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Sunday morning and I wake up to William shaking the bed trying to
wake me and Luke. I acted like I was asleep while Luke asked him what was
up. William said any chance I can wake him and take him in the shower with
me. Luke said he had a hard night last night, so I guess we will just let
him rest up. Remember, tonight is his call on what happens. William says
that shit could get out of hand if he wants to be mean. Luke said Mattie is
a good k**, he just wants fun. I peeked out of one eye and say William
standing by the bed as he talked with Luke. He was in those tight under
amour boxer jocks. William said to Luke, since I can't get Mattie, you want
to share a shower. I waited for Luke to laugh at the suggestion, but
instead, I felt the bed moving as Luke got up and him and William headed to
our bathroom.

I lied in bed and heard the water start and wondered what they were
doing in there, but I was scared to join them cause knew that William would
want me to serve them both. The shower was a long one. Finally the bathroom
door opened. I kept my act of being asleep as I heard the guys come in the
room and William leave and close the door behind him. Luke sat on the bed
and shook my arm. I acted like I was waking up and Luke said get up and
shower for church. Luke was wearing a towel around his waist. I said I want
you to come shower with me. Luke said he had just got out the shower. I
said lay down and I will give you a morning suck. Luke said, we will save
all that for tonight. Luke got up and went to his closet and started to
dress. I got up and went to the bathroom.

The bathroom was a mess. Boxers everywhere and wet wash clothes all
in the shower.I cleaned up a bit and started the shower. I was about to get
in and then I saw the condom laying in the trash. I grabbed it and it was
still mostly full of cum and wet. William and Luke had fucked, but who
fucked who. I tossed the rubber back in the trash and took my shower. I
finished and went to my room. I got my dress clothes and was getting
dressed when William knocked on my hall door. I opened it and he put his
finger to his lips and stepped inside my room and closed the door. He saw
the bathroom door open and ran over and closed it as well. I was standing
there with just a towel around my body. William grabbed my arm and pulled
me to the bed. He kept saying be quiet and this will be fast.

William pulled the towel off me and I was naked. He pushed me not
he bed and pushed my legs up and dove into my ass. He rimmed me fast and
rough. A few minutes later, he said you have any lube in here k**, and I
pointed to my night stand drawer. He opened the drawer and got the lube. I
watched as he rubbed it all over his thick cock and then in my crack. I
said we cant do this now. Its almost time to leave. William put his hand
over my mouth and in one thrust, went all inside my hole. He wasted no time
in getting into a fast rhythm of pounding me. I tried to talk, but he kept
his hand over my mouth and moved his face so he could stare at me. The
expression on his face was telling me to shut my mouth.

William fucked me for less than five minutes before I felt his cock
start to throb inside my small hole. He grinned and filled me with his
teenage cum. He pulled out and said I needed that k**. Now suck me
clean. He moved off me and stood up beside the bed. I slid off the bed and
took his cock in my hand. I started to suck him. My other hand went to his
ass and in-between his cheeks. I found his hole and pushed and I didn't
feel any lube inside him. That told me that William had fucked
Luke. William swatted my hand away from his ass and said I don't let guys
play back there. Just get that cock clean. I sucked him clean and he left
my room. I got up and went to the bathroom and cleaned my ass and rushed to
get dressed. I got downstairs and Luke and William were ready to go. I
missed breakfast.

We get to service and Luke and William head off to their
class. Luke shakes his phone at me when William isn't looking. I look at my
cell and Luke has texted me and Chase. Since my dad has cameras in all the
halls and outside, Luke said we needed to not try anything this week. Chase
replied with ok. I went to my class. I was bored out of my mind, as
usual. The guy teaching the class kept calling my name to answer a question
cause he knew I wasn't paying attention. Class finally was over and
everyone gathered int he main church. I sat on the row with my mom. She put
her arm around me and said remember I love you. Just because your dad is
preaching on something, doesn't mean I agree with him. I said I know
mom. Luke and William came and sat beside me and mom. We stood for prayer
and I looked towards the guys and they were standing and both had a nice
bulge in front of their dress pants. Luke saw me looking and just smiled.

Dad preached and it was a sermon basically against me and my
life. It was finally over. Luke told me to wait and ride home with mom. Him
and William took off and left the church. Mom talked to almost everyone
that walked by. Chase and his family walked by. Chase spoke to my mom and
me. He asked me where Luke was. I said him and our cousin left and I was
riding home with mom. Chase said he could drop me off at the house if it
was ok with my mom. She said that would be good. I know Mattie is bored
listening to me talk. Chase said come on.

We get out the church and head towards my house. Chase asked about
my cousin and I told him he is here for the weekend. He has an interview at
a school tomorrow and then he will be gone. Chase asks me if I missed
him. I smiled and said yea. We head to the park and get out the car. Chase
says follow me. We hit the trails and eventually go to one of the remote
bathrooms. He pushes me to the last stall and locks the door. We are
finally alone. Chase pulls me to face him and leans in and kisses me. A
long sensual kiss. This is so unlike Chase. He finally breaks the kiss and
says you ok sucking me some. I just shake my head and start undoing his
belt. I get his pants unzipped and unbuttoned and pull out his cock. I have
missed his cock. I start sucking and playing with his nuts. Chase leans
back on the wall and lets me pleasure him.

We hear the door open and Chase picks me up and holds me in his
arms as we listen tot he guy piss and then leave. While I am in his arms,
Chase had a finger rubbing my hole. Chase said you got fucked this morning
and I said yea. Instead of putting me down, he told me to spit in my hand
and rub it on my hole. Chase shifted my body and told me to guide his cock
in my hole. He held my legs across his strong arms as I slid down on his
cock. My arms wrapped around his neck and he started to bounce me up and
down on his cock. From this angle, every time he pulled me up, he would let
gravity pull me down hard on his cock. His mouth found one of my nipples
and he started to bite and suck on it.

He continued to fuck me and I was lost in the sensations. Chase's
body tensed up and his cock throbbed as he unloaded into my hole. Once he
came down from his sexual high, he lets me go and I started to suck his
cock clean. He grabbed his pants and got dressed and so did I. Chase
opened the stall door. He walked out and stopped. I walked out and ran into
Chase. I looked in front of him and there was an older man standing right
outside our stall door. We didn't hear him. But he had his cock out and was
stroking. He said that was fucking hot, any chance I can get head form the
k**. Chase looked at me and grabbed my arm and pulled me with him as we
pushed by the guy. Once outside we ran back to his car. He laughed and
said that was wild, and we had an audience. Chase took me home.

No one was home so I went in and changed.I texted mom and her and
dad were doing lunch with a church family and then hospital visitation. I
texted Luke. It took almost an hour to get a reply and all it said was wont
be home until after dark. I was sad, I thought it was my day with him and
William. And now I wouldn't see them until sometime much later. I heated up
some pizza rolls and grabbed a drink. I crashed in the den and watched some
movies. Dinner time came and went and still no sign of the guys. I made a
grilled cheese and went back to watching movies. Mom and dad came in around
9. Me and mom chatted a while and then she said good night as her and dad
retired to their room.

I turn off everything and go to my room. I text Luke and he says,
sorry buddy, we will be home in about an hour. I take this time to shower
and brush my teeth and put on some boxers and a t shirt. I lay on my bed
and wait. I finally hear footsteps coming up the stairs. I open my door and
I see Luke and William walk by, with some girl. My heart dropped. Luke
walked by and winked at me as the three of them went into his room. I heard
the hall door close and then the bathroom door close. So much for this
being my night. I laid on my bed and just cried. I felt so hurt and alone
and lied to. After a while, I stopped the tears. I got up and went to
pee. I could here grunts and moans coming from Luke's bedroom. I went to my
room and went to sleep.

Monday morning comes and I wake up and shower. I go to my closet
and grab the clothes for my school day. I watch as the bathroom door opens
and Luke walks in my room. He has nothing but a boxers on. He walks to the
bed and says I am sorry about last night bro. Things happened. I looked
over at Luke. His hair was a mess. He had hickeys all over his chest. I
didn't say anything, Luke said I will make it up to you though. He gets up
and I see his back is covered in scratch marks. They must have been really
rough. I get dressed and go downstairs. Instead of waiting for Luke, I grab
a banana and then get on my bike and ride it to school.

I lock my bike and look at my cell. I have nine texts from Luke. I
look and he is all pissed. I reply backlit school cant text now. I head to
home room. School is a normal day. At lunch, Phillip sits with me and says
we need to talk. He basically says that he cant get over the i****t between
me and my brother and he thinks it is best if we just be fervidness. After
the lies from Luke and William last night, this doesn't surprise me much.
The bell rings and I head to class.

Finally its time for my final class which is study hall. I get
there and walk up to the teachers desk. I ask if there is anything else I
can do beside study hall. I explain that I used to go to the weight room,
but it is still closed. She asked if I minded noise and straightening up. I
said that was fine. I wanted anything to just get me out this class. She
wrote me a note and said give this a try today ad let me know after class
if you want to do it everyday instead of coming here. I thanked here and
left. The note said Hall pass to band room.

I glared at Phillip as I left the class. I went tot he band room
and walked in. They had just started to get the instruments out to
practice. I talked to the band director and showed him the note. He pointed
to his office and said his assistant was back there. I walked back to the
office. There was a young man there. I explained what I was here for. He
said great. His name was Rodney. I said I am Mattie. He showed me the
storage room and everything. He showed me how to organize and put things
away. He said you think you have this. I said yea.

I worked and got most everything he had showed me done. The band
was still practicing so I went back to Rodney. He was in the office
still. He said sit down and take a break. We talked and I explained that I
used to go to the weight room and now I was bored in study hall. He
finished up and said we still have thirty minutes. We walked into the main
band room and the band director was talking. I sat near the back of the
room and watched. I looked at all the band members and the instruments they
played and then a guy caught my eye, that made me tingle all over. He was a
drummer. He was standing in the drum line listening to the instructions. He
was tall, prolly 6 foot tall and skinny. Something about him lit a fire of
desire in me.

He caught me staring many times and he would just smile each time
as I looked away. The band director said class is almost done, out away
your instruments and clean up. Rodney said come on back and I will show you
how to store the instruments. I stood behind him as the band members stowed
the instruments. This was simple. Rodney grabbed a couple of trash bags and
he started gathering trash and I took the back room and office. When done,
Rodney said you know where the dumpsters are. I said no sir. About that
time, a voice said, it's ok, I can show him where they are. I looked behind
me and it was the drummer guy. Rodney said Mattie, this is Shawn. Rodney
handed us 2 hall passes and said there and straight back.

We walked out and Shawn started the questions about why I was in
the band room but not in the band. I told him about study hall being boring
and he agreed. He said why did you see staring at me. I said I just liked
the drums. He just laughed. He looked at me and says, its ok, I think I am
gay too. I said I am not gay. Shawn said really, the entire school knows
you are gay. I didn't say anything as we walked towards the dumpsters. We
throw the bags in and Shawn says look at his. I look and he has pulled his
cock out over the top of his jeans. He says let me see yours. I look around
and then pull mine dick out fast. He says you have a nice one. He says can
I touch it. I just nod and he grabs me and started to stroke. I get
instantly hard. Shawn leans over and sucks on my cock about 5 times and
stands up. He says did you like that. I said I loved that. He puts his dick
away and so do I. We start walking back to the building.

Shawn asks if I will be in the class everyday and I said yea. He
asks if I have a boyfriend. I laugh and say no. Shawn asks a bunch of
random sex questions and I answer them. He asks what bud I ride home. I say
I rode my bike today. Ut usually ride with my older brother. We get back in
the room and Shawn goes back over tot he members of the drum line. Rodney
asks me if I will be back tomorrow and I say yes sir. The final bell of the
day rings. I grab my book bag and Shawn hands me a piece of paper as he
leaves. I walk back to my study hall and tell the teacher I will be doing
the band helper thing for a while. I leave and get to my bike. I open the
paper and all it says is ride your bike to school tomorrow and get here 20
mins early at the band room.

I get on my nike and go home. Luke has texted seven times and I
reply and say I am home, talk later. I fix some hot pockets to eat and head
to the den. I start my X Box and play games. Luke comes in around 5 and he
acts pissed. Why you ignore me all day and he just gos on and on. I said I
was at school and I already had my phone taken once. Luke says come on up
stairs right fast. I say nah, I just want to play my games. Luke comes back
in the den and says what the fuck is wrong. I said I just want to play my
games today. Luke says I am going upstairs, If you aren't there in 2
minutes, we will never do anything together again, and he leaves. I hear
his feet pounding as he heads upstairs.

I keep playing my game. My cell goes off and I look. Luke says have
it your way your little faggot. I close the phone and I feel good that I
stood up to him. Mom comes home and I help her make dinner. I set the table
and when dinner is done, I go upstairs and knock on Luke's door and say
dinner is ready. He says get in here a minute. I head back down stairs. I
sit at the table as mom and dad sit. We wait and Luke finally comes
down. He sits in his seat and he stares a hole in me. Dad blesses the food
and we eat and talk. Its a normal dinner for us. Afterwards, I help mom
clean up and wash the dishes.

Me and mom head into he den and watch some tv. Around 9:30pm, she
says she is going to bed. I turn the tv off and go to my room. I open my
door and lock it once inside. I go tot he bathroom nd brush my teeth. I
close the door as I go back in my room. I get in bed and look at my cell. I
set my alarm so I can get up early and I turn my lights off. I go to
sleep. I expected Luke to charge in after midnight, but I wake up to my
alarm. I shower and brush my teeth, I get dressed and have some cereal. I
get on my bike and head to school.

I get to school and lock up my bike. Its early and hardly no one is
here. I hear someone calling my name and I turn around and it is Shawn
riding up on his bike. He locks it up and says come on, lets run. We run
across the campus until we get to the building with the band room. We walk
down the hall and into the band room. He turns the lights on and we go to
the storage room. We get in there and Shawn says, can I kiss you and I
smell and lean in and we kiss. His hands are feeling up on me. Shawn
breaks the kiss and says that was nice. I said yea. I was super nervous. He
looked into my eyes and said can I suck your dick. I nodded and he went to
work getting my pants open and unzipped. He didn't get on his knees, he
bent over and sucked me.

Shawn would suck and then pull off and ask if that was ok. I would always
say yes. He finally had me ready to cum and I told him. I expected him pull
off my dick, but he kept sucking. I shot off in his mouth and it was an
awesome feeling. He sucked a little more and then stood up. He said fix
your pants. I upped up and Shawn said that was nice. I said you want me to
do you. Shawn said no, I just like to please you. I said you don't want to
get sucked. Shawn said yea, but I wanted to make you Hppy and show you what
I can do if we become boyfriends. I said what. He said I hope you want to
be boyfriends if you like me. I smiled and nodded yes. We kissed and he
said that he needs my mom to meet his mom so he can hang out at my house
and I can hang out at his house. I said ok. He said that way, we can play
and see what happens. I said you want to fuck me and Shawn said I am a
virgin so I don't know yet.

We talked and walked out the band room and turned off the
lights. We went to the common area and talked until class bells rang. I
headed off to my homeroom and I was on top of the world. The day went by so
slow. Finally study hall and I went straight to the band room. Rodney said
grab these orange cones and help me on the field. I grabbed a stack and we
went outside. We placed them on the practice football field. I heard noise
and looked and the band was coming out tot he field. They were going to
practice marching today. Rodney sent me in for 2 chairs and I got them and
set them up. Shawn kept smiling at me and I could only stare. Something
about him I loved.

Rodney said just wait not he sidelines until the finish. I watched
the band practice and kept my eye on Shawn. After practice, ere and Rodney
took up the cones and the chairs and took them inside. He tossed me both
trash bags today and I gathered one bag full and dropped it at the door. I
got the rest of the trash and Shawn asked Rodney if he could help me take
it out. Rodney nodded. We grabbed a bag a piece and walked out the back
door. Shawn said he has thought of me all day. I said I thought of him
too. Once at the dumpsters, he pulled me between the 2 and kissed me. He
rubbed on my dick in my jeans and said he cant wait until we can hang out
at one of our houses. He kissed me one more time and then we tossed the
trash inside the dumpsters and went back in.

Shawn saw me pull my cell phone out and he said heres my number. I
added it to my cell and we got back inside. After school I texted Shawn and
said this is my number. He relies back let me know when your mom is home. I
relied ok. I got home and changed clothes. I made a PB & jelly sandwich and
sat int he den. Mom pulled upend I texted Shawn. My cell started to
ring. Shawn said my mom wants to talk to your mom. I handed mom the phone
and they talked a few minutes and then she handed me my cell back and
smiled at me. Mom said you friends with this boy or more. I said we just
friends mom. She said his mom is ok if you want to hang out with him or he
wants to come here. Just remember your curfew and his curfew. He has to be
home before sundown.

I almost run upstairs and text Shawn. He is as happy as I am. We
talk and decide to hang out tomorrow at my house cause his mom is a stay at
home mom. Mom calls me and I go downstairs. I help her with Dinner and she
says your brother John will be home next week. That makes me happy. Luke
comes in and goes straight upstairs. Mom says is something wrong between
you and your brother. I said he is mad at me about riding my bike but its
ok. Mom says put the biscuits in the oven. She heads upstairs. I put the
biscuits in and the get done. Like 20 minutes have passed. Mom and Luke
come down the stairs and Luke is smiling. Mom looks mad. She says did you
lie to me Mattie and looks me right in the eyes. Oh god, what did Luke tell
her. I finally say no ma'am. She says are you sure. I stare at the floor
and she laughs, she says me and Luke just messing with you.

Mom walks by me and Luke punches me in the arm really hard. It
rattles my body. I sit at the table and mom says dad will be much later, so
we can go ahead and eat. After dinner, I help again clean and do the
dishes. I finally head upstairs. I go to the bathroom and brush my teeth
and go to my bed and listen to music and text Shawn. We agree to meet
before class again and get to school early. Luke opens the bathroom door
and says what the fuck you doing. I push my iPhone under the pillow and say
nothing. Luke comes to the bed and says get on your knees. I say I don't
feel like it. Luke said I don't give a fuck. I said get on your knees. I
just lay on the bed and say no.Luke grabs his crotch and says I know you
want this, come get. I just look the other way. Luke says you are fucking
up a good thing. This is your last chance. I just lay on my bed. Luke
reached over and gives me a hard thump on my nuts. The pain is intense, but
I see Luke leaving. I rub my nuts until the aching stops and then I get
ready for bed.

Tuesday morning, I am awake early and in the shower. Afterwards I
brush my teeth and head to my room. I get dressed and I hear Luke in the
shower. I head downstairs and grab my bike and head to school. I meet Shawn
and we have another intense session in the band room and he sucks me off
again. Afterwards we are talking as we walk to the lunch room so I can get
some breakfast before class. We have a special connection between us. He is
coming to my house after class today and I couldn't be happier. The school
day drags by very slowly.Study hall comes and I am in the band room and I
finish up my duties and I just sit and watch the band practice. I cant take
my eyes off of Shawn. The final bells rings and I wait on Shawn. We ride
our bikes and get to the house.

We put the bikes in the garage and come in. I turn the TV on and
give him the remote as I microwave us some pizza rolls and get some
sodas. I take out snacks in there and he is watching tv. We eat and talk. I
can tell he is nervous too. I reach over and put my hand high on his
thigh. He looks at me and smiles. I start to rub up and reach his
crotch. He grabs my hand and pushes it away and says I should be doing this
to you. He pushes my legs apart and starts taking my belt loose. Then he
unbuttons and unzips my pants. I raise up and he pulls my jeans and boxers
off and start sucking me. This is a slow and easy blow job.

He pulls off and asks if I am enjoying it. I say I love it. He
sucks me and finally pulls off and says we should go to your bedroom. I
grab my jeans and walk with just my short on. We go upstairs and to my
room. I lock the door and close the bathroom door. Shawn joins me on the
bed and we kiss. He says he wants to please me and he wants to try to
fuck. I happily agree. I reach in my night stand and grab the bottle of
lube and a condom. I tell him to get naked and I will lube up his
cock. Shawn says no, I want you to fuck me, but I don't want you to wear a
rubber. I pull my shirt off as he undresses and gets back on the bed. I
stare at his cock and nuts. He is perfect in every way.

I rub my hand over his ass and pull it open and drip lube on his
hole. He looks back and says this is my first time, so we have to go slow.
I say ok. I rub my hand over my smaller cock and lube it up. I get in
position and I aim at his hole. Shawn looks over his shoulder and says I
love you Mattie. My heart melts hearing those words. I say I love you
too. I start pushing slowly. Shawn's hole is tight and hot opening any for
me. I drop some more lube in his crack and reposition my cock. I push and I
feel his resistance start to give and he opens up his most sacred place and
allows my cock to go in.

Shawn is fidgeting and I just keep my dick in his hole and let him
move around until he finally settles down. I am not huge, but he was a
virgin. I start to thrust in and out of him and I don't last two minutes
before I am cumming all in his ass. I colas on the bed beside him. Shawn
lays beside me and tells me how awesome that was. I say I am sorry I dint
last longer and he says I loved all of it and I am sure you will last
longer the more we do it. We hold each other and talk and laugh. I reach
for his cock to jerk him off and he says that he is fine. He wants to
please me and make me happy. I say I am very happy, but I want you to feel
good as well. Shawn says as long as you love me, I don't need anything
else.

We kiss and cuddle and just act silly and Shawn says over and over
how awesome I am and how much he loves me. We joke about how much taller he
is than I am. I hear footsteps and Shawn jumps off the bed and starts
getting dressed. I grab my boxers and a t shirt and put them on. We hear
Luke in his room and we head downstairs and start watching tv again. Shawn
sees the X Box and so we start the system and start playing some
games. Then here comes Luke down the stairs. He is in a tank top and
basketball shorts. He looks amazing with his muscles and tanned skin and
sexy grin. But I have a boyfriend now.

Shawn pokes my leg and pints at the kitchen where Luke went. I say
just my brother. He is a jerk most the time. Thats the time Luke walked
into the den and stood in front the tv, making us pause the game. Luke said
you fags been sucking dick already. I yell at him to move. He says who is
your new friend. I say this is Shawn, now just leave us alone. Luke looks
at Shawn and says my name is Luke and sticks his hand out for Shawn to
shake. They shake hands and Luke says, find us all a movie to watch while I
fix me a snack. Shawn leans over and says he should go ahead and get
home. He gives me a fast kiss on the lips and I walk him out.

I watch out the window as he peddles home. Luke says where did your
friend go. I said he went home. I tossed the remote on the couch beside
Luke. Luke said come on and watch a movie with me. I moved and sat in the
chair as Luke scrolled through movies on iTunes. He started a movie called
Blade Runner 2049. A few minutes later Shawn texted and said he had a
wonderful time and he will see me at school. I text him I love him and he
replies, I love you too, Mattie. I put my iPhone in my pocket and go back
to watching the movie. I fall asleep in the chair. I wake up and look over
at the couch. Luke is staring at me and smiling. I say what you looking
at. He points at me. I look and my dick is hard and poking out the front of
my boxers.

I cover up and Luke says the little guy must want to play some. I
ignored him. Luke paused the movie. I looked over at him and he said come
on Mattie, you know we had fun and you enjoyed it as much as I did. Luke
was rubbing his crotch as he talked. I said start the movie back. Luke said
come lay on the couch with me. I told him no. He said you know I can take
whatever I want from you and make you do whatever I want you to, but I am
asking you to just come lay down on the couch. I finally got up out the
chair and headed up stairs. I heard Luke say if I have to come up stairs
after you, it is going to be bad for you. I get upstairs and instead of my
room, I go in John's old bedroom and lock the door.

I hear Luke's footsteps coming up stairs. I sit on John's bed and
listen. I hear my door open and close and I hear Luke's door open and
close. Then comes the knock on John's door. I said what do you want.Luke
said you know god damn well what I want. Open this door, NOW. I lay back on
the bed and say, no I am going to just stay in here. Luke bangs hard on the
bedroom door. I can tell he is pissed. He starts cussing and being very
aggressive. I just stay on the bed and ignore him. Then everything goes
quiet and I hear him going downstairs. Less than ten minutes later, mom
knocks on the door. Mattie, she says. Luke said you locked yourself in here
and wouldn't open the door. He is worried something happened at school, are
you ok. I unlock the door and mom hugs me. I say I am fine. I just came in
here to take a nap and not be in the way.

I look at Luke is standing at the door. Mom says well come on and
help me with dinner. Mom walks out the room an I follow her. Luke pulls the
door closed as we walk out. Mom heads down the stairs and l get pulled
backwards. Luke pushes me into my bedroom and closes the door. He jacks me
up against the wall and grabs the crotch of my boxers. I feel my nuts being
squeezed and I look at Luke. His eyes are filled with rage and he growls at
me, Little fucker. Seems you have forgotten all your your lessons. Maybe
its time you learn the hard way. Another hard squeeze of my nuts. I scream
as he puts his hand over my mouth and says, mom will not be up here tonight
to save you. Its time for you to learn that every time you don't listen,
there is hell to pay. He lets my nuts go and I can feel the pain in my
stomach. Luke walks out the room and I sit on my bed a second. I grab some
shorts and pull on and head downstairs.

Mom is fixing tacos and toppings. I help here get things ready and
set up. Dad is home and we all eat and talk. Dad looks at me and says, have
you found a job yet. I say no sir. He says keep looking, you will find
one. Then he talks to Luke about practice and all that. Dinner is over and
me and mom clean up and wash the dishes. Dad and Luke, I assume, are in the
den together. Me and mom finish and I race upstairs. I get toJohn's bedroom
door and go to open it, but its locked. Thats when I hear the door behind
me open. I turn around and there stands Luke in his bedroom door. The evil
smirk on his face tells me he locked John's door. I walk to my room door
and it's locked. The only option I have is to go through Luke's room and
the bathroom to get to my bedroom. Luke says you lost, come on in here.

I walk past Luke and into his bedroom. I start to walk to the
bathroom and he says don't make me chase you. I just stop walking. I have
been defeated. I turn around and say what do you want. Luke walks over and
lays on his bed. He says, you have a punishment due and I am just thinking
of what it will be. I stomp my foot and say I am done with you. I go and
open the bathroom door and walk through and open the other bathroom door
that leads to my room. I walk in and lay on my bed. I grab my ear pads and
start listening to some music. The first song isn't over before Luke is at
my bedside. He has taken his shirt off and basketball shorts. He is
attending there in just boxers.

He grabs my hand and pulls it to his crotch and says I know you
want this. My mind flashes back to him thumping me in the nuts and then
today, squeezing my nuts. Without much thought, I punched him in his
nuts. Not super hard, but it dropped him to his knees. The moment I saw him
drop, I knew I had started a battle I could not win. I watched as Luke
rubbed the front of his boxers trying to deal with the pain and he was
steady cussing me. He finally stood up and I felt myself moving back away
from him on my bed. Luke got up and stared at me and then left the room. I
waited for him to return. I feel asleep. My alarm went off and I got up and
jumped in the shower. I got dressed and went downstairs. I open the door to
the garage and my bike has my lock on it, and another lock.

A post it note says the key to the new lock is in my bedroom and it
was signed Luke. I opened the door and went back upstairs. I went in my
room and sat on the bed. I texted Shawn that my bike had a flat and I
wouldn't be there early today. He replied ok, see you in band class. I
heard the shower running and knew Luke was up. I waited and waited, he
finally started downstairs after he got dressed. I opened my door and went
to the kitchen. Luke said enjoy your bike ride this morning. I said ha ha,
not funny. I guess I will have to ride with you. Luke said thats a big
fucking no. I said you locked my bike up, so I don't have any other
way. Luke said all you had to do was come get the key. Luke turned and
walked out and into the garage. I watched as he got in his car and left.

I texted Luke and said I need a ride to class. Luke replied not my
problem. I gave up and just sat on the couch. I texted mom and she said she
would get up and take me. I got to school late, which means after school
detention. The day was the worst day ever. I couldn't focus on school cause
I was worried about what Luke was going to do and I was worried about Shawn
being mad about me not being here early and now having after school
detention. Finally it was the last period of the day. I get to the band
room and Rodney says they are working on marching on the field. We will
clean up in here and then you can watch them practice if you want.

We started cleaning and moving chairs and Rodney said I know your
brother. I said which one. He said I know both of them, but I know Luke the
most. He went on tot all about the Away football games and how Luke is
always the life of the bud rides. He said I bet he is a fun guy to hang
with. I said he sucks as a brother. Rodney laughed and said I don't get
along with my older brothers either. Rodney said, at-least he can break the
ice for you when you start. dating, he is always flirting with the
cheerleaders and the girls in the band. I said yea, I am sure that is what
will happen.

We finished and we both walked out to the field. Something about
Shawn playing the drums was just sexy as hell. Some of the guys had their
shirts off, but Shawn had his still on. He saw me and smiled. I sat and
watched as they repeated the same steps over and over. The band leader said
practice was over and to put up the instruments. Rodney whistled and I came
running. We helped get everything stored away properly. I finally got to
talk to Shawn. I explained I was late and had detention. He said he would
just wait for me. I said can we go to your house and Shawn said that
wouldn't be a good idea today. I said ok. I said mom is picking me up after
detention so I guess we will just hang out tomorrow. Shawn said softly, I
love you. I smiled and said I loved you too. The final bell rang and he
walked me to detention before he took off.

I took a seat in the room for detention. It filled up with
twenty-seven, mostly guys. The teacher was an older man. He said there will
be no talking, no note passing, and no bathroom passes. You have an hour
here, starting now. I grabbed my box bag and pulled out my homework. I
worked through it and looked at my iPhone. I still had forty minutes left
in here. I looked around and people were sleeping, some were doing
homework, and a few were just staring out the window. I packed my book bag
and laid it on the desk. I laid my head down and fell asleep.

The next sound I heard was the teacher tapping my desk saying it
was time to go. I looked around and everyone was gone. I said I am sorry
and he said just don't let me see you in detention again. I grab my book
bag and walk out the front of the school. I look and don't see moms car. I
text her and no reply. I call her and she answers. She says I am sorry
sweetie. I am getting my hair cut and colored. I will get your brother to
pick you up. And she hung up. Ugh, I have to deal with Luke now. A few
minutes later I get a text from Luke, catch a bus to the high school. I
walk to the bus area and all the buses are gone. I text him back and say
all are gone. He replies back, start walking home. I will pick you up on
the way after I finish practice.

I am so over this day. I walk back across campus and start walking
towards home. I put my ear pods in and listen to some music. I walk past
the mall and waffle house and thats when my day got worse. The guys that
Luke punched a few weeks ago race up behind me in a truck. I see who it is
and turn back around and walk faster. They cut me off and one of the punks
jumps out the truck and grabs my arm. They start talking about how I am all
alone and no big brother to save me this time. The guy pushes me and says
get in the truck. He yanks the book bag off my back and tosses it in the
floor. I get in and the guys pushes me to th middle and gets in. The truck
takes off. All I hear is your faggot ass got me punched and know its time
for you to pay for that. I am scared and just stare as they drive out past
the high school and behind the old factory that has been closed
forever. The truck stops at the very back of the building.

The guys open the doors and get out. I am pulled by my arm and they
walk to what used to be a door and just walk in. Inside are folding chairs
and tons of beer bottles and cigarette butts. The first guys turns around
and slaps me hard across the face. He says don't even think of trying to
get away. The second guy grabs my arms and holds them behind my back. They
are both older and bigger and taller than I am. He uses my arms as leverage
to force me to drop to my knees. The first guy says to me, we call this
revenge, k**. He yanks his belt open and pushes his pants and boxers down
and I see this huge uncut cock coming towards me.

I stare at his cock and then feel a hard slap to the back of my
head. He says any fucking teeth on my cock and I will break your jaw. He
slaps me with his cock before he tells me to open up. The other guy holds
my shoulders now and the first guy slides his cock in my mouth. I can taste
sweat and old cum on it. I let him pump it in and out and then I start to
suck, I hear Fuck yea, you know how to suck cock, k**. I feel him thrusting
more and more in my mouth. He is fully hard and about six inches so I can
take all of him in my mouth, I am sucking and I See the other guy
unbuttoning and unzipping his jeans and pushing them down. The first guy
pulls out my mouth and says show my buddy how god you are.

The other guy has a fun hard on and is much bigger. I open my mouth
and he pulls my head down and holds me as I gag and cough on his cock. He
laughs and says I knew this fucker couldn't take it all. He starts to pump
my mouth again and I readjust and start to go further down on his cock. I
finally have all of it in my mouth and I head, Jesus fucking christ the k**
took it all. Over and over I took him in my throat. His hands grabbed my
neck and held me downing I felt his cock throbbing in my throat and sending
his cum straight to my belly. He pulled out and the first guy was already
starting to cum on my face and finally put the head in my mouth. He
finished and both pull up their pants I wipe my face and try to get the cum
off. The biggest guy says if anyone ever finds out this happened, I will
find you and you will pay for it. I say I am not going to say anything to
anyone.

We walk out the building and I go to get in the truck and the guy
says just walk. They get in the truck and speed off. I start walking. My
day from hell continues. I get to the road and walk past the high school. I
don't see any cars. I text Luke and say I am at the high school. He replies
back and says get you in five. I wait at the front gate and he finally
pulls up. Half of me is glad to see him, the other half hates his guts. I
get in and the first comment is fuck you smell like ass and cum. I don't
say anything. I see him looking over at me and I stare out the window. Luke
says we still need to fix this issue between us. I don't reply. Luke says,
the more hard headed you are the worse it will be on you. I lose it at that
point. I start crying and yelling at him. I say I am sick of you treating
me like shit. I am tired of having to fuck your friend, I hate the way you
treat me. Everyone just wants me to do stuff for them and I get nothing, I
am damn tired of it. Even the punks from waffle house got their nut off by
me and I got nothing. I am just fucking tired of everything. The tears just
poured from my eyes. Luke swerved and pulled into a parking lot and looked
at me.

Luke put his arm around me and said Mattie, I was only doing what I
thought you wanted. You used to love to fool around and have sex and sleep
in my bed. I was just doing what I thought you wanted. I said I never
wanted to be treated this way by everyone. Luke kept apologizing and
talking as I finally calmed down and sat there sniffling. Luke said from
now on, I will just be your brother and not fool around. I am sorry
Mattie. I said I didn't say I wanted that either. Luke sad then tell me why
you need and I will be that person. I said you are supposed to be my
protector. I started crying and I told him about the 2 guys from waffle
house that night. Luke was beyond pissed. He grabbed an old t shirt out of
the back seat and said to wipe my face. He started driving and we pulled
into the police station,. I said I cant go in there and tell them what
happened. Mom and dad would know, it would be in the paper. They would
arrest you for assault for punching them. I said lets just go home.

Luke started the car ad we drove and pulled into the mall. We
parked and he grabbed my chin. He took the old t shirt and wiped my
face. He said lets go in hear and get something to eat and talk. We walked
in and ended up at Red Robin. We ordered burgers and Luke went from the
jerk jock, to the gentle brother. We talked about everything, even
Shawn. He said he was happy I had Shawn in my life. He kept talking the
entire time and by the time we left, we had worked out the issues between
me and him. He said that everything would be better now that we both were
on the same page with things.

We get home and I strip and shower. I put on shorts and go tot he
den. Luke and mom and dad are int here. We watch TV and around 9 mom and
dad go to bed. Luke says you want to play X Box. I say whatever you want is
fine. He goes to iTunes and finds Daddy's Home 2. Its most funny and we
have a good time watching it together. Once the movie is over, we both head
upstaters. I go in my door and close it. I brush my teeth and lay in my
bed. I text Shawn good night, but get no reply. He must be in bed
already. I hear the bathroom door open and Luke says if you want to sleep
in my bed with me, its fine. I roll off my bed and grab my iPhone. I follow
Luke and get in his bed. He cuddles me and says good night Mattie. I say
good night Luke. He turns the light off and it seems this bitch of a day is
over. I snuggle up on his arm that is around me and start to go to sleep,
and then my phone vibrates. I reach over hoping it is Shawn and it is.

But instead of the good night message I hoped for, it is a message
from his dad. The text says, This is Shawn's father. He came out to me and
his mother tonight as gay. This is not how we raised our c***d. You are
forbidden from having any more contact with him. You are not welcome at our
house and his is forbidden to go to yours. I will go to the school and
arrange it so you and him have no classes together. We are calling your
parents now. I start to cry. Luke grabs my cell and reads the message. He
hugs me and says how sorry he is. He says if they are calling mom and dad,
I guess you need to go to your bed. I go back to my bed and cry into my
pillow. My heart is broken. Luke comes in and sits on the side of the bed
and tries to comfort me.

About ten minutes later, here are mom and dad knocking on my
door. They walk in and dad tells Luke, go to your room, we need to talk to
Mattie. Luke pats me on the back and I hear the bathroom door close. Mom
leans on the bed and hugs. Dad says turn around and lets talk. He starts
out saying how he understand s the pressures of school and how your mother
should not have allowed you boys to hang out until she met him. Dad says I
want your word that you will stay away from this k** in school. I say we
don't even have any classes together. Dad said then just keep your distance
from him. Dad sits on the bed and I feel his hand on my shoulder. He says
this is god's way of letting you know that in his eyes, this is wrong. You
will never find happiness in sin. Dad continued, but we each have our own
path to follow. I can only tell you right from wrong. But I will always be
here to catch you when you fall, I will always be here to protect you. I
love you Mattie and nothing will ever change that. I said I love you too
dad. He looks at mom and nods and dad leaves.

Mom gives me a huge hug and she said Mattie, you have to follow
your heart, and sometimes that means you are going to get hurt. Love
hurts. It hurts bad. I wish I could tae the hurt away from you and deal
with it myself. But just know that I love and support you. I know that you
will find happiness. Don't ever give up on that.You deserve all the
happiness in the world and you will find it. I just know you will. I looked
and I saw tears in moms eyes and she held me and talked to me. I could feel
such love coming from her. I watched her wipe her eyes and then she said,
try to get some sleep my sweetie. I will get up and make you pancakes in
the morning before school. She hugged me and I hugged her back. She
whispered good night in my ear and I watched as she walked out the bedroom
and closed the door. I heard her knock on Luke's room door. I heard them
taking and then I heard his door close and I heard moms footsteps heading
down the stairs.

Luke came through the bathroom and into my room. He sat on my bed
and out his hand on my chest and said you okay there little buddy. I just
shrugged my shoulders. Today was the lowest point ever in my life. Once
again, I had found love and once again, it was snatched away from me. Luke
said you want to watch Tv or go riding or just get some sleep. I said I
don't know what I want anymore. Luke got up and went to my closet and
tossed me a shirt and shorts and my shoes. Put those on. He went tooth's
room. I got dressed and he was back in my room and said come on. We went
downstairs and got in his car and started driving.

Luke rolled the windows down and the night air felt refreshing. We
pulled into the truck stop and the edge of town. We walked in and Luke said
get anything you want, I got a mountain dew and a milky way bar and a
Reeses cup. Luke grabbed a monster every drink and fixed a hot dog for
him. We paid and got back in the car. He said where is your iPhone. I gave
it to him and he plugged it in and started playing music I like. He had
never done that before. Alot of the songs he knew and would sing out loud
to as we drove out of town with the windows down. We hit the country and
Luke rolled up the windows. Another song came on and he said come on sing
with me. I looked over and he was being crazy and theatric singing to
thematic. I started to sing and he smiled and kept singing.

I was done with my candy and Luke had finished his hot dog and
Monster energy drink. He said what is your favorite song. I said I have
allot of favorites. He was driving and scrolling through the music n my
iPhone. He said this is the best song ever. He put the phone down and I
waited. It was from Disney's Aladdin. The song was You aint never had a
friend like me. I was shocked that he knew almost all the words. We drove
and sang and it was a lot of fun. I was actually laughing by the end of the
song and it felt good.

Luke said you want to ride more or head home. I said that is up to
you. Luke said I am the driver, so you are my DJ. You pick the songs and if
I know it, I will sing it. This went on for a long time. Finally a song
ended and Luke said I have to piss bad. I looked around and it was country
side as far as I could see. I grabbed the iPhone and saw the interstate was
20 minutes from here and home was over an hour from here. Luke pulled over
and said you need to piss and I nodded. We got out on the side of the road
and stood side by side and pissed not he side of the road. I looked up and
there were more stars in the sky that I had ever seen. Luke had zipped up
and I said look at the sky. He looked up and said we cant see this at home
cause of the town lights. I finally was done and got back in the car.

Luke said find us another song. I scrolled through and started a
play list I like. We sang a few songs and I feel asleep. I woke up when
Luke opened my door in the garage at home. We walked up the stairs and he
walked me to his bed. I stripped down to my boxers and got in bed. He
cuddled me and said good night Mattie. I went right back to sleep in his
arms.

The next morning I woke up and Luke was already dressing. I sat up
and he said mom is letting you stay home today. You can crash in my bed if
you want. About that time she walked in with a tray with pancakes and
orange juice. She sat on the bed and handed me the tray. Luke told her
about the ride last night and she said I am so glad you two get along so
well.

Mom kisses my forehead and leaves. Luke says don't get used to
this and laughs. I look at hm and all I feel is love. More than brotherly
love. He walks to the bed and says text me if you need anything today. I
smile and he leaves. Maybe fate is bringing me back to my older brother.
Maybe that's why everything else fails. Is this why?

To be continued...