I began my love of Fictionmania in the early part of the year 1998. The
internet was just a baby back then, yes it was a long time ago! I am
grateful for the dedicated volunteers who have kept this site alive.
There was a period of time many years ago, I can't recall the year, the
server crashed and we went for months without this site. Then like magic
it returned and it has been here since!
If I had one wish for myself, it would be this. Be reborn a female, grow
up to get married to a man, become a wife, have 4 or 5 children, become
a good mother, pray and hope for the children to grow up safely, become
a grandmother, love my children and grandchildren, die while holding the
man I married as he dies holding me, go to heaven, both of us waiting
together for our children to arrive. No need to be rich, I already would
be because I had won my life lottery, to be female. So dramatic, I know!
My first attempt at A Wedding Story was received with mixed reviews. The
first three were taken down because the remarks were extremely mean. Not
necessarily wrong, just really mean! Truthfully my editing left a lot to
be desired. My mom always told me, don't give up. Well, I went back and
corrected things and hopefully it is a better rendition of itself now. I
included chapter 1 reedited, so those who haven't read it hopefully will
enjoy it and hopefully for those who did read it if you choose to give
me another chance you can re-read it too or just drop down to chapter 2.
As Bugs Bunny, a definite transgender rabbit, and his gang would sing
....... On with the show this is it!
A Wedding Story
By paula
Chapter 1.
"A Girl! I can't believe it! I always wanted a girl but I was given 4
boys! Now this in my old age, a girl!!" an excited Valentina Mangione
said, then continued, "Oh, my goodness, I am so stunned, I am so lucky
and so happy!"
"Yes, this is certainly is unexpected news, Mrs. Mangione. I am glad you
are so excited, paul didn't think you would accept it. But I knew you
always wanted a girl." Gabby Abruzzo, paul mangione's fianc?e and soon
to be wife.
"Accept it, I am so happy, as I said before I have had my four boys all
my adult life and I love them each dearly. But a girl to love, now that
is exciting news! Before paul was born everyone in my family said the
way I was carrying, this one is going to be the daughter you always
wanted Val! I would go to mass every morning praying throughout it for a
baby girl and then light a candle and donate money to the poor. My
prayer everyday was to deliver a healthy baby girl. I even had paul's
name picked out if he had been born a girl. After all these years
finally, a girl for the Mangione house!"
Valentina Mangione kept going on and on and on, not letting Gabby or
paul get a word in edgewise.
"I am tingling, simply tingling! Is it hot in here, should I turn the
air conditioning colder, are you comfortable in this kitchen Gabby,
maybe the couch would be better for you?"
Mrs. Mangione continued babbling while fanning herself with her right
hand.
"Mom, you are embarrassing Gabby! Please settle down!" an irritated paul
said to his mother.
"You are not embarrassing me one bit, Mrs. Mangione! I am as excited as
you are! I love all this girl talk! Now paul on the other hand....eh not
so much. But please let's talk about girls' names by all means. First of
all, what would paul's name be if he was born a girl?" Gabby laughing
asked while poking her fianc?e paul in his ribs with her finger.
"Simple, both his first name and his middle name feminized, paula
Stephanie Mangione. However, it may have been Stephanie Mary Mangione.
Or maybe Paula Mary Mangione. Something nice and Sicilian. Oh, one I
forgot about this name, Paola Stephania Mangione. I also loved the name
Gianna but Mr. Mangione's sister stole it from me for her daughter who
was born about a month before paul. That name was definitely in the
running! I was really mad she stole it from me. It was a long time ago
but us Italians never forget!" Valentina sighed.
"Well, I like the Italian version, Paola! so maybe we should use it to
honor your mom, ok sweetie? Or is Stephanie or Stephania, girl names you
like better?" Gabby asked her fianc?.
"Gabby this is not the place or the person to talk to about girl's
names. I knew this would be too much for her on a Sunday morning. Mom
just settle down; it is not going to be your decision anyway. Gabby, you
know how my mother gets," said an exasperated paul.
"Well, look at you so sensitive around your mommy paul, but still very
cute!" Gabby gently admonished paul.
"But serious kids, how did all this come about?" Mrs. Mangione asked.
"Mom! Please, now you are embarrassing me! We are not kids. How did this
come about? Really!"
In an excited higher vocal pitch, paul's mom retorts, "Well, is not
every day I answer the door and I am greeted by Gabby, my soon to be
daughter-in-law along with another beautiful woman who happens to my son
disguised as a woman, to the nines I might add by the way. I am
surprised you would wear a dress so short, although the heels are to die
for. Your hair and makeup done up like a model for a woman's magazine
cover. Should I address you as my daughter now paul, that name by the
way doesn't fit the package!" Mrs. Mangione say's to paul who looks and
sounds every bit as female as Gabby his fianc?!"
Gabby jumped in knowing how embarrassed and irritated paul was. "How did
this all come about? Well, remember paul and his macho friends went to
Vegas to see the Bills play last fall?" asked Gabby to Valentina.
"Yes, quite a game, and when the little kicker guy scored that goal, my
husband Roco and paul's three brothers jumped up and down like maniacs.
I wish paul was here to celebrate the goal with his dad," Valentina
explained. "But he and his boy friends have been hanging around with one
another since grammar school and they were on their little trip. paul,
Giuseppe, Antonio, Alessandro, Giovani and Peter, the trouble maker. My
nick name for Peter was Diavulu, the devil. They even called themselves
the Sicilian Heartbreakers Club, those boy friends of yours paul!"
Valentia said.
"Pretty funny hearing you call paul's friends his boyfriends considering
how he looks at this moment! Then again for now, it could be right on
the mark Mrs. Mangione! Let's face it paul, currently you are quite the
looker and if you buddies saw you this morning, they would have one
thing on their mind; to get their little kicker between your uprights
and score the goal!" laughed Gabby.
"Gabby please! And mom don't call them my boyfriends, especially now and
Gabby please don't feed into her nonsense any longer!" said a now very
irritated paul with his new higher octave voice hitting a new high.
"paul, just calm down, we all know you didn't date any of them ever, um,
right? Of course, looking at you now, mmmm maybe! Especially with that
macho Diavulu!" Gabby said as paul's mom and she burst into loud girl
laughter.
"Gabby, Mom just stop, please! Peter is married for heaven's sake!"
pleaded an exasperated paul Mangione.
"OH, he is married. Is that what is stopping you from hooking up with
him, Sweety? If he was single, would you consider taking him out for a
spin, darling?" Gabby laughed again in spite of paul's protesting.
Gaining her composure, Gabby continued her rant about the Sicilian
Heartbreaks Club and the story of paul's transformation from her male
fianc? to a feminized version of himself.
"Even though everyone but paul is married and have at least one little,
those guys should honor their wives and not act like teenagers in a
boy's only club. I don't think they will ever grow up. Take that trip,
how about asking their wives to go to Vegas with them as starters?
Truthfully, I have told paul find a new club name or at least get rid of
Peter. Everyone knows he is the macho, macho, macho man manly type and
thinks women all falling all over him. Peter is the leader who stirs
that clubs drinks.
What a jerk he really is. Peter makes fun of paul in front of me about
paul's height and paul takes it. I think paul is just perfect as he is,
all 5'7" of him, at least when he isn't wearing heels! Well, we all know
he is really 5' 6 3/4 inches but really that just splitting hairs! Peter
not only derides paul but derides women too. I have heard him say in
front of his wife and the other wives many times, a woman is good for
three things, making food, making babies but most important making love.
However Peter uses the vulgar "F'ing" word for making love when he
thinks he is alone with his boys. Peter thinks he is all that, just
because he is the biggest of them all and he played professional
football with the Bills for 2 years. His poor wife! Doesn't he know this
is 2043?"
"Hey Pete's not that bad, he is just kidding around with me. And men
swear at times, that is what real men do!" said an irritated paul.
"paul, I swear you have a man crush on that guy, maybe you really would
like to date Peter!" chuckled Gabby.
"Hey enough of that stuff, please, I never signed up for all this. Well
maybe I did but by accident!" said an obviously embarrassed and
irritated paul.
"Well back to Vegas. While the boys were away doing whatever boys do in
Vegas, I was reading all the new ideas what couples can do during their
engagement period. One of them was to plan for a week where the groom
gets to experience everything his future bride needs to do in order to
put on the perfect wedding and become the center of the show! Sort of
like a Walk in Her Heels program.
That week is about putting on a faux wedding where the groom to be
literally becomes the bride! He is dressed completely as a bride from
makeup, hair, dress to hose, to heels. "She" is walked down the aisle by
her dad or some other significant male in her life and meets her fianc?
now dressed as the groom wearing a tux and have a faux wedding ceremony
and reception! It is a way to have the couple become closer! I thought
it was a fantastic idea. paul had no desire. saying things like, F'ing
queers would do that not me, only F'ing sissies would do that.
Well, I kept pestering him for a few months. We women have our ways you
know!" said Gabby while holding her index and middle finger together,
then separating them making a V shape. Then squeezing them tight again.
Mrs. Mangione smiled in acknowledgement of the power of withholding sex
can have on a man.
Well after some weeks of that treatment on this past Valentine's Day
paul finally gave in and said "YES TO THE DRESS!" paul agreed to become
my future bride for a week of planning everything and then becoming the
bride at our fake wedding ceremony! I took mercy on him and we settled
for 4 days instead of a full week. Until today nobody on his side of the
family knew about it!" explained Gabby. "I did make it worth his
troubles on Valentine's Day evening though, multiple times!!" Gabby
snickered and winked at paul.
"You two did all this in the past few days? I wish could have seen him
all in white! Still, at least I got to see him wearing that outfit,
pointing at paul and the dress he is currently wearing." said a saddened
but astonished Mrs. Mangione.
Seeing some distress on paul's face his mom added, "You are changing
back to normal aren't you paul, I don't think you father or brothers
would take to kindly to any of this. Thank goodness they went up to the
cabin for their annual 2-week long fishing trip or as I call it, my 2-
week long vacation!" laughed Mrs. Mangione!
"Mom, enough and yes I will be getting back to normal! Alright Gabby
this is getting too weird. Let's go home," said an obviously embarrassed
and irritated paul.
Just then the front door swung open wide and the three of them heard,
"HONEY I AM HOME! I forgot that "lure" I worked on all winter when the
boys and I left Wednesday. I left the 3 boys up at the camp to fish and
told them I would be back in the afternoon tomorrow. Valentina? Where
are you? Are you upstairs getting ready for our "lure" adventure?" Mr.
Roco Mangione stopping at the stair case as he bellowed out.
Mr. Roco Mangione, like all 3 of his other boys was a rock of a man. 6
foot tall, still muscular and it has been his habit for the past 10
years, he came home for the" "lure he forgot". All 4 of his boys know
that is when dad goes back for a bit of alone time with their mother but
"lure" forgetting just sounds better.
Mrs. Mangione was stunned to hear her husband's voice. "He never comes
back this soon for his lurer" she said in a whisper.
All three of them, stood up slowly, each thinking of a possible escape
route as they tried to be a quiet as church mice. paul moved toward the
back door slowly. He couldn't move as fast as he would have liked while
dressed like he was. His high heels would make a clicking noise if he
did. paul nearly fainted as his dad walked into the kitchen and he heard
his father's voice saying "Oh there you are darling, oh and Gabby too!"
Gabby was off to the right and standing behind of her future mother-in-
law, at least momentarily taking Mr. Mangione's attention the other side
of the kitchen and away from paul and the back door. paul still
contemplated using it for his intended escape. However, seeing his
father had entered the kitchen mader paul froze in his tracks just a few
steps short of freedom! paul looked back to his mother with pleading
eyes and tilting his head the direction of the dining room, as if trying
to say take his father in there and he will make his exit!
paul's father had started a new corny tradition whenever he first sees
Gabby since her engagement to paul. He says, "Ma Lady, how are you this
fine day?" as he reaches for her right hand and kisses it. "Is there
anything you are in need of? If so, only say it and I will have my
charges fetch it for you!" in a bad British accent.
Gabby thought it was odd but cute and she always answers with, "No my
good man. But whenever I am in need of a strong man such as yourself, I
will certainly call for you to do so."
Turning to his wife to give her a kiss hello, Mr. Mangione heard a noise
as paul tried one last attempt to exit the door. Mr. Mangione turned
only to catch the sight of what he thought was another fare damsel
standing near the back door; not knowing it was actually his fourth son
paul, in feminine finery, standing there frozen and petrified. Mr.
Mangione like most men, looked at what he believed was a pretty young
woman and smiled politely at the same time eyed her body up and down,
thinking she must be a friend of Gabby's.
paul felt sick to his stomach as he could plainly see his own father
checking him out as Roco walked toward the shaken paul. Roco even slowed
down a bit as he walked toward paul so he could finish his carnal eye
examination of his new target. The manly scan is something the other two
woman knew oh so well and knew paul was receiving the same fate from his
unsuspecting father.
Trying to recover Mr. Mangione says, "Oh, I beg your pardon young lass.
What is a fetching young lady like you standing all alone miss....?"
Looking back at Gabby momentary asks, "Miss Gabby, who is this fetching
lovely young friend or yours who has graced us with her beauty?" paul's
father said not waiting for an answer turned reached out and took the
right hand of his mortified son who knew what was coming next.
As with Gabby, Mr. Mangione kisses paul's hand then continues as he
looks into paul's eyes, "Any fair damsel in Miss Gabriella's charge is
certainly welcome in my humble abode. Pray tell what is your name fair
one?" paul's father asked while stealing another look at paul's perky
breasts.
paul turning white as a ghost froze unable to speak. As Gabby opened her
mouth to say any name that came to her mind, Mrs. Mangione looking
extremely irritated said "Oh Roco, stop that! Look at her closely, don't
you recognize her?"
paul thinking his mother's use of feminine pronouns is going to throw
his father off by saying some friend's daughters name and say Mr.
Mangione has met her before. Instead, his mother's comment just made it
worse for paul.
Seeing a family resemblance Mr. Mangione asks, "Oh I am so sorry Sweety,
Gianna oh good it is to see my baby sister's Magdelina's daughter. You
came all the way from Cleveland? We haven't seen you in such a long
time. My you have grown into a beautiful young woman."
Noticing the wedding band and a very large diamond engagement ring Mr.
Mangione continued, "Again accept our apologies for missing your wedding
last year when we were in Scicily. Your mother is always one for drama
and still isn't speaking to me for missing it. You understand Gianna, it
was a once in a life time trip. You two announced your date well after
we had already booked our trip and it was non-refundable. Is your
husband here also? I would like to apologize to him personally man to
man.
"Roco, stop embarrassing yourself, can't you tell it is not Giana, but
your own son paul in disguise as a woman?" paul and Gabby looked at each
other stunned when Mrs. Mangione said that. For some unknown reason to
them, Mrs. Mangione wanted this charade to end.
paul went from scared to frightened. How would his father would react
after checking out his own son out in the way men check out women? Then
thinking he was his female cousin Giana and asked if her husband was
with them so he could set the record straight with him man to man!
You see Roco, paul and Gabby........."
"Uh? What do you mean Giana is paul? She is taller than paul and besides
paul is a man and is away for that emergency with his hot shot client
problems in Virginia," said Mr. Mangione while staring at paul even
more.
"Roco you are denser than I give you credit for. Look at her... I mean
him, uh her! paul, did something brave for Gabby, he let himself be
disguised as a woman so he could spend some time trying to understand
all the pressures women face while trying to put on the perfect wedding.
A wedding day is a fantasy all us women have from our youngest days. But
it is also a day full of stress and pressures. paul and gabby had a faux
wedding yesterday! But paul was wearing the wedding gown and Gabby was
the Groom wearing a tux!" Mrs. Mangione reveal to her stunned husband.
Gabby jumped in seeing Mr. Mangione's rage rising. "Well, actually we
didn't do the ceremony yet because..."
"OMG it is you pauI! What the hell! I don't give a fuck about anything
other than I see my last-born boy standing here looking like some sort
of drag queen fag. I always knew it. I didn't want to say it out loud.
But I always knew he was a fucking queer. He never filled out or grew
tall like the other boys who became real men He is always watching what
he is eating, always on some kind of diet like a woman. Oh, I have an
ideal weight dad or I have gained a pound, I can't drink that beer right
now dad! Go ahead get it over with, tell me you are queer paul. Tell me
this whole thing with Gabby being here is your way of announcing the
closet door is open! You started dating this wonderful gal just so you
can embarrass her in front of me and your mother." Yelled a very out of
control Roco Mangione.
"I am not gay dad, it's just......" paul began to explain to his father
who cut him off.
Mr. Mangione not listening to paul continued, "Just be yourself pauly,
do what interests you, your mom would say. I wanted you to be in cub
scouts, little league sports when you were younger but you didn't want
to. I wanted you have a crew cut like your older brothers but you begged
your mom to let you have long hair like your buddies did. I knew that
was a mistake! I still remember when you were 13 years old and you let
your mom dress you up as a girl, in a green girl scout dress, on
Halloween for some church party! You must have been pretending to cry
about being dressed up as a girl as she dragged your pantied ass out to
the car. Your brothers made fun of you for moths to try and toughen you
up, but I kept telling them to leave him alone Val. But you must have
really had a gay old time paul in your dress and with makeup on your
face too! How disgusting seeing my boy in a dress, pantyhose, makeup and
I know your mom put panties and a stuffed bra on you so you would have
little beginning tits on your chest! You even carried a purse around
your shoulder.
It was just a costume you said Val. Yea right now look at him in his
little high heels, a fucking homo." Mr. Mangione raged as he yelled
about a time paul's mom dressed him like a girl scout for a church
sponsored Halloween party just after his 13th birthday.
"Wasn't gay then, I am not gay now dad, let me......." paul said trying
to explain everything to his dad.
"That voice! It is higher than your mother's when she gets excited in
bed! I mean, oh you all know what I mean. Gabby wake up! Look at this
pansy. Probably all pantied and bra'd up under his dress too. Just turn
now and leave this terrible excuse of a man. You are a beautiful, REAL
woman. Find yourself a REAL man to settle down with and start your
family. I am sure you can't be looking at him hoping he becomes the
father of your children! Well maybe if you want him to be a stay-at-home
mom or whatever he is and raise the kids. But I am sure he is shooting
fucking pussy bullets out of whatever dick he has. Probably blanks each
time.
Gabby has never seen this side of Mr. Mangione before. She hated his
swearing and derogatory use of female anatomy as put downs toward paul.
Gabby realized Mr. Mangione is just another male chauvinist pig. She
decided she had heard enough and opened her mouth to defend paul -
"WELL............"
"You don't have to say anything to this man Gabby dear. Let me handle
him. Rocco, you get your forgotten "lure" and leave. Go back to the
cabin with the boys and spend the next couple of weeks up in Canada
fishing. What paul and Gabby do in the privacy of their house is not for
you or me to judge. NOW GET OUT OF HERE, WE WILL TALK WHEN YOU COOL
DOWN!" said Mrs. Mangione truly not understanding what paul was up to,
however she was not going to allow her husband to verbally abuse him.
Roco being All Man fought back with "So now I am not even the man of my
own house! Maybe I should go grab a fucking dress of yours Val, and wear
it too just like him! I can start taking my orders from you then! Fuck
this whole thing! Gabby my advice stands, run now and find yourself a
real man! Well, my wish for you three gals is, I hope your periods won't
be too bad this month!"
paul opened his mouth to yell back but slinked back as his dad looked at
him with an I DON'T WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU look.
"Oh, sorry one more last wish, no one demand I have and this one is for
the sissy. When I get back from a man's vacation with your brothers, I
don't want to see your pussy mincing high heeled, pantied, pantyhosed
ass around here ever again!" roared a thoroughly out of control Mr. Roco
Mangione.
With that last vulgar statement, paul's father turned around, stomping
his feet loudly and began walking out. As he approached the front door,
he stopped by the staircase leading to the bedrooms upstairs punched a
wall leaving a hole in it! Roco Mangione then opened the door stomped
out and slammed it shut so hard the house felt like it shook!
"Gabby I am so sorry you had to see that. Roco is a good man, a good
father but he is old old school. He worked his whole life to provide for
his family, while I stayed home with the boys. My job was to raise the
boys and cook and to keep house. I know it sounds old fashioned but it
was all I wanted to do truthfully. When Rocco comes home in a couple of
weeks, I will cook him his favorite dinner, he will calm down and all of
us will have a good laugh about this someday. Please forgive him." An
embarrassed Mrs. Mangione said to Gabby.
Gabby hugged her future mother-in-law to console her. After the embrace
she jokingly she turned to paul and said, "A girl scout, eh? What, were
all the cheerleader uniforms taken? But really now a stuffed bra,
panties, pantyhose, makeup, did your mom do a fancy Hairdo with your
long hair to make you into a pretty girl?" Gabby teased looking at paul.
Seeing his reddened face, she added, "Omg she did, I can tell by the
look on your face! You really went the whole nine yards, wow!" Then
looking at Mrs. Mangione Gabby said, "I hope you put some cookies in his
purse to give to the boys in case they decided to "pester" her!"
"Well truthfully there was only one pesky boy name John. But really
Gabby look at him now! He was a little cutie then too! I had always
wanted a daughter and I knew that time was probably going to be my only
opportunity to see how paul would look like dressed up as a young girl.
Roco was wrong about some things Gianna wore." Mrs. Mangione said
teasing paul in front of his fianc? Gabby.
Both women burst out laughing.
"Mom, no!!" was all paul could say before his embarrassment continued.
"Well, paul, needed a little coaxing but he finally agreed but only if
he didn't look like a boy in a dress. As Roco said, I did have him in
panties. As a matter of fact, they were a pair of white shinny satin
young teen girl panties and a matching satin trainer. I bought the set
on line from Sicily. Embroidered in the middle of the panty waist band
was a tiny red rose that matched the same-colored red rose sown between
the trainer cups. There were little pockets also sown into the trainer
cups. I inserted silicone falsies to give paula a little bit of a bust
line. As you know girls at that age are already showing signs of
developing!" Mrs. Mangione said laughing.
"Roco was wrong about the pantyhose, they were very shear white tights.
I even had to clean up his legs a bit so no hair showed. Then the dress,
a sash with badges earned, then little black buckle shoes with a slight
heel, and a beret for his head. Yes, paul's hair was longer, but all the
Sicilian Heartbreaker boys had long hair in those day. I did trim his
hair some and curled it too along with cutting the front so he had cute
little bangs. A little foundation, blush then a touch of powder on his
face for color with a bit of mascara for his eyes and a matt nude
lipstick for his lips. Then little cute clip-on earrings. Oh, and I
almost forgot I did his nails polished with a soft pink gloss color,
both fingers and toes! I kind had to push for the toe nails though,"
Valentina revealed.
"What about the pesky boy?" asked Gabby.
"That pesky boy John? He was one very tall and big boy for his age. John
somethingerother, I don't recall his last name. He was ALL Boy but
almost as big as a man, dressed in a Super Man costume, sans the tights.
John developed a quick crush on poor Gianna, eh paul and followed him
all night thinking he was a real girl. Very early he asked me her name
and told me he wanted to be her boyfriend and her to become his
girlfriend! You could tell John was smitten. Soon after that John asked
me if he could ask paul to dance. I didn't want to tell him Gianna is
actually a boy named paul so I gave him my blessing and John walked
right up to paul who was taking to a girl, said something to them, then
took paul by the hand and led him to the dance floor area and they
danced most of the rest of the night. If I am not mistaken John may have
even stolen a kiss or two from you paul, didn't he dear?!"
Before paul could say anything, a wide-eyed Gabby looked at paul and
said to him, "You went deep dive that night! Little boobs, fancy hair,
dancing with a boy and kissing too! If I knew you liked dressing up and
playing a girl so much, I would have done that with you long before all
this! I am sure I am not as tall as John, but I am a quarter inch taller
than you!"
paul's face redden, not only from embarrassment but also anger from
being teased by the two women.
paul shouted, "MOM! That was a long time ago. And even before I agreed
to be dressed up like a girl, I mean tricked by you, you told me not to
worry. Dad and the boys would never know and you were going to let all
the parents know I was really your son paul in costume. All that was a
lie, and when we got there, you introduced me as Gianna, your niece from
Clevland!
paul continued his defense by saying "I only danced with John because...
well he grabbed my hand and dragged me out on the dance floor. I didn't
want to make a scene in front of the other girls. I mean other kids, not
other girls. Besides I thought he might leave me alone after one dance.
But he kept me on that dance floor along time, even though those stupid
slow dances when he pulled me tight so I couldn't run away from him.
Even if I wanted to, I mean I did want to, but I had girl's shoes on
with that stupid 1-inch heel and that would have been hard! That kissing
thing was caused by the fact that jerk maneuvered me over by the milk
coolers where no one could see us and then pinned me up against it. You
know he was much bigger than me and he was 15 and played on the Varsity
Football team at his school! Again, I didn't want to make a scene so
when he lowered his head, I let him kiss me once. But then he kept at it
again and again you know for a while, I mean for a bit but what was I to
do? When Father Phil caught us, I mean saw us, John had one hand on my
chest and the other pretty far up on my leg and I was scared! Father
Phil let John go while smiling at him slapping him on his back. Well, me
he brought back to you mom to be disciplined for being a promiscuous
girl! John didn't even get in any trouble! That was not fair!
"No fair indeed, He kissed you, touched your chest and got up on your
leg and you didn't even get second date? Not fair indeed! By the way
that story was steamy!" said a laughing Gabby.
"You told me it was just a couple of kisses paul!" said a surprised Mrs.
Mangione.
paul fired back at his mom trying to change the subject "And you also
said that night, we would never mention it ever! Now here you are
telling the story of that night to my fianc? about my fancy panties,
trainer bra and purse? That I was kissed some oversized kid that
couldn't tell a boy from a girl? And I got no justice from that priest
either! Gabby I am fucking exhausted, let's get the fuck out of here."
"Hey we talked about yelling and using profane language, right? We were
only teasing you because you look so pretty now Sweety. I bet you did
that time too! Your little boyfriend couldn't tell you weren't a girl
and probably was bragging to all his friends about necking with you and
more with you! And besides it is alright if a young boy wants to feel
what looking pretty and wearing fancy undies and a dress is like. The
boy thing happens to all girls. If we hurt your feelings, I am sorry.
However, you really need to laugh at yourself sometimes in life, paul."
Gabby said calmly.
paul fighting back exhaustion said, "Well the last eight weeks have been
very difficult on me in this disguise. I am sorry about yelling but the
overnight flight home today was so bumpy I couldn't sleep thinking the
plane would crash! I need some sleep as soon as possible. Gabby could we
please leave now? I am sure my mom has seen and heard enough for today!"
paul revealed way too much of his recent past and present in front of
his mother.
"Eight weeks? You texted us two months ago you had a work emergency and
for security reasons you couldn't call or even text until its done. You
also said Gabby was with you so not to bother her. Is this why we
haven't seen you two for so long? And overnight Flight? You said you
were in Virginia! How far away were you, that you were on an overnight
flight? Does this mean where ever you two really have been, you were
disguised like that, like a woman the whole time? Oh my? And you chose
to wear that outfit on a plane? I thought you two just had the ceremony
yesterday. What is really going on paul?" a stunned Mrs. Mangione asked.
paul stuttered while trying to answer her. "Well, you see, um....mom,
this um...this disguise thing.... yes, it started about eight weeks ago.
It isn't that simple... you know dad and... well... " as paul tried to
explain what he meant he kept yawning and it finally too tired to try to
explain anything more to his mother, paul looked at Gabby as if to say
HELP!
Mrs. Mangione knowing if she can get Gabby alone, she could find out the
truth about paul, and said to him, "If you are this tired that you are
trying to make up a story to leave why not go upstairs in your old room
and rest. We use it as a guest room now and nap here at your old home
you will rest better. Gabby and I have will have some girl talk time and
when you awake you can tell your dear old mom about whatever you like.
Use that bedroom. Your old dresser is still in there. However, I have
some of my things in it now. Look in the third draw on the left side. I
keep some old nightwear in that drawer that I think you can wear while
you sleep. There are some clean panties too. You need to change but
nothing your dad has is even close to your size. But if you don't want
to wear something I have worn, look in the bottom draw of the dresser.
There are few new nighties with matching panties I was going to give to
Gabby for her honeymoon. They are more age appropriate than my granny
panties and old nightgowns." Mrs. Mangione said to paul.
"WHAT! Sorry, did I hear you correctly? I am not sleeping here and I am
not going to wear one of your old nighties or something you bought for
my future wife to wear on our honeymoon either! Let's go Gabby! NOW!"
paul said looking especially angry and yelling at his fianc? again.
Gabby wanting to put paul in his place for yelling, being rude and
embarrassing her in front of his mom said, "paul, look at yourself, you
are exhausted. Do as your mom told you to do, go upstairs and nap. There
is no reason to be embarrassed. You have worn nighties to bed in the
last 2 months after all. Why don't you slip on one of the things your
mom bought for me? I'd like to see what you look like in one of those
later on, ggrrrrrr!" Gabby said letting out another laugh.
"Gabby, that is my mother here listening to you growl like that! She
doesn't wear those kinds of things and she certainly doesn't growl." a
horrified paul said. "But look, you are right. I can hardly stand up. I
will go up there and sleep. I don't need to change though. I will just
lay on the top of the bed and nap for a bit." paul said trying to change
the subject from sexy nightwear, while not exploding in anger any more.
"Well, you go nap now," paul's mom said sternly. Adding, "Please
remember you don't know everything about your mom. Your dad and I were
young once too you know. But I do I insist you wear something else. Your
dress will wrinkle terribly if you lay down wearing it. Go ahead a pick
out something of mine or as Gabby said, one of the nighties I bought for
her while you are napping.
NOW GET MOVING, YOUNG LADY, AND DON'T FORGET TO HANG YOUR DRESS IN THE
CLOSET." paul's mom purposely using a loud voice she once used when paul
was little when he needed discipline. feminine sounding "young lady"
only reinforced his new status.
paul immediately knew his mom meant business, the phrase triggered a
response from a long-buried memory in his brain. paul wanting to please
his mother didn't fight the "young lady" comment or the directions to
wear a new nightie.
"OK, perhaps something new would be ok I suppose. I don't want to wear
something my own mother has worn, especially her panties, what kind of
weirdo would do that! Noone better come up there and try to see how I
look," paul said while looking at Gabby. paul thought to himself, later
this week he is coming over here to give his mom some food for thought
for her girl scout story! That was supposed to be locked in the vault.
paul also thought about his father, his macho father. Now Roco knew paul
was currently disguised as a woman and worried if he really would ban
him from the house. paul felt completely humiliated and defeated.
With those thoughts still brewing in his head, paul got up, and
mimicking his dad, stomped out of the kitchen in his high heeled feet
trying to make a similar loud sound stomping like his dad did as he
exited. Of course, paul didn't sound anything like his dad did exiting.
While in the hallway, before ascending up the stairway, paul stopped,
and with all his might, punched the same wall next to the hole his dad
made with his fist. But after making solid contact with the wall the
only sound the ladies in the kitchen heard was paul letting out a high
pitch squeal saying "OOOWWW". Unlike his father's punch, no hole was
created.
"Hmm, sorry Gabby. Drama seems to run in the Mangione side of the
family. A drama king meets a drama queen for a day! I apologize to you
for both their childish behaviors my dear," Valentina says.
Gabby said "Thank you." Then laughing while saying, "Drama Queen for the
day! By the way, I love that Halloween story about paul. How cute!"
Mrs. Mangione then asked, "Gabby would you mind if I use feminine
pronouns when talking about.....um.... well let's say paula... looking
the way she does, calling her paul just seems odd."
"Whatever you would like is fine, really. Truthfully I have called her
by female a few different female names periodically already." Gabby
responded with a smile. "I mean just look at her. I am truthfully amazed
how graceful she walks in those heels, how she talks and how she has
displayed a flair for fashion, hair and makeup. Mmm...Once in a while
she even seems happy. It has been hard on her for the past two months.
So feminine pronouns it is for the extremely feminine paula!"
Mrs. Mangione continued using a hushed voice as if she were afraid paula
would sneak down the stairs and try to listen to her and Gabby
gossiping. "Now I don't mean to be nosey but I have some personal
questions and I want the truth!"
First of all, is paula actually a transgender man transitioning to
becoming a woman? Is she just making up an excuse because she fears
family rejection? And, are you secretly a lesbian and attracted to paula
like this? To me it is alright if you like girls more than boys sweety.
Many women do. paula is a, well ok let's be blunt, she is a knock out, a
va va va va ....... VOOM in a big way! I don't blame you if you are
loving her as a woman, really."
"Well, those are two very direct questions, that do need to be answered
honestly, Mrs. Mangione!
Please understand, our generation is accepting of this type of thing.
With the scientific advancements and procedures available to transition
men and women into the other gender for a short, long or a permanent
term. With the results you saw, you must be wondering about her, I
understand that. A couple of things about paula first. She is not gay
just like she told her dad and no she has no plans on transitioning to
become a woman permanently. We are planning to still get married as a
man and woman.
After I read the article in Cosmo and the long-term benefits this can
have on couples getting married, I was curious to see if she would
support me in this short-term adventure. I have lost my mom and dad. I
do not want to lose a husband also. After a few months, she agreed on
her own. I was surprised as you are she choose such a dramatic option.
The service I found offered 4 options that had various levels of
transition involved. However, as we both know about paula, in for a
penny in for a pound I suppose.
The second question is easy, no I am not a lesbian. I love paula for the
man she really is and will be in the future.
"Ok that clears up those things. Now a couple of observations and more
questions I need answers for," Mrs. Mangione jumping back into
questioning mode said.
Gabby responded, "Sure go ahead."
"paula's curves?" said Mrs. Mangione bluntly then asking, "That dress
hangs perfectly on her. From the bodice, to her waist and hips to her
backside, to her legs just perfectly long and shapely. I saw a couple of
times when she bent forward, well those girls hanging on her chest were
moving forward slightly with paula's movement. Then back to position
when she leaned back again. I didn't mean to stare down at her chest but
they looked and moved so naturally. I couldn't see a seam of any sort on
the sides of her breasts either. And to boot, they look larger than
mine! I am actually feeling jealous of my own son! How do they make such
realistic breasts?" Mrs. Mangione finally finished.
"Well, first of all, paula's breasts are not a plastic insert or any
other type of a synthetic that is a glued on her chest. They are all her
girls all 34c of them!" Gabby said matter-of- factly.
"What? How? paula has real breasts?!" Mrs. Mangione squealed. "You mean
real as they are part of her chest and she can feel everything? Does she
have large areolas and nipples like us too? Do they work, I mean get
hard and stand out? Can she breast feed a baby, well wait, she isn't
pregnant... right?" Mrs. Mangione started to rapid fire questions not
stopping for answers from Gabby.
"What about her downstairs, is she taped up tight down there. Not a hint
of a bulge on the front of her dress. Oh my god, you said no but paula
is actually transgender, isn't she? You just didn't want to tell me a
few minutes ago. Why didn't she tell me when she was little? I could
have helped her. My poor baby. Mrs. Mangione finally stopped talking but
only because she was tearing up and dabbing her eyes with a napkin.
Gabby took the quiet moment to jump in a say, "I have a feeling paula is
going to sleep into the late afternoon and you obviously have a lot more
questions for me about paula's transition. Let me start this thing from
scratch and you will know the complete story then.
I am happy to share it with you. Woman to woman. However, there may be
some uncomfortable things you will learn if you want to hear it all. If
it gets too personal let me know and I will modify it for you.
One thing more thing to know also, at times paula has somewhat of a
potty mouth and this story has some coarse language to it. If you do not
want all the salty language, I will clean it up for you," Gabby said.
"Well, you just heard paula's dad. I can take salty language. So, no
worries there, Details, yes, I would like to know everything. First
though, before we get re-started, would you mind if we go from having
breakfast tea to some nice strong mimosa's using a good Italian
prosecco? Who knows this story may require something stronger later!"
laughed paul's mom.
"Perhaps a small plate of anise toast too dear? I baked them yesterday,"
offered Mrs. Mangione.
"Strong mimosas Yes! Stronger alcohol later, probably, you never know!!
However, no anise toast, thank you. They were delicious the last time
you baked them. But I have to keep up with paula in the figure
department for now! Don't want too many guys hitting on her thinking I
am her frumpy wing gal!" laughed Gabby.
"Guys! as in other men! This is sounding like it might get a little
steamy too!" said a very interested Valentina Mangione as she giggled
like a school girl.
End of Chapter 1
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Chapter 2
Gabby continues her story of paul becoming paula, "Well as you know
paula and her merry band of macho friends she hangs with went away to
watch the Bills play the um... I cannot think of the other team's
nickname, but the ones that play in Vegas. They caught an early morning
direct flight from Buffalo to Vegas. They left for a week and a half to
play golf, gamble and watch the game in person.
I woke up later that morning and was relaxing reading in bed. I had
purchased a new Cosmo on vid the day before because an article that
caught my eye intitled. Is he MAN enough to be the Bride? When I saw it,
I laughed out loud. Still, something intrigued me enough to want to read
the whole thing. The article was all about having a faux wedding
ceremony where you as the bride will act and be dressed as the groom and
your loving man would slip into a nice gown and become the bride for the
day!
The article's author was from Los Angelas and listed several boutiques
there who do male to female and female to male transitions. In the
article the author explained how she thought in order for a groom to
fully understanding of what's expected of his future bride to put on the
perfect wedding is getting your man to plan something and get him in a
gown. That part was essential. If you can get him in the dress and wear
heels, undies, mani, pedi, full makeup and expense wig more power to
you! Just don't pick out the same dress he wears for your actual
wedding!
I thought about everything I have already planned for our wedding. How
my groom has not made any decisions and acts total oblivious about our
big day! That article really spoke to me. I researched if there were any
services in the Western New York area that could help me get paul to
slip on a wedding dress while making him into a passible female. I
Googled and found a sight called "HYMS". I thought it was some kind of
church music store or something. I called them had a nice chat and made
an appointment.
Their shop was a bit away from the city in Holland, New York. But it was
a nice drive on a fall day. The tree colors were changing and I thought
wouldn't a fall wedding look spectacular. I know spring or early summer
is traditional but the colors were calling my name. Especially if we
held our real wedding in the southern part of Erie County, NY.
I pulled into the lot and went into the little boutique. It was just a
store front in the center of the village. I asked for my contact and
took a seat. When he came walking out of the back, I was greeted by a
very tall drag queen. She was very friendly and quite nice, taking at
least an hour to talk with me. She showed me all the type of makeovers
they do at her shop and some of the events they have done for many
clients. Of course, being very discreet she did not have any pictures of
what the men looked like before or of any of the guests at the church or
reception.
She was so nice but I had to be truthful. I loved the boutique and the
services but I wanted to something much more realistic for my fianc?. I
politely declined making an appointment for paul.
I was asked if I called a place called "NU EWES & RAMS". It was a place
similar to his but they may be able to meet my more detailed plans. NU
Ewes & Rans also has multiple levels of services they offer. They are
more than a boutique; they are an outpatient clinic for complete male to
female or female to male transitioning or as they call it Reimagining
services. They also offer less extreme but very realistic reimagining.
They work with a group of WNY and NY State physicians who specialize in
Gender Dysphoria. I was surprised by her next sentence but I know she
didn't mean any harm, "Sort of a fix- it-shop for those poor souls".
The non-permanent services do not take a medical doctor for approval for
men or woman who may be "experimenting" before going through the whole
permanent process. They also offer body and face modification
attachments for either sex. That sounded more like what I was looking
for.
I called the Nu Ewes & Rams establishment from my car and actually got
an appointment for later that afternoon. They are located in the
Southern Tier in the town of Lily Dale in Chautauqua County. They even
have a division in their company that can takes care of, church,
synagogue or temple services, receptions, special events, even
honeymoons or vacations for the trangendered men and women they work
with.
When I drove into their parking lot the buildings were much larger than
what I anticipated seeing. The facility was off an old country road.
Driving those country roads was a bit scary I will tell you. Like
something out of one of those scary sci-fi flixs paula loves.
I parked my car and noticed there were three different buildings, each
very unique. One sign said NU E&R Clinic, one said NU E&R Administration
and the one I need to go in said NU E&R Imagination Division. It was the
most lavish looking of the buildings as it looked like the iconic castle
in Disney World in Florida. Complete with an ornate and detailed brick
walk way of many colors to the entrance. That was the building where
religious services for all denominations, receptions, special events,
vacations planning even reimagining of people's past are planned. I
learned later there is also an exclusive day spa for all woman, not just
clients there too.
I made my way to the administration building and met with a delightful
the corporate liaison for what New Ewes and Rams called their Event Show
Case Department. The woman, named Gwen, who appeared to be in her early
30's told me she was reimagined from being a male to a fully functional
female after a few years playing in the NFL with the team in Seattle.
Gwenn shared she is married and the mother of 3 children whom share
delivered by natural means. Looking at her I had my doubts about whether
or not she telling me the truth. She was tall probably 5'9 or so with a
beautiful face, gorgeous hair, makeup, nails done perfectly, beautiful
clothing, heels to die for, and gorgeous jewelry. Nothing about that
woman said male, pro football player, or anything else but WOMAN!
Getting down to business I explained what I was interested in and what I
think my fianc? may actually agree to participate in. Gwen gave me
brochures of 4 separate procedures and the contracts needed to commit to
each for me to look over.
They detailed how the first three options were designed to be temporary;
all were expensive in an ascending fashion culminating in Procedure # 4,
the most expensive. Procedure #4 is the complete gender reimagining that
is permanent and the most expense as you can imagine. However, Procedure
#3 was very close in results and price to Procedure #4. Rember though,
Procedures #1-3 were for temporary reimagining thus, side stepping
medical approval.
I told her price would be of no issue but I am sure my fianc?e would
only choose procedure #1 maybe.
Mrs. Mangione questioned, "Price wouldn't be an issue? I know paul's
security business does well and you have a secretarial job at a law firm
but of not an issue? Didn't you think that may be a stretch for her
budget?
Gabby looked directly into her future Mother-In-Laws eyes and bluntly
stated "Well, I know what you must be thinking. This little princess is
going to waste all my son's money on something so trivial. paula works
hard for her money. She has built a good small business; he doesn't have
money to waste on this type of thin!
You see Mrs. Mangione there is something paula has never told you and
your family about me. She knew the truth from the start of our
relationship but wanted to wait to tell you, Mr. Mangione and the rest
of your family about my family's wealth. She said it would be awkward
for you all to know I am in truth extremely wealthy. paula rightfully
said, let's give us time as a couple. If we become serious then we can
explain everything to my family.
I didn't like to be deceitful but I said I understood. Actually, I
didn't but paula is such a cutie, I went along. We made up the story
that I am a secretary for a law firm because paula thought a secretary
was a good cover story and job for a woman.
Like myself, my father and mother both were only children born to
parents who were only children to parents who were only children. The
fact you had four children, both you and Mr. Mangione have multiple
siblings making for numerous cousins is something I have never
experienced. paula is telling me all the time one of her relatives are
is having another child. Someone is getting married; someone is having
another baby. I love the idea of marrying into a big family.
As you know I lost my mother at a very early age. I was a six-year-old
without a mom. A nice nanny whom I love, helped raise me but she was not
my mom. You are also aware my dad died in that plane crash where two
jumbo jets flew into to each other a few years back over Hong Kong.
Well, I was sole heir in his will obviously. The company he owned was
the largest private equity and brokerage firm in the United States. We
were headquartered in Miami, Florida, but lived in New York City. His
private net worth was about 40 billion dollars. Eventually the business
was sold and my total inheritance was almost 60 billion dollars," said a
contrite Gabby to Mrs. Mangione.
Mrs. Mangione for her part looked absolutely stunned. She didn't know if
Gabby was telling the truth or lying to her.
Gabby continued, "I know this is hard to believe, but in a short while
you will find out it's all true. Obviously, I am not actually a
secretary; I don't even have a 9-5 job. I have helped paula build her
business by helping fund it, and running certain aspects of the business
as I have a Master's Degree in Finance and one in Marketing.
I have several charities I have endowed to help poor people to find
housing, food, education, job training or medical needs ect... I also
have one I have endowed for women who have suffered spousal abuse,
physical or verbal. I hate yelling, swearing or any sort of physical or
verbal violence. I recently started a charity that provides medical
treatment to children in impoverished countries. We sponsor doctors who
volunteer to give medical care to the children in those far off lands.
My final charity is dedicated to raising awareness to all forms of
cancer. Particularly like the cancer that took my mother's life,
ovarian.
I know it's a lot to take in. Once we dated for about a year, I asked
paula to have a family meeting to let her family know the whole truth
about me. I wanted to help everyone. Especially for you and Mr. Mangione
so he could retire. You two could go to any and every place on Earth you
want to see. Her brothers, their families. I could help them all out
with finances so they would never have to struggle again. paula insisted
she didn't want people to know right then either.
But even after announcing our engagement, she still didn't want to do
anything until much closer to our wedding. I am sorry this is the way
you are finding out about me but it is all true and when paula arises
she can share the truth and her reasons with you," Gabby confessed.
A still stunned Mrs. Mangione said nothing for the first time that
morning other than a meek, "OMG, please go on."
Well, "When paula and her macho crew returned from Las Vegas, I planned
a romantic weekend for her. I missed her so much I wanted alone time. We
ended up visiting Toronto the next day and stayed in an exclusive hotel
that night after dinner. I treated her like a royalty. A heart shaped
bubble bath, I redressed and did a dance of the seven veils in complete
costume. We have a thing about role playing. We finished off our trip
that evening and, in the morning, making love in all of her favorite
positions! When we arrived home the following afternoon, I led her
directly to our bedroom for some more fun. During our "happy talk" I
just so happened to show paula the article in Cosmo and asked her real
nice would consider doing that for me?
She looked at me like I was crazy. Her wearing a wedding gown, me in a
tux and having a faux wedding. NO WAY, was what he said. NOWAY, nope she
wasn't going to do that! I think she thought if her family or friends
ever found out they would think she was a sissy. Deep down she is a
chauvinist pig.
I didn't bother to tell paula how I had searched for a company that
could help us out while she was in Las Vegas. How I wanted to find a
place to help her look like a real bride. Not a man in drag. Like a how
a real woman would look. If I had told her she really would have looked
at me like I was crazy.
Please understand, growing up with money, and then inheriting the wealth
I have, I learned quickly a lot of men would say yes to anything I
asked, but not paula, she is different. She is very traditional in that
way. She knew I could and would buy her the most expensive sports car on
Earth. She wasn't interested. I offered to buy her business out right
and have someone else run it so we could go to any part of the world and
live like a king and queen, nope. I even met the perfect candidate to
run paula's company at a U.B. Graduate Reunion event that would be
perfect for the job. The man's name is Jacob Howser. Turns out he beat
paula out for every top honor in undergraduate school and paula's master
degree program. paula said definitely not that guy. paula calls him The
Villian!
You don't know this but my boyfriend before paula was Cooper McDaniel,
the ex-Buffalo Bill player. Now he was all about my fortune, not my
love. He was as Mr. Mangione says, ALL MAN! A giant of a man and yes, in
every way! I always felt so tiny next to him. He was my knight in
shining amour. I loved it! However, as I said he was all about money and
my money in particular. I found out he was having affair with one of the
team's cheerleaders while dating me. I dumped his backside the day I
found out. I have people who look over me and Cooper was found out to be
a bum. Just so you know, paula is a good girl. Never cheated at
anything, especially me!
When paula first said no to my "bridal week idea," I knew she eventually
would agree and I had a part of my plan ready to spring forward until
she did.
So, right after my meeting with Gwen, I ordered a very expensive unique
antique looking bathroom scale on line. paula and I like antiques and
this fit our d?cor nicely. You see the catch is this scale has many
programable options hidden inside it. When it arrived, I immediately
opened it and found the option I wanted to use.
First, I stepped on the scale to get my weight and programed that for
G1. Then I reprogramed it so I would weigh in 20 lbs. heavier! That was
program was called P1. It worked like a charm. There was a small button
recessed on the side I used to move from program to program.
I knew paula would flip out seeing herself weigh in the 175 lbs. range.
She has always kept her weight at 155 lbs. since I have known her. The
scale worked like a charm. The next morning after turning down my idea
of a faux wedding, paul stepped on the scale and immediately flipped
out! She weighed in at 176 pounds! I was called in to check the accuracy
of the scale. I picked it up to move it slightly, I pushed the hidden
button on the side and reset it to G 1. I was exactly my normal weight.
I picked it up and placed the scale in front of her again, resetting the
scale to P1. She stepped on it again and I swear she almost fainted. She
blamed it on those guys eating and drinking so much. She really only
gained 1 pound on the trip.
I suggested a new type of keto diet my nutritionist recommends. She
jumped at it. Along with getting her a private trainer as an early
Christmas present paula was bent on losing all that extra weight! I had
instructed the trainer no weights only cardio. Also do not talk about
her weight ever or letting her weigh in. All the training was to be done
at our house in the work out area in the basement. That's what they did
4 times a week. I paid handsomely to both the nutritionist and the
trainer to meet my demands.
Not one to give up, I begged paula to at least explore the possibilities
of my faux wedding idea every week from the beginning of December to the
fateful day she finally said yes. I may add, I sometimes had a
"headache" or multiple "times of the month" days when she was really in
the mood to help soften her stance.
Well, this past February 14th on Valentine's Day paula finally had a
change of heart. I awakened to the smell of turkey bacon, Jamaican
coffee and whole grain homemade biscuits in the air. I quickly put on my
robe and headed downstairs to the kitchen to see what was going on. She
had placed a beautiful Valentines card on the kitchen table for me along
with a single rose in a vase.
I sat at the tale and opened the card. On the front the card was a
picture of a man in a tux smiling. When I opened the card there was a
picture with a woman in a tux and the same man wearing a wedding gown
smiling. The caption said, "I SAID YES TO THE DRESS!"
I started screaming THANK YOU, THANK YOU! I got up and literally ran
over to her, gave her a huge kiss and dragged her back to the bedroom
where we spent quite a few hours of love making. We never did eat that
breakfast!
After dinner that evening, I told her all about the NU EWEWS AND RAMS
company and I left the three brochures along with the paperwork on the
buffet in the dining room. She was to read through them in the next
couple of days when she had time, sign the contract she would like and I
would take care of the rest for her by the end of the week. Each were
clearly labeled and outlined what would be done for her to achieve her
desired look. From #1 to help her with body enhancement made of
synthetic skin to #4 to make a complete transition to womanhood
completely with new reproductive organs transplanted. I knew paula would
choose #1 but I put the other brochures with more invasive work there as
a joke.
Three and a half weeks later those dammed brochures and paperwork were
still unsigned. Not even moved a 10th of an inch from how I placed them
on the buffet that day! I was getting more upset each day but I kept my
promise to let her decide what procedure and keep my composure. However,
that was the day I finally broke my promise.
I yelled for paula who, was upstairs watching her precious March Madness
show, game or whatever is called. There is always another game, match,
tournament or match. sports, Sports, SPORTS! I was seeing red when she
came downstairs slowly, in her underwear, no socks or shoes and some old
T shirt with her favorite college team logo on it. It even had pizza
sauce on it. Not a stain but the actual sauce. It looked like she fell
asleep and flipped onto the pizza."
"Hey babe. Sorry I must have fallen asleep watching the tourney. I love
this month, pro hockey, pro basketball, spring training, the NFL draft
prep and to top it all MARCH MADNESS!" paula says excitedly.
"Well, isn't that nice. HERE IS ANOTHER TYPE OF MARCH MADNESS YOU CAN
WATCH..... See this look? This is Gabby March Madness!
Look on the buffet! Those brochures I had l left there for you on
February 15th to look at and choose a procedure you will do for me for
our faux wedding. You promised me but you have never even looked at
them, have you? There is dust buildup on them!" I yelled at him.
I am going to sleep in the guest bedroom tonight. Have a great evening
of fun with your stupid sport stuff and your sloppy pizza clothes! They
obviously mean more to you, than I do to you!" I said to my dumb
founded, slack jawed, pizza sauce wearing love of my life.
"Babe, but... Babe hey wait. I am sorry I will do it right now. Come
back," paula yelled to me as I walked by her up the stairs turned left
and headed for the guest room. I was so upset. She said one thing but
did another. I woke up a couple hours later and headed back to our room
to discuss why I was so upset. As I passed the staircase leading
downstairs, I noticed a light was still on downstairs. I figured paula
moved down there to watch her precious Madness show. I walked downstairs
to explain more calmly how I felt and I saw the television with some
stupid game was on and paula passed out on the couch. A few empty beer
bottles and one bottle of half-filled Grey Goose. Along with the bottles
there was that stupid pizza box. Now occupying the coffee table.
I looked over at the buffet. Those dammed broachers and paperwork still
untouched! I was seething. I turned around went back to the guest room
and went to sleep for the night. Actually, I cried myself to sleep.
Obviously, I didn't sleep well that night, tossing and turning. It was
around 5:30AM the last time I looked at the clock before finally awaking
around 10:00AM. I needed coffee! Strong coffee!! As I reached the floor
level, I looked over to the couch, expecting to see a mess but
everything was cleaned up. I turned to go into the kitchen and the
brochures and contracts were not on the buffet any longer.
What I did see was a dozen roses in a vase and large manila envelope
next to it. I opened the envelope and it contained a card. It looked
similar to the card from Valentine's Day. I opened it up and in it was a
note from paula. It read, I said, yes to the Dress! I am sorry I didn't
follow through. No brochures were in the envelope but the contractual
paperwork for one of the procedures was there and on the last page was
paula's signature agreeing to all the procedures the clinic would
perform.
I nearly fainted when I saw the contract was for procedure #3. That was
the third most drastic procedure only one short of procedure # 4, making
an agreement to change sexes permanently. But still #3 is a very big
change! Wow! I did not see that curveball coming. Val, I will explain
all the ramifications of her choice and continue to tell you of the
amazing story of paul's transformation to paula if you want," Gabby
asked.
"I SAY YES TO THE DRESS TOO GABBY!" said a very enthusiastic Valentina
Mangione,
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Chapter 3
After Mrs. Mangione insisted Gabby continue to explain paula's procedure
to her Gabby explained, "Well if you want me to, I will continue, sure.
After looking at the signed contract and sealing it with it paul's fate,
I was thinking about how much paula must really love me to sign up for
procedure #3. I thought what a sacrifice to understand me as a woman he
is willing to become a temporary one. What an amazing man I was
marrying! If that is how she wants to show me her undying love, then so
be it. I didn't call her to ask anything. I made my coffee got dressed
and drove down to Lilydale and turned in her paperwork in person. I
found a date they had open for the procedure, booked it and went on my
merry way. paula was going to be a real bride now!
Anywho, the day before the procedure, I made sure she enjoyed the
physical side of our relationship. I wanted her to know how much I
appreciate and loved her. So as a reward for saying yes, we started our
love making at about 1:30PM in the afternoon. First in the kitchen with
me getting it on the kitchen table! We went room to room until we
finally fell asleep in our room on our bed around 10:00PM. I wanted to
make sure she entered into her womanly experience with a bang or 3! Well
maybe about 6 or 7, I lost count of them that evening!
It was early morning on Tuesday, April 1st 2043. We got up very early
around 5:30AM. paula was very lethargic as she got dressed.
I reminded her of our time frame saying, "Sweety, you are moving a
little slow. We have to be at the NU Ewes by 7:30AM, I decided to drop
the R considering what paula's procedure was going to do to her. Oh, my
are you ok, you look a bit peaked," I asked her.
"You know, this whole thing, maybe it's really not for us. I mean maybe
we should spend our time on something else. Maybe we can stay home and
do a repeat of yesterday?" paula said smiling from ear to ear.
"Oh Babe, you are having cold feet, so cute! You are acting just like
the bride you are to be! Now get moving we have to be on the road in 40
minutes." With that said, I gave her a love spank on her behind and she
reluctantly got dressed.
"We pulled into the parking lot at 7:15AM, and headed for the
Reimagining clinic. Upon signing in they immediately escorted paula
through the corridor to the clinic area. That was the last time I saw
her as all man! I was told to relax in the waiting area or if I choose,
they would call my cell phone when paula was in the reimagining
recovering area as they call it. I could come see her and bring a more
appropriate change of clothing for her wear home when she is officially
released.
Perhaps I should have talked to her about her choice in depth but I
assumed she had read all the brochures and made the choice she wanted.
Or maybe not. But she was on her way to temporary womanhood and I
couldn't stop by then anyway.
I received a booklet of all the reimagining services paula would be
receiving that day. It was beautifully bond in leather, even has her
name engraved on the cover, paula Stephanie Mangione! It was written so
non clinicians could easily understand the procedures being performed on
paula. From the booklet's first page containing a brief history of the
beginning of the science of Reimagining lives of men and woman from the
1940's to today's most cutting-edge technologies. . Then the next couple
pages were the names and bios of the New Ewes and Rams Clinicians,
Physicians, Surgeons, Nurses, Psychologists, Customer Service Personnel,
Beauticians and any others in support staff. Then 2 pages dedicated to
the company's founder Dr. Ellen Turnbull whose surgical breakthroughs
are the essence of the Reimagining work done at NER. The appendix has a
few pages of helpful hints on how to help your loved reimagined person
acclimate to their new gender. It has link to a NER web site full of
hundreds of articles about reimagining. In between were the pages of
everything I needed to know about paula's procedure. Quite extensive for
86 pages.
I purchased got a cup of coffee in the lounge sat and read the entire
booklet for the two hours.
I brought the booklet with me that I received that day. If you want, we
can read some of the amazing things that was performed to make paul into
paula."
"Gabby I would be honored," a grateful Valentina Mangione said.
"I will leave this here with you so you can read about the history and
maybe go to the NEW web site later.
Before starting procedure #3 paula was weighed, scanned for muscle mass.
The program they used assesses within seconds how much muscle needs to
be redistributed and to what areas. Once everything has been
redistributed by about the 2nd hour of the procedure they will know if
any additional procedures need to take place. For example, if her
breasts developed to the target size or if more intervention needs to be
done. With procedure #3 the effects are designed to last for a medium
term for a minimum of 8 months and maximum of a year and a half," Gabby
explained.
"8 months to a year and a half? Did she know that? Why did paula choose
this procedure? Oh my, Mr. Mangione is going to really flip out when he
finds this out," a concerned Mrs. Mangione said.
Gabby continued "Well 8 months minimally barring any complications. It
could be more. However, with no complications it can last to about one
year and a half. I am at a loss of words to why paula would choose
procedure #3. I was not expecting this level of commitment. Maybe she
didn't actually read the materials on the brochure or the contracts and
just signed #3.
Does she know yet how long she will have to stay disguised as a woman,"
asked a now even more confused Mrs. Mangione?
Gabby continued "Well, there is more to that part of the story but yes
paula is aware her time in heels will be longer than she thought. Time
in heels is something she came up with, as if to say time in jail but
with a twist. So immediately after the reimagining process she was upset
but still thought it would be about be only for a week or so before she
could change back to paul. However, there were some complications
shortly after her transition. But she is a strong girl you know; she
will make until she can transition back."
Mrs. Mangione just repeated a few times, "Yes a strong girl, a strong
girl, a strong girl."
Gabby sensing, her future mother-in-law's fears said, "Look here, we can
start on the first page about paula's reimagining. To start, she was
injected with a new type of an anti-androgyn. They use new generation
anti-androgyn medicines with a new generation of GnRHXXX Agonists all of
which has been sequenced into nanobots that will take the correct amount
of genetic material to add to or subtract from the target areas of
paula's body while allowing her body to lower her testosterone levels of
that of a woman her age. On the flip side they inserted into her hip, a
small device that will release female hormones into her body that will
keep her at the normal rate for an adult woman her age. The implant is
good for two years, so no need for paula ever to go back for another.
For example, you saw how thin her arms looked now. Well on this page it
explains, some of her arm muscle mass was taken and deposited on that
bubble butt you saw she now has. Some of the muscle mass from her
shoulders, torso, calves and thighs have been redistributed to her hips
ect... It is an amazing technology. They are able to do the same with
body fat. Though paula was in fantastic shape for a man, she still had
body fat. Some of which also redistributed d to her backside, hips,
taken from her waist area and redistributed to her breasts ect. Making
for a very well-proportioned body.
"Of course, that first morning when she fully woke up, she was shocked
and very mad about the whole thing! Not realizing the extent of what her
transition would entail. Eventually though paula has even gone back to
work. Jenny Johanson, her secretary is still working there also and has
been a life saver for the office. Luckily, Jenny is a very smart young
woman. She knows the business inside and out. When I wanted to buy
paula's business, I first suggested Jenny could run it just fine. She is
a 31 years old, brilliant young woman. paula reminded me though
brilliant, Jenny only has a two-year degree in secretarial sciences. In
NY State, in order to sell Cyber Security products, you have to have a
Bachelor's degree in Computer Science, a Master's Degree in the same and
a Level 3 Cyber Security Sciences Security background clearance and you
have to pass the state's Certification Board Exams to receive you
license.
May I share a secret with you?" Gabby asked, finally taking a breath to
finish her first mimosa. Her future mother-in-law really makes very
strong mimosa, which led Gabby to being a bit to open about paula's
situation.
"Of course, dear, and let me give you a refill tooooo!" said a somewhat
slushy Mrs. Mangione who then added, "As my future daughter- in-law you
can ask or tell me anything, and I will place it in the vault never to
be spoken of again."
Gabby continued, "Well to let you know a couple of secrets. The first
one is even after paula's next reimaging to go back to good old paul she
will remain hairless, except for her eyebrows and the hair on her head,
for the rest of her life! For me, no more kissing a scratchy beard and
to tell you the truth I like her not having any body hair now, so that
is all fine with me.
The second secret I think at times, paula secretly enjoys wearing
dresses and heels! I have told her she can buy pant suits for work or
wear dress pants or wear jeans at home but she doesn't seem to like
them. She has only purchased a couple pairs of either but never wants to
wear them. Shorts, Jumpers, Skorts, Booty Yoga Pants yes, but regular
pants, no. And that girl is a clothes horse now and she loves shopping.
When paul is back we will be making a huge donation to the Salvation
Army!"
"Dresses and heels? Booty pants No! Who would have thought? Oh, wait you
told me a lot so far but I haven't heard anything about down there yet,"
said Mrs. Mangione pointing to her own crotch. "Is she taping it to keep
it from showing. I did not see any indication of a bulge in the front of
her dress!" Valentina said with a slight giggle.
"You sure you want to know Mrs. Mangione?" Gabby cautiously said.
"Well, I am assuming "its" hidden away with skin tape or a tight pair of
panties or a gaff, right?" Mrs. Mangione asked but then added, "Dressed
as she is and needing to use bathrooms, I assume sitting is the only
option!"
"Well, yes she sits to tinkle, you asked, I tell. No tape or tight
panties or a gaff is used though. Please do not tell her I shared this
with you ... well right now, paula is the proud owner of her very own
and very functional vulva!" Gabby said cautiously and added with a
nervous giggle, "Yes she has joined our team for now!"
"What do you mean a fully functional vulva? She can get pregnant now?
OMG truthfully, I am still thinking she is transgender, a mom knows
things about their children, this only confirms it. Oh no, are you two
breaking up? This is why you both came here today, isn't it? paula is
too embarrassed to tell me so she is making you do it, right?" Mrs.
Mangione said as she started to hyperventilate and started saying
something in Italian.
Gabby grabbed her future mother-in-law's hands and looked directly in
her eyes. "Please calm down. paula and I are not breaking up. I said
Vulva, the outer parts of a women's genitalia along with a vagina.
However, she doesn't possess a uterus and fallopian tubes, so no eggs
with her breakfast, or monthly visits from a friend!
They did not remove paula's penis or scrotum. Just rearranged them a bit
that is all! They took away the boy stuff and basically made some of her
girl stuff out of them," added Gabby.
Taking a couple of bigger gulps of her mimosa to finish it Gabby added
"Some basic surgery was needed to reimagine paula. But really that part
was only a stich here a stich there. Let's get back to the booklet so
you can see everything in the diagrams, to help explain that area now.
But first may I have another mommymosa? These are great. Thanks!"
Gabby concerned for Valentina stated, "By the way, I didn't mean to
upset you, but again this has to be kept just between us girls, right?
Well, that area of paula looks feels like just like ours when you touch
it. You know what would be funny? Taking her to my girlfriend who is a
GYNOB, for a "Healthy Chick Check UP!" Gabby laughed. Truthfully, I have
tried once. She hurt her ankle and should have seen a doctor, but she
refused. I wanted to role play the part of a nurse in the doctor's
office." Gabby continues in a slight accent, "Now honey, just put those
cute little feet in the stirrups. That's it deary. MY, my, my, don't be
so nervous, I am sure you have done this before young lady. Now let's
get a look at your honeypot so SPREAD'M WIDE SWEET CHEEKS!" laughed
Gabby.
Mrs. Mangione let out a big laugh too at Gabby's unexpected joke and
said, "You are so funny! Ok, here is your next drink but I think we had
better "nurse" these ones, Nurse Gabby! I do not want to be passed out
when paula wakes up later."
Gabby agreeing says "Ok, so it's like this or maybe it's like that.
Anywho, look at this page, it explains, along with the nanobots for
redistribution of muscle and fat cells, the clinic still needed to do
some reimagining with paul's penis and scrotum. I mean he wasn't the
biggest guy down there anyway, so no great loss, I mean, um I am joking!
Sorry, please don't repeat that. Really, I was only kidding really! But
she is a chick right now and, we chicks ain't got those things hanging
down there, thank God, so size don't matter for paula anymore!
Did I say that out loud that my precious love had a small penis? Well
compared to Conner, who doesn't! Maybe I better hold off on that last
drink, I am getting stupid right now." Gabby wasn't as drunk as Mrs.
Mangione but was feeling no pain after drinking two strong mimosas so
quickly.
"Once again amazing technology now a days comes to the rescue! The
clinician using a new Hyperthermia Technology, as they liberally spread
a clear gel all over paula's scrotum then applies surgical compresses
held at 39 degrees. The gel is absorbed through the skin of scrotum and
is the catalyst that when activated by cold, begins to shrink her testes
to about 100th of their normal size. By manipulation they then are
pushed up into her inguinal canal. Her scrotal sack is basically just
floppy skin that is then is used in the formation of her vagina canal.
Even more amazing techniques are performed by robotic machines to do the
exacting and safe work that humans cannot do to create an actual Vulva
using the scrotal skin and cloned organs grown from tissue cells of
female donors. We don't clone humans yet but body parts yes, thankfully.
The next step mmmm..... Well, every woman needs a clitoris, right? That
organ was not made with a cloned clitoris instead they used paul's
little penis! You asked I tell!" said Gabby looking at the astonished
look on Valentina's face.
Gabby continued, "Using a similar procedure that was used in shrinking
her testes, this technique is every man's nightmare! The Amazing
Shrinking Penis! The penal shaft shrinks to about 5 percent or something
like that, of its former length. The tip of her penis, or the Glans as
is it anatomically called, is sutured closed as her glans will serve a
different function now, no more pee pee or baby making creamy coming
through that thing! The sutures takes less than a day to fully heal and
the organ to be fully functional. The sutures dissolve and all that is
left is smooth ultra-sensitive skin. A new urethra is attached to her
bladder and is attached later to her newly created urethral orifice
sitting below her clitoris but above her vagina. Tinkling caused some
problems at first but now she is doing it like she was born that way.
The new clitoris is indistinguishable from a cindered woman's in size
and shape. The difference, is paula's clitoris is about three times more
sensitive than ours! Oh, what a lucky girl!! That is accomplished by a
new nerve replicating gel that was added to the tip of her Glans as they
created paula's clitoris. The gel stimulates very rapid nerve growth
tripling them in less than 24 hours. During intercourse she will
experience sensitivity to heights we can only long for.
All the added new cloned organs needed to interface with paula's own
blood supply to stay viable. Read right here it says this part of
paula's reimagining is made possible by a new procedure Dr. Turnbull,
who has specialized in transplanting organs for over the last 25 years,
making a dramatic breakthrough.
So instead of suturing all the organs into paula's pelvic area, Dr.
Turnbull's discovery allows for a new procedure using a micro mesh that
has been immersed in the original donors DNA along with paul's DNA taken
from some of paul's blood that was drawn at the starting preop faze of
procedure #3.
This part of the procedure works with whatever organ they are
implanting. Unbelievably the mesh adheres to paula's muscle, fatty
fissure, tendons, ligaments, whatever other organs are needed almost
instantly. Within 3 hours very small capillaries begin to grow in both
directions of the mesh literally connecting the organ to paul's blood
supply. Within 5 hours the organ is receiving blood from its host, paula
in this case and paula's DNA is overwriting the donors to basically
making the organ her own as if she was born female.
Her new vagina is capable of receiving 8-9 inches of penetration depth,
more than enough for most men. Most are not nearly as long no matter
what they say! Her vulva will perform as any cinder women would. Upon
sexual stimulation either mental or physical, paula will experience an
engorging of her labia, clitoris, her new vagina will swell as well all
caused by more blood flow to that area of her body. She will also
experience vaginal lubrication just like us! If paula engages in any
type of physical stimulation or intercourse she will be experiencing
sleeping on the wet side of the bed!" Gabby said as she took another
gulp of her mimosa.
"This is truly amazing cutting-edge surgery all done by robotics and
very little invasiveness to paula's body. So, to restate the obvious,
paula is now the shocked owner of female genitalia. She has a mons,
pubis, labia majora, labia minora, a clitoris, a urethral opening, vulva
vestibule, vestibular bulbs, Bartholin Glands, Skene's Glands, and of
course the coup de grace, her very own functioning vaginal opening,
channel and vagina!" said an overly excited Gabby.
After a long period of silence Gabby asked, "Are you ok Mrs. Mangione?
You haven't said a word for the past 5 minutes," Gabby said realizing
she may have finally divulged too much information.
"Oh, I am sorry honey, I was just trying to understand what you just
said. Bluntly stating the obvious right now paula is more woman than
man, correct? Can she have children too? Is this what this is all about.
You don't want to have babies when you two get married? I understand
women don't want big families now, and you have so much money, I
understand if you don't want to be tied down with kids hanging off
you.... or maybe paula will, like Roco said." Mrs. Mangione was now just
rambling thoughts out loud was cut off from Gabby once again.
"No no, no, of course I want to have children. I love paula. But she was
the one who signed up for procedure #3," Gabby said coldly.
"Does she know all this, Gabriela?" asked Mrs. Mangione using the evil
eye to make Gabby scared.
"Well, she knows mostly everything. I wanted to wait for the right
moment to explain every detail to her. Later tonight probably before we
leave here perhaps, I will be having that long talk with her. Then she
will know and understand everything to expect for the near future and
beyond." Gabby told Mrs. Mangione.
Mrs. Mangione asked shaking her head. "Has she seen any of her friends
from her Sicilian Heartbreakers Club? I know it's strange for me to say
but a couple of them should spend some time as women. Their poor wives!"
Mrs. Mangione added.
"Well yes that is true they should and yes paula has seen the club
members but not how you might have expected, it was in a very
interesting way. Do you want to know any more or should I stop?" asked
Gabby.
"Well yes of course I do! Just let me get a bottle of Campari. Enough
Mimosa's this is going to take a stronger alcohol than I thought to get
through," laughed paula's mom.
End of Chapter 3
Chapter 4 is where all the real fun begins!