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I am the proud owner of several anal toys and dildos. My two favorites are an 8 inch dildo with a lot of texture and a much thicker man o’war. At 8” in length and 1.5” in diameter the smaller of the two is usually left in the toy box to be used when I don’t have time to play but need something in me for a few hard, fast minutes. The man o’war is almost 10 inches with 8.2 insertable inches and a 2” diameter. This is the only toy in my arsenal that can satisfy my greedy colon 90% of the time. If I were careful I could use it for a few hard, fast minutes when I am in a hurry, but, I enjoy the abuse this thing can deliver too much to stop when I get started.

Today is Sunday, and like I said earlier, today is one of those days where my desires are overwhelming me. I have a meeting in the morning and I don’t want to show up with weak legs and a weak sphincter muscle. Hopefully I will be able to hold out until Tuesday. There’s nothing going on Wednesday that will require my total self control. Days like this usually start with me sitting around, horny, in a pair of panties and watching porn. There’s an empty ache in my colon. If you love anal, you know what I mean. I’ll let the day continue as much as possible like this. I may make a trip to the supermarket with my panties on under my typical cis-male clothing but I prefer to stay in and enjoy being naked in the soft panties of the day. Typical tasks become erotic when in panties. Bending over to pick up a laundry basket becomes exaggerated while I think about presenting myself to be penetrated by my perfect mate.



In an ideal world, my perfect girlfriend would be spending these kinds of days with me but sitting on the sofa in her panties watching TV while I spent the day doing her laundry and performing little tasks to keep her happy. She would treat me how many of you ladies complain that your husbands treat you. I’d be largely ignored while washing her clothes, bringing her snacks, folding her laundry and cleaning her bathroom. I would be occasionally rewarded by an unexpected smack on the bottom that I wasn’t prepared to fully enjoy. She would leave for the gym and I’d be left to spend the afternoon horny, frustrated and expected to have dinner planned and ready on time.

She would return from the gym smelling of sweat and turned on from watching the other members of the gym working out. Despite my continued requests that she shower, she would instead insist on groping me and pressuring me for head. I would finally relent to her constant selfish demand to be given oral pleasure and I’d pull her shorts and sweaty wet panties off. While she lounged on the fresh, clean sheets of the bed I’d just made, I would position myself to start eating her pussy. I would try to ignore the smell of sweaty pussy and ass and try not to think about the salty bitter taste. This attempt would be futile because of the constant pressure she put on the back of my head and from her spreading her legs and ass cheeks as wide open as possible so she could enjoy my humiliation. She would pet me through the panties I was wearing and occasionally reach in to probe around my dry anus but in the end, her groping would only be to help her escalate herself to orgasm. She would cum hard against my mouth and I’d be left aching and frustrated while I put clean sheets on the bed again. After ruining the clean sheets and leaving the smell of dirty crotch and ass on my face, she would head to the bathroom for a shower, locking the door behind her so I couldn’t get in to wash my face. Dinner would bring more of the same role reversal and mistreatment.

It’s ironic that the treatment women claim to hate is the treatment I fantasize about on afternoons like this. This is the treatment that is in my mind as I go through my day taking care of necessary household tasks and while preparing my toys for the night. I’ll have a few drinks with dinner, watch a few more porn scenes and start attaching my strap-on harness to a tool box or chair that is the perfect height for the evening. I’ll strap the dildo to the tool box if I want to have the feeling of riding it cowgirl. I can bounce, twist and grind it inside of me until it hits bottom and the pain prevents further pushing. I can sit straight up, push my hips forward and feel the deep texture of the dong head drag hard across my prostate while I thrust and pin the dildo down hard at a right angle to my spine. When I feel more in the mood for doggie style, I strap the toy to a wooden desk chair. The height makes me have to raise my ass up to get full penetration. This penetration isn’t as stimulating as it is with the dong mounted lower, but the emotion is more erotic as my ass is presented vulnerably to my imaginary partner.

Some days I start slow with an enema then my small dong to get everything warmed up for the man o’war. I’ll do it this way if I’m in a gentle mood. If I’ve been wearing panties and watching porn all day, I’m generally not in a gentle mood. When I’ve been nursing sexual frustration all day and thinking about submitting in a role reversal scenario, all I want is fast, uncomfortable, deep penetration. I lubricate my dildos with a little water based lube and a little liquid soap. I want the toy dry enough to stick, pull and irritate but wet enough that I can get it in fast enough and hard enough to cause cramping and rejection of the foreign object.



During my perfect evening, my perfect girl would choose the size of the strap-on, would choose the position, the timing and nature of the evening. She would put on the strap-on before dinner and wear it as a constant reminder to me of what she was going to do. She would pick a movie for us to watch and grow more and more touchy as the movie progressed. She would be the alpha and my perfect night would be determined by her.

Since she was tired from an afternoon at the gym and had already cum from me giving her head earlier, she would fall asleep early leaving me worked up and unsatisfied. This would be very frustrating but the selfishness and denial of pleasure would be a huge turn on. I wouldn’t be able to control myself at this point and would have to take care of my needs on my own. I could get angry and go to the bedroom and masturbate and leave her on the sofa for the night, but instead I lay my head in her lap so I could have my face close to her vagina. I would lay there smelling her, kissing her thighs and touching myself. Occasionally I would pull my hard cock out of my panties and wipe up the pre-cum on my dick and taste it. Since I would be so worked up and wouldn’t want to move to get a towel I would put my cock back in my panties and fill them with cum when I climaxed. With my perfect girl asleep and my panties wet and full of cum, I’d start to doze off a little as well.

I would be done for the day at this point. I would have spent the day working and worked up. The orgasm would have been a hard one that would drain me of my urge for being feminine for at least the next few weeks. She would wake up from her power nap to find my head on her lap and would assume that I still wanted to play. She would shift around and pull her artificial cock out from between her thighs and position it so it was sitting against my forehead. She would tap it against my head gently realizing I was asleep. I would have planned to wake up before her and clean myself up before she realized that I jerked off in my panties while laying in her lap. This is something I would never want to admit to doing and wouldn’t want to be caught like this.

She would think that I was still in the mood for role play and with my head in her lap she would try to line her cock up with my mouth. I would fight this attempt since I was no longer in the mood for role reversal after my intense orgasm. She would make this difficult by trying to reach into my panties with one hand as the other hand was guiding my head to her crotch. I wouldn’t be able to fight both and I wouldn’t want her to discover the cold wet load in my panties. I would eventually give up and find my mouth being pushed open and filled for the first time with a dildo. I would soon remember that it had been in my ass just a few short weeks earlier. I would try to fight as this realization came to me, but the struggle would be useless. She would be looking down enjoying the view of my mouth being filled with cock and the shock and confusion in my eyes at her forcing this to a new level. She would enjoy this for several minutes. I would be able to tell by how forceful she is and by the angry look on her face that she is taking revenge for the times her ex-boyfriends fucked her face with no compassion. She would hold my head hard against her, thrusting into me as much as she could while sitting on the sofa. She would take it out long enough for me to breathe and cough up saliva. She would watch me wretch and would try to get her hands to my panties and when I would push her had away, she would press my face onto her shaft again. I would be almost willing to endure the embarrassment than to continue letting her express her vengeance on me.

She would finally tire of this game and would push me off of her. I would try to curl up in a ball from humiliation from what had just happened and from fear that if I didn’t curl up she would see the wet stain in my crotch. The smell of my cum would fill my head and I would try to keep my crotch away from her. I would try to get up to go clean myself and she would force me back down. I would let my knees slide off the couch onto the floor to put more space between my sticky cock and balls and her. I would be telling her that I am tired and that my throat hurt and that I didn’t want to play after she forced the anal toy in my mouth. While I pleaded she would be moving into position behind me while keeping pressure on my shoulders so I couldn’t stand or move. I wouldn’t use the safe word. If I did everything would stop and she would wonder why I kept my crotch concealed. She would continue with her role play and I would have to endure whatever she did until I could think of a way to get rid of my dirty panties. To prevent her from touching them, I would pull them down in the back to expose my anus for penetration. As much as I would have loved the penetration an hour earlier, the last thing I would want after a hard orgasm is to be ass fucked. She would remind me that the dong was still sloppy from the blow job and I would feel it pressing cold and wet against my squeezing, puckering anus.

Those are the thoughts that fill my horny mind just as I slam onto my dildo. Everything I wanted, everything I planned everything I expected happens at once. The relaxed muscles of my anus are suddenly forced open more than is comfortable. I feel the head of the toy forcing its way through and past the round bundle of muscles. The change of texture from the bulbous head to the slick shaft is a relief to my anus but at the same time the head is opening my colon and stretching it painfully. The penetration is fast and I’m filled completely within a second but the pain and discomfort causes my mind to experience it in slow motion. In an instant I have pushed down as far as I can go and I feel a sharp pain where the head of the man o’war can go no further. The thin layer of water based lube and soap have done all they can to assist in the penetration. The soap is now irritating my bowels and causing me to cramp. The shock of the sudden stretch has caused my body to go into involuntary spasms of rejection. I can hear a grunt coming out of my mouth as my body is forcing itself off the foreign object. I can’t help but expel the thickness from my body the first time, but I force it back in desperately and fight to stay on it and bounce as my insides continue attempt to reject the soapy girth.

The deep pounding I give myself quickly tires me and feels wonderful but it can never bring me to orgasm. This is not a problem. I pull the dildo out of its harness and squat on the balls of my feet for the next stage of the evening. By holding the dildo by the end and forcing it inside me I can work it in and out faster than I could sitting on it. This quick in and out motion hits my prostate like a jack hammer. The intense stimulus quickly forces my prostate to spasm and I have what can best be described as a prostate orgasm. These spasms cause a thin liquid to be ejaculated and for more intense rejection spasms to occur. I continue doing this as long as I can hold out. The prostate orgasms will continue as long as I have the energy and lubrication to keep up the tempo. My body will ejaculate the fluid every few seconds and I’ll sometimes stop long enough to position a cup to catch some of it. I often wonder what this liquid is but since it doesn’t smell or taste like urine I enjoy drinking it and pouring it on my face. I know it isn’t semen either because it doesn’t taste like my loads. As long as there’s a fast prostate massage, the liquid keeps coming so I have plenty to play with. When my legs can’t handle squatting anymore I put the big, wet dildo back in the harness. Back on my knees I am able to crash down on it deeply but unfortunately much more slowly. To get the prostate stimulation that I was enjoying while squatting, I’ll get the smaller 1.5” dildo and force both pieces of unforgiving PVC into my body. With my anus stretched to its maximum and my prostate crushed under the pressure, I can’t go much longer. I will thrust against it a few times before my body forces it out. I’ll be able to reinsert it a few more times before the pain is unbearable, then I’ll collapse. I usually collapse into a cold, wet spot of lubricant and the liquid that squirts from my cock during intense prostate massage. I lay there and catch my breath while the sound of porn still plays in the background. I’ll often find myself moaning the name of one of the 2 women that have penetrated me in the past while I am recovering from the exhaustion. The multiple prostate orgasms usually leave me satisfied enough to go to bed at this point, but if there is a particularly hot girl on the screen, I may go for one last orgasm and dump a true load of cum that has been building up in me.

Laying in bed afterward with my ass sore and gaping, I think back on my fantasy of having a woman penetrating me roughly when I am no longer desperately hungry for it. My mind drifts off into this fantasy or fantasies of being gang banged by a group of women with strap ons who use me well past my point of pleasure. I often fall asleep like this but other times I find I have the energy to treat myself to a few more minutes of of driving my dong back into my ragged ass.

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Exposing Myself

This is a true account of a recent experience of mine that I wanted to share with you all, especially as it was inspired by my experiences here on Lush.   Recently I’ve become quite excited at the thought of exposing myself in public. Chats with some of you and hearing about your experiences, and writing stories which include elements of public nudity and exhibitionism, have got me quite excited, and made me realise how much I’d like to take it a bit further for real. One of my old boyfriends...

Exhibitionism
3 years ago
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Carstairs of ArabiaChapter 13 Irsquom something of an Esobe myself

When Asim and I came home, it was as if nothing had ever happened. I examined the lock, but that was only because my instructors had told me it’s a good habit to see if you can spot the scratches most lock-pickers leave. This guy was good: there were no scratches at all. I also reviewed the footage from my spy-cam, but learned nothing more. I also had no idea what prince Omar had been doing in other parts of the house, because I only had enough gear to monitor my own room. By the looks of...

2 years ago
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My Widowed Daughter and Myself

My name is Diwakaran, a 53 year old widower, living near Cochin, in the state of Kerala, in India. I was leading a decent middle class life, until my wife expired last year. This is my real life story. Though I am totally ashamed of myself and my actions, I have only written this, to make other widowers like me, aware of the dangers of loneliness and also the dangers of staying alone with their daughters, during such times of loneliness in life ............My wife and I have only one daughter....

3 years ago
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surprising myself

Surprising myself By SG [email protected]: From there to here I couldn’t help but feel dirty walking out of the office of the motel and on this rare occasion I’m not referring to what was going through my mind. Tess had driven us to one of the nastiest motels in town. It’s the kind of place where hourly rentals are more common than nightly. My pussy tingled thinking of what naughty bondage scenario Tess had chosen for me. My name is Pennie and I’m 26. I have blue eye, long dark hair...

3 years ago
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My Son And Myself

My husband left me years ago and, at the time this story begins, I was 31 years old. I'd been feeling horny for most of this particular day but I still hadn't done anything to satisfy my arousal before my teenage son came home after school.At 14 years old, Mark quite small and he was'nt very muscular, and he had short dark hair and was extremely well endowed for a young boy. Yes, I confess I'd seen him in the shower a many times and, although his cock was flaccid, it was impressive. Another...

2 years ago
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A Great night in by myself

I love dressing up in women's cloths they feel so smooth and sexy against my skin. A backless pinstripe lycra dress shows off my shoulders and back stretched tight over my peachy round buttocks. A little pair of white lace boxers underneath just visible as the skirt rides my thighs when I admire myself in the mirror. I then peel down my knickers a little and run my hands over my bare ass. Next I lube up a finger and slide it between my cheeks, teasing my tight little hole. One finger...

1 year ago
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All by Myself

Death happens! First, my dad, then my grandpa and grandma ... and this past year my mom died. Suddenly, I was alone. Alone in this big house ... All by myself! Actually, I had an older sister who lives in the same town, only 35 minutes away. Alone in the four-bedroom home I sometimes find myself rattling around the place. I'm 19, and my name is Robert. My sister lives on the other side of town ... her name is Sarah. She's not married or anything. She just lives right by the college...

4 years ago
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Im Going To Play With Myself

I’m feeling a little bit naughty tonight. I’ve been trying to contain myself, but as of late I’ve been so horny and things are finally coming to a head. You see, I’m a student at university. I’ve been living in a dorm room with three other girls and haven’t had the privacy to get off in weeks. But that’s all changing tonight. Even though two of the girls are still in here, I’m going to do it. I need to cum too badly to wait any longer. The lights are off in our room and I’m under the covers in...

Masturbation
3 years ago
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Healing Myself

Part One A short flight from my hometown had brought me to Mariners cove. I was escaping from the pain and anguish of a torrid year; the unexpected loss of a close friend, the fallout of a company merger that left me e-mailing CVs again, and topping everything off, finding my girlfriend with her face buried between the thighs of her hairdresser. Mariners Cove was a bustling east coast town, which catered to both tourism and to its small fishing fleet. Just a couple of thousand souls lived here...

Lesbian
2 years ago
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my wife her friend and myself

I was 19 years old in the summer of 1999. It was a Saturday night when my girlfriend Belinda and I went to a party at my friend Chuck’s house. It was like any of the dozens of parties at his place during that summer. At least, it started out that way. It was an unusually cold night for summer in west Texas. I remember Belinda was wearing jeans and a black sweater that clung tightly around her slim waist and b-cup breasts. Her long light brown hair hung in loose spirals down to the center of her...

4 years ago
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Thought of you today I couldnt Help Myself

I was thinking of you today. I couldn't help myself. I was driving on these mountain roads. You came into my mind like the wind blowing across the road. I thought of your amazing beauty. OMG, you are beautiful. I thought of your intoxicating eyes. You were staring at me, teasing me with that playful smile. I freaking love your smile. Did I say you are beautiful? lol I was on my way to a meeting so I tried to stop but I couldn't help myself. I thought of the curve of your neck and how it...

2 years ago
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A Need To Understand Myself

How do I explain who I am without explaining to you who I was? I used to be strong, brave, fearless and stubbornly headstrong. Completely independent and sure of who I was and what I wanted. I went where I wanted with whom I wanted, I loved having fun and being around people who loved me. I had a job, my own car, paid my bills. I didn’t have to ask anyone for permission for anything. In the beginning he was sweet, kind and loving. He was romantic and thoughtful to my needs for tenderness....

2 years ago
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Learning to Love Myself

As I stepped off the bus I looked around not able to believe I was actually here. I checked the map he sent to me to see which way I needed to go to meet up with his friend, Mark. Yesterday when I made the decision to leave, I texted him so he could put everything in motion. He sent me the map six months ago after we had been chatting online for a year. He always told me to look after myself and that he would always be there for me. The first time I looked at the map, I laughed. I asked him how...

Love Stories
4 years ago
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ReDiscovering Myself

Do you ever wonder where you come from? I do. When I woke up from my coma, it appeared to anybody around me, that I had just woken up from a coma with memory loss, becoming confused easily, and that was, for the most part, true. The world was bright, the hospital smelling of despair and bleach, painful to every part of me. “Where am I? What is this place?” I wondered aloud. If you’ve ever suddenly woken up in an unfamiliar setting, surrounded by nameless faces and harsh chemical smells, then...

Masturbation
3 years ago
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my time with myself

Introduction: tales of the times when im alone in bed panting, sweating, and shaking, I lie here in bed with my hand still clamped down on my throbbing wet cunt. I love these times when im by myself and i drift away into my fantasy world. I love to worship my body, and I am home alone a lot due to my husbands work schedule. He leaves early, when my sexual awareness peaks, and i often find myself horny as fuck, and when i kiss my darling husband goodbye at the door and lock up the house, i strip...

2 years ago
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Trying a taste of myself

My experience with self pleasuring is probably very normal. We all know everyone masturbates and the ones who say they don't are lying. As a young man I experimented with different techniques, textures, lubrication, and additional stimulation. I had been masturbating regularly for quite a while before I got the idea to try sucking myself off. I grew up in a very conservative home so I didn't have access to porn or have friends who could give me ideas. I had to keep the fact I was masturbating...

Masturbation
2 years ago
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When I get the house to myself

In the rare times I get the house to myself, I drag out my box of pretty things. I have a nice collection of teddies, corsets, panties and a couple pair of black 5" pumps. I'm a closet crossdresser. My wife approves and will encourage and dress me sometimes, but she's not a fan a me sharing, which I will do from time to time on cam. My favorite outfit starts with a pretty black lace garter belt. I like to watch myself in the full length mirror as I step into it and wiggle it up into position. I...

2 years ago
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Aaron Naked In SchoolWednesday Time By Myself

It hasn't been the best of mornings. I arrived downstairs, clothed, with my bag, to find both my parents waiting for me. By the time I leave for school they should both have already gone to work. I look between them, my mother smiling, my dad looking somewhat reserved. They already knew. Well, they already had suspicions that I was gay. That's why they put me in The Program. If anything, that hurt more than all the accumulated humiliation of the previous two days. They did it because I had...

2 years ago
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Just Cant Stop Myself

Just Can’t Stop Myself My Husband and I love to role play, here’s a story of a naughty experience I had on one of our acts. We were to meet at a local watering hole and pretend to not know each other and then seduce each other and go home and get nasty. I’m 44 and a grandmother already, redhead of medium build,34c breasts and slender long legs. I need to lose some weight around my tummy but I seem to be attractive to men.( I get lots of attention). I’m a sports nut and can converse and hold my...

2 years ago
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If I Had You To Myself

It’s 9 am. Mom’s still at the barn. Dad’s at work.. No one’s home but me. And soon, you. We’ve been planning this day for a while now, we know what’s going to happen, and we don’t care. No one matters except the two of us. No one else exists outside this bed. It’s dark, but not pitch black. I’m still asleep. You open the front door and listen, smiling to yourself that we’re alone. You tiptoe downstairs so you won’t wake me. As you turn your head around the corner, you catch a glimpse of me,...

2 years ago
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Cuckolding Myself

I have always considered myself a giver. At Christmas I get more out of watching the joy on others faces as they open their gifts than I do about opening my own. When it comes to sex, my feelings are the same. I get far more enjoyment eating pussy than I do ejaculating. In addition, I am definitely not your typical alpha male. So, it came as no surprise, at least to me, that I am where I am today. And where is that, you ask? At the foot of my marriage bed, watching some young, hung, bull...

Cuckold
4 years ago
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Touching Myself

I love sex. I suppose that doesn't make me unusual. Most women do. My urge to share my desires online isn't so common. Maybe I love the attention, and maybe by sharing, part of me hopes others will share their own desires with me.Such things are never easy to speak of. Maybe it's easier for guys, but I don't know if that's true. I do know some girls find it very difficult to talk about their intimate secrets. I think that's a shame. How can we hope to achieve a satisfying sex life if we are too...

Masturbation
3 years ago
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Mum and Myself

My dad left us when I was 4. Mum and myself lived in a nicecottage in a small village in North Wales.At the time mum was only in her early 30's and quite attractive, at least I thought so. She was a relatively tall woman, with a medium build. Her breasts were 38C and her hips were fairly full. Her hair was dark brown that she kept trimmed to just shoulder length. Her face, though not stunningly beautiful, was quite attractive with a gorgeous smile, bright green eyes, and full lips. I had always...

2 years ago
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Playing with myself

I am a 60-year-old man now, married to a Korean woman who does not like sex and is not willing to test fun things out. Since I am not the best-looking guy, and cannot pick up women, and a sex acholic, I had to find alternatives. I have learned how to play with myself and found some real fun. I started like any other guy by masturbating but craved more.One of my passions was soft silky sexy woman’s clothing. Since my wife is so much smaller than me, I had to buy them myself. Starting with...

3 years ago
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If I Had You To Myself

It's 9 am. Mom's still at the barn. Dad's at work.. No one's home but me. And soon, you. We've been planning this day for a while now, we know what's going to happen, and we don't care. No one matters except the two of us. No one else exists outside this bed. It's dark, but not pitch black. I'm still asleep. You open the front door and listen, smiling to yourself that we're alone. You tiptoe downstairs so you won't wake me. As you turn your head around the corner, you catch a glimpse of me,...

Straight Sex
4 years ago
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Just Cant Stop Myself

Just Can't Stop MyselfMy Husband and I love to role play, here's a story of a naughty experience I had on one of our acts.We were to meet at a local watering hole and pretend to not know each other and then seduce each other and go home and get nasty. I'm 44 and a grandmother already, redhead of medium build,34c breasts and slender long legs. I need to lose some weight around my tummy but I seem to be attractive to men.( I get lots of attention). I'm a sports nut and can converse and hold my...

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