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Rebecca's Story Chapter five As the door closed and she left, I put the packs of pills and condoms in my bedside drawer and sat down on the bed, I felt guilty over all of the lying and deceit, all of these kind people who were looking out for me certainly deserved better. But by nature, I'm a coward and deep inside I knew I would never have the strength to tell anyone, besides it was too late, it had all gone too far. I knew I would have to work very hard to make sure I maintained the image of femininity I had created, it was all out attention to detail from now on, and making sure I worked as hard as possible on my appearance. I needed to be disciplined in the way I conducted myself, always being up in time to do my makeup and hair, create myself a routine and follow it. Suddenly with all of these crazy thought running around inside my head I felt exhausted, what with the shopping and long walk back up to the home, I felt emotionally and physically drained, yet at the same time I felt a wonderful new feeling of freedom that I didn't want to end. There were times today that I had to pinch myself to make sure I was awake, walking out in the evening sunshine with Sarah, wearing MY new dress, underneath it I wore MY new underwear it really was like a long-wished dream coming true. I knew the longer I held tightly on to this dream the more likely it was I would get caught, deep down inside I realised that I couldn't stay here, I wanted to desperately, but something was sure to ruin it, and I didn't want to hurt Sarah or anybody else that had been kind towards me. Not really wanting to I removed my wedges and my wonderful new dress and then reluctantly my underwear, I needed to sleep and hopefully in the morning when my mind was fresher, I could think of a solution. I folded my underwear up and put it in the drawer and then hung my dress up, the remaining bag from the chemist I put in front of the wardrobe, I would deal with it tomorrow. I quickly retrieved the pack of baby wipes I had bought when I was with Kay, she reckoned they were the bees knees for removing make up and helped her skin stay spot free. I pulled one out and wiped it across my face seeing it turn black from my mascara, Kay certainly knew what she was talking about. The last thing I needed to remove was my jewellery and my strapping, the jewellery was a sinch the strapping not so and it hurt to say the least. I retrieved my Madonna tee shirt from under my pillow pulled it on and with a sigh climbed into the bed, and grabbed Boris, what wasn't done today will have to wait for tomorrow, I said to myself as I got comfortable hoping sleep would come quickly. Tomorrow I would try my best to get one of those jobs, with some money I could by myself some time and look towards moving on without relying on other people to help me, once I was in a better position financially perhaps I would be able to rent a flat or something. Inevitably with so much going on inside me head I just lay there going through the events of the last few days, it amazed me that I had got away with the pretence of being my sister, although I found the thought of being anything like her nauseous. Until yesterday I would have never dared to venture outside in a dress before, the best I had ever achieved was last year and that was just a quick walk around the park in the dark wearing a skirt looking like a frightened rabbit. Suddenly the situation had changed, and it was essential that I dressed this way to keep a roof above my head. I lay there wondering what would happen if I did get found out, probably end up in prison for fraud or something, that thought scared me immensely, I decided that I would give it a couple of months here at the home and then move on, I wasn't sure if I could get to my old home, but then I wasn't even sure if it hadn't been rented out to a new family, if it had that left me trapped in my current position, so I would have to be very careful not to be found out. I knew one thing, I had to avoid visiting the doctor, Marion said he had asked her to get me o go in and see him, but I couldn't let that happen, it would completely blow my cover. I must have eventually fell to seep as I awoke to the sun streaming through the large sash window, the birds were in full voice and for the first time in a long time I felt safe. I leant over to the bedside table to see what time it was, without thought I picked up my gold watch bracelet, normally it would be hidden away with the rest of my secret treasures but the thought of it being here out in the open and not be shamefully hidden excited me. It was just past seven, as much as I would have preferred to have taken another hour in bed, I dragged myself out and started preparing for my day. I went over to the dressing table to get my wash things and toothbrush when I saw the list that Marion had given me yesterday evening, I picked it up to see what exactly it was she wanted me to do. 8.00am Make sure Sarah is up and ready for school! Bus will collect her at 08.45am outside main door. Get yourself some breakfast and then help Doreen in the kitchen. When Doreen doesn't need you, go to the laundry room and load washing with Heather see if you can get a bit of ironing done. 12.30 use the phone in the main office and ring about the part time jobs. See if you can get into town to interview for any of the two jobs any money you can get will help, When you get back can you keep your eye on Sarah bus drops her off at four thirty, I won't be back until 09:00pm see you then, thank you "good luck" XXX Wow, I thought to myself, quite a busy day, still at least I would get to wear my proper clothes and be my true self. I put the note back down went through my bag until I found my birth control pills, now that I had plenty more, I popped two into my mouth and swallowed. I quickly put my hair up on the top of my head and fixed it there with a couple of scrunches, opening the door as quietly as possible I checked the coast was clear I made my way to the bathroom. After I had finished my morning routine, I jumped into the shower, it felt so good, I shaved my legs despite them not really needing it and my pubic area and under my arms, my recent discovery of the pleasure of having smooth hair free skin all over made me feel so clean and I wanted to maintain it. After a bit of a tidy up and wiping the mirror down I again checking there was no one about before I rushed back to my room. I took the towel off and moisturised all over, apart from where I needed to stick myself away, I sprayed myself with deodorant and a little of my mums old perfume. I decided to put my bra and knickers back on from yesterday as I had only worn them for a few hours, and they were sublimely comfortable and made me feel wonderful. I made sure I was completely dry before I started to tusk myself, I tucked using the same procedure as yesterday, it had been much more comfortable, used less sticking plaster and it still gave me quite flat front. I picked up my knickers and stepped into them, the pleasure of wearing these wonderful garments washed over me as I slid them up my legs and shivered as they caressed my bottom. Soon I was stood in front of the wardrobe in just my bra and knickers with little pangs of excitement flickering through me. There was little point in choosing an outfit as I had work to do this morning, I thought it best not to wear any of my new clothes even though I was desperate to. I took out my beige gypsy skirt which I had got from Janet and a black strappy vest top which I had found in the launderette, it was a sunny day and pretty warm already and it was still early morning. Plus, the fact that I would be working in the kitchen, which was usually a hot place, so I decided to brave it and just stuck with the little cotton top. I strapped my black wedges on noticing that my toenail polish had started to look tired, I would sort that out later on I thought. I then sat at the dressing table to do my hair and makeup. Releasing my hair from the scrunches I let it fall down naturally to see if any of the styling had stayed, thankfully the waves had, so I just gently brushed it out and left it down. I applied enough make up to make myself look as convincing as possible without going over the top, I faded out dark brown eye shadow to light brown and added eye liner and two lots of mascara. I gave my lips a little pale pink lippy to give them colour and to make them look fuller I sealed them with strawberry lip gloss. I added my large loop earring and my bangles my sapphire ring that I had treated myself to with last year's birthday money and put my watch on. Realising I was spending fat too much time enjoying getting myself ready I knew I just had to call it a day, hoping that my look was convincing enough. I looked at myself in the mirror I certainly could see the benefit of having my eyebrows shaped they changed my face totally. Checking my watch, I put a spurt on as it was ten to eight and I had to make sure Sarah got to school, I grabbed my perfume and gave my neck a quick spray and then reached under my skirt and sprayed the tops of my legs and put the perfume into my bag along with the note from Marion and my old tatty purse that had my seven pounds in it, tonight I would put all of my stuff in my new purse and throw this one away. I pulled the bed over, took a deep breath, put my bag over my shoulder and opened the door, there were now a few more girls about they were queuing for the bathroom, and some were walking towards the stairs. I made sure the door to my room was locked properly and made my way down the corridor to L16, Sarah's room. After a good few taps the door opened and a sleepy little face appeared, as soon as she saw it was me, she smiled took my hand and pulled me inside. I couldn't help but give her a smile she was such a lovely little person. "Sarah hurry up you haven't had your breakfast yet and its nearly eight o'clock," I said in the nicest voice I could muster but with my hand movements trying emphasise that she need to get a move on. Obviously, she was dawdling because she didn't want to go to school, who does, but I wasn't about to let Marion down, luckily, she already had her knickers and a vest on, so I dropped to my knees and helped her get into her skirt and blouse and fixed her tie, I then quickly sat her on her dressing table chair and brushed her hair out and put it up into a ponytail. "Will you be here after I've finished school, I thought we could play with my dolls," she said with a pleading look in her eyes. I didn't answer, I needed to get her to brush her teeth. "Go and brush your teeth while I find your school bag, come on get a move on you little minx," I said giving her a quick cuddle along with a huge smile, she was adorable. She laughed and run to out of the door toothbrush ready with paste on it. I quickly made her bed it wasn't a good job but looked tidier, I looked around for a school satchel but couldn't see anything resembling one. She was soon back. "Where's your school bag, and don't run round with your toothbrush in your mouth its dangerous," I said, she quickly removed the offending toothbrush and walked past me grinning luckily, she went to her wardrobe and pulled out the bag she used for school. "What books do you need?" I asked grabbing the bag off of her to see what she had put inside. "They are all in there, I got them ready last night, stop fussing I managed to get to school on my own once before," she said giggling at me as though I was panicking over nothing. Eventually we were walking into the eating area, I was surprised at the amount of teenagers there were there, I couldn't see properly but there didn't seem to be that many a similar age as Sarah. I sorted her some cereal out, she had a bowl of sugar puffs and a glass of orange while I had a cup of tea, I had to keep her focused on her breakfast as seemed more interested in what was going on in the room. When at last, she had finished trying to get the last drop of milk out of the bowl, I gave her a smile and checked my watch, we had ten minutes before her bus arrived. I watched her as she gulped down the last of her orange, I felt myself loosen up, and my breathing became calmer, feeling like the pressure was now off I found myself wanting to let Sarah know what I was doing today. I said, "So I've got some things to do today for Marion and this afternoon I am going to try to get a job, as much as I want to, I may not be back in time to meet your bus, so if I'm not, once you've got changed could you go to the common room and do any homework you have and then practice your times tables for me, which one are you best at?" She grinned and nodded. "Same as everyone else, the one times one silly." I realised I had asked for that, so I patted her on the head, picked our breakfast stuff up and quickly washed them up, whilst she wiped them, by eight forty we were waiting with another couple of girls and quite a few boys by the sign that said school bus stop. I felt Sarah tugging at my skirt, I had a strange fleeting feeling that it was something that wasn't allowed to happen to me, I shouldn't be wearing a skirt. The thought was gone from my head in seconds as Sarah said, "Becky this is Amy she's my best friend, well almost, I guess you are now." I gave Amy an apologetic look as if to say sorry, she was a pretty girl with long brown hair and big brown eyes. She didn't seem at all offended to have been demoted to her second-best friend and gave me a rather shy smile, I said hello and smiled back feeling guilty. The bus appeared with the rumble of a tired old diesel engine that was working hard, eventually pulling up with a loud squeak from it brakes. Sarah gave me a quick cuddle and then interlocked her arm with Amy, and they then boarded the bus, I waited until they were seated, they looked out of the window at me and waved, I waved back feeling overwhelmed. All those kids had gone through and were still going though, and yet they still smiled and gave me love, I felt myself get emotional and tear was trying to form, before it got too far, I took a deep breath and went back into the house to find Doreen. The eating area was a lot busier now and there were a number of youngsters and teenagers queuing to get their breakfast, I think most of them were seniors as they wore smart uniforms, white shirts with grey trousers or skirts and a red tie. I ignored the queue and walked over to wear Doreen was working dishing up fried eggs and toast, she gave me a smile, I returned one asking, "Morning Doreen, what do you want me to do?" She stopped what she was doing for a moment and turned to face me. "Morning, its Becky isn't it, you will need to put your hair in a hair net and an apron on, remove your jewellery and then wash your hands and glove up, everything you need is in the back office." She pointed her egg slice in the general direction and then got back to serving out the food. I headed off to find the office, once I found it, I realised it was really an old storage cupboard, but there was a single desk and a chair in there. Despite not really wanting to I removed my rings my watch and my hoop earrings just leaving my small gold studs in, I looked around and found a box of disposable gloves along with plastic aprons and disposable hair nets. I opened my bag and dug about until I found a black silk scrunchie I had found, washed, and saved years ago, I put my hair into a ponytail and fixed it with it. That made it quite easy to get the hair net over my head and to cover all of my hair, I fixed the apron around my waist and then pulled the gloves on. There was a little mirror on top of one of the filing cabinets, I looked at myself to see if I looked more boyish without my earring and my hair down, thankfully all it had done was make me look a bit younger. I headed back out into keen to show my willingness to help, Doreen smiled and passed me the egg slice and the tongues. "Two slices of toast each and one egg, one sausage and two bacon sauces are at the end of the counter should they want them, I'm going to cook another load, probably need another twenty of so I reckon, holler if you need help." She winked at me gave me a smile and that was it, I was on my own, I dished everything out as fast as I could, trying my best to avoid eye contact. I had been furiously trying to keep up for around ten minutes when I heard a deep voice speaking to me from my left-hand side, I looked up to see it was Bill, I smiled at him. "I see you managed to get involved and help out good on you lass," he said. I felt myself go red, how lovely to receive praise, I gave him another smile. "It's the least I could do after what everyone has done for me, Mr Reed," I said. "Are you having breakfast?" He shook his head and patted me on the shoulder. "Please Becky it's Bill, you me and Doreen can have ours once the storm had passed eh?" He wandered over to what I assumed was his usual corner, pulled out his paper and sat down to read it. I got back to the task in hand trying to make sure everyone was fed. Doreen piled my trays up again with food and I carried on serving until eventually the last few stragglers were served, I put my forearm up to my brow it was so hot, I felt quite sweaty, Doreen came over to me. "Quite hectic isn't it, some of these poor kids haven't had proper breakfasts before in their whole lives, kids shouldn't go to school with empty stomachs it not healthy. Do you want coffee or tea with your breakfast?" I hadn't expected to get a cooked breakfast let alone eat it with the adults, I felt quite special. "Could I have tea please Doreen" I said as she wandered back over to the cooking area to do a few more slices of bacon and some eggs. I started to remove the tray from the hotplates and took them over to the sinks, I run the water until it was hot to help remove the grease and washed them up. I looked out into the room there a number of tables with plates and cups left on them but no one sitting at them, so I started to clear them up, wiped down the tale and washed them up. Eventually it was just Doreen, Bill and myself, I had finished clearing the tables and had washed most of the cutlery and crockery up. I thought wearing my light cheesecloth gypsy skirt help keep me cool, but I was feeling sticky and hot. I went over to Doreen she was serving the food up and putting the plates on a tray, so I finished making the drinks and we both went over to where Bill was sitting and sat own. "Take the weight of ladies, splendid job," Bill said ginning and then winking at me, A sudden cool gust of wind hit my legs and went up my skirt sending an involuntary shiver through my body, now I knew why he sat here, there was a l cool breeze coming through the open door. Doren put a plate of food down in front of me. "You've earned that love," she said as she started to put pepper and salt on her meal. I looked at the plate of food hungrily it was much more than I had been eating lately, I picked up my knife and fork and began to eat it remembering to try eat in a dainty manner. I had managed one slice of toast and half of the sausage before I began to feel really bloated, I felt guilty not being able to eat it all. "I'm sorry Doreen there is way too much here for me," I said as I put my knife and fork down, Bill looked at me. "Are you sure? you haven't really ate much at all." I just smiled at him and nodded. To my surprise Bill leant forward and scraped the remaining food onto his plate. "Lovely, thanks love," he said as he put a load more ketchup on the pile of food and got stuck in. Doreen put her knife and fork down and finished chewing what was in her mouth. "Bill you really are you own worst enemy, no wonder you wife moans at you, you can't resist can you, no wonder you've got high blood pressure." I watched on as a guilty look spread across his face, Doreen picked up her knife and fork and resumed eating her breakfast, I sipped at my tea wondering if it would stop him eating it. I think that boat had sailed long ago as he dipped his toast into his egg and devoured it all. Doreen ate most of her breakfast, she put her plate out of Bills reach and wiped ger face with a tissue, and then with both elbows resting on the table she sipped her coffee. "Marion said you were going to help Heather in the laundry room, so once you've finished your tea you can have a blow for a bit and then go help her, I appreciate all you've done this morning, it's obvious you are a hard-working sensible girl, thank you love" she smiled got up and went over to wash our stuff breakfast up. Bill put his hand on my arm, I looked up to find him staring at me, for a minute I thought he had discovered that I was really a boy. "Don't forget to take your hair net off before you go lass, we don't want people teasing you do we." He grinned at me as I got up and went to the back office to sort myself out. After removing the hair net and brushing my hair out with my fingers I made a mental note to put a hairbrush in my handbag, I put my earrings back in and my jewellery back on and went to find Doreen to let her know I was off. Bill was stood talking to Doreen, as I approached, they both turned to face me. "Well that retail therapy did you a world of good you look like different girl, did Diane do your hair?" Doreen asked me. I felt immediately self-conscious, with the way Bill and her were both staring at me I was sure they would see through me. "Yes, and she did my nails I stuttered trying to distract them for staring at my face, I held my hands out to show them, "They look lovely, very feminine," Doreen said. Bill grunted what I assumed was approval. "Well I'm off see you later," I said as I walked away, they went back to their conversation. I quickly nipped upstairs back to my room, brushed my hair, and tidied my makeup, on my way back down I took the opportunity to have a pee, I had discover that I could actually pee without removing the sticking plaster if I leant right forward and peed slowly. The only thing that was a problem was wiping myself I did it as much as I could and then folded a couple of sheets of toilet paper and held them again my strapping as I pulled my knickers back up, just in case I dripped a little bit. It took me a bit of time to find the laundry room, and if I were to be honest, I wished I hadn't have bothered, Heather obviously didn't like strangers, she put me on ironing and then disappeared into the back of the room and didn't speak to me at all, I ironed for a few hours mainly school shirts and trousers, I wasn't the best at it but once they were hung on their hangers they passed a quick inspection. Heather dismissed me with a "you're done" at half eleven, I have never been so happy to get away from somewhere, she made me feel really uncomfortable. I went back up to my room and sat on the dressing table chair. I had a bit of time to sort out my bits from the remaining bag, it was mostly day to day stuff like body wash, shampoo, razors, hair conditioner, moisturiser, nail polish remover and the like, it was only cheap stuff, but it meant a lot to me, as I proudly put it on display on my dressing table. I could feel the butterflies starting to appear in my tummy, I was dreading ringing up for the part time jobs, even though I desperately needed the money, the thought of being scrutinised by yet more people worried me. I swore at myself wishing I had more courage, but this was what I was, pretty much cared of my own shadow. I examined myself in the wardrobe mirror my legs looked so pale against my black wedges luckily my skirt came down just past me knee which hid most of them. My arms were fairly skinny, and I wasn't exactly broad chested, both of these things went in my favour, my frame just looked like one of a slim young girl. If it wasn't for my bra there would be no evidence of breasts, thank the lord for padded bras I thought. After twenty minutes or so I plucked up the courage to go downstairs and try to find the main office, to me it was obvious it needed to be close the office where the old guy who I think was called Fred, did my pass. I made my along the front corridor past Fred's room which had the door closed and went to the next door, which was marked first aid. I carried on until I came across and open door, I poked my head inside and noticed a young woman in there typing on a computer keyboard. I must have caught her eye as she stopped typing and looked directly at me, "can I help you miss" she said as she spun around in her chairs to face me. "Marion told me to go to the main office to use the phone to ring about some jobs is this the main office, please?" She got up and smiled at me. "You must be Rebecca," she said, make my heart sing at the sound of my name being said out loud. I nodded and smiled back, hang on a couple, I just need to send your job details to your file for you. She leant back down to her keyboard and after typing in something hit a button, she then came over to me and led me to a small desk and ushered me to sit down, I pulled the chair out and sat down. There was a computer and a telephone on the desk with some sheets of paper and a pen. "Are you okay with computers?" she asked me. I turned to look at her and nodded. "I think so we used to do computer studies at school." She smiled at me and continued speaking. "There's a folder on your desktop I named it Rebecca, but you can name it however you want, the password is your date of birth, should be all you need for your job searching, good luck." She gave me another smile and went back to what she had been doing before I had disturbed her. I thought to myself how pretty the woman was, she had a kind of old-fashioned elegance about her, with her long blonde hair long eye lashes and her petite figure. I pressed the button to start the computer up and then waited while it went through its boot process, I took the pen and wrote Rebecca's job search at the top the paper, just writing it down and seeing it made me feel wonderful. After a few minutes the computer seemed to have finished whatever it is computers do and the mouse pointer responded to my touch, the desktop had tons of folder on it all with different names. I hunted around until I found one thar said Rebecca along with the date I arrived, I double clicked it and it asked for my password, so I types in my date of birth. It said incorrect password try again, thinking I had hit the wrong key I typed in my date of birth again and hit enter, it said the same thing again. Shit I thought, it's not my date of birth I need it's my sisters, they think I'm my sister, frantically I went through my head trying to remember her birthday, I knew it was in the autumn, October seemed to come to my mind, yes the eighteenth of October, I was sure, I remembered it because she had told me on numerous occasions when our parents were out that she was in charge as she was eighteen months older than me. I quickly worked out the year in my head and typed it in. Much to my relief the folder opened and then it said downloading and the little egg timer came up, I waited until it had finished. Two file icons had appeared, I opened the first one and it was all the information I needed for the first part time position. Blossom and Blooms Flowers for all occasions High Street Wilton 09.00 - 1700 Call Mandy on 01124 784210 I picked up the phone and tapped in the number, it rang a couple of times and then a woman's voice answered, Blossom and Blooms Julie speaking how may I help you, the voice sounded out of breath as thought she had run to the phone. Trying to speak as feminine as possible I said, "Hi sorry to trouble you but I was told to ask for Mandy, it's about a part time position you have." There was a moments pause and then the voice said, "Hang on I'll get her," and I heard the sound of the receiver being put down on a desk or something. A couple of minutes went by, the line crackled and then a stronger female voice spoke, "Hello Mandy speaking how may I be of assistance?" I explained to her that Marion had told me about a part time vacancy, before I had chance to speak any further, she said, "Oh yes I know, you're the girl from Wilton Hall, new arrival I understand, do you have any previous work experience?" I knew I would have to lie, so I told her about my sisters old job in the co-op on a Saturday morning, if she checked they could verify it. "How are you with a till and a computer?" I told her I did computer studies at school and was okay on a till, thinking to myself it couldn't be that hard could it, "What about school or college do you have commitments?" I told her I was available most days and could start whenever she required it. "Okay how about you popping in and we have a chat, what about tomorrow morning say around ten thirty." We agreed, and the call ended. I felt the call had gone well, hopefully she would offer the position to me, I needed the money. I closed the file and opened the second one, Tiffany's Boutique 57 Block Lane City designs at local prices. 01124 - 765210 I pressed in the number and waited for it to ring, it rung and rung but no one answered, I felt a bit disappointed but decided not to give up and wait a few minutes and then ring again, I tried a couple of times but still no one answered. I gave it another five minutes and tried again but no answer, I'll try tomorrow I thought to myself. I was just shutting the computer down when a pair of arms wrapped around my neck, and someone blew the side of my face, I thought it was Sarah, but I turned round to see it was Kay. "Sorry about yesterday I got held up, you know how it is, guys, totally unreliable creatures but fascinating and great fun to be with, we ended up on the boating lake and, well you know the rest." She grinned at me and the raised her eyebrows, God she was pretty. Her happiness was infectious there was no way I could be angry with her, I stood up and she immediately pulled me to her and cuddled me. I still hadn't got used to how touchy and feely girls could be, Sarah was no different, so I cuddled her back to let her know everything was cool between us. "You applying for jobs?" she asked, I nodded. "Yeah, got one response, but the other one didn't answer the phone, so I'll have to try again tomorrow. She looked at me smiling. "This could be your lucky day, are they in town, I'm just about to pop into town if you want to come with me?" I smiled at her and nodded. "That would be great thank you." "Rob's picking me up at around ten past one, he's got a long lunch as he's got his check up at the dentist, meet me by the front door at around one, I gotta get changed." She danced away from me and headed upstairs, I thought she looked fine as she was in her midi white cotton dress. Perhaps I should change, I did need to make a good impression and I had been working this morning, I decided it would be a good idea. I thanked the lady who was still typing and headed back up to my room, it was twenty past twelve, so I had time to have quick shower if the bathroom was free. I made my way as fast as possible, once in my room I stripped down to my underwear got my towels and after checking the corridor was empty made my way to the bathroom, locking the door once I was safely inside. I pulled my hair up and put it in my scrunchie, and showered, being careful not to wet my hair, my strapping got wet but still seemed firmly attached. I wrapped myself in the towels poked my head out to check on one was about and dashed back to my room. Once I was in the safety of my room, I dried myself properly, there was no way I could even begin to get the strapping off so I dried it the best I could by blowing the hair dryer over it. I looked in the wardrobe trying to think of the best thing to wear, also something that I felt I was brave enough to wear. In the end I went for the cotton smock top over my new three-quarter leg jeans. I chose the white balconette bra with white briefs from a multi-pack. I moisturised then sprayed deodorant on and then a bit of perfume on my arms legs and neck, I checked the time quarter to one, I needed to get a move on. I quickly dressed and put my black edges back on. Thankfully the smock top came down to the tops of my thighs hiding my crutch. I did quickly check and to be fair I looked fairly flat down there, I sat down brushed my hair out and sorted my makeup, luckily all it needed was a quick freshen up. I changed my earrings to my dangly crosses put my bangles on. I stood up to examine myself in the mirror, I felt I was definitely passable if I could just remember to smile more, I looked a lot more feminine when I smiled. I grabbed my bag and made my way downstairs to the front door. By the time I got there Kay was already sitting on the step taking in the sun, she wore the shortest skirt I had ever seen and had her boobs out on display, I had a difficulty in taking my eyes off of her, I so wished I was like her.