Warning. This is an adult story with some strong sexual content. It is not
intended for and should not be read by minors. It is also not intended for
anyone who believes that men are men, women are women and that's the
way things should always be. It is concerned with themes of male
transvestism, panty fetishism, male submission, female domination, and the
like. It does not contain any kind of violence nor does it depict children
under the age of consent
Note, however that unlike my other stories it does depict young people just
above the age of consent, which many find to be at the least distasteful, and
in some cases, downright immoral. If this would offend you, stop reading.
This is fiction after all. If this sounds borderline to you then note that there
is no actual penetrative sex between anyone less than eighteen years of age
depicted. Also, there is no penetrative inter- family sex. A young woman
teases her younger brother in a highly sexually charged manner, and a
young boy fantasies about his father's young bride, that's about it.
Stephanie's Scheme
By Alamo Preacher
Part One: Sweet like Chocolate.
If there was one film I really hated when I was sixteen, it was Bill and Ted's
excellent adventure. It was one of those films that every single kid in town
sees over the course of a weekend. You're nobody in school on Monday if
you don't know the jokes from the movie. Bill and Ted's was that movie in
the Fall of '92 . I hated that fucking film. Why I hated it is kind of a long
story, and it has to do with more people than just me, and my part in the
story isn't one I'm very proud of, but it has a lot to do with the way I am
today, and it has an important message I think that everyone who cares
about their family or who has ever loved someone too much should hear,
so I'll tell it anyway, and I'll tell it exactly how it happened.
In the Summer of 1992 my Dad finally decided to remarry. It had been four
years since he and my Mom split up and he'd been dating this girl for like
six weeks when he announced that they were getting married in June. I had
never even seen her at the time he made this announcement. He'd been
sneaking off to see her, kind of guiltily. I knew he had a new girlfriend
from the phone calls and dates and all, but I thought there was something
suspicious about this one, since he'd never brought her round, even for five
minutes before the two of them went out to dinner or whatever. Don't get
me wrong now, I didn't resent him having a girlfriend or even remarrying.
Heck no. My Dad had had a tough time. My Mom had run off with one of
his work colleagues after having a very public affair, and they'd had a very
messy divorce. Since then, he'd done his best for me and my sister, and I
wasn't some punk kid jealous of my Dad's attention. So, when he told me
that 'Miss Taylor' had agreed to marry him I tried my best to look happy
for him, but I had a feeling there was more to this. There was. 'Miss Taylor'
was Cherie Taylor. She was only twenty five, and she worked as a
receptionist in my school. Cherie was really good looking. She was just the
kind of woman that a man at my Dad's stage of life would go for. Problem
was, she was also just the kind of woman that a kid of sixteen would go for
too. In his dreams.
Soon after the announcement, Dad brought Cherie over to meet me and
Stephanie, my older sister. Stephanie had not taken the news of our Dad's
impending remarriage as well as I had. I'd heard her yelling at him in the
kitchen when he told her. I couldn't hear what she said exactly, but it
sounded pretty angry. Stephanie was two years older than me and starting
to treat me with the special kind of contempt that older sisters reserve for
their brothers during the years between first catching them sneaking looks
at their tits, and when they finally move out of home. Anyway, I didn't then
care what Stephanie thought about Cherie. I felt I wasn't so much gaining a
stepmother as gaining a live-in wank fantasy.
On the evening of this first visit I found that I was nervous about meeting
Cherie. I didn't know it at the time, but I was hoping she'd like me. I
wanted to impress her. At school she wouldn't know me from two hundred
other kids but she was going to move in with us straight after the wedding,
and that was only a couple of weeks off, so this was a real fast get-to-know
you session. I'd been fantasizing about Cherie since Dad had told us about
her, but before this evening I'd only ever seen her from a distance in school.
This would be up- close.
Stephanie and I were sitting in the lounge, waiting. I kept zapping channels
on the TV.
"What the fuck are you so keyed up about, moron?" Asked Steph. "She
isn't coming over to see you."
She always talked to me this way. She'd been pissed off in general since
Mom had left, but she reserved the worst of her bile for me. It was a
brother-sister thing.
"Yes she is." I said, "She's coming over to see both of us." I knew what
Stephanie meant, but all the same, the point of the visit was so that we
could start to get to know each other.
Stephanie rolled her eyes. "You are so fucking dumb. Do you really think
she gives a shit about 'Getting to meet the kids?'" She asked, her voice
laden with sarcasm.
Stephanie was starting to be really good looking. She didn't try to look
glamorous like a lot of girls her age, but she could have if she'd wanted to.
She went more for a 'Grrrl' look. She kept her hair fairly short. She wore
combat pants and short cotton tops. She'd had a lot of piercings and tattoos
done since Mom left. Dad never said a word about it, though our Mom
would have freaked and stopped her. I suspected Dad was a bit scared of
her. He probably told himself that he was just giving her space, since she'd
taken his and Mom's break up kind of badly, but in truth, he knew she'd tell
him where to get off if he tried to stop her doing stuff like that. Actually, I
probably didn't realise all that at the time, and I only put it together
afterwards, or maybe it was somewhere in my subconscious even then. It
was a strange time for me.
That evening she was wearing army boots and really short, cut-off pink
denim shorts, and a black cotton belly-top. She seemed to have taken a lot
of care with her makeup. Apart from her clothes, she looked a lot older
than seventeen. I wondered if Cherie coming over had anything to do with
the way she'd done her makeup. She was lying almost flat on her back on
the settee, her bare legs crossed over each other, stretched out horizontally
in front of her, supported by a stool. I was sitting beside her cross-legged.
Dad had been gone about twenty minutes. He and Cherie would probably
be here in ten.
"What do you mean?" I asked, frowning. "If she isn't coming over to 'Meet
the kids' then what is this visit for?"
"To check this place out, dummy. To see what he's got." Said Steph, with
exaggerated slowness, as if explaining to a child. "Okay, She probably has
a fair idea of how much he makes already, but she wants to check this place
out for herself, make sure she's getting what she was promised."
I looked around the lounge stupidly. At fifteen, how well-off your family is,
is kind-of like background information. If things are stable, then money
isn't really an issue. I suppose we were well off, maybe very well off. We
had large pool. My Dad had a Land Rover and a sports car. A massive
stereo unit hulked silently in the corner of the lounge. Our house was
probably one of the largest in town. Maybe in the top ten houses. Maybe
the largest. We were pretty rich. It had never really occurred to me before.
I suppose the dawning realisation must have shown itself on my face.
"You have got to be the stupidest thing on the planet." Said Steph. "I bet
when he told you that he was marrying Cherie Taylor, all you thought was
- "Wow she's so hot. I wonder if I'll get to see her naked round the house?"
You fucking dummy." Stephanie snorted and snatched the remote from me.
She flicked over to MTV and turned up some rock video really loud. She
was pissed off. I tried not to blush at her accurate guess at my reaction to
the news that Cherie would be living with us. I didn't know what to say. I
was absorbing this information, and letting my gaze wander over Steph's
outstretched legs when she spoke again, fiercely, through clenched teeth.
"Quit fucking staring at my fucking legs you sick little pervert" She was
still looking straight at the TV, and she hadn't looked round. How could
she tell where I'd been looking? I quickly looked away.
"I wasn't looking at you, you stuck up bitch." I said. "Who'd want to look
at your legs anyway."
"What the fuck did you say?" Said Steph, her voice rising in astonished
anger at my insult. I didn't answer, I couldn't meet her gaze when she was
this angry. I didn't think what I'd said was that bad, but she clearly was
really pissed off, almost shocked at my impertinence in talking back to her.
There was a long pause. I could feel the crackling tension in the air. I didn't
want to look round to see her face, but she wasn't going to say anything
more either. The seconds dragged by. I couldn't stand it. I turned, and as I
did so, I tried to defuse the tension by saying "Ahhh, come on Steph, your
legs aren't that ba..." But the words died in my throat. Stephanie was
staring at me with a look of pure hate.
"You think that bitch has good legs do you? You'll be thinking about her
legs when you pull yourself off tonight will you? You'd like to have
Cherie's legs wrapped around your ears would you? You make me puke,
you really do." And she got up and stalked out of the lounge, leaving me
confused and slightly horny.
Of course she was right. When Cherie came over I couldn't help but steal
glances at her legs. To make matters worse she was wearing a fairly short
tan dress, just above the knee, and, my favourite, chocolate brown
pantyhose. When she sat on the settee in the lounge and crossed her legs, I
knew Steph would be watching me watching her, but I just couldn't help
looking all the same. It would have been impossible not to, since Cherie
had chosen to sit right in front of me. She was lovely, I forgot all Steph's
bitchiness the moment she arrived. She was funny and sincere and really
gorgeous. My Dad was delighted that we got on so well. Even Steph made
an effort. Actually she was more than just civil, she was even friendly.
Either she had decided to make the best of this, or she had some sort of
plan. Certainly she played the perfect prospective stepdaughter to a tee. I
tried to match her but ended up more of a prospective eager puppy. When
Cherie smiled at me, I melted. She didn't have to even try, I was like
melting chocolate in her hands. By the time she left I had a boner the size
and consistency of a hammer handle in my jeans. I had to go whack off.
Dad was dropping Cherie back to her place where they were going to
discuss wedding arrangements for hours so this was the perfect
opportunity.
I went into the bathroom and locked the door. I went down on my knees
and pulled my jeans and boxers right down. Normally I'd have taken a
while to get started but this time there was no need. I closed my eyes and
pictured Cherie just as she had been sitting on the lounge. Then she began
to pull her skirt up slowly, smiling at me all the time, revealing more and
more of her thighs. Jesus she was hot. Then she slowly spread her legs,
letting me see her cream-coloured panties beneath, just visible through the
thicker, darker fabric of the panty of the chocolate coloured pantyhose. My
imagination ran riot. Smiling all the while, Cherie produced a Hershey's
Extra Dark chocolate bar from her handbag and slowly unwrapped it. I
closed in on her face. She smiled, and, opening her mouth, sensuously drew
her wet, pink tongue over the warm chocolate bar. It left chocolate stains
on her dark red lipsticked lips, and on her chin and cheeks. Keeping her
eyes fixed on mine she slid the bar all the way into her mouth, sucked on it
very gently once, and then withdrew it slowly, letting the melting chocolate
smear over her lips and her fingers. She brushed aside her open blouse and
pulled open her matching cream satin bra to reveal her full breasts and soft
brown, erect nipples. She brought the oozing, melting chocolate bar down
to her breast and smeared and swirled it over her breasts and nipple, as if
putting the last delicious topping onto a rich, chocolaty desert. As she
cupped one breast with her chocolate-covered hand she said
"What the fuck are doing in there you little sicko? Are you wanking over
Cherie already?"
My hand froze on my cock. I held my breath. Steph was right outside the
door. But I was okay, the door was locked.
"I'm in the toilet Steph." I said, wincing at how stupid this sounded, even as
I said it. Why couldn't she just fuck off and leave me in peace? I'd been
really getting into that.
"I know you're in there, you spastic." Said Steph and I know what you're
doing. "You're embarrassing Ken, you really are. You were so fucking
obvious looking at her legs, and trying to look up her skirt. But that wasn't
the worst, do you even know how pathetic you looked, giggling at
everything she said, and making stupid faces. You were more like a
kindergarten girl trying to impress teacher than anything. Even Dad was
embarrassed and he's almost as bad as you."
"Fuck off Steph." Was all I could think of to say.
"No, You fuck off, Ken." Said Steph through the door. "If you can't even
wait five minutes before running in there to wank off over her then what
the hell are you going to be like when she's living here. You're
embarrassing enough as it is. Do you think people won't know what you're
doing? Do you think the lovely Cherie won't guess immediately? You're
going to make this family seem even more pathetic than it is and I won't
allow that. Now you finish up in there and come out. We've got to talk."
There was silence. I was so stunned by what she'd said that it took me a
minute to realise that she'd stopped. Was she gone? I didn't know. All I
knew was that I still had a boner and a date with Cherie's chocolate.
She was back to sucking the melting bar, sliding it in and out of her mouth.
Her other hand smeared chocolate and saliva over her left beast and nipple.
The pantyhose had turned into a pair of similarly coloured stockings and
her panties were down around one ankle. She slid forward down the settee,
spreading her legs as she did so, so that her thighs were on either side of
my face. The stocking tops were lacy and tight, with a thin silver thread
worked into the pattern. The contrast with the wonderful soft flesh of her
generous inner thigh was wonderful. With a mischievous smile she moved
the now almost totally melted bar down to her exposed, neatly trimmed
pussy and with a slight wince, pushed it all the way into herself. The melted
chocolate piled up on her warm pussy lips and began to ooze very slowly
downwards. "Would you like some chocolate Ken?" She asked with a
giggle. I moved forward.
"Are you coming out or not?" Shouted Steph from the hallway. Jesus! She
was still there.
"No." I said.
"Oh for fuck's sake, hurry up and come. I'm going out and I need to talk to
you." Said Steph, exasperatedly.
"Just go away Steph." I said desperately.
"I am not going away. If you think you're going to take hours over your
wank then I have news for you. Pull yourself off now and come out here or
I'll come in and get you."
She couldn't do that. The door was locked. I wondered if I could still
continue with her shouting at me from outside. Cherie's chocolate pussy
lips were still there, her lovely stockinged thighs, waiting to close over my
ears as I moved forward....
Click. Click. The door was unlocked. What the fuck? Steph walked into
the bathroom and stood in front of me. I gaped at her, cock still in hand.
"Don't look so fucking stupid Ken. I have a key to every room in the
house. Now get on with it or I'll kick you in the balls where you are. No!
don't fucking stop, I want to tell you something and I know you won't be
able to listen to anything while your little pecker is in charge." She went
down in front of me, on her hunkers, so she was level with my face. "Come
on, Ken. I'm giving you sixty seconds and then these boots are going
straight into those blue balls.
"Steph." I began "I, I ..."
"Can't?" Finished Steph for me. "Do I put you off? Can't you conjure
Cherie up while I'm here in front of you? What's she doing? Is she
spreading herself for you? Are you actually imagining you're fucking her.
Shit, that's a powerful imagination."
"No. No I'm not... " I started. She cut me off again.
"No? You're right, that's just too unlikely. Spanking you maybe? Dressing
you up in her panties? Hmmm? Is that what has your little pecker so hard?"
"No!" I shouted, even more embarrassed at these notions. But even as I
said it, these wonderfully erotic images lodged themselves in my mind.
"No, it's nothing like that." I said, quietly. My hard-on was failing in spite
of everything.
"Oh No." Said Steph, looking down at my drooping cock. "Come on Ken.
You can do it. Just grab hold of yourself. I'm already in here, and I've seen
you having your filthy little wank, so pulling yourself off in front of me isn't
any worse, and believe me the kicking you'll get if you don't will be very,
very real."
Suddenly, she took hold of my hand and moved it onto my turgid cock.
"I'll start your minute from now, to be fair. Start pumping."
I looked into her eyes. She was serious. I began to move my hand up and
down. I closed my eyes. Cherie was a little alarmed and a bit out of focus. I
pulled back to get an overall look, and with a couple of stokes and deep
breath she was smiling again.
"Tell me what you see, little brother." Said Steph from somewhere else. At
that moment I don't know what came over me. I think it was something to
do with the tone of voice that Steph used, but I started to talk.
"I see Cherie with her legs spread on the settee. She's wearing dark
chocolate-coloured hold-ups and black heels. She's been eating a really
melty chocolate bar and her mouth and breasts are covered in chocolate.
She's just pushed the rest of the bar into herself..." Oddly, I was kind of
proud of my vision.
"Mmmmmm. Chocolate." Came the voice. Steph seemed to like the idea
too. "It's melting inside her. Why don't you move in and lick some out of
her pussy Ken? That's what she wants isn't it? That's it. She's spread her
lips for you. Oooooh. That's it. She likes that, your tongue licking the
tangy chocolate from her pussy lips. Soft and silky. There's more inside her.
Go on. Deeper. Can you feel her soft thighs closing over your cheeks? Can
you feel the nylon of her stockings against your ears? Stroke your tongue
against her lips. Lick it all up Get your tongue inside. Her hands are
clasping on the back of your head and she's pulling you closer. Harder.
Oooooooh. That's so good. She loves the feel of your tongue on her. Inside
her. Open your mouth wide Ken."
I was stroking and pulling myself, and it was as if I was lost. Steph's words
went straight from my ears to the most primitive part of my brain. It was as
if she could paint inside my skull. I opened my mouth. her words and my
imagination made the vision almost more than real inside my head.
"That's it, work your tongue inside. Oh Mommy likes that. Get your
tongue in. Hard licks, soft licks. Always against the top. She's pulling you
closer. That's even better than Daddy's cock inside. Oooh, baby likes his
chocolate. There's a little more deep inside. Oh it's all gooey. Oh, it's all
coming out now. Liquidy, melted. Chocolate flavoured pussy. Pussy
flavoured chocolate. Lick, lick, lick. Slurp it up. Is baby going to come for
Mommy? Is baby going to spunk all over Mommy's feet? Is baby getting
his chocolate? Is the chocolate all gone now? Have you drunk it all down.
But you still have to lick Cherie's lovely little bud, don't you? Mmmmm. Is
it slippery against your tongue? Get it between your lips. That's it, that's it,
rub your tongue over it. Mommy's little button. . Lap it up. Lap it up.
Ooooh Mommy likes that. Ooooh Baby likes it too. Oh! That's it baby,
come for Mommy now Ken! Come! Come! Aaaaaahhh!". And I covered
the end of my cock with the waiting tissues and jerked and spasmed, my
eyes tight shut, wrenching myself into the tissue as I came with the
delicious acid strokes and my sisters voice echoing in my head.
When I was done I didn't want to open my eyes. Steph said nothing. I
knew I would eventually have to face her.
She was standing above me, leaning down, her hands on her knees, a smile
of triumph on her face.
"Hey, little brother. You looked like really got into that. Now clean
yourself up and come with me. Come on. I told you I'm in a hurry."
Part Two: New boots and panties.
She turned and walked out of the bathroom and into her own room. I
looked down at the mess I'd made. The tissues had not been sufficient to
the task. I cleaned up, feeling spent and empty. It was easy not to think
about what had happened, at least for a minute or two after I'd come, but
slowly I began to realise what I'd done, what Steph had seen, what I had
admitted to her.
"Are you deaf, you moron? What is the hold up?" Shouted Steph from her
room.
I dumped the tissues and hurried into her room.
She was pulling on a pair of jeans when I walked into her room. I caught a
brief flash of her white cotton panties as she zipped herself up. She caught
my eye and gave me a pained look. She didn't seem mad at me, just
impatient. She'd changed her top too. Now she was wearing a skintight
black, sleeveless cotton tee. Her denim jacket lay on her bed. She'd
changed the heavy boots for a lighter pair, but she was still very butch, in
contrast with her softly made-up face, and feminine hairstyle. I realised that
over he last few weeks Stephanie had created a 'look' for herself. The Grrrl
clothes and boots offset by her almost girlish makeup and hair. She pinned
a sparkly, pink plastic barrette into her hair as I watched her. "How do I
look?" She asked. She had such confidence in herself.
"You look lovely Steph." I said. That sounded a bit pathetic, but it was
true. My sister was gorgeous really. She accepted the compliment as if it
were no more than her due.
"Right." She said. "I'm going downtown and I'll be going to the charity
shop. I've sorted a bunch of clothes of mine and yours out and I'm going to
donate them. " She indicated some piles of neatly folded clothes. There was
a pile of stuff of mine that I'd either outgrown or never worn, and a few
more of Steph's things, dresses, skirts, shoes etc. Steph turned and opened
her panty drawer.
"Now, I'm throwing a lot of this stuff out but I thought you might want to
keep some. I don't want to waste anything." She picked up two large piles
of lingerie from the drawer and brought it over to the bed. She put them
down beside the other piles and looked to me.
"You sort through that lot and see if there's anything you want to keep and
I'll sort through the rest." She said, and turned back to her drawer. Despite
what had just happened in the bathroom, this was a shock. My palms were
sweaty and I felt a slight tremble run through me.
"W, W, What would I want with your panties Steph?" I asked, trying to
sound surprised and nonplussed, but ending up sounding guilty as hell, and
feeble with it.
She looked at me over her shoulder. The same pained expression. "Don't
fuck about Ken." She said. "You regularly sneak in here to borrow some of
my skimpy panties to wear and jack off in. Now, I'm throwing out pretty
much all of that stuff except for the plain white cotton ones I like. Some of
this stuff doesn't even fit me anymore anyhow. So do you want to keep
some or not?"
I just gaped at her. Had she known this all along? I'd been doing it for
years. I'd thought that she had never noticed the panties, hose or slips
moved around. It was true, a lot of it was too small for her now, and she
never wore any fancy lingerie anymore it seemed.
"Look Ken, it's going to the charity shop if you don't say you want it, and I
warn you, after today there'll be no more sneaking into my drawers. I'm
getting locks fitted on all my drawers and wardrobes in here today, so no
more Mr. Sneaky Panties for you."
She had sorted through another drawer as she spoke and now she put a pile
of soft, satiny slips and cami-tops beside the panties, bras and other things.
I bit my lip. It was all so lovely, I even had some favourites among the piles
of shiny garments.
Steph. was watching me, gazing longingly at her underwear. She seemed
puzzled. "You know, I've never seen the attraction." She picked up a pair
of red lacy panties and matching bra. I knew these, they'd appeared
mysteriously in her drawer a fortnight ago. "Greg bought these for me.
He's always buying underwear for me, even though I almost never wear
these things he buys. It's stupid." She turned to me. "What is it that turns
you on about wearing it?" She asked, frankly. I gulped.
"I, I don't know Steph." I said, and as I do so, implicitly admitted
everything that she had said.
Stephanie frowned. "Well, it had better not be anything to do with me. I
mean, if I give you these and they're yours, you'll still wear them right? I
mean, you don't want to wear this stuff just because it belongs to me? You
like the panties for themselves?"
I knew what she meant, but I couldn't think. I just nodded.
"Because, like I said, this room is off-limits to you from now on. If you
want panties you'll have to take them now. Keep them in your room. I'm
making a few more changes around here too. I'm moving my laundry
basket into the airing cupboard and yours too. That way, no-one will be
able to tell who's underwear is whose. You'll need to throw some pairs of
boxers or jockeys in there yourself, if you don't want anyone to know
you're wearing my panties. Do you understand?"
I did. Again, I realised Steph. was miles ahead of me. In a few weeks
Cherie would move in here. Our lives would be disrupted, and she was
making preparations.
"Do you understand Ken?" She said again.
"Yes, yes Stephanie." I said.
"Now do you want to keep my panties or not? Just some? All of them?"
She raised her eyebrow. I looked at the floor. She smirked in triumph.
"All of them. Right. Now gather them up and put them in your own room.
You've wasted enough of my time already. I have more things to tell you
about the changes I'm making around here, but they'll have to wait until
after I get back. Come on now, pick up your panties and shoo. I'll be back
before Ten."
She stood there, waiting for me to pick up the piles. I realised it was now
or never. I bent down and scooped up all the slippery, lacy and satiny
underthings in my arms and made for the door. In my haste I dropped a
pair of particularly silky black panties.
"Hold on, there." Said Steph and she bent and picked up the panties. I had
to turn and wait. She took her time. She smiled and held up the briefs in
front of me. "What do you say Ken?" She teased.
I tried to look down, to break her gaze, but of course, I was just looking
into the mounds of lingerie in my arms.
"Please may I have the panties Steph?" I asked.
"Yes Ken, you may keep my panties." She replied and daintily placed the
pair I'd dropped onto the piles I was clutching to me.
I tried to make for the door.
"You ungrateful little pup." Said Steph, angrily. "Would simple a
Thank-you choke you to say?" She sounded genuinely hurt.
"I'm sorry Steph." I said, hurriedly. "Thank you very much. Thank you,
thank you."
"All right don't overdo it. Listen Ken, you're going to have to shape up.
You understand?"
I nodded, and she dismissed me with a wave of her hand.
I hurried to my room where I was relieved to dump all my lovely new
underwear on the bed and collapse onto the pile of sweet smelling panties.
I lay there for a while, waiting for my heart to stop pounding. After a
minute I heard Steph's boots on the stairs and moments later, the front
door slam. I jumped up and looked out the window to catch a glimpse of
her as she got into her car and tore out of the gravel drive. I was alone.
Times past, in this situation, I would have wondered about going into her
room to sneak a pair of her panties or her hose, or even a silky top or short
skirt to try on. Now, there was no need. She'd given me everything I'd need
to get myself up as a proper sissy.
Of course, I shouldn't have been delighted with this turn of events. I should
have perhaps suspected some ulterior plan on Steph's part but I was
entranced by the underwear and the delicious sensation of rolling around
on the huge mound of soft, feminine fabric. I wondered what sort of
underwear Cherie had. I wondered if she would be careful or sloppy in how
she'd pack it away in drawers and on shelves. I wondered what she'd look
like half-dressed. I wondered what her pussy looked like. I was hard again.
By the time Dad, and later, Steph returned, all the lingerie was carefully
stored away and hidden in my room, and I was back downstairs, watching
TV. Dad stayed and chatted with us both for a little while. He thanked us
both for being so welcoming to Cherie and said how much he was looking
forward to the wedding, and her moving in and us "being a family again."
Then he pretty much went straight to bed, with a happy smile on his face.
After he'd gone, Steph slumped on the couch. "Idiot." She said.
I didn't say anything. Steph looked over at me. She'd lost her earlier
kindness and returned to her usual bitchy self.
"I can see the bags under your eyes." She said. "How many times did you
pull yourself off while I was gone? Did you get your chocolate all over
again and again?" She smiled cruelly. I was determined not to rise to her
challenge but I flushed all the same. She knew she was getting to me, of
course. She was just bored enough to make me suffer for a while. I couldn't
understand why one minute she could be so nice, and the next so horrible.
She pouted like a child. "Oooh! Poor baby. Is the nasty sister cruel to
diddums? Is he embawassed that she knows his icky little secwet?" She
laughed at me. I felt my cheeks burn in shame. Suddenly she seemed tender
again. She reached over and put her soft, cool hand on my face. I flinched
away but she shushed me and held her hand against my burning cheek.
"Fffft. So hot. So much shame." She said, drawing in breath through her
teeth, and then snatching her hand away, as though I was literally burning.
She mused for a moment, as if pondering something. "I'll make you a deal."
She said, at last. "You know, I could probably get you to do anything I
wanted." She paused again.
I gulped. "What do you mean Steph?"
She grinned. "Come on Ken, don't pretend to be stupider than you are.
How would you like people to know about your secret panty stash? How
would you like your lovely Cherie to know?" She giggled evilly - a
high-pitched, liquid, throaty sound. She threw back her head, and spun
round on the settee to face me side on. "Your face is such a picture of fear,
Ken. Really, it's priceless. You looked like you were going to wet yourself
when I said that." She laughed again. I hung my head. There was nothing
to say. She had me cold, and we both knew it. My only hope lay in making
myself seem so pathetic that she wouldn't have any reason to humiliate me
further.
"Please Steph." I begged, letting a whining note enter my voice. "Please..."
But she cut me off.
"Stop whimpering Ken, for fuck's sake." She hissed. "I told you before,
you need to shape up. Show some fucking backbone you little wimp, even
if you don't have any. I'm not going to tell anyone our embarrassing little
secret. I don't want people to realise what a wimp I have for a brother any
more than you do. In fact, if you manage to do what I say, I will get you
what you want more than anything else in the world"
She wasn't shouting but her body shook with fury as she said this. Her
abrupt change shocked me into silence. I didn't know what to do. Steph
calmed herself. A visible act of will. "Look Ken." She began." I need you
to do something for me, and I'm not going to explain why, at least not now.
I want you to just obey me and carry out my instructions to the best of
your ability. Do you understand?"
I nodded dumbly. This seemed to irritate her even more.
"Speak up dummy. The first thing I need you to do is to get smart, and
fast. Do you understand?"
"I think so Steph, but..."
"But what?"
"I don't know what you want me to do and I don't see how I can get
cleverer than I am. I am smart. You always say I'm stupid, and maybe I'm
not as smart as you but I am smarter than lots of people, and I get good
grades, better grades than you...."
Steph held up her hand in my face like a cop halting a flow of traffic.
"Okay Ken. You're smart. I'll explain what you need to do." She looked
into my eyes, as if searching for something. In the moment before she
began speaking I realized that I loved my sister with all my heart. I
probably always had. She was often cruel to me, but I loved her all the
same. I wondered if it had anything to do with my mother being absent for
most of my teens, or if it was just because Steph was special.
She was rolling her eyes. I tried to look more alert. I straightened up. Steph
gave me a look. .From upstairs we heard the sound of our Dad closing the
door of his room. He had gone to bed.
"Okay. There is a man called Simon Field. He is a lawyer, and has offices in
the Davies Street building. I want you to spy on him, in disguise. I want
you to get a job in his office and snoop around. I want you to report to me
anything that might be of interest to me. No, I don't know exactly what,
you'll have to use your own initiative and intuition, such as it is. You'll
know what when you see it."
She paused. I had no idea what she was talking about. I had so many
questions that I didn't know where to begin. I opened my mouth. She held
up her hand again.
"I will arrange for you to get a job there as an office assistant. All you have
to do is turn up at the William's agency office next Wednesday morning.
Look presentable. They'll take it from there. In the meantime, I want you to
do three things, number one, get your hair cut. Go to my hairdressers -
Image - tomorrow morning. Tell them I sent you. I will pay later. Then, go
to the drugstore next door. Tell them you want a product called 'Aletell.' It
is an anti-acne treatment. Then, meet me at Duignan's department store at
twelve-thirty, just inside the main doors. Have you got all that?"
I nodded. I knew there was no point in arguing and that I would do
anything that she told me to. Even as she had spoken I was wondering at
the change in our relationship. She hadn't exactly taken me into her
confidence, but Stephanie seemed to want to treat me differently than she
had before. It was as if the imminent arrival of Cherie made me into a kind
of ally in a way.
Steph smiled at me. It was such a contrast to the flash of anger that my
heart melted. I really did love her. All I had to do, was to do everything
and anything that she said.
"Don't you want to ask what this is all for?" She asked.
"Ehhhh...." I began. "Well, I suppose you'll tell me in time."
Steph gave me a bigger smile. "Yes. I will. Now off you go." Said my sister
and she gave me a small kiss on the cheek.
I got up off the sofa and headed for the doorway. Before I left I turned and
asked. "What is it that I most want in the whole world?"
Steph laughed. "Don't you know? Go to bed. You'll know it when you see
it."
Part Three: Hair
In the morning I got up and dressed myself, wondering what it was that
Steph wanted me to do. I was nervous about going to her hairdressers, it
wasn't the sort of place guys usually went. As I dressed in jeans and check
shirt, it occurred to me that I had had very few new clothes since Mom left.
She would normally have bought clothes for me, and it was just one of her
roles that Dad had kind-of failed to take up. Steph bought her own clothes
of course, and I was dimly aware that Dad gave her an extra allowance for
clothes, which they sometimes argued about. Like all fathers he couldn't
believe how much she spent on her clothes and shoes. Was Steph. going to
buy new clothes for me in Duignan's? Clothes for this new job? I mulled
over this thought at breakfast - it wasn't an unpleasant idea. Dad was there,
finishing his breakfast. He said that Steph had already gone out very early.
"She told me that you're getting a job." He said.
"Yeah." I replied. "Steph has arranged it through the Williams agency."
"Williams - the office temp place?" Mused Dad. "Whadja' gonna be Ken, an
office girl, a receptionist?" He teased.
I must have looked genuinely shocked, as he suddenly laughed. "Don't
worry Ken, I'm sure they won't make you wear a skirt." He laughed again,
and started to clean up the breakfast things. He was playing golf later and
he went to get ready, leaving me in silence at the kitchen table, my toast
halfway to my mouth.
She wouldn't do this to me would she? But it all added up. Woman's hair
stylist. New clothes. 'Look presentable' she'd said.' In disguise', she'd said.
Oh my God! I was getting an erection as I thought about it! No. I shook
my head. This was nuts. It was a kind of perverse wishful thinking. I got
ready to go.
As I stepped out the door it occurred to me to just not go. What if Steph
did intend to dress me as a girl? I could just refuse. I could simply not turn
up. Or could I? I put one foot in front of the other down our driveway. I
was on my way.
In half an hour I was at Image. I looked through the huge plate glass
window. It was a large, open salon. Black and white tiled floor, mirrors
everywhere, gleaming chrome and black marble, very modern. Inside a
couple of women were in the middle of what looked like extensive hair and
beauty treatments, wrapped in smocks, their hair hanging limply, coated in
chemicals, while waiting for manicures or whatever. It was one of those
places where women ruled. A feminine domain. Three young women,
immaculately made-up, fabulous, gleaming hair in tight knots on top of
their heads, stalked their scented realm, ministering to their dowdy
middle-aged customers. Could I enter this place? Talk to these creatures?
What the hell was I going to say?
When I gingerly opened the door it loudly rang an appalling jangly bell,
hidden above the doorframe. I cringed at the sound and all eyes in the salon
turned to me. The bell jangled again, loudly, as I closed the door behind
me. The customers looked back to their magazines, and the hairdressers to
their tasks. I walked over to the podium-type desk in the corner - a kind of
reception area I guessed. There was no-one there, the three women were
busy in the main part of the salon. I waited, and waited. I didn't dare to
approach anyone. Eventually, the nearest woman, looked over at me. I
guessed she was about twenty-five, she was very beautiful. She wore what
seemed to be the standard outfit - a white blouse, and short black skirt,
sheer black hose, black heels. She frowned in annoyance at my grubby
teenage male presence. "Can I help you?" She asked loudly, her irritation
clearly audible in her voice. "Do you have an appointment?" She asked
again, haughtily, before I could answer.
I was sweating profusely from embarrassment. I considered making a bolt
for it at this point, but I managed to blurt out "Ehhhh. I'm not sure. My, eh,
my sister sent me, Stephanie Carter, she might have eh, made an
appointment, I'm not sure, eh, I think."
The woman seemed to relent a little. She called to one of the others.
"Carol, will you check the book for this, eh, gentleman."
Carol clicked her over to the desk from the back of the salon. She was,
younger, maybe twenty, and also achingly gorgeous. Blond, tall, with huge
baby blue eyes and a generous bosom. She gave me a reassuring smile as
she approached and I fell in love with her immediately from gratitude. She
flicked through the appointment book. It seemed to take forever, and I
couldn't see what she was looking at because of the tall podium. I was
convinced she was going to say that there was no record of anything to do
with me there and I was already readying my excuses and preparing to
leave when she said. "Okay Ken, lets get started." And flipping the book
shut, proceeded to the rear or the salon. After a few steps she turned back
to me, and I hurried after her. Carol indicated a chair, thankfully, right at
the back of the salon and I sat, facing myself in a gleaming mirror. She
came round behind me and twirled a plastic cape over me. She gave me a
huge smile in the mirror. I tried to smile back confidently, but I could see in
the mirror that the effect was just goofy.
"Right. Let's get your wig fitted first." Said Carol, and she disappeared for
a minute.
Wig? What had Stephanie asked them to do? I was sort of relieved though.
If Stephanie intended to disguise me as a girl, then I could at least remove
the wig. I had thought I was about to get an unmistakably feminine haircut.
Carol returned with several wigs. They were made of real hair, and all
somewhat like my own hair colour. She selected the one most like my own
hair colour and then put it on me. It fit rather snugly, covering my own hair
with a rather unshapen mop. Carol seemed pleased.
"Good, its a perfect fit, we won't need to adjust it. Now, lets wash it. It's
easier to do this while it's on your head actually, so bend into the sink
please Ken."
She was all brisk efficiency now, and I bent into the sink and she washed
the wig as if it were my own hair. It was odd, but I kind of liked being
ministered to by this gorgeous girl. The feel of her fingers massaging my
scalp, even through the fabric of the hairpiece was wonderful. Soon I was
back in the chair, and after a brisk towelling, Carol was cutting the wig.
She shaped and styled it so it looked identical to my own hair. As she did
so, I allowed myself to fantasise about the two of us together, getting to
know each other better. The smell of her, her scent and her closeness was
intoxicating and I imagined what she must look like underneath her crisp
white blouse and figure-hugging skirt. If I'd been more alert I might have
realised earlier the implication of what she was doing. Only when she was
finished did it come home to me what was happening.
"There, perfect." Said Carol and carefully pulled off the hairpiece and
placed it on a stand.
"I'll get a box for you to take it home in later. Now, on with the real job."
She said.
I groaned inwardly. Carol must have noticed my expression. She gave me a
reassuring smile.
"Oh don't look so miserable. Lie back and try to enjoy it. It'll be lovely."
Then it was back into the basin. I did relax as she kneaded in the shampoo
and then conditioner and then rinsed off my hair. Soon I was drifting off
again, lost in her perfume and basking in the glow that seemed to come
from her beauty. It took longer than I thought, but the time passed quickly
it seemed. First Carol put some sort of bleach into my hair and let it sit for
a while. Then she rinsed that out and added a dye.
"This will take a while, so in the meantime, I'm going to give you a facial."
She said.
I shrugged. I didn't really know what was involved.
"It's just a cream, it will exfoliate and depilate. I'll need to leave it on for
half an hour or so."
I shrugged again. I didn't know what 'depilate' meant. I should have
guessed. Carol smeared a thick cream onto my face, including my eyelids
and then draped a damp cloth over my whole head.
"Relax." She said. "I'll wake you up when it's done. Try not to move." And
she was gone.
I lay back in the chair. I was sleepy. I wondered what Stephanie had said to
this woman. I wondered what she intended - did she think I would be able
to pass as a girl. It was frightening but also kind of exciting. I could admit
to myself that the idea of being a girl was arousing in a weird sort of way. I
slept, imagining myself as a girl, in fact as a hairdresser, wearing Carol's
outfit. Having Carol's lovely legs....
"Now, lets see how you look."
Carol woke me with a soft hand on my shoulder. She lifted off the cloth,
and I felt her wipe away some of the cream from above my eyes.
"Hmmm. This may need a second application." She said. I felt her wipe it
from my eyebrows, and then apply some more of the cream.
"Let's see how that does while I rinse out the dye. Try not to let the cream
go in the water Ken."
She guided me to the sink again and she gingerly rinsed off my hair. Once I
was sitting back again she carefully combed and parted my hair and then I
felt her cut again, carefully, slowly, almost a hair at a time it seemed, not
like the rapid clips that my own barber would use. After a while she seemed
more happy.
"I'd better stop there. Your sister was insistent that you should learn to
style this yourself." She said. "Now, lets see how that cream worked."
She wiped most of the cream off and then applied some different cream and
then carefully removed it all, being very gentle around my eyes.
"You can open your eyes now, if you're not too frightened." She said at
last, with a laugh.
I blinked and let my eyes adjust to the light again. At first, the only thing I
noticed was my new blond hair. It was cut in a short, but still slightly
feminine style, but just lying flat on my head for the moment. It took a
moment for me to notice that the really striking effect on my face was the
absence of eyebrows. No, they were there, but very bleached and thin. Was
my skin different. Maybe, it certainly felt different, raw and tender.
Carol smiled over my shoulder. "What do you think? I think you need
plucking." She said suggestively and giggled. She brought over a stool and
looked into my face. "Close your eyes Ken." She said.
This was going too far. What was I doing? People would notice. I shook
my head furiously. "No, no, the wig can cover my hair, but my eyebrows,
they're they're..."
To my surprise, Carol just smiled and placed one perfect fingertip on my
startled lips. She shook her head, and still smiling, picked a small box from
the counter behind her. Wordlessly she opened it. Inside were two fake
eyebrows, not unlike the shape my own had been. I guessed they were
made by the same people who made the wig.
"They attach with gum." She said, and, closing the box, put it back on the
counter.
"Now, close your eyes." She repeated and, despite my misgivings, I did so.
It wasn't as painful as I'd thought it would be, and Carol didn't pluck all of
my eyebrows, just thinned them out and shaped them. As she did so she
spoke to me. Whispered actually, as if she didn't want anyone to overhear.
"I've always wanted to do this." She said conspiratorially. "I was pleased
when your sister rang. I'd love to do the same thing to my boyfriend. He's a
lot bigger build than you of course, but he has soft features too and a
narrow jaw like yours. He has quite long hair, he's into heavy metal music,
but I'd love to give him a nice straight cut, like Cameron Diaz in that film,
you know? And Ooooh, I'd love to pluck his eyebrows and get him all
made up. Is that too weird? Because I'm not like, you know, into girls, you
know? But still, the thought of getting him all made up is like, really
exciting. Maybe I'm just a wacko. What do you think? No, wait, why am I
asking you?" She laughed. I'm not sure why.
"All done." She said. "Now, pay attention, because your sister wants you
to be able to do this yourself. She's not handing over a hundred and twenty
dollars for your hair every week."
A hundred and twenty bucks? Steph. Said she was paying for this but I'd no
idea it was going to be so much.
"You look surprised. That's what it costs dear. And that's not including the
wig, or the eyebrows. They're nearly six hundred." Said Carol,
matter-of-factly. I nearly fell out of the chair, but there was no time for
that.
First, Carol sprayed a fine mist of a setting agent into my still damp hair.
Then, with a thin round brush, she rolled a thin flap of hair and, using a
large dryer with a narrow slit nozzle attachment dried it at an angle to my
head. Then she did another, and another, explaining what she was doing all
the time. Then she selected another, thicker brush and moved along the
side of my head. As she continued, I could see the style take shape, it was
feminine, short, but with a parting on the side. When she was done she
took a jar of hair wax and worked it in at the fringe and the parting. She
combed and brushed it out again. Now the style was set. She beamed at me
in the mirror.
"Aren't you lovely." She said, and to my surprise, bent down and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. She beamed at me again. "It seems a shame to have to
take it all down again, and I'd love to start making up your eyes, but that's
not for today."
To my relief she brushed my hair flat again, and picked up the wig. Once it
was on, I looked almost normal again, and when she'd glued the eyebrows
back on, I was almost as I was when I came in, if a little cleaner, with a
better haircut and clearer complexion. I stood up.
"How do you feel?" Asked Carol. She had never once asked why I was
doing this. I wondered what Stephanie had told her.
"Fine, good actually. It was kind of fun. Now I sort of feel like I'm in
disguise as myself."
Carol laughed again. "In disguise! Yes, you are."
She walked me back to the podium at the front of the salon. She put all the
lotions, shampoo, conditioners and other jars and bottles in a big bag, along
with the eyebrow box, gum and the stand for the wig. At last it was done
and I was finished. I almost didn't want to go.
"Good-bye Ken." Said Carol. "I hope we'll see you again soon."
"Thanks Carol." I said. "Thanks for making this so easy. And fun." I added.
I waved to her through the window after I was outside and she blew me a
kiss. It was weird, but I felt empowered by the whole experience. I thought
of how nervous I'd been when I went in, and now I felt great. I smiled to
myself as I walked down the street to Duignans.
I almost forgot to get the acne cream from the chemists.
At 12:30 exactly I was at the entrance to Duignans. Stephanie came up
behind me and I jumped when she said my name. I whirled round and she
immediately began inspecting my face and hair.
"Oooooh it's good. I might notice, but I bet no one else would. Dad's the
real test but I bet he'll flunk it. The real question is, will Cherie be able to
tell?" She looked at me. I didn't know if she expected me to answer or not.
She didn't. She looked me over again, getting me to turn round so she
could see the sides and back of the wig. "No. It's too good. The eyebrows
are perfect a swell. She did do your eyebrows, right?"
I nodded.
"Wow." Said Stephanie. "It's worth the money."
"Steph, Where are you getting all this money? Why are you doing this?
What..."
She held up her hand in my face.
"Don't start blathering Ken. I'll explain when you need to know. Now,
we've got a lot of shopping to do." She turned and strode into the store.
I followed, and wasn't surprised when she lead me into ladies fashions. She
had done some shopping already. She had some bags with her. She saw me
looking at them,
"Yes, stuff for you." She said. "I got some things already, but some things
you will just have to try on, and I need to be sure that it will match your
colouring."
We were walking in the skirt section. Stephanie was looking down the
rows of garments. "Try on?" I whispered desperately. "I can't try things on
in here."
Steph spoke o me over her shoulder, with a tone of irritation. "Yes you
can. Duignan's has gone unisex, that's why we're here."
She indicated the changing room area. It seemed to be made up of large
booths with the usual curtains.
I just looked blank.
"Oh for fuck's sake Ken. Think about it. We go in together, people will
assume we're girlfriend, boyfriend, not brother sister. They'll think you're
buying me a present." She explained in her exasperated tone.
She was already taking skirts off the racks. She held a couple up to me to
check size, surreptitiously. When she'd chosen a few we went to blouses. It
seemed I was getting a fairly conservative wardrobe from the selections she
made there.
"Now, what else." Mused Steph. "Tights!"
She selected some packets from a stand.
"No need for lingerie." She smirked. "I think you have an ample supply
there."
"Shoes?" I suggested.
"Already covered. I have them in my bags." She patted one of her bulging
sacks.
"Scarves. You need to cover your throat when you're in your blouses."
She picked out some silk neck scarves and then lead me over to the fitting
rooms. No one looked at us twice. An assistant counted the garments and
gave us tags to take in to the cubicle. Once inside Steph dumped the bags
on the floor and hung up the prospective purchases on some hooks.
"Well, let's see." She said.
"See what?" I asked.
Steph. rolled her eyes. "Your hair dummy."
"Oh, right." I said, and gingerly lifted off my wig. "It's not as it should be."
I said, indicating the flattened hair. "Give me a minute."
I took out a brush and got it back to something approaching what it had
been. "Obviously, this isn't perfect, but I'd need a bit of time and the wax to
get it back to the way Carol had it." I said. I stopped. A strange smile was
playing on Stephanie's mouth.
"What?" I asked. Steph just smiled more and walked over to me. She
patted my new blond hair and gave me a little kiss on the cheek, just like
Carol had done.
"Nothing." She said. "Now, get those trainers and jeans off and let's see
how you look in these shoes."
It took ages. She made me try on several different skirts until she was
happy. I wasn't keen on the scarves that she liked and we almost started an
argument over the blouses. I didn't like the ones she was picking out and
was suggesting a different one, a blue one with a high collar.
"Look, Ken." She said at one point. "This is an office job you're going for,
you'll be making coffee, filing, running out to the shops, that kind of thing.
You need practical, plain stuff, not fancy blouses. Anyway they'd see your
bra through that material."
Bra? This brought me back to earth again. How was I going to pull this
off? I felt queasy.
"Ken, Ken, Ken. Don't look like that. It'll be okay, trust me." Said Steph. "I
won't let you make a fool of yourself. You just need to get a bit of
confidence, and trust me. It'll be fine. Look, I'll get you the blue blouse you
like, if you want, you don't have to wear it to work."
"It's not the blouse Steph." I wailed. "It's the collar. Look, the scarves are
okay, they hide my Adam's apple, but they can fall down, and they feel
weird around my throat. High collars are better. And anyway, does anyone
wear scarves all the time these days?"
"Hmmm. I see what you mean. " She said, gazing at my reflection in the
mirror. She seemed almost impressed with my argument. "Actually, that
gives me an idea."
She dashed out of the cubicle to get something else. I wondered what the
assistant would think. I was beginning not to care. While Steph was gone, I
regarded myself in the mirror. It wouldn't work. Quite simply, I was the
wrong shape. No-one would be fooled. Then why was I doing this? I
cringed. Because I liked it. Steph had been polite enough not to mention
my obvious boner. It would have been pointless. We both knew this turned
me on. I had as much as admitted that I wanted this lovely blue blouse. But
Steph wasn't doing this for my kinky thrill. She seemed to really believe I
could pass for a girl. Despite myself I found myself hoping she was right.
"Ta daaa."
She was back and she had a soft blue angora sweater with a very high
collar in one hand and a white cotton top with a very high, floppy roll-neck
in the other.
"Oh lovely." I gushed, without thinking and Steph laughed again and gave
me another peck on the cheek.
Twenty minutes later we were at the till and the assistant was ringing up
the purchases.
"My you're really splashing out aren't you." Said the girl, impressed.
She should have been. The total bill was pushing five hundred. 'My' blouse
alone was eighty bucks.
As we left, heading to where Steph had parked, I asked Steph again where
she was getting the money for all this. She'd paid with a cheque.
"Don't worry about it Ken." She said. "You can thank me by doing a good
job."
I hadn't been thanking her, I thought. I wondered about it.
"Thanks anyway." I said finally. "Not for the clothes, but for the stuff in the
hairdressers."
"Oh? Did you like that, Sissy boy? Did you like getting your hair done?"
Asked Steph, suddenly kind of cruel again.
I blushed at her words, and hung my head.
"Oh don't sulk baby." Said Steph. in a pouty tone. "You are a sissy boy and
we both know it. Don't worry, nobody will know but your big sister."
I was quiet all the way home, and Steph didn't push me. As we drove in,
Steph told me to bring all the clothes and other stuff up to my room and be
sure to put it away carefully but hidden. She said that she had to go out
again but that she'd be back later that evening.
"Then, we can get down to business." She said.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"A trial run." She said. "The full get-up, clothes, bra, make-up. Oh! before
I get back, have a shower, and depilate your legs. There's a bottle already
in one of these bags and the instructions are on there."
I just nodded, there was no point in protesting. Also, I longed to beat off,
and the thought of sliding my new pantyhose up smooth legs was just
fabulous enough to drive all doubts out of my mind. I grabbed the bags out
of the car.
"One more question Steph. Where are you going now?"
Steph stared straight ahead, and a look of hate came over her face. "To our
prospective Stepmom's bridal shower." She said, and with that she gunned
the engine and roared out of the drive, leaving me holding the bags.
Part Four
The wedding was in two days time. Other people's preparations were
underway as well as my transformation into an office temp. Dad was
booking the honeymoon, I'd been bought a suit, there was a rehearsal
which I had to go to tomorrow, It was all pretty hectic at our house these
days. I hurried inside before Dad got back and found me in the drive with
all this stuff. I unpacked and hid everything in my room. Oh God, the
clothes were so delicious. I had never really admitted this to myself before
but I really did want to wear women's clothes. It was going to be fantastic.
In the other bags I discovered some other things that Steph had got for me.
As well as the hair remover there was extensive amounts of pretty
heavy-duty makeup, some simple but elegant jewellery, including some
clip-on earrings. I also discovered my new bras. I was to be a B-cup, it
seemed, and there were, as expected, gel breastforms. I tried them on,
inside one of my new bras. I put on the rollneck cotton top. I admired my
profile in the mirror. I liked it. The last surprise was a waist cincher, and
what appeared to be a pair of padded panties. These had come from a shop
called MissTer. I groaned a little when I saw this. These were not exciting
undergarments, these were hardcore transvestite paraphernalia, designed to
give a man the shape of woman's body. They brought home to me that
Steph. was deadly serious about this. I packed it all away, and went
downstairs to get some dinner ready.
Dad came home from his golf outing just as I was just finished preparing
the dinner.
"Steph gone to the shower already?" He asked.
"Yeah, she left an hour ago." I said.
"So, just us two men dining this evening Ken." Said Dad.
I wasn't feeling particularly manly at that moment, but I agreed, yes it
would be just the two of us together. We chatted about the holidays, and
school and sports over dinner. Finally, Dad said. "So, Ken. What do you
think of Cherie? It'll take a bit of getting used to - having a woman around
the house again, won't it."
Dad was sounding me out, I realised. He was probably still a little worried
about how we'd all adjust to these new arrangements once Cherie had
moved in.
"Well, there's always been Steph." I said, just trying to avoid the
conversation. In truth I wanted to get back upstairs to have my shower and
try on some clothes.
Dad's expression grew more serious. "Yes, Stephanie. There's always
Stephanie." He said, deep in thought. He turned to me. "Has she spoken to
you about Cherie? Do you guys, like, talk?"
Dad could be an asshole when he tried to get down with the kids.
"Sure, yeah. I think she's cool with it. With the whole 'Stepmom' thing." I
said.
"That's good, that's good. That whole mother-daughter-stepmother thing
can be really difficult you know, really Freudian." He paused. "I hope
things will be okay between them." He paused again. I didn't know what to
say.
"You see, Ken. After your Mom moved out, Steph, naturally, stepped into
her shoes in a lot of ways. She runs this house, as you know. She does all
the shopping, all the bills, all that stuff. I've relied on her, quite frankly, and
there's no way I could have coped without her." He paused, gathering his
thoughts. There was something he was trying to articulate but didn't know
how.
"But Cherie, you see she's pretty strong willed too. In fact they're kind of
alike in many ways. She'll want to do things her way. She'll want to make
this house her own. Women are like that. They like to make their own
nests. She's already been picking out colours."
I looked blank.
"Paint." He said. "She wants to start redecorating as soon as we get back
from the honeymoon. I told her - we've only just redecorated here last year
- but she won't listen. It's not that she doesn't like the way the house is
now, she just wants to do it her way. Nestmaking." He shrugged.
"I see. I think. But what's that got to do with Steph?" I asked.
Dad just stared at me.
"You've a lot to learn about women Ken." Was all he said. He started to
clear up the dishes.
Dad was going to be going to his own Stag party later on that evening, and
he was going to stay over with one of his friends who had a flat in the city
rather than drive home drunk. I returned upstairs and, grabbing the bottle
of hair remover, went into the bathroom. It said to apply, and then leave
for twenty minutes before showering off. I did as instructed. While I
waited, I flicked through some of Steph's magazines that she kept in the
bathroom. I looked at make-up tips. I lingered over the lingerie adverts. I
wondered about the prices of some of the dresses. Soon, I was ready to get
into the shower. The stuff smelt revolting. I wondered about the wig.
Should I take it off? I decided I would, I'd wash my own hair and see if I
could get it back to the way Carol had it before. Just as I removed the wig
I heard Dad shout out goodbye from downstairs. I waited to make sure he
drove off - I didn't want to bump into him as I returned to my room.
When I was sure he was gone I stepped into the shower. Ten minutes later
I stepped out again, another step nearer to being a girl. I towelled myself
off quickly, marvelling at the difference the absence of hair made to my
legs. I ran back to my room. I really wanted to jerk off, but I wanted to get
my hair right first, and in any case, I really ought to do it while it was
damp. I got Steph's hair dryer and sat down in front of the mirror. I put in
the lotion that Carol had used, combed and then carefully blow dried. It
wasn't as easy as Carol had made it seem, but I wasn't displeased with the
result. I put in the wax, and teased it into the lovely shape that Carol had
shown me. Now it looked good, but there was still something wrong. With
a laugh I peeled off the eyebrows. The shower had melted the glue so they
came away easily. I realised that I would have to be careful about wearing
them. It would be easy to forget I was wearing them, or not. I placed them
into their protective case and looked back at my face. I squirmed a little.
Was it just wishful t