My Mother s LoverChapter 7 The Riviera 03 The lesson
Diary: Dear Diary, C has demonstrated unbelievable manliness and judgment — better than my own. I actually offered myself. And he very sweetly declined -- "for now," he said. Of course, it is possible that he simply doesn't find me appealing on that level, but I don't think so. I am slightly self conscious, I won't say embarrassed, that it would be a terrible blow to me if it were true. After so carefully keeping us from it, to find that he did not want me. Oh dear, look what has...