Mr. Dirk had done a good job on cousin Danny. Both Curt and I agreed on
this point. The mortician hadn't had much to work with, either. Danny
had tipped his motorcycle over, sideways, at 70 miles per hour. He'd
skidded nearly 100 yards on the side of his face before coming to a
sudden stop against a railing alongside a culvert. His bike was just
twisted metal, and Danny's face was pretty much human hamburger. One of
the cops on the scene is rumored to have puked, sick to his stomach
from seeing all the blood and gore. Considering the raw material, so to
speak, with which Mr. Dirk had had to work, he'd done remarkably well
in imparting to Danny's countenance a semblance of humanity, however
"waxy" looking.
Danny was only 28 years old. Life is short, but it shouldn't have been
that short. The funeral was sad. Depressing, really, and neither Curt
nor I wanted to be there. Hell, I don't even want to attend my own
funeral. That's a joke. A little gallows humor. Black humor's supposed
to make it easier to bear the after-effects of what people call tragedy
but understand as a sort of hit-and-miss cosmic unfairness that results
in personal catastrophe for those who are unlucky at life.
I was glad when it was over, when Danny had been laid to rest and his
grieving parents, Aunt Charlene and Uncle Clarence, went home to try to
live out the rest of their lives, wishing they'd been the ones to die
and that their son had been allowed to live.
It had been cold. Standing by the grave, the icy winter's wind blowing,
we'd been chilled to the bone. The wind had had an edge to it like a
razor's. Even huddled inside my wool overcoat, I'd frozen. My teeth had
chattered, and I'd shook, despite my attempt not to do so. Beside me,
Curt, who's just as slender as he's always been, looked a little blue
under the eyes, and his skin, which was always pale, had looked a
ghostly white.
The preacher had seemed to hurry through the Twenty-third Psalm. Maybe
he'd wanted to get back inside the warmth of his cozy rectory rooms.
"The Lord is my Shepherd," he'd intoned, through chattering teeth. "I
shall not want. . . ."
His words had brought little comfort to the grief-stricken on such a
cold and bitter day. They'd given me pause, though, as I'd considered
the various views humanity has held on the subject of death and its
possible, but unlikely (it seems to me) survival. Some believe God's in
charge; others are convinced fate determines our lives. Still others
say that existence is just a meaningless accident.
I haven't decided if any of these assertions is true, but, let me tell
you, there didn't seem much purpose or meaning for Danny inside that
coffin.
"Carpe diem," Curt had opined. That was the message he'd taken from his
cousin's demise. "Seize the day. Live for the moment."
That had made as much sense to me as any of the other themes that
people had suggested to explain the significance of Danny's untimely
passing. "Life is short," I'd replied, offering my own clich?.
We hadn't spoken for five years, Curt and me, which is maybe why we had
to start with hackneyed expressions instead of words from the heart.
We'd been estranged, and we found our sudden togetherness awkward, even
painful.
I'd stopped speaking to Curt when he'd told me he was a female trapped
inside a male's body. He'd said he was going to change his sex.
"Instead of a kid brother, you'll have a little sister," he'd told me,
as if he'd expected me to be pleased. He'd told me he'd already started
hormone therapy and planned to undergo breast-augmentation surgery.
"Are they going to cut them off?" I'd asked, meaning his cock and
balls, of course.
"I haven't made up my mind about that yet," he'd admitted. "What do you
think, brother Beau?"
"You're crazier than shit," I'd told him.
We hadn't spoken a word since--until now, at cousin Danny's funeral.
Our reconciliation, our mother said, was the real significance of
Danny's death. According to her, he'd died that we might patch things
up before it was too late for us to resolve our estrangement. Her
interpretation of the meaning of Danny's death was bizarre, no doubt,
but it didn't seem any stranger than some of the other pontifications
those in attendance at his send-off had voiced.
After we'd shared clich?s, I asked, "So, did you cut them off?"
Curt shook his head. "I decided to keep them."
"I thought you wanted to be a chick."
"I am," he said. "I'm a chick with a dick."
He'd cut his hair short and slicked it back, wearing a man's suit, he
said, out of respect for the dearly departed and his family. Normally,
he wore skirts, blouses, and high heels. He wore makeup, too, and
carried a purse, he assured me.
"That's too much information," I told him.
The dutiful son, I'd honored Mom's request and to drive him to the
airport after the funeral. We shook hands. His nails, I noticed, were
long, but, as a concession to the dead, he'd rounded off their tips.
"Nice seeing you, Beau," he told me.
"So long, Curt."
"It's Kirsten now," he corrected me.
"Whatever." I started to leave.
"My flight doesn't take off for another couple of hours," Curt--or
Kirsten--told me. He asked me to keep him company in the airport
lounge.
"You buying?"
He chuckled, as if to say, You may be older, but you're just as cheap
as ever. "Sure, the drinks are on me."
After considering his request, I shrugged. Why not? If I were lucky,
after this afternoon, I wouldn't see the bastard for another five
years, maybe longer. There was no harm in letting him buy me a drink or
two. "Okay."
Kurt had a card that admitted him to the airport's executive lounge,
which, semi-private, was luxuriously appointed and featured waitresses.
One had to be a frequent flyer to gain the privilege of enjoying the
lounge and its many amenities.
"You're a frequent flyer?" I asked, after our drinks had been served.
We sat in overstuffed, leather-upholstered armchairs that faced each
other over a low brass table with a glass top.
Curt smiled. "I'm an ad executive," he told me. "Flying comes with the
territory." Just in the past six months, he said, he'd been to London,
Bonn, Bangkok, New York, Atlanta, and San Francisco.
"You must have enjoyed San Franfreako," I suggested, using the nickname
of the city of fags that radio talk show host Michael Savage often
employed.
Unperturbed by my comment, Curt agreed. "I did," he said, "and Bangkok
was nice, too. There are more transsexuals--or ladyboys, as they're
known there--in Thailand than anywhere else on the planet."
"Must have been nice to have been among your own kind for a while,
huh?"
I meant the comment as a jibe, but Curt's smile widened. "It was
wonderful." He looked at me. His eyes glimmered. "What about you,
brother Beau? What have you been up to since you started to hate me?"
My life wasn't anything nearly as glamorous as Curt's sounded.
"Expanding my haberdashery."
"Maybe you should add a line of fashionable items for the well-dressed
tranny," he suggested.
"I am," I countered, "when hell freezes over."
"You used to be more open-minded."
"Yeah, right."
"Remember what we used to do on cold winter's nights?"
I hadn't thought of the activities to which Curt referred in years, and
I didn't appreciate his bringing them up now. I recalled them well
enough, though. I'm only a couple of years older than Curt, but I've
always been bigger, stronger, and more masculine. I'm also more
aggressive and more assertive. Curt, who's shorter than I am by a full
head-length, has always been of a slender, rather girlish build, and
he's both rather effeminate and a lot more passive and submissive than
I am, too.
"I'm the sister you've always wanted," he used to joke with me when I'd
criticize his feminine demeanor. "I never wanted a sister," I'd tell
him. Nevertheless, a few times, we had masturbated. First, we'd kept
our hands to ourselves, content to jerk off while we watched one
another perform the same action on himself. Later, we jerked one
another off. At the time, it had been fun. It had been enjoyable. We'd
felt some guilt and fear, but, most of all, we--or I, at least--had
felt a strong, curious fascination and sense of intrigue that added to
the physical--all right, the sexual--pleasure of our forbidden
intimacy.
Our tender moments together ended, though, when, after one especially
intense occasion, as we lay side by side in my bed, semen on our
chests, bellies, and pubes, Curt had suggested that, next time, I lay
my cock along the cleavage of his ass and hump his buttocks. I gave him
a disgusted look--although, to be honest, I hadn't felt disgusted--and
said, "No way." I wouldn't have to put it in, he'd clarified his
suggestion. "I'm no faggot," I'd told him, repeating my expression of
repulsion. He'd giggled. "You could have fooled me, brother Beau," he'd
replied.
Now, in answer to his question as to whether I remembered these
incidents, I said, "That was a long time ago. A lifetime ago."
His voice conspiratorially low, Curt confided, "I'd wanted you to do
more than just lay your cock alongside the cleavage of my ass. I'd
wanted you to fuck me with your beautiful, thick, hard prick."
I set my glass down on the coffee table that separated us and rose.
"I'm out of here," I announced.
"Don't go, Beau!"
"Times have changed. I like women, not men."
"Okay, okay. I get the message. I won't talk anymore about what
happened when we were kids."
I hesitated. I should leave, I thought. There was no reason to stay.
Curt and I had nothing in common anymore, if we ever truly had.
"Please stay, Beau," he pleaded, desperation in his voice and tears in
his eyes. "I've missed you."
"If you say anything else about--"
"I won't, I promise."
I decided to stay. I'm not sure why. Maybe I felt sorry for him. Maybe,
in retrospect, despite my machismo, I felt--I don't know--something
more. "You'd better not," I warned him. The little prick never had been
able to hold his liquor, I thought. I resumed my seat, picked up my
glass, and swallowed the remaining bourbon. "I'll have another," I told
him.
He caught the waitress' eye and ordered another drink for both of us.
Looking at me through his tears, he thanked me for staying.
"You'd better go easy on those drinks," I cautioned him. "They'll have
to pour you into your seat."
He laughed, too loudly and too long. Either he was already getting
inebriated or he was desperate to please me, to have me like him. Maybe
he was both. Despite my horror at his having decided to become "a chick
with a dick" as he'd described his ambiguous gender and hermaphroditic
sexuality, I felt a stab of pity for the man or woman or whatever he
was who'd once been my affectionate, good-humored kid brother. Maybe
I'd resented his decision to change his sex--partway, at least--more
because his having done so had caused me to lose my little brother
rather than because the choice was, in itself, repulsive. After all, as
brothers who'd shared a bedroom throughout our youth, we'd been close.
Too close, in some ways, one might say. Besides, as Curt had observed,
at one time, I had been more tolerant. He might have tits and a tranny
fanny, he might wear makeup, and he might dress and act as a woman, but
I might be the one who'd changed more over the years in other ways. I'd
become intolerant, bigoted, and homophobic.
As we sipped our drinks, I decided I wasn't going to hate Curt anymore.
Life was too short, as Danny's death had reminded me, and, deep down, I
did love Curt. I'd never actually stopped loving him. He was my
brother. I resolved, further, to accept his definition of himself. If
he identified himself as a woman, or a transsexual, or a "chick with a
dick," I'd accept him as such as well.
From now on, I'd call him Kristen and try, at least, to think of my
brother as my sister. Maybe, when we said goodbye, I'd even hug him
instead of shaking his hand. But I'd draw the line at kissing. Over our
next round of drinks, I told Curt--that is, Kirsten--as much, and, of
course, he--or she--cried a flood. It was embarrassing as hell, but I
hoped anyone who saw the spectacle would attribute his tears to a
liquor-inspired crying jag. I guess, if I were she, I might have a lot
of crying to do, too. No doubt, she'd needed a good cry for five years
now, maybe longer.
"Quit," I pleaded. "People are staring."
"I can't help it," she said. "It's as if I were dead and now I've been
reborn, as if I were in purgatory and now I'm in heaven. These are
tears of joy."
"You're happy, so you're bawling?"
Sniffing, she nodded through her tears.
Women! I thought. Who could figure them?
By the time Kirsten's flight was scheduled to depart, we hadn't kissed,
but we'd made up. It was good to have my sibling back, even if she was
a sister now, instead of a brother, as before. I told her as much.
She sniffled, still bleary-, if not teary-, eyed. "No sooner do we
reconcile than we have to go our separate ways again." She hugged me
close, and I felt her breasts through her shirt, vest, and jacket--
she'd unbuttoned her overcoat--and my own. Even muffled by the heavy
layers of clothing, I could feel their buoyant, firm-soft density. They
felt as wonderfully womanly as any I'd ever felt pressed against my
chest before, and I was startled to find that my penis twitched,
swelling slightly. Down, Boy! I chastised the unruly organ. After all,
Kirsten was my sister. Then, something caught my eye, and I grinned at
her as I asked, "Isn't your flight number 18?"
She nodded.
"It looks as if we may be seeing more of each other, after all."
She frowned. "What do you mean?"
I read the notice on the airport monitor that continually updated
posted arrival and departure times. Next to Flight Number 18, the word
"Cancelled" had appeared. "It's been cancelled," I informed her,
showing her the notice.
"Damn! This means I have to inconvenience you some more. Would you mind
driving me to a motel?"
"Yes."
She looked disappointed, but not angry. Resignation in her voice, she
said, "Fine. I'll take a cab."
"No, you won't," I told her. "You're staying at my house."
Kirsten smiled. "I love it when you're assertive, big brother."
The snow, which had been falling hard for the two hours that we'd spent
tucked away in the cozy, warm comfort of the airport's executive lounge
sipping mixed drinks while I'd come to terms with my sister's decision
to become--well, my sister--was sticking fast. Already, the pavement,
like the countryside, was covered in a dazzling blanket of white, and
the snow was starting to drift, forming small, shifting dunes. Trees
branches were encased in ice, and there was a fresh, wonderful, and
exciting spirit of newness in the frosty air that I found exhilarating.
I wondered how much of people's moods and dispositions are informed, if
not controlled, by the weather. If the full moon could bring out the
beast in a man, why couldn't the weather also affect him for good or
ill?
My house was in Lakewood, a gated master community of townhouses and
single-family homes north of town. A spacious place with three bedrooms
and a study in addition to the kitchen, dining room, living room,
library, and laundry room, there was more than enough room for Kirsten
and me. There was too much room for just me, by myself, but after my
wife, Mona, passed away, I just couldn't bear to sell it, so I lived
here alone, a relatively young widower rattling around in a house too
large by two thirds.
After parking the car, I showed Kirsten the house.
"It's beautiful," she said. "There must be a lot of money in
haberdasheries these days."
I shrugged. "I own a few now, not just the one I started with."
"My, you have been busy, haven't you, brother Beau?"
She'd taken off her overcoat, jacket, vest, and tie. Her breasts were
more visible through the silk shirt she wore. Through her suit's tight,
tailored trousers, I could also see that she had a feminine fanny, full
and round, but firm and tight. "Not as busy as you," I observed,
eliciting a smile from my little sister.
"Where will I be sleeping?" Kirsten asked.
"Unfortunately, two of the bedrooms are being renovated, so just the
master bedroom's available. Fortunately, there are twin beds."
"Or unfortunately," she quipped, grinning. Then, following a quizzical
look, she asked, "Twin beds?"
No doubt she thought it odd that a married couple had had twin beds, as
if they were Rob and Laura Petrie on The Dick Van Dyke Show or Lucy and
Ricky Ricardo on I Love Lucy. "During her last year or so, things were
bad for Mona. She was in a lot of pain, and sleeping in the same bed
was uncomfortable for her. We decided to buy twins."
Kirsten looked apologetic. "I'm sorry, Beau."
"She's at peace now."
"You have a beautiful home," Kirsten told me, "and a beautiful heart."
"Not so beautiful, the latter," he disagreed. "Look at how I talked to
you. Look at how I've treated you."
"My transgender status was a shock to you. I understand."
"Other people handle shock a lot better than I did."
"And some handle it a lot worse, too." Kirsten told me of the beatings
that some transsexuals, both male-to-female and female-to-male, receive
at the hands of homophobic bastards. "I've had a black eye or two
myself, and a split lip once."
Beau's eyes narrowed as he scowled. It was obvious that he didn't like
to hear that his little sister had been beaten by some Neanderthal
pinhead.
"A few have been killed." Briefly, she recited the story of Teena
Brandon, who was murdered by the young men who'd raped her after
discovering she wasn't the male they'd assumed she was. "She bled so
much that her once-white socks were pink from the diluted blood they
soaked up from the floor where her body lay after she'd been beaten,
knifed, and shot to death."
"I'm sorry for the things I said to you, Kirsten," I said. "I'm sorry
for the way I've treated you."
"I've said some nasty things to you, too, brother Beau."
"In self-defense, maybe."
She smiled as, stepping close to me, she hugged me. Once again, I felt
the fullness of her soft-firm breasts against my chest, and my cock,
which has a mind of its own, stirred, twitching. I hugged her back,
and, I had to admit, she felt good in my arms, small and soft and
feminine. I gladly accepted my brother as my sister. "I love you,
brother Beau," she whispered.
"I love you, too," I replied.
After holding one another for a long moment, during which my penis
continued to swell, stiffening slightly, we withdrew from one another's
embrace, and I said, "We haven't eaten. Would you like to go out for
dinner or have something here?"
"I'm not hungry, myself."
"Me, neither, but I thought you might be."
"I'd rather spend time talking to you."
"We have a lot of catching up to do," I agreed.
After showing Kirsten to the bedroom we'd share for the night so she
could stow her suitcase, I returned to the living room. I took off my
jacket, tie, and shirt. Bare-chested, I felt better, although I wished
I could remove the rest of my tuxedo, as, normally, I prefer to be
naked at home. However, with my sister as my houseguest, going
shirtless was about as naked as I'd be able to get.
I heard a playful wolf's whistle. Kirsten had returned to the living
room. She openly admired my chiseled pecs and the tightness of my firm,
six-pack abs. "Men like you shouldn't wear shirts," she quipped, "or
anything else, really."
Ignoring her remark, I offered her something to drink, bringing her an
iced tea. I chose a soda. As we sipped our respective drinks, we
reminisced. We'd had a lot of good times, and it was after three
o'clock when I suggested it was time for bed.
Kirsten yawned. "I'm not sleepy," she protested.
"You're yawning to catch flies?"
"I'm tired, but I'm not sleepy."
I understood her meaning. Sometimes, I get tired but can't sleep,
either, usually when my sleep cycle has been disturbed, as hers had, by
jet lag, or when I'm especially keyed up. "Okay. What should we talk
about next?"
"We've sort of glossed over our teenage years," she suggested.
I chuckled at a memory. "Remember that time that Kevin Snyder and
Madeline Pugh were making out in one of the new crypts they were
building at the Glendale Cemetery, and--"
She interrupted. "Remember the time we made out in our own bedroom,
with Mom and Dad sleeping just down the hall?"
I was hoping she wouldn't bring up the matter of the few times we'd
dallied together as we'd experimented with sex and sexuality during our
adolescent years, using ourselves and one another as our research
subjects--or, maybe, I was afraid she would bring up this topic. Maybe
I feared that recalling such incidents might make me even hornier. All
night and into the wee hours of the morning, I'd secretly been
imagining Kirsten naked. I almost ached to see her nude. She might be
my sister, but she was undeniably beautiful. Despite her age--she was
26--she looked as though she were eighteen.
She'd always had flawless skin, and her complexion was as smooth as
always, like silk. Her wide blue eyes were dazzling, glimmering as with
some secret delight or, at times, mischief. The thin bridge of her
delicate nose led to full, sensuous lips and, below them, a rather
pointed chin. She had cheekbones for which many a model would envy her.
Her ears were small, the grooves well delineated. She'd cut her hair
out of respect for dear departed Danny, but the blonde swirls were
thick and luxuriant.
Were she wearing makeup, there'd be no problem in assuming she was a
complete woman, and a lovely one at that. Even with her hair bobbed,
sans makeup, her attempt at projecting a masculine appearance was more
androgynous than mannish. She was, at heart, a female, and her
femininity shone through her attempts to mask it, especially now that,
her jacket removed, her breasts, full, firm, high, and round, rose
insistently against the shirt that covered them, their nipples erect. I
could only imagine how gorgeous Kirsten was with long hair, eye shadow,
mascara, foundation makeup, blush, lipstick, and nail polish to
accentuate and enhance the considerable beauty of her natural charms.
"That's the time I asked you to lay your cock alongside the cleavage of
my ass," she said. "Do you remember, brother Beau?"
I nodded. "I remember." How could I ever forget? Even then, as a youth,
without female breasts and a lovely tranny fanny, Kirsten, as Curt, had
harbored a feminine sort of loveliness. He hadn't had curves then--not
like now--but his skin had always had its silken-smooth texture, and
his buttocks were fuller than most youths his age. His legs were long
and shapely, too, and they were smooth. At the time, I'd supposed he
was simply a late bloomer when it came to acquiring the body hair that
is typical of males who've undergone puberty. Reflecting upon his
smoothness, I realized, now, that, most likely, he'd shaved his legs
and, possibly, his chest, for his upper body was as hairless as his
legs. Only a downy fuzz decorated his pubes. Even his armpits were
bald.
If the truth were to be told, I'd been tempted to take my brother up on
his offer. Standing beside him as he lay upon his stomach, his sculpted
back, his smooth, round ass, and his long, shapely legs revealed to my
admiring gaze, I'd imagined my swollen cock laid, long and hard, along
the cleft between his buttocks.
"You don't have to put it in," he'd assured me. "Just lay it alongside
and move it back and forth or, if you want, you can fuck me between my
ass cheeks, without penetrating me."
Recalling Curt's invitation, I blushed. What would Kirsten think,
seeing my red face? I wondered. My brother had been a brazen hussy. It
seemed Kirsten was equally bold and sassy. "That was a long time ago,"
I reminded my sister. "Times have changed. I like women."
"I'm a woman," she told me.
"I mean real women."
Kirsten looked as if I'd backhanded her across her lovely face. Tears
sprang to her eyes, coursing down her cheeks, and she sobbed.
"I didn't mean it like that," I fumbled my words.
Her lower lip turned down, quivering, and she sobbed again, louder.
Instinctively, I hugged her. My arms encircled her and drew her close,
against my chest. I could feel her womanly breasts spread as they
flattened against my pecs. I kissed her cheek. "I'm sorry," I told her.
"I didn't mean it like that."
"How did you mean it?" Her words were like the lash of a whip.
"I meant women who are born female," I said.
"You think only genetic girls can be 'real women'?"
"No."
"What is a 'real woman,' in your view?" she demanded, her tone sharp.
"You are," I replied.
She snorted. "A second ago, I was a freak."
"I never said you were a freak," I objected.
"You said I wasn't a real woman."
"No, I didn't."
"You implied it."
She had me there, I had to admit. "I didn't mean to."
"What did you mean, exactly?"
I didn't know what to say, so I blurted, "I find you attractive. Even
when you were Curt, I was attracted to you."
My confession got her attention.
She sniffled. "Really?"
"Really."
"I'll tell you something else, too. As Kirsten you're truly beautiful.
You're magnificent."
Her hand rubbed my chest. Her palm moved slowly up and down my bare
flesh. The heat of her body warmed me. I felt the fullness of her firm-
soft breasts pressed against my upper body. Her lips brushed my ear as
her other hand found my genitals and, through my trousers, gave my
balls and semi-hard cock a gentle squeeze. "Then, why do you spurn me?"
she whispered.
I swallowed, hard. "Because," I xplained, "you're also my sister."
"You can't impregnate me, you know," she said. Her voice was soft,
sultry, seductive. "I'm not a real woman, remember? You said so
yourself."
"I apologized," I reminded her.
"Kiss me."
Dutifully, I pecked her cheek.
"Not like that," she protested. She stood upon her toes, lifting her
soft, full lips toward mine, and pressed her mouth against my own,
intensely, passionately, possessively. I tried to pull away, but I
couldn't. One of her hands held the back of my skull, pressing my face-
-and lips--firmly into hers. Her tongue, moist and smooth, slid between
my lips, probing the wet cavern of my mouth. Immediately, my cock
stiffened, coming fully erect. It throbbed inside my pants. My balls
rose within the tightening pouch of my rising scrotum.
As she continued to tongue-fuck my mouth, she gave my balls another,
more insistent, squeeze. She felt my burgeoning erection. Withdrawing
her lips from mine, she said, "I am your sister, brother Beau, but a
part of you--or parts of you, I should say--don't seem to mind. They're
ready, willing, and able enough to accept my invitation."
"You're my sister," I reminded her. Those words, which should have been
sufficient to damper her desire as well as my own lust, sounded,
instead of decisive, merely lame.
"I was your brother when we masturbated," Kirsten reminded me. "You've
seen me naked enough times, and it's not as though we haven't handled
each other's cock and balls before. The only thing different is that I
have breasts now, and my ass is fuller and more shapely."
I couldn't believe I was hearing my sister proposition me. It was too
fantastic to be believe. "That's not the only difference," I remarked.
"We're adults now, not a couple of horny kids."
"And as adults, we're better equipped to make informed decisions," she
replied. "In fact," she added, a merry twinkle in her eyes, "we're
better equipped, period." She gave me a long, inviting look. "As your
brother and sister, I could give you the best of both worlds."
Horrified at Kirsten's invitation, I stared at her, mouth gaping.
She chuckled. Her hand touched the front of her trousers. "You'd better
close your mouth, brother Beau, before you catch a fly."
"We're siblings." I'd started to say "brothers," but we weren't
brothers, not quite.
"Yes," she said, smiling as she shook her head. "I know."
"It wouldn't be right."
"I could give you a lecture about incest, reminding you of how Biblical
figures, pharaohs, and others--and many of royal blood, at that--
practiced incest, but why waste what little time we have?" As she said
this, she unbuttoned her shirt.
The image of Danny, dead in his coffin, flashed into my thoughts. Life
was short, his motionless corpse seemed to say. I'm not morbid, but I'd
just attended my cousin's funeral. The thought of him, dead before he'd
had a chance, really, to live, was still with me. The dead have a way
of reminding the living to live. The poets have long known this, which
accounts, in part, for the seduction poems of Andrew Marvell, John
Donne, and the others who, through images of death and decomposition,
express the theme of carpe diem and press their beloved to surrender
their virginity while yet there is time.
Despite the counsel of my internal censor, I watched her delicate hands
as her long, slender fingers slid each button through its hole. The
pleated silk of her shirt parted, a curtain revealing her magnificent
breasts. I stared, as if spellbound, at the high, full, firm, round
mounds of flesh, as perfect as two scoops of vanilla ice cream topped
with cherry-red nipples, both of which, I observed, were erect.
"Your breasts are beautiful." The words tumbled out, of their own
accord, as I stared, transfixed by their loveliness.
"Want to see more?"
I swallowed. It was as if I were gulping down my reservations about
looking at my sister's nakedness, and I nodded.
She laughed as, unbuckling her belt and unzipping her fly, she slid her
trousers down her sleek, firm thighs, over her dimpled knees, and down
her shapely calves. With the slacks huddled at her feet, she kicked off
her shoes and stepped out of her trousers. She was now naked except for
her socks and a pair of silk panties. Her figure was feminine, no doubt
about it. In addition to her perfect breasts, her tummy was concave,
her waist narrow, her hips slender but curvy, and her legs long and
smooth and shapely.
"Want to see more?" she repeated her earlier question.
There wasn't a whole lot more to be seen, I thought, but, again, I
nodded, speechless.
She smiled as she turned her back upon me, and I saw that the panties
were thongs. Lavender and edged with pink lace, the silk underwear
hugged her hips, exposing her tranny's fanny. The bare cheeks were as
full, firm, and round--in a word, as womanly--as any genetic female's
I'd ever seen, in or out of a girly magazine. My penis, already semi-
stiff, hardened further. I felt it swell and lengthen inside my
trousers. I glanced down and saw that my burgeoning erection had made a
tent at the crotch of my trousers. Quite clearly, my cock was not at
all concerned that my sister wanted to make love to me. If anything,
her suggestion that we engage in incest had had as exciting a stimulus
upon it as her nakedness had had. Ready or not psychologically, I was
certainly prepared physiologically for a sexual liaison with my
transsexual sister.
I watched as her hands, tucked into either side of her flimsy panties'
waistband, slid the thongs down her legs and she stepped out of them.
Her ass cheeks swelled as they arched outward when she bent forward,
and I imagined my thick, hard cock laid alongside the cleavage of my
sister's splendid buttocks. I also wondered what it would feel like to
shove my massive member between those nether orbs and bury it deep
inside her rectum.
Slowly, she pirouetted, her arms extended over her head, hands
together, like a ballerina, and, trumpeting "Ta da!," she showed me her
cute little penis. It jutted from her shaved pubes, stiff and swollen,
looking like the erection of a teenage boy rather than the rigid,
upright organ of an adult male--or, in her case, shemale. Beaming at
me, she asked, "Do you like what you see?"
I couldn't pretend otherwise, not convincingly, at least, so I nodded.
"You're very beautiful."
One of her ballerina's hands descended to her genitals. Cupping her
balls, she bounced them--and her boyish cock--in her palm. "Even these,
brother Beau?" she asked saucily.
I held her eyes with my own. I could not lie--or, again, not
convincingly--so I told her the truth. "Especially those."
She closed the distance between us, smiling. Happiness shone upon her
lovely face as she threw her arms around me. I felt the press of her
breasts against my upper body. This time, there was not even a layer of
silk between us, and I felt the sleek, firm-soft warmth of her bare
flesh upon my naked chest. Her mouth pressed mine, her lips parting.
Her tongue, wet, became wild inside my mouth. I swirled and twirled my
own tongue around hers, and, holding them stiff, we thrust these
members back and forth inside our warm, liquid oral cavities.
One of her dainty hands clutched my erect prick. She gave the hard,
swollen member a firm squeeze. "Do you still think incest is wrong,
brother Beau?" she demanded.
I did, but I didn't care.
She squeezed me again before rubbing my balls through the wool of my
tuxedo's trousers. "Take off the rest of your clothes."
She didn't need to ask me twice. In less than a minute, I'd doffed the
remaining articles of the outfit, and I was as naked as Kirsten
herself.
She gazed at me--stared at me is more like it--openly and unashamedly.
Her sparkling eyes lingered upon my hard, sculpted pecs, my firm,
chiseled abs, my thick, powerful thighs and full, firm calves, before
coming to a rest upon the long, thick, hard cock that jutted from its
tangled nest of pubic hair. "You're beautiful, too," she said,
grinning.
"Handsome, you mean," I corrected her.
"I mean what I said," she replied. "You're beautiful."
I shrugged. "If you say so."
She knelt on the carpet. My erection was but inches from her face. She
bent forward, her breasts still high and round, rather than stretching
downward as a genetic woman's natural breasts would do, and kissed the
purple tip of my penis with her lips. The press of them upon the crown
of my cock was as delicate as the brush of a butterfly's wings, but the
sensation sent a thrill that was almost electric through my groin and
up my spine. I shivered.
She looked up at me, smiling.
"Wouldn't we be more comfortable in bed?" I asked.
"It's not really about being comfortable," she said, "but we can go to
bed if you want--as long as it's not to sleep."
Although I'd been exhausted a few minutes ago, I was wide awake now.
"There's no need to worry about that," I assured her.
She laughed. "Help me up, then, brother Beau."
I held out a hand, and she clasped it. Her touch sent a thrill through
me, from my balls to my brain. Again, I shivered.
"You cold?"
"No."
She frowned, repressing a smile. "Oh. I see."
I helped her to her feet, and we crossed the room. She put her arm
around my waist as we walked, side by side, down the corridor to the
master bedroom.
For the first time since I'd bought the twin beds to ease Mona's
suffering, I regretted that I didn't have a king-size bed. "Should we
push the beds together?" I asked.
Kirsten shrugged. "I'd rather share a twin with you."
"Okay."
I sat down on the edge of the bed, patting the mattress beside me.
Instead of taking a place beside me, Kirsten parted my legs, opening my
knees, and knelt on the carpet, between my wide-spread thighs. She
spread her delicate hands, and she slid her fanned fingers back and
forth upon my upper legs, caressing and fondling my inner thighs.
Occasionally, as she massaged me, her fingertips bumped my scrotum, and
more electric thrills passed through me.
Looking down, past her round breasts, the bowl of her belly, and her
hairless groin, I saw her boyish cock, small but insistently erect, as
if to declare itself to be up to the challenges that lay ahead, and the
clump of her balls inside their taut, risen scrotum.
The incongruity of her lovely face and womanly breasts juxtaposed, as
it were, to her boyish masculinity, was not repulsive, as I'd thought
it might be. Instead, this strange antithesis of male and female parts
was arousing. I was very much attracted to the hermaphroditic synthesis
of the male and the female, of masculinity and femininity, of man and
woman that I saw in the naked beauty of the wondrous creature who,
having been my brother, had become my sister, preserving the essence of
the former in her present incarnation. Rather than think of Kirsten as
my sister, I thought of her, rather, as both my brother and my sister.
I guess I was committing incest twice with the same person--at the same
time.
I have a beautiful cock, if I do say so myself. I've always admired its
perfect, smooth length. Erect. it's as splendid as any architectural
column that ever graced a Greek temple. It rises, noble, a testament to
the artistry of God and nature, from my dark pubes, a scepter (to
change the metaphor) that is itself capped with a purple crown and
marbled with veins both thick and blue. One might be forgiven if his or
her mouth waters at the mere sight of the exotic fruit (to change the
metaphor yet again); it has a most delectable appearance. My testicles,
likewise, their egg-shapes clearly outlined within the taut, risen
pouch of my scrotum, beg to be touched and kissed; they plead to be
devoured and consumed.
It's my theory that men who suck other men do so because, for most of
us, performing the same act upon ourselves--which is what we'd prefer
to do--is impossible. Sucking another man's penis is a consolation, if
you will, a way, vicariously, of sucking one's own prick. The cock of
the other is a stand-in, so to speak, for one's own dick. In any case,
sucking or being sucked is a tremendously erotic experience for both
parties, and the complex array of emotions far exceeds the simple
physical actions and sensations involved, due to the emotional
significance and associations that underlie the behavior.
For the cock sucker, there are often feelings of humiliation and shame
as well as delight and passion. For the man whose cock is sucked,
sentiments of privilege and superiority frequently mix with the same
feelings of delight and passion that the cock sucker experiences. There
is a sadomasochistic element in fellatio that spices the activity,
making it all the more delicious and exciting than it would be were
there nothing taboo about the practice.
Kirsten, apparently, agreed with my sentiments, for, bending forward,
she parted her lips to let the tip of her moist, pink tongue slide
forth and licked the smooth-rough flesh of my tightly drawn scrotum.
The ovals within the pouch rolled gently before the tender pressure of
her lapping tongue. She gave my balls another stroke, wetting the pouch
of skin with her saliva, before, opening her mouth more widely, she
took one of my testicles into the warm-soft-wet cavern of her mouth.
In a few moments, she abandoned my balls as she licked the smooth
column of my rigid prick. Her head tipped forward, and my gumdrop-glans
penetrated her lips. Slowly, she lowered her head down, sliding the "O"
of her mouth down the rigid rod of flesh, past the bulging veins within
my dick.
I moaned. My balls were aflame with fierce, tickling sensations, and my
asshole quivered, beating as if it were a second heart, located between
my buttocks. My thighs quaked as my knees knocked, muscles flexing. I
watched Kirsten's head bob up and down, her sweet angel's face frowning
with concentration as she worked her rounded lips, plunging and
withdrawing them, back and forth, upon my distended organ. Her velvet-
soft lips; her tender, wet tongue; and the watery inner cheeks of her
mouth enveloped, bathed, and stroked my manhood as if her mouth had
become a vagina, clasping me within its tender, most intimate depths.
She drooled, and her saliva dribbled down my shaft, anointing my balls.
I watched my cock vanish and reappear between her lips as she pumped
them up and down upon my lurching, straining shaft. Her rhythm, slow
and steady at first, increased. The faster tempo elicited another moan
from the depths of my soul, and I gasped. The pleasure building in my
loins seemed to have all the insistent force of a river about to burst
through the barrier of a dam. I knew that I could not hold out much
longer. I gritted my teeth, willing myself not to come. Nevertheless, I
knew I couldn't restrain the passion rising within me like a tsunami
much longer. Knowing that it was my brother-sister who was sucking my
cock added to the physical arousal that her lips and teeth and tongue
provided.
With her lovely face stuffed with cock, Kirsten looked up at me. Her
wide blue eyes curved in crescent-moon shapes as she smiled. In her own
way, possibly for the same reasons as I, she was enjoying this, I
thought, pleased by her pleasure. The fervency and ardor with which she
ministered to my cock and balls were silent verifications of how much
she enjoyed her task, intimating to me the joy she felt at my having
allowed her to service me in this manner.
She paused. Letting my saliva-glistening cock slide free from the wet
interior of her warm mouth, she paused to give my purple glans an
affectionate kiss, followed by a series of licks. Her tongue bathed the
length of my fleshly stalk, until, reaching its base, she lapped at my
balls. She kissed each of my testicles through the taut flesh of my
tightly bunched scrotum before taking my organ back into her mouth to
resume her teasing attentions. Her head bobbed up and down.
Unfortunately, within mere moments, I was compelled to stop her, lest I
lose all control and spew my semen into her mouth, ending our
lovemaking until I was able, long minutes later, to recover sufficient
strength and stamina to resume.
"Stop!"
She released my cock from her oral embrace, looking up at me, past the
jutting member. "Is something wrong?"
"I don't want to come," I explained, "not yet, at least."
She looked amused. "Oh? What would you rather do?"
"Suck your cock."
She beamed. "Beau! You mean it?"
"Of course, I mean it. What the hell kind of question is that?"
"I thought you said you liked women."
"You're a woman."
"Not a real woman."
I laughed at her reply, as if it were the most ludicrous statement I'd
ever heard uttered. "You're more beautiful, sexier, and more erotic
than a hundred 'real' women."
She blushed, lowering her eyes to reveal her luxuriant lashes.
"Really?" she asked. She glanced at me, smiling uncertainly. There was
a shyness in her voice that hadn't been there before. "Truly?" she
asked softly.
I realized what an ass I'd been, earlier, in making my inconsiderate
comment about her not being a "real woman," and guilt and shame flooded
me. "Absolutely," I said, smiling into her lovely face as I lifted her
chin in the palm of my hand.
Her smile broadened into a grin, a tear appearing at the corner of one
of her lustrous eyes. "Thank you, brother Beau," she said, her voice
stronger and her manner more confident.
"Let's change places," I suggested. Standing, I offered her my hand.
Her touch was rose-petal soft as she placed her own palm in my grip,
and I helped her to her feet, as if I were assisting a princess .
"Please, be seated, my dear sister," I invited her, and she took my
place on the bed, parting her legs. I knelt before her, feeling as
devout as a pagan worshiper feels who kneels before an altar to his
deity. Kirsten, the thought occurred to me, is more than a princess;
she's a goddess, and, as such, she deserved to be adored and venerated
and worshiped.
We men are not much better than brutes. Were it not for the soft touch
of a beautiful woman and the awesome pleasures that their nakedness
provides, we might remain forever insensitive, callous beasts. They
tame us by their love; they make us human by the softness of their
curves and the tenderness of their words.
Having knelt before her loveliness, facing her boyish cock, the small
pouch of her balls, her full breasts, her narrow waist, her shapely
legs, and her dainty feet, complete with painted toenails, I no longer
felt like the stronger superior, nor did I feel as if I were the weaker
inferior. I felt more like a devoted admirer, a lover, who would do
anything in his power to make his beloved happy and secure.
Now was as good a time as any to start, I told myself.
Bowing my head, my lips parting, I closed my lips in a ring around
Kirsten's prick. The dipping of my head, the sliding of the smooth skin
of her stubby cock past my lips and tongue, and the pressure of my chin
against the soft flesh of her clean-shaven groin thrilled me. My own
penis, which had started to shrink and soften, became fully erect
again, throbbing almost painfully. Ignoring it--and the need for
release that its pulsations signaled--I concentrated my attention upon
Kirsten's manhood, such as it was, and in bringing to her the same
intense pleasure she'd provided me, moments before, when we'd occupied
opposite positions.
It was wonderful to feel the presence of a cock inside my mouth. I
marveled at the softness of Kirsten's genitals. An erect prick does not
seem especially soft--indeed, the concepts of erect and soft are
antithetical--but Kirsten's was soft. Like her balls, inside her
tightened, risen scrotum, her prick was malleable, pliable, and supple.
I kneaded her balls as if they were dough or clay. I also played with
her penis. My squeezing, pulling, pushing, twisting fingers, like my
licking tongue and nuzzling lips and pumping mouth, sculpted her
member, elongating it, increasing its thickness, hardening its density,
and polishing its smoothness. For one who has not sucked a cock, the
comparison of a penis to a sculpture may seem odd. For anyone who has
done so, such figures of speech no doubt appear to be oddly apt
expressions of the thoughts and feelings one has while he or she is
sculpting a penis in such an intimate and personal a manner, his lips
and teeth and tongue and mouth, rather than a crude hammer and chisel,
the instruments of his or her art.
I bathed Kirsten's penis and testicles, my tongue the washcloth, my
saliva the water. My mouth became a cylinder that sheathed the piston I
made of her cock, thrusting the ring of my lips down and jerking them
up, repeating this pumping movement again and again, faster and faster,
making my head a machine that embraced the my sister's instrument.
Then, my mouth was a garden, in whose interior I sought to plant
Kirsten's seed, that it might engender within my soul, if not within my
belly, the emotional child of our passionate sexual union. Up and down,
my lips, sealed round my sister's cock, pumped and drove, and her soft
moans were like music to me, her groans a symphony beyond the art and
skill of even a Bach, a Beethoven, or a Brahms.
I loved the slide of her cock-flesh, of her hardness, of the smooth
skin of her swollen cock, between my lips as my head bobbed up and
down, taking her organ into the warm-soft-wet embrace of my mouth and
letting it slide free again so that, once more, it might, like a
vagina, dripping with passion's juices, devour the member anew.
"Wait," Kirsten said. "Stop. I want you to finish in my ass," she said.
Looking past her jutting erection, her concave tummy, and her full,
high breasts, I stared into her long-lashed, lustrous eyes. "It'll be
my pleasure," I assured her.
She still declined my offer to unite the twin beds, saying, "Sharing
one narrow bed will confine you to the task at hand, which is occupying
my cock-crammed ass to completion and filling me with your sperm."
Grinning, I repeated my previous assertion. "It'll be my pleasure."
"And mine," she assured me.
Kirsten stood, but only to climb into the bed, where she positioned
herself upon her elbows and knees, smiling at me over her shoulder as I
joined her, kneeling behind her, between her parted legs. The view of
her ass, as I looked down, past my jutting erection, was magnificent.
The curves of her rump, coming together as they bowed inward, joining
at the base of her spine, formed the top of a perfect Valentine's
heart, the imaginary point of which would end somewhere inside her,
perhaps in the depths of her bowels. The cheeks, even as viewed from
above, were full, but without an ounce of extra fat, firm and tight,
yet sleek and cushiony.
From my vantage point, I couldn't see the wrinkled dimple of her
derriere's secret portal, but I knew my beloved sister's anus awaited
within the deep cleavage of her arched buttocks, and I meant to
penetrate the tight ring of muscle and insert my manhood as deeply as
possible into her rectum, until my balls were all that remained outside
her smooth, creamy ass.
Applying anal lube from the tube I kept in the drawer of the bedside
table, mostly for masturbation purposes since Mona's demise, I prepared
both my prick and Kirsten's asshole for the fun to come. Then, the
mattress dipped and swayed as, on my knees, I "walked" the few inches
forward that separated me from my sister, and holding my cock in my
fist, I guided the stiff, swollen member between the inward-curving
cheeks of my sister's ivory-smooth, but satin-soft buttocks. I jabbed
at her anus, but the stout sphincter resisted my attempted trespass,
and my prick slid forward and up, alongside the cleavage between her
ass cheeks. Finally, my brother's long-ago wish that I lay my erect
cock alongside the cleavage of his bottom had come true, albeit for him
in his incarnation (or reincarnation) as my sister. My cock was,
presently, right where Curt-now-Kirsten had long dreamed of its being.
Of course, it wasn't to stay there long, not when there was another,
far better place for it to visit. I drew back my hips, reclaimed my
prick, and, holding the rigid column of flesh firmly in hand, pressed
it forward, against the tiny, puckered anus, and Kirsten's sphincter
succumbed to my force, opening to admit the conquering cock that slid
forward, through the tight ring of muscle and deep into the interior of
her penetrated ass. I continued to force my manhood through the little
orifice until its full, swollen length filled her ass and I was buried
inside her rectum to my very balls, the cheeks of her ass flat beneath
my grinding pubes.
Impaled, Kirsten uttered a tiny cry, but she pressed her penetrated ass
back, firmly, against my groin, signaling her willingness to be so
pierced and stuffed. Her acceptance of her fate--her surrender of the
sovereignty of her person to me--was a welcome, and fiercely erotic,
acknowledgment. I jabbed my hips back and forth in quick, short thrusts
to acknowledge her acknowledgment. She'd given me rightful claim to the
treasury of her bowels, and I meant to mine the mother lode for all it
was worth.
I saw Kirsten's face. She'd rested it upon the back of a hand, and her
eyes were closed, her brow knitted, and her upper teeth bit lightly at
her folded lower lip. She'd uttered no other cries since the initial,
soft gasp, and she was motionless now, awaiting her fate. A sense of
power filled me, as I felt her anus, round, about my member. I had the
power to pound her beneath me, to rock her frame, and to fill and
refill her ass with my thick, hard penis. She opened her eyes. Her lips
parted. What was she about to say? I wondered. Was she going to confess
her love to me? Ask me to be gentle with her? Ask me if I loved her?
"While you're fucking me," she declared, her voice husky, "I am neither
your brother nor your sister, but your whore."
Her words enflamed me. Inside, the fires of lust leaped, huge and
intense and all-consuming. My hips jerked back, of their own accord, by
pure reflex, and I drove my enormous cock forward in a single motion,
fast and fluid, filling her ass with its thick, long length, and making
her gasp a second time, as her eyes closed tightly and a tear, whether
of pain or bliss I could not say, trickled down her rosy, silken cheek.
Her words reverberated in my mind: "I am. . . . your whore." All right,
I told myself, You shall be what you have declared yourself to be. You
shall be my whore, my harlot, my strumpet! My hips withdrew, and I
rocketed my prick back, hard and fast, into her rectum, her ass cheeks
flattening before my advance.
It felt wonderful to feel the length of my prick slide through her
wide-stretched anus--it was better than fucking a cunt, I thought, as I
mentally compared fucking my sister's ass with having done the same
with Mona's pussy. A cunt was nice, especially the way it became
sopping wet, drooling like a mouth, as one fucked it, but it couldn't
compare to the tightness of an anus.
Kirsten's asshole rode my cock. The rim of her orifice pulled outward,
clinging to my retreating member, only to plunge inward again as I
shoved my organ back through, deep into her bowels. I could see the
circumference of her asshole as it was pushed and pulled along with my
thrusting cock. The sight was extremely arousing. Fucking someone in
the ass always is exciting in the extreme, associated as it is with
feelings of dominance and submission, conquest and surrender, pride and
humiliation, on the part of the ravisher and the ravished,
respectively.
I increased the rhythm of my assault, driving my prick faster and
harder, if not deeper, into my sister's bottom, feeling the sleek,
satiny flesh of her buttocks' inward curving cheeks slide past on
either side of my lunging member and the tight "O" of her anus clinging
to my plunging prick. The lubricant made slurping sounds that would
have been embarrassing, perhaps, were we not caught up in the passion
of our forbidden act. As it was, if anything, the wet, smacking sounds
were erotic. Kirsten's moans and gasps, like the contorted features of
her lovely face and her impaled asshole, were also thrilling,
physically, sexually, and emotionally. Never had I so thoroughly
enjoyed fucking Mona or any other genetic woman as I was enjoying my
ravishment of my sister.
Her little frame rocked back and forth before me, in time with my
retreats and advances. Each time I sent my erection back into her
depths, she was driven forward, and each time I withdrew my prick
through her rounded anus, her body recoiled, her breasts bouncing and
her little penis, hard like mine, but with neither pussy nor ass to
impale, useless except as an ornament, swung to and fro between her
thighs, a metronome keeping time to the movements of my assault upon
her ass.
Kirsten moaned again, and a tear coursed down her cheek. Was she in
distress? Did the tear signal discomfort or, perhaps, even pain? She
was petite, and her ass was correspondingly small. My cock was not
merely large; it was huge. It was possible that its presence within the
tight circle of her anus did cause her some measure of suffering.
Almost certainly, it would cause her more than a little anxiety, for
the poor thing must be wondering whether she could continue to
accommodate such an enormous prick as I fucked her even more brutally
and savagely, all but raping her. I felt no sympathy for my sister,
though, for it was she who'd insisted that she be treated not as my
sibling but as a common whore, and I used her for my own pleasure
without regard for her comfort or enjoyment. In doing so, I was merely
acting according to her own preference. If she wanted to be treated as
a harlot, I was more than willing to honor her request.
I've never been buggered myself, although I have inserted a butt plug
into my rectum on occasions, so I thought that I might have some sense,
at least, if not a complete understanding, of the sensations Kirsten
was experiencing as, stuffed with my cock, she was fucked fast and hard
in her delightful derriere.
I recall how, at first, inserting the plug seemed an impossible feat.
I'd held it in position, between my buttocks, the tip against my
asshole, and pushed--to no avail. Even lubricated, my anus resisted the
instrument's ingress. I pushed harder. The very tip penetrated my anus,
but the vast majority of the toy remained outside. Consciously, I
relaxed my asshole, willing the sphincter to loosen, continuing all the
while to push the rounded diamond shape steadily forward. Abruptly, the
plug slid through the sphincter.
I felt it enter my rectum. Although I'd pressed slowly but surely, once
the object slid through the opening to my bowels, it did so with what
seemed sudden violence, and I felt the mouth of my rectum--if one may
call the portal to one's bowels such a thing--swallow the hard, smooth
dildo-like instrument. The anus closed round the stem between the plug
and the base, a rectangular plastic plank designed to prevent the toy
from slipping completely into the void and requiring the skills of a
surgeon for its retrieval. Being filled with such an object, I'd had to
admit, was erotic. It certainly focused one's attention on an
anatomical part that often receives little notice. It's difficult--
indeed, impossible--to ignore the presence of a hard, smooth plastic
wedge-shaped article inside one's rectum. One becomes, for moments on
end, one, as it were, with one's anus and bowels, and a man learns,
perhaps, what his anally penetrated partner feels.
After a while, the butt plug began to work its way back down my nether
passage, and I could feel it, slick and smooth, ease through my impaled
anus as if it were an exceptionally large, dense turd. A queasiness
filled my bowels, and I thought that I must shit. However, the need to
eliminate was imaginary, not actual, and I ignored it, concentrating,
rather, on the plug that my body was expelling. When it threatened to
fall free of my gaping anus entirely, I quickly drove it back into
place with my hand. The plug slid freely back up my ass, past the
guardian sphincter, and into my more commodious rectum. It felt as if
I'd penetrated myself for the first time, as it did each and every time
I reinserted the butt plug as it once more threatened to escape.
As a result of my experiments with the butt plug, I supposed that I
knew, to some degree, what Kirsten felt with my cock lodged firmly up
her ass, stuffing her bottom. The difference was that, big though the
sex toy had been, it was small in comparison to the length and
circumference of my erection. No doubt, Kirsten felt as if I'd split
her asunder, pounding her as I did with my enormous prick.
I retreated again, until half the length of my cock was visible between
her buttocks, and drove the massive member home again with the same
sudden violence as I'd felt when the plug had finally penetrated my
bottom. As soon as my balls kissed Kirsten's ass cheeks, I withdrew
again, the same distance, and plunged into her rectum again. I did not
retreat the full length of my cock, only half this distance, before
ramming her anew. Back and forth, in this manner, I drove my penis,
brutally fucking her with quick, hard, short strokes that brought from
the depths of her soul a wordless protest of moans and grunts and
gasps. Her countenance wore a look of panic, but she bit her lip, tears
wetting her face. Never did she say a word, however, to indicate that I
was hurting her or frightening her or abusing her, although, I was
confident, I was doing all of these things as I fucked her relentlessly
and passionately, making of my sister the whore she'd wanted to become.
Her little cock was a blur as it swung between her legs, and both her
balls and her breasts bounced and flounced. Her eyes were closed
tightly, her brow was furrowed deeply, and she gritted her teeth
fiercely. Her little hand was closed in a fist around the rumpled
sheet. A sheen of sweat made her face glow.
She was a trooper, my sister. She asked for no quarter, and I gave her
none. She'd wanted to be ravished, and I ravished her, assaulting her
ass mercilessly and relentlessly. My cock slid again and again through
her impaled anus, pumping her backside. Whenever I thought I must quit,
defeated by exhaustion, I observed her pierced bottom. I watched my
cock vanish and reappear within the clinging circle of her anus. I
studied the silken globes of her ass, between which my thick, hard
prick thrust and retreated. These sights, and the occasional sighs,
gasps, moans, and groans of my sister, penetrated by my cock, gave me
the strength and the stamina to continue.
And continue, I did.
For the first time, I became truly aware of the implication of the
phrase "mechanical sex." As it presented itself to me, the idea didn't
relate to routine, impersonal, by-the-numbers sex. Instead, it alluded
to fucking that was as powerful, fast, and driven as that which would
be provided if men who, as half-human machines, or cyborgs, were
women's sex partners. (Think of the art of the decadent H. R. Giger!)
My own fucking was like that--fast, hard, and relentless--except that,
instead of dripping oil, my body beaded with sweat. Still, my cock was
as much a hammer, an instrument, or a tool as the cock of any
construction worker, scientist, or laborer. I moved it back and forth
inside Kirsten's anus and rectum with a brutal, but fluid, machine-like
rapidity, battering her ass so fast that my hips and rump were but
blurs.
As orgasm neared, I decided to penetrate my sister's ass even more
deeply and completely, but, to do so, I had to alter my position. I
eased my hips back, watching my thick, hard cock reappear between
Kirsten's buttocks until it was free and clear.
Looking down, into the deep cleavage between her ivory cheeks, I saw
several inched down inside of her gaping, round-reamed rectum. I saw
its pink walls and, a few inches beyond, the darkness of her innermost
depths, the bowels themselves. I was the one who'd opened my sister's
asshole to the size of an onion's circumference. It was because of me
that I could see down the gaping hole, into the deeps of her most
intimate parts. The knowledge that it had been I who'd cored her made
me swell with a sense of power and newfound pride.
Now, I would fuck her harder and deeper yet.
I gained one knee, and pushing off from Kirsten's backside with my
hand, managed to stand--or, rather, to squat--behind my sister, my
knees flexed. Her ass arched up, toward me, the wide-open asshole
seeming to stare at me. Taking my prick in hand, I guided it into the
stretched hole, surprised how easily my organ slid home, reasserting
its claim to the territory Kirsten had ceded to me. It wasn't merely
the lubricant, as thick and slick as it was, that made access so easy.
Part of the reason--maybe the biggest part--was that Kirsten's asshole
was now many times its original size.
Although, after I'd finished butt fucking her, her anus would,
eventually, return to its normal size--or something resembling it--it
was now so stretched that it readily accommodated the reinsertion of
the cock that had reamed it. My prick, enormous though it was, fit her
asshole as if the two had been fashioned for one another, sliding into
her as easily as a sword enters its scabbard.
Keeping my spread hand upon the small of Kirsten's back, just above her
rump, and squatting behind her, my knees bent, I, having reinserted my
prick into her bottom, began to fuck her anew. The bed bounced and
dipped and swayed as I delivered successive assaults to her impaled
derriere. In this new position, I was able to penetrate her even more
fully, cramming her with every millimeter of my penis' hard, swollen
length. Although I was not able, squatting like this, to apply as much
speed, I pounded her hard, my cock entering her deeper than ever so
that, again and again, it crammed her, filled her, stuffed her,
bringing more gasps and moans and grunts and groans from my sister, my
whore.
Unfortunately, I couldn't resist the passion that mushroomed inside my
balls, my groin, my heart, and my brain, and, plunging balls-deep into
Kirsten's ass, I gritted my teeth, closing my eyes, and felt the
emissions of my semen jet forth from my balls and cock, to spurt into
her depths. It was the longest, most copious ejaculation of my life,
and jet of the thick, warm fecundating fluid after jet spewed into her
bowels. I withdrew quickly, almost falling backward out of the narrow
bed, wanting my sperm on her flesh as well as inside her ass, and
watched my creamy white fluid spurt over her back, her buttocks, her
perineum, her cock and balls, and the backs of her thighs