THE SIBLINGS
By Donna Dee
My story actually begins when I was 14, so please bear with
me while I set the scene. I wasn't tall, I wasn't fat, in
fact I was pretty much your average schoolboy, the youngest
member of an affluent family, but I wasn't spoiled, at
least I never thought so. My father was an eminent surgeon,
my Mother was his anaesthetist and they worked at the town
hospital on a permanent evening shift, four until midnight,
at least five and often six nights per week. Unsocial it
may have been but it was extremely lucrative; we had a fine
house and the very best of everything. I had a sister named
Lucille who was five years older than me. We had the
freedom of the house, to come and go as we pleased, but I
was on trust to be home by ten and Lucy by eleven. I was,
of course, well past the baby-sitting age, Mum and Dad
thought we both spent most evenings at home together and
there would have been ructions if they discovered that Lucy
went out virtually every night on the pull.
Lucy was beautiful - really beautiful and it hurt me to
hear from my mates that she was, in effect, the town bike,
that anyone in pants would have no trouble getting into
hers - at least that was what I was told. Seeing the way
she dressed to go out most evenings and given the things
she often said, I had to admit it was possibly true.
I once asked her about it - she shut me up very firmly.
"Listen to me, Donnie, you and I have a fantastic
relationship for siblings; we love each other and would do
anything for each other. Now I am over 18 and if I choose
to go out and get laid every night, and I am not admitting
that I do, then it's my business and nobody else's - Okay?"
I had to agree and I would never ever have snitched on her,
we got on so well together as to seem unbelievable. I loved
sitting on her bed while she got dressed to go out, she had
no qualms about being naked with me in her room even though
she realised I was staring at her bits and bobs. But for
all that I still worried a little because sometimes she
went out wearing almost nothing - tiny skirt and bikini top
sort of thing, and I was so afraid something horrible might
happen to her.
"That's nonsense, Donnie, no one is going to rape me, it's
more likely to be the other way around," she laughed, "I'd
probably have his pants off long before he got anywhere
near mine." She thought her remark was hilarious.
I was dating Belinda Smyth at the time - and I admit to
fancying her real bad, though she was strictly a hands off
girl and I found that very frustrating. However, things
didn't go well on this particular date and I stormed back
into the house just after 6.30, banging the door as I came
in and stamping up the stairs.
Lucy came out of her room in the briefest of bras and
panties, garter belt and nylons and smiled sweetly as she
asked, "Got a problem little brother?"
When she called me 'little brother', she said it so nicely
that I loved her more than ever.
"Yes," I replied, "I've been dumped."
"Oh! That's a shame. Wanna come in and tell me about it?"
she asked, sympathetically, "I've still got twenty minutes.
Come and talk to me while I put my face on."
I sat on her bed and watched her every movement as she
started to work on her face and I told her my tale of woe.
"Belinda, the girl of my dreams says that I am a wimp and
the worst kisser in the school and so she's found herself
someone better. She even told me to get some practice and
then call her because apart from that, she really does like
me. How am I gonna get some practice sis?"
"Not easy little brother - give me time to think."
Just after that she was ready and went off to meet her
beau. I sat in an armchair with the television on but not
really watching it. I had my zip undone and was playing
with myself, thinking about kissing Belinda properly and
wondering what on earth I was doing, or wasn't doing that
was so wrong, no one else ever complained.
Suddenly I heard the front door open and them slam, loudly.
I zipped my flies up quickly and pretended to be reading as
Lucy flounced into the room; my sister was obviously in a
foul mood. She hurled her purse on the settee and flopped
down in the middle in a most unladylike manner - not like
her at all. I ventured to ask what had gone wrong because I
know she thought that this was a really hot date.
"The bastard was late and nobody - and I mean nobody keeps
me waiting," she stormed.
She sulked for several minutes and then smiled sweetly at
me. Patting the cushion beside the one on which she was
seated she called me over.
"Come and sit by me, little brother, his loss is gonna be
your gain."
I willingly joined her on the settee totally unaware of
what she had in mind.
"I am going to give you some kissing lessons little
brother, so pay attention."
(Did I ever pay attention?)
"However, before I do and IF I do then you have to do
something for me - things that must be clearly understood
and fully agreed to in advance, okay?"
"Like what?" I asked, suspecting a whole string of chores.
"Three things, actually. Number one is that you let your
hair grow a whole lot longer. Crew cuts went out with the
Vietnam War; in case you haven't noticed, today's fashion
is for much longer hair."
"I do know that, sis, and I admit I would like to let it
grow a bit longer, but Mum will go ballistic."
"No she won't, not if you tell her that I am going to keep
it neat and tidy for you and really smart looking. Just
look at Dad; his hair is lovely and long now, he's
following the fashion."
"Alright then. How long do I have to let it grow?" I asked,
nervously.
"Long," she said, emphatically and determinedly, with a
very serious look on her pretty face that gave me visions
of her wanting it to hang right down my back.
"Okay I said, what else?"
"You get your ears pierced and wear some nice studs in
them, everyone's doing it these days, you'll get all the
girls after you then."
"And you think Mum and Dad wont moan about me doing that?"
"I'll do them for you and I'll use very small studs until
they're healed up. If they moan you can blame it on me,
tell them I did them when you were asleep if you like. I'll
talk them round so don't worry about it. They really will
look cute you know. Later on we can try you with something
bigger, hoops or rings perhaps."
Rings and or hoops, I insisted were negotiable. "Okay, so
what's the third thing?"
"Ah, well now, this is really the most important thing and
totally not negotiable and it's something you must promise
me you will do tomorrow. I want you to get your navel
pierced and wear a ring in it exactly the same as mine, it
will be our love bond."
Lucy pushed down the waistband of her skirt to allow me to
see that a gold ring large enough to go on her finger and
with a large ruby set into it had been inserted through her
navel.
"They come out really easily, watch."
She snapped the ring open, (I hadn't seen the join) and
took it out. When she pulled on her navel and stretched the
skin I could see right through the hole until she put the
ring back in.
"Now before you say Mum will moan, she won't even see it if
you're careful. She's never mentioned mine because I only
wear it when I go out - and you can do the same, just take
it out at school. I think they're dead sexy. You won't have
to pay for the piercing and I will buy you a ring the same
as mine."
"Oh Lucy, boys don't wear rings in their belly buttons."
"Of course they do, Donnie. I know lots of boys that wear
them; the only time they leave it out is when they're doing
PE. But in any case when your hair has grown and you have
some nice big earrings in to match, you will look lovely,
trust me. Anyway, that's the deal, take it or leave it."
Guess what? I took it, but I couldn't help wondering just
how big these earrings she wanted me to wear were going to
be.
"Good boy, you know it makes sense. Now then, you can
pretend that I'm Belinda if you like and I want you to kiss
me as if I was her - just the way you usually do, and then
I'll see what improvements are required, okay? Just forget
that I'm your sister and pretend you really love me."
"That's fine, sis, and very easy because I really do love
you better than anyone, including Belinda."
"Yes, I know you do, and in case you didn't realise, I love
you too, but there are some rules because you mustn't ever
forget that we are brother and sister. Do you understand
what incest is, Donnie?"
I said that I did.
"Right then, so you must pretend I'm your girlfriend or it
won't work; you can play with my titties while you are
kissing me if you like, but not - and I mean NOT between my
legs, is that clearly understood?"
I agreed that it was.
"Okay then, off you go."
I put my arm around her; she snuggled up close and parted
her luscious red lips invitingly. I put my mouth to hers
and began to French kiss her, hard. In just a few seconds
she was pushing me off.
"I see what Belinda means," my kind sister said, "that was
bloody terrible. It felt like you were trying to tear my
lips off."
I guess I sulked a bit until she said, "Don't pout, you are
having lessons aren't you? A girl likes a hard kiss now and
then, but mostly they should be gentle and loving. Now
then, I will kiss you like I want you to kiss me - you just
relax and do nothing apart from opening your mouth wide
when I do and keep your tongue just touching mine, follow
it into my mouth whenever I pull mine back and when I push
mine into your mouth just let me do it. Don't twist your
lips on mine, let me do all the work."
She turned me round so that her arm was around me, pulled
me close and started to kiss me, oh so gently, touching my
lips with her tongue, occasionally sucking gently and
biting my bottom lip seductively. Her hand started running
over my chest, her long fingers undoing the buttons on my
shirt, then sliding inside and feeling for my nipples. I
was as hard as I had ever been and I know she could see it
because she giggled as she worked. She kept the kiss going
for what seemed like an hour but was more like ten minutes
before she eased away, kissed the tip of my nose and smiled
lovingly. She picked up her purse and extracted her
compact, then made me look in the mirror to see that only a
little of her lipstick had come off on my mouth.
"Now then little brother, that's the way to kiss, now you
kiss me like that."
"Can I rub your chest like you did mine?"
"Of course you can," she giggled, "I'll need something to
excite me."
So kiss her I did, just like she'd kissed me and we carried
on kissing like that for an hour or more. She must have
liked it because in no time at all I had her blouse and bra
off and she had removed my shirt. I squeezed her nipples,
kissed them and sucked them and she kept working her body
against mine. I was so randy and I am sure she felt the
same; in fact she admitted that I'd made her all wet. She
asked me if I wanted to go upstairs and relieve myself but
I declined saying that although it was agony the sensation
was far too good to waste on a crude wank.
She smiled lovingly and told me that she really did
understand. She repeated that there was no way on earth we
were going to have sex, but she began to rub me, gently at
first through my trousers, but then she lowered the zip and
began to stroke my cock. I was really surprised when she
asked me if I'd ever had a blowjob. I had, of sorts, but I
said no, hoping she was going to offer.
Opening her bag she put on a whole lot of fresh lipstick
and said, "I just want to see how much of your dick I can
get in my mouth, but it's our secret and if you ever
breathe a word about this I will kill you - and I mean it,
Donnie."
With that she began to lick my cock, running her tongue up
and down the length and then she licked the pre-cum off the
head. At last she started to suck it, drawing it further
and further into her mouth. She closed her lips from time
to time to put lipstick marks on my cock in order to gauge
her progress. It wasn't long before I knew I was coming,
that I couldn't hold it back much longer. I tried to pull
it out but she wouldn't let me and so I came in her mouth;
she swallowed it with a gurgle of delight and a mumbled
"please keep it coming."
She obviously wanted more of it and just kept on sucking so
hard that I thought she was trying to empty my scrotum as
if she was drinking a bottle of pop through a straw. When
she eventually released my tool I could see a ring of
lipstick right at the base among my fair pubic hairs,
indicating that she had taken a good five and a half inches
into her mouth.
"That was lovely," she said, "I really enjoyed that, we
must do it again sometime. Have you ever tasted your cum?"
I shook my head - more in disbelief than anything else. It
seemed that what they were saying about my lovely sister
was true.
"Next time you masturbate," Lucy continued, "try eating
your cum, Donnie, it really is lovely, the nicest I've ever
tasted."
We took a short break for a drink and it was nine thirty
when she rejoined me on the settee. Once again she rummaged
in her bag for a moist tissue and used it to clean up my
lips.
"I am going to put some lipstick on your mouth now, Donnie,
no, don't look alarmed," she added quickly when she saw the
horrified look on my face, "I just want to test how gently
you can kiss when you really try. If you can do it without
smudging the lipstick, you will be the best kisser in the
state - and I am not joking."
She put lots on both of us and we kissed for a very long
time, mouths slipping and sliding effortlessly like skaters
on an ice rink. It was the most erotic kiss I'd ever had
and when it stopped and I looked at Lucy and then in her
mirror, the lipstick was spread all around our mouths like
a clowns make-up, at least half an inch in all directions
from where our lips should have been. I thought I'd failed
her test but she laughed really loudly and said that the
test had been a joke, but that it was a good way of
practicing.
"I think I am going to need to practice that quite a lot,
sis," I said.
"Oh I do hope so, that was the general idea," she answered,
"You really are very good indeed, I can't think what
Belinda is complaining about."
The next afternoon when I came out of school, I went
directly to the salon where my sister worked as agreed. It
was a hair stylist come beauty parlour and I felt really
embarrassed even going inside. She did my ears in the main
salon and everyone laughed when I said "yow" after each
stab.
"Can I do each one twice, Donnie?" she asked, wearing one
of her 'Miss Innocent, anxious to please' enquiring looks.
"Ha bloody ha," I replied.
She did have the decency to take me through to the back to
do my belly button, but she had all the other girls who
worked there come through to admire it.
My hair grew much quicker than I expected and was soon
touching my shirt collar at the back. Mum accepted it was
fashionable and was happy so long as I let Lucy dress it
nicely. At first I wasn't too pleased when she started to
dress it over my ears, but once they were covered and she
joined up with the hair at the back it looked quite good.
She used a heated brush to turn the ends under just a
little and I must admit that I liked it. Being fair it
positively shone. By this time, provided the parents
weren't looking, I was wearing much bigger studs in my
ears, sometimes hoops or rings. When we had our private
snogging sessions I wore danglers, sometimes three inches
long and there were times I regretted not letting her do
the double piercing. I shouldn't have told her this because
in a matter of days my darling sister soon a TRIPLE
piercing in each of my ears. Every time she wanted to do
something different to my hair or me she bribed me with
another blowjob and I got a few more besides because she
liked doing it just as much as I did. It wasn't long before
I realised that she was using a lightening agent with the
shampoo and soon I was really blonde.
We did indeed keep on practicing our kissing technique,
sometimes whilst we were both wearing her lipstick, and we
kept this up until I was 18 and she left home to get
married. She gave me regular blowjobs and she taught me
cunnilingus - and we were so happy. However, once she had
made her mind up to go, she announced her intentions and
was married inside a month, which made Mum and Dad think
she must be pregnant, but she assured me it wasn't true. It
was the saddest day of my life when Lucy confided in me her
real reason for getting wed. She had learned, she said,
from a respected source, that what we were doing was almost
as incestuous as having intercourse and she couldn't bear
the shame any longer. I tried to reason with her but to no
avail - they were going to Boston to put as much distance
as possible between us - not because she no longer loved me
but because she loved me too much.
After Lucy had gone I found myself putting her lipstick on
when I masturbated, and when I was alone in the house -
more and more frequently. Up until Lucy left home that was
the nearest I ever got to wearing anything remotely
feminine. I'd tested my kissing skills on the likes of
Belinda, (she said she adored my earrings and belly button)
but after Lucy I am afraid she no longer excited me, in
fact the only real excitement I got after Lucy left home
was wearing some of her panties and stockings. Ah yes, I
haven't mentioned her panties yet, have I?
When I finished school I got me a job in the hospital
offices - it was well paid because of my computer skills
and I'd be lying if I pretended that Mum and Dad didn't
help. They were now the resident surgeon/anaesthetist and
could have a hospital apartment, so they bought me a
smaller flat in the town.
My big (now married) sister sent me a large parcel as a
'flat warming' gift with instructions that I must only open
it when I was alone. That evening when all the guests had
gone home, I looked inside the parcel. The note inside said
she hoped these things would remind me of her - and did
they ever. The parcel contained three pairs of Lucy's extra
skimpy panties, three well padded bras, six pairs of
nylons, three garter belts and six lipsticks! The shades
varied from light red to burgundy and when I tried them,
later on, they felt divine. There were also two negligees
and two pairs of fur lined slippers with lace bows and two-
inch heels.
The note also said that I should wear these whenever I
thought of her in our special way - so that implied I
should wear them all the time! I was, naturally enough
extremely careful to keep anything feminine locked away. I
adored wearing Lucy's underclothes and lipstick whenever I
was alone, it reminded me so much of her, and it wasn't
long until I had to buy extra supplies on the Internet.
From time to time I bought new panties, nylons and an extra
nightdress as well and began to build up quite a wardrobe,
but it was Lucy's clothes that gave me the biggest turn on
by far. I did, occasionally, wear panties and nylons to
work under my suit but it might be as well to point out
that at no time did I even consider wearing a dress or
blouse and skirt with my undies, the use of which became
even more restricted for I never knew when a new girl
friend was going to accompany me home to my flat for a
quickie. I admit to dreaming about going the whole hog one
day and wearing a full outfit of women's clothes, but in my
heart I knew I'd never have the guts. Dressing as I did
gave me a bit of a thrill though I was also disgusted with
myself for being so weak. I got away with it - but
temptation was greatly reduced once I got me a steady
girlfriend. The trouble was I didn't really want a steady -
I wanted Lucy and I knew she wanted me, but I didn't have
her address in Boston so I couldn't contact her.
My two best mates at the time were Homer and Yat and we
went everywhere together, except when we had dates, of
course. I met Amanda, (soon to become my steady) on a
Friday as I recall. We three lads had gone to a ball game
and it was Homer who had the seat next to Amanda. She told
him that she knew me, (I didn't think we had never met
before) and asked him to change seats with me so that she
and I could talk. I was certain that I had never met her
before in my life but it seems that she worked in the next
office to mine at the hospital.
Being an open plan, she had ogled me every time she passed
our section but I certainly hadn't realised. The four of us
went for a drink after the game and I asked her back to my
flat for a coffee. She showed no interest in leaving even
though it was getting late and when I asked her if she'd
like to stay, she agreed like a shot. When I said I only
had the one bed, she asked how many did we need and so
began one hell of an affair. I was 23 at the time and
considering settling down, but I was concerned about two
things; I still loved my sister, but it had now been 5
years since we'd been together and I was getting a bit
frustrated. The second thing was that, if I did, my little
feminising habits would have to go out of the window
because Mandy showed no signs of tolerating that sort of
behaviour.
As I said, my office was in an open plan set up and the
other lads and lasses in the room got so used to her coming
in to see me every morning when she arrived for work and
kissing me firmly on the lips with a cheery "good morning,
darling" that they no longer took any notice. To my
surprise our affair had lasted six months, something of a
record for me, but I realised I would soon have to tell her
that I was off to Europe with Homer and Yat - the trip had
been planned for more than a year. She didn't object, it
would have made no difference if she had, because although
we were, of course, lovers, I had no plans then to let her
move into my flat, even though she threw hints around like
confetti at a wedding that it would be a good idea.
There was a crisis in the family a couple of months before
I set off, my lovely sister had left her husband and joined
up with some religious sect in Florida. Anything less like
Lucy would be hard to imagine for she had told no one of
her plans, least of all me and that had surprised my mother
because we two had always been so close. Actually that
wasn't strictly true - I had no idea what she had planned,
neither did I know when or where she was going, but she did
write me the day she left Maurice, (her husband) to tell me
that she could no longer carry on pretending she loved
Maurice when there was someone else who was driving her
crazy with both love and lust. This person wasn't available
to her and so she had found a site on the web that talked
of the "The Temple of Love," a secret home for the
lovelorn. When she had submitted her details, she had been
made to tell them everything, (including her unnatural love
for me) and when their representative had contacted her -
(there was no way she could contact them directly) - they
had agreed to accept her into their commune. There was no
money involved, so, she reasoned, it couldn't be a big con
as so many semi-religious sects were these days.
But it was her final paragraph that scared me silly. She
finished by saying that this was goodbye for ever, as she
would never be allowed to leave, neither would she be able
to contact anyone from the outside world. The
representative had assured her that within the sect she
would find peace and love and overcome her problem. I was
urged not to try to find her - that it was pointless anyway
because no outsider even knew about it, let alone where to
find it, why even the website only appeared as if by magic
to those who were genuinely distressed. She closed by
sending her love to me because, in case I hadn't realised,
I was the one she was really running away from.
I'd had no idea she felt that deeply, if I had I would have
agreed to go with her to another state, perhaps, where we
could have lived as man and wife. Yes, I know incest is a
crime, but so long as we didn't have children - who would
know?
Our parents would have been horrified, but I suspect that
had we gone ahead and just done it, we would have been
forgiven eventually. Mum was distraught and asked me to
help find her, but she admitted she had no more idea of
where to look than the State police had. Obviously they
wondered if what little they had been told was the truth,
but her husband wasn't a bully or a womaniser. Only I knew
that my sister was cock crazy, (well she used to be at any
rate) and it did cross my mind that her letter was a cover
up and that she had found someone else. Lucy and I had
talked on the telephone several times during the past five
years and she gave me no reason to suspect that he no
longer satisfied her or that she herself was playing away.
Those phone calls always ended with her telling me to think
of her in bed that night, something I did without her
prompting, and you can probably imagine the mess I made in
my bed afterwards. I promised my mother to help when I got
back I decided that I couldn't tell them about Lucy's
letter, but I did resolve to try my best to find her once I
returned from my holiday.
We three musketeers set off for the UK that August
intending to see several cities. One place we visited was
called Blackpool - thought by the British to be the
entertainment capital of the U.K. Whilst there we met up
with a couple of English lads who helped us three Yanks to
develop quite a taste for draught lager. On our second day
in Blackpool (and for the first time in my life) I was the
worse for drink, (though not belligerent I hasten to add);
we were touring round the pleasure beach, riding the big
dipper, swirls etc.
Pleasure beach is a gigantic fairground and boasts the
biggest big dipper in the world, (or so they say) and it's
difficult to get all the way round the park in a day. We
were doing our best to sample all the rides and supping
lager from large cans when we came across the booth of a
fortune-teller. Now I'd like to make it clear I do not
believe in the ability of other people to read the future
whether it is palmistry, phrenology or simple astrology -
in fact I never, ever, ever read that column in the
newspapers. That day however, under the influence of
numerous pints of amber nectar, I was coaxed into having my
palm read and went nervously into the tent. Having paid my
money I waited in the tent in semi darkness.
After a few minutes my eyes became accustomed to the dark
and I became aware of someone tall seated across the table
opposite me who was gazing into a crystal ball, which was
illuminated from underneath. She (?) was dressed in black;
her face wore a mask, or else was heavily made up to look
like a puma with eyes like green emeralds that seemed to
stare into my very soul.
She, (her voice gave away her sex) gave a semblance of a
smile as she said, "Hello Donnie, how are things in
California."
Up to now I hadn't spoken and I doubted she could have
heard my friends egging me on to go inside, (though it was
remotely possible) so how did she know who I was? I sat
there agape.
"I can see that you are 23, your girlfriend's name is
Amanda, you work together in the local hospital and you
normally wear a pair of ladies panties and nylon stockings
when you go to work," she said. "Why do you do that?"
How the hell did she know I did that? I went to jump up and
run off but the old hag, (for that was how she now seemed),
placed a perfectly manicured hand on mine and bade me to
stay where I was. What was more, I couldn't move. I looked
down to see my legs right up to my knees were encased in a
solid block of concrete.
"What the hell have you done to me," I demanded, "You will
have ruined my shoes and trousers." The thought of being
dumped out at sea and unable to swim also passed through my
mind.
"Don't be alarmed, Donnie, no harm will befall you, I only
want to make sure you sit still while you tell me all I
want to know. Now then, please tell me how you came to
start wearing ladies underclothes and lipstick."
What choice did I have? Reluctantly I told her of my
predilection for nylons and panties, and that a girl had
given them to me when she moved away to remind me of her.
"Yes, that would have been your sister Lucy, I imagine."
Now I was really frightened because nobody knew about Lucy
and me - nobody. "Just what do you know about my sister," I
blurted out anxiously. Suddenly remembering that Lucy had
disappeared I implored her to tell me if she knew where
Lucy was.
"Lucy is perfectly safe and quite well, so don't worry
about her for the moment. There is a lot more I need to
know about you before I tell you about your sister."
I thought she sounded a little disgusted as I told her how
Lucy had given me kissing lessons and had suddenly realised
we were in love. I assured her we had never made love but
she obviously realised that Lucy and I were almost lovers.
"Who are you?" I demanded.
"I am Helen, principal attendant to the Goddess Lara from
the Temple of Love in Florida. Lucy is a new recruit; she
came to us of her own free will and has no wish to leave
us. It is, however, the goddess's opinion that Lucy is not
as happy as she should be, and if this should subsequently
be proved to be true, I can tell you honestly that she will
be the first girl we have ever had who is unhappy at the
temple. I am sorry to say that she cannot be allowed to
leave and I have been given the responsibility of making
her happy."
"Why can't she leave?"
"This is very difficult to explain. The temple exists just
for women; no males have ever been inside the gates, even
though they are never locked. Look deep into the crystal
ball and I will try to show you a little of our home."
In the ball I could see a temple of Eastern design, some
chalets as if from a campsite and acres of green fields,
all bathed in sunshine. A number of women in long flowing
robes wandered around at least three swimming pools. I had
to admit it looked heavenly. Helen smiled.
"Yes, it is just that. If I could show you your sister -
and for that matter any of our other devotees, you would be
even more surprised. We only accept one new recruit a year,
usually on their birthday, and between the ages of 25 and
30. It is a fact that they remain at that age for evermore.
I myself have lived there for over two hundred years and
physically I look no different, though there have been
changes in fashion, of course."
I believed what she was saying, I really did. "Why are you
telling me all this?"
"Because I feel that you are the only one that can make
Lucy happy again and I need to see if that is true."
"I would do anything to make Lucy happy, ANYTHING," I said.
"Yes, I believe you would, and so we shall see. I can
promise you nothing, Donnie, apart from the fact that we
will take every care of your sister. I am about to put you
through a series of tests, and whether or not you will see
your sister again will depend on the results of these
tests."
"What sort of tests?"
"Most of them you will not even know about, but there is
one of which you have to be made aware. If you pass then in
a month's time you will be changed into a woman - a
complete woman in every detail. You will act just as if you
had been born female, the way you walk, talk, think, dress
and make love, everything. While this is happening, you
will always be aware of who you once were, but you as you
are today will have no control over the way in which the
female you behaves. Your mannerisms will be totally
feminine and it goes without saying that nobody else will
ever know."
"But what about my workmates, my parents? They will know."
"You underestimate Lara's powers. Everyone you know or have
ever known will only remember you as a girl. Your parents
will think of you as their youngest daughter, Donna, your
colleagues will always have known you as Donna."
"What about Amanda?"
"Perfectly simple, you two are having a lesbian affair -
everyone knows you are gay, and at present your only love
is Mandy."
"But I'm NOT gay and I don't want to be a woman," I
replied.
"Just now you said you would do anything to help your
sister, ANYTHING, you said."
"How will this help my sister, she's not gay."
"Oh yes she is now, all the sisters at the temple are."
I repeated that I had no wish to be a woman, that there
must be another way; she simply smiled and said that I no
longer had a choice that the decision had been taken and
was irrevocable.
"What is more," she said, "If you don't wish to be gay then
you will have to start dating boys."
Yeuk! She had me shit scared - and I really mean that. I
asked her when this might happen and she smiled again.
"It isn't might happen, Donnie, it will happen, and soon."
She refused to tell me exactly when and under what
circumstances though she did say it would be within the
month. I asked if the change would really be permanent.
"Yes," she replied, "but mainly because you will refuse the
chance to change back if it is offered to you."
"And if I do as you ask, will you let me meet my sister
again?"
"For the last time, Donnie, please understand that you do
not have a choice, that it isn't a matter of whether you
agree to it or not. Within a month you will become a
beautiful woman, virtually the twin of your beloved sister
- it has all been taken care of. Once it happens, try to
forget you were ever a man because you will never want to
be one again."
"How will this change take place - do I have to have an
operation or anything?"
"Goodness gracious me NO! The change will take place
suddenly and without warning, so you had best be ready for
it. You probably wont notice it yourself at first, so do
not worry about what others might think; they will notice
nothing unusual. From the moment the change takes place
they will only remember you as a woman, and that does apply
to your parents as well. All your papers, from your birth
certificate to your driving licence will change, even your
bank account. Now go back to your friends and finish your
holiday - it may be the last you will ever have."
"But what about this concrete round my legs?"
"What concrete," she smiled as she vanished. I'm sure I
don't have to tell you that my legs were completely free
and that there were no stains on my trousers or shoes.
"Auto-suggestion is a very useful tool, isn't it Donna,"
Helen said from the darkness, "That IS your new name, by
the way."
When I rejoined my mates outside I first apologised for
being such a long time, they looked amazed and said I had
only been gone three minutes.
"How much did they charge," asked Yak.
"Five English pounds, that's about 8 bucks."
"What! They charged you eight bucks for three minutes? You
wuz robbed."
They wanted to know what the gypsy had told me, but do you
know I couldn't remember most of what she said, and nothing
at all about my sister.
"She said I was going to have a sex change."
"YOU ARE GONNA HAVE A WHAT?" Said Homer and Yat together.
"You heard me - I guess it was all just a big con."
But later that night in my hotel bed - and on several other
nights as well, I began to remember some of the things she
had told me - but I knew that, if she was serious and it
would help my dear sister, I would go through with it. Not
that it seemed I had a choice.
The lads wouldn't let it drop for a day or two, we all
pissed ourselves laughing at what the gypsy had told me -
that I was going to change into a lesbian and have affairs
with other women. No way would that happen they said. I
also told them that the gypsy had said that when the change
took place, the spell would encompass everyone who knew me
- they would instantly and unreservedly accept me in my new
female role.
"That's a load of bull," said Homer, "because that means
that if you became an attractive female I wouldn't remember
you as a bloke and I might try to chat you up. My ass."
Three weeks later, home once again and having sex with
Amanda that night, I thought again about the gypsy's
forecast and I asked her if she had ever had sex with
another woman. She became very angry that I should suggest
such a thing and it took me quite a while to calm her down.
Inexorably the days went by and it seemed more than ever
like a bad dream. But what seemed worse was that Lucy was
out there somewhere on her own in need of help - or was
that all lies as well. No, that had to be true because Mum
had told me it was so. Tuesday 10th was the 28th day after
I saw the fortune-teller - (that was a month, wasn't it?)
came and went, so did Thursday 12th, the 30th day.
I awoke extra early on Friday 13th (Geez - what a day to
pick) and realised this was it - if it was ever going to
happen then it had to be today. I had been tormented all
night by the thought that it was a wicked joke on someone's
part, but who on earth knew enough about Lucy and me to be
able to pull so many strings? I got up, showered shaved and
dressed for work making certain I wore nothing feminine
because, I reasoned, if I did become a woman then some
woman from somewhere just might become me!
Just when the change took place I do not know, I felt
nothing and I felt no different, but happen it did, just as
the fortune-teller had predicted. It was about 12:25 when
Amanda popped into my office and said she needed to go to
the mall at lunchtime for some new tights, those she had on
were laddered, and asked if I wanted to go with her or meet
her in the caf? later on. I said I'd go with her because I
could do with a couple of pairs myself. I knew what I'd
said but it didn't seem strange at all and Amanda didn't
seem to think so either. Automatically I grabbed my purse
and followed her out of the office block and into the
street. As we swung through the main entrance to the mall I
caught a glimpse of my reflection in one of those windows
that sometimes look just like a mirror. I clapped my hand
over my mouth and screeched in horror.
"What's up, Donna?" asked Amanda.
"I haven't got my face on," I wailed, making a beeline for
the nearest powder room, realising as I did so that I had
only a lipstick and some perfume in my purse.
I entered the room and inspected myself. The one thing that
was immediately obvious to me was that the change had
happened, and it had happened sometime during the morning
while I was at my desk. Nobody seemed to have noticed, not
even Amanda who had, naturally enough, followed me into the
ladies! The smart fawn coloured mohair suit, pink shirt and
brown tie I had worn to work that morning had been changed
into a ladies styled suit with a knee length slim line
skirt, the jacket had three-quarter sleeves. My shirt was
now a blouse and my tie had become a string of brown beads
that matched my short dangling earrings, three in each ear!
My light brown shoes now had a four-inch heel and pointed
toes, and I walked in them quite perfectly. My socks had
been changed into nylons and I suspected my Y fronts were
now panties but I had no time to check and I was absolutely
certain that my boobs were encased in a bra. What was more,
they were BIG boobs, a C cup at least.
My hair was smartly styled but there was not a scrap of
make-up on my face and I knew that I never went out without
it. (That last bit was Donna talking, by the way.) There
was no varnish on my long fingernails either. All I had in
my purse was a lipstick, which I used very quickly, and
since Amanda had nothing useful with her I excused myself
from the shopping trip and ran into the nearest Salon where
I asked Marie, (who seemed to know me quite well since she
also called me Donna) if she could squeeze me in, I said
I'd got up late. She called Jacqui, the manicurist over and
I told her to just do one coat of something quick drying
while Marie gave me a quick makeover. They worked well
together, the burgundy shade they used on nails and lips
complimented my outfit perfectly. I bought a lipstick and a
bottle of nail varnish in that same colour. It took nearly
the whole of my lunch hour and I was delighted that Amanda
had bought me a ham on rye, as I had no time to eat
properly now. As we walked back to the office, heels
clicking rhythmically on the sidewalk, Amanda said I looked
much better and that she couldn't wait to get me in bed
tonight! When I thought of how she'd reacted a few nights
ago I almost flipped.
Eating my sandwich seemed odd; normally I would have
devoured each triangular half in three bites but today I
took small dainty bites and constantly used the napkin to
take the crumbs off my lips. For the rest of the afternoon
it was like being two people, the girl I now was getting on
with her work, taking calls for 'Donna' without hesitation,
smiling prettily at all and sundry, while the man I had
been stood there watching me carefully.
After an hour I realised I needed to pee and so got up and
walked to the little girl's room. I went directly into a
stall, raised my skirt and dropped my panties, (they were
very flimsy, all lace and bows and a bright red in colour)
and sat my nicely rounded bum on the seat. When I peed I
was somewhat startled at the speed it came out - with a
whoosh. I wiped myself, and that seemed odd because I was
used to shaking the drops off, replaced my clothes and went
to the mirror.
That small part of my mind that was still Donnie thought
that the new girl was remarkably like Lucy and felt like
giving his new looks a wolf whistle. I don't know which of
us hoisted my blouse out from my skirt and peered down to
make sure Lucy's navel ring was still in place, (it was).
Meanwhile Donna added some extra lipstick and a generous
squirt of perfume. I returned to my desk and worked away
until five when Amanda came in, said she was going now and
would see me tonight at about seven. I told her that I was
popping upstairs to see my Mum after work and told her to
let her self in; she had the necessary keys.
"I love your new lipstick, darling," she said as she kissed
me firmly on the lips, "can't wait to try it out properly
later on. Try not to be too late."
No one in the office took the slightest notice of our
kissing each other - and I realised that everyone seemed to
know that my sexual preferences were for other women.
At half past five I switched off my monitor, replaced my
jacket and once again refreshed my lips before wishing
everyone goodnight and heading for the lift. Mum and Dad
lived on the 52nd floor and the express lift takes just a
few seconds to complete the journey. This time it stopped
between the 25th and 26th floors and I feared a breakdown.
I was about to curse in my pre-Donna days style when I
realised I was no longer alone.
"Good afternoon, Donna," said the glamorous woman who had
joined me, "I don't suppose you remember me?"
I shook my head and she said she was Helen and that we had
met in Blackpool, England. I realised that she must be the
gypsy fortune-teller.
"I thought I'd better check that the change had taken place
okay and that you are happy with everything," she said, "I
take it you ARE quite happy."
Remember that it was Donna that actually answered the
question, though I was fully aware of what she was saying.
"Happy? Are you kidding? I couldn't be happier! I have
never been so happy in all my life, except when I was with
Lucy, of course, apart from the fact that you left me with
a naked face."
"Yes," she smiled, "Slight administrative cock-up I'm
afraid. You see we only changed you from male to female,
shoes for shoes, shirt for blouse, that sort of thing. We
didn't ADD anything, and since you weren't wearing any male
cosmetics, apart from after-shave, they couldn't be
changed."
"Well I'm delighted anyway, but why don't you change all
the men into women and do away with wars and industrial
disputes forever more? Thank you for changing Amanda for
me, thank you for everything."
There was another thing Donna liked but didn't mention at
the time; Donnie had been 5 feet 7 - small for a male
whereas that while she was the same height, her four-inch
heels gave her a status she could only have dreamed of. She
resolved to shop for even higher heeled shoes at the first
opportunity.
"My word, that is absolutely marvellous. I take it I was
right and that you will never want to go back to your
former self?"
"If I did change back then I think I'd kill myself, I
really do. When can I meet Lucy again?"
"Not for a little while - you have to be totally female
before that can happen. At the moment Donnie is still there
in the background, wondering what is going to happen next
and waiting for something to go wrong. He will try to guide
you from time to time; don't dismiss him out of hand,
listen carefully to what he has to say and then make your
own judgement, because it is YOU, Donna, that will go on
from here and Donnie will no longer exist, however much you
still love him."
"I'd still like to know how long it will be - roughly will
do."
"Maybe, and I do mean maybe you will get to see her on your
next birthday - but that is not a promise. What you don't
yet know is that you can only join our commune on the
anniversary of the Goddess Lara's birth. We visit this
planet on that day when we all become a day older. That
means we take a whole earth year to age one earth day,
though our members enjoy a full life for that time, as do
you. Now then, Donna, I presume you are going to see your
parents; you want them to expel your final doubts about
whom you really are. Don't be afraid, they DO know you as
Donna, their youngest daughter and your mother believes she
asked YOU to help her find your sister. Live the new life
you have to the full, I will be around to see you again
when the time comes, but call me if you are in trouble, I
WILL hear you." So saying the lift restarted and the woman
was gone.
Outside the door to her mother's flat Donna paused as
Donnie took temporary charge of her thoughts, even though
she tried to expel him. She knew HE had a key to the
apartment and therefore it should be in her purse. She
looked and, of course, there it was. It seemed very strange
just to walk in as a woman when she knew for a fact they
had never seen her like this before, but if the gypsy was
right then it would seem even funnier to ring the bell. She
took a deep breath, inserted the key and entered. Her
mother was walking down the hall as she turned to shut the
door carefully, (Donnie would simply have slammed it
shut!).
"Hello Donna my darling, did you have a lovely holiday?"
Donna had decided that they would know her in her new role
but even so she was delighted to be right. "Yes, thank you
Mummy," she said, blowing a kiss near her cheek, "I had a
lovely time. How is Daddy?" (Never before could she recall
addressing her father as Daddy!).
"He's fine, he will be here directly. That's a lovely suit
you have on, looks very expensive, but it does make you
look absolutely fantastic so I am sure it was worth it."
Donna giggled. "Yes, it was expensive, I bought it to
travel to England in since we went on Concorde."
"I expect people must have thought you were very important,
especially if the others looked as smart. It beats me how
you always manage to find just the right shade of lipstick
and nail polish to go with whatever you wear. You must have
hundreds of them in the flat."
Donna giggled again and agreed that she did have quite a
few. "I'm down to my last hundred pairs of shoes though, so
I shall have to start shopping again soon," she laughed.
"How is Amanda, did you miss her?"
"Yes, I did. Oh Mummy, I know you hate me being gay, but I
can't help it because I do love her so. I couldn't bear it
if she left me. She IS so beautiful, isn't she?"
"It's alright my darling, we understand, but you are far
prettier than she is and that's not just parental pride.
Incidentally, I often wondered how and why you became gay,
you never did tell me."
"What's to tell? I was never interested in boys, you know
that and there was never a boy I wanted to hold me or kiss
me or anything like that. Then one day I was at the works
party, I'd had a drink or two when I got pushed against
this girl who held on to me and then she kissed me. It was
wonderful."
"So you didn't start with Amanda then, I often wondered.
When will you bring her to see us, it seems ages since you
brought her to see us - and if you two are going to be an
item then we'd better get to know her properly, so don't
leave it too long."
"Sure. Mum, can I ask you something?"
"Of course you can darling, what is it?"
"When we were in England we watched one of those blue
movies. Now don't be getting disgusted, I am old enough
now. Anyway, it was about this boy who got caught wearing
his sisters clothes and his Mum made him wear them all the
time. She gave him hormones that changed his body and
eventually had his boy parts amputated and made into a
vagina. It wasn't really enjoyable and I wished I'd never
seen it, but since then I have been having these terrible
dreams in which I was a boy who got changed into a girl
against her will. That isn't true, is it Mum?"
"Good gracious me NO, Donna, whatever next. You only have
to look at yourself to see that your body is far too
perfect to be man made! Get Amanda to search you all over
for any sign of a scar; all she will find is one you got
when you had appendicitis when you were seven. I'll find
your birth certificate out if you like; I've never heard
anything so preposterous in all my life."
"I'm sorry Mummy, but it was such a real dream. Have you
heard anything else about Lucy?"
"No, I was hoping that you had. Daddy went to see the
police in case there had been any foul play but they
assured him, as best they could, that they were quite
satisfied she left home of her own free will and that her
husband didn't hurt her at all."
"I have been asking around, Mummy, and I have met someone
who has heard of this commune."
"Really? What did they say?"
"Not a lot as yet, but I am working on it. It seems that
you can only join by invitation and that membership is
strictly limited. This woman claimed to have worked for the
sect and that she believed everyone there was happy. Just
how true it is I can't say."
I stayed long enough to see my father when he came in and
ran to him with those funny little running steps women in
tight skirts have to employ, threw my arms around his neck
and kissed him soundly by the side of his mouth leaving a
bold lipstick mark on his cheek.
"Oops, sorry Daddy," I grinned and fumbled for a tissue to
remove the evidence.
"Don't worry about it, darling, it's a long time since I
was kissed by a beautiful girl," and he happily hugged me,
his 'new' daughter, saying how good it was to see me again.
I left the flat shortly after thinking that it was odd,
somehow, that my Daddy should be the first person I kissed,
(I mean kissed properly, those pecks with Amanda weren't
the same), and I really enjoyed branding him with that very
sticky cupids bow my freshly painted mouth had imparted. I
returned to my flat, it was only a block away so I had
decided to walk. It was amazing how easily I glided along
on such high heels, hips swaying gently as I walked. I was
back at the flat by ten to seven and had started on a light
meal for my lover and myself by the time Amanda arrived.
The first thing we did was to embrace and kiss
passionately, mouths fully open, tongues reaching deeply
into the others mouth to search for tonsils or whatever.
We ate our meal and I took Amanda into my re-vamped
bedroom, for it now had two extra fitted wardrobes and they
were full, literally, with gorgeous feminine clothes. There
was a section containing the altered versions of my former
suits, slacks, shirts etc; another with rack upon rack of
high heeled shoes. There were drawers packed with lingerie
and blouses, nylons, pantyhose, suspender belts and
swimwear. I knew this would all be here; don't ask me how.
Seeing the clothes for the first time made me think that
Helen, (or the Goddess Lara) must have ordered one of
everything from the latest mail order catalogue.
Then the sex started; we stripped and did more things to
each other than I could readily believe or even imagine. It
was of course, my first night of lesbian love and, as
climax followed climax, each one infinitely longer than any
experience I had ever had as a male, I knew that I had hit
the jackpot and that I would never ever want to return to
my former life. How we kept going for the whole weekend was
nothing short of miraculous, but even so when the time came
for Amanda to return home on Sunday evening, I wanted her
to stay for even more.
We saw each other at least six evenings a week for the next
month or two and everything seemed to be pointing to us
making some kind of commitment to each other. During this
time I began to appreciate in full the joys of being a
woman; I had a different hairstyle every week, wearing it
up, down, sideways, plaits, French curls, curly and
straight. I hadn't got a third of the way through my new
wardrobe before I started to buy new outfits at a
frightening rate, new jewellery, rings, necklaces and
earrings, (bearing in mind that I needed three pairs every
time I felt like a change), and of course shoes - lovely,
wonderful shoes. I had bought a ring whilst in England, a
diamond cluster that, in all honesty, had been a real
bargain, and I was thinking of giving it to Amanda so that
we could be engaged - well sort of. I had held back because
I still had no idea where this sex change business was
taking me in my search for Lucy, though by now wild horses
couldn't have dragged me back into my original life.
It was on the 52nd day after I made the change that Amanda
didn't come in to work on Monday, neither did she answer
her telephone when I rang to enquire why, but on the
Wednesday, a message came through while I was at lunch
asking me to meet her in the club that evening. What Club?
After a while I remembered her once mentioning Gayles Club,
a bar come disco used predominantly by Gays and Lesbians
and figured that must be the one. I went there from work
and saw her seated in a dark corner; she had two drinks
ready. She was very edgy and somehow looked different,
though I couldn't think quite how. We began to talk, or I
did at least. I obviously wanted to know why she hadn't
been to work, but it was some time before she mumbled she
had resigned.
Getting the truth out of her was very difficult and some of
the remarks she made had me wondering if she was really
listening to me and I was furious when she made an
elementary mistake about my re-vamped bedroom, though she
did protest it was because she had been more interested in
me and suggested she might not have been listening
properly. And then, to my utter amazement, Amanda walked
into the club, and she had her arms round another girl. I
looked at the woman by my side and wondered if it could be
my gypsy friend playing another of her tricks on me. I said
something sarcastic and asked her if she was really Helen.
"No, my darling, I am not Helen," she replied. It was
Lucy's voice; I'd have known it anywhere, even after all
this time.
"Lucy?" I asked nervously. "Oh Lucy, is that really you?"
She put her fingers to a spot near her ear and ripped a
thin latex mask away to reveal that she was indeed my dear
sister. Needless to say we kissed deeply - it would have
been impossible not to, and it would have happened even if
we hadn't been in a gay club. It was a slippery lip sticky
kiss, the kind we had when I was a lad. The memories of ten
years ago came flooding back.
"Oh my dearest darling Lucy, I have missed you so."
"Me too my beloved, and thank you so much for everything
you have done to make this meeting possible."
"If you mean the sex change then think nothing of it - I'd
have done it sooner if I had known how good it is to be a
woman. I never, ever want to go back to being Donnie
again."
"You can't do that anyway," said a voice from behind me, "I
wouldn't do it, even if you begged me."
Yes, you've guessed it, it was Helen who had joined our
table and who was smiling broadly to see two such happy
women, both so obviously in love.
"So what happened to the commune and the Goddess Lara?" I
asked, bemused to see them both here in my local club."
Helen explained.
"There is no such place my dear. Several months ago Lucy
was walking through the mall and she spied a shop she
hadn't seen before, it was called 'Spells R Us,' and it is
the firm I work for. I am a witch, a fully paid up card
carrying member of the W.A.W.A., (Warlocks and Witches
Amalgamated), a 100% genuine broomstick riding witch. This
was in Boston, by the way, and she came in because of her
problems. You know the story, of course, that she had only
married Maurice to get away from home and the temptation
you created. Lucy was absolutely determined that she would
never commit the ultimate sin with you, but she was so
unhappy that she had even considered ending her life. She
told my boss all about it and even he couldn't cast a spell
that would make your love for each other permissible.
Eventually we decided that if you were both of the same
sex, no actual sin was possible and we all agreed it was
better to turn you to a girl than Lucy into a boy."
"I'm glad you did," I said, laughing.
"Yes, I'm sure you both are, though obviously we couldn't
be certain you would feel like that so we arranged our
little plan. Amanda agreed to co-operate even though she
knew that you were destined for someone else; she did love
you, by the way, but I've arranged it so that she doesn't
hurt too much now that you've split up."
"So where do we go from here?"
"I want you to ring your Mother and tell her you have
traced Lucy and that she has agreed to come with you to see
them, provided they promise not to tell Maurice. You will
then tell them that Lucy is going to live with you for the
time being..."
"No, forever."
"Quite, but only you two know that; let your parents find
out when they have to. Meanwhile I will help you to get a
bigger flat in which you can ostensibly live in separate
bedrooms. You will need to be careful, Donna, because
Maurice may take it into his head to contact you in an
effort to trace Lucy, but I am sure you can deal with that.
Now then, listen carefully, because by this time tomorrow,
Donna and you Lucy, will forget you were ever a boy, you
will forget you ever met me, Amanda and anyone else you
knew in your former life. It only remains for me to wish
you luck and that you will always love each other as much
as you do today."
"That is absolutely guaranteed," my sister and I said as
one.
The beginning.