Feelings
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The concept is simple. Some despairing person is insecure in their relationship and the "Architect" takes notice. The architect is the mastermind behind the Adequately Inadequate™ site. The few (un)lucky souls that happen to be on the architect's list will find their way to Adequately Inadequate™ one way or another.
What is Adequately Inadequate™? Good question. It's basically a website created by the architect that serves as an interface between our world and the realm of the architect. It's not yet known why he goes by the name architect. It's believed that it stems from his obsession with building other peoples lives and creating them anew in his own image. An architect of souls if you will.
The way it works? It usually appears as a hyper link attached to an email. Once on the actual site it's almost never the same user experience. Every case is unique in it's own regard. The site is almost organic in a sense. It develops and learns, becoming ever more proficient at changing peoples lives. It's a tool of change and it may sometimes seem as though it has an agenda of it's own.. The site does set a few ground rules for any participant. It enjoys seeing them struggle, it could alter their minds to be completely compliant, but what fun would that be?
Most experience changes just after interacting with the site. It does like to inflict some changes from the get go to help them along. However, most of the transformations are part of the journey. Everyone receives their own conditions. It's these conditions that dictate the nature of their changes. They're usually closely related to the root of their insecurities.
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I blew gently on the back of her neck and I felt her body quiver in ripples. I could tell my warm breath, that tickled her nape, sent feelings through her she never felt. This was all new to Molly. This was another of her teenage experiments. What better way to learn? Slowly, I ran a finger down between her shoulder blades, tracing all the way to the top of her round rump. As I did, Molly arched her body, making the crease of her back conform to my finger as it caressed her hot soft skin....
Molly stood in the same spot as I walked around to let her back face me. I looked at her round firm pale skinned ass where my finger had lingered. I saw where the beads of sweat pooled in the crease of my sixteen year old daughter’s back just above her round posterior. Slowly, I touched her bare shoulders, flipping her hair out of my way in order to feel her hot moist skin. Even though Molly’s skin was moist with perspiring stimulation, it was still soft. The curve of her shoulders fit...
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Now be a good boy while your wicked big sister puts her personal brand on your manly butt. After a lot of poking, prodding, and teasing, the siblings managed to disentangle and get off Jason’s disheveled bed. Before he could pull Kelly out of the room, she noticed the sheets. “Whoa. Halt. Stop. Sorry, but those sheets have to go.” Jason protested but she remained adamant as only a somewhat fastidious big sister can be and began stripping the bed. Perhaps it was seeing her doing this basic...
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So I went to sauna with a positive attitude and with the desire of being a good slut well kind of always have this attitude of feeling slutty. As soon as I got there I notice in the list of a notebook that there were already 5 more guys, I thought there are some chances here today, so then I quickly got naked put around my waist my taparrabo and went to showers, clean myself off well and then got into the wet sauna room, ohhh wait I walked in to the dark room first just to make sure there...
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Hi friends,mera aditya hai mai puna mai mba kr rha hu meri age 23 hai aur ye meri first story hai.. Mere family me mom dad and me bs hum tin log hi hai pap teacher hai.. Ye story mere 12th class ki hai.,humare side me sharma uncle rhte hai vo papa k boht ache friend hai unko 2 ladkiya hai badi ka nav sneha hai aur uski shadi ho gyi hai aur dusri ka nam avni hai last year uski bhi shadi ho gyi. Ye kahani mere 12th cls k wqt ki hai ap sb ko to pta hi hai ki ldke chote umr me kitne shaitan hote...
(Lyrics) "Whisper to me softly, three words upon my skin. No one's near and listening so please, don't say goodbye. Just hold me close and love me, press your lips to mine. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm, feels so right. Feels so right." I stretched up from where I had been resting my head on my husband Mike's chest and kissed him lightly. He gave a sigh that rumbled deep in that same chest and stroked my hair. I put my head back down and listened to him breathe. That breathing was a lot calmer and...
I. My Cherokee girl Do you love someone? Did you ever... ? Sometimes I don't know and I doubt I ever did. "Love" is a word, not a feeling... And can you describe feelings by saying out loud what is going inside you? I also do not know the answer to that question. You live and you feel, that's all I know and care about. I have had my share of lovers, male and female, but never felt alive, really alive as you read in those internet sex fantasy stories. Lovers come and go, being swept in...