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THE DISCIPLE By Jennifer Prowler This story may be distributed freely as long as it is in full and is not used for any monetary gain. This story is an original by me. Any similarity to anyone or any event is not intended This is set in a world of my own creation that is basically like ours but is filled with many Gods and Goddesses. This is my first attempt at writing so please be kind. Any comments would be welcomed at [email protected] I wrote this story as a counterpoint to all the stories I've read where someone is forced into the change by cruel behavior and then is thankful for it. Even if the change is desired, I don't see how someone could then come to love their tormentors. I've tried to show what it might really be like in that situation but with a little supernatural thrown in at the end. Warning this story contains some scenes that may disturb some people involving attempted rape. This is not like most adult stories in that it is not written in to arouse but is written as the horrible traumatic event that it is. ***************************************************************************** "I've just been offered a promotion at work," Jared's dad said over breakfast, "but it means we'll have to move." "But daddy," his younger sister Kristina whined, "we just moved here. I'm just starting to make friends." It was true they had just moved here about a year ago when his father had taken a job with Atlas Pharmaceuticals. It hadn't mattered much to Jared, he had not had many friends at his old school. Even the ones he had he never really saw outside of school. His parents never really let him go out anywhere or have friends over. "I'll tell you what," their dad said to Kristina, "when we get there I'll buy you a whole new bedroom set." "Ok daddy." She replied looking rather smug. She always got what she wanted from their parents. Jared had learned early in life that he had been an accident. Not even a surprise as some people called it. His mother had become pregnant with him at the height of her dancing career. Needless to say carrying around a baby will shorten your career. So she had dropped out of dancing to have him. On top of all this they had been hoping for a girl but had gotten him. They never said anything to him about it, he had actually heard them talking on night, but he knew they resented having him. Two years later, after his mother had accepted that she was now a house wife, his sister came along. They had finally gotten what they wanted and Jared was but on the backburner so to speak. His sister had been pampered since day one. Anything she wanted she got, he did not blame her for this but he did blame her for always using their parents to get him in trouble. "Well we have to move in a month." His dad's voice breaking him out of his revere. "So you should all get packing soon." Jared kept his mouth shut, that was always the best thing to do in this case. It had been a month since his dad had announced they would be moving. "Are you almost done packing?" his mother asked from the doorway. "Yea I just got to get some stuff out of the closet." He replied. "Good because the movers will be here soon." She said as she walked downstairs. It wasn't that his parents were mean to him really, they just were very heavy-handed with him. He always had what he needed such as school supplies and cloths but not much else. His sister was their real child while he was more of a boarder using up a room. But he figured another two years and he would be off to college. He was at least sure of that. His grandmother knew how his parents felt and had stipulated in her will that a set of undisclosed funds would be put in an account for him that could not be opened till his eighteenth birthday. His parents had not gotten much of her estate which seemed to really get them riled up. They treated him worse then usual for almost a year when they found out about the trust fund. It had seemed like he never saw the outside of his room as he was grounded repeatedly for things that were outrageous. His sister had made it worse by telling on him every time he failed a test or got in trouble at school. He took one last look at his room and the pile of boxes. Truth be told he could have packed in an afternoon. He had not had many things, just clothes a few posters. Heading down stairs he heard the movers pull up in front of the house. His mom let them in and they began hauling boxes out of the house. They had decided to leave the furniture behind since they company had given his father a large moving budget. His parents had been back and forth to the new house to make sure the new furniture was moved in properly. Every time they got back from one of these trips, they would give him an odd look for a few days, half-amused and half-scheming. He wasn't really concerned about this since he had given up ever stopping his parents when they had something planned. Like last week when they had started making him take a vitamin supplement at dinner. When the last of the boxes were moved out they all gathered in the front hallway. "Ok everyone," dad said, "double check to make sure everything is out of the rooms." They wandered through the house from room to room making sure everything was moved out. When they had finished checking the house, they headed outside to the cab. Their dad herded everyone into the cab and they drove off to the airport. His mother and sister gave the house a long glance as they drove off, he never turned his head. The ride to the airport was uneventful. His sister even let an opportunity go to get him in trouble when his hat fell off the back of the seat and hit her. Normally something like that could get him grounded for a weekend. They got out at they airport and headed into the terminal. The plane trip took about two hours and they were all excited to be at their new home. When they got to their new house Jared and his sister began exploring. "The moving van should be here in a day or two with all our stuff," their mom said, "so we'll have to live out of our suitcases for a couple days." They all started to wander around exploring the new house. Jared wandered upstairs and looked in the bedrooms. He found his sister's room and told her in the hall. "That's impossible mom just showed me my room down the hall." She said pointing down the hall "But the room down there has got to be yours. I mean you should see how it's decorated." Just then their dad came upstairs. They took him down the hall and showed him both rooms. "Well I guess the decorators got the wrong furniture. Don't worry about it we'll get it figured out later." It felt kind of weird sleeping in a pink canopied bed with all the girl furniture scattered around the room. Two days later the moving truck showed up in their driveway. As the movers began unloading the truck Jared noticed that there seemed to be less boxes then when they had loaded them. After everything was unloaded, he realized his clothes were nowhere to be seen. When he asked his parents about this they both just looked at each other. "Well," his mom said "we meant to tell you before but we weren't sure how." "You see" his dad said, "when we checked out the schools here we found that the schools here weren't coed. There's a boys school and a girls school but the boys school wasn't taking anymore students this year." Suddenly it dawned on him what was going on. "You're sending me to a girls school!" It was more of a statement. "There is no way I'm going to do this." He yelled. "You'll do as your told." His father half yelled back. "Now go upstairs to your room." He headed to what they called his room and waited. A few minutes later his mother came in. "You know that your father and I never wanted a boy we always wanted girls right?" She asked "Yea I know." He replied "Well we have no choice anyway since you have to go to school. I tell you what just play along for a semester and we'll see if we can get you into the boys school. Being a girl won't be so bad you'll see. Plus since this is your senior year it won't last for long." "But this is ridiculous, I mean come on can't I just be home schooled?" "This is how it's going to be so just get use to it. Besides we know you've been wearing your sisters clothes." He was horrified. The truth was this was his fantasy come true, he had always wanted to be a girl. Ever since he had first realized boys and girls were different he had felt like he was one of them. "How did you know?" "Well we found some of your sisters panties in your laundry once. Your dad was going crazy until I pointed out that since we always wanted girls we could use this to help everyone. Then he got this new job and it was just too perfect. Now starting tomorrow we're going to start teaching you how to be a girl. School starts in three weeks so let's get cracking." She quietly left the room and left him with his thoughts. All night he tossed and turned wondering if this was really happening. Near the end of the night he finally dozed off. Early the next morning his mother came in and woke him up. "Come on wake up we have to get you ready." It took him a minute to clear his mind and then it all came back to him. "Now go take a shower and don't forget to shave your legs a girl can't go out with hairy legs. We're going to go out today and get you a new wardrobe." He pulled him self out of bed and stumbled into the shower. It was a little hard shaving his legs but most of the bleeding stopped after a few minutes. He dried off and went back into his bedroom. His mother was in there with some clothes laid out on the bed. "Put on this blouse and skirt." His mom said. "When your finished come into my room." He got dressed quickly, it felt strange putting on the pantyhose against his smooth legs. He walked down the hall to his parent's room and found his mother sitting at her makeup table. "Have a seat." She said. "Now we're going to start with makeup since it looks like you had no problem with your clothes." Over the next hour or so she tried various shades on him until she seamed satisfied. Then she did his nails and hair, he had not seen himself yet and was eager to have a look at himself. When she was finally done he turned and looked at himself in the mirror. What he saw was a young woman of medium height and slightly short hair with a very plain but pretty face. As he watched the girl in the mirror raised her hand to her face in wonder. Was this really him he wondered? "Now," his mother said, "I got these the other day for you." She handed him what obviously was a pair of breast forms. "Use these to fill out the bra for now." That "now" had a strange ring to it that normally he would have picked up but he was too stunned at his own reflection. "Your dad took Kristina out for the day so let's get going ourselves. Here's a purse for you it's already got your wallet and some makeup you'll need. I'll see you downstairs in a couple minutes now shoo." He was still in a state of shock when he realized how nice his mother had been treating him. It was strange. Normally she would have found something to yell at him for by now, but she seemed almost caring now. He went back to his room and carefully inserted the breast forms. The weight on his chest felt strange to him but he figured it just took some getting use to. He went downstairs where his mother was waiting at the front door. She opened the door and walked out, as he started to follow her he stopped. "What's wrong?" His mother asked. "I just feel weird going out like this." "Let's just go out to the car and drive around for a little while, if your ok after that then we'll see what happens." "Ok." He took a couple quick steps out the door to the car and got in quickly. His mother got in the driver's seat and started the car. They drove off down the street past stores and shops. They pulled into the parking lot of the mall and parked. "Do you want to go in and do some shopping or just go home?" His mother asked him. "Well I'm really nervous and I feel like I'm going to be sick. Let's go in." He replied. "Ok let's go Jared, oh actually I guess that won't do for a name will it?" "No I don't think so." "Well if you had been born a girl we talked about naming you Jessica, how would that be?" "That sounds great." He replied and meant it. They got out and started walking into the mall. When they got to the front door he started to have some serious doubts. Every time someone looked at him he thought they could tell who he really was. After a few minutes he started to relax a little and even began to enjoy himself. He was still scared but it didn't seem as if anyone was giving him a second glance. They walked through the mall for a few minutes till they finally decided to go into some of the shops. They were looking at some clothing when a saleslady came up behind them. "Can I help you?" She asked causing him to jump about a foot in the air. "Oh yes." His mother replied. "My daughter needs a whole new wardrobe. We just moved her and her clothes got lost in the move. She needs everything from shoes to underwear." "Well let's start with bra's, let's get some measurements." "Actually she's very shy but I have all her sizes." Over the next several hours they bought everything imaginable. It took them forever to get it all loaded into the car and even longer to get it in the house and put away. As they were carrying it all in one of the neighbors came by. She was a tall girl with long dark brown hair and slightly green eyes who couldn't be much older then he was. She was also very attractive. "Hi I'm Lisa, I saw you moving in but never had the chance to come by. I live just down the street and thought I'd come over to see if you needed any help." "Hello I'm Donna and this is my daughter Jessica. My husband and other daughter are gone today they'll be upset they missed you." "Looks like you did some major shopping today. Wow." "Yes all of Jessica's clothes got lost in the move. We decided to just go ahead and get her a whole new wardrobe. It's going to take us forever to get this all put away." "I can give you a hand if you want." She offered. "Oh thank you that would be a great help." So the three of them started to carry all of the bags into the house. They chatted while they were sorting through all the clothes, or rather his mother and Lisa talked and he responded every now and then. It turned out that Lisa was eighteen and went to the local college. She had graduated high school early and started college at seventeen. But her parents had died shortly after. They had left her enough money to live on and a small house that had been paid off. After about a year she had decided to stay at home and continue going to school since her parents had wanted her to get an education. Right now she worked at a small caf in town. "But I'm going on about myself," she said, "what about you?" She asked of him. He told her a few things about himself but tried to stay in the background most of the time. After they had gotten everything put away Lisa told them she had best get going. "Got to get to work you know. Say Jessica if you want I'll show you around the town tomorrow since I have the day off." "That sounds great." He said before he could stop himself. "Ok I'll pick you up at ten. See you then." She walked off back down the street leaving him wondering what he had got himself into. "Aren't we getting adventurous?" His mother commented. "Come on your father and sister will be home soon." He had forgotten about them. What would his sister say? She must have seen the look on his face because she assured him they both knew what to expect. When he heard his dad pull into the driveway he became extremely nervous. What if they laughed at him? He kept worrying about it till he felt like he was making himself sick. Finally he decided that the only way to find out was to go ahead and go downstairs. He walked down the stairs and into the living room where his parents and sister were waiting. His father and sister just stared at him. "My god Jared is that you?" His sister marveled. "You look weird." "Kristina quiet." Strangely enough it was his father. "Daddy it's not fair he got a whole new wardrobe and I.." "I said be quiet." It shocked her since he never questioned her when she wanted anything. "It's late why don't we all go to bed since we've had a long day." They all agreed and went to their separate rooms. Jared had trouble sleeping again thinking about the day and what would happen tomorrow. He was up early the next morning and hurried to get ready. It was about nine o'clock when he was finally ready. He wore a simple skirt and a blouse he had gotten the day before. He had even made a pretty good job of doing his makeup. When he got downstairs his sister and mother were already eating breakfast. "Good morning," his mother said, "Lisa called and said she'll be by a little early. So come on and eat something before she gets here." "Jared's not going out like that is he?" It was his sister. "Why not what's wrong and it's Jessica now just forget the name Jared." "But this is stupid he looks ridiculous." "I told you it's Jessica now and if you don't behave yourself you can just got to your room." His sister immediately shut up. As he sat down to eat he wondered why his mother had been so nice to him recently. Normally a comment like that from his sister would have made her laugh. Things were sure getting weird. At about nine forty five a knock came from the front door. His mother answered it and led Lisa into the kitchen. "This is Lisa." She said to Kristina "Lisa this is my other daughter Kristina." Lisa was wearing a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. "Nice to meet ya." Lisa said. "So Jessica you about ready to go?" "Uh, yea I guess so," he replied, "let me just grab my purse." He went back upstairs to grab it and meet her at the front door. "Ok ready." They headed out to her car, an old Toyota, and drove off towards town. "I figured we'd start at the mall." Lisa said "I know you got all your stuff yesterday but I really need to do some shopping if that's ok." "Sure," he replied, "I could still use a few things for when school starts." They parked at the mall and started wandering around the stores. Lisa tried on a few things and even bought a few. Jessica started to feel comfortable around her and realized that this was probably the first real friend she had ever had. It seemed like they did a lot more looking then buying, Jessica even tried on a few things but didn't buy anything. Lisa didn't buy much she mostly just window-shopped. After a few hours they stopped for a light lunch and decided to go back to Lisa's house so she could put things away. Lisa's house was fairly small, two bedrooms, but it was a nice sort of homey place. The house was decorated in a conservative style with a little splash of color here and there. "It's not much but it's home." Lisa said as they walked in. "Come on I'll give you the grand tour so to speak." It only took a minute or so for them to see the whole house. When they got to the bedroom they put all of Lisa's stuff away and talked for what must have been hours. Jessica went into more detail about herself then she had yesterday. She talked about her interests and dreams in life, things she had never told anyone. It started to get late and Jessica knew she had better get home before it got too late. Since it was just around the corner she decided to walk home, Lisa offered to walk with her and so they set out. When they got to her house they decided to meet again that weekend and grab a movie. As soon as he got inside he knew something was wrong. His father was waiting for him. "Where have you been all day?" He half accused. "I was out with one of the neighbors, Lisa." He replied "Why didn't you tell us?" Just then his mother walked in. "Oh I'm sorry I forgot to tell you I let her go out today." His mother said. "Well just don't stay out this late again." His dad said to him. He knew that the best thing to do was to get out of sight quickly so he went straight to bed. Over the next couple of weeks she spent a lot of time with Lisa, they spent almost all their free time together. About a week later Jessica started her new school. When she first got there it was like the first day at the mall all over again. After her first few classes it got easier and she settled down. "Mom," he said one morning after they had been there a few weeks, "my chest is really starting to hurt and it's getting swollen." It had been a week or so since this had started and it was getting worse. At first he had thought it was nothing and had just let it go. "Don't worry about it dear it's normal." She replied. "What do you mean normal?" "Let me ask you something do you think you could ever go back to being a boy?" "No I don't think so." He had thought about this for a long time at first and had decided that he could never go back to his old life. "Well you see the vitamins you've been taking are actually a new hormone treatment form your father's company." The last part hit him like a truck. How could they do this to him without telling him? "I know what your thinking and you should know it's all reversible. So if you ever change your mind we can stop the whole thing." He was mad, very mad, but he knew it wouldn't do any good to argue with her. Her gave in and accepted that no matter what they would always do what they wanted to him. "Now if you want we have a lawyer that can take care of changing your birth certificate and everything else. Also we need do decide when you want to get the surgery." He knew about the surgery she was talking about he had read about it before, it was to change his male genitals to that of a woman's "I guess we can do it when ever." He said. "I'll see what I can do." It was only a couple more weeks before her breast were about the size of most girls her age and she could go without the breast forms. Her hips had started had started to develop and her face had softened too. She noticed these changes with a mixture of joy and contempt. It wasn't until a few weeks later that her secret came out. Lisa was repainting her house one weekend and Jessica offered to help her. His parents had said it was ok for him to stay over at her house for the weekend to help. So on Friday night she packed a bag and walked over to Lisa's house. When she got there she dropped her bag in the spare room and they got started. They didn't really get anything done that night they mostly just picked up all of the supplies they would need. On the way home from the hardware store they stopped and picked up some movies and a pizza for dinner. When they got back they watched movies and stayed up talking till late that night. The next morning they got up early and started on the living room. They moved through the house and got a fair amount of the house painted before they stopped for the day. "You can go ahead and use the shower first." Jessica said looking at the paint covering them both Jessica grabbed a change of clothes and hopped into the shower after Lisa was done. When she got done and was drying off a knock came on the bathroom door. Before she could cover herself Lisa opened the door and saw her fully nude. Jessica just stared at her for a minute and did the only thing she could think of, she cried. All of the sudden she saw her whole world crashing down around her. Lisa just walked up to her, wrapped a towel around her and held her. It took a long time until she settled down. "Why don't you get some clothes on and we'll talk." Lisa said Jessica quickly got dressed wondering what she would say. When she got done she went to the living room and found Lisa sitting on the couch. "Have a set." Lisa said patting the couch next to her. "Do you want to talk about it?" "I wanted to tell you but I just couldn't. I'm sorry I'll get my stuff." "Oh quiet that I like you because of you not what you look like now sit down." Jessica came over and sat on the edge of the couch. "I just wasn't sure what to say. I mean you were so nice to me and I do this to you." At that she started to cry again and Lisa moved over and held her in her arms again. "Listen I said I liked you for you not for what you look like. I'm here to listen but if you don't want to talk about it I'll understand, but remember one thing I'm your friend nothing will change that." So Jessica poured her heart out. She talked about her old life and how her parents had treated her. She told her about the pills her parents had started her on before telling her. She even told her about how she had decided to finish what her parents had started and go ahead with the surgery. Lisa was appalled at how Jessica's parents had treated her. After she finished telling Lisa all about her life she started to cry again, softer this time, more from the relief of having finally gotten it out in the open. The last thing she remembered was falling asleep while Lisa held her. The next morning she woke up and hurried out of bed. She didn't remember going to bed and figured Lisa must have carried her in there. She went out to the living room and into the kitchen and found Lisa was already finishing up the last room. "Hey good morning sleepy head." Lisa said smiling at her. It was probably the most wonderful smile she had ever seen. "Why didn't you wake me up to help you?" She asked. "You looked so peaceful I figured I'd just let you sleep." "Listen about yesterday." "Don't say anything. I understand and I want you to know I'm always here for you." "Thank you." She said hugging her. "I'm lucky to have a friend like you." "Come on let me get changed and we'll go out and celebrate. I got us tickets for a show tonight and I managed to get us into the new French place." "Isn't that kind of formal? I mean I don't have anything to wear." "Don't worry I think I can find something for you to wear. We're about the same size even if you do have a better figure." Jessica blushed at that and Lisa just laughed as they went to raid her closet. They spent the next couple of hours going through various outfits until they finally found the right one. It seemed somewhat revealing to Jessica but Lisa assured her it was all right. They got ready in a surprisingly short time and hurried out for the evening. It was probably one of the most amazing evenings of Jessica's life, she felt like she must have been floating all night. By the time they got home Jessica knew that the bond between them was stronger then ever. As she walked back to her house she wondered if she would ever be able to put up with her family after this weekend with Lisa. Lisa, what a wonderful person she was, so caring and kind and beautiful too. She realized right then that maybe her feelings for Lisa went a farther then friendship. "Hey freak." Her sister said as she came in the door. "Shut up Kristina." She gave her a withering look. "Hey stop arguing in there you kids." Their father yelled from the living room. "If I have to come in there you'll both be in for a bad time." Jessica quickly went up to her room and closed the door. She had learned to judge her father's moods and this one had disaster written all over it. After about an hour her mother came knocking at the door. "Jessica I wanted to talk to you." Her mother said. I talked to some doctors and we decided that we could do the surgery next month. It'll mean missing about a month of school but with Christmas coming up you'll only be missing about two and a half weeks ok?" "Sure mom sounds great." She replied and for once she really did feel great. After school the next day she immediately went down to the small caf that Lisa worked at. It had become sort of a habit for her over the past few weeks to stop by there. She told herself it was just for the peace and quiet but truth was she loved seeing Lisa. When she got in, she went straight to Lisa who was standing behind the counter waiting for customers to come in. "Hey what's up?" Lisa said when she saw her come in. "Can we talk somewhere private?" Jessica asked looking around. "Yea, sure," She turned to the door into the kitchen, "hey Tony can you keep an eye on the counter for a minute?" "Sure." Came the reply from the kitchen. Lisa took her hand and led her off to a table in the back. "So what's up?" "Well I talked to my mom last night and she said she'd talked to the doctors. Everything is set for next month." "You mean?" Her eyes grew wide. "Yep I finally the surgery done. I wish you could come with me, but I know my parents would go ballistic if they knew I told you about all of this." "I know but I'll at least come visit you. I'll tell them I thought you were having you appendix removed or something, there is no way I'm going to stay away." When she said this a gleam came into her eyes. "Please don't make trouble with my parents. They've actually been somewhat nice lately." "All right but if they pull anything." She left it hanging. "Thank you," She said, "now you better get back to work before I get you in trouble." So things passed fairly normal for the next several weeks, or at least as normal as could be. Jessica spent more and more time with Lisa trying to forget she even had a family. Most weekends she would try to find some excuse to stay at Lisa's house who always seemed happy to have her over. They spent their time talking, laughing, and doing all the other things she had never gotten to do in life. Finally the time came for Jessica's surgery and she was scared out of her mind. This was it, after this she would never be able to go back. But she knew in her heart that she would never go back. On the day of the surgery she double checked the bag she was going to take with her since she had to stay in the hospital for a week or so afterwards. When she got to the car she realized it was only her and her mom in the car. "Where's dad and Kristina?" She asked. "They had a few things to take care of today." She said not looking up. Jessica knew what that meant. Oh well she much preferred not having them there, she would have been much happier not having her mother there either. The only person she really wanted there was Lisa and she knew she couldn't come, all because of mom and dad. As they pulled into the hospital, she swore she saw an old Toyota parked out front but it was silly to hope and she knew it. They parked the car and started towards the doors. As soon as they got there she heard a familiar voice. "Hey didn't think I'd let you go at this alone did you?" She turned around but didn't need to; she would recognize that voice anywhere. She ran straight towards Lisa and hugged her hoping she would never have to let go. "I thought I told you not to come?" She said secretly glad that she had. "Well you didn't expect me to listen did you?" She asked hugging her back. "I guess not I'm so glad you came." By now Jessica's mother had gotten over her shock and walked over. "It's kind of you to be concerned but I'm sure we'll be fine by ourselves." Her mother said "Yea but I figured I'd go ahead and come with." "Really that's not necessary she'll be fine." She said with an edge to her voice. "Yes but I'd still like to come along." Lisa replied with an even harder edge. "Mom please let her come I mean having your appendices out is kind of hard." Jessica half pleaded. Her mother looked at her and finally heard her last comment. "Alright if it's that important." She said turning and walking into the hospital. Lisa put her arm around Jessica and led her into the hospital. When they got in, they went through all of the normal check in and other procedures and the whole time Lisa never left her side. Finally the doctor's came and took her back and she was soon sleeping dreaming of Lisa. "Hey looks who's awake sleepy head." Jessica slowly lifted her head and looked around. Everything was somewhat fuzzy but she could make out someone next to her. "Sit back or else you'll hurt yourself." The voice next to her said. After a minute it finally came to her. "Lisa?" She half croaked out. "Yea, but don't try to talk your throats probably sore from the tube they had to put down it. Just try to relax ok." "How.long.have I.been out?" "Well counting the surgery I'd say about fifteen hours you've really been out of it. They said you should be out of here in about two weeks and almost completely healed in about a month." Jessica looked over at her and realized something for the first time. "Your clothes. They're the same. You haven't been home." "I figured you could use me here. Plus I have a few weeks vacation coming so I decided to take it." "You shouldn't have I'd be ok." "Oh shush you." She smiled at her again, that wonderful smile, "I said I was going to take care of you and that's what I plan to do." But by now she had already drifted off. True to her word, Lisa was there everyday. Sometimes she brought flowers and once she brought her a little stuffed bear; mostly she just sat there while Jessica slept. When she was awake they talked and planned a huge weekend for after she was completely recovered. Jessica saw her mother a few times while she was in the hospital; her father and sister never came. A couple weeks later she was discharged from the hospital with instructions from the doctors to come back for a checkup. Lisa drove her home since her mother had become ill over the past week. When they got home, Lisa helped her inside; inside she saw her father and sister in the living room watching TV. Her father stood up and came over to them. "Thank you for bringing her home I'm sure you have things to do so we'll take her upstairs." He said. "That's ok I took a couple weeks off so I've got nothing to do." She replied. "Really we don't want to be any trouble." "I insist." She said with the same edge to her voice as before. With that she took Jessica upstairs and put her to bed. "Don't worry I'll always be watching over you." She walked out the door closing it behind her. When she got there, Jessica's father was waiting. "You really didn't have to do this we could have managed." He said coldly enraged. "I'll tell you this just once, if you ever, and I mean ever, hurt her you won't live to regret it." "You can't talk to me that way in my house." He yelled "I just did." She walked out the door and got into her car shaking with anger. Jessica's mother continued to get sicker as the week went on until she could barely get up in the morning. Christmas came that year but it was a subdued event. Jessica knew her mother was not going to get better, she wasn't sure how but she knew it. On Christmas eve she was sound asleep until a hand on her shoulder woke her up. As she opened her eyes and looked straight into Lisa's face. "Oh my god Lisa I've missed you so much." She cried throwing her arms around Lisa's neck. "Hey I missed you too. Your dad won't let me in to see you." She said hugging her tight to herself. "I'm so sorry he's a real jerk." Right at that moment her father opened the door. "What's going on in here?" He demanded. Jessica was speechless but as she looked around Lisa wasn't in sight. "Uh, I was just reading out loud sorry." She stammered "Well keep it down." He closed the door "That was close." Lisa said from next to her. Jessica almost jumped out of her skin. "What where how." She just couldn't get it out. "Don't worry about that now I came by to say merry Christmas and to give you this." She handed her a small box. She opened it, inside was a necklace with a small heart shaped diamond. "Oh my god it's so beautiful. I can't believe you got me this. I love you." She threw her arms around Lisa's neck again and started to cry." "What's wrong?" Lisa asked "I didn't get you anything." "Don't worry about it, seeing you happy is enough." She smiled again and hugged her back. "I have to ask how did you get in here?" "You have a tree right outside your window. You know you should really lock that." "You should go. I'm not sure how much longer until dad comes back. I have to ask how did you hide from him before." "Don't worry about it, now go back to sleep." As if those words had drained her of her will she feel into a deep sleep. "You know I'm not suppose to let this happen don't you?" A small voice said near Lisa's ear. "I know do what you have to but I won't let her be harmed. Condemn me if you must but I won't leave her to this family." "Oh you know I wouldn't do that." The voice sounded slightly indignant. "But you know this is going to take some fast talking and a lot of promises to pull this off. Even at this I'll still get in a ton of trouble." "I know, and thank you." She stayed and watched over Jessica for a few more minutes before she left. It was about three weeks later when Jessica found out about her mother. She had gathered all of them into the living room and told them. "Kids I have to tell you something. You see we had hoped to keep this from you but I don't think we can anymore. You see I found out about a year ago that I've got cancer." They were stunned. "I've been seeing the doctor but he said he doesn't think there is anything he can do it's just spreading too fast." They just stared at her for a minute not able to really comprehend it. It was like something as permanent as the starts had just blinked out. "Isn't there anything they can do?" Jessica asked. "I'm afraid not they said that it's too wide spread to treat." "So how long?" "They say it could be anywhere from a month to a few years." At this point they all broke down cried for a long time. Her father never moved from his chair. Things continued on for the next couple of months, the whole time her mother go sicker and sicker. Finally late into April her mother lost the fight and passed on. The funeral was a few days later, everyone from her family showed up. Most of them never even asked what had happened to Jared. The one's that did were told he was a foreign exchange student now and couldn't be reached to come home. Jessica was introduced as another student that had come to live with them under the same program. She wasn't what you could call devastated since everyone knew it was coming. After the funeral, their father decided to send Kristina to live with their aunt and uncle for awhile, Jessica was never talked about. She started to spend even more time around Lisa's house and frequently stayed there overnight. One night near the end of the school year Jessica's world finally came crashing down. She had been up late that night studying for her finals next week. Around midnight she heard her father come home. He had been spending most nights out and usually came home drunk. She heard a female voice coming from downstairs and this too was no surprise. Her father usually came home with this woman or that seemingly almost the day after the funeral. About five minutes later she heard arguing coming from downstairs and a door slamming. Looks like dad wasn't quite the ladies man he thought he was. She heard him walking up the stairs and then he was in her doorway. "What is it dad?" She asked "You just think you're so smart don't you?" He slurred "What do you mean?" "You and your little friend always together staring at me. What did you tell her you little bitch?" "What the hell is wrong with you?" "Don't talk back to me!" He yelled as he walked up and slapped her. "Now I figure I paid for you to have that body so I'm taking some of it back." He grabbed her shirt and ripped it off her. She yelled as he hit her again. Her last word was "Lisa" and then she blacked out. Lisa was sitting in her living room studying for finals of her own when she felt it. She could feel the insanity and pain coming from Jessica's house. She was up and out the door before her book even hit the floor. She was at Jessica's front door in too short of time for most people but it was still too long for her. Without thinking about it she gathered herself and blew through the door with on quick kick. She ran upstairs to Jessica's bedroom and saw something that would forever enrage her when she thought of it. Jessica was on the bed her shirt torn off; her father was on top of her his hands about to take his pants off. "You son of a bitch," Lisa yelled, "I told you I'd kill you" "Get the fuck out of my.." He never finished that as Lisa grabbed him with speed beyond anything ever known to him. She slammed him against the far wall and didn't even take a second glance as she snapped his neck. She turned to the bed and Jessica's lifeless body and hurried over to her. "Oh no please, please be ok." She pleaded. When she felt for a pulse she found it, weak but it was there. She picked her limp body and carried her back out the door. Before she left she turned on the gas and lit the fireplace. Then she cradled Jessica to her and carried her to her own home. As soon as she turned the corner an explosion came from behind her at the house. As she was walking into the house Jessica's eyes started to come open. "What happened?" She asked only half conscious. "Didn't I tell you I'd always look out for you?" She replied smiling down at her. "But why?" "Because I love you, I really, truly love you. Deep inside me something tells me that no matter what I have to make sure you're ok." Jessica just looked at her and cried as she remembered what had just happened. Lisa sat down on the couch and held her until she stopped crying. After a few minutes she could hear her regular breathing and knew she was asleep. A few minutes later she fell asleep herself with Jessica cradled to her. In the morning, Jessica awoke to find herself in Lisa's arms. It was the most natural thing she had ever felt. Before she could stop herself she reached her head up and kissed her. Lisa woke to this with a start. She didn't move away but pulled Jessica closer to her. Finally, they broke away. "I love you more then I could ever say." Jessica said staring into her eyes. "I know. I love you too." Then she pulled her closer again and held her for what seemed to be forever. After awhile Lisa told her about what had happened after she had gotten there. "Come on let's get you cleaned up, you'll have to talk to the police about the fire." Jessica got up and Lisa helped her to the shower. "You go ahead I'll get you some clothes to wear." Lisa went to her closet and found a pair of jeans and a shirt that were about the right size. "So now what?" A small voice near her ear said "I love her and I won't let her go no matter what. I told you condemn me if you have to but I love her and that's the end of it." "You know you'll have to tell her everything don't you?" The voice asked "I know." With that she turned and walked back to the bathroom where she could already hear the shower running. As they had thought the police came by and talked to Jessica after they called about the fire. They told her that it looked as if he had left the stove on and when he turned on the gas fireplace it all blew up on him. She thanked them for their help and asked where to have the funeral home pick up his remains. After they left Lisa came over and held her again. "I could get use to this." Jessica said looking up at her. "I have to ask you, how did you know I needed you?" Before she cold answer a small ball of light appeared next to her. "Because she enjoys getting me in trouble." It replied for her. Jessica just stared at it for a minute and promptly fainted. "She's awake." A soft voice said near her "I told you to let me tell her." Lisa's voice came to her "I know I'm sorry." The voice replied. As she looked around she saw Lisa leaning over her looking worried. Next to her was a rather normal looking woman except for one thing, she glowed. "Are you alright?" Lisa asked her "What.What happened? What's going on?" Jessica asked looking around. "Am I dead?" "No silly you just passed out." "Am I really seeing her?" Jessica pointed a finger at the glowing figure. "Yes I'm afraid so. You see that is my goddess Danisous." Jessica just stared at her. "You see I'm what you would call a Disciple of sorts. You see after my parents died I was lost, then she came to me. She offered me peace and a new life. She has given me the chance to start over and now I want to give you the same thing." "Jessica," Danisous came over to her, "you should know that Lisa loves you very much. Over the past months she has badgered me repeatedly to help you. As much trouble as this will get me in with the other gods I said yes. So I offer you the same thing, a new chance at life." "Uh all, all right. What do I have to do." She asked semi-stunned "Just hold still." She placed her hand on Jessica's head and the light surrounding her engulfed Jessica too. She could feel her body shift as if something very profound but simple had just happened. "What did you do?" She asked staring at her hands. "I have changed you just slightly. You are now completely a woman, no more pills or surgery your body is completely a woman's now." At that Lisa threw her arms around Jessica and hugged her. Lisa opened the front door and walked into the house. She had been away for almost a week checking on a small group of Danisous's people that had been having some problems. It had taken what seemed like forever for her to straighten everything out. As she walked into the bedroom, she saw Jessica lying on the bed. She stood in the doorway and looked at her for a long moment. It still amazed Lisa just how lucky she was to have someone like Jessica. "I know your there." Jessica said from the bed "I didn't want to wake you." Lisa said "You know I can't sleep when you're not here." She opened her eyes "Since I'm awake why don't you come over here and kiss me?" "You know that's a good idea." She walked over to the bed and took her in her arms. After a few minutes Lisa moved away and started to change for bed. "So what took so long?" Jessica asked, "I thought you were only going to take a day or two." "I know but sometimes these people can be so thick headed." She came over and sat down on the bed again. "You know it really wasn't her fault." The small glowing ball of Danisous said. "I know but I still hate to be away from her." Jessica replied "Well hopefully things will be quiet for awhile." With that the light blinked out "You know you still haven't told me what was going on" Jessica commented "I'll get to it later." Lisa replied as she pulled her to her and started to kiss her neck. "That's a good idea" She breathed The End