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My Journey.
As I sat in a small bar in a pub I thought back on my life and how it had brought me a Fifty year old cross dresser to this place and time.
Back in the late 70s and early 80s all the top shelf magazines were full of “lipstick lesbians” dressed in sexy satin and lace lingerie in various poses so when I got hold of some of those magazines the connection was made between feminine beauty, kissing, tongues, sex, satin and same sex love so all that was to follow in my life seemed to follow on from that for me.
I had began to enjoy satin lingerie when I was sixteen after finding a pair of knickers down an alley, they were a black satin pair with a lacy panel at the front and after washing them I had hidden them away in my bedroom at my parents house under a loose floorboard in a bag only bringing them out to wrap around my hard cock and running the satin across my body or the lace across my nipples stimulating them both to erection whilst wanking myself to a delicious orgasm that left me literally shaking all over with exhausted pleasure.
When I had finished I always felt a huge sexual release quickly followed by an overwhelming sense of shame and almost horror at what I had done to myself and vowing never to do it again but never throwing them away just putting them back under the floorboard, but I always went back to them.
It was only a short matter of time before I first put my feet through the leg holes and then began sliding that wonderful satin up my legs and felt the shivering electric feeling of pleasure throughout my body as I pulled them them over my bottom and stuffed my rock hard cock against the slightly rough lacy panel of those first pair of knickers before lying on my bed and running my fingers and palms over my cock and turning over and doing the same over my bottom, it seemed like hours but was really only a few minutes before I had the most incredible orgasm that I had ever had up to that time.
Over the course of the next few months I found dozens of pairs of knickers bras a satin chemise hold ups and tights that I was later to work out were probably from another cross dresser that had found a unique way of “purging.”
A few years later I had my first bi affair, it all started innocently enough on my part but I was to learn that Matthew was not nearly so innocent and in his words had “fancied me for quite a long time and was going to have me one way or another” before he moved away from our town.
Matt had his own small flat close to the town centre so I used to go to his to pick him up before going to the pubs and night club in town, the night started pretty much as normal with us both being quite a bit d***k but instead of the night club we went back to his place to eat and watch a film on his video so with pizzas and beer we sat on his sofa watching a soft porn film that turned us both on like mad with both of us trying to hide the fact we both had fierce erections that were very uncomfortable and squashed in to our trousers till Matt just stood up and took his trousers off saying it was much more comfortable and I could do the same if I wanted, but I had a secret I had on a pair of satin knickers so I could not take my trousers off, Mat then pulled his cock out and started to play with it very slowly and sensually whilst watching the film.
I couldn’t keep my eyes off of his cock and his hand movements at first and it wasn’t long before my hand went under the waist band of my trousers and I began playing with myself as well as I returned to watching the video with some lesbians getting hot and making love with each other as only they can.
I felt Matt’s hand lightly touch my thigh and slowly move up towards my cock and hand that was still in my trousers rubbing it gently through the material until I pushed his hand away and told him to stop.
Matt looked at me and said “You want this as much as I do?” and I stared at the floor and just came out and told him I was a cross dresser and was wearing and he said “I have a hard cock sticking out of my pants wanking in front of my mate and have just tried to touch you up so do you think I care?” and again placed his hand on my upper thigh and although I knew it was wrong and some part of my mind was screaming in my head for him and me to stop but with the euphoric feeling of both the beer and being so turned on and with my heart beating harder and faster than it ever had I stood up and took off my trousers and sat back down in my black satin knickers and Matt again placed his hand on my leg and looked at my satin covered cock and said how wonderful it looked, I said and did nothing just letting him carry on moving his hand so that when he got to my knickers and slid his hand over my hard cock I just opened my legs and closed my eyes feeling both shame pleasure and lust all rolled into one huge and confusing mental emotion as he pulled my cock and balls out of my satin knickers and rested my balls over the top of the knickers and proceeded to play with my cock before leaning towards me giving me a light kiss on the side of my face, I turned to him in shock Matt looked me in the eyes and lent in and kissed me on the lips before pulling away and just looking at me, my mouth had gone so dry it felt like it was full of sand, we didn’t say anything and I couldn’t move so he kissed me again and this time I felt his tongue gently move against my closed lips so I just closed my eyes and opened my mouth slightly and his tongue pushed even further into my mouth forcing it to open more until our tongues met and gently touched I put my hand to his face and opened my mouth wide and pushed my tongue in his mouth and then moved my hand from his face to his cock and felt the first cock other than my own in my hand.
My mind was in turmoil here I was deeply kissing my “friend” whilst we gently played with each others cocks and then without stopping kissing he pulled me to my feet and I felt his other hand reach under my shirt and play with my nipple gently pinching it before unbuttoning my shirt and sucking my nipples first one then the other as he began to pull down my knickers a bit more so he had more of my cock in view then in one smooth motion Matt fell to his knees kissing my stomach as he went until my cock was in line with his mouth whilst one hand was gently wanking me off his other hand stroking my satin covered arse and his lips went around my cock head for the first time.
I knew it was only a matter of moments before I orgasmed so I pulled away and asked if we could move to his small bed so taking my hand in his we moved to his bed and laid down together facing each other and just touched each others bodies running our hands over every square inch before coming together grinding our cocks together whilst hugging caressing and kissing each other.
I was so turned on that again I thought I would cum but wanted my cock in his wonderful mouth again and really wanted to take his cock in my mouth so sat up and moved my head towards his beautiful cock and kissed one for the first time in my life as he took me in to his mouth, my mouth opened slightly and I put my lips around his cock head until my tongue could run around his helmet feeling every little lump and bump and play with his cock eye and suck and swallow his pre cum before starting to move my head up and down his shaft as he was doing to me.
I was quickly building to a massive orgasm but could no longer and didn’t want to control myself as I felt pulsating waves of pleasure running through my cock and body and felt the first spurt of my cum shoot in to Matt’s mouth his cock began to spurt thick streams of spunk in to my mouth almost at the same time and I was at the very least now a Bisexual cock sucker.
After a few minutes of licking and kissing each others softening cocks Matt laid the same way as me and we just hugged not talking as we fell asl**p.
In the morning I woke up with a start and realised immediately what we had done and felt both shame and then sexual excitement as I looked at Matt’s naked body and his already hard cock that was touching my leg as he slept.
When Matt woke up we talked a little about what we had done the night before as he gently played with my nipple and again I was turned on like mad so I pushed my rock hard cock against his leg and he suggested we have a shower and some breakfast, so I walked to his little bathroom with my hard cock bobbing around and with me trying to be a little discreet about it as I had never been seen walking around naked least of all by Matt.
I was sitting on the toilet when Matt walked in and gave me a clean towel and a toothbrush still in packaging, all this was new to me as I watched Matt turn on the shower and told me to get off the toilet as he needed to go so after wiping myself we swapped places and I got in the shower and let the hot water massage me as I enjoyed the sensation of it hitting my body for a few minutes before I felt Matt step in behind me and begin using some lathered up shower gel to wash my neck back bum and between my legs before I felt both hands reach around with one hand gently pinching my nipple whilst the other hand encircled my cock and began to wash it in a sexy forward and backward movement before moving his hand from my nipple to my bum where I felt one of his fingers begin to play with my arse hole, it felt incredible so I spread my legs even more allowing him to insert one of his fingers and finger fuck me for a few moments before withdrawing it and asking if I would like to help clean him in the same way, we swapped places squeezing past each other and our cocks legs and upper bodies touching each other as we did so and I did to Matt exactly as he had done to me including finger fucking him before licking his crack kissing and licking his arse hole simply because I wanted and needed to do it, when I had finished we faced each other hugged and ground our rock hard cocks together as we French kissed with a passion I had never felt before.
I didn’t like his stubble when we kissed so when it was time to finish I asked if we could both shave first so Matt got his razor and a disposable one for me and we shaved and shared his toothbrush before we got out of the shower wrapped in towels before having a light breakfast.
It was a strange thing but I still felt uncomfortable being with and talking with Matt when we were not involved in sex and although it got better during our short relationship I never was truly comfortable with the man on man thing without the sex.
As we ate Matt asked me about cross dressing and how I felt about what had happened the night before and in the shower we had just had together, after explaining about the dressing and how it had started I told him my story and then I asked about when he had started have sex with men and he said he was bisexual and had known from an early age that he liked both males and females and had fancied me for ages and hoped we would get together before he moved away, I said that I did not think I had ever been so turned on and Matt then told me that although he wanted to fuck me he wanted me to fuck him more if I wanted to and with that he stood up and walked in to the bedroom, when I walked in Matt was lying naked on the bed with his legs apart rubbing my knickers over his hard cock and balls and when I joined him on the bed he handed them to me and told me to put them on, after lying beside Matt he began to stroke me through my satin knickers whilst I played with his arse hole, cock and balls I leaned over to kiss him.
After a few minutes I kissed my way down his body licking and kissing his cock and balls before running my tongue over his arse hole and that got him moaning squirming and pushing against me as his arse hole flexed and relaxed as I began to push my tongue hard against it, then Matt asked me to stop and got a large cushion that he placed in the middle of the bed and towel over the top before laying on them both with his arse raised up by the cushion I snuggled closer to him as he pulled my cock out of the leg of my knickers before handing me a pot of Vaseline telling me to put plenty over my hard cock and his arse hole, after wiping my fingers on the edge of the towel I knelt between his legs and Matt grasped my cock pulling it between his arse cheeks and rubbing it over his hole telling me to gently push forward as he did it and then my cock head just began to ease in and the look on Matt’s face looked like he was in heaven so I pushed in a little more before withdrawing a little and pushing in a little further each time until my cock was fully in his arse and I could lean down and kiss him and our to tongues went snaking into each others mouths and I began to pump his arse and he grabbed my satin covered arse cheeks pinching and stroking them whilst pulling me in to him even more and his arse muscles clamped around my shaft with an incredible strength that left him moaning and me whimpering that he had to stop as I was about cum and Matt telling me to just fuck him till I came so I ground in to him feeling his cock throb against my belly and shoot his load just after having shot my own load in his arse in what can only be described as the best orgasm I had ever had up to that point in my life.
We stayed in that position as my cock began to soften for sometime with me resting my full weight on top of him and my head on his shoulder as he cuddled me with one hand still stroking my arse through my knickers, after rolling off Matt we went and had another shower together to clean ourselves up and give us both time to recover before we had sex again with it being my turn to be fucked by Matt something that had really scared me first thing in the morning when he had first mentioned but that was before I had fucked him and I saw the affect on Matt as I entered and screwed him until we both orgasmed almost together and now I was quite looking forward to it.
Later after a coffee Matt said I didn’t have to let him fuck me If I did not want to so I stood up and showed him my hard cock and said I wanted to do it with him so we again went in to his bedroom and Matt put a huge clean bath towel on the bed and we lay together just kissing as Matt played with my arse licking his finger and inserting it up as far as it would go in before kneeling between my legs and going down my cock using his tongue he explored my cock head and shaft before moving on to my balls sucking first one then the other before pushing my legs up and licking and kissing until he got to my hole where he swirled his tongue around my hole so I pulled both bum cheeks apart to give him better access so he could insert his tongue in to my hole and it felt absolutely wonderful, Matt then stopped and moved up the bed until we were face to face and again said I did not have to but I just told him I wanted to be fucked so after a quick kiss he reached for his pot of Vaseline and said he would try to get my arse ready by fingering me before using his cock so after applying a liberal amount to his hand and my arse he began to work first one, two and then three fingers in me telling me to push out as if I was having a shit to aid in the insertion.
After a few minutes of this he asked if I felt ready and when I said yes he asked me to kneel in front of him as it was not quite so uncomfortable in that position for the first time as I could move around more easily if I needed to so I did as he asked and he put more Vaseline on and in my arse hole and loads on his cock and came up behind me and steadied himself with one hand my hip using the other hand to guide his cock up and down my crack before finding my hole and gently pushing forward until I could feel his whole cock head in my arse, it was a little painful but also quite pleasurable as well and I began to push back an inch at a time stopping just to get used to the feeling of his cock filling me up until Matt was buried in my arse as deep as he could go and all that I could feel was a fire and a feeling of being stretched to the limit, after a minute or so he began to gently and very slowly thrust in and out of me and the feeling was wonderful and so sexy I asked if we could do it face to face like when I had fucked him so he withdrew and got the small towel with cushion and laid them on the bed and told me to lie on it spreading my legs as he retrieved the spunk stained satin knickers and put them on pulling his cock through the leg hole before getting back on the bed between my legs and putting his hard cock back in my waiting hole and begin to fuck me again.
I cant describe how horny an experience it was feeling his body grind in to me as his cock filled me up and then the strange but pleasant feeling as Matt pulled nearly all the way out before plunging back in again, when he held my head and crushed his lips against mine before forcing his tongue in to my mouth as he opened his mouth and our two tongues danced a delicious sensual dance with his hands touching my body from my cock to my face and back again whilst I massaged his sexy arse in my dirty satin knickers it was not long before I orgasmed and he did a short time later.
In the last twelve hours I had gone from being a straight cross dresser to a very bisexual cross dressing, arse licking, cock eating, arse fucking slut that loved putting my fingers tongue and cock up other peoples arse holes as much as having them doing it to me and what a journey that was.
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