The Bet
1. The Wager
It all started a few summers ago, in August, at my friend Lauren's
house. Lauren had been a friend, and sometimes a little more, for many
years. She had long red hair, a beautiful face, an athletic body, and
she was wild. She was always the fun one who pushed me out of my comfort
zone to do "bad" things. She teased me, she led me on, and I loved it.
Anyway, Lauren and I were at her place with some friends of hers that I
knew as acquaintances. Sally was Asian, but not with the reserved demure
countenance that many Asian women have. She had that long, perfectly
straight Asian hair, but with a confident and mischievous look affixed
to her face. She was a first year surgery resident. Michelle was a
brunette with long, slender legs and she worked in advertising. Angie
was a blonde that used her innocent good looks to ensnare the unwary
long before they remembered not to judge a book by its cover. Angie's
family owned a small chain of beauty salon / spas and she worked in the
family business. Her family had a fair amount of money, or so I had
heard. All four of them had beautiful, long hair and were very
attractive. It certainly was no punishment spending time with this
group!
Some men are into breasts, legs, or ass, but for me it is hair. I am
into women with long hair that you can run your fingers through, play
with, and bury your face in. Long hair gives women a whole set of
motions they can do that are uniquely feminine, including but not
limited to motions that are flirting, teasing, disdainful, sexy,
controlling, inviting, contemplative, playful, or even angry. Short hair
is just not as versatile from a non-verbal communication standpoint. I
guess you could even say I have a fetish for long hair, and being with
these four women had me mentally quivering as I gazed at each of them in
turn and as a group.
Lauren was needling me, as she often did, about how conservative and
goody-goody I was. She said, "Do you ever wear anything interesting to
work, or always just those khaki's and a button-down shirt?" I worked as
a computer analyst at a respectable firm downtown, and I felt that
conservative attire was the best way to get ahead.
She continued on, "And what about the hair? Do you ever let it get more
than 3 inches long? Why don't you grow it out a little? Or maybe you
could wear an earring or two. You'd look cute and actually show a little
style."
My hair was about 3 inches long at its longest point at the time, and I
knew a haircut was already overdue.
"I don't think so Lauren," I responded patiently, "I don't want to make
the wrong impression at work. My career is important to me."
We had had this conversation before, many times, and this was my
standard answer. But this time she didn't accept it as easily as she had
before.
"How important?" she said with a devious smile starting to form on her
face. "Important enough to pass up $100,000? We'll each chip in $25,000
if you go for 1 year without cutting your hair at all."
The other girls, in retrospect, did not look very surprised at her
suggestion, and nodded their heads and then looked expectantly at me.
They had discussed it in advance, in detail, although that did not occur
to me at the time.
"100,000!!!" I said, "No way. You wouldn't cough up that much just for a
bet let like that."
But she came back with determination. "Yes we will. It will be MORE than
worth it, don't you worry. We'll even give you 10% up front just to
prove it. But if you welch on us, then you owe us $100,000."
The other girls were leaning forward, as if my answer was very important
to them.
Wow, they were serious. I don't make big decisions without considering
them carefully, so I told them I needed to think it over for a few days.
Lauren said that would be fine but make sure I didn't cut my hair while
I was thinking - they didn't want to lose the 3 inches I already had!
I thought about it for a few days. There were two or three other guys in
my department at work that were a little bit out there in terms of
style, and one even had hair halfway down his back. Maybe I could go for
a year and change my image a bit. $100,000 was nothing to sneeze at for
a 25-year-old.
We got together again the next weekend and I told them I would do it. We
signed a contract obligating them to pay me $100,000 if I did not cut my
hair for a year, with 10% up front, and for me to pay them $100,000 if I
did cut my hair at all before a year was up. All four of them seemed
very excited and happy that I had decided to accept. I got lots of hugs,
kisses, caresses, and surreptitious collisions with interesting body
parts. I was hard as a rock after 15 minutes of this.
Then Sally, Michelle, and Angie left. Lauren was busy teasing me again,
sitting close and letting her breasts rub up against me occasionally.
She flipped her hair back and looked at me with those mysterious green
eyes through half closed lids. She inhaled on her cigarette like she was
sucking a penis and exhaled a long steady stream of smoke with a look of
sexual satisfaction. I felt like she was thinking that she was sucking
on me, and that she was in complete control of me. I didn't smoke but it
was definitely a turn on to watch her.
She flattered me and said she was more attracted to me now that I would
be changing my image. I had heard her talk like this before, leading me
on in the long running tease that I was used to by now. I was ready for
the friendly yet distant goodnight hug and accompanying need for a cold
shower again when before I knew it she was unbuttoning my shirt and
taking it off!
She proceeded to take all of the clothes off and started licking and
biting my nipples while caressing my member. Then her mouth moved down
and started sucking it rhythmically while her hands moved up to the
nipples. She kept me on the edge for a long time. Right as I was about
to come, she stopped and asked me, "Who decides what is best for Tim?"
in a sultry yet authoritarian voice I had never heard her use before.
Momentarily confused by the words and her tone, which obviously
indicated that she thought she was best suited to decide what was best
for me, I hesitated.
Maybe I sensed that this was a turning point and that is why I paused.
In any case, when she started licking the head of my penis, and
playfully covering it with her lips, it sent shivers through my entire
body and I stopped thinking. I said, "You do Lauren, of course." I would
have agreed to anything at that point. In fact, I guess I pretty much
had.
She then took me to the hilt and did something else new - she licked her
index and middle finger on her right hand, inserted them up my ass and
started pushing around in there until she found what I guess was my
prostate. With her pushing on that and rhythmically sliding me in and
out of her mouth, it didn't take long. I exploded into her and she
sucked it up. It was an orgasm that exceeded anything that I had felt
before. I was physically drained.
While I was still trying to catch my breath, she pushed me back on the
couch where I had been sitting and laid on top of me. She pressed me
back into the couch and pinned me there, holding my wrists with her
hands and my legs with her legs wrapped around them tightly. She is
strong and even though I struggled, I couldn't get out from under her.
She waited silently, smiling slightly, as I writhed around and grunted.
Finally I stopped resisting and yielded to her control, not knowing what
she was going to do to me next. Then she held my eyes with hers until
she was sure that I knew she was stronger than I was and that she was in
control of the situation.
I was a little bit frightened because I didn't realize that she could
physically control me like that. She stared at me for 15-20 seconds, and
then nodded her head slightly as if confirming our relationship. Then
she leaned down and gave me a passionate French kiss with her mouth
still full of cum. She had never kissed me like that before and I was
stunned and turned on. The cum was salty and strong tasting, and the
taste lingered after she withdrew.
"How was that?" she asked, still holding me down.
I didn't know if she was referring to the whole experience, the cum in
my mouth, the fingers in my ass, the blowjob, her physical domination,
or what. I had mixed feelings about a couple items on that list, but I
decided that the safest answer was the truth.
"That was the best I've ever had," I said earnestly.
She smiled a knowing smile, and said, "You'll go further and have
better, don't you worry."
Then she released me from her grip and pulled back away from me. I
wasn't sure what she was talking about, but wasn't going to argue for
now. I laid back on the couch and managed a nod of my head.
2. The Growth
My hair grows fast, maybe an inch a month, so it didn't take long for me
to start looking different. I usually cut it every month to 6 weeks.
Probably around 3 months later, when my hair was about 6 inches long and
covering the collar of my shirt in back, I started to get comments.
"Turning into a hippie, Tim? You're 30 years late!" "Not going fag on
us, are you Tim?" "Tim, I think you need earrings with that hair." I
didn't enjoy it but the $10,000 I had gotten already, plus the $90,000
more due in 9 months, made it all bearable.
I had hoped that the incredible oral sex with Lauren would continue
after my one taste of it, but she acted like nothing had happened and we
went back to our friendly relationship. She would comment on and
compliment my hair occasionally, but that was it. I got used to the cold
showers again.
After 7 months, my look had changed considerably. My hair was now almost
12 inches long - shoulder length. My daily routine had lengthened along
with my hair. I had to wash it and condition it, and then blow it dry
each morning. It was work! I wanted it to at least look neat and
professional even if it was long. I usually tied it back in a ponytail
for work, but let it hang free when not at work.
It turns out that I have beautiful hair! It is straight, shiny, and
full-bodied - I also have a thick head of hair. I must admit that it
felt good against my back and neck once it got to the longer lengths.
Sometimes in the evenings I would get home, take off my shirt, remove
the hair from the ponytail, and brush it out for a while. I would lean
my head back and swish the hair back and forth across my back to feel it
against my bare skin. It was a soothing and surprisingly erotic
experience that turned into a way to unwind each day after work.
Not only did I enjoy it, but also I didn't know at the time that
brushing your hair vigorously and frequently (a couple times a day for 5
minutes at a time) really does increase the growth rate of your hair.
This is not some old wives' tale. The brushing stimulates the flow of
blood and nutrients to your follicles, and this makes the hair grow
faster.
I still wore my conservative clothes to work, but I started to feel like
the hairstyle looked even more odd with the conservative clothes than it
would with a more progressive overall look. Of course Lauren had been
telling me this for months, but I thought it was my idea at the time. So
I called her from work one day and asked if she would help me get a more
appropriate wardrobe. She agreed quickly, almost like she had been
waiting for the request, and suggested we go out that night after work
to a nearby mall.
She picked me up at my place that evening, took me to the mall, and we
started shopping. "I don't want anything too crazy, now," I said, "just
things that are a little more hip."
"Of course," she said patiently. "Who decides what is best for Tim?"
I remembered the last time she asked this question and what she was
doing to me at the time, and was hopeful that the right answer would
result in a full repeat of the experience, so I gave her a big smile and
said, "You do Lauren, of course". She nodded her head and didn't say
anything more.
Of course she had me buy a lot more flamboyant things than I would have
ever bought, including pinks, pastels, ruffles, leather, and designer
items. I spent nearly $2000 and had a new wardrobe. We had to make a
couple of trips back to the car because it was too much to carry. We
chatted and had a great time while we were shopping.
After we had bought the last items and were on our way out with the last
batch of bags, we walked by a restaurant with a fairly empty bar. She
said, "Want a drink for the road?" Of course I couldn't refuse that
offer so we went in and had a drink. Lauren lit up a cigarette when the
drinks arrived, and smoked it like she was making love to it again. I
couldn't help staring as she blew a plume of smoke out across the bar,
and she noticed me staring. "Would you like one, Timmy?" she asked, and
started to fish through her purse for her pack of cigarettes.
"N-n-no, no thanks," I stammered, "I was just admiring the way you smoke
yours."
She smiled knowingly and took another deep drag and looked me in the eye
as she halfway closed her lids. She exhaled into my face as I sat there,
captivated. I blinked a couple of times at the smoke coming at me, but
otherwise continued watching, entranced. She smiled again and went back
to her drink without mentioning it again. We finished the first round of
drinks, and she insisted that we order another, and then a third and
fourth each. I was starting to feel like she was trying to get me drunk!
I hardly ever drink, and certainly never more than one or two, so I was
buzzing quite nicely when we left 45 minutes later. Lauren didn't seem
to be affected by the liquor at all, maybe because she was more
accustomed to drinking than I was.
As we continued down the mall toward the car, we saw one of those kiosks
in the middle of the mall that sells jewelry. She said, "Come over here
with me for a second, I want to look at the jewelry." She had been nice
to shop for me the whole evening, so the least I could do was let her
look for a few minutes. Besides, I was very amenable to almost anything
at that point, given my recent alcohol intake. I happily followed along,
only halfway aware of what was going on. It was almost time for the mall
to close and there were very few people still there.
I was looking around at nothing when she spoke again, "What do you think
of these?" She was holding up a pair of stud earrings to her ears and
asking me to look in a mirror provided for that purpose. "Very nice," I
said blandly, doing a poor job of feigning interest, or of even focusing
on what she was saying. Quickly, before I knew it, she held them to my
ears so I couldn't help but see myself in the mirror.
I was caught off guard. I mean, I see myself in the mirror every day,
but I don't really look at myself. I am just brushing my teeth or hair
and not absorbing the entire image of what I look like. Now I had on one
of the new outfits purchased that evening, with my hair down instead of
tied back in the regular ponytail. It looked great and the earrings
finished it off. I didn't look feminine or anything, just kind of hip.
That had never been my image before and I kind of liked thinking of
myself that way. Through a haze, I thought I heard her say to the sales
clerk, "Looks perfect, he'll take them. And go ahead and pierce his ears
with them."
Because of the drinks I had earlier, my head was far from clear, but I
was happy and agreeable. I still had it in my mind that I wanted to go
along with whatever Lauren said so that I might get some of her oral
attention later. As I was still trying to process what was happening,
Lauren was gently but firmly pushing me into the chair and I felt a
sharp pain in one ear, and then the other. The pain definitely cleared
out the cobwebs from between my ears, at least briefly, and I said,
"Ow!! That hurt! What are you doing? I don't want earrings!"
"Now, now Timmy, who decides what is best for you?" Lauren said sternly.
Timmy? No one calls me Timmy. Where did that come from? And she spoke to
me like she was a schoolmistress berating a third grader. I wasn't her
subject to be bossed around that way! What was she thinking?
I drew in a deep breath and opened my mouth to tell her what I thought.
But then she raised one eyebrow, purposefully and slowly looked down at
my groin, and then back to my eyes and then held her gaze there. It was
like she had been reading my mind all evening and knew exactly why I had
been going along with her suggestions. And on top of that I interpreted
her motions as indicating that she would skip the hoped for activities
if I didn't behave. It was starting to seem like she was one step ahead
of me all the way. I snapped my mouth back shut and exhaled the large
volume of air I had drawn in.
"You do, Lauren," I said softly, so the sales clerk couldn't hear.
"Very well then, Timmy," she continued loudly, smirking and looking at
the clerk, "are you going to pay the nice lady for your pretty new
earrings?" I pulled out my tired credit card with resignation and
embarrassment, and paid for the earrings. The whole thing was starting
to get humiliating and I just wanted it to end at this point.
Then we went out to the car and she started driving me home. On the way,
she said, "How about a mini fashion show when we get back to your place?
I'd love to see you in all your new clothes."
Well, this was not exactly a masculine way to get her attention, but we
would be alone in my apartment and she would be paying attention, at
least. "Sure," I said, "let's do it."
We got home and she had me parade around the bedroom with all the new
clothes on. I was out of my comfort zone in the new clothes. They
definitely were not my style, but I guessed that Lauren was more in tune
with what was cool than I was.
As I was changing outfits about ? of the way through the fashion review,
she stopped me with just my underwear on, and asked, "Do you trust me,
Timmy?"
I only hesitated a second before answering, "Of course I do."
"Then lie down on the bed there," she ordered.
When I complied, she climbed up on top of me, straddling my chest, with
her groin very close to my face, only separated from my mouth by her
short black miniskirt. She pulled a black blindfold out of her purse and
gently placed it over my eyes and tied it around the back of my head.
Well, no harm in that, I thought. This could be fun.
She slid my underwear down my legs and removed it - now we were getting
somewhere! Then she pulled my wrists above my head and handcuffed them
to the spindles of the headboard of the bed. This was getting more
serious, so I started to protest, "Hey, what are you doing now?"
But she just ignored me, knowing that I wouldn't do anything except wait
for her. She didn't even reply.
She moved more quickly now, and tied something soft around each of my
ankles separately, pulling them towards different corners of the bed so
that my legs were spread apart. I could move my legs around, and even
bend my knees, but the resistance increased the further I pulled them
away from the corner.
"Now Timmy, what should I do with you? You certainly are at my mercy,"
she snickered, and then pulled gently on my penis and squeezed my
testicles briefly. I didn't think she really wanted me to answer, so I
didn't say anything.
I heard some rustling around as if she was removing more items from her
purse, but I wasn't sure what. After another few seconds of silence, the
quiet, expectant calm of the room was broken by a loud series of claps
as she whacked my bare abdomen just above my groin, and then all around
my groin, and upper thighs. It felt like it was leather and it hurt a
lot. She was using a lot of force, not playfully slapping.
After a minute or two that felt like an hour, with me screaming the
whole time, she stopped. She said forcefully, "That is for speaking out
of turn and acting rudely at the jewelry kiosk. Never question me again,
Timmy, or you will regret it. Tell me again who decides what is best for
you."
Gasping for breath and trying to gather my composure, I reviewed my
situation. If I didn't answer as she wanted, she surely would resume her
hellish punishment, but this was clearly getting out of control and I
wasn't sure she was worth it anymore. If I kept playing along it would
only encourage her to do it more, or even take it up a notch. Enough was
enough.
Apparently I was taking too long to answer, because she starting
whacking at me again, for what seemed like an interminably long period
of time. She whacked me on my chest, legs, shoulders, penis, and
testicles. I was really hurting now and kept trying to get her to stop.
In between cries of pain and sobbing, I finally managed to say, "Please,
stop, okay, you do, you do."
She stopped for a moment, finally, and asked, "What was that Timmy?"
Panting, I said, "You decide... what is... best for me,... Lauren... you
do."
"That's better, Timmy," and she laughed a wicked laugh, "I'm glad you
are learning your place."
She was quiet again for a few seconds and then I felt a cool, soothing
feeling on my chest as she began massaging a salve of some sort all over
my wounded body. I still couldn't see anything, or move very much, but
my pain began to subside somewhat. She rubbed it all over where she had
beaten me, gently caressing as she rubbed it in.
Then when she had completed the salve application, she took me into her
mouth and began sucking me. I gasped at the contrast between the
pleasure received now and the pain so recently in my memory. After
working on me for a couple of minutes, she attached two clamps with a
chain between them to my nipples, which hurt a lot. The pain started to
diminish but then she pulled on the chain as she was sucking, creating
that contrast with pleasure and pain again, but this time
simultaneously. It was very confusing. It was like my body couldn't
decide whether to be in ecstasy or agony. The pleasure definitely seemed
more intense than when it was the only sensory input. Then she stopped
again and was quiet for a moment.
She raised up my knees off the bed and the next thing I felt was
something at the door of my anus, and then it was gently thrust inside
me. It felt large and my virgin ass wasn't used to this, and I learned
yet another kind of pain.
"Relax Timmy," Lauren cooed in my ear, "if you tense up and resist it,
it hurts more."
She was right of course, because when I relaxed my muscles, the pain
almost went away, and then Lauren spoke again right into my ear, "I know
you enjoyed my fingers up your ass last time we played, Timmy, and I
think you'll find this even more intense. Men have this aversion to
putting things up their asses, but once they try it they are like little
sluts that can't get enough. We'll see if you are a true man or a butt
slut in the making, my little Timmy."
Then I felt a vibration start inside me as she turned it on. Wow, it
felt good. It had its own pleasure in my anus, but it also intensified
the sensations I was feeling in my penis. She then resumed her sucking
and after another few minutes I couldn't contain myself. My entire body
was tingling and I felt like I was an animal without control of my own
body. I was twitching and shaking and was desperately straining to come.
I finally exploded in her mouth with the most intense orgasm imaginable.
Significantly more intense than the last one she provided a few months
back.
After she slurped me up, she climbed on top of me again and delivered
another of those french kisses. This time she deposited a large quantity
of the cum in my mouth and quickly withdrew. She added, "Swallow it all,
Timmy, because if I can swallow for your pleasure, then you can too." It
was thick and warm and salty. It reminded me of sweat, but thicker. I
didn't like the taste, and the whole idea of swallowing semen revolted
me as something a pervert would do, but I wasn't going to argue with
anything too strenuously at this point.
Lauren got up and said, "Next time I punish you Timmy, I expect you to
keep yourself from wailing like a baby. I'll see you tomorrow Timmy,"
and walked out of the bedroom.
Stunned, I yelled, "Lauren, wait! I'm still tied up!" All I heard was
the wicked laugh as she opened and then closed the front door to my
apartment. Now what was I going to do? I tried working at my ankles and
wrists for a while, but it was of no use. I could move my feet around
but couldn't wiggle them out or use one foot to untie the other. And the
wrists were hopeless. The handcuffs were on tightly and my headboard was
secure and the spindles were big enough that I wasn't going to break my
way out. I briefly considered phoning for help but that would be
extremely embarrassing and I couldn't reach the phone anyway. I could
shout for help and hope someone else in the building heard me, but I
decided to wait and see if Lauren came back. I finally fell asleep well
into the night and was not well rested when I woke up at the touch of
someone releasing my ankle bonds, and then opening the handcuffs. I sat
up and removed the blindfold myself.
"Lauren, that was not funny," I said angrily, "I don't want to do that
again. I don't appreciate being tied up for the entire night. If
something happened to you, I was in big trouble."
Slap! Her hand came out of nowhere and connected with my cheek with
enough force to knock me over. She quickly climbed on top of me where I
was laying on the bed, still stunned. She grabbed my wrists firmly,
wrapped her legs around mine, and pinned me. Once again I realized that
she could physically control me. I was very angry at this point, and we
had a brief wrestling match as I struggled with all my strength and
determination to get free. She got in a couple of punches and slaps as
we tousled around, and finally after a few minutes I gave up. She held
me there in silence for a bit as I caught my breath, and then gave me
the stare again until we both knew who was in charge of the situation. I
gave her a look of resignation and looked away from her. She pulled me
back to look her in the eyes, held my gaze for a bit longer, and nodded
her head so there was an overt acknowledgement of the control she had. I
nodded my head also.
"Don't speak in that way to me, Timmy," she said, her voice cold as ice.
She let go of my arms and raised my body up off the bed a bit and lifted
my chin so I was still looking her in the eye. Then she said, "Remember
who decides what is best for you or you will receive a real punishment
and not the playing around we have been doing so far." I wasn't sure
what to make of that, but while I was thinking it over, she continued,
"You are perfectly fine and still have time to make it to work. Enjoy
your day!"
And with that she strutted out the door. I didn't see her for a couple
of months after that. I figured I had angered her with my words
complaining about her treatment of me.
A few more months went by and I was at work playing with the calendar.
The big date with the $90,000 payoff was only 8 weeks away! The exact
one-year anniversary was going to be on a Sunday in mid August, but we
had not made any arrangements for me to collect the money yet.
I reflected on my current situation. My hair was now almost a foot and a
half long! I still maintained it meticulously with hair care products
and plain old attention each morning. It was still clean, neat, and
attractive. I had begun wearing it down at work sometimes, since I had
long since gotten over the snide comments directed my way. Most people
didn't even make them anymore, although I did get an increase in
comments from my co-workers when I changed my wardrobe a few months
back. I just ignored them.
One person I couldn't ignore was my boss. He obviously didn't approve of
my new look, and he was letting his opinion of my physical appearance
affect his opinion of my performance at work. After 3 years of stellar
performance reviews from him and previous managers, with fast track
stamped all over my personnel record, I got a "poor" rating on my latest
performance review completed just 2 weeks earlier. There were a lot of
items in there that made no sense, but I thought I found the root of the
matter when the review document listed a lack of professionalism and
poise as one of the reasons for the rating.
With the rating of "poor" my company requires the initiation of a
performance plan. If specific goals are not met in a 90-day time frame,
the employee is fired. Maybe I could turn things around after I
collected the $90,000 and cut my hair to its previous lengths, let the
ear piercing holes close, and return to my earlier wardrobe. No way did
I want to sacrifice this job or my career!
As I was contemplating my gloomy prospects, the phone in my office rang.
"Tim speaking," I said.
"Hi there, Tim, it's Lauren. How have you been?"
"Just fine, Lauren, thanks. It's good to hear from you. The big payoff
date is only 8 weeks away!" I said.
She laughed, and then, "Yes, you're right, if you can make it through 8
more weeks without cutting that gorgeous mane of yours! Listen, I was
thinking we ought to start a countdown to your big day. Why don't we get
together at Angie's house each Saturday night for the next 8 weeks, and
then on the big night we can celebrate at midnight and give you your big
check?"
Angie has a beautiful house in a very cool part of town that her parents
bought for her a year after she got out of college. I think it was their
way of rewarding her decision of entering the family business. Her
family's salons and spas were very popular around town.
"Sure," I said, "that sounds like fun."
3. The Change
I went over to Angie's house on Saturday night. Angie opened the door
and invited me in. I saw that Lauren, Sally, and Michelle were already
there, smoking their cigarettes and chatting in the sitting room. We ate
dinner, drank, laughed, and had a great time. I remember having a couple
of drinks, but things must have gotten serious from there because I
don't remember anything after about 11:00. I woke up the next morning in
a guest bedroom that Angie had. My clothes were still on, but someone
had put some covers over me. I had a headache but not too bad for a
hangover. My right butt cheek was sore, like it had been bruised and I
had no idea how that could have happened.
For the next few weekends we repeated the Saturday night countdown
tradition. Each time I would wake up the next morning in Angie's guest
bed, and with one body part or another being sore. Either a butt cheek,
or my thigh, or upper arm.
I was starting to feel a little funny with just over 2 weeks to go until
the big day. I felt like I was gaining weight, especially in my butt and
chest. My chest looked like I was getting breasts. I kept thinking of
the Jerry Seinfeld show where Kramer invents the "manzier" for older men
whose chest begins to sag and Jerry's dad loves it because it makes him
feel younger. It was very funny on TV but not on my chest. Besides, I
was 26, not 66!
I didn't know it at the time, but after slipping something in my drink
each Saturday night that knocked me out, the ladies had been giving me
powerful shots of female hormones and male hormone inhibitors. I guess
that Sally had access to that sort of thing as a (now) second year
surgery resident.
The shots were affecting my moods and demeanor as well as my body. I was
more irritable, and more emotional.
The Saturday before the big day finally arrived and I was excited. Yes,
my hair was now 18 inches long and down between my shoulder blades. If I
bent my head back, bent my elbow and reached around to the middle of my
spine, I could touch my own hair as it cascaded down my back. My evening
ritual of hair brushing and swishing was now an ingrained part of my
daily routine. Sometimes I would catch myself tossing my hair back and
forth at work, even though it didn't feel the same through a shirt. I'm
sure my co-workers noticed, but were now accustomed to me as a weirdo,
and chalked it up to another example of how I had left the mainstream.
I was starting to regret the prospect of having to cut my hair at the
conclusion of the one-year bet. It was a distinct part of me now. I
moved my head differently and I had many new personal mannerisms that
involved my hair. Not only did I lean back and swish it for fun, but I
also had to move it out of my face when it got in the way, or flip it
back. I found myself tilting my head sideways to keep it out of my field
of vision when writing or sitting in a meeting where I was trying to
have a wider view. I ran my fingers through it as a contemplative
gesture, or when sitting back as I thought about something a person had
just told me. I twirled it around my finger when in a phone conversation
with someone where I was mostly listening rather than talking.
I had to do lots of adjusting of my head when it was windy outside, and
had serious maintenance to do if I was caught in a rainstorm without an
umbrella. I had stopped wearing hats because of what they did to my
hair. I could whip out a hair band and tie my hair into a quick ponytail
when I wanted to be perceived as more serious or severe. Even more fun
was removing the hair band to achieve the opposite effect, shaking my
hair out to its full volume and glory. I never went anywhere without a
hairbrush - I had bought one of those travel brushes that folds up flat
so I could carry it in a pocket unobtrusively. I would be a different
person without my hair, and wasn't sure I wanted to lose all of the
additions of the past year to my repertoire of personal mannerisms.
My chest was getting large as well, to the point where I was considering
going to a doctor. It was not very big as female chests go, probably not
even big enough that I really needed a bra. If I had worn a bra, it only
would have been an "A" or "B" cup, but they were still noticeable to me.
Next week, I told myself, I'll go get myself checked out. Maybe I just
needed to go on a diet.
I arrived at Angie's house around 8:00, and started in on the usual
routine of drinks and dinner. Except this time when offered a drink, I
refused the alcoholic kind. "No thanks," I said, "I want to be in
complete control of my faculties when the clock hits 12:00 midnight!"
"No problem Timmy," Angie chirped, while exchanging amused glances with
the other girls. She took a pull on her cigarette, exhaled and tapped
some ashes into the ashtray, "What would you like, then?"
"A Coke, please," I said, and she poured one right away.
Since I didn't know that my blackouts were due to drugs rather than
alcohol, I had no idea that this switch to a non-alcoholic beverage
would do me no good. Of course I blacked out a short time later, and it
was a while before I woke up.
When I woke up, I was very groggy. I looked around and didn't
immediately recognize where I was. Then I remembered another guestroom
that Angie had in her basement. It had a private bathroom, but no
windows. Through blurry vision, I saw Sally standing next to the bed I
was lying on, hanging an IV bag onto its holder, and hooking it up to
tube that went to my arm.
"What time is it?" I slurred, noticing the bandages on my face for the
first time.
Sally smirked and said, "What day is it, you mean? It is actually 3:00
pm on Wednesday, but you need more rest, so back to sleep you go!" And I
was out again.
The next time I remember waking up, I was still feeling groggy, but I
did remember where I was. I saw Sally again, and she was shouting out
the door for Lauren, Michelle, and Angie to join us.
By the time they had all arrived, my head had cleared somewhat. I
noticed that there were no longer any bandages on my face. "What's going
on?" I asked, "What day is it?"
Lauren spoke for the group, "Sleeping beauty finally wakes up! It is now
Sunday, around 11:00 in the morning. We have kept you sedated for a
week, to let your body heal. We have kept you nourished through a
feeding tube and IV's that Sally has just removed. Now we need to get
you up, get your muscles working, and start your new life."
"New life? What new life?" I said, very confused, "Why would my body
need to heal? I want my $90,000 and I'd like to go home." I noticed that
my voice sounded funny. It was higher pitched, more feminine. I tried
clearing my throat but it didn't seem to help.
They all laughed at that, and Sally spoke up, "I don't think you will
need to worry about the $90,000, Timmy, we'll take care of your needs
from now on. As to why your body needs to heal, let us help you stand up
and I think it will be more clear." Angie and Michelle helped me out of
bed and held me up since I was having trouble standing. My entire body
was weak from the time spent in bed, and my legs couldn't support me.
Sally continued explaining, "We will need to take you through a physical
therapy routine for a while to get your strength back." Michelle and
Angie helped me across the room to a full-length mirror. What I saw
shocked me.
My face had been completely changed! My large nose had been reduced to a
petite version of its old self, and my prominent chin had been softened
and rounded. My cheekbones seem to have been lifted and my whole face
seemed rounder. I looked like a woman, and I complained to the girls
about it, "You've made me look like a woman! What are you trying to do?
How can I reverse this? Get me out of here, now!"
They all laughed again, and Sally spoke, "You've had reconstructive
surgery, Timmy, and it was performed by an accomplished plastic surgeon
that is a friend of mine. The only way you can reverse it would be to
have more surgery. Even then it would be difficult to make your face
look exactly like it used to. So the changes are really permanent."
Still reeling from the first revelation, I noticed a pulling feeling on
my chest. I pulled the woman's nightgown that they had dressed me in
away from my chest to look down and nearly collapsed again. I had
breasts! Not just the budding ones I had noticed before, but large,
perfectly shaped globes protruding out from my body. It was impossible!
They were beautiful, but I was revolted. I grabbed my crotch in horror
but was relieved to still find my genitals still attached.
Sally spoke again without any prompting from me, as I was speechless.
"Yes, your penis and testicles are still attached, at least for now.
However, your new breasts may interest you. They are silicone implants
and will make it necessary that you wear a "C" cup when we give you your
first bra in a few minutes. You will find it more comfortable to wear
one from now on. The implants were inserted through incisions near your
armpits, and were placed expertly behind your nipples."
"You may have noticed that you were developing breasts even prior to the
surgery, and it wasn't your imagination. We have been injecting you with
estradiol, an estrogen, as well as progesterone, and an anti-androgen,
and other drugs to mitigate the effects of the high dosages we have been
pumping into you. There are risks associated with the high dosage
regimen, but we wanted to feminize you rapidly and were willing to take
the risks. I will monitor your condition closely for danger signs."
"In any case, you may have noticed other effects of the hormone therapy,
or if you haven't you will in the coming weeks. You body fat will
redistribute from your waist area to your hips, buttocks, and chest.
Your face will be come more rounded, your skin softer. Your hair, except
for on your head and face, will become finer and sparser. Your nipples
will grow bigger and become more sensitive."
"You also may have noticed that your voice is considerably higher in
pitch. Instead of the old technique of cutting the vocal cords to change
the pitch, we used a new technique that alters the tension of the vocal
chords without severing them. You should appreciate this because the
healing time is much less and the precision with which we can get to the
right pitch is much better. With the operations on your breasts, face,
and throat, and all the hormones, the net of it is that you are becoming
a woman, Timmy, so enjoy it and be grateful that we are giving you this
opportunity."
Lauren chimed in at this point, "Yes, Timmy, that is the bottom line. We
are making you into one of us. We thought of this a year ago, which is
why we made the $100,000 bet. It was worth the $10,000 for us to rope
you in, but you will never see the other $90,000. It was very amusing to
watch you become subtly more feminine without evening knowing it. Your
little evening hair brushing routine is my personal favorite... ha, you
didn't know we had video cameras mounted surreptitiously around your
apartment, did you? Well we did and watching you revel in your new
hairstyle brought us all hours of laughter. And the earrings topped it
off, along with the vibrator up your butt. We had you on the route to
womanhood before the hormone therapy even started. And the trend is
going to continue and even accelerate as we train you. By the time you
are able to speak to someone outside this house to complain, you won't
want to. In fact, you would be pretty hard pressed to explain yourself
even if you got out now, wouldn't you, Timmy?"
Not waiting for a reply, she continued on, "And saying your name brings
us to our next step. Timmy just won't cut it any more. Your new name is
Tammy and we will all address you by that name from now on. Make no
mistake, Tammy, you are our prisoner here and we expect you to obey us
or you will be severely punished. Eat your lunch and Sally will help you
start to get your strength back when you are done."
Sally came behind me and pulled off the nightgown, reached around me
with a bra, and helped me put my arms through and clasp it in the front.
It was more comfortable, supporting my large new additions effectively.
After the bra was in place, she put her hands inside it and caressed my
breasts and nipples while still standing behind me, and pressed her
chest and groin into my back. It was very sensual and I was surprised at
how sensitive my new breasts were. It felt very nice, sending tingles
throughout my body, causing my penis to stand to attention and a low
"Oooohhh" to escape from my mouth. I even arched my back and tilted my
head back a bit as I enjoyed the new sensations and she obliged me by
continuing her ministrations for a minute or so. I squirmed a bit and
continued my soft moaning with a "Mmmmmm" sound.
"Yes, Tammy," Sally whispered in my ear, brushing her lips against the
ear as she spoke. "Your new woman's body has new pleasure points as
well. You'll find out many of the advantages of the superior gender in
the coming weeks."
After she slowly pulled away, slipped the nightgown back over my head,
and guided me back to the bed, I came back to my senses and was revolted
by the scene I had just participated in. I was enjoying someone
caressing my breasts! What was I thinking? Sally brought a simple lunch
for me to eat. I was thinking furiously as I ate. I didn't say anything,
but there was no way that I was going to let this stand. I had to get
out of here before they cut off my manhood and the hormone treatment
became irreversible. For now, though, I needed to get back my strength.
After lunch, we started the physical therapy, which fit right into my
plans for rebuilding my strength. Angie helped me get into a pink
sweatshirt and sweatpants, and then spotted me as Sally directed. So
maybe this wasn't the most masculine of strength training regimens, but
I could overlook that as long as I became strong again. Sally snickered
several times as I pulled at the bra when it slipped or became
uncomfortable, or when I bumped into something with my breasts, since I
wasn't used to my body protruding so far forward. I tried to suppress my
irritated looks when she was laughing at me, but was only somewhat
successful. We did various exercises for an hour or so, until I was
exhausted. Over the next few days I got stronger, until after a week I
felt pretty much back to normal, or at least as normal as the
circumstances allowed.
4. The Transgression
After the one week of physical therapy was complete, Sally came in to
the bedroom with a needle and told me it was time for my hormone
treatment. I did not know how long it would take for the hormones to
make me sterile or do other irreversible things, but I didn't want to
take any chances. I told her that I didn't want any more hormones. She
laughed and said, "I didn't ask you if you wanted them, Tammy. They are
part of your life now. So turn around and let me inject these so we can
get on with the day."
"No," I said, "I'm not doing it." I intended this statement to come out
firm and unyielding. But with my new feminine voice up an octave or so,
it came out whiny and pouting. If it weren't for the gravity of my
situation, I might have laughed at myself. Sally probably was laughing
inside, although she didn't show it at the moment.
"Okay, Tammy, but you are going to be sorry", Sally said, with a true
sound of regret in her voice. "Lauren, Angie, Michelle," she shouted out
the door, "Tammy won't take her hormones, so could you come down and
help me?"
I pushed past Sally, who dropped the needle, and I ran out the door. I
made it about halfway across the basement before the other three came
down the stairs. I made a break for it anyway, trying to push my way
through them. Lauren punched me in the mouth, which really hurt, and
Michelle was holding on to my legs. Angie grabbed me around the waist,
also slowing me down, and Sally came at me from behind, beating at my
head and grabbing my hair. I was beating on Angie and Michelle's backs,
trying to get them to let go, when Lauren kicked me in the testicles 4
or 5 times. I tried to cover up my groin area but that put me back on
defense. Sally had let go and run away. In the meantime, Angie and
Michelle had managed to pull me to the ground and Lauren was sitting on
me as well. I was struggling to get back up when Sally returned and put
a wet cloth over my mouth, and I passed out.
When I woke up, I was strapped to an "X" shaped wooden device, in a
standing position with my arms and legs spread to the 4 points of the
"X". I had on a bra and matching panties, but nothing else. The four
women were standing around me, waiting for me to completely wake up. I
strained against the bonds that held my arms, legs, and torso to the
"X", but they did not give at all.
Lauren spoke, "Well, Tammy, you have been a very bad girl. In time you
will come to like your new role, but until then I expect you will
disobey. When you disobey, you will be punished severely." She came up
very close to me, nose to nose almost, and pulled a whip out from behind
her back, and gently ran it over my body. "Nice, soft leather, right
Tammy?" she purred. "You'll think differently in a few minutes." She
caressed my nipples, my groin, and torso with the whip, getting me
excited.
Then she took a few quick steps back and stood away from me so she could
strike me with full force. Without any further warning, she lashed me 10
times across my left and right shoulders. I was begging for mercy after
5. After 10, she walked up close to me, her nose just an inch from mine
again, and whispered in that authoritarian yet sultry voice, "Who
decides what is best for you, Tammy?"
"You do, Lauren," I said. She nodded with satisfaction and gave me a
long, tender kiss on the lips. Then she passed the whip to Sally, who
lashed me 10 times across the mid-section of my body. When she was done,
she whispered in my ear, "Will you obey us in the future, Tammy?"
"Yes, I will, I promise," I whined. Sally breathed in my ear softly, and
then licked my ear for a moment before passing the whip to Angie. Angie
lashed my chest 10 times, raising welts above my new breasts. When she
was finished, she grabbed my penis and asked, "Will you help us make you
into a true woman, Tammy?"
"Yes, I will," I said, desperate for the ordeal to end, but knowing that
Michelle still had her turn coming. Angie massaged my penis until it was
very firm, smiled, and then let it go as she turned to walk away.
Michelle whipped my thighs 10 times and then came up so close to me that
her groin and breasts were touching me. She said, "Will you serve us in
every way, making sure our every desire is fulfilled by you?"
"Yes, I promise," I said, relieved that it was over. They released the
leather straps that held me to the "X", and I collapsed to my hands and
knees on the floor.
"Up!" Lauren commanded, and I struggled to my feet. Sally displayed the
needle again, and Lauren continued, "When you are offered the gift of
your hormones, that will help you become the woman you want to be, you
will lower your panties, bend over, and display your buttocks so that
Sally can have easy access to them. Am I clear?"
"Yes, Lauren," I replied with resignation. I lowered by panties and bent
over at the waist so that Sally could inject the hormones into me.
Fighting them had not gotten me anywhere except hurt, and them more
watchful. I would have to be more careful in the future about picking my
battles. Sally finished the injection and I pulled my panties back up.
5. The Transformation
The next day my welts still looked terrible but were only mildly
uncomfortable. The pain was just enough to remind me of my disobedience.
They let me sit in my room all by myself the whole day, except for when
they delivered food. I was lonely by the end of the day, and went to
sleep depressed. The next day the welts were considerably better and by
the third day they were almost healed. On the morning of the fifth day
after the whipping you couldn't really tell that I had had one. I was
desperate for some company by this time. The only time I had even seen a
person was when one of my 4 captors had opened the door, dropped off
some food, and departed without speaking a word.
I would have welcomed any kind of attention at this point, and was
almost ecstatic when around mid-morning Angie unlocked the door and came
in. I wanted to make sure I was on my best behavior so she would stay
and talk with me. I was ready to do anything she asked to please her. I
had just finished showering, including a shampoo of my hair. I had just
stepped out of the shower and still had a towel wrapped around me when
she walked in.
First, she led me back into the bathroom and had me stand in the shower.
She put my hair up so that it was off my neck and out of the way and
took my towel away. Without any explanation, she fastened some cloth
wristbands around my wrists. They were adjustable and she tightened them
so they were secure but not uncomfortable. They each had a metal ring on
them, and to these she fastened a rope with clasps on each end. She
wrapped the short rope around the showerhead a couple of times so that
my arms were suspended above my head. I looked at her hoping she would
tell me what was going on, but she didn't even make eye contact with me.
She took out a can of something and sprayed a foamy substance into her
hand and proceeded to rub it all over my body, from neck to ankles. She
used a kind of cream on my genitals and my face and under my chin. She
massaged me as she rubbed it in, making it an erotic experience. She
spent some extra time around my genitals and achieved the expected
result.
She set a timer for 15 minutes and sat down to wait. She went in to the
other room, picked up a magazine and then sat down on the closed toilet
seat. She lit a cigarette and slowly smoked it while she read the latest
issue of Cosmo. After a few minutes the foam began to tingle. It was
becoming uncomfortable, like burning, by the time the timer went off,
but I didn't complain for fear of further punishment, or that she would
just leave me to myself again. My arms were killing me after being
raised above my head for so long. After the timer went off she untied my
arms, put a shower cap on me and turned on the shower. When the water
rinsed the cream off of my skin, it also took my body hair with it! I
was stunned. She turned off the water, toweled me dry, pulled my hair
down, and then inspected me head to toe. She appeared satisfied with her
work because she nodded to herself.
She rubbed some lotion all over my body as well, which stopped the
burning and tingling. I felt odd without my body hair, but it was kind
of nice. My skin felt silky smooth, especially when my legs rubbed
together as I moved around. I got another erection as Angie finished
rubbing the lotion on, and since I didn't have any clothes on, there
wasn't any hiding it. Angie glanced at it and said, "Enjoying your new
womanhood, Tammy? I'm glad to see you are coming around." I blushed
furiously, and Angie just gave a soft giggle as she noticed my flushed
cheeks. Maybe I was starting to enjoy the idea of being a woman. I had
to get away from these women before I passed the point of no return!
"Come with me, Tammy," she said. She took my hand and gently led me to a
closed off room in another part of the basement. I was nearly glowing
with the attention and affection she was displaying towards me. Inside
there was an area that was set up like a seat and accompanying station
from a hair salon, with a large mirror and every hair cutting implement
imaginable. There were hair coloring and dyeing products, and a small
sink for washing hair, just like they have in salons. Separately, there
was a makeover area, with a smaller chair, large mirror, and piles of
makeup and skin care products. There were nail care products as well.
Angie led me towards the hair cutting station and when we got close, she
stopped and tenderly placed her hands on my lower back and pulled our
bodies together. Our faces were only inches apart, and I had no place to
put my hands comfortably other than on her lower back. She didn't seem
to mind.
"Today is going to be a wonderful day for you, Tammy," she said, her
voice husky, like she was caught up in the emotion of the moment. "We
are going to bring out the beautiful person inside you and make sure
your physical beauty reflects the beauty inside. Enjoy every minute of
it because it is going to be very special and you will remember it for a
long time."
She gave me a tender kiss on the lips, and then stroked my cheek and
lips with her finger. She released me from our partial embrace, sighed,
and took a step back after finally releasing me from our eye contact as
well. "Sit down, please," Angie said, pointing to the hair cutting
chair. "After all these months of demanding that you not cut your hair,
I am going to cut your hair for you." I involuntarily cringed at the
thought of my long hair being cropped, and Angie must have noticed
because she laughed a little. "Don't worry," she said, "I am not going
to cut much off in terms of length, but we do need to style it to make
it look more attractive." Again without my control, I relaxed a little.
Angie laughed again.
"Look into the mirror for me," she intoned, going into hairdresser mode.
My hair was still wet from my shower before she came into my room, and I
still didn't have any clothes on either. A naked hair cut was something
new for me. She brushed and then combed my hair out thoroughly, making
sure there were no tangles. Then she started cutting. She cut some off
the back but not a lot. She cut just enough to even up the ends. More
dramatic was what she did on the front and sides. She cut long layers
with no bangs. After she spent some time blowing it dry and styling it,
I could see that the look achieved at the end was incredible. It was a
very high quality, albeit femininely styled, haircut. I was alternately
turned on and revolted by what I saw in the mirror. What I saw was not
Tim anymore. It truly was Tammy, an attractive female specimen!
I couldn't decide whether to go with the flow, or fight against the
feminization that they were forcing on me. At least I should fight it
mentally if I couldn't fight it physically, right? I was still making up
my mind when she guided me over to a dress hanging on the wall, with a
plastic bag bulging with unknown contents draped over the hanger. She
opened up the bag and took out a pair of black panties and a matching
bra and handed them to me and watched as I put them on.
Then she pulled out another item from the bag that looked like one of
those back support devices that you see men wearing that do heavy
lifting as part of their jobs. Except this one had four small clasps on
the front and laces on the back.
"This is a corset," she said, "and it will help create a feminine
waistline for you until the hormones finish doing their work. It was
custom made for your exact body measurements, since we needed it to be
comfortable for long periods of wear even though it will be very, very
tight. It will go from just under your breasts down to where your hips
are. It has removable garter straps for when you need to wear stockings.
You will need to wear it all day and night until we say you don't need
it any more. You can take it off when you shower, of course. You will
find that you can make it tighter as your body adjusts to it."
It took a few minutes to get me into it, including some grunting from
Angie as she pulled hard on the drawstrings in back. It took my breath
away for a few minutes until I got used to it. It definitely sucked me
in at the waist. Even though I consider myself slender, women have that
curving in at the waist and back out at the hips. She took out a tape
measure and measured my bust, waist, and hips. I was 38-26-36!
Unbelievable since just a few weeks ago I was probably a 36-32-36. I now
had an hourglass figure!
She handed me a pair of black stockings next. She helped me put them on,
thank goodness, because there was no way I was going to be able to get
those catches on the garters hooked up through the stockings. Plus the
corset made it very difficult to bend over to reach my feet. I don't
know how women manage this stuff. How do they get out of the house
before noon each day? Next she handed me the black dress. It was simple
but attractive. It was sleeveless, with a plunging v-neckline that
attractively displayed some of my new cleavage, which was now decidedly
feminine without my chest hair to confuse the image. It was short but
not obnoxiously so, with the hemline 6-8 inches above my knees. It was
very form fitting, and showcased my new feminine shape effectively.
Next were black pumps with 2 inch heels, which were easy enough to slip
on, but made me feel like I was teetering and unbalanced. If I wanted to
go somewhere fast, I was out of luck with these heels and the corset on.
The combination of the two things considerably changed the way I walked.
I sort of gingerly strutted around the room when I needed to move. After
that she helped me put on jewelry: bracelets, a necklace, and dangling
earrings to replace my studs. She also gave me a casual ring for the
ring finger of my right hand. The jewelry was silver with black and
white contrasts. It went with the dress very nicely.
After I was clothed and the completely accessorized, she led me to the
makeover chair, and I shivered involuntarily. I hesitated for a moment
before I sat down. Maybe I unconsciously realized that this was another
point of no return. Certainly it didn't seem like such a big step at the
time, but the events that unfolded shortly after I allowed Angie to
proceed trapped me mentally on top of the physical imprisonment that had
already been imposed. I was aware that the makeup would make me look
more feminine, but I couldn't have predicted that I would shortly turn
the corner and want the feminization as much as my captors did. If I had
known, maybe I would have fought it more at the time. There were so many
small, incremental steps to the process of feminizing me that it was
hard to identify the big steps where I could have fought it, mentally or
physically. The four women had obviously planned well, and outsmarted me
every step of the way. Maybe I never really had a chance.
Anyway, Angie took charge and gently but firmly pushed me into the chair
and my decision of whether to sit down was made for me. I was thinking
that if I looked this feminine now, the makeup was going to seal the
deal. I felt like I was drowning in a lake, shouting for help, but the
people on the shoreline were just watching instead of trying to help.
Once I went under, it was all over. The makeup was like the extra weight
someone was placing on me as I was struggling to keep my head above
water.
As I was rolling these thoughts around in my mind, Angie was plucking my
eyebrows thoroughly. It was somewhat painful, and it interrupted my
ruminations. She worked at it for about 10 minutes, since I had somewhat
bushy eyebrows. After she had achieved a much thinner, arched look on
both sides, she began applying foundation to my face with a sponge. She
brushed my face lightly with powder after the foundation was on. Then
she went to work on my eyes. 3 colors of eye shadow, expertly blended,
created a smoky, sultry look around my eyes. Eyeliner defined the eyes
and mascara took my already long lashes and made them longer, darker,
and thicker.
At this point Lauren entered the room and nodded approval at the
progress so far. She came over to me and said, "You look great Tammy!
You are in good hands with Angie." She looked over at Angie, and asked,
"Has she been a good girl this morning, Angie?"
Angie replied, "Yes, very good. I think she is enjoying the
transformation into a more feminine appearance. Isn't that right,
Tammy?"
I nodded sheepishly, and blushed again. Lauren looked pleased, and then
lit a cigarette, inhaled deeply, and placed it in an ashtray on the
makeup table. When Angie saw this, she lit her own cigarette, blew some
smoke in my face, and then placed it in the ashtray next to Lauren's.
Then Lauren stood behind me and began rubbing my shoulders and neck with
a gentle massaging motion. She ran her fingers through my hair, and
massaged my breasts as well. Every minute or so she would pause, pick up
the cigarette, take a drag, exhale seductively, and continue with her
ministrations. By the time she began manipulating my nipples, I was very
turned on and had a strong erection going.
Angie continued the makeup application as though nothing else was going
on, even though it was difficult for me to keep still so she could
continue to work. She occasionally took a drag on her cigarette as well,
doing a pretty good job of imitating Lauren's sexy smoking routine. She
lightly applied blush to my cheeks, and then dusted my face with powder
again. Then she went to work on my lips. Dark red lip liner around the
outside of my lips, with bright red in the interior painted on with a
brush, created a bold pout that just exuded sexuality. She used a light
yellow color in the middle of my upper and lower lips and blended
everything together with the lip brush. Then a little gloss applied with
the finger and she was done. "Voila!" she said, "The new and improved
Tammy!"
I looked my reflection in the mirror hungrily. I would definitely want
to have sex with the woman I saw in the mirror. I could indulge my hair
fetish just by looking in the mirror now! I was proud of how attractive
I looked, and then I realized what I was thinking, and became disgusted
with myself for giving in mentally. But I couldn't help looking at
myself in the mirror. It was kind of like watching a car wreck - You
want to look but know you shouldn't, you know you are going to feel
guilty after you look, but you keep looking anyway, and then keep
looking back again and again, drawn in by the scene. It was a turn on
just to feel like I couldn't control my own desires and actions. It was
as if the four women had me on strings like a puppet, and I was dancing
around for their enjoyment. This was probably how they looked at what
was going on as well.
Lauren had been massaging me the whole time, and I was still very firm
down below. She stopped for a moment and picked up a hairbrush to brush
my hair vigorously. "Tammy," she said, "I expect you to brush your hair
for 5-10 minutes each morning and evening. It will help keep your hair
looking nice, and actually stimulates the follicles so that the hair
grows more rapidly."
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