The Knight and the Acolyte Book 8 Chapter 8 Impaled by the Minotaur
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I HAD AWARENESS, but no sensations. I clutched imaginary hands trying to hold onto Miranda. I couldn’t see, hear, touch, smell, or taste anything. Yet I was aware of my surroundings and what was happening. I floated alone, yearning toward my baby. I caught glimpses of other people’s thoughts.
“Poor woman.” “Poor baby.” “Never should have been left.” “Wait until her husband hears.” “Burial.” “Baby.” “Baby boy.” “Kyle.”
Death in 1873 was common. Death in childbirth was not uncommon. Life was hard, even in the better strata of society. People mourned and moved on. I moved. With my baby. They didn’t know. Wouldn’t know for weeks that his father was not returning. Poor Katie took care of little Kyle as she tried to tend the store and get ready for her own impending delivery. I tried to comfort her—to tell her I was here. My poor Katie. I am here. I love you. I heard her sigh my name in her sleep. I willed her child to be healthy and held her in my imaginary arms as she gave birth to her little Katie Lynn.
When word finally arrived that Jason was dead she wept. I wanted so much to hold her. To whisper that I loved her.
I love you. I’m here. I love you.
A fire—all too common among the wooden structures of early Laramie—broke out on our street and the store and apartment were burned to the ground. Katie escaped with the babies, a few coins, and my six-shooter.
The last I felt from her, she was handling my Colt in the back room of a dingy whorehouse. “I love you, Husband Ramie.” The babies cried.
I don’t think she heard Raven call me.
I was choking. Coughing. Retching. My body was wracked with spasms. I threw myself to the side and heaved. Nothing. I heaved again and again.
Cold compresses against my head, wiping my mouth.
“It’s all right. You’re safe. You are here with us.” Caitlin! I was alive.
“Kyle’s coming around. Get ready,” Phile said, nearby.
“It’s okay. You’re safe.” My family. Kyle was alive.
“I radioed up and Moms and Pa are on their way down,” Phile said. “When we got home, you were just sitting in the porch swing like zombies. We couldn’t wake you up. Pa told us to carry you to bed.”
“I hear the horses,” Caitlin said. “They must have ridden all night. It’s almost dawn.”
I reached out and clutched at Kyle’s hand. I could hear him crying.
“Okay, kids,” Pa said. “How are our invalids? Caitlin, go get us some tea made. Phile, take care of our horses, please.” The kids left and it was just our parents. I couldn’t hold it any longer.
“Momma!” I wailed. “They’re dead!”
Kyle’s hand gripped mine and we rolled toward each other, clutching and crying.
Moms and Pa tried to talk to us, but they couldn’t pry us apart, and I wasn’t going to stop holding my Kyle. They just had to wait. We were all we had now.
“It will be all right, babies,” our moms crooned. “It will be all right.”
“When you are ready, you can tell us about it. Let’s get you up and get some breakfast. You might need to sleep more after that,” Pa said. “I don’t think I was worth shit for a week after.”
We spent an hour after breakfast with the parents. They didn’t judge anything. They just held us while we cried for our dead hosts. Our friends. We could only lay out the facts. It was as much for each other as it was for them. Kyle told about riding out from Crazy Horse’s camp and meeting up with White Horse. Pa smiled when he heard that Jason and White Horse were friends.
“The renegades hit us by surprise. I barely got my gun up before I was hit by arrows,” Kyle said. “I got Jason killed because I distracted him. We could have shot them.”
“What distracted you, son?” Pa asked.
“Stupid things. It wasn’t just me. Jason didn’t want to shoot anybody. Me? I thought I recognized the horses and they were friends.”
“I don’t think there was anything you could have done to stop it. Was White Horse killed, too?”
“I don’t know for sure. I know he was off his horse, but they might have left him. I don’t know,” Kyle said.
Then the moms were on me about what I’d experienced. When I told about having to turn the baby, Mom Ash left and we heard her throw up in the bathroom across the hall.
“You’re right,” Mom Mar said. “You had to do that or you’d both have died. Your baby survived?”
“Yeah. Little Kyle.” Oh my god! “Pa, when you traveled, your host was Kyle Redtail. Did he have another name?”
“Of course, sweetie. Redtail was the name Laramie gave him. It was because my totem was the redtail hawk, like yours is the raven. His given name was Kyle Wardlaw. As far as he knew, his mother was a prostitute and he was raised in the brothels after she died.”
“The fuckers!” I screamed. My baby. My baby. I buried my head against Kyle’s shoulder. It was all too fresh. It hurt. I turned back to our parents with tears in my eyes.
“I think ... me and Kyle ... I think...”
Kyle took a noisy breath in and hissed between his teeth as he let it out.
“I’m your father, Cole,” he said in his best Darth Vader voice. It wasn’t very good but it got the point across. I blessed his heart for making me laugh but I hit him anyway.
“You’re Kyle Wardlaw’s parents?” Pa asked. Our family was so fucked up!
“When I felt him dying, I screamed out Kyle’s name. Katie—my sweet, sweet Katie—heard me yell ‘Kyle’ and immediately thought I’d just named my son. She said they’d take care of little Kyle for me while I got better. Only I didn’t get better. I died. I died, Papa. Just this morning back in 1873 and my baby never had a mother or father.”
“And so he was raised in the brothel,” Pa said.
“She lost the store and apartment in a fire. Poor Katie took Kyle and little Katie-Lynn and had to live in that whorehouse. My poor Katie. I didn’t save her after all.
“Katie-Lynn?” Pa said. He looked like I felt. He was all pasty white. “Laramie,” he whispered to me, “what was Katie’s last name?” I thought a minute.
“Forster. Katie Forster. She could always tell when I was there, Pa. She knew almost before Miranda did. With Kyle, too. She called me her Husband Ramie.”
“My sister,” Pa moaned. “She was my sister and I never even knew.” His eyes were dripping tears and Mom Ash went to hold him. “I know you kids have been through a lot,” Pa said. “But we need to make a trip into town. Now.”
The kids begged off and stayed at the ranch. We piled into the Explorer and drove down to Laramie. Mom Mar sat up front with Pa and Mom Ash just kept hugging us in the back seat. Whatever was so urgent didn’t keep Pa from stopping at Safeway and telling us to wait. He was back out a few minutes later with a couple flowers and we turned down Harney Street to 15th. Pa pulled in at Green Hill Cemetery and parked.
“Your Pa comes out here at least once a month,” Mom Ash whispered to us. “It must be important to come now.”
We followed Pa out into the Potter’s Field section of the cemetery, in the far Northwest corner. There aren’t many stones there. A few are broken and a few are just flat slabs that lay in the ground with grass growing all around them. Pa walked straight to a section where you could barely see a flat stone. He knelt there and wiped the grass off the stone and set up one of those little flower planters. He put two carnations in it. Then he called us to look at the stone. The inscription was faint. I had to shade it in order to see the relief. Caitlin Forster, 1890. My sister’s name. Caitlin. Katie-Lynn.
“I never knew she was my sister. She died ... aborting our baby. I just came back from one of my trips expecting to see her and she was gone. She was Kyle’s first love. He never knew she was his sister.” Pa wept over her grave. It had been a long time ago. Pa hadn’t traveled since I was born and still he came to her grave every month and left flowers. I already knew the answer, but I had to ask the question.
“Pa? Why ... two flowers?”
“Geneive,” he whispered. “My high school girlfriend and my lover. She was a time traveler, too, and I never realized it the whole time we were together. Caitlin was her host.”
I wept. I held Pa, and my brother held us both, as we wept. My precious Katie. Miranda’s son and Katie’s daughter, raised in the whorehouses of Laramie. Both Kyle’s ... Jason’s children. What’s fair about that? Why did Blackfeather ever send us traveling? I hate you, old crow!
Kyle and I had to get on with our lives. Ranches don’t leave time for mourning unless you find a way to express it. We expressed it by painting the trim of the barn and then whitewashing all the fence posts. We decided a stable should have a three-rail horse fence at least around the paddock. The kids worked quietly beside us all the rest of the summer to make LK Stables shine. By the end of summer, we had five of our first crop of foals working with us in the paddock. Phile and Caitlin were naturals with them and it didn’t take long before they were gentled, and we could handle them. I loved brushing the two-year-olds and just running my hands along their sleek strong muscles.
The whole summer, Kyle was never more than a few steps from me. Sometimes we’d start to speak and say the same thing. We’d been through more together than any siblings we could imagine. But by mid-August, I realized that I was in love with my brother. No one else could possibly share what we had shared. No one could understand. My head couldn’t come to grips with where my heart was, and I begged off a week in August to go help with the cattle drive. Kyle was ready to ride.
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