Blackmailed Sissy Whore Part 1
It's amazing how quickly life can spiral out of control. One moment
your enjoying what you think is just a little harmless indulgence in
your submissive crossdressing fantasy life when, out of nowhere, your
life is turned upside down.
It was a Saturday morning in February, 2020. I was a single guy,
living the dream. I had a really good job and was living in a 2
bedroom apartment in an upscale complex a few miles South of
Pittsburgh. I had transformed the second bedroom into a home office,
as I was able to work remotely, and took full advantage of that
opportunity.
I was a closeted submissive crossdresser, but that didn't mean every
waking minute of the day was open to dressing up. There were a lot of
video conferences, and Zoom meetings with department heads, but I did
wear what I could during working hours. For the most part, I was
seated while video conferencing and Zoom meetings, so I wore women's
slacks, with panties and pantyhose of course. And I would wear my 3 ?
inch heels all day as well. As time went on, I got more adventurous. I
started wearing a bra under my men's button down shirt! Then I added a
camisole! That was as adventurous as I got for work. But it was quite
a thrill being that feminized, especially while doing Zoom meetings
with some of the female department heads!
I'd often wished I could have taken it farther, but I was too afraid
of someone finding out about my secret fantasies and desires to be
feminized to try. I thought about getting my ears pierced, or getting
a more unisex, or even feminine hairstyle, to see if anyone would even
say anything.
It was the first week of March when I finally got up the nerve to try
something different with my hair. I went to a Cost Cutters a few miles
from my apartment just as they were opening. It was a Saturday, and I
decided to have some fun! I wore women's jeans and a women's button
down shirt, with bra and panties of course, I also added a pair of
neutral, but decidedly women's style flats. Being the first, and only
customer in the shop, I asked the stylist is she could help me pick a
new look. She asked what I looking for, and I told her I was looking
for something that could look more like a women's style, but could be
styled into a more neutral look for work. Her coworker, who had
obviously been listening in said, "I thought that was a women's top.
Jeans too?" she asked.
I told her yes, I was wearing all women's clothes.
"Nice," she said, "you have a very feminine face. You could pass if
you tried. Maybe if you shaped your eyebrows a little, and did your
make-up!"
They talked about styles for a minute, and told me I could definitely
get away with wearing a pixie cut. Mousse it up for girl time, comb it
down for work. 30 minutes later I was walking out of Cost Cutters, my
pixie cut moussed out to the most feminine style at their insistence.
People were still working in the office. The lockdowns hadn't kicked
in yet, but the Zoom meetings became more and more frequent for safety
sake. We were spending more and more time video conferencing. I always
tried to keep my appearance neutral at the least, although I started
adding small things to help me feel more feminine. I added a gold rope
chain necklace and matching bracelet on my right wrist. I also added
neutral looking women's watch on my left wrist. I also started using
Lady Speed Stick, baby powder scented, and wearing perfume. I was in
heaven! I really wished I could dress the part for work. I had so many
pretty dresses and skirts, and soft, pretty blouses and skirt suits. I
really wished I had the nerve to come out as the submissive sissy I
was.
I tried my best to plod along as I was. I realized how comfortable I
was becoming with the dressing I've been doing, and how careless I was
becoming about not letting anyone see my feminine leanings. I realized
after one zoom meeting with several department heads that the top
three buttons of my shirt were unbuttoned, and the lace of my camisole
was potentially visible if someone really looked. No one ever said
anything, but that incident prompted me to rein it in a little!
In the meantime, my fantasies were running wild. I often fantasized
about one of the female department heads finding out about my
submissive sissy desires, and she would blackmail me into becoming her
live in secretary/maid! Usually that would be about the scope of my
fantasy, but things were evolving fast. What were always Female
dominant fantasies soon morphed into really intense Blackmail
fantasies. Before long, they became more forced Bi fantasies, where
she would make me submit to men for her amusement to keep her from
revealing my secret to everyone at work! Of course she would video
these humiliating acts, gaining more and more leverage over me. One
department head, Marissa, was more often the star of these forced Bi
fantasies. That definitely made Zoom meetings very interesting.
I was really getting into the subtle feminization I was doing for
work! The day before everything went south, and the lockdowns started,
I went to a nail salon for the first time ever. Dressed in all women's
clothes again, I got a clear gel manicure! I asked the girl doing my
nails to leave them as long as possible, and that I preferred a
rounded look. The girl, Vietnamese or Korean, I'm not sure, asked,
"Like girl nails?" To which I replied, "Yes, like girl nails."
25 minutes later I walked out of the salon with VERY high gloss, clear
gel, and feminine looking nails.
It was a week after the lockdowns went into effect, "15 days to
flatten the curve," that everything changed. The office was shut down,
and everyone was working from home. Bored out of my mind, I searched
for some hard femdom, feminization, forced bi sites! My Marissa
fantasies were starting to get really intense! I'm talking extreme
humiliation stuff. Forced street corner hooker fantasies, where I was
put to work and forced to hand over every penny to her, or having her
lock me into a gloryhole booth for the night! I started writing about
these fantasies in my word program, giving them harmless names like
'work schedule', or 'overtime hours'. But they were actually very
depictive, detailed stories about being blackmailed and pimped out by
Marissa. I found the premise to be very arousing, almost to
distraction.
I found myself getting more and more into self-bondage on the
weekends. I also had some toys I never really experimented with much,
but now developed a new interest in.
One of my new favs was a metal chastity cage I bought! I thought it
would be fun, and very cruel, to not be able to become aroused, or
touch myself, or masturbate! I'd fantasize about Marissa locking it on
me, and telling me she would remove it for 5 minutes only after I earn
her $1,000.00. I couldn't buy my freedom outright with money I had in
the bank, it had to be earned from being pimped out. I'd be given 5
minutes to masturbate, and whether I cum or not, I would be locked in
chastity once again.
Another favorite I bought when I became aware that Marissa was a big
dog lover! I fantasized about her leash training me. She would teach
me new commands, and enforce her training with a shock collar. The
twist was, the shock receiver would be strapped behind my chastity
cage, effectively shocking the base of my balls. The system I bought
had shock levels from 1 to 100. I experimented briefly with it, and
found I really couldn't take more than a 35 shock, and even that was
intense. I couldn't really work up the nerve to press the button. But
I knew that if someone got their hands on that transmitter, they could
probably make me do anything they wanted. Of course that went into the
Marissa database of stories.
I also bought a collection of dildos called the 'deepthroat trainer".
These were three dildos, starting off at 6" and very thin, then 7" and
a little thicker, then one 9" and pretty thick! Of course I would
fantasize that Marissa expected me to be a pro deepthroater, and would
order me to practice so I could be a good whore for her. Of course
there was a file with this fantasy as well. Zoom meetings with Marissa
were becoming very difficult, and distracting to say the least! If she
only knew what was going through my mind during those meetings.
As the pandemic wore on, I developed more devious ways of feeding my
fantasies. I also found another star of my fantasies as well.
A new HR director was hired in September. Her name was Janice Proctor.
I was instantly taken by her appearance. She had long blonde hair. She
was in her mid-thirties, but looked much younger. Soon, my fantasies
morphed to star both Marissa and Janice. I was their whore, their
secretary, and their feminization of me grew to have no boundaries. I
started fantasizing about them forcing me to take female hormones, and
eventually they would take me to some clinic where female doctors
would perform feminization surgeries on me. My vocal cords would be
altered until I had a soft, feminine voice. Body shaping, facial
feminization, butt implants and eventually DD breast implants would be
done to me. They would turn me into a total bimbo. I would then be
forced to pay off their generosity by being pimped out 24/7.
I started creeping their social media pages. Facebook was a treasure
trove of pictures. I would save their pics from Facebook, as well as
pics from the company website, and caption them, usually as Mistress,
or Goddess Marissa and Janice. I started incorporating these pics and
captions into the fantasies I'd create for them! Before long, I was
adding pics of me dressed in one of my ever growing wardrobe of
outfits. I would caption them 'Mistress Marissa's sissy secretary. Or
Mistress Janice's sissy slave. Zoom meetings became quite challenging
as my fantasies grew, seeing my 2 mistress' on a daily basis.
On Friday, in the evenings, I would play with some self-bondage. I had
been doing more and more self-bondage scenes lately, fantasizing that
my mistress' have tied and left me, but were planning on calling some
guy friends of theirs to come keep me company. I would have to earn
release from them by doing any depraved things they wanted to do to
me.
I had a technique for releasing myself from bondage. I would freeze
two short pieces of rope with loops on the ends into a block of ice
about three inches in diameter. It would usually take about three
hours for this size block to thaw to the point the two pieces of rope
would release, but I found I could speed up the process by melting it
a little with hot water. One loop I would attach to a hook in the
ceiling, and the other I would feed the rope holding the keys to my
padlocks through. The rope with the keys would be attached to an
eyebolt in the ceiling directly above where I planned on being bound,
so when the ice melted enough, and the pieces of rope thawed loose,
the keys would swing down to where I could get them, and get loose.
The ice block and keys in place, I set to getting myself bound, gagged
and blindfolded. I was dressed in one of my favorite secretary
outfits, full make-up, and wig. I had the leather wrist and ankle
cuffs locked on, so I put the two padlocks where I could easily find
them on the floor. I strapped the 4" penis gag into my mouth, of
course fantasizing it was Marissa, or Janice doing it, and tightly
strapped on the blindfold. Total darkness! I got the two padlocks and
hooked them to the D-rings on the wrist cuffs, then carefully held the
right lock and guided it to the D-ring of the right ankle cuff. After
a few tries, the padlock found the D-ring, and with a slight twist and
push on the lock, my right wrist was locked to my right ankle cuff. I
repeated the same steps with my left wrist, and soon, I was locked and
helpless!
The next step was to complete to helplessness. I leaned carefully to
my right, further and further, until I toppled onto my right shoulder,
and rolled onto my stomach. I was basically hogtied, and at the mercy
of the melt rate of the ice. It seemed like hours, but eventually the
keys swung down, and after several frantic minutes, I was free!
Then, it happened. The day that changed everything.
It was a Saturday morning, early March 2021. I woke up a little early,
and put on some coffee and turned on the morning news. I was still a
little sore from the previous night's bondage session. Apparently, I
didn't account for the chilly evening, and was stuck for almost 2 ?
hours before the ice melted enough to release the keys. I had worn the
chastity cage of course, so as I became more and more aroused by my
helpless situation, I became more and more 'restricted' in my cage.
I poured a cup of coffee, and went to my office to work on my latest
Marissa fantasy. God, it was getting harder and harder to concentrate
during our Zoom meetings!
I right clicked my mouse to wake up my computer, as I've done
countless times, only to find nothing but a remote access text box on
a black screen.
"Your files have been seized and an investigation may soon be launched
regarding the contents of your hard drive. Be warned, the entire
contents of your hard drive will be made public if an investigation is
launched. This includes all Word documents, downloaded files and
photos, internet browser history, Email accounts and contacts, and
stored picture and video files. Some very disturbing items were
detected on your hard drive. You may call this number, 1-800-697-5283,
if you wish to avoid the exposure of your files, and any sensitive
private information, to those who may have been affected by your
actions. An email containing all files and references to a Marissa
Branson has been prepared and will be sent to Ms. Branson from your
contacts list, and will appear to be sent by you. A similar email will
also be sent to a Ms. Janice Proctor, Director of human resources,
also from your contacts list. To temporarily halt the execution of
this email, call this number before in the designated amount of time
allotted expires. Call 1-800-697-5283."
What the fuuuuuuuck?? At that, a 10 minute count down timer started,
and so did the racing in my brain! Can this really happen? Can someone
really take over a computer like this? Oh my god, if this is real, I'd
rather die that have Marissa and Janice see the things I have
fantasized about them! Apparently, it can happen. I'm soooooo screwed!
If Marissa and Janice found out, everyone would find out. I would
definitely lose my job. I would have to move! The forced bi fantasies,
the forced to be their street corner whore and gloryhole slave. The
femdom fantasies of them dressing in leather and training and
dominating me into being their secretary, their sissy maid. I see
little choice. I have to at least call, and buy some time. I call with
1:30 left on the counter.
This has to be some kind of joke. I dial, and it rings only once.
"Do not speak slave Aleasha, listen and obey. I have sent a copy of
the emails I have prepared for Marissa Branson and Janice Proctor to
your inbox for you to review. I will grant you VERY limited access to
your email to show you just how dire your current situation is. Again,
you may not speak, only listen and obey. Check your inbox now, and if
you try doing anything except open my email, I will immediately send
the emails to Marissa and Janice. Once you have viewed and verified
the contents as something you wouldn't want anyone to see, you will
say, "I am ready to obey Master." You have 60 seconds."
OMG. It's all there. All my fantasy files, web history, captioned pics
of Mistress Marissa and Mistress Janice! And MANY pics of me dressed
in my feminine 'office attire'. I see no choice. "I am ready to obey
Master."
Shit, shit shit! What the fuck am I going to do now? This could ruin
me. Definitely cost me my job. I'd definitely have to move! I'm going
to listen and obey. Master? The voice on the phone is disguised, but
definitely a man's voice. What is his angle? What does he want? Is it
money? I'm far from wealthy. I live comfortably, but by no means am I
a candidate for blackmail! And what's with this slave shit anyway?
"You will do as I say. Listen and follow every instruction, as any
transgression may result in the sending of the emails you just
reviewed. Again, you are not to speak. Listen and obey. Upon
completion of this phone call, and your acceptance of your current
situation, you will dress as follows." He obviously knows what type of
women's clothing I own.
"You will call the nearest nail salon, and schedule a mani-pedi for
yourself. You will select a deep red polish for your toe and
fingernails, and request a high gloss top coat. You will then go to
the nearest drug store or retail store and buy two bottles of hair
remover. I'll expect you to be completely smooth and hairless from the
eyebrows down. Make sure the cashier sees your pretty red nails. You
will return to your apartment and begin getting ready. Shower and
remove all hair from your eyebrows down. You will dress in appropriate
female office attire. COMPLETELY! That includes make-up, your pretty
pixie cut styled as feminine as possible, your breast forms, and a
minimum 3 ?" open toe heels. You are forbidden to wear your usual
slacks! In fact, a dress and full slip will be the only acceptable
option. You will prepare a purse containing make-up, perfume, and a
wallet with cash to pay for parking. You will prepare a small bag, in
which you will pack your wrist and ankle restraints, with padlocks,
collar and leash, penis gag, blindfold, chastity devise with BOTH
keys, and the shock collar and transmitter. At 8:45 pm tonight, you
will walk to your car, dressed as mandated above, with your purse and
bag, and drive into Pittsburgh. You will enter the Third avenue
parking garage between Wood St. and Liberty, and park on the top
level. Once there, you will take your purse and your bag, get out of
your car, and lock it, placing the car keys in your purse. You will
move behind your car, and lock on the wrist and ankle cuffs. Then, you
will put on your collar and leash. Once leashed, you will gag yourself
with the penis gag, and then blindfold yourself. Lastly, you will clip
the keys to your padlocks to the D-ring of your collar, and lock your
hands behind you. Once these steps are completed, you will await my
arrival to collect you. I will collect you promptly at 9:15. If you
are not ready as instructed, the emails will be sent immediately. This
is your only option to begin negotiations. Any transgression will
result in your complete dismissal and exposure. Do not speak. Listen
and obey"
Then the line went dead!
Oh,,,,,,,my,,,,,,,god! What have I gotten myself into? I've often
fantasized about going out dressed completely in one of my most
feminine dresses and heels, but could never get up the nerve. Now,
this man I don't even know is expecting me to not only go out fully
dressed, but get into my car, drive into town and park in a parking
garage on a Saturday night, and wait for him bound, gagged and
blindfolded. And for what I had NO idea. Yet, I had no choice but to
obey him.
I started considering calling back, and tell him to go ahead, send the
emails. Pretend not to care, but soon realized what a life changing
mistake that would be on my part. If this was for real, and he sent
them, I would die of embarrassment.
He said this would begin negotiations. Maybe I could still get out of
this if I just follow his instructions this one time, and reasoned
with him, negotiated.
Yeah, right. I had a terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach that
this wouldn't be very easy to resolve. And that I was in FAR worse
trouble than I really knew. And at that moment of stark realization, I
ran to the bathroom, and threw up!
What could I do? I wasn't holding any cards that could bluff my way
out of this with! I had Siri locate nail salons, and I called to make
an appointment as soon as possible. The girl who answered told me I
could stop by now, as they weren't really busy. I quickly dressed as
instructed, which included a bra, with my smaller breast forms,
panties, women's jeans and tank, with a women's button down , left
unbuttoned as instructed, and a pair of decidedly feminine flats with
black trouser socks.
I won't bore you with details of my excursion, just to say that I felt
so humiliated at the salon as the few women there watched me get my
nails painted deep red. And when the cashier at the Walgreens
commented on how pretty my nails looked. I was never so relieved as
when I got back to my apartment, and locked the door!
It was a little after 1:00 when I got home. I went to my office to
make sure this all wasn't some big mistake, maybe a bad dream that I
thought was real. Unfortunately, when I woke my computer up, a text
box appeared.
"Uh,uh,uhhhhhh Aleasha. After we negotiate tonight, and you accept my
terms, I will grant you enough access to your computer that you will
be able to work Monday. You will, however, be unable to alter, or
delete many files on your hard drive. Work on making yourself pretty
for me, girl. Your career will depend on how far you're willing to go
to appease me. If you disappoint me in any way, perhaps you can
appease Marissa, or Janice, or your boss Jeff Harrison, or that cute
new secretary, Allison Larkin, who you worked into that fantasy where
Marissa and Janice made you two have a blowjob race. That one was
entertaining! Tied back to back, 6 guys each, last one done went into
a gloryhole for 24 hrs. straight to improve her skills! You're a sick
one Aleasha. So depraved! How you were right there with her, both of
you sucking off your 6th guy, but of course Allison won, and you got
locked in the gloryhole. I have an email for Ms. Larkin as well, with
this fantasy included. Poor Allison. If she only knew what you were
thinking about her. See you at 9:15, slave, if you want these secrets
kept."
Needless to say, I prepared as instructed. Though I really didn't
think I could be truly prepared for the direction my life would take
that night! But my choices were very limited, or non-existent.
At 8:45 sharp, I stood at my apartment door, suddenly slammed with the
reality of what I was about to do. I hoped I looked passable enough
from a distance that I wouldn't attract much attention. 8:45 was
early, and at least being early March, it was dark already. I summoned
all the courage I could, stepped outside, closed the door, and locking
the deadbolt, and walked briskly to my car.
I realized he wasn't giving much time to hesitate. If I was to be
ready on time, I just had to keep moving, and hope the trip was
uneventful.
The drive down Rte. 51 to the Liberty Tunnels was frustrating to say
the least. It seemed I was catching every light. Time was ticking, but
the worst part was the creepers. The guys in the cars next to me were
constantly creeping up for a better look. I kept my eyes straight
ahead, hoping not to draw any unwanted attention. I finally got
through the tunnels, and then taking the Blvd. of the Allies to
Smithfield Street, I turned Left on 3rd Avenue. Soon, I was at my
destination. I entered the garage, winding my way up to the top level.
Thanks to so many things still being shut down due to Covid, the upper
level was nearly empty. I backed into a corner space, thinking it
would give me more cover. I put my parking ticket in my purse, and I
nearly panicked when I looked at the clock. 9:09. Shit! No time think,
just react.
I quickly grabbed my purse and the bag, got out, and went behind my
car. Frantically, I started preparing myself as instructed. How cruel
of him to make me clip my keys to my collar. Once I locked my hands
behind me, I'd be stuck until someone unclipped the keys, and unlocked
my hands. Before long, I was ready to lock my hands behind me. I was
gagged and blindfolded, my leash hanging from the D-ring on the front
of my collar. Once I closed the lock, which was already hooked through
the D-rings of both wrist cuffs, I was done for. I hesitated. Do I
really want to do this? There had to be other options. Think! Think!
Soon, I heard a car on the ramp, getting closer and closer. Out of
options, I snapped the lock closed.
I couldn't help thinking, actually whispering audibly, 'I'm sooooo
fucked right now!'
I ducked down behind my car as much as I could. I had no idea whether
I was out of sight or not, or if the car coming up the ramp was coming
for me. The car stopped in front of my car, and a door opened.
"Stand up Aleasha. Let's have a look at you. See if you can follow
instructions."
I stood slowly, unsure of anything around me I might hit, or run into.
I heard him walking towards me, and soon he had my leash, and was
leading me out from behind my car. I felt so exposed, and so helpless.
He led me further and further from my car, and being blindfolded, I
soon had no idea where my car even was.
We stopped, and he ran through a checklist of requirements.
"Nice. Wrist and ankle cuffs locked on, a dildo strapped in your
mouth, blindfolded, and collared and leashed. Good girl. And the keys
are clipped to the collar. Wouldn't you be fucked if I just got in my
car and left! I'm sure that, eventually, someone would come along that
would help you get loose. Awesome dress, I'm sure Marissa and Janice
would approve. And those open toe heels really show off your pretty
red toenails quite nicely."
He lifted the collar over my head, and told me to turn for him. He
would tell me to stop, and he would touch me. Touch my ass, and my
breast forms.
After a few moments, I was led to his to where his vehicle sat idling.
I heard him open the door next to me, and he guided me towards his
vehicle. My right shoulder brushed the side, and he instructed me to
step up on the running boards. He turned me carefully, and told me to
carefully start to sit, until I was seated in the vehicle. I was told
to swing my legs in, and once I was completely in, he pulled the seat
belt and shoulder strap across me, and locked it in place.
This is when I kind of started to really think I was going to die. I'd
often heard it said that when a woman is confronted by a man, do NOT
allow him to move you to another place. Scream, run, stand and fight,
because statistics show that it was very unlikely you would see the
next day. I think I was just freaking myself out!
But here I was, in a total stranger's vehicle, basically being
blackmailed into dressing up as a girl for him, being taken God only
knows where, to have God only knows what done to me.
As we started to move, it hit home how helpless I really was. Knowing
where I was, I tried to keep track of where he might be taking me. At
first I thought I was on it. Out of the garage, right on fourth, left
on Wood, or was it Smithfield?? Soon, I was totally lost. I had no
idea which direction we were driving.
After about 25minutes or so, best guess, we turned left and stopped.
Probably a driveway, then I heard the garage door opener. 'Oh my God,
we're here.' I thought to myself. He pulled in, and I heard the garage
door opener again, closing the door and trapping me in with this
stranger.
He turned the car off, and got out. He came and opened my door, and
taking me by the leash, instructed me to swing my legs out, and put my
feet on the running boards. Once I had my heels firmly planted, he
placed a hand behind my head, guiding me towards the door.
"Stand up, then step down when I tell you."
He guided and supported me while I moved awkwardly, being blindfolded
and disorientated, until I was finally out, standing on the garage
floor. Without much hesitation, and tug on the leash had me following
him through the garage. I felt so helpless, being led blindfolded,
hoping that at least wouldn't let me run into anything, or trip on
anything that might really hurt me.
He stopped me with a hand on my chest, and I heard a door opening. I
was led into the basement and into a room on the right shortly after
entering from the garage. I was led through the room and was stopped
again by a hand on my chest. I was told to turn until he said to stop,
and ordered to sit. I sat in what felt like a large, wood chair, with
a high back, and arms.
My abductor then moved behind the chair, and began unbuckling my
collar, and removed it. He walked a few steps, and I heard the sound
of the chain leash being set on a table. Returning to his spot behind
the chair, and puts a hand on my head, pulling me back into the chair.
I feel the back of my neck more or less being guided into some kind of
contoured neck support. I feel a sense of panic as he pulls a wide
leather strap around my neck, and I guess buckling it to the other
side, locks me in place in the chair. The strap was restricting, I
could barely move my head, but not to the point where it affects my
breathing.
Next, another strap, I guess there are quite a few of them connected
to the chair, is pulled around my chest, just below my breast forms,
and is buckled firmly. This process is repeated at my waist, and my
thighs, and my ankles are locked to rings on the legs of the chair.
'Yep! Now you're screwed!' I think to myself.
"I'll be back in an hour or so, and we can start negotiations. Use
this time to clearly think about your current situation. If you want
the world to know this secret you, the sissy, the whore, the depraved
little slut that needs to worship cock 24/7, the choice is easy. Just
refuse to listen and obey me. Otherwise, you will negotiate, and
accept your new role and my authority over you."
"As an example of how I will change your life, I've prepared an email
for your mother, containing the story about how she got you started
dressing up. Those Halloween's that she dressed you up in your
sister's dresses. How much you loved the feel of your sister's panties
and dresses. Blaming her for turning you into the cock hungry sissy
whore you are today. About how your first female dominant fantasies
were about your mother and sister dominating and feminizing you.
Making you live as a girl. I will forward it to your sister as well.
I'm sure she'll be amused to learn that she has a new little sister
now. I'll also copy it to your father, as I'm sure he'd be quite proud
if his new, sissy faggot 'son'"
"And, just to make it clear for you, they will be sent from your email
contacts list. Posted by you on your Facebook page, and added to your
linked in page. Meaning they will be sent by you, with an explanation
saying how you can't live a lie anymore, and how you need the world to
know the 'real you'. And they will. Everyone in your contacts list,
and on your social media sites, and in your company directory will
find out just who you really are, so think long and hard Aleasha."
With that last statement hitting home, I am left alone and helpless in
the darkness. All I can see is an end to the quite comfortable world I
had made for myself. Sure, I was a closeted, submissive sissy, but I
loved my privacy, and having it both ways. As far as I knew, no one
knew about Aleasha.
I could dress when I wanted to, or not. I could go out and be the guy
I was, albeit the guy with some VERY kinky tendencies, but who
basically had the time, the money, and freedom to choose how I lived.
If my secret life ever got out there, no one would ever look at me the
same. I would definitely never be able to go home, or visit my sister
if she ever read the fantasies I'd had about her growing up. Or go to
work after everyone knew how I fantasized about my coworkers
feminizing me, and turning me into a cheap whore. If the guys at work
read the fantasy about Mistress Janice being put in charge of office
morale, and her locking me, on my knees in the men's room, dressed as
a sissy secretary, and inviting all the men in the company to 'pay me
a visit', I knew I could never show my face there again.
Once again, I was faced with only one choice, try to negotiate an
amicable solution with my abductor. I'm sure the terms would be less
than desirable for me, but at least he would be the only one who knew,
and that was worth the chance. He did say that if we could negotiate
terms, I would at least be able to work Monday, and I could try to
project a face of normalcy.
After what seemed like hours, I heard someone coming down the stairs,
and enter the room. Before long, the blindfold was being removed. I
was about to see my abductor! I wasn't really sure I wanted to. What
if it was someone I knew? I'd die from embarrassment!
"I am going to remove your gag. I know you will miss having a cock in
your mouth, but be assured, if negotiations don't go well, I have a
much larger dildo gag I will strap in. Also, you will be permitted to
answer my questions and speak freely during negotiations. However, be
advised, anything you may say will be part of the record. I am
videotaping this negotiation session to protect me from any future
fraudulent claims. You will answer as briefly, and honestly as
possible. I will tell you when you may speak, or ask a question. This
negotiation session will be the only meeting between us where you may
speak at all. Show your understanding by nodding for yes, and shaking
you head for no."
I nod my understanding, and the gag is removed.
My captor moves from behind the chair, and I am slightly shocked, and
instantly feel uncomfortable to see he is completely naked! And that
he is pretty tall. He towered over me at 6'2. But even more unnerving,
he was Black. He was not aroused, yet. That is to say, his cock wasn't
hard, but I could tell it would be above average if it was.
"That's right whore, you will look at nothing but my cock when it is
visible to you. You will never look me in the eyes, unless I tell you
to. You will look only at the most important thing in your life from
now on, my cock."
As uncomfortable as it made me, I obeyed, and realized how aroused I
was becoming from staring at his cock. I really hoped he never found
out how aroused I really was.
"I'm going to ask you some questions, which you will answer sincerely,
and honestly. First though, you need to know that I've known about you
for almost a year now. I've been in your computer for that long as
well. See, your boss, Jeff, hired me to find out why every now and
then there were periods of instability on his companies servers. I was
given remote access to any machines logging onto his servers. You were
an unexpected consequence of that access. One afternoon I was kind of
bored, and I accessed your computer, because I noticed that you got
careless. On the company servers, I found references to web sites like
'forced womanhood', 'femdom strap on', and searches for 'forced bi
sissification," and feminization. It didn't take much to track it back
to your IP address."
My jaw dropped! Shit, he could totally ruin me.
"I never told Jeff about it, instead stretching out my investigation,
as I knew he would revoke my access once completed. However, Jeff was
getting impatient, so I needed to act. I sent you a harmless email,
the one supposedly from Macy's, advertising a huge lingerie sale. I
knew you'd open it. I added an attachment promising more unbelievable
deals, like bogo panties, and of course you downloaded and opened it
like a good little girl! And in doing so, you downloaded my remote
access software, and granted me access when you did."
"I've been checking in on you every day for the past year, gathering
information, planning for this day. See, I've been pimping since high
school. Little white sluts LOVE being owned by big strong black men.
They're so easy to manipulate into whoring. I think they love the
feeling of submission, and serving the superior black race."
"I've never owned a sissy whore, but a lot of my clients showed, how
should I say this? They've expressed a very strong desire to humiliate
a white sissy, and make them their feminized sex slave. And here you
are, just dropped into my hands like a gift from heaven. I just knew I
had to take possession of you, and you have given me the leverage to
do that."
"You, however, I'm sure are totally unprepared for what's about to
come for you. Once we begin negotiations, your only options upon
hearing my terms will be accept or decline. Decline will end
negotiations, and you will be returned to your car. And once you find
someone to unclip the keys from your collar, and release you, you may
return to your apartment. By the time you get home, emails will have
already been sent."
"Once you accept an offer, I will give you a brief amount of time to
amend, or counter any offers made. I, however, may accept or decline
any counter offers. Remember what we are negotiating here. All
decisions made today are final and irrevocable. So precede carefully,
Aleasha. Nod if you understand."
I nod my understanding, and try to prepare for any scenarios he may
bring up. And soon, he begins, and my heart sinks.
From this moment forward, to secure the protection of your secret
transgressions and misconducts from being revealed to your boss, Jeff,
coworkers Marissa Branson, Janice Proctor, and, well basically
everyone you know, about your browsing history on company servers,
during working hours, and the shameful use of the people in your
company to sate your perverted little fantasies, Aleasha will make
herself available every second of every day while she is not working,
to serve the whims and desires of her new owner and master, Master
Marcus. This will include Master Marcus possessing a key to Aleasha's
apartment, providing 24/7 access to Aleasha for more advanced training
and use. This will also include the eventual leasing out of Aleasha to
Master Marcus' friends at Master Marcus' whim. In effect, Aleasha will
accept her new role as Master Marcus' new sissy whore. Accept or
decline?"
I sat there, probably looking like an idiot with my mouth hanging wide
open! I had no idea what to say. I tried to do what I could to keep my
dignity at least.
"Amend please," was all I could think of at the time.
"You must first accept or decline. Accept, and negotiations will
proceed. Otherwise, we're finished here."
I think very carefully about my next step. By accepting, does that
mean that I have already consented to the original terms if he denies
my appeal? If I don't accept, it's all over. I really have no choice.
"Accept."
"Very well. How do you wish to amend? And think carefully, because
this will become the law you live by."
"I agree to your mandate as long as it doesn't involve anyone I know
finding out about it. I'm not dumb, I know I have no leverage as far
as how I can secure your protection of my 'secrets', but only ask that
our agreement be kept confidential, and that my life can remain as it
previously was."
"I would also like to request that I be notified when you might be
visiting me, as I may from time to time have a friend or family member
visiting."
"And I really don't know if I can do what you're asking, be a whore.
What if it's someone I know? I can't risk someone I know seeing that
I'm not just a sissy, but also a whore. It would ruin me anyway. And
will your friends use protection at least? Would I be expected to
swallow? I just, I don't know. This is just way too much!" I manage to
counter, tears of futility forming in my eyes.
I can tell he is carefully weighing his response, and as I am still
staring at his cock as instructed, I can see it is starting to react a
little. Twitching, up and down, ever so slightly. I think that he is
excited about my acceptance of his offer, but that that may be
tempered by my counter offer, my 'amendment'.
"I can see this will be very hard on you, Aleasha, but crying can't
help you now. Remember, you brought this on yourself, and I'm just
taking advantage of a situation of your own doing. But I CAN be
reasonable," he says, and a glimmer of hope wells up in me.
"Agreed on amendment 1. Master Marcus will not involve anyone that I
know that you have personal relationships with in our agreement.
Unless, of course, you egregiously violate the terms of this contract
in any way. Default on your part will mean an 'anything goes' clause
will take its place."
"Declined on amendment 2. In return for Master Marcus' protection,
sissy Aleasha shall forfeit all activities outside her job, which
Master Marcus has graciously permitted her to keep, and be in a
constant state of readiness to serve Master Marcus. This includes
dressing and make-up suitable to Master Marcus' whims. Sissy Aleasha
shall be available 24/7 when not physically at her work station".
Declined on number 3. I know, just from reading your fantasies that
you often dream of being pimped out. If it would make you feel better
about being a fucking whore, I could send those fantasies to Marissa
and Janice, along with a long, pleading message from you that you
would give anything to be their whore. Would it make it better to be
pimped out by them? Do you really think they would take you up on that
offer? Especially after seeing how you worked their pictures into your
twisted fantasies? They would definitely have you fired, and possibly
try to press charges and have you arrested! NO, you're going to be a
whore, and you're going to become my whore. As my whore, you will
perform any act, on any of my paying friends, whether that means
getting fucked bareback 20 times a day, or swallowing 20 loads of
black seed a day. Or both. And be grateful that I will send your
customers to your apartment, instead of making you stand on a street
corner, like in your Marissa and Janice fantasies. And consider this,
I still could. This is my final offer. So now, my new whore, Accept or
decline?"
What choices? Oh great, if I'm lucky he doesn't get mad at me and send
Jeff, or some of the guys from work to my apartment for a little fun.
"30 seconds Aleasha. Please accept or decline."
With not much choice, I see no other option.
"Accept," I reply, feeling defeated. At least this will be kept a
secret, private arrangement. At least that was all I could hope for.
"Excellent," Master Marcus responded. "And now for some rules of
conduct. You will respond with 'accept or decline'."
"1) Sissy Aleasha will obey all commands, without question or
hesitation, or face strict penalties, the severity dependent on the
depth of the disobedience, including the nullification of this
agreement, and full disclosure of all information about Aleasha's
misuse of company property, and the degrading use of her coworkers in
her depraved sexual fantasy life. Basically resulting in all emails
being sent out, effectively outing you. Accept or decline?"
"Accept."
"Perfect," he replies.
"2) During non-working hours, Aleasha shall be dressed 100% female.
Aleasha will wear only dresses or skirts, and heels no less than 3?."
Aleasha will always wear heels, 24/7, even to bed, as Aleasha shall
always be ready to serve Master Marcus, and while doing so, must
always be in heels. Accept or decline?"
"Accept."
"3) While at her work station, during working hours only, shall be to
only time that Aleasha will be allowed to wear slacks, and a women's
button down shirt, instead a dress or skirt and women's blouse, unless
she wishes to wear a dress or women's blouse for work. No items of
'men's' clothing will ever be acceptable, and she will dress 100% in
women's clothes. Women's slacks, tops, bra, panties, pantyhose and
heels will be your approved office attire. Only while preforming
necessary functions outside the home, such as grocery shopping,
hairstyling, and mani-pedi's will Aleasha be permitted to wear women's
slacks outside of working hours. For errands outside of Aleasha's
apartment, Women's slacks, a women's top, and of course, a bra,
panties and pantyhose, and heels will be the only acceptable attire.
Pantyhose may be replaced by knee highs, or women's trouser socks for
pedicure appointments only. Aleasha will NEVER be permitted to wear
jeans, and shall discard any women's jeans in her possession. Aleasha
will also discard any women's shoes or boots with less than 3 ?"
heels, and shall, even while running errands, wear only these approved
heels. Accept or decline?"
I start to think about how really screwed I really am. I can't amend,
only accept or decline. I can't go out grocery shopping in women's
slacks and heels. Maybe I can appeal to a sense of mercy, if he has
one.
"May I amend? Please!" I plead with him.
"Accept or decline? If you accept, I may allow you to plead your case.
But you will accept that you are mine now, and I will keep your secret
as long as you work very hard to please me. Now, accept or decline?"
"Accept," I answer, knowing that if I decline, the consequences were
unfathomable.
"Excellent! You have 20 seconds to convince me why this should be
amended. Go."
"Please Master Marcus, if you make me go out dressed like that, people
will know, will find out I'm a sissy. You said you wouldn't do that to
me. Please. Let me dress less feminine while out. Please reconsider?!"
I beg of him.
"Rejected. You have options. Travel farther to shop, where you are
less likely to be seen by people you know. I said I would not involve
people I know you have a personal relationship with, and I'm not. You
would be if you just went to your neighborhood stores, but that would
be YOUR doing. You could also make yourself more passable by doing
your make-up and hair, adding women's accessories, and be the 'woman'
you now are. The rule stands as agreed to, no exceptions. Accept or
decline?"
Oh my god! It just gets worse!
"Accept," I answer. Shit. This is getting bad!
"4) For very rare cases, the only acceptable occasions being family
functions, in person office meetings, or if applicable, any legal
proceedings Aleasha may need to honor, such as jury duty, Aleasha may
retain 2 male suits and accessories, and 2 male casual outfits,
including jeans, tees, 2 button downs, and any accessories to complete
these outfits. The male outfits shall be locked in a sturdy, secure
foot locker which shall be padlocked, and Master Marcus shall retain
the keys. All other male clothing shall be discarded immediately.
Access to these male outfits will require a request, detailing the
reason for the need to access these outfits. The request must also be
given with 48hrs notice, as well as with proof that the situation
meets the criteria mentioned above for permitting Aleasha to dress as
a man. Of, Master Marcus may reject Aleasha's request for any reason.
Accept or decline?"
What the fuck???? I'm so screwed!
"Accept or decline, Aleasha?"
"Accept," I answer defeated.
"5) After 10:00 PM, Aleasha shall wear only baby doll nighties with
matching panties, and appropriately colored heels for lounging and to
bed, in case Master Marcus stops by to use Aleasha. Aleasha will also
keep her hair, make-up and nails flawless, as well as maintain a
perfectly hairless body for Master Marcus. Aleasha will always wear
the collar she will be given by Master Marcus upon acceptance of this
new rule while not at her work station, but not while performing her
whore duties, for reasons to be made clear when appropriate, and has
an option to wear it if desired while running errands. The collar must
immediately be put on as soon as Aleasha leaves her work station, and
has no clients on her schedule, when she is waiting to serve Master
Marcus, and while sleeping. Accept or decline?"
"Accept." As if I have a choice. At least I wouldn't have to wear the
collar while out!
"Mmmm, perfect!"
At that, Master Marcus walks to a table on the other side of the room.
I am in awe of how his semi hard cock sways, bouncing up and down as
he walks. It's so much bigger than mine ever is when it's hard, and
he's not even fully erect yet. And it's sooooooooo black!
He stands before me, and shows me my new collar. It is hot pink
leather, about 2 inches wide, with chrome letters spelling my new
status, 'whore'. He reaches around my neck and guides the strap
through the buckle, claiming me as his whore. Oh yeah, like I'd wear
this to the grocery store!
As he stands back a little to admire his work, I see his cock has
gotten even harder. Not quite there yet, but awe inspiring in even its
semi hard length and girth. As it got harder it not only got longer,
but even thicker.
"You like my cock, don't you? Tell me how much you love my cock,
whore."
"Your cock is so beautiful Master Marcus! I am fascinated by your
cock," I tell him, immediately feeling the surrender in me coming
sooner than I thought.
"Beg me to let you kiss it whore. I know you want to. I know you want
to suck it. I know you want me to fuck you like a nasty whore. You
want my cock down your throat, and my cum in your mouth to swallow and
become addicted to. Beg for it now. Pledge yourself to dedicating
every second of your life from this second forward to servicing my
cock."
"Please Master Marcus, please let me kiss your cock! I promise you,
from now until the day I die I will live for nothing but worshipping
your beautiful cock. Please let me kiss your cock."
He steps forward, and begins undoing the straps at my waist, chest,
and finally, the strap around my neck.
"Kiss my cock whore," he demands, as he grabs a fistful of hair, and
guides me down, towards his now fully hard cock. It's so big. I kiss
it. Again and again I kiss the head of his cock!
"Open whore, I'm going to claim that whore mouth of yours."
I open, and immediately his cock is sliding in and out of my mouth! I
can't believe I'm finally doing this! Years of fantasy, and now a
black man has enslaved me, made me his whore, and I am finally giving
a man my first blowjob! He has me. He owns me now!
He starts quickening his pace, trying to go deeper, into my throat. I
try my best to take him, but he's so damn big. I start to gag, and he
lets up a little. After a few minutes, I feel him tense up, and I feel
his cum pouring into my mouth.
"Don't swallow. Not yet. I want you to hold my cum in your mouth until
I tell you to swallow. I want you to get a taste for it. I want you to
crave it, become addicted to it. Just savor it while I tell you rule
6."
It was a pretty big load, and I felt so humiliated having it in my
mouth like that. It had a unique taste and texture to it, but it
wasn't as nasty as I always thought it would be.
"6) Aleasha, acknowledging by swallowing Master Marcus' cum, when
given permission, shall relinquish all free will to Master Marcus, who
shall make all decisions, including wardrobe, diet, exercise regimens,
appearance, nail color, and any other decisions regarding Aleasha's
behavior, and demeanor while not at her work station. This will
include sending Aleasha out on 'dates' to select clients as Master
Marcus' sissy whore. Accept or decline? Accept by swallowing now, and
then saying accept."
I was too far gone by now. Everything he had on me, and now he had
video of me begging for his cock? Sucking his cock and swallowing on
command? I gave in completely, and swallowed.
"Accept," I reply, totally defeated.
"Awesome. And now that I own you, you have no free will. I now control
everything and anything in your life. I have a few more gifts for you,
before I take you back to your car, so, let's get you ready." He says,
as he walks to the table again. He returns with what I know to be a
head trainer. It includes a ball gag, and a blindfold. I sit,
motionless, as he begins strapping me onto it. The ball gag is
strapped in tightly, and he begins buckling the rest of the straps.
The top strap had a d-ring attached, which was on top of my head once
the strap was buckled. Lastly, he buckled the straps which went under
my chin, crisscrossed around my neck, and buckled in the back. Next,
he strapped the blindfold into place, and I'm left to only guess
what's coming next.
He removes the remaining straps holding me to the chair, but leaves my
ankle cuffs locked to the chair legs, and my hands are still cuffed
behind me.
I feel him take the d-ring on top of my head, and something is
attached to it, with a hasp I guess, or a padlock maybe? After a few
seconds, I hear an electric motor come on, and soon there is a tug at
the d-ring at the top of the head trainer! I am basically pulled to my
feet by the head trainer!
He moves in front of me, and I feel the hem of my dress, and the full
slip being lifted. They are rolled up, and tucked into the decorative
belt around at my waist.
I feel his fingers in the waistband of my panties and pantyhose, and
they are unceremoniously yanked down. I feel very exposed and
frightened!
"Now, to ensure I own your free will, I am going to take possession of
that tiny clit of yours. That's right whore. You're going into strict
chastity. You will not have one unpermitted erotic thought ever again
after I lock my chastity cage on you. The one you brought?? Way too
big for a tiny clitty like yours. I have the perfect size for you.
You're going to need to be VERY careful about what you think about
from now on. No more fantasy writing for sure. I'm sure Marissa and
Janice would thank me for that. No, from this moment on, only g-rated
thoughts for you I'm afraid. You will only get to cum when I allow it,
and you will only get to cum like girls cum, by getting fucked by a
big hard cock!"
All I could do is muffle my protest into the ball gag, as I feel him
feeding my balls through the base ring of the cage. Once my dick and
balls are through the base, he starts working the cage over my
terrified and quite flaccid 'clit' as he called it. Compared to his
cock, that's what mine was. It was a tiny cage, as my totally limp
clitty felt quite confined when he finally got everything in place,
and inserted the barrel lock! Taking the key out of the locked cage, I
was now pretty much castrated, And he owned me 100%.
"Done! I own you thoughts now. Since this is MY cage, I know you won't
have any hidden keys, and anytime you start thinking thoughts you
shouldn't be, you'll be reminded that Master Marcus is your keyholded,
and you'd better work hard to please him if you wish to beg for even 1
minutes release from chastity. I thought about sending all the keys to
Marissa and Janice! Wouldn't that totally fuck you? They'd look at
them, wonder what the hell they're for, and then probably throw them
away."
Ok. Next are appearance issues. For that I'm going to need my girl.
You see, my girl does tattoos and piercing. That's her tat chair you
were sitting in, but I'll keep you on your toes while she works. Ready
babe?" he yells, and I hear another person enter the room.
"She's cute. What is she getting, hon?"
"I thought maybe my 'black owned' barcode on the back of her neck. I
want it to be easily accessible for scanning, and visible at all
times, unless she has her collar on. See, she'll have to choose
between the two, and decide if she wants to let people know she's a
whore, or that she's black owned when she's out running errands. I
want a queen of spades on her left shoulder, which has to include 'BBC
Whore' somehow, and a BBC Whore tramp stamp. I'll let your imagination
run wild on that one. As far as piercings, what do you think?
Definitely nipple rings, don't you think?"
At that, I start struggling against me restraints.
"Oh yeah. Look how scared she is. Definitely nipple rings. And I'm
thinking three holes per ear. Is that enough? Hoop earrings in her
earlobes, and 2 pink studs above them?"
"That should do for now. Give me a holler when you're ready to do the
tramp stamp, I'll help you get her over the table."
"Hold on. I'll need you help with the nipple piercing. Keep her from
squirming too much. Help me get her nipples exposed." They worked the
zipper of my dress, and pulled the dress down to my belt.
Next, they pulled the straps of my bra and slip down my arms, removed
my breast forms, and pushed my bra down until my nipples were fully
exposed.
"We need to keep her from squirming so much, you're going to have to
hold her still," the woman said.
"I don't think so, but this might help," he replied, as the whir of
the electric motor started again and the head trainer was pulled up
even farther, stopping only when my toes were the only part of me on
the floor.
"Better, I guess you can go. I really can't believe a big, strong man
like you is so squeamish about needles and piercing," she taunted him.
"I'll do her nipples first, and then I'll do her ears. Big hoop and
two studs in each ear, right?
"Yes. Big hoops and two pink studs in each will do. Give me a call
when she's done," he said as he left the room
Without hesitation, she started swabbing my left nipple. I pleaded
into the gag, 'Please don't! No please don't do this! pleeeeeease
don't! Pleeeeeeeease!!' My nipple was then grasped by some sort of
tong devise, holding my nipple in place, and totally ignoring my
begging and pleading, she starts pushing a piercing needle through my
left nipple. I started to whimper. I was expecting the pain to be much
worse, but it was pretty much like a bee sting.
The pain wasn't nearly as bad as I expected. The needle was left in my
left nipple, and immediately, she began swabbing my right nipple. But
as soon as the swabbing was done, the clamp grabbed my right nipple.
And soon I felt the needle piercing through my right nipple, I kind of
'yelped' as she pushed, and twisted the needle, until it punctured
through the other side. Again, this needle was left in place.
She walked to the other side of the room for a second, and returned to
continue her work. I felt something at my left earlobe, and heard a
click. I felt the post penetrate, and piercing 1 was done. Two more
studs were pierced along my left ear. The same procedure was repeated
on my right ear, and my ears were done. Once all the holes were done,
she removed the studs from my earlobes, and the post of the big hoop
earrings were placed in each earlobe. It was a new and strange
sensation to feel the weight of them, as they swayed back and forth.
The woman then returned her attention to my nipples. She quickly
removed the needle from my left nipple, and I felt the bar of the
nipple ring being inserted. It really wasn't as bad as I thought it
would be, and there wasn't much pain at all. After some adjustment,
she repeated this procedure with the right nipple, and it was done. I
felt so violated. Having her pierce my nipples and ears against my
will was humiliating. I felt like a possession, like property. I guess
that's what I was now. The buckle of my collar was undone, and the
collar was removed for the time being.
The woman moved behind me, and I felt something on my neck, just below
my hairline. She rubbed it for a few seconds, and then peeled
something like plastic from my neck. Without any hesitation, I heard a
humming, and she set to work with the needle, tattooing a 'barcode' on
my neck.
"You know, this is a real barcode," she casually commented, "Marcus
has it registered as his. When it is scanned with a cell phone, it
brings your page on his website, with a brief description. Guess what
yours will tell people. It will tell them that you are the property of
Master Marcus' and that your position is 'Sissy Whore'." She says,
giggling. "It will have a drop down menu of services men can purchase,
and prices. All someone has to do is register to his web site, and
enter their payment information. Once they're registered, all they'll
have to do is scan your barcode, select a service, or sometime
services, click 'pay', and you're theirs for 15 to 30 minutes,
depending on what they buy. Pretty cool huh? It will also give a Trak
Phone number so customers, his cop friends, and other pimps can return
you if you try to run away. And believe me girl, you don't want to get
caught trying to get away from Marcus" She says, as she laughs
quietly. "Yeah, I don't know, or even care what you did to end up as
one of Marcus' bitches, and you are his first sissy whore, but I'll
tell you this, you are sooooooo fucked right now. Marcus never goes to
this much trouble for a whore. Just turns them out"
She returned to her work, and after about 45 minutes, she says "Done
with that one sweetie. You're officially branded, and you are now the
property of Marcus.
"This next one will take about an hour, hun. Try to relax a little.
I'll let you down a little if you promise to be a good girl. Will you
be a good girl for Leah?" she asks, and I nod my head 'yes'. "Good
girl. Keep being a good girl for Marcus, if you know what's good for
you. I've seen him really rough up some of his uppity whores."
My calf muscles are starting to scream from being on my toes for so
long. I hear the whir of the motor again, and the tension on the head
trainer is completely released. I am still standing though, at least
for another hour.
I feel something on my left shoulder, up high, and again she rubs, and
then peels back something like plastic again. Without hesitation, my
queen of spades tattoo is being applied. After 25 minutes she stops.
"I need to free hand the 'BBC Whore', or you know what, I think
spelling out 'Black cock whore' would be more definitive, and best
describe your new role. Yes, I'm sure Marcus won't mind. But don't
worry, I'll make it pretty, and girly for you. I'll even use pink ink
as a border on the big black letters." She chuckles
I feel her tracing out the letters, and soon she is back to work, and
after about another 25 minutes, the humming of the needle stops. She
walks across the room, and calls out the door.
"She's ready for her tramp stamp Marcus."
She returns to me, and soon Marcus enters the room. He walks over to
me and inspects her work. He fingers the rings in my nipples, flicking
them up and down, making me squeal when he does. He touches each
earring in my ears, then moves behind me to check out tattoos.
"You're a real Rembrandt, Leah. When will I be able to scan her, and
register her into my stable? I've been telling my customers I've had a
submissive white sissy whore on the line for months now. She's drawing
a lot of interest already."
"2 days tops. She should heal up nicely."
"Alright! Let's get this whore tramp stamped." He responded
enthusiastically. The whir of the motor again, and the hasp was
released from the d-ring on the head harness, and my ankles are
released from the rings on the chair legs.
I was led across the room, to a table, and pushed forward until my
waist and torso were on the table. A strap was pulled across my back,
and buckled to the other side of the table, holding me in place. Then,
my ankles were locked to D-rings on the legs of the table. The hem of
my dress and slip were pulled up and bunched up on my shoulders,
exposing my lower back.
"Let me know when she's done," he said, and I guess he was gone again.
"Sorry girl, this one's going to take a while." she said, as again, I
felt something on my back, and then the rubbing again, then the
peeling off of something. Soon the hum started again, and Leah began
permanently branding me as a BBC Whore with a tramp stamp on the small
of my back. After what seemed like an eternity, it was done. Much to
my surprise, Leah reached between my legs, and started stroking my
chastity cage!
"He really got it on there, huh? He had me pick that up for him. I
thought, no way is there a cock THAT small, but I guess I was wrong"
she says, laughing out loud.
"She's done Marcus."
I hear him enter the room, and whistle. "Well, there's no denying it
now whore. It's right there for all to see while they're fucking you."
"Did you finish the modifications on that thing yet?" Leah asks. "It's
getting late, and I just want to get that thing on her and get home."
"Yes I did. Let's get her up and back to the hoist. You can give me a
hand getting her ready to go back to her car before you go?" he asks
her.
I listen to this conversation, and all I can think is, 'oh good lord,
now what?'
The strap across my back, holding me down on the table, is removed,
and my ankles are released from the table legs, and I hobble back to
the chair, and my ankles are locked to the chair legs again. The hasp
is reattached, and once again, then motor starts to whir again, I feel
the tug on the head trainer, and I am pulled up onto my toes again.
"Let me get the ointment and bandages on, and then she'll be good to
go." Leah says, as she applies an ointment to my 3 new 'brandings',
and places bandages on them. Once done, they start to start to redress
me.
They begin by pulling the straps of my bra and slip up onto my
shoulders. A cloth, like gauze was placed over each nipple ring, and
my breast forms were placed in my bra cups. Then the dress was pulled
back up, and the zipper was pulled up.
"Ok, let me get this locked on her, and we can check to see if it
works," she says, as I feel her wrapping some type of strap behind my
chastity cage. As it tightens, I panic, as I feel the 2 prongs digging
into the base of my balls. The shock collar! As she tightens it, I
hear clicks, like handcuffs. She stops, and after tugging on the
receiver a few time, she seems satisfied it wasn't coming off!
"How in the fuck did you do that?" she asked him. "I don't even see a
keyhole to unlock it."
"I can't tell you all my secrets Leah. Let's just say that I'm the
only one who can take it off. Would you like to do the honors? It's
already set at 35, the highest level she said she could take. Just
press that button."
"Wait, which button?"
"This one here, with the lightning bolt. That's the shock function.
Once you press it, you'll see a number come up," he explained to her.
"Ok. It says 35."
"Good. Now press the red button."
I yelped into the ball gag as the shock hit the base of my balls.
"Oh my god." Leah laughs hysterically, "That's too funny. Can I do it
again?" she asked.
"As much as you like, my dear," he replied. "After the masterpiece of
work you did on her, it's the least I could do."
She shocks me again, laughing as I jump a little.
"Tell you what, go out to the garage and do a few random shocks, maybe
8 or 10. Space them out randomly, so she can't tell when they're
coming. Then I'll know it's really working, and she's not faking it.
Just press the button, wait a second, and say shock."
I start to whimper into the ball gag.
"Awwwww. Poor baby. She's so scared." She says mockingly, as she
leaves the room and heads for the garage. It doesn't take long for the
first shock. I jump, and yelp, and I hear her say, "Shock."
This is repeated about 8 or 9 more times. Finally, Master Marcus calls
her back to the room."
I think that's good. She definitely didn't know it was coming.
Transmitter please." He tells her
Leah hands it over, but only after she shocks me one more time. She
laughs as I yelp into the ball gag, and twitch at the shock.
"Yeah, I think she'll be a very obedient whore for you Marcus,
especially while she's locked into that thing. How much do you think
she can make for you?" She asks, with a very curious tone in her
voice.
"Haven't decided what her weekday amounts will be, as part of her
agreement was that she would be allowed to keep her job. If I work her
until midnight on weekdays, maybe $150 a night." He says. Is he
serious? How many guys would that be?? Every night? "But weekends, I
wouldn't expect anything less than $300 a day. She'll probably make me
a lot more than that if I whore her out to some of my 'specialty'
clients. You know, the bondage, S&M guys. They've already offered to
pay a lot to rough up my white sissy bitch. A couple of those a day,
it could be $800 a day."
Leah whistles. "Damn, maybe I'll get me a few whores of my own. I'd
pimp them out only to the S&M guys. Big money!" she laughs. "Well, I'm
out of here. You got her from here?" she asks.
"Help me get her panties and pantyhose up, and I'll get the rest.
Thanks again for everything. Maybe I'll give her to you for the
weekend sometime. I think she'd enjoy a weekend with a sadistic bitch
like you. And your girl would probably enjoy it too. I could set you
up with a payment page, so any money made from pimping her out over
the weekend would go straight to you. I'm sure you and Ashley would
probably get her roughed up pretty good"
"Oh yeah, any time you want to find out her tolerances, send her
over." She replied enthusiastically, as they got my panties and
pantyhose in place around my cage, and the shock receiver, and my slip
and dress are let down, and smoothed into place.
"Oh, I put care instructions and salve in her purse for the tattoos,
and antiseptic wipes for the piercings. She should take the hoops out
when she gets home tonight, but put the studs back in their holes, so
they don't close up. If she wants to remove them all to hide her
little sissy secret from her coworkers, she can. But they ALL have to
go back in as soon as she's done working. It will be good for her to
practice putting her earrings in."
"Thanks Leah, I owe you big," he said.
"I know you do. We'll square up. Goodbye Aleasha. It was nice meeting
you. I'm sure the guys will just LOVE you. I'm sure Marcus will be
having me do more work on you some day soon." And she was gone.
"Well, looks like we're about done here, my little whore. From this
moment on, you will only speak when I give you permission. Listen and
obey, understand?" he says.
I nod my understanding.
"Good girl. Now, I'm going to release you from everything except the
wrist cuffs, those stay locked behind you until I get you back to the
garage." And saying that, the tension on the head trainer is released,
and he begins removing the head trainer. Next, my ankles are unlocked
from the D-rings on the legs of the chair.
"Sit." He says, as a hand on my shoulder pushes me down into the
chair. "My cock is hard again, and needs to be worshipped. Get to
work, whore." I suck his cock for what felt like maybe 10 minutes
before I am once again swallowing another load of his 'black seed', as
he calls it.
Well, isn't this just great? Now he has another video of me sucking
his cock.
"Stand up whore. Time to go," he tells me. "I won't put your new
collar on you, and I guess you don't need to start wearing it
permanently at home until your brandings heal. Walk, to the garage."
We get to his vehicle, and it's a big SUV, an Escalade. The windows
are so dark, and I breathe a sigh of relief to myself, realizing that
no one could see me in the back seat. He opens the rear, driver's side
door, and I step up on the running boards, and get myself into the
back seat. Once again he buckles me in, and then puts my purse and my
bag on the floor at my feet. Much to my disdain, he blindfolds me
again.
"Sorry Aleasha, none of my whores know where my house is, and I plan
on keeping it that way. I can't have crazy whores showing up at the
house at all hours of the night."
Once blindfolded, he closes my door, gets into the driver's seat, and
opens the garage door. Soon, we are on the road. I can't wait to get
home and shower! And sleep!
"I will follow you to your apartment. We have unfinished business as
far as your conditions that need to be addressed tonight. I am going
to pick the 'male' clothes you are permitted to keep. The rest of your
'male' clothes will be placed in trash bags, which you will bring to
my SUV for me to dispose of. I'm worried that if we threw them in the
dumpster at your apartment, you might do something stupid, like try to
retrieve them. No, this is permanent, and non-negotiable. As you take
your former wardrobe to my SUV, you will bring in the foot locker in
the back, so we can lock away any temptation you may have to ever
dress as a man again, without my consent. You may complete this task
dressed as you are, or you may change into your baby doll nightie and
heels, as mandated in our agreement as proper attire for you after
9:00. If it were my choice, I'd make you change, but I graciously give
you the choice."
"When you finish disposing of all your male clothes, you will place
the 'emergency' male clothes I select for you in the foot locker,
place my padlocks on it, lock it up, and hand me the keys."
Next, you will give me a key to your apartment. 24/7 access to you is
a key mandate to our agreement. As my property, I will use you any
time, night or day. Don't be surprised if I show up at 3 in the
morning for some head, or a quick fuck. And if I have friends with me,
you will obey and service them as you would obey me. If you don't have
2 keys, I will take yours and get copies made.
Oh my god, I'm screwed. This is all too real. Tomorrow, I'll have
nothing but women's clothes to wear. I don't see any way out of this.
He has control of my life now.
After about 25 minutes, we stop, and his window goes down, and we
shortly start driving again, winding up, and up. We were at the
parking garage. He stops, puts the SUV in park, and gets out. My door
opens, and Marcus removes my blindfold, and the seatbelt.
"Get out of my car whore," he says, kind of loudly, and harshly.
I get my legs spun out of the door, step onto the running boards, and
then step down to the ramp of the garage. My heels are very loud in
the concrete, and I nervously look around, hoping I'm not drawing
attention. He removes my collar from the bag on the floor, unclips the
keys, and tells me to turn around. Soon, my hands are unlocked. It
feels soooooooo good to stretch them, and work the cramps out.
"Ok bitch, let's get moving. Take your purse, take the elevator to the
lobby, and pay for your parking," he says, "I don't want to be out all
night."
He sees the hesitation, the panic on my face. There have to be people
out. Security guards at least, patrolling the garage. Then it hits me,
the shock collar jumps to life, and I yelp, and accept the fact that I
have no choice. I walk to the elevator, press the call button, and
wait.
Fortunately, there is no one on the elevator when it arrives, and
before I know it, the doors open to the lobby. Thankfully, the lobby
is also empty, not even a security guard. I quickly remove the ticket
from my purse, pay the $15 dollars, and hurry back to the elevator.
As I step off the elevator on the top level, Marcus is waiting in his
car.
"Come on bitch, let's move that whore ass," he yells out the window.
I'm so embarrassed. I hope there's still no one around. I don't even
look. I don't want to know. I just walk as quickly as my heels will
let me, unlock my car, and get out of there as quickly as possible.
As promised, Marcus was right on my bumper the whole way back to my
apartment. As I pull into the lot, and I pull into a spot in front of
my building, I see Marcus break off, and drive to the other end of the
parking lot.
'Oh my god, no! Please don't make me walk all the way down there.' I
whisper to myself. He really is trying to get people to see me, the
little white sissy being bossed around by his new black owner.
I see Marcus walking across the parking lot. His Escalade must be 300
feet from my building, as he is parked at the next building. As he
gets close to my car, I nervously look around to make sure none of my
neighbors are out.
"Come on bitch, get out of the fucking car! Now!" he says loudly. Not
shouting, but loud enough to really freak me out!
I get out of the car, and he walks up to me, and puts his arm around
me.
"Come on baby girl, let's go up to your place and have some fun." He
says, as he herds me towards the steps his arm holding me tightly to
his side, as he runs his hand up and down my back, and rubbing my ass.
Fortunately, I I live on the second level, so it's only one flight of
20 steps, and a short walk down a short hallway to my apartment.
Unfortunately, the steps, and the floor are concrete the whole way,
and the click clacking of my heels is really making me nervous.
Soon, we are at the door to my apartment. I reach into my purse,
taking out the key to my door, and move to unlock it. Marcus stopped
me, and had me turn to face him, and he pulled me into him. He started
trying to kiss me, and when I hesitated, he slapped me. Hard! I
couldn't believe it! "You will pay dearly for that hesitation bitch.
When I kiss you, you will kiss me like the fucking whore you are." And
to emphasize his disapproval, he slapped me again.
Holy shit, I think. I can only imagine the neighbors, with their eyes
to the peep hole, wondering what the hell is going on! The stinging,
and the warmth of the slaps were spreading across my right cheek.
Immediately, he moved back in to kiss me, but this time kissed him
back with every ounce of passion I could muster. My face stung from
being slapped so hard. It was sooo degrading. I've fantasized about
doing so many nasty things with men in my Marissa and Janice
fantasies, but the reality of having a man actually making me do them
was much different. I felt violated and degraded. I knew it was going
to be a long night.
He finally broke off the kiss. I just stood there. I'd just had my
first kiss from a man.
"I know you enjoyed that. It's straight out of one of your Janice
fantasies. You know the one where she gives you to that big, mean
black pimp to train you to be her whore. He trained you how to kiss
your man too. If you disappoint me, like you disappointed him in your
little fantasy, I'll do just what he did to you."
OMG! In that fantasy I was expected to make this pimp $200 a night
walking the streets, and I was short my first night being pimped out
because I was so afraid of being approached by someone who I knew,
that might recognize me. So the pimp made me strip to my bra and
panties, and took me to his basement. There, he locked my hands over
my head, and my ankles are locked to rings in the floor on either side
of me, spreading my legs wide, exposing a lot of target area for him.
He gags and blindfolds me, and I am told that I would receive one lash
for every dollar I was short, and I was $80 short! I was hoisted up,
stretched tightly on my heels, until I was barely able to keep my toes
on the floor. Of course, no mercy is given as he starts tearing into
me with a belt. He breaks the whipping into 4 sets of 20 lashes,
allowing the fire of the previous lashes to fully take affect before
continuing. After the first 40 on mostly my lower back, he pulls my
panties down, and focuses the next 40 on my ass and legs.He shows
utter indifference to my gag muffled screams and crying. I pass out
once during my whipping, and I am revived when he threw a bucket of
ice water on me, and the whipping continued. I worked VERY hard to
make sure I was never short again, not caring who was paying for me!
"Mmmmm! There are so many more things I am going to explore with you.
Think about all those degrading situations you are put into by your
coworkers. You are going to experience every one of them, and more
that you haven't even imagined yet."
He moves in to kiss me again, and this time I don't hesitate,
passionately kissing him, learning quickly to please him, or else.
Finally, he breaks off the kiss.
"Ok bitch, it's time to take out the trash." He said, as I unlocked
the door, and we were finally in the privacy of my apartment.
There isn't any time to breathe a sigh of relief though. I am told to
get some trash bags, and start loading them up with the contents of my
dresser first, starting with socks, and underwear.
"You'll never need those again, because even if you need to dress as a
man ever again, you will be all girl underneath. Panties, pantyhose,
and a bra are required 24/7, no exceptions, even for Doctor's
appointments."
Once the sock and underwear drawers were empty, I was instructed to
take that bag to his SUV, and bring the footlocker from the back,
while Marcus went through my jeans, slacks, tees and polos, and button
down shirts.
I was exhausted, as it was 1:45 am. This was going to be grueling. My
feet were already hurt from standing in my heels for so long, but
there I was, walking through the parking lot to his SUV, parked at the
next building, and back to my apartment. I made that trip 5 times that
night, one bag at a time.
Soon, all my male clothes, shoes, coats and jackets were loaded in his
SUV. All that remained were the 6 or 7 outfits strewn on the bed. 2
complete suits, 2 pairs of jeans, 1 pair of slacks, 2 tees, one green
and one blue, One white polo shirt, and two button downs, one flannel,
and one corduroy. I place them into the foot locker, and taking the 2
padlocks from Marcus, I close and lock it.
Life just got really interesting! I now had only women's clothes at my
disposal, and Sunday was usually shopping day. I had No idea how I was
going to pull that one off!
"It's getting late. Let's finish this up. Give me a key to your
apartment. As agreed, I will have 24/7 access to you."
I gave Marcus my spare apartment key, and he finally got up and headed
towards the door. It was about 3:00 am. I was ready to drop!
"I'll see you sometime tomorrow. You know the rules. Look pretty for
me when I get here. Now, walk me to my car baby girl."
My heart sank, but not wanting to show my disappointment, I put on the
best smile I could, and followed him out the door. We and I mean he,
walked really slowly, and once again he wrapped his arm around me,
pulling me in close to him. If anyone saw us, they would think, 'there
goes another white girl with her black boyfriend.'
He stopped us short of his car, turned me to face him, and he kissed
me there in the middle of the parking lot. When he broke the kiss off,
he looked at me, smiling mischievously, and asked me, "Do you think
anyone is watching us right now? Do you think anyone would see you
give me head right here? Whore's suck cock anywhere and you are now my
whore. So, squat down on those sexy heels and show your man the
respect he deserves."
I froze! Right there? In the middle of the parking lot? My hesitation
got me shocked, as he pulled the transmitter from his pocket, and he
shocked 4 more times, until I squatted down on my heels, unbuttoned
and unzipped him, and sucked his cock in the middle of the parking
lot. I really hoped that no one was watching, but if someone was
watching, they saw a black man exercising his control over his white
girl, and I suddenly felt very humiliated.
"Remember who owns you now, bitch, you'll suck my cock anywhere I tell
you too, even on a busy street corner if I want." He said, shoving his
cock deeper and deeper down my throat. "I own you now, and you're
going to learn what that means soon enough. I hope someone is watching
me recording you with my phone, sucking my cock like the cock hungry
whore you are. Look up into the camera and show Marissa and Janice how
much you love being a whore."
As he came, he told me not to swallow until I got back to my
apartment.
"Get some sleep baby girl. Your schedule is about to get really busy,"
he said, as I zipped and buttoned his pants back up. "You'll be
getting a few visitors tomorrow, a couple of my girls. The first girl
is going to show you how to do your make-up and hair for me. And go
through your wardrobe and pick outfits suitable for whoring. You'll be
expected to add clothes to your wardrobe at her direction."
"The next girl is a dietitian, and a personal trainer, and she is
going to put you on a strict diet. I expect you to lose 5 pounds a
week for the next three weeks."
"But the last girl, Lisa, is one of my clients. She is paying me a lot
to let her tie you down on your bed, and cut loose on you with a whip
and a strap on. She's a real freak, and just loves treating
crossdressers like abused little sluts. I think it's something to do
with her little brother or something? I don't know." He says, getting
into his car and starting the engine, "When you hear this knock," he
says, tapping out a pattern on his car door, three, one, two, "it's
someone I sent, so open the door immediately, and obey without
question."
He puts the SUV in reverse, and as he is getting ready to pull away,
says rather loudly, "And don't you dare swallow that cum until you get
back to your apartment." And he was gone.
I never felt as ashamed as while I walked all the way back to my
apartment, obediently following his instructions. It was true. I was
Marcus' whore. I had no free will left. As I entered my apartment, I
swallowed his cum for the third time in about four hours.
I quickly undressed, showered, and reapplied my make-up, as part of my
requirement to be ready 24/7. I put on a pink baby doll nightie and
panties, and my heels, as required. I set an alarm for 8:00am, not
knowing what time the first girl was to arrive, and wanting to be
fully dressed and ready for her. I lay face up on my bed, so I didn't
smudge my make-up, and was sound asleep in seconds.
Surprisingly enough, I didn't even dream!
To be continued?