I tossed and turned all night, finally falling asleep in the early
morning hours. I was jolted awake about 7 AM, having been in a wild
nightmare where I was being chased, naked down a narrow alley. I briefly
tried to fall back asleep, but I gave up, realizing I was too anxious. I
had worn my original nightgown and a small thong to bed. I figured no
one else would be up, so I quietly made my way to the kitchen to make
some coffee. I had more or less tiptoed down the hall, so my heels
wouldn't make any noise. I had to shake my head at myself. I had become
so indoctrinated into my feminine ways that it was difficult for me to
give up wearing heels, even when it didn't really matter. I shut my eyes
as I stood in front of the coffee maker, inhaling the intoxicating aroma
of the fresh brew. Lost in my thoughts of what might happen later that
day, I didn't hear Tom until he was no more than a foot behind me.
"Fresh coffee smells great doesn't it? It will wake me up, every time.
You have some for me?"
As he asked the last question, he stepped closer, putting his hands on
my bare ass cheeks that were not covered by my nightgown. Spreading them
apart, I could feel the strength in his hands. His actions had awakened
me completely, my heart now racing at this surprising turn of events. I
glanced over my shoulder at him. He stood there wearing only the thin
pajama bottoms but no top. With my ass cheeks wide open he pressed his
groin against me. I felt his cock immediately, warm, hard, even pulsing.
He wiggled his body so its hard form, pointing upward was wedged between
my cheeks. He felt huge back there and I was way uncomfortable, so I
tried to move to the side. He reacted quicker than me, however, placing
his hands on my waist to hold me in place.
"I've enjoyed having you around this week, probably more than you know.
Annette really acts like a slut when she sees you flashing me. She's
given me some of the best sex in a long time. But a man can't help but
want a taste of something new. Especially something hot, forbidden and
in your case unique. You remember that feeling? It can make you do crazy
things. I know you're family and all, but it's not like we're blood
relatives. Besides I'm pretty sure you can't get pregnant."
Tom leaned forward and started kissing my shoulder, moving up my neck
toward my ear. His actions brought goose bumps on my skin and I was
getting scared and nervous. I hated the feel of his cock on my ass.
Again, I tried to move but he squeezed me tighter.
"I don't expect we can fuck right now, but I would love to check out
your new boobs. They look great. I bet they feel and taste even better."
Pulling back, he forced me to turn, rotating me so my back was pinned
against the counter. I glanced down and saw his cock still hard, bobbing
against his pajamas. He pressed forward so he used his body weight and
his cock to keep me still. Sliding his hands upward from my waist, he
gathered my nightgown in them, gradually exposing first my belly and
then my bare breasts. He moved my gown upward until he held it
completely above my breasts, his hands now holding me at my arm pits.
The coolness of the kitchen accentuated by my fear, caused my nipples to
harden, so they stuck out an inch or so. He moaned as he bent down and
took my nipple in his mouth. He bit it lightly, ran his tongue over it
and then sucked it and part of my breast into his mouth. Again the
contrast between the cool air and his warm mouth caused me to startle. I
wanted him to stop, to leave me alone and considered screaming. Instead
I tried to push him back.
"Tom, stop it. What would Annette say if she saw you? Plus, Dani
wouldn't like it either. This isn't right."
He looked up at me and grinned. Ignoring my pleas, he move to my other
breast and repeated the process. After a minute or so, he straightened
up and moved his hands to fondle my breast, alternating lightly
squeezing them and rolling my hard nipples between his fingers. As he
did so he looked at me with his sick grin. The whole time his cock was
pressed against me. Finally, he seemed to come to his senses and he
moved his body away, but glanced down at me. Seeing something he
chuckled.
"Annette was right. You love this stuff. Your panties are wet and that
little cock of yours is hardly stiff at all. She told me Dan was
training you to come like a girl. I guess she's right about you being
born to be a woman. Tell you what, if you don't tell my wife about this,
I won't tell your husband that you creamed your panties."
He laughed at that, as he released me to sit at the table. Still
grinning, he motioned at the coffee pot.
"Looks like it's ready. I like mine black."
I was humiliated, and didn't know what to do. So, I turned away from
him, pulled my gown down to cover my breasts, although my rock-hard
nipples were still poking out. I picked up his cup, filled it with
coffee, and turned toward him again. I desperately wanted to fling the
hot liquid all over him. To burn him with it, the way his touch burned
my skin, but I didn't. I knew I wasn't that brave, or that thoughtless
about Annette. Like my tryst with her the other day, this would just
have to remain a secret. I placed the coffee on the table and pivoted to
pour my cup. I added the sugar and cr?me. I had wanted coffee to clear
the cobwebs from my head so I could think clearer about today. But Tom's
actions had already done that. I had a feeling this wouldn't be the last
time a man tried to have his way with me. I had just taken the first
sip, when I heard footsteps. Annette walked into the room, headed toward
me. I wanted to tell her what happened, to have her hold me and defend
me against her husband. But I was also embarrassed and worried that I
somehow had encouraged Tom's actions. So once again, I did nothing. I
felt trapped and had lost my will to fight back. I felt like my life was
going to be over today anyway, so what did it really matter. I looked at
her and asked if she wanted a cup, now hoping she hadn't seen any of my
interaction with Tom. She moved next to me, wrapped an arm around me,
and smiled.
"Thanks honey. Guess you couldn't sleep, huh? I can understand you being
excited about today. Dan will be so pleased with you. I'm just glad you
came to me so I could help with this."
I smiled back, but inside I felt empty. Everyone seemed to think I was
excited about being a woman. But I saw it as leaving my real life behind
and living a lie. But I guess it was too late now. So we sat at the
table together. Tom kept looking at me, leering almost. Annette gave me
glances, showing support and treating me like a sister. My mind spun, as
I realized this was going to be the rest of my life. Finally, Annette
asked if we wanted eggs. Life went on as if this was just another day.
After breakfast, I offered to clean up and then went back to my room. It
was still about six hours until the reunion, so I decided to take a
shower and wash my hair. I took the opportunity to closely shave my face
and trim up a few loose hairs around my cock. It was difficult for me to
look at it now. It seemed so out of place with the rest of my body and
honestly, I felt betrayed by how it reacted lately. I would never have
imagined being able to come without it getting hard. Now it seemed
almost automatic and I had to really fondle it to get it fully engorged.
It was just one more thing about my new life that puzzled and frustrated
me. After my shower, I rolled my hair the way Annette had shown me so I
could get my curly hairdo. By then, my lack of sleep caught up with me
and thankfully I fell asleep on the bed. It was a good three hours
before I woke again. This time I felt refreshed. Surprisingly, I had
lost the gloomy feeling that had enveloped me that morning. Even looking
back at Tom's actions, I was able to feel better about them because in a
way it signaled how convincing my appearance as a woman was becoming. He
was attracted to me even knowing I was technically still a man. Maybe my
life wasn't ruined after all. I mean Dani loved me and would probably be
so excited when she saw the new me at the reunion that maybe I could
convince her to have sex like the old days, me fucking her. Who knows?
With this encouraging thought, I started getting ready.
I put on the new light green bra and panty. Fitting the panty around my
waist so that the lace trim on the thong gave just the right look to my
ass cheeks sent a wave of pride through me. The same thing when I hooked
my bra. I had to admit my breasts were lovely and not many men or even
women would not find them attractive. Sitting down on the floor by the
full-length windows, I began applying my makeup using the natural light
streaming in from outside. Annette and I had tried various looks for me
over the past few days and I knew just how I wanted to be. Even though
it was a casual event, we agreed that using more makeup, sort of an
evening look, would be best. So I applied full foundation, concealer,
and blush to contour my cheeks and face. I used a brow powder and sealer
to get the full arch that my shaped brows could provide. I used lots of
eyeliner, shadow and my new false lashes to make my blue eyes standout.
Layering mascara on top of my false lashes, gave me a very sultry look.
I finished by using lip liner and shiny lipstick in a rich maroon color.
The contrast between my light skin and the colorful eyes and lips gave
me a very feminine appearance. With my face done, it was now a little
more than an hour before we were to leave. I hadn't dressed completely
yet, as Annette had put my sports outfit in her closet soon after my
surgery. I went ahead and pulled on my stockings, reaching just above my
knees. The clip-on bows gave a whimsical, yet sexy look. I buckled on my
platform shoes. I still wasn't sure they were right for a bowling party,
but I guess Annette was right in that it was mostly the men who would be
participating.
I checked my hair and it was dry. Removing each roller, the curled hair
bounced down as it was released. Each one I removed gave me more and
more curls. With the rollers all out, I shook my head to loosen the
curls a little. Next to my implants, getting my hair cut and styled this
way was the biggest commitment I had made to being a girl. I had hated
wearing a wig. It was hot, was tight on my head and I always had a
headache at the end of the day. But once I removed it, I could go back
to being Hank easily. Not now. The bangs, angled cut, highlights, and of
course all the bouncy curls were all feminine. Other than getting a buzz
cut, I couldn't avoid the overly feminine look my hair gave me. But
today, I was glad I had it. Along with my extensive makeup, it would
make my debut as Hanna as convincing as I could be. As I had gotten
ready, I decided to just be positive today. If down the road, I reversed
my breast surgery, I would explain it then. But pouting and being
depressed about my new life wouldn't change anything. So I covered my
curls with lots of hairspray. I wanted them to be bouncy, pert, and
sexy, not wilted, stringy, and loose.
With my face, hair, and lingerie complete, I went to finish my look. I
picked up the box with the diamond jewelry my new sisters had gotten for
me. They had started this process of shifting me fully to a feminine
persona with these accessories, so I was going to use them all. I
carefully switched out the stud earrings, putting in a dangle style and
diamond solitaire in each ear. Next was the necklace, bracelets, and
anklet. I slipped the big diamond ring on the ring finger of my right
hand and again being very careful, switched out the plain navel ring for
the glittery, dangle that filled my bellybutton. I glanced in the
mirror. The shiny, glittery jewels spread about my body seem to reflect
light wherever I turned. I could see how these would draw even more
attention to my looks, as if I needed that. I now was dressed except for
the matching skirt and top. Slipping on my robe, I went to Annette's
room to see how the whole outfit looked.
Tom was already in the living room. Annette was touching up her makeup.
Seeing her outfit made me shudder a second. She had a cute peplum top,
capris and flat leather sandals. She was very casual in appearance. I
knew I was dressed as opposite of that as possible. Hearing me enter the
room, she stood up and knew what I wanted. Going to her closet, she
brought out the skirt and top combo, laying them on her bed. I was a bit
eager to see how my whole outfit looked, being concerned now that I was
dressed inappropriately for the reunion. I picked up the top and
carefully pulled it on over my head, making sure I didn't get makeup on
it. I could tell it was fitting tightly, as I had to pull it down over
my large bust. I was pleased to see that the neckline didn't reveal my
bra, although the lace on the cups was right at the edge of the trim.
The way the bra uplifted my breasts gave me fantastic cleavage and a
very sexy look. The fabric was a clingy nylon that molded around my
breasts, fitting so tight that in profile it looked like the top was
painted on. When I tried it on at the store, the top extended past my
navel, but with my new larger breasts, it only came down to the top of
my bellybutton. I looked in the mirror, and it seemed okay, especially
since I now had a lovely piece of jewelry for my pierced navel. It
wasn't a look I would have chosen for myself initially, but I could live
with it now. Turning away from the mirror, I picked up the skirt off the
bed. I unzipped the back and stepped into it. Immediately, I noticed
that the panty which had been sewn into it, had been carefully cut out.
I went ahead and adjusted the skirt on my hips, zipped up the back, and
centered the pleats in front. Glancing down I could see it was very
short. I stepped to the wall mirror and it seemed okay from the front.
Short, but okay. I swiveled so I could look over my shoulder to see how
it was in the back. Again, fine. I had to admit the look with my
stockings stopping just above my knees, leaving a gap of bare skin below
my skirt was a very cute, but maybe too sexy for the event. As I looked
I bent forward a bit, and realized that with any movement, my bare ass
cheeks would peek out from under the skirt. It was obviously designed to
be short, but the built-in panty was supposed to provide some coverage.
I wasn't sure this would work at all and looked over at Annette who had
been watching me get dressed.
"Annette, you cut out the attached panty for this skirt, why? It's so
short I can't move without flashing my butt! I expected it to be tighter
up top, but your change makes it unwearable. I've got to find something
else now."
"Oh don't be silly Hanna. You look wonderful. So sexy, yet cute. I love
the way your knee stockings look with that short skirt. I'm sure the
guys will love it too. I just thought that the attached panty was far
too staid for the rest of your outfit; it looked like a diaper it was so
thick. It was only there so the wearer could play tennis or run. So
really, it wasn't necessary any more. I assumed your new bust size would
be really emphasized now, and it is. I mean, it looks like you can see
every inch of your lovely new boobs. So it makes more sense that your
skirt is short and tight too. It's not like you're naked down there.
Your panty covers everything and is pretty on its own right. So what if
you're showing off a little, that's a girl's prerogative. Do a spin for
me and let me see how much shows."
Her arguments didn't persuade me, but I did a little spin so she could
see. Out of the corner of my eye, I could tell that because the skirt
was tight, only the bottom half of each butt cheek was visible. I bent
over from the waist and about the same amount of skin was visible. I
shook my head, but didn't know what else to do. None of my other outfits
I had at her house would be better suited for a casual event, unless it
was my romper. Even that showed as much leg and breast in its own way as
this outfit. So I felt trapped. I looked over at Annette again, wishing
I could wear something more casual like her. It seemed so unfair. I was
so new at dressing like a woman, and all my friends and Dani seemed to
want me to dress like I was an experienced female. Going to the reunion
was stressful enough on its own, but because of my outfit, I was going
to have to be careful how I walked, sat, and moved at all times. Just
moving in front of the mirror was causing my stockings to stretch. I
could tell I would have to be pulling them up constantly. I knew how
that would look to a guy; it wasn't like adjusting your socks. Something
about stockings invariably looked sexy to guys. If you pulled them up,
smoothed them, or adjusted them at all, it made men think you were
putting on a show.
"Doesn't that show too much? Isn't this a family thing? I mean if kids
are going to be there, I don't want to go looking this. Everything is
short or tight; I feel like a stripper. It's bad enough to be stared at
by men, but kids looking would make it too weird. Maybe I could just
borrow some capris or shorts from you?"
"You look terrific, just relax. There reunion is primarily for people
who lived in the neighborhood, so kids won't be coming. Many people
don't even bring their spouses unless they are local. I mean if I still
looked as hot as you, I'd be showing more too. Trouble is, my hips are
too big and I'm too small up top. Plus, if I know Tom, he'll be looking
all night, so I'll just wait and reap my rewards later, you know? Now
get your stuff together, any makeup you need for touchups, a brush, your
perfume, and wallet. I've got the perfect little purse that will look
great with those shoes. I'll be done in a second, it's almost time to
go."
I could tell this was going to be a horrible day. The only good thing
would be seeing Dani again and going home at the end of the day. I told
myself I could survive this nightmare if I just focused on how happy she
would be at how I looked and how willing I was to try to please her. If
I thought about how radical my life might change as a result of this
party I would have freaked out. I just closed my eyes and took a few
deep breaths. Gathering my makeup and things took my mind off my
anxiety, unless I focused again on how different my life was now. Before
the only thing I thought about at a party was whether Dani would agree
to be the designated driver, so I could have more than one beer. But not
tonight. Once I had my stuff in Annette's purse, which did go great with
my outfit, I also packed my suitcase. I wanted to be ready to go home
with Dani, straight from the reunion. Being sexy for Tom and Annette,
had also ramped up my own sexual desires and I missed being with my
wife, or husband, whatever I should call her now.
I brought my stuff out to the living room, which got Tom up to his feet.
I could see him look me over, and it felt like my skin was on fire,
being so exposed. But he didn't say anything other than to offer to put
my suitcase in the car, which he did. Annette came down from the bedroom
shortly and we were on our way. My pulse was racing as we drove to the
bowling alley. I kept rehearsing what to say to people who knew me as
Hank. I also pictured Dani's reaction to my new look. I wondered if she
would noticed my increased bust. If she would be happy with my new
hairdo. If she would think I went overboard with my outfit. Whether
wearing all the flashy jewelry was too much or not. These questions help
distract me from the pounding in my chest and the lightheadedness that
was washing over me. My nerves were a wreck. I knew I would need a drink
as soon as we got there. Pulling into the parking lot, I could see it
was full. We were about 20 minutes later than when Annette said it was
supposed to start. A quick glance and I spotted our car, which meant
Dani was here. Inwardly I prayed that maybe my co-workers and neighbors
had decided to skip the reunion. Hopefully, they didn't like to bowl or
had something else planned. In any case, it was time to reunite with
Dani.
I followed Tom and Annette into the building. The noise was loud, as
conversations were going on everywhere. The background music was from
the eighties and nineties, I guess being appropriate to when most
everyone lived in the neighborhood. I looked around quickly, almost
panicked as I searched for Dani. Then I caught sight of her. She was
talking to two guys, who I didn't recognize. What floored me immediately
was how she was dressed. She was wearing a cute, flowery shift, a pair
of low heels, and light black hose. Her makeup was done, although only
lightly, and she had styled her hair. It was like she had moved back
towards the look we had when we first met. I was so surprised she had
returned to a dress, as she seemed convinced that pants were her
preference once she had me feminized. Her appearance froze me and I
couldn't decide to go over to the group or stay near the entrance.
Annette and Tom had spotted her Aunt and headed toward Carol, leaving me
alone. Just as I was seriously thinking of running back out the front
door, Dani saw me. Her face shifted from a friendly tone to one of
shock. She rapidly excused herself from the two guys and came toward me.
She was glancing around nervously as she made her way to me. When she
got to me, she turned me slightly sideways, and we stepped behind a
pillar located to the side of the entrance.
"Hank, what are you doing here? And why are you dressed like Hanna?
Don't you know people from our neighborhood and your company will be
here? Is this why you've been gone from home, to make a statement about
your condition?"
As she spoke she looked me over. I could tell she was bewildered by my
transformation, although I wasn't sure she noticed all of my changes. I
was so stunned by her reaction, I hardly knew what to say. After letting
her questions hang in the air a few seconds, I blurted out a response.
"I thought this is what you wanted. Annette and Cindy told me you'd be
thrilled. They convinced me I should go all out to be Hanna. I was sure
you'd be pleased. I understood there would be people that knew me, but I
was convinced it was what you wanted. Should I leave? Is it too late?"
Again, the questions went unanswered for a second. Dani was obviously
checking me out further and considering everything as fast as she could.
Finally, a small smile appeared on her face. She pulled me in for a hug
and then moved back a step.
"I should have guessed that Annette was up to something. She's got a
reputation for stirring the pot. Plus I'm sure she put you in
compromising positions with Tom so she'd reap the benefits. I must admit
you look cute, very cute. I love your hair. It suits your face
perfectly. I see you did some piercings too. I guess if you're going to
go all out, it makes sense. Your whole look is very sexy, but in a sweet
girl-next-door way. Did you do your own makeup? Plus what happened to
your skirt? The panty is gone. I mean you're going to catch a lot of
attention if we stay. But it seems like more has changed. Are you
wearing some sort of super padded bra? You look much larger."
I couldn't contain it any longer, and began to blush. I also sensed that
I had made a huge mistake in allowing Annette to push me down this path,
but I felt so trapped now. I looked up at Dani, unable to answer from my
shame and humiliation.
"That looks like more than padding though. Did you do something to your
chest?"
I couldn't look her in the eyes, so I glanced down at the floor as I
spoke.
"Yes, I went for surgery. I thought I was going to get my breasts
reduced. But through a horrible mix-up, the doctor took my request to
make me look like I did when I was younger to mean I wanted fuller,
larger, more balanced breasts. I didn't know what to do when I came out
of recovery. Annette told me you'd love it and persuaded me that I
couldn't go back now. That's when we did my hair, nails, and got the
piercings. I have been doing my own makeup and styled my hair too. I
know I'm not the man you married anymore and I can't believe how I got
to this point. It wasn't what I meant to happen. It just seemed that you
liked me so much this way, that you preferred Hanna to Hank. Pleasing
you has become the most important thing in my life, so I swallowed my
pride and did as Annette suggested. She said I might as well go to this
reunion and quit hiding our new life. Dan, I'm so sorry I messed
everything up."
Tears started to well up in my eyes and my whole body began to tremble.
I was afraid I had totally ruined not only my marriage but my life.
Seeing my reaction, Dani wrapped her arms around me and hugged me
tightly. As she held me, she whispered in my ear.
"Hanna, you haven't messed everything up. We will be fine. In fact,
you've shown more courage than I ever expected. I was stunned about your
condition and haven't known how to handle it. As we dealt with
everything, I found out more about myself than you. I do like you as
Hanna more than Hank. I like being in charge. I like the way our sex
life has turned. I find your new look so sexy, it's driving me wild. I
can't wait to see you naked. But I also like being a girl too, being
Dani. For a while, it was nice just being a slob and not caring how I
looked, being just one of the guys, being Dan. At first I thought if you
looked like a woman, I needed to look and act like a man. But I realized
when you were at Annette's that I wanted to be somewhere in between the
girly-girl image I had been hiding behind and the macho front I was
trying out. But my look doesn't mean I don't want you to look like this.
I mean, wow, you are so sexy looking. So, I guess what I'm saying is
maybe Annette was right, even if her reasons were wrong. Now that you've
taken these steps, it makes it impossible to go back. Even if you cut
your hair, removed your piercings, removed all the polish and makeup,
you couldn't hide your breasts. I'm just so glad you gave the wrong
signals to that doctor, because I would have been devastated if you
fixed your condition that way. I love having a sexy partner, who is I
guess my wife and I want you to stay that way. By the way, call me Dani
again, okay? I guess I want to be who I really am too."
She moved to kiss me and slid her hand down to cup my ass cheek. I could
feel a twinge of sexual excitement sweep through me, causing my cock to
twitch in my panties. Dani lightly ran her left hand over my right boob,
feeling for herself the newer, larger curve. As she caressed my body,
she plunged her tongue into my mouth, asserting her dominance and
control. Finally she broke our kiss and released me.
"I guess we might as well go in and meet everyone. I can't wait to
introduce Hanna, my wife. I feel so liberated right now. It's just seems
right to quit hiding how we feel and what we are. If people can't adjust
to the new you, or the new me, or our suddenly lesbian-like life, then
we don't need them anyway. But be ready. With the way you look, you're
going to get a lot of attention. I'm just going to have to put you on my
bowling team, because every guy here is going to be watching you as you
bend over to roll the ball down the lane."
"What? Annette said only the guys did bowling. I'd never agreed to wear
this outfit, if I knew that. I'm mad enough she cut out the attached
panty. I feel too exposed as it is."
"That girl has more tricks than you could imagine. She's suckered you
again. But what the heck, a little ass cheek might get our opponents
distracted. Besides, I've worn those types of skirts and the panty
usually winds up wedged in your ass anyway or it's so puffy that it
looks more like a diaper. At least this way you've got on pretty one
underneath. But more importantly, we need to get out in front of this
situation. I'll feel better if we go talk to Sandy and your bosses,
rather than have them see us unexpectedly. We can set the tone if we do
it right. Finally, I'm pretty proud of how you look and how sexy you
are. I'd like to do a little showing off. But before we go, let's fix
you up. Here's a tissue, you need to dab the tears from your eyes or
they'll ruin your mascara. Also you need to touch up your lipstick, I
rubbed some off when we kissed."
Her words made me feel better about my new look, but I was still mad at
Annette and scared overall. I did as she suggested, taking a compact
from my purse and using its mirror to fix my makeup. When I was done,
Dani took me by the hand and we headed into the room to mingle. We must
have made a strange site, in this neighborhood reunion crowd of casually
dressed suburbanites. The first person Dani wanted to talk to was our
neighbor, Sandy We knew her casually and she had always been friendly
and nice. I especially wanted to gauge her reaction because if she had
problems, then everyone else could be trouble. It only took us a few
moments to locate her, but as we walked by we got lots of stares. I
tried to tell myself it was because we were two women holding hands, but
I also felt like I was walking around half-naked. This much exposure was
something I never experienced as a man and I knew my outfit had to be
causing a lot of talk. When we spotted her, she was getting a beer from
the bar and we came up behind her.
"Howdy neighbor. I hoped you'd be here."
Sandy heard Dani's voice and turned to greet us.
"Hello Dani. Did Hank come...?"
A look of puzzlement washed over her face as she saw me. A quick look up
and down and seeing Dani hold my hand, really had her off stride. But it
took just a moment for her to smile in a friendly way. I wasn't sure if
she recognized me as Hank or not.
"Sandy, this is Hanna. Did Jack come with you today?"
"No, he usually skips these reunions, as he doesn't know anyone and the
chatter always focuses on things we did in the past. Truthfully, he
spent most of the day playing golf and I'm sure he's at the bar getting
drunk with his buddies now. Hello Hanna, nice to finally meet you. I've
got to be honest, I wondered if something was up with you two. I mean, I
saw a cute girl once out on the deck at your house, who looked amazingly
similar to Hank. Now that I know what's happening, I feel better. I have
to say Hanna, you look amazing. Maybe a bit over the top in that outfit,
but I'm sure the guys will like checking you out. Can I be blunt, since
it's just us girls? I assume this is something that Hank felt all along,
but suppressed. What finally brought you to make the change? I think it
is so brave to be yourself, even if it is surprising to others. I don't
think I could do it, but I admire you two. How long have you been out?"
The onslaught of questions caught me off-guard at first, but I
understood what a shock it must be. Dani squeezed my hand and took
control, answering Sandy's questions and interjecting details in
anticipation of follow-ups. Seeing how accepting my neighbor was of my
new lifestyle, made me feel better but more than that it was how Dani
stepped forward to deflect the pressure from me to herself. She made it
seem like she had encouraged me to make the change public, as it fit
better with her own personal feelings and desires. Of course, I had to
give a few details about some of my changes, but Dani made it clear that
a medical condition had led us to start this process. Now she told Sandy
she felt totally blessed to have this opportunity, leaning in to give me
a quick kiss as she finished. As we parted to continue to mingle, Sandy
told us that we would have to get together soon, just the three of us
girls, for some more serious talk, maybe over a few glasses of wine.
Before we could leave, she came to me and gave me a big hug and told me
she was glad to have us as neighbors. I smiled, trying to keep from
crying, and told her that her reaction made me feel so much calmer about
our situation. I could see my real voice caused her to react more, I
guess maybe making my conversion even more convincing. Taking my hand,
Dani led me to meet others from her old neighborhood. Most seem to be
puzzled, but accepting, although she did get a few unwelcoming stares
from a few people. We worked out way around until we saw my boss Tim and
Don, another coworker standing with a tall, broad chested man, next to
one of the bowling lanes. Dani whispered it was time to finish our
transition. I swallowed nervously and let her pull me toward my fate. As
we walked toward them, Dani let go of my hand.
As we approached, I saw Tim look over at us. His first glance was
similar to others I had seen from men at the reunion, a quick scan up
and down my body, finally gazing at my cleavage. It didn't look like he
had spent more than a second checking out my face. His eyes then went to
Dani, and his face showed he recognized her. A smile on his face, he
greeted us.
"Hi Dani, great to see you. I hoped you'd come tonight. Any chance Hank
came with you? I need to give him a hard time about missing work this
week. He hasn't made a run for it, has he?"
Tim followed his jab, with a quick laugh. Then he looked more intently
at us and I saw confusion cross his face. He stared openly at me and I
felt he was beginning to connect the dots. Don, who was a supervisor of
another group, had been silently, but now began to smile slightly, as if
he was catching on to a joke. The tallest man, someone I hadn't met,
seemed interested in Dani, but he did do the body scan of me that almost
every man had done at the party. I was starting to feel light-headed as
I realized that I was stepping over a threshold in my life that I likely
couldn't back over. Once Tim and Don saw me as Hanna, they wouldn't be
able to undo that impression. My legs were a little shaky, and I was
just glad that Dani was close enough to support me. I couldn't bring
myself to make full eye contact with any of the men, so I just sort of
looked toward them in an unfocused way, seeing but not fully. I really
wished I had gotten a drink or two before making this move. Dani, though
was undeterred by the situation and smiled at all of the men.
"Hello Tim, we've been looking for you. I knew you'd make it, as you
love to reminisce about old times. But no, Hank didn't make a run for
it. He did make a major change, though. A change brought on by a medical
condition he's been dealing with. A condition that required a new life
style but one we are both really happy about. So, I'd like to introduce
you to Hanna. She's my wife now, but still your employee."
I could see the shock sweep across Tim's face. Don's smile flattened
out, as he processed what Dani said. It took only a few seconds for Tim
to understand and realize as my boss, he needed to be respectful of me
in this situation. I don't think our company had specific training for
this, but I knew I had attended seminars on diversity and how important
it was to be inclusive. There were several employees that were openly
gay or lesbian, and in fact one worked in the HR department. So, I
wasn't worried about losing my job, but still I knew this was going to
be an adjustment that would be awkward for everyone. As Tim and the
others looked at me, I knew I needed to speak up.
"Hi Tim, Don. I hope my absence this past week didn't make any problems
at work. But I needed to do this. It was something that was essential
for me and Dani. I know it seems unusual, maybe even extreme, and may
cause some problems, so I just hope we can work it out without too much
disruption. I plan on being back at my job on Monday, unless you think
that would be unwise."
Again, I could sense the wheels turning in his head. I wasn't sure how
he felt privately, but I knew he was a good supervisor and followed
company policy in regard to his workers. Finally, a slight grin spread
across his face.
"Nice to meet you Hanna. I'll be glad to have you at work on Monday. I'm
sure I can work out any adjustment we need to do to get old Hank's work
back on track. In fact, Justin filled in for him and did a really nice
job. His engineering background gave us a bit of an advantage with
Hank's assignments. I bet if we combine your skills with his, that we
can make a team that will improve our production in that area. Seeing
you like this does clear up something for me. Tammy, my secretary,
thought she saw you wearing a bra once or twice at work. I told her she
must be wrong. But I guess, maybe she was right about you. Now it's
pretty clear that you needed one for support. So don't worry, I think we
can help you fully in this time of transition. Plus I have to admit,
honestly, it will be easier to work with you than Hank. You're much
nicer on the eyes than he ever was."
Everyone sort of chuckled at his joke about appearances. Smiling, he
reached out, but rather than shake my hand like he would with a man, he
grasped my upper arm, giving it a light squeeze before patting, then
rubbing it. I instantly recognized this move, as he used with all the
women at work. It was a sort of more intimate, parochial contact. Don
spoke up, following Tim's lead, also saying he was glad to meet me. The
way they both acted like I was someone entirely different and Hank was
gone made me feel both more at ease but also uncomfortable. I knew they
had to be feeling the same awkwardness. I guess Hank was gone and they
were just trying to figure out how much of him this new person, Hanna,
retained. Tim's remark about replacing Hank with a team between me and
Justin did confirm my expectations of how he would work me in as Hanna.
I knew he favored male leaders for groups, as there were no women in
those roles. So I could tell he already had moved Justin into my
leadership role, as I had expected. What caught me off guard was his
obvious staring at my body. He made little pretense about it, glancing
repeatedly at my cleavage and was very slow to remove his hand from my
arm. It made me more uneasy about how things would go at work, as it
triggered memories of how he interacted with other women there.
Experiencing it made it seem real now, but I had seen him hug women, rub
their backs, massage their shoulders, and even stroke their leg, if they
sat next to him. It had seemed innocent when I watched as Hank, but as
Hanna, I saw it for what it was. Tim was subtly letting them know he was
in charge, and he felt he could be more intimate with them because they
were female. Just when things were really starting to get strange, the
tall man in our group spoke up.
"Daniella, I was hoping you'd come. I've not seen you since I left for
college. You look wonderful."
He moved to her and gave her a hug. She responded in a very receptive
way, perhaps even more eagerly than he did. As he broke the hug moving
his arms back, she turned him so he faced me. I noticed they kept one
arm wrapped around the other's waist. I immediately sensed that Dani had
an interest in this man, as I could see it in her eyes. She always had a
look about her when she found someone attractive and that look was
present for this man.
"Honey, I want you to meet an old friend of mine. This is James. He
lived right next door to us when I was growing up. Of course, he was
several years older than me, being a senior in high school when I was a
freshman. James this is my wife Hanna. I guess you heard some of our
recent transition, but we've been married ten years. No kids, but a
wonderful marriage, which is now headed in a brand new direction. How
about you? Your mom told Aunt Carol you'd gotten married in college. Is
your wife here too?"
"No, in fact I'm single now. We divorced about a year ago. Luckily we
didn't have kids either, so it was a rather clean separation. But one
reason I wanted to come to this reunion, other than maybe seeing you,
was that I'm moving back here for a job in a few weeks. I thought I'd
see who was left in the area from our old neighborhood, as well as scout
out possible living quarters. I can't tell you how great it is to see
you. I thought about you often and then when I found out I was moving
back I hoped to reconnect. You were so friendly and helpful, I was sure
you'd be able to give me some advice on locations. Don and Tim told me a
lot about the town and it seems the business I'll be joining has some
contracts with their company, so I feel better about my move already.
But it looks like you two, just got here; why don't we go get a drink
while we continue our conversation?"
Dani quickly said yes, and after telling Tim I would see him first thing
on Monday, we went to the cash bar. James insisted on paying for our
drinks and we sat down at a table at the edge of the room. It was
noticeable how attracted Dani was to him, she even sat closer to him
than me at the table. But I also saw him eyeing me multiple times. I
guess he was trying to figure out how much of a guy I was anymore. But
the way they interacted told me a lot. As they talked I could tell that
Dani had a crush on him when she was younger and it seemed as if she
still found him attractive. But now, that interest was being returned by
him. They even found lots of intentional 'unintentional' ways of
touching each other. When we finished our drinks, Dani turned to me and
told me to go get us another round. I sensed it was both a way for her
to be alone with James for a moment and a signal to him who was in
control of our relationship. I excused myself and went to order more
drinks. While I was standing there, I adjusted my stockings and checked
my makeup with my compact. I knew these were very feminine moves, but
felt I needed to do both. When I got our drinks and turned to go back to
the table, I saw Tom and Annette nearby. He of course winked at me. I
guess he thought I was still putting on a show for him.
Back at our table, I saw where James had moved closer to Dani and since
they were on the backside of the table, I had to lean over to give them
their drinks. This of course gave him an eyeful of my breasts in the
tight, low-cut top. My move prompted giggles from Dani and a wry smile
from James. I looked a bit confused, so Dani confessed that she told
James that I had just had surgery so I would be prettier for her. I
sensed right away that James now saw me fully as a woman, and not male
competitor for Dani's attention. In fact the way he looked at me,
especially my breasts, made me think he might be attracted to me as
well. Maybe he was having ideas of a threesome. The way that thought
popped into my head, with little actual evidence to support it, shook me
for a second. It was clear that I was having issues about not being male
in my daily life any longer, and doubts were surfacing about my role in
relationships. I had to mentally shake my head as I seemed to think
every man wanted me now that I looked like a woman. Dani had flipped me
sexually, so that I was the submissive, receiving partner rather than
the dominant, penetrating one. Maybe I envisioned others seeing me that
way as well. I closed my eyes briefly, just to clear such thoughts from
my mind. I was not going to fall into such questioning traps just
because I did not look like I used to. I could still be confident about
my marriage and my life. I smiled at James as I sat down, smoothing my
skirt so as to cover me as much as possible.
"Yes I thought it might help me with my condition, although in hindsight
it does seem a bit selfish and self-centered. Plus, I let my sister-in-
law talk me into wearing this silly outfit. It really isn't what I
normally wear."
"Sounds like you're really changed what you normally wear anyway. I
think it is a very pretty outfit and you look nice in it. Sometimes
people feel that they have to follow a certain dress code. I like that
you seem comfortable switching your look. As far as being a selfish act,
it seems like you did it more for Dani than anything, so it is more
selfless in my eyes. Overall, you two make a very attractive couple. I'm
sure you'll find lots of ways to fit into new relationships and roles.
It already sounds like your boss has plans to pair you with a guy at
work. You just have to be open to new experiences."
As he talked, I noticed he put his arm around Dani's waist. A subtle
move which she didn't resist. She reached out and put her hand on mine,
squeezing it lightly. Her face looked happy, almost radiant. Looking at
me and then over to James, she made a toast. A toast to a new life, new
adventures, and renewed acquaintances. I tried hard not to read too much
into it, as I took a sip of beer. The alcohol had begun to reduce my
tension and I focused on just getting through the rest of the party. I
mean, I was already out to my neighbor and boss, so my path was set for
a while at least. I might as well try to relax and enjoy Dani's reunion.
As we talked, it was clear that Dani was attracted to James. They both
seemed to exchange touches, glances, and subtle innuendo almost
subconsciously. There was definitely some kind of bond being formed. But
scarily, James was almost as flirty with me as Dani. He apparently liked
touching, as he would reach out and run his fingers over Dani's arm when
she spoke or pat my shoulder when she said something funny. He even went
as far as to rub his leg against mine at one point. Until recently, I
had never had that kind of contact with a man, and it made me nervous.
Just as I was about to say something, Aunt Carol came by. She said
hello, told Dani and I that we both looked cute, and welcomed James back
to the neighborhood. She had heard he was moving back to town. But
before she left, she told us we needed to sign up for a bowling team, as
we were about to start the event. She explained that she wanted
everyone on a four-person, mixed-sex team. We'd each bowl two or so
frames and add them up for one score. Best scores would get a prize. I
tried to tell her I wasn't sure I wanted to play, using the excuse I
didn't live in the old neighborhood, but she would have none of it. I
turned to Dani for moral support, as she knew I was uncomfortable about
how I was dressed. She looked at me and then over at James.
"Well sounds like we need to join a team. Are you bowling with anyone
James?"
"No, I haven't spoken to anyone about it. Can I bowl with you and
Hanna?"
"Sure. I guess that means we need to recruit another guy for the team,
don't' you think so Hanna?"
Dani's dig at me corresponded with her grabbing James's hand in hers.
She smiled at me, as if to demonstrate that she didn't considered me
manly any longer. I wasn't sure what to do, but as I fumbled around, Tim
came back over to our table. I noticed he was not with Don any longer.
"Hey guys, you got a team yet? Don was here with his wife, brother and
sister-in-law, so they have a team. I was wondering, could you use a
fourth person?"
"Yes, as a matter of fact, we could. I was hoping we could find a single
male to join us. As long as you aren't intent on winning the prize. I
haven't bowled since I left the neighborhood and I imagine Hanna will
have a time in those heels and long fingernails even getting the ball
down the alley."
The guys laughed at that, and when I inquired about using bowling shoes,
they laughed even more. They informed me that since this were just
casual games, and there were more people here than the alley had shoes,
management had told them they could just use street shoes. I cursed my
luck. It was going to be bad enough in the short skirt, but heels would
make it almost impossible. I hadn't even considered my nails and how
they might keep me from putting my fingers in the holes of the bowling
ball. I just closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and told myself to just
get through this night. As I was calming down, I felt a warm hand grab
my thigh just below the hem of my skirt. My eyes popped open and I
turned to see that Tim had sat beside me and had placed his hand on my
leg. He had a sly grin on his face. I could also see that Dani and James
were still holding hands.
"It will be okay, honey. If I remember correctly James is a pretty good
bowler and I still belong to a league, so I think we can carry you two
girls. We may not win, but we should be competitive. I know for sure we
will have the two cutest teammates out of everybody."
As he finished, he slid his hand down and lightly ran it around the
upper hem of my stocking. Tim finally removed it, but had kept his eyes
on mine the whole time. I felt violated and intimated at the same time.
He had touched me so casually, yet in a sexual way that I was unnerved.
All I could think about was how I would have to deal with him every day
at work. Would he think he could be this forward there too? Maybe I need
to put my foot down now, so as to set a precedent. But before I could
react, Dani stood up. The guys followed, with Tim graciously offering me
his hand to help me to my feet. I did so, but quickly adjusted my skirt
before we headed to the signup sheets at the desk. James walked next to
Dani and Tim fell in beside me. Reaching the desk, James took charge and
started filling in a sheet. Tim surprised me again, by placing his arm
around my waist and pulling me next to him, so he could whisper in my
ear.
"Hanna, I know this might seem odd to you, perhaps even too forward. But
I want you to know how attractive you are, to reassure you that when you
come to work on Monday, everything will be fine. I don't want you
feeling insecure about your appearance or how your sudden conversion
from man to girl appears to others. I will be there to support you and
will be sure to instruct Justin to treat you not only with respect, but
also let you know how sensual you are. I understand that for women, much
of their self-esteem comes from being viewed as pretty and sexually
attractive. You certainly meet those goals. As a single guy, you've
perked my interest and I'm sure other men at the office will see you
similarly. So try to relax and enjoy your new found attention. As Hank,
you were just another guy, a regular sort of work-a-day fellow who
didn't stand out. As Hanna, you will garner a lot of attention, as you
have the kind of attributes that men like to look at. So enjoy this,
don't tense up when a man compliments you, or wants to let you know how
pretty you are with a soft touch or a friendly hug. I sensed your
tension when I did what men naturally do with a sexy girl and I'm going
to do everything I can to help you become comfortable with that kind of
male attention. Hopefully by the time the reunion is over, you will be
well on your way to appreciating the casual caress, a quick squeeze, or
the lingering touch of an admiring man."
As if to reinforce his message, Tim had held me tight against his body
using his arm around my waist. His eyes were focused on my breasts and
by squeezing me he had help push them upward making them even more
prominent. He had kept his lips right next to my ear, occasionally
grazing my cheek as he spoke. He finished by releasing me and as he
withdrew his arm, slipping his hand under the back of my skirt, lightly
rubbing across my bare ass cheeks under the thin material. His actions
made my skin crawl, but I felt helpless. I knew I was going to be in
foreign territory when I returned to work. I would certainly need his
support to help explain my transition. So I tolerated him taking
liberties with my body and forced myself to smile at him, as if it was
all okay.
"Thanks, Tim, I appreciate your help and support. I will try to remember
your advice when I come back to work. I just want everyone to let me do
my job and I don't want to be a distraction."
"Don't worry honey, you'll be more of an attraction than anything. I'll
be sure everyone knows how willing you are to be cooperative and a team
player."
The words 'team player' struck a note within me. I had heard him refer
to other women in his group that way, when he had positioned them as
subordinate to a male. Tim was a big believer that women should be there
to help their man, whether it was their husband, boyfriend, or boss.
Although he never expressed it outright, he obviously saw women's roles
as to be the willing partner to the men in their lives. Perhaps, I would
have to learn to act that way now at work, beginning with supporting
Justin as he took the lead role for my group. These thoughts filled my
head as we got our team score sheet and headed to our assigned bowling
lane. I was so focused on how work was changing that it didn't dawn on
me till I was there, that we were surrounded by a small crowd. As teams
finished, they would get drinks or snacks and watch others bowl. I was
immediately intimated. Tim sensed this and took me over to select a
bowling ball. James was helping Dani too, and together we looked at the
choices. Of course the guys had shown us the rack with the smaller
weight balls, almost all in bright pastel colors, designed for smaller,
weaker women. Dani found one that fit quickly, but it took me a moment
to find one that had deep enough finger holes that would accommodate my
new longer fingernails. With our bowling balls, we moved to the lane.
James went first and made a strike. Dani followed him, and did okay
finishing with a spare. Tim spared too, so that left me. I was nervous
as I stepped up. I knew when I went to roll the ball, I had to bend
over, which would flash my ass cheeks to the crowd. I also felt
uncomfortable in my heels, as it made it almost impossible to do a
smooth approach. Closing my eyes and taking a deep breath, I tried to
settle down and went on down the lane. I released the ball, but it
veered to the side and only took out a couple of pins. I could hear
giggling in the background and a comment by one guy that at least I had
a nice form. Waiting for the ball to return, Tim came up to me and gave
me a couple of pointers. I tried to remember them as I rolled the second
ball, but I only wound up knocking down six pins total. I was glad my
part was over. I knew I only needed to do one or two more. Sitting
down, next to Dani, she smiled and whispered that I needed to adjust my
hose, as they were starting to sag. I did as she suggested, trying my
best to be inconspicuous in front of the crowd. The next round saw both
Tim and James rolled strikes and Dani got another spare. It was my time
again. This time I went down the lane faster, but released the ball a
little too early as I was in a hurry. It bounced and went right into the
gutter. I couldn't help but blush as the crowd tittered and again made
comments. By now, the rail behind our lane was packed with more guys. I
could tell they were enjoying the show I was making when I bent over.
The embarrassment washed over, as I waited for my ball to come back.
Being nervous, I acted without thinking, pulling up and then smoothing
out my stockings, and reaching up to tuck in a bra strap that had
slipped down my shoulder. Of course, these actions drew the attention of
the guys, as did my leaning over to pick up my ball. I tried to do
better the second time and did manage to keep it in the lane and get a
few pins. I hoped I was done now, but when we reached the tenth frame,
Tim and Dani both made strikes which meant I had to roll the last ball.
I just wanted it to be over but I had been so nervous that I would fall
in my heels that I decided to take them off. I went up to roll the ball
in my bare stockings, which made it much easier to do my approach. The
ball even left my hand smoothly and headed straight down the alley.
Shockingly I knocked down all the pins. I was so excited that I had done
it right, that I turned, jumping and squealing as I went back toward my
team. There had actually been a small cheer from my admirers. I was so
excited that when I approached the bench where Dani, James, and Tim were
standing I jumped toward them. Of course, Tim moved right in, catching
me in mid-jump to give me a big hug, wrapping his arms across my ass, as
he lifted me up to twirl me around. I immediately felt embarrassed
again, as I was putting on such a spectacle. Worse yet, I had made it
look like I had headed for Tim, which allowed James to hug Dani as we
celebrated. I know we looked like two couples, on a date, with the girls
hugging their men. I couldn't believe what I had done. I was now being
held up in the air by my boss, his face just inches from my boobs. The
low cut top practically pressing them against his chin. I leaned forward
whispering to him to let me down. He grinned and told me sure beautiful.
As he eased me down on my feet again, he took the opportunity to run his
hands up my body and down my arms to hold my hands. I could see out of
the corner of my eye, that Dani was similarly entwined with James, only
closer. It also looked like they exchanged a quick kiss.
My insides were tumbling around as the mixed emotions of humiliation,
jealousy, and strangely sexual desire mixed together. But what was
foremost in mind was how I had reacted after rolling the ball. I had
actually squealed and jumped for joy, like a kid. More accurately, like
a teenage girl. When I had been diagnosed with gynecomastia, I had asked
the doctor if that meant I had more female hormones than most men. His
answer had not reassured me. Now, that doubt surfaced again. I could
understand looking like a woman, especially after my ill-planned
surgery. But how could I act and feel like one? It didn't escape my
notice, that when Tim had held me so tight, my cock had twitched and
engorged a little in my panties. Was I really more of a woman than I
wanted to admit? I had hidden behind the notion that I was being forced
to be feminine, that my condition was only window dressing and that I
was really all male. But was that true? Maybe I was actually more of a
girl than I wanted to acknowledge. These thoughts flew through my head
in seconds, as Tim held me. I finally freed myself from Tim's grip, so I
could put on my heels again.
But sitting down at the bench, I was immediately surrounded by a small
group of men, none of whom I recognized. They all wanted to tell me they
liked my spirit, how I kept trying to get better through the game. They
saluted my willingness to take my shoes off to do a better job, as if
that were a big sacrifice. It was awkward, bending over to slip on my
shoes and buckle the straps, with them standing in front of me, more or
less staring down my top as I moved. I had never realized before how
exposed a woman can be in some outfits. One guy, even put his hand on my
upper arm and leaned over to ask me if I wanted a beer? I felt like a
lamb among wolves. But just as it was getting out of hand, Dani came
over and asked if I wanted to get some food with the guys. I was glad to
get away from the group of men, but I also felt like I was stepping into
a date-like situation. Looking over, I could see that James and Tim had
headed toward the desk to turn in our score sheet. Dani suggested maybe
we should go to the bathroom to freshen up before we ate anything. I
reluctantly agreed, having felt the need to pee ever since we started
bowling. Once inside the restroom, each of us went to stall to do our
business and then met again in front of the mirror over the sinks.
"Hanna you did really well for your first time. First time bowling and
flirting with guys. Tim seems to really like the new you, doesn't he?"
"I guess, but it just feels awkward and wrong. What's up with you and
James? Did you kiss him?"
"He kissed me. He caught me off-guard and did it before I knew what
happened. I reacted to it, but I did kiss him back, but that seemed so
natural. I have to confess, I had a huge crush on him growing up. I
thought he was the cutest, sexiest guy I'd ever seen. He still seems
that way I guess. So it was hard not to kiss him. But what about you?
You jumped right into Tim's arms. I thought you were going to kiss him
too. Plus the way you flirted with all those guys afterward. Did one of
them ask you out?"
"No, no, not really. I just jumped because I was excited I did so well.
Tim just happened to be there and caught me. What's happening to us, as
a couple? We're married to each other, but it seems like you're letting
these guys treat us like we are single. Is that how it's going to be?"
"Well I admit, it does look that way. But know that I still love you
more than anyone. I still want you to be my wife, but seeing James made
me feel different somehow. I supported your changes due to your
condition, but it didn't remove my desire to be with a real man. I think
you've been more receptive to Tim's advances than I expected too. Being
honest, I think the guys can give us something that we can't get on our
own. Let's go with it for now, and see how we feel when we get back
home, alone, okay?"
We had been fixing our makeup and hair as we talked, and glancing at
each other both in the mirror and face to face. It had been hard to hear
Dani admit she was attracted to James, but she was open and honest about
it. Also, I knew inside how I had reacted to Tim, so it made it
difficult to be too critical of her. I mean, I thought Tim might kiss me
too when he was holding me, and I have no idea what I would have done
then. So, as long as we were open about it, maybe it would be fine. I
turned to Dani, hugged her tight and told her I loved her more than
anything too. I also told her I would follow her lead, as she had been
in the woman's role all her life. We smiled, lightly kissed, but not
enough to mess up our lipstick and left to rejoin the guys. I felt at
that point, like I was on a date and admitted to myself that I was
excited about it, as my cock continued to buzz when Tim put his arm
around my shoulder and steered us to a table. The rest of the evening we
sat, ate, and talked. The guys were very flirty, and every once in a
while, someone would come by and chat. Annette and Tom dropped by, so
did Aunt Carol and Bill, plus many people I didn't know from Dani's old
neighborhood. Finally, as the reunion started to wind down, Dani asked
James, if he would escort her out to our car. She told me to go thank
Annette one more time for taking care of me, get my stuff, and then to
join them. Tim offered to take me out, as he could help me carry my
things. He also knew where Dani had parked and didn't want me out in the
dark alone. That statement made me shudder a bit, as it implied I was
not capable of taking care of myself, given my new identity. But I
realized quickly, it was just a way for Tim to be with me a little
longer. I found Annette and we went to their car with them, so I could
get my suitcase and effects. I thanked her again, and Tim and I left,
with him carrying my suitcase.
Walking toward her car, I saw James and Dani entwined and leaning
against it. They were kissing heavily and it looked like James had his
hand up Dani's skirt. At that point, Tim took my hand and pulled me
aside. I was surprised at his move, but he didn't hesitate a second,
taking me in his arms and kissing me. I was caught off guard, as my mind
was still focused on seeing Dani and James making out. His forceful
approach and my distraction caused me to just relax and respond to his
kiss. He plunged his tongue into my mouth, and his hands were caressing
my body. Instinctively, I sucked on his tongue as he moved it inside my
mouth and my eyes closed as it I were lost in a fantasy. I wrapped my
arms around him as he pulled me in tighter. My mind was racing now,
realizing I was kissing a man. Even worse my boss. Just as I was about
to panic, he broke off the kiss and looked at me.
"Hanna, I had to do that. I've been mesmerized by you all night. You're
so attractive and interesting in a way other women aren't. I know this
might seem strange and awkward, if for no other reasons than you're
married and I'm your boss. But I want to pursue this further if I can.
Earlier this evening, I mentioned how I might handle your change at
work. Now I think, it would be best if I transfer you and Justin to
Don's group. Our work is similar, and in fact that shift has been
discussed in the past. Nothing would change, work wise, other than Don
would do your performance reviews and handle supervisor requirements.
That would free us up to see each other. I'm guessing that you and Dani
have discussed some kind of open marriage, seeing her with James just
now. Can I see you again?"
I was totally in shock, both from seeing Dani and James, and now being
intimate with a man. I was going places I never imagined. However, I had
to admit, my pulse raced