Love conquers all, but what if it comes up against love? Michael and
Jean find a magical coin which allows them to experience other
realities as they transform each other. After reading some wonderful,
old Caterpillar Girl stories I have to thank her for the inspiration
and the device.
Callie x
Michael wrapped up his shift at the gym as he did most nights, cashing
up at the cafe register. Michael managed the gym, after years of
working there as a trainer, then progressing into sales which he
wasn't particularly good at. The managerial side was pleasant work
though, not too taxing and just enough responsibility to provide him
with a decent take-home. He occasionally wondered about whether he
would have been rich now if his restaurant had succeeded, or his apps
had taken off, but he'd never really put in the hard hours, preferring
to enjoy his downtime keeping fit and spending time with his family.
He noted an odd coin as he counted out the ten pence pieces. Silvery,
milled, but slightly smaller, and the writing on it was
incomprehensible. Deciding he liked it he swapped it out for one of
his own coins and put it in his pocket. Finishing up he closed up the
register and collected up the bags into one big cloth bag ready for
putting in the safe. Delia took that moment to walk past and wish him
goodnight having finished her cleaning shift. He bade her goodnight
in return, wishing the young, overweight woman would use her free gym
access and thinking how good she might look if she lost a couple of
stone. Suddenly amazed he watched as her clothes began to tent off
her, and she gasped as her stomach and breasts shrank into her.
Looking up at Michael she had fear in her eyes. "What just happened?"
He gaped back at her, shaking his head. He took his hands from his
pockets and held them up to show he had no magic shrinking gun in
them, but immediately wondered why she'd taken the shape of his
thoughts.
"My husband will think I've spent our savings on surgery," she almost
pleaded. "Turn me back!"
Why did she think it was anything to do with him? But as he wondered
he figured that she believed it wasn't her, and he started to put two
and two together. Putting his hand back in his coin pocket he thought
of her as she was before, and gaped again as she filled out.
"Thank God!" she squealed. "He would have killed me! And then
divorced me." She smiled, happy to be back to her fulsome self. "But
if you ever figure out what that was, you should sell it. The gym
will make a fortune."
Amazed that she could experience that and simply toddle away as though
it was even possible, Michael watched her retreat out of the front
door to her car. He took the contents of his pocket out and found the
strange coin or medal or whatever it was. He wondered...
"June!" he called out as he walked into the house. "June? Where are
you?"
"What's the panic?" His wife called from the kitchen. June was a
pretty, blonde woman of 5'4", filling out as she approached her mid-
century. Michael was a year older than her at forty eight, and six
inches taller, as well as still maintaining the body he'd developed as
a personal trainer. They'd had their problems in their quarter
century together, but had come through them and he thought they might
be more deeply in love than ever, even if it was less of a sexual
love.
He walked through to join her. "You will not believe what I've
found." He smiled. "A coin, or something, but I think it can do
stuff."
"Like what?"
"Let's see if it works." He put his hand in his pocket and imagined
his wife getting taller, up to his height. She suddenly squealed.
"Whoah! What's happening? I feel dizzy!" She looked directly across
into his eyes, her mouth as wide as they were. She looked down at her
shoes. The floor hadn't risen up, and neither had her heels. "I'm...
tall?"
"Do you like it?"
"I don't know. Am I going to hit my head everywhere? How did you do
that?"
"I touch this coin, and think about something about you, and it makes
it happen!" He brought out the coin to show her. She checked it out,
but could make no sense of the writing.
"Can I try?"
"Sure." He passed it to her. "Hold it and think of something about
me you'd like to change."
She took it. "I can't think of anything," she murmured.
"Anything at all! Don't worry, you can change me back."
Suddenly Michael felt himself shrinking, until his wife was about six
inches above him. "Oh!" he exclaimed, looking up. "Now I know I
won't bang my head!"
June burst out laughing. "Wow. We can't stay like this, everyone
will go crazy when they see us." With that Michael felt himself
growing taller again. She passed him the coin back. "Change me
back."
Pausing, Michael wondered. "They wouldn't go crazy if we were
completely different people. I wonder..."
"Do you think it can do that?"
"I could try, if you want."
"Well, the kids are away. We could go to the pub, but..."
"But what?" he asked her.
"It would be no fun if nobody knew us. What if you stay the same so
your friends will still include us but you change me into someone
else?"
"I'm not taking another woman to the pub! Then everyone would go
crazy."
"I'd know you're not cheating on me! But you're right. I'd love to
hear your conversations though, especially what you talk about when
your wives aren't around."
"You know it's just cars and football."
"See if you can change me into a man? I like this tall feeling, and
we can pretend I'm an old mate come to visit."
"Hmm..." Michael concentrated on something that was quite difficult
to comprehend, turning his wife male. When she gasped and held her
crotch he knew it was working, so concentrated on filling her out a
bit, turning her into the kind of friend he would have from a gym.
Feeling her muscles grow Jane started to flex them, then felt her bra
tighten around her.
"Can you change my clothes?" she gasped.
He thought of a shirt and trousers, and the skirt and t-shirt
transformed. "Wow!" he gawped.
"That's wow?" she said in a deep voice. "Not the whole fact that you
just shapechanged me like off some tv series?"
"Hands in pockets," Michael said to Jane as they wandered to the pub.
"You're holding them like a woman walking."
She shoved her hands in her pockets, and the result was a straighter
walk. "Oh," she said. "I guess I'd better not cross my legs when I
sit?"
"Nope, that would look odd. Open yourself up."
They took stools at the bar and Michael ordered a couple of pints.
Jane sipped hers.
"Gulp it down," he told her. "Don't drink often, but drink a lot when
you do."
"There's a lot to learn!" she commented.
Michael's friends trickled in and joined them. Michael introduced
Jane as John, and they soon started shooting the breeze about
football, turning to the screens as a game came on. A few pints went
down quite easily and Jane got into being John. At half time she
leaned into Michael.
"I need to use the ladies."
"No you don't," he whispered back, "you need to use the Gents. Go
into a stall if you have to."
Jane walked in slightly unsteadily, and found the only stall free.
Locking the door behind her she went to sit, then realised she could
try without. Holding herself to point at the bowl felt a little
strange, quite good, and she found her penis growing. 'That makes
peeing hard!' She thought to herself and tried to think of boring
stuff like schoolwork. Her budding erection subsided and she managed
to release the flow which thundered into the water. 'Cool! I can aim
and shoot!' She grabbed a piece of paper and wiped the drops off the
end before wondering what men did at the urinals without paper. 'Oh,
maybe I should shake it or something?' She tried and a few drips flew
off. 'That's disgusting, they go everywhere!' Finally sorting
herself out she tucked herself in and returned to the bar with a
smile.
An hour or so later they walked home. Michael shooed her hand away as
she went to hold his in the carpark. "Not here!" he growled. "People
might see!"
"Sorry," she gulped.
As they approached the house they saw a strange car on the drive.
"Who owns a Jag?" Michael wondered aloud.
"No one I know," Jane replied.
Curious, Michael unlocked the door and they walked in to see two women
in the lounge. Michael recognised one, Susan, an ex-girlfriend from
before he'd met Jane. The other he had no clue. Jane, however, did
recognise the second, Trisha, a teacher that she'd worked with on and
off for many years, as she worked supply. They both looked up at the
two men at the door. "Hi, honey," Susan called to Michael, "we
figured you'd probably have a few so Trisha came over to give John a
lift home."
Jane looked at Michael, and Michael looked at Jane. Neither knew what
on earth was going on. Trisha stood up and walked over to Jane and
took the hand of the uncomfortable new man. "I hope you had a good
time, darling, but we've got to get home. We've both got work in the
morning."
Jane looked at Michael with pleading eyes, but as Michael stood there
shellshocked she allowed herself to be dragged away by the strong
looking woman. Susan brushed past Michael to wave goodbye and pushed
the door shut behind them. "There's coffee in the pot." She said to
the man she knew as her husband. "You've got work tomorrow too, so
don't be too late coming to bed." With that she turned and headed up
the stairs.
Jane drove the Jag over to her and Michael's house the moment she got
away from work. Dragging him away to the pub for some privacy they
sat in a quiet corner away from the early evening semi-crowd.
"I've got the coin, I'll change us back."
"Wait!" Jane exclaimed. "We have no idea what happened. Let's
compare notes first before we shake things up again."
"Okay," Michael began, talking with his wife who was wearing a suit
and had the stubbly look of a man who hadn't shaved that morning.
"Sarah thinks she's my wife, or at least she acts like it, and Emily
still lives with us but both of them looked at me strangely when I
asked where James was."
"Emily is still your daughter, but James is my son. He's staying with
Trisha and I on a short break from Uni."
"So we still have our children, but you're married to Trisha and I'm
married to Sarah. Do you have any other children?"
"Not that I know of, just James. So when you changed me into a man
the magic gave us each wives and one each of our children to balance
out. Anything else different?"
"Not much. Same job. Sarah is very similar to you but she works as a
secretary rather than a teacher. She does temp work a few days a
week."
"Well," Jane's eyes glowed, "Trisha is a teacher, Head of Geography at
the same school I'm now the Headmaster of."
"You're the Head?"
"Yes! And we have the Jaguar and Trisha's got a little sports car.
We live up in Springfield."
"What?" Michael interrupted. "The big houses?"
"Almost the biggest. Five beds, four baths. We have a cleaner! It's
amazing! You have to see it!"
"So, life is good?" Michael mused.
"Visit. Come and look. It's everything we ever wanted."
"But you're a man."
"Yeah. There is that. And I want to be with you. But maybe we can
have a little holiday, see what life would have been like, before we
change back?"
"You like being a man?"
Jane seemed to blush slightly. "It's different, but there are
benefits. It's only been a day. I kinda like it so far, but there's
stuff I miss too."
"Benefits?" Michael felt slightly suspicious.
"Er, yeah, did you, you know, last night, with Sarah?"
"Of course not!" Michael spat out. "What do you think I am?"
"Oh. Good. Yes, that's good."
"There's something you're not telling me."
"I'm not sure how to. But theoretically, you know, if your wife,
let's say me, did it with a woman, would that be cheating?"
Michael paused to get his head around that. His wife was a man, and
she'd gone home with a woman who though she was the new man's wife.
If a husband did it with a wife, but the husband was another man's
wife... He couldn't figure it out like that. "You slept with someone
else while we're married?"
"She came onto me. There was no excuse I could give, and this thing"
she pointed at her crotch, "was obviously up for it. She's married to
me. I didn't know what to do!"
"So you had sex with a woman, as a man."
"Yes."
"Did you enjoy it?"
Jane smiled. "Such a man question. Actually, yes, I did. Is this
what it's like for you? It was great. I loved it. Not her. I don't
love her. But sex as a man is so different, so much better! How can
you not want it all the time?"
"I did, Jane. You didn't. Remember?"
Silence fell. The two were lost in their thoughts.
"I have an idea," Jane stated to break the tension. "This coin
changed our lives to suit our new bodies. We can't be together as two
men, and keep our children and old lives. But we want to be together
and I don't want our family to lose us. I've got the life we always
aspired to. Obviously a male teacher gets ahead quicker than I could
as a wife and mother. You're still a gym manager and personal
trainer, and you have that wherever you are. We can try out my new
life together, for one week, then change back."
"But if you're the man, that means...?"
"Yes. A complete holiday, not just from our lives but from our
genders and everything. One week only. Would you dare?"
Michael knew Jane had him there. To turn it into a dare was to
challenge his manhood. They had amazing magic that could do all this
and then change them back when they were done. Why wouldn't he try
it? Because it mean being a woman? Wouldn't that be something that
he should try with the power to change his body? "Yes. Okay. I'll
do it. One week, and then we change back."
"Unless we prefer it?"
"That will never happen. When do I start calling you my husband?"
"After you hand over the coin." Jane smiled. Michael liked the
smile, but it still didn't look right on a manly face.
Michael looked down at his body. He was female, definitely, there was
nothing between his legs, but Jane hadn't changed much apart from
that. He felt muscly, and fit, could feel his tight abs, but at the
same time felt much lighter. He could tense his bicep to a lump, but
it wasn't anywhere near the bulk he used to have. His chest too was
slightly muscly, and he could tense his pectorals, but there was just
a slight jiggle on top of them as he did so. Jane had put a bra on
him, but it was barely necessary, except to protect his slightly more
sensitive nipples. He was an A cup, if that, and happy about it. He
wasn't wearing any jewellery, nor it seemed any makeup, except for his
skin feeling a little dry on his face, probably foundation, and two
rings on his ring finger. Jane had copied the engagement and wedding
rings that she'd once worn. He checked his ears, and there were studs
there, nothing dangling. And his hair was cropped short, but with a
little weight on top.
He went to the ladies and checked himself out. His face was smoother
but still boyish, with thin lips and a strong nose. His eyes were
still blue. He looked pretty-ish, but androgynous, and it seemed the
age told greater on him than it did on Jane, or John as he now had to
call him. Returning to John he wondered who he was now, but not for
long as a call from the bar caught his attention.
"Shelley? Is John with you?"
It was a neighbour of theirs, who also visited the gym. "Dominic, hi,
yes, we're in the corner."
"Tell him our son's got his exams sorted, and tell him thanks. I'll
pop over in a minute."
"Sure, Dom." So Michael was now Shelley, probably from Michelle. And
his voice was higher, but not high. A slightly gravelly contralto.
As he got back to the table he told John of the encounter. "By the
way," he added, "you didn't put me in a dress?"
John shrugged. "Why would I? We're at the pub, not the opera. Did
you want to walk back in heels too?"
"God, no!"
"So let's use those Keds and get back to see our new house!"
"And find out what else has changed?"
"Yeah," agreed John, a little nervously, "that too."
The house was amazing. Headmasters earned a much higher salary than
either Michael or Jane could have hoped for. As they both crossed
their fingers entering they first found the key worked, and that the
Jag and the Mazda cabriolet were on the drive. "Hey, Mum, Dad." They
were greeted as they walked into the lounge. Both Emily and James
were sat watching the TV. Michael, Shelley, let out a sigh of relief.
"Hey, kids! Did you leave us any dinner?"
"In the oven," Emily replied without looking up. John took Shelley's
hand and walked her through to the kitchen. It was amazing, all new
units and an Aga in the centre.
"This is a beautiful house," she said to her new husband of twenty
five years.
"The rest is just as perfect," he replied. "Except for the kids'
rooms, I'm sure they're all over the place."
Shelley laughed. "No change there!"
They sat in the kitchen to eat at the breakfast bar. "So what now?"
Shelley asked.
"We go to bed, we have fun, we wake up in the morning and try out our
holiday lives?"
"We have fun? What's that bit about?"
"You know, we go to bed, and do what husbands and wives do."
"We'll be doing exactly what husbands and wives of twenty five years
do, honey. Going to sleep."
John made a face. "Surely you want to try it?"
"Having sex with a man? I don't think so."
"But it's me, your wife. You've gotta give it a go?"
"It's you, a man. I don't swing that way. Now let's not talk about
it in case one of the kids walks in. I want to see what happens
tomorrow."
John shrugged, somewhat unhappily. "We've got a week. Can you
promise me one night?"
"We'll see." Shelley got up and headed to find the bedroom.
Shelley found showering to be an experience as she wondered how to
clean her private places. Did she wash inside, or just outside?
Figuring that she could get quite gunky in there she slipped a soapy
finger in and wondered at the feeling of it moving around inside her.
It wasn't much to feel, just strange that it was inside, though no
more than pressing toilet paper into her rear on the occasions it
needed it. It was easier to get into, that was for sure, looser. Her
nipples were more sensitive, and her breasts did move a little as she
soaped over her chest, that particular loose feeling of the flesh
moving being an odd one. She was glad that John hadn't given her bags
of fat.
Smooth skin was a nice feeling. She could feel the beginings of
stubble as she sponged her legs, but there was little hair anywhere
else apart from her pubes and her head. Washing her hair was simple
too, but when she came to dry it she could see that it needed some
kind of shape, not just left uncombed as she used to do with her own
short hair. She mussed it up a bit and found some gum to hold it up,
which left it in a good looking, loose style.
John showered too, separately, and found that he enjoyed soaping his
penis. The smooth strokes with the soapy gel felt really good, and he
felt himself respond. He was amazed at the growth, looking down he
felt that his penis went from a drooping lump of flesh to a solid,
huge pillar of meat. He had to be gentle around his balls, and felt
them, careful as they were so sensitive. They weren't balls, which he
hadn't realised, but more like slightly soft eggs. He didn't like the
hair on his legs, but it had a kind of manliness about it. And then
there was hair everywhere else, which sometimes caught in buttons or
belts. Finally there was hair on his face which was really stiff and
scraggly. He knew he'd have to ask Shelley how to shave in the
morning. At least she would understand, unlike Trisha.
He wondered where Trisha was. Though he hadn't really spent much time
with her, nor wanted to, she was a lover in his bed, and seemed to
enjoy their physical time together. That he'd found amazing. There
wasn't much he enjoyed about being a man, if you discounted all the
accoutrements like the house, car and job, but sex was so demanding
and intense. And quick! He could cum just thinking about it, and
what an explosion it was! Damn, he enjoyed sex. It would be so good
if Shelley did too, but only if she wanted to. He loved his wife just
as he had loved his husband, and he would do nothing to hurt the
person inside.
Shelley found sitting on the toilet to be no different than sitting on
the toilet. There were still muscles to be pushed and relaxed, but
she had to remember to wipe. Standing up in the bedroom in front of
the full length mirror she checked out her naked body. She was a bit
thick waisted for her own tastes, but it was still trim and bumpy over
the abs. She flexed a bicep and saw that she had great muscletone for
a woman, if nothing on a man who worked out. Her thighs were thick,
strong, and her butt was round like she'd done plenty of squats. It
was bigger than a man's butt, but looked really good. Her tits were
barely there, nipples just smarties on a slightly bumpy ironing board.
Her face was not feminine, if not a man's face. Strong, whilst smooth
skin made it look soft.
Between her legs, nothing but a slit. And it would remain that way
for the week, she thought, though maybe just for John's sake she could
allow more than nothing one evening. It might feel good, but she
would definitely be doing it in the dark.
John enjoyed his job. He was the boss of the entire secondary school.
It was hard work, much harder than just turning up for a day or two
and teaching, as he had to balance the budget, organise the staff,
maintain the timetable, setup trips, keep discipline amongst the
children whilst allowing them their growing freedom to experiment, and
police the bullies. He loved the fact that people deferred to his
judgment, and would do as he asked, though he made sure to keep his
requests reasonable and polite.
He didn't like the clothing. Turning up in a suit and tie every day
was simply boring and way too restrictive. And the shoes were just
plain uncomfortable! How could men clomp around in clogs all day?
And the same clogs day in day out? He wanted to kick them off under
his desk but the mistake of choosing lace-ups meant that he couldn't.
And his secretary would pop in and out at all hours.
Shelley had shown him how to wet shave. Then shown him how to dress
the cuts. He hated it, so fiddly and only able to be done in a
mirror. How could men cope with that every day? Then there was the
masculinity, the whole being a man thing. He liked that challenge of
it, but there was so much to learn! The handshake. The considered
interruption. How to hold back when a woman wouldn't stop speaking.
How to never touch a woman, even if you just wanted to give her a hug
to show someone was listening. And how to change the whole
conversation from listening to telling. To giving advice. He
couldn't sit back and just sympathise, his staff and pupils expected
him to provide answers. He found that so interesting, that he could
just come up with an idea and throw it out there, and he enjoyed being
allowed to be that creative.
At the end of the day he just wanted relief. He hoped Shelley would
come round.
Whereas she was finding problems, challenges, and interests of her
own. She turned up to the gym for her normal hours to find a younger
colleague, Duncan, was her manager. As an assistant manager she had
duties that she still knew how to perform, but she was timetabled more
to giving classes, especially to the older generations. She was
listed as a personal trainer, but had few bookings, and figured that
the youth wanted the youthful to train them. She knew the classes, of
course, but hadn't had a great amount of experience taking them, so
made a few mistakes that she was able to gloss over. What she did
enjoy was her flexibility, and found the yoga and pilates to be hugely
enjoyable. When she finally got an hour to train by herself she hit
the gym and was disappointed in her stats, even though they were great
for a woman. At least there she did find company with the boys who
enjoyed sharing the equipment with her, able to talk to someone with
so much knowledge of training that they could shake their routines up.
Still she rued the fact that they wouldn't pay her for a personal
session.
The other trainers were respectful, but after work they went off in
their young group, leaving her to drive home. She felt a little flat,
and hoped John would let her relax and crash.
A few days later John was beginning to think that his 'wife' wasn't
playing the holiday game. She pleaded tiredness every night. They
barely even kissed, Shelley complaining about his stubble and leaning
up to him being difficult on her ever sore neck. Saturday was a short
day for her in the gym, so he hoped she'd be fresher, and they were
both off on Sunday so they could relax and recover. He'd spent the
Saturday doing man things. Fighting with the lawnmower, working out
how to trim the bushes, and catching himself with the saw as he tried
to cut some lengths of wood to fix a gap in the decking. He'd retired
to the kitchen for a cold beer or two, and was feeling healthy and
vibrant. Shelley came in early and sorted dinner out for them both,
before packing the kids off to their various appointments. Emily was
going out to stay over at a friend's, and James was having a night in
town before heading back to university in the morning though he'd be
back in the night. He was just moving furniture into his new digs,
but didn't actually start lectures for another week. For dinner he
brought out a bottle of wine from the small cellar, and poured them
both large glasses.
"How's it going?" he asked her.
"I'm getting used to it, but there aren't many women of my age working
in gyms. I'm beginning to think it wouldn't have been the career
choice I would have made in this life. I don't have many friends and
it's not really an earner, is it?"
"Headmasters make enough for two. You'd probably retire or find
something else to do. If we carried on, that is."
"But we won't, will we? A few more days. I'm not exactly finding
this to be a holiday."
"It's an experience, though, right? You're seeing how the other half
live?"
"It's an experience."
They drank their way through the bottle, John making sure that
Shelley's glass was always topped up. They sat down next to each
other on the sofa, and he took her hand as they watched a downloaded
film. She'd put on a romance for him, but he'd made sure it was a
slightly more adult one, with something to see. As the screen couple
made their way to bed together for the first time he put his hand on
her leg and began to stroke it. She felt it and relaxed back,
enjoying the gentle massage.
When John turned to kiss Shelley she responded. He'd been sure to
shave in the afternoon, in an attempt to not put her off. The
smoothness felt comforting, and she kissed him with some of the
missing passion. She could feel her nipples erect against her bra,
and enjoyed the slightly tingling sensation as they crinkled up. He
felt his ardour rise, and decided it was time. "Come to bed?"
"What about the film?"
He grinned. At least she hadn't said no. "We haven't been watching
it for five minutes already."
"True." She kissed him again. "I'm nervous, but I do love you."
With that she got up and held out her hand for him.
He grabbed it and rose, not really pulling, and then shifted his bits
uncomfortably in his crotch as they forced themselves up against his
Junes. Shelley led him upstairs, and into their bedroom. Once there
she paused. John moved past her and began to undress for bed.
Looking back at her he encouraged her to undress too. Slowly she
began to take off her clothing, nervous determination on her face.
They lay in bed together, naked, facing each other. The main light
was off but John still had his bedside lamp on. Shelley's face was
dimly lit but his was in shadow. He looked at her carefully. "If you
want to stop at any time, you just have to tell me."
Shelley nodded. It was Dutch courage, perhaps. She felt good after
the wine, open to experiment. "I want to do this for you," she
affirmed.
"For us," he responded. "Let's do this because we love each other and
want to show it."
Shelley smiled. "You old romantic. No, you were right, I should find
out how this feels, to better know you when we go back to ourselves."
"That's a good way of looking at it. Understanding each other."
"Quit talking. Before I back out."
John moved on top of Shelley, kissing her steadily on the lips. With
his hands he moved her legs apart, and gently began stroking her quim
with his fingers, waiting for the little button to inflate and peek
out from under its hood. Shelley felt his fingers stroking her, but
noticed only the lack of her male genitalia, nothing being grabbed or
rising up to erection, and could barely feel much beyond the pleasant
stroking. She wondered why he was doing it. Breaking off their
kissing for a moment she closed her eyes and sighed. "Can you put it
in there already?"
Not thinking of it as a negative request, John gladly did as she
asked. He was gentle though, manipulating his foreskin between her
labia so that his head would slide in, rather than push in forcefully.
Slowly he moved his hips down, and he saw his wife bite her bottom lip
as she felt him enter. Shelley felt her muscles around her hole move
apart, pressed by the pressure of his penis, and then felt him
sticking slightly. His gentle pushing seemed to pinch her sensitive
insides, but she figured it might just be something she had to deal
with.
Slowly John moved in deeper, feeling the same sticking sensation
rather than a slippery one that he'd felt before. With Trisha he'd
just slid straight in, so he tried even more gently. It was press,
press, press, slip, then press again. Each slip caused Shelley to
make a face, or a sound, something like a gasp. He took that to be
good. He was sure she'd loosen up once he was inside.
"Ow!" cried Shelley as he slipped once more, pulling her insides with
a pinch as he put his weight down on her. She felt split open and the
weird sensation of something inside her, something which didn't feel
right at all being there. Then a man was on top of her, and it hurt.
This was not fun at all! "Stop, please!"
John stopped in mid-motion, and just pulled back slightly. "Are you
okay?"
"No. I'm sorry. This hurts and doesn't feel right."
"Maybe we need some lubricant?"
"Look, sure, just try it."
He pulled out and noted her brief exclamation of pain as he did so.
Running to the bathroom he pulled out a tube of jelly from a drawer
and rubbed some over his burgeoning dick as he walked back to the bed.
Quickly he climbed back over his wife and without hesitation started
the whole process again. This time there was no sticking or pinching
and he more quickly slipped himself inside her as she gasped, at least
this time not in pain.
"Is that better?"
"It's better. There's no pinching. It's just..."
"What?"
"Nothing. Why don't you try moving now?"
She lay there as he began to slowly pump his hips up and down and his
penis into her vagina. She felt it moving, but barely, like the jelly
had removed any connection between them, and she was just a hole for
his cock to slide in and out of. After a few pumps she heard him
groan slightly, like she once had, as she'd made love to her wife.
Just that now she was underneath a man, and he was pressing her down,
sweaty and weighty. Her legs were pressed apart around him, which
wasn't uncomfortable but was strange. And she had a cock inside her,
with little positive to feel about it. As he pressed down she knew he
was in deep, and she felt wrong, so wrong.
"John?" She looked up at him. He slowed but didn't stop, looking
back at her. "Could you stop?"
"What's wrong?" he asked with concern, pausing.
"It doesn't feel right. I can't do this."
"Don't you feel anything good?"
"Nothing. I'm sorry. Can you please take it out?"
He complied, but she couldn't see his face as he did so. "Could you
maybe use your hand?"
"For what? Ew, no! Do it yourself! Go in the bathroom!"
With his tail between his legs John slunk away from the marital bed.
When he returned she appeared to be asleep. He'd had time to think.
Shelley couldn't help being Michael in her mind. That was something
he couldn't change. Sex had hurt her at first, because she wasn't
lubricated, which was maybe down to the fact that she wasn't turned
on, and possibly slightly because she was now an older woman. He'd
tried to excite her, but she hadn't gone for it or realised, but maybe
that was because she wasn't looking forward to what they'd done, but
maybe also her body wasn't easily excited. He'd not found her
clitoris and he knew where to look. She needed to experience great
sex once, in order to want to do it again, but getting to that once
might be really tough now. Older women simply didn't have the drives
that he remembered having between about twenty five and thirty years
old. The drives that had resulted in their children.
"I've had a thought," he said, as Shelley woke and turned towards him.
"Yes?"
"I have some ideas on how to make sex feel good for you, but it kinda
relies on you actually wanting to give it another go, which I guess
you probably don't."
"You're right there, honey. I am sorry, but I just can't do it."
"Hear me out. I've got the coin, and I want us to use it to make some
changes. After that, it's up to you again."
"You want to change us back already? I don't mind."
"No. I want to change us both though, and after that we'll change
back to finish our holiday."
"Aren't you concerned about reality changing again? We could end up
anywhere."
John had thought this through. "It's Sunday. We'll change for as
long as it takes, but change back as soon as we're done. Whatever
happens for twenty minutes, half an hour, whatever, nothing will
really impact us before we change back. Then everything will be as it
is now and no-one will be the wiser."
"Except us."
"Exactly."
John turned to his bedside and retrieved the coin. He sat up in the
bed looking down on Shelley. She smiled up at him. "First," he said,
"I'm going to make some changes to you which I hope will make things
better for sex for you. Then I'll give you the coin and you try to
make the changes I suggest to me."
She grinned. "Okay. Hit me."
John concentrated on a few things. He didn't change Shelley much to
look at, except that he dropped twenty years from her physical age.
Her skin tightened, her face youthened, and she looked simply more
fit. Her eyes seemed to glow with the brightness of younger days.
Much less visibly he concentrated on physical sensation. He made her
clitoris slightly larger and more sensitive, and thought about
positioning it slightly closer to her vaginal entrance, where he might
rub against it. He imagined her having a highly sensitive vaginal
wall, sensitive to pleasure but not pain, and slicker, quick to
lubricate. Then he guessed at there being some kind of hormone mix
which might make her hornier, easier to arouse, not that he knew what
that would be. And a G-Spot, she needed one of those, in a location
which he could rub against once inside, and which would provide her
with intense orgasms. Multi-orgasmic, of course, because he didn't
want her stopping before he was done, though again, it was just a
vague thought rather than something he knew how to physically affect.
Without even realising he was doing it he wondered if her nipples
might cause her to get aroused if they were stimulated, and maybe her
lips too if she was kissed, and the sides of her neck, and her ass if
it was pinched or spanked.
John shook himself and dropped the coin. "Whoah, enough," he said out
loud. "I hope some of that works but boy, if you start thinking about
sex this penis thing gets all solid and then you can't stop thinking
about it, can you?"
"Were you having naughty thoughts?" Shelley teased, and then smiled as
she realised her voice was smoother. Turning towards the mirrored
cupboards she took a look at her changes. "You made me younger? Is
that what you wanted?"
"Yes, one thing. I figured it might help with your hormones, make
lubrication easier."
"Make me hornier?"
"That too."
"You still have to get over the fact that I'm pretty much a lesbian."
She rolled back towards him.
"And for that I'm going to give you the coin." He handed it to her.
"So tell me what you suggest I should change?"
"Here goes. I'd like you to think of me as whatever woman you'd like,
except you're going to leave me my male bits and pieces."
"You want to be a woman with a dick?"
"You want me to be a woman. I want you to make love to a dick. Best
of both worlds?"
"Okay," Shelley mused. It might work, especially if she transformed
John into someone she'd really like to make love to. Thinking that,
she decided on a young Cindy Crawford, or near as she could think of,
and watched in appreciation as John transformed into a statuesque,
slim brunette, with pleasant boobs and deep, brown eyes.
"Don't forget the penis!" John called out in a sultry voice, as he
felt it disappear.
"Oh, sorry." She concentrated, and John had his penis back, although
maybe slightly larger, as she'd mostly had experience of viewing
penises from a couple of feet above one.
"Cindy Crawford?" he said as he looked in the mirror. "I should have
guessed."
"You're still John or June in there though, right?"
"Of course. Why?"
"It's kinda intimidating lying in bed naked next to my boyhood
fantasy."
"Well, my darling, you're about to have your fantasy come true!"
This time as John reached his hand down between Shelley's legs he very
quickly found what he was looking for.
"Oh!" she gasped in surprise. "That feels... good! Is that...?"
"Your clitoris."
"It feels like you're... Oh! Stroking my penis, but all in one tiny
place! I feel... Oh! I feel like I'm getting wet inside!"
"That's good." John kissed Shelley with his thickened lips, soft on
hers. He felt her sink into him.
Shelley loved the feeling of the kiss, and his fingers between her
legs really did make her feel like she had a cock again, which was
getting hard and feeling oh so good. She felt him move his lips away
from hers and down the side of her neck, and her breathing got faster
as it didn't quite tickle her, but felt so sensitive and sensual. Her
nipples were already aching, and her hips wanted to move to some kind
of rhythm. As his lips moved around to her chest she pushed it up
towards him, desperate already for him to suck on her small breasts.
When he did, pulling the nipple into his soft, moist mouth, she felt a
tingle through her body that caused a spasm in her quim, forcing her
to open her eyes in shock as she felt something she'd never felt
before. And it felt good. She grabbed at his long hair, pulling his
face into her chest and feeling a space opening up between her legs, a
space she wanted filled! But could she have it filled with a cock.
Still she wondered, nervously, bringing her slightly back down to
earth. Was he going to spoil everything by trying to have sex with
her.
John rose over Shelley and moved back up to kissing her lips. He felt
that he'd lost the strength in his arms to stay above her, so he
quickly manouevered his little head into position above her slick
labia. Feeling his arm tremble he pressed down and when his tip was
in he brought his other hand back for support. Slowly he slid in.
This wasn't bad for Shelley. In fact, she thought, this was good.
Really good. As she felt the cock slip inside her she could feel
every pulsing vein on its surface, and each slip, slide, beat and
thrust sent a thrill through her body into a point in the back of her
brain which screamed out in pleasure. Then John touched something
inside her which at first felt like she needed to pee, and then
quickly like if she did pee she'd release a small ball of pleasure
exploding into her whole body. But she couldn't pee, or explode, or
whatever it was, not while every thrust inside her was expanding that
marble into something bigger that would soon fill the space inside
her. She needed to feel the cock deeper, and began to thrust up
against John, forcing the ball to grow and grow until she was tensed
up and gasping for breath. She felt it burst with a scream as
pleasure shuddered through her body and fireworks exploded in the back
of her mind. Relieved, relaxed, she lost all control of her muscles
as they twitched and that part of her brain which had gone to heaven
slowly came back down to find itself back in her sodden body. A body
which was still being fucked by her dream woman, still being pounded
into pleasurable submission, with no release as a new ball began to
grow in the space inside her where the first had barely fully vacated.
"Don't stop!" She called out to her lover. "Don't stop!" As she
begged for the next release to arrive already. And arrive it did,
with John pumping harder, barely able to control his excitement and
enthusiasm before he released it into Shelley's powerful, tense body.
They came together, Shelley feeling the full power of John's ardour
pumping into her, before the fantasy arms collapsed and the fantasy
tits squidged down onto her still climaxing body.
"Let's do that again." Shelley sighed as she stretched out like a cat
on the bed.
"You need to change me back," ohn admonished. "We have no idea
what's happened to our reality, but I doubt Cindy is Headmistress of
the local comprehensive."
Shelley pouted, something neither of them could remember her doing
before, but it felt right. "Okay, pass me that coin again."
"John, remember, not June. We still have a few days."
"Okay, I don't mind. John sounds good too, just for a few days. You
are ugly as John though, you know?"
"Not my problem, I'm married." He laughed, as he felt his masculinity
return.
"Now you change me?" Shelley asked.
"I don't have to. You see your rings?" John watched Shelley checking
out her ring finger, and finding the engagement and wedding rings
still there. "I figured as long as I made sure they were there,
reality would keep you and me married. So fingers crossed you're
probably now my younger model second wife, and we're still together in
this house."
"So sex can stay feeling like that? And Cindy can visit anytime?"
"I don't know about Cindy..." mused John, as he reached to put the
coin back into his bedside. "Let's see how we go."
They got showered, dressed, and went to check out their surroundings.
Shelley was confused. She wanted sex. As a young man she'd always
wanted sex, but she could live without having it. This was different.
She wanted sex now. As she and John spent the day in the house and
garden she would find her eyes drifting to his crotch, and the package
hidden under his Junes. She didn't want John, though she did want the
woman inside him, and in fact it still upset her to think of having
sex with a man, but as the day wore on her need for sex began to
mollify her feelings about that. Sex with a man was still sex, and
she wanted to feel that amazing release again.
John caught her looking more than once, and though it did make him
feel good, he wondered about the sudden and quite drastic change in
his partner. Well, it was exactly what he wanted, for Shelley to
enjoy sex enough to want to have it again over the next few days.
What neither he nor Shelley realised was that the changes he'd made to
her made her orgasms near addictive, so good were they. But it didn't
matter that night as she climbed onto him, too horny to bother about
getting the coin to change him. Nor the next morning, when James
walked past their bedroom door as John pounded a prone Shelley from
behind.
Work for both of them was difficult as they couldn't wait to get back
to each other. They texted each other through the day, each text
initially flirtatious, then getting sexy, then downright dirty. John
didn't look at any of the female members of his staff the way he
looked at Shelley, as she was his ideal woman. He didn't see others
as a way to find relief, just looked forward to getting home to his
wife. Shelley, well, for her it was a bit different. She didn't want
a man at all, but she wanted what a man could give her. She had to
fight to keep herself on the straight and narrow, especially now that
she was no longer an assistant manager, but instead had her day filled
with personal training sessions themselves filled with young, fit
females and young, packaged males. By the time she got home she was
ready to rape John in any room she could find him, and the children
found her distracted and ditzy.
Not that it mattered to them, because it turns out that was what they
thought of their step-mother anyway. She found her own children cold,
and shutting her off, not wanting to talk in the lounge or chat in the
kitchen. She served them food like they expected her to wait on them
hand and foot. James was the most direct, especially when she met him
that first afternoon in the kitchen where he was waiting for the
kettle to boil.
"Hi, James."
"Hi, Shelley."
"Not 'Mum'?" she asked, curiously, having thoughtlessly expected the
title.
"God, no. Why would I ever call you that? I have a Mum, no matter
what you try to do here with my insane Father." Leaving the kettle he
exited the kitchen to be somewhere else.
Shelley felt like she'd been punched in the stomach, and for the first
time since becoming a woman she actually began to cry.
"I don't like this," she complained to John after she'd nailed him to
the mattress and cum four times.
"You don't like sex? You could have fooled me."
"No," she smiled weakly, "I don't like being your second wife, your
first wife, or any wife. I want to go home."
John sighed and lay back. "Two more days, that's all."
"I know, and I want you to have your fun, I really do, but I've had
enough."
"How about we take the next two days off? Go somewhere? No kids, no
nothing, live in a hotel, spend money, really have a holiday?"
Shelley stayed quiet for a minute before she answered. "Just go
somewhere different and be just us?"
"Just us John and Shelley, for the last two days. We'll fly. Join
the mile-high club."
She smiled. "That could be fun."
"I'll get on the internet and book us something."
Early the next morning they drove to the local airport and took a
short flight to Paris. Admittedly there was little point in them
going to Paris as they barely left their hotel room. At least the
food and wine were excellent.
Shelley stepped out of the cab as John paid the driver. Maybe there
was time for one more bed session before they returned to their normal
lives. She was praying that neither James nor Emily were in the
house, as she didn't want to deal with them one last time. She wanted
to return happy, with memories she could really enjoy as she lived out
the rest of her life as Michael, with his wife June, and a new
closeness and intimacy.
There was a car outside the house she didn't recognise, and she
pointed it out to John as he joined her. He shrugged. "No idea." He
confirmed. As they approached the door it opened, and her heart sank
slightly as James came out to them. Ignoring her he went straight to
John.
"Dad, so glad you're back. I need a hand with something in the garage
that I need to take back to Uni."
"Okay, son, can we get the cases inside first?"
"No time! I'm late for meeting the guys already."
John looked at Shelley and shrugged. "Two minutes, hun. Leave the
cases, just put the kettle on?"
She nodded and stepped inside.
In the living room was someone familiar. She'd only seen her for two
minutes, but this was the woman who took John home the first day
they'd found the coin. "Trisha?"
"Shelley," the woman batted back, coldly. "Please sit for a moment, I
don't have long."
"What do you want?" She went to sit on the sofa, opposite the older
woman.
"Oh, my husband, and my children want their mother. But strange
story, it seems they've given me a way to make that happen."
Shelley waited, wondering what the next barb might be, realising that
Trisha was obviously the first, and ex-, wife.
"James was being his usual curious self and came across this strange
item. With it he and Emily discovered they could make changes to each
other, but that no-one else noticed, and in fact reality changed
around them. They showed me, and you can imagine how stunned I was,
and then James said I could use it perhaps. Now he's distracting his
father, though I believe that's not necessary, but it's nice I have
you alone."
The coin! Shelley went to move and discovered that she couldn't.
Screaming out for James she was panicked to find no sounds escaping
her mouth.
"Nice try, dear, but too late. You can't move or make a noise until
I'm done with you. I'm not cruel though. John and I were already
separated before he took you on as a personal trainer, so I don't
blame you, I just need you out of the way. Not fucking him so loudly
you wake my kids!"
Shelley tried desperately to do anything. She tried to plead with
Trisha, wanted to get her to understand that none of this was real,
that John was really June, her own, Michael's, wife.
"Did you ever wonder if he's gay? I did, for many years. He has
these feminine touches, and look at us. You're a younger version of
me, tom-boyish. I can see it in you, like me, a girl who was lucky to
find a man like John. I would never catch him looking at beautiful
women, but occasionally he would check out some young boy, only to
stop when he realised it was a young boy. He's feminine and likes
masculine women. Of course what convinced me he wasn't gay was the
sex! He really does love it, doesn't he, and never that dirty stuff
behind. So I'm just going to make a tweak to reality which I hope
will turn out the way I plan, as I understand the changes tend to
align to the way I change you. You need to be someone he'd never have
looked at, and then he wouldn't have left me. Don't worry, you'll
love the results.
"You need to be pretty, keeping that nice soft skin but softening the
shape of that face. More heart shaped, a bump of a chin, and a raised
jawline, up to some womanly cheekbones. Slightly bigger eyes but you
can keep that lovely blue. Bigger lashes. Oh, a smaller nose, cute,
and bigger lips of course, not those thin lines we both have, or you
had, rather."
Shelley felt the changes to her face, though she couldn't see anything
of herself, just the impression of bloated, soft lips as she mouthed
her distress.
"None of this cropped hair, you need a mane, and it should be blonde,
though dyed, of course. It'll set off those blue eyes. Down to your
nipples, at least, you should be able to cover them under it. Hmm,
breasts, you need those, as he really doesn't like breasts, so we'll
make sure you have plenty, a bit too much for your size. A trim
waist, not those square sides. Something a belt will really go tight
around. Then womanly hips, proper child-bearing ones. Longer legs,
though we'll keep you the same height. What are you, 5'8", 5'9"? You
might be able to model. If it wasn't for the breasts, anyway. Of
course you need to slim those legs so you can lose some of that
muscle. Feminine women don't lift weights, so we'll trim everything
back to looking like you work out by dieting. Not too trim though,
you need some shape on that bottom still!"
The weights on her chest would have pulled her forward if she wasn't
stuck in place, and the way she rose as her bottom filled out and
spread across the seat was disconcerting. Her hair though, that she
could see, and hated as it framed the sides of her vision.
"Now for the details."
She felt pinpricks in her lower back, her left shoulder blade, and on
her right breast.
"That's a butterfly on the breast, just peeking out over your bra,
inviting someone to take a look. A rose on your shoulder of course,
and some kind of design lower down, a proper tramp stamp, which might
just leave you in the life of a proper tramp! But I said I wouldn't
be cruel."
Tattoos! Feminine ones, of course. Nothing escaped this witch whom
Shelley had never harmed.
"Nice big hoops in the ears, and a few more decorations there."
She felt the hoops tug down on her lobes, and the pricks all around
her ears as other piercings manifested.
"A belly button ring. I hear it's all the rage with young girls. One
of those tiny nose stones, that makes you look so exotic and somehow
submissive. A few necklaces, of course. I'm not going cheap on you,
dear, you'll be able to pawn these for a few nights in a hostel if you
need to. Plenty of bangles and those silly cotton wraps. Now rings.
First you can lose mine, then you can have a selection, including this
lovely one I'll put on your ring finger. Just the one, don't worry,
and a much smaller diamond than you're used to. Oh, I forgot your
nails! They look a mess. How about we just have some naturally long
ones, in a gorgeous red varnish."
"Underneath you need the proper feminine lingerie, so you can have
stockings with a suspender belt, and a matching set from Victoria's
Secret or somewhere. And now, the coup de grace, which I hope will
take you far away from my husband and children, just in case you have
any crazy ideas. A job where trousers are frowned upon, so he won't
even look at you if you walked right up to him. Skirt and high heels
for you dear, and I hope I've got that right. I was looking it up
just earlier. That's the proper logo on your jacket and hat."
She felt herself fully dressed, but everything was tight around her,
fitted to within an inch of her life. She still had no idea the
totality of her changes.
"Why don't you get up and take a look at yourself in the mirror over
the fireplace, dear? You'll find you can't come within two feet of
me, so don't even try."
Resigned to that fact, she stood, and walked over to the fireplace,
missing her first step in the high heels. Getting herself under
control she tried walking more gently towards the mirror. Yes, she
was beautiful. Michael admired the sight from a man's point of view,
finding the press of his breasts out of the blouse to be very
attractive. But he couldn't cope with the feel of breasts from the
inside, nor the turn of his ankles in the heels or the jiggle of his
bottom as he moved. Then there was the hair, now swept back off his
face and onto his head in a tight bun, a do he appreciated momentarily
for the fact it wasn't hanging down.
At least he was still here, he thought, inside, and John, or
preferably June, would be able to save him. He turned towards Trisha
and went to tell her the mistake she'd made, to plead with her one
last time.
"Sorry, dear, you can move but no noise until you're away from here.
I'm so curious to find out what happens next, aren't you?" The witch
grinned, and sort of giggled slightly.
John came into the room with James and another, shorter man in a
uniform waistcoat and trousers. "Thank you so much for bringing our
luggage back." He turned to the short man and shook his hand.
"All part of the service, sir," the man replied. "Of course, we still
deeply apologise for having mislaid it in the first place."
"Would you like to stop for a cup of tea?" He asked the man. "You,
miss?" He said, turning to Michael, no longer Shelley, unless that
was still his name now. Michael shook his head, unable to respond,
seeing that John absolutely didn't recognise him and, apart from
holding his gaze for a moment, paid no interest to him.
"Sorry, sir, but we have to get back for our return shift. Come
along, Mischa, we can't keep the car waiting."
Mischa stood her ground, shaking her head.
"Oh the poor dear," he heard Trisha say. "She looks so tired, dead on
her feet. She might..."
John looked over at the slumped form of the stewardess. "Not just
might, she did."
"I'm sorry, sir," explained the steward, "it was a long shift and the
jet lag does get to us. We'll make sure she sits in the jump seat for
the first few hours on the return. Get some rest."
"Well," said John, "we'd better check she's okay then help you get her
to the car."
Mischa woke from her faint a some moments later, in a taxi, convinced
that Trisha had used the coin to make her faint and get rid of her.
It took a while before her voice fully returned, by which time they
were halfway to Heathrow. From his name badge the steward was Dennis,
a man who wouldn't contemplate turning back no matter how she pleaded,
and she could find no reasonable excuse.
Her new colleagues were waiting at the airport with their cases, and
she found a passport in the name of Mischa Stanton, her true surname.
They had walked her to the plane and helped her into the crew bunks,
then left her to recover so that she could start work on the Dinner
shift five hours in. She'd get another rest before working the second
Dinner shift as they approached Sydney. She had some making up to do
to her colleagues if she was going to keep working the UK route and
have any chance of getting back to John. Of course, worse than
working two shifts in eighteen hours in a job she didn't know, in
tight clothes, high heels and carrying the weight of two large
breasts, was the fact that she was feeling incredibly horny.
Epilog
The tall woman strode confidently down the hospital corridors, heading
for the Cardiac ward. Men appraised her as she passed, noting the
slim, strong looking body under the casual t-shirt and jeans, the
proud face still carrying the vestiges of youthful beauty, and perhaps
catching the grey roots under the short, auburn hair. She spotted a
vending machine, and pausing to view the contents she touched her chip
finger to the glass in front of a fruit bar, the screen noting her
purchase and deducting the required funds before releasing the bar to
the collection drawer. She opened it and chewed on it slowly, hoping
the sugars would combat her tiredness. Pushing open the doors to the
ward she looked around before heading to a bed containing an old man,
somewhere in his seventies, hooked up to all the monitors.
He looked at her as she took a seat next to him. "Are you from the
insurance?" he asked, before being wracked by a coughing fit. She
passed him a glass of water from the cabinet next to him.
"No, just an old friend with a few questions."
"An old friend? I'm sorry, I don't recall. The memory is... not what
it used to be. It's the drugs, I think."
She smiled at him. "I don't look like you remember. You're John
Desmond, but once upon a time you were June Desmond, before you
married Michael Stanton."
The old man's eyes widened, and he looked at the woman in shock.
"Michael, you know Michael? I was confused, for so long."
"Yes, the changes left vestiges of memory. Not every jump in reality
could blank out everything that had gone before, especially for those
who went through many changes. You had to remember being June, so you
had to remember Michael."
"Until he disappeared. We were playing with a coin, but I remember a
life with Trisha. She was so good to me, which must have been painful
for her because I never truly loved her." The old man was
reminiscing, but the woman stopped to listen. "She was a good mother.
I was... sad... to lose her. But I always hoped. Where is Michael?"
She took a breath. She'd never known whether she could truly go
through with this. Perhaps she should fill him in a little first. "I
knew Michael twenty four years ago. At the time I moved down to
Sydney, Australia, to be with my fiance. We had our first child
within a year. I have four children, by four different fathers, two
of whom I was married to. Employment laws meant I kept my job as a
stewardess through all the pregnancies, but the company put me on the
short-haul routes, inside Australia. I could be a mother to my
children, but I couldn't get out of the country.
"After my second divorce, whilst pregnant with Beth, my youngest, I
met a woman, a mother herself, who showed me that I didn't need a man
to satisfy my appetites. After thinking that I would never know love
again I found it in her, even though I fought it for a while.
"We had our issues. I had a scare a few years ago, and as a result I
had a double mastectomy. She wasn't so lucky. As I was cleared so
they found she was late stage. She left me some things in her will,
one of which was an open ticket to hyper over to the UK, with the
exhortation to find you. I'm fulfilling her final wishes, Jean. I've
come to tell you that I am Michael."
Once again the old man's eyes lit up, but not in shock this time. He
reached for the woman's hand. "I knew it," he said. "There was
something about you, and I'm so glad you could come to see me before
the end. I have regrets, of course, but not ever seeing you again or
knowing what happened was going to be my greatest.
"I'm not getting out of here, you know? It's the heart, it's too
weak, ravaged inside apparently by infection. Oh, God, I wish I had
the last twenty years back with you, Michael, but I've loved our
children and watched them grow up into fine adults. James is running
some company up North and Emily became a Doctor like she always
wanted. She's the reason I'm still here."
"I'd love to see them again, but they don't know me. In this life
they were never mine, no matter how much I know they are."
"I'm confused about what happened back then, but we messed up, didn't
we, playing with power beyond our control? I wish that coin had never
come into our lives. We were happy, we didn't need more." He paused.
"Have you been happy, Michael?"
"I've had a good life. Two, actually. I have four amazing, crazy
children, and the eldest is getting married soon. I'd like someone to
keep me company into my old age, but I can't deny the happiness I've
already had." She tilted her head to one side, looking at the old man
in query. "If you had the chance, would you come back with me?"
He coughed again, pain evident on his face. Finally he relaxed.
"Would I come back to Australia? I'm too old, Michael, too ill."
"What if you weren't?"
"If we had that coin back?" He sank back into his pillows, letting
out a sigh. "When I began to question my memories, and realise what
I'd lost, I was devastated. Now that you're here, it's the greatest
gift I've ever received, short of your kiss on our wedding day. I
messed us up, and you've fixed us. I would never want another chance
to take this away. I love you, Michael." He coughed again, in
gasping pain this time. "I've always loved you. Don't give me a
chance to destroy that." He pressed on his alarm button, calling the
nurse. As he did, his eyes closed.
Mischa stood up in shock. She looked over him, but he was still
breathing, if faintly. She couldn't rouse him by name. Then one of
the monitors began to sound an alarm.
The nurse ran in, a doctor soon following. "Stand aside, dear!" she
told Mischa with no recourse. Mischa stepped back, and watched as the
two checked the old man over and finally injected something into one
of his IVs which eventually stopped the monitor alarm. The old man
looked peaceful, relaxed.
"Is he okay?" She asked the nurse.
"He's stable, but you should understand, dear, there's nothing we can
do except keep him here. Are you family?"
She thought for a moment, but of course she was, once. "Yes."
"Well, then, you should know that he might not wake up again. If he
does it would be only to say goodbye. You can wait here. We can keep
you comfortable."
"I might." She returned to her seat. "I'll keep him company for a
moment."
The nurse and doctor left Mischa alone with the old man. She opened
her purse, and unzipped a small pocket where she kept the other gift
that Linzie had left her in her will. It was a silvery coin, a little
smaller than the old ten pence piece used to be, before coins and cash
were consigned to the wastebin of history. Looking at it brought on a
strange kind of pain.
"I've always loved you too, Jean," she said, grasping the old man's
hand. She closed her purse and stood up, leaning over to kiss him
before releasing his hand. Vending machines didn't even have coin
slots anymore, but outside the hospital there would be a gutter that
something could roll into.