I felt at pleasing Jill.
I knew in that moment that I lived for the sole purpose of
pleasing Jill. She bid me to remove my dress, slip and panties,
but ordered me to leave on my bra, garter belt and stockings. I
felt like a tramp, and I loved every minute of it. We made love
like sex starved animals. She was on top, and in command. I was
in heaven.
The next morning as I began to get dressed: Jill asked me to wear
a bra, panties, a garter belt, stockings, and a camisole under my
suit for work. As the night before...my only concern in life was
pleasing Jill. I did as I was told, but had to wear my suit
jacket all day, so as not to be detected. Although, it was
beginning to be very hard to hide my small, but growing breasts.
Jill called me at work asked me to have lunch with her. We met at
a local pub that we had frequented on numerous occasions. Over
lunch she explained that the work she had been doing with Ben had
made her come to some startling discoveries about herself. She
went on to tell me that like me, she had been doing some dramatic
exercises with Ben, which had made her face some parts of her
personality and emotional makeup that were uncomfortable. The
discoveries about herself were so contrary to how she had seen
herself throughout her entire life that she had become quite
disturbed. She had wanted to quit working with Ben, but found
that on the rare week that she didn't see him, she felt a
physical withdrawal; almost sick.
I told her that I had similar feelings when I couldn't keep my
weekly appointment with Ben, but had just chalked it up to
missing the wonderful work that we always did together. Jill then
held my hand, looked deeply into my eyes and asked me to pay
close attention to her. She said, "Gwendolyn" and my budding
altar ego took over.
I batted my eyes at her playfully and answered, "Yes my love?"
Jill went on to tell me that she liked the changes that I had
been going through and wanted them to progress further. When I
asked what she meant by that, she told me that she had become
aware of the fact that she really, as a result of her heavy
emotionally charged drama work with Ben, was bisexual and really
preferred to be with me as a woman. She went on to say that I had
never been a great lover as a male, and that that she loved
Gwendolyn and wanted only to be with her. Jill told me that the
new person that I was becoming was more open, honest and pleasant
to be with.
I was floored, I knew that Jill was being very supportive of the
apparent changes that had occurred in me, but I didn't know that
she both approved, and wanted them to go further. I didn't know
what to think, so I told her that I needed a little time alone to
think things over. I kissed her on the cheek and told her that I
would see her at home for dinner, and that we could talk more
then.
After I paid the bill for lunch, I walked back to my office with
my head spinning, trying to grasp all that was going on in my
life.
As I drove home after work, I was miserable worrying about how I
was going to work things out in my head. It was one thing to
notice gradual shifts of body and tastes, but quite another to
come right out and face the music. Jill wanted me to be her girl,
and I wasn't sure if I should stay or run for the hills. The one
thing I was sure of, was that the lingerie that I was wearing
under my suit felt so damn sexy and comfortable, that I didn't
want to give that up, no matter what the outcome.
When I arrived home, I found a note that said: "Honey, I will be
home at around 8:00pm, Ben called... said he had a cancellation
and wanted me to make up for the hour I missed two weeks ago, so
I am having a drama coaching until 7:30."
I found that to be a little out of the ordinary, but with
everything else on my mind, I didn't really give much of a
thought. I went upstairs to take my suit off, and noticed the
light on our answering machine blinking. When I pushed the
playback button I heard the following: "Dear Gwendolyn, my love,
do be a 'Good Girl' and get yourself properly dolled up for my
return home. Fix us a light dinner, and YOU will be my dessert."
I felt euphoria wash over me. I stripped all of my clothes off
and started a bath. I slipped into the warm relaxing waters of
the tub and began to shave every hair from my body except for a
tiny patch above my private parts and the top of my head. I took
my time and did a thorough job, as I wanted to please my lover.
After finishing in the bath, I slowly patted myself dry with a
big fluffy towel, and sensuously spread lilac body lotion all
over my freshly shaved body.
I then went into the bedroom to pick out my ensemble for the
evening. I picked out: a red lace and satin bra with matching
panties, a red garter belt, and red stockings and a slinky long
red slip. After donning my sexy lingerie, I picked out a long red
and black oriental silk dress from Jill's closet; as we were now
the same size.
It was at this point that I encountered my next shock... apart
from the ones I had worn that day all of my male shoes were gone.
In their place were dozens of pairs of: pumps, slides, mules,
sandals, and other women's shoes. At the time I was so intent on
pleasing my lover that I simply picked out a pair of 4 inch
heeled strappy sandals that matched my dress perfectly, and put
them on.
I actually felt comfortable walking in heels and enjoyed the way
my rear end gently swayed as I walked into the bathroom to do my
makeup and hair. After finishing my makeup, which I did rather
dark and seductively for evening, I curled my hair into soft
curls that fell easily around my shoulders.
When I looked in the mirror, I was shocked and elated at the
vision of feminine perfection that looked back at me. I minced
downstairs very carefully, as I could not take big steps in this
long narrow dress.
Once in the kitchen I put on an apron, and fixed a nice Caesar
Salad with strips of grilled chicken breast. About the time I
finished opening the wine and setting the table, Jill walked in
the door. She said the she had a great coaching with Ben, and
that she was feeling very good about her acting and about life in
general.
She gave me a smouldering kiss that took my breath away, and then
poured me a glass of wine. She told me that she thought I looked
very pretty, and that she really appreciated the effort that I'd
made for her. I burst into tears of joy, for all I cared about
was pleasing her. After excusing myself and fixing my makeup, we
had a lovely dinner together.
When dinner was over we cleaned up and went up to the bedroom.
Jill ordered me to go into the bathroom and undress, and then
come back into the bedroom. When I came back I noticed two
things: first, my nipples were erect, and secondly my dick was
not.
On the bed was a chiffon baby doll nightie, which Jill had just
bought for me as a present. She told me to put it on while she
went into the bathroom to freshen up. As Jill was in the bathroom
I couldn't keep from feeling that I was totally aroused, but my
"clitty stick" was not.
In fact, my breasts were up to a C-cup, with extremely erect
nipples, and my flaccid penis was no longer than 3 inches. My
hips were wider, my stomach totally flat, and my face softer and
rounder. I didn't understand how, or why, but I was definitely
beginning to look and feel like a woman.
Jill came out of the bathroom wearing a very sheer negligee that
had my heart skipping beats. I may not have mentioned this
before, for babbling on about my own predicament, but Jill is one
sexy woman. She is 5'9" tall, weighs 120lbs and has straight,
full, and long blond hair, a lean yet curvy figure, long legs,
blue eyes, full lips, full yet perky C-cup breasts, a dynamite
ass, and a face that should be on the cover of Elle magazine.
She climbed on the bed with me and began to kiss my neck and
ears. Then after ordering me to lie still, she proceeded to
loosen my breasts from my nightie, and began to alternate
between, gently sucking my nipples to licking around them in a
circular pattern. I was so aroused I thought that I would
explode, however, downstairs there was no reaction at all.
She then told me to take care of her, I was embarrassed that I
couldn't respond as a male, but she wasn't concerned. She told me
use what I had, so I kissed her breasts just as she had done with
mine. Then I gently kissed my way down her torso to her honey
pot. I kissed the insides of her thighs while gently kneading her
glorious ass. Then I licked on the outer lips of her flower as
she wriggled in delight. Just as she really seemed to get turned
on, I very lightly sucked on her clitoris as she had a violent
orgasm.
When she could speak, she looked at me dreamily and said that she
had never had an orgasm as good as that before, and wanted to
reward me for my efforts. She told me to close my eyes until she
returned from the bathroom. When she returned, she was wearing a
large strap-on double-ended dildo that had half inside her, and
the other half being held in place by a harness.
She told me that tonight I was going to become her girl for real.
She came up behind me and spread K-Y jelly on my virgin anus. She
then told me to get on all fours, as she slowly inserted the
monster dong in my tight bud. At first it felt like she was going
to rip me apart but soon I relaxed and she penetrated me to the
hilt of this device.
As she rubbed my now dangling breasts she slowly fucked me with
this shlong. I felt wonderfully fulfilled in a way I had never
imagined before. Tonight I was her girl, and I loved it. As she
came closer to another orgasm, she picked up the tempo of her
thrusts. Just as she started to climax she impaled me one last
time and collapsed on my back. Even though I was on all fours, my
legs turned to jelly and I felt an orgasm that was radiated
throughout my entire body washing over me in waves.
I looked down and I saw a clear runny liquid dripping out of my
limp noodle. I didn't get hard yet my orgasm was the most
satisfying and longest lasting I'd ever experienced. We cleaned
up and fell asleep in each other's arms.
The next day I had a coaching with Ben. I had been wearing baggy
sweaters and pants to hide my new curves. It was very warm
outside, and not much cooler in Ben's studio. He asked me why I
didn't just take off my sweater, as he was hot just watching me.
When I did his eyes nearly popped out of his head. He said that
he had noticed slight changes in my appearance, but the changes
he now saw were not slight. He told me that I looked positively
radiant in my newfound beauty. I sat in a chair and asked him if
he wanted to kick me out of his studio, as there was no possible
way that I could get work as an actor now. He came gave me a big
hug and told me not to worry. With looks like mine I should have
an even greater chance of finding work now than before, only now
as an actress.
When he hugged me his masculine body made me drunk with desire. I
had to have his cock. I could no more control myself than a cork
adrift in the ocean. Desire swept over me and in a matter of
seconds, I had his long pole in my mouth and I was sucking it
with great delight. The taste of his cum sent a strange feeling
through my body.
Seconds later I felt really good, and could not think of single
problem that I might have had. For that matter, I couldn't think
of much of anything. I could only sit there empty headed with a
silly grin on my face. It seemed like hours later, I came down
from my high and left for home. I was totally guilt ridden, and
didn't know what to do or say when I saw Jill.
Jill had gone to the dentist to have a routine cleaning. The same
dentist that Jill had recommended to me months earlier. When in
the chair the dentist turned up the background music as she
worked. Jill quickly faded into a deep sleep, and woke up feeling
totally refreshed. The dentist told Jill that I was due for a
cleaning, so Jill made me an appointment for the following week.
As she headed home she kept thinking about how much she loved the
beautiful she-male that her husband had become, but that
something was missing. When she got home she was resolved to fix
the problem. Dinner was on the table and I was dolled up to the
nines for my lover. We had a lovely dinner and she told me about
her show's rehearsals, and mentioned once again that they still
were looking to fill a few more key parts, but had failed to find
the right people.
We got ready for bed, and made love many times before drifting
off into blissful sleep in one another's arms.
The next day I was at work when my telephone rang, it was Jill.
She announced that, she had received her first check from the
show and that she was making more than our old combined incomes.
She then said to listen to her carefully, and said, "'Gwendolyn'
be a 'Good Girl' and resign immediately from your position... I
need you home."
With that I typed up a letter of resignation, stating that for
health reasons I was immediately leaving my position, and gave it
to my boss. When I handed it to him he told me that he had
noticed my change in appearance, and hoped I would be happy in my
new life. He shook my hand, and had security escort me to the
door. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry...my life had just
take a serious turn into the unknown, but a little voice in the
back of my head kept telling me that everything would be alright.
I went home fell on the bed and had a good long cry. When the
telephone rang I picked it up, and it was Jill. She asked me why
I sounded so upset. I told her of how I'd been escorted from the
building by the security guard at the boss's request.
She agreed that said behaviour was a bit much, but told me not to
worry. Once the initial shock wears off you will be much happier,
she told me. She then said, she had a surprise that was sure to
pick up my spirits. Half of an hour later, she picked me up and
drove me to a small shopping centre on the other side of town.
She said, "'Gwendolyn' be a 'Good Girl' and come with me to your
first experience at a beauty salon."
When put it that way, a slow smile crept across my face and I
happily pranced into the salon right at her heels. We had the
works: manicure, pedicure, full facials with makeovers, hair
colour, haircut and style, and she had them pierce my ears. The
girls at the shop were really sweet, and kept telling me how
pretty I was.
My hair became a dark red that was cut in a very alluring and
definitely feminine style. It looks like a long pageboy cut, and
I just adored it. My ears received five holes each, and Jill had
them put a combination of gold hoops and diamond studs that she
had hidden in her purse as a surprise. My fingernails were given
silk wraps for strength and extension, and were painted a
metallic pink shade that I just love.
My fingernails were nearly an inch long and my toenails were
painted to match my fingernails. The most time consuming and
painful event of the day was the reshaping of my eyebrows. The
cosmetologist must have pulled out one thousand hairs from each
brow, but I had to say the results were spectacular. I now had
graceful feminine arched brows that really drew attention to my
eyes. The whole event was topped off by a relaxing massage. When
we left I felt like a whole new me...a me that I really was
starting to like.
The next Monday, I had my dentist appointment. I had a small
problem... When Jill had made my appointment I could still
somewhat pass as a man. That would be impossible now. When I
asked Jill what she thought I should do, she told me to not
worry, and to be a "Good Girl" and get dressed.
All anxiety passed, although I did notice that all of my male
clothing was gone. It had all been replaced by dresses, skirts,
tops, and leggings. I selected a lovely floral dress that buttons
up the front with an empire waist, matching shoes and set about
fixing my makeup. I pulled my hair up in a cute ponytail. Jill
then told me that the appointment had been made for 'Gwendolyn',
and that I should become used to using that as my name as my male
name was no longer to be used.
She handed me my purse and told me to look in my wallet. Not only
was my wallet a lady's wallet, but all of my credit cards and
identification had been changed to my new identity, Gwendolyn.
Jill had taken care of all that through a service she found, so I
wouldn't have a hissy fit at the Department of Motor Vehicles.
That's right... somehow even my driver's license and passport now
had female checked as the sex and a picture of the new me, with
my new name.
The 'Good Girl' command was still working, so I sashayed out to
the car and drove to see the dentist. Upon my arrival, the
dentist told me how much she liked my dress and asked me to come
into the examining room. As soon as she started to clean my
teeth, she said that she had found a cavity. She turned up the
music in the background as she worked, and I gently drifted into
a deep sleep. I woke two hours later feeling very refreshed. The
dentist told me that she had just finished, and that all I needed
to do was make an appointment in another six months for a
cleaning.
Upon arriving home, I decided that since I was now the woman of
the house, I should start cleaning. When I went to the bedroom to
change into clothing more suitable to cleaning, I noticed a box
on the bed with a tag that said, "For my Gwendolyn... a surprise."
I opened the box and in it was a black satin French maid's
uniform with a white satin apron, black ruffled panties and a
very full petticoat.
Inside the outfit was a note from Jill. "Dearest Gwendolyn... here
is the uniform that I expect you to wear when keeping house,
which by the way, is your new job. If you are a "Good Girl" I
will bring you new outfits to wear while cleaning in other
colours."
Instead of being upset with being ordered around like a maid, I
suddenly felt joyful and with a sense of well being, like for the
first time in months, I knew what I was supposed to be doing. I
put on a black push-up bra, my ruffled black panties, my short
maid's dress, my petticoats and my apron. My petticoats pushed
the hem of my dress out to almost horizontal, so that my ruffled
panties were in plain view if I bent over. As soon as my outfit
was completely on, I felt a rush of desire like I had never felt
before.
I fell onto the bed and started kneading my full breasts. That
wasn't enough, as I rooted around in Jill's special drawer and
found a large dildo, which I had soon impaled myself with. I was
insatiable, I lay exhausted two hours later after six screaming
orgasms. It is a good thing I was alone, as I could have gotten
myself into some serious trouble. I tried to remember what I was
supposed to be doing, but I couldn't think very clearly... all
that I could think of was sex, and how to get some.
The telephone rang, and it was Jill telling me to be a 'Good
Girl' and clean the living room before she came home. I put my
panties back on, straightened my dress and proceeded to clean the
living room; with all the effort I could muster.
When Jill came home she had a silly smile on her face and a
dreamy look about her...a look I recognized, but couldn't quite
place. She dropped her bag, took one look at me in my French
maid's outfit and proceeded to kiss me passionately, while she
pawed my breasts and kneaded my butt. We made love right there in
the living room like we had to, neither one of us had a bit
control. All we could do was ravage each other like
nymphomaniacs.
We were broken out of our frenzy by the telephone ringing in the
kitchen. Jill answered it, and with a very trance-like look on
her face announced that we should go upstairs and get dolled up,
as Ben was coming over for dinner. Ben had never eaten so much as
a donut with either one of us before. Needless to say, my
curiosity was intense.
Jill and I went upstairs, bathed, dressed in our prettiest
finery, did our makeup, hair, and went downstairs and started
preparing dinner. Jill couldn't wipe the silly smile and dreamy
look off her face the whole time... I know I have seen that look
somewhere... Just then, the doorbell rang. Jill ran from the
kitchen and answered the door, telling me to stay in the kitchen
and finish preparing the meal. I did not mind, as long as I was
pleasing her.
She was in the living room with Ben, when I heard Ben say
something to Jill and she went silent for a while. I got to a
good stopping point in the food preparation, so I went into the
living room. I stood there in shock as Ben had bent Jill over the
sofa, thrown her dress up, pulled her panties down, and was
screwing her doggy style. She had a silly grin her face, and was
whimpering as he pounded her with his huge cock and his balls
slapping up against her backside.
I was going to say something, when an overwhelming desire
overtook me and wiped my mind blank. Ben said, "'Gwendolyn' get
over here and be a 'Bad Girl'".
The only thought I could muster was... I need to be fucked and I
needed it bad! Ben told me to bend over the sofa right next to
Jill, and drop my panties. He withdrew his huge tool from Jill's
sopping pussy and used her juices to lube up my opening. He then
impaled me on his member. There was no pain, as somehow, I was
really relaxed. As he pumped in and out of me, I lost what little
ability to reason I had left. Total and complete euphoria
overtook my whole being. Pure pleasure washed over me as orgasm
after orgasm crashed through my whole being. When he was finished
screwing my brains out, he had me clean him up and he looked at
us and said, "ladies, be 'Ben's Girls' and 'Freeze'."
Neither one of us could move a muscle, but neither of us wanted
to, as we sat there with goofy smiles and dreamy looks about our
faces. Ben took a cell phone out of his jacket, and placed a
call. Five minutes later our dentist walked through our front
door. She was wearing a shiny leather skintight mini dress,
leather opera gloves, and tight high boots with six-inch heels.
She gave Ben a deep kiss on the mouth and sat down between Jill
and me, placing a leather gloved hand on each of our closest
thighs. Even though neither of us could move, we both started
drooling with lust for her and Ben.
Ben said, 'Ben's Girls' and 'Listen', and instantly we could
focus intently on what he was telling us. He went on to tell us
that he was truly unlocking our potentials as actresses. Ben
explained that he and our dentist, his sister, were bisexual and
loved gender-benders. Our dentist, who we later learned was named
Alexandra, told us that when we went to her office for dental
work we were hypnotized by the music, which fed us suggestions
that were permanently implanted on our psyches.
Which was why when we heard certain triggers, like 'Ben's Girls'
we were unable to think about anything but Ben and pleasing him.
Apparently, Ben had Alexandra make Jill help him transform me,
but he later decided to use her too, as they felt we made a very
sexy pair. She went on to say that when I had my tooth repaired,
and later when I had a tooth filled, she had implanted time
released female hormones that had greatly altered my mind and
body.
She explained, "Gwendolyn, your penis is in a deep sleep induced
by "girl juice" (hormones), and it will never wake again. It
really doesn't matter because it is too small to be of any use to
anyone, but we wanted it there temporarily to accommodate future
needs. At this point, you hardly remember what it felt like to be
a man, and wouldn't go back if you could".
She told me that the more feminine hormones that were released
into my body, the more I would crave them, and that I was already
addicted them.
Ben then took over the conversation again, telling us that there
would be further changes to each of us. He then told us that we
were to be his and Alexandra's sexual pets and that we had no
will to fight anything they wanted to do to us. Mercifully, he
had no plans to break Jill and I up or to do anything that we
wouldn't eventually come to love. Ben went on to explain that
even though we could understand everything he and Alexandra had
just said and would remember it, we would not be able in any way,
to communicate any of it to anyone else in the world. Ben and
Alexandra kissed one another passionately and then told us to
enjoy our dinner, as they walked out of our front door. Just
before leaving, Ben turned and said, "Be Very Good Girls", and
they left.
Jill and I were blown away by all that we had just heard, but his
last suggestion had left us so incredibly horny, that all we
could think about was getting into bed with each other. We raced
upstairs and took off everything but our garter belts and
stockings. Jill put on the harness and strap-on double-ended
dildo and humped my poor asshole until we both collapsed after
five orgasms each.
When we woke the next morning we were both sore, but in very good
spirits. As we talked about what had happened the night before,
we both got turned on yet again, but as we were too sore to
screw, we gently brought each other over the edge by getting in a
sixty-nine position and gently sucking on each other's clitties.
We couldn't stop...all we cared about was sex. Jill finally got
up, showered and dressed for her rehearsal. She asked me if I
would like to come with her to rehearsal, as it would give me a
day off from housework. I happily showered, got dressed in a
lovely casual skirt, top and flats so I could accompany her.
We parked a few blocks away from Jill's rehearsal studio, and
walked hand in hand into the rehearsal. Upon our arrival we
noticed the director talking to Ben. The director and Ben walked
over to Jill and me, and Ben introduced me to him.
Ben said, "These are my girls, Jill and Gwendolyn."
We just smiled and giggled like a couple of schoolgirls. The
director then told us that Ben was the anonymous playwright, and
that Ben had suggested auditioning me. He handed me a script and
asked me to take it home and study it for a reading next week.
Not wanting to disappoint Ben, I smiled and took the script. Jill
looked simply elated at the prospect of us working together. I
stayed and watched the rehearsal, but couldn't understand the
action as most of Jill's interaction was with a substitute
reading from a script.
When we arrived home, Jill explained that her love interest in
the play was not yet cast, so the stagehand read lines with her
in rehearsal. After dinner we were watching television, when the
telephone rang. I picked it up and heard Ben's voice say, "Ben's
girls" and then he instructed me to tell Jill to pick up the
phone. I had that dreamy look and goofy smile on my face as I
told Jill that the telephone was for her.
She had just put the telephone to her ear, when Ben said, "Ben's
girl's". He went on to tell her to get me and to pack a bag for
two days for each of us. After hanging up the telephone, we
marched upstairs and packed our bags. A few minutes later Ben and
Alexandra showed up at our door. When we answered the door they
greeted us with passionate kisses and told us to get into their
car. As soon as we were in the car, Alexandra turned to us and
said, "Sleepytime", and we both promptly fell into a deep
slumber.
When I woke up I noticed that I was sore all over. I could tell
that I was in some sort of hospital, and that Jill was in the
next bed over. She had sheets covering her, but I could tell that
the lower half of her body was bandaged. I, on the other hand,
was bandaged all over.
Later that day, Alexandra came in and told us that our final
changes had taken place, and as she also held medical board
certification in plastic surgery, she had supervised all of the
work. She told me that I was fully female now, and that my penis
had been inverted to form my vaginal walls. Alexandra further
explained that I would be able to experience orgasms just as any
biological woman would.
I was also given breast implants to bring my bust to a D cup, my
lips given collagen implants, my voice was surgically raised, my
nose was made more petite, my Adam's apple had been shaved. Also
just because Alexandra requested it...my eyes were reshaped so
that I now looked Asian. It was also explained to me that while I
was under, they had a very skilled tattoo artist apply permanent
make up to my lips and eyes, so that I would always have a sultry
come hither look.
My hair was also permanently dyed a deep brown, almost black. She
congratulated me, and told me that I was going to be perfection
personified when I healed. Jill was strapped to her bed so that
she couldn't move. Alexandra explained that the restraint was a
safety precaution, so that she would tear any stitches. She
explained that since she and Ben loved gender-bending so much;
Jill had been given a special gift.
From now on Jill was going to be the she-male between us.
Alexandra explained that in a very long and complicated surgery,
Jill had been given a 12 inch tool that any man would envy, and a
big set of balls...all of it fully functional. Jill had also been
given the permanent makeup routine, but she was made to look like
a French tart who was on the prowl.
Alexandra went on to explain that because the surgeries were
performed using the very latest procedures that we would be
nearly totally healed in 48 hours. In case we were not thrilled
with the work, or just needed extra motivation in the future,
Alexandra explained that we had been given further "suggestions"
while in recovery.
True to her word in about 2.5 days we were both up and walking
around, and on the third day we were discharged from hospital.
Ben and Alexandra took us home and tucked us into bed, as we were
both still exhausted from our ordeal.
The next morning I turned over and saw Jill's new toy making a
tent in the bed sheets. I had to have it, so I crawled under the
sheets and woke my honey up to her first blowjob. After about ten
minutes of slurping on her beautiful pole she blew a load of
spunk down the back of my throat. I knew right then and there
that I would be having lots of fun with her new equipment for a
long time.
She then smiled a sly smile and told me to sit up so that we
could be face to face. As we caressed each other's breasts and
kissed, she had me sit in her lap, and gently dilated my new
honey pot with her huge tool. Surprisingly, I was really wet, and
there was no pain...only the most fulfilling wonderful feeling I
had ever felt. I really didn't know that it was possible to feel
so wonderful. My whole body felt so good that I felt as if I was
going to simply melt from pleasure. I started to buck up and down
on her tool as we let our breasts rub against one another. Jill
rocked under me and started to breathe very heavily. I felt so
good that I never wanted it to stop, but when Jill blew a load
into my pussy, I experienced the most mind-blowing orgasm I had
ever known.
I actually passed out, and did not wake up for 25 minutes. When I
awoke, Jill was snoozing gently as we were lying on the bed, till
wrapped all around each other. We decided that we should get
showered and dressed before the whole day passed us by.
The telephone rang and Alexandra said, 'Ben's Girls' and
'rehearsal'. We quickly got dressed and raced to the rehearsal
studio. When I arrived the director asked me if I was ready to
read the part for him. Even though I hadn't even looked at the
script, somehow I knew every word of it. I told the director that
I was ready whenever he was. My voice was now a very sultry
mezzo-soprano, and I felt very sexy and alluring as I did my
reading. The director loved my rendition, and I was hired on the
spot. He then explained to me that the story cantered around the
action in a harem and that Jill and I were going to be playing
two harem girls who are lovers. Ben Green, our coach, and the
writer of the play was cast as the Sultan and his sister
Alexandra was cast as the Sultan's chief wife and head of the
harem.
When we arrived home we noticed that Ben and Alexandra's car was
parked in our driveway. As we walked in the door we noticed the
two of them sitting on our sofa.
Ben announced that we were going to "rehearse" and Jill and I
both became totally enflamed with desire. I was practically
dripping with lust and Jill had a woody sticking out of her skirt
that made it look as if she were hiding a baseball bat in there.
We started to kiss each other when Ben said, "Undress, and then
Freeze".
In about three seconds flat we were both standing in our
underwear whimpering with sexual desire, which for the second
would go unfulfilled. While I was left unable to move, Jill was
ordered to give Ben a blowjob. She did so with extreme pleasure,
and took her time doing so. What I could not see was Alexandra
undressing behind me. We had never seen her except fully clothed.
I soon felt Alexandra come up behind me and start to fondle my
breasts while her lovely orbs rubbed up against my back.
I very badly wanted to reciprocate, but I was still frozen still.
The next part I couldn't understand, but didn't mind, as I was so
horny I would have gotten it on with almost anything. I felt a
large erect member sliding around my bum. Apparently, when she
and Ben said they were into gender bending, they meant it; she
was a drop-dead gorgeous she-male like Jill.
Alexandra whispered into my ear to "Unfreeze", and proceeded to
take me doggy style over the side of the sofa. Her tool was huge
and I was loving every throbbing big-veined inch of it. I was
busy enjoying the royal screwing I was getting, when Ben blew a
big load down the back of Jill's throat. Ben wanted to rest for a
minute so he told Jill to join Alexandra and me. Alexandra spun
around and started humping me face to face, while Jill used some
of my dripping juices to lube up my ass. Jill then filled my
backdoor with her amazing tool, while Alexandra took me with her
magnificent dong from the front.
I had beautiful tits rubbing against my back and my own hooters
while I was totally filled in my back and front doors. It was the
most amazing feeling I had ever encountered, the longer it went
on the closer I came to losing my mind to pleasure. Just as I
didn't think it could get any better, Ben came up behind Jill and
started reaming her corn-hole with his huge shlong. There we were
a giant sandwich of writhing, throbbing sexual pleasure. Ben came
in Jill's backdoor, and that set off a chain reaction of orgasms
in: me, Jill and Alexandra. Before I passed out again I counted
seven orgasms, each one stronger than the last.
We didn't figure it all out at the time, but Jill and I were not
being coached or cast in a Broadway play. Ben and his sister were
moguls in the porno movie business and we were going to be the
stars of his newest project "Harem Heat". The movie went on to
become the best selling DVD in the history of pornography.
Critics said that it was the most sensual, realistic lovemaking
ever filmed. There is, of course, a reason, Jill and I love each
other and we love fucking. Ben says that we are not the brightest
bulbs in the box, but we don't know what he means. We both had to
go to Alexandra for a normal teeth cleaning last month. When we
were there she played that lovely background music and we both
fell asleep.
When we awoke, Alexandra said that we would be much happier now.
She said that we would only think happy thoughts and that our
IQ's had been lowered so that...I think she said we would be
happier...cause, like you know, we wouldn't think too
much...anyway, Jill and I smile all of the time.
We live with Ben and Alexandra now, as they said it is dangerous
for two airheads as dumb as we are to live alone. We share a
lovely room that is pretty and pink. We love it. Ben has a pool,
and we can swim any time we want...we love Ben. Alexandra comes
after work, and helps us play dress up. We love dress up. Today
she had us dress as baby girls. I got to wear a little girl's
dress with poofy lace all over. It was pink. Jill wore a little
girl's dress with ruffled panties. It was blue. Mommy, I mean
Alexandra, had us make out while a nice man filmed us. We love it
here. Later Mommy says that we can play two brides getting
married. We love our life here, and we love being "Ben's girls".