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Chapter nine Ginger staying in my bed became the norm for us over the next few weeks. She just seemed to slip straight into my life and it was so easy we didn't fight or argue. She got on so well with Talia it was like they were sisters. I did feel sorry for Alex who was now feeling a little left out. She seemed very sad and disconsolate. I think the penny was starting to fall. She was starting to realise that the chances of Ben returning were slim to non-existent and it showed on her face. Our relationship had changed as well. We didn't have the same intimacy, she had lost her confidante. She still teased me and tormented me but that was just her nature. She had pulled back and had stopped chasing either Ginger or me for sex. The sexual side of our relationship was over. Once she realised there was no going back she dug her toes in and cut us both off. That suited me because I was worried that she wouldn't want to let go. She has a very controlling nature and I had half expected her to try and get us all into some twisted threesome or extended relationship and as much fun as that would have been sexually I wanted to bed in my relationship with Ginger. I wanted a close loving relationship. I didn't think that would be possible with another person in the mix. So when it became obvious she was cutting us off all together it was a blessing. It did take a while to get accustomed to having her as nothing more than a friend. As Ginger and I spent more time together it got to the point where she was spending more time at our place than hers. She may as well be living there and it had been going so well I asked if she wanted to actually move in? She jumped at the chance. "I would love to but what about Talia I don't want to get in your way." "She will be fine, I will put it to her tonight so it will be her call." She nodded and we hugged which turned into kissing which turned into making out which turned into a luxurious slow fuck in the afternoon sun. Ginger disappeared before Talia got home from school. When she walked in the door the first thing she asked was, "Where's Ginger?" I asked her to sit down and the moment I did that she looked heartbroken. "Oh my god no, no, no please don't say it, what happened? I thought you guys were getting on so good." I kissed her softly. "Honey you have the wrong end of the stick. What I want to talk about is Ginger moving in." Before I could say anything more she jumped onto my lap and wrapped her arms around me. "Oh Dad thank god you had me worried that something bad had happened." "Honey it means she would be living here full time. This wouldn't be for a few days. This is for the long haul." She hugged me tighter and I could feel the side of my neck getting wet with her tears "Dad I really like Ginger, she is like the sister I never had. I promise there is no problem." Her comment was supposed to be supportive, and it was but it also reminded me of the age difference between us. She was young and full of life. I couldn't fully push back those horrible dark thoughts. Was I doing the right thing? Could it last? Or would Ginger eventually tire of hanging around with me? Later when Ginger walked in to start work Talia rushed up to her and flung her arms around her and they embraced tightly, more like lovers than sisters. I could hear the tittering and giggling as they talked. They really did get on great. During a lull later Talia approached me again. "Dad, can I tell Mum or is this supposed to be a secret?" "Well at the moment I would prefer that we keep it just between us. I am sure Evie will tell her any bloody way but please can we keep it on the down low?" She nodded but I could see she wasn't happy. Life settled into a bit of a routine for us. The day times were free and Ginger took great pleasure in dressing me up like her own personal Barbie doll. She loved it and we shared clothes. Well that is if we could rescue them from Talia. Luce and I still stayed in touch and she dropped the bombshell. The divorce papers were final and she wanted to get married. She wanted Talia to go to the wedding. I agreed that it was fine although I would leave the decision to her, I had no problems with it, and she could go if she wanted. She asked whether Tane could come and stay with us while they went on their honeymoon. I agreed that was perfect for me. We hadn't spoken much lately, I couldn't wait for him to visit. Later that night Talia came up to me to talk. I dried my hands and left Rob in charge as we found a secluded spot. "Dad Mom told me she has told you about her marrying Mark." She held on to my hand with her concerned expression etched into her face. "Are you OK?" I nodded slowly. "Yes it was a bit of a shock but hey, we are adults and I guess it was going to happen." "She has asked me to go to the wedding, is that alright? I have saved up enough money I can pay for it myself," she added hesitantly. I chuckled. "Honey it's OK and I am happy to pay for it, you keep your money. You mother already asked me and Tane is coming back with you and he is going to stay with us while they go on their honeymoon." She got a bit fidgety which happens when she ids nervous. "Dad, Mum wanted me to ask you something else." Oh, oh I thought to myself this isn't going to be good... "Go ahead." "She wants you to go to the wedding as well. She said it would mean a lot to her." "Why didn't she ask me herself?" "I don't know? Maybe she was nervous. She thinks that I only have to ask and you will fold. She thinks I have some kind of super power over you. I think her words were I have you wrapped around my little finger." We both laughed. "I don't know honey. I have lots on at the moment and I am not sure I can get away." She looked down at the ground despondently. "That's OK I understand how you must feel. After the way she treated you I probably wouldn't want to go either. I just thought it would be nice for us all to be together." "Honey it's just that I don't know whether it's the right thing to do. I don't really want to watch her get married again." "Dad Mum isn't going to ask you but she feels really strongly about this. She wants you to be there. I want you to be there as well. I am going to be a bridesmaid you know...... Don't you want to see me in my bridesmaid's outfit?" I laughed. "You will make a gorgeous bridesmaid. Just don't get caught up in all that hens' night shit." She slapped me on the shoulder and gave me a cheeky grin. "Sam will make sure I don't get into trouble." "You're taking Sam? I queried. She nodded. "I sure am, I could hardly leave her behind could I." "What did Mum say?" She got fidgety and uncomfortable again. "I haven't told her yet." I had a sneaky feeling that Luce wasn't going to receive that information well. Over the next few days Talia repeatedly tried to convince me that I should go. It was starting to get to me and the more I thought about it the more I thought, maybe it wouldn't be so bad. In the end after much discussion I relented. "Talia if your mother wants me to go she has to ask me OK. If she asks I will go." She clapped her hands. "Thanks Dad it means a lot to me." I thought I was being sneaky because I didn't think there was any way in hell she would ask. Well so much for that plan. The very next day Luce called and asked me. I had made a promise so I had to go. I agreed the funny part was when I asked, "So I assume it's OK if I bring a partner?" I heard her suck in a deep breath before she spat out, "So long as it's not that bitch Alex." "Hey cut it out that's my girlfriend you are talking about. She is not a bitch." Her attitude pissed me off so I added. "Tell you what Luce I will come to your wedding so long as you don't marry that wimpy little arsehole Mark." She got snarky. "Bring who you fucking want. Its Talia's idea anyway, I don't care either way." "Fine then I will stay here I have too much work to do anyway." "Fine," she snapped and hung up. The whole thing pissed me off. Was it Talia's idea? Or was Luce just being bitchy. A couple of days later Talia cornered me before work. "Dad Mum is really hurting she really wanted you to go to the wedding." "That's not what she told me." I gave her a glare. "She said it was all your idea." She looked shocked. "Dad that's not true, it was Mum who begged me to ask you. She was in tears last night when we talked. You weren't going to take Alex were you?" I snickered. "No of course not Ginger would bloody kill me. That was your mother, when I asked if I could bring a partner she said as long as it wasn't Alex. That pissed me off so I said I was." She shook her head in mock disgust. "So what's the issue? Take Ginger she would love to go." "Yeah I guess we could turn it into a bit of a holiday. Evie could look after this place." Talia looked nervously at me. "Dad, didn't you know? Evie is going as well." That stunned me. "She hasn't said anything to me." She got defensive. "She is too scared to tell you. After you and Mum had your little spat she decided not to say anything, she even said she might not go." "That's ridiculous I just don't know how we can both go...." "Can't you just get Rob to manage it?" "No he can't do everything, I cannot expect him to manage the place, organise everything and do the cooking as well." She looked disappointed. "Surely someone else can help." "Talia I have put too much work into this to let it fail. No If Evie is going then I will stay." A few days later Evie approached me looking contrite. "Sorry honey, I wanted to tell you but I knew you and Luce had a big fight. If you want to go I will stay and look after the place. You can trust me I won't let you down." "Of course I trust you that's never been in question." I gave her a hug. "Hon I wouldn't care about leaving you in charge, but I don't really want to go. I was only going to support Talia. No if you want to go you go girl." She hugged me tighter and planted a big red sloppy kiss on my cheek. "Luce will be upset you know. She really did want you there. She sees it as symbolic in some twisted way." "Bullshit." I laughed she just wants to rub my face in it." She walked away shaking her head. "For a smart guy sometimes you are a fucking idiot." A few days later Alex waltzed in. She greeted us all with a kiss and we went into the office as usual to go over the invoices and accounts. As we sat with our coffees she peered up at me. "So you want me to look after the place huh?" I was flummoxed. "What the hell are you talking about?" She laughed. "Evie told me that your evil ex didn't want me to go to her wedding... So I thought seeing as how you wanted to go and take my replacement that I would have to look after the place in your absence." I was gobsmacked. "You would do that?" I asked hesitantly. "Of course I will. I am going to enjoy improving this place and turning it into something decent." She couldn't keep a straight face and burst into laughter. "Sorry I couldn't resist it. I will be happy to manage the place if you want?" I looked past her and saw Evie standing watching us sheepishly. "That would be awesome, but only if you are OK with it.... I mean you could come with me just to piss her off." She giggled. "As much as I would love to go and shove it down her throat... No in fact fuck no, Ginger would kill me in my sleep and cut up my body into small pieces and feed them to you bit by bit." So the deal was done. We were going..... All I had to do now was ask Ginger. It turned out she was as keen as mustard. She had never been out of the country, so she was super excited especially when she found out I was paying. Suddenly her demeanour brightened. Ginger came from a broken family and had left home as soon as she could. She had no real qualifications so had gotten by on waitressing jobs or check out chick jobs. I think that's why she was so excited when I asked her to move in. Talia, Sam, Ginger and I were sitting around planning our trip when my phone rang and it was Luce. She asked if I was free to talk. I got up and wandered away from the chatter of the table. "OK Luce what's up?" I was expecting some grief about who I was taking. No it was about Sam. She moaned. "Tai please tell me that Talia is coming by herself?" "No Luce she is bringing her friend Sam." "Don't bullshit me Tai they are girlfriends I saw that when I was there and I would prefer if she came alone. Could you please talk to her see if you can get her to change her mind?" "No Luce I can't. Sam is a lovely girl and they get on great. Why the hell are your tits in a tangle over this? You met Sam you know how well they go together." "Tai please Marks parents are going to be at the wedding and they are very religious. This won't sit well with anyone. Mum won't be happy either." "Bollocks Luce, that's just pure bullshit. Your mum really liked Sam when they were here for the opening. They got on like a house on fire. If you don't want her to come you can do your own dirty work." "Tai I am begging you please, god the wedding has nothing to do with Samantha... She is not part of this family." "Yeah well neither am I so maybe I should stay here with Sam." "Don't be a dumb fuck Tai. I am just asking you to talk with her. See if you can get her to see reason, please." "The answer is still no Luce this is your wheelbarrow you can push it. The next day when Talia got home from school she was livid and I guessed why. She was furious and stomped around saying what an arse her mother was. I made some tea and we sat out in the sun as she calmed down. "What am I going to do Dad? Sam is really looking forward to going. I can't pull the rug out from under her now." "Honey you don't have to. She can still go with us. Your mother will just have to suck it up." She shrivelled up her nose. "Mum will hate me." "So what, she will get over it. If she wants you there she will accept it." She gave me a warm hug. "Thanks Dad, you are right. I love you but you know what Mums like, she will just make it uncomfortable for Sam." "Honey she will be so busy trying to explain to everyone why I am wearing a dress Sam will go unnoticed." She nearly choked on her tea she laughed so hard. "Dad.... Really..." "I'm just joking, well at least I think I am, depends on how much she pisses me off. If she annoys me any more I might just do it, I will find the most flamboyant horrible frilly thing I can and just walk right in." Ginger was like a giddy school girl as we planned the trip. We shopped and brought new outfits for her. She was worried because she didn't have a lot of money. I mollified her explaining I was happy to pay for it. She broke down. "Tai I am not dating you for a meal ticket I want to pay my own way." I laughed. "Babe its fine, OK at the moment I am paying in the future when things level out you can buy me dinner or something. This isn't mine or yours it's ours." "What are you getting at?" She asked breathlessly. "I picked her hand up in mine and kissed it. "What I am trying to say is I want this to be more than just a little fling. I am falling in love with you Ginger and I want this to become permanent." She stumbled a little before catching herself. "I don't know what to say Tai, I feel the same way. These last few months have been the happiest in my whole life. I love how open you are. I love Amy that's amazing and yes I love you as well. I can't believe I get a girlfriend and a boyfriend all in the same package." I pulled a ring out of my pocket and knelt down in front of her. "Ginger I am asking you to be my wife." She sank down on her knees beside me and her body trembled as she cried. "Yes a hundred times yes. Oh my god yes I love you Tai and I would love to be your wife, well so long as you will be mine as well?" That's how Talia found us. On our knees with Ginger crying her eyes out. She looked confused and I think she was again worried that we might be breaking up. Ginger sprang to her feet like a gazelle and grabbed her in a tight embrace. "Tai has asked me to marry him and I said yes!" The smile was a mile wide on Talia's face and we shared a group hug. That night we announced it to everyone. After we shut up shop for the night it dissolved into a full on party. Evie was like a crazed lunatic, she was already planning the wedding. Talia was telling everyone she was going to be a bridesmaid again. Sam looked a little left out until Ginger asked if she wanted to be a bridesmaid as well. She broke into a huge mile and her spirits lifted which got us all going. The fight to be maid of honour was on between Evie and Alex. They both wanted the role.... So the battle lines were drawn and the two set out to woo Ginger. To save a squabble Ginger chose two Maids of honour and split the duties down the middle. I started to organise an engagement party for our return. It was going to be huge. Luce gave up on trying to get Talia to leave Sam behind they fought bitterly with Talia announcing if Sam couldn't go then she wouldn't either and I supported her, what's more I was hugely proud of her as she stood up to her mother. The moment we got on the plane Ginger was on a different level of excitement. She was trembling with jubilation. Everything was new to her and she was like a kid in a candy shop. We picked up our rental car and the first port of call was to drop off Talia and Sam at Luce's place as they were going to be staying there. The moment we pulled up in the driveway Talia tightened up half expecting a fight with her mother. Luce and Mark walked out to meet us and the look on Luce's face when she saw Ginger was priceless. She was totally shocked. Talia did all the introductions and even Mark did a double take when she said Ginger was my fianc?e. Luce stumbled as well. "Did you say fianc?e?" I interrupted, "Luce Ginger and I are engaged. We are going to be getting married when we return to Aus. She stammered her congratulations but it was forced out through gritted teeth. It was like she was pissed off as if I was purposefully trying to steal her thunder. As we were talking Tane came out as well and we greeted with a handshake and a hug. He saw Ginger standing with us and I could see his eyes glued to her. He was trying to figure out why she was here. She definitely had an effect on him. He reminded me so much of myself when I was younger. Awkward and shy around women especially pretty ones. The moment Talia told him about our engagement his expression changed and looked like I had stolen his ice-cream. We left them there and went on to our motel. We went down to the local for a meal and drinks. Pete was in fine form telling the girls stories about when we were growing up. Ginger couldn't believe all the stories. She was amazed to hear what I was like when I was younger. Later as we were in bed Ginger was in a playful mood and wanted to bring Amy out to play but I was reticent. It somehow didn't seem right here. Being back in my old stomping ground brought back some pretty bleak memories. Over the next few days Tane spent as much time as he could with us he drooled over Ginger like a love-struck teenager, which I suppose he was. Ginger had him wrapped around her finger and she teased him mercilessly. By the third day I had to take her aside and reprimand her. "Ginger cut out teasing and tormenting Tane. He is my son." She got defensive straight away. "Honey it's just a little fun. He is like having my own little puppy dog. You've seen those eyes of his, he is so cute." "That's OK for you babe but he is going to get hurt. He is still a child." So she stopped and Tane got confused thinking something was wrong. I had to talk to him. "Son you need to stop following Ginger around, she is my fianc?e and it's not OK. She is my girlfriend and you are making a fool of yourself." Of course he was offended and stopped coming around which created a little tension. There was also tension between Talia and Luce. I think she was putting pressure on Talia to separate away from Sam. So Sam and Talia were spending more time with us. That was good for me because since Tane stopped hanging around Ginger had become a little dejected. She blamed herself for Tane and me falling out. So having the fun-loving Sam and Talia combo around certainly eased the pressure. The wedding went off without a hitch and soon the day was over and they were off. We were taking a trip down to the Marlborough sounds where I had rented a little seaside cottage. At first it was a little tense but once we settled in things calmed down and Tane and I were able to talk. He was still besotted with Ginger but I couldn't blame him for that. Christ who wouldn't love her, she is gorgeous. I guess he was feeling a little left out as well because he was there by himself while everyone else was in a relationship. We swam and fished, hiked in the bush and it was an amazing time. I noticed he sometimes cringed or winced when he watched Evie and Pete kissing and fooling around. One day when we were relaxing out on the jetty fishing rods dangling languidly in the water he burst out with. "How the hell can Pete be with that guy? Surely he must know what everybody says about him being a homo and stuff." It had come out of the blue and it took me by surprise. I sat thinking for several minutes. "Son I am a little ashamed of you for that comment. Pete is my best friend. I have known him all my life. He stood by me when no one else would. Evie is a wonderful person and she is more woman than some that I know. She makes him happy. You can see how in love they are." "Yeah but he is a guy. He must have a dick? They are a couple of fucking queers." His comments hurt but I tried to stay calm. "The worlds not black and white son. There is room for all shades and all people. You need to open your mind." "I suppose you have to defend him, you wear a dress as well don't you." It was an accusation and it was tinged with contempt. So there it was I guess I had been waiting for this moment and I had practiced many responses over the years but at that moment I couldn't remember a single one. I mumbled. "Yes I occasionally like to wear a dress." Disparagingly he muttered, "What would happen if Ginger finds out?" I laughed which shocked him. "Son Ginger knows, in fact she encourages me." "You sick bastards," he barked as he threw down his rod and stormed off back to the house. I sat there for a long time wondering what the hell to do. He hated me. As I sat there Pete came out carrying a chilli bin full of beer. He picked up Tane's rod and cast out. "You OK mate?" "I don't know Pete, I think I have fucked up. He hates me." "He will get over it, just give him time." "I don't know mate if you had seen the look in his eyes. No I don't think there's any coming back from this." We sat and fished and we told stories by the time the sun was fading and I felt a whole lot better. As we walked into the house Ginger was cooking up a storm. "Where's the kids?" I asked. She turned and whispered. "They have gone for a walk with Evie they will be back soon." It was actually after dark before the three of them walked in. Tane walked in first and he acknowledged me without any recollection of our earlier spat. The dinner mood was subdued and it didn't ease until we were all headed for bed. Talia gave me a big hug as did Evie and Sam. Talia whispered, "Chin up Dad he will come around." In bed Ginger managed to take my mind off things with a long slow blowjob which she drew out for a long time. Her lips moved slower than a melting glacier and her hand cupped and caressed my engorged swollen balls. She made sword swallowing look easy. Her mouth was like a bubbling cauldron of molten velvet. It was the ultimate torture as she took me to the edge and then backed off, slowing down my growing need. She eventually took pity on me, and she probably was getting lock jaw, so she sped up her bobbing head and her other hand stroked my shaft squeezing and massaging the strained flesh into her mouth. It wasn't a long wait before I emptied the contents of those swollen balls deep into her throat. As I relaxed back on the pillow trying to catch my breath she planted her lips on mine and slowly pushed my sticky goo into my mouth. She loved to snowball me it seemed to give her some perverse pleasure. As we lay back cuddled together we could hear Pete and Evie making love through the thin walls. They were really going at it and Evie's cries were there for all to hear. Ginger giggled but I squirmed thinking if we could hear them then everybody could. The next morning as we all emerged slowly for breakfast the table filled with laughter. Talia commented, "Well seems like somebody had a fun night." Ginger giggled. "Yeah I was jealous just listening." Pete took it in his stride with no embarrassment at all. He grinned at me and winked. Even Tane smiled. It was then that I realised he had done it on purpose. We had shared accommodation on many occasions and I had never heard them making out before. He had put on that show to prove something to Tane. He was challenging him. The days that followed were fun filled and it was almost sad to be jumping on a plane and heading for Melbourne. Alex and Rob had done a great job of running the restaurant and it was running like a well-oiled machine. We all slipped back into our daily routines with one exception Tane. He seemed a little lost during the days so he started hanging around the kitchen and in the end I gave him a job. He slipped into it easily and he had a blast. He took a fair amount of ribbing though as almost the entire staff was gay of one persuasion or another. It certainly broke down his barriers and preconceived notions. The other change for Tane was Talia picked up that he was feeling like the odd one out and introduced him to a couple of her friends and he struck up a close friendship immediately with Rose who was a precocious cute petite girl. She was outgoing and fun. The perfect foil for Tane who was a lot like me, shy and introverted. It took the pressure off at home giving Ginger and me had more time to be alone and it gave us an opportunity to let Amy emerge again. Ginger pushed me harder than ever to let Amy become a bigger part of our lives and she kept dropping hints when Tane asked what we had been doing while he was out. Ginger took great pleasure in telling him that she and Amy had been having some girl time. I could see the confusion on his face but it took days before he built up the courage and asked me who Amy was. I simply mumbled she was a friend of Ginger's. The next night at dinner he asked her directly. "Ginger who is this Amy you keep talking about and how come I have never met her?" The table went silent and he looked from face to face as he tried to figure out the sudden tension. I bit down on my fork as Ginger giggled. "Silly you have met her, in fact you see her every day." He was totally confused and stared back and forth between her and me. Talia tried to ease the tension and laughed holding my hand she recognised my fear. "Tane Amy is Dad, it's who he is when he dresses up." He just about choked. "What!" Ginger hugged him. "Honey it's OK this isn't something to be embarrassed about. If you could meet Amy you would see why we all love her so." She looked over at me. "You need to let Tane meet Amy." I slammed my cutlery down. "Ginger I have told you many times to stay out of this." I strode out and went and locked myself in my bedroom and broke down and cried. God this was so embarrassing why did I let it get to me so much. Later Ginger came in and found me curled up in a ball. She snuggled up beside me. "Hey babe it's OK, you don't have to do anything you don't want to." "Then why couldn't you just leave it alone?" "Why? Well it's because Amy is part of our lives and she is part of me. I love her as much as I love you and it hurts me when you leave her locked in the bedroom too scared to let her out into the light of day." "I can't, you have seen how Tane reacts we are only now starting to rebuild our relationship and I am not fucking that up." "Babe he will get used to it if he gets the chance to meet her. Don't you understand you are making it worse by keeping him cut off from the other half of you. Fuck you don't see Evie hiding in her room." "That's because she is beautiful and pretty. I on the other hand look like I walked off the set of the Rocky Horror Picture show." "Oh fuck off. You look gorgeous. Do you think I would let you go out if you were going to be embarrassed or humiliated? You are a very sexy woman and I want the world to see the real you." "I can't it's as simple as that." Tane spent more time at Rose's place for the remainder of his visit. They had become very close, he was besotted and in love, and when I saw them together I sensed she felt the same way. They went everywhere together and held hands wherever they were. It was with only a few days left of his holiday he came to me and asked. "Dad can I come and live with you? I promise to work hard and I won't be a nuisance I promise I will pull my weight." I was a bit shocked, our bond still wasn't that strong. "Son you will always be welcome here with us but your mother is never going to agree. You have school to finish. You have motocross commitments. No I think you need to go home." His bravery seeped away. "Please Dad I don't want to go home. Mum won't care she has Mark now. They probably prefer it if I stay so they can be together." "Don't be silly your mother loves you fiercely and you know it. She would be heartbroken to hear you talking like this." "Dad I love Rose and I want to be with her." I hugged him. "Son Rose is a beautiful girl and I can see how much you care for each other but you are young and you have your whole lives to be together. You can still talk to her every day from home." He ripped himself out of my grasp and screamed. "I knew you wouldn't understand, you never cared about me." Then he stormed of in a huff. Ginger heard the screaming and commotion and came to see what was wrong. As I explained to her she hugged me tight. "You did the right thing honey. He is infatuated with her but if it really is love, then they will survive and he can come back." She was right, I had to stand my ground. So although things were tense and he stopped talking to me he accepted it and disappeared from our lives back to his Mum but it wasn't the end. He and Rose did stay in touch and their relationship blossomed. Even the tyranny of distance couldn't quash their love. His mother was becoming increasingly difficult to deal with and she and Tane fought like cats and dogs. In the end it was her idea she rang me. "Tai you have to take Tane he is driving Mark and me crazy. He has this stupid notion that he is in love with this girl. His school work has really suffered and he is so rude towards Mark. I think it would be best if he did come to live with you." I wasn't going to argue it was what I wanted anyway. Tane packed up his stuff and it was freighted over and he left on the earliest flight I could get for him. Rose turned up at home the day we had to go and pick him up at the airport. She certainly was a pretty little thing cute and demure. The car was packed, Ginger, Talia, Rose and me. The girls struck up conversation as they always did and the drive to the airport was noisy and boisterous but fun. Talia was looking forward to seeing Tane as was Rose I am sure of it. The moment Tane saw us he came running over and he and Rose fell into a passionate embrace before he even acknowledged us. The first night was a bit awkward because he asked if Rose could sleep over. I refused and that didn't sit well with him. He blurted out that I didn't care that Sam stayed with Talia. I explained that I went through the same process with them once I had Sam's parents' consent to them staying together I didn't mind. If Rose could get her parents to sign off on it I would as well. There was some door slamming and heated words but the upshot was the next day I got a visit from Rose and her Mum. It turns out that they were happy for Rose to sleep over so long as they knew me and it was safe. Once we went through the introductions I gave them a tour and they agreed. Turns out her parents had been trying to get a booking in the restaurant for weeks but couldn't get in. That of course was easily fixed I booked them in for the same night. We could all get together and meet. It was time for a little father son talk. We laughed and joked our way through it but I did emphasise that they must always use protection and must be respectful. We ended with a hug and he thanked me for looking after him. Rose became a regular visitor to our place which was overflowing at the seams with Sam and Rose staying things were overcrowded. That led to Ginger and me having our first real fight. She wanted Amy to come out and play and I refused saying it wasn't happening while Tane was staying with us and especially if Rose was with him. I felt our relationship was on fragile ground and I didn't want to destroy it. She on the other hand thought I wasn't being honest and was hiding away part of myself from him. So for the next month things were testy. It was too difficult for Amy to come out and play. Ginger, Talia and Rose had formed a tight relationship as well and Rose didn't seem to understand boundaries, she happily just barged into our bedroom unannounced. So Amy stayed locked away and that was effecting me as much as Ginger. Tane picked up on the extra tension and asked. "Dad is the reason you and Ginger aren't getting along because I am here?" I reassured him. "Absolutely not, the reasons are personal but nothing to do with you. She wants something and I don't its that simple." Talia was no help she sided with Ginger and even Sam and Evie were on their side. I had nowhere to get any sympathy. Pete well that was a waste of time if it meant getting off side with Evie he wasn't taking my side. Tane's school trip was the perfect chance to let Amy out. They were going to be gone for a week and Talia made sure she was out of the way by staying with Sam so it was going to be the perfect opportunity. I think the reason Talia stayed with Sam was she knew I felt the same way with her in the house. I hated her seeing me dressed even after all this time it still left me feeling uncomfortable. It didn't matter how hard she tried I couldn't get my head around dressing in front of her. The first night they were gone I organised for Evie to manage the restaurant and Rob to do the cooking. On my god it felt so good to be released to be able to enjoy Amy. I pulled on my sexiest outfit and luxuriated in sitting at the dresser and the feel of my makeup going on. The imagery is nice watching Amy appear from the depths of my male persona. I wore my new silk stockings with the delicately embroidered lace trim. The dress I chose was a blue sequined micro mini dress with a body hugging fit. With my corset cinched up tight I felt sexy. Ginger wasn't going to be out done either and as busy as I was she was busier. She looked sensational, and as she paraded around in front of me I felt like the luckiest person alive. I had to pinch myself just to remind me that it was real. I sat on the end of the bed supposedly pulling on my shoes but in reality, I was just ogling Gingers gorgeous form as she did a little strut. She caught me staring and rolled her eyes. "What are you staring at young lady?" I grinned. "Well I am just congratulating myself for having the sexiest woman alive standing right in front of me. Baby you are the sexiest thing I have ever seen." She sidled over seductively and sat on my lap. "I am a thing am I?" I tried to backtrack but my words were cut off by her lips as they descended loving onto my own. The kiss was sexy, warm, tender and loving. She was gentle as her hands held my face tightly. "You my love are the sexy one and I can't wait to get into those sexy little knickers of yours." "Don't hold back I whispered breathlessly." "Oh no little girl you aren't getting off that lightly. I had to sit and watch for an hour while you emerged. I am not wasting this by ripping off the gift wrapping just yet. Go and cook me some lunch. She jumped out of my lap and went and got my lipstick and touched up where we had been kissing. The day passed agonisingly slowly. I had an erection for most of the day. Every time Ginger got close enough she made sure she gave my cock a little squeezed or a furtive stroke. If I was in the kitchen she was right behind me running her hands up and down my arse, or slowly trailing up my inner leg. She tormented the hell out of me. So when bed time finally arrived I was wound up tight, the expectation was huge. Oh god the sex was incredible I was in sensory overload with my lipstick covered lips smothered by Ginger's pulsating pussy I was in heaven. I snuck my tongue into her melting pot and licked and sucked like there was no tomorrow. I slid a finger up into her as well as I slid my tongue onto her clit which was swollen and protruding. She rode me hard grinding herself against my lips, my nose, my chin and of course my fingers which were thrusting up into her gushing pussy. As she was about to come I slid a finger up into her arse, that sent her over the top and she came all over my face drenching me in her tasty goo. She slithered up my body lying atop me with her pussy sliding along my cock which was crushed against me tummy. "So you want to fuck my arse do you little girl? She whispered. "You want to stick your little cock in me and fuck my arse do you?" I was caught off guard we hadn't really fooled around much with anal play. "Yeah that sounds nice," I whimpered. She smirked. "Well if you want mine I am definitely getting yours." With that her pussy engulfed my throbbing cock and I screamed out in pure joy. "Fuck oh god yes." I clasped my hands around her silk covered hips and thrust up into her as she tried to maintain some control, but I was now on fire and wanted my release. She squiggled and squirmed trying to get me to slow down but I was too far gone after the day of teasing I had endured I couldn't hold back I squirted and eruption of gigantic proportions deep into her convulsing foamy pussy. As we lay together she giggled. "You were an impatient little girl tonight weren't you." "Fuck what did you expect after the teasing and torment you put me through today." "Didn't you like it?" I laughed loudly. "What do you think?" We laughed together and she nibbled sexily on my ear lobe. "So were you serious? Do you want to fuck my little bum?" I nodded hesitantly. "I would love it, your cute little arse is so inviting I would love to feel it wrapped around my cock." She rolled me over onto my back and started to kiss her way all over my tummy and chest. "Well then you better give it a little kiss then." She turned around and threw her leg over me in a sixty nine position and crushed her pussy back over my mouth. This is something she loves to do, making me eat my own cum is one of her treacherous little pleasures and tonight was no exception. She squeezed her pussy around my tongue and forced all of my goo out into my mouth as I licked and sucked her. She giggled madly. "Go on you little slut lick it all up, get every last drop." She wasn't just riding me her hands were clasped tightly around my cock like a horn on a saddle. She lowered her mouth and sucked the head into her mouth slowly and teasingly. I took the opportunity to move my mouth back and lick her puckered little arsehole. I eased my tongue in and then worked a finger in beside it until my finger had vanished entirely up her chute. I watched in delight as her starfish fastened tightly and gripped my finger. I went back to work on her pussy and I was rewarded with light moans of pleasure. She continued to ride my face smearing our combined juices all over my face. As she worked my cock into a giant state, well super hard at least she was reaching her own orgasm. It was so strong she lost all sense of what she was doing and let my dick fall from her grasp. Her thighs crushed my ears as her body writhed and squirmed over me. At one point I thought I had died I was suffocating drowned in her gushy hole, but as she came down from her high, her body relaxed and softened and she went back to sucking my pole back to full life. She climbed off me and got on all fours. "Come on then you dirty little girl, I want it, but be gentle OK." I was like an eager school boy as I clambered up behind her. I worked all of her juice into her arse as I worked one, then two fingers into her little puckered starfish. She cooed and cried little moans of pleasure as I worked deeper and deeper, faster and harder. "Go on stick it in you sexy bitch, go on fuck me." That was the invitation no breathing man could ignore I got up close and edged my enflamed cock into her gulping arse. She was hot and tight and it was hard to get it in. "Oh fuck," she moaned. "Fuck baby it hurts." I stopped only halfway in. "Shall I stop? Is it too much?" "God no baby, it hurts goooooood, no don't stop, just be gentle please." Her arse wriggled as I sunk a little deeper, inch by frustrating inch until I was home buried to the hilt in her tight convulsing arse. "Oh fuck you feel so big, god go slow babe." I slid out slowly as she quivered and trembled. "Oh god, oh my fucking god," she breathed. "Jesus fucking Christ." I moved back in slowly then out and built up slowly until I could feel her pushing back against me. Soon I was fucking her hard and fast. It was the most intense feeling with her cries accompanying the slap of our flesh. Soon I was emptying what was left in my balls deep in her arse. We were spent and we crashed tangled together as we slipped into the world of nod. We were woken late in the morning by Talia and Sam. So it was a quick rush to get showered and changed. Ginger begged me to stay dressed as Amy but I refused and it made her a little angry. Talia was already making breakfast when we got down. There were kisses all round. I groaned, "Don't they feed you at your house Sam?" She tittered, "The food is better here." Talia interrupted, "Plus we knew you would sleep in so we wanted to surprise you." Ginger was in a bit of a sullen mood and Talia picked up on it and asked me what was wrong when we were alone. "She is pissed off at me because I refused to let Amy out this morning." "Dad you know you don't have to hide from Sam and me. We want you to be yourself. I hate the fact you feel like you have to hide from me. It makes me feel like you don't trust me and I am intruding." I gave her a squeeze. "Never feel like that hon. This is your home as much as it is mine. My insecurities aren't your fault. I hope one day to feel comfortable enough to do as you ask but at the moment I don't have that level of self-confidence." "Dad you have to be strong, Sam and I both feel the same way. We think it's a shame you stay locked in the closet. I mean you have been so supportive and encouraging for us why are you so hard on yourself?" I couldn't answer but it just didn't feel right to be dressed up in front of my children. Dressing was a deep sexual thing for me, every time I dressed it aroused and excited me and it didn't feel right to do that in front of the kids. Life was full on over the next few months. Tane was in love and lust, his school work was going well. He had settled down into life and our relationship began to solidify. That side of my life was fantastic. Sam and Talia were going great. Talia was getting ready to go to university and Sam's art work seemed to have grown as well. She actually started to sell art from the restaurant and she got a level of interest from local gallery owners so she was growing her reputation. The only sticky point was Ginger and me. We had hit an impasse which we couldn't get past. She wanted Amy to be more prominent. She wanted me to come out completely. Her preference was for me to dress permanently. She wanted me out and proud. I didn't feel the same, I didn't want to spoil the relationship Tane and I had fashioned. The house and restaurant became a battle ground, or war zone. Neither one of us was happy. At least I wasn't the only one. Alex had finally come to the realisation that Ben wasn't coming back. She had been dating casually but she didn't seem all that happy with the results. Every time we spoke she complained and we became locked together as each other's support team... Pete had moved his life to another level as well. He had made his money from the fly in fly out lifestyle and had sold his place back home. He invested it all in a motorcycle repair shop. He was good to. When we were young he was the best. He always managed to find a little extra horsepower when he was tuning our bikes. So he quickly established a reputation for excellent work and he grew his business quickly. It got to the point where he needed help in the office so unfortunately for me Evie left to help out. My expectation had always been to slide Ginger into that role and at first she was happy, but she wasn't comfortable and in the end asked me to find someone else. I didn't understand her reticence, I pushed her but like in our personal life she pushed back. It was Alex in the end that came to the rescue. She took over and of course she was fantastic. Ginger and I sadly couldn't sort our shit out. She wanted me to be proud of who I was. She wanted me to come out to the whole world and do something positive for people like myself. She saw me as some sort of role model. It blew up into a huge fight that went on for days. She accused me of being scared and chicken livered. Regardless of how hard I tried to explain that it was just the kids but she couldn't or wouldn't understand. She got bitchy and combative the arguing over the crossdressing boiled over into our everyday life and we argued about everything. I couldn't see anyway forward I tried to find time where we could play but because it was sporadic she was losing patience and faith in me. That in turn drove me into a mild depression and I struggled to see the light. I struggled not just because we were arguing but because as I tried to explain to her I missed Amy as well. The dressing had always been my safety valve my release from everyday pressures and the longer it stayed buried in the closet the more it affected me. It just snowballed until eventually she lost patience with me and walked out. One day I was off visiting with a supplier and when I got home she was gone. There was no note or anything she was just gone. Her leaving didn't just affect me it got to the kids as well. Talia was heartbroken because they were so close. Tane I think felt mostly for me. He understood how distraught I was. I tried to find her, I traced down the other employees and her friends that I knew but there were no signs. For all intents and purposes she had vanished. It hurt like hell that she didn't even have the decency to talk or give me a chance. She made up her mind and that was that. It was a real kick in the guts. The only thing that saved me was Alex. She was my rock. She stayed over and we talked and talked. I think she realised how close I was to a full meltdown. She dragged me fighting and screaming away for a short holiday. We ended up at a little retreat spa. While we were there she took me shopping and brought me new outfits and got facials and mud baths, massages and of course makeovers and I spent the entire two weeks dressed. It was a lifesaving experience I really feared for my life. Of course we made love, we hugged a lot and we slipped into a causal relationship of sorts. We didn't live together and we agreed that what she did when she was away was none of my business. That sounds easy in essence but I can tell you it is hard. I got jealous a couple of times and she got in a huff and threw her arms in the air and stayed away for days on end which is hard when you work together, especially her being such an integral part of the business. Because I was spending so much time at the restaurant working and eating I started to put on some weight. So it was Pete who suggested we started playing squash again. We had both played when we were teenagers and I was actually the junior club champion for a couple of years. It was a great idea and not just for losing some weight it also took my mind off not being able to dress as much as I wanted. One evening when we were playing we bumped into Ben and it was awkward at first. He was quick to remind me that I told him I hated squash and it wasn't my scene. I apologised for not being honest with him. He laughed it off and teased me a bit and after having a few beers in the bar we agreed to play the following night. I expected him to be a bit of a pushover but he was far from that he was good, too good for me and try as I might I couldn't beat him. He razzed me pretty hard but I figured in a month or so I would beat him once my fitness had returned. Over the next few weeks we played often and some of his friends who I had made fun off because they were gay turned out to be pretty nice guys. When Alex found out we were playing together she got a bit upset. She asked how he was and if he was OK. In the end I invited her to come down and watch. The next week when Ben I and I were in the middle of a pretty torrid game she turned up looking like a million dollars. It was perfect because the moment Ben saw her he lost his momentum and I beat him easily. He laughed and kidded me that I had organised it on purpose. After we showered and changed we all went into the bar for drinks. It turned out to be a good night. Alex and Ben talked for the first time in ages. It was good for me because that night Alex showed her thanks with the most fabulous evening of intense sexual pleasure. Ben started bringing his work mates along to the restaurant and even organised to hire us for a business presentation. Ben and Alex reconnected and I found out they were sleeping together when she wasn't with me. I found without the pressure and expectation Ben was a really nice guy and we became friends. He worked with Pete to improve his business. It was a great friendship. So we are struggling along day by day. I want more from life than a causal relationship but at the moment it works for both of us. I actually hope that Alex and Ben find a way to make it work. It might be the impetus I need to go out and find someone of my own. The end Post script: The first thing I have to say is, sorry for the ending. This should have been inserted at the beginning and it might help to explain the story. Some time ago I wrote a story, Candy's Fashion House. On the back of that story I was approached via email by a couple of people if I would tell their stories. One of those people was Tai. He asked if I would tell his story. So this was my attempt to tell his story. This was not a fictional story, I was given a certain amount of poetic license to try and convert it into a story as such, but it remains factual and honest. I apologise also to the readers as perhaps this wasn't really the right forum for publication. However he was so passionate about it that it forced my hand. The story that you have read is a factual recounting of his life so far. He wanted me to try and express how he had battled his demons as he came to grips with his desires and how those feelings had both destroyed his life but yet defined him as a human being. Amy allowed him to grow and was a part of him, and although he still keeps her hidden in the closet he is growing day by day. I was given some poetic license but by and large this is a factual telling of Tai's life story and his transition into crossdressing. As a story it left the ending a little in the air... That however is the reality of writing this sort of story. Love Cagivagurl