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Why I want to be female
This is not so much as a story as a personal description of how and why I
want to be female. I had not read anything similar so I hope, in some
small way, that what I write here resonates with you.
When I was young I have no recollection of ever wondering about or
desiring to become female. For me, this desire sprang forth from a
serious of events when I was in grade 8. I lived in a small town with a
single claim to fame. Fifty years ago the town sports team had won a
world championship. If you've ever seen the movies of a one win town,
this is just like it.
Not playing their sport, however, was about the worst thing anyone could
ever do. It was a slap in the face of the people and its populace. For
me, and many others like me that did not play, we became targets of
abuse. It was a regular occurrence to be targeted for bullying. Somewhere
during the school day roaming gangs of sport players would choose who
from their gang would fight, and who they intended to beat up.
Unfortunately that person, many times, and many days, was me.
Some people would say, you just need to fight once and then they would
leave you alone. Not here, not in this town. If you fought and won, they
would simply throw someone else at you until you lost. It was about this
time that I discovered my own ability to find stress relief. Yes, you
know what that was. I did it a lot. How I discovered it was another
story.
One day I was digging through some boxes. My parents were away, and I
came across a box of nightgowns. Why my parents had them, I will never
know. But when I touched them I instantly became enthralled by their
feel. Silky and smooth, they felt so good against the skin. So much so I
stripped down and slipped on one. I was so excited, first because I knew
I should not be doing that, but second by the pure exhilaration of how it
felt. I fantasized at that moment what it must be like to be female, to
be able to wear such beautiful things. My excitement built to a point
where I had my first orgasm. I can tell you I was scared out of my mind.
I had soiled this sexy garment, my parents would find out, they would
think I'm deranged, and ship me off somewhere. I cleaned up everything as
best I could, put everything away, and wondered what kind of punishment
awaited me. Luckily, none came. I was so drawn to the feel of the
nightgown whenever I could I began trying on women's intimates and
clothes, despite my fear.
I began to look at women differently. Don't get me wrong, I know that
being female also has its problems and that life is not always rosy for
them either, but here are the reasons I think being a female would be so
incredible.
Women are exquisite beings. They are beautiful beyond compare. There is
something about their shape that holds my eye. They have so much more
ability to be free with their emotions and to show vulnerability. They
can be much more creative with their clothing. They generally interact
better with others, fight less, and it is OK for them to hold hands with
each other. They get to wear beautiful things and it is ok for them to
express their feelings.
Being smaller, they fit better on airplanes (its just not fun being over
6 feet on an airplane). They can more easily ask for help. They receive
better treatment, especially if they are pretty. They are not expected to
be physically strong, yet they can be. They always seem to smell nice.
When they smile, they light up the world.
They put emotion first rather than logic. In general, they are smarter
than men. There is something miraculous about being able to grow a life
within you. They love deeper and have more and better friendships,
friendships based upon things other than sports. They are less crude,
more caring, and empathetic.
Let's not forget their ability to have multiple orgasms.
And so, I dream of being all these things. I love my wife, and try to be
the best man I can be. I know my desires are fruitless. Yet still, I
dream.
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