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Lori's Story 04 - Decisions
By
Sheila Anne Morgan
I went up to my bedroom early on Sunday night. Tomorrow I would have to go
back to work and be Danny again. I sat down at my dressing table with the
nail clippers and polish remover in front of me. The solvent for the
adhesive holding my breasts in place was also there. I looked at the pretty
girl staring back at me in the mirror and thought about everything that had
happened over the past two weeks. There were the wild nights of sexual
frenzy with Greg and Lisa. The shopping trips with Lisa and the admiring
looks I had gotten from the people who thought I was a real girl. I thought
about how I felt when John held me and when we kissed. I didn't want to put
Lori back into the closet. I enjoyed everything about her and I sure
couldn't say the same thing about Danny. I couldn't bring myself to cut
Lori's nails and remove her breasts, at least not tonight. Maybe in the
morning I would feel differently. I got up and slipped on a nightgown and
turned off the lights as I climbed into bed.
I was woken the next morning by the sounds of Lisa and Greg getting ready
for work. As I didn't have a set schedule I laid in bed until they had left
for work. I had decided that I would try going to work as Lori today and
put off making a decision at least for today. I showered and dressed in a
knee length skirt and silk blouse. I applied my make up and went down and
had a cup of coffee and a muffin before grabbing my purse and heading out
to the car. The complex was an old one-story motel that had been converted
into offices. Most of the offices were rented to salesmen who needed a
place for a tax write-off and there were never many people around during
the week. I had said hello to some of them from time to time but we hadn't
really gotten to know each other so I wasn't afraid that anyone would
recognize me. If anyone asked I would tell that that I was Danny's cousin
who was helping him out while he was working on a project out of town.
I got to the office and was able to get a lot of things caught up, but the
way I was dressed and the feel of the clothes distracted me. I would catch
myself thinking about Greg and John and how it felt when I had sex with
Greg and Lisa. I remembered John holding me and the kiss we shared. I
wondered what John would think if he knew I was a man under all of the make
up and pretty lingerie. Would he be repulsed and swear at me and hit me?
Would he take me home and never want to see me again?
I finished early and stopped at the supermarket to pick up something for
dinner. I don't know if Lisa and Greg will be surprised or shocked when
they see Lori tonight.
When Lisa walked into the kitchen I was wearing one of her aprons and
setting the table.
"Dinner smells great..." Lisa said as she saw me standing there, "Lori? I
didn't expect to see you so soon. Greg and I thought that Danny would be
back today."
"I couldn't bring myself to change back. I'm a little confused about my
feelings right now. The last two weeks have been some of the best times I
can remember. Everyone seems to love Lori and no one really cares about
Danny."
"Lori, that's not true. Greg and I both think the world of Danny. We
wouldn't have invited you to live here if we didn't."
"I know you guys do, but I just can't seem to get any other friends. I made
a mess of my marriage to Caitlin. Then on my first night out as Lori I meet
a man who wants to have me in his life and I'm not sure that I don't want
him in there, but under this dress and make up I'm a man."
"Lori, let me help you finish dinner and after dinner you and I will have a
girl's night out and talk about this."
I walked into the kitchen and saw Lori setting the table. I had expected to
see Danny. Greg and I knew we hadn't seen the last of Lori but we thought
Danny would be anxious to get back to being himself again. When I asked her
why she was still dressed as Lori she said she was confused about her
feelings and the way her life had been before the last two weeks. She said
she was happier as Lori than she had been as Danny and wasn't sure she was
ready to go back to her old, boring life.
I helped Lori finish dinner and when Greg came in we ate. Then Lori and I
left as Greg cleaned the kitchen.
As we drove to the mall Lori looked at me and said,
"Lisa, what am I going to do? I know it's wrong for me to be dressed like
this and wanting to have a relationship with a man. I would never have
thought about having a gay relationship as Danny, but dressed like this it
seems perfectly normal." I said.
"Lori, this is all my fault, I should have never asked you to become Lori
and do the things you did with Greg and I."
"I loved the things we did. I loved becoming Lori. You and Greg have
nothing to be sorry for. I could have said no at any time. I would have
missed the greatest two weeks I can ever remember. My problem is that I am
confused. I had never thought about becoming a girl. I thought I was happy
as Danny, now I'm not sure. I think I would like to try living as Lori but
I don't know how to go about it."
"Do you want me to set up an appointment with Dr. Meyers. She's a therapist
and specializes in sexual orientation. She would be able to counsel you and
then you and tell you how to proceed."
"Thank you, Lisa. I think that is what I need right now. Someone who will
tell me if I'm crazy or not."
"Girl, I think you need some retail therapy right now. Shopping always
makes me feel better when I have something on my mind."
After Lori told me how she felt I pulled into the mall for some retail
therapy. If Lori was going to live full-time as a girl she was going to
need more clothes. Up until now we had just bought skirts and dresses. All
of her shoes were heels. She really didn't have any casual clothes like
jeans or slacks and no tennis shoes or flats. We set out to correct Lori's
wardrobe deficiencies.
I felt better after talking to Lisa. She was right retail therapy did help
even if it depleted my bank account by several hundred dollars.
I was grateful for her offer to get an appointment with the therapist to
see if I was going crazy or something.
For now I guess I am going to have to move some of Danny's clothes out of
the closet to make room for Lori's.
The next morning I went to Dr. Meyer's office and made an appointment for
Lori. She said she would be able to see her the next day if she was
available. I assured her that she would be. Next I called Lori and told her
that she had an appointment at two the next afternoon.
Greg told me last night that he was concerned about Danny. He was afraid
that we had done something that was confusing him. I told him that Danny
was confused but he had agreed to see Dr. Meyers, who would help Danny or
Lori make the right decision. Greg said he didn't care which one emerged;
he enjoyed both of their company. Although Lori was a lot more fun in bed.
For that comment he received a punch in the chest.
I hardly slept last night as I worried what the therapist would say when
she saw me. I need someone other than Lisa or Greg to point me in the right
direction. I had never thought about dressing as a woman before, but now it
just seemed so right.
I showered and used the razor to touch-up a few spots that were starting to
grow back. Before I left the bathroom I applied the flowery lotion I had
come to like so much. I looked at myself in the mirror and even without
make up I could see a woman looking back. I guess I had never been a manly
man. Even with my collar-length hair I looked more pretty than handsome.
I wrapped the towel around my chest and went back to my bedroom where I
selected my most feminine lingerie. The feel of the sexy panties slipping
up my smooth legs sent shivers through me. I enjoyed the feel of my ersatz
breasts as they nestled firmly in the cups of my bra and the tug of the
garters on my sheer nylons. As the weather was getting cooler I chose my
lavender suit and a pink, silk blouse to wear to my appointment. Lisa had
made sure that I had all of the shoes and accessories to match all of the
outfits she had purchased for me. Before I put on the suit I sat at the
desk and carefully applied my make up and pinned my wig over the cap I used
to hide my own hair.
After I transferred my things from one purse to the other I looked at
myself again in the mirror before going out to my car. It was just a short
drive to the medical complex where Lisa worked and Dr. Meyers had her
office. I checked my make up in the rearview mirror before exiting the car.
I passed Lisa in the hall and she winked and told me "Go get em, girl!" I
took a deep breath as I grasped the doorknob to Dr. Meyers' office. Knowing
there was no turning back now I turned the knob and entered the office. I
told the pretty receptionist who I was and that I had an appointment. She
asked me to be seated and the doctor would be with me shortly.
The receptionist called my name and I followed her into an attractively
appointed office where an equally attractive woman stood up from behind the
desk.
"Good afternoon, Lori. I'm Dr. Cecilia Meyers. Lisa tells me you are having
an identity crisis and need someone to talk to. Why don't you have a seat
and we will see if we can help you."
I smoothed my skirt and sat in the chair across from Dr. Meyers. I kept my
feet flat on the floor and placed my purse in my lap.
"Lori, why don't you put your purse on the floor so you'll be more
comfortable. I would like to ask a few questions to get a feel about you.
First of all I want to say you are a very attractive woman. Most of my
patients aren't nearly as attractive."
I placed my purse on the floor as Dr. Meyers proceeded to ask me about my
childhood and how I began dressing. I told her I had only been dressing for
a few weeks and that was some of what was confusing me. I told her that I
had done it as a favor to Lisa as a surprise to her husband. I didn't tell
her all of the things we had done at night that first week. I just told her
I had agreed to spend the week as Lori and found that I didn't want to
revert back to being Danny when the week was over.
After I answered all of her questions she asked, "Lori, if it didn't matter
what anyone else thought what would you like to do?"
"Doctor, right now I would have to say that I want to be Lori."
"Then that's what you should do. You are not breaking any laws by dressing
as a woman unless you are doing it for some illegal reason, which you're
not. You have to do what you feel is right, not what anyone else thinks is
right. You have to decide for yourself how far you are willing to take
this. Do you want to become as complete a woman as you can be and undergo
SRS and legally change your gender to female. Or do you want to retain your
male genitals and live as a shemale. If you chose a full transformation to
female you will have to undergo a monitored real life test for a year
before surgery can be scheduled. During that time you can take hormones and
get breast augmentation. These are reversible whereas sexual reassignment
surgery is not."
I told Dr. Meyers that I wasn't sure how far I would take becoming a woman,
but I would like to start the real life test in case I wanted to go all the
way. She said she would give me a physical exam and give me a prescription
for hormones that I would have to take every day for the rest of my life.
They would give me some of the secondary characteristics of a woman such as
breast development, wider hips, reduced growth of facial hair and softer
skin.
After the exam I left the office with several prescriptions, an appointment
for next week, a list of plastic surgeons and a thick packet of literature.
She also invited me to a group session of other 'girls' like me who met
weekly to discuss some of their problems and successes.
I stopped on the way home and had the prescriptions filled and bought some
more depilatory as the hairs on my arms, legs and face was becoming
noticeable again. I had a few hours before Lisa and Greg go home so I went
into the bathroom and applied the depilatory and allowed it to work before
showering it off.
I dressed in a pair of jeans and a sweater and sat in the living room with
my packet of information from the doctor. I was reading about
transsexualism and the problems the transsexual people face when Lisa came
home.
Lori was sitting on the couch when I came in the house. She looked so
feminine with her legs curled up under her and her hair pulled back in a
ponytail.
"How did your appointment go?" I asked.
"It was fine. Dr. Meyers is very nice and she told me I should do what I
wanted and not worry about what other people think. She gave me a
prescription for hormones and some literature to read. She also invited me
to a group meeting of other transsexual girls, which she holds every week
on Thursday nights."
It was two weeks later when I finally called John. I felt I had to tell him
about myself and see if he still wanted to continue our relationship. We
decided to meet at a small coffee shop after he finished work. I arrived
first and chose a table in the far corner of the shop so we could talk
privately. I was sitting there, nervously playing with my coffee cup, when
John walked in. He walked over to the table and kissed me on the cheek.
"So, Have you decided you are going to tell me what's bothering you?" he
asked as he sat across from me.
"I have, but I don't think you are going to like what you hear."
"You let me be the judge of that. You don't look like an axe murderer."
I smiled and looked down at my cup as I started, "John, I like you a lot
and I want to continue this relationship but I feel I have to be honest
with you. I am not what I appear to be, under this make-up and these
feminine clothes I am a man. Or at least I use to be a man."
I looked up expecting to see shock or revulsion in his eyes. Instead he
reached across the table and took my hand in both of his.
I could see that Lori was nervous as I sat across from her. When she told
me she use to be a man I reached across the table and took her hand in both
of mine.
"Lori, I can't tell you how relieved I am to hear that. I was afraid that
you had some incurable disease or were a convicted felon. I have a
confession of my own. I am bisexual. Now we both have confessed our darkest
secrets and we can move on."
"You're not going to hit me or get up and run?" Lori asked.
"Lori, I have slept with both men and women and I much prefer women. To me,
you are the best of both worlds and I definitely want to see where this is
going."
John asked if he could take me to dinner and I accepted. I called Lisa and
told her I might be late and not to worry. John took me to a great seafood
restaurant and I told him the rest of my story just like I told Dr Meyers.
He asked if I planned on going all of the way or just being a shemale. I
told him I had just started taking hormones and would have to live as a
woman for a year before I could even consider sexual reassignment surgery.
John told me that either way he wanted me in his life.
A month later I moved in with John and transferred Danny's business to
Lori. I had gotten my name legally changed and was able to get a driver's
license in Lori's name and a credit card. When I moved from Lisa and Greg's
all of Danny's clothes went to charity. Whatever John and I decided I was
going to do after my year was up I was sure that it didn't include any of
Danny's clothes.
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