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If I said that I knew my dad growing up, I would be lying, I didn't know him all that well at all, I didn't even know what he looked like because like, mom never showed me pictures of him, ever! Don't get me wrong, I knew who my dad was, and I knew that he was actually a great dad despite the fact that he was never, ever around and that mom constantly talked shit on him. I knew deep down in my heart that he cared about me a lot. I say that because he kept coming to where I lived to go to court. He wanted visitation, he fought for it hard and it pissed my mom off that he wouldn't just cave and leave it well enough alone. He was relentless, and very determined to see me and to spend time with me but mom wasn't going to let him do it. It probably didn't help that she and my step dad had some really really high priced lawyers. I still don't know why she refused to let my dad see me and I started to wonder why while I was growing up. But it doesn't stop there, you hear about these dead beat dads that would do everything they could to not pay child support and take care of their kids. My dad was the complete opposite of that, he wanted to make sure that I had everything I needed or wanted. He would call his lawyer and got to court, he would actually tell the judge that he wanted to pay more for child support. And because of him, the amount he paid would go up every single year. When mom initially took him to court for child support, I was there, and I remember that my dad argued to pay more than what he was ordered to. How many can say that their dads cared enough about their kids that they fight hard to take care of them and not even care how it would hurt them financially? Mom kept saying that dad was a looser and didn't have a job, that he was worthless and a terrible father. Sperm doner is what she called him if I remember right. She always said how he was a worthless psycho who would never amount to anything, how even McDonald's wouldn't hire him. Well, obviously all of that was a lie because he paid child support religiously, but not just that, I had really really good health insurance. For the longest time, I thought my mom and step dad were the ones who got me health insurance, but it wasn't until I got really really sick, I got cancer, and it almost killed me. The insurance that I had was really awesome because they paid every dime for everything I needed, and I mean everything. And from then on, that was the insurance mom used for me all of the time. I was in my early early teens when I found out that my dad was the one paying for my health insurance for sure, not my mom and step dad. It was when mom started me on birth control that I really really started to realized that my insurance was different than my moms.
It doesn't stop there, let's talk about my birthdays and Christmas. He always sent me really nice expensive presents, presents my mom and step dad refused to get for me because they were "too expensive". Look, I get it and I never expected them too, I'm just trying to make a point here, dad was supposedly a "looser psycho meth head with no job", and they were rich as fuck, yet dad was the one who bought me the expensive shit. Was he a drug dealer or something, I didn't know, and I didn't care, all I knew was that he busted his ass for me, I was his first priority above all else. When I turned 10, he just started sending me cash, a lot of cash, and he did that every single year, and he never missed one year like, ever. I noticed that mom would always go and file for a restraining order against my dad at least a week or more before my birthdays and Christmas. I just had no idea that she was doing that until I turned 12, she had no idea that I started to realize any of that at all because I never told her that I knew. I knew because I found some papers from her lawyers that she was suppose to file with the courts one day. I think that was the day that I started to resent my mom because I really started to see what she was doing, and she was lied to me about it all of the time. She was keeping my dad away from me on purpose, plain and simple, end of debate. I tried to confront her about it several times and even threw her papers at her that she had to file restraining orders against him several times and she lied right to my face. Needless to say, my mom and I had like, a lot of really big fights after that. She knew that I knew she was lying but she still denied it and lied more to hide those lies, if that makes any sense.
Now, let me ask this, your mom and dad get divorced, or don't get married at all and just split up when you're a little kid, mom disappears for a while, then out of no where she shows up. Then you find out that your mom got custody of you after a while, but you're too young to remember any of that. Then you're told that your dad was a looser, a worthless person who was abusive, and that he refused to take care of his kid. Then as you get older, you realize that every year just before your birthday she would go to court and have these stupid restraining orders placed against him. And once your birthday or Christmas passes by, she would let them expire. What would you think if your mom did that to your dad who you just knew was doing everything he could to be a responsible father, and was bending over backwards to see you? What would you think if she constantly told lies about him to the point that she almost had you convinced, but wasn't able to convince you? Do you confront her without proof like I did many times? Think about that for a minute, and then answer this, how was I suppose to feel? Am I right for being so mad at my mom even though I didn't have all of the facts? I didn't know if I was suppose to be mad or not, but I was.
What I remember about my dad then, wow, I didn't remember a whole lot to be honest. What I do remember were bits and pieces, things like the father daughter dates he took me on, I remembered that we use to do that all the time. I remembered laying on the floor and coloring with him, I remembered that he always let me paint his toe nails and finger nails. I remembered those things, and those memories started to come out more as I got older. By my 12th birthday, I realized that my mom wasn't in any of those memories at all, none of them, and I couldn't figure out why. The more I tried to remember, the more I realized that my mom was never around. I never even knew her until that one day, the one day she came to get me, yes I do remember that day, it didn't help that I was having nightmares about it. Me and dad had just spent the day with my grandparents on their farm, and had taken showers and baths or what ever. We were laying on the floor coloring when the cops came to the house with my mom. I remembered that my dad was really really angry and sad that I was being taken away from him, I watched him cry. It was very traumatic for me, and for him. I remembered him walking and running behind the car as mom drove away and I remember screaming for him for so long that I lost my voice. That haunted me for years growing up, I had dreams about it, nightmares, and all mom could say, was that I just made it all up. I was just a kid, so maybe she was right, but something inside me says that I was reliving actual events that took place. I do know for a fact that dad was way young when I was born, and when he hooked up with my mom and made me. Mom was 19, 19 when she hooked up with my dad. Most guys as young as dad was then, that end up having kids run and never want anything to do with their kids, my dad was the exact opposite of that from day one, he took care of me as best as he could, and that never changed. Despite everything, I think he turned out to be an amazing father, how could I not think he was. Well, I got the answers I was looking for later, I would find out that all of my suspicions were not just suspicions. I learned and had hard physical evidence that mom was in fact lying about my real dad. I'll get to how I found out, or rather how I caught my mom in years worth of lies later.
My name is Mindy, and I am 18 almost 19 now. I'm only 5'2 and I have really long dark brown hair, and big light brown eyes. I have a butt chin as some of my friends say, and I kind of have a wide nose, it's not all that wide, but it still is, and my lips are full and kinda thick. Mom says I have my dads hair, nose and mouth, which had to be true since mom was a pale skinned red head with green eyes. I don't have that skin either, I have a natural bronze tan, again from my real dad. Some say that I look so much younger than I really am, I kinda think so too. Everyone I have talked to has said that I look like I'm like 12 or 13, although I don't think I look that young at all, I'd say more like 16. I guess it depends on what I wear and how I do my hair and stuff. I'm only like, 100 pounds and I would have to say that I have a pretty nice ass, it's my favorite part of my body. My tits are tiny, about an A cup, and I think that's why almost everyone thinks I'm so young. They're tiny as hell, I am on the itty bitty titty committee, they're so small that I wear a training bra, a training bra! I'm 18 for god sakes and I wear a training bra! I don't even have wear a bra most of the time but I do just in case my nipples get hard, and I'm a horny girl, so they do get hard a lot. I use to hate my tits with a passion because guys like big huge perky tits. I was very self conscious about them, until I learned that there are guys that love, love, llllove perky tiny little tits like mine.
I was young when my sexual awakening happened, and no I'm not going to tell you how old I was. Some say that people that go through things like what I went through turn out to be these crazy, drug addicted, psychopathic people who wind up in jail, prison, or dead. Dead from being murdered like my real dads parents were, or from suicide. If not those things, then they would end up being drug addicted strippers, or porn stars. Oh my god I love porn it's so fucking hot and yummy. But I don't want to be in one, and I don't want to do drugs either mainly because of what happened to my dad and his parents because of drugs. His parents were very well to do, filthy rich business owners and doctors, but they got hooked on meth. They cooked it and sold it from their multimillion dollar mansion and did that for many many years. From what mom says, someone went to rob them and ended up shooting everyone in my dads family, including him. He was shot like, five or six times, plus he had all of the broken bones he had from getting his ass beaten all of the time. The people that shot him and his parents then set the house on fire to burn all of the evidence. My dad was the only survivor of all of that. That's why I refused to have anything to do with drugs, period. Even when my mom, step dad and step brother smoked weed, I never touch it.
Now watching porn, that's a whole different ball game for me, and I know that there are guys out there that wanna be with a girl that loves porn like I do. The only problem I had was my tiny little boobs, if you can call them that, so I didn't have very many guys that wanted me. My mom was the one who introduced me to it, now I didn't know if she did it on purpose or not, but she was the last one who used my little laptop/tablet combo that my real dad sent me for my birthday. She asked me if she could use it while I was at school one day, and I said yes. I went to school and it was just like any other day, nothing exciting happened at all. But before then, I started having these little feelings that I had never felt before. I felt warm and tingly all over, and I felt this little ache that started between my legs and spread through out my body, and I was getting wet too. I didn't know what was going on and I was too scared to talk to mom about it. That day I let my mom use my tablet was no different at all except that it was way worse than ever before. I couldn't stop looking at boys and wanting to play with them, even though I was not very well educated when it came to that kind of stuff. I did have a favorite teacher though, and I had the biggest crush on him, so when I saw him all I could do was look at him, and that's when my mind started to wonder. By the end of class I was like, really really wet and all hot and tingly and achy. I didn't know what was wrong with me but all I really knew was that I needed to feel some kind of pressure against my little mound, so all day through school, I would press my legs together and squirm. It felt so good that I let this little whimper out and my entire body just lit up I guess, I don't know how else to describe it. I had to stop because a few people noticed it and looked at me. I knew my face was all red and I was breathing kinda hard, I couldn't help it. I had no idea what was happening to me, but I loved how it felt. When I got home, it was so bad that I couldn't see straight. I went to my mom and told her that I was taking a nap before running up to my room, closing the door and locking it behind me. I didn't know what to do, I was shaking and that aching, warm and tingly feeling was so strong that I couldn't breath. It was then that I decided to just get completely naked. I took my shirt off and threw it to the ground, and when it brushed against my boobs, my legs almost gave out. I stood in front of the mirror and touched my boobs sending those feelings into a frenzy. When I took my pants off, I realized that my panties were soaked, like crazy even though I went to the restroom a lot and wiped. I knew that I was wet down there, but I didn't know that I was that wet, I was dripping. I pulled my panties off and slid my hand onto my pussy and that's when I lost it, I couldn't stop rubbing my pussy and my tits at the same time. I wanted to get more comfortable, so I went to my bed and found my tablet there.
I grabbed it and realized that the browser was still opened so I looked at the page that was on it. I was horny before, but after seeing what I saw on my tablet, oh my god! I laid down and stared at this picture of this guy standing there with his dick out, and this girl on her knees. I saw the little triangle in the middle of it and pressed it. OH MY GOD! ITS A MOVIE! I thought when the screen went black, and the video started to play. There were two lesbian girls, and one guy with a huge dick, holy shit I was so turned on by that dick. I set the tablet up, and laid on my back and spread my legs really wide. I set my tablet on my tiny stomach and watched the girls make out and have sex, before they took the guy in their mouths and sucked his big dick. I watched as he had sex with each girl several times, and the girl who wasn't having sex with the guy, was either being eaten out by the other girl, or the guy. That was my very first series of orgasms, and I was loving every second of it! I laid there and rubbed my young little pussy and my tits the whole time, I even slid my finger inside of my pussy a lot. I left the biggest wet spot on my bed that night, not once, but several times, with several different videos. After a week of that, I started to notice my step dad and step brothers bulges. I would stare at them and drool, but I also stared and drooled over my moms creamy white tits. That's when I realized that she was actually pretty fucking hot. One night, mom came into my room and watched porn with me, and that was the night that I was eaten out for the very first time. My mom and I actually had sex together for a very very long time. My step dad and step brother were out on a three day hunting trip, so it was just us. That was when I found out that my step dad was really my uncle, and my step brother was my cousin.
At first I was a little grossed out and stuff and was for a little while, but then I thought about it, mom and I committed incest already. And since she and her brother were committing incest and were for a long time, it couldn't be that bad at all. And when I realized that I loved having sex with my own mom, I went to the porn site that mom looked at on my tablet, actually, I book marked it, and searched for incest porn to see if it existed. OH MY GOD NO WAY, I thought when a whole bunch of incest porn came up, like, a whole whole bunch! That's when I started watching incest porn and oh my god I loved it, in fact, it quickly became my favorite, that's all I watched after that. My all time favorite is the daddy daughter porn, I don't know why, but just the thought of me seducing my real dad just made me crazy crazy horny and the orgasms I had fantasizing about it! Oh wow! I think that's why I liked the daddy daughter stuff so well. My favorite video that I got off to the most, was about this really hot blonde and her dad. I still want to fuck that blonde, she was so so hot and so so sexy. Anyway, she's in the gym, and I'm guessing that the gym was at her house, but her dad comes in. She's on the treadmill and walking when her dad lays down on this thing behind her. She catches her dad looking at her ass, but doesn't stop him. Instead, she starts talking about sex. Well, later she goes into the living room and makes sure her dad is sleeping before she sits down. She opened her towel and had this really cute and sexy little outfit on. She plays with herself using a dildo and moans daddy. He hears her and comes out of his room. She shows him her pussy, he shows her his dick, and before long she's giving him a blow job. They end up having sex, and I mean you can see his dick going in and out of her pussy like crazy, then he cums inside of her. God I wanted to try that so bad with my real dad. I wondered what my real dad looked like and wondered if he was hot, what his body looked like and what his dick was like. God I wanted to meet him so bad after the first time I watched daddy daughter porn.
To make this a little shorter, I did end up having sex with my uncle, and my cousin. I started with my uncle with the help of my mom. They were having sex, and mom had me walk in on them completely naked. I was so fucking horny that I couldn't see straight at all. So when I saw my uncle fucking his sister, my mom, I wanted to push my mom out of the way and let my uncle fuck me. What happened instead was that I walked up to mom and kissed her hard while my uncle fucked her. I then sat back and watched them, but after a few minutes, my uncle pulled out of my mom and looked at me while I masturbated. That's when mom taught me how to suck dick, and that's when I lost my virginity. My uncle wasn't all that big, he was average sized, but oh my god he felt and tasted so good! He came inside of me and mom sucked his cum out of my pussy while my uncle and I kissed. The next day, mom got the morning after pills for me, and I seduced my cousin and had sex with him, and the next day, we had our first family orgy. The next day, I got my birth control. From that day on, our little family would go to nude beaches and secret incest community vacations every single year. I loved watching real family members have sex, it always got me so horny that I couldn't see straight. So not only do I love porn, but I love, love, love incest, I know what some of you are thinking, it's gross, it's disgusting and so wrong on so many levels. You just have no idea how kinky, sexy and fun it is.
Anyway, it was like, a few years after I had experienced my first real incest sex and I had been having sex with mom and them that long like, every single day, sometimes twice. It got to where my cousin and I slept together a lot even though I just wanted to have sex with him and that was it. It was like that with my uncle and mom too. So, a few years after we started having sex all the time, we went to this nude beach in Australia and we're all hanging out with a whole bunch of friends from the "secret incest community" and family. I was completely naked and hanging out with my family, and of course I was loving that I had so many perverts checking me out. I watched one guy get a boner when he saw me, it was like he couldn't stop checking me out, so I gave him a little show. On our second day there, mom and I went to this little diner or cafe that was right in the middle of the nude beach, so everyone including the workers were naked. I'm sitting there eating when I see this really tall guy walk in, and when he did, every single female eye locked onto him. Everyone including the female workers, my mom and I were even staring at this guy. Mom looked horrified, but I was too mesmerized by him to care. He was hot as hell, he was sexy as hell, and I don't think he even realized how hot he was, or how he affected all of the girls in there. He was hands down, thee hottest guy I had ever seen in my life! He had one of the hottest bodies I had ever seen, thee hottest body ever and the more I stared at him, the more I realized that he was way hotter and sexier than I thought at first. His face, oh my god damn his face! He was so so cute, oh my god, he was by far the cutest guy I had ever seen! He had to be over six feet tall and he had a really nice tan, he had dark brown hair, and it looked like he had red highlights in it, but it didn't look like they were put there, if that makes any sense at all. It was so obvious that he worked out like, all the time, as in hours a day. His yummy chest was shiny from sweat or tanning lotion or something, but he was just yummy, oh my god! He was not huge like a body building meat head, but he was pretty big, and incredibly muscular. You could see every single muscle in his body clearly. He didn't just have a six pack, he had an eight pack, at least that's what it looked like. The sexy v that some guys get that goes down to their crotches, yeah, you could see that perfectly too. His leg muscles were perfect and that ass of his, oh my damn. I could see all of that and I had to be at least 100 feet away from him, if that means anything. He had the worlds cutest face too, cute, but very manly. Any girl that looked him would fall in love with him instantly he was that cute and that sexy.
There were a few other things that I noticed about him that made me want to go talk to him so bad that it hurt. One, as I said before, he had absolutely no clue that all of the women and young girls wanted to take him into the bathroom and have sex with him, me included. Two, he was so shy, it was so cute to see this god look so nervous around everyone. Three, he had tattoos, yeah, I love a man with tattoos and I didn't even realize it until I saw this guy. He was absolutely covered, well, almost. He had some really cool looking designs on both of his arms, as in, his arms were completely covered from his shoulder to his wrists. His legs and ass were covered, his chest was covered, and his back had this really cool looking one that went down to his gorgeous ass in the shape of a v, and ended right in the crack of his sexy amazing ass. The point ended right between his ass cheeks and had so many awesome looking patterns and designs and stuff in it. All his tattoo designs were black and they had a little red in all of them. His arm pits were even tattooed. It looked like he was wearing some warrior thing, only it was all tattooed onto his sexy yummy hot body. I also saw these triangles that went from his left armpit all the way down his left side to his ankle. He had his ears pierced, but they were gauged, of course I didn't know what that was then, but I do now. He had a very well groomed beard that really made him so fucking sexy, oh my god I wish you could have felt what I did that day, holy god! I'd never been so smitten or infatuated by any guy like that my whole life. I just stared at him like I was never going to see him again. I also noticed that his dick looked huge! He wasn't even hard, not even half way hard and his dick covered his balls, it was that wide and long, and to top it off, he shaved, yeah I was starting to fall in lust with him like, big time. I couldn't help but stare, and drool, I couldn't help but spread my legs and touch myself right there as I checked him out. I started to rub my pussy and dreaming that I was with him until mom put her hand on my wrist to stop me.
"Do you think this is his first time here?" I asked while I stared at him and bit my pinkie nail.
"I think it's pretty obvious." Mom said.
"Look at him, he's sssssoooooooo hhhhhhot." I said in a dreamy tone.
"He's not that hot." Mom said almost like she was a little irritated.
"Uh, are you blind? Are you not seeing him mom, seriously? Look at him, he's like this big Greek god, I mean, he looks sssso so good, I want him mom." I said as I looked at her.
She was either horny as hell for him too, or she was panicking, I couldn't really tell, but she did look a little stressed.
"Listen honey, we need to hurry so we can get back to your step dad and brother." She said as though she was in a slight panic.
"I want him to be my daddy, wow, he's so so hot. I don't think I have ever seen a guy that hot before." I said.
"Yes he is, now hurry baby girl." Mom said.
I watched him, I watched his every single move because I was going to masturbate and think about him while I did it. Or if my cousin or uncle had sex with me, I was going to pretend it was him. I was obsessed, it's that simple, and I only needed to see that sexy man one time. After we ate, I couldn't tear my eyes off of this guy no matter how hard I tried. And when he saw me perving on him like I was, he just smiled at me, that sent my nerves into hyper drive, I needed to have sex, and I needed it right now. Of course I smiled and waved at him, and he waved back. We finished and started going back to our bungalow, and it felt like it took for ever to get there. But once we got there, I went straight to my cousins room.
"We have a problem, we really need to talk." Mom said while she pulled her brother outside by his arm.
"What's going on?" He asked after hearing a slight panic in moms voice.
"Just come with me, we need to talk, it's an emergency." Mom said.
I could hear the panic in moms voice get more obvious, but I was way, way to horny to give a damn. I mean I was dripping wet, my pussy was drooling, it was that bad. Thank god we made it back to our bungalow when we did, because I needed some dick, and I needed it now. I went straight to my cousin and dropped to my knees, I sucked his dick till he was hard for me, then had him fuck me from behind as hard as he could. And yes, I pretended that the hottest guy I had ever seen in my life was doing it. That was the first and only time that my cousin ever gave me a real orgasm. For the rest of that day, I could not stop thinking about that guy no matter how hard I tried, it didn't matter what I did, he was who I thought about. I saw him several times that day, and every time I saw him, I would try to get his attention. He must have liked what he saw because I would always get his attention and he would always smile at me, and every time he did, I got the worlds biggest butterflies. I also noticed that he looked at my boobs alot. Like I said, my boobs were so small that they looked like mosquito bites almost, but he must have liked them because his eyes would always drop to them. Finally after bugging my mom and uncle all day long, they finally let me go say hi to him so I would leave them alone and shit up about him. I was literally obsessed with him and I had never, ever been so obsessed with anyone like that, ever! They said that I couldn't touch him, or have sex with him, but I could go say hi at least. The next day, I saw my opportunity and ran with it. We were at the nude beach near this area that had this big swimming pool and hot tub, it was for anyone who wanted to swim naked without going into the ocean. The guy I lusted after and was well, as mom says, I went psycho because I was that obsessed with him. As in, I stalked him like crazy the first day I saw him, anyway, I was sitting on the beach with my mom and them, I was literally looking for my obsession, that really really really hot guy. I was getting a little, antsy because I hadn't seen him yet, but then again it was still kinda early. Then all of a sudden while I was looking for him, I watched him walk up and get in the huge hot tub. And yes he was naked and he was still by himself, he just got in and he was just sitting there watching all of the girls fuck him with their eyes. Poor guy, you could tell it was making him a little uncomfortable.
"Go on, he's right there, go say hi." Mom said while she nudged me snapping me out of my dream state.
I was staring at him like, I couldn't look away at all no matter how hard I tried.
"Should I?" I asked.
"Yes, go before someone else snags him." Mom said with a smile.
I got up and walked to the hot tub, hoping that he would look at me and I was so so nervous. The thing was that it seemed like he had some kind of spell on me because I just floated towards him, I don't even remember walking up to the hot tub, all I remember was that I was standing there all of sudden. He didn't even notice that I was there until I was less than three feet from him. God I was so nervous!
"Is it ok if I join you?" I asked.
"Yeah, yeah that's fine." He replied nervously.
Oh my god! Oh my god his eyes!
"Thanks." I said while I climbed in with him.
"Not a problem." He said while he started to smile.
Fuck, his smile, holy shit! Can he get any hotter?! I thought.
I watched his eyes lock onto my boobs and you have like, no idea what that did to me, oh my god.
"This is your first time here isn't it?" I asked.
"Is it that obvious?" He asked making me giggle.
"Yeah it is actually, but that's ok, I was like you my first time too." I said while I sat.
"How many times have you been here?" He asked.
"Oh I don't know, at least a few times or so. I'm Mindy." I said while I reached across the hot tub to shake his hand.
"Mindy, nice to meet you, I'm Ikaika. My daughters name is Mindy." He said.
It was at that moment that I realized something, he seemed incredibly familiar to me, I knew him somehow, not sure how, but I knew him, I had to have.
"Really?" I asked.
"Yeah I do." He said.
"Is she here with you?" I asked.
"No, no she isn't." He said with the saddest eyes.
"Well, she would like it here." I said.
"You think?" He asked.
"Yes I do, I love it here, I feel so free." I said.
"Well at lest you like it." He said with a smile.
"I love it. It must be a little uncomfortable for you being here." I said.
"A little, but I've never been to nude beach so I decided to give this a shot." He said.
"So is this like, a bucket list thing for you?" I asked making him laugh.
Oh my god his laugh, it made me feel weak!
"You can say that." He said.
"Where are all of your friends?" I asked.
"Oh they're all at home." He replied.
"Did you come out here with your girlfriend or wife or something like that?" I asked hoping that he was single.
"No, I'm not married and I don't have a girlfriend, I came alone." He said making me feel really bad for him.
"You came alone?" I asked.
"Yeah, like you pointed out, this is one of my bucket list adventures." He said.
"I can't believe that you're single." I said, I couldn't believe that just came out of my mouth.
"Well, it is what it is, not much I can do about that, what about you? Where's your boyfriend?" He asked with a sarcastic smile.
"I don't have one anymore, I broke up with him a few weeks ago. And just so you know, I'm here with my mom and my step dad, I didn't come alone." I said.
"That's good, it hasn't been all that bad, I'm actually having a good time." He said.
"So what's it like to have all the girls here doing dirty things to you with their minds?" I asked making him blush.
"There are girls here that are doing that?" He asked with a nervous laugh.
"Are you kidding me? You don't see any of them perving on you?" I asked.
"Should I?" He asked.
"Yes, it's pretty obvious." I said.
"I don't see why, I'm just a normal guy." He said.
"I'm just going to be honest with you, is that ok?" I asked.
"Sure." He said.
"Ok then, I'm just going to be brutally honest, you're crazy crazy sexy, and amazingly hot, and that body of yours, like, oh my damn. The first day I saw you, you had every single girl in that cafe looking at you. You still have every girl here looking at you like you're a piece of meat, you're that hot, in fact, hot doesn't even cover it." I said.
"Wow, well um, thank you, I've never had a young girl tell me that." He said.
"Well, I'm being brutally honest, you are incredibly hot, god you're hot." I said.
"Thank you." He said with a smile.
"I didn't just make it weird for you did I?" I asked.
"Um, yeah, just a little." He said while he laughed.
"If you don't believe me that you're being perved on, look around." I said.
He looked around and I watched all of the females that he looked at, smile at him and wave. Some of them bit their lips and gave him a sexy little grin.
"Damn, now that you've mentioned it I see that now." He said.
"Told you." I said.
"Yeah you did." He said.
"Oh wow, she has big boobs." I said pointing at a blonde with huge boobs, trying to get an idea of what he liked.
By now he had gotten a little more comfortable with me and he seemed a lot more relaxed.
"Yeah, they're nice, but those aren't my preference." He said.
"You don't like big boobs? I thought all guys liked big boobs." I said.
"No, no not really, they just don't do it for me." He replied.
"What do you like them small or something?" I asked trying to act like I wasn't excited.
"Actually yes, I like them small, the smaller the better, that's what does it for me." He said.
That answer made me start tingling all over my body. I got chills and I could feel my pussy start getting wet.
"Hmmm, I have really really small boobs." I said.
"Yes you do." He said.
"So you like my boobs then, am I right?" I asked.
"Honestly, yes I like them a lot, they're actually perfect." He said.
"Good, you can look at them all you want." I said trying to hide my excitement.
"I'll bet you're too young for me." He said.
"That doesn't mean you can't look at my boobs, I mean we are at a nude beach and I am naked." I said.
"Are you sure it's ok?" He asked.
"I want you to." I said.
We sat there and talked for almost two hours and my god I couldn't concentrate on anything he was saying. Fuck he was hot, he was definitely going to be the main subject of my lady time. I found out that he was a fire fighter and he was a paramedic too, so not only was he the worlds hottest and sexiest guy ever, but he was a hero too. I asked him about his tattoos and found out that he was half Hawaiian which was cool as hell because I have a little Hawaiian in me too. His eyes, oh my god his eyes, they were so so pretty. He had these really amazing deep, deep blue eyes that looked like he was wearing blue contacts, only he wasn't wearing any. So those eyes, with his dark brown hair, and his natural tan all over his amazing amazing body, fuck his sexiness went to a whole different level. That and his voice, god I shudder just thinking about it. He has a very very deep manly voice, but at the same time it was very soothing and smooth. The more he talked, the more I lusted after him. It got to the point that I couldn't keep the lust out of my eyes anymore, and he noticed it.
"Can I ask you something?" He asked.
"You can ask me anything you want." I said.
"Be honest okay, promise me that you'll be honest." He said.
"Haven't I been honest this whole time?" I asked.
"Well yeah, but still." He said.
"Ok, I promise you that I'll be perfectly honest, I'll be as honest as you want me to be." I said while I watched his eyes drop to my boobs again.
"I want you to be brutally honest." He said.
"Done." I said.
"Have you been perving on me too?" He asked.
"Since the first time I saw you." I said.
"You're too young." He said.
"I know, it really sucks. Would it be different if I wasn't too young?" I asked.
"Yeah it would be, you're incredibly, incre..god I can't believe I'm going to say this to a young girl." He said.
"It's ok, you can't make me feel uncomfortable, I just confessed that I am perving on you, just say it." I said as my heart started racing.
"You're sexy, you're hot and disturbingly beautiful, and you're incredibly cute so if you were old enough for me then yeah. You're probably the most beautiful, girl I've ever seen. Kinda sucks that you're not." He said.
OH MY GOD!! THE HOTTEST GUY IN THE WORLD JUST SAID THAT I WAS HOT SEXY AND BEAUTIFUL! Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god! That's what went through my head.
"If I wasn't too young, then you would have been the first and only guy I would go for." I said while my uncle called me.
"Good to know, I wouldn't stop you either." He said while my uncle kept calling for me.
"Damn, I guess I gotta get back to my family, it was really nice to meet you." I said while I stood up.
I shook his hand and watched him look at my little boobs for a few long seconds.
"Nice to meet you too Mindy." He said.
"Have fun, I hope to see you around more." I said.
"Me too." He said.
I smiled at him and got out of the hot tub. I went to my family and thank god they moved out of his line of sight, because I was going crazy. Once I got to them, I laid on my towel and just laid on my back, I couldn't help but smile as I drifted off into daydream land.
"How did it go?" My uncle asked.
"It went good, he's so so hot." I replied.
"What did you find out about him?" Mom asked.
"Well, he's a fire fighter and he's a paramedic, he saves lives for a living. He has a daughter with the same name as mine. He's ssssssoooo hot, I kinda want him." I said.
"He's too old for you sweetie." Mom said.
"Wait a second, he's too old for me, but you and uncle aren't?" I asked.
"You have a point." My uncle said.
"Thank you, now can you be quiet so I can dream about him?" I asked while I closed my eyes.
I did see him several times and even talked to him after that, he actually had a really amazing sense of humor. He was the worlds biggest smart ass, I don't think I had ever laughed as hard and as much as I did with this hot guy named Ikaika. When I was on the beach with my family, it was like they disappeared when he came out to the beach. I didn't ask, I just got up and went to him. He and I even walked down the beach together, we never kissed, never had sex we didn't even touch each other inappropriately. Even though I wanted all of that, I decided not to push my luck with this guy, I don't know why. He was most definitely boyfriend material, he was one guy that I could see myself with for years if I'm being honest. My uncle, mom, and cousin referred to him as my boyfriend all the time, and I didn't argue with them about it and I would just smile. They would say things like "Mindy your boyfriend is here" and other things like that. Whenever they said that my boyfriend was there, I would get up and go straight to him. What I loved was that he would actually get excited to see me, it was like he and I were together or something like that. Did I see him get hard, sort of, several times and it was always when I came around him, and he was fucking huge. He had a really, really nice dick, it was so beautiful and really thick and really long, he had the hottest most beautiful dick I had ever seen. I loved seeing it swell up for me. He must have really liked me and the way I looked too, It was obvious that he loved my perky tiny boobs, because he couldn't keep his eyes off of them. And when he saw them, he got semi hard, I only know he was only semi hard because it still flopped around when we walked together. I hated it when he was only there for one more day, I hated it, but he had to get back to work. In my mind he was mine, my man and I already missed him. He was sweet, funny and a lot of fun. I hid the fact that I was hurting because he was leaving, and I must have hid it pretty good. So I took a few, ok, a lot of selfies with him, and yes we were both completely naked and he even let me take a few pictures of just him, he even posed for me, it was so much fun and so funny.
Mom let me spend the entire day with him on his last day there. I hated that we got dressed, but we had to because he took me to lunch and he took me around. I had a blast! This guy, would make thee absolutely PERFECT boyfriend, I wanted him to be my real boyfriend so bad that it hurt. And not just so I could have sex with him anytime I wanted, but because he was amazing! He looked like a bad boy, and that made him sexy as fuck, but what made him even sexier was the fact that he was actually a nice guy. He gave me piggy back and shoulder rides throughout the day. I loved, loved, loved it when he let me slide my fingers between his and hold his hand, he didn't even try to stop me. We ended up holding hands all day, and everywhere we went. My god that was the most amazing day of my life. There was one thing that was the most amazing thing to me, the fact that he had all of the girls lusting after him, and he chose me, he chose ME to be the one he hung out with. Yeah, I was on top of the world, I was flattered and I dare say that I was falling in love with this guy pretty hard, god I hated that I was not old enough for him. When we were completely naked together, he never once tried anything, not one thing. He didn't try touching me, he didn't molest me, he didn't try having sex with me, he didn't even try to kiss me. He did throw me around in the pool and he held my hand, but he didn't try anything else. Sounds like I'm complaining doesn't it? I guess I am just a tiny bit, because I wanted to have sex with this god. I didn't care how big his dick was, I just wanted him inside of me, and I wanted to suck his dick. I had no idea how big he was when he was completely hard because he never got all the way hard up to that point, but I wanted to find out. But, aside from all of that, he earned like, so so many brownie points with me because he didn't try anything. He not only earned brownie points, but he also made me respect him on a level that I never expected. He was kind of fatherly, yum, and very protective, it was like he wanted to protect me in every way. And not molesting me and having sex with me was all part of that. Again, of all of the thousands if not more girls on that nude beach that year, he chose me, ME! Wow, my head was spinning, and I was on cloud nine just thinking about that. I hated that the day ended, I hated it and I was really sad. We went back to the beach and we were just sitting together by a bon fire. We were both naked and it was pretty nice, I just decided to sit in front of him and between his legs and lay against him. Feeling his naked body against mine sent to me to a whole other planet. I could feel his dick against my back and everything, I couldn't breath when I felt him get really really hard. It felt huge and so so warm, I could have sworn that I felt it twitch against my body a few times. He was actually rock hard, and that sent him into a panic.
"I'm so so sorry about that." He whispered in my ear.
"It's ok, I don't mind at all, it's just a normal reaction." I said softly.
I took his hands and wrapped his big arms around me and made him hold me. Oh my god I loved feeling his body on mine like that, and the way his dick felt as he got really really hard for me, I don't even know how to describe what I was feeling that evening. My entire body was buzzing with lust and want and my pussy was absolutely drooling. It was drooling like it never had in my life. My heart was pounding so fast and I had a hard time breathing. I caressed his arms with my finger tips and he did the same to my stomach, making me start aching for him. As much as I wanted to, I didn't try to have sex with him because I refused to scare this sexy man away. I wanted him to remember me for the cute little girl that I was but I also knew that I was way too young for him, and he didn't want to come off as some sick child molester. And as much as I liked him and wanted to be with him as his girlfriend, I didn't want him to go home regretting what he did and having to hide it for the rest of his life. I couldn't do that to him because I was really, really falling in love with him, so I didn't. He walked me to my bungalow later that night and I was all over him, I couldn't help it, but I could tell that he was loving it. Once we got there he hugged me and thanked me for making him feel more comfortable there. He hugged me for a while and I was in heaven, and when he left, I floated inside the bungalow. I didn't join in with the family orgy that night, I couldn't, I was in love. Instead, I went to my room and just fell on my bed, I couldn't stop smiling. God I wish I would have kissed him, I thought as I laid there. I then grabbed my phone and started looking at all of the pictures of who I considered to be my man. My god he was ssssooo sexy, I can't even say it enough. In all honesty, my uncle and cousin were not cute at all compared to this guy. They were fugly compared to him, that's mean I know, but it's the truth. Their dicks were tiny as hell compared to his too, he was just all around much, much, much better looking than my uncle and cousin. Like, no comparison at all, period. I couldn't go have sex with them after hanging out with him for that whole week, I just couldn't.
I didn't have sex with my family for the rest of that vacation, I couldn't, I was in love with this guy. Even when we got home, I didn't even have sex with them there, at least not for a while. When I did have sex with them, it wasn't that often at all, not even with mom. Instead I had a lot of lady time and I would stare at the picture of that sexy god that I met there. Of all of the vacations I went on, that was by far the most memorable I had ever had. I told my friends about him and even showed them pictures, and not the naked ones. They all agreed that he was the hottest guy in the entire world. He was all I talked about, and thought about, especially after I would see a fire truck or an ambulance running around. I'd see that and smile knowing that Ikaika was doing that too. Mom started to notice that I couldn't stop thinking about the guy, and it started to bother her pretty bad. It was like she was jealous as hell, like she was some crazy ex girlfriend of his and didn't like the fact that I was "moving in on her territory". A few years after I met Ikaika, I was still in love with him, he was so so perfect in every way, but I had calmed down considerably since I hadn't seen or talked to him for so long. He was still the object of my lust and my masturbation sessions, but I wasn't obsessed like I was, well, that's actually not true. One day after school, I got home, parked my car and was getting ready to go to my room to have my lady time with the pictures I had of him. And when I got inside the house, I saw my mom and she seemed pissed off plus she had my newest tablet that dad sent me for my birthday.
"Come here for a minute." She said.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"We need to talk." She said while I sat next to her.
"What is wrong mom, why are you freaking out?" I asked.
"You're still lusting after this guy?" She asked as she showed me one of the pictures I had of him.
"Well yeah I am, he's really really hot mom he's like, the hottest guy I've ever seen in my life. I can't help it." I replied.
"There is something you should know about him sweetheart." She said.
"What?" I asked.
"He's your real dad." She said with a great deal of jealousy in her voice.
"No he isn't." I said while I tried to laugh it off.
"Actually he is Mindy." She said.
"What ever mom, very funny, seriously stop." I said.
"He really is your real dad baby girl." She said.
"Mom, seriously, stop playing." I said as I started to realize how serious mom was being.
"I'm not playing." Mom said.
"This isn't funny anymore mom." I said.
"Mindy, listen to me hun, you have to believe me, I know he is your father, I'll prove it to you." She said as she reached for something.
She showed me my birth certificate and showed me his signature, and showed me that his name was typed on it too. I took it from my mom and stared at it, and while I did something hit me, he really was my real dad, he was my biological dad. So why was mom trying to keep me away from him again? She was trying to get me to hate him, again, she failed to do that for years, you think she would learn from her mistake but she didn't. Oh my god I was starting to get so mad that I couldn't even think. I just looked at my mom and glared at her, and what pissed me off even more was that she had a stupid look on her face. I think she actually thought that I was going to stop lusting after that sexy manly god that happened to be my dad, oh my god was she ever wrong!
"Are you serious?" I asked as I started to fill with rage.
"Yes I am, he really is your biological father." She said as my heart started to pound.
I couldn't say anything, I was so pissed off that I couldn't see straight.
"So what you're saying is that I spent a whole week with him, and I fell in love with my real dad and didn't even know it, am I right?" I asked.
"Yes you did." She replied.
"And you didn't bother to tell me that he was my dad why?" I asked.
"I don't know, I don't know why I didn't tell you." She said.
"All these years you've kept me away from him, you've lied about him, and now this? Really mom?" I yelled.
"Watch your tone young lady." My uncle said.
"Fuck off ass hole, this has nothing to do with you so shut up! I have every right to be pissed off and you know it! Now why didn't you tell me?" I yelled.
"Because he's been out of your life for s.." She said as I interrupted her.
"Who's fault is that mom? Who's?" I yelled.
"It's his Mindy, he's the..." She said as I interrupted her again.
I stood up and pointed at my dads picture, and threw my birth certificate at her, oh my god I was so mad that I was shaking.
"His fault? His fault mom?! Are you kidding me right now? You never, ever let him come and see me, and he tried, he's been trying for years! And don't you dare tell me that he didn't because it'll be a huge lie and you know it! This is all your fault, all of it. You lied to me about him, YOU, LIED, TO, ME!" I screamed.
"I never lied to you." She said.
"YES YOU DID! YOU DID AND YOU KNOW IT! YOU'VE BEEN LYING TO ME ABOUT HIM ALL MY LIFE!!" I screamed.
"Baby calm down, calm down, you don't need to get so mad, just calm do..." Mom said
"NO! I'M NOT GOING TO CALM DOWN! I'M PISSED OFF, AND I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE!" I screamed.
"If you don't calm down then I don't want to talk to you." Mom said.
"You brought it up, you've been lying to me all my life, so now you're going to listen to me. You said that he is a worthless meth head who would never amount to anything! He's a paramedic AND a fire fighter! You have been telling me that he abandoned me and that he didn't want anything to do with me, you said that he never lifts a finger to help me, and then you told me that he signed his parental rights away when I was born. And that right there, my fucking birth certificate has his signature and name on it, proving that he never did sign his rights away. So please tell me how everything you have been telling me was never a lie, tell me now because I'm confused!" I screamed.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." She said.
"Sorry is not going to cut it this time mom, you lied to me about him for years, and do you wanna know what's sad? I somehow knew that you were, and today, you just proved it. But you know something, that day that I spent with him also proved that you're a fucking liar! I just caught you in years worth of blatant lies, you're a liar!" I screamed and started crying at the same time.
"Hun, look I'm sorry, I didn't know he was going to turn out the way he did." Mom said.
"You took me away from him didn't you? He didn't abandon me did he mom?" I asked.
"Yes..." She said as I interrupted him.
"Mom, you've been lying to me my entire life, it's time that you told me the truth, did he abandon me like you said he did?" I asked.
"No he didn't." She replied.
"What the fuck did he do to you to make you do that to MY DAD?" I asked.
"He didn't do anything hun." She replied.
"So the dreams I've had about him, the ones where it was just the two of us, me painting his finger and toe nails, coloring and having fun as a kid weren't just dreams were they? They are actual memories that I have of him aren't they?" I asked.
"Yes." Mom said.
"Where were you?" I asked.
"With your uncle." She said.
"So dad didn't abandon me, you did. You ran off with your brother and left me with my dad, he was a young single father for god knows how long while you were off living the life that you wanted, not giving a shit about me, am I right?" I asked.
"It's not like that." She said.
"Oh it's not?! Really?! Then tell me mom, tell me what it's really like?" I asked.
"I just wasn't ready to be a mom, I panicked and I left." She said.
"And you thought in all of your infinite wisdom that a 13 YEAR OLD KID WAS?! YOU WERE 19 MOM, 19!" I yelled.
"I know and it was wrong for me to do that to him." She said.
"What about me mom, was it wrong for you to do all of this to me?!" I yelled.
"Yes it was, it was very wrong." She said.
"Now tell me the fucking truth, what kind of dad was he, truthfully?" I asked.
"He was actually a really really great daddy, he was adorable with you, you were his world, his life. You still are." She said after almost a minute of silence.
"You came and got me so you could get me to join in on this whole incest thing didn't you?" I asked.
"No, that's not why.." She said as I interrupted her.
"STOP LYING, OH MY GOD!" I screamed.
"Yes, that's why I went and got you, but I missed you too, I wanted my daughter back." She said.
"You have no idea how fucked up all of this is do you mom?" I asked while I started to cry harder.
"I do and I'm sorry." She said.
"Does he know that I'm his daughter?" I asked.
"No he doesn't, he has no clue. He hasn't seen you since you were 5." She said.
"So I've been in love with my real dad this whole time then right?" I asked.
"Yes you have." She said.
"That's ok he's way way hotter than your brother and nephew anyway, he makes them look ugly as fuck. And his dick is waaaaayyyy way bigger. And now that I know that he's my real dad, his level of sexiness just went out of this world, no wonder you fucked him." I said
"But he's your real dad." She said.
"Oh but fucking you, your brother and nephew isn't quite as gross as fucking my real dad right?" I asked defiantly.
"That's not what I'm saying." She said.
"Then what are you saying?" I asked.
"I just don't think that it's a good idea for you to have sex with him." She said.
"Why?" I asked.
"He's your biological dad." She said.
"But you just said that that's not the reason I shouldn't fuck his brains out, was that a lie too mom? Did I just catch you in yet another lie?" I asked defiantly.
"No, it's not that." She said.
"Then what is it?!" I yelled.
"Yore tiny and he's very well hung, I'm afraid that he'll hurt you." She said.
"Well stop worrying about that, because no matter what you say, I'm going to have sex with him at some point now that I know that he's my real dad, so get use to the idea of it and deal with it. I wanna go see him." I said.
"No, that's not going to happen." Mom said.
"Why? Are you afraid that I'm going to like his dick so much that I won't fuck your brother and nephew again? Well guess what, I haven't had sex with him yet, but I'm already there. None of you are getting anymore of my pussy ever again, I'm done with you all. Now you have two choices, either you send me to go see my dad, or I find a way to get another car, and go see him myself, those are the only two choices that you have, that's it. So you better hurry up and make your decision by this summer." I said as I started to turn around.
"Mindy, can't we just talk about this more?" She asked.
"No, I'm done with this conversation. I'm not interested in hearing any more lies about my dad, and I'm not interested in hearing you come up with more bullshit reasons to keep me away from him, you've kept me away from him long enough. Now give me my computer back and leave me the fuck alone." I said as my cousin started walking up to me.
"Touch me and I'll cut your fucking dick off and shove it down your throat." I said.
I went to my room, slammed the door as hard as I possibly could, laid on my bed, buried my face in my pillow and sobbed, I was so pissed off that I couldn't breath. I laid in my bed for hours crying. Not only did I just confirm the fact that my mom lied for years, but she hit me with a bomb shell, the one guy that I wanted was my real dad. I spent a whole week and hours with him in Australia, and I spent a whole day with him and I didn't even realize it until that day. That was my dad that was giving me piggy back and shoulder rides. That was my biological dad that I cuddled with on the beach, the one who rubbed my stomach like he did. That was him that I felt get really hard for me, the one that made me fall in love with him. My biological dad was the most amazing, most beautiful and sexy man I had ever seen. God I wondered how he would react when he found out that I was his daughter, I was scared about that because of what happened with us that day at the nude beach. There wasn't much that we did, but we did see each other naked a lot, and we did get really really turned on by each other. Was it going to be weird? I didn't know, and all of that scared me, but nothing was going to stop me from seeing my dad, and telling him that I am his biological daughter.
From that day on, I stayed true to my word, I refused to have sex with anyone, not my mom, not my uncle and not my cousin. Even when they went on a little weekend incest retreats I wouldn't go with them, I refused to go. I just stayed at a friends house and hung out with them. I didn't have sex with them at all, instead I used a dildo that mom got for me and got myself off. Mom and I didn't get along anymore after that night because I couldn't trust her anymore. She no longer talked shit on my dad, well she tried and we ended up having another huge fight where I called her a frigid bitch, but she learned that it wasn't a good idea to do that anymore. I wasn't happy anymore and I wasn't going to be until I saw my real dad. Mom thought I was depressed because I would stay in my room all the time, she didn't know that I was masturbating to pictures of my dad constantly, god what I wouldn't have given to have him deep inside of me. I won't lie, I wondered if he thought of me when he jerked off, god I hoped so. I wanted to be his girlfriend and have sex with him, and just the thought of that made my orgasms amazing! After a while, I got an idea, I knew that this godly looking man was my real biological dad, but he had no clue that I was his daughter, none. I decided that mom was going to send me to him, I was going to fly in on a plane and when he came to pick me up, he'll hopefully recognize me from the nude beach. And when he did, I was going to drop the bomb on him and tell him that I was his daughter. I laid there and planned it all out. Then I got up and opened the door.
"Mom!" I yelled.
"Yeah hun." She yelled back.
"Come here I need to talk to you." She said.
"Ok, I'm coming." She said.
I sat on my bed and waited for her, what she wasn't expecting was that I had printed a few pictures of my dad up and framed them, not the nude ones. When she got up there, she came in and sat on my bed and looked at the pictures.
"Honey listen, you have..." She said but I interrupted her.
"Don't even try, I don't trust anything you say anymore, so shut up and listen. I wanna go see him this summer, we have four months left of school and I wanna go see him, I want to spend the whole summer with him." I said.
"Ok then." She said.
"I'm serious." I said.
"Now I'm not saying that you shouldn't have sex with him, in fact, I think you should have sex with him, but you have to go slow with him. I'm sure he knows what incest is, but he's never experience it and he may get freake..." She said but I interrupted her again.
"Mom, stop, why is it always about sex with you? I know, I know he's never had incest before it's obvious, at this point I don't give a shit if I have sex with him, I just want to get to know the real him and not the him that you tried to convince me that he was." I said making her look at me all shocked.
"So we'll get it all planned out, should I call him or do you want to." She asked.
"You do it. But, do not tell him that we have already met, do not. I want to surprise him with it. And I'm going to need my birth certificate so I can show him his signature on it." I said.
"That's a good idea, that's what we'll do then. And for what it's worth, I'm sorry." Mom said while she started crying.
"You should be mom, you tried to brain wash me into hating him. You lied to me mom, you lied to me for years, years. All of those things you said about him, none of them were true. Then when I finally meet him, you don't tell me that he's my dad, I basically spent a whole week with him, and you know what? He's absolutely nothing like you said he was." I said.
"I know, I know he's not, I'm so sorry for all of that. And to make it up to you, I'm going to let you go see him, you need to because from what I've seen, he's turned out to be a great guy. And if you like being around him enough that you want to move in with him, I'll even help you move." She said making me start cr