"I'm telling you the truth, auntie." Jordan rubbed his forehead as he
sat at his aunt's kitchen table, pushing the mop of messy, matted,
curly, mousy-brown hair out of his eyes. "If we have to stay in
quarantine much longer, I swear I'll go out of my mind!" It had been
fifty days since he'd had to abandoned his dormitory in New York City
and take shelter with his aunt and his cousins in rural Massachusetts.
Mary took a sip of her coffee and shrugged at her nephew. "I don't
know what to tell you, Jordan. We're all going a little crazy around
here. Do a puzzle. Read a book. Take a walk. Find a way to keep
yourself busy. Frances and Robbie are dealing with this situation. You
need to, too. I know how much you like to keep busy, but this is the
way the world is tight now, honey."
"They're on their phones talking to friends twenty-four-seven, Aunt
Mary. That would drive me crazy, too! I've done all the puzzles I can
find and I've been taking, like, four walks a day. I don't mind being
alone, in fact, I kind of prefer it, but I need something to do,
something to fix, something to make. I can't believe there's no tools
in this house at all!"
The truth was, Jordan didn't have a lot of friends to talk to, anyway.
He'd always preferred to be alone and found nearly any social
interaction uncomfortable. He was a tinkerer and always had some kind
of a project on his workbench, even in his dorm. It was this quality
that was allowing him to excel as a mechanical engineering major.
Mary considered Jordan's whining for a few moments. She'd always found
the boy fascinating - intense and intelligent about anything
mechanical. A ball of kinetic energy squeezed into his tiny, five
foot-one body. She could see he was desperate to keep his hands busy.
Two months ago, when the virus' impact on New York City started
closing the city down, Jordan had no place to go. His parents, both
physicians, had taken advantage of their son moving out and going to
college to sell their home and sign on to work with Doctors Without
Boarders. They'd found themselves in China at the start of the
pandemic and could not, in good conscience, leave while the population
around them suffered the impact of the disease. When Mary's older
sister called and asked if Jordan could stay with her and her
stepdaughters, who, at that time, were also headed home from their
respective colleges, she was more than willing to have him join them
in their old, twenty four room farmhouse. Plenty of room! Of course,
no one expected the quarantine to last this long, let alone go on
without end. Certainly Jordan didn't. He showed up with a couple of
days clothes and his bamboo fiber pillow and not much else. Already,
clothing was an issue for Jordan. When his clothes needed to be
laundered, he was resorting to wearing one of his cousin Roberta's old
bath robes, which hung far too loosely from his meager frame.
A thought occurred to Mary. "Jordan, I just thought of something!
There IS a small toolbox in the house. It's in your great
grandmother's sewing room out in the old servant's wing. Come with me
and I'll dig it out for you."
"Cool!" The boy jumped up, excited.
The eighteenth century behemoth of a house had, at one time, had
servants' quarters which had never had a heating system installed.
When Jordan arrived in March, it was too cold to go exploring in that
wing. Now that the beginning of May was bringing warmer weather, he
was excited to go exploring. So, he followed his aunt up the stairs.
"What's up?" Frances asked as she ran into her stepmother and cousin
in the hallway.
"Jordan and I are going to dig out the tool box in great grandma's
sewing room."
Frances, the older daughter of Mary's late husband's first marriage
was a good head taller than her step mother and at least another half
a head taller than her cousin. "Oh, good. Maybe that'll occupy you're
A.D.D., Jordie!" she teased.
"You guys are the ones with A.D.D.," he teased back, good naturedly.
"I just need to keep my hands busy to help me think."
"If you'd like to play video games with us," Robbie, Frances' younger
sister, called from the upstairs den, "you're always welcome!"
Jordan smiled at the offer. "Thanks, but I don't really know how to
play video games."
"Ok," Ronnie turned her attention back to the game, "but the offer
stands. You're always welcome."
"Thanks, Robbie."
Robbie was nearly the same size as her step mother, but a bit bustier.
Both girls were very good looking without being overly into makeup of
expensive clothes. They both preferred dresses to skirts or pants,
but they had their tomboy qualities, too, especially when it came to
their 'win at all costs' instinct when playin video games. The few
times that he had joined them for a round of Mortal Combat or even
Candy Crush, he found himself destroyed by their aggressive manner of
gaming.
Mary continued down the hall and pulled back the heavy curtain that
hid the door to the servants' wing and kept the cold air out of the
rest of the house in the depth of Massachusetts winters.
The first room on the right, which had once been the servant's common
room, was the largest of the rooms in that wing and when Mary's
grandparents had bought the house in the nineteen fifties, her
grandmother had claimed that room as her sewing room.
Mary opened the door and led him into the shelves of carefully stored
bolts of fabric and file cabinets neatly filled with sewing patterns.
"Wow!" Jordan looked around. "She was serious about sewing, huh?"
Mary laughed. "She was, but she was also a pack-rat and never threw
away anything. I haven't had the heart to clean the room since she
passed away. Look around, now. There is a green tool box on one of
these shelves."
After a few moments of searching, Jordan said, "Here it is!"
He pulled the box out and placed it on the large table in the center
of the room. His excitement at finding the toolbox dissipated when he
opened it and found nothing but a tack hammer and a selection of very
small screwdrivers.
Mary saw his shoulders slump at the revelation. "I'm sorry, Jordie."
She rubbed his shoulders. "I didn't know what was in it. I guess these
were just for grandma to fix her sewing machine."
Jordan nodded, then said, "Machine?"
"What?"
"You said 'machine.' Is there a sewing machine here?"
Mary smiled at his excitement. "Yes. It's in that black case behind
you, but it hasn't worked in decades. Grandma gave up sewing because
of her arthritis and my mom only used it for occasional repairs. I
remember the last time it was out was when your mom ripped her winter
coat and my mom tried to sew it back up. She couldn't get it to work,
so it got put in its case and left here."
May I look at it!?" Jordan was suddenly very engaged.
"Of course," Mary smiled.
"It's heavy," Jordan grunted as he lifted it up onto the table.
"It's a professional model," Mary said, whetting his interest even
more.
When he opened the lid, the machine was still covered in thread and
looked as if it was ready to use, but it also looked overly
complicated, which piqued his interest even more.
"Umm, Aunt Mary... would you mind of I took a shot at getting this
working, again? I mean, it's already broken, so I can't do any harm,
and I could go online and see what I could find out about it... I
think I might be able to get it working for you!"
Mary didn't have the heart to tell the boy that no one was really
looking to use the machine, and if anyone actually had an interest in
sewing, a new machine would probably be a lot easier to operate and
wouldn't cost all that much, anyway. So, rather than discourage him,
she smiled and said, "You know what, Jordan - that would be a great
help! I'd love to have a working sewing machine around here. If you
can get that working again, I'd be very grateful!"
Jordan was suddenly smiling. "Great! Let me just take a picture of the
model number and I'll go online and see what I can find out. This is
awesome! I'm excited!"
Mary smiled. "I'm glad honey. This should keep you busy for a few
weeks."
XXX
"Ahem." Mary cleared her throat as they all ate the chicken pie that
she'd made for supper.
Frances and Robbie looked at their cousin, then back at each other,
smiling. When Robbie glanced at her mother, Mary jerked her head
towards the boy and said, 'Ahem," once again.
Giggling, Robbie knocked on the table in front of the tablet that had
captured Jordan's attention. He jumped a bit and looked about,
confused.
"Mom's been trying to get your attention, Jordie," Robbie laughed.
"I'm sorry," he muttered. "What...?" It was more of a question or
'What's going on?' than 'What do you want?'
"At this point," Mary said with a matronly air, "I wouldn't think that
I'd have to say this, but meal time is family conversation time,
Jordie. Now, put that iPad away until after dinner."
"The iPad?" It took a moment for him to reentered the reality of the
kitchen.
"Yes." Mary stifled the giggle and maintained the matronly delivery.
"Oh..." He closed the cover on his iPad and placed it on a side table.
"So-" Mary looked around. "What's new with everyone?"
Frances laughed now. "Nothing's new, mom. It's been the same old same
old for two months, now. We get up, we do the busy week we get from
school, we play some video games, clean a little bit around the house,
have dinner, watch a little TV and go to bed. What's new with you?"
Mary shrugged. "Nothing I guess. I can't wait to have clients coming
back to the salon. I feel a bit useless around here."
"Oh, mom," Robbie said, remembering something, "Alison's mother asked
if she could buy some of her hair dye from you. Alison says that her
mom's roots are really showing."
Mary nodded. "Tell her that I'll go out to the salon tomorrow and get
it ready for her. I'll put it in a paper bag with her name on it on
the table out front. She can come by and pick it up when it's
convenient for her. Tell her to leave the money in the Mason jar on
the picnic table."
The two seat beauty salon that Mary's late husband had built for her
in the barn was initially meant to be just a little side-money for
Mary while the girls were at school. Then, when her husband dies very
suddenly, it became their sole income, but she did manage to make a
good living. Now, after two months of quarantine... well, the money in
the bank account, much of which came from her husband's insurance
policy, wasn't going to last forever.
She didn't want to dwell on that, though.
"How about you, Jordie?" She changed her train of thought. "What were
you so engrossed in?"
"Me?" Jordan seemed surprised that he'd been included in the
conversation, he to be honest, he always seemed a bit disconnected
from his surroundings.
Frances shook her head. "Yes, Jordie. You. Mom asked what you were
reading on your iPad?"
"Oh... um... I found the schematics for great grandma's sewing machine
and I was trying to get my head around it. It's a surprisingly
complicated little machine." He went on a two minute explanation of
the complex nature of the Mis-twentieth century device, describing it
in terms that made no sense to the three women at the table. "I'm
looking forward to getting to work on it tomorrow." His previously
vacant expression had been replaced by a big smile.
Robbie reached over and squeezed his hand in hers. "You know you're
like the biggest nerd in the world, right?" Her smile told Jordan that
she meant no malice, but was just playing with him.
"Alright, Roberta." Mary's matronly tone was back. "Stop teasing your
cousin."
"I'm not teasing, mom. I'm stating the obvious, right Jordie?"
"Sure," he chuckled. "I mean, calling me a nerd is like calling a
basketball player tall. It's just the truth. I don't mind at all. I
call myself a nerd all the time."
"Well, enough of that for now. Let's just finish our dinner and be
nice to each other."
After a few moments of silence, Frances asked, "Mom, maybe when you go
out to the salon, do you think that Robbie and I could get our hair
trimmed?"
Mary smiled. "Sure, honey. Are you looking for a change, or just a
trim?"
"Just a trim for me, mom. To neaten it up."
"Yeah, me too," Robbie nodded, swallowing a piece of chicken pie.
"Ok," Mary smiled. "No problem."
Then she spied her nephew glancing to his right to try to sneak a peek
at his iPad. "How about you, Jordie?"
"Hmm?" He looked at his aunt, knowing he'd been caught obsessing on
his project. "How about me, what?"
She smiled. "Tomorrow morning, when I go out to the salon to make up
the hair dye for my customer, can I neaten up your hair while I'm
neatening up the girls'?"
"My hair?" It seemed odd to Jordan. "Auntie, I haven't cut my hair
in... in years."
"Yes, I know, and it looks like that. In fact, it's been driving me
crazy since you arrived. So, tomorrow, come out to the salon while I'm
working and I'll neaten it up for you."
She could see that he was about to protest, so she spoke again. "Don't
worry, Jordan, I am not going to give you a crew cut. I'm just going
to trim up those split ends and get some of those nasty mats and
snarls out. I'm sure that you'd feel better if we could actually run a
comb through that rat's nest on your head."
"But I have to work on..." he began, but Mary held up her hand in a
'this is my final word' gesture.
"No more discussion. One of these days we are going to be able to
leave this house and when we do, we are going to look like proper
human beings. So - tomorrow. Nine o'clock. Out in the salon. All of
us. The Queen has spoken."
"But..."
"The sewing machine can wait, Jordie. It's been sitting there for a
decade or more. It's not going anywhere. Let's deal with some self-
care first. We'll all feel better if we get cleaned up a little. That
was an excellent suggestion, Frannie. Now, I've made butterscotch
pudding for dessert, so let's finish up so we can all enjoy that."
XXX
At seven thirty the next morning, Mary stepped out of the shower,
toweled off, put on her robe and headed back to her room to dress, but
she stopped when she heard a noise coming from an unusual part of the
house. It was an odd sound, too - like - scratching and movement and
small grunts and groans. What the heck was that?
She moved quietly down the hall, fearful that a raccoon or, God help
us, a possum, had gotten into the less used part of the house. As she
passed the doorway where the heavy winter drapes hung, and prepared to
step into the servant's quarters, the sound grew louder. She stopped,
then realized that the sound was coming from the first room on the
right - grandma's sewing room.
She relaxed a little and peeked in to find Jordan, disheveled as
usual, lost in his work, pieces of the sewing machine laid neatly on
grandma's work table.
There was that intensity that always amazed her about this boy. His
peculiar genius was on display. She'd seen this intellect in him since
he was a child and it never failed to amaze her.
Mary and her sister had remained close throughout their life and when
Jordie was little, Mary had him with her almost as much as his own
mother did. Mary married late, she was in her late thirties, and with
her husband came the children he'd had with his late, first wife.
Frances, a year older than Jordie and Robbie a year younger, had been
good to their new cousin, but, Jordan being Jordan, he had a hard time
relating to his peers, particularly female peers who seemed to vex him
more than males.
"You're at it early," she said, surprising him a bit.
"Oh... yeah... I didn't wake you, did I? Sorry if I did."
"No, honey, you're not apt to wake anyone out here. I was up and heard
you, though. How about I make you an egg sandwich in a half an hour or
so, then, when the girls are ready, we can go out to the salon and get
ourselves cleaned up?"
Jordan sighed. "Oh, gee, auntie, I don't know. I'm just getting this
underway and..."
"No, Jordie, we discussed this. You know how you can get when you're
focused on a project. You need to set boundaries."
"...but..."
"No 'buts,' Jordie. You've been like this since you got your first
Lego set. You shut the world out and you're hyper focused for days on
end. Now, that'll be a great thing when you're older and working for
NASA, but for now, you need to focus on not only that machine, but on
your health and well being. When this is all over, I will not be put
into the position of having to explain to your parents that you got
sick because you didn't eat right or keep yourself clean. Set an alarm
on your phone - thirty minutes from now, you are to be in the kitchen.
Understood?"
He heaved a huge sigh. "Understood."
"Good." She smiled. He was a great kid, but he could lose himself too
easily. His mother and father were always wrapped up in their own
worlds, too. This hiatus from the world could be good Jordie. Maybe a
different kind of structure was just what the boy needed. He needed a
new perspective on the world. "You're a good kid, Jordie."
He looked up and smiled at his aunt, a little confused by her smile.
"Thanks, auntie. I'll be down in thirty minutes."
XXX
"Ok," Mary stepped into the small salon in her barn, "Robbie, you jump
into the blue chair and Jordie, you jump into the yellow one. I'll
wash Robbie's hair and Frannie, you wash Jordie's. Give him two
shampooing and," she paused and grabbed a plastic bottle from a
cabinet shelf, "condition his hair with this. It's a detangler. Let it
sit for ten minutes or so before you rinse. Maybe that will help
untangle that rat's nest and I won't have to shave him bald."
"Auntie...!" Jordan began to protest, but Francis patted him on the
chest and guided him towards the yellow seat.
"She's kidding, Jordie. Relax," his oldest cousin said.
He sat and Francis reclined the seat so that his head was in a sink.
As soon as she began to run the water through his hair, though, she
realized that her mother wasn't kidding, not completely, anyway.
"Whoa, your hair really is tangled, Jordie. When was the last time you
brushed it?"
He shrugged. "I don't really think about how my hair looks. I wash it
and I dry it with a towel. That's all."
"Well, young fellow," she teased, "this is your lucky day, because by
the time mom is done with you, your going to be able to feel air on
your scalp for the first time in..." she tried to run her fingers
through his wet hair, "... in forever... I'd guess."
It was an odd feeling for Jordan to have someone else shampoo his
hair. He wasn't really a 'touchy-feely' kind of guy, in fact, he
didn't really like being touched all that much. That is, until...
Since he was a little boy, Jordan knew that he was different than the
other kids. He didn't hug his parents the way other kids did. He
didn't like to touch certain textures. He didn't make friends..
...but then there was his Aunt Mary. She kind of 'got' him in a way
that no one else did. As far back as he could remember, Aunt Mary
never looked at him like he was weird. She had a look that just said,
'We Are Family.'
He remembered going to Aunt Mary's wedding when he was eleven. He was
actually angry with her husband. He seemed like an ok guy, but he was
taking Auntie Mary away from him. He was providing her with two girls
to bring up. She wouldn't need him any more.
But then, the weirdest thing happened.
The girls...
They were just as nice and welcoming as Auntie Mary. At first he
figured that she must have told the girls to be nice to her weird
nephew, but that wasn't the case at all. They were just genuinely nice
people and they seemed to like him, too. Just like Aunt Mary did.
Whenever he saw Aunt Mary or the girls, each visit began and ended
with a hug from each of them, and it was odd... he liked their hugs...
a lot. He actually looked forward to seeing them and when the girls
would touch his arm or leg while they were talking, or fooling around
playing a board game or something, he liked that, too.
In the last two months, though, he'd been touched and hugged and even
kissed on his cheeks dozens of times every day! He should be
horrified, but... it was great and he looked forward to each hug,
touch and kiss.
So, he wasn't really a 'touchy-feely' kind of guy, in fact, he didn't
really like being touched all that much. That is, until...
... now.
Now, these familial gestures felt wonderful. Like friendship. Like
family. Like love.
After the detangler-conditioner had been in Jordan's hair for ten
minutes, Francis rinsed it as best she could. "I don't know, mom," she
said quite seriously, "it's still pretty bad. Should I condition his
hair, again?"
"No, no." Mary continued to trim Robbie's hair. "The rinse can only do
so much. I'll work on him as soon as I'm done with Robbie. It's a
long, slow process. I have to start on the edges of the mat and slowly
pull it apart."
"Ewww." Francis made a face. "Sounds painful. I don't envy you,
Jordie."
"Oh, stop it," Mary laughed. "I've untangled the hair of people with
dreadlocks. I can handle a messy boy."
It was, in fact, a challenge, even for a pro like Mary, to remove all
of Jordan's mats, but two hours later and with a minimal amount of
cutting, she was finally able to run a comb through his hair.
Mary breathed a heavy sigh. "That was a challenge!" She laughed as she
looked at her newly detangler nephew sitting in her 'styling' chair.
"Before I trim off your split ends, Jordie, I'm going to have Robbie
wash your hair once more, using a medicated shampoo. Your hair was so
matted that you actually have some sores on your scalp and the
medicated shampoo will help to clean those. It may sting a little, but
the choice is either start healing your scalp with some daily
maintenance, or we shave you bald, right now."
"Don't shave it off, auntie," he said a bit shocked at the idea. "I'll
do whatever needs to be done to heal it."
"That's a good boy," Mary chuckled, patting his shoulder. "Franny,
come sit in the chair and I'll take care of you while Robbie shampoos
your cousin."
"Ok, mom," Frances said as she took the seat that Jordie was vacating.
"Right this way, sir," Robbie teased as she used a towel and snapped
it on the seat, pretending to clean it. "I think you'll like this
seat. It's well padded and has a lovely view of the ceiling."
Jordan stopped for a moment and looked from his cousin to the ceiling,
not understanding her teasing.
"Just sit, Jordie," Robbie giggled. "I'm just joking."
"Ow!" Jordan let out when the medicated shampoo hit his scalp.
"I haven't even touched you," Robbie laughed.
"It stings. It stings a lot!" Jordan said very concerned.
"Jordie," Mary never took her focus off of Frances' hair, "you let
your hair get so matted that it stopped the flow of air to your scalp.
You have some serious sores there. They will start healing in a day or
so if you let us treat it. Otherwise, you'll end up getting your head
shaved in a hospital so they can treat it, and, baby, if you go into a
hospital right now, having your head shaved may be the least of your
concerns."
Robbie looked at her cousin with sympathy. "You're ok, though, right,
Jordie. I mean, I want to wash your hair for you, but I don't want to
hurt you."
He nodded. "I'm ok, I guess."
"Ok, I'll be gentle." Robbie continued to work, using the hand held
shower head to work on his scalp as gently as possible.
"That's funny that you called him, 'baby,' mom," Frances mentioned. "I
don't think I've ever heard you call anyone by that name."
Mary smiled. "I used to always call Jordie my baby," she glanced over
to be sure that her quiet words were covered by the sound of the
water.
"Yeah?"
"Sure. He was kind of my baby, Franny. You know my sister and her
husband. They're brilliant, but... well... I guess 'clinical' is the
perfect word. I think they learned to compartmentalize their feelings
because of their careers as doctors. You treat dying people day in and
day out... it does something to you. That took its toll on Jordie,
too. You girls... from everything I know, your mom doted on you both
and, of course I know how much your dad loved you."
As Mary was combing her bangs out, Frances grabbed her stepmother's
hand and pulled it to her lips, kissing her knuckles and hugging the
hand. "And don't forget you, mom. You made us feel loved when we were
trying to figure out why God had taken our mother away from us. You've
always been our mom, too."
Mary smiled at the twenty one year old in front of her. She was
beautiful without trying, just like her sister. Maybe that had to do
with how beautiful she actually was inside. This was a prime example
of her beauty. Neither Frances nor Robbie ever let Mary forget that
they thought of her as their mom, that she occupied the same place in
their hearts as did their late mother and father.
"You're a blessing." Mary kissed her forehead. "You and Robbie both.
Always have been. Always will be." She leaned forward and rested her
forehead against the side of Franny's. "Even if I'd found someone when
I was younger, I could never have given birth, but... I could not love
you and Robbie more if I'd carried you in my own womb."
She sighed at how lucky she was and went back to trimming Frances'
bangs.
As Robbie wrung out Jordan's hair, she said, "Jordie, you need to
throw that shirt out. It's filled with holes, and... and I hope I
don't offend you, but... it smells of body odor." She wrapped his hair
in a turban and helped him to sit up.
"I know, but it's the last shirt I have left. I only brought three and
I wore out the other, two."
Frances kept her head steady, but glanced over as Jordie sat, legs
splayed, in the shampoo chair. "Whoa! You need more than a shirt,
Jordie! You're putting on a heck of a show, right now!"
"Oh, sorry!" Jordan turned red as he snapped his knees together.
Not having seen, Mary turned and looked at her red faced nephew. "What
did I miss?"
"All I said was that he needed to throw out his shirt." Robbie
shrugged. "It's ripped and smells."
Mary sighed. She couldn't afford to buy new clothes, right now. Money
was too tight.
"His pants are ripped, too, mom," Frances said. "Right up the crotch."
Mary shook her head. "Show me," she said, more sternly than usual.
Jordan just shook his head.
"Jordan James Alden," she scolded. "I will not ask you again."
Jordan just looked the floor and shook his head.
Sensing Mary's impatience and a little upset that she'd been so
indiscreet, Frances said, "Mom... he can't... he's not wearing
underwear."
"What!?" Mary was shocked. "Why on earth not?"
Jordan just wanted to crawl into a hole and die, but he answered,
nonetheless. "I only brought two pairs and they were already old. I
had to throw them out. I asked dad to help and he said he'd figure out
how to set up an Amazon gift card for a few hundred dollars so that I
could get new clothes, but... that was back in March. He never
followed through and I haven't heard from either him or mom since
then."
"Alright, alright, alright..." Mary shook her head in frustration. Her
sister and brother-in-law were both very successful and, as a result,
they were a wealthy family. This adventure with Doctors Without
Boarders was the first truly selfless thing either of them had ever
done - even going into the medical profession was purely a financial
decision. Unfortunately for Jordan, though, they'd ended up in China
just prior to the most contagious outbreak in at least a century,
possibly in history.
Also, unfortunately for Jordan, Mary was stretched just about as thin
as she possibly could be before her financial elasticity snapped. They
had food in the extra fridge and freezer and, living in a rural area
meant that there was plenty of small farms selling meat, so they were
getting by, but they were one financial challenge away from oblivion.
"Why on earth didn't you tell me about this, Jordie? I don't want you
living in rags." Mary shook her head.
"Because... well... you've been so generous already, auntie, and,
well, I don't have any money and I know that you haven't been working,
so... there's really nothing I can do."
Sadly, he was right. "Well... we'll finish up in here and... we'll
figure something out. In the meantime, Robbie, drape a towel over his
lap, please."
When Mary finished trimming Frances' hair, she went to work on
Jordan's. "Oh, my..." she looked through his hair and inspected his
scalp. "Robbie, go into the first aid kit and get some Neosporin for
me. Franny, grab some Q-Tips. Jordie, I'm going to put some medication
on some spots on your scalp. It won't hurt. Ok?"
"Ok."
She coated a swab with the ointment and worked for a few minutes
before becoming frustrated.
"Your hair is curling as it dries," Mary said through a frustrated
exhale. "Honey... I'm going to use a flat iron to straighten your hair
so that I can see what I'm doing. It won't hurt, either, but I need to
keep your hair out of the medication as much as possible. Ok?"
"Sure, I guess." Jordan shrugged, really wanting to leave the salon
and get back to his sewing machine project.
The smell of the flat iron on his hair was like nothing he'd ever
smelled before, but Mary assured him that it was normal for the iron
to burn, a little.
"Good heavens, Jordie," Mary marveled as she looked at the completely
straightened crop of hair on her nephew's head, "without all the mats
and after straightening the curls, your hair touches your shoulders."
She chortled a bit. "I had no idea that you had this much length."
"Wow," Franny smiled, "it actually looks nice, Jordie. I'd almost say
it was pretty."
"Look at how nice it looks," Mary turned him towards the mirror.
"Nice, huh?"
"How did you do that?" he asked.
"Do what, baby?"
"I mean... did you add artificial hair pieces or something? My hair
isn't that long."
Mary and the girls all thought that was funny. "Of course it is,
Jordie," Mary laughed. "Its just been all curled up and matted. This
is how long your hair actually is and every morning for the next week
or so, you are going to have to come out here with one of us so we can
straighten your hair and check on those sores on your head."
"Everyday!?"
"Everyday, baby. I want you to be healthy, and those sores are serious
business. Understood?"
"Yes, ma'm," Jordan sulked.
"Good. Now let me just neaten up a few things and we'll go into the
house and figure out how to deal with your clothing issues."
XXX
Robbie took Jordan into the house while Franny and Mary took care of
reorganizing the salon.
"Mom," Franny asked, tentatively, not wanting to sound too judgmental,
"Is Jordan... I mean... is he ok? You know... mentally?"
Mary stopped to think of the correct answer.
"Look, mom, I'm just asking. I think he's a great kid and I've always
enjoyed spending time with him on holidays and all, but we've never
been with him this long before, and..." she could see her stepmother
searching for the right words and, not wanting to upset her she
withdrew the question. "Never mind, mom. I guess that's kind of rude,
huh?"
"No, honey, it's not rude. It's an honest question and I'm trying to
think of an honest answer. Jordie has always been... different. Small.
Delicate. Intense. Overly focused on the tiniest things. He has a hard
time with new people and new situations. He stresses over everything,
but... the boy is brilliant, Franny. He's brilliant in ways that my
sister could never see. He's a great student, sure, but I have never
known anyone who understood how everything - and I mean EVERYTHING -
works the way that he does. He's got the most mechanical mind I've
ever seen, but it's almost all concrete-thought. His imagination is...
let's just say - under-developed. I was really hoping that spending
time with you girls might open him up to some creative thinking a bit
and some socialization, but..."
Frances nodded. "You should have told us, mom. We would have worked
harder to get him to join in with us."
Mary shook her head. "No. It can't be forced, Franny. He needs to open
up to us of his own free will."
"Was he ever tested? You know, for autism or Aspergers? Or anything
like that?"
"Oh... I doubt it, honey, but that would just put a label on what I've
always known. He's a great kid, honey, and if he could apply the
creative side of his mind even half as well as he applies the concrete
thinking side, there's no telling what he could accomplish."
"So... how can we help?"
Mary kissed her stepdaughter's forehead. "By being patient with him
and showing him as much love and acceptance as possible, even if he
does come across as a little odd. Remember - Jordie isn't weird. He's
family. Just treat him like family and he'll find his way."
"Ok," Frances nodded as she processed all that had been said, "but to
start, I think I might have something in my dresser that might help
him."
XXX
"These are the only pant-bottoms I have," Robbie said, holding out a
pair of dark green leggings. "I'm sorry. Try them on. They're pretty
comfortable. I bought them for gym class in middle school."
Jordan took the leggings tentatively, and nodded.
"They're just pants, Jordie. They're better than what you're wearing.
I'm sure mom will work something out soon."
Again, he just nodded.
"Oh, good," They heard Frances in the next room. "Hey," she said as
she entered Robbie's room, "I found these in my drawers. I bought them
back in the fall and they got the size wrong. I meant to return them,
but I forgot about them until now."
She handed him a package made of soft, plastic sheeting. On the front
of the package, the label read, 'Six Pack, Boy Shorts, Hipster,
Small."
The Jockey brand underwear had a 'Y-front,' just like men's underwear,
but the colors wear very different than any underwear he'd ever seen.
Pinks, and purples, and one had flowers on it.
"They fit just like your tightly whities - without the added pouch, of
course. The Y-front is just for design. They don't really open."
"Then why are they made to look like they'll open?"
Frances shrugged. "I don't know. It makes them cuter, I guess."
"Cuter?" Jordan found that idea perplexing. "Why would that be cuter?"
Frances looked to Robbie and shrugged. "I don't know, Jordie. I guess
it's just cute to think of a woman wearing little boys' underwear."
"Really?" He just couldn't fathom why that would be.
"Well, putting that aside," Frances giggled, "at least you'll have
some underwear."
He nodded and shrugged. "Ok. Thanks."
He started to leave, but Franny stopped him. "Jordie? You know that we
are here to help you, right? If you need something... don't go
without. Just tell us and we'll do whatever we can. Ok?"
He nodded. "Ok. I guess I just didn't want to be a bother."
"You're not a bother, Jordie. You're family."
Jordie nodded and then, slowly, smiled. "Thanks." He left to try on
the clothes.
"What was that all about?" Robbie asked.
Frances smiled. "I was just talking to mom..."
A few minutes later, Jordan returned wearing the green leggings with
the lace insets on the side of each leg. He was carrying his ripped
trousers in front of him.
"Well, those look good," Robbie said, encouragingly. "How do they
feel?" She moves behind him
"Not bad," Jordan ran a hand up and down the thigh of his right leg.
"Kind of clingy, but I guess that's how they're supposed to feel,
right?"
"That's right," Franny nodded, inspecting the leggings. "I assume the
boy shorts fit ok, too. You are wearing them, aren't you?"
He nodded. "They sit a little low, but they fit fine, too."
"Good. Lift up your shirt and let me see where the waistband sits."
He put his old trousers down on Robbie's bed and lifted his shirt.
Robbie, who was behind her cousins, said, "They fit perfectly. In
fact, your butt looks better in those than mine did. So, at least
we've got one pair of pants to get you through today."
"Ahem," Franny cleared her throat and laughed a little. "Houston; we
have a problem up front."
"What's the prob..." Robbie started to say, but stopped when she moved
to his front. "Oh, my," she laughed.
"What?" Jordan looked down, confused.
"Oh, nothing to worry about," Robbie laughed. "It just kind of looks
like you're smuggling a bunch or grapes in your leggings."
"What?" Jordan was still flummoxed.
"Oh, stop," Franny gave her sister a soft slap on the arm. "It's
nothing, Jordie. It's just that we can see that you're a healthy young
man. That's all."
"Very healthy, apparently," Robbie joked.
Franny rolled her eyes at her sister. "Do you remember that tunic you
used to wear in middle school all the time. You know the one I mean. I
used to call you a hippy when you wore it?"
"Yeah. Why?"
"Because it's long enough to cover up his... junk. Go get it."
"Oh. Good idea," she agreed and pulled it out of her closet. "I love
this top. It's too pretty to get rid of."
"Perfect," Franny smiled. "Take off that ratty tee shirt, Jordie, and
put this on."
He pulled off his hole ridden tee shirt and dropped it on the bed with
his ripped trousers. Franny held the shirt open and helped him slide
it over his arms and head. She pulled it down and it sat nicely on his
shoulders, reaching to a couple of inches down his thighs.
"See?" Franny said to Robbie. "Just like I said. Perfect."
"Perfect?" Jordan said, looking at the garment. "The stupid sleeves
are too short and floppy, the bottom is too long and the whole thing
is covered in flowers and lace!"
The tunic was a classic peasant style. Very soft cotton with a V-
necked opening, half-sleeves that formed a wide bell to the delicately
pleated shoulder seam. The luxuriously wide sleeve openings were edged
with a wide band of flower-shaped lace. There was an elastic waist
that gave the wearer, who was meant to be a young, developing girl,
the illusion of mature, feminine hips. The most distinguishing feature
of the garment was the embroidery that ran in a wide band around the
bottom hem and neck opening. It was a repeated pattern of red and
yellow flowers with green leaves and a pretty little daisy chain
connecting each floral pattern from one to the next.
It was adorable and it fit Jordan just perfectly and both of those
things confused and bothered him.
"The sleeves are not 'stupid,'" Robbie said with a touch of hurt in
her voice, "and they're not 'too short.' They are exactly the right
length and the lace accentuates the bell sleeve. And, yes, it is
covered in flowers, but so what? I've seen plenty of pictures, from
the old days, of male rock stars wearing shirts like this and they
wore them to look cool."
Jordan turned to look in a mirror that stood on a frame in the corner.
The long, straight hair was weird enough, but the clothes just
enhanced the impression that he was trying to look like a woman.
"Look, Jordie," Franny stood beside him and put an arm around his
shoulders, it was a gesture that very few people ever did towards
Jordan and, under normal circumstances, he would have shaken off the
other person's touch - unless it was Aunt Mary, of course - but, for
some reason, he accepted it. It felt comforting and she was, after
all, family. "I know this isn't a perfect solution, but at least
you're in clean, comfortable clothes, right?"
"I guess," he pouted a bit, "but don't you have any jeans or
anything?"
Franny glanced at her sister who shook her head in the negative. "None
that would fit you, I'm afraid. The truth is, we really only ever wore
pants of any kind when we were required to. Our mom - our biological
mom, I mean - she grew up in a religious sect that required women to
only wear dresses and, even though she'd left that religion before we
were born, she was never comfortable in pants and she brought us up to
always were dresses. We don't even have many skirts. Robbie and I just
grew up wearing dresses all the time. I guess we kind of did it to
honor her memory and mom - you know, our mom, now - always indulged us
with that. Sorry."
He fingered the soft material of the blouse. It was very comfortable
and softer than anything he usually wore. "Ok. I guess it'll be ok,
but..." he lifted the material to his face and sniffed it, "... it
even smells like flowers."
Franny smelled his shoulder and smiled at Robbie. "It does."
Robbie stepped over to them and took a whiff, then giggled. "Oh, my
God. That's 'Truly Yours' body spray. I used to slather myself in that
in middle school. Everything I touched smelled like that. It's pretty,
isn't it?"
"Yeah, I guess," Jordan shrugged.
"Well, it certainly smells a lot better than that dirty old tee shirt
you've been wearing." She joined Jordan in looking into the mirror.
"Look at you. Clean, straight hair, clean clothes... it feels good to
be clean, doesn't it?" She put her arm around him, too, and planted a
loud, sloppy kiss on the side of his head. "You look nice, Jordie.
Enjoy it."
"Yeah, ok," he smiled, enjoying, more than he would have expected, the
feel of both of his cousins standing so close and touching him. They'd
always been very nice to him, but... well... this was different. They
weren't just being nice to him, they were... maybe, including him was
the right way to put it. He liked that. A lot.
"Later, we'll see what we can find for tomorrow," Franny said, "but
how about a we watch a little TV or something?"
"Umm," Jordan looked at their pretty faces in the mirror, "I'd like
that, I really would, but... would you mind if I got back to working
on that sewing machine? I really want to rebuild that and see if I can
get it working."
"That's fine, Jordie," Franny smiled.
XXX
"He let you put your arms around him!?" Mary was in a very pleased
state of shock. Jordan DID NOT like to be touched by anyone, but he
always made an exception for his aunt. She and her daughters were busy
preparing a roast chicken dinner for supper that evening.
"Yep!" Robbie smiled. "I even kissed him, right here, on the side of
his head."
"Girls," Mary shook her head in disbelief, "that's huge. Keep engaging
him, please. That boy needs social interaction in the worst way."
"You should have mentioned it earlier, mom," Franny said as she lined
the roasting pan with aluminum foil. "We were kind of giving him his
own space."
"I know, honey, and he needs that, too. I'm so glad we found this
sewing machine project for him. That should keep him busy for a few
days, at least."
"I hate to disappoint you, mom," Robbie chuckled, "but we heard the
sewing machine running before we came down to help you. I think he's
already fixed it."
"Oh, great," Mary shook her head, "now I'll have to break the
microwave so that he can fix THAT for me."
Just then, they heard the sound of someone coming down the stairs, so
they all turned, expecting to see Jordan enter wearing his new
clothing, which is exactly what they saw, but he was also wearing a
bib apron that was made from rather old fashioned looking, brightly
flowered material and had ruffles around all the edges.
"Hi," he said as he stood in the doorway, one hand behind his back and
wondering at their stunned silence.
"That's a..." Robbie stopped to giggle a little, "...a lovely apron
you're wearing, Jordie."
He looked down and was actually a bit surprised he was still wearing
it. "Oh... yeah... the clothes you gave me don't have pockets... so...
this does and it made it easier to work." He reached into a large
pocket that ran across the front of the midsection of the apron and
pulled out two pairs of pliers, one a standard pair, the other a
needle nosed pair. "See?"
"Oh," Mary smiled as she crossed the room to him and straightening the
shoulder straps. "Well, it suits you, Jordie. It was your great
grandmothers. I'm glad that you're using it."
"Oh, ok, good, I guess, thanks, but..." he was obviously excited about
something, "... so I got the sewing machine working and I made you
something. Here." He pulled his arm around from behind his back and
presented his aunt with folded parcel of plaid material.
"What's this?" she asked with a smile.
"Well, I noticed that you didn't have a curtain in the window over the
sink," he indicated where he meant and Mary and the girls all glanced
over there to see that there was an old fashioned, wrought iron
curtain rod mounted, but naked, in that spot, "and this is the same
material that the other curtains are maid of, so I made you a short
curtain to go up there. I guess it's called a valance. It'll just
cover the top half of the top window sash."
Mary unfolded the material to reveal a nicely cut and neatly hemmed
piece of material with the obvious pocket sewn into the top to accept
the curtain rod. It looked store bought, it was so well made.
"Jordie...? How could you have made this?" Mary was astounded.
"Easy! It's just like following blue prints."
"But... you never used a sewing machine before. How did you know how
to use it?"
"Youtube! I watched a few videos to learn how to run the thread and
stuff, then I tried it on some material - it was easy. I mean, I only
know how to do a couple of types of stitches, but the videos said that
was enough to get started. So I looked in the file drawers up there
and found a bunch of patterns, all neatly filed. This looked like the
easiest one to start with, but I already have another project started.
It should be done in a few hours. Here, let me put that up."
He took the valance and climbed up to kneel next to the sink,
revealing the smartly tied, puffy bow in the back of his apron, pulled
down the curtain rod, slid it into the curtain pocket and put it back
up. It was a perfect fit, more than filling the space and allowing for
the curtain to bunch up in spots and create gentle waves.
"Jordie... that's just perfect," Mary gushed. "I can't believe you
made that without anyone teaching you how. I'm so impressed!"
"Thanks, Aunt Mary. I'm working on something else, too, so I'm going
back upstairs. I should be done in three or four hours."
"Ok, but you'll need to take time out for dinner. It'll be ready in an
hour and fifteen minutes."
He was already hurrying out the doorway and towards the stairs. "I'll
go without dinner tonight, thanks, auntie."
"You'll do no such thing!" Mary called after him. "Set the timer on
your phone, Jordie! One hour and fifteen minutes from now, I want you
back down here and I want a nice, relaxed dinner for the four of us."
She raised her voice to be sure that he could still hear her as he put
distance between them. "If you can't finish whatever you're making
tonight, it can wait until tomorrow. Do you hear me, Jordie!"
"Yes ma'm," he called back from a distance. "One hour and fifteen
minutes."
When she turned back into the kitchen, Robbie and Franny were both
admiring the valance.
"See," Mary smiled as she joined them, "I told you he's brilliant, but
you have to set parameters for him." She reaches up and touched the
valance. "I'm very concerned, though."
"About what, mom?" Robbie asked.
"Well," Mary heaved a heavy sigh for effect, "there's only about half
a warehouse of material up there. Of he gets too focused, he'll blow
through that in a week and we'll have more new curtains than we'll
know what to do with - then what will we do?"
The girls laughed.
XXX
He'd come down for dinner, just as he'd been instructed. He'd
patiently sat through diner and dessert and answered questions when
asked, occasionally offering long winded explanations about the inner
workings of the sewing machine he'd repaired, to which the women
reacted with nods and smiles and words of encouragement.
The moment that dessert was done and the dishes were stacked in the
washer, he disappeared again into the sewing room.
A little after eight that evening, Mary remarked to the girls as they
watched TV, "I'd better give your cousin a one hour warning. He's not
going to be pleased with me, but, like I said, he needs parameters or
he'll be puttering away on whatever he's doing all night."
She was about to get up when she heard the sound of footsteps on the
stairs. "Huh. Here he comes."
When Jordan entered the room, he, once again, had one hand behind his
back. He was still wearing the green tights, peasant blouse and apron.
"Another surprise?" Mary asked smiling.
Jordan was also smiling and looking very proud of himself. "Yes, but
this time it's for Robbie."
"For me!?" Robbie sat up straighter.
Jordan pulled his arm around to reveal a plain, baby blue, gingham
dress.
"Oh, my God!" Robbie jumped up and hugged Jordan. "That's so nice,
Jordie! Why would you make me a dress."
"Look," Jordan smiled, unfolding a paper envelope from his apron
pocket. The envelope was a commercial product with the word
'Simplicty' written across the top and, in an older style of artwork,
a picture of young women in three various versions of essentially the
same dress. One of those women bore a striking resemblance to Robbie.
"See. She looks just like you, so I made the dress she's wearing for
you."
"Oh, how sweet!" Franny said from the couch. "Robbie, go try it on."
Robbie kissed his cheek and took the dress and headed for the
downstairs lav, but stopped. "Umm, Jordie... I think this is too small
for me, honey."
"No..." Jordan muttered, crestfallen. "It has to be big enough. When
we were in your room, I saw some of your dresses and they said that
you wore a size four. This is a size five. If anything, it should be a
little big. I figured I could take it in for you if I needed to."
"Size five?" Robbie looked confused. "There is no size five. Women's
sizes are in even numbers, Jordie."
"But there is a size five in junior sizes," Mary said, looking at the
envelope. "Jordie, I'm sorry, but you made Robbie a dress that is
sized for girl. Not a woman."
"Oh..." Jordan was heartbroken. He'd really tried to do something
nice.
"Oh, don't feel bad, Jordie," Robbie held the dress up to look at it.
It was a baby blue dress with a high waist, a scoop neck and puffy
sleeves. There was a gold zipper running up the back. It was
remarkably well put together for a home made dress, let alone a dress
that had been made by someone who'd never even touched a sewing
machine a few hours earlier. "This is just lovely, Jordie, and I'm
touched that you'd make it for me, but, I'm sorry, I haven't been able
to fit into a juniors' size five since I was in seventh grade."
"What a shame." Mary patted her nephew's back. "You did a beautiful
job, Jordie. We'll have to find someone who'll fit into it when all of
this is over."
"Umm," Franny stood and looked at the dress, "Robbie, what grade were
you in when you wore that blouse?"
"I don't know... seventh or eighth."
"And what grade were in when you had to buy those tights for gym?"
"Oh, that was definitely seventh. That was for Ms Graves' class. She
was a strange lady... oh..." the lightbulb went on over her head. "I
get it."
"Get what?" Mary asked.
"Well," Franny said as sweetly as she could, "I think that Jordie may
have solved tomorrow's clothing issue."
"Oh... no..." Mary laughed. "That wouldn't be right, would it?"
"Why not?" Franny giggled. "Jordie, remember when I said how cute it
is when a woman wears boy-style underwear?"
"Yeah," he said, a bit confused and very apprehensive.
"Well, that's a two way street, Jordie. A boy in girls clothes is
cute, too. You saw yourself in that blouse, right? You look adorable.
So... for tomorrow... let's see if that dress fits you."
"If the dress fits?" Jordan looked around. "Are you serious?"
Mary looked at the dress and considered the lack of options available
to them. "Well, it's not a horrible idea, Jordie, but only if you are
willing to wear it. We don't have any pants or anything like that for
you to wear. We do have some of the girls' old clothes that we could
dig out of storage tomorrow, so if you'll agree to it... it would
really help out."
When he hesitated, Mary added, "But only if you're ok with it."
"Come on, Jordie," Robbie encouraged. "No one will see. It's just the
four of us, here and it's just clothes, right?"
Jordan looked at the dress he'd spent six hours cutting and sewing for
his cousin and took a deep breath. "I guess, with my hair like this, I
kind of already look like a girl, so... you won't laugh, will you?"
"No, baby," Mary ran a finger down his soft cheek. "We won't laugh.
It'll just be until we can get some money together to get you new
pants, ok?"
He sighed. "Ok. I guess I'll try it, BUT I'd if anyone laughs, I'm not
doing it."
"Ok, baby," Mary smiled. "Just take off your shirt and we can try it
on right here."
He took off the flowered apron, then pulled the soft blouse over his
head. Mary pulled the zipper down and helped to lower the dress over
his head. He guided his arms into the sleeves and took a deep breath
as the dress slid onto him.
"Turn around, baby," Mary said maternally. "I'll zip you up."
It was a very strange sensation for Jordan. The zipper pulled the
waist line tightly to his body. It wasn't uncomfortable, but the waist
was very high, just below his chest, and the zipper made him feel
trapped in the girlish garment.
"It fits nicely," Mary said. "You did a very good job, Jordie. How
does it feel?"
"Kind of weird," he said. "I don't really know what to do with my
hands, the skirt is like, everywhere. Also... there's some itchy
parts."
"Itchy parts?" Mary asked.
"I know what he means, mom," Robbie offered. "When great grandma or
grandma made me dresses when I was a girl, the seams were always a
little raised and they itched if I wore the dress without a slip."
"Oh, ok," Mary remembered having the same problem when she was young.
"Well, that's easily solved. I bet we have a few slips in the walk in
closet off the back hallway where we've stored all of your old
dresses."
"A slip?" Jordan asked.
"Just think of it as an undershirt," Franny explained.
He nodded.
"Alright, then," Mary forced a smile for Jordan's sake, "I think we've
found a temporary solution to the clothing problem. Are you sure
you're ok with this, Jordie?"
"Sure, I guess," he shrugged. "Like Robbie said, they're just clothes,
right?"
"Right, Jordie," Robbie smiled and gave him another kiss on the cheek.
"Thank you again for thinking of me. I'm glad that such a pretty dress
will get some use."
"Alright," Mary turned him around and pulled down the zipper, "let's
get ready for bed, ladies. Jordie, put on your pajamas and find one of
us. We'll get your hair ready. You can either wear in in a ponytail or
a bun while you sleep, but I want to be sure that it's not a tangled
mess again in the morning."
"Couldn't we just take care of my hair right now?" Jordan asked.
"I'd rather that you were in your pjs so that you don't need to pull
your pajama top over your head after we put your hair up."
"Well, see, auntie," Jordan sputtered, "I threw away my pajamas about
a week ago. They fell apart when I put them through the wash the last
time. Since then... I've been kind of sleeping in the nude."
"You've been sleeping naked on my good sheets!?" Mary was a little
miffed, but got control of herself. "Alright, Jordie, go upstairs and
brush your teeth and I'll figure out something for you to wear to
bed."
XXX
"Wake up, Jordie," Franny cooed as she entered her cousin's room and
raised the blinds. "Mom says to get you up, help you get dressed,
strip your bed and put the sheets you've been sleeping naked on into
the washer, have some breakfast and take you out to the salon to give
you another shampooing with the medicated shampoo, straighten your
hair and put on some more Neosporin on your sores so that everything
heals correctly. Your bun stayed in nicely, last night. That's a good
thing."
Still groggy and confused by Franny's intrusion into his room, Jordan
blinked his eyes to try to see more clearly against the bright morning
light. At the mention of the bun Fanny had put in his hair last night,
he put a hand up to the back of his head and felt the ball of hair
back there. He'd asked her to put the bun on top of his head like
other guys he'd seen, but Aunt Mary said to put it in back so the
scalp on the top of his head could breathe. As he pulled his hand back
from the bun, he noticed the ruffled cuffs on the sleeves of the long
sleeved nightie they'd found for him to sleep in last night. It was
white, with narrow, baby blue stripes and small yellow flowers that
reminded Jordan of dandelions decorating the entire gown. The bodice
was smocked and should have enhanced the shape of a small, developing
bust, but just laid shapelessly against his flat chest.
"Aren't you getting up?" Franny asked, lifting the hanger holding the
dress he made yesterday. "You did a great job on this, Jordie. I'm
glad that you'll have something to wear today. After an hour or so,
you'll forget that your even wearing it. It's just a piece of
clothing."
Jordan shook his head, both at the ludicrous situation he found
himself in and at the amount of talking Franny was doing. "I need to
go pee before I get dressed," he said.
"Ok. You have a bathroom right here. Go ahead. I'll wait."
Jordie stood and the nightie that fell to halfway between his knees
and ankles, freed itself from the wound position it had held around
his body.
Franny smiled at him.
"What?" he asked.
"Nothing. It's just that, with your hair in a bun and that granny
night gown... well, you're awfully cute, Jordie."
"Wonderful," he muttered as he headed towards the lavatory.
"Oh, Jordie," Franny stopped him. "Don't forget some clean panties."
She pulled the next pair out of the pack that she'd given him the
precious day. They were a soft blue, just a few shades lighter than
the dress he'd be wearing. It was a coincidence, but a happy
coincidence, none the less.
When he emerged from the lavatory wearing just the panties, Franny
held up a silky looking dress of some sort.
"What's that?" he asked.
"That's your slip. It'll keep the seams from irritating you. It's very
soft. Hold up your arms."
Jordan followed her instructions and she lowered the slip over his
head. It was cool and soft against his body. In the front were two
empty pouches.
"Is this a bra?" he asked.
"Well, it's meant to have a bra under it, but I don't think you need a
bra. To tell you the truth, though, when I wore that slip, and when
Robbie wore it after I did, we only wore training bras, so it wasn't
very full then, either." She laughed at her memory of the days when
she was Jordie's size. "Let's get the dress on you."
Again, he raised his hands and, once again, Franny lowered the garment
onto him. Then she turned him and zipped up the back, giving him the
feeling of being helpless and trapped, again. "Doesn't that feel
better with the slip?"
Jordan nodded.
Franny adjusted the skirt at his hips and commented, "You did a
remarkable job on this dress, Jordie. I'm very impressed. If you're
looking for another project, I'd love for you to make me a dress."
"Really?" He asked, happy at the prospect of a project. "But I messed
up the dress I was making for Robbie."
"You didn't mess it up, Jordie," Franny laughed, "you just didn't
understand about women's sizing, which is normal. Most women don't
understand women's sizes. You can take my measurements and I'll help
you to figure it out. Robbie would love a new dress, too, so would
mom, I'm sure. We could keep you busy for weeks if you like sewing."
"I do," he smiled as he moved to the mirror. "I like building anything
and sewing is kind of the same." He examined the dress in the mirror.
"I guess it does look good, huh?"
"It's lovely, Jordie. You should be proud of yourself. I'm very proud
of you."
"Really!? Proud of me?"
"Very proud, Jordie. Now, do you want me to brush out your bun before
breakfast?"
He looked at himself more closely, taking in the way his hair made his
face look. "No, I think I'll keep it like this. I like it. It's very
neat this way."
"Ok," his cousin chuckled, neatness had never been part of Jordie's
look. His room and any workspace he used was always immaculate, but
his personal appearance was always a little disheveled. Maybe this was
a chance to help him with that. "You know, I could help you neaten up
your look a lot, if you want."
"Really? How?"
She stood beside him and rubbed his back, feeling the zipper in the
dress and the silky feeling of the dress sliding on the slip below
"I'll give you some options when we get out into the salon. Let's go
have breakfast, now."