A Wedding Story. Chapters 4 and 5
The fun begins.
Chapter 4
paul Mangione, the son of Roco and Valentina Mangione, who to prove his
undying love to his fianc? Gabby, accepted her challenge to become a
bride for a day. Thinking he was signing up for the least invasive
procedure, at a business that performs short term, long term or
permanent gender reimagining services, and it would only be for 4 days
max. Unfortunately for paul choose procedure number 3, though temporary
was the second most extreme outcome and was performed on him. Was all
this caused by paul's lack of attention or just a bad mistake by the New
Ewes and Rams company?
Now the proud self-made business man is not very happy because by his
own mother description of him as "a knock out, a va va va va .......
VOOM in a big way!" paul has suddenly has been changed from the male in
the species, into something quite different, the female of the species.
We Continue with Chapter 4
"Mmm I love Campari on the rocks, sometimes as a mixer, even straight up
at times. I keep it hidden in my pantry for times like this," said
Valentina Mangione, the mother of newly minted paula mangione.
"Please dear, do continue your story," said Mrs. Mangione to her future
daughter in law Gabby Abruzzo.
"Sure, by the way this Campari is fabulous! Anywho, after the procedure
was completed around 5:30PM, I was told I could see paul um sorry, paula
in about an hour or so in the finishing room. That was their name for
the recovery room. The head surgeon, Dr. Laura Timhouser, who was the
lead doctor on paula's transformation case spent about a half hour with
me telling me about the benefits of paula's life affirming procedure and
her opinion of paula's transformation outcome. Dr. Timhouser bluntly
stated that some things paula may experience for a short time include
emotional swings due to hormonal levels, tiredness or even periodic
lactation that could be heavy at times. paula not being used to higher
levels of estrogen and progesterone and other female hormones will just
take some time to get used to these new feelings. I didn't have the
heart to tell the doctor paula wasn't there as a possible future patient
for procedure #4 so this procedure should not be considered life
affirming as so much as life altering to paul. Today was just a mistake
really.
The good news as the doctor explained due to the robotic surgeries paula
would not be in much pain and any pain she does fell should be taken
away by basic Extra Strength Tylenol. However, she is prescribing a lite
sedative before sending us on our way home and one that is stronger for
her to take before she went to bed.
I was escorted into the finishing room where paula was resting
comfortably at, about 6:20PM. I was asked when she awakes to please have
her drink a solution they provided to me if I didn't mind. I asked if
the drink is only for hydration not a medicine as that would make me
uncomfortable. I was told yes; the drink would help re-hydrate her and
finish the last part of paula's reimagining, to raise her speaking voice
into the frequency of a normal female her age. In other words, it will
allow paula to sound like any other woman, not some manly sounding voice
or raspy smoker voice.
The solution is mostly water and some basic sugars and a small amount of
very tiny nanobots. They are preprogramed to be ingested, absorbed into
the blood stream, find the larynx and then go to work smoothing and
shorting paula's vocal cords. This procedure was originally developed to
help singers who have suffered vocal cord injuries to have their larynx
repaired in hopes of continuing their careers. In the past 5 years a
modified version has been developed to help men or women who are
transitioning have their voice changed in to the octave range of their
new gender.
By the morning her voice will be changed completely. Knowing it was
medicine but not a narcotic or something strong, I agreed to give it to
paula when she awoke which was around 7:00PM. paula was very groggy
still, but did manage to get the drink down and then rested in and out
of sleep for about 35 more minutes.
At 8:00, a nurse came in again awaking her, gave her the lite sedative
and helped her to dress with the clothes I brought. paula was put into a
simple cotton bra and panty set along with a loose-fitting dress and
casual flats. Quite honestly, paula looked a mess! Surprisingly she did
not put up a fight about changing into women's clothing but I really
don't think she was fully aware of her surroundings.
Unfortunately, Due to an electrical maintenance issue, I was informed
paula's makeover spa day appointment the next day was being moved to the
brand-new NU Ewes Women's Spa in Mayville, NY. It is located only about
15 miles west of where we were. It is called the Chalet NE, as it is
designed to look like an old European Chalet and exclusively for women.
It is located on the Northwest tip of Chataqua Lake right on the water
for a gorgeous view of the lake year-round. It is a brand-new facility
that opened only 2 months ago and caters to Nu Ewes reimagined and
cinder women from North East Ohio, Southern and Central NY State and
North Eastern Pennsylvania. It is an exclusive day spa as in very
expensive. Nu Ewes and Rams are hoping it will become a model for more
facilities around the country.
Looking at paula I was not sure she could make the makeover appointment
here or there or even if it was at Downtown Buffalo, but I did not
express my doubts. She was officially released at 8:25PM. They
wheelchaired paula to my car, we got in and made our way home.
We got home around 9:30PM and although paula was aware of the
surroundings of being home she was still disoriented. I chose to forgo
any more sedatives for the evening. I got her upstairs onto our bed and
I was able to get her clothes off of her. I was planning to help get her
in her normal male pajamas. However, after I took a moment to see what
she looked like naked I rethought that idea as I was able to see just
how much paula had been reimagined! paula certainly wasn't a paul any
longer. He was definitely a she, and looking at her body quite frankly I
became a bit jealous. Beautiful face, slim shoulders, a bust that was
slightly larger than man but has no sag, slim waist, long legs. The
biggest shock to me was looking at paula and not seeing a penis in
between her legs for the first time, made this whole thing real to me.
Was all this just a mistake of Nu Ewes? Or should I have called her
before handing in the contract. I know her, that morning she was
probably in a hurry to get to work, just picked up the contracts and
signed one. Now I am eventually I am going to have to tell her, it's
going to be at least 8 months of femininity maybe more. I am sure she
will not react well.
Then I had a mischief thought, instead of paul's old male pajamas, I
thought why not introduce her new softer side of life and get her
dressed in the little rose-colored nighty and panty set paula had given
to me for Valintine's Day. I haven't worn it yet. paula and I were about
the same weight now, I am slightly taller than she is, although her bust
is slightly larger than mine but the built-in bra should be large enough
for her. She liked the nighty so much, let her wear it! It was my
Valentine's Day gift to her! When she wakes up, she will have to admit
how soft and silky her new nighty feels on her softer, hairless skin.
I dressed her, tucked her into bed and got myself ready also. She was
sleeping before I was able to shut the lamp off. I snuggled up to her
and let my fingers do some walking through the yellow pages so to speak.
Not near her private parts. Just to touch and feel her skin. It was so
odd feeling her hairless and smooth soft skin. I drifted off thinking of
how my fianc? is now a better-looking woman than me.
I was startled awake the next morning to the yelling to the voice I was
not familiar with but of course it was paula and she was not so happy
with the results of her reimaging to say the least.
I woke up to paula yelling, "Gabby, Gabby, Gabby fucking wake up! What
the fuck? What the fuck did those fuckers do to me! Gabby wake up! Holy
Shit! My Voice! Gabby Fucking Wake UP! I Need to Piss! I Need Help! I
Mean, Well, What the Fuck! I Don't Know What TO Do... Gabby!!!" paula
was beside herself yelling from our bedroom bathroom.
Gabby continued, "I was startled by the yelling and looked over at my
alarm clock, 7:36AM. I jumped out of bed and ran into our bedroom
bathroom. I thought perhaps she was bleeding or something. I immediately
noticed that beautiful nighty was ripped and laying on the floor torn in
several pieces along with her panties.
I looked up seeing paula standing nude, just staring the toilet and
asked her "Are you bleeding, are you in any pain? What is wrong?" I was
concerned with that much work being done on her something was
dramatically wrong!
"Is something wrong? Are you fucking making a joke? Fucking look at me!
Fucking listen to my voice, is something wrong? The only hair I have on
my fucking body is on my fucking head! Gabby, I have fucking tits with
fucking bigger nipples than you! They gave me tits! Fuck, Fuck Fuck,
real tits!
And they cut off my fucking dick and balls off! I don't have a dick
anymore!! Even worse that that I think I have a fucking women's pussy! I
have a pussy???!!! I touched down there and I can feel it, I feel those
outer lips like you have when I touched it down there!!!! NO WAY!!
I am going to sue those assholes. I think they changed me into a woman!!
Agh... What will my fucking father, brothers or my buddies think! I will
tell you what they are going to think I am gay! Me gay?!! I am All Man!
Oh no what about my business?
What will my mother think... oh no that will not be good! Gabby what
about you? We are supposed get married, do want to marry a woman? This
was supposed to be for only a few days... look at me I have bigger tits
than you! This is your fault, Gabby. All your fucking fault, that shit
about learning how hard you have it planning a stupid wedding really?
You talked me into going to that stupid place. They were only going to
do some simple things... now look at me! I am a chick! I don't have a
dick!!! No, no no..." paula was raging out of control.
"Well Valentina, I mean Mrs. Mangione, paula certainly looked All Woman
more than All Man at that moment, that was for sure! But blaming me?
Really? I was really getting mad with her saying that, but I kept my
cool.
paula continued to yell making a fool out of herself going on and on.
Finally, I tired of hearing her yelling and swearing and blaming me, so
I fired back, "First of all please stop screaming at me. You signed up
for procedure #3, not me. It was all spelled out in the contract you
signed. You put it in the envelope signed, sealed and with a note for me
to me go ahead and bring it in and sign you up for the procedure. You
even drew a heart and I love you on your note.
Lucky, you didn't sign up for procedure #4. I would be teaching you how
to insert a tampon then! You would be 100% FEMALE with a uterus,
fallopian tubes and your own little nest of eggs making you capable to
bearing children or at least have a monthly visitor!
I thought you wanted to show me how much you love me and went the extra
mile for me!" I answered back.
"Look at me Gabby, I think I went the extra fucking 100 miles for you!
Right now, I have to fucking pee. I can feel it wanting to come out but
I don't know how to let it flow. These sucks! I stood over the toilet
for 5 minutes, nothing came out! What's wrong? I tried, I tried before
calling for you. Not even a fucking drop... this sucks!" paula groused
as she explained her predicament.
"First of all, sit on the toilet. Women do not stand like men." I told
her. She did begrudgingly as I instructed, only she forgot to pull down
the seat first and almost fell in. I forced myself not to laugh and told
her I do that sometimes tool.
paula just looked at me stood back up, lowered the seat and tried to go.
"Breath deep," I told her, nothing. "Close your eyes and think of
something enjoyable. Still nothing came out of her. Ok I want you close
your eyes again and I will paint you a picture with words. That will
help take your mind off of all this. Also lean slightly forward. It
helps the tinkling begin. That's it. You are doing fine.
paula did as instructed, still nothing came out.
"This is fucked up Gabby! I am an adult man. A man does not need to be
fucking potty trained." paula continued to yell and swear. She was
really frying my grits by then, you know.
I told her, "Ok do it again. But picture your favorite thing to do. I
think I know what that is!" I told her.
To her credit she closed her eyes again and I noticed a slight smile. I
knew it was my time. I quickly moved forward grabbing her middle torso
and began tickling her. She shrieked at the start but then it
happened...That sound of air being pushed out and then tinkle hitting
the water! A steady stream of urine started coming out of her new
urethral orifice. She urinated for 30 seconds at least. When she was
done tinkling, I praised her like a little girl leaning to be potty-
trained girl.
Saying enthusiastically to her, "See how nice it feels to tinkle. You
get to sit down doing it for now, way better than standing up, and you
can think of fun things while you do it. I never could understand why
boys would stand up to tinkle anyway? They can easily sit just like
girls and do it if they wanted to," I said to paula trying to make her
feel better.
All paula said instead of thanks was, "Why the fuck are you calling
piss, tinkle? Men piss got that? We are not pussies; we don't have happy
thoughts while we piss!
"Hey watch your mouth please. I call it that because that is what my mom
taught me to call it. You will call it that for now on please. And
remember when you tinkle make sure you wipe. If you don't, you could
cause yourself an infection. Remember to start at your front and wipe
backward toward your tushy. It is important to keep your tinkle hole and
actually you whole vulva area clean and free of germs. Germs lead to
sickness; sickness leads to Dr. visits. You want to go see my friend the
GYNOB? No? Then wipe from front to back after going tinkle or poopy, ok?
Oh, and don't wipe down there too much, the skin in that area is very
sensitive. A lot isn't better," I said to paula as I tried to be nice
explaining female hygiene.
She just glared at me and began shouting and swearing again yelling,
"Look Gabby I don't care what your mom told you about wiping your pussy
and ass. I am not calling piss, tinkle and I am not calling shit, poopy.
It is piss and shit, got that?"
He was being so stupid. She didn't even know her tinkle is coming from
her new urethral orifice not her vagina!
I wanted to yell in kind but we had an 9:30AM appoint at the spa at The
Chalet in Mayville and I didn't want her to dig her heels in any more
than she has.
I said to her, "I am sorry if I offended you, but we have an appointment
at the salon for your hair and nails and a few other things to get you
"Bride" ready remember. You told me that would be ok but I better not
get used to you doing girly things, but you would do this remember? So
go shower and I will lay out something to wear. Also, no more yelling
and profanity. I am getting very upset hearing it."
paula beathed a heavy sigh. "Yes, Gabby I remember. Sorry about the
swear words and loud voice. This whole thing is much more than I
expected. I said I would do it; I will go and get my hair and nails and
other things done to get ready for my wedding day. Whatever that means.
Just remember no dresses just pants, a tee shirt something like that. No
fucking girly shit. This is your fucking fault you know," She said to me
still blaming me for her choice and still with the swear words. I think
with the use of vulgarity, she was trying to humiliate me, show me she
was still the man, but she was just stoking a fire deep within me.
Mrs. Mangione quietly said, "You poor thing. I never realized how loud,
aggressive and mean paula was at times, and that mouth! I wish I had
washed it out anytime I heard her swear. She is just like her father!"
Gabby said, "Thank you for your support. We have been to counseling
about her temper and use of swear words. It's the only thing that scares
me about her. I won't tolerate that kind of behavior. She had been
making such good progress. Obviously, this is a whole new level of
stress for her but she caused it herself, still her actions that morning
was uncalled for."
Taking a sip of her drink Gabby continued, "Anywho, getting back to our
little story here, paula did take her shower. While she was showering, I
started thinking about her behavior that morning all over again. I was
seething inside. Originally, I was going to let her have her wish,
jeans, tee, and maybe flip flops. However, underneath she was going to
have to wear a bra and panties whether she liked it or not. I figured
the simplest cotton bra I had and cotton white panties which are similar
to her normal underwear.
But that behavior made me rethink my plan. Instead, I wanted her wearing
the laciest bra and panty set I had. At that time, I didn't know what
sizes she was exactly or if she could fit into a pair of my panties for
today and the bra was a 34 B. So, I looked through my drawers and picked
out a beautiful white lace panty and bra set by Simone Perele. It was a
demi and thong. Welcome to uncomfortable undergarments paula! Although I
knew they would look fabulous on her.
Then I had to pick out something that I could say it isn't a dress. I
looked in my closet and picked out of a white wide leg romper. The top
half had a half inch straps, a neck line that was definitely going to
show some boob but in a cute way, you know. It was pretty short so she
was going to show plenty of leg too. Oh yea, by the way it zips in back!
I thought when she steps into the romper and pulls it up, I will be the
one zipping her into her outfit, one that she will not be able to easily
get out of!
To finish her look, I added a nice pair of Espadrille open toe slip on
platform wedges. I even had a delicate ankle bracelet, and a nice
necklace with a cross for her wear! That outfit was aggressive but she
deserved it for being such a hot-tempered, foul-mouthed person. Besides
paula always says let's just jump in and see if we can swim. Turnabout
is fair play, right! I Laid them on the opposite side of the bed. My
side. My vanity is on that side of the room, along with my dresser,
closet, and floor mirror. She was also going to wear some makeup before
we left too, I decided."
paula emerge from the bathroom not with her towel wrapped around herself
she was just holding it showing off all her goods. I said, "Ehem....
Women wrap a towel around themselves after showering, we do not walk
around naked."
paula responded, "Well we fucking men do."
Not wanting to fight and say something like well, a man has a penis and
I noticed you don't, but you do have breasts and vulva. However, it
would only cause more hard feelings. I just rolled my eyes and said, "I
picked out an outfit for you to wear. Its over there on my side of the
bed. We will have to be going soon so please dress quickly".
paula didn't say a word. She just dropped her towel on the floor and
nakedly walked to my side of our bed where her clothing awaited her.
Boom! She started right away, "No Way! No Fucking Way! NO NO NO NO
Fucking way am I wearing those things! paula picked up each item
separately and threw them on the floor piece by piece. Grousing loudly,
she said, "Those are women's clothes. I said my I will wear my own
underwear, jeans, a tee shirt and my old sneakers, and see Gabby I did
not yell"
I answered her by saying, "Well my dear we are going to a women's spa
for them to paint you up and to do something with your hair to make it
more presentable so graciously pick up those things and put them on, we
have to get going soon."
paula at least picked everything off the floor throwing them on the bed
but started shouting, "Maybe you didn't hear me? I already fucking said
no to this girly get up. I definitely, NO WAY, am going to put on
whatever the fuck you call this (holding up the romper) or those shoes
or that girly underwear. Have you lost your fucking mind Gabby; I am a
man. I am ALL MAN; I don't wear my girlfriends fucking pussy clothes
like some fag." And with that boorish statement she threw all of my
things on the floor.
paula still naked slowly walked toward me on the other side of the bed
looking extremely irritated and menacing. She looked like she may try to
hit me and I was prepared to defend myself. Though I wasn't afraid
really. You probably do not know but I am a blackbelt in Judo. I am a
six degree in Judo actually a 6th degree blackbelt. Throughout my
childhood into becoming an adult I have practiced my art continually. I
also am an avid weight lifter. Not like I lift heavy amounts but to stay
firm and strong. So, If she did try anything physical against me, she
would be severely punished.
However, all she did was walk by me to go to her dresser. I assumed to
find her own clothes to wear. paula was in for a very serious let down.
She didn't know part of the service contract with New Hewes included the
removal of all of her male clothing. When she opened her underwear
drawer it was full of panties of every type and color. Evidently every
drawer and I am assumed at that point her closet was full of women's
clothing. Removal of the reimagined patient clothing was one of many
parts of an intense immersion program NER does for people who choose
procedure #3 or #4.
What I heard was upon opening her underwear drawer was, "What the fuck,
no, no, no. No fucking no way, no, where is my underwear, NO WAY Gabby!"
Not giving me time to explain things, paula kept yelling and swearing,
"Fucking bras, fucking pantyhose, fucking short shorts, fucking whatever
this is (holding up a corselette). Who did all this, did those fuck
bastards break in and steal my clothes too? No, I bet it was Fucking
you, Gabby! Fucking thinking it would be fun to play dress up with me?
This fucking shit has to go today!" paula kept on yelling at the top of
her voice trying to belittle me.
I was standing behind paula about three feet away though she had her
back to me, yelling at the wall. I thought that is it! I am not going to
be yelled at or screamed at any longer. I made a fast move toward her
wrapping my right arm around her middle and pushed her feet forward with
my right foot. She basically fell backward toward me. Then spinning her
to face the opposite direction I quickly dragged her to the bed as paula
was screaming to let her go. I plopped myself down and kicked her feet
backward behind her, paula let out an ugh sound as she fell across my
lap ass up. I took my left leg and secured her back side of her legs and
feet, that now faced her dresser to hold her in place over my lap. Still
yelling at me to let her go saying "No Gabby, NO WAY, hey stop! You are
hurting me, no, no, no, stop this, please, I am not a child! I am a man!
Please let me go, you are humiliating me Gabby, please let me go!
With my right hand in the middle of her back pressing down holding her
in place, I raised my left hand into position and said, "If you are
going to act like a little girl you are going to get a little girl's
punishment.... a good spanking! One spank my dear little girl for every
time you said fuck, shitting, pussy, tits and some extra for yelling and
refusing to get dressed in what I laid out for you MISSY! And with that
warning my first five spanks hit their mark!" Gabby confessed.
Each spank was accompanied by a yelp and yelling and more swearing as
paula pleaded, "Ouch, hey wait, what the fuck are you doing, no not this
too! I am not a child, I am not a little girl, I am a ma... ouch! Please
fucking stop this, this please, stop! Ouch, Gabby, I ORDER YOU TO STOP
NOW!"
That last statement that she orders me to stop? That really angered me.
The first five spanks were not even that hard. Of course, she didn't
just lay there and take it. Beside pleading for her freedom, she started
trying bucking up and down to break free. That didn't do anything and I
proceeded to count out loud each spank from then on, starting back at
one loudly saying, "One, (spank), for the next few days you will act
like a woman. - 2, (spank), for the next few days you will be a good
woman. - 3 (spank), You will wear any clothes I pick for you. (spank),
You have breasts and you will wear a bra and a vagina now and you will
wear panties now. After about 15 spanks reminding her of her femininity,
she gave up the bucking to get free, however she switched to kicking her
feet up and down as I had loosened my hold on her legs. As if that was
going to do anything. 22 (spank) You will wear a wedding dress.
Eventually no more kicking just crying. 30 (spank) you will do as I ask
this weekend. - 35 (spank) you will show me you are a happy to be a
beautiful woman, not a potty mouth. - 38 getting ready to spank her
bottom again when she finally said she gives up.
"Please stop, I will do what you ask. I know I am a man who looks like a
woman but I will act like a good girl eh... woman. I will wear what you
want me to, even if I hate it. OUCH! I WILL BE A GOOD BRIDE FOR YOU TOO
THIS SATURDAY, ... PLEASE JUST STOP THIS FUCKING SHIT, IT HURTS," paula
pleaded.
"Still swearing Missy? 40-44 I used a hair brush I had thrown it on the
bed earlier and decided I had to up my game. I never really hit her
behind hard but now she lied about accepting her fate and now she will
have to have her will broken. I admit those spanks were hard. I was mad
at her trying to pretend to accept her fate" Gabby said. Right before 45
paula finally surrendered completely.
Crying and sobbing paula finally says "Please stop. I am sorry I should
have said, yes to everything earlier and nicer. I am happy to be a
woman. I love my new body. I will wear whatever you want! I will wear
makeup and be your woman for the weekend. Please just please stop."
"Ok I am going to let you up. I don't want any more trouble from you.
You signed up for procedure #3 not me. So now get up and get dressed in
everything I laid out. I will then do your hair and makeup. Whatever the
salon suggests you had better be cooperative you understand because I
promise you, I will be checking!" I said sternly to her.
"Yes, I will... I will... I will be a good girl for these next couple of
days," paula said to me sniffling.
Gabby stopped telling her story and said to Valentina, "Please don't
hate me, I am not the monster I sounded like just then."
Surprisingly Mrs. Mangione only said, "Well, she deserved it honey. You
have nothing to be ashamed about."
Gabby tearfully said, "Thank you, you are so sweet to understand.
Anywho, to continue, I let her up and watched her as she meekly went to
the other side of the bed, picked up her panties and gingerly slipped
them up her legs. I wondered how she felt putting on panties, was she
aware of lightness and silkiness of the material of her new undie's vs
good old cotton men's briefs. paula just tugged them up into place. She
stopped momentarily looking like she was thinking about something.
Perhaps paula was thinking of the last time she wore such a delicate
thing. As I watched I thought it was strange seeing her flat front. For
the first time. Nothing pushing out forward on her underwear.
Picking up the bra paula put her arms through the straps. Surprisingly
she leaned forward a bit to capture her breasts into the cup each
breast. All the while she glared at me. paula knew what was next, she
had watched me plenty of times. But watching me hook my bra closed is
not the same as doing it. Surprisingly she reached behind her, using
both her hands she reached behind her and pulled both ends together and
on her fifth try she got the eye hooks in the proper closure. Still
watching me she took each bra cup and made sure her breasts fit
comfortably in the cup. She really did pay attention to me when I
dressed!
I said to her "You did that like you have worn a bra since you were a
teenager!", teasing her I thought might get a response. I got nothing
but those glaring eyes.
I thought ok then try and not react to this one as I said, "You probably
will be a natural on our wedding day securing your stockings with your
garter tabs too!!" again nothing, she just looked away.
"Well don't talk then, just slip on your romper next please, we don't
have much time," I said coldly.
She reached for the romper held it up, figured it had to be unzipped
before she could put it on, did so and stepped into it without
flinching. I was surprised that she tried to reach behind herself to
zipper up the back enclosure. That one will take her some time to learn
to do by herself.
Eventually she sighed and gave up. paula just grabbed her Espadrilles
put them on and walked over to me and turned around. I always teased her
about her small feet for a man. I am only a half size smaller. As a
woman those small feet came in very handy that day. I knew she needed me
to zip her up but I waited a minute. Still nothing, I wanted to at least
ask me to help you but she was just being a brat.
I zipped her up saying, "You certainly are a cutey, paula." Then adding
as I massaged her behind, I hope this doesn't hurt too much, Sweet
Cheeks. You do have such a pretty ass!" Then I gave her a lite slap on
her behind. Now that made her pop up on her tippy toes as she let out a
little squeal. paula probably was afraid I was going to spank her again.
I told her to take a seat at my vanity. I wanted to do something with
that hair of hers and put on a little makeup on her face. I didn't want
them thinking she was a butch girl at the salon. Again, no words, she
just walked over to my vanity and sat down with her legs spread apart
like a man. As I did her makeup and hair I reminded her, if she is
sitting either keep her knees together or she could crisscross her
ankles that will help keep her knees together and her legs closed. She
could cross her legs if she wanted to. But do not sit and open your legs
at any time there. That is considered gross and will disturb the other
woman there.
"Ok get up and let's get a move on," I told her. Walking over to my
closet I grabbed a purse I thought would finish her look nicely. "I want
you to use this purse. A woman would not go anywhere without her purse.
One second I want to put a couple essentials in it for you," I proceed
back to the bathroom and put a couple tampons and a pantyliner in her
purse. I came out and put the lip stick I used on her into it also," I
explained what I did and I just knew she was going to protest. Nothing,
she just put it over her shoulder and stood there until I said, "Ok
then, let's go."
We had a long drive to the new salon, as it was located just outside of
Mayville still well south of Buffalo. Even though paula wasn't talking
to me, I explained, the salon we are now going to is a brand new high-
end luxury spa and salon. It wasn't just for customers of the New Ewes
Transition Team, but for well-heeled women of the Southern Tier of
Western New York and Northern Pennsylvania and Western Ohio.. She had
better be on her best behavior and try to blend in. I reminded her about
her sitting, knees together at all times, no panty flashing please.
Answer questions politely when asked. Keep her answers simple and she
would do just fine. Politely as in no swearing. She never said a word in
the car however she did keep her knees together, purse on her lap and
hands folded femininely resting on top of it! I didn't tell her to do
that with her purse, I suppose she had seen me do it dozens of times.
paula was acting the part of the perfect little lady. You would have
been proud of her.
We pulled into the parking lot designated for the spa / salon. This
building was even more impressive that the Castle! The Nu Ewes people
run a first-class company I noted. I parked and wanted to remind paula
of her new status as a woman. Again, no response
Before Opening the car door, I said as nicely as I could, "Ok, remember,
today you are and always have been, paula mangione, female. You did all
the girly things growing up. Played house, with dolls, sleepovers, loved
boy bands, dances at school, dressing up, having crushes on boys, prom
gowns, proms, graduation, college, met the love of your life who is All
Man and now on Saturday you are going to marry him. Do not talk about
sex. Women never do that in front of someone they don't know. Ok you
understand me, right? Silence.
However, paula looked at me like she was about to explode but quickly
exited the car before I even got my seat belt off. I watched her quickly
walk to the door. I had to run to catch up to her as I did, I said to
her, "paula dear. You have such a nice wiggle to you behind, men who
walk behind you will certainly enjoy the view!" More silence.
As she was opening the door, I jumped ahead of her. I walked to the
reception desk to sign in. However, before I could we were greeted by a
perky little thing with a 'Good morning, ladies, I am Nicole, your
morning hostess!" Niclole had just buzzed around the corner hallway and
saw us.
"You two pretty ladies must be Miss. Mangione and Miss. Abruzzo! Now, I
know Miss. Mangione is the blushing bride to be and Miss. Abruzzo is the
Maid of honor, but who is who?" Nicole asked.
I introduced myself as Miss. Abruzzo, Maid of Honor, and then pointing
to paula, she is the blushing bride to be!
"I must say, I love your romper and shoes, Miss Mangione, so chic!" said
our perky hostess, Nicole.
paula just looked at her for a second, finally responding, "Oh thanks,
aren't you sweet." Then adding her own compliment back to Nicole, "Talk
about chic, I love your earrings!"
Nicloe immediately was brimming with pride and a big smile. I thought
her earrings were a bit gaudy myself. Nicole had two piercing on her
right ear and three on her left. The last two on her left ear looked to
be faux diamond studs as was the last one on her right ear. She was also
wearing some sort of art deco pair of earrings that dangled a bit far
down, in my opinion.
I am thinking to myself, this is when paula decides to start talking?!
Was she actually trying to flirt with Nicole? Umph how funny, a Nicole
is the name the Sicilian Heartbreakers Club's use as a secret name for
cuties. Not so funny this Nicole was very cute and girly.
I then thought, no paula knows that is how women talk to each other,
right? She always has a snide comment after I compliment another woman
on something she is wearing.
Nicole turned out to be a bit snoopy too. She asked paula, "So Miss
Mangione, what does your future husband do for a living?"
Ah, I thought to myself, I bet paula was stunned this little cutie is
asking about paula and her man!
Not missing a beat paula says, "Oh, um.. um, well he is an ex NFL
football player. Played for the Bills actually. He owns a cybersecurity
company now," she said.
"ooo an ex-Bill what is his name? My dad and I started watching the
Bills when I was a little girl, still do actually! I bet I know his
name!", Nicole asked pressing for more gossip.
"Oh, how nice, my dad and I do the same thing since I was a little girl
too. My fianc?'s name? Um, Conner Mcdaniels," paula blurts out.
"Don't you mean Cooper McDaniel? My dad loved him!! He was like all pro
seven times or something! He is such a hunk too. I had such a crush on
him!! I even had a calendar and posters in my bedroom picturing him in a
fireman's outfit, without his shirt on of course!" Nicole giggled.
"Well, it seems you caught me, yes Cooper McDaniel. Yes, he is such a
hunk, thanks" paula managed to squeak out. Then getting her bearings she
teased Nicole saying, "Hey, should I be jealous a beautiful young thing
like you thinks my fianc? is a looker?! Can you keep a secret Nicole? We
just use Conner Mcdaniels as his name to keep a lower profile when we go
out somewhere. Of course, you will keep all of this talk just between us
girls, right? Our wedding is going to be a very small, just for family
and a few friends type of thing," said a lying paula trying to cover her
tracks.
I couldn't believe paula engaged in that talk and used my ex-boyfriend
as her fianc? Did, she choose him to get me mad? She couldn't actually
be attracted to men, right? I was just a thought!
Nicole in a hushed voice said, "Yes of course. This is just between us
girls Miss Mangione. I must say one thing though, your future husband is
winning the Super Bowl this Saturday! You are an absolutely gorgeous
woman!" Nicole added.
Butting in their little girl talk time I added, "Yes, I bet Conner or
Cooper will make all of paula's dreams come true especially late on
Saturday night!"
paula looked at me with her dagger eyes look as I insinuated a man will
be pleasing her in the most intimate of ways.
Nicole obviously irritated for me butting in and putting paula at ill
ease said in a catty voice to me, "Oh by the way Miss Abruzzo, we have
several openings this morning or this afternoon if you would like to
stay with your BFF! Our salon technicians do miracles here, especially
with bushy eye brows!"
I knew I didn't look my best; I wasn't wearing makeup that morning and I
wore a plain tee shirt, jeans and some slip on's, but really, you know,
really! I politely declined saying I have some shopping to do for the
bride! Last minute Maid of Honor responsibilities and all.
"Of course, of course," Miss Perky said. "Well then, Miss Mangione is
scheduled to be finished around 4:00PM. Will we be seeing you later? Or
perhaps, Mr. Conner Mcdaniels coming for his gal!?" Nicole asked in a
bubbly fashion using Cooper's alias name winked at paula.
Before I could answer Nicole blurts out, "Well, whoever picks up this
stunning soon to be bride, our pickup area is actually around the back
of the Chalet. Just follow the posted signs. If you pick her up, Miss
Abruzzo, and are early, there is a nice bubble tea bar and a separate
gift shop you may want to visit. We have many beauty products on special
this month, for women who need a little help just like you.
With that simple bit of directions and verbal jab, Niclole said her
goodbyes, took paula's hand to lead her to the salon area of the Chalet.
paula never even said goodbye leaving hand in hand with her new little
friend Nicole.
Perhaps I could have been more gracious to Nicole, but she was nosey and
catty. You know the type, in her early 20's, all made up, perfect little
body with a dress showing off her perfect heart shaped behind!
Still upset at the way paula treated me that morning, then using my ex's
name as the bridegroom, and to top it all off giving me the cold
shoulder while leaving holding that girls hand, I thought perhaps a
little surprise should be added to the stunning paula's little salon
experience.
I texted in a simple request with my contact at Nu Ewes. Texting paula
had a few requests and had forgotten to contact her ahead of time, paula
asked me to text the requests in. One was for a diamond belly button
ring, 12g and make sure it is an actual diamond, no zirconia, for her
mid-section. Along with that piecing please add another ear piercing on
her right ear and two on her left. paula thought Nicole's earrings were
so cute? Now paula can wear something even cuter on Saturday for our
wedding! And the belly button ring? I thought that will be a gentle
reminder to her not to cross me and flirt with other women.
I was also feeling a nice spring / summery shorty dress would be just
right for her to wear that evening with slightly higher heels and some
pretty accessories to wear should teach her a lesson about politeness
and adorning herself as a woman. I may have pushed it when I bought her
a matching silk push up bra and a silk lacy thong panty. paula always
wants me to wear a thong but I hate the feeling of material creeping up
my bum crack. I called a shop I frequent in Ellicottville, talked with
the owner Claudine, who was very happy to have everything dropped off at
the Chalet. I explained what I wanted to purchase and knowing her sharp
eye I was in good hands. I explained to her my purchases were for my
out-of-town girl friend and I wanted to surprise her. I knew paula's
measurements of course so I was confident all the new clothing would fit
her. Claudine assured me everything would be dropped off by 2:30PM.
Giving those fabulous technicians time to dress paula with all the magic
they have! I wish I could have seen her face when they announced to her,
she had some pretty new clothes to slip into! I couldn't wait to see how
pretty my bride to be looks later on in the outfit I purchased for her.
I even made a reservation for dinner at her favorite restaurant. I knew
her little group of boyfriends frequent that place often. I was hoping
one or two of them may be there with their wives that night! I thought I
could always introduce her as Gianna her cousin from Clevland or my
girlhood friend paulina from Brooklynn. All of this was her doing after
all, I thought.
End of Chapter 4
Chapter 5.
"I left the salon mostly content with a feeling of revenge thrown in,
with how the morning unfolded. I was a bit conflicted though. Spanking
paula was not planned but truthfully, I felt empowered doing it. paula
now knows, I am the stronger person now and I could do that to her again
any time I feel she steps out of line. For some reason that really felt
good to me and still does. We have always had a 50/50 relationship, but
paula was always the one with the final say. Now that paradigm has
changed.
I didn't like her explosions that morning and that is something she and
I are still working on together. But I was even more irritated watching
paula flirt with that little Nicole, after giving me the silent
treatment. But again, with some time to think about it all, I did tell
her to fit in as a woman. Try and do what she had seen me do. All the
cross complimentary stuff is how I act after all. Maybe that was all she
was doing," Gabby pondered out loud to her future mother-in-law.
"Gabby, I know paula is my son, but don't you worry one more moment
about the lessons you are teaching her. If I were a better mother, she
would have turned out better. I am sorry for letting you and any other
woman she has been with down," said a contrite sounding, Valentina
Mangione.
"Thank you.... mom," said a grateful Gabby.
"MOM! OMG thank you, thank you, thank you! I never thought you would
call me that, THANK YOU!" exclaimed a joyous Mrs. Mangione.
Gabby blushing at her own faux pas calling Valentina mom but not being
able to take it back continued her story, "I drove back home, really
fixed myself up in case I ran into that little bitch Nicole again and
stopped for a special gift I have been wanting to give to paula anyway.
That day I thought I needed a making up gift I supposed anyway," Gabby
said. paula always is loves Bills memorabilia, my gift will be memorable
for her, I was sure of that.
"Mr. Mangione always gives me the same gift every time after every
fight. You can probably figure it out. Roco is not very creative, at
least I know he loves me," Mrs. Mangione giving out too much information
said.
"I understand, oh, I understand! paula has given me the same gift too!
Well, after taking care of myself and, paula's make up gift, I thought I
was up for some bubble tea so I drove back to the Chalet in Mayville. I
followed the signs, parked in back parking lot call the delivery room. I
laughed at that name. Such a feminine thing to call it.
As I walked into the waiting area, I was stunned at how nicely decorated
the area was. To the immediate left were luxury leather chairs to sit
and wait. There was an open area with tables to sit at, draped with
table cloths, center pieces of fresh cut flowers and place settings. The
gift shop on the left and to the far right was the bubble tea room
decorated in 1950 art deco colors. Directly in the middle was a very
brightly lit corridor with, 20 feet ceilings, mirrored walls connecting
the salon to the waiting area. That was where I assumed they walk the
women down into the lobby when the salon techs were finished doing their
magic! It was professionally lit, had soothing music playing and had
mirrored walls from floor to ceiling. Mirrors that the guests could
easily see themselves clearly as they paraded down to the exit making
them the center of attention. They even had a few three-way mirrors
positioned strategically the along the walls enabling a woman to stop
and look at herself from every angle. Very good marketing program I
thought.
I decided to forego the tea, browsed in the gift shop for a bit then sat
down in one of the leather chairs.
Truthfully, all day long I had a, nagging thought that kept popping into
my thoughts. Would paula have been better off being born a female? Maybe
I should try and convince her stay female? I mean she is that good
looking. As a man, she is cute but isn't that tall, nor overly muscular
nor very athletic. As a woman she is a 10 out of 10.
Staying female paula and I could still be close friends. Eventually she
may give in and date men. Maybe she and I would marry other men and be
in each other's weddings, having babies at the same time. Well, she
would have to go back for procedure 4 for that to happen. I know they
were such silly thoughts. I think my feelings were being generated by
guilt feelings about this whole let your man walk in your shoe's thing
that was my idea.
Anywho, I heard my phone alert me to a text from the Chalet. They would
be bringing paula out a bit sooner than expected and if I am not there
yet, she will be seated in the waiting area. Checking the time, it was
only 3:35PM so not that much early I thought.
I walked over to the hallway to wait for paula.
The entrance way door popped opened and a lovely young thing being
escorted by a technician walked out! I was hoping to see paula, but no
it was not. She was, a pretty young blond-haired woman but definitely
not in paula's league. As she walked by me, I noticed a few tears in her
eyes. A large tough looking man was there waiting for his prize. She
didn't look happy seeing him. Is she a former man too like paula, only
to be forced into a relationship with a man?
Two more women came through what I then named the magic door- escorted
by their techs also. I kind fantasized as each of the women coming down
the "runway" were actually men like paula. Former men perhaps being
taught a lesson of how difficult it is for women still in this world.
Well, my fantasy thoughts passed the time a way until I heard my phone
buzzing again. It was a new text announcing, Miss paula Mangione has
finished her makeover and will be escorted by Mrs. Ellen Koracheck, her
technician for the day. If you are not present Miss Mangione will be
seated in our luxurious waiting room area awaiting your arrival.
My heart was beating so fast, butterflies in my tummy. I couldn't wait
to see her in the shortie dress I had ordered; a Jonathan Simkhai
Embroidered Minidress! The dress was 100% cotton, had a pretty crew
neck, was sleeveless, with a short hem. With her breast size, wearing
that push up bra, her girls, will be entering into the room well before
the rest of her as they say! I ordered a pair of Bottega Neeta Leather
Mules with a 3.5-inch stiletto heel for her to wear! I was hoping they
wouldn't be too high and narrow of a heel for her to walk in! I also
bought her a lovely gold bib neckless and matching delicate ankle
bracelet for left ankle. Simple diamond ear rings because most of her
piercings were new that day. I just knew, she would look like a little
delicate flower for sure.
I couldn't wait for the doors to open and watch paula be paraded down
the "Run Way, like a beauty queen! I could hear the song, here she is,
Miss America in my head!" Gabby gushed then doing the rest of her shot
she had been nursing along.
"Another shot, Gabby? I know I am going to need at least a few more to
get through this story!" says Mrs. Mangione while she pours herself
another shot.
"I think I am good for now," Gabby answers, but points to her glass
nodding her head yes. A smiling Gabby says, "I will save it for later
on, well maybe, probably will need it right?!
Anywho, it finally happened! The door opens up and a cautious moving
paula emerged. I wondered if she was going slowly because she needed
help balancing in those heels. Where was Mrs. Ellen Koracheck to help
paula? paula has never worn shoes like those before.
Remember our first time, in such high heels, mom, it was difficult!
Maybe she was moving slowly because of the shoes, or the lights being so
bright startled her? I wanted to run down the runway and help paula
however, I knew that would only start an argument. So, I stayed where I
was, peaking around the wall and watched.
paula moved forward then stopped suddenly. I thought she was going to
fall but actually she turned to look at herself in the first of the
walled mirrors! Her head tilted slightly. Was she about to scream at how
feminine she looked in that short dress, accessories and heels?
No, thankfully, moments later she just turned straight ahead and walked
forward. She must have noticed the first of the three-way mirrors,
positioned herself in the middle stopped at the first one and stared at
herself from every angle. Then turning herself around she looked over
her shoulder. I thought OMG, she is checking her behind. I shouldn't
have told her men would like looking at it! Now I know she is going
explode, but nothing happened and paula did a slow twirl while staring
at the mirror.
I thought, this must seem like a nightmare to her. What was she
thinking, I just knew she hated me, probably still blaming me? Then she
turned facing forward and started walking at a normal pace straight
toward me. In a moment paula would appear in the waiting area. I don't
know if she saw me trying to peek at her when she came out the door, but
I made a beeline for the nearest chair, closed my eyes and pretended to
be napping.
I could hear the clicking sound of her heels get closer to me. I wonder
if she is aware of that sound or not. I was ready to be yelled at by a
hysterical looking woman any second. Instead paula walked right up to me
and gently tapped my shoulder. I thought, mmm... still not talking, eh?
Well, she nudged me a little more forcibly a second time. I opened my
eyes and yawned, feigning I was napping.
I looked up at her and smiled. I gave her a quick head to heel look at
her. Not the man stare like Mr. Mangione did to her earlier, but a
friendly womanly one. No way was this my fianc? I thought. The hair, the
makeup the jewelry, her nails, the dress, the heels. I noticed she was
wearing very sheer pink hued hose. I don't know where she got them, they
were not sent with her things from my boutique. Interesting I thought.
paula wasn't a hard looking man, but this person, this person standing
in front of me, to anyone who didn't know who she really was, this
lovely creature in front of me was "ALL WOMAN" I thought. I wanted to
say how wonderful she looked.
I knew not to. Poking me "awake" told me everything I needed to know.
paula was still mad at me. Perhaps my special gift for her will make her
get out of this mood?
"Sorry, I was so tired I must have fallen asleep. You look wonderful! I
love what they did with your hair, perfect!" I tried to start a
conversation with a compliment. No response just that look of disdain at
me. Waiting a moment, I said, "Well alright then let's go. The car is
just outside the entrance way," I said pointing to the door.
With that paul turned quickly and started without me heading for the
exit. Perhaps I will give her my special gift in the car hoping that
will make her get out of this mood or at home, I wasn't sure. As I stood
up, I received a text message to call my contact at NEW EWES Celebration
Division ASAP. I dialed her back as I walked out as I tried to catch up
to paula. She was already at the car waiting looking at me impatiently,
so I pointed my door key and unlocked the car and paula started to get
into it.
I watched as paula opened the door, stared at the seat for a moment. I
think she realized getting into the car wasn't going to been easy like
in the past. Eventually she turned herself facing toward me she bent
both knees and gracefully lowered her self onto the seat. Then swinging
both legs into the car, she was facing forward in the passenger seat.
Then shut the door. Pretty impressive for the first time in a mini dress
and heels I was thinking. I called my contact back as I left the
building.
As I was walking toward the car and watching paula's show of how to
correctly not flash your panties to some horny guy, the receptionist at
NEW EWES answered and directed my call to Mandy Johanson, my contact in
the Celebration Department. Mandy was in charge of our wedding day on
that Saturday. I listened more than talked, interjecting my thoughts
periodically. I made sure to keep my distance from our car as the
conversation went on and it was not going to be to paula's liking...
I finished the call, got into the car, expecting paula to say something
rude. Still nothing. I apologized and told her it was Mandy and she had
some news about our wedding on Saturday. Still the silence treatment. I
decided enough of the silent treatment, let's see if the gift will get
her to talk.
I said calmly, "paula, I know this is not what we planned, but you do
look as lovely as any woman I have ever seen. I know from early today
until now all of this must be shocking to you. I apologize for spanking
you, it was uncalled for. I love you and always will no matter if you
are a man or as you are currently a woman. Agreeing to be a bride is an
amazing show of love by you. I know you haven't been able to plan our
wedding day and the reception but the New Ewes people were hired for
that. Going to this extent was more than either of us expected but what
is done is done," I was looking at her but she only looked straight out
of the window showing no emotion.
paula please open my glove compartment, and pull out the package in it
and hand it to me. Surprisingly she responded and took out a small box
and handed it to me. "Please look at me, please?" paula complied how be
it she still had that mean look on her face.
"paula as I said to you, I love you more than life itself. You are my
soulmate and forever my love. I can't wait to have a real wedding and
become your wife, but first you will become mine," I spoke quietly not
wanting to upset her any more that she was. I opened the case, my hands
shaking a bit, I turned the lights on in the car to show her the diamond
engagement ring I purchased earlier that afternoon for her. Her eyes got
big as she looked at the ring sparkling in the added light.
paula startled me when she started saying, "Oh no, you didn't, not that
too, I couldn't oh no! But Gabby, I couldn... Gabby, please, it
is....beautiful but...."
I paid no mind to her talking, I know she was just embarrassed and
nervous. I put my finger to her lips to stop her from talking and
continued saying, "The symbol of the groom's love for his bride is an
engagement ring. For my bride I wanted the biggest and most beautiful
ring I could find!" I took her left hand and spoke as lovingly and
softly as I could saying, "Miss paula Stephanie Mangione, will you
accept this ring, as symbol of my love. The gold band representing my
unending love for you, the 3-diamond setting represent our past, our
present and our future. paula will you marry me and become my wife?" I
didn't wait for her answer, only taking her hand and slipping the ring
on her ring finger. Not knowing if she would blow up and yell or throw
it out the window.
Mrs. Mangione explodes yelling, "Gabby, YOU BOUGHT HER AN ENGAGEMENT
RING! A 3 Diamond ENGAGEMENT RING! NO OH MY! OH MY, AND YOU SLIPPED IT
ON HER FINGER!!! NO! OH MY!" said a crying and stunned Mrs. Mangione.
HOW ROMANTIC! HOW DID SHE REACT! SHE DIDN'T THROW IT OUT THE WINDOW, DID
SHE?'
Gabby with tears in her eyes said, "No, mom, she didn't throw it out. I
looked at her hand. Her hand looking so perfectly feminine with that
diamond on it! "However, paula didn't say a word though. I waited like
10 minutes, nothing. She kept looking at it on her hand but was silent.
I was heartbroken. I started the car and pulled out of the lot for the
long drive home. I was thinking what a fool I was, how stupid of me.
This whole idea of taking a walk in my shoes, may have killed her love
for me. Just before we got on the Thruway, paula finally spoke.
"Pull over in that opening. Over there on the right side, Gabby,"
finally the silence was broken.
I pulled over to the empty lot. There were no other cars. We sat for
another 15 minutes. What I thought was going to be paula telling me
thank you, she loves me too turns out to be nothing other than paula
looking down at the ring, then out her side window, over and over, a
tear here, a tear there, never saying one word, never even looking at
me. But then I noticed more than one tear began running down her face,
then a it was a couple more, then another, then another until it was
like Niagara Falls streaming down her face.
I gave her tissue after tissue until she slowed down, surprisingly
saying, "This ring is beautiful, it is absolutely gorgeous. The band and
the settings, two on each side and the center stone is as beautiful
stone. A woman would be a fool not to accept. As you said early today
for this week, I am a woman. It is gorgeous and yes, I will be your wife
for our wedding this Saturday. paula moved over and kissed me. It didn't
feel fake and though I had never kissed a girl before I wasn't repulsed.
It was paul inside that girl after all.
paula pulled back and said, "I don't know why but this ring makes me
feel so, so ... I don't know how to say it but thank you Gabby. I love
you too. Gabbs, let's get out of this car and sit at that picnic table
and talk."
We both got out, the parking lot was full of stones, I was afraid
paula's heel may step on one and she would fall, so as I took her arm
and helped walk her over to the table. She didn't recoil, she only said
a quiet "Thanks."
We sat down on opposite sides of the table. Instead of trying to put her
legs through the opening between the table top and the bench she
demurely sat side saddle. She was doing a good job at keeping her legs
together, I might add!
paula folding her hands together, looked at the ring for a few minutes,
finally looked me straight in the eyes, letting out a big sigh began by
saying quietly, "Gabby, I love you as you love me. You are my soulmate,
my love, the one whom I have searched for all of my life. You are as
beautiful inside as you are on the outside. I could never ask for
more.'" The misty eyes gave way to a few drops and sniffles, luckily, I
also I brought the box of Kleenex with me. I place it on the table so
she could use them as needed, and did she need them a lot that late
afternoon. These new hormones were making her into a crier!
paula started her soliloquy with slowly and deliberately saying in
hushed tones, "This ring is beyond words. It is stunning," As she held
up her left hand, palm towards me, fingers extended looking like any
woman does at her engagement ring. " I .. I.. well... you know... what
woman would not want such a thing! It makes my hand look delicate, like
really feminine ... its... wow, a little scary to me but I really do
love it," she said trying to find the words she wanted to say. paula
momentarily stopped, reach for a Kleenex, blew her nose, then another to
dab the corners of her eyes.
"Don't want to mess up my makeup, isn't that what you always say in
these situations!" the first joke of the day from someone with the best
sense of humor I have ever known. paula then continued in a serious
vein, "When I heard of this faux bride wedding thing, I thought it was
stupid. Walk a mile in her shoes, why would I do that. Wear a dress? Yea
if you are a fag.... I mean a person who likes to cross-dress. "No Way"
would a son of Roco Mangione do that! Except for the time my mother
tried to do that to me! She tried to dress in a dress and take me to me
for some stupid Halloween party. But I told her, "NO WAY," and that was
that!
Of course, as I know now, she was lying to me.
paula continued "Then yesterday happened, this morning I wake up wearing
a nighty, I nighty I bought for you. I have tits and a pussy. Sorry but
you know what I mean. I couldn't go to the bathroom. It was too much. I
take a shower. Do you know what it feels like to touch these things,
pointing to his breasts? Sorry of course you do. But you had time to
learn. I washed my hair; I had no beard to shave any longer and started
to wash my body. I am a man after all even under all this! I need a
penis to feel. I mean I had a penis just yesterday. That is the essence
of being a man, which I am or was. What I am going to say is hard, and
very embarrassing so if I stop talking just give me a few moments" paula
pleaded.
"Well, when I used my body wash, I had to rub my skin and well you know
you have these things, they are sensitive. I was so pissed off when I
started that shower, then I felt how sensitive they are to touch and
embarrassingly my... uggh; ... my nipples began to extend outward. Worse
I think I felt something down there," paul said with a sad face pointing
downward. I caught the jest without her pointing.
I continued soaping my mid-section and felt it again. As a guy you
quickly do your balls to your ass crack. But let's face it if you were
getting horny your dick would get hard and a little extra soap and water
on it and its over quickly. But this, (paula bringing in both arms to
her midsection, palms facing straight up, then quickly making a motion
to her breasts down her body) this is all new! Now! I am thinking... no,
no, no its it my imagination. Think Yankee baseball. Bills football, ...
I quickly cleaned that area. Man, but I actually I wanted to go slowly
and enjoy the new sensations. I admit it. I wanted to explore more! I
didn't but I knew I wanted to. I came out of that shower, dried off and
decided even if I looked like a chick I am coming out of the bathroom as
all man and I was going to put you in your place!
Then when I saw that outfit, you laid out and the underwear it was so
girly and I thought THAT'S IT! Let her know paul mangione is no chick! I
exploded trying to show you who was the man around here, but suddenly
somehow you were spanking me for my potty mouth! It hurt but not that
much. I was humiliated. I tried bucking up and down, nothing. I began
kicking my legs to free myself and couldn't. That was when I began to
feel something in my, my ugh this is hard to say in my you know private
areas.
It is like this, in some sex types of movies, not that I watch them
regularly, but at bachelor parties and stuff like that, I have seen a
chick who gets a little spanking, you know to put her in her place.
Somehow, she actually gets turned on by the spanking and well I can't
deny it, I... I was feeling a little turned on too! I felt something
down there building up, then a sudden flush of feelings then I felt
conquered and surrendered. Following all that was a peaceful feeling. I
think I had a small orgasm! I felt humiliated.
I got dressed in those clothes and looked in the mirror and it only
confirmed to me I am a freak. I am really a woman for now. I know what
an attractive woman looks like. I fit that bill now. I know you don't
like the silent thing but I wanted to hurt you. Blame you for all of
this stuff. Then we get to that salon place and I wanted to hurt you
even more, so I figure I will flirt with that kid Nicole as she
approaches us. Instead, I am referred to as Miss Mangione. Called the
blushing bride, and complimented on my cute clothes! I wanted to scream
and run out of there.
Instead, she grabs my hand and like a drone I walk into that inner
sanction of femininity. Let me tell you not one real man back there,
just me and a few flamers. Then I realized well I guess I am a flamer
now too, but at least they have their dicks; I think.
Snaping out of those thoughts I start looking around at all the young
good-looking women technicians. I thought, I would fuck her, I would
fuck her etc.. eventually realizing nothing, though I want to feel
attraction like a man, I can't fuck any of them as I am currently built.
But if I am not careful over the next few days, I could be the one
fucked! I went into a trance after that, I think.
A facial followed, more body waxing, I didn't even have any hair past my
head, they did it anyway! I don't even have no pussy hair; I mean well
you know what I mean.
Then to the mani and a pedi area. WHO MAKES UP THESE NAMES? Some sort of
substance added to each nail on my finger nails and toe nails, 10
minutes for hardening dear, not don't move honey! Want anything paula
while you wait, YAK, YAK, YAK. I wanted to answer yea, LET ME THE HELL
OUT OF HERE! Then nail sanding, somehow, they made the dammed things
longer and harder, then painting and buffing them. LOOK AT THESE THINGS!
(Holding up both hands to show me her polished nails). How does a woman
get by with them?
Then to the piercing room, the what?! Not only do they do my ears but
now I have a fucking um sorry a belly button ring too! Just like some
chicks do! They told me to relax with the modern way they do belly's
this won't even hurt. Wham bam thank you mam. They were right, there was
no pain with the ears or the belly piercings. The only hurt was to my
pride of being a man. I was less and less of one as they moved me from
area to area making me more feminine.
Then off to the hair extensions station, dye job station, curlers
station, oh no not fucking curlers station, like some old lady, fucking
curlers under the hood station? I was hot under that thing. How come
women do that to themselves I don't get it. They had me in a chair
between some rich bitches acting all pussy like reading Cosmos. Come
along honey, sit here, cut some, straighten some, blow it out, oh paula
you are a living doll, so beautiful. Oh, paula on your wedding night let
your hear flow down over one of your breasts for that come hither look.
Your man will cream himself just looking at you. I thought you said
chicks don't talk about sex. A guy creaming himself looking at me while
I lay on our wedding bed! Yikes! One of them started asking me about
Cooper, that damned Nicole! When he holds you do you melt inside, is he
a big boy down stairs.... OMG I am talking to some stranger about your
old boyfriend's dick and if it is big! They asked me does he like oral
too. What could I say but of course don't all men!" paula continued to
get louder I had to step in.?
"Ok enough with that, either keep your voice down or we are getting back
into that car and leaving," I said to her as calmly as I could.
"I am sorry but it was just too much. Then the makeup station, powders,
creams, perfumes, how much was I supposed to take, EH?
Finally getting told, "Off to get you dressed dear," by one of the
dressing technicians. I was actually happy to go. I figured I would have
to wear a dress but I did not know it was this one and this short! But I
knew then at least I would be free soon. That stupid shortie bathrobe
they had me wear all day was ridiculous I was cold all day. Earlier they
had made me undress to just my bra and panties and no shoes just that
robe and some paper slippers. I think the robe barely covered my ass!
I was escorted into a private dressing room where I was shown, what I
assumed were your wonderful gifts for me!" paula said sarcastically to
me. "I was told to go behind the wardrobe privacy screen. They had
placed a small fabric covered bench along with decorative free-standing
clothes rack behind it also. I was told to hang the bathrobe I was
wearing and remove my, really yours, bra and panties. I placed your old
undies in a silk bag that I was hanging there and told they would
discard for me. I realized then you must have sent something for me to
wear. I did what I was told, I already surrendered my manhood badge a
long time before that request. I changed into two of the most
uncomfortable things I ever have worn. A thong panty with its back part
running up my ass cheeks, really!!? Then what I found out is called a
push up bra! PUSH UP PUSH UP WHAT? OH, MY TITS, THAT'S Right! Oh, sorry
again. I mean breasts. They didn't push out far enough for you? Then
that damned dress, killer heels, earrings, bracelets, again one for my
ankle??? and finally the neckless. They walk me over to a three-way
mirror and I think I almost pissed um, tinkled in my new barely any
material panties that are rubbing between my ass cheeks.
I know I have said I know what a good-looking woman looks like. In that
mirror I saw one, and she is gorgeous and she is me! From hunter to
hunted. I almost fainted. I was about to start crying when my lovely
dressing technician Mrs. Ellen Koracheck said, "Oh paula, you are
stunning, just perfect. But I know just the thing that will make you
even more perfect! Ellen escorted me back to the dressing room, told me
to turn around and unzipped the back of my dress asking me to step out
my heels and the dress as she wants to get something for me.
Ellen returned with a small cloth bag and removed its treasures. I
figured I knew what one was, pantyhose I was wrong. The bag held a very
lacy embroidered thing that I recognized as a garter belt. I was
thinking, no, no, no, the rest of this getup is more than enough. I was
told the stockings are real Japanese silk. Expensive but oh so worth it.
I was about to say NO WAY. No way I was going to be parading around in a
lacy white garter belt and silk hose. NO WAY! That stuff is too femmy.
As I was about to protest Ellen perks up and proceeds to tell me it's
all retro now for women to wear silk stockings and garter belts like our
great grandmothers did many years ago. As she walked me behind the
wardrobe privacy screen, she tells me how quickly her husband is to have
sex since she has gone retro! How now he has been carrying her into the
bedroom, laying her down like a damsel, and they are having the best sex
they have had in years. She went out of her way to recite all they
colors of hose she could get for me if I like them! Somehow before I
know it, I am wearing them. So now I am here sitting with the woman I
love, wearing sexier lingerie than she is. Looking at this beautiful
diamond ring, actually feeling girly, and actually loving the ring and I
am thinking being a gorgeous piece of ass isn't all that bad! What is
wrong with me!
Gabby if my mom saw me now, she wouldn't recognize me! If she knew who I
was, she would tell you to keep me like this because she always wanted a
daughter! I heard her say that once too often. You know, before I was
born, she was sure I was going to be a girl. Went to church each day,
prayed for a daughter, something about how she was carrying me. Like I
said before, once, when I just turned 13, she tried to get me to go out
dressed as a girl scout once for some Halloween party. She even showed
me a bra and panty set she bought for me to wear, me paul Mangione! As I
said I put my foot down and refused that, I am not some fag you know!"
"You know that is twice he lied to me! Maybe another spanking is in
order tonight!" I laughed as I said that. Well, anywho talk about mood
swings, Yikes!! First she tells me she hates all the girly stuff, then
tells me she feels girly and being a woman isn't all that bad. Then she
starts spiraling down hating it all again!
paula continued, "My father would explode if he saw me in this get up.
He hates homosexuals. Seeing me like this he would figure I was a
complete homo. Roco would call me all sorts of homophobic names in
English and Sicilian, make up swear words. He would probably punch some
walls too. He has done it many times. My dad is "ALL MAN", as he says.
Gabby, I love you but this is so much more than I was expecting, maybe
too much really! Maybe we shouldn't continue with this wedding thing.
Let's just wait out at home until I can change back next week, alright?"
paula finally stopped talking with her eyes getting all misty again.
After listening to paula ramble and ramble and ramble on about how
difficult of a day she had, how badly her parents would react.
Truthfully, I didn't feel badly for her. Honestly, I felt paula was only
getting a small taste of what us women have put up with. Funny, the
first time when the heels were on her feet, she doesn't like those
demands of it all!
Well Mom, to finish this part of the story, I looked around to make sure
no one else was in that parking area and could hear me. If paula didn't
like the pampering she received that day, she definitely wasn't going to
like what I had to tell her next. It was about my text and call when we
were leaving the Chalet!" Gabby said to her future mother-in-law in a
somber tone.
End of Chapter 5.
Coming up "Lets Get Physical, Physical"