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Through The Eyes Of A Woman
By: Maryann
Winning the science fair contest was the easiest thing Mark Jones ever
did at the age of 15. His electronic design was so revolutionary that he
applied for a patent and actually received acceptance. Everyone was amazed.
His parents and close friends secretly branded the name 'Nerd' on
him because of his reclusive habit of studying scientific journals while
everyone else was outside playing.
Six years later, Mark had grown up to be a nice looking young man.
More than one woman would examine his studious face hidden behind his
eyeglasses. He would shyly avoid their glance and turn beet red with
embarrassment. It seems that all the years of hard studying had left him a
virgin and ill-equipped to deal with the intricacies of charming a member of
the opposite sex. He still felt more comfortable reading about electronic
circuits than trying to understand women. They seemed to be more
complicated than anything he tried to research.
It was this nagging 'itch' that redirected my investigation of 'Human
chemical Electro-pathways and the associated harmonic magnetic waves.'
I read every article on measured current density within human cells. It
was fascinating to learn that the body was more sophisticated than any
machine ever invented.
Every muscle action could be measured with a corresponding
electrical equivalent.
More interesting was the fact that the human eye could convert light
into electrical messages directed to the brain. Surgically tapping into those
signals was dangerous and sometimes deadly. Some scientific examinations
arrived at moderate success with new micro CCD sensors actually placed
behind the eye to convert light into those important electrical signals. I
figured there was an easier way.
I was amazed that no one had thought about the true physics
associated with those events.
I knew that every electrical charge would result in a corresponding
magnetic fluctuation.
The trouble was that no one could safely measure magnetic waves.
That was until I calculated how to measure the 'harmonic magnetic
waves' of the brain.
My first box was crude and bulky. It fit into the size of an airplane
carry- on suitcase. It consisted of delicate crystal oscillators tuned to a variety
of frequency waves. These crystals were organic in origin and very much
different from the silicon types. I felt much like the inventor of the first
radio.
The retinal patterns of every living organism were unique into itself.
The converted electrical pathways and resulting magnetic waves made it
possible to 'tag' each set of patterns and identify the individual by it's own
characteristics.
I thought to himself, "This will make it easy for me to log in unique
search patterns!"
My first experiments resulted in the actual transmission of a lab rat's
real time eyesight to a nearby monitor. The collector array was very simple.
If enough electronic pickups were deployed, the sensitivity could be well
over ten miles.
It took a few weeks of experimentation to miniaturize the scanner
electronics into the size of a camera. And I was able to create a special
headgear piece that transmitted the received retinal waves into his own
personal visual perception. It was like I was short-circuiting his eye's optic
nerve pathway to the brain.
The lab rat's experiment created a wild and frightening experience of
actually seeing from the rodent's perception. I was amazed at his brain's
adaptive reflex to compensate for the lack of color and constant jerky
movements.
I got bored with the experiment because the rat was either always
looking at food or the back fur of his mounted female mate. I wanted a
human subject.
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I was doing an intern program at a major telephone company research
and development division. I loved the search for pure knowledge but hated
the supervision enforced by the corporation. This telephone company was
doing a lot of secret research about non-standard communication theories. I
loved and hated this work at the same time.
One person that I had come to hate very much was the department
director- Dr.Janice Edwards.
Janice was in her early thirties and was brilliant at her work. She had
zoomed through all the best colleges and got her doctorate at an early age.
Her main thrust was Psychology and Philosophy. Her appearance was what
one would call 'starchy'. She always wore a white lab coat pressed neatly
every day. The coat could not hide her obvious beautiful female
endowments.
She had a natural feminine presence that forced most of the nearby
women to groan in jealous envy. Every man that she met wanted to really
determine if there was a possible mistress behind the facade of the pragmatic
female scientist.
Janice could stop a clock with her enchanting green eyes decorated by
the luxurious shiny blonde hair. Her piercing glance innocently mesmerized
more than one man in her single life.
Her regimented lifestyle resulted in a body that was fit and trim.
Constant workouts resulted in a perfect hourglass figure. Since she didn't
have much sense of style, her obvious endowments were usually hidden
behind a lab coat.
She constantly wore a pair of old black eyeglasses that was out of
adjustment. Thus, she would have to peer over the frames to size up her
latest goal. It came across as a contrasting matronly mannerism.
Her parent's genes had been very kind to her. She could easily
become an elite model if her personal drive didn't compel her practical
scientific discipline on her outward demeanor. It was science that mattered.
Janice could care less about what others thought about her looks. She
wanted to become the first female scientist to win the Nobel Prize before her
hair turned gray.
Dr. Janice Edwards had no tolerance for anyone or anything that
strayed from her ideal of scientific purpose. As a result, many of her
associates resented her hard-handed attitude to work and ethics.
The rumor was she had an old boyfriend that was very wealthy and
controlled many of the Television stations in town. He still pursued her
endlessly and constantly sent invitations for trips to far off destinations. She
coolly rejected his advances and never returned his calls.
The only person that she truly treated with respect and devotion was
her young virtuous secretary, Mary Johns. Mary curiously catered to every
whim of Dr. Janice Edwards. The staff raised their eyebrows more than once
about the long lunches and gift trading at birthdays between the two.
Mary Johns was a nineteen-year-old employee that exhibited the
enthusiasm of youth and the vigor of life.
Mary had a slim feminine figure very exotic in it's own right. Small
breasts accented the delicate curves of a young woman. She had the gravity
defying attributes that the older women only wistfully remembered.
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"Mr. Jones! Would come to my office immediately!" the intercom
screeched as it interrupted my final electronic testing.
I knew that he was in trouble by the tone that he heard from is current
hated boss- Dr. Janice Edwards.
"I have got to find a way to get into that woman's head someday." He
thought to himself as he imagined a way to turn her dreadful attitude to his
advantage.
I entered the office and studied the body language of his boss. She
was not exhibiting friendly signals.
I noticed that her pretty green eyes were flashing from some inner
fire. I could not help to admire her soft feminine frame as the light cascaded
over her shoulder.
"Do you realize Mr. Jones, that your work performance on your
assigned project is pitiful beyond belief? You have missed almost every
deadline and requisitioned electronic equipment way beyond the scope of
your authorization." Janice said with repressed venom.
"I am now putting you on notice that you have one week to come up
with the results of the original mission. If I catch you one more time wasting
precious company resources, I will fire you on the spot!"
I sheepishly agreed to her statements and muttered something is a low
tone while backing out the door. "I'll get even with that bitch someday!"
"How dare she interrupt my experiments?" he thought to himself as
he briskly walked back to the lab.
I went home and decided that it was now time to figure out how to get
some real dirt on his hated boss.
The normally conservative lab personnel were more than surprised to
see Mark smiling and strolling around the department with a camera in his
hand. Most everyone knew that he had been put on notice the day before.
They could not understand his cheerful behavior.
What was more interesting was Mark's direction. He was searching
out almost every female in the building and taking her picture. Some were
cooperative and some were grouchy about his intervention into their private
space.
That was why he took a long distance shot of Dr. Edwards. No one
realized that the camera was more than it appeared.
The morning break was over and I could not wait to get back to my
secret device in order to feed the new database of female optic nerve
readings. I knew I would be canned if someone caught me cross-referencing
names to specific electronic readings on an unsanctioned project. It was
finally finished!
Suddenly one of my associates walked in to ask me about the results
of the department project. I regretfully stopped my task and hoped to get
back to it later that day.
The day turned out to be a real killer for workload. Everything kept
going wrong. I was getting behind and knew that my performance was being
monitored. I decided to stay late and catch up.
I notified the security guard that I was ordering a pizza and staying
late that night. The guard just grunted.
My first selection was one of the secretaries in the clerical order entry
pool. I faintly remembered that the subject was an aging blonde divorcee
always looking for a man. Most men avoided her because she was not too
bright and did not keep her body in shape.
I thought she would be the perfect first experiment in case there was
some type of feedback or backlash of energy. I figured that no one would
believe her story of possession if she felt my presence.
I put on the headgear and settled into a comfortable reclining position
on the padded couch.
It was fuzzy for a minute as I kept turning the controls for fine-
tuning. There was an overlap of sensory input as I finally sharpened the
images overlaying the optical portion of my brain.
I closed my eyes and was jolted into the real time visual life of the
overweight secretary.
There was no sound but I did not notice because I was exhilarated by
the actual success of my first try.
I was actually seeing the same images that she was seeing! I had the
extraordinary good luck to see himself putting on lipstick while looking at
the reflection in the mirror.
"This is so spooky!" I mused as she pursed her lips together and
rubbed the errant lipstick off her front tooth. She was going out for the night
and I was viewing part of her grooming ritual.
I was actually experiencing the sight of another person!
I was feeling vertigo as my life-long senses tried to compensate for
the shortened angle of vision and peculiar changes of color. Some of the
greens and blues were hard to differentiate. It came as a shock to me to
realize that this secretary was actually color blind in certain color tones.
It did not take long for my brain to accept the new sensory input.
Everything started to feel normal.
I experienced odd twinges of sexual excitement as I viewed very
private examinations of private female parts. It was like the ultimate
voyeuristic thrill.
I saw the secretary put on a much too tight blouse and incredibly tight
jeans. I could almost smell the perfume as he watched her spray it down her
huge cleavage. I promised to work on the other sensory inputs for my
machine so that he could enjoy what she was feeling.
I watched with her as she glanced at herself for a final adjustment in
the downstairs mirror. She was smiling for some reason. I was puzzled at
the mystery of this woman being pleased with her overweight looks. I
guessed that beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.
After the initial thrill of spying on an unknowing female, I got a little
bored. The things I wanted to look at were not what she wanted to study.
Most of the night was spent at the local tavern staring at her beer glass
or at the parade of men entering the door. Later that night she spotted a
couple of men observing her in late night drunken dullness.
Her eyes kept coming back to the few men that seemed to be studying
her. It was as if she knew the drill very well.
The cat-like awareness from someone that he had taken for granted
fascinated Mark. She was completely in command of her surroundings.
The next hour of images consisted of moving to one of the men and
watching his lips move silently. Whatever was said seemed to please the
man.
I suddenly felt an overwhelming need to urinate and took off the
headgear.
I rushed back from the bathroom and put the headpiece back on. I
was amazed to see a close up of the strange man's eyes staring back at him.
The woman was kissing the man!
I felt a strange revulsion at being much too intimate with someone of
his own sex. I had never considered this possibility before. I took off the
headgear and turned off the machine.
It was now late at night and the security guard would be coming
around for rounds. I turned off the light and went home.
The night was not a restful night for me. I dreamed of experiencing
the jaded thrills of all the strange and beautiful women in the world. My
shyness would be relieved by invisibly peeping at anyone that I selected. I
had no idea of the ethical boundaries that I was broaching with these
thoughts.
I woke up late and had to rush to the office without eating breakfast.
It was strange irony the I got on the elevator with the very same secretary
that I had hijacked her vision the night before.
She had bloodshot eyes as if she had stayed up too late. But, she was
humming to herself with self-assured happiness. I figured that she had indeed
got 'lucky'!
I was just glad not to have been with her at the same time.
I was determined to solve the problem of other sensory inputs. I
figured that if the brain cortex could decipher various inputs of the body, I
could program his machine to do the same.
Upon reaching his desk, I noticed a letter with the company logo. I
gasped as I recognized the signature of my dreaded boss.
'Please note that security reported that you were working late last
night. We value the health of our employees and suggest that they manage
their time to finish projects within normal working hours'. I relaxed as I
noticed that it was just a form letter given as standard procedure. I would
have to become more careful not to get on the 'chronic late workers list'.
The next few weeks were spent in agonizing dedication to the
company project. I could only casually spend time in a few of his female co-
workers. I casually learned who was stealing office supplies and where most
of the chocolate was hidden in nearby desks.
The most intense moment was when I was shifting through selected
female subjects. I stopped on Mary Johns for some reason. I thought that it
might be interesting to get some 'dirty laundry' on his boss.
It was almost beyond belief to see Dr. Janice Edwards smile at him. I
forgot for a moment that I was seeing through Mary's eyes.
I squirmed as my boss smiled warmly and passed a secret note to the
waiting hands of Mary. I almost fainted to read- "thanks for last night- you
were amazing! Please destroy this note!"
"It was true!" I thought. "My boss is a closet lesbian!" Evil thoughts
of revenge passed though Mark's mind.
The break that I was looking for came next week. I had solved the
transference of sensory inputs from one body to another. I could actually
experience the full senses of my host.
I would be considered a genius for this breakthrough research. But, it
would have to wait until I satisfied my own personal goals. I had a few
women to check on.
Balancing the full sensory inputs over my recumbent male body
tended to be interesting. If I used too little of a signal I could not hear of feel
anything. But with too many signals, it overwhelmed my male senses. Also it
helped to be very quiet and still. I did not want nearby sensations to interfere
with these perfect voyeuristic sessions.
My first full sensory out of body experience would be with one of the
young female college interns.
Her name was Trudy Givens. She attended one of the nearby colleges
and needed to earn money to pay for her tuition. She was assigned to the
security department. It seemed like thieves everywhere were trying to steal
phone service. It was her job to track down stolen credit card usage and
work with the police.
Trudy was young, tan and beautiful. She only stood 5'2" tall in her
petite frame. But she had the complete package. Full shapely breasts, flat
tummy, and wide hips that flared to perfect contoured feminine legs.
Her best attribute was her smile. She could get anything in life with
that smile. She realized early in life that a beautiful woman could have her
way in this mean 'man's world'.
Trudy loved to go to the beach in the summer and keep her tan going
in the nearby tanning centers during the winter. She was graceful in an exotic
natural manner. Her slow sensuous movements drove every man wild with
desire.
She had a serious boyfriend and hundreds of admirers.
Clothes were her fetish. She would shop till she found the perfect
outfits that suited her fancy. She had a complete seasonal assortment of
alluring female attire. She knew that she could not resist buying any shoe
that met her eye. The high-heeled version was her favorite and contributed to
her excessive credit card debt. She loved the delight reflected from her male
friend's eyes as she pranced up to them and showed off her well-turned
ankle. They always said 'nice shoes' while looking at her sexy legs.
She secretly knew they really lusted after her obvious female
attraction. She loved it!
I announced that I was taking a long lunch break in the lab and did not
want to be disturbed for any reason. I would use the time wisely to try out
the new programming on the spectacular intern I spotted yesterday.
She had dazzled me with her youthful smile and I could not get her
image out of my mind all day.
I decided to keep a diary of the events from this momentous point in
history. It might become valuable someday when he became rich and famous.
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If I had known now how my life would change so dramatically, I
would have been more cautious about jumping into another person's body. I
don't know if it would have changed the decision. It was probably fate the
way things turned out. The temptation was too great. I remember that
foreboding afternoon.
I placed the familiar headgear on my scalp and relished the thought of
peeking in the life of Trudy Givens.
I must admit, it was like slipping into a comfortable pair of shoes.
You just knew when the feelings were right! Don't get me wrong, there was
no comparing this beautiful woman to a pair of shoes! I was totally
overwhelmed by the torrent of perceptions crashing into my male brain.
It was similar to being trapped in a crowd of people and hearing them
all talk at the same time. Or, perhaps it was akin to listening to an orchestra
selection and hearing only the loud cacophonous crescendo of sound.
Suddenly, unique observations and impressions filtered to my
psyche. The crowd noises became one voice and the music narrowed to an
exquisite solo melody.
I felt so small! A lifetime of sight from a different vantage point was
very noticeable. Also, casual glances of my wrist and arm brought my
attention to the frail and delicate female architecture that I was observing
from.
I had no conscious control, but I readily adapted to the host body
steering me through delicious feedback. I marveled at the grace and splendor
of sensuous movements from this young lady. I felt the inner pulsation of
sexual need and natural flirtatious demeanor. This body could not help itself
in sending out seductive signals.
She was so alive and vibrant!
I could feel the taste of newly applied lipstick on my mouth and see
the tip of my cute girl shaped nose.
If I thought hard enough, the hidden feel of bra straps on my shoulder
felt completely normal. I could even feel the whisper touch of sensitive
nipples shifting with involuntary motion against the lacy cups of my
brassiere as I walked around the office.
Her strong natural legs would whisper against each other as her fine
hosiery communicated their exotic language while walking.
My head felt different with the luxurious weight of feminine hair. It
would occasionally swirl into my face and I would catch a whiff of this
morning's feminine shampoo set.
Trudy had selected a very tight skirt and long sleeved white blouse
this morning. I could feel the stretch of fabric as my curvaceous ass settled
into the padded chair. My long legs naturally crossed into a feminine
position.
It was more than once that the tips of my sensitive breasts would
graze across the desk top while speaking on the phone.
All these girlish sensations were too much for me to handle!
Suddenly, I noticed an interior grumbling of my stomach muscles and
found myself looking at the clock. It was time for lunch.
I put away papers and reached for my lunch bag. I guess I brought
my lunch rather than purchased it at the company cafeteria.
As I walked toward the elevator, I found it curious that I reached into
the bag and started to munch on a sandwich while pressing one of the
buttons for the executive floors. Why didn't I go sit at the cafeteria?
It was strange to feel myself quickly eating a sandwich and staring at
my extremely beautiful reflection. I was looking at myself in the glossy
interior wall of the elevator. The sandwich was consumed with a gulp. I
primped up my hair and applied a last coat of lipstick before exiting. "God, I
was gorgeous!" I thought.
I could hear the click-clack of my high-heeled shoes on the polish
floor. My bountiful breasts were swaying in perfect stride to my gait. I even
unbuttoned one notch on my blouse.
"How curious?" I thought to my male self as I could see my feminine
hand knock on the door of one of the Jr. Advertising Executives. My nipples
were starting to tighten up in arousal and I could feel my pulse quicken.
The door opened to a handsome smile of John Desmond! I knew him!
He was always boasting in the men's room about his love of the chase.
Chasing eligible single women in this company! He called it 'Diamond
Mining'. His latest catch today was me!
"Did anyone see you come here?" He whispered into my ear while
biting my tender earlobe. It sent shivers of delight down my spine. My male
self was getting irritated at this point. I never had any feeling for a man, but I
secretly wondered why I was getting so absorbed in this affair. A thought
passed in my mind that it would be interesting to experience sex from the
other side. I couldn't believe that I was thinking this! It must be this
woman's soul overloading my receptor sites in my quiet male flesh.
"Does every woman in this company have some secret sexual
relationship?" I thought. His attention was directed solely on my sweet
feminine body.
He closed the door and locked it while holding his strong arms
around my tiny waist. I could actually feel my vagina starting to lubricate.
"I have wanted you all day and can't wait to have you!" he said in a
husky voice while forcefully guiding my body to the nearby couch. I
demurely accepted his dominant actions.
My hands were helping to unbutton his shirt and he was grouping my
breasts in desire. He almost tore my blouse in his hurry. One of my breasts
popped out of the silky garment. I heard him suck in his breath in wonder.
The sucking progressed to my protruding nipple.
My breathing was getting hot and heavy between his kisses. His hard
member was demanding attention while rubbing against my female legs. He
had pulled my skirt up around my waist while holding my ass cheeks in each
hand. My soft breasts were squashed against his hairy chest with delicious
contrast. We had nothing on but our underwear at this point. We could have
been discovered at any moment in the middle of our secret sexual liaison. It
just made it more extremely erotic. For some reason, I could smell a familiar
odor. He was wearing the same cologne that I wore on my male body! This
was starting to trouble me a little bit.
I heard my voice say "Please, please make love to me now. I can't
wait any longer!"
John proudly stripped completely naked and smiled as he gripped his
gigantic cock in his hand as he calmly walked to my eager body.
It was at this point that I could not take it anymore and ripped the
headgear piece off my head. "Whew!" that was intense! I said to myself. It
was then that I realized that I had an enormous hard-on! Why was I so turned
on?
My brief experience as Trudy had created an experience beyond
comprehension. I had truly experienced what a woman was feeling.
I did not want to be found out, so I closed the lab and went on about
my duties. But, strange feelings and desires were invading my body for the
rest of the day.
I did not know it then, but I had been 'Imprinted' with the temporary
female essence of Trudy.
I found myself acting strangely like her for the rest of the day.
Fortunately no one noticed my slightly feminine walk and mannerisms. It
took almost the rest of the day for my male inner-self to take over normal
body functions.
I stopped dead in my tracks when I spotted Trudy later in the day.
She blithely ignored me and I remembered that it was I alone that had been
observing her with carnal awareness. She had no idea of my secret corporeal
invasion. As she walked by my workstation, the palms of my hands started
sweating.
I was obsessed with the thoughts of a body take-over. I knew that
there was danger in remnant soul traces from the host body when I returned.
One hour of observing had affected me for more than four hours when I
returned to my own body.
But, I had to find a way to be more than just a 'silent hitchhiker'! I
had to get control!
The next few weeks were the worst in my life. I was struggling to
keep my job in focus and concentrate on the problem of transference. I could
not get control of the problem of bodily functions without suppressing the
autonomous brain functions. The thought of possessing a dead body did not
appeal to me.
And to make matters worse, Dr. Janice Edwards started snooping
around my private equipment. I knew that she was spying on my work, and
I took great efforts to hide the evidence.
The solution to the problem occurred to me in my sleep one night. I
must have been dreaming about the problem. It became very clear that in
order to control the host body, I would have to 'trade out' my conscious
thoughts with the victim's body. That way, the brain would not be wiped
like a hard disk reformat.
It would be a delicate balance of keeping the 'tether' in place in order
to reverse the process. I did not relish the fact of becoming a permanent
'someone else!'
There was also the problem of the transferred host getting into trouble
with my body. I figured the best means would be to chain myself to a bed
with a combination lock that only I knew. And the use of a dampening field
helmet adjustment to let my 'guest' sleep through the ordeal. The only loose
end would be the security guard at the lab. I would have to pretend to go
home and break back into the lab. Since I had access to the computer security
codes, it would be a matter of distracting the guard from my quarters and fix
the 'logs' when the experiment was finished.
I planned for the big day. It was a busy day and everyone was on
edge because some government military brass was doing a tour. Rumor that
our fearless leader- Dr. Janice Edwards had developed a behavior modifier
that might be useful in times of war when interrogating prisoners. I could
care less because I could think about nothing other than my first experiment.
The distraction might be useful to keep the guards out of my area.
I feigned some excuse late one afternoon about having to work late
again. I watched as everyone left. As fate would have it, Dr. Janice Edwards
and her secretary were staying late also. I thought I would have to cancel the
experiment and noticed that they glanced at each other and smiled while
looking at the clock. It was then that they hurried to get out the door and
make it look like no one noticed their surreptitious glances at each other.
I laughed at this. It would be the ultimate test!
I would become Dr. Janice Edwards tonight! If I could pass the test
with her courtesan- Mary Johns, I could know that no one could stop me.
I said good night to the guard and noticed that a big basketball game
was on his monitor and he would be preoccupied with that game.
Sure enough, it was easy to create a noise distraction and rush to his
computer console while he was out investigating. I plugged in my high
security clearance and managed to alter the log in files. I had planned the
details of this important event for weeks.
I breathed a big gulp of air as I entered my lab. But not before putting
a sign on the outside of the door that read- 'Danger- Radioactive experiment
in progress!'
I figured that should keep everyone out.
I had everything ready to go and could feel the adrenaline flowing
through my bloodstream as I prepared. I hesitated just a moment and
wondered to myself why I was really doing this? I steeled myself and
pressed the button.
It was the same transition of acclimation to a new body and feedback.
I could tell that something was indeed different.
My breathing was rushed and I felt warm. My excitement of the
experiment had crossed over to the new body. I looked at my surroundings
and almost fainted with the thought that it was ME that was controlling the
eyelids. I finally had the control that I desired. This soft and sexy female
body was mine to command.
I looked down to see myself wearing a very comfortable lingerie set.
It consisted of a matching black see through lacy coordinated outfit. I could
feel the firm and generous breasts sitting perched on my chest like water
buoys floating on the ocean. My new big blue eyes got very wide in wonder
as I caressed every slope and curve of these firm mammaries. They were
more perfect than any centerfold picture that I could remember. They were
now mine!
Strange new exotic feelings were coming to my male consciousness.
A part of me was saying that this was female and foreign! But another part of
me that consisted of the core workings of this body steadied my nerves and
soothed my soul by sending normal feminine feelings of sensuousness.
It was like I had known this body all my life. I was completely yoked
to every fiber of this beautiful body. Overwhelming emotions were
cascading over my tiny male kernel of control. I couldn't help notice how
gorgeous I looked in the mirror. Every action resulted in an extreme ladylike
gesture. It was as if I was totally immersed into the life long habits of
growing up female. I knew deep down that I was trying to sort out the
conflict of my perceived notions versus the real body feedback of an actual
woman!
While looking into the mirror at my reflection, I became conscious of
the fact that Dr. Janice Edwards had perfect vision! I realized that the reading
glasses were just a hoax at work to convince fellow workers of her scholarly
position.
I realized why. The body that stared back at me in the mirror could
easily be observed as a beautiful young goddess. In the cutthroat world of
business and research, this beauty would get in the way. That was no doubt
the reason why Dr. Edwards subdued her outward appearance.
I suddenly realized that I was sitting at a very effeminate make-up
alcove with hundreds of perfume bottles and cosmetic jars. Tiny bright lights
outlined the large round mirror in front of me.
The mirror's reflection showed a wild assortment of delicate garments
neatly stored in the large walk in closet. All those expensive clothes were
purchased and designed to accent this perfect sexy female body that I was
enjoying. I could see dresses that were so thin that they would barely cover
my obvious attractive attributes.
I realized that Dr. Janice Edwards led a very different life away from
the office.
I was curious about some of the outfits and shoes in the closet. I got
up and started studying the selection. It was wonderful to hold some of the
evening dresses up to my barely clad body and imagine going out to the
theatre. The shoes were beyond belief. There were more female shoes than I
had ever seen in one place. Dr. Edwards most certainly had a shoe fetish.
Seems like she could not pass up buying every pair that met her eye.
I could not resist putting on a pair of expensive red platform types
with straps across my toes and ankles. My new small feet fit perfectly into
the brand new polished leather. In passing, I noticed a delicate shine of nail
polish on each toe. The shoe fit with precision to my high female arches. I
knew these feet were born to wear high heels. It just felt so natural perched
high up in the air with the back of my legs pulled taunt while pulling my ass
up in a suggestive angle.
I also could not resist putting on a very dainty looking sweater. It was
a new designer type that suggestively accented the best parts of a woman's
body. I laughed out loud at the image of myself in a sexy cashmere top,
skimpy lingerie panties and red high heels. I could have been the envy of
every man within eyesight.
It was just as I was bending down to unfasten the buckles that I
yelped in my new high feminine voice as a pair of soft hands came from
behind my back and suggestively reached under the soft fabric of the sweater
top. My ample nipples reacted with swift precision.
I turned with surprise and saw the smiling face of Mary Johns. She
had been in the apartment all along!
I was totally shocked and she noticed my anxiety and started kissing
the nape of my long soft neck.
"Playing dress up or dress off?" she quizzically asked. "Can I play
too?" as she started slowly pulling my sweater up over my head while
trapping my arms helplessly against each other. I could feel the warm exotic
pressure of her young firm breasts press against my own. She started
rhythmically gyrating her crotch against my pussy. My head was completely
covered and I was shocked to feel the soft caress of soft animal fur gently
rubbing my exposed mons. I started a tender involuntary moan laced with
obvious pleasure.
"Ah, just the way you like it!" Mary explained with sexual purpose.
"This fur covered glove creates such a titillating feeling, doesn't it?" she said
as she moved from my taunt exposed nipples down to my waiting vaginal
lips.
I could smell the familiar odor of a woman highly aroused. The
woman was me! We were working up a sweat by now and I could not help
but to move my delicious ass in upward thrusts trying to meet the mystical
fur covered phallus. What a feeling! In my total darkness, I was being
seduced on this bed.
My increasing passion made me oblivious to everything except the
sexual pleasure I was receiving with tender deliberation. I wanted to grab her
body and give back some of the sexual fire, but I was trapped in the folds of
the sweater. I really was enjoying being the recipient of all this attention. The
helpless feeling was just turning me on even more.
I could feel the waves of a climax coming. It felt like a warm cauldron
of liquid fire deep within my groin. It was nothing like I ever felt as a man.
My nipples were extremely sensitive and my pussy was getting very
lubricated! It happened suddenly. I started getting very loud in my high
female voice. A detached part of me was surprised that Dr. Janice Edwards
was a 'screamer'!
The climax lasted for about three minutes before my limp body
signaled the end. Mary Johns pulled the sweater off and kissed me with
loving tender passion. I had just experienced my first female orgasm. It was
wonderful!
Mary was studying me after the last kiss and asked, "where did you
learn how to kiss like that?" I realized that I had returned her kiss in my
remembered male fashion of deep tongue manipulations. "Oh, just trying
something new!" I quickly concocted.
We dressed in luxurious robes and prepared some tea. We talked
small talk and I avoided subjects that I knew she would suspect because of
my ignorance. I kept glancing about the room and wishing that I were alone
so I could examine all the feminine things in "my" room.
I was about to excuse myself to take a shower when the timer
mechanism tripped on the machine back at the lab. I felt the eerie transfer of
body feedback as I realized I was back in my own male body again. I was
lying down on the cot with a chain around my leg and an electronic helmet
on my head.
It was a deliberate short session but I still felt as if I was in her body!
I had phantom sensations of breasts and long hair. It was probably the
imprinting adjustment period as the brain tried to sort out the new memories
versus the real body feedback.
I would have to be careful not to act gender-reversed as I walked back
home to my apartment.
I went to sleep with thoughts about how soon I could try this
experiment again.
The next day was hell! Dr. Janice Edwards was in a very grumpy
mood. She scowled at everyone at work and asked that her secretary hold all
her morning calls.
She insisted that I meet her in her office at 4:30PM. She deliberately
scheduled the meeting late to keep me on edge.
I saw her at lunch talking very intensely to Mary Johns. I could not
help but to notice her curved ankle placed at a suggestive angle at her lunch
table. It was more than I could bear to think that her delicate shapely ass was
positioned with expression on the normal chair. The tight fabric of her skirt
was exaggerating her shapely contours. I could remember each and every
one of those sensations!
I could even imagine her with the cool breeze of the air conditioning
causing goose bumps on her exposed thighs. I could even imagine the
restricted pull of the too small bra straps creasing into her smooth shoulders.
And, it was as if I could savor the restricting but womanly feel of pantyhose.
I was staring so intently that my co-worker sitting next to me said, "Hey
guy! Come back to planet Earth!"
I snapped back to attention and tried not to look in her direction again.
But, it was useless. I was becoming obsessive with the life of Dr. Janice
Edwards!
Of all the women that I had experienced through my machine, Dr.
Janice Edwards was the most intriguing. Her brain closely matched mine in
quickness and capacity. She had a very sensual side of her that not many
knew about. She took great care of her body and it showed. The downside
was her plain pragmatic outlook on life. She would be much more likable if
she tried just a little more femininity in her workplace. I wondered if it was
possible to create a subtle suggestion of sexiness on my next session?
"Oh my God!" I thought. "I was just getting my male bearings again
and all I wanted to do was immerse myself into her womanly persona as
soon as I could!"
I quickly reassured myself that as much fun as that would be, it
would be dangerous to circumvent security too many times. Besides, my
main goal should be to advance my career whenever I could. Thus, I began
to plan how a temporary possession of good ol' Dr. Janice Edwards would
catapult me into the senior management team!
I thought that a few well-placed phone calls to the board members in
favor of a certain Mr. Mark Jones would really jump-start my advancement
in this company.
Looking back, I realized that this decision was a critical turning point
for my life.
I was dreading the meeting with her this afternoon. The time quickly
came and she was very professional as she pointed for me to sit across from
her desk.
"Mark, it is my position to review my employees every once in awhile
for the company." She said with a poker face. I just knew that she found out
about my experiments and how I planned to take over her delicious body
again.
"While you tend to have strange work habits and miss the time clock,
your work is nothing less than brilliant!"
Her words shocked me. I was waiting for the axe to fall and she was
rewarding me for being a good scientist? And since when did she consider
my late project completions as brilliant?
"It is with regret that I will soon announce my intention to take a
Sabbatical. I have been working too hard for this government project and it
is taking its toll. In my absence, I want you to consider taking over my
duties here at this division?"
Her words stunned me! My goal was starting to become reality
without using my machine. I felt a small twinge of sadness in the fact that I
would not have to inhabit that luscious body for my plan.
I agreed to everything she asked and walked out of her office in a
cloud. She was suspiciously nice to me and gave me all that I could ever
want. My salary and position would be equal to hers. I wanted to
immediately go out and buy that new black Corvette that I could never
afford.
Instead, I went home and thought about Dr. Janice Edwards all night.
I knew that if I were not careful, my methods would be discovered. It
was like the bank robber promising that he would rob just one more bank
and retire.
The ride to work was a constant turmoil with myself about the safe,
wonderful job that was finally mine. Then I thought about how delicious it
felt to kiss another woman from the lips of Dr. Janice Edwards! I
remembered incredible passion and technique passed between the sexy full
lips between my apparent lover and me. There must have been a devil on my
shoulder talking into my ear because I found myself plotting just one more
voyeuristic interlude.
The guard was just as stupid again and my knowledge of the security
codes worked precisely.
I thought it slightly odd that the machine looked a little different
tonight. The cleaning crew had been present and straightened up the constant
clutter. They had a habit of occasionally knocking off crucial wires and
connections with their mops. I was in a hurry and did not think more about it
since the machine booted up correctly as expected.
I brought a sandwich and devoured it while double checking controls.
I wanted to time out the return a little longer. I decided that three hours
would be perfect.
It was easy to get the controls set and I felt butterflies in my stomach
to think that I would be controlling that wonderful woman's body for my
own satisfaction.
The transference went without a hitch. I could feel the sensations of
her lovely female body. I laughed at myself to think that it felt like my
second skin. What a smooth and sexy skin it was!
I was alone in the apartment this time. I was still dressed in the
business lab coat that she was wearing all day. I was seated at the desk
staring at some scientific notes from the company. The notes looked vaguely
familiar.
They were a collection of security observations and peer group
analysis of my machine! I knew it! She had been snooping around my
device! I felt a small chill of dread with the thought that the company knew
about my endeavors.
But, on the other hand, I was the one in control and could destroy the
notes and set up a smoke screen in order to hide my device to a safer
location. It would only take a letter here and a memo there delivered to the
right hands.
As much as I wanted to personally explore this body in private, I
steeled myself with diligent urgency.
It was weird to see my slim feminine fingers write out a personal
memo to the security director. The handwriting was fluid and easy to read. It
was nothing at all similar to my chopped shorthand. The memo would give
me clearance to move the machine once I got back to my male body. I
explained that it was 'top secret and the security director was not to
communicate back to Dr. Janice Edwards because of a possible leak'. This
would enable the real Dr. Janice Edwards not to be confused with orders that
she could not remember issuing. I finished a few more letters to other
department directors and felt rather smug with myself. I even put them in the
convenient fax machine so that it would date stamp it from her home
machine.
It was time to inspect this body! I fixed myself a glass of wine and
put on some soothing background music. I dimmed the lights and slowly
unbuttoned my female garments.
My hands started trembling as they brushed the very exposed nipples
proudly protruding from my chest. I could feel an inner fire of sexuality as I
caressed and explored every inch of this luscious frame. Even my toes
radiated an attractive female charm. I was in love with myself!
It was easy to get into a masturbation rhythm as my hands easily
found their way around sensitive nerve centers. I found it extremely erotic to
watch myself in the mirror as my beautiful face contorted in an orgasmic
release. It was so satisfying that I could not wait to try it all over again.
My thin womanly fingers were hurting by the end of the hour. I was
thrilled to think that my male body would have had to wait to recharge before
having an orgasm so quickly. Not in this perfect female athletic body, Dr.
Janice Edwards had real staying power!
Taking a break, I decided to try on some outfits in my closet. Some of
the dresses and gowns looked so tiny but fit perfectly snug to my new
rounded contours. She had many designer outfits with the tags still on the
hanger. It was if she had been buying expensive clothes but was afraid to
wear them at her conservative workplace.
I imagined myself as a high priced hooker while dressed in a tight red
dress with a plunging neckline. My large breasts struggled to stay within the
confines of this outfit. I knew that it would gather second and third lustful
looks from any man in sight.
Another outfit suggested a vision of an executive secretary for a
Manhattan real estate developer. The navy blue double-breasted top was a
pure fashion designer silhouette. The skirt was a micro mini with delightful
glimpses into the suggestive nylon covered juncture of my feminine thighs. I
could not help but to step into the highest heels present in the closet. My
fantasy was projected as a kept woman in love with her boss and dressing to
encourage a high degree of sexual tension at the office. My imagination ran
with a day of flirtatious gestures culminating in a hard driving liaison at the
Plaza Hotel. I was starting to have a lot of fun in my private daydream.
I was losing track of the time and figured that she would become
extremely suspicious when the transference happened again if everything
wasn't exactly the same. I rushed to put everything in order and sat at the
same desk in anticipation as I watched the seconds click by on the small
feminine watch adorning my narrow wrist.
I took a deep breath as I counted down the seconds to the appointed
three- hour time limit.
The second hand on the watch crept by agonizing slow as I watched.
I found myself clenching my teeth together waiting for the moment to
happen.
The minutes went by like hours. I figured I must have figured
something wrong in my settings. I would give it a little longer.
I was really starting to panic when my scientific mentality started
sending signals that something was incorrect!
The timer mechanism had failed to engage back at the lab! I was stuck
in this body until I could correct the problem!
I had a high degree of anxiety before I calmed myself with the
thoughts that if I got myself into this jam, I could get myself out!
Since it was almost midnight, my dilemma was to go to the lab
immediately or wait to be the first one there in the morning. I could not risk
being discovered in the morning with the rush of workers about so I threw
on a jacket and drove to the company office.
I kept looking at myself in the rear view mirror as I constantly
adjusted the shoulder belt pressing between my breasts with a very
uncomfortable pressure. My reflected visage was so beautiful! I could not
believe that it was 'Me-Mark Jones' in this body driving to work as Dr.
Janice Edwards! Everything from the my glistening fingernails propped up
on the steering wheel to the gentle indentation of my dress between my legs
made everything feel so surreal. I knew that it was real because two teen age
male joy riders were eyeballing me with huge smiles while I was idling at the
stop light. I blushed and averted their stare while gunning the car forward.
Being the object of two teen-age male fantasies was the last thing I needed at
this point.
I rushed out of the car and into the company building. I brushed off
the guard while flashing my ID card. He mumbled something about 'crazy
management types' while I waited patiently for the elevator. I could see my
reflection in the shiny elevator door and found my self unconsciously
primping my hair and checking my make up. I almost recoiled at the thought
that my masculine control was reverting to the natural female stimulus.
The elevator took forever to reach my assigned lab. I sped to the
locked doors and punched in my secret codes.
I literally ran to the device and was shocked beyond belief to see an
empty couch and the machine turned completely off. I never allowed the
computer to go cold dead! It was then that I noticed a small electronic box
attached to the power cord. It was a simple radio controlled power switch
that could be picked up from the local Radio Shack. It had performed its task
perfectly. When the signal was sent, the machine would power down and
disconnect the tenuous connection between the souls of the separate bodies. I
was stuck!
The dampening helmet was dangling in the air very still.
My new female heart was racing and my brain was having a panic
attack! Someone had released the body before me! Dr. Janice Edwards now
was completely aware of her surroundings and maybe even the events that
got her in my old body?
I clenched my fists and groaned. I would have Hell to pay tomorrow!
I questioned the guard and he couldn't remember seeing anything strange. I
had no choice but to drive home and spend a very restless night thinking
about what I would do. I even tried calling the phone number of Mark Jones.
There was nothing but the spooky sound of my old voice talking back to me
in the answering machine.
I would spend my first night in a woman's bed. I had always thought
that there would be a partner with me.
The alarm suddenly woke me up. I could have sworn that I had not
slept a wink all night worrying about my plight.
I took a quick shower and applied lotion all over my skin because it
felt so dry. I took great care in applying the make-up so that it looked every
day natural. Pulling up the panties and hosiery for work was something I
had never done in my male life. I shivered with admiration at the very
feminine appearance that I suddenly portrayed. The sensation was an
unusual feeling of naked exposure to have my legs bared to the work place. I
also selected a plain navy skirt and starched white lab coat. My jiggly breasts
kept getting in the way of buttoning up the blouse. Then I applied a light
shade of lipstick on my pursed lips. My inner male control was losing it
minute by minute as I realized I was checking my pure white teeth for any
errant lipstick traces. I balked at the glasses. I certainly was carrying on a
charade, but the fake glasses seemed over the top.
I gulped down a cup of coffee and grabbed a bagel from the pantry
while rushing out the door. Some things don't change. I never had time for
breakfast in my old male body either!
I took a deep breath and said to myself "I can do this! No one will
suspect!"
My first stop was to the head of Security. I knew that if I looked hard
enough, I would find out who stole my real body. There were all kinds of
surveillance devices and electronic snoopers on the system.
I walked into the director's office and saw a middle-aged balding man
staring intently at his papers while holding a coffee mug.
"Murray, good to see you!" I said in my high octave voice. He looked
up from his desk and was quite surprised to see me.
"Good morning Dr. Edwards, what brings you here this morning?"
he asked with a mysterious look on his face.
"I have a suspicion about a certain Mark Jones doing a special
research project. Could you please give me the compilation of any
investigative work done on him?" I said, as I tried to convey the assertive
boss. I figured if there was an investigation, this would flush it out.
"Oh, Uh, sure. I'll try to get it to you after your retirement
ceremony!" Murray said with obvious shifty eyes. He could not look me
straight in the face and I knew he was lying. He then placed his coffee mug
on his papers leaving an expanding brown ring when he spilled it.
Then it dawned on me with delayed reaction. Did he say retirement
ceremony?
"Murray, what do you mean my retirement ceremony?" I asked,
trying to cover my shocked interpretation.
"Well, Uh, I got a funny fax and called the board committee. They
confirmed that you had settled your leave of absence. I knew that no one up
in management calls it a 'leave of absence'; I know better- its called Good-
bye!"
I suddenly remembered that I had faxed him an explanation to keep
his mouth shut to me. I had assumed that I would be back in my own body,
but it was backfiring! He was starting to get uncooperative and I left.
I headed up to my office. I almost went to Mark Jones's office before
remembering that I belonged in the executive section. People were staring at
me and looking away. I felt it very disconcerting. But, I passed it off as my
paranoia about trying to manage this female body.
I walked into the office and confronted my old male body sitting
behind the executive desk.
I gasped as the new Mark Jones examined my breasts before looking
me directly in the eye. I remembered that same unconscious movement and
always thought that no one noticed.
I was struggling with words to say and he finally said, "Those are
great looking Tits! I going to miss them very much!"
My knees were starting to feel weak and I sat down on the low chair
in front of his desk. I knew that the power of business positions gave him
the advantage while seated across such an opulent desk.
"What do you plan to do with my body?" I asked nervously, trying to
get right to the point.
"The question should be what were you doing with my body, Janice?
You don't mind me calling you Janice, do you? I think it will be more
befitting since you aren't really a Dr. anymore." I shivered as he said those
words. He apparently knew more than he was saying.
I decided to try to take control of the situation and said, "You are
wrong, I was doing an experiment that must have gone terribly wrong. I am
glad you are ok, but we need to get back to the lab to correct the unfortunate
problem."
"Janice, you can cut out the bull shit! I have known for a long time
about your silly voyeuristic interludes. We only let you continue because you
invented incredible technology and we wanted to see how you would develop
it.
You are probably wondering how I found out? Well it was because of
a simple kiss. My lover- Mary Johns commented that I had kissed her with a
passion reminiscent of some of her high school boyfriends. She said that I
had almost sucked her tongue out during a kiss. That wasn't my style at all
I figured it out very quickly because of the spying we were doing
with you. Secret videotapes had confirmed the time line of my missing
memory. You were violating my body with your evil machine!"
I was becoming alarmed that he might have something very bad
planned for me and I said, " You can't prove a thing! Keep in mind that I am
in your body now. I have all the executive privileges and will force the board
to resurrect my little 'experiment'. I will get my body back and we will
forget this whole thing happened."
I saw my former mouth form a big smile. The new Mark Jones was
almost laughing as he said, " Janice, don't you remember? You are officially
on a 'Leave of Absence' and promoted me into your job. I hold all the power
with the board, not you! And because of your useful faxes to most of the
department heads, you will not find anyone to help you!"
I realized that he was right. I had boxed myself into a corner that
would be difficult to get out of.
"What am I supposed to do now?" I asked with resignation. Spending
my life as Janice Edwards was too absurd to even imagine.
"Some evil things in this world turn out to be a blessing in disguise!"
The new Mark said with glee. "I wanted to rip your heart out for what you
were doing to me, but the more I thought about it, the more I started to like
it.
You see, my good looks and female traits have always been looked at
as a liability in this male dominated corporate world. I tried to project a
professional appearance but always loved the soft silky lifestyle of a fashion
model at home. I know you have seen my personal closet by now?
I have reached as high in management as I ever could as a woman. I
resented it and secretly wished that if I were a man, it would be different.
And there was the fact that my lover was also female. This company
would never let me admit my love affair with my own secretary.
The solution was you! I realized that you possessed young virile
looks, unused as they were. Your brain functions as fast as mine. I decided
it would be a good swap for me if Mary would approve. She was delighted!
She said she was in love with the inner me, now what the outside package
portrayed. We plan to consummate our engagement tonight! Too bad you
won't be there!"
The new Mark continued, "I had it figured out. Your body will enable
me to get everything I want out of life. I am sorry to be so mercenary, but it
was you that started this irreversible process. I only have a couple more
details to take care of!"
I was now breathless in fear. There was no way that I was going to
live as a male in this gorgeous female body!
Mark Jones quietly got up from his chair and walked towards the
door. I couldn't believe how tall and powerful my old body looked at that
instant! I really felt like the helpless female at this point.
Instead of leaving the room as I thought, Mark locked the door and
turned down the light to a low level.
He said, "Janice, you may have heard about a new device that we
were developing for the military? I hated the project because it would be
ultimately used to hurt mankind. I was successful in keeping the grant money
flowing, but sending out reports of the failure of the best behavior
modification device ever invented!"
I was looking at him and horrified about what was going to happen
next.
"Janice, this is not going hurt at all. Matters of fact, the secretly
placed electrodes in the chair are promoting a very soothing, pleasant feeling.
Isn't that correct?"
I could barely hear him. My mind was getting very foggy with
soothing waves of pleasure enveloping my total being.
"Janice, you are getting very sleepy. Why don't you listen to my
voice and let yourself go. That's it, you can feel yourself becoming very
agreeable to everything I say. You feel like you are floating above your body
and I can mold my thoughts into your thoughts. Very good, my thoughts are
your thoughts!"
I suddenly popped awake. I felt refreshed and very alive. It was as if
some weight had been taken off my shoulders.
I saw Mark sitting at his desk smiling that damn Cheshire cat grin
again. What had happened?
"What have you done to me?" I asked in astonishment. I was still in
this female form, but something felt different. I could not pinpoint the
difference other than I felt a lot of my anger and feelings were changed.
"Oh Janice, you will be thankful for the small attitude adjustment.
Life can be enjoyable, if you let it! If you can excuse me, I have to get back
to work. You can go home now!"
His words stunned me. Of course, I was on vacation and should be
getting back home to prepare for a trip! Mark looked so manly and
benevolent sitting at that desk.
I got up and slowly walked to the door with feminine cat like grace. I
knew that he was staring at my tight ass as I turned around and said good-
bye.
I was happy and walked down the corridors while showing off my
attractive breasts and swinging my hips.
I got home and started to get some of my favorite outfits out to pack. I
took off most of the shopping tags since I really planned on using them. I
also took along a large assortment of lingerie for some reason.
I stopped dead in my tracks. I knew that something was wrong. I
could sense a tiny flame of my male inner being screaming to fight back and
not allow the femininity to take over. I went into a little trance and felt better
again. No more annoying guilt coming up to disturb my happy adventure!
I was all packed up and still was not bothered that I did not have the
faintest clue about where I was going or doing.
Suddenly the phone rang.
It was Trevor Keach, my old boyfriend! My pussy started to get wet
just hearing his voice again. He said that he was in town and got a phone call
from a Mr. Mark Jones to come down to work to tell him something very
important about me.
He went on to say that he must have been tired because he was
embarrassed to have taken a nap in Mark's office. But he felt better now. In
fact, he said he never has quit lusting about my body and would I be
available for a weekend get away? I said yes and please hurry!
The weekend was at a fabulous Hotel overlooking the Pacific Ocean.
Little good the view did