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Sarah Carerra
By AngelJedi
(Released: June 28, 2010)
Chapter 41 - Backstage Pass
"You were awesome!" Sophie said as the girls and I stepped out of the
backstage area and made our way toward the building with the dressing
rooms. I was disappointed to come off stage and not have Dad there, but
I knew it would only be a few minutes before he would bring Mom and
Austin backstage to see me.
"I couldn't have done it without you guys," I told the two girls
truthfully. I wish the guys had been there to hear that too, but they
had to dismantle their equipment to allow Josh's band to set up.
"Nonsense," Holly replied while we stepped into a small lounge area
that my band and Josh's band had been using as a waiting area. "This is
like, your destiny or something. You're so good on stage! I never could
have done what you just did. We're just along for the ride."
I smiled at her while I sat down on one of the soft chairs and closed
my eyes. The rush was still going strong, and I basked in the
overwhelming feeling that continued to radiate through me.
Tonight had truly been amazing. I knew with certainty now that this was
what I was going to be doing for a living. Whether as Sarah or as
Megan, singing would be a big part of my life. I enjoyed it too much
not to sing.
"Sarah!" Dad said excitedly when he entered the room a few moments
later. I opened my eyes and looked up at him, smiling with all my
heart.
"I'll talk to you in a bit," I told Sophie and Holly while I stood up.
They nodded their understanding, and I stepped out of the room and
followed Dad down the hall to my dressing room. Once we were inside and
the door was locked, he wrapped me in a hug.
"You were amazing, Megan!" Dad exclaimed as he leaned down and kissed
my forehead. "I am so proud of you!"
"Thank you, Dad," I replied with a loving smile. I was so happy that my
family was here. But... "Where are Mom and Austin?"
"They're still out in the VIP section," he told me. I frowned. Why
wouldn't he bring them backstage? I wanted to see them! "We'd like you
to come out and join us to watch Josh perform."
I looked at him incredulously. Come out into the crowd? I didn't think
that pop stars did that.
He laughed lightly before speaking again. "Don't give me that look," he
said. "The VIP section is pretty private, and you won't have many
people trying to get to you. Besides, Annie was the one who offered the
invitation. You wouldn't want to let down Josh's mother, would you?"
I laughed this time. No, I didn't want to let her down. I still had
hope that Josh and I would find a way to be together. Staying on his
mother's good side could only help the situation.
"Okay," I told him.
"Great!" He said excitedly. "I'm going to walk back out there. Jack has
provided a golf cart that will shuttle you through the crowd. When
you're ready, come on out."
"I'll come out with you," I said excitedly. I really wanted to see my
mom.
"No," he contradicted. "Stephanie will want to make sure that your
makeup is still okay, and you should probably get something to eat
first. You spent a lot of energy this evening, and you need to
replenish some of it. Once you've done that, we'll be waiting for you."
He smiled at me and gave me another short hug before opening the door
to reveal Stephanie waiting for her chance to get at me. "I'll see you
in a bit," he said before stepping out the door. Once again I felt
alone as he walked away. I wanted to share this with my family, but his
words made sense.
"Hungry?" I asked Stephanie before turning toward the table that was
filled with food. Dad was right, I did need to eat something.
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I was really nervous when I climbed into the golf cart 20 minutes
later. Twenty long minutes where I yearned to give my mom, and even
Austin, a hug. I really needed them right then, but instead I'd had a
bite to eat with Stephanie and the girls before Stephanie touched up my
makeup. Now I was finally heading out into the crowd.
And that was what scared me. I hadn't caused much of a scene in public
before. People didn't really know who I was yet. But this crowd did.
I'd just performed a 30 minute concert for them. They were going to
recognize me immediately.
"Are you ready?" the driver asked when I stepped into the golf cart.
His name tag said he was Wally.
"I guess so," I replied.
Wally honked the horn of the golf cart and the gate in the fence we had
gone through at lunch time was pushed open from the other side by a
security guard.
"Thanks, Dave," Wally told the security guard as he slowly moved the
cart out into the crowded concession area. With 45 minutes between my
show and when Josh was scheduled to take the stage, it looked like a
prime time for people to pick up some refreshments.
We inched through the crowd, slowly making our way toward Josh's VIP
section. It wasn't until we reached the seating area that I was
recognized.
"Sarah Carerra!" someone yelled from nearby. Within seconds everyone
was looking at me. I waved back at the crowd, and gave people high
fives as the cart continued its slow trek toward my family.
Eventually, we reached a relatively clear area where the entrances to
the different VIP sections were, and the crowd thinned as people went
back to what they were doing. When I was able to step out of the cart
at the entrance to Josh's section, my mom was already there, and I
rushed into her arms. At that moment I didn't care what anyone else
thought about me hugging my manager's wife. My mom was here, and I was
going to give her a hug.
"You were amazing, Megan," she whispered into my ear as she squeezed me
tightly. "You truly have a gift. I'm glad I was here to see you use
it."
"Thank you, Mom," I whispered back. "I would have died if I didn't know
you were out here."
She let go of our hug and held me at arm's length, admiring me. "You're
an amazing young woman, Sarah. I'm so proud of you."
I opened my mouth to return the gratitude, but was interrupted by
Austin before I could say anything.
"That was awesome!" he exclaimed. I turned toward him. He looked like
he was having the time of his life.
"Thanks, Austin," I replied, giving him a loving smile. I would have
done more, but that would have been even more odd than me hugging Mom
right then. Dad smiled at me for a moment, and then he stepped aside.
"Chloe!" I screamed in shock! Emily was here, and Ethan!
"What are you doing here?!" I screamed while wrapping her in the type
of hug I wished I could give everybody else. At least with Emily, it
wasn't out of place. Without giving her a chance to speak, I was
talking again. "I can't believe you're here! Why didn't you tell me?!"
"And miss such a sweet dedication," she said laughing. I laughed along
with her. I was so happy that she was able to hear the song! This was
amazing! "Your agent told us not to tell you. He wanted to make up for
not, well, you know. We flew on the same flight with his wife and
Austin."
I nodded. There was no sense in voicing anything regarding the secret.
It was enough that they were here. "Didn't we learn through all of this
not to keep secrets from each other?" I asked with a mock glare.
She laughed again. "Unlike yours, this one was worth it." I laughed
with her before turning toward Ethan.
"Xander," I said. "Thanks for being here."
"You were amazing!" Ethan replied in awe. He had spent Thursday with me
while I was dressed as Sarah, but I could still see that look in his
eyes. He was in love with Sarah still.
That was when I did something that completely surprised me. I leaned up
on my tippy-toes, and kissed his cheek.
"Thank you," I told him quietly. But something had changed in our
relationship. We both felt it. I was sure even Emily could feel it.
There was a spark of something there, something that scared me
immensely. The thought of having feelings for Ethan was something that
I didn't know how to deal with, but it wouldn't be long until we had to
do just that.
"Oh my gosh!" Amanda interrupted us, no longer able to wait her turn. I
was happy for the interruption. I didn't know what was going on with
Ethan anymore, and it was easier to not think about it. "You are like
the best singer ever!"
I laughed at her enthusiasm. She really was one of my biggest fans.
"Thank you, Amanda," I told her truthfully.
"What was it like?" Emily asked, and everyone looked at me expectantly.
I smiled, remembering the wonderful feeling that being on stage had
invoked in me.
"It was one of the best experiences of my life," I told them. "The
feelings, the rush I felt while performing...it was amazing. I'd give
almost anything to do it again."
"Don't worry, Sarah," Dad said. "You'll get your chance."
I smiled at him. Those were some of the best words I had ever heard in
my life.
"Come meet my family!" Amanda exclaimed, causing the small circle of my
friends and family who had formed around me to break up. Through the
gaps I saw many people watching us from inside Josh's section. Beyond
them many others were watching from the adjoining sections that were
only separated by a waist high barrier. They looked surprised to see me
so close.
I followed Amanda into the VIP section, allowing her to lead me past my
family and friends to hers. Annie was the first to get to me, wrapping
me in a short, friendly hug before speaking.
"You gave an excellent performance, Sarah," she told me with a smile.
"I can see why Josh likes you."
I winced at her comment.
"Mom!" Amanda hissed, reminding her mother that Josh no longer had eyes
for me. "Shhh!"
A frown crossed Annie's face before she spoke again. "I'm sorry,
Sarah."
"It's okay," I replied with a forced smile. "And thank you for letting
me come watch him sing with your family."
"The pleasure is ours, Sarah," Annie said with another smile.
"Wait," a boy said from nearby. I looked over at him and he had to be
one of Josh's brothers. They looked a lot alike, but he looked a couple
of years older. "Are you saying that Josh turned down a chance to be
with Sarah Carerra?"
"Shhhh!" Amanda intoned immediately. "Please don't talk about that with
her here!"
I laughed at the way Amanda was trying to protect me. She really had a
sweet heart.
"It's okay, Amanda," I told her before turning toward her brother.
"Josh has his eye on somebody else right now."
Josh's brother looked shocked, and the expression was shared with three
other boys nearby.
"Josh is an idiot," one of the boys commented, causing me to chuckle.
"Sarah," Amanda interrupted before they could continue that line of
discussion. "This is my dad, my brother Jeremy, my cousin..."
I listened as she introduced me to everyone, and I greeted them warmly.
But I couldn't remember any of their names five minutes later. They
were all really nice, and made me feel welcome in their group, but
there were too many names to remember.
Eventually, I took a seat between Emily and Ethan to watch Josh take
the stage. When I saw him, my heart skipped a beat. Beside me, Ethan
tensed at my reaction.
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Just before Josh's last song, I was whisked away from my family and
sent backstage. I managed to bring Emily and Ethan with me, but the
rest were going to have to make their way on foot. At least everyone
had a backstage pass and would be able to join me.
I stood in the lounge talking to a few of the fans who had backstage
passes. Apparently "mingling" was expected after one of Josh's
concerts. It was interesting to talk to some of them, and I even signed
a few autographs.
It was a whirlwind of activity and I turned my head from conversation
to conversation without really understanding what was being discussed.
Everyone wanted to talk to me, but I couldn't keep track of all the
conversations going on around me at once. I just kept a smile on my
face and answered any direct questions posed to me, and that seemed to
be enough. I think most of them were just happy to be hanging with Josh
and me, and the rest was just gravy.
That lasted for about 45 minutes before I was finally able to break
away from the crowd. I found my family and friends sitting on a couch
near the door. They looked bored and tired, but they smiled as I
approached.
"Finally! I'm starved!" Austin said.
"Didn't you guys get anything to eat from my dressing room?" I asked. I
had previously told them they were welcome to the food in there.
"We didn't want to impose," Mom told me. I grimaced. There was way more
food in there than I was going to eat before the end of the night. They
should have gone and had some while waiting for me.
"Come on, then," I replied. They stood up and I led them down to my
dressing room. There was still plenty of food on the table, and it
should suffice for them.
"Ew, gross," Austin commented when he stepped in behind me. "Your
dressing room is all girly."
I laughed. His reaction was the exact opposite of mine. I really liked
my dressing room.
"Yeah, well, this is where the food is," I said, smiling. He grinned,
but he looked around warily. I was beginning to wonder if he was
worried about his own masculinity now. His big brother turned out to
be his big sister. What did that mean about him?
I held Austin back while the rest of my friends and family headed for
the food.
"You know this isn't going to happen to you, right?" I asked him,
looking directly into his eyes. Immediately, I saw his worry.
"Oh Austin," I sighed and wrapped him in a hug. "I promise this won't
happen to you, okay? I've always been a girl, but you aren't!"
"How do you know?" he whined, and I could see him holding back the
tears. I knew that he was trying to prevent himself from looking
feminine by crying, especially while we were having this talk.
"I just know," I promised him. "I knew I was a girl, too. Deep down, I
knew. I didn't realize it until a few weeks ago, but I knew. Do you
think you are a girl?"
"No!" he adamantly said. "I'm not!"
"See? If you don't think you are, then you aren't," I told him.
"But you didn't know for sure! What if I don't either?" he cried. I
felt so sorry that I had brought these feelings on him. He never should
have had to suffer because of what I was going through.
"Look," I said, then I waited for him to lift his eyes and make eye
contact with me again. "If you're really worried, we can have you
tested. I'm sure Mom and Dad would be willing to do it. But if they
don't, I'll pay for it myself, okay?"
"Okay," he said, and he looked happier. "I love you, Megan. But I don't
want to be a girl."
"I love you too, Austin," I told him. "And I promise that what I've
gone through won't happen to you. You're my little brother, and you
always will be."
"Okay," he said again. This time, he had a smile on his face. I nodded
at him and he hurried to get some food too.
I looked over at the most important people in my life as they filled
their plates with food. Mom caught my eye, and I knew she had overheard
us. But she smiled to show me she appreciated what I had done for him.
My family was the best, and that included both Emily and Ethan. I
wouldn't be where I was today without them, and I wouldn't want to be
anywhere else.
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"Megan?" I heard Emily whisper softly from behind me. "What are you
doing?"
I looked at the clock. It read 3:18. With a soft sigh I turned away
from the hotel window where Cutey and I were staring at the lights of
Salt Lake Valley and the distant mountains. Well, I was looking out the
window. Cutey was just swimming around in his bowl. It seemed so
peaceful out there. I looked over at the couch's pull out bed that
Emily had been sleeping on. She was sitting up and staring at me like I
had lost my mind.
"I couldn't sleep," I told her truthfully. I'd been lying in my large,
king-sized bed for nearly two hours before I'd gotten up. Emily
immediately looked concerned and climbed out of her bed, her soft
nightie probably not providing her much warmth in the air conditioned
room.
"What's wrong?" she said when she sat down next to me and looked out
the window to see what I had been staring at. I unwrapped myself from
the blanket I had thrown over my own soft sleep pants and top, and she
snuggled up next to me and wrapped the blanket back around us. I
sighed, and we leaned our heads together.
"Absolutely nothing," I whispered to her. "Everything is so right! I
don't want it to end!"
She giggled next to me. "How long have you been staring out the
window?"
"About half an hour," I told her. "It's so peaceful. Everything seems
so peaceful right now. Emily, this was one of the best days of my life.
I've never felt like this before."
"Megan," Emily sighed. "You are amazing, you know that? I never could
have done what you did tonight. You'd never get me up on stage like
that. But tonight, I saw just how much this affects you. Just before
you started singing 'Ever After', you had me in tears. I've never met
anyone like you, and I am so grateful that I can call you my friend."
"Thanks, Emily," I replied. "I love you too."
She laughed lightly. "This is only the beginning," she told me. "I
think you've got an exciting ride ahead of you, and I'm glad I get to
be there with you. I had a hard time keeping the knowledge that I was
going to be here a secret. I can partially understand how hard it must
have been for you to keep Sarah a secret from me."
She lifted her head and I turned toward her.
"We're sisters now," she stated. "And that means that you always have
someone here for you, just like you'll always be there for me. Whatever
happens, we can get through it together."
"Thanks, Emily," I smiled back at her. I felt a tear slide down my
cheek as I wrapped her in a hug.
She was right. No matter what happened, my family and I would get
through it together.
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End of Sarah Carerra - Book 1: I Am a Rock Star
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The Good and the Bad
It's been an amazing journey. I started writing Sarah Carerra just shy
of a year ago as a break to the frustrating sequel to my first story, A
Flower's Bloom. Now, it predominates my writing, and much like you, I
can't wait to see what happens next.
This is not the end of Sarah Carerra. The first five chapters of book 2
have already been sent to my editor and the next five aren't far
behind. However, it is going to be a few weeks before I'm able to start
posting more from Sarah's life. I regret there has to be a break, but
that's the way life is sometimes.
In the meantime, I do plan to start posting an updated version of A
Flower's Bloom. It's a different type of story than Sarah Carerra, and
is slightly more mature in content, but it is a fun story. The sequel
is coming along well too. I had hoped to finish it quickly after I
finished writing Sarah Carerra Book 1 at the beginning of May, but it
took long enough that I had to abandon it once again if I was going to
keep this break between SC 1 and 2 as short as possible. I get to work
on it every once in a while, and I hope those fans waiting for it will
be patient with me.
Thank you for all of your support. I enjoy writing Sarah Carerra, but
it is seeing and hearing the wonderful, and not so wonderful, comments
that have been left that keep me posting it. I am addicted to feedback!
Writing is a hobby for me, but the fans make it worthwhile.
It's the end for now, but there are many great things still to come.
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