Neha’s Compromise To Recover Her Porn Addicted Brother free porn video

Author – Varun

Following is just a fictional tale.

Hi All, I am Neha. Married, a beautiful 24-year-old girl with wheatish complexion, 5.3” height and well-maintained and structured body with round firm boobs and curvy hips. Anyone seeing me will lust to have me in bed. When first time I stood nude in front of my hubby Navin, Navin told me “Hey your face looks very homely, innocent, cute and romantic, whereas your body structure looks like a top foreign porn model with firm erected round boobs without any sag and hourglass shape hips and well-shaped buttocks”. I consider that as my highest and genuine compliment describing my beauty. You can imagine me equal to a girl whom you consider so beautiful. I am a daughter of a strict teacher couple and I got a younger brother Manoj. My parents and I lived in Madurai.

After my engineering studies, I got married to Navin who works as a petrochemical engineer in Chennai. I moved to Chennai to live with him. I got a job in a computer institute as faculty and started living a happy and romantic life with my husband. Navin got a project assignment from his office where he has to go to middle-east to work in the oil field for next 1 year. Unfortunately, he cannot take me with him because of the logistics issue. Therefore, my husband and my parents all have decided that he will go alone, whereas I will stay here in Chennai, and my brother will join with me for my company and safety. My brother had just completed his 11th standard and he is about to move to 12th standard. He is now 18 years old. My parents decided to enroll my brother in 12th standard in Chennai so that he can study in Chennai and stay with me. It will also help him to get prepared for next year engineering studies in Chennai. Everyone was happy with this decision.

To tell about my brother Manoj, he is a very smart and intelligent person and very good in his studies. He never slipped the first rank in his studies. Though he is in 12th standard, he looks like a well grown up teenage adult with well-toned muscles, strong arms, dense hairs and strong body. He looks very smart in a way that girls will be attracted to him. Since my mom and dad are teachers in college, they are very strict in bringing up their kids, so no surprise I did my academics well and similarly with my brother.

Brother moved to Chennai and enrolled in school and we both started living in a rented apartment. As usual, he did well in his studies even in Chennai, but he could not get the first rank here in Chennai competition, but he was consistent with his third rank. We did not bother much and thought he will pick up soon. His top-class academic performance made me proud of him. At one instance, I thought to gift him something special and I got him a brand new advanced smartphone. I gifted this despite my parents and my husband’s warning stating that it is not a good idea to give him smartphone while studying as it will bring unnecessary diversion in his studies. I just ignored their request and took it casually. Despite their warnings, I presented the phone to him.

Immediately after a couple of months, I noticed his academic performance came down drastically and he slipped from rank 3 to 7/8 in class. I was shocked to see this. I also noticed that he was not spending time with books as he did passionately in past. He spent a lot of time smiling and fondling his phone.

I being fed-up with his academic performance and his distraction on phone, one day I casually took his phone to check his activity while he was away to a local shop. I unlocked the phone with my fingerprint (as I registered my fingerprint when purchased the phone before gifting to him, which he is not aware of). I was very shocked to see the porn content all over the phone. A lot of porn apps and history of watching lots of porn videos and porn stories. I was terribly shocked to discover the extent of daily hours he spent on these by looking at history. I felt very bad about ignoring parents and my hubby’s advice.

I casually opened his WhatsApp and felt in ultimate shock of my life. I shockingly sat down on the sofa and started crying. Yes, I was shocked to see that he got a group of four friends in a WhatsApp group. WhatsApp conversations for last several months discussing girls, porn, sharing pics, videos etc. Total conversation thread was about sex, sex, and only sex. Ultimate shock for me in that conversation is that they have recently started planning for real fun with a prostitute.

I saw threads of conversations regarding their plan to go to a prostitute, they even discussed the rate and the girl and after tons of discussions, they abandoned that plan as it is not feasible to collect 7000 per head from parents for their attempt to enjoy with a prostitute. However, without giving up their plan for enjoyment, they started to explore the other low-cost possibilities and nailed down to go to massage-center and get a massage from a girl with a happy ending. (Even at that time when I read the message, I was not aware of the meaning of happy ending, but I would guess that it is something definitely bad). They decided to pool 3000 each for this enjoyment and go to massage-center on a specific day. When I checked the date of their plan, it is 3 days from current date.

Now I could correlate the latest 3500 rupees that he got from my parents recently for some academic stuff. Definitely, he got this amount to go for the massage. I started crying reading all this and I felt too guilty to ruin a wonderful, intelligent and my smart brother. He was not of this kind until he had mobile. I felt so guilty and started crying with full of tears.

I was terribly broken and crying sitting on my bed, meanwhile my brother came back home and calling for me he entered in my bedroom and noticed me sitting on the sofa with his mobile and crying. He got shocked to see me crying and further double shocked that I am holding his mobile unlocked. I immediately sensed shiver with him and he came to me and weakly asked “Akka (sister) what happened? Why are you crying?”

I, with my broken/crying voice “Manoj? How much have I trusted you and presented this mobile to you despite parents warning? You completely breached my trust and doing nasty things and you got ruined to an extent to cheat parents, myself and get money to go for sex/massage with a girl?” I asked him with frustration, anger, and disappointment.

Manoj was immensely tensed, as he was caught red-handed. His voice started broken and he just started looking at the floor and said “I am sorry Akka, please forgive me and I beg you to not tell to parents and uncle (my hubby)”

I harshly replied to him “How can I tell them that you did this? They will beat me with slippers for giving you phone despite their warning.” I answered desperately

My anger and tension have not come down, I started scolding him a lot for few minutes, he was quietly standing his hands folded like school student listening to my scolding bending his heads without the courage to look at my eyes, and tears are rolling on his eyes. I felt pity for him seeing his tears. I convinced myself; “See it is his age problem. I should have been careful in not giving access to mobile. I did that mistake and no point in scolding him now. Moreover, he is grown up adult. There is no point scolding him nonstop. It may hurt him. He needs friendly advice to bring him out of this mess”

I calmed down and softened my voice and said “Manoj, please stop this nonsense. This is not appropriate for this age. If you lose focus now you cannot succeed in your career. If you succeed, you will get a beautiful girl for marriage”.

I advised him a lot and you can fill in the content of advice here that one will give to such person. He listened to them without showing any acknowledgment or agreement to my advice. I asked him to respond to the group saying that he will not come for the massage, as his sister is unwell.

With literal disappointment on his face, he took the phone and responded to the WhatsApp group with the message that I asked to send. I could see more tears in his eyes when he typed the response. I sensed that he is highly disappointed with the flop of his plan. I asked him to give the money back to me. He took the money and gave back to me with a height of disappointment.

One consoling thing over all this discussion is that Manoj has not argued supporting his stand, as usual, some bad kids do when they get caught red-handed.

I felt high pressure on myself that just stopping him at this moment from going to massage-center or prostitute is not sufficient. I need to recover him back to the old state or academically excellent student. The only way to do this is to be friendly with him and with proper guidance and advice to slowly bring him back to the normal track.

To compensate his disappointment with massage plan drop, I thought to keep him happy in other possible ways and bring diversion in his thoughts. I took him to restaurants and got him the food he likes well. Took him to temple, and took him to the movie theatre for his favorite hero movie. I cooked special food and sweets in the home that he will like. In addition, I felt that he should not feel that sister (me) is maintaining distance after I discover about his lust for girls. So I tried to physically close (not in a bad way), by just patting his shoulders, sitting closer to him etc. However, I have not noticed any happiness on his face in all of these. He appeared so dull and silent. He completely reduced talking to me. He just responded plainly in one or two words for any questions to him.

I seriously worried about his attitude and started worrying whether if he is going through any depression or any physiological problems. I was in a helpless situation that I could not take this issue to my parents or my husband. Moreover shaming him by taking this issue to my parents will not help anyway.

Days passed like this. It was the day he planned for the fun. They had planned for the fun at 11 AM for fun in massage-center. It was already 10.50 AM. I was sitting opposite to him in the sofa and watching at him. His eyes are with full of empty feeling and looking at ceiling and time to time looking at clock. I believe he is thinking about the planned event and worrying that he missing the fun.

I just walked from opposite sofa, sat next to him, and said in a soft voice “Manoj? Are you angry with me?” He turned his face away without answering anything, which is a clear hint that he is angry.

I continued “Manoj, please raa. I am feeling bad seeing you like this. You are not normal. I tried a lot to keep you happy and bring diversion by doing all the things that could make you happy. I took you to cinema, beach, cooked you your favorite sweets and food, but it is very unfortunate that nothing is making you happy and you almost stopped talking to me. I am highly worried ra”

My soft caring request made him broke and he started crying and whispering slowly, turning face away I touched his shoulders to console him and he politely pushed my hands away and said “Sister, please. Don’t even I have the right to cry? Crying is not a bad thing like going to massage-center. Please let me do this at least”.

I really felt bad with this conversation. In past, he is such a respectful brother, never be harsh like this. It clearly indicated that he has abandoned the message-center trip because that he was caught. He has not whole-heartedly dropped the massage-center plan realizing his mistake. His mind is still filled with lust and dirt like an addicted kid. By looking at his childish adamant nature, it reminded me how he was angry for not giving him cookies when he was a young kid. I looked at him helplessly.

Helplessly I watched him without any choice of words to speak to him, as he is slightly harsh and frustrated. My mind started thinking deeply about the situation and started thinking about how can I bring him back to normal. After series of plans, thoughts, and confusion, my mind decided on something, where I need to make some compromises to compensate my mistake of ruining his life by giving a smartphone to him. After I made the decisions inside me, I started slowly speaking to him.

Me to Manoj: “Manoj, please turn to me I want to speak to you.” He did not turn his face to me, he still looking another side of the wall.

I started speaking to him without waiting for him to turn towards me “Manoj, I as a responsible sister I thought to bring you back from bad track to good track. I did my best to advise you and be friendly and tried all my ways to correct you by bringing good diversion, but nothing is bringing back you to normal. It seems you have not whole-heartedly gave up the massage plan. It seems you are deeply addicted to your plan and showing your disappointment and frustration for missing it. If you are not going to change by yourself realizing the mistake, it will be impossible for me to rectify you. You have completely lost focus in studies. Please be open and tell me what will make you become normal like earlier?
His face stiffness bit loosen as I begged him helplessly. However, he remained silent and not spoke any word.

I continued, “Manoj, I’ve made a decision to make you happy” and stopped.

Manoj turned towards me for the first time after a long conversation and asked me “What is that?”

I responded, “Yes Manoj, I can’t see you suffering like this. I am just thinking to let you go and enjoy your desire and wishes and come back to normal stage”

His eyes widened and I could see the immediate happiness on his face and he started “Sister, are you really serious? or telling this out of frustration and anger?”

I responded, “No, I clearly thought on this for a long time before I come to this decision, however, I need your commitment and promise on few things before I give you my complete go-ahead signal”

Manoj: “Yes Sister, please tell me. What is your concern/condition?”

I said, “Manoj, I will permit this for one time only, in return, Will you become normal and focus on the studies like in past? And get back to the third rank or higher again?”

Manoj: With Excitement “Sister, seriously I will give my 100% focus on studies after this one. Actually, my academic skills are not gone anywhere, unfortunately, I am not in a position to focus on it at this moment, because my mind is full of dirt with this thought. I am not telling it with pride; I am telling it with shame. I thought of several ways to come out of it. It seems it is not possible for me. As you said, if you just allow me once to go to massage-centre, I 100% believe that dirt and lust in my mind will become clear which will help me align the focus on studies. I promise you that I will give my 200% on studies and further promise you that I will get the first rank in next monthly test” He said super confidently

Me: “Ok Manoj, I am happy to see your smiling face and confidence after a long time. I hope you will keep this commitment”
Manoj said: “200% I will keep my commitment sister”
Me: “Ok Manoj, then you may consider that I have granted you permission, however, I have another polite request” I stopped.

Manoj: “What is it, Sister?”

Me: “See, already I made you bad by giving mobile access, now I am going one further step up by allowing to enjoy your fantasy with some message-center girl. If our parents or my hubby come to know about this, it will be too bad for me. I hope you will never disclose this even to your friends or anyone.

Manoj said with excitement, “Please sister don’t worry, first of all, how can I tell this to parents or uncle. No way. I won’t do”

Me: “Ok perfect “I laughed and smiled at him and said, “Mm you become such a big man to do ahimsa protest with your sister to achieve your goal of getting a massage from a girl”

Manoj smiled in shyness and I was happy to see his happy face after all these days. I thought to chitchat and pull his leg to make him casual and not have any guilty feeling of what he is going to do. Moreover, it is a need of the moment for me to get closer to him and make him as a good friend so that I can influence him slowly to bring back to normal.

I asked him “Hey Manoj, it seems you and your friends are all advanced guys. I cannot even understand the language you people are talking. You guys are talking a lot of code words like BJ, HJ, extras, happy ending etc. Even though I am married but still cannot even decipher the meaning of any one word. What is it? and especially what is that “happy ending”.

Manoj’s face becomes red and super shy with a smile “Sister…, please don’t tease me like this…”

I further teased him with a smile, “Manoj, please don’t act like innocent. You lost the right of pretending innocent as soon as you become so firm in achieving your sexual desire by protesting this hard. Similarly, I lost the right of projecting myself as strict and commanding sister as I permit you to go and have fun with another girl. So, unfortunately, we both are not like earlier.

These incidents prove that you are no more little innocent brother that I saw in past, you are grown up adult. Therefore, no more pretending let us be like friends going forward. So I am really asking without knowing the real meaning of happy ending, so tell me considering me like your friend. (I laughed and said) If you don’t tell I will cancel the approval,” I said in a funny note and not seriously.

He is happy with my gesture of friendship and with shy “Sister, happy ending means… that is… mm it means….” (he stammered)

Me: Come on Manoj, please tell. I never heard this term before

Manoj: “Sister, after the massage girl completes the massage, she will perform masturbation to the guy. That is called happy ending” he completed in shy.

Me: “Oh ok, don’t feel shy. I am not taking it bad. Then, tell me what are those “Extras”

He got bit encouraged by my word, but still with Shy he said “Sister, usually massage girl will not allow to touch her. Extra’s means she may allow to touch her and she may give something extra. That’s it.”

Me: then what is BJ

Manoj: Sister mm, it means Blow Job

I said “mm interesting… “ I chuckled and said sarcastically “mm good to know this to improve my general knowledge” He joined my laugh and started looking at clock expecting that I will give money to him so that he can rush now to join his friends.

Meanwhile, his phone beeped with a message tone, he unlocked and saw some message, and he got a smile and looked at me nervously and asked “Sister, money please”

I asked him “What is the message Manoj? From whom?”

He replied with tense tumbling “Sis., Sister, it is from my friend”

I extended my hand to him with smile “Ok Manoj, give me the phone, I will see the message”

Manoj desperately begged, “No sister, please please don’t ask for it. Please sister”

I smiled and said, “Hey I’ve already permitted you for what you have asked and as I said now I am friendly with you. I am not asking your phone with the intent of inspecting it. Just casually asking to see what is that message”

Manoj said, “Sister I understand that, but this message is bit gross and offensive that’s why I am hesitating”

I replied with a complaining tone, “Manoj, I am not a kid, I am married women, I already saw every porn pic video on your phone you had. This is going to be nothing new to me, please give”

Manoj hesitantly handed over the phone and I opened up the message. Messages are from one of his friends and first Message reads as.

“Hey Friend, we are enjoying here and happy ending is going on. Want to see our picture? We are missing you”.

Second, one was a picture message. A picture was a close-up shot of one of his friend lying on massage table nude. The picture shows the hand of a girl with nail polish and bangles and she is holding an erected cock tight and stroking it. It seems one of his friends took this pic while masturbating and sent it to him. That was the reason Manoj was too much hesitant.

Next unread message was a short video clip was there and not played yet. I think he has not played because of audio and potentially offensive content. I casually told, “hey a video is there, what is in it?” I casually spoke out loud and hit play. A video started playing and it started showing a closeup short video of happy ending that one of his friends is receiving from the massage girl. His friend was moaning and the girl was stroking. The video does not show massage girl or that boy’s face. Just it was showing the close-up of the hand job.

Not to further embarrass Manoj and make the situation light, I smiled and said, “Mm Interesting, your friends seem to be having great fun there” without showing any disgust and handed over the phone to him.

Manoj is relaxed to see that I am really behaving like a friend and took it very sportive and not shown any weird expression.

Manoj continued, “Sister, please time is running. If you give money, I will go and join my friends”

I started in serious note “Manoj, Please listen carefully. I committed you that I will allow you to take massage with happy ending and extras, but I don’t want you to go to massage-centre to get it. I have another alternate”

Manoj got disappointed and puzzled with what I said. Manoj responded, “Sister, I am sorry I don’t understand”

I continued, “Manoj, I feel it is of a big risk for you to go to massage-centre. How many times we heard news about police raids in massage-centre and seeing photos of customers coming in the newspaper. I don’t want you to take such risk”.

Manoj got a bit scared when I talked about police raid and helplessly asked “Sister, then what should I do?”

I continued, “Manoj, moreover it is a big health risk as well. Who knows if that girl has AIDS/HIV infection and it may spread if she allows too much of ‘extras’.

Manoj said “Sister, what is this? You are scaring me a lot. Sister, I dreamt about this for a long time. Now you are saying all this”

I continued “Manoj, did I said you that you should not have fun? I am only saying that you do not go to public massage center and face risk. I have an alternate plan to have massage safely and comfortably in our house itself”

Manoj shocked a bit when I said “In our house itself” and said to me “Sister, my head is spinning. I do not understand what you are saying. Who will come here to give a massage?”

I said in a very calm and soft tone “Manoj, Please relax don’t be rush. Please listen carefully to me about the plan. You will understand”.

Manoj started listening carefully and curiously.

I started “Ok Manoj, I promise that I will arrange a home massage for you. You will have a girl to massage you and do the stuff in our home bedroom. This will be a very safe option compared to going to massage center”

Manoj could not believe what I am speaking “Sister, what are you saying? Are you pranking? Who will come here to do?”

I said, “Yes, she is my friend. She will do it on my request for sure. She will do the massage with happy ending and little bit extras for you”

Manoj shocked “Sister, I couldn’t believe it. Why your friend will do it to me? Who is she? I never have seen or heard of such type of friends to you”

I replied, “Yes Manoj, she won’t do it for everyone. She is not into professional massage business. In fact, when she massage you, it will be her first massage service to a boy. She is going to do it purely because I have requested her to do this and another reason she agreed is that because you are my brother. Because of this reason, she has very few conditions that you need to follow to get massage from her. However, it is not a very tough condition”

Manoj laughed and hold his both heads like headache expression with a smile “Sister, it seems my head will break in confusion and curiosity with the puzzle type of answer you are giving. Tell me in simple word, who is she? Moreover, what is her condition?

I laughed at him and said “Hey Manoj, you are good in aptitude and solving the puzzle. I will explain her terms and condition and how this massage is going to happen, with my explanation if it is possible, you can unlock the puzzle to discover who she is. If you could identify her from my clue, it is not necessary for you to reveal it to me. You can keep it with yourself”

Manoj curiously “Ok tell me sister, what are her terms and conditions and how this massage is going to happen”

I said “Ok Manoj listen carefully. One key term and condition to get massage from her is that you need to be blindfolded during the entire massage session. She won’t talk with you during massage session”

Manoj thought for a second and curiously asked “mm Ok sister, I am ok with this condition. When/which day she will give the massage? When is she going to come to our home?

I continued, “Ok Manoj, It is good that you are fine with blindfolding condition. Regarding your next question, ‘when massage will happen’. As you are Ok with the blindfolding condition if you are ready. It will happen anytime you wish. Even now as well.”

Manoj confused and responded “mm Ok, but I am surprised. Does she already arrive here? Did you made this as surprise arrangement for me?”

I continued, “No more silly questions Manoj. I’m not going to answer all your silly questions. Please listen carefully. If you are ready. We will put the two benches together as massage table in the center of our bedroom. I will blindfold your eyes and slowly I will walk out of the bedroom and slam the door hard. Once you hear the door slam sound, you may start undressing you completely and get ready for the massage, but do not remove the blindfolding. Once you are ready, tell loudly that you are ready. Once you tell that you are ready, my friend will open the door and come inside the bedroom.

She will be wearing anklets in her leg (golusu-Tamil, paayal-Hindi, Kaḍiyamu-Telugu). Therefore, by that sound of the anklet, you can understand that my friend is coming to you to do the massage.

She will greet you by handshake to notify you that she is in and ready to start. She will do the massage for you and especially happy ending and ensure that you are completely happy with her service. She will do little bit of extras. Please do not expect too much from her, as she will be doing this for first time. In addition, don’t feel guilty or uncomfortable, thinking that she is my friend, when she comes to give you the massage, treat and feel her like a professional girl giving you pleasure. so be comfortable with her. Once she completes the massage session, she will give you handshake again to indicate that she has done her job and she will walk away to the door and slam the door. When she slams the door, you will know that she left the room. You may remove blindfolding and be dressed properly and come out of the room.

Another important thing is that, after I blindfold you and go out of the room, I will be not in the home; I will go out for a couple of hours to give you and my friend privacy to enjoy the session stress-free. You are assured that your sister is not nearby to have a guilt-free massage session.”

Please do not think me cheap and misunderstand my intention. In fact, I never had any lust or sexual interest on Manoj. I saw him purely as my brother only. I tried my level best to make him normal and recover from this mess, so when there is no option to clear his dirt mind other than allowing him to go to Massage center, I almost decided to let him go to massage center. Later when I gave serious thought to it, I realized that there are some big risks there.

Already I spoiled him by giving mobile access, If I give him money and access to massage centre, he may get addicted too much on this. Next time he may go to massage center without my knowledge and he may find ways to get money without even my knowledge. Who knows he may steal too. Another risk is that he may fall in love with massage girl and what if that girl falls in love with him. As he is smart and sexy guy, who knows that the girl may allow him for free sex and pollute his mind seriously.

Thinking all of these risks, I decided that sending him to massage centre is a bad idea. Ok then who else can give him massage to clear his mind dirt? Later I asked myself, “Ok why don’t I give it”?

I was initially shocked to think like that, but later I convinced myself saying “Ok, fortunately, he is not expecting sex, he is just longing for some female touch on him and getting hand job/masturbation. Me doing a massage and hand job to him is not something where I am going to lose my virginity. If I am going to do penetrative sex with him, then that is something seriously bad. I also convinced myself that massaging him and masturbating him is somewhat similar to giving him a bath, I compared this massage activity with giving him a bath when he was a young kid. When he was a kid I made him bath by my hands.

I am going to do something similar now. Why should I think that I’m going to massage him, why not I think that this activity is something like making him bath? Why not I sholuld think that masturbating him as an actvitiy of cleaning his body part. In the course of touches, he may touch here and there on my body. I thought that it is fine.

Another reason for my decision is that I really want to create a strong bond with him like a friend so that I can influence him with more rights to recover his addiction and bring back to the academically excellent person.

Thinking all these, I decided that I should give massage to him. However, I realized the major challenge for me giving massage to him is me being his sister. How will I be able to face him in massage session as an elder sister? How can I approach his nude body as a sister, and how will he comfortably show his body to me as my brother? Therefore, I coined this blindfolding drama. Now we both of us know internally that I am going to give him massage and he is going to take the massage. I will pretend as if my friend is giving him massage. Similarly, he will pretend as if he is getting massage from my friend. This arrangement will remove the guilt feeling from both of us out of the equation.

it seems Manoj understood who is going to give him Massage. His face shows a bit of surprise, excitement and slight confusion. In overall his face exhibits mixed emotions. Let us see what he is going to say.

Manoj with a serious and exciting face “Sister, oh are you seriously Ok with this arrangement?”

He guessed it right and I responded, “Yes Manoj, I think this is the best plan. I do not want you to go to some unknown stranger girl to get Massage. I want to put you in safer hands. I know my friend well and I can trust her to do this for you”

Manoj after a bit of initial reluctance his face exhibited extraordinary excitement. I think he is happy with this decision. By seeing his happy face, in my mind voice I talked to him “hey dirty guy, so if you are this much happy and excited means, it seems you are ready to this extent to clear your mind dirt?”

Manoj with same excitement “Sister, happy to see you that you are fine with this arrangement. However, how about your friend? Will she be comfortable to do the massage for me? especially me being nude?”

I felt too shy about his naughty question. I admired his naughtiness and cuteness by well utilizing the role-play and asking me indirectly “Are you ok to deal with my nude body”. I find myself happily engaged in this conversation.

Being internally excited about this conversation without showing on my face and just limiting it to smile. I responded “She is completely 100% ok to give you wonderful massage and more importantly happy ending. She also wants to help me to clear dirt on your mind and recover you back to normal. So she shares my responsibility as my friend”

I realized that we both are enjoying this conversation and he continued “Ok sister, how she will be looking like? Is she beautiful? In addition, most importantly what is her name? How to call her during the massage”

I giggled “What is for you if she is less or more beautiful? Anyway, you are not going to see her because of you will be blindfolded, so it should not be a big matter for you. Her name is Ramya”

He laughed and said “Wow Ramya!!! Really a cute a name, in her name itself she has alcohol “Rum” Can I fondly call her Rum darling or Rummy darling?”

I laughed and said, “However you wish”
He asked another naughty and intimate question “Ok Sister, What costume she will be wearing when she gives me massage?”

I am excited, engaged and started loving his romantic and naughty questions. His question triggered my thought as I have not decided the type of dress to wear while giving massage. I started asking and answering lot of questions within myself

what dress to wear? Should I be nude? No nude will be too much. Ok if not nude, how he will feel my body to give some extras? Ok what part of the body should I allow him to touch and which part I should be strictly not allowing to touch? I got a chain of questions I got confused really at the end and told him with shyness

“Hey Manoj, how I or my friend will know about the costume to wear while giving the massage. She never did that earlier. Only people who got this experience will know. In that case, do you know what dress usually massage girl will wear?”

Manoj said, “No sister, I really not thought of it. If you want, I can call my friend and check”

Me: “Ok Manoj, call and just ask to the point and get the answer, don’t talk extended and gross. Put on speaker mode and ask him to the point and get the answer”

Manoj got excited and he called his friend on speaker mode and asked this dress question and his friend responded “Hey dude, Massage girl just wore tight bra and pantie only” I hinted Manoj to disconnect the call and he did.

I said to Manoj with shyness “Ok raa, in that case, I think my friend will also wear the same costume. (I scolded with affectionate tone to him) hey Pig, you are going to be blindfolded, how does it matter for you if she is nude or semi-nude or wearing traditional cloths”.

Manoj responded in excitement “Sister, it matters a lot for me. Even if I am blindfolded, feeling/knowing that the girl standing next to me is nude will give special effects on my body and my special body parts”

I enjoyed his choice of words of not being vulgar and at the same time being romantic, I said laughingly “Chee, Chee. You are the worst fellow I ever have seen”

Manoj got bold with my sportive counter reaction for his comments and description and started talking boldly “Sister, one other benefit for me if your friend wears less dress is that I will have more places to touch and feel on her body”

I appeared as if I am having playful angry with him and I took a pillow and chased to hit him. He identified that and started running escaping from me within the house. I chased him all over the home and finally got him to the corner on the bed and he got locked there. I bet him with pillow multiple times and he pretended as if he is being beaten heavily and he fell on the bed facing the ceiling. I beat him further with the pillow and I breathed heavily as I chased and beat him all these time. I too casually fell next two feet away from him on the bed facing the ceiling. Both of us laughed and giggled for a minute looking each other
I just looked at him with love and affection and he looked at me and said, “Sister, I am ready now for the massage. I think you can arrange your friend now”

I’m also ready and bit aroused with all these romantic conversations and romantic chase.

I said “Ok Manoj, let us make massage table ready.”

He helped me to put two benches together and we made it like single cot, but without head or footrest, so that one can freely walk around the bench from all sides.

I took the eye mask, which we bought to use in flight and train travel. This eye mask will completely snug on eyes and it will close the vision 100%. I put the eye mask on his eyes and ensured that he cannot see under the nose. I showed him fingers and asked count of it, the way kids use to do during “Pee kaa boo” play. He said some wrong count and we both laughed and giggled.

I said to him “Ok Manoj, you can be comfortable here. I will walk and step out of the room and slam the door. Then you get ready, give a shout once you are ready, then my friend will come inside. Please give her some time if she gets delayed to come. She may need to get things ready for the massage. So be patiently waiting for her”

Manoj acknoledged what I said.

I slowly walked to the door and slammed it hard, locked it, and came out. Though I boldly planned all of this, my heart started pounding heavily. I could hear my own heartbeat. Oh my gosh, in next 10 minutes, I am going to deal with his nude body and me being semi-nude in just pantie and bra standing in front of him. I am going to touch all over his body and especially his cock. I am going to allow him to feel my body. This excited me and at the same time made me feel nervous.

I went to the other room and I removed all my dress and just switched to a bra and pantie. I took a basket like a bag with massage items like cool massage oil, cloths, wipes, bowl, warm water jar, tissue paper etc.

I looked at the mirror and I felt I’m looking so sexy today, I just adjusted my hair knots to make it free fall. I took jasmine scent and applied to my armpits, on my boobs, hip and panty. I said to myself “If I do a job, I should do it professionally” So ensured myself that my fragrance is romantic. I took leg anklet, wore it, and just stomped my foot on the floor to ensure it makes the “chal chal” sound.

I looked at mirror, took deep breath, and said to myself “Neha, you are going inside to just do the massage and little romantic and sexy touch. Having self-control and just sticking to JUST massage is the only the right thing to do as a responsible married girl. Never exceed limitation and engage in sex. Completely avoid any attempt of sensual private touch on you, this may make you aroused and break your restrictions and will lead to free sex. That is not fair to do. So Please control yourself and be within your limit”

I determined to make him happy within confined limitation and not to engage in sex. With heavily beating heart, I walked towards the door. I heard from Manoj “I am ready…” in the excited voice.

I opened the door, entered in and locked it from inside, and started walking towards him with anklets sound with bit nervousness. Manoj is happy as anklet sound approaching him. I went to him and just looked at him. He is lying nude on his back. Only cloth on him is his eye mask. I just looked at his cock. It seems he is well prepared already for massage centre visit, so he completely shaved his cock and the balls and it appears very neat and clean without a single strain of hair. I shocked to see he got such a thick and lengthy cock. It is not fully erected at this moment, but still, it appears like a thick cobra lying down silently waiting for a violent chance. I stared it for few minutes and I felt my throat got bit dried with nervousness and excitement. I just gulped a sip of water to make myself comfortable from what I am seeing. I looked at his face and he is so excited that I am near him and watching his nudity, my scent fragrance has already reached him exciting his romantic buds. His arms are strong and got a flat tummy, broader shoulders and chest make him appear like a completely grown adult.

He is lying on the bench on his back. His both hands are resting on his stomach. His both legs are closer together in attention pose. I just carefully viewed him from top to bottom.

Manoj is waiting for me to give that “Golden handshake”

I took my hands to his chest and held his finger, lifted his right hand, and gave a firm handshake. He responded, “Hi Ramya, I am so excited to meet you today” I remained silent smiling to his formal greetings.

I took his right hand, kept it in one corner or the cot, and did with other hand so that he lies on the bed with both arms spread wide open. I moved to his foot side, Used my both hand to catch each of his leg thumb finger and slowly spread the legs apart from each.

My act of spreading his arms and legs made him arouse and his cock started getting erect and stood like a flagpole. His legs and arms are now wide open. I just walked around the cot in all direction and just viewed his nudity from every angle and side and enjoyed the view. My mind started thinking creatively on how to tickle and prick his erotic sense.

I took my Salwar shawl (dupatta) and spread open like a bed sheet, waved it in the air and spread it on his face to cover his face with my shawl. This shawl completely covered his face, shoulder, chest up to abdomen. He gave a deep breath of smelling fragrance of mine through my shawl; I very slowly pulled down the shawl inch by inch so that the shawl caresses his nude body. Caressing and rubbing on his bare chest excited him, slowly it reached his cock and it started rubbing/itching his cock. He slightly moaned.

I repeated this shawl cover, pull action for three times, and enjoyed seeing his excitement every time. Now I further moved ahead. This time instead of shawl, I spread my long open hair completely on his face by bending towards him. My long free falling hair fully covered his face like a tent. He enjoyed the aroma of my hair. As he knows that I have bent forwarded to her to cover his face with my hair, he raised his hands to reach my boobs to feel them. I gently stopped his hands grabbing my boobs this early; instead, I took his hands to my hip to rest. He squeezed my hips while I am floating and rubbing his face with my hairs, I slowly moved downwards rubbing my hair on chest and stomach. Finally, I slowly moved further down where my entire hair covered his cock and tickled it. I have to keep myself bent forward to make my floating hair caress his nude cock. As I have bent forward, I got the opportunity to see his cock in close-up and it seems he also applied some scent there and it was giving a manly fragrance. He moaned in this sensual touch while my hair strands rubbing and strangulating his cock. I repeated this hair movement for few more times and trickled him.

He called me “Ramya darling, my eyes are blindfolded so unfortunately I cannot see you and find how you look like. At least can you permit to touch and feel you from head to toe to feel your shape?”

I did not respond anything and just thought for a second on his ask and then I decided that it is ok to allow him to gently touch and feel me from head to toe. If he really advances with extreme bad touch, I decided that I would stop/restrain him gently.

I did not answer him; instead, I just held his fingers and gently pulled him up hinting him to stand. He understood that I agreed for his ask. He curiously stood up from cot. Just like blind person, he raised his two hands front and started waving them. I just held his two hands with my hands and guided him to stand. I stood in his opposite, took his both hands, and kept it on my head to let him know where I’m exactly standing. I indicated I am standing in front of him to fulfil his touch and feel request.

He just moved forward an inch and started to caress my head and he inserted his hands into my hair and caressed them all over and measured the length of my free falling hair, and he moved his hands to my forehead. His action felt like a blind person touching statue and feeling it. He is really enjoying the softness of my skin and every delicate shape of my nose, eyebrow, cheek, and chin. I felt happy that he is giving importance to touching facial features instead of just skipping them and directly touching my boobs. I liked his interest to fondle with my face. He ran over fingers, hands all over the face to perform 3d scanning of my face. After few minutes, he gently brought his hands to my shoulders. Each hand grabbed each side of shoulders, he just caressed them. He found the bra straps on my shoulders and fiddled it for a second. Then he started slowly to pull the bra straps to the edge of the shoulder slowly as if like removing it. I spanked on his hand with a smile and adjusted it to put back again to shoulder.

He caught both my arms and gently tried to raise them. I got his hint asking me to raise my hands upwards. I raised both my hands. He just below armpit he caressed and slowly caressed both sides below armpit ribs. Again, he brought his hands on both shoulders and gently his fingers and hand slid down towards boobs from shoulder.

I was getting ready to stop him if he exceeds the limitation. He gently touched caressed the top of boobs and his hand made a circle on the boobs and he softly groped it and slightly shook it. I understood that he is trying to get the shape and dimension of my boobs. He used his both hands and lifted the boobs by holding the bottom of the boobs. Now I got that he is trying to measure the weight of my boobs. I still allowed him all these. He gently touched the cleavage flesh and with his fingers, he tried to grab the cleavage. He got bit excited with all the fondling of my boobs, I could sense that he got bit aroused and that made him move his body bit closer towards me. He also started gently insert his hands into my bra through cleavage area. I gently stopped his hands which he has inserted 4 inches inside my bra and I pulled it outside and gently spanked on his forehand hinting to not do this. As he stepped forward his hard-erected cock, exactly hit my panty vagina wall. I gently moved back an inch and again spanked him to hint for “NO”.

He brought his hands bit down from boobs area and started to caress my hip and stomach. He swept his hands completely over every inch of my stomach and navel. He felt the panty strap on his fingers when he swiped his hands over the lower abdomen. Again, I become super conscious to protect his hand reaching my sensitive and dangerous area where he can simply trigger me and make me break my self-control.

He fondled with panty straps and gently touched on side of panty. I kept my one hand covered exactly on top of my vagina over my panty. He rubbed the panty area and he realized that I have kept my hands exactly on top my soft pussy. He got disappointed, as he cannot feel the softness of pussy. I felt that is fine. It is not necessary for him to feel it.

He continued with my thigh, inner thigh, knee and up to foot and fingers. Now he made me to rotate and he stood back of me, I got bit nervous, as I could not see him what he is doing. He started his touch on my shoulders from back and started caressing the bare shoulders. Played with bra straps for a minute and he gestured by his touch to raise my hands. I raised my both hands like earlier, he caressed my below my armpits, rib and he slowly hugged me over boobs and started gently squeezing my boobs by standing behind, I just kept my palm on his hand to cautiously guard his hand moves to pull him out at any time. I allowed him to fondle it in gentle way.

He got excited with the intimate touches and started moving forward and his hard erected cock just tried to penetrate between my thighs. I gently moved forward and hinted him NO. He continued this same caressing and swiping his hands on my backside. He enjoyed holding my hip with great grip from my backside. He gently tried me push forward in bending pose from my backside. I understood his intention of making me in doggy position. I just refused to bend down, stood straight, and spanked him again.

After a serious 10 minutes of airport security type of pat down, he felt too much happy. He said, “Ramya thanks for all cooperation. You are really a sexy doll kind of personality. Excellent shape and structure” He teased me, I just smiled within myself. I felt happy with his appreciation of my shape.
By gently guiding him towards cot I gestured him to lie on his back facing the ceiling. I made his hands and legs spread on the cot like I did in the very beginning.

I walked to his head side and knelt down on the floor behind his head, and started gently massaging his head and shoulder. Kneeling down on the floor helped me to massage without the need to bend down in standing position. I gently massaged his shoulder and inserted my all ten fingers into his head hairs and gently pulled them and performed a relaxing head massage. He feels relaxed on my soft and yet non-erotic touches. Manoj tried to move his hands to bring closer to me to grab me, I gently held his hands and kept it back on the cot and just by patting on his hands I gestured him to be patient and wait.

I just went around and massaged his leg and leg fingers, side of waist casually. Just gave 10 or 15 minutes standard, non-intimate massage. After 15 minutes, I decided that I need to progress on bit intimacy.

I said to myself that I should be in control and do not give up too much in excitement. I just pat on his shoulders and tried to rotate him. He understood my gesture, rotated his body, and lied facing down on the stomach. I just pulled him forward on the bench on his head side, he understood my gesture and he crawled a bit so that his head protrudes bit out of bench on the head side.

My standing position and bench height are in such a way that his head and hairs brushed my naval. I just bent forward on his back brushing my boobs on his back and started massaging his back and waist. He started taking his both hand to both sides of my hip and started grabbing them and squeezing my hip while I am massaging his back. This time I allowed him to feel the touch he was excited and started squeezing my hip, and he hugged me tightly where my naval is touching his forehead. He started slowly caressing my hip and back of hip and he started moving both his hands over my buttocks while hugging me tight he gently caressed all over my buttocks area to feel the panty line boundary.

I was seriously enjoying brushing my boobs on his back, also enjoying his sensual fingers touch on my hip, back, and buttocks. He groped my buttocks very tightly, started massaging them like kneading chapatti dough. He inserted his fingers into my panty on my buttocks side and started kneading my ass. I was mesmerized by his pressure touch on my butts. He again moved his hands on both sides of my panty and brought the hand to the hips side and gently inserted his two fingers inside panty (not on vagina side, just at side of panty). As long as his hands are not going to Vagina, I am comfortable allowing him. I felt it is fine, So I let him play there. He was playing around holding panty hip strap on the side and rolling, touching, pinching etc.

I could not see what he is doing behind me as I completely bent down on him resting my boobs on his back and massaging his buts. I thought I am done with his back massage, so I just stood straight from leaning position, I looked down at my panty, and I got shocked to see what he has done.

All these time while he played with the panty strap over my hip side, He smartly rolled and pulled the panty downward slowly to an extent where my top bulgy part of pussy like soft bun is out of my panty and inch of my vertical lips on my vagina are out of my panty visible outside. His face is close to the vagina. I got shocked to see my naked pussy outside of panty, but I felt relaxed as his eyes are blindfolded, so that he cannot see it. I just got ready to pull my pantie up to close it.

Before I could react, he opened his mouth brought his tongue outside and quickly did a fast lick on the open area of the vagina and rubbed his tip of the tongue on the slit between vagina. I got terribly shocked by his unexpected move. High voltage current passed through my body in that split fraction second where he forcedly licked my vagina and rubbed the clits with his tongue. My pussy and body felt extreme pleasure in that one-second lick, but I got angry on him as I am mentally not ready for it. I have already made the decision to not get into lick, fuck stuff. I got bit upset, I pushed him violently and pulled up my panty and stepped few steps back. I really spanked hard on his buttocks in a way he feels pain to strongly indicate that he is doing wrong.

I walked to his back and started writing on his back with my fingers letter by letter.

N … O. He started spelling the letters as I started writing and he read them together to form a sentence.

I started writing NO DON’T DO THIS, he read letter by letter as I started writing and understood the sentence and he said, “Ok I am sorry”. I kept silent without doing anything on him for 3 minutes. He said sorry multiple times as I am idle doing nothing on him.

My pounding heartbeat came back to normal after few minutes. I planted a gentle kiss on his back and wrote again “O..K let us start again”.

I just pat his back to indicate that I am normal and continuing. I went to his right side of the cot, held his both hands by my hands, started to pull him up, and hinted him to get up. He understood my gesture and raised his body from lying position to sitting position. I pulled his leg and hinted to come to sitting position on the side of the cot.

He understood my gesture and came to sitting position on the side of the cot. I pulled him forward indicating him to just sit on edge of the cot. He cooperated with curiosity and excitement and moved his buttocks forward to just sit on the edge of the cot. I just bent forward, touched his both knees and gently pushed away from each other. He understood my gesture, he spread his knees away and spread his both foot away and kept widen.

Now he is sitting on edge of the cot, with two legs kept wide open. As legs are wide open, his cock and balls are openly visible and his cock is raised upward like a pointing gun. He was totally excited and waiting with curiosity on what I am going to do next. I moved forward and stood close to the cot between his wide spread legs. I took one of his hand and kept in on my shoulder and I started massaging his hand as he is resting his hand on my shoulders. His finger started to fondle with bra strap while I am massaging one hand. He took his other hand and rested on my other shoulder and started bringing down the hand to boobs and started groping over the bra.

I did not mind it as I decided to allow him to touch my boobs over the bra. He got excited to grope and squeeze my boobs over the bra with one hand, and he felt the urge of doing in both hand. I understood his need of the moment and left his other hand. I folded my both hands on my back of my hip to give him access to my boobs.

He started squeezing my boobs with both hands violently like play dough. I kept silent and he slowly progressed to insert his hands inside the bra. I restricted by patting on hand. He understood and started feeling the cleavage flesh and whatever available outside of the bra. He started pinching on the cone tip of the bra and I recognized that he is trying to locate the nipple and he failed, as it is bit-padded bra.

Then I moved forward and hugged him, I hugged his head tightly pressed his face on my boobs. He too hugged me tightly, He ran over his hands feeling all over my hip buttocks, thigh with his hands and we just been like that for 7 minutes.

I realized that it is getting late and I need to give him next level of happiness. I got ready for my next move. I just moved away and gestured him to lie down on his stomach on the cot and he followed my instructions, I further pulled, pushed and rolled him to indicate the pose I want him to do. By few back and forth moves, he understood that I want him in doggy pose. He happily knelt down on his knees like a girl in doggy pose. I gently tapped his knees and suggested to widen it to the possible extent. He widened gap between both knees. I went back of him and knelt down and gently caressed his buttocks and massaged it. I just become idle without touching him and he started craving for my next touch.

I took the cool massage oil and applied/poured on my hand generously and started pouring the oil generously on the top end of his buttocks where his ass crack starts. Thick cool massage oil started flowing from his ass crack down sticking it started traveling down from his ass crack to ass and further traveled down and touched his balls. He felt sensual with the flow of oil all over his ass to cock.

I gently and generously immersed my hand in the massage oil and I inserted my hands between his two legs from behind, gently grabbed the tip of his cock. He got so excited and his body shivered a lot. I made a tight grip on his cock and started, pull down and up to tempt him. He started moaning with the pleasure. I know that guys will enjoy this posture as my husband likes it a lot. While I am rolling his cock I generously scratching my both boobs on his buttocks. This time to excite him I lifted my bra and started to rub my nude boobs and erected nipples on his bare buttocks. He realized that my nude boobs and nipple is scratching his buttocks. His hardness on his cock stiffened multifold as soon as I did that, I continued gently massaging his cock and ball and he continued moaning.

After few minutes of playing with his cock from behind, I felt this is time to end this as he is already in so much peak and shivering with pleasure. I need end it happily now. I just fixed my bra to close my boobs and hinted him to roll and lie on his back.

He curiously and rolled fast and came back to the position of facing up/ceiling he kept his legs wide open so that I will play on his cock again. I sat between his widened legs in front of his cock and gestured him to raise his legs up straight, he did. I stretched my legs like V facing him and asked him to drop his leg and he dropped it slowly and I took it and rested it on my thigh. Now both of our legs are V shape wide opened facing each other and his thighs are resting on mine. As I am sitting closer to his cock, my pussy and his balls are just a few inches away. If I just bend down, I can take his whole cock in my mouth. Just I am sitting that close to him.

Now I started my final act. I gently spread my all fingers wide and caressed his stomach lower abdomen and his thigh without touching his cock for few minutes. He started pleading, “Please Ramya, Please don’t tease me too much” I giggled inside me and teased him gently caressing him up to very lower abdomen one inch above his cock and similarly inner thighs. He started squeezing his bodies like worm begging for my touch on his cock.

Now I gently poured oil on his cock like doing Abhishekam to lingam and he kept his mouth wide open and started giving a relaxation sound “aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh”

I gently squeezed his cock and balls all together like dough. Now I gently started stroking his cock slowly. His cock got super erected in upright 90 degrees. I stopped stroking and gently bent forward closing my eyes and smelt the aroma of his cock soaked with oil. My lips and his cock are three inches away. I have already clearly decided that I am not going to do blowjob or sex with him. I just enjoying the closest proximity of his cock and my lips. I gently peeled his soft foreskin slowly by pulling the foreskin down. He started moaning heavy. Reddish plum like his cock inside his foreskin came out. I thought to relax him if there is any burning sensation while I peeled. So gently bent forward and opened my mouth and gently blew soft air on his cock. This triggered him a super intolerable pleasure in him. He unconsciously shivered and bumped up his lower body fast, as he rapidly bumped his buttocks up for two seconds, his hard erected cock rapidly entered into my open mouth and hit my upper jaw and my tongue caressed his cock walls and within a second his body dropped down and his cock was out of my mouth. I was shocked with this, but I clearly know that he did not do this with intention. He too felt that and he said, “Sorry Ramya, just accidentally my body raised in shock, not did it with intention”. I felt oozing inside my panty with what happened, I was out of control thinking that I should remove my panty at this second and just jump on him and get his cock and insert into my pussy and fuck him hard.

I meditated for a second, controlled all my emotions and senses to not violate my self-control. I came to control and now I continued gently stroking his cock and I increased the intensity of my stroke slowly second after second. His whole body stiffened and he started moaning in pleasure, I realized that he is going to blast any time.

His moaning sound slowly getting increased as my intensity increases. At last, he blasted his cum like a fountain, I have not stopped stroking his cock even after the fountain released from his cock, I continued stroking with the same intensity as I know drawing until the last drop of his cum will give him pleasure. He moaned heavily as I stroked nonstop after even released his cum and the fountain now reduced and become just oozing out like overflowing bottle of coke, I stroked next few minutes until I see the oozing stops and overflowing stops completely.

His body got loosen. His body condition appeared like a weak boy after a surgery. His cum has made a lot of mess on his abdomen, thigh, and a splash of cum on my thigh and even on my bra, neck, and chin.

I gently took a cloth and wiped his stomach, cock, thigh everywhere. Now I put a warm, steamed (hot water soaked and squeezed) towel on his cock like a wrap and gently crushed his cock over the towel to clean it up.

He felt relaxing as a hot towel wrapping his whole cock and thigh giving him soothing sensation. I started brushing his cocks with the wrap to clean it. I took away the cloth and looked at his cock. His cock has shrunk and become normal size now as I heavily manhandled it. Even in its shrunk state, it appeared really thick and big. I took it in hand and just gently peeled his foreskin to clean the sediments inside. I started gently wiping the cum inside by holding his cock in one hand and cleaning in other hand. I started feeling like that I am holding a balloon which is being pumped air inside. I started seeing his cock again started bulging and getting erect again.

I shocked thinking “Oh my god…, that soon?” I was shocked that his cock again become super strong erected in just 3 minutes after a last heavy session and I said to myself this guy’s wife is gong be lucky. He moaned “mm Ramya, please”. I got his hint and he is asking me to do again. I cursed my bad decision of touching his cock to clean. Mm what option I have now. I did it one more time and you can go back one paragraph above and read the expression and reaction he made this time.

Finally, I was happy that I did my job well by making him extremely happy and at the same time without giving up my modesty practicing strict self-control. I am happy that he has not seen me semi-nude. I am happy that I not allowed him to fuck, suck, touch my private parts directly. I felt that I achieved my goal. After cleaning up him and myself, I walked to him and gave handshake. He took my hands, kissed it, and said “Ramya, as you cannot see my eyes, you do not know that I am in happy tears. I am crying behind my eye mask. I gently pat his shoulders friendly, kissed on his forehead, and gestured him its Ok.

I walked outside of the room slowly and slammed the door to indicate that I have left the room.

As soon as I came out of the room. I was in a big urge for relaxing myself. I was hig