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Chapter Four
Howard stood there looking in the mirror. This whole thing was so
frustrating. It was all he could do to keep from crying. And bawling out
loud was not the thing to do right now. How was it possible to pass as a
woman so easily and yet it was so hard to appear just being a guy? He
didn't care if he was the strongest, most rugged guy in the world. But
even when he wanted to just be male, Darlene said he still looked like a
girl trying to pass.
He felt dejected. Sure, he'd been posing as a famous runway model since
he was fifteen. He'd been paid major money to wear designer clothes by
companies all over the world. He'd appeared in fashion magazines and
even on a few covers, well actually more than a few. But, he was weary
of pretending. He was tired of being hit on and flirted with and
disrespected. He really wanted to just be a guy again. He wanted to turn
it all back. He just wanted to be Howard again.
Darlene came over and held him in an embrace. "Ashley, it's all right.
You can't always score a homer and have it all your way on the first
try. It took you years to perfect your beautiful looks and the whole
woman thing that surrounds you. I mean, you might have fallen short on
the first try being a guy, but you can do it if you want. I love you and
have real faith in you. I know that if you want to look like a guy, you
can do it."
Listening to what Darlene said inspired him a little. He was feeling
down but not out. And what was with these tears? A guy doesn't cry when
he fails, a guy works harder. He turned to her and gritted his teeth.
"You know, you're right. I'm just going to have to try harder. But, can
you help me?"
Deep inside, he knew those tears were caused by his own volition. He'd
made the choice. And the source of all these dilemmas were the hormones.
It all came from the estrogen he had voluntarily taken to fill out his
curves and make him look more feminine back when he was fifteen. Years
of abusing his young body had taken its toll. He knew he wasn't going to
undo that all overnight.
Darlene smiled. "I'd do anything to help you, sweets. You know I'm here
for you. But we're going to have to give this some thought. I've never
tried to pass as a guy and well, I'm sure if we put our heads together,
we can make it work for you." Darlene kissed Ashley on her lips. She
didn't want to say how she was feeling inside. Inside, she wanted Ashley
Howard to just love her as much as Darlene loved her.
Howard stood up straight and tall. He nodded. "Okay. C'mon and look at
these guy things that I bought and see if you can help me." He led her
over to a smaller closet and opened the door.
The first thing Darlene saw were a pair of Timberland boots sitting on
the floor. She grabbed them. There were heavy and rugged looking and
certainly the opposite of what she would wear. She handed them to
Ashley. "Here, these are just perfect. These big clunky things would
only appeal to a guy."
Ashley made a face and took them. Darlene smiled inside. "Ashley," she
thought. "You are such a girly-girl, now. I saw the look you gave to the
ugly things."
She pushed through a few pairs of the pants hanging up on hangers. She
found a pair of jeans and pulled them out. They were loose and baggy.
"Ugh," she thought. "These are so tasteless, they are terrible." She
tossed them to Ashley who looked at them and laid them on the bed.
She found a plaid collared shirt that was as tasteless as she had ever
seen. "The colors were horrible and the plaid is disgusting. This will
do just fine."
She turned towards Ashley. "Now, you need some boxers."
Howard made a grimace. "I bought some and they really don't fit right or
feel comfortable."
Darlene laughed. "That's cause you're so used to wearing pretty panties
that fit your figure perfectly. You've got a cute figure and your hips
and bottom are not made for boy's clothes anymore. Leave your panties on
and pull on the boxers over them." Darlene looked through the piles of
boy clothes. "So where are your boy socks? I need two pairs."
Howard tossed her one pair of black socks and one pair of white. She
watched as he pulled up a pair of boxers over his soft bottom. She
handed him the black socks to put on and reached inside his panties and
stuffed the white tube socks into his crotch. She laughed. It now looked
like Ashley had a big erection in her boxers.
She watched as Ashley pulled up the black socks and pulled up the jeans.
They were loose, baggy, and showed no sign of Ashley's cute body. She
watched critically as Ashley buttoned up her shirt. As she thought, it
got hung up when she tried to button it up over her breast line.
Darlene folded her arms."Do you have a sports bra or an Ace bandage?"
Ashley nodded. "I have both." When she returned she had a bandage in one
hand and a sports bra in the other. She put on the sports bra and then
held her arms up as Darlene wrapped the Ace bandage around her chest to
make it seem like she was buff with a broader chest.
This time, the shirt looked much better.
Howard examined Darlene's efforts critically in the mirror as he slipped
on the heavy boots and laced them. God, they were so clunky and heavy.
But, he had to admit he did look better. Well, better as a boy, he
thought.
Darlene looked at him critically. "We have to do something with your
eyebrows and your hair. We have to thicken up your brows and make them
bigger. Do you have any light brown mascara?"
Howard nodded. "Sure. I think I have about a dozen mascara colors." And
he went over to his makeup table. He pulled open a drawer and went
through his mascara tubes until he found one that was light brown. He
handed it to Darlene.
It broke her heart to ugly up her new girlfriend but it was really to
make her happy. She slowly thickened Ashley's brows and made them really
unattractive. Finally, she stopped. Ugh, she thought. I don't think I
can do this.
She used mousse to brush Ashley's hair back and away from her perfect
little ears. Then, she let some of the hair cover her ears in a shaggy,
unkempt manner. She ran her fingers through her hair and messed it up
some. She stood back and studied her lover.
Howard was staring at the mirror. Darlene was a genius. He did look a
lot better than when he had tried his hand at this earlier today. He
really did not look like himself. Well, to be more specific, he didn't
look like Ashley at all. He looked more like a guy or maybe what he
would have looked like if he had never gone the Ashley route in life.
When he stood up, the tube socks in his pants made him reach down to
adjust them. Oh my god, I'm adjusting my fake dick just like guys do
when they stand up!
He turned to Darlene and kissed her. "This is great! I love you and I
love it!
Darlene took his kiss but chided her. "If you're going to kiss me like a
guy, you have to think rough and tough. You have to attack me by
grabbing me and holding me. And then you have to push your face into
mine. If you can't channel a guy kiss, pretend you're a butch lesbian
kissing their girlfriend. C'mon and try again."
They tried it a couple of times until Darlene was breathless. She pushed
Ashley away and shook her head. "I don't go for guys but you're the
exception. I could go down on you, buster." She grinned as she cupped
the tube sock crotch. "You're turning me on."
Darlene caught her breath. "One more question? Do you have a hair color
rinse that washes out?"
Howard shook his head. "No. Nothing like that."
Darlene smiled. "After class tonight, let's stop at the drug store and
make your hair muddy brown just to try it out. Okay?"
Howard was grinning. He now had high hopes for this project after all.
As they rode down the elevator, Howard kept looking at himself in the
stainless steel walls. He looked a lot better. He stood taller. He
reminded himself to take bigger steps and swing his arms. He was doing
his best to channel a guy. He really wanted to swagger and exaggerate
his posture.
Darlene grabbed his arm and squeezed Ashley into her body. "Honey, don't
try too hard. You're doing fine. Just don't sway your hips when you
walk. You can't keep walking like a model. You'll get it."
They both went to their five o'clock class together. Darlene had never
ridden in a Lincoln Town Car and now it was twice in one evening. And
Darlene had never met anyone who owned an entire building in New York
City. It turned out to be her newest lover, Ashley Howard, was
incredibly rich. It was a big evening for Darlene and it had only just
started.
At class, Darlene sat next to Ashley and whispered during the whole
class about what notes to write down and what was already in the
professor's book that was required reading. Ashley smiled and squeezed
her hand occasionally in thanks.
As they walked out of class, Ashley whispered to Darlene. "This is so
wonderful. I can't believe how great this evening has been. I never
thought it could happen and you're the reason that I'm so happy."
Darlene smiled and pulled her to a stop and kissed her. "Now, look down
at me and take my chin. Look me in the eyes and put your arms around me
and pull me close. Look into my eyes and kiss me hard. You've got to
channel all the old romance movies and you've got to be the guy."
Howard did as he was told. He didn't feel comfortable and would have
been more comfortable playing the woman being held and kissed. But he
did it because he needed to be the whole package.
After class, they walked across by the library and went into a drug
store. Darlene picked out a dull brown hair rinse and they went back to
Ashley's to dye her hair.
Darlene watched. "It's such a shame to hide your beautiful hair with
that mousey brown color. It's just so boring looking. The only good news
is it will wash out."
When they were done, Howard looked at himself. They had dyed his
eyebrows and Darlene had used a fine haired brush to thicken them and
make them bushy looking going in all directions. He shuddered. Ashley
would die before she looked like this, but Howard was feeling a small
victory. Darlene was helping him in so many ways.
Darlene watched Ashley turn and smile. After looking in the mirror she
came over and kissed Darlene hard on the lips. Darlene slid her hands
over Ashley's bare arms and pulled those arms to touch her across her
bare breasts. She felt her nipples respond to her touch as she took her
in her arms.
Darlene loved Ashley so much. All her life, she had fantasied that
someday she'd meet Ashley Howard, the famous model and they'd make love.
Every girl she had been with had always been Ashley Howard in her mind
and her fantasies.
Darlene traced her finger down across Ashley's smooth bottom and slowly
traced her finger down between Ashley's round cheeks. She pulled her
close until their bodies touched. Darlene felt Ashley quiver in her arms
as they kissed.
Howard was being reduced to a quivering mass of jelly. He might have
dyed his hair and thickened his eyebrows, but in Darlene's arms, he felt
like a woman. His body was feeling oh so warm and his brain was shutting
down with the passion and the heat of their contact. As Darlene rubbed
his nipples it felt like electric charges running straight to his groin.
Sure, he had stuffed a tube sock in his underwear but it hadn't made him
a man or given him manly feelings. And as Darlene's fingers stroked his
cheeks and slide down between them, he had a secret urge to share his
secret to sexual satisfaction.
Instead, he took her hand and brought it around and kissed it. Then he
pulled her hand and led her over to the bed.
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