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Fr?ulein Dietz was inconsolable for days about the fire that had gutted the library, but no look of suspicion settled on Willy Fr?hlich. The cause was clear, she said. The electrical wiring in the building had not been renewed since it was installed at the turn of the century, and it was just one more reason why it was so important to have everything at Ravenskopf renovated. With no more of Professor Dietz's notes to write up, Willy was assigned as Celina's personal assistant and secretary and stuffed into a small, bare closet room behind a table littered with papers, files and the Fr?ulein's unwashed coffee cups. He was given the household accounts to manage and he fretted a good deal about that for a while, because he couldn't make them balance properly. But after some careful investigation the reason became apparent. Fr?ulein Dietz had been clumsily manipulating the figures for months to try and make her deficits look smaller. When he eventually presented them to her with honest totals, she scowled and grunted, but said nothing. Impatiently Willy waited for Eduard Dietz to return to Ravenskopf, but events in the outside world seemed to conspire against that. The war in Poland had been brought to a satisfactory conclusion within a few weeks, but it did not bring an end to hostilities. New dangers reared up when France and Britain declared war on Germany, and the newspapers said that the latest enemy was already massing on the frontier. His only companionship during that uncertain time came by way of Rosalyn and Loti. They were pretty and flirtatious and they made a lively pair who, despite Fr?ulein Dietz callous treatment, were always full of playful fun. But Willy had always felt different to them, set apart by his thoughtful ways and his passion for learning. Literature and art meant everything to him and in a perfect world he would happily have spent his life studying such things, or perhaps even teaching others about them. Nevertheless, when he felt restless he often visited the room they shared for some company, and sometimes when the others found him mooning around like a lovelorn schoolgirl they took him there. The two transvestites were so beautiful and glamorous that Willy always felt like a mouse in their company, and he hated the way their hair always looked so good. He didn't resent them in any way; he just wished he could look more like they did. Their figures were far more voluptuous than his own, and next to them he felt he always looked like a little girl. And they seemed far wiser in the ways of men too. They talked to them far more often than he did and they relished teasing them and driving them insane. Willy was more modest both in looks and in character than either of them, and he made comparisons redundant. He always entered a room with a helpless suppliant air, as if seeking a pair of broad shoulders with strong arms to which he could entrust his evident womanliness. This attribute was unpractised and imprecise, but quite devastating to certain types of men, and it always amazed those around him that he didn't make more use of it. It certainly infuriated Fr?ulein Dietz who could make profit from such charm, but she was held in check by Willy's association with her brother. As he so often did when Willy had joined them, Loti turned on the wireless and carefully tuned it until it produced some American dance music. Noticing Rosalyn was fixing the hem of one of Fr?ulein Dietz's skirts he glanced sideways. "Can you dance, Willy?" "A little. I'm not very good," he said, bashfully. "Make up a couple with me. I'll coach you how to dance backwards, like a girl is expected to do." They began awkwardly, Willy watching Loti's feet as well as watching his own. Loti wore only his underwear, lacy French pants and a bra, but everyone understood Willy never became amorous with other 'girls', and that was doubly the case since he had become so badly smitten with Eduard Dietz. Before too long they were gliding around the room in a graceful two- step, and Willy rolled his eyes wistfully and began to put words to the music. "...Must you dance every dance with the same fortunate man..." His voice was unselfconscious, slightly squeaky, slightly off-key, but quite sincere and charming. It made Loti smile. "You sing in English, Willy," he said, "Do you speak English?" "A little bit. Enough to sing along with some American tunes anyway. And he continued, "...you've been dancing with him since the music began. Won't you change partners, and dance with me...?" Suddenly he stopped. "Oh, Loti, I'm so sad. Do you really think Eduard loves me?" "Of course he does. He writes you letters all the time." "Yes, but when I first met him he practically ignored me." Loti laughed. "Oh, Willy, you're so innocent and you know nothing about men. Eduard thinks you're gorgeous and he's totally in love with you. When men act like you mean nothing to them, it means they are madly in love. And when they make a big fuss and say they love you wildly, they're usually lying." Willy laughed himself at such worldly wise observation, but took it to heart and hoped it was true. It could be true. He knew Loti was far more sophisticated than he was, and he had good instincts about such things. He was fearlessly flirtatious and painfully adept in understanding the ways of men. Rosalyn looked at him strangely. "You get on so easily with Eduard, but I've always been a little afraid of him." Willy considered that in amazement. "Afraid of Eduard? He is not the sort of person one should fear. Admiration and respect I understand, but not fear. That's impossible. Never that." Finding nowhere to turn he gazed unhappily at his hands. "He will be flying in the sky somewhere. He will be in his aeroplane trying to shoot people down, and they will be trying to shoot him down. And if he dies it will be unbearable." Loti placed a consoling arm about his shoulders. "Everything will be fine, you'll see. Fr?ulein Dietz says he may be home soon on a furlough." "Oh, I do hope that's true. I really do." Eduard did come home on furlough eventually, and there was an agonising delay in meeting him for Willy, because although Fr?ulein Dietz was aware of his relationship with her brother, she still regarded Willy Fr?hlich as house staff, and he knew she would be violently indignant if her rushed forward to greet him. Standing several yards away, he was transfixed when he came through the door. And every kind of hormone in his body became focussed on him with eager interest. He had an unexpected and dangerous urge to ignore everything and have him acknowledge his presence, talk to him, ask him that he was experiencing the same heart-wrenching, familiar needs that he was feeling. His heart gave a painful jerk. The sight of him released all the anguish he had fought to ignore. For an awful heart-stopping few moments he thought Eduard was ignoring him purposely, but his patience was eventually rewarded. The agony did end when Eduard winked and smiled. But he had to contain his impatience and watch >from a distance while Celina met him in the hall, and took him in for tea. "Eduard!" Willy's heart leapt when at last they were permitted to greet each other alone in a downstairs room. Eduard looked almost unbearably handsome in his uniform, and he knew there was real muscle beneath the tailoring too, eager, dangerous and aroused. At the exclamation of his name Eduard's head snapped up, almost like a meddlesome charger. Tall, winsome and Aryan went nowhere to describing his full male magnificence. He was more than that, much, much more! Willy could feel his body responding to the sexiest man he had ever seen or was ever likely to see. "I'm so pleased to be home again, Willy," he said has he settled into an armchair and offered an exasperated look. "It often seems to me you and I are the only gentle people in the world. Celina can be so abrasive at times. Hurting people if you know what I mean, keeping them apart. But then, my own nature has always verged on meek." "Meek?" Willy laughed; it was a sweet and engaging sound. He was aware of the shiny new medal on the man's chest, and how quick Eduard had once been to deliver him from the clutches of Herr Hahn. He gave him a lovely, spontaneous smile. Even though he knew him well he was always dazzled by how manly he was, and how kind. "Are you sure you are meek?" "Of course I'm sure." "I disagree. You are just excessively polite to your sister, that's all." "Then I must apologise to you for being excessively polite." Willy grinned. "And naturally I will enjoy your apology." "And you're going to get it!" Eduard replied, reaching up with an expression that verged on lust and hauling Willy down onto his lap. His movements were so swift and supple, so masterful and so intent, Willy had the sensation of losing his balance as he went down. But he was glad to be so close because he was starving for the taste and feel of him. "What have you been getting up to whilst I've been away?" Eduard demanded. "I've been a good girl. I've been saving myself for you." Eduard clutched at him while his hand circled his chin. "Many pretty girls have crossed my path in my travels, but there have been none to match you. Your mouth is the colour of vermillion," he murmured hypnotically, his thumb moving up to slide over it. Willy's heart shook with desperate passion. "You once loved it." "Yes, I did! And I still do." Time seemed to stop. He drew Willy's head down and took possession of his mouth in a kiss so brief, brief yet so deep and urgent that Willy's body flowed towards it. Then he kissed him again, longer this time. Kissing Willy was like tasting a freshly picked peach and each taste made him yearn for another and another, so he could forever remember his unique sweet juiciness. Willy completely forgot about propriety. His heart, his mind his body all filled with pure unmitigated pleasure as the man's tongue slowly caressed his cheek. He could feel a dangerous ache inside, in his breasts and everywhere. For a moment Eduard paused. Perhaps the unrequested celibacy of his life over the past few months will have had some effect on his behaviour to Willy Fr?hlich! Like hell it did! The sudden tension in his groin told a different story. The slick, warm wetness on feminine-like skin on his tongue caused images of shocking sensuality to burst in his head. He smoothed his hand over Willy's hip to remind himself of the she-boys shape, then a hand tracked down to his knee and slipped beneath the skirt before ranging high again, beyond the woollen stockings to savour bare skin and pluck at the lacy trim of panties that encased a delectable she-boy bottom. "We must remember where we are," Willy admonished him, his warm breath mingling with his. "People can just walk in and see us here." "You started it," Eduard whispered. "And I intend to finish it. Upstairs, my girl. Right now." He reached out and took hold of Willy's arm, his grip firm and compelling. Willy felt his blood beating up around his encircling fingers as his body reacted to his hand, and he giggled wildly and felt jubilant as Eduard chased him up the stairs and shepherded him to the master bedroom, where facilities were grander than those in the servants' quarters. They undressed quickly, breathlessly tugging at each others clothes, and Eduard felt Willy's body move against his own, heard the soft, hot sound of excitement he made against his own aroused body. He raised his hands to cover Willy's naked breasts and he enjoyed the taut nubs pushing eagerly against his palms. Closing his eyes Willy leaned into the male body, waiting hungrily for Eduard to return the pressure of his lips and part them with a swift, hard thrust of his tongue. This was it! This was him! His dragon-slayer and protector, the magical lover he had dreamed of in all his most vulnerable moments. The hero he had so long yearned for. The man continued to excite him until he had a sensation of falling. Their bodies became crushed together, impaling them both on a rack of tormented feverish longing and need as they each sought to make themselves one. Blind and deaf to everything else around him, Willy made a soft sound of pleasure deep in his throat; an aching whisper of female- like surrender. As the flame of love in his heart rose high, he pulled away from Eduard's kiss to press his own lips to the man's throat, and then his chest, stroking his fingertips through the soft warmth of his body hair to claim his rights of territorial possession. His tongue-tip rimmed his navel and he felt the fierce clench of his muscles. His lips became poised to inflict a tender kiss against it, but Eduard's objection savaged the movement. He was already magnificently rampant and impatient for other things. Although the bed was large and made up neat, Eduard ignored it and Willy found himself lifted up and carried bodily to be mounted on the top of a chest of drawers, his back pressed to the wall, his feet hooked up on Eduard's shoulders. The man's testicles looked so big and full, and he began feeling so vulnerable he didn't quite know where he was. His nostrils started to quiver as he breathed in a discreet hint of cologne, underwritten by something very male and subtle that sent his self-control crashing into chaos. Eduard drew back his foreskin and advanced the press of urgent, engorged flesh. Ooooh! Oh, God, Willy thought. I love you...love you...love you. I'll never stop loving you. Like someone lost in a trance he looked up at him. An instinct deeper than any thought or action seemed to have taken control of his body, and he was powerless to do anything other than give in. Held fast around him, Eduard's hands controlling Willy's ability to move and there was nothing that could be done other than submit. Submit! This was submission? wondered Willy. The hungry meeting of his own flesh with Eduard's? That feeling of hardness spiking into him and stabbing his bowels whilst his own hands gripped the man's shoulders to urge him on? No, none of that could be submission, he was certain. He was responding to him! Allowing Eduard to possess him. And he was possessing Eduard equally. That's the way lovers did things. That was the way they worked. But he didn't want to think about what anything meant right then, he didn't wish to think deeply, in fact he didn't want to think at all. He simply wanted to know to experience to feel the heady, heated thrusts of high passion. He wanted to be there in that place with that man, and to keep whatever they were sharing forever. In a haze of dizzying desire Willy felt his senses slide like melting ice-cream from the heat of his eyes to the curve of his mouth. His whole body was galvanised by a series of tiny tremors and he exhaled on a small, soft female sigh of wanton pleasure. Eagerly he opened his legs and urged Eduard forward, welcoming him into his soft warmth. Passion ran through him like liquid heat, but more than that, as his hips lifted and writhed he realised that it wasn't just his body that desired him. His heart and his mind wanted him as well! Eduard remained at Ravenskopf for a week, and they made love three times each day. Willy counted them and treasured every moment. On their last night together as they lay in a damp and relaxed tumble of arms and legs, Eduard marvelled at the intensity of pleasure an imitation woman could provide. The solution to every problem in the word seemed clear and evident when Willy put his head on his chest and had his arms wrapped hard around him. He gently kissed the top of his lovers head. "I wish I didn't have to go back to the war," he said sadly. "I hate the idea of going back. It's not at all the glorious event I imagined it to be. There is far too much blood and carnage and so much despair in war. Now I think of it as just a ghastly job that I wish to end quickly. "But I think it will be over soon. Once the French have been beaten to their senses everyone can go home." He smiled reassurance down at him, and Willy nodded, thinking that normal life was still too far away, and unable to bear how desperate he would feel if something happened to Eduard before then. "I wish I could agree. But I think that once someone puts guns into men's hands, they don't let go of them easily. I have a terrible fear it could go on for years. "I'm sick with it already. Sick with you. Sick of the long, lonely nights without you. I'm sick of the whole murdering business of war." Eduard looked concerned. "When I leave you'll be alright?" "Oh, yes," Willy said lightly, "I'm always alright." "You are, aren't you? You think like a woman and cope alone. Men don't need to do that on the whole, they usually have constant companionship." His serious expression lifted. "How do you do it?" "There is no other choice." Willy said. He slid down the bed, took Eduard's penis in his hand and contemplated feasting on its bulbous tip. "Why did this happen?" "Why did what happen?" "Us." The man shrugged. "I don't know. I only know it did happen and I'm glad of it." He drew Willy's head back up and nibbled his ear and looked at him for a long moment, lost in his blue eyes, which were even darker than his own. He looked like a painting there, lying elegantly against him in his satin underwear, he was looking like a very glamorous young woman. Without giving him any warning, he slipped his hand down below his waist and held him between the legs. "Wouldn't it be nice if troubles between nations could be sorted out by people such as us? We could just make love, talk things over and agree a solution, instead of the way things are, with young men dying on battlefields." *** Throughout the winter of 1939-40 the huge army that France had mobilised and blended in union with the small element that Britain furnished, had postured defensively along the German frontier seemingly uncertain of how to proceed. In April the Wehrmacht made its own move; it invaded Denmark and Norway. A month later, in May the German army took Holland and the Lowlands, preparatory to taking on its main opponents. A divisionary attack through Belgium in the style of 1914 drew the strength of the enemy towards it, while the main thrust was delivered through the Ardennes, a thickly wooded and weakly guarded region beyond which it was believed no modern army could penetrate. The Wehrmacht penetrated it anyway. Outmanoeuvred and slow to react the French and British reeled and then broke, and it seemed that yet another war would soon be over. After some weeks the British retreated to their island, and in June, France sued for peace. Hitler appeared to be taking over all of Europe. It was towards the end of this time that Willy received another letter from Eduard, reassuring him he was still madly in love with him. He said he was in good spirits and had managed to view all the historic sites of Paris, but most of the time his Gruppe were flying out from Boulogne-sur-Mer to do sweeps over the channel, harassing British coastal shipping and seeing off cheeky reconnaissance aircraft. On the same day Fr?ulein Dietz received a telegram, and being aware of her brother's relationship with Willy she dourly revealed its message to him after her lunch in the dining room. "It says that Eduard as been killed in action," she said simply. "Eduard was a brave man, and we thank the Almighty that he served the Reich well." Having relayed the news she coolly returned to the business of the day, leaving Willy to break down in an inconsolable flood of tears. Over the following weeks the hurt from losing of Eduard didn't seem to recede. The pain was everywhere. Inside his head, inside his heart, inside his body. He thought for the thousandth time of returning home, but rejected it for the thousandth time. He had always been a quiet individual, studious and impetuous but quite serious, and much more interested in his studies than finding a girlfriend. His father, when he was alive, had sometimes joked that he would have made a perfect daughter. He was a girl now and he had no wish to alter that, because he felt more comfortable being a girl than he'd ever felt in his life before. But his mother would demand he should revert to being a man and join the army. And the one thing his mother expected of him, the one thing everyone she was associated with would expect of him, was that he would obey her. One day during the summer Fr?ulein Dietz sent a message for him to attend her in the dining room where she had been entertaining Otto Hahn to lunch. She told him to bring the household accounts with him because she wished her solicitor to examine them. Willy, who had been hungry and contemplating his own lunch, even though it was more than likely to be Bratwurst again, sighed and took the account ledger in to her. There was no critical inspection, he stood quietly at the table whilst Herr Hahn merely glanced at the totals and looked grave. "You are the sole owner of Ravenskopf now, but that is hardly a blessing," he told Fr?ulein Dietz, "your financial situation is dire, and despite everything I do for you, a dose of good fortune will be needed for you to avoid bankruptcy." Celina Dietz stared straight into his face and waved a dismissive hand at the accounts. "That stuff is already out of date. My good friend Herr Strasser has arranged on my behalf a substantial grant >from the Reich Military Orphan's Fund. It will pay off my debts and still stand me in stead for my plan." "Your plan? Do you mean your idea that Ravenskopf can be converted into a hotel?" "I prefer to call it a Recuperation Centre, a place of recreation for weary senior military officers." She flashed a glance at Willy. "You will have an avalanche of invoices to deal with soon. Teams of workmen will be arriving any day now to begin the necessary renovation and conversion." She then continued to Herr Hahn, "War can be an exhausting experience and I have no doubt that many officers will spend at least some of their furlough here before returning to their wives and girlfriends. Ravenskopf will have first-class accommodation and be staffed on a par with the best hotels. I already own a good cellar, laid down by my grandfather and hardly touched. There is a good park for gentlemen to take the air, and fine hunting in the woods around. The Great Hall I shall have refurbished as a restaurant and each evening it will feature a spectacular floorshow with lots of pretty girls and boys." Her glance swung once more to Willy. "I shall be engaging other people here shortly. Not just pussy-boys as I have at the moment, but real girls too. When we open our doors for business there will be a need to cater for every taste." She threw another look of distaste at the accounts. "The paperwork I give you will eventually not be sufficient to fill all your time, so when everything is up and running I will expect you to take part in entertaining my clients." That revelation was received in horror by Willy Fr?hlich. "Fr?ulein Dietz, I'm not a prostitute. I'm not even a show business person like Loti and Rosalyn." Fr?ulein Dietz's eyes glowered with temper and she banged her fist on the table. "I will not tolerate you speaking to me in that way. What would you have me do? Allow you to live here as an ornament? You need the company of men just as much as the others do. Eduard is gone and it's no use you sitting around waiting for some other prince charming to find you and carry you away. Fascinated by books and art as you are, perhaps you would settle for a university professor, but you are so picky I expect you would soon find fault with him too. "Don't be so prim and pompous. While you remain at Ravenskopf you will do whatever I wish. It is exactly the air of unspoilt innocence about you that will make you popular, and I'm unwilling to ignore it. If you are inexperienced, well, like everything else in life, one can learn. Either that or you can be an artist. You can leave and die of consumption in a stinking garret somewhere." Otto Hahn leaned back easily in his chair and smiled. He had once been warned off in no uncertain terms by Eduard in his fancy for Willy, but with the brother of Celina Dietz now safely tucked away in another world he foresaw a clear field ahead for himself. Afterwards, as he was leaving, he threw Willy a leery grin and openly ogled him from the doorway. "Patience really does have its reward, doesn't it Willy?" he gloated. "When Fr?ulein Dietz puts you on her stall I shall be first in line to taste what a succulent little cherub like you has to offer. Don't worry about not knowing too much. I shall take keen pleasure in teaching you how to be a first-class slut." He leaned down with the intention of plastering a fat wet kiss on Willy's cheek, but Willy instinctively ducked and had to endure the feel of teeth colliding with the top of his head. Progress on converting Ravenskopf into a residential hotel went faster then anyone expected. By late summer, there was an army of carpenters, painters, glaziers and builders hard at work, and Willy was kept busy with paperwork while all the time feeling deep discontent. Time slid by, October became November and the bright weather showed no sign of giving way to the sleet and gales of early winter. The prospect of being pressed into being a bed companion to anyone who fancied him depressed Willy, and as the work on the house neared completion he made a decision to risk abandoning the security of its walls and make a return to the outside world. Having no money of his own when he decided to leave, it was to Loti and Rosalyn he turned. He knew that the men they went with frequently gave them gratuities; sometimes only trinkets or items of underwear, but sometimes small gifts of money too. The following evening he made his decision known to his two friends. He found Loti practising a tap-dance routine and clearly hoping to have a prominent role in the up and coming floor shows, while Rosalyn was seated at a dressing table, trying on junk jewellery and peering forward at the mirror to smooth his eyebrows, stretching his mouth to apply a swathe of lipstick. "But where will you go?" Rosalyn asked in consternation. "I'll go back to Heidelberg," he told them, "I have friends at the university, and amongst them is sure to be someone who will take me in. All I need is the price of a ticket to get me there." Quite apart from stumping up the price for his train journey Loti and Rosalyn went through their own closets to find something for him to wear, and they came up with a long blue skirt, a black blouse that could be worn a couple of times without any need to be washed, a sweater and a pair of woollen gloves. They made available also a pair of stout shoes and some new peach satin underwear trimmed in lace that had been given to them. When Fr?ulein Dietz left the house one day to go and purchase new furnishings for the Great Hall he departed soon after her, walking the four miles into the town to take the train to Breslau, where he could catch a connecting service to Heidelberg. He wore a cloche style hat and a rather shabby loden coat over the items that had been given to him, and he had only the barest essentials with him carried in a small, battered suitcase At the ticket window at the station he fumbled for money while the ticket seller stared at him through the metal grating. She had a round face that looked bored, squatting on a thick neck. "Where do you wish to go?" Willy heard the rumble of a train coming from the east, and he thrust his hand forward. "A ticket for Heidelberg." The woman looked impatient. "Any five stations five Mark second class, three for third class." "How much is first class?" "There is only second and third." "Third then." She shook her head and ripped out a ticket, and Willy raced along the platform. He was quiet as he got on the train, calmed by the prospect of his journey, but later, as the landscape passed by and other steam trains thundered in the opposite direction he dwelt on what he was leaving behind. Tears rolled down his cheeks on account of some good memories he retained; his friendship with Loti and Rosalyn for instance, and the love he had known from Eduard. Now he imagined himself being a lonely old lady one day feminine terms of reference were not uncommon to him by then in a room somewhere, with no friends and no visitors. In the children's books he had once read, all the endings were happy endings, and only the wicked people received their just desserts. He knew that this was not a fate reserved for the wicked, he knew too that he was not a wicked person, but only one whose instincts made him want to escape and exchange isolation for an intolerable situation. Then he slept, and an old woman in the same compartment had to wake him up. She knew he had to change trains at Breslau. Willy thanked her politely and caught the connecting service. As the railway bore him further westward he found himself growing increasingly doubtful. He may have sounded confident about his plans when talking with Loti and Rosalyn, but, truth be told, he wasn't at all sure what he would find when he reached his destination. He arrived in the university town late in the evening and having nowhere to go directly had to settle for spending the night in the station waiting room, and when he glanced out of the window after midnight he saw the first snowflakes of winter falling. The next morning he totted up the remains of his money and reckoned he just had enough to buy breakfast, but decided to hang onto it until he was more certain of his circumstances. He walked to the university and asked the porter on one of the gates about some people he had once known well. Most of them had joined the army he was told, and the rest the man didn't know about, but he was sure they were no longer students there. Willy felt petulant at still seeing young men entering the campus. "So many people are still allowed to come here," he murmured aloud. "Not much room left for the arty-farty crowd anymore though," the porter told him, "although the Rector of the University as introduced twenty-five new courses in 'racial science'. Germany still needs scientists and engineers, y'see, and it needs educated men to fill places in the military academies. But there is no place for slackers now; everyone that comes here must agree to do military training at weekends, and to go into the countryside to help with the harvest in the summer." Willy sighed. But for the war he could have been studying art in Paris or Rome by now. His mother was quite well off and would probably have indulged him if he'd remained in favour with her. Discouraged and apprehensive he went back into the town, crossed the river via the Alte Bridge and began wandering the less affluent area of Neuenheim where students who didn't live on the campus had a habit of finding lodgings. He had no idea how long he walked, his feet became numb with cold, his back ached and his head buzzed, but he walked. Snow was coming down in good earnest now and the wind had risen, howling eerily round the corners of the buildings. He knocked on a number of doors but was given no information about anyone he had previously known. He began to feel very hungry, but he had so little money he knew he would have to go without for food for a while if he intended to have a bed that night. A ravenous appetite sent his plans crashing when he surrendered to spending half his money on a hot potato from a street vendor. Time passed quickly and the failing light of late afternoon startled him with the prospect of having to spend a night sleeping out in the open, and by then the snow was beginning to settle. The eastern sky was bright orange and people were walking past him gritting their teeth as they hurried through the cold to reach their homes. His mind flitted to the ache of hunger still in his belly, then back to the snow on the pavement, now three inches deep. He reached a small parade of shops and swung in towards them. Wiping his face on his sleeve he looked at his reflection in a window. It was increasingly cold the worlds cold skin stretching to breaking point, and he knew his nose must have looked as red as a tomato. There was a grocer and a second hand clothes shop, and a bookshop. Some used books lay on a table beneath an awning outside the bookshop and Willy paused as he always did when confronted by the printed word. His breath came in thick plumes, his nostrils tingling with the chill, and he could hardly bring himself to examine the titles on offer. "Why not have a book. It will cost you no more than a few Pfennig," said a voice. The remark was made by a man who was standing at the open door of the shop. He was obviously the owner, soberly dressed in a dreary three-piece suit and a brown bow-tie. His ruddy features, despite carrying a neatly trimmed white beard and the hair of an old man, were curiously unlined, as if neither smiles nor frowns ever visited their indifference. "A few Pfennig is all that I have to keep me from starving," he replied somewhat mournfully, and then he added with a tinge of hope, "Do you need any help in the shop? I'll sweep the floor for you if you'll let me sleep on it afterwards." The man uttered a noise, something between a grunt and a moan. "Homeless and desperate are you? I can sympathise with that. Come inside for a moment." Willy followed behind as he went inside. The walls of the little shop were lined with shelves of books and as a rule books gave him a feeling of comfort, but at that moment he remained apprehensive and stayed close to the door, his cheeks flushed, and his eyes wide and staring like those of a frightened child. "Who are you, and why are you tramping the streets?" the man asked pointedly. Willy looked away from his face. He was pleasant enough, he liked the gold chain on his waistcoat and he liked his tone of concern too. "I'm Willy Fr?hlich. I-er- I've been thrown out of the place I lived before and the people I hoped would take me in aren't living around here any longer." The man surveyed the girl he had invited into his shop with a keen eye. Despite her being muffled up to the chin he could tell from the abrupt slope of her shoulders that there wasn't an ounce of excess fat on her anywhere. She had a broad, determined forehead, high cheekbones and a small mouth, down-curved, ready for anger or disappointment. Thick blond hair swept across her forehead and was pinned up at the back. She was of small stature, almost like a child, and that curried the paternal instinct in him. "Are you a National Socialist?" he asked. "No, I don't belong to any political party." "That can sometimes be a disadvantage," he said. "However, if you're not in a hurry to go elsewhere I have a spare room and I can give you a bed and food in return for some help in the shop. There are other things I wish to do quite apart from selling books." When he saw Willy pouting thoughtfully he added. "Don't worry about me having lecherous intentions. I'm old and quite incapable of taking advantage of you. Be sensible. You have no spare meat on your bones, and without a good layer of lard you could easily freeze to death out in the street tonight" Willy hesitated for a moment, and then pushed the hair back from his forehead. "You haven't even told me who you are." "I apologise. Sometimes I get out of step with social niceties. I am Felix Haushofer, and I know all about displacement. For many years I was a Professor of History at the University of Sonnenburg, but I wasn't the right flavour for the regime that emerged there. Four years ago I was summarily discharged from the faculty. Dumped to make way for a Nazi." He shrugged dismally. "It was nothing unusual. Such things are happening everywhere these days. A man called Bernhard Rust is now the Reichsminister for Science, Education and Popular Culture, and he was considered mentally unstable due to a head injury he had suffered in the world war as a lieutenant even when he was just a Nazi storm trooper." He led the way through the shop and they entered a small sitting room, home to a cheerful coal fire. It wasn't large, but its heterogeneous mixture of unassuming antiques and comfortable shabby armchairs, handmade rugs and books there were lots and lots of books rendered it pleasant enough. In an extension there was a gas- ring for cooking and a brick-built boiler, coal-fired, for washing clothes. Everything needed redecorating. The man called Felix watched as the girl he had invited in took a series of tentative steps which reminded him of a kitten sniffing out unfamiliar territory. Eventually she paused and smiled, satisfied with what she saw. Later they shared an evening meal of noodles with tinned herrings at a small table in the same room, and while they ate, Felix Haushofer sensed that the girl was beginning to relax. He noticed how the unshaded single light bulb in the ceiling caught deep red glints in her hair, and he became quite serious. "You really are a remarkable young lady, Willy Fr?hlich." "I am?" Willy asked, hoping not to hear that his host had already penetrated his disguise as a female. "I think you are the remarkable one, to take me in off the street as you have. After all, you don't really know who I am, do you?" The man chuckled. "I'm quite good at identifying people I can trust. Would you like anything to finish your meal?" he asked, "I have no real coffee I'm afraid. The British naval blockade deprives most people of real coffee and I can only afford ersatz, the substitute stuff." Willy said he'd prefer tea, if he had any. "I don't understand anything anymore. The British were beaten along with the French last year and they are now alone and without allies. Why do they insist on pursuing a war they cannot win?" Felix Haushofer chewed his lip as if it were an instinctive habit. "My guess is they just don't trust Hitler, and they're frightened he will inflict fascism upon them if they make peace. After all, a fascist government was at the heart of the terms he demanded for not occupying the area of Vichy France." He rattled his cup with a spoon. "The English have only a small army, but they are strong on the oceans. Strong enough to deny Germans their coffee." He looked at Willy again, and this time gave a little shrug. "I don't know too much about this war. I don't have any interest in it. I expect the British have their own excuses for continuing." "Excuses don't count. War is bad," Willy proclaimed stoutly. He caught a quick gleam in the old man's eyes at that moment, as if he wanted to elaborate on that simple statement, but was guarding himself against doing so. "I agree, Willy Fr?hlich. War is bad," was all he said. Willy found his bed that night to be in a small closet room that was itself yet another bookstore. All kinds of books, piled to the ceiling, surrounded him on every side. But that didn't prevent him >from sleeping like a dead person that night. The following morning he set to work with a vengeance in order to earn his keep, dusting things and straightening them, sorting the books into neater arrangements on the shelves and organising a centre piece of choice items to catch the eye of people peeping in through the door. The weather had turned quite bitter even when off the open street, and Herr Haushofer provided a portable paraffin heater to give the shop a little welcoming comfort. The stove brought a number of people through the door just to reap the benefit of it, but just as the crafty shop-owner had suspected many of them ended up buying something. A pale faced young soldier bearing the rank of Captain on the shoulders of his greatcoat was one that came through the door. He didn't smile at Willy as men usually did, in fact he didn't seem to see him at all. He warmed his hands by the stove then went along the shelves, selected a book, glanced at the contents and then put it back. Then he took another, opened it and studied it briefly. After a few minutes he closed the book and brought it across to where Willy stood. "Can I help you, Herr Hauptmann?" Willy asked. The soldier still made no effort to smile, although he was vividly Aryan and would have looked quite handsome if he'd made the attempt. But his face remained grey and gaunt. "This book is about the American Civil War," he said. Willy glanced at the dustcover and nodded. "Yes. It is in excellent condition and for sale at a fair price." The man placed the book on the counter top and slapped some money down on it. "I buy it for you," he said. Leaving the book in place and saying nothing more he then swiftly strode out from the shop. Willy put the money into the cash register, then curiosity had the better of him and he opened the book that had been left laying there. On the first page there was nothing but a caption written by a young soldier of long ago to introduce the rest of the contents, and it was clear that the grey-faced Captain had just ringed it with his own red pencil. It read: "War is not play. It is not pleasure. It is not sport under the greenwood trees. It is a savage encounter with desperate adversaries, who deal death and grievous wounds." Willy was under no illusion as to what that red pencil mark was intended to mean. It was that mysterious army officer's way of expressing his personal feelings; feelings that would have been derided and may even have proved dangerous to him if he'd expressed them in any other way. Herr Haushofer smiled with satisfaction when he was cashing-up at the end of the week. "It appears that I made a sound business judgement when I involved you here, Willy. The sale of books as increased considerably since you took a place behind the shop counter. Clearly people enjoy being served by someone with a pretty face rather than the grim old one that I own." He encountered the man's gaze again and fidgeted under it, although his voice was kind enough. "I do my best for you Herr Haushofer." "You do more than is required. Your enthusiasm for books spills over and becomes infectious, and you never seem stuck for a comment on any subject. Customers like that kind of chatter when they are spending money." Later he explained he wished Willy to become used to running the shop alone occasionally, to allow him to devote more time to the meetings of the local Teutonic History Society, which he had agreed could assemble in his sitting room. *** Felix Haushofer made tea with a flourish, raising and lowering the kettle as the stream of water splashed onto the mint leaves packed into the bottom of a glass. "My tea ritual," he said with a smile, and then ... "Merde!" he cursed when he scalded his hand. "Ah! You are polite enough to loose your temper in a foreign language." observed Willy as he forced the man's hand beneath the cold water tap. "I can shout oaths in a dozen languages," fumed Felix. "Many coarse seamen can do the same, but can you speak sense in any?" "Yes, I speak French and English fluently and I can manage some conversation in Italian too. Have you ever wished to speak another language?" "My father, when he was alive, insisted that I should learn another language. I chose English because I found it the easiest. But when he died my mother stopped the lessons. She said it was an unnecessary extravagance." Felix nodded thoughtfully. "When we have cleared away our meal tonight, I think we should continue your lessons. When Hitler makes his peace with England there will be increasing work for English- German interpreters, and you could find yourself with better work than you have here." And thereafter Willy had something else to occupy his time in the evenings. Over the weeks he soon became used to the number of people belonging to The Historical Society who walked through the shop and went straight into see Herr Haushofer in the sitting room. He came to know some of them by name. There was Frau Ritter, Herr Ohlendorf, Herr Vockbruck and a skinny, middle-aged spinster called Fr?ulein Hottl. There were others too. The men drank beer, but never became drunk, while the women took their knitting as if they were going on a picnic. In late 1940, Hitler postponed his proposed invasion of the British Isles and instead he impatiently turned to the east and the vast expanses of territory he had always coveted there. In June 1941, having conquered Greece and Yugoslavia, and with the armies of Hungary, Rumania and Bulgaria as obedient chattels, he unleashed Operation Barbarossa; the invasion of Soviet Russia. On a line from the Baltic to the Black Sea the Wehrmacht relentlessly stormed forward. During the early part of that year Willy lived unobtrusively in Heidelberg in the guise of a woman, but he was no female slave. He kept the place where he lived and worked clean, but Felix Haushofer always cooked their meals and helped with washing the dishes afterwards, and he also helped with the laundry when it needed to be done. He was sweet-natured, undemanding man, and seemed genuinely interested in helping him through an awkward phase of life. Willy was grateful to him for his kindness, which he had not expected from someone so generally at ease, but he felt no desire to know him more intimately. All physical feelings belonged to his knowledge of Eduard, to memories of his glorious naked figure striding unselfconsciously round the bedroom at Ravenskopf. A number of men who came into the shop flirted with him and he often flirted back, but he maintained a life of celibacy. Homosexuality was considered an unnatural sexual deviance everywhere, and would warrant imprisonment, and there were disturbing stories being whispered around that in some parts of Hitler's Germany sexual deviants and feeble-minded people were being given lethal injections as part of a racial cleansing programme. He concentrated on work and from it drew the bonus of learning. The range of books in the shop covered every imaginable subject and gave him the chance to keep abreast with the studies he had started at university, and he also took very seriously the language lessons with Herr Haushofer each evening. On Sundays the shop never opened, and Herr Haushofer allowed Willy to spend the whole day to do as he wished. Willy always took him at his word and one day in June after they had taken lunch, he went down to the Neckar and walked along the path by the river that he'd so often walked in the past. The bell in the spire of the church of the Holy Spirit tolled crystal clear over the water. The summer sunshine was cool that day so he thrown a shawl over the top of the blue dress he was wearing and he had put on a broad brimmed hat. The river bank was a familiar place to him and conjured up many memories of his early days as a student. Things had been much freer in those heady, sunny days. None of those in his social group had cared about what was legal or illegal. They pleased themselves like buccaneers and took their pleasure where they found it. Willy too had been quite shameless. Drawn by his good looks and his effeminate ways a good many handsome youths had courted him. It had been a time of experimentation, and he had discovered that he enjoyed the taste of men. He enjoyed their attention and he enjoyed having sex with them. He had allowed a great many of them to use him in their beds, and some of his tutors had taken advantage of his generosity too. Being effeminate at heart he had always been a bottom; always a receiver rather than a giver, but as time went on he had become increasingly choosey about who he went with. Exasperated by the frailty of casual sex he had sought out relationships that provided elements of true affection and commitment. That had been an exercise that had culminated in his affair with Eduard, and after a year, only now was he beginning to overcome the loss of that man. Head down and lost in his thoughts he was humming to himself as he strolled along. Most other people were lounging on the grass away >from the river and he had the path to himself. A sound behind him made him glance up, and he was startled when a tall young man came striding briskly past, going in the same direction he was. He went by with such a rush that Willy took a step sideways, stumbled, and for a moment felt he was about to go hurtling into the water. The man's hand reached out and caught him before he toppled. "I'm so sorry. I didn't intend to knock you over." He looked instantly apologetic and concerned, and Willy noticed he was astonishingly good looking. Tall, fair, with eyes the colour of his own and he had long powerful arms and athletic shoulders. He kept a firm hold on him as he spoke, and Willy asked him to let go so he could straighten his hat. While he did that he gave the stranger a surreptitious glance from under his eyelashes. He looked older than he was himself, and he was wearing a dark blue suit and a red necktie, and on his head he wore a brown trilby pulled over at a rakish angle. "It was silly of me. I didn't see you soon enough to get out of your way," he said. The man smiled. He looked sympathetic and kind. "It was entirely my fault. I shouldn't have been in such a tearing hurry. Are you all right? Would you like to sit down for a moment?" He pointed to a bench near them that offered a good view of the river. The stranger was treating him with the same kind of polite attention he would offer to a girl, and Willy was susceptible to that sort of thing. The prospect of sitting next to him was appealing, and he saw no harm in sitting and chatting for a while before they went their separate ways. Just for a little while anyway. Although he realised that the young gentleman, who was clearly very well off, would probably throw up his hands and scream if he realised he was associating with a cross-dresser. He let the man lead him to the bench and sit beside him with a respectful distance between. "I'm Viktor Schacht," he said, "my father owns an iron foundry in Mannheim, but he keeps his family here you know, away from the smoke." "You are very lucky. Heidelberg is a delightful place to live. My name is Wilhelmina Fr?hlich, but everyone calls me Willy. I moved here recently from Silesia, but I'm nothing special. Just a shop assistant." The man grinned and purred. "Hmm, I think Willy Fr?hlich is probably a very special shop assistant." Willy couldn't help but laugh. The man's way with a girl was wonderfully undergraduate, and though he was obviously middle-class there were no airs or pretensions about him. He seemed completely at ease talking with a shop girl. With his mind in slight disarray Willy gazed at the river; deep and wide. A white paddleboat with a tall black funnel was wending its way upstream, and on the opposite bank, in the oldest parts of the town, great spreading poinciana were breaking out in sumptuous orange-red blossom, the radiant colour enhanced by bright green fronds and the intense blue of the sky. Everything, the water, the trees, the paddleboat and the old buildings, shimmered in the soft luminosity of the afternoon. It was a lovely scene with the great bulk of an old castle set on the hillside as a backdrop. He gave the stranger a long hard look, and received a long hard look in return. "Are you married, Herr Schacht?" he asked. "You must call me Viktor," he said. "No, I'm not married. My family would like me to marry, of course. They expect me to take over my father's business eventually and do things in the time honoured style. I've thought about it a few times, but I've never felt it was the right thing to do. I don't want to make the mistake of settling with the wrong woman. That would only lead to a life of misery for everyone." "Are you not likely to be taken for the army?" Viktor shook his head. "No, I oversee the iron-ore imports from Sweden on behalf of my fathers firm. The production of iron is of vital importance to the Third Reich at this time. "Look, I would enjoy making amends for the rough way I treated you earlier. Would you like to have tea?" he suggested. Willy's eyes lit up at the idea. "That would be nice, thank you." He led him onto the terrace of a nearby hotel where they were serving tea, and where elegant women were sitting together and chatting and prosperous-looking couples were eating little sandwiches and speaking in hushed tones. They shared a proper high tea and finally, unable to drag things out any longer, Viktor walked Willy into the lobby, and stood looking down at the girl he had encountered on the river bank. She seemed tiny and appeared fragile to him, but in fact after talking to her, he knew she was spirited and more than capable of defending her own ideas. She had strong opinions about some things, and so far he agreed with most of them. He found her incredibly exciting and breathtakingly beautiful. He didn't wish to leave her and he would have lingered if he had not made previous arrangements to meet his family for dinner. But he knew he had to see her again. "I love talking to you," he said. Willy smiled shyly at him." I like talking to you." They stood in silence for a moment longer, and then Viktor said. "Would you have lunch with me sometime?" he looked hopeful, because he longed to touch her hand but didn't dare. Even more he would have loved to touch her face. She had exquisite skin. "I'm working most of the time, except of course for Sundays. I could meet you here, by the river." "No, no. I shall collect you. Where is the shop that uses you so hard?" "If you insist in collecting me, you should call at the bookshop on Dresdener Allee." They were suddenly allies in an unspoken conspiracy, the continuation of a friendship, or whatever it was. Willy knew that Viktor had been flirting with him and he realised that he had been flirting back, but he just hoped they could be friends too. He didn't dare imagine more, but he wanted to know more about him. He wanted to know where he lived and what his home was like, what food he enjoyed and if his parents were still alive. When he wandered the streets on his way back to the bookshop, Willy realised he felt happier than he had done for a long time. Since Eduard had died, he thought. His mind lingered on the man he had recently met, and he imagined that the world was not such a dismal place after all. *** Willy was not prepared for the reaction of Herr Haushofer when he mentioned his meeting with Viktor, and how they had spoken for a short while and had planned lunch for the following Sunday. It came as a surprise. In the time they had been together the old man had begun to look upon him as a daughter, and now he began showing the concern of a fussing mother hen. "Lunch with a total stranger?" he looked horrified and highly suspicious at the idea. He was not as innocent as Willy, and he knew a man loitering on the river bank could be nothing more than a lecher, trying to prey on young girls. He was incensed that the man had made advances to her, and even worse that Willy seemed to find him appealing. It only proved that the youthful person lodging with him was desperately na?ve and still a child. And he assumed only the worst of the man called Viktor. "What were you doing that he invited you for lunch?" he asked. "I tripped and was in danger of falling into the river. Viktor was very gallant and saved me. He gave me tea at the hotel and we talked, about nothing in particular. He was very polite." "How old is he? What is he doing here instead of in the war?" "He's not an old man, and he lives here; he works for his father in the iron industry," Willy said primly. The old man's suspicions took on a new slant as he absorbed that information. "Iron industry! This man, is his name Schacht?" "Yes, how could you guess that?" The eyes of Felix met Willy's and held them for a moment. He wondered if the silly girl had met him before and not told him, but no, there was nothing duplicitous about her. She was simply young and foolish. "The Schacht family are wealthy and well known in Heidelberg. They are high profile Nazi's," he said reproachfully. "I didn't know that," Willy said a little tartly, "but it's not a crime in Germany to be a Nazi. And anyway, we didn't discuss politics. Viktor was just a perfectly nice man, and I would still like to have lunch with him." Of course Willy Fr?hlich would have his way, and eventually, in spite of his misgivings, the old man relented and removed his objections. As the week progressed the importance of the following Sunday began to grow in Willy's mind. Frequently, when there were no customers in the shop, he would step outside to gaze into the window of Frau Gruber's second-hand clothes shop next door, where a pretty red dress was on display. Everything else in his life seemed so dreary and colourless when he looked at it, and he wanted to own that dress and to try it on. He wanted to wear it for his date with Viktor. After his language lesson in the evening he tried out his powers of persuasion. "Herr Haushofer, you have been very generous and shown me nothing but consideration since I've been here. You feed me and give me shelter, but sometimes just sometimes, I would like to buy things, and I have no money." The old man frowned, perhaps prodded by a touch of conscience. "You are quite right in reminding me how parsimonious I have been in not allowing you any kind of wage. I shall put that right in the future. Is there some special item you wish to purchase right away?" Willy rose up and hugged him, and he grinned, because he knew he knew he was going to have his dress. On taking receipt of it he saw at once that the hem needed to be taken up, so he went to work. He was not a gifted seamstress, but he had learnt sewing as a child. A girl had taught him how to do it when she had found him admiring illustrations of Paris gowns in a magazine, so he wasn't a complete novice. He became so confident in what he was doing that he even sewed tiny pleats over the bust and tacked them down. In the end the pretty red dress fitted to perfection on his narrow waist and the skirt was a gentle bell that clung to his slender legs in clean, simple lines. It was while he was trying to gain a little space and organisation in his bedroom among the mountains of literature stacked there that he came upon a neatly tied pile of news sheets. They were of a liberal magazine called 'Die Weltb?hne' 'World Stage' published by the notorious pacifist Carl von Ossietzky. Willy's pulse lurched. He knew enough history to know Hitler hated that man. He had imprisoned him until tuberculosis caused his death. "You shouldn't keep such things here," he told Felix when he next saw him. "They are illegal and if the wrong person discovered them it would mean trouble for you." "They are just magazines," protested the old man. Willy was not convinced of his complete innocence. "I've noticed when 'Deutschland ?ber alles' plays on the wireless you always switch it off. Those people you invite here The Historical Society They are not history students at all, are they? You've formed a subversive organisation opposed to Hitler. Felix sighed. The girl was looking surprisingly determined. At times she seemed almost childlike to him, and at other times, as she spoke to him, he could tell she had very definite ideas, like about art, and education, and war. "Please understand that none of us who assemble here are subversives," he said, "we are pacifists, and we know we are powerless in this day and age. We meet only to give each other strength and comfort and to carry in some small way the brightness of peace into the future." He placed an arm on Willy's shoulder. "Let me try and explain to you the way I see things. When people are born blind, they do not see blackness, they see, literally nothing. No colour, no texture, they are not even aware of a shade. There is a danger such a thing could happen with those born to war. They will not know any other way of life if they have never experienced it; therefore we must preserve the idea of peace and ensure it is not lost to them. That is important, isn't it?" "There is nothing else we can do I'm afraid. We've seen it all happen. The silencing of the unions, the brutality the knives and iron pipes the politics of the streets. Now we can only put our faith in kindness, and compassion as no political party." Willy allowed a grudging nod. He had a sudden vision of the man as perhaps he saw himself, as a sort of crusader, striding through the world try to save civilisation from its own evil. "At least get rid of the magazines," he said. "They are a danger to you." "No, I can't do that," Felix insisted, "They are our sustenance and we will not do without them. Despite Hitler's persecution the man who published them was no skittle to be knocked over easily. He has become an international figure of great influence and an inspiration to peace movements everywhere. He is our source of hope. He is our guiding star." As midday on Sunday approached, Willy appeared in the sitting room looking very regal in his red dress, with a handsome string of pearls around his neck, and small diamonds in his ears; borrowed, courtesy of Herr Haushofer's late wife. He had also managed to borrow a little black bolero jacket with chic square-cut shoulders, and to top the whole thing off, a perky little black hat with a feather in it. And velvet gloves. No self-respecting girl ever went on a date without gloves if she could help it. Herr Haushofer smiled his approval. "Take a key with you. I shall be out myself for the rest of the day, and I won't be home till late." Willy waited for half an hour after the old man had gone, then there was the honk of a car horn outside, and when he looked he saw that Viktor had called to collect him in a taxi. "My, my! How vivacious and elegant you look today," the man enthused, "just the right image for making an appearance at the Bergdorf. Come along, we must hurry, we are already late." "The Bergdorf?" queried Willy as he clambered in beside him. "Yes, we are going to the Hotel Bergdorf for lunch. My mother and my sister Rita are there, and I wish to introduce you to them." Willy's hands flew to his face. "Don't be alarmed. I've told them that I'm bringing a young lady to lunch. They are expecting you and wish to meet you. I'm certain they will at once fall in love with you." Willy groaned inwardly. He knew he was not in for a cosy meal, but an interrogation by Viktor's female relatives, and women in general were very adept at identifying fraudulent impersonation of their own gender. Despite his smooth features and the mild piquancy of his voice he knew he would have a tough job to remain undiscovered, and even if he escaped exposure, as highborn citizens of Heidelberg they were going to want to know everything about him. They would poke and pry until he made a slip that would identify him as not being the right quality of person to be in their company, and that must mean he would lose Viktor as a friend. It took only ten minutes to reach the hotel in a taxi. Once inside Viktor led the way across a richly carpeted foyer and into the dining room. The Bergdorf, a hotel that was one of the swankiest places in the district was much too splendid for Willy's comfort. It was a place of white marble columns, potted palms and red banquettes, lavishly moustached elderly waiters and tables jammed with men in Prussian field-grey displaying the black and white tunic ribbons of the Iron Cross. The soldiers were all shouting and flirting and calling for more wine. There were other men there in morning suits, and women, eyelashes fluttering like fans, with short hair and knee-length skirts, weari