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Princess on the Balcony By Sabrina G. Langton I was loving my new condo In Pennsylvania, in my home town of Easton. I am a web designer and I decided to move out of New York City and move back home. The best decision I ever made. I had twice as many clients as before and with the space I had, I did all of my work from home. The place was perfect. I was on the top floor, 4th, of a row of about a dozen units and the back yard was all Greenlands with plenty of trees, as far as the eyes can see. I especially loved my wrap around balcony, not only was it wide and long it was also pretty private. Being a crossdresser, since I was young, I loved having my own place to dress up. Finally at 26 I had a place of my own, no parents and no roommates. I even had 2 bedrooms one for my male self and one for Sabrina my female alter ego. Lately I have been spending much more time as Sabrina, which was wonderful. I loved lounging around in all my female finery on the balcony, posing and taking pictures. The light of course was perfect. My favorite thing in the world was to dress up and feel the wind through my long hair and the breeze on my nylons. I would get so excited I would have to run back in my room and take care of myself. One day I envisioned strutting through the park or shopping in the malls, in my impossible high heels and short dresses. It's such a small fantasy, just something, I'm sure, most of us have. The condos were full of families and couples that I would see throughout the week. My mother's friends, the Hamilton's live on the second floor of my building and I would be the recipient of some fine muffins or cookies that they have been baking. I also ran into a couple from college that I knew, and even my old boss from a Deli I worked in when I was in High school lived here. I didn't realize moving back home would bring so many acquaintances back into my life again. I even started dating Leeza, a girl I went with while I was a freshman in college, she lived about 3 miles away. We didn't see each other often, she was always quite busy. Usually we hung out on her side of the town, and I didn't tell her about my crossdressing of course. Also on the first floor was a number of retail stores and business's, I became the keeper of four out of five of those websites, when I told them I lived right here in the building. I very rarely visited them in person, but with them and my other clients from NYC I was very well off and had plenty of work. Sometimes when I would dress up, late at night, I would put on my dark sunglasses and I would take the backstairs to my car. The stairs were dark and out of the way and no one ever used them. The best thing was at the foot of them was my parking spot. Once off the stairs it was only 4 steps to the inside safety of my car. Usually I would just drive around, reveling in the feel of my heels on the gas pedal. Then I would find a quiet parking lot and just hang my stockinged legs out of the car. I was way too nervous to get out and walk around, but I loved the night air. The feeling inside me was wonderful, I was just another woman out on the road. When the excitement got too much I would head back to the condo to slip into something even sexier and talk to friends and sometimes men on social media. The Christmas holidays came around and the units were buzzing with children and adults home for the week. My neighbors on my floor must of had 20 people in their unit, I heard them partying most nights. I didn't mind I just stayed in and practiced walking in my heels, most of them 5 inches or higher. It was a fantastic way to release stress. I remember this Christmas Eve, I was all by myself. My mother, who lived nearby was with her family. My Father died 12 years ago and she remarried and moved a little further away. Leeza went to New York to visit relatives, and even the Hamilton's were visiting some friends out of town, though they did leave me some cookies. So I decided to stay home and try on my new dresses that I purchased online. One I especially couldn't wait to get into was a red sequined dress with gold sandals. I started in the shower, shaving all the hair off once again. Leeza never really saw me completely naked, so she was never that surprised in my hairlessness. Next I used lots of lotion and put on my 36C breasts from the Breast Store. Where were these all my life? Looking in the mirror I wished they were real, and I loved the feeling of them on my chest. Next came my hip pads, beige corset and bra, and then my nude Sheer Elegance pantyhose. I loved my red toenails shining through my nylons. My reflection in the mirror showed a cute 5'8" blonde with a nice feminine shape. I exercise a couple of times a week to showcase my female form. I even take online dance lessons to help shape my legs, butt, and waist. They also give me slightly more confidence in my movements and gracefulness when I walk. My other bedroom was filled with exercise equipment and I even had a stripper pole here next to my vanity. My wall of closets had floor to ceiling mirrors on them so I can watch myself dance and strut. I sat at my vanity and put on my wig then makeup. My wig was always first. Even though my hair was quite long, I loved the look and feel of my even longer strawberry blonde wig blowing in the breeze. Feeling the hair all the way down my back. I relished the time I had to put on makeup. When I was young I was never able to afford the time do it correctly or even had any idea how to do it right. Watching YouTube tutorials changed my life and now my makeup was perfect and somewhat effortless. I loved putting on my false eyelashes and painting my already full lips. Next was my press on nails, one day I would get real nail tips but for now these were easy and always looked great. The longer the better. I then stood in front of my mirror and slipped on my short sleeved red sequin mermaid dress. With the hip pads I had a perfect curvy shape. I sat to strap on my gold five inch sandals, and almost fainted when I saw my complete self in the mirror. "Oh my God Sabrina, you have outdone yourself tonight." I put on my big thin golden hoops, which almost touched my shoulders, then my matching choker. The choker not only made me look exquisite but it hid the seam of my breast forms. Lastly I added a couple of rings and a small watch on my left arm. A little spray of J'Adore perfume, a quick brush through my hair, and I grabbed my red clutch and made my way to the balcony. Whenever I dressed up I was always completely dressed. It was still early and light out around 6 O'clock. I heard parties going on next door and below me, wishing that I could be at one of them. It was a cold night but I wanted to get a little time in the December air, relishing my time outside in the world. One day Sabrina would walk into a party in this beautiful dress and all the men's and women's eyes would be on her. I always wanted to scream, "Here I Am." to the trees, but I was so nervous someone I knew would see or hear me. For some reason I always felt that I needed a little push to go further. I felt like I was in neutral just waiting for that one more notch to make it to drive. Waking up my first Christmas morning in a nightgown, in my own home, was wonderful. All the little rituals were so much better as a woman, making coffee, checking the weather, even brushing my teeth. Being able to see a beautiful woman staring back at me was an amazing feeling. I hung around all day in another Christmas outfit that I bought at a major chain store. It was a costume for a Sexy Santa's Helper. I always considered myself a sexy helper anyway so it was perfect for me. All it was, was a stretchy lo-cut green body suit with a snap crotch, and a green matching Santa hat. It had a black belt and a neck wrap with jingle bells on it. I paired it with my 6 inch red velvet pumps, which matched my red nails. I had to tuck myself in good to show my perfect female crotch, and once I was tucked in I looked incredible. I then slid a short red skater dress on, I was a little uncomfortable showing too much below the waist, even by myself. The outfit just reeked of sex and I couldn't get much done because I looked way too good. I came twice in as many hours. While I was relaxing reading one of my romance novels, I heard a commotion outside in the hall. I shared the landing with 3 other apartments so it wasn't that uncommon. I did think I heard someone right by my door so I waited 'til it was quiet and I looked out the peep hole, then opened the door. A small Christmas wrapped present was on the floor. I was thinking it must be from one of the neighbors so I slipped my delicate hand out and took it in. I didn't want anyone seeing me in my green Danskin, that's for sure. The box was small and wrapped rather crudely, but I guess it was the thought that counted. The gift tag attached said, "To the Hot Girl in 4D" "Shit," I gulped as I sat down and opened it up. I was completely shocked when I saw the package contained a thumb drive, a 64 gig one. I placed it in my laptop and saw there were over a dozen mov files and a folder. I got suddenly nervous. I got up and took a shot of Schnapps, to calm my frazzled nerves, and went to open one of the files. This could not be good. I clicked on the first one and it looked like drone footage of the trees behind the condos, 12 minutes of it. The next one I clicked on was footage higher that before, and then I saw my building. As the camera got closer I saw myself on the balcony in my Christmas dress. The wind blowing my hair, I looked so content. The other files were a little too dark, but if you looked closely you could see a woman, walking on the corner top balcony. Obviously it was my condo. I could have had a visitor last night for all anyone knew anyway. I took a deep breath and opened up the folder. In it was over 20 picture files and a notepad file. All the pictures were of me on the balcony, taken from below, some with my wig and some without. I was in a different dress in each one, almost my complete wardrobe. There was no way I could say it wasn't me. There was even one of me in just my heels, nylons and panties as I walked passed the window. Then I see that there was some of my male self. Obviously it was someone who was watching me for some time. I then opened up the note, and it read: 'Hi, cute blonde in 4D. We have been enjoying your pictures for a while. We think it's time we meet. We will be there at 2.' "Oh my God, I can't believe this, how many of them are there." For years I have been crossdressing and I have never been caught. Living in a house with parents and 3 sisters wasn't easy, but I was always able to get away with my dressing. With 2 roommates it was more difficult, I always had to wait until they went away. I did have some extremely close calls, that's the main reason why I got my own place. I had 2 hours to figure out a plan, unfortunately the first thing was to take off my Santa helper outfit, and revert to my male self. I guess I wasn't going to be a girl for the whole Christmas week. Once I removed my makeup and changed, I took another shot of Peppermint Schnapps and waited for my admirers. I looked through the peep hole and then I opened the door, after the quiet knock, and outside stood 2 teenagers just slightly taller than me. "Ah too bad," one of them said, "We were hoping to see you in your red dress from last night." Of course I feigned ignorance. "What are you talking about, maybe you better go." I moved to close the door but the dark haired ones foot went into the threshold. "Wait hear us out, we got so many more pictures, not much video, I just got the drone yesterday." I let them in fast and closed the door when I heard the next door neighbors getting ready to leave. All I need is anyone suspecting I'm a crossdresser. I don't know why I was always so paranoid about it, but it always made me extremely nervous about being found out. They introduced themselves as Jason and Ed, and they lived about a quarter of a mile away. This building was in between their walk from home to the local high school. Lucky me, I thought, how convenient for them. Jason spoke most, seeming to be the more confident of the two, he was also taller and darker. "We were thinking maybe we can see you in some of your other clothes, you look like those influencers on Instagram, ya know." I was speechless. I couldn't believe 2 teenagers were trying to blackmail me. "We can't do this," I squeaked in a low voice. "You have to leave now." "Ya, know, we have some great shots of you in so many dresses, you are pretty hot. Do you look as good close up as you do from a distance? Jason started walking around the apartment. "You have a nice place here, we were thinking maybe we can come around once and a while to, you know, hangout." "We won't say anything to anybody," the quieter one said, "We are just not that used to seeing someone in real life who dresses like that. Even my mother, she only wears a dress when she goes to weddings and funerals" "Ha," Jason laughed. "Yeah this could be fun, when can you get changed? We were also hoping, I don't know, maybe something else. We can talk about that later." "I can't do this, how old are you two?" I asked "We are both 17, Eddie will be 18 in another month. How old are you?" "I'm 26 and too old for you, and you know, I'm not gay." Jason smiled. "Well neither are we, but we know a hot looking woman when we see her. And we know what we have been doing while looking at your pictures isn't gay." "What have you..... Oh my God don't tell me." I was suddenly embarrassed, these two young men were getting off on my pictures. "You have been me and Eddie's fantasy woman for months now, as soon as we've seen you, you have been our only inspiration if ya know what I mean." Eddie laughed as he looked at Jason. "I'm sorry." He said, "Sometimes we watch pictures of you all night, there are no girls at school who dress as sexy as that." "Look," Jason finally said, "Think about it, we will come back in say a couple of hours, get real pretty for us and we won't tell anyone. No big deal." The two of them headed for the door. "We are having dinner with the family, we will come over after, around six. You can come if you want." Jason smiled and then they finally left, lightly closing the door. They really didn't threaten me, actually they were quite calm and nice about it, almost apologetic. But I really didn't have much choice. I wasn't ready to share my dressing with the building, and who knows what would happen with my business. So I decided I would introduced them to Sabrina and hopefully come to a decision we both could live with. I had to tone down the sexiness so I put my white flowered dress, it was short but it wasn't that tight. It had cold shoulders and the front was high cut so I wouldn't be showing off my breasts. I put on nude pantyhose again and a pair of three inch heels. I put on my wig and a light touch of makeup, with pink lips. I had on thin dangling earrings and another choker around my neck to cover the seam of my Boobs. I was suddenly wishing I had smaller breasts, I can imagine them staring at them the whole time. Lastly I painted my nails white and grabbed my pink pocketbook. For some reason I never felt fully dressed without one. I was very anxious as I waited for the guys to get here. I was sitting on the couch nervously bouncing my crossed legs. "This is so ridiculous, how did I get into this situation." I was going to tell them that this couldn't happen. I wasn't going to be masturbation material for two teenagers. When the knock came I jumped, I was suddenly even more ill at ease than before. I just realized I would be talking to someone while dressed. Something that I have never done before. Even though I know I pass as a female, I had never had any interaction with anyone, except online. I opened the door slowly and peaked out. "We're here, Merry Christmas," they both said as they entered the living room. "We thought you were never going to open that door." Jason said, "But wow, you are even more beautiful in person." Jason said. Eddie just stared at me and then he opened his backpack and gave me a present. "What is your name?" He asked. "Well my name, is Sabrina." It was the first time I have told someone my name, and I felt my face turn red. "We hope you are going to like this, and I hope it fits." They both watched me open it with my long nails. I looked up and they had huge smiles on their faces. It was a box from Yandy Candy, whatever that was and once opened it revealed a black Playboy outfit. Including a fuzzy tail, a collar, wristlets and bunny ears. A teenage boy's fantasy I'm sure. "I don't know if I can wear this. I don't have real boobs you know." They looked at each other. Eddie said, "It looks like you do." I felt myself blush as I pulled out the costume. It was tiny, I didn't even know if I could fit into it. The crazy thing was I couldn't wait to try, but not in front of them. "Ya don't have to put that on now ya c'n save it for another day." Jason then picked up the wrapping paper and threw it away. "We wanted to get ya something ya didn't have, ha. We have seen a lot of you and your clothes." The present sat between us as they pried me with information about my life as a crossdresser. I got them soft drinks and we talked for a couple of hours. They were quite pleasant boys, and were complete gentlemen. "We were thinking," Jason exclaimed while Eddie watched on in trepidation. "Maybe with you all dressed up ya can give us... um... blow jobs? "Jason, I don't think we should be discussing this, I told you I don't think I'm gay and I certainly have never given head before." Even though I have fantasized about it for years. I even had a 9 inch life-like dildo hidden in the bottom of my panty draw. I was hoping that they wouldn't press this issue further. "We never had one before," Eddie chimed in. "And I know some of the guys we hang out with have." Jason stood up and grabbed my hands to stand up. I was a number of inches shorter than him in my 3 inch heels. He looked at me and said, "I have to tell you sometimes that is all I think about, even in class. It's hard even just sittin' here smellin' your incredible perfume, you have such beautiful eyes and lips." He gave me a deceptive grin. "How many have YOU had?" I swallowed hard. "Um, when I was in college I got head from a couple of girls I dated. It has been awhile." Eddie asked me from behind. "We see you sometimes bring a girl in here, doesn't she give you one?" "You know I have a girlfriend?" "Sure we know a lot about you, but why doesn't she give you head, she doesn't like it? I thought girls love to suck cock." "I'm sure some girl's do, but Leeza my girlfriend isn't one of them," I sulked. I looked at these two young gentlemen and asked. "It doesn't bother you that I'm not a real girl? You really want me to do this?" Jason laughed. "Shit we didn't know ya weren't a woman for about a month when we first saw you, we don't care." He then kissed my hand. "Can you give one to us, maybe as Christmas presents? Please." I didn't know what to say, they were being so nice and respectful about it. I never would have imagined that this would have been my response, but wearing a dress and heels changes your perspective on all things sexual. "I will on two conditions. One: Only one of you at a time, the other one will have to leave. And two: You have to talk to me like you were talking to a real women, like, don't bring up my girlfriend, or anything else like that, and everything below the waist is off limits. Treat me like you would any other woman." "Older woman." Eddie chuckled. "Ya know," Jason interrupted. "This could be great for all of us, maybe you will enjoy it too. Obviously you're not getting enough from your girl.... I'm sorry. Okay you got a deal." He smiled and kissed me on the cheek. I told them to decide who goes first, and I would be right back. I went into the bedroom and changed my panties to something tighter, I didn't want anything showing for my first blow job to a guy. I tucked myself in tight, put on my tight white panties and slipped my pantyhose back on. When I went into the living room Eddie was waiting for me. "I was always going to be first, since it was my idea." He smiled as I made my way to him. He was also slightly taller than me and I suddenly felt very submissive in his presence. He had light brown hair and was very good looking, for his age. "Remember this is my first time too," I purred as I bent down and unzipped his pants. "I have seen so many videos online I'm sure I can do a good job." Eddies cock was hard and sticking straight up before I even pulled down his pants. I took off his shoes, socks and pants and told him to sit at the end of the chair. I closed my eyes and imagined I was a real woman. This was one of my fantasies and I was ready to experience it, I just wish it was with someone older, and someone I knew better. I know what makes me feel good when I suck on my dildo, but I had to find out what felt good to a real man. I played with his cock through his black cotton briefs. I couldn't believe how hard he was. I'm sure I would be this hard if I wasn't so tucked away. When I pulled down his shorts, Eddie got up and hit me in the chin with his cock. It was so big, almost twice the size of mine, and almost as big as my dildo. Eddie moaned as I kissed the tip. I started licking the length of it down to his balls. I took them in my hand and tickled them with my long nails. Just seeing my feminine fingers with a cock in my hand was making me hard and crazy. I was trying things that I had only seen in videos online and I was hoping I could make him cum first, because I was leaking so much in my panties. When I took the head of his cock in my mouth, Eddie moaned again. "Holy Christ Sabrina, don't stop this, it's fantastic." He made so much noise when I finally was able to take more of him in my mouth that I thought the neighbors would hear. When I blew Jason I was going to put on some music. I couldn't take his whole cock in my mouth, not even close, but I did get my fair share of him in me. I knew with a little practice I would be a pro. I sucked some more and he started playing with my hair, and calling my name. I was surprisingly loving this. And then he exclaimed, "I'm gonna cum, ohhh...." I didn't really know what to do so I just kept him in my mouth. I figured it was better than getting his cum all over the rug and chair. I didn't realize it at the time but I felt myself getting ready to come too. I had never cum before without touching myself. As his sperm hit the back of my throat I felt myself cum in my panties, it was an incredible orgasm. There was so much of him in my mouth, I couldn't swallow it all, even though I tried. "Holy Jesus Sabrina, this is incredible, I don't think I have ever cum so much in my life." He then suddenly fell back and relaxed, while his hard cock plopped out of my mouth. With a big smile on his face, he quietly said, "That was the best thing that I have ever experienced in my life, and I have been to Disneyland.... Twice." He laughed, as I continued to swallow his cum. I decided to clean him up and licked the rest off of his now softening cock and legs. "Damn Sabrina if you keep doing that I'm gonna cum again." I stopped and smiled at him. "I'm going to get cleaned up." And I got ready to stand. Eddie grabbed my hand. "Wait, Sabrina." He paused. "Thank you for that, anything you want from me and Jason we will do, anything. I hope we haven't been too mean to you. We are really not like that at all." I smiled as I stood up and fixed my dress. I pointed my eyes to the ceiling, and trying to be cute said, "We will see, I actually kind of liked it too. Now let me get cleaned up. Why don't you call Jason?" I decided to put my hair in a ponytail to keep it out of my mouth when I sucked off Jason. I also noticed the way I looked in the mirror, something had definitely changed, I was now a cocksucker, a novice cocksucker but I'm sure that will soon change. I changed my lipstick and put on my Revlon's ColorStay so it didn't come off while I was being busy. I sucked one cock and I have already learned two important things, I should write a manual. I walked into the living room, and put on some quiet music. I was so much calmer now than I was before the boys got here. I saw Jason alone on the couch. He stood up and we walked to each other. "Wow, you keep on getting sexier as the day goes on. I love the new lips" I felt myself succumb to his compliment. "It's mauve, but it doesn't go with my dress, I'm going to have to go shopping." He kissed me lightly on the cheek and whispered, "Well whenever ya need a ride, just call." My knees buckled. "Excuse me, I wasn't ready for that." I don't know what happened but I felt myself submit to him. I led him to the couch and started to unbuckle his pants. "Do you and Eddie have girlfriends?" "We did, but nothing too serious, it's been pretty dry since senior year started." He laughed. "I figured the seniors would all be getting lucky, but I was completely wrong, ya know." I smiled up at him after I took off his pants. "Well it looks like this senior is getting lucky tonight." And I then pushed him down on the couch, he fell back and his hard cocked popped through the hole of his flannel boxer shorts. "Looks like someone couldn't wait to get out for Christmas." I was all of a sudden getting very flirtatious. The crazy thing is this is how I always felt, this is how I acted when I dressed up. After sucking my first cock, and getting ready for another... I was suddenly getting very cocky. I kept his boxers on as I started to kiss his cock. His cock was the same size as Eddies but just slightly thicker. I was suddenly in heaven giving him all the moves I knew Eddie loved. "Ya know," he breathed. "If you keep this up I'm gonna cum in a couple of seconds. I suddenly felt myself start to get hard again. I was throbbing in my panties even all tucked up. I looked up at him through my long lashes. "I guess I will have to slow down and make this last." I then felt him start to cum. I had to put my mouth on his cock fast so as not to lose any of his sperm. "I'm sorry Sabrina," Jason said though his moans. "I didn't mean to cum so quick, your mouth felt so good. That's what I have been missing, I can't believe that it feels even better than it did in my imagination. I think ya know that you have made me very happy." I finished licking him clean. His thick thighs were full of cum. Once I was done I headed to the bathroom. "I will be right back." Once inside I took a picture of myself, I have never before looked so self-satisfied in my life. I went to straighten myself out and headed back in to see the boys. I walked out and they were gathered around a laptop that they took out of their backpack. Eddie looked up. "I hope you don't mind but we recorded our first blowjobs with our cameras. But don't worry, we are gonna make you copies." Oh shit I just sucked off two teenagers and now they have proof. "Please don't show that to anyone, I could get into big trouble." "We won't," they both announced. Jason looked at me. "It's just for us, come on and look how sexy you are." I actually didn't mind them recording the tryst. It seems the two of them recorded everything. I always got a copy of whatever they shot, though they didn't take pictures of me without me knowing anymore. No more surprise shots from the balcony. Our little parties happened about twice a week. I don't think anyone in the building suspected anything. At least no one ever asked me why I was entertaining two teenagers. By the fourth time they came over I was loving getting all dolled up for them. I even wore the red dress that I wore on Christmas Eve, unfortunately neither of them lasted too long that night. I loved how appreciative they were after I gave the guy's head. They were so nice to me. After they had both cum we would relax on the couch and the two of them would complement me like crazy. All this positive encouragement was so good for my ego and my confidence. I always teased them about the Playboy bunny outfit they gave me, saying I still wasn't ready to wear something so revealing, but one day. Every time they came over I felt more and more sexual and sexually accepted. They treated me like a princess and I absolutely loved it. I also got to know them as people too. I was constantly worried they weren't studying enough, or not taking school more serious, or even driving too fast. I started buying more and more outfits that I thought the guys would like. I never went too slutty, but I knew they liked my legs and fake boobs, which I showed off in almost every outfit. When they saw me in my lingerie consisting of a black bra, corselet and black stockings, I thought they would faint. I paraded in front of them, along with five inch heels and a sheer wrap around my waist, like a Victoria's Secret model, as they took pictures. I even let then play with my boobs as I bent over and bounced around. On the other hand my meetings with Leeza weren't as successful. I tried to see her at least two or three times a week, but we just couldn't get our schedules together. I always sent her flowers and I tried not to bother texting her too much. After dinner one night we went back to her apartment to watch TV and have a night cap. As we sat on the couch with my arm around her I asked her if she would wear high heels and stockings for me. She gave me a look, and I knew it was the wrong thing to of asked. "Why?" she yelled. "Don't you like the way I dress?" Actually I didn't like the way she dressed. She was usually in leggings and a sweatshirt. Even in the house she wore her sweatshirt. I didn't even know what her body looked like. And her A cup breasts only got played with outside of her shirt. "You know it's me and not my clothes that you should be interested in," she claimed. Unfortunately being a crossdresser I was mainly focused on her clothes or lack of. I got off the subject and we got prepared for us to play on the couch and me to lick her pussy. Sometimes it took her 25 to 40 minutes to cum. I didn't mind, but it never got me hard and she sometime wouldn't let us fuck because she was too tired. I spend 40 minutes working on her and she was tired, I really didn't get it. Actually I knew I definitely wasn't gonna get it. I decided I needed to ask her one more question, though I knew what the answer would be. "Since you don't want to make love how 'bout, well you know you like it when I go down on you. I was wondering if you would go down on me." Once again it was the wrong question, at the wrong time. I wanted to admit to her how sexually satisfying sucking someone was but I obviously couldn't. I thought to myself that I had more sexual activity when I was without a steady girlfriend then when I had one. "Where is this coming from, what have you been reading." She stood up and put her hands on her hips. She always blamed everything I told, or asked her, with something I probably read. "Not all women are whores." "What are you talking about? Since when is oral sex only for whores, and what is a whore anyway," I grunted. "You know what? This is a bad idea, we don't have to see each other anymore." I then got up and left. Leeza seemed overly enthusiastic when she slammed the door on me, I'm glad I got out when I did. I knew I was done with her, maybe women for good. I then realized I could finally take that semi last step and really become Sabrina, I certainly didn't need any more of Leeza's negativity in my life. All she did was take away the time I need to become myself. It wasn't that she was a bad girlfriend, she just didn't know how to compromise. And I think she didn't really like sex, or maybe I was just bad at it. As I sat, drumming my nails on the table, I started to realize that I didn't really have to interact with my clients, or even go out to shop for groceries. I usually ordered from Amazon Fresh, food came right to my door. I figured I could do something that I have only dreamed about. The boys were coming over on Friday night the 16th, for Eddie's birthday and a belated Valentine 's Day. I got a cake and some presents and then called a crossdressing transformation shop I found online. I made an appointment for that Friday morning with a woman named Marilyn. I would have to let some people see me as Sabrina, but I had to get over this little hurdle. I dressed very conservatively for my first trip to the salon. A nice blue polka dot dress which came down to my knees, and black flats. I took some Natrol for stress relief and grabbed my change of clothes on the hanger and threw my heels in a bag. My heart was beating as I sneaked down the back stairs and headed to the salon. I was nervous at first, but since there was other crossdressers there I relaxed a little and tried to socialize. When they were ready they stripped me and gave me my first complete waxing. Almost two months ago, right as I met Eddie and Jason I never would have done this, but I think it was the breakup with Leeza that really prompted me into actually going through with this. One of the women then gave me a robe and I sat in the salon with three other gurls. I wanted long straight hair. I was there a week ago to give them a sample of my own hair for a color match, not realizing I would spring for this so soon. When they were ready for me I closed my eyes and prayed I would be able to get through this. Once they got the extensions in they washed my hair and face and put me under a dryer. While I sat there another girl came over to give me a manicure. I wanted two inch extension nail tips with a French manicure. That was the longest I have ever had, and I dreamed about long nails constantly. Then they painted my toes white. When my hair was dry they brought me back to the salon and flat ironed my hair, which took forever. I suddenly felt the hair down my back and was getting excited at the prospects of seeing the real me for the first time. When I showed them my dress, Marilyn from the salon told me I would have to do something with my breasts. My dress was a vibrant blue skater dress with a full skirt. It came about mid-thigh and would be showing lots of leg. The dress was also sleeveless with a high neckline. They reclined my chair and placed my new C cup forms on my chest. With a little glue and makeup it looked like I had two perfect breasts. Next came a corset which they tightened giving me a perfect waist to accentuate my new bust. I then put my robe back on and sat down so they could do my makeup. They gave me long dark lashes and gave me darker eyebrows. My eyebrows are light blonde and they always got lost if I didn't touch them up. Once they put on a nice plum color lipstick they proceeded to help me put on my tan pantyhose and my blue dress. Marilyn said, "Is this your first time braless?" I just smiled as she said it wouldn't be my last. It was a perfect fit and once they zipped me up, they fixed my hair, put in my hoops and helped me slip on my 5 inch pumps. My long nails were going to take some time to get used too, so I thanked them for the help. Marilyn then led me to the mirror. Standing in front of me was a woman I barely recognized, but when I started crying I knew it was me. "Don't ruin your makeup, dear." Marilyn scolded me and gave me my little black purse and made me pose for pictures. My dress was so short I kept threatening to show the world my panties. They totaled me out and put the makeup I used in a bag. I was way too nervous to walk the 2 blocks to my car so Marilyn got it for me and I ran out the back, after saying my goodbyes. I decorated the condo with hearts and birthday signs. It was the first Valentine's Day party I was ever excited about. The guys said I could do whatever I wanted tonight and I wanted to make them dinner, have dessert, open presents and then watch a romantic movie. I told them they both might get lucky if they played their cards right. Sneaking up the back stairs in high heels was harder than I thought on a Friday afternoon. I made so much noise, but I made it into the condo undetected. I put a note on the door for the boys to come inside. I wanted to make an entrance. Soon I heard them enter the living room. I sashayed in and both of their mouths fell open. I just stood there with one hand on my hip and another holding my bag. My long hair fell about my shoulders and I loved the way the nylons rubbed together as I moved. I did a few twirls and I felt like a princess. "Happy Valentine's day boys, how do you like your present?" I giggled as they both just stared. "Sabrina," Jason said as his eyes went straight to my legs. "Wow you look like a completely different woman." Strangely I felt like a completely different woman. I kissed them both hello on the lips and sat them down for drinks. Another thing I didn't let them have was alcohol, so I gave them both Cokes and told them to relax while I got dinner ready. I turned around and watched them looking at my legs. I heard them murmuring while I got dinner ready. "Okay come on in boys." With dinner over we got ready for presents and cards. I bought each of them an external hard drive and a shirt. Eddie got an extra present for becoming legal of a Sweatshirt from his favorite YouTuber. "Okay Sabrina time for your presents." Jason said as he pulled a nicely wrapped gift out a bag. "I hope it fits, my sister picked it out." I looked up surprised. "You told your sister about me?" "Of course," He said, "And the twins and my Father." "Jason, why would you tell them?" "They just know you as me and Eddie's friend, my father says you sound fantastic." I had to sit down, sliding my hands under me to sit in my dress. Jason then kissed me on the lips again. "Sabrina you are wonderful and we want everyone to know that." Eddie smiled. "Me too, I always talk about you to my parents." I opened Jason's present and pulled out a black silky dress. "My sister says a girl can't have too many little black dresses." I looked at him and started to tear up. I kissed him and told him I couldn't wait to try it on. It was beautiful and felt fantastic. "Now me," said Eddie. "I don't have any sisters to help, so I hope you like this. Taking it out of the bag, it was an Ulta Beauty Box and it was perfect. "Oh my God I love it, thank you. You two are way too good to me. I am going to have to treat you extra special tonight." I then stood up and made Eddie stand with me. With my heels on we were exactly the same height. "Happy Birthday, Birthday boy." I then gave him the most sensuous kiss I could. I realized at that moment that I loved the two of them, but I wasn't in love with them, and I wanted to make them happy. I slowly entered his mouth with my tongue and we made out. It's crazy how we have been intimate for almost 2 months and I have never really kissed them. Kissing was my favorite part and I felt myself grow inside my panties as Eddie grew in his pants pushing against my dress. His hands went up to my boobs, and he played with them while Jason watched. "Wow Sabrina these feel fantastic." "Hey what about me?" Jason exclaimed. "I'm going to have a birthday one day too." I kissed Eddie one more time and then I gave my attention to Jason. Jason was about two inches taller than me and I had to stand on my toes to properly kiss him. He immediately put his arms around me and pulled me to him, pressing his hard cock into my stomach. "Wow, why have we never done this before?" he asked. I looked him in the eyes. "Well you two have never given me such great presents before. We made out for a little while and I had to stop, I was definitely getting a little over excited. We put on a movie 'Love Actually' and I sat between the two boys. I had my head on Jason's shoulder and my leg over Eddies. I was enjoying being a girl with two boy's giving me so much attention. Eddie would rub my nyloned legs while Jason would kiss and play with my hair. It felt wonderful. About a half hour into the movie I had to get up and stretch and when I was about to sit down, Eddie pulled me onto his lap. "Someone has become very in-charge all of a sudden." I mentioned as he kissed me and I suddenly felt his cock get very hard and felt it pushing into my bottom. Jason got up. "I will leave you two lovebirds alone for a while, but don't forget about me." When Jason closed the front door I looked into Eddies eyes and said, "Thank you for the present, and thank you for making me feel incredible." "You smell incredible and you are so incredible," he said without any bit of sarcasm whatsoever. We slowly kissed letting our tongues roll around each other's mouth. "You are a great kisser," he said. "You must have had lots of practice." I laughed and got off his lap so I could undo his belt and pants. "There is something else I am good at too, you know." "I do," he said as his pants and briefs made it down toward his ankles. I first pushed my breasts against his cock and started to rub him with them. "This is a benefit of not wearing a bra." I giggled. Every time I took either of them into my mouth it was a startling experience. It always made me excited and it always made me cum. I have become so good at sucking their cocks that I never dropped any of their sperm. I also could get there entire dick down my throat. I love when my nose would touch the hair of their crotch, knowing that I could take them all in. I sucked a little more just waiting for my prize. "Holy Christ Sabrina..." It was funny how religious Eddie got when I had his dick in my mouth. I started sucking a little harder 'til I knew he was going to come and I let him explode into my mouth while I came in my pantyhose. Completely satisfied I got up and we cuddled while we waited for Jason to get back. "And where were you Mister?" I teased. "Um, I went to visit Amber, she's right down the block on Maywood." He said averting my eyes. "I knew her forever, but we just started... kind of dating." "Oh my, that's wonderful." I gasped surprisingly. "I'm so happy you found someone." "Well." He glanced at me. "If it wasn't for you I don't think I would have the nerve to, ya know, even talk to her. After the movie Eddie left and I was now alone with Jason. I felt a little like the other woman. "Are you sure you want to do this? Considering Amber and everything." "We just started going out, and there is no way I would even be able to walk with what is going on in my pants right now." He chuckled as I had him sit on my chair. I straddled him with my legs on either side of him. I kissed his neck and his chin leading up to his lips as he played with my hair. "Sabrina I love your hair," he said. "Thank you," I said between kisses. I pushed my hair into his face, I wanted him to feel it and smell the light scent that was on it. Jason always played with my hair when we were together and now that it was extensions I knew it wouldn't come off. I was so glad I wasn't wearing a wig now. "Pull my hair a little," I begged. And he did while I nuzzled his neck and chest. I felt the slight sting, relishing the image of a man playing with my long glamourous hair. He was totally turning me on so I stopped and started back up to his lips. I now kissed him with my eyes open, if it wasn't for them I would be in my same rut. They have completely brought me out of my shell. I have been living here since September, but I really didn't start living until Christmas day when they waltzed into my life. I would have never imagined I'd be in a beautiful dress straddling a strapping man. "Oh Jason I love your big dick." I felt him under my crotch, as I rubbed us together. "Wow Sabrina, don't talk like that. You sound way too sexy, it will make me cum too soon." I lightly giggled "Well cum for me big boy. Put your hands on my tits." I breathed, as his hands started feeling me up. "Give it to me, rub my pussy, you are making me so wet." We kissed as I rubbed him some more getting into a rhythm. I wanted him to be looking at me when he came. "Come for me baby," I cooed. "Come for me, oh my I feel you, you feel so good." And that was it, he burst in his pants so hard I felt every throb, every squirt of his dick. I kept rubbing as he was trying to catch his breath, and then I felt myself come, I kissed him while my panties got soaking wet. "Oh my God Jason, I'm coming......." I thought I would faint as I laid my head on his chest, still on his lap, the afterglow lasting for so long. "Sabrina what the hell did you do to me, that felt so good." I just smiled, I made my two little lovers very happy. I kissed him loudly on the lips and smiled. The next couple of weeks were more of the same, and I relished my time with the guys. A couple of weeks later it was going to be Jason's 18th birthday. Both my men would be legal now, and I was not a cradle robber anymore in my mind. Eddie came over early by himself. "Sabrina can I talk to you?" He came in and sat at the kitchen table. "I have a date tonight," he said. "A girl from school, Monica." "Oh, okay. That's great, where are you going?" I asked. "I'm having dinner at her house, with her parents. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I'm a little nervous." "That's okay. Mmm, bring flowers for her and her mother, they will both love that. I'll call the florist downstairs and order you some." And jokingly I concluded, "And don't spend too much time in the bathroom." He kissed me and he was off. When Jason arrived I was in a very melancholy mood. I was wearing a tweed dress with a hem just above my pantyhose covered knees. We sat on the couch and I gave him his presents. "I hope you like them." "Ya know I will," he teased, as he took a string of my hair in his hand, and looked me in the eyes. "Um, Sabrina I have to tell you something. Me and Eddie are going on Spring Break next week to Tampa, I have an Aunt down there and we are going to stay with her." "Oh, that should be fun, I always loved Spring Break." "The thing is-" He paused. "After that we are going to stay there, we have one more half semester and we are doing a work-program for school. We probably won't be back 'til the middle of June." "Oh, I will miss you," I said. Feeling a little lump in my throat. "But life goes on." I felt so grown up and mature with that response. They have been so wonderful to me I didn't want them feeling guilty just getting on with their lives. I gave him his card. It was a plain card with my flowing script: Thank you for everything. Love XXX Sabrina. He then took the picture I slipped inside the card. With a big smile on his face he kissed me. "So I guess we will never get to see you in person in this outfit?" He shook his head. Sabrina you look like you walked out of a magazine. You are so much hotter than those other bunnies I have seen." He laughed and squeezed my hand. I also had one for Eddie. I took the picture a couple of weeks ago, after a makeover, but I was too embarrassed to share it with them. I knew sooner or later I would show them the picture of me in the Playboy bunny bodysuit and I wanted that on his mind as I played with his penis. I pulled off his pants and made him lay down on the couch. I made love to his cock, taking my time. I was relishing him in my mouth as I sloppily rolled him around my tongue. "Oh Sabrina, this is fantastic, I am so going to miss this," he moaned. He came and I swallowed him in two gulps. This Playboy bunny was very satisfied. After he left I went out to my balcony. It was a gorgeous night and all the stars were out. The breeze floated my hair around my face and my dress swung lazily around my body. The next time I saw them was the day before they were to leave for Florida. "Just remember to visit me before you go." Even though the guys came over less this last week I really didn't mind. I was busy myself. I started electrolysis a couple of days a week and I started ramping up my online dance lessons. I even talked to a lawyer about changing my name officially to Sabrina. I had to take care of them quick because they were going to a party with everyone who was going to Florida with them. Needless to say when they left I was missing them very much. I sat on my balcony and read a book, marveling at the soft breeze surrounding me. A couple of hours later I got a call from Jason. "Sabrina.... can you come get me... us... me and Ed..." Then silence, click. Eddie called back. "Sabrina we drank way too much.... can you get us?" they gave me the address, so I changed and went to get them. The two of them were on the corner of the party house sleeping in one of the neighbors lawns, reviving them wasn't easy. "We better tell your parents what happened, before I take you home," I said. "No take us to your place, we can stay there." I was a little skeptical. "Well, text them at least and tell them you are staying at a friend's house." After getting home and getting them to bed I was surprised to learn that Jason told his Dad he was staying with me. They were in no condition to argue so I saved it for the next day. When they finally awoke, I made them text their parents so they knew that they were okay. Before they left I wanted to talk to them, so they took showers and I got changed. I brought them into the kitchen for breakfast. "Eddie, Jason... I want to ask if you will do something for me before you go to Florida." I couldn't look them in the eye for some reason. "I was wondering if you two would make love to me before you go tomorrow." Both of their eyes grew in their heads. Jason looked at Eddie and then back at me. "We would do anything for you, ya know that." He got up and kissed me. "I would do it today but I have to get prepared, I have never done anything like that before and I'm nervous." I smiled. "Okay let's eat." After breakfast, they ran out when someone came to fetch them. I got two big kisses but I felt more like their Aunt than a mistress. The next morning I cleaned myself in and out and checked a few sites on the web to get ready for my big day. I wore the black dress that Jason bought me for Valentine 's Day, I was saving it for a special occasion. I just sat down on the couch waiting for my nails to dry, when there was a knock on the door. The guys were here and I was suddenly a little anxious. I opened the door slowly to make sure there was no one else in the hall. "Hi," he said. "Umm, hi." I stood looking at a tall dark man, in a dark suit. It took me a couple of seconds to realize I was talking to someone I didn't know. "I'm sorry, I'm Charles, Jason's father." He smiled as I let him in. "Is Jason alright?" "Oh, yeah, everything's fine. These are for you." He handed me flowers. "The boys said you love flowers." "I do, thank you, won't you sit down. Can I get you something to drink?" "Oh no thank you, but I was wondering if maybe we could go out and get some lunch together." He smiled again as I sat down. "Now that Jason's gone I'm all alone in the house, He was my last one. I was hoping for some company." He laughed. Jason did tell me that his father was a widow, losing his wife a number of years ago. I knew the boys families knew about me, and now I was wondering how much. "You do know that I'm, ah..." I was suddenly at a loss for words. "Trans.." "Oh I do know," He interrupted. "I googled the term on my phone, it's... Gender... Fluid." He looked up from his phone into my eyes, as I made a surprised smiled. "I know a great place in town right on the water, and it's pretty nice out we can sit outside." I was kind of at a loss for words. He stood up and grabbed my hand and led me to the door, I was on complete auto-pilot. "Ooh, let me get a wrap and my bag." We went into the landing, when I noticed the neighbors at their door, I didn't even know their names. "Good afternoon," they said in unison. "It's a nice day out." The man smiled as we headed to the elevator. We went down two floors and in walked the Hamilton's. "Hello," Mrs. Hamilton said. "New to the building?" "Not really," Charles told her, looking at me. "Sabrina has been living here for quite some time now." It's funny that he then introduced us. I have known the Hamilton's since I was a kid, now they were meeting Sabrina. Walking out of the elevator into the very full lobby was quite daunting, it was the first time I walked out the front door in a dress, but holding hands with Charles made it less scary. It was beautiful out and I felt the sun on my face and the slight breeze on my stockings. We nodded to the people we passed in the parking lot. Just another man and woman out for the day. We got to the car, and he then opened the door. On the seat I saw my card to Jason with my Playboy picture in it. "Ooh let me get that." He scooped it up and placed it in the glove box. He was slightly embarrassed as I slid into the seat. I watched him walk to the other side of the car with a huge smile on my face. "The place we are going to is very busy," he said, "and I got us a table right in the middle. I want everyone to see me out with a beautiful woman. I hope you like showing off." I smiled at him as we took off. "Maybe I do, I don't know. Mmm maybe I do. The End