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My first time Aleasha Ghurley I can recall the first time I was ever dressed up as a girl! I was 6 years old. I remember it like it was yesterday!! Halloween, 1969! My mother had been fostering my feminine desires for a while, but it was mostly her version of punishment. When I had gone through my boy underwear, via the occasional accident, she would make me wear my sister's underwear until the laundry was done! This Halloween though, my mother had decided I would wear my sister's majorette outfit, complete with tassel boots, baton, makeup and wig! OMG! I was hooked!! That night it all fell into place for me, as I was led around the neighborhood by my mother and my sister! That night was the beginning of my crossdressing/ femdom psyche! The laughter from the boys when they saw me, and the awwwwws and giggling from the moms and daughters stuck with me long after that night! I was so embarrassed as my mother led me to every house in the neighborhood! But I loved it! Life became very confusing for me. I wanted to dress in girl's clothes all the time, but after that night, dressing in girl's clothes became a no no, very wrong for boys to do! But I was hooked!! I wanted to dress up! I wanted to learn to do makeup, and grow my hair long! Fortunately, coming into the 70's that part wasn't much of a problem. My father hated my long hair, but my mother was ok with it. Whenever I could, I would take advantage of any time I was home alone! I would raid my mom and sisters closets for anything I didn't think they would miss. Lingerie, dresses in the back of the closet, and especially pantyhose! Once a year, when school did the Goodwill drive, it was like hitting the jackpot! I would raid the bags my mother and sister donated!! So many pretty skirts, dresses and blouses!. I would be constantly thinning my stash of girly clothes as I would run out of hiding places for them! Don't get me wrong. It wasn't an easy life for me growing up. I had been busted several times, luckily my mother and sister never told my father when they caught me with their things. I would be lectured about how wrong it is for boys to wear girls clothes, and how I should never take things without permission. One time my sister caught me completely dressed in her clothes. I was home early, and she wasn't supposed to be! She was so angry! She threatened to tell everyone, even our father! I begged and pleaded with her not too, and she finally promised she wouldn't. But, if she EVER caught me again, everyone would know about my dressing up! That experience was the first time I went into a denial period. I was twelve, and starting to be more social, and making friends. I wasn't sure what would happen if my sister told everyone I wanted to be a girl! I ended up giving her the clothes I had taken from her room, and promising I would never take her things again! I got rid of my entire girly wardrobe for the first time, and set out to be a regular twelve year old boy! Needless to say, it didn't last long. I didn't realize how deeply the desire to wear girl's clothes had become! Ask any crossdresser who has tried to give it up. She always comes back! I had grown up in a family of construction workers. My father worked for my Grandfather, who owned a small family company. I started working summers as part time cash labor when I was 13. I was making REALLY good money. In the summer my grandfather worked 6 days a week! I was rapidly becoming one of his better laborers! I already knew scaffolding and basic set-up. I was pulling in almost $400 cash per week, and I squirreled my money away! I knew I wanted a better life when I was older, and I knew the importance of saving! I had managed to stop dressing up for a few months before the voice started calling to me again! LOL When goodwill time rolled around, I couldn't help myself!! I was on auto pilot!! It wasn't long before I surrendered to my girly side, and was wearing a nightgown and panties pilfered from my sister's goodwill bag to bed every night!! Yes, I kept my bedroom door locked at night!! I was feeling pretty good about how things were going. I was able to keep my dressing up a secret from my family, and friends. I thought it was the best way to go about it. No drama! I had taken up learning how to play bass guitar. A friend had his brother's bass in his room, and he had no desire to learn, so he gave it to me. I bought a cheap little amplifier, and practiced! I LOVED the WHO, Led Zeppelin, Rush, Yes. I learned to play like my role models, and soon, when I was 15, got into my first band! The guitar player was older, 18, but he LOVED the way I played. It wasn't long before the band was playing covers at little dive bars in the area! I was pretty well adjusted at the time. I really didn't drink, or do drugs, but that all changed quickly! When I was 16, I started drinking with some of my friends from the neighborhood. They got me to smoke my first joint! It wasn't the end of the world for me, so I kept doing it! I went to school every day, got good grades, what did it hurt if I drank a few beers, or shots, and smoked some pot?? Then the wheels came off! A month into my junior year, a best friend named Ray, who I had almost every class with that semester, died in a motorcycle accident. My first up close brush with mortality! I was devastated, as were most of Ray's friends. I started drinking heavily, discovered Quaaludes, Acid and cocaine! It was the guitarist for the band, George, that pulled me out of the darkness. He was an awesome friend! Straightened me out and made me get sober. Then, 2 months after Ray died, George was killed in a car accident. He was driving drunk and went off the road and crashed into a phone pole. He was pronounced dead at the scene. I couldn't deal with it. I was popping Quaaludes with Jack Daniels chasers, smoking pot, and when I couldn't keep my eyes open any more, I'd pop a hit of acid and go full blackout! Fortunately, the rest of the band got together with my family and intervened before I finally succeeded with killing myself! I recovered, got back into my school work, and working for my grandfather in the summer, and any breaks we got from school. I even started a new band eventually! I was back on the tracks!! By the time I was 18, graduated from high school, I had the money, and my job with my grandfather's company for the time being, to put a down payment on a small ranch house about 15 miles from my parents' house. With the sizable down payment, the mortgage was actually far less than rentals in the area where going for! My grandfather always joked that I had it made in the shade! As long as I stayed away from the drugs, I'd be successful! I knew the ranch I was living in was a temporary arrangement. It was to become a rental as soon as I found another house. After a year and a half, I found my next house. I did a lot of the work to the ranch while I lived there, but I was in the middle of finishing the basement into a game room with a bedroom and half bath when I moved. I was ok for a while going without rent on the place, but I spent as much time as I could there, wanting to start making money from it as soon as I could! Needless to say, with my independence came the awesome opportunity to reconnect with 'Aleasha'! Over the years she had taken on a personality of her own! She is named after a 2nd grade crush, who wore the cutest dresses to school every day! I was so jealous of her!! I so wanted to be her! I also became a real tech junkie! Things were evolving fast! I was constantly upgrading my tech to get the fastest, most current technology available! AOL was the gold standard internet back then! I upgraded my AOL versions as soon as the new upgrades came out! I discovered the chat rooms, and I'll be the first to admit, I was spending WAY too much time there! My fantasies growing up were predominantly Femdom! I just loved the idea of a dominant woman make me her sissy, her maid, and having her making me live as her slave girl! As I got older, an offshoot fantasy of forced bi began to creep in. Soon all of my fantasies involved a domme forcing me to satisfy her new lover, or even pimping me out to guys! I started amassing a nice collection of quality bondage gear and started exploring self-bondage!! Soon, I was fantasizing about being caught in self bondage by a maledom, and being totally used and degraded by him. The fantasies were very powerful, but I didn't think I could go through with a lot of things I thought I would be forced to do. So initially, I searched the chat rooms for femdoms! I even started my own chats, looking for dominant women in Pittsburgh! One afternoon everything changed! I was on line, in my chat room, when a strange username entered. It was so long ago, I'll use the name, Hunsrueker! He asked if I had ever been with a man before! Would I like to know what it is to be treated like a slut! I was kind of at a loss for words initially, but soon began chatting with him. I explained that yes, I had many fantasies of being dominated by a strong maledom, but I didn't think I was ready for that yet. We chatted for a while that night, and I'll have to admit, I was getting really hard thinking about what it would be like to be helpless and used by him!! And the fact that he lived only 15 miles from me made it even more appealing! I added him to my contacts, and he added me, and we chatted several times. I was really starting to consider meeting up with him. We talk about my experience with men, or lack of it to be more appropriate! I finally broke down and told him about a fantasy I had that he had suddenly become the star of! I told him I was afraid because I would be helpless, and I wasn't ready to try a lot of things, but this fantasy might be a good starter, if he could promise he wouldn't go any farther than my fantasy! He told me to tell him and he would decide. Basically, my fantasy involved a hole in the wall storage facility near my house that I had a space in. Really low tech, low security place! Gates never locked, no lights or cameras, and hardly anyone ever there that I'd seen! I started going there early Sunday mornings, usually about an hour before sunrise, fully dressed and made up, just to experience some outside time! I pushed it further and further, until soon I was walking around in the full light of day fully dressed up!! How exhilarating!! Soon that wasn't enough though. I added a little self-bondage fun to the mix! I would get there, fully dressed, make up and wig, and I would hang the keys to my padlocks on the front gate, which was NEVER locked, and only about 20 feet from the road! I would then walk to the back of the facility in my 4 ? " heels, put on a collar and leash, Lock my locking leather wrist cuffs on, and cuff my hands behind me! Now I had no choice but to walk through the facility to the front gate like that to get the keys to get loose! I would always time it so as I started walking towards the front gate it was already getting light out! I would be very visible from the road!! So, not only was there the fear of someone pulling into the facility, but also anyone driving or walking by would be able to see me! My biggest fear was being caught by a stranger and not knowing how they would react! What I fantasized about happening is that as I get close to the gate, a young man comes walking around the corner and sees me! It takes him a moment or so to figure out what he is seeing, but as I make a move for the keys, he grabs my leash! He holds me there for a moment, then yanks my leash, saying 'let's go bitch' pulling me towards the back of the facility again! Once we reach the back of the facility he leads me to the chain link fence. Telling me to stand with my back to the fence, he unclasps the leash from the collar. He feeds the clasp end through the links of the fence about 4' up, then he pulls it back through the fence. He then feeds the clasp through the handle of the leash, and then he quickly reattaches the clasp to my leash! I am now effectively leashed to the fence! With my hands cuffed behind me I can't unclasp the leash!! At this point, he is already expressing his interest! He tells me in our DM how hard I am making him! I start getting more and more into it that this fantasy might actually happen! I realize I have to be careful how I reveal any more to him! I have to let him know that there are limits I expect to be followed. I decide to reveal an edited version, as the full fantasy involves things I really don't think I'm ready for. But I decide that can wait until he is hooked! I continue a little more deliberately, and carefully. Without going into too much detail I tell him that I expect to be given an ultimatum. Since I apparently wish I could be a slutty little bitch, I can earn my release from the leash by giving him the best blowjob I could! He would decide if it was good enough, or if he is just going to leave me there, leashed to the fence for someone else to find! I tell him I would beg him not to be left there like that! I would suck his cock, but I have never done that before, and I would beg him not to cum in my mouth, or make me swallow! I tell him how important the next part of this fantasy is. It must be done as it is in my fantasy! When he cums, it needs to be on my face! That way, when he does release me from the leash, and he leaves me there in the now practically full light of day, I have to walk through the facility like that to get my keys!! Now, if someone finds me before I get my keys, there'd be no doubt as to what I had just been doing!!! It takes him a few minutes to finally respond, but when he does, he tells me that I just made him cum so hard! He tells me how much he loves this fantasy, and wants to know how badly I want to do this! I tell him to pick a Sunday morning, and I'll be waiting for him!! We talk several times, working out the details. I still only know him as Hunsrueker, and I don't ask his name. I find the thrill of him being totally anonymous a huge turn on!! We talk about my limited experience, and how I have things I'm just not ready to try, and I want to be off limits. He asks me what the top 3 are! He tells me that if I want him to do this, he will respect ONLY 3 limits from me, and that I should think VERY carefully about what those limits are! He tells me I need to give him this list before we talk about setting up a day and time to do this. I am given a 24 hr. window to email him my list, and he will not message with me again until he has a chance to review it. I am not to initiate any messages to him, that he will message me when he is ready! He says, goodnight, and he logs off! I thought it would be easy to come up with the top 3. But as I put it to paper, other things would come to mind, some terribly disgusting and degrading things, that would make me rethink my list! At first, my list was always No anal, no swallowing, and no visible marks or bruises! But as I sat there trying to come up with the three I wasn't ready to do, other things came creeping in. I kept No anal as #1. I knew I wasn't ready for that! For some reason I kept no swallowing as #2! I must have thought that if I swallowed, and I like it, that would mean I'm gay? For some reason it was important for me to maintain my heterosexuality! LOL! #3 was the tough one. There were sooooooo many degrading acts a person could be forced to perform on another person, or have done to them! But my mind kept going back to a bondage, S&M porn video I had seen once. In this video, which was comprised of mostly short clips from a full movie, this girl is tightly tied on her knees, and the man was making her deep throat him. The girl was obviously struggling with it, and the man pulled out, turned around, and ordered her to lick his ass! GROSS! At first she protested, and he turned, and slapped her hard, several times, and once again, he ordered her to lick his ass! It was so sad! You could see the surrender in her eyes as she obediently complied! I couldn't help but be aroused by how intense the level of humiliation of being forced to do this to someone would be! Even still, having seen it being forced on someone, I knew I never wanted to be made to do that!! EVER! LOL! And so, #3. I composed an email to him, with my three limits, and thought long and hard about my choices. Once sent, these would be the only things I would be safe from. Were they the right things?? Only time would tell. I was hoping that maybe he wasn't really that creative, or that into abusing or degrading submissives that he would think of these other nasty things I had seen! I reviewed the list one last time. 1) No anal 2) No swallowing of cum. Facial only 3) No ass licking Feeling more comfortable with the list, I hit the send button. And now, all I could do was wait. I could see when he was online in my contacts list, and then he would log off! He was toying with me. I knew he was. He knew he had the advantage, and he was going to make me squirm, and see how well I obeyed. It was a week before he finally messaged me again! In that first messaging session, I was given his rules of conduct. If I wanted him to participate in my fantasy, I needed to accept these terms. 1) From this point forward I would refer to him as Daddy 2) From this point on I would only speak when spoken too, including messaging. I could request permission by asking "Daddy may I speak?" I would not be permitted to go any further unless 'Daddy' granted that permission. Further messaging or speaking would be deemed a violation of this agreement, and result in the punishment of Daddy's choosing. 3) When directed to perform any act not on the list, I must respond in the following manner: Order given: Daddy wants you to.......... Response: Please Daddy, please let me........... 4) Any hesitation to either respond properly, or to comply with any order given will result in immediate and strict punishment at Daddy's discretion. Including, but not limited to strict bondage, whipping, slapping, or, in extreme cases of transgression, public abandonment. 5) Upon completion of any task, or in response to any order given by daddy, the proper, and only responses will be: a) Yes Daddy b) Thank you Daddy for letting me... 6) ONLY Daddy may terminate this agreement! Until such time, Slave Aleasha agrees to comply with the terms of this agreement. I am instructed to copy these terms into an email to him, with my written acceptance of all terms and conditions. I must also include an acknowledgement that I fully expect, and agree, to be subjected to any and all acts not listed as off limits. This last statement really makes me really start thinking about what I'm getting myself into! This is given up a lot! Everything! But, as much as I want to do this fantasy, I start thinking of ways to keep this from becoming too strict of an agreement. For one, we didn't even know each other's real names. We also had NO idea where the other lived! We never exchanged phone numbers! This was all basically a nameless contract! All it really said was that while I was in his presence, I would abide by his rules. I quickly composed the email, included my consent and acknowledgement, and it was done! I thought it would be best if I waited to hear from him first. I wanted to show him I could follow his rules willingly, and hoped it wouldn't take long to hear from him. After a day or so, I started to worry. Again, I knew he was toying with me. Maybe he wanted me to be desperate, to want to serve him so badly I couldn't wait for his attention. Maybe he wanted me to beg him for his attention! I decided to give it one more day, and then I would ask his permission to speak! About an hour later, a message from him popped up on my screen! Yes, I was watching the screen, desperately wanting to hear from him!! What was wrong with me?? Sitting there, fully dressed, full make up and wig, waiting for my daddy to call, like a love struck schoolgirl sitting by the phone waiting for her boyfriend to call!! The message was short. "Time for Aleasha to serve her Daddy" I was amazed how easily I stepped into my new role! I responded, "Yes daddy! I want to please Daddy!" I'm not going to go into the full conversation. It was basically a lot of him making me call him Daddy, Expressing how much I loved Daddy, and wanted to please him! Then it got serious! He asked if I was ready to make my fantasy a reality. He said it made him so hard thinking of me handcuffed, walking through the storage place to get the keys with his cum on my face!! He hoped that someone would find me, and make me explain myself! How embarrassing that would be for me! He said he wanted to do it the coming Sunday morning. I was to be there as described in my fantasy, ready for him to take ownership of me! He said he would be there at exactly 5:30, and if I wasn't there, or I had already released myself, I would never hear from him again! Remembering the rules, I asked for permission to speak. It was early July, and I knew it was already pretty much light out at 5:30! The whole fantasy would take about 25 to 30 minutes, which meant it would be full morning light when I was walking to the gate!! So much was going through my mind! Then, before I got permission to continue, I decided it would probably not be a good thing to protest at this point, so early in our arrangement. Besides, he knew when it got light out. He just didn't care. The more he could control me, and the more humiliation he could subject me too the better for him! When I got the permission to continue, all I could say was, "Yes Daddy! I am eager to please Daddy!" He knew where the storage facility was from our previous chats about my fantasy! So there was nothing more to say! He told me I was not to contact him, and he would not speak to me again until he had my leash in his hand Sunday morning!! It was the most excruciatingly long 5 days I ever lived through! I would see him on line in my contacts, and I'd want to talk to him so badly. I felt the need to go over the details, make sure he knew what to do! But I soon realized that knew what he was doing. The psychological torture he was subjecting me too was almost crippling! By Thursday, all I could think about was him! The fantasy image of him leading me around on my leash, pushing me to my knees, was running nonstop in my mind! Yeah, he knew what he was doing to me! Anything he wanted as long as it wasn't on the list! Saturday night I couldn't sleep! I went back and forth with whether or not I really wanted to go through with this! I had my alarm set for 3:30, so I could bathe, shave, and get ready! All told, it would take me about an hour and a half to get ready. I knew I only needed about 15 minutes once I got to the storage facility to get ready there. The facility was only 5 minutes from my house, so I was figuring on pulling into the lot around 5:00! That would put me leashed, cuffed, and nervously waiting by 5:20 at the latest!! I ended up getting NO sleep, and at 5:00 I was pulling into the lot! I didn't dress too slutty. I wore what I considered to be my 'schoolgirl' look. It was basically a black bra and panties with jet black pantyhose, a knee length pleated plaid skirt, a white turtle neck tee, and a black cardigan sweater! My bra was stuffed with my c cup silicone breast forms! I wore my long, blonde wig with a ribbon and a bow tied on top of my head! My wrist cuffs were already locked on. The left cuff had been padlocked to the d-ring, with a three link piece of chain attached to it. All I would have to do is put the other padlock through the end link, and lock it to the d-ring on my right wrist cuff. My collar was already locked around my neck! All I needed to do was attach the leash before I locked my hands behind my back! I got out of my car, taking the padlock keys, which were on a hasp, the padlock for my right wrist cuff, and the leash from the passenger seat. Walking up towards the front gate was nerve wracking! It wasn't quite light out yet, but I knew if someone drove by they would definitely be able to see me!! I quickly snapped the hasp open, and hung the keys on the chain link front gate, and started my long walk to the back of the facility! My heart was racing when I got to the back units, and I quickly snapped the hasp of the leash to my collar! Then, hooking the padlock through the end link, I put my hands behind me! Knowing that once I snapped that padlock shut on the d-ring, locking my hands behind me, there was no turning back! Unless I got to the keys before Daddy got there! Eventually, the fantasy was too strong to turn away from, and with a click of the padlock, my fate was sealed! Just then, all kinds of scenarios started playing in my mind! I started to feel panicked! I had just put myself in a helpless position, and was about to be found by a total stranger! I knew nothing about this man, and I started feeling really scared for my life! I quickly start walking towards the gate as fast as I could in my 4 1/2 "heels! It was about 350 feet to the gate, and about half way I started to curse myself for choosing the ankle strap pumps! How I wished I could kick them off and make a run for the gate! Just then I heard a vehicle, and saw the headlights pull into the lot!! I froze! I was between two long rows of units, and there was no place to hide! I decided to make a last ditch dash for the keys, when I heard the car door close, and he appeared around the corner! I was trapped now! As he walked through the gate, and moved towards me, I had no chance to get to the keys, as he was now between me and freedom! He was a very strong looking man, probably in his late 20s or early 30s! He was about 6 feet tall, with very broad shoulder, and weightlifter arms!! He was very muscular, and I couldn't help but notice, very handsome!! His head was shaved, and as he was wearing just a tank top, I could see his muscular arms were covered in tattoos! He grabbed my leash in his left hand, and starts wrapping the leash around his hand, reeling me in closer! He grabbed the leash at the clasp with his right hand, pulling me towards him until we're almost nose to nose! 'OMG! He's going to make me kiss him!!' I think to myself, but he doesn't. Instead, he looks me in the eyes, and says, 'Well well! What do we have here? Looks like a fucking sissy fag hoping some big strong man would come along and make 'her' his little bitch! Well, today's your lucky day, Bitch!" He pulls on my leash, saying, "Let's go someplace a little more private, so you can show me what a good girl you are!" Having no choice, I follow him back into the facility, knowing what is coming once we get there!! I know the rules. If I speak without permission, or try to beg or disobey, I'm opening the door to a lot of other things. But if I just do what he wants, basically go along with living out my fantasy, the worst that will happen is I will be forced to give my first ever blow job! I feel a sense of shame as I follow helplessly behind him, knowing I am here willingly, knowing this would happen! We reach the last row of units, and he leads me over to the chain link fence. But instead of attaching the leash to the fence as in my fantasy, he pushes me down into a squatting position! He unzips, and takes out his semi hard, uncut cock! I'd never seen an uncircumcised cock before, but here it is, up close and personal!! "You need to convince me that the mouth my cock is about to go into belongs to a good little whore! I expect the best fucking blowjob I've ever had! If I don't think you're showing enough enthusiasm, I'll tie your leash to this fence and let the next guy that finds you have a shot!!" he tells me, yanking hard on my leash. "Lick it bitch, get it nice and wet! Kiss it" After a few minutes of this, he orders me to start sucking his cock. As I start sucking, I could feel his cock getting harder! He had to be 8," and pretty thick! I could only get about half his cock in my mouth! After about 10 minutes, he said he didn't think I was trying hard enough, and unless I wanted to be left tied to the fence, I'd better show him how much I loved sucking his cock! I did everything I could to get him off!! Finally, after about 10 more minutes, he moaned, pulled out, and came on my face! I'd never felt so degraded!! He made sure to squeeze out every last drop onto my face, and then he zipped up and laughed at me! "You look like a nasty fucking whore! I hope someone else catches you! I should just tie your leash to the fence anyway! Don't you dare move until you hear my truck leave! If I see you before then, I'll come back, and I WILL tie your leash to the fence!" With that warning, he turned and walked! I sat there, squatting down on my heels, waiting to hear his truck pull out! I could taste his cock in my mouth, and I could feel his cum on my face! It was all too humiliating for me, and I started crying! It was then that I realized that I was more aroused than I can ever remember being! I knew I wanted to do this again! Soon, I heard a vehicle start, and eventually start to drive away! I got to my feet, and quickly started making my way towards to gate! It was really nerve wracking knowing how exposed I really was, and just how nasty I probably looked! I got to the gate without incident, unhooked the keys from the fence, and ducked behind the first row of units to start working on getting unlocked! It was incredibly difficult as scared as I was! My hands were shaking, and trying to find the key slot, and having the key the right way, was a challenge! As soon as I got the first lock opened, and my hands were freed from behind me, I started making my way to my car! My car was in the parking lot in front of the facility! Poor planning on my part for sure! I should have, and certainly would if I ever did this again, pulled my car into the facility! I had hidden my car keys on top of a big grey box on the phone pole. It was high enough you couldn't see the top, and I had to reach up to get the keys! It was full morning light by then, and I listened carefully for the signs of any cars approaching, and made a break for it! I got my keys off the box, and practically ran to the driver's side door, unlocked and opened the door, and got in as quickly as I could! I grabbed some napkins from the glove box, and began cleaning myself up a little! My eye makeup was a mess, and there was dried cum everywhere! I cleaned my face up as best I could, started my car, and headed home as fast as I could! Once in the safety of my garage, I started shaking uncontrollably! I couldn't believe what I had just done! What I couldn't believe more than that was how badly I wanted to do it again! And as soon as possible! I was hoping he would be up for it, but I still wasn't allowed to initiate contact. I could ask for permission to speak, but if he didn't want to talk, I couldn't go any further, it would be over! I went into the house, quickly undressed, and took a long, hot shower! I put on panties, my satin PJs and wrapped myself in my satin robe! I sat at my computer, not really expecting much, and logged onto my AOL account. Much to my surprise, I had a new email from him in my inbox! Not really knowing what to expect, I opened it, and was pleasantly surprised! "I enjoyed our little game today! You have my permission to contact me to set up another date. But next time I will not be a stranger! I will be your master! Your Daddy! Be warned, I will not be so easy on you next time! You will truly learn what it means to be my bitch. Contact me at your own risk! I will really put you through the wringer next time! I am going to take my time with you!" I couldn't believe what I was reading! The more I thought about what he had just done to me, the more I knew I loved being treated like this! I wanted to be his bitch!! His screen name popped up in my contacts list as active, and I wasted no time messaging him! "Permission to speak Daddy??" I typed, "Granted" was his response I totally lost my mind, telling him how badly I wanted him to make me his bitch! I would do my best to please him, and I couldn't wait to serve him again! He must have been pleased with my groveling, because we had a date scheduled for 2 weeks, same time, and same set up, same schoolgirl outfit. I would be leashed and cuffed again, but instead of trying to get my keys to try to get away, I would be waiting for him at the gate, where anyone driving by could see me! If I obeyed him, and he found me there waiting for him, he would agree to make me his bitch, and we would meet again! I'm not going to go into detail about my everyday life during that LONG two weeks, but I'll tell you, I didn't sleep well! All I could think about was that first experience at the storage space! I could only imagine what he had planned for me this time! Saturday was once again a sleepless night!, and once again I was waiting at the storage facility, leashed and cuffed, at 5:20! I was waiting behind the first row of units until it got a little close to his arrival time, then stepped out into the driveway to wait for him! I was unbelievably nervous as I stood there, exposed to anyone who happened to drive by! Soon I heard a vehicle turn into the lot, just out of my view, and I just prayed it was him! I heard a car door close, and I breathed a sigh of relief when he came around the corner! He walked up to me, and took my leash in his hand. Much to my surprise, instead of leading me to the back of the facility, he started walking me out the gate to the parking lot! I obediently followed, not knowing what he had in mind, or wanting to make a scene in such a public setting! He stopped right in the middle of the driveway, not even ten feet from the road, turned to face me, and moved in to kiss me!! I was shocked! I pulled back, and he slapped me, hard! He put his finger in my face and said, "Bitch! You never pull away from me! Ever!", as he slapped me again! I was starting to get scared! I couldn't believe he did that! But I knew he wouldn't hesitate to do it again, and again, if he was displeased! He hooked his finger into the d-ring of my collar and pulled me close! "If I want to give my bitch the gift of a kiss, fucking bitch better kiss me back like a good fucking whore!," and he slapped me again. He moved in again, and asked me if I wanted Daddy to kiss me? I knew what he was looking for, so I begged with all the sincerity I had, "Yes Daddy! Please kiss me! I need to kiss Daddy!". No sooner did I finish saying it, and we were in the middle of the driveway, passionately kissing! His hands running up and down my body, playing with my silicone boobs, playing with my ass, groping and touching! My first kiss from a man! I was in love! I kind of figured I wasn't permitted to break the kiss. I would have to stand there and kiss him until he broke it off! It had to have been five minutes! Finally he broke the kiss, and stood there looking into my eyes! "You belong to me now! Do you understand? You're my fucking little bitch!" I knew it was true! At that moment he had me!! I wanted nothing more than to serve him! To be his bitch! He turned me around, and then he pulled me into his arms! I could feel his hard cock through his jeans, rubbing against my ass. "Rub my cock bitch!" he demanded, and I started massaging his cock though his jeans! I was soooo nervous being there in the middle of the driveway, but part of me didn't care! I had to obey! "Unzip my jeans and take it out bitch! I want you to see how hard you made me!! You're going to have to take care of that!!" I unzipped him, and worked his cock out, and kept stroking it! My god he was hard! Still behind me, he told me to start walking towards the back, but at no time was I to stop stroking his cock along the way!! We got to the last row of units, and he stopped. He walked over to a unit that didn't have a lock on it, and lifted the door. It was empty. He walked back over to me, took my leash, and led me inside! He turned to face me, and he kissed me again! This time there was no hesitation on my part! I kissed him back long and passionately!! When he finally broke the kiss, he looked me in the eyes, and said, "Daddy has a little game he wants to play! Bitch loves playing games with Daddy, doesn't she??" "Oh yes Daddy! Please play with me! I love playing games with Daddy!" I responded "Good bitch! This game is called '10 seconds'. The rules and object of the game will become apparent as we play! Now, bitch needs to be on her knees, with Daddy's cock in her mouth to start! Are you ready to suck Daddy's cock, bitch??" "Oh yes Daddy! I LOVE sucking Daddy's cock," I respond, as I get onto my knees! Immediately, his cock is at my lips, and I am enthusiastically sucking! After about five minutes or so, the games really begin! He puts his hands on the back of my head, and pushes me all the way down on his cock!! I am taken by surprised as I hear him start counting, as he holds me firmly in place!! 1....2.....3....4, At four I start to choke, and start gagging! He releases me, and pulls out and stoops in front of me!! My eyes are starting to water, but I can see his finger in my face! " You better figure it out quick bitch!" he says, and he slaps me hard! "And you will look me in the eyes, maintain constant eye contact with me while you suck my cock! I love to watch my bitches struggle!" He stands back up, and roughly shoves his cock back in my mouth! "Suck it Bitch!" he says! I start in earnest again! I have to make him cum, before he does that again! It's so humiliating looking into his eyes while his cock is deep in my mouth! He smiles at every wince, every struggle I have taking it! Especially when he forces me all the way down! I can see just how much he's enjoying it, while I try my best to succeed! I don't like it! It scares me! But a few minutes after I resume sucking his cock, he again grabs my head and forces me all the way down on it!! "1....2....3....4.....5.....6, and I start gagging again!! Now the object of the game becomes painfully clear! 10 seconds! Once again I am told to figure it out, but I am slapped twice this time!! Immediately he has his cock back in my mouth, only he is starting move it in and out with my moves. After a few minute I am again pushed down on his cock! " 1....2....3.....4....5," I gag again! He really seems to be getting frustrated and angry! He slaps me several times and gets in my face! "BITCH!! You'd better figure this out soon!! My whores know how to take a cock! You need to learn too! Are you going to figure it out Bitch? Are you learn how to take Daddy's cock!" He asks. "Yes Daddy!! I'm going to be a good bitch for Daddy! I'm going to learn how to take Daddy's cock!!" I respond. Soon his cock is back in my mouth, and I am trying everything I can to make him cum before he tries again!!! After a few minutes, I am pushed all the way down again! "1....2....3....4.....5....6....7.....8" At 8 he pulled out and started shooting cum all over my face! He just stood there for a few seconds! Obviously, it was an intense orgasm for him, and shortly, he stepped back, tucked his cock back into his jeans, and zipped up! He took my leash, and ordered me to stand! He stood there, looking deep into my eyes and said, "You have disappointed me Bitch! You failed to win the game! Right now I don't know what to do with you." "Please Daddy! I almost made it that last time! I'll figure it out! I'll be the best cock sucker you ever had Daddy!! I promise!!" I beg him. He pulls me over to the side of the space, and shocks me by wrapping my leash around a horizontal brace in the wall!! "No Daddy! Please don't leave me here! I promise I'll be good! I promise I'll make you so proud next time, Please Daddy!!" I beg him. I pull against the leash, and see that it's not going to release from the wall! I'm trapped there! I start to tear up, and beg again! "Please Daddy! I almost made it!! I promise I'll do it first time next time! Please Daddy! Please don't leave me here!" I can see he still isn't moved by my promises, or my begging! "Please Daddy! If I don't do it first try next time,,,,," I desperately try to think of something to sway him, "If I don't make it first time, I'll give you back one thing on my list! Your choice!!" I really can't believe what I just promised him! One of my top 3!! Any one he wanted! "I will give you one more chance, Next Sunday! But be warned bitch, the penalty for failure will be severe! I don't believe you love me as a bitch should love her Daddy! Do you love me Bitch? Tell Daddy how much you love him for giving you another chance to take his cock!" "Please Daddy! You have to believe me! I love you more than anything Daddy! I just want to be your good little Bitch! Thank you Daddy for giving me another chance! I promise I won't disappoint you Daddy!!" I beg and plead with him! He unwraps my leash, and leads me to the back of the facility. Once there, he drops the bomb! "I will give you one more chance, and I will tell you the penalty for failure right now bitch! Because I really don't think you're ready to be my bitch! You need to convince me, prove it to me! If I tell you what will happen to you if you fail next week, and I still find you waiting for Daddy, I'll believe you really want to be my bitch. You promise not to fail me again bitch?" "Yes Daddy!! I promise I won't fail you again!!" "You better not, bitch! If you fail me again next week, the punishment will be.......anal! I'll fuck you long and hard! And when I'm done fucking you, I'll cum all over your fucking face again, and I'll drag your worthless ass down to the gate, and tie your leash to the gate. I'll leave you there with your fucking panties and pantyhose around your ankles!! Would you like that bitch??" "No Daddy, but I'm not going to fail you! I want to be your bitch!" "We'll see about that," he says, "Don't you dare move until I'm gone! You know the drill!" He says, and starts walking away. He stops and turns back and says, "And don't even try to contact me. I'm too fucking disappointed in you to even talk to you. Prove you devotion next week and we can talk! Same time, except I want you dressed like a slutty fucking street whore, so you look the part when I leash your sorry ass to the gate when you DO fail! Because I KNOW you're going to let Daddy down again!," and he is gone! I couldn't believe it! It seemed that the worse he treated me, the more I loved him! The more I wanted to be with him! I REALLY wanted to be his bitch! There was no doubt in my mind I would be here next week, and I would NOT disappoint Daddy again! I spent the next week trying to figure out what the hell was wrong with me! This man, whose name I didn't even know, was treating me like shit, and I just couldn't get enough!! I was thinking about him all the time! The way he held me tightly, and close when he kissed me! The way he groped and touched me, the feeling of his tongue deep in my mouth, and kissing him back, our tongues intertwining in a passionate dance!! My god, I was falling in love with this man! I loved how strong and powerful he was as he held me down on his cock! The way he made me keep constant eye contact with him, and the way he smiled as I struggled! So degrading! I actually bought an 8" dildo, and practiced all week! There was no way I was going to fail at this! I knew he wasn't lying when he told me what the penalty would be! I had NO doubt he would take my ass as punishment! And he wouldn't think twice about leaving me leashed to the front gate either! By Sunday morning I was so ready! I practiced with the dildo for a few minutes, and could do 13 seconds easily, every time! I bathed, shaved thoroughly, and picked out the sluttiest outfit I had! I picked out my satin G-string, and black D cup bra, with my D cup silicone breast forms, and black sheer to waist pantyhose. I wore one of my white beater tanks, with my 15" leather mini skirt, and a 4" wide elastic belt! I added my short black leather jacket, and decided on the 5" heel black patent ankle strap pumps! I hoped he didn't make me do a lot of walking! The 4 1/2 " pumps were hard enough to walk in! I went with two silver necklaces, a few silver rings I had, and a pair of 4" diameter spring clip hoop earrings! I still don't have my ears pierced, but I loved those clip on hoops!! I tried to keep it light, but appropriate for the makeup! I knew it was probably going to get messed up anyway! I had a feeling he was going to be a little rough with me, thinking he wanted me to fail! I completed the look with my long curly blonde wig! I'll have to admit, I looked really trashy!! LOL! I felt like a whore, knowing what was going to be happening to me soon enough! The thought was very arousing, and I just knew I was doing the right thing!! After a heavy dose of perfume, I was off to the storage facility! I hadn't had contact all week with him, and I wasn't sure he would even show, as disappointed in me as he had been! A part of me became really sad at that thought! I didn't want this to be over! I was really looking forward to making Daddy proud of me!! I wanted him to make me his bitch! At that point, if he wanted me too, I would have come out to the world and told everyone that I was Daddy's little bitch! I was ready to surrender my freedom to him, and become his property! He was late! I stood there for a good while, knowing it was well past 5:30! Was I right in thinking he might not even show up? Or was he testing me? Watching me, waiting to see if I was dedicated enough to wait! I decided I would give it another 5 or 10 minutes, then go home and see if he would talk to me! Then, out of nowhere, he was there! I didn't hear a car, or a door. I don't even know how long he was there, but as he looked me over, I could tell he approved! "Well well well! Look at you! You look good enough to eat, or fuck!!" he said, taking my leash and holding it over my head! "Turn for Daddy! Show me Daddy's sexy fucking ass!" I turned for him, and as my back was to him, he roughly grabbed me and pulled me into him! He locked an arm around my waist, holding me in place, while his other hand explored my much larger boobs!! He ground his crotch against my ass, and I could feel his growing cock through my leather skirt! He pulled my cuffed hands up into the small of my back, and started slamming his crotch against my ass! Harder and harder, like he was fucking me! He moved in close, and whispered into my ear, ?That?s how I?m going to fuck you when you disappoint me again, bitch?. He slammed into my ass a few more times before pushing me away, and leading me to the same empty space we played in last week! Again, we kissed for a good 5 minutes! I was in heaven! It felt so good to be in his arms, so erotic, so right! I wanted to spend the rest of my life as his girl! His bitch!! Eventually, he broke out kiss, but instead of pushing me to my knees, he slapped me hard on the right cheek! ?10 seconds whore! 1st time! That was the deal! You gag before 10, game over! Understand??? ?Yes Daddy! I understand!? I replied, a little stunned by the change of personality! How could he go from being so loving, and caring one second, then bitch slap me the next??? ?Good girl! On your knees whore! It?s time for you to put that fucking whore mouth of yours to work!? I get on my knees, and Daddy takes his cock out of his jeans. He slaps it off me chin a few times, then slaps it off my cheeks! ?You know the penalty if you fail, bitch? Tell Daddy what the penalty for failure is!? Dejected, a lower my head and start to explain, when he grabs me under the chin, forcing me to look up at him! ?Look me in the eyes, bitch! Always keep constant eye contact when I am humiliating you!! Now try again!!? It?s so humiliating to look into his eyes, knowing the immense pleasure he gets from degrading me, and watching that sadistic little smile curl up on his face! ?If I fail to hold Daddy?s cock all the way down for 10 seconds without gagging, Daddy will fuck me, and cum on my face, then take me to the entrance, and tie my leash to the gate, and leave me there for other men to find!? ?Yes! With your panties and pantyhose around your fucking ankle!! Open up bitch, time to get started!!? I knew this wasn?t going to be pleasant. I took his cock into my mouth and started working it, looking into his eyes the whole time! He just stood there, the cruel little smile on my face, watching me wonder when he was going to make his move! I tried my best to make him cum before he could try, but after a LONG while, he pushed me all the way down on his cock and started counting! 1....2.....3....4.....5....6....7....8...........9..................10! He pulled out, and taking my leash, pulled me up to my feet!! He moved in close, like he was going to kiss me! I closed my eyes, and prepared to kiss him back, only to be slapped hard! He laughed at me! ?You dumb fucking bitch! You really think I?m going to kiss you after you had my cock in your fucking whore mouth!!? He pushes me back onto my knees! ?Daddy?s impressed! You did good bitch. But there?s still time to play! The game is now 15 seconds! If you don?t make 15 before I cum, I?m going to cum so deep in your fucking throat you won?t be able to spit it out!! Understand?? Now get busy on Daddy?s cock!!? Now I have a dilemma! I slow down! I can?t make him cum before he tries it on me! I have to wait until I win! OMG! This could take a while! I knew I could do 13, but I knew it would probably be a VERY slow count on his part! He could make 15 feel like 30 if he wanted too!! He waits! It seems like forever, but eventually, his hands are forcing me all the way down! 1....2....3....4....5....6....7....8....9..........10.............11... ..................12...................... I looked pleadingly into his eyes as he just stared down at me, enjoying my struggle as the count got slower and slower!! 13..............................14................................he?s waiting for me to give up!! I know he is!! He could wait 10 minutes if he wanted. Then, he finally says it! 15!! He pulls out, and starts cumming all over me! My face, my hair!! It?s the biggest orgasm I?ve ever seen!! I?m sure I am a total mess!! It seems like it takes him a few minutes to regain his composure. He stands there with his cock softening only inches from my face! Finally, he tucks it back into his jeans, zips up, and squats down in front of me! ?You win bitch,? he says, almost emotionless. He seems really drained! ?Your ass is mine now! You are my bitch! Does that make you happy, whore??? ?Oh my god Daddy! I?m so happy! I want to be your bitch more than I want anything!!? and to my own amazement, I start sobbing, ?Please let me be your bitch forever Daddy! I will do anything to please you!!? ?I know you will, whore! You know what to do. You have my permission to message me when you get home, and cleaned up! We can discuss another date, but not here. I feel rushed here! I want to take my time with you? Then, he was gone!! Once I was alone, I started full blown crying! I felt so humiliated and controlled, yet so in love!! I had to find out if he felt the same way about me as I felt about him! I had planned to invite him to play at my rental I was fixing up after the second meeting! But after my failure to complete the game, and my near dismissal, I couldn?t! I had to win this third round first! Now there was a chance. The invitation would be extended tonight!! A full day in complete privacy, beer in the fridge, and his bitch locked on her knees! What more could a Daddy ask for!!! Once again, I got myself unlocked, and made it to the safety of my garage without incident. I felt so dirty, so used, and I decided that I LOVED feeling like that!! I still had some of his dried cum on my face and in my hair, and I decided to forgo the shower for now! I sat at my computer desk, and opened my AOL account! He was on, and he could now see that I was on. I had to think! How desperate would I seem if I messaged him right away?? Maybe he?d like that! Knowing he had me hooked! Knowing that he could treat me so badly and I?d sit up and beg for more, like a good little bitch!! I decided desperate would be ok! ?Permission to speak Daddy??? I typed, and quickly sent. I waited, and waited, and realized he was toying with me again! Yeah, he knew he had me, and that I would sit there for hours awaiting his attention! Finally, after maybe 15 minutes, he acknowledged me! ?Permission granted bitch. All cleaned up?? he asked. ?You were a fucking mess when I left you! LOL! Such a dirty little whore, aren?t you?!? ?Yes Daddy! I?m YOUR dirty little whore!? I replied. ?I am still dressed Daddy, and wearing your cum with pride Daddy! Thank you for making me your bitch!? He was amused by that! He told me what a nasty fucking whore I was, and that things would only get more demanding for me if I wished to continue! But, we needed a new place to play. I was told straight up that he didn?t bring his bitches back to his place. I would never know where he lived, his telephone number, where he worked, nothing! He told me that his name MIGHT be Bob, but then again, maybe it wasn?t! I started telling him that I had a place we could use, pretty regularly, for the next couple of months if he wanted too. He pressed me for more, saying that as long as it wasn?t the storage space, or any other public place, he would consider it. He said he was done with the storage space, and he would never meet me there again. He wanted someplace where he could take his time, and not have to worry about someone walking up on us! When I told him about my rental house, he seemed to become very interested! When I told him I had a really cool fantasy about being found tied up there, he insisted I tell him everything, in great detail! He said it made him hard knowing I was sitting there, still dressed like a fucking whore, still covered in his now dried cum, Begging him for more!! He would tell me when I could change and shower! I told him about my many trips there to work on the basement game room, only to end up dressed up, playing self-bondage games for hours! I told him my favorite was locking myself on my knees with my wrist cuffs locked directly to my ankle cuffs! I would have a couple sets of keys on the floor, and when I wanted to end the fantasy, I could just carefully creep on my knees to the nearest set of keys, and unlock myself! And how sometimes, If I wanted to make things a little more challenging, I would blindfold myself! I took a little longer to find the keys, but I always had no trouble getting myself freed! I explained that I would leave the doors unlocked while I was locked on my knees! I would fantasize about being discovered by a stranger, or even strangers, who would spend hours making me suck them off again and again! When they were done, before they would leave, they would push me over onto the floor! I tried that a few times in my self-bondage experiments, which is VERY difficult to do! I would kneel down as low as I could, and kind of roll onto one side! It was still kind of a hard landing on my side, but once on the floor I would roll onto my stomach! Once I was on my stomach, I was helpless! There was no getting back up onto my knees, and rolling onto my side took a major effort! But the only way to get the keys off the floor was to roll onto my side, as being locked to my ankle cuffs, my hands were held up, behind me! It was a VERY vulnerable position to be in. I purposely left out the part were my captor, seeing me in such a vulnerable position, takes advantage of the situation, and fucks me before he leaves me there! I didn?t want to give him the idea that anal was on the table at all!! But, it was ?Bob? who brought that subject up! He said he loved this idea! He said he could picture me locked wrist to ankle on my stomach! A very nice position to fuck someone in! He asked me if I ever fantasized about my intruder fucking me once he pushed me to the floor, or of being gang banged by the group of men?? I thought of saying no, it never occurred to me, but he would know I was lying!! ?Yes Daddy! I would fantasize about it! But I?m still not ready to do that yet!? ?I?m getting a little impatient with you bitch! I?m not going to wait long for you to surrender your pussy to Daddy as well! Understand!? He responded. ?When Daddy owns you, Daddy owns ALL of you!? ?Yes Daddy! I understand! I want to be your bitch! Soon, I promise! It just scares me so much Daddy! That?s why it as #1! But I do want to make daddy happy!? I reply. ?And you will! You will do every nasty, dirty, disgusting thing Daddy tells you too, just to please me! I will not make bold promises, but for now, I will honor your list! But you need to give up this idea of self- respect, and soon! My bitches take pride in obeying Daddy, no matter how humiliating, or degrading it is for you! Even if others get to watch you doing it! If I were to take you to a friend?s house, and pimp your ass out to them, I?d expect you to suck and fuck anyone that would pay for it! Understand!? ?Yes Daddy! I am learning to be a good whore for daddy!! Soon! I promise! It might not be this time Daddy, but definitely soon!!? Please give me a chance Daddy? ?I will consider it!? He replies! We chat for over an hour and a half! I send him the address, and we decide on Saturday morning. He loves the idea of me stocking the fridge with beer and snacks for him! I tell him I have kept the phone and DSL on as well, if he had a laptop he wanted to bring, and I had a radio there just for background noise! I would get to the house early to set things up. There was a card table in the kitchen, and two folding chairs. I used it to set up my laptop when I was there. I would put the beer and snacks in the fridge, and put on some coffee for me, while I was getting ready for Daddy?s arrival!! He told me he wanted me dressed In my schoolgirl outfit again! I was to be waiting, locked on my knees wrist to ankle, as in my fantasy, but I was to be collared, no leash. He would leash me when he wanted too. He also wanted me blindfolded!!! That kind of scared me! Why blindfolded? I would be so scared not knowing if it was him or someone else,,,,,, ahaaaa! How cruel of him! Oh yes! He knew what he was doing! I was told he would get there between 9:00 and 11:00, but I had better be ready, and in position when he got there!! I knew this was also a power play on his part! So, as much as I really wanted to protest, I just said ?Yes Daddy!? and accepted that I could be left waiting for him for a long time! By the end of our conversation, all the details were worked out. He told me what beer to buy, what snacks to have on hand, what station to have on the radio! He seemed almost as excited about this as I was!! He told me I could shower and get changed at 5:00! Until then I would learn what it felt like to be a dirty fucking whore! As I sat there, I realized I was getting very aroused thinking about Saturday! If all went well, as I hoped it would, I was ready to take the next big leap! I decided, depending on how things would go Saturday, I was going to let Daddy, Bob, know how deeply I loved him! How badly I wanted to live as his girl, as his bitch full time! I was going to invite him to spend the weekend at my house, where maybe, just maybe, #1 and #2 would go away!! I wasn?t sure if #3 would ever go away, but I was sure if at some point he decided to make me do that, he would! Again, as it was Sunday, There was a LOT of time to think over the next 5 ? days! It was pure torture! I wanted to be with Daddy again so badly!! I needed to feel his kiss, to feel his strong arm around me, holding me there until he was satisfied! I needed to feel his abuse and humiliation of me!! I couldn?t believe what I had become! I just LOVED the way he made me feel!! I had stopped by the other house Thursday evening after work and put the beer in the fridge, along with some chip dip and salsa. I put the chips in the cabinet with the 2 serving bowls I would fill Saturday morning! I had soap, shampoo, towels and wash clothes there for when I stayed there some weekends to work, and of course, dress up!! Fortunately, we had the same taste in music, so I made sure 102.5 was on the radio! Friday night, I packed an overnight bag to take to the house. I planned on getting there early, around 6:00. I would soak in a perfumed bath, shave completely, and get ready there! I wanted to be fresh and smooth for him!! I wanted this to be special, to make him want to make me his forever! I got to the house Saturday morning at around 6:20, a little later than I had planned. I unpacked my bag, laying my skirt, top, belt and sweater out on the kitchen counter. I took everything else into the bathroom, and started my bath! I poured a little of my perfume into the tub, and took in the intoxicating, feminine scent! I put my razor on the edge of the tub, and got out of my boring ?man? clothes! I was getting to the point where I was wearing panties 24/7! I wanted to feel girly all the time now! I had bought several pairs of women?s jeans, but I was a little nervous about wearing them! I was afraid someone would notice, but now, I was ready to put that fear all behind me! If today went well, and Bob accepted my invitation for a weekend stay at my house, when I got home I was going to come out to everyone! I was going to change into my D cup bra with breast forms and panties, women?s jeans, an unmistakably feminine blouse, my ankle boots with 4? heels, make-up and wig! I would start by going to my parents? house, then my grandparents?, and friends, everyone I knew! I would tell them I was in love, and that he wanted me to be his girl! I bathed, shaved, just soaked for a while! I added hot water a few times, and just savored the scent of the perfume!! I thought about him! How he was going to find me there! How scared I would be, knowing he could really do anything he wanted, and I?d be helpless to stop him! I knew he wouldn?t though. He had respected my 3 taboos the 1st 3 times! I was sure I was safe from those this time as well! Still, the idea was quite arousing!! I started fantasizing about him pushing me down to the floor! He would push my skirt up out of the way, and pull down my panties and pantyhose! With my wrists cuffed to my ankles, my legs would be pulled open, leaving me completely exposed and vulnerable!! I imagined him putting some kind of lubricant on me, some type of gel, right on my hole! I would feel his finger there! I would protest, try to pull away, but his finger would find its way in! I snap out of it!! Oh my god, I?m so not ready for that!!! I know how badly he wants it, and soon I?ll have to surrender that to him, but I didn?t think I could do it that day! I got out of the tub and started drying off. I put on my bra, panties and black pantyhose, and then place my C cup forms in my bra cups! I wrapped myself up in a bath robe, and went to the kitchen to put some coffee on, and finish getting dressed! I decided to wait until it was closer to 9:00 to strap my heels on. Seeing it was only 7:30, I relaxed a little, and took my time. I got a cup of coffee, and I went back into the bathroom to start doing my make-up! As I stood there, looking into the mirror, I began drifting off to him again!! His finger is massaging my hole, in and out about half way! Pulling, stretching, and spreading the slippery lubricant! I am pleading with him to stop! Begging him to not fuck me! Telling him I wasn?t ready!! He ignores me, and to show me his lack of concern for my fear, he inserts two fingers! After a few minutes, he removes his fingers and I feel him behind me! Soon he is on top of me, and as he lowers himself onto his elbows! I am pinned there, unable to get away! I imagine feeling his hard cock rubbing against my thighs, and my ass as he moves into position! I start bucking, and squirming, trying to avoid the inevitable! I feel his full weight on me, holding me in place, as he guides his hard cock to my hole! I feel it! He begins pushing, and the lubricant eliminates any resistance! Oh my god! It?s so big! ?Stop it? I yell out loud, turning away from the mirror!! I wasn?t sure if I was scolding myself, or yelling at him in the fantasy at that point! OMG! I was only seconds from cumming, I was so aroused!! My heart was pounding in my chest, and I was breathing very rapidly, almost hyperventilating!! I start to wonder if this is how girls are when they?re getting ready for their men. Are they thinking about sucking his cock, and getting fucked too?? I can?t believe I?ve come this far I such a short time that I?m about to cum just thinking about him, and what he might do to me!! If he only knew! I?m sure he?d just laugh at me, and tell me that?s just what good little whores do! I try to focus on the task at hand, and lay out my make-up products! I shoot for an innocent but playful look, not to bright, but not so subdued! Something a schoolgirl might shoot for when she?s trying to impress a boy! I wasn?t sure if I nailed it, but I was pretty pleased with how I looked!! I didn?t wear much jewelry, especially if I was going to be using restraints! I had destroyed several pieces, mostly bracelets that way! I put on my 18? silver necklace with a silver crucifix, and a few of my silver rings! I clipped on a pair of silver 1 1/2 ?diameter hoops and that was the extent of my jewelry!! I put my collar around my neck, and locked it in place, knowing from experience how difficult it was to do once my wig was on! I also hung a length of black satin ribbon around my neck, with the ends hanging down in front of me. Next I put on my wig! I chose my long, straight blonde wig with bangs! I thought the bangs would add a youthful, innocent look! I was sure he?d get the irony! I used my wig brush to smooth and pull all the long strands over my shoulder, behind me! I loved brushing my hair. It seemed like such a small thing, but just the act of brushing my hair seemed like a mandatory, feminine act! I pulled the ribbon up, behind my ears, and tied it into a bow on top of my head, just where my bangs started! Looking into the mirror, I knew he would approve! The ribbon pulled my hair back from my face, and ears, displaying my hoop earrings nicely!! I began to slip back into the dream again! This time it seemed like a moment stuck in time, repeating in a loop! Just a second or two, repeating again and again! I am trapped under his full weight on top of me, helplessly held in place as his cock enters me, and I scream! I?m not sure how long I stood there, letting it play over and over again, but my god was I hard!! I knew I would eventually experience that moment of surrender, and he would truly own me completely! Again, I stop myself short of cumming! I was unbelievably close that time! But I knew if I did cum, the lust, the desire to be dressed up, and the desire to be his bitch would leave me as well! As soon as I cum, I want to change, become Dave again! That?s why I don?t masturbate, and deny myself that one pleasure until it becomes too much! I enjoyed being Aleasha too much to sacrifice her to my own selfish desire to cum! I go back out to the kitchen, and seeing it is only 8:15, I start pacing, trying to keep my mind from wandering to that wonderfully dark place, that moment of surrender to him, playing over and over again! I start laying out my cuffs, and all the corresponding padlocks I would be using! The dining room was empty, there was no table to put these items on, so I put the wrist cuffs and ankles cuffs on, and locked them in place. Having decided I would lock myself on my knees in the center of the room, I set the two bigger padlocks that would secure each wrist to each ankle on the floor. I also set the blindfold and leash within reach as well! I also had a ball gag and my riding crop in the bag, and thought about leaving them out where he would see them! In the end, I kept the ball gag out, but put the riding crop back in the bag! I put the bag in the hall closet! After thinking about it, I didn?t think I was ready to let him use the crop on me yet! Maybe if he accepted my invitation to spend the weekend I would put all options on the table, but not today! I was already nervous, not knowing what to expect! As an afterthought, I left the ball gag on the kitchen counter pass through, like I had in my rush to get ready forgotten I put it there. There was no doubt he would see it, and I wanted to see if he would take advantage of it!! I went to the kitchen, and started setting things up as he wanted. I took the chips and the serving bowls from the cabinet, and filled one bowl with his rippled potato chips, and the other with his corn tortilla chips. I set them on the card table in the kitchen, and covered both with paper towels. I put the radio on at a very low volume, thinking to myself that if I wouldn?t be able to see, it would be nice to at least be able to hear! At 8:45, I went into the bathroom, and peed one last time before locking myself on my knees! Who knew how long it would be before I would get to go again! All I felt the need to do is pee. I wash my hands when I finish, and take a minute to straighten out my outfit, and check my hair and makeup! I can?t help but think he will approve of the look I have achieved!! I went to the front door, making sure that it, and the storm door were both unlocked! I look out the door to see if his truck is there yet, and seeing nothing in the driveway, or on the street, I close the door and head for the dining room! I kneel on the floor next to the padlocks, blindfold and leash! I pick up the blindfold, and putting it over my eyes, I thread the end of the strap through the buckle in the back! I pull it as tightly as I can get it, and work the pin through the hole on the strap! I adjust the mask, making sure there is no way I can see anything, and I start feeling the helplessness of being in total darkness!! I feel around for the padlocks, finding them fairly easily. I put one by my right ankle, and take the other in my left hand! I had done this many times, but never blindfolded! I hook the lock in my left hand through the d-ring of the right wrist cuff, and let it hang there. Then I carefully pick up the padlock by my right ankle with my right hand, and hook it through the d-ring of the left wrist cuff! Now both locks are hanging from a d-ring on my cuffs. The bodies of the locks hang low enough that I can get them in my hands, and with a little maneuvering, I guide the open end of the lock ring over the d-ring of each ankle cuff. I lock the right wrist to the right ankle by rotating the lock body 180 degrees and pushing gently to align the lock ring with the hole on the lock body! Once aligned, I push until that sinister ?click? tells me it?s locked! I repeat the same steps with the left wrist cuff! I get the lock ring aligned with the lock body, and I freeze for a moment! Am I sure about this? Once locked, it would take a while to get loose again! I really expected him to make me wait. At least an hour! I thought for sure at least 10:00, just for effect! I decide I had better at least be locked for now, and if I change my mind I could work on finding the keys then. So there I was! Blindfolded and locked on my knees, waiting for him to get there, and do who knows what to me! At first I was fine! I was calm, thinking back to the last 3 times we met. Reliving the shame and humiliation he put me through! And how his treatment of me made me want him even more!! But with no perception of time, I had no idea how long I had been waiting there! Soon, I was flinching at every sound I heard! I was specifically listening for the front door. There was a distinct loud click when the button on the outside handle was pressed to open the door! I was pretty sure I would hear it from the dining room, even with the radio on! Maybe! No matter how scared or jumpy I became, I had decided that I wanted this more than ever! This psychological torture he presently had me enduring was too intoxicating! I was starting to imagine things! At least, I thought I was imagining them! I would feel like someone was standing in front of me, or behind me, staring at me! I would think I was hearing voices in the next room, guessing, or hoping it was just the radio! I was really starting to turn into a basket case!! But I refused to give up! Finally! After god only knows how long, I heard that familiar click of the front door latch!! Daddy, or someone, was entering the house! That?s when the panic truly set in! I was 90% sure it was Daddy, but I couldn?t be 100% sure! I really didn?t think a stranger would randomly walk into my house, but you never really did know for sure, did you! I could hear footsteps enter the dining room, and stop briefly, then walk towards the kitchen. Suddenly, the radio increased to a level that was disorienting! Not really loud, but loud enough to cover footsteps! I had no idea what he was doing at that time. For all I knew, he was eating potato chips and drinking a beer! I kept feeling like someone was there, only inches from my face! My heart was racing with anticipation, and pure fear! Soon, I started as a finger looped itself through the d-ring of my collar, and I was roughly yanked forward! Someone was trying to kiss me, and I knew that I had better start kissing them back! As soon as I accepted his kiss, and his tongue entered my mouth, I knew it was Daddy!! I was so relieved, and so happy! I melted into his kiss, savoring the feeling, enjoying the true sensuality of Daddy?s kiss! It was short lived though, and after several minutes, he broke the kiss of, and I was slapped hard, the first of many times that day! He walked away from me, and turned the radio down a little, I guess so I could hear him. Now I could hear him moving around as well, He returned to the dining room, and stood right in front of me. He put a hand on the back of my head, and pulled me forward, until my face was resting on his crotch! ?Do you love Daddy, bitch?? he asked, almost without any emotion or inflection! ?Yes Daddy! I love you with all my heart Daddy!! I replied, knowing that it was also 100% true!! ?Yet you restrict Daddy. And you limit Daddy. You know Daddy wants you to be a good little bitch, don?t you?? ?Yes Daddy! I?m sorry Daddy! I?m really trying! Soon Daddy! Please, I promise!? ?I?m going to ask you a question now bitch! It?s going to be a tough question for you, I know, but you WILL NOT beg, or bargain or plead with me! You will make a choice, give me your answer, and live with your answer! Understand bitch?? he asks. ?Yes Daddy! I understand!? OMG, this was going to be bad! I could feel this was NOT going to have a good outcome, no matter what the question, no matter what my answer! I tried to brace myself, knowing that if I displeased him, or disobeyed him, things could turn really bad quickly! ?Remember, you will hear the question, and immediately give your answer, or you will NOT want to live through the punishment you will receive!? He said. He put his hand under my chin and lifted my head, like he could see into my eyes through the blindfold! I knew it was more of a manipulation move, reiterating his control of me! ?Daddy wants one of the following from you from your list as a sign of your desire to serve me, and I am being benevolent enough to let you choose! Does bitch want Daddy to fuck her? Or does bitch want Daddy to let her taste his cum?? I am totally floored! I go back and forth between the 2, and know I can?t win this one. I need to answer, and fast! And I know how I must answer! ?Please Daddy!! Please let me taste your cum!!? OMG, I think to myself! Is he really going to make me do this, is he!! I instinctively start tugging at the locks holding my wrists to my ankles!! Nope, not coming off!! ?Oh no bitch, there?s no getting out of this one! You?re going to suck Daddy?s cock, and I?m going to cum in your fucking whore mouth! And you?re going to hold it there, on your tongue, until I give you permission to swallow it! You?re going to get a good, long taste! Understand bitch?? he taunts! I know I must agree to it, that there?s no bargaining. I made my choice! Now I have to live with it, the lesser of two evils! ?Yes Daddy!? is all I can say. ?YES Daddy what bitch? ?Yes Daddy! I will suck your cock and take your cum in my mouth, and I will hold it on my tongue until you allow me to swallow it Daddy!!? ?Yes, you will my little fucking whore! And if you fail, Daddy?s going to fuck you! Understand? If you spit it out, or don?t have it in your mouth when I demand to see it, I will fuck you hard!!? With that, I feel his hard cock at my lips! He?s really going to do this! I have no choice! I open my mouth and take his cock! He lets me go at my own steady pace for a while, but soon, he steadies my head with his hands, and starts thrusting his cock in and out of my mouth! Soon, he is burying his cock all the way down, roughly fucking my throat! I try to pull away, but his hands hold my head in place! Every so often, he would bury his cock all the way down, and hold it there! There was no counting this time! He would just hold me there as long as he wanted I guessed!! He would hold me all the way down on it until I couldn?t take it anymore, and I would gag! He would pull out when I gagged, and slap me, and then start again without hesitation! This wasn?t playful, like the last times. This was really brutal. I realized I was in trouble, and looked like it was going to be a long day for me! Suddenly, he stopped! He took his cock from my mouth, and just walked away! He didn?t cum yet! At least, I didn?t think he did! I never had a man cum in my mouth before, but I was pretty sure he didn?t! I was really winded! He wasn?t letting me come up for air much, and I took advantage of the break to try to catch my breath! ?Why did he stop?? I wondered to myself! If he wanted to do this so badly, why would he just stop and walk away like that?? I started to think that maybe he was disappointed again. Maybe he was mad because I kept gagging. But surely, no woman could take that kind of abuse and NOT gag! Then it came to me! More psychological torture! I guessed he was getting close to cumming, but he wanted this to last much longer! So he stopped to regain his composure, and left me there in the darkness to wonder, and think about my situation, just as I was doing! With each breath, I could taste his cock in my mouth, and in my throat! I was going to be really sore after this, that I was certain of! My throat was already starting to feel raw, but I loved this new feeling, and I wanted more! It felt like being owned, and I love Daddy for making me feel that way! I was trying to keep track of time by the number of songs I heard. I guessed an average of 4 minutes per song and maybe a minute between would be a close enough guess, so I put it at about 13 to 15 minutes later he was in front of me again! He slapped his cock on my lips, and I instinctively opened my mouth, and he resumed at the same demanding pace! Sometimes he went so hard and deep, I could hear the slapping of my face meeting his crotch! After about another 10 minutes of this nonstop assault, he started breathlessly telling me he was getting close! ?I?m going to cum in your fucking mouth bitch, and don?t you DARE even think about spitting it out! Hold It in your mouth bitch! You?re going to learn to crave the taste of Daddy?s cum!!? He moaned, and pulled out so just the head of his cock was in my mouth, and I felt his cum shooting into my mouth! When he had finished, shaking and squeezing the last drops into my mouth, he took his cock from my mouth, and demanded I show him his cum! I tilted my head back slightly, and opened my mouth to show him! It felt like a lot! It felt so strange on my tongue! And the taste was something I had never experienced before, and it was becoming stronger, and more intoxicating, the longer it sat on my tongue! He was right! I knew this would happen if I allowed swallowing! I loved the taste, the smell, the feel of Daddy?s cum in my mouth! I knew this was just the beginning! I would truly crave the taste of Daddy?s cum forever now, and I would beg for it if he made me!! ?You keep that right there whore! Savor it! Get used to having cum in your fucking mouth bitch! I?ll tell you when you can swallow!? and he walked away! Shortly, I began to see what a challenge this was going to be! I needed to swallow! It seemed like my saliva production was in overdrive from having all that cum in my mouth! I had to figure out a way swallow the saliva, but not his cum! I cupped my tongue, taking as much as I could on it, and I swallowed only when I absolutely had too! I was hoping I wouldn?t have to wait long! A part of me thought he would make this a real ordeal for me! It wasn?t like he was pressed for time! He had me completely focused on him! The only thing I could concentrate on was keeping his cum on my tongue! OMG he made me feel like such a whore! I lost track of songs. I was so focused on his cum I couldn?t think of anything else! I guessed about 15 minutes later, he was in front of me again! ?Show Daddy his cum, whore!? Again, I tilt my head back a little, and open my mouth! ?Mmmmm! Tastes good, doesn?t it!? You?re going to crave it so badly, you?ll be going out every night looking for men to feed your addiction!! Don?t you dare swallow yet!? and he walks away again!! ?OMG! Please! Please let me swallow already!!? I scream in my mind! It IS becoming an ordeal!! My jaw is starting to cramp up, and I don?t know if I can keep this up much longer! He had me right where he wanted me! Begging to swallow his cum! It WAS off limits just 30 minutes or so ago. But now, here I was, with a mouthful of cum I couldn?t wait to swallow!! I was on the verge of tears when suddenly, he was before me again! He puts a finger under my chin, and tilts my head back slightly! ?Show me bitch! Show me what an obedient whore you are!? he demands! I open my mouth, and show him that it is indeed still there! ?Swallow bitch! Don?t you dare lose one drop!? I tilt my head back, seal my lips closed, and swallow hard! It?s done! I have swallowed my first load of cum! ?Show me bitch! Show Daddy that you swallowed every drop of his cum like a good little whore!? I open my mouth, and show him that it is now empty! ?You liked it, didn?t you! No, you fucking loved it, I can tell! You loved having Daddy?s cum in your fucking mouth for so long! You couldn?t wait to swallow it, and have Daddy?s cum inside of you! Admit it bitch! You loved it, didn?t you!!? It was true! I couldn?t believe it, but it was true!! I loved everything about it! And I loved him even more for showing me how wrong I was for holding it back from him! I start sobbing, not even needing to think about the things I am saying! ?I?m sorry Daddy! I?m so sorry I denied you that pleasure! Yes Daddy, I love swallowing your cum! I love the taste of it, and knowing it makes Daddy happy! I want to make Daddy happy all the time!! I love you Daddy!! Suddenly, I am slapped again, hard! ?How can you say that bitch? Lie to my face like that?!? I am slapped again! ?You?re still holding back on me! If you really loved me, you wouldn?t be playing these stupid fucking games with me!! Would you!?? His finger grabs the D-ring of my collar, and I feel the clasp of the leash being attached! ?Please Daddy I?m sorry..? I start, and am cut off by another hard slap! ?Shut your fucking hole bitch! I don?t want to hear your fucking excuses!? He tugs on my leash as he says this! ?There are two things on your list that you are holding back from me. Personally, I never even thought of #3. It is a rather disgusting thing to be made to do to another person though, unless you really loved the person making you do it! I?m a little confused about your ranking though. #1 anal, #2 swallow, #3 ass licking??? Does that mean you would rather lick my ass, if allowed to choose again? Wouldn?t #1 be the last thing you?d want to do?? I sure am curious to know which you are more afraid I would make you do right now!!? He says, laughing at my predicament! ?It?s like picking from the same bowl of fruit! You might pick apple, I?d pick orange. But I like apples too? he laughs! ?Now, I?m going to count to 3, after which you will tell me which you would prefer to do for Daddy!! Again, no begging, or hesitation!? Oh,,,,,,,,My,,,,,,,,God!! This isn?t about to happen! He can?t do this! He promised!!! I know in my mind that, yes, this is indeed going to happen! Once he reaches 3, and I have to give him my answer!! I really don?t have to think about it! I?ll have to beg him to fuck me!! I would die of shame if I had to do #3! ?1,,,,,,,,,,2,,,,,,,,,,,,3! What is your answer bitch?? He calmly asks. ?Please Daddy! Please fuck me!? I respond, defeated and humiliated! His next words completely shock me!! ?Very well then! #3 it is!? I start to protest, reminding him that anal was #1, not #3, and I am slapped again!! ?You stupid fucking Whore! I tried to help you! I tried to give you a clue! I guess you were just too fucking stupid to see it!! I told you if you pick apple, I?d pick orange! I also told you that someone would only lick someone?s ass if they really loved them!!? he laughed at me, ?Unless you really did get it, and just want to lick my ass!!? ?No Daddy! I really want you to fuck me!! Please fuck me Daddy!! I would love you even more if you fucked me? I start begging, hoping he would change his mind! Oh my god! The thought of doing that to him was so gross! I think the shame of it would break me! ?You are going to lick my ass bitch, and show me just how much you love me!! If you even hesitate, and show me just how faltering your love is, you will have no value to me! I will punish you to the point that you would pray for the opportunity to atone, and lick my ass! But it would be too late at that point. I would know that you didn?t love me, and that I had to hurt you to get you to comply! I would punish you until you pray for death! But I wouldn?t let you off that easy either! The things I would do to you, you would carry those memories with you forever!? I am terrified now! This isn?t the Daddy I thought I knew! Playful Daddy! This was Cruel Daddy!! And I was in BIG trouble!! I didn?t even want to imagine what some of the things he would do to me to punish me were that would make me pray for death??? And I really didn?t want to find out!! I had read somewhere that when battered women were trapped in a situation they couldn?t escape, and they knew bad things were going to happen to them, they went dark! Meaning they sent the cognizant part of their mind, the registers the here and now, on a temporary vacation! They resign themselves to the fact that they had to comply, or face great physical harm. They would react on basic response reflexes, while their consciousness was somewhere else, avoiding the trauma they were about to face! I needed something like that right now!! I almost laughed out loud when I wondered if he?d be mad if I puked!! I managed to suppress it!! He must have removed his pants and underwear, as soon I had his naked ass cheek pressed against my face! He had my leash between his legs, and as he?d pull on it, I?d be drawn tighter into his ass cheek! ?Kiss it bitch! Kiss it all over! Show Daddy how much you love him!? I kissed his ass cheek, again and again! He shifted his stance, and his other ass cheek was presented! I kissed it as well!! He began shifting his stance, and soon my kisses were moving more and more towards his butt crack!! The fear, and disgust for what I knew was coming was almost unbearable! I didn?t know how I would react to the total humiliation of it, but now resigned myself to the fact that it was going to happen, in mere seconds! ?Get your fucking tongue in there bitch!? He commanded, pulling my leash hard! ?Lick my fucking ass crack whore!? Oh my god! How fucking nasty and degrading!! I licked, trying my best to stay away from his hole! I knew it was coming, eventually! But I still did my best to avoid it! He was grinding, moving around trying to get my tongue lined up with his hole! Soon, he move away from me, I guess to turn and face me, and he slapped me hard, several times! He grabbed me roughly under my chin, and yanked my head up, and spit on me! ?You better get that fucking whore tongue of yours into my fucking hole, and tongue fuck my ass until I tell you to stop! Do you hear me bitch!? He yells in my face, and spits on me again! ?Yes Daddy! Please let me lick your ass!? I am at the breaking point! I can feel the tears of shame building! This is so nasty and humiliating, I can barely hold it together! His ass is back at my lips, the tugging of the leash holding my face firmly in place! I know what I have to do, and start licking! Searching for his hole! He shifts his stance slightly, and there it is! My tongue is at his hole! Oh my god! The taste! Ewwwww!! He tugs sharply on my leash, and says, ?Get your fucking tongue in there whore!! Tongue fuck my asshole bitch!? Totally defeated, I comply, and the tears start flowing! I don?t even feel human anymore! I?ve never felt so disgusting in my life! I thrust my tongue in and out of his hole! I hear him moan with pleasure! He?s enjoying it! ?Get in there deeper bitch! Faster!! Lick my fucking hole you filthy cunt!? I snap! My will is broken, and I am sobbing at the loss of my dignity! I?m on auto pilot now. Obeying, complying! He owns me, and I know it! I don?t know how long it was. I?d guess around 10 minutes? Soon, he pulled away, and his cock was at my lips again! I open my mouth without hesitation, and the brutal throat fucking resumed! Yeah! I was going to be sore after this!! A few minutes later, I had his cum in my mouth again, awaiting his permission to swallow! I was left alone for so long I thought maybe he had left me there! But soon, he was before me again, and I was ordered to show him his cum! Satisfied I had obeyed, he gave permission to swallow! I swallowed hard, and after he checked to make sure I had swallowed it all, I was left alone again! I was so sore. My leg were cramping from kneeling for so long! My throat was fucked raw! I didn?t even know if I could speak anymore, I hadn?t tried for a while! And my face felt like it was on fire from all the slapping I was subjected to! I was sure I?d have to hide away for a day or two until the redness, and probably swelling, went away!! I knew one thing for sure, I wasn?t forgetting this day, ever!! I couldn?t stop sobbing! I felt so dirty, so nasty! He was still there, so I knew this wasn?t over yet! As I was being forced to lick his ass, I came to accept the fact that he was going to rape me! He was going to take my ass, and there was nothing I could do to stop him! He was going to recover from his last orgasm, and when he was ready, #1 would be taken from me as well! I just hoped he would be easy on me! I really didn?t know how much more I could take! I was afraid that if I did snap, if I did reach my limit, I might permanently check out!! I also had plenty of time to think about all that just happened! The tears didn?t stop as I relived it all! Much to my shock, now that it was done, for now, the thoughts of what he had done to me were making me hard! Hard as it was to believe at that moment, I was even more in love with him than I had ever been!! I still didn?t think I was ready for him to fuck me! I knew it was coming, sooner rather than later, and I was scared!! He was so big, I thought the pain of it would be unbearable!! I had never even tried using dildos, or plugs! I just always saw that as a one way street!! LOL. I was hoping I was wrong! Praying that he?d leave me that one thing!! Hoping he would feel bad, and think he had treated me badly enough already!! I was ok with pity! He had basically stripped away what pride I had already, so I prepared for the worst, but hoped for the best! After about 9 songs, he was before me again! I soon realized it was going to be the worst! He started grinding his naked crotch against me, rubbing his cock all around my face! He told me to start sucking his balls!! I immediately complied, sucking one, then the other, kissing, licking and sucking his balls! ?Open wide, bitch!? he said, and began stuffing his balls into my mouth! ?Now that?s a ball gag!? he laughed. ?Get that fucking tongue working bitch!! Get me fucking hard again!!? I work on his balls with my tongue, and after a few minutes, he removes them from my mouth, and replaces them with his cock again!! He fucks my throat for a good 5 minutes, then he pulls out, and walks away, leaving me there to think again!! The time I am left alone is hell itself! I know its coming! I think he knows that I figured that much out as well! He once again is toying with me! I tried several times to figure out how long this had been going on already! I knew the DJ schedules during the week, but the weekend DJs were a mystery to me! I knew the shifts changed at 10:00 and 2:00, but I didn?t pay much attention to who was on early! I basically had no idea what time it was! It wasn?t long before he was there again! He was behind me this time! ?Open up bitch!? He commands! I open, and my ball gag is pushed into my mouth, the straps pulled tight, and buckled behind me!! This is it, I think to myself! I start to whimper through the gag! Please go easy on me!! I feel that he is circling me, like a shark circles its prey, just before it attacks! Suddenly, he grabs me under my chin, and yanks my head back! If I wasn?t blindfolded, I?d be looking into his eyes! Again, I think he did it just for effect, as a control move! His next words cut through me, straight to my heart, tearing it in two! ?I know you know what?s coming, don?t you!? Yes, Daddy?s going to fuck you now, bitch! I?m going to fuck you so hard, you might just pass out! But when you come to, you?ll know you?ve been fucked, Bitch! You?re going to feel this for days!! But, you?re going to find that you LOVE it! You?ll want it again, and again! And you?ll want it from me! But I?m fucking done with you! You?ve disappointed me one to many times whore! NEVER, EVER have I had to work this hard to get what I want! When I?m done with you, you?ll want it so badly, you?ll let any fucking loser with a stiff dick fuck you!!? I start to pull at my restraints, trying my best to beg through the ball gag! He laughs at my feeble attempt, and placing a foot on my left shoulder, he pushes me over onto the floor! I fall awkwardly onto my right side, and roll onto my stomach! OMG! I?m so exposed and vulnerable! Again, I can sense him circling me again! Probably looking for the best angle of attack! He kneels down on my right side, near my hip! His hand starts caressing my thighs, then moves quickly up to my ass! He begins pushing my skirt up out of the way, exposing my panty and pantyhose covered ass! Next, he moves behind me, and I feel his fingers at the waist band of my panties and pantyhose! He pulls hard, yanking them roughly down, until they are at about mid-thigh or so! I feel so helpless!! He gets up and walks away again! OMG! I think to myself! Please just fuck me already and get this over with!! Shortly, he walks back over to me! He straddles my shoulders, and lowers himself to his knees, and sets his full weight on my shoulders, just below my neck!! I hear a familiar Whooshing sound, and realize, he has my riding crop!! Fuck! I?m really in trouble now! ?Hiding this from me bitch!? he asks, as a hard lash reins down on me right ass cheek! I scream into my gag! ?You know, this was the last straw! I found it early on, just after I got here. I thought to myself, ?Self? Can you believe this bitch would hide this from me?! I decided right then and there that I was done with you! Even before that first blowjob, and your first load of cum!! I?m tired of you holding back, and hiding shit from me!! I think 25 on each side should teach you not to hide things from your Daddy! He was not Lenient with his strokes at all! He alternated, left, right, left, right, and I was in full blown tears by 15! At 20 he stopped! I hoped and prayed that he was being merciful, and stopping short! But a few minutes later, when he resumed, I realized he was just letting the sensitivity set in! A few seconds after he stopped at 20, I felt the heat start to build! My ass was on fire! He ended up adding another 5, making the final count 30!! The last 10 were excruciating! My head was spinning, and I thought I was going to pass out! He got up, and walked away again! The pain and heat were still building in my ass, as I lay there, helplessly whimpering into my gag! Soon, he was back, and kneeling at my right side again! I hear what sounds like the ?snap? of the cap of a container being opened! He leans over me, his left palm resting on my right hip, supporting his weight as he leans over me! The pressure on my hip is painful, but not unbearable! I feel something cold on my right ass cheek, near my hole! Oh my god, it?s lubricating gel!! I start to squirm in protest! I guess, having set the tube down somewhere, he uses his right hand to slap my left ass cheek! I scream into my gag! He really held nothing back! I?m sure that it stung his hand as well! ?Stop it bitch! There are so many ways this could get much worse for you! I?m GOING to fuck you! Accept it!!? He says. My ass is screaming from his slap, and I believe what he tells me!! Things could get VERY bad! Quickly, his right hand is on my right ass cheek, his fingers working through the lube! ?You should be grateful that I would even care enough to lube and stretch you first!! I could just fucking dry fuck you! But that kind of screaming might get the cops called? he says, laughing to himself! And, before I can protest, his middle finger is penetrating, lubing my hole! My breathing stops!! My whole body tenses as his finger burrows deeper, wiggling, circling, moving in and out! When I do exhale again, it comes out as a pathetic little moan!! I am panting, unable to catch my breath! He pulls his finger out, and runs his fingers through the lube again! Then, without hesitation, two fingers are entering my hole! My whole body stiffens! The gasp is caught in my throat as I can?t even breathe! But soon it comes out again as a half scream, half moan of pleasure! ?I can see that whore loves having her pussy played with!? he laughs! ?Just wait until you feel my cock in there!? After a minute or so with two fingers stretching me, he pulls out, and stands! He moves behind me, and I think to myself, ?This is it! He?s going to fuck me!!? He gets on his knees behind me, and starts moving forward. He uses his knees to push my legs further apart! He begins to lean forward, putting his hands on the floor on either side of me, near my armpits! He lowers himself onto his elbows, lowering himself firmly on top of me! He leans to my right ear and whispers, ?You?re going to love this bitch! If you would have just given your pussy to me from the beginning, we could be together again! But nooooooo, you had to fuck everything up!! Holding out on me! Hiding shit from me! Being such a difficult, lying whore! Now, I?m going to fuck you like the nasty ass fucking whore you are! And no, I?m not going to go easy on you!? As he moves into position, I can feel his hard cock rubbing on my ass cheeks! He?s rubbing it through the lube! Getting it nice and slick!! He hooks his arms under my arms, and grabs my shoulders with his hands! I can feel his cock, zeroing in on its target, and I start to squirm! Whimpering into my gag! I can feel it! It?s at my hole, and he pushes! I feel it pressing! OMG! The head penetrates, and I scream a silent scream! It?s there, but I can?t breathe to push it out! My body stiffens, and I realize he isn?t taking this slow at all! The screams start to come out as he steadily buries more and more of his cock inside of me!! They come out as primal groans of intense pain, a few grunts, and then a high squeal of pain! He keeps going, and all I can do is lay there and take it! Finally, he is all the way inside of me! His body heavy on top of me, pinning me down for what?s to come! I am almost hyperventilating, each breath out is a high pitch squeal of intense pain! He just lays there on top of me, buried deep inside of me! I can imagine that cruel, sadistic smile on his face as he relishes in the sounds coming from me! He starts slamming his pelvis into my ass, harder and harder, seeming to want to be even deeper! Each thrust causing me to let out a scream, and I can see that cruel smile in my mind again! He lay there again, silent, and buried deep! His face is at the right side of my head! I can hear, and feel his breathing in my ear, as the pins me down! He is talking, I think to himself, almost under his breath! ?Oh my god that?s so tight! So good!!? He starts wriggling his hips, almost in a circling motion, he is moaning loudly into my ear, as I squeal with his gyrations! I tense up again as he begins to pull back, his cock pulling out! I start making the most ridiculous noises, but I can?t stop! They?re almost gasping squeals of intense pleasure! Until he starts pushing back in!! OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!, I scream into my gag, over and over, then, a feeble attempt to scream as he is all the way in again! The scream caught in my throat comes out as a string of short, gasping grunts of pain! He lays there for a few seconds, I guess enjoying my reaction, and the feel of my rapid breathing beneath him! It was in those few seconds that I realize that I am rock hard! He has me pinned down, I can feel his cock buried deep inside of me, and at any moment, he is going to start fucking me! I felt like was going to cum at any second!! If I came, and he found out I came, the shame of it would be intense! It would prove to him, without a doubt, that he was right! I couldn?t believe it! Was I really enjoying this?? Then, it started! Every muscle in my body locked up as he began pulling out! It felt like he pulled all the way out to where only the head of his cock was still inside of me! Then, without hesitation, he slammed back into me! After several thrusts, I could start to hear his hips slapping against my ass cheeks! I was so embarrassed by the sounds that were coming from me! I couldn?t control them! The more he fucked me, the more the sensation morphed from unbelievable pain, to incredible waves of intense pleasure!! Now, my grunts, and squeals, and Oh my gods were the sounds of pure joy! Of incredible pleasure the likes of which I had never experienced until now!! I could hear his labored breathing in my ear! It was always there, but I just started noticing it again, because he was talking to me! ?I told you you?d love getting fucked, you stupid fucking whore! I bet you fucking came already, didn?t you? If you didn?t yet, I know you will!! Maybe when I cum deep inside you! Yes! You?ll fucking cum! All you fucking whores cum!!? he said. He picked up his pace a little, and I could tell he was getting close! No, I hadn?t cum yet! But I knew he was right! The pleasure was building! It was so intense, I knew I couldn?t hold it back much longer! I was so hard! I could feel it throbbing! Yes, I was going to cum! He was practically out of breath, repeating ?fuck,fuck,fuck? over and over in my ear! Finally, he buried his cock deep, and grabbing my shoulders hard, pulling himself into me as far as he could, I could feel him cumming inside of me, and I came! It was so intense that everything started spinning! I let out what I could only describe as the most euphoric, gurgled, gasp of pleasure, and then the world was gone! My mind was overloaded, and it shut down, and I passed out! I had no idea how long I laid there. When I started coming too, I could hear the radio in the background! It only took a second or so to realize that the gag had been removed, and I could see! Things were a little blurry, but soon the room began to come into focus! I was totally disoriented, and sore as fuck!! I looked around, wondering if he was still there, maybe in the kitchen, drinking a victory beer, waiting for his latest conquest to recover! ?Hello? Daddy?? Are you here Daddy??? I ask! Oh my god! My voice! It was like I had the worst case of laryngitis ever! And it really hurt to try to talk! Then I remember the rules, and add, ?Permission to speak Daddy??? It comes out as the most pathetic, hoarse, whisper of a voice! Nothing. I start to realize that he is gone! I can?t believe he would just leave me here passed out on the floor! I?m grateful that he at least removed the gag and blindfold! I am still locked up though! And the cramps are really starting to set in!! I need to get loose, and quickly! I look around, and quickly see the set of keys, right beside me! He had to have put them there! ?Oh my god!! Thank you Daddy? I think to myself, or maybe even mumble quietly! I roll onto my left side, and feel around for the keys. Finding them rather quickly, I start to feel them. I know by the size which one opens the locks holding my wrist to my ankles! Every muscle in my body is really angry with me, and pain and cramping from being restrained for so long makes the whole process even more difficult! Steadying the lock, getting the key turned to the right alignment, and just working the key into the lock and turning it were incredibly more difficult! Soon, I had the left lock opened, and the right lock became a much easier obstacle to overcome! Finally freed, I roll onto my stomach and curl up into a ball, and start sobbing! It all came flooding back! Definitely a day I will NEVER forget! I cried, and laid there shaking, for at least 20 minutes! I was so sore! So humiliated! I was so in love with him! I was crying, I think for the most part, because I knew that he meant what he had said to me! He was done with me! The thought of never seeing him again was more than I could take, and I just laid there and cried! Eventually, I pulled myself together enough to get up off the floor, and go to the bathroom! My ass was so sore, from both the whipping, and the fucking! I looked in the mirror, and saw for the first time how absolutely pathetic I looked! My eye makeup was a smeared mess! My wig was crooked, and looked like a fucking bird nest!! I had to get changed! Then I felt it. The first of many times that day! I felt his cum leaking out of me, and running down my leg! OMG! He still humiliates me, and he?s not even here!! I undress, and start a hot shower! As I stand under the hot water, my body starts to relax! The knots in my muscles start to untie themselves! I scrub like I have never scrubbed before! I think back later, thinking I was trying to scrub the ?dirty? from me, but realize that the ?dirty? I became that day was never coming off! He was right! I could feel it already! I felt empty! I wanted to feel full again!! After showering, I cleaned the rest of my makeup off, and dressed as ?dave? again! I packed my Aleasha clothes into the overnight bag, and started to clean up the scene of the crime! I start to chuckle! At least my sense of humor?s coming back, as I run THAT scenario through my mind! ?Hello, police? I need to report a burglary! Yes! Someone robbed me of my innocence!! LOL! I start laughing out loud! Maybe I was about to snap! Looking at the clock in the Kitchen, I saw that it was 5:40! About 8 hours locked up! A new record for me! I regained my composure, and finished cleaning up. All the beer was gone. There were no cans in the trash, so I assumed he didn?t drink any there, and he took the whole 12 pack with him! I dumped the chips into the trash can, and got ready to head home! I knew it was pointless, but when I got home, I immediately logged into my AOL account! He wasn?t on in my contacts list! I clicked on his name in my contacts, and clicked on the ?message? option! My heart sank as the error message appeared! ?This account has been deleted ?! And for the unknownth time that day, I put my head down and started to cry again! He was gone! And Aleasha was devastated!