Punjabi Desi Aunty Ko Choda Us Ke Ghar Mei
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The alarm on his phone went off at 7:30 and his eyes opened to a profound blackness that matched his mood. He pondered for a moment, wondering where his anger originated. After all, things were going his way. Last night’s breakthrough was breathtaking. She had admitted that she wanted to transform, wanted love for the first time in her life. She had said something like she wanted love to course through her veins and feel its fire. She wept spectacularly and they feel into a warm and emotionally satisfied sleep.
So why the anger? Why was he pissed? Perhaps because he was denying himself. He should have fucked her, he though, he’d earned it but knew it was too early. Tonight he would force another break within her and give her a stark choice, become Mei Chun or continue to be the cold hearted Jenny and suffer even greater misery at his hands.
With his course plotted he looked for the courage to be cruel. That was going to be his challenge with Mei Chun. His struggle would be to stay in character and stay focused on his task.
He wasn’t naturally ruthless, quite the reverse. He longed to be kind and tender with her but he’d given in to the temptation already and while it confused her, which was good, he couldn’t make it routine. What he had in mind and what she needed required iron discipline on his part, even more so than on hers. He was leading her and she would rely on him. Half measures would be disastrous. A failed course of conditioning like this would only leave an incredibly bitter person more fucked up than at the outset.
He steeled himself, got up and tore the sheets from the bed.
‘Get up,’ he said, using his gruffest voice.
She groaned.
‘Get out of bed.’
She groaned from within her torpor.
In fifteen seconds he emptied a half glass of water on her back. She shot bolt upright in the bed.
‘You fucking bastard! You goddamn…’
He poured the other half over her hair.
‘Get up and shower or I get more water.’
‘Motherfucker!’ She got out of bed in a rage slapping and kicking and he pushed her back on the bed, rolled her on to her face, held her hair and spanked her several smart ones.
‘You don’t understand yet. I say move and you move.’
‘What about last night you asshole? You said you loved me.’
‘So I did.’
‘You lied to me? You fucking lied to me! You waited until I was most vulnerable and you made me tell you all that then you fucking lied to me.’
She said, slowly and with great pain, ‘You motherfucker.’ She cried wounded tears as he turned a left the room.
She showered morosely, occasionally looking at his razor, wondering if she could cut her wrists with a five blade thing like that and deciding that she couldn’t.
She went back to the bedroom, didn’t find the robe and realized it was still on the stool. Wrapped in the towel she got it from the kitchen and put it on in the bathroom.
He’d cooked breakfast, she remembered wanting to do that for him, then hated herself for being so stupid.
When she sat down on the stool in front on the marble counter, he said, ‘You are not permitted to make assumptions, Mei Chun.’
She stayed silent.
‘Speak when you are spoken to,’ he barked.
‘Yes, sir.’
‘You are not permitted to make assumptions.’
‘Yes, sir.’
‘This morning you assumed that I lied to you.’
‘Yes, sir.’
‘Why did you do that?’
‘Because you fucking poured water on me.’
‘Was it acid I poured on you?’
‘No sir,’ she was really saying ‘fuck you’ and he knew it.
‘Why did I pour water on you?’
‘Because I didn’t get up when you told me to.’ She started feeling better. His calm way of explaining gave her a bit of hope that she had over reacted.
‘That’s right. You didn’t respond when I told you to and you know that I will punish you for that.’
‘Yes sir.’
‘Was it a fitting punishment?’
‘May I think about it?’
‘For one minute.’
She considered. She knew what was expected of her in general terms and she knew his reasoning. He was going to give her no choice but to change and he would use whatever he had to make it happen. Frankly a bit of cold water in the morning was a shock but, considering the treatment yesterday it wasn’t really much.
‘May I apologize?’
‘If it sincere, yes. If you’re going to use it as an excuse for snide remarks or a hidden insult than no.’
‘I am sorry for over reacting. It was just water and I should not have ignored you.’
‘Good.’
She felt better.
‘May I say something in my defense?’
‘No. Excuses are not permitted in our arrangement.’
‘But…’
He looked at her with real anger. She dropped the fork she was playing with.
There was no more conversation as she ate the fluffiest pancakes of her life.
‘Today you have a job.’
‘It’s Saturday.’
‘So it is. Today you will volunteer at a place for troubled youth downtown. The taxi will be here in,’ he looked at the clock on the stove, ‘twenty-minutes.’
‘Yes sir.’
‘You’ll find clothes in my dresser. Second drawer.’
She said, ‘Yes sir,’ put the fork down on the empty plate and went to get dressed.
New jeans and a blue shirt. No panties or bra.
She came back out holding the collar.
‘Will I need this?’ She twirled it around her finger by one of the D rings.
‘Not for the kids but that was a smart ass comment and you won’t be making those anymore.’
‘Yes sir.’ It was another ‘fuck you.’
‘Be good today. Be oh so good.’
‘Yes sir.’
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Philip spent the day catching up with the work he’d neglected the past week while his focus had been on Mei Chun. There was a lot and rather than complete his duties for any one client, he did the minimum for all of them. Enough to keep them quiet.
He was on good terms with most of the IT managers so there was room. It was a nice thing about what he did, he had lots of room.
He found his attention hard to keep fixed and thought about her several times an hour.
At about noon he fixed a sandwich and ate at the work area so he could browse and review the project. There was plenty to find online, most of it written by crazy or just evil people about how to destroy someone’s personality. Basically how to turn someone into a zombie through abuse and deprivation. He didn’t want a zombie. He wanted the woman he knew, or had a good idea, that she could be. But some of the tools were the same. He had found a guy who claimed to be a professor of psychology at a prestigious university, ‘a name instantly recognizable,’ he’d said. He made contact through email. Sure enough he sent his messages from a gmail account but the computer he used was on the Columbia University network. He had become sort of his advisor on this project and they were in frequent contact.
The plan was simple. Remove the props supporting her current personality and replace them with a structure that created a new self-image. Once the image was created she would herself seek to support it and slowly, over months, the newly grafted personality would become as much her own as her current one.
The root cause of such shifts in personality is a collapse of the perception of self. The brain finds it too difficult to support two contradicting fundamental ideas about oneself and it abandons one in favor of the other, or sometimes an entirely unrelated third idea. High order cognitive dissonance required resolution one way or the other. Either the behavior changed, the belief changed, or justifications were made.
The belief in her own self-worth, ‘I am a good perso
n’, is in conflict with the knowledge that she uses those that care for her. The justification had always been that she was ‘liberated’ in the feminist sense. Turning the tables on men and being a sexual predator was her way of fighting society’s sexual injustice.
So Philip would brush aside the bullshit, give her no choice but to see the contradiction, give her no shelter in justifications and force her into maximum dissonance. Then he would give her a way out.
Personality change happens all the time, to everyone. It just happens too slowly to notice. Personalities make subtle shifts back and forth every day. One day someone might be more patient than the day before, or less so.
What was striking about a religious conversion or cult brainwashing was the speed and single direction of the transformation. The Patty Hearst kidnapping in the ’70s was a good example. Miss Hearst was locked in a dark closet for days, kept near starvation, tied, beaten and abused. When not in isolation or being insulted and demeaned she was given lectures and praised for repeating the ideology. Within eight weeks she was writing letters to the media denouncing her ‘capitalist pig’ parents and robbing banks.
Philip had no interest in this level of transformation. It was sick. Despite what he was telling her, he wasn’t creating a slave. It was mostly a conditioning trick and another tool to crack open her personality. He wanted to refurbish Mei Chun, rather than remake her as an automaton. Therefore he could not go for quick results, smashing carelessly. He had to delicately, relatively speaking, remove what was worst about her and uplift the inherent good within her.
Philip sought to transform Jenny into Mei Chun and he would increase the pressure on the former personality while nurturing and rewarding the latter. A point would come when she would have to make a decision on which person to be and it seemed that she was already leaning toward Mei Chun.
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Phil wrapped up work at 3:30 and began on dinner. He was going to make something fabulous and if she didn’t deserve it he’d make her a cheese sandwich. He’d have her eat it while he ate seared sea scallops and mashed potatoes, broccoli with hollandaise and warm leak and potato soup.
He got a call from Sarah at the center and she reported on Mei Chun’s performance. No cheese sandwich was needed on the menu.
At 5:25, Mei Chun rang the bell from downstairs and pounded on the door. He buzzed her in and listened for how her foot falls sounded on the stairs. He could tell she was tired.
‘Hi,’ she said as he opened the door. ‘Buy me a goddamn bra.’ She trudged off to the bedroom, pulling the shirt over her head as she went.
‘Naked?’ she asked.
‘Yes,’ he replied looking between her bare back between her shoulder blades.
He hadn’t really thought of whether she should be naked at all times around the apartment, but he liked the sound of it and turned off the air-conditioning.
He said, ‘And put on the collar,’ just as she was walking out with it on, a small triumph in her smile.
She went to the bathroom, washed her face then walked straight to the couch and sat down.
‘Master, may I please have a drink?’
He didn’t tell her to call him that, and he genuinely didn’t like it. But it was her way of anticipating his desire and that was very good, even if she was anticipating a desire he didn’t have.
‘Beer or something stronger.’
‘Stronger. Get me drunk.’
He made her a Sea Breeze. It was a good girl drink and he made himself one too, alcohol knowing no sex. He took it to her and she mistook his drink as another one for herself and emptied the first one in two gulps.
‘Jesus Christ that was depressing.’
‘Tell me about it.’ He sat next to her on the couch, still unable to do so comfortably with her naked body so close. Her lovely, perpetually tan skin was soft and immaculate.
‘They had me stay with one kid named Jerome most of the day. He’s retarded and an emotional wreck. He kept drooling and he screamed every time I touched him. I just couldn’t take it and by noon…’ she stopped and looked up from gazing at the floor, ‘Why didn’t you give me any fucking money? You know I didn’t eat at all?’
‘I know. I wanted you to be hungry when you came home.’
‘Home. Is this home?’
‘We’ll talk about that later.’
‘I’m so fucking hungry.’
‘I have dinner ready. Tell me more.’
‘By noon I had to go into a closet where they keep linens and just fucking cried my eyes out. Those poor kids, god almighty, they are living in hell.’ She took the other drink. ‘The place is fine and god they’re good women but those kids are trapped in hell. The hell is in their minds. They are either not there at all, just staring into space, or they are pounding their head on anything they can find or they are screaming in terror. They have rubber rooms for god’s sake… really and two of the kids wore fucking straight jackets. They were fucking zombies… the un-goddamn-dead.’
‘Tell me about Jerome.’
She huffed a few times and settled back in the couch. ‘He’s about thirteen and he’s a black kid that, I guess his parents just couldn’t take it anymore and dumped him on the city. I can’t blame them really, even if it were my kid I wouldn’t be able to take it, I don’t think. He needed total supervision. Every time I turned my back he was either throwing things or beating himself with his fists. He was just wild and tortured.’
Her eyes filled with tears. And she looked straight into his deep green eyes. ‘He’s never going to get any better. He’s always going to be tortured by his mind for the rest of his life. What kind of fucking life is that?’
Philip didn’t speak. He only looked at her, seeing her compassion flower.
‘I didn’t think…’ she started to say.
‘Are you hungry.’
‘I told you I’m starving.’
‘I meant did you want to eat now?’
‘Yes, I guess.’
‘Here on the couch or at the table?’
‘Here please.’
Had he been in a hurry to break her and reform her he’d have made her crawl around the apartment on her hands and knees and eat out of a dog bowl or something. But that didn’t interest him. This wasn’t about his self gratification. He wasn’t really into sadomasochism as such. Some elements intrigued him on some level and there would be time for them. It was her transformation that was his goal. Yet, to his surprise, her obedience did turn him on. Right now, however, he wanted to reward her work, which Sarah had said was exceptional for a first time volunteer.
He got up and brought over a salad, and the soup and put them on the coffee table. She went for the soup.
‘Jesus this is good.’ Which brought to mind a question she’d been half thinking about since last night. ‘Everything you make tastes delicious. Why is that?’
‘Complement or question?’
‘Question.’
‘I decided in my teens I was going to be a chef. So I studied on my own and learned the fundamentals. Then it became sort of an obsession.’
‘Goddamn this soup is good.’
‘Mei Chun. I want you to stop cussing.’
‘Yeah,’ she looked up, fingering the collar, ‘Yeah, I cuss to much. Not ladylike is it?’
‘No,’ he said, then ‘It’s not what goes into the mouth that defiles a person, but what comes out of the mouth, this defiles a person.’
‘What’s that?’
‘Jesus. The bible.’
‘Sounds like it. But really this is awesome. Better than a restaurant.’
‘That’s not saying much but thank you.’
‘You are going back tomorrow.’
‘No please. I can’t take another day like that. My heart broke for that kid and there is nothing I can do for him.’
‘Don’t you think you did something for him? What would have happened had you not been there? They don’t have anyone else to care for him or for the others. He would have just sat on the floor and bea
t himself all day long.’
‘But what can I do? I can’t live there.’
‘Go back tomorrow and see what you can do.’
She put the empty bowl back and picked up the salad of apples, grapes, clementines and walnuts with some honey cream dressing.
‘Jesus, you should start a restaurant.’
He looked disappointed.
‘Ok… I will, really, I’ll watch my mouth. You religious or something?’
The salad was gone quickly and she looked partially sated.
‘The profanity doesn’t suit you.’
‘Mei Chun, you mean?’
She curled her legs under herself.
‘Didn’t suit Jenny either.’
She liked the sentence, rolled it around her head for a moment.
He stood and got a bowl of soup. In the kitchen he said, ‘How did it make you feel today.’
‘Exhausted. Completely out of my depth. And like a first class fraud.’
‘More please.’
‘Fraud. Like a hooker in church. Know what I mean?’
‘I knew a hooker once and she was the best Christian I’ve ever known.’
‘Customer or acquaintance?’
‘Customer. But more like friends with benefits if you understand.’
‘Did you pay.’
‘Yes, but…’
‘… No excuses permitted in our relationship. Wasn’t that how it went this morning?’
He chuckled. Damn this girl had spirit and he had to be careful to keep that intact.
‘Right. Want the whole story then?’
‘Yep… but get me drunk first. And, by the way, you owe me an orgasm if I remember correctly?’
He turned stern for a moment. ‘Don’t get demanding Mei Chun. I don’t want you to forget for a moment the nature of our relationship. I’m still blackmailing you and will fuck up your life beyond all recognition if you forget your place.’
‘Yes sir. I’m just having a bit of fun, ok? It’s been a bitch of a day.’
‘Sarah told me you did very well and you’ll get your reward.’
He finished the soup by tilting the bowl to his lips.
‘Need a drink, because I’m going to tell you the story.’
‘Sure, three drinks before dinner. Just don’t make me lick it up if I puke.’ Then, as he stood to get her another, she said apprehensively, ‘I mean that. Promise me.’
He returned a minute later with a high ball, light on the vodka. ‘I won’t make you lick up your own vomit.’
‘Thanks,’ and she meant it.
‘I went to high school and was crazy about this girl two years ahead of me and never even talked to her. She was the most beautiful, dazzling, unapproachable female. For two years all I could do was stare. She was a woman, only two years older but at that age she might as well have been in goddess.
‘So I never saw her after my sophomore year until I’m a couple of years out of college. I’d just been arrested and I was getting arraigned in the courthouse and I saw her sitting with the others from the county jail. Mine was a felony so I didn’t sit with them. But they went first and when the judge called out her name and read the charge I just couldn’t believe it. She was charged with soliciting prostitution.
‘So, on the way back from standing before the judge she looked over at me and I saw she recognized me somehow and she stuck around after her turn was through. I figured she had a ride coming or something. They don’t jail prostitutes, just community service and a fine so she was free to go, but she stuck around. I guessed she was going to plead with me not to tell anyone and was waiting around to ask.
‘Then I get up and we go through the arraignment and I get processed and get bail so I’m free to go. When I leave the lawyer she’s there and we walk out together.
‘She never once asked me to keep silent or anything, but recognized me from school as the kid who always shadowed her.’
He’d wandered over to get a salad and was eating bits and pieces. ‘I should try some nutmeg next time.’
He continued, ‘Anyway, we became friends before I went to jail and saw each other a few times and have kept in touch. She is a great girl.’
He finished the bowl and put it down on the table.
‘So why did you pay her?’
‘I didn’t every time, but I figured it was her career and she certainly earned it.
‘Finish telling me about fraud,’ he said.
She looked at him for a long moment. ‘You know how I feel about myself. I’m just shy of being a hooker myself or more likely starting a career in B grade porn. And I was acting like fuc… like god da… like Mother Teresa. I kept thinking how someone else should be doing this, someone better.’
‘Do you want to know something about Sarah? I don’t think she’d mind you knowing.’
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