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Ivan "Cookie" Samulski came home early from the Polish War Veteran Club,
irate and sober. One reason he was irate was that the man who looked
forward to feeling a little fine at the end of a Saturday night was sober.
The blue collar man worked hard as a bricklayer and needed a couple of
hours where he could just unwind. This common man did not ask for a lot
out of life and was denied his biggest pleasure.
The other and more important reason for Cookie's irateness was Alfred,
that no- good son of his, was a freak in his eyes. When he thought about
his son being a freak, Ivan always had the question of "what have we done
to deserve this?" pop into his head. The worried father could not figure
out why his youngest son was acting out just for attention. Needing to
have people notice him was so out of Alfie's personality. He was a quiet
reserved man who liked to be in the background.
At first, Ivan swore his favorite son was playing some sort of practical
joke on him when the unamused man found out Alfred was a freak. How the
elder Samulski hated practical jokes.and despised those who played them.
They depended on the betrayal of trust and hurt the feelings of others.
In some ways he found those who played them as sociopaths or they lived
in a fantasy. In his mind, those people just had an antisocial mindset to
find humor in breaking trust or harming others. The harm might be
temporary, but it was still harm. It could also have been that they saw it
on television or in a film and did not take into account the real life
implications of them. Life was not a sitcom with an issue coming up and
then being resolved in an half hour to never be spoken of again. No
matter how they performed practical jokes, those pranksters were
inconsiderate. They did not take into account how the humor of the joke
was making someone look like a fool. That was laughing at someone, and not
with them.
Now the man who was so disappointed in his son wished it was a practical
joke. Ivan would much rather have his son do an inconsiderate action than
bring disgrace to himself and the rest of his family by being a freak, a
sideshow oddity. .At least if it was a prank, what happened on that
fateful day could just be accounted for by his son not thinking.
Sadly for Ivan, it was not a prank gone bad and he knew it right away.
Even with using all of his willpower into having faith that what he saw
and heard that day was not true; he knew he could not deny it. His son was
too natural, too at ease and also too serious for him to be trying to pull
a fast one over on his old man. His son was just not capable of this con.
It would take years of improv class for Alfie to get the poker face he
would have needed for his performance on that life-changing day.
Oh, that day's events were still so vivid in the humiliated man's memory.
How well the events played out in his head was yet another way his
willpower failed Ivan. Those memories were entrenched and had a good
fortification, so he knew they were going nowhere. No matter how hard he
tried, he could not make the sandcastle of those events be washed away
back into the sea of his memories by the rising tide of time.
Even if how finding out his son was a freak was not so vivid and strong to
the unforgetting man and he was able to forget, Ivan had constant
reminders of why his son was a freak. His wife consciously and
unconsciously gave them to him. Lana, his wife, would bring up the
discussion which happened that day and how her Cookie had to come to terms
with the facts. Ivan never realized how much his son looked like his Lana,
until he found out Alfie's secret, finding out what he could not accept.
He saw a little resemblance before knowing what he wished he did not. Now
every time he saw his wife, it was a constant reminder of how he failed as
a father.
The logical man knew his wife would not understand his feelings on their
son being a freak. He knew she was a woman and they are more in-tune with
using their feelings than men. Ivan was not sexist. He just understood
that, for the most part, women and men view the world differently. They
could come up with the same conclusion, but most of the time reached it
via a different path. That was why he could not understand why his
buttercup was in agreement with their son about Alfie not being a freak.
Even if Ivan's wife was not helping to keep the fortress of that day on
the frontline of his memories, the events of that day still had many
supporters who volunteered time to keep them fresh. The sad part was that
those people working hard on making sure he could not forget what needed
to be forgotten were his friends and they found joy in it. Finding joy in
putting a friend down was no way to find joy to Ivan.
They made comments about the freak which was his son and it broke Ivan's
heart. Ivan was a typical father and wanted all of his offspring to do
better than he did. He knew by his friends' reactions his Sluggo would not
be accepted. If only his son would not embrace acting like a sideshow
attraction.
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Audrey forced herself to wake up when the alarm went off early on that
Sunday morning after the wedding. Being in the bridal party made her day
long and hectic so it would have been easy for her to just stay in bed. It
was Sunday, her day of rest. Audrey always tried to have no plans on
Sunday. It was her day to recenter herself and get ready for the next
week. She knew that society today tried to do too much, and never just
took time to relax and be in the moment. Life was too quick, so Audrey was
not going to let it pass by her while she was running around to do
meaningless tasks.
The party girl stayed out too long after the wedding she attended. No one
could have blamed her for pulling a Cinderella and staying out past her
self-imposed curfew. This was the first wedding she was a guest at, where
she got her outfit, makeup, hair and accessories right. She had a classy
sleeveless floral-print pale pink sheath dress. Her arms might have been a
little too big to go sleeveless, but the brave lady did not care, for they
were getting smaller. Her shoes were light purple strappy heels which went
with her handbag and the same color as the print of the flowers on her
dress. Audrey just loved how well her outfit coordinated.
Following the bride's custom, Audrey had a purple henna floral design on
her inner forearm. She was pleased with how it added to her outfit.
Lastly, she finally had her hair done just perfect. Her new hairstyle was
a long layered bob with light brown highlights in her brunette hair. The
girl who had the time of her life last night knew she looked the best she
ever did. She knew that any sane and reasonable person in her situation
would have done the same as her. They would have done everything in their
power to make sure that the clock did not strike midnight.
The last reason for getting up was the agenda Audrey made for her day,
having brunch with her parents. This was not for she hated to spend time
with her parents. In fact, she loved to. The reason she was dreading the
brunch was the crucial decision she had to tell them. It would break the
secret daddy's girl's heart if they did not approve of her choice.
After getting ready for brunch, the apprehensive woman did anything she
could to get rid of the kaleidoscope of butterflies. First, she looked in
the mirror and found that she look radiant. She knew it came from finally
being strong enough to do what was right for her and connecting with a
great man at the wedding last night. The best thing about him was that he
knew about what she saw as her biggest flaw and had true apathy about it.
The funny thing about what the woman, who was confident in who she was,
thought about that flaw was she did not know what would be worse; if a man
wanted to be with her because of it or that was the reason they rejected
her. If that was the reason the man wanted to pursue getting to know her,
then she knew she would see herself as only a way of fulfilling a want, a
fetish. The man would be with Audrey not for who she was but what she was.
Then if the would-be suitor stopped the pursuit of her because of that
imperfection, then she would be dismissed as inadequate because of what
she was and not who she was.
Being secure in how she looked quickly lost its calming effect on her. The
brave woman knew she needed to find something to occupy her mind. She made
the judgment call to play her favorite video game. It was an open world
RPG where she always played a strong heroine. She hoped that portraying
one in a fantasy world would rub off on her, and it did.
The doorbell rang, and being lost in the moment of playing, said, "Coming,
Mom and Dad."
Audrey cursed herself when she heard the sound of her own voice. Oh, how
she hated the sound of her own voice. Hearing how low and clumsy her voice
was brought the woman's self-doubt back. When the hostess got to the door,
she paused to gather herself. Ivan and Lana's daughter needed to sound
like how she had been practicing. While opening the door, Audrey greeted
her mom and dad with a huge smile and said, in a higher pitch and with
more of a rhythm, "Hiya, Mom and Dad. Come on in. We need to talk before
we eat."
No truer words had ever hit Lana's ears and the loving mother was stunned
at how her baby boy was dressed. The same feelings and reaction held true
for the irate father. The man who came in early from his Saturday night
out to make the drive up to have brunch with his son was not happy that
Alfred was pulling a stunt, dressing in drag as some sort of practical
joke. Ivan would not have expected this even from his other two sons,
Nicholas or Peter, who he knew would horse around. Alfie now, he never
thought that he would come up with a prank like this. Then, it became
clear to him those two put Alfie up to this. Well, he was going to have a
talk with all three of them. "Alfred, you are damn right we need to talk.
Come on out, Nicholas and Peter, and you two better not be laughing. This
is not funny."
As she motioned in the two people she caught off guard with her
appearance, Audrey said, "You are right, Dad, this is not funny. I need to
tell both of you something. Come on in and get comfortable, please. Also,
be open minded about what I am going to say."
Poor Audrey knew from her father using his three sons' formal names that
he was not going to take hearing her decision of starting the process of
transition as living as a woman full time well. The woman who used to
live as a man started yesterday at the wedding as her first day. This was
for the bride, Priya Banerjee, was friends with Audrey before she met
Alfred.
Those two first met at Pegasus, a gay nightclub, where both of them went
to feel free; Priya to dance without worrying about men trying to pick her
up, and Audrey to just be herself in public. Audrey was still finding
herself, and Priya dragged that cute wallflower on to the dance floor. The
lady, who loved to dance, woman's intuition told her that girl needed a
friend to help her reach her full potential.
They hit it off right away, and Priya was right. She watched her friend
blossom into womanhood and would not take no for an answer when she asked
Audrey to attend the wedding as herself. The two reasons she did so was
for Audrey was going to start the transition full time and Priya wanted
Audrey to be one of the bridesmaids. Having that honor bestowed on her
made Audrey realize she was making the right choice of being who she was
full time.
The woman whose parents were meeting her for the first time had tried
multiple times to introduce herself to them. This was the first day which
worked for all of them and the only reason was that Audrey told them it
was important to her for them to come to visit her for the day. The elder
Samulskis would always say come back home to visit instead. Audrey would
come down to visit, but she just could not gather the strength to tell
them about who she was without showing them.
As the husband and wife walked in into their daughter's living room, they
both thought the same thing; how much Audrey looked like her mom. Lana was
anxious to hear what she already surmised; her baby boy was actually a
baby girl. Lana's maternal instincts made her need for it to be confirmed
so she could do what she could to help her daughter.
Ivan, on the other hand, was still trying to convince himself that Alfred
was pulling a joke on him. He tried to tell himself that his son must have
put a lot of time and effort in this ruse just for a laugh. That had to be
the reason he was so at ease walking in those high heels. The man, whose
patron saint right now was Thomas, tried to give his son credit for acting
so confident and natural in a dress. Ivan knew he would be so
uncomfortable in one. How could the bricklayer not be? They were for
women, and men should not wear them.
Audrey, took a big sigh, then said, "Mom and Dad, I have been inviting you
here for over two months now to tell you something. When you declined my
invites, I came back home to visit you but could not tell you there. I
needed to be dressed as who I really am to tell you who I am. I am
transgender."
Saying what she was scared would make the two most important people in her
life reject her drained all her strength like the noonday summer sun. Lana
knew her daughter needed her support and acceptance right now and quickly
chimed in, "What is your name, dear?"
Hearing only the simple question rocked the foundation of Audrey's
strength. How could something so trivial as a name have such impact on how
great Audrey was feeing about herself. The weakened woman said softly,
"Audrey."
Hearing that name made her mom so happy. Audrey was what they would have
named Alfred if they knew she was born a girl. The name was important to
Lana, for she wanted to make sure that she used it the first time she told
her daughter she loved her. The proud mother said "I love you, Audrey."
Audrey teared up, and in haste, went over to her mom to hug her and said,
"I love you also, Mom. I am sorry."
Lana, knew her child well enough to know what Audrey was saying sorry
about. The caring mother was not going to have any child of hers apologize
for being who they were. "Audrey dear, there is no need for you to say
sorry. You are a wonderful woman." Then the mom turned to her husband and
said "Right, Hon?"
Ivan was half a world away, lost in thought. He was still trying to
believe this was a lark so he went along. He gave the answer, which any
loving man who was not paying attention did when asked to confirm whatever
point his wife made, of yes. He then went back to trying to figure out why
this hoax seemed so real.
Lana and Audrey were both not pleased with Ivan, for he was withdrawn.
They knew it meant that Audrey's father was processing what his daughter
just told them instead of just being there for her. They at least found
comfort that he did not blow a gasket, so they knew he would come around
and do the right thing. Ivan would accept it and support his daughter's
journey towards happiness and completing herself once he understood it and
how he felt about gaining a daughter.
The two ladies spent the rest of the day talking, while Ivan tried to soak
in reality. Lana and Audrey had their first mother-daughter talk. It was
making sure that Audrey knew that no matter what, her family would be
there for her. Then they made plans to have Pete and Nick meet her. Her
mom eased any concern that Audrey had about those two not accepting her or
making light of the situation. Finally, they just chatted like any mom and
daughter would.
In his mind, Ivan knew he gained a daughter, but his heart wanted the
truth to be he still had three sons. He hated that his son was a freak,
not for Alfie being wrong about being who he was. He hated the fact for
Ivan understood how hard life was, and all he knew was that life was going
to be so much harder for his Sluggo. He then was sad that he would never
be able to call his son Sluggo again. It was not for Ivan was that small
of a man it mattered what he called Audrey.
The sadness Ivan felt was a way to come to terms with him feeling like he
would not be able to be a good father to Audrey. He did not have faith he
would know what to do. He was an old dog and needed to learn the new trick
of being there for a daughter. He wanted to feel confident, but felt like
it was just a chance of making more mistakes as a parent. Ivan was from
the school of thought that being a good parent was not messing up your
child too much.
The truly sad part of this was Ivan's mindset. He chose the wrong word to
think of Audrey and did not have any faith in how great he was going to be
as his daughter's father. Instead of thinking she was a freak, he should
have used the word which was more in tune with his true feeling of she was
different. The loving father meant no harm when he thought freak, but it
had such a negative connotation to it. The thoughtless man did not even
notice how bad using freak was, for his mindset was negative about the
situation, for how hard life was going to be for his progeny.
Ivan was so going to be a great father once he got on board. He always
wanted a daughter. He knew if he did have one, she was going to be his
little pumpkin and he would shower her with love and attention. He would
be so proud to walk her down the aisle, if she so allowed it. To him it
would be passing of the torch of who was the most important man in her
life. It was to show the groom his soon-to-be father-in-law knew that he
would be there to support his little pumpkin in being the best person she
could be.
The supportive mom and dazed father left after spending the late morning
and afternoon with their new daughter. On their way out of the house, Lana
made sure that Audrey knew that Ivan would come around. He just needed
time to process this. Ivan hugged his daughter and was lost for words, so
he just said what he knew was true. "I love you."
********
In the next month, the two older brothers finally were introduced to their
baby sister. To Audrey's surprise, they were super-supportive of her; they
were for how much they loved the lady they thought was their brother
before they were informed better. It helped them to not slip with any good
hearted positive joking around, for their mom explained how difficult it
was to her daughter. They knew their momma would be disappointed in them,
and that was one of the last things they ever wanted.
The news spread quickly around the small town about Audrey. Dealing with
the small minded people was a small annoyance to Lana. She did not like
how some people thought that giving their condolences or offering prayers
was a way to show support. She made sure to inform them that there was
nothing to be sorry about. She now had a great daughter, so save their
prayers for someone who needed them, like themselves.
Now it was so much harder for Ivan to deal with having a daughter. The
helpless father felt useless, that he could not do anything to help his
son. How impotent he felt made him not see the big picture of just giving
his all in supporting Audrey was all he needed to do. Knowing what actions
to take to be there would then fall into place for his heart would be in
it.
The worst part was his Saturday nights became so stressful. The guys at
the social club all started to give him a hard time about Alfie. He felt
like he failed his son when he heard the cute comments which were meant as
fun. Even with them meaning no harm, they were not fun.
Finally he had enough and could not fight back. This was for he wished
that Audrey was born with the right body for the wrong reason. It was not
so life would be easier on her, but so he could get some peace. He felt so
small that he put his need in front of his child's. That is not what a
parent did. The candidate for worst father of the year realized that his
fears were not unfounded. He could not handle being a father to a woman.
The dejected man got home and had to vent. "Buttercup, I am home."
Hearing her husband, not use the contraction I'm, told Lana all she needed
to know about her honeybear's mood. It was not good. She knew he needed to
vent, so she asked the question of what was wrong. He was a stubborn man
and would hold everything in unless asked.
The man who needed to loosen the release valve said, "What have we done to
deserve this? We are good people, and do not deserve what our youngest son
is doing to us."
Lana did not want to hear what Peter did. It had to be something stupid,
like get in a heated argument with the mayor over some small issue. Peter
was passionate about his beliefs, and did not know how to watch his p's
and q's. That is a bad quality to have in a small town, for people hold
that against the entire family. It would make it hard for Ivan to get
picked up for any construction jobs which the mayor's friends were running
until it was smoothed over. "What did Peter do now?"
Shaking his head Ivan said, "No, not Peter, Alfie. All the guys at the
club are getting on him for being a freak. "
Lana Samulski was not going to let her husband start an ill-founded tirade
against her baby. She fired back. "No, stop that right now. The better
question is what did our daughter do to deserve you treating her that way?
You know she is not a freak, and you are letting her down as a parent in
repeating what they said.
You held her when she was born, and I heard you promise her that you would
defend her no matter what. Keep your word. Those guys at the club have no
right to talk about her like that. Look at their kids or themselves.
Frank's one son has three kids to three different ladies and does not pay
child support. Joe's daughter is wasting her life doing any hard drug she
can get her hands on. Bill lost his driving license yet again for a DUI.
Everyone knows that Scott's son is a woman beater and that is why he lives
alone. I can go down the list and name so much more about them which they
would not like.
The sad part is they are putting your daughter down for something which is
not wrong. The next time, you know what to do. Stand up,and point out how
wonderful your daughter is and the dirty little secrets that everyone
knows about them but keeps quiet."
Ivan felt bad for a moment. The loving father realized he it all wrong. He
thought that he did not have the skills to deal with being a good parent
to his daughter. He did. He loved her with all of his heart and soul. He
just had to show it.
Ivan smiled, hugged his wife, and said, "Sorry, dear, I am going to be
late tonight. I need to go out and set the record straight about Audrey,
my little pumpkin."
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