Here I was
Here I was, sitting in the usual nightclub in the usual big city. I sat there alone at the bar; I had given up hope on ever finding someone. I was average, not attractive at all, but not unattractive. I don’t even know why I come to these nightclubs anymore. All I ever do is just sit around and watch jealously as other people danced together, in couples or large groups. At times I was almost brought to tears in public by my loneliness. When this happened I tended to drown my tears in alcohol....
Lesbian