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The Single Life: Self Exploration
By RogerGirl
I wake up groggily and roll out of bed. The clock says it is 2:30 in the
afternoon. I have to admit it has been a long time since I've been able
to sleep so long. I lock the door and go to the bathroom to remove my
prosthetic using the instructions my parents had given me. It's been a
while since I've been completely alone in the apartment, and I think I've
earned myself a little me time. I can't tell you how good it feels
watching my dick pop free from its prison.
I get undressed and remove my makeup before starting a bath. Yeah, I
know baths are kind of girly, but I used to love taking them as a kid.
Then suddenly I became an adult and it became weird for guys to take
baths. Well, right now I'm a chick so I'm going to take a bath.
Once the tub is full, I pour in the bubbles before slowly stepping into
the tub. It's been a long time since I've had sex and I don't anticipate
having sex any time for the rest of this year. Of course that doesn't
mean I can't pleasure myself. I close my eyes and begin stroking my
penis with one hand while touching my soft skin and massaging my breasts
with the other. The feeling of having long fingernails makes it almost
feel as though a chick is jerking me off.
In my mind I imagine myself as Clayton in a foursome with Chloe,
Courtney, and Chelsea in the steam room. Chelsea begins to suck me off
as I watch Chloe and Courtney make out in front of me. It doesn't take
long for me to cum as I imagine Courtney sucking on Chloe's nipple.
Unfortunately, the sound of the doorbell jolts me back to reality. Shit.
I forgot Courtney was coming over today so we could ready for our double
date together. I get out of the tub and quickly dry myself off. I grab
my prosthetic and watch as it fuses back to my body. I guess I'll have
to continue this some other time. For now I'll have to keep everything
in place or risk Courtney discovering my secret. I put on my robe and
hurry to the door.
"Sorry, I was taking a bath," I say as I let her in, "I'd forgotten you
were coming at 3."
"Oh, don't let me interrupt," she replies, "I'll just wait in the living
room until you're ready."
"Thanks," I say, "Would you mind giving my cat some food and water while
I'm in here?"
"No problem," she says, "I love cats."
I go back to my bedroom and lock the door. I get back in the tub again
and close my eyes. I know I can't take off the prosthetic because
Courtney is right outside the door, but that doesn't mean I can't put
these extra features of my new anatomy to use. You see, this isn't a
basic prosthetic. It is a highly functional prototype that fuses and
blends to your body and reacts to touch and stimulation. It isn't yet on
the market, but since my family owns the company that made it, they were
able to procure one for me.
While the company also makes realistic breasts, they didn't trust me to
remain as Caitlyn if I had the opportunity to remove my breasts as well.
They were right. If I could remove these things, Caitlyn would have
disappeared a long time ago. Instead I'm stuck with these implants 24/7.
Strangely, they no longer feel foreign to me as they once did.
Reluctantly, I've come to accept them as part of my own body. Enough
about that though, it's time to get back to my bath.
I close my eyes once again as I gently slide my finger into the
prosthetic. I instantly begin to tremble in reaction to the touch. This
time my fantasy is a little different. Instead of picturing myself as
Clayton, I decide to play this one out as Caitlyn. In my fantasy I am
lying in the bath pleasuring myself when the door suddenly opens. I turn
to see Courtney walk toward me wrapped only in a towel.
"You naughty girl," she says as her towel falls to the floor. "Aren't you
going to invite me in?"
I watch as she gets in the tub and soon she is between my legs. We begin
to make out and I begin to moan as she kisses my neck and shoulders as
her finger slips into my vagina. Unfortunately, I snap back to reality
as the real Courtney knocks on the door.
"What are you doing in there?" she calls out. "It's almost 4."
Wow, I can't believe I've been in here for almost an hour. I call out to
tell her I'm almost done and get out of the tub. As I dry myself off, I
drain the tub and stand in a daze as I think about my first female
orgasm. As good as sex is as a guy, lesbian sex must be even more
awesome. I know I would never try to force Courtney into doing anything,
but if she ever came onto me I definitely wouldn't say no.
Looking down, I notice how wrinkly my body got from staying in the tub so
long. I finish drying off and wrap myself in a towel as I go to the
dresser to put on my underwear. After putting on my bra and thong, I put
on a robe and unlock the door.
"It's about time," Courtney says as she walks in carrying her dress and
shoes. "I hope you're wearing your new dress tonight."
"I don't know," I say. "It might give Ryan the wrong impression. I was
thinking I'd wear something less revealing tonight."
"Fine by me, but if I had a body like yours I'd want to show it off as
often as possible," she replies.
It's true. Although Courtney is really hot, her figure is what you would
describe as boyish. Just as some guys, like me, are cursed with wider
hips and thinner waists, some girls are cursed to go through life without
curves and smaller breasts. Having seen her high school pictures on
Facebook, it was clear that she was a late bloomer.
As a young teenager she was tall and lanky and looked almost like a boy.
It wasn't until she reached her late teens that she began to develop and
begin her modeling career. Even now with her athletic build and strong
facial features, she is somewhat androgynous in appearance and has at
times modeled male clothing. I'm kind of embarrassed to admit this, but
she is kind of hot as a guy.
As I dry my hair, Courtney goes to the bathroom to take a quick shower.
I try not to fantasize about the two of us showering together in fear of
her walking out and catching me. Instead, I go to my closet to pick out
an outfit for my date. As I go through the hangers, I recognize certain
outfits that I have worn in the past for womanless pageants and
crossdress days. There are also costumes from female roles I played in
an all-male theater group my parents signed me up for and a few Halloween
costumes. With the number of times they had me dress up as a girl, I
can't believe I didn't figure out their plan sooner.
Suddenly I spot a knee-length dress that looks perfect for my date. It
is cute, but not so revealing that I will have to worry about guys
staring at my breasts the entire night. I put on the dress with a pair
of black stockings and a pair of four-inch heels.
"Oh, that's cute too," Courtney says as she comes out of the bathroom
wrapped in a towel.
"Thanks," I reply as I watch her drop her towel and put on her underwear.
To avoid staring, I go to the bathroom to do my hair and makeup. I've
gotten pretty good at makeup and I hate to admit it, but I feel naked
without it. I try not to over do it with the makeup, but I like to have
a little on whenever I go out. It isn't because I want to look pretty;
the reason is because it helps with my disguise. Over the years I've
come to notice how different a woman can look when she isn't wearing
makeup. Despite the breast implants and change in hair color, I'm still
afraid of getting caught and someone recognizing me as Clayton. With the
makeup, I look like a completely different person.
When I come back out, Courtney is dressed in a shorter dress than I am
and is sitting on my bed doing her makeup. Normally Courtney is taller
than me, but since she is barefoot and I am in four-inch heels we are
about the same size. When she finishes her makeup, she gets up and goes
to the bathroom to do her hair.
As she finishes getting ready, I add a few pieces of jewelry and some
perfume to complete my look for the night. Finally, I select a purse and
pack it with everything I might need for the night. Soon, Courtney has
finished and now towers over me once again in her heels.
The two of us go out to her car and drive back to her apartment where Tom
and Ryan are waiting for us. The guys compliment us on our looks, but I
notice something different about Ryan than the other guys I've been set
up with. Unlike the other guys who were all over me from the moment they
saw me, Ryan appears slightly awkward and nervous. As we drive together
to the restaurant, he sits somewhat quietly next to me in the back seat.
It isn't until I bring up Game of Thrones that he suddenly becomes
sociable.
"So this season," he says. "I get to share some more scenes with
Daenerys. I know it sounds kind of weird to admit this since I work with
her, but I have a huge crush on her."
"She is very pretty," I reply trying not to sound like I am into her too.
"Oh, hey," he says perking up. "Do you watch Arrow?"
"Yes, I love Arrow," I respond.
"I'm going to be in an episode this season," he says. "I can't say who
I'm playing, but he's a pretty awesome character."
The conversation continues on like this all the way to the restaurant. I
admit I am feeling more comfortable around him and he appears to be
feeling more comfortable around me. He is also a big sports fan and we
are even fans of some of the same teams. I know I'm not interested in
being anyone's girlfriend, but I wouldn't mind having Ryan around as a
friend. After all, there is only so much girl talk I can take.
Throughout dinner, we continue talking about movies, sports, and TV
shows. At one point, Tom and Courtney excuse themselves to go to the
bar. They say it is to give us a little privacy, but I know it is
because they are bored with our conversation.
"Are you sure you're really a girl?" Ryan asks at one point catching me
by surprise. "I wish I knew more girls like you back in high school.
Maybe then I would have had a girlfriend."
I laugh realizing that his question wasn't because he had discovered my
secret. It turns out that despite his being an actor, Ryan is very shy
around women. He even reveals to me that he's never had a serious
girlfriend and that he was a virgin until his early twenties. I guess I
may not need the eye drops tonight.
"So I have tickets to next Friday's game," he says as the evening winds
down. "They aren't floor seats, but they are still pretty close to the
court. I was wondering if maybe you'd like to go with me. Don't worry
it's not a date, unless you want it to be, but there's no pressure or
anything."
"Sounds cool," I say putting him out of his misery.
He smiles and I can see him breath a sigh of relief. I have no intention
of leading him on, but as long as he doesn't see this as anything more
than a friendship, I won't mind spending more time with him. Maybe he
can even get me on the set of Arrow. I kind of have a thing for Katie
Cassidy. I guess you can say she's my girl crush. Although, if I'm
being honest, I probably have a lot more girl crushes than most girls.
Not long after this, we are back at Tom and Courtney's and the four of us
are sitting around talking. We are all drinking a bottle of wine and are
all a little tipsy. All of a sudden, Courtney, who is sitting next to
me, laughs too hard and our wine glasses crash together spilling wine on
both of us. Luckily it is a white wine so it won't leave a stain on my
dress.
"Oh, I'm so sorry," Courtney says. "Let me see if I have something you
can wear while your dress dries."
I follow her to her bedroom and she searches through her closet while I
take off my dress. Being different heights and body types, it takes her
some time to find something that fits me.
"So what do you think of Ryan?" she asks. "I notice you didn't use the
eye drop trick tonight."
"I actually had a lot of fun," I reply as Courtney tosses me something to
wear. "I don't know if I see us as a couple, but I really enjoyed talking
to him. He invited me to the game on Friday."
"So I guess this means you aren't going to the lesbian side yet," she
says jokingly, "If you are let me know before I get undressed in front of
you. You know I think you're pretty, just not in that way."
"You have nothing to worry about," I lie as we both laugh and continue
changing.
We finish changing and exit the bedroom. The outfit I'm wearing fits
awkwardly on me, but I suppose it's better than walking around in front
of Tom and Ryan in my underwear. I rejoin Ryan the guys on the couch
while Courtney goes to the kitchen to open another bottle of wine.
Soon the night winds down and Courtney is too drunk to drive me home.
Ryan offers me a ride, but I'm not yet ready for him to find out where I
live so I decline the offer. Ryan says his goodbyes and Tom makes up the
sofa bed for me to sleep on for the night. Before going to bed, I call
my parents and ask them if they could babysit Emily for a few extra hours
tomorrow since I am spending the night at Courtney's. They are more than
happy to oblige and look forward to spending the extra time with her. As
for the cat, Courtney gave her plenty of food and water before we left,
so she should be fine until I get back.
After talking to my parents and Emily for a little while, I change into a
large oversized t-shirt and settle under the covers. I wish I were home
so that I could have a little more private time and explore this vagina
further. Unfortunately, all of that will have to wait, as tomorrow I
have to get back to my busy schedule.
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