Clothes Make The Man
By Christianne
Part 1
"...I've arranged to have twenty prospective employers stop by
during next week's class. All of them have told me that they are
willing to offer internships if the standard of excellence is
high enough." Professor Jamison paused for effect. "I hope you
all don't disappoint them. Class dismissed."
Tim had been half dozing through most of the class, but he came
alert at Professor Jamison's last comments. He was looking at two
to four weeks of job hunting for the summer break. If he could
land an internship, a huge weight would be lifted from his
shoulders.
He gathered his books, rose from his seat in the auditorium, and
walked outside into glorious April sunshine. In a week and a
half, school would be a memory and most of his friends would fade
into the distance as they returned to their hometowns, their
families, the lives they led as teenagers not yet abandoned for
adult pursuits. Tim didn't have that luxury. He was stranded in
town for the summer. His roommate would be off to Europe after
finals, doubling at a stroke the amount Tim would pay for rent.
Thinking about money as he made his way home after class made him
queasy, as if a stone were forming in the pit of his stomach. He
needed an internship or something so badly that he dared not even
hope too much for it lest it consume his every waking thought.
When Tim arrived at his apartment, his roommate, Doug, was
already packing.
"Aren't you jumping the gun a little?" Tim asked.
"Nope. I arranged to take my finals early. I'm finished." Doug
scouted around for his laundry bag. Finding it, he began to stuff
clothes into it. He looked up at Tim and smiled. "My flight
leaves Minneapolis tomorrow night at 10:30. I am, as they say,
outta here."
Tim spent the next three days studying and sulking. He was
confident of passing Professor Jamison's accounting class, but he
wanted more than just a passing grade. High marks would not hurt
his job prospects. His other classes were a different matter.
While he enjoyed his Southern Literature class, he was a slow
reader and the class had challenging books that demanded that he
read even slower in order to grasp their meaning. Tim's remaining
three classes, all business classes, were pretty much a lock; the
finals in those classes were a formality. Without the distraction
of a roommate and the temptations a roommate entails, Tim got a
lot done, but when he wasn't studying, he was thinking about
money. Toward the end of the weekend, he was beginning to worry
that he was giving himself an ulcer.
Tim's stomach was full of butterflies the morning of Professor
Jamison's job fair. Those butterflies turned into outright panic
as the hour wore on and he still had no prospects. There always
seemed to be someone else whose qualifications were closer to
what the employer wanted. Fifteen minutes before the end of the
session, a woman walked in to the auditorium and greeted
Professor Jamison. Tim couldn't hear what she was saying, but she
seemed apologetic. Tim watched the conversation intently, not
just because he was desperate for a job: this woman was a
bombshell. After a minute or two of apologies and pleasantries,
the professor pointed to Tim and the woman approached him. As he
watched her walk toward him, Tim's employment woes were replaced
by an entirely different set of anxieties. He was glad he was
sitting down.
Her eyebrows might have been too heavy and her nose might have
been too strong, but in all other respects, she was a goddess.
Her face was heart-shaped, framed by a cascade of dark auburn
hair. Her lips were full, with just a hint of a smile as if she
were inwardly laughing at some private amusement. She wore a
burgundy suit with a tight bodice and a tight skirt: it was
businesslike, but it complemented the swell of her breasts and
the curves of her hips in a way that hinted of the bedroom behind
the business facade, a hint amplified by her black, back-seamed
stockings and stiletto-heeled pumps. Her luminous green eyes
bored into him like two chips of kryptonite. It made his knees
turn to water.
"Mr. Harmon?" she asked pleasantly. "My name is Elizabeth Raven.
Professor Jamison speaks highly of you." She offered her hand,
which Tim shook carefully, as if he were handling fine bone
china.
"Hello," he said, but he couldn't think of anything more to add,
so he didn't. She took his response as an invitation to sit and
she took the seat next to him.
"Let me be blunt, Mr. Harmon. You are not the ideal prospect for
me. I had hoped to find an intern who could also fill in on the
sales floor if the need arises, but you will have to do." She
paused as Tim began to sputter an objection, but she silenced him
with a finger to her lips. "I'm sure," she continued, "that you
are a perfectly capable salesperson, but the nature of my
business precludes a male sales staff. I'm the owner of Raven's
Intimates."
"Oh," was the only response he could muster.
"Oh, indeed," she teased. "Don't look so downhearted. I don't
need sales staff right now, but I do need someone to do some
bookkeeping and some market planning. Professor Jamison says you
are good at both. Do you think you are up to the challenge?"
"Absolutely," he blustered, his voice full of bravado so false
that he was sure she could hear it. It was all he could do to
keep from sounding pathetic and desperate. "Although... I don't
know much about the fashion business, let alone the lingerie
business."
"I wouldn't worry about that. We'll familiarize you with the
product line when you start. Once you have it down pat, it's just
like any other business. You'll do fine. Now then, when can you
start?"
"My last final is on Friday. How about Saturday?"
"Saturday it is." She took her card from her pocketbook and
handed it to him. "Shall we say 10 o'clock?"
"Sure. Anything you want."
She smiled and rose to leave. Tim watched her as she left,
mesmerized like a bird watching a cobra. It sank in slowly: the
most beautiful woman he had ever seen had hired him to work in
her lingerie store. He held her card up to his nose; it smelled
faintly of her perfume. He left class in a daze.
Tim's final exams went well, even the Southern Literature exam.
With his schoolwork behind him and a job lined up, he didn't have
a care in the world.
On Saturday, he woke with the sun. After his shower and
breakfast, he had several hours to kill. It was an effort to keep
from driving to the store and parking there until it was time for
work. Instead, he watched cartoons for a while like he was ten
years old again. As the hour approached, he put on a blue
chambray shirt and a tie and a pair of tan chinos, gathered up
his nerve, and left for work. He arrived early in spite of
himself. Elizabeth arrived fifteen minutes later wearing a
summery lavender skirt and jacket set with a lacy camisole
visible at her cleavage.
"You're here bright and early, I see," she said as she unlocked
the door and let him into the store. "We'll start with a tour."
She turned on the lights, revealing a wonderland of silk and
satin. Even the walls were covered in pink and white velvet.
"Over here are our long nightgowns," she said, pointing to a rack
that ran the length of one wall. "They are divided into three
categories depending on their function. This is where the actual
sleepwear is, although I don't sell anything for sleeping in, per
se." She winked at him, causing him to blush to his roots.
"Our bras and camisoles are over there. I'll train you to fit
them, even though you won't actually be doing any of that. I
think everyone who works for me should know everything there is
to know about the product. And over here we have our teddies and
baby dolls..." She guided him through a bewildering array of
slips, hose, panties, bustiers, playsuits, garters, peignoirs,
ribbons, thongs, high heels, and robes. They wound up at the back
of the store: "This is our specialty area, where we custom make
latex and leather items and corsetry."
"Corsets? Women still wear them?" he asked.
"Of course they do. It's part of the fantasies of many women and
men. They are very expensive, but we do a lot of business with
them."
There were other items in the specialty area, which made Tim turn
beet red when he realized their purpose. Elizabeth just laughed.
"Poor boy," she said. "This is a whole new world to you. It will
take some getting used to, but once you do, you'll be fine."
Tim settled in to work. Most of his day consisted of bookkeeping
and other paper shuffling. He spoke courteously with his co-
workers, but he didn't immediately develop friendships with any
of them. He sensed that they resented his intrusion into their
world.
During his second week, Elizabeth began asking his help with
purchasing. "You need a comprehensive feel for our cash flow,"
she said. They sold out of the items Tim purchased in a week.
"That's a wonderful turnaround," she told him. "You have a feel
for this. Take some catalogs and go nuts." Tim's next line of
purchases sold as well as the first, which prompted Elizabeth to
ask him to plan a sale. They had so much merchandise coming in
for what he had planned that he had to stay late every night for
a week before the sale to stock and restock. The sale was a huge
hit and it closed out the best month Raven's Intimates ever had.
Tim stayed late as usual on the last day of the sale doing the
books. When he was done, he wandered down to the sales floor and
took in the wreckage left by the customers. A camisole and tap
pant set had fallen from the rack and Tim bent to pick it up.
Rather than put it back immediately, he held the silky material
in his hands a minute, and then held it up to his cheek. The
cool, shimmering fabric felt wonderful against his skin.
"They feel nice, don't they?" said a voice from behind him. Tim
nearly jumped out of his skin when he heard it. All the color
drained form his face when he turned around and saw Elizabeth
standing in the doorway. "Don't be so embarrassed. It's perfectly
all right to like the feel of silk. I'm sure you've worn silk
boxers before, haven't you?" Tim shook his head. "No? Just
cotton, huh? Too bad. You don't know what you're missing." She
smiled broadly, then asked: "Would you like to try them on?"
"Uh... I don't think so. I mean..."
"Oh, come on. It's just us here. No one will see." She gazed at
him with her kryptonite eyes and he felt himself weaken.
"Okay, but just this once," he agreed. She smiled sweetly at him
as she led him to a dressing room. As he let the camisole float
down over his body, he felt a chill go through him. Once he was
completely dressed again, he marveled at the feeling of silk
against his skin. Blushing, he exited the dressing room. The
caress of silk against his privates was beginning to exact a
physical response.
"How does it feel?" she asked.
"It feels good," he stammered. Tim looked at his feet; he
couldn't look her in the eye. He felt deeply ashamed.
"You don't look happy about it," she pouted. "What's wrong?"
"I shouldn't be wearing these. It isn't right."
"Nonsense. There is nothing wrong with wearing clothes that make
you feel good. If there were, I wouldn't be in business. You like
the looks of these clothes, don't you?"
"Well, sure, but..."
"Of course you do. If you didn't, you wouldn't have the success
as a buyer that you have had. Now why is it wrong to enjoy these
things with your sense of touch as well?"
"I... I... I don't know."
"Of course you don't know," she said angrily. "That's because
there ISN'T anything wrong with it."
He didn't want to argue with her, so he just nodded his head in
agreement.
"I think your heart isn't really in your work. I think you need
to know more about our product line," she continued. "Go ahead
and change back if you are so uncomfortable." He complied meekly.
When he emerged from the dressing room, she was standing at the
door with a box. "Here's some homework for you. I want you to
substitute your normal attire for what is in this box next week.
If you are really serious about your job, you'll be wearing them
when I spot check. Now, go home and get some sleep. It's been a
busy week." She leaned up and kissed his cheek, which flustered
him so badly that he didn't think to look in the box until he was
home.
"You've got to be kidding," he mumbled to himself as he sifted
through the contents of the box the next day. Inside were several
pairs of panties and tap pants, a few camisoles, some garter
belts and stockings, all made from the finest silk and lace. He
closed the box and tried to put it out of his mind for the rest
of the weekend.
Monday morning, he woke and performed his usual morning rituals,
dressed himself and was on his way out the door before he thought
of the box and its contents again. "If you're really serious
about your job," she said again in his head. It began to repeat
itself again and again, like a mantra. His stomach did a slow
turn. He needed the work.
"All right, then," he said, gritting his teeth. He stripped off
his pants and boxers and chose a pair of red silk panties. "They
aren't all that different from briefs," he thought, but his face
was flushed as he left for work all the same.
By midday, he had succeeded in putting his undergarments out of
his mind and when closing time finally arrived, he was mildly
annoyed that Elizabeth had not checked to see if he had followed
her orders. Nor did she check him the next day. Indeed, it wasn't
until Thursday that she called him in to her office. He was
comfortable with his frilly underthings by then and was only
mildly embarrassed that she was checking up on him.
"Drop 'em," she commanded as the door closed behind him. He
unbuckled his belt, unzipped his pants and let them fall.
Underneath was a pair of ivory silk tap pants trimmed with
eyelash lace. It was a supreme effort to will away the stirring
of his manhood, to no avail.
"Very good," she cooed. "Have you been wearing something all
week?"
"Yes, Ma'am."
"I can see that you are starting to like it." She walked around
him slowly as she spoke. "Don't be ashamed. Men don't usually get
to have fun with their unmentionables. It's delightful, isn't
it?" He half nodded in agreement, but stopped himself before she
noticed. "I wish you weren't so uptight. We could have such fun,
you and I. Pity. You can go ahead and pull up your pants." He
obeyed in a hurry. "You have two more days of this. I want you to
have fun. What you have on is a start, but it is too
conservative. Why don't you wear some stockings tomorrow, and a
camisole?" She sat back down behind her desk. "You may go now."
Jill, one of the girls on the sales floor noticed how shaken Tim
was as he left Elizabeth's office. She went over to him and tried
to console him. "It's all right," she said. "She's blown her top
at all of us at one time or another." Tim smiled at her and
nodded and vowed to himself to say nothing and let her think
whatever she wanted.
Tim almost balked at Elizabeth's command the next morning.
Panties and tap pants were easy to conceal, but the garter to
hold up the stockings would be faintly visible beneath his pants,
if anyone cared to look, as would the spaghetti straps of the
camisole. In the end, he wore the baggiest pants he owned and a
sport coat in the hopes of hiding the outlines of his feminine
undergarments. At the end of the day, Elizabeth called him into
her office once again.
"Strip," she ordered, and he complied.
"No, no, no. This will never do," she complained as he removed
his clothes. "That ugly body hair has got to go. These clothes
look terrible with all that hair."
"What?" he didn't understand the direction she was heading. "But
they feel fine."
"But they don't LOOK fine." She put her hands on her hips to
emphasize her point. "It is look and feel TOGETHER. It's the
total sensual package that we are selling. Not one at the expense
of the other."
"But I can't shave my legs..."
"Why not? And not just your legs. I expect you hairless when I
make my next check."
"But... but..."
"Now, now. I know this is a lot to ask and I know how new it is
to you. Why don't you take tomorrow off? Remember, you still owe
me a day of dressing up. It will have to be Monday, then. You may
put your clothes back on and go."
If anything, Tim looked more dissolute than ever as he finished
up his daily work and readied to leave for the weekend. He was so
self-involved that he didn't notice that Jill was keeping an eye
on him again.
He woke up late that Saturday and kicked around the house doing
nothing: he watched part of a baseball game, read the newspaper,
tried to read a book but failed because his mind kept wandering.
All day, he wrestled with Ms. Raven's ultimatum. He needed the
job, but he wasn't sure he could reconcile that need with the
humiliation of the past week.
That wasn't the only issue on his mind, though. There was a
deeper undercurrent, one of which he was only dimly aware, one
his subconscious tried to stifle beyond any conscious awareness:
somewhere deep inside of him, a small part of him liked the
humiliation; he liked the sinful pleasure of wearing lingerie.
That dim pleasure began to open a hairline crack in his
awareness. He didn't know what to do. He moped about the entire
day in a state of contemplation that was almost religiously
ecstatic, so delicious a torment that he was barely conscious of
the fact that, instead of wearing his boxers or wearing nothing,
as was his habit when he was alone at home, he was wearing a pair
of black silk panties.
He was shocked from his reverie by a sharp knock on the door at
seven-thirty that evening. He scrambled for a bathrobe to cover
the panties in which he had lounged all day. He opened the door
and was greeted by Jill.
"Hi, Tim. I thought I'd stop in and see if you are all right."
"Uh, yeah. Sure. Please come in."
"You weren't at work today, so I thought I would check up on you.
She didn't fire you, did she? I mean, I know it's hard for a man
to come into a business like ours, but you seemed to be doing
really well and..."
"She didn't fire me," he interrupted.
He looked her over for the first time. All of the saleswomen at
the store were gorgeous, but Jill was the cream of them. Her hair
was dark, almost black, and her complexion was fair; she never
tanned. Blue-gray eyes smoldered at the centers of dark lashes.
Her face was like those faces that stare out of Pre-Raphaelite
paintings, languid and fragile with a hint of sadness. Her figure
was a wonderment of curves flowing into each other at perfect
tangents.
Before Jill was sitting in front of him in his own living room,
Tim would have named Elizabeth as the most beautiful woman he had
ever seen, but now he was reconsidering that judgment. Much of
Elizabeth's beauty sprang from the force of her persona. It
showed through in the way she carried herself, the tilt of her
head, the steadiness of her gaze, the fire that burned in her
eyes. She was majestic: imperious and self-assured. Jill had a
quieter beauty. It was mystical rather than majestic. Her beauty
seemed to hold secrets. Especially when she smiled.
"No," Tim repeated, gathering his thoughts, "she didn't fire me.
We were just butting heads over product."
"I don't believe that," she said. Tim wondered for a brief
instant if she was clairvoyant. "Nobody gets that worked up about
product. Is it something personal? I thought you liked Elizabeth.
All men seem to like her."
"I do like her. But you're wrong. It IS about product. She's
teaching me a... um... lesson." He rose abruptly from his seat
and went into his back bedroom and brought out the box Elizabeth
had given him. "She's been making me wear these all week. She
says it will give me a 'feel' for the product."
Jill opened the box and looked inside. "Oh my God," she hissed.
"And you AGREED to this?"
Tim felt tiny and his face burned with shame. "I agreed to it. I
need the job and now I seem to be getting in over my head. Now
she wants me to shave off all of the hair on my body."
"Oh, my. What are you going to do?"
"I don't know. What choice do I have?" He looked up at her and
gazed directly into her eyes. "I disgust you," he accused.
"No. No you don't. I'm taken aback, but I'm not disgusted. I
mean, it's weird, but I like the feel of lingerie, so I guess I
see what she's up to. Do you like wearing this stuff?" She held
up the laciest camisole in the box, dangling it from her fingers
by the straps.
He paused a long moment before he answered. "Yeah. I sort of do
like it."
"Then I don't see the problem." She beamed a big smile at him.
"It's actually kind of kinky. You know? Forbidden fruit tastes
best and all that."
"You're not freaked out?"
"A little, but I think it's kind of exciting. Are you wearing
anything now?"
As he opened his robe to reveal his panties, Jill put her hands
to her mouth and giggled. "Elizabeth is right, you know. You do
need to shave your body. I'll help you if you want."
"I think I can manage."
"Don't be silly. Have you ever shaved your legs before?"
"Of course not."
"Then you probably don't know how. If you do it wrong, you'll get
an awful rash all over your body. I think you should let me help
you. Besides, it's easier to get those hard to reach places if
someone helps you. So can I help you or not?"
Tim hesitated, but he couldn't stand her crystal blue stare for
long. "Okay," he murmured.
"How about tomorrow afternoon, then?"
"Sure," he said without thinking. He was in a daze. He wasn't
sure of anything except that he was losing control of his life.
But he couldn't stop himself.
"Don't worry. You'll look cute." She gave him a quick peck on the
cheek, and then left before he thought to protest.
Jill showed up the next day as good as her word. She had an
ominous-looking box in her hands when Tim greeted her at the
door. "What's that," he asked.
"You'll see. Are you ready?"
"As ready as I'll ever be."
"Good. Then take off your clothes." When he was completely nude,
she set down the box and opened it. "Lay down on the couch."
"Shouldn't we be doing this in the bathroom?"
"If we were shaving you, yes. But we aren't going to shave you."
"What?"
As if in reply, she pulled a waxing kit from the box.
"Now wait just a minute!"
"Don't be such a baby. If women can put up with it, so can you,"
she challenged. "Humph! For all your bravado, you men are more
squeamish than we are." It didn't take long for him to cave in to
her and before the afternoon was over, he was completely
hairless. Before she left, she went out to her car and brought
him another box. Inside was a shimmering burgundy nightie. "This
should feel good, now that you're so wonderfully smooth," she
said with a wink. "What are you going to wear tomorrow?"
"I haven't decided."
"Would you like to throw her for a loop?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, I think you should let me help you dress up tomorrow. I
have some ideas. It'll be fun."
"You're really enjoying this, aren't you?"
She bit her lip and nodded. "It's like having the biggest Barbie
doll in the world or a kid sister. It gives me a perverse
thrill."
"If you want to come over tomorrow and help me get ready, I won't
mind."
"Goodie! I know just what to bring for you."
After she left, Tim muttered to himself, "What the hell am I
doing?" He shrugged his shoulders in resignation and ambled to
the kitchen to make himself some dinner. He called it a night
early and went to bed soon afterward. On a whim, he took the
nightie Jill had brought him and put it on. As the material
caressed his now hairless body, the sensation was electric.
Suddenly, he discovered that the humiliations of the last week
were all worth it after all.
Jill showed up bright and early carrying still more boxes. She
was delighted when he answered the door wearing the nightie that
she had given to him. She rewarded him with a lingering kiss.
"What have you brought for me today?" he asked.
"You'll see. Go take a shower."
When he emerged from the shower, she was waiting for him with a
big powder puff and a jar of scented powder.
"What's that for?"
"It's to make you feel good. Trust me." She dusted his body with
it and he admitted to himself that it did indeed feel and smell
wonderful, if a bit effeminate (but that was a complaint that
lost more meaning as time went on). "Now then, I want you to look
into the other room and grab the top of the door." He complied,
and then felt her wrap something around his mid-section.
Suddenly, his waist was being tightly constricted by a heavily
boned pink satin corset. "Breathe out," she ordered.
"It's too tight," he gasped.
"Nonsense. You just aren't used to it. Now breathe out so I can
tie it off." He exhaled and felt her tying the laces. He found it
difficult to inhale again and soon found himself taking tiny
breaths and getting light-headed. She noticed his difficulty and
soothed him: "Be careful, dear. Find a rhythm or you'll
hyperventilate."
He nodded and calmed his breathing. He was all right soon
afterward, but he soon discovered that his freedom of movement
was severely restricted. He couldn't bend at the waist and he had
to sit with more care than he was used to, lest he overbalance
himself and fall over. After a few minutes, he found that he had
gotten used to it, only to be shocked when he saw himself in a
mirror. He had always been slight of build, but he now seemed to
have feminine curves.
"Sit down over here so we can put on your stockings," Jill
ordered. She produced a pair of white silk stockings trimmed with
pink lace. Tim was unprepared for the sensation of silk stockings
on his now hairless legs. There was an immediate stirring between
his legs, which brought a smile to Jill's lips. "None of that,"
she chided, and waited for him to go soft before proceeding to
the next step.
She pulled a pair of silky pink panties up his legs, but just
before they were at the top, she deftly tucked his privates
between his legs, and then yanked the panties up hard. There were
tabs at the bottom of the corset to hold up the panties and she
attached them as Tim passed out from the dual constriction of the
corset and the panties. He came to a few moments later, soothed
by Jill's gentle touch on his cheeks.
"I'm sorry about that," she said. "I didn't mean to hurt you."
"It's all right," he whispered, still in obvious discomfort.
"I'll get used to it."
When he was fully dressed in his business attire, Tim noticed
that his clothes fit differently now. They were cut to fit a man,
but he was now molded into the shape of a woman. Tim shrugged it
off. "It's only temporary," he thought.
Late that afternoon, Elizabeth called Tim to her office again.
When they were in private, Tim stripped for her without a word.
Elizabeth grinned beamingly when she saw how Tim was dressed.
"My, my," she said as she looked him over. "I didn't give you any
of that stuff. You've been showing some personal initiative."
"Yes," he said. "I met someone who was enthusiastic about putting
me in touch with my feminine side."
"Oh really? Well good for you." She walked behind him and
breathed in his ear, "If you are interested in continuing our
little game, remember that we have a generous employee discount."
She was laughing out loud as Tim left her office. She wondered
who had taken him under her wing.
Jill caught up with him shortly afterwards. "How did it go?" she
asked. "Did she make you do anything else?"
"No. She just told me that we have a generous employee discount."
"She's right about that," Jill giggled. "Listen, you're going to
need some help getting undressed tonight. Why don't I drop by
after work?"
Tim tried for fifteen minutes to reach behind him and loosen the
stays, which bound his mid-section, to no avail. After struggling
with it, he decided to wait for Jill.
Much to his chagrin, Jill once again arrived at Tim's apartment
with boxes in her arms. To his relief, one of the boxes contained
food. She cooked him a wonderful lemon chicken dinner and they
both relaxed afterward on Tim's couch.
After some chitchat about college and work, they found each other
in a passionate embrace. Jill was the aggressor and made a lie of
her demure beauty by covering Tim's mouth with hers and thrusting
her tongue deep into his mouth.
When at last they parted, Jill looked directly into his eyes and
said, "I think it's time we undressed you."
Tim's face lit up with delight as she took him by the hand and
led him to the bedroom. She carefully unbuttoned his shirt and
undid his belt. Soon he was standing before her clad only in his
lingerie. She pushed him back onto the bed and ordered him to
stay there as she went back to the living room.
Tim groaned to himself when she returned carrying more boxes.
From the first box, she removed a pair of bedroom mules with
four-inch heels. She knelt before him and slid them on his feet.
The other box had a peignoir made of ruffled layers of diaphanous
chiffon. She stood him up on wobbly feet and draped it over him.
"Walk for me," she said, and he did. He was unsteady at first,
but soon gained more confidence. "Wow. Those shoes do wonders for
your legs. They make you walk sexy, too."
She pushed him back onto the bed, then slowly, teasingly, began
to strip. Beneath her blouse and black skirt she wore a black
satin corset of her own with eight lace and ribbon garters
supporting black, back-seamed stockings. She crawled on top of
him and kissed him roughly.
"Do you like the unveiling?" He nodded helplessly. "Good. I like
the unveiling, too." She reached down and released his imprisoned
manhood and they made love for hours that Tim wished would last
forever.
Jill never did unlace his corset that night.
The next day, Tim demanded that she unlace him. At first, she
teased him and refused, but she relented when he started running
the shower. This was his first day back to normal attire and he
was greatly relieved as he showered. Once he was dry, he
automatically donned his usual boxers. Jill sat up in bed as he
pulled them on.
"You aren't wearing THOSE, are you?" she demanded.
"Of course I am. Elizabeth doesn't have me under her thumb
anymore, so I can go back to normal."
"Well, I don't think you should wear them," she pouted. "How can
you after all that wonderful satin and silk? I thought you liked
it."
"I do, but..." It was no use. There was no arguing with her. Tim
soon found himself laced into another corset with matching
panties and stockings.
After two more weeks of playing dress-up for Jill, Tim found his
perception of the store slightly altered. He began to appraise
the inventory with an eye toward what might please Jill. Jill was
proving to be very enthusiastic about his new hobby. She was
insatiable. Every night, she dressed him up and proceeded to
ravage him. He could think of worse fates.
She moved in with him in mid-July. By the first of August, she
had convinced him to throw out all of his old male underwear. By
then, he didn't mind. He hadn't worn it again and he needed the
space for the lingerie that now bulged from his dresser drawers.
He was completely panty trained and completely content, but there
were still other things that bothered him. At her request, he
wore a corset every day, cinched as tightly as she could pull it.
Whenever he became used to the constriction of his corset, she
laced him into a tighter one. By the end of the summer, his waist
had lost five inches.
One night in early August, they had been laying about the house
relaxing. Jill was painting her fingernails and when she was
finished, she suggested that she paint his toenails. Tim had long
since learned that he couldn't argue with her, so he demurred.
From that day forth, his toenails were always painted.
He wondered where she was taking him. Each passing day saw her
doing more and more to feminize him. Two weeks later she talked
him into piercing his ears. He didn't mind that, so much.
Earrings are pretty much gender neutral anymore, so he went along
with it.
The school year was fast approaching and Tim wondered what would
become of his job at the shop. Elizabeth assured him that he was
welcome to stay on part time as weekend help while he was in
school and he accepted her offer. Just before school began,
Elizabeth asked Tim to stay after work for a bit and took some
measurements from him.
"What's this for?" he asked.
"You'll see," she said. She didn't elaborate any more than that
and Tim forgot about it after a couple of weeks.
Tim returned to school and did well in his classes despite the
constant distraction of Jill's insatiable appetite for him. He
had cleared most of the difficult classes for his major and was
now cruising on the general Ed requirements.
In the middle of October, he noticed that his hair was getting
too long for his tastes. When he mentioned it to Jill, she smiled
and said, "I think you should let it grow. Oh, it needs a trim,
but I don't think it needs to be any shorter than it is now."
He shrugged and let her make an appointment with a hair stylist
she knew. Jill accompanied him to the salon that Friday to say
hello to the stylist, who was a good friend of hers. As Tim sat
in the foyer, Jill engaged in an animated conversation with her
friend. Tim couldn't hear any of it, so he thumbed through one of
the fashion magazines in the waiting area. Finally, Jill and her
friend motioned him to the chair. Renee, the stylist, tilted his
head back into the sink and shampooed his hair, then trimmed away
the unruly ends. Then, before Tim realized what was happening,
she began rolling his hair in rods.
"What are you doing?" he asked.
"Oh, Jill said you wanted a body perm." she answered, without
stopping.
Tim looked over to Jill as if to say, "What are you getting me
into." She smiled and winked at him.
Although he was uncomfortable with this new development, he
raised no objections. The wink Jill had given him might as well
have said, "If you do this for me, you can have anything you
desire from me."
When it was all over, the perm added volume to his already
longish hair. It wasn't a masculine hairstyle in the least, but
it wouldn't draw any attention to him; except that Renee had
colored his hair, too, turning it a deep chestnut brown with red
highlights. Tim meant to ask Jill what she thought she was doing
when they got home, but once they were in the door, she was so
turned on that she practically attacked him.
The next morning as he stepped out of the shower, he was greeted
by a sight that threw him for a loop. Even without the corsets
that he had been wearing constantly since the summer, his waist
retained an hourglass curve. Combined with his pierced ears and
his new hairstyle, he looked like a girl. He stood looking at
himself in the mirror for a good five minutes, his mouth hanging
open in disbelief.
Finally, he shrugged it off and proceeded to dust himself with
powder. He didn't say anything to Jill as she laced him into his
corset; he was too confused and he wanted to gather his thoughts
before he confronted Jill with his observations. At work, he went
about his normal routine as if nothing were out of sorts. At the
end of the day, he noticed that Jill and Elizabeth were engaged
in a hushed conversation, but would look his direction every so
often. When they were through, Tim asked Jill what it was all
about.
"Nothing important," she replied, smiling enigmatically.
Elizabeth invited Tim and Jill to her house for Thanksgiving
dinner. Neither Tim nor Jill had family obligations, so they
accepted. As they ate, they talked shop and they talked about
Tim's studies. Eventually, Elizabeth mentioned that Constance,
one of the other girls at the shop was pregnant and would be
leaving her job before Christmas.
"That's wonderful," Jill exclaimed. "I wish her all the best."
"I'm very happy for her, but it leaves me in a bind," Elizabeth
added. "Christmas is our busiest season and I don't have the time
to train a new girl for the sales floor."
"That is a problem. It's too bad Tim can't do it. He knows
everything about the shop already," Jill lamented.
A sparkle came into Elizabeth's eye when Jill said this. Tim
stopped eating and looked up like a deer stuck in headlights. He
had a feeling that he knew what was about to happen.
"That's not a bad idea," Elizabeth said. "Stand up, Tim." He
stood. "I see you are still wearing a corset. Your waist has
narrowed quite a bit. With that hairstyle and with a little bit
of work, you might be able to pull it off."
"Hold on, here," he objected. "Are you saying that you want me to
dress as a girl at work?"
"It would only be until I find a replacement. You're my best
option. I wouldn't need to train you. I'm sure Jill could coach
you on how to act and appear feminine. If I must say, you don't
have far to go."
"It'll be fun," Jill added. "You are already wearing so many
feminine things, what difference will a little more matter?"
"I don't know about this. What if I get caught?"
"I doubt you'll need to worry about that," Elizabeth soothed. "I
think we can do a bang up job on you. Don't you think we could
pull it off without a hitch?"
"I'm not sure. I mean..."
"I think he needs a demonstration," Jill said. "He doesn't trust
us."
"You're right," Elizabeth concurred. "Tell you what. Why don't
you let us dress you up today and if you aren't completely
convinced, we'll call it off."
"Well... dressing up at home or under my clothes is one thing,
this..."
"C'mon. You'll love what we do to you," Jill coaxed. She had that
expression on her face again, that promise of the bedroom, which
he couldn't resist. What's more, Elizabeth had the same
expression on her face, too. It was enough to make him dizzy.
"Okay," he said, meekly.
After they finished dinner, Jill and Elizabeth took him by the
hand and guided him to Elizabeth's boudoir. As they stripped him,
Jill commented: "You know, these boy clothes don't fit you at all
anymore. We should go shopping for new clothes this weekend."
"I agree. I'd love to go with you to help pick out some new
things for him," Elizabeth added as if Tim weren't even there.
"Cut it out," Tim protested. "Let's get this over with."
"You have lovely foundation garments, Tim," Elizabeth cooed in
his ears as she ran her hands over his tightly cinched waist.
"Let's see what else we can do for you before we dress you up."
She guided his hands through the straps of a black lace push-up
bra. She had a pair of silicone inserts from the store and she
stuffed them in the cups, giving him a pleasing cleavage. Jill
took a short-skirted business suit from Elizabeth's closet and
held it up to his body.
"What do you think?" she asked.
"Too business like," Elizabeth replied. "The one with the flared
skirt would be better." As Jill rooted through the closet,
Elizabeth tossed a towel over the mirror of her vanity, sat Tim
down in front of it, and began to work on his eyebrows with a
pair of tweezers.
"Hey! Not too much there. I still have to look male for class,
you know."
"Hush. No one will notice," Elizabeth chided.
Soon, she was rubbing creams onto his face. After she was
satisfied, she followed it with a dusting of powder, some blush,
and then began to work on his eyes. Eyeshadow was next. Then she
curled his eyelashes and lavished mascara on them. Meanwhile,
Jill began working on his fingernails. She shaped them into
feminine ovals and began painting them a deep burgundy.
"Not bad, not bad," Elizabeth said, standing back to examine her
handiwork. "Hair needs some work, though."
They went back to work on him, gathering his hair on top of his
head and touching it up with a curling iron. When they finished
with his hair, Jill inserted two big dangly earrings into his
pierced ears. They stood him up and had him step into the skirt.
Then they put a burgundy V-neck blouse on him, and followed it up
with a tight fitted woman's suit jacket. They slid a pair of
three-inch pumps onto his feet and had him stand up. He was used
to high heels from his nightly escapades with Jill, so he had no
difficulty with them. Before they let him see the finished
product, they capped off their work with a burgundy lipstick to
match his fingernails. It didn't even occur to him to ask how
Elizabeth just happened to have clothes that fit him exactly.
They had him close his eyes and stood him in front of a full-
length mirror. When they moved their hands away, Tim let out a
gasp.
"Oh my gawd, is that me?" he said, not believing his eyes. He
looked like a well-dressed young woman. He was gorgeous.
"It's you. Now do you think you can pull it off?" Elizabeth said.
"I think I might, at that," he answered.
They kept Tim dressed up all evening. After they finished
dressing him up, they took him to Elizabeth's parlor where they
had a few glasses of wine and coached Tim on how to carry himself
in a feminine manner. When it came time at last to go home, Jill
packed Tim's male clothes into a sack and took him by the hand to
the car, still dressed as a woman.
As they drove home, Jill outlined a plan of action: "You'll never
pull it off unless you're comfortable dressed as a girl," she
said, "so I think you should be dressed as a girl as much as
possible. You can still dress as a boy when you go to class, but
at all other times, you should wear a dress, heels, and make-up."
"I don't know if I'm up to this," he replied. "This is just to
help out at the store, isn't it?"
"We'll see."
As soon as they were in the door at home, Jill pinned him against
the door and thrust her tongue into his mouth. When she came up
for air, she said, "Get ready for the bedroom. I want you as
pretty as you can be."
He retired to the bedroom and took off his skirt and blouse,
hanging them carefully on padded hangers. He found his most
feminine black nightgown, one with lots of lace and silk, put on
a pair of bedroom mules, and sashayed to the bathroom to fix his
hair. Undoing the pins and ribbons that held his hair in a
businesslike updo, he let it spill around his shoulders in soft
ringlets. He gazed at himself in the mirror, still unfamiliar
with his made-up face. He decided that he liked how he looked. On
a whim, he spritzed himself with some of Jill's perfume. He
wanted to be beautiful for her.
Jill was waiting for him when he emerged. She was dressed in a
black satin corset that revealed her splendid breasts and thigh-
high patent-leather boots that made her tower atop five-inch
spiked heels. She had on a pair of shoulder-length silk gloves.
She took him by the hand and led him to bed, where she pushed him
down onto his back. His hair spilled around his face in an
alluring halo of curls. She smiled down at him as she lifted his
gown and straddled his waist. She leaned down and kissed him
gently on the lips. With her right hand, she held him softly
behind the neck. She touched him intimately with her left,
arranging things for her pleasure.
Suddenly, she mounted him. She rode him like a bucking bronco,
wild with passion. It was all Tim could do to keep up with her as
she pleasured herself on him. When, at last, she was sated, she
collapsed on top of him and kissed him gently.
"I never had it better than that," she cooed in his ear. "I can't
believe how much you turn me on like this." She took his hand and
guided it to her breast. With her other hand she stroked his hip
and bottom. "Do you like it like this?" she asked.
He nodded, embarrassed. "I shouldn't like this, but I do," he
murmured as he lowered his burgundy lips to kiss her waiting
nipples. They puckered up and hardened at the touch of his mouth
and he fluttered his tongue across them.
She fondled his nipples in return. "Would you like to have
breasts like me?" she asked him as they became erect in her
fingertips.
"What?" he stopped kissing her breasts and sat up.
"You heard me. Would you?" She cocked her head to one side
expectantly as he sputtered. "I think you would look divine with
a set of your own."
He didn't answer, but there was a rising in his privates that
betrayed his arousal. It was frightening, but making love with
Jill was so incredibly satisfying anymore that he would do
anything to make it more passionate.
"I would want you to have a big set of breasts," she enthused,
pinching his erect nipples. "Think of how much more pleasurable
this would be if you had them. Still, it's a big step and you
wouldn't be able to appear as a man ever again..."
Soon they collapsed in another fit of lovemaking, leaving the
question hanging. She didn't bring it up again the next day.
That Sunday, Jill and Elizabeth took Tim shopping. Elizabeth had
sprung for $3000 to buy Tim a feminine wardrobe to work in the
store. She regarded it as an investment in a successful Christmas
season for the store, but it was fun, too. They bought him three
women's business suits, a few skirts, two dresses, five blouses,
several sweaters, and shoes to match everything. They took him to
a jewelry store and had his ears pierced again. Tim hadn't
noticed it, but Elizabeth and Jill had maneuvered their purchases
so that nothing they bought was even remotely unisex. Everything
was as feminine as they could make it. There wasn't a pants
outfit in the lot of it.
Jill was vigilant in keeping him feminized. Although she allowed
him to go to class dressed as a boy, he no longer looked much
like one even in boy clothes. The constant corset training had
reduced his waist to an incredible 22 inches and he could no
longer style his hair in a masculine fashion. When he was at
home, he was never permitted to wear pants, only dresses, skirts,
or lingerie.
"We need to think of a name for you," Jill said out of the blue
after they made love that Wednesday night. Tim's head rested
against her breast as she said it. Her hand absently stroked his
silken hair. "How about 'Tina'?" she asked. He squinched his face
and shook his head no. "How about 'Tammy'?"
"That's better, I guess."
"Tammy it is, then." She referred to him as "Tammy" or "Tamara,
dear" or "Tam" for the remainder of the week. After a while, he
was used to it and answered to it as if it had been his name all
his life.
The weekend after Thanksgiving saw him off to work dressed
completely as a woman. His first day in public, he wore a
tasteful black skirt and blazer combination with a white cowl-
neck blouse, two pairs of silver hoops in his ears, a pair of
two-inch pumps, and black stockings. His make-up was tastefully
done in red and brown tones and he wore a burnt copper lipstick
that matched his fingernails.
No one would guess his true gender just to look at him. Even
though his appearance was flawless, he spent his first day in his
new role in abject terror. He was sure that something would give
him away: his voice, his posture, his gestures, something. It was
particularly stressful when he had to help a customer with a bra
fitting.
Such close proximity to the beautiful women who frequented
Raven's Intimates took a toll on him; the pressure in his
confined manhood was sometimes more than he could bear. When, at
last, the day ended, it felt as if he had been let up for air
after being held underwater. It was an enormous relief. To
celebrate his rite of passage, Jill and Elizabeth took him out
for a drink at a bar around the corner.
"I can't believe I pulled this off," he said, nursing a
margarita.
"I can. You look fabulous," Elizabeth raved. "I wish we had done
this months ago."
"Don't look now, but you have an admirer," Jill whispered in his
ear. She nodded in the direction of two professional men in the
corner. Tim glanced at them and saw that one of them was looking
him over.
"Oh my God," he gasped. "Don't look at them. I don't want them
coming over here."
"Why on Earth not?" Elizabeth demanded. "They won't bite. They
look nice enough." As Elizabeth looked over her shoulder at the
two men, they rose and moved to join them.
"Ladies. May we by you a drink?" said the taller one. He had
finely chiseled features, wavy dark hair, and a deep voice that
could make women melt. His companion was shorter, but he was well
built and had a sly, crooked smile that bespoke an ease with
people. They introduced themselves as Ted and Robert.
"Pleased to meet you. I'm Elizabeth and these are Jill and
Tammy." She put a little extra emphasis on 'Tammy'.
Tim tried to make himself small. They made small talk as the
bartender made them their drinks. Every so often, Ted would touch
Tim's hand in a casual but hopeful way as he emphasized some
point of discussion. Tim was so flustered that he couldn't keep
track of the conversation, so he just nodded at salient points as
if he had been listening all along. Tim gave a huge sigh of
relief when, at last, they rose to leave. Just as the Tim made it
to the door, he turned back and saw Jill exchanging phone numbers
with Robert. A black fright overtook him and he was more
desperate than ever to get to the safety of home.
As soon as they were in the door, Tim confronted Jill about it.
"Why were you exchanging phone numbers with them?" he demanded.
"I was just being polite. I told them you were my roommate and
that they could get in touch with you at the same number as me. I
think they might call, but who knows? Don't be so uptight. The
worse that could happen is they might ask us out. It might be fun
to double date."
Tim seethed at that final comment. He stalked to the bedroom and
stripped off every piece of feminine clothing he could and
scrubbed all of the make-up from his face. He put on an old
football jersey and returned to the living room while Jill cooked
them both a light dinner. Tim only picked at his food and went to
bed shortly afterward. Jill joined him after the late news and
crawled under the covers beside him.
"What's the matter, darling?" she sighed in his ear.
"I feel like my life is spinning out of control. I don't look
like a man anymore even when I try. And I'm jealous of you
flirting with other guys. What do you want from me? Do you want
me to be a girl?"
"I want you to be happy with yourself. Deep down, I think you
really like how you are now. I know I love the way you look now.
I was never attracted to women, but for some reason, the more
feminine you are, the more you turn me on. I don't know why. If
you didn't like it on some level, you wouldn't have let it come
this far. Elizabeth and I didn't mean to embarrass you at the bar
tonight. We just thought you needed to become comfortable with
yourself in a social setting. That means dealing with the
attention of men. Face it, honey, you're a knockout. You have no
idea of what it means to look like you do. I think we should take
some steps to help you feel more comfortable."
Tim rolled over and gazed into her eyes. "What kind of steps?"
"After your last final on Friday, I think we should throw out all
of your boy clothes. I think you are ready to make a go of this
full time and if you don't have any boy clothes to fall back on,
it will force you to deal with it faster. There are other things,
too. You'll see. Trust me. I'll get you through it."
She drew his head to her breast and held him in a long, tender
embrace. They fell asleep in each other's arms. Tim felt a sense
of contentment as he drifted off, comforted by the soft beating
of her heart.
After his last final, Tim came home and discovered that Jill had
made good on her threat to throw out all of his male clothes. He
was left with what he had worn to the test and she soon had him
out of that. He soon found himself dressed in a knee-length
charcoal skirt, teal blouse, full make-up and nail polish, dangly
earrings, and three-inch pumps. Because of the continual use of
high heels, his gait and body rhythm while walking had subtly
changed and he now walked with a feminine sway.
"You look great," Jill said, admiringly, when he emerged into the
living room fully dressed as a girl. "I've made an appointment
with Renee in a half an hour for a makeover, so grab the purse
I've made out for you and let's get going."
"Makeover?" he asked.
"Yes, Tamara, dear. A makeover. You look fabulous now, but with a
little help, you'll look even better. Now, come on!" Tim blushed
at being called "Tamara." but he didn't argue with her.
Renee was happy to see them both again. She couldn't get over how
feminine Tim had become. She squealed in delight at the prospect
of feminizing him further. She gave him the works. Facial,
shampoo, style, set. When she was done with his hair, he had no
prayer of styling it in a masculine manner. While Tim sat under
the dryer, she went to work on his nails. She gave them half-inch
porcelain tips and painted them a deep crimson. Then it was on to
his face. She tilted his head back and began working on his
eyebrows with a pair of tweezers that had an electric cord
attached to them. The removal of his eyebrows hurt more than he
remembered and he asked Renee about it.
"That's because I'm using electrolysis on them. You won't have to
worry about this ever again."
This gave Tim a start. His eyebrows were now permanently
feminine. There might be no going back now. After she took down
his hair, Renee went to work on his make-up, working on his eyes
with a brown to orange eyeshadow blend over a dark brown eyeliner
and mascara, a light blush, and crimson lipstick. She pierced his
ears again, giving him a third earring in each ear.
When she was done at last, Tim thought that a new person was
staring at him from the mirror. He didn't recognize himself. He
had never looked more feminine. His eyebrows were now permanently
arched high over his eyes and he had more earrings now than any
man would ever wear. He was confused and elated. He didn't know
where all of this would end up, but he was beginning to enjoy his
transformation immensely.
When Jill allowed them to return home, he spent a long time
staring at himself in the full-length mirror in their bedroom. He
couldn't believe that it was him staring back. Jill came up from
behind him and ran her hands over his hips.
"Do you like what you see?" she asked him.
"Oh, it's wonderful. I can't believe I look this good," he
gushed. "You don't think we've gone too far, do you? I mean, I
don't think I can dress like a boy right now, not with my
earrings and hair like this."
"If you ask me, I don't think we've gone far enough. You are
still too angular."
"What do you mean?"
"The corsets have given you the proper shape to your hips and
waist, but you don't have curves. You have angles. And your butt
is too skinny and flat."
He looked at himself again. He could see what she was talking
about.
"Come with me, darling," she asked him. He followed her to the
kitchen, where she opened the refrigerator and removed a bottle
of pills. "I was going to give these to you as a Christmas
present, but I don't think that there is any reason to wait now.
These should help smooth you out."
Tim held the bottle in trembling hands, unsure of what to say. He
looked deeply into her eyes. "These are female hormones," he
said.
"Yes. Not only will they give you curves, but you'll have
breasts, too. Isn't it exciting?" She took the bottle, opened it,
and shook a big purple pill into her palm. "Take this one now,"
she said.
Tim was paralyzed by indecision. He enjoyed playing dress-up with
Jill, but this was well beyond what they had done in private.
This would turn him into a woman. Suddenly, he realized that it
didn't matter now. Without a stitch of male clothes to his name,
he would have to deal with the world from a feminine perspective
anyway. He took the pill and washed it down with a cup of water.
After he had swallowed it, Jill gave him a deep, longing kiss.
"You're my girl now, Tamara." she said.
And Tamara it was, for good now. Tim, now Tamara, felt a twinge
of regret. He had enjoyed being a boy. His maleness had been a
source of great pride and pleasure to him. But now it was time to
find out what being a girl was like. Once he realized that, he
began to look forward to the joys that womanhood had to offer.
The next day, Tamara felt woozy. He called in sick to the shop
and stayed in bed the whole day. By afternoon, he felt better and
spent it cooking dinner for Jill. As it was cooking, he took some
time to primp and pretty himself for Jill. He hoped to make love
all night with her to celebrate his decision to become a girl.
Jill didn't disappoint him. She wanted to ravish him every way
she could think of that night, including some roleplay where she
assumed the male role. She had brought home some toys from the
shop for just that purpose. Tamara was shocked. He wasn't sure he
was ready to go that far, but Jill gently coaxed him.
"I want you to know everything there is to know about being a
girl, darling," she said as she caressed his bottom through the
filmy negligee he wore for her. "The more feminine you become,
the more turned on I get. I can't wait until the hormones start
showing results. You know that the hormones will take away your
ability to perform as a man, so the sooner you learn other ways
of loving, the better."
Jill was so loving and gentle, Tamara couldn't deny her. Soon,
Jill had Tamara in position. She maneuvered her toy against
Tamara's behind, then suddenly thrust inside. Tamara let out a
yelp of surprise and pain. Realizing that she had to go slowly,
Jill carefully began to stroke deeper. After the initial shock of
being taken, Tamara became more at ease. The worst was over.
Soon, the feeling from behind became pleasurable, building to
such a feeling of filled contentment that Tamara wished he had
done this a long time ago. He let out little squeals of pleasure
as Jill made love to him more forcefully, until, finally, he
nearly passed out at the climax of their passion. It was the most
wonderful thing he had ever experienced. Jill brought herself to
a pitch of frenzied pleasure before collapsing beside him.
She kissed him and whispered in his ear: "How did you like your
first time as a girl?"
"Mmmm..." Tamara sighed, contentedly. "It was the best thing I've
ever done. I want you to do that to me again and again." Jill
smiled at Tamara's reaction. Tamara was going to make a
wonderfully complete woman.
It took two weeks before he noticed any effects from the
hormones. Around New Years, he noticed that his nipples were
larger and were constantly ablaze with new sensations. They hurt
a little, but when he rubbed them to soothe away the discomfort,
he noticed a delicious sensation of pleasure that was unfamiliar.
It was all he could do to keep from rubbing them all the time.
Tamara continued at the shop well into January. If he noticed
that Elizabeth had made no effort to hire his replacement, he
didn't say anything about it. His expertise in market planning
and purchasing had made the Christmas season the best month
Raven's Intimates had ever had.
Tamara was also a gifted salesperson and became very popular with
the customers once his initial shyness wore off. Once the
hormones dampened his maleness to the extent that he was no
longer having awkward impulses during bra fittings, his ability
to relate to the customers took a decided turn for the better.
Elizabeth was loath to let such an asset get away from her if she
could help it. At the store's New Years party, Elizabeth handed
Tamara an envelope, telling him not to open it until he got home.
Inside was a check for $5000 and a note that read:
A token of my appreciation in the hopes that you will stay
on with the store permanently.
Love and Kisses,
Elizabeth.
P.S. You make an absolutely gorgeous woman.
He accepted the invitation and arranged to work part-time during
the school year.
He was so comfortable as a girl by the time his final semester at
school started that he didn't think twice about attending his
last classes as the girl he had become. His feminine image had
become so complete that no one questioned his gender. He began to
notice that guys were taking second looks at him as he walked to
and from classes.
At first, this made him blush to his roots, but it happened so
often that soon he was proud of the attention. He put an extra
sway into his walk, remembering how he had liked watching the
movement of a woman's behind as she walked. Now men were looking
at his behind with the same interest. As the hormones remolded
him over time, the looks became more frequent and more admiring.
By the end of the semester, his body had changed drastically. His
bottom had filled out with a pleasing roundness, his waist had
become extremely tiny, and his chest had begun to swell with two
pert mounds. He needed a bra now, even though it was still only
an A-cup. As he began to enjoy male attention, he wished his
breasts were much bigger.
He confided all of these feelings to Jill as they made love. She
now had Tamara play the female role all the time, as the hormones
had decimated his ability to make love as a man. Tamara missed
his potency some of the time, but Jill made him feel so wonderful
that it was no longer an issue.
After one such session of lovemaking, Jill cuddled up to him and
sighed, "So you like the attention men give you, huh?"
"It makes me feel desirable. It's very flattering," Tamara
answered.
"You know why they look at you that way, don't you?"
"Yes. They wonder what it would be like to have me the way you
have me. Don't worry. I love you. I would never leave you."
"I know, darling, but I think it might do you some good to make
love to a man."
"I would be too embarrassed. It's different when we make love.
You want me the way that I am."
While they spoke, Jill absently caressed and tweaked Tamara's
burgeoning nipples. She soon had Tamara panting with desire and
he begged her to take him again.
"Do you remember when I first asked if you would like to have
breasts, my love?"
"Dimly," Tamara answered, distracted by the pleasure Jill was
giving him.
"I said to think about how much more pleasurable what I am doing
now would be if they were real. Are you happy that you have them
now?"
"Oh, God yes. I love having breasts. I wish they would grow
faster."
"Well, I was talking to the doctor the other day, and she said
that we could only expect a B-cup from the hormones. You're
almost there."
Tamara was crestfallen. He assumed that if he continued to take
the hormones, they would continue to grow. He could see the folly
in that line of reasoning as soon as he thought of it.
"What should we do?"
"How do you feel about implants?"
"Aren't they dangerous?"
"The new ones aren't. Just think of what they would do for your
figure, darling. If you're up for it, I'll make the appointment
tomorrow."
It was a big step. Even now, he hadn't gone too far. If he
stopped taking the hormones, he would revert back to his male
self after a while, but breast implants were unerasable. If he
got them, he would be a girl for life. Jill's enthusiasm for his
emasculation worried him, too. He wondered how far she was going
to push him over the line into femininity.
And yet, everything she had done to him had delighted him no end.
He began to wonder if his true nature was feminine after all. If
he was indeed meant to be a girl, big boobs wo