This is a work of fiction presented as simple entertainment for the reader.
The characters portrayed here are entirely fictitious and should they
resemble any actually persons, either living or dead, it is purely
coincidental. The themes presented in this story are of an adult nature
featuring but not limited to sex, lesbianism, homosexuality, transgenderism,
domination, etc. Should such topics offend the reader, them please go else
where for your entertainment as you will not like what you find here.
As the creator of this story, I reserve the right on where this tale may be
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I would like to dedicate this story to the memory of Sandy Sullivan, who
wrote some fascinating TG stories and with whom I would chat with
occasionally on Mindy's old BBS. Knowing the stories that interested Sandy,
I think she would have enjoyed this little tale of mine. I would also like
to offer my wish for speedy recoveries to those writers, like Danielle J.
and Kelly Davidson, who are currently having health problems. We should all
hope and pray they will be able to regale us with more excellent stories
soon.
Bobbie the Bimbo
By Sam Vincent
(c) 2002
Part 1
Robert "Bob" Baker scurried towards the front door to his apartment in a
bathrobe he was hastily putting on to cover himself since all he was
wearing was a pair of cotton briefs. He wasn't expecting anyone,
particularly this late at night, but whoever was at the door seemed very
insistent - they had been pressing the buzzer for over a minute. Muttering
some curses under his breath, he called out loudly as he moved towards the
door, "All right...All right...I'm coming."
He muttered a few more curses upon reaching the door, as he wondered who
could possible be out there. He was so agitated over this late night
intrusion he never thought to look though the spy hole and see who was
there. Instead he threw off the latch, turned the door handle and pulled
the door open. As it opened, he said loudly, "I don't know who you are,
but this had better be damn important!"
As Bob looked to see who was there, a surprised look appeared on his face
as he recognized the person standing there. "TANYA! What are you doing
here?" he exclaimed. Of all the people who he would expect at his door
this time of night, Tanya Hart, his long time girlfriend would be the last
on the list. She had told him she was going to be away for a few days on a
short business trip, but here she was standing in his doorway.
"Hello Bobbie," she said in a reserved manner, even as she stepped towards
him to give him a small hug and a kiss on the cheek. As she stepped back,
he could see she was clearly upset by something and didn't look at all
happy. "Do you mind if I come in? I have something I want to discuss with
you."
"Err...No, Tanya." He was so stunned at seeing her and the state she was
in, he had answered automatically, but he quickly regained his senses,
saying to her, "I mean, yes, I mind. Look Tanya, it's really late. I've
got work tomorrow and I was just getting ready to go to bed. Couldn't this
wait till later...like tomorrow evening?"
"No, it can't!" she shot back while pushing past him and entering his
apartment. Since she was now standing in his living room waiting for him,
all he could do was shrug, close the door, and she what it was she wanted.
Stepping into the living room, Bob moved till he stood before her, and
then asked, "So what's this all about, Tanya?"
"Bobbie, I want the truth from you," Tanya said in an accusing tone. "I
want you to tell me who that woman was that you had in your apartment
tonight?"
"Err...what...woman?" Bob asked feigning surprise. He hoped Tanya hadn't
seen him out with Donna earlier, but if she was asking about her, he had a
real bad feeling she did. So the only question now was - how much did she
know?
"You know 'what woman'! The woman who you had dinner with...who you then
took to the dance club...who you then brought back here for the rest of
the evening...and who left less than an hour ago," she answered with a
determined look on her face.
"Oh...um...that woman," Bob answered, realizing now that she must have
followed him all evening to know exactly what he had been doing.
"Yes, 'that woman'! Who is she, Bobbie? And I expect the truth."
"Um...she's a friend. Her name's Donna...ah...Donna DeLuca."
"So you claim this Donna is just a friend. Is that right, Bobbie?" she
coolly asked like an attorney interrogating a witness on the stand.
"Ah...yeah."
"SO DO YOU ALWAYS FRENCH KISS ALL YOUR WOMEN FRIENDS AND PUT YOUR HAND
UNDER THEIR DRESSES TO FEEL THEM UP! DO YOU, BOBBIE?" Tanya suddenly
screamed furiously at him.
"What! Oh...God!" Bob responded, as he realized Tanya had caught him big
time since she must have seen him and Donna making out together in the
booth at the dance club.
"That's right, Bobbie. I saw what the two of you were doing. You thought
it was too dark in that back booth in the club to be seen - but I know
you, Bobbie. I know exactly what you two were doing, and I figured it out
from what little I could see and from our own dates together. And I also
know you well enough to see by the look on your face that I'm right, so
don't even try and deny it. So now what I want to know is - WHY THE FUCK
YOU ARE CHEATING ON ME?"
Bob knew he was in deep, deep trouble with Tanya now, and could see from
the look on her face how really pissed off she was. He racked his brain
trying to think of a way to get out of it, and then he hit on an idea.
"Okay Tanya, you're right about me and Donna. But Tanya, when we started
to date we both agreed we weren't interested in a serious relationship.
You also said that you weren't interested in any kind of commitment, and I
agreed with you. So I don't see why I have to defend my actions to you, if
I want to date another girl or not."
From the look now on Tanya's face as she considered his words, Bob figured
he had made a great argument in his defense. But something else had been
bothering him ever since this whole conversation began. So he figured he
should go on the offensive, and with a slightly smug look on his face, he
added, "And what's with all this 'Bobby' shit? You know how much I hate
that name, Tanya. My name's 'Bob' - I haven't been called 'Bobby' since I
was six years old."
After some brief thought, Tanya finally responded, but she still looked
quite angry with him. In a sarcastic tone, she asked, "Is that right,
'Bob'? That's your whole rationale for cheating on me. Well...I guess
there's some truth in it, but tell me something, 'Bob'...just how long
have we been dating now?"
"Oh, I don't know...I guess it's been...what...maybe...a year." Bob
answered, as he wondered where she was going with this.
"Oh, very good, 'Bob'. You almost had that one right - but it's been well
over a year since our first date - fourteen months, if you really care to
know. And since then, we've gone out together countless times. We've even
slept together a dozen times or more. So let me ask you this...and I want
you to think very carefully about it...what with all our time together,
doesn't it seem that we are in a relationship - and a damn serious one
too? And given our history, isn't it kind of implied, despite what we may
have said at the start, that we do have a certain commitment to each
other?" she asked him. She watched as the smug look he had been wearing
slowly disappeared from his face only to re-appear on hers.
Tanya knew she had him now as she watched him squirm, but wanted to plant
the hook a little deeper as she add, "Oh, and about the name thing. You're
kind of right about that too...a man named 'Robert' could be called 'Bob'
by his family and friends. But since you seem to be behaving like a
spoiled child, and can't act like a responsible adult, then I think
'Bobbie' is the perfect name for you. Don't you agree, 'Bob-bie'?"
Bob was sunk. He had just seen his whole defense go down in flames. Anyone
who knew them would've agreed with Tanya about their relationship, and
deep down he knew it too. The problem was he had been denying it to
himself all this time, and he had no other excuse for his cheating on her
with Donna. As much as he hated to admit it, he knew she was right and he
was in the wrong. "Well...if you...kind of...look at it like
that...then...I guess so," he grudgingly admitted.
"YOU GUESS SO! Well, if you 'guess' we're in a relationship, then why are
you cheating on me, Bobbie? And especially with a T-girl like Donna
DeLuca?"
"T-girl?" Bob asked, confused at the term. He had never heard it before.
"Yes, a T-girl...like in transvestite or transsexual. The girl you've been
seeing behind my back was born a man...and has a cock. And don't try to
deny it. With the way you had your hand up her dress, you must have felt
it and you were even probably stroking her off."
Bob was so surprised over Tanya knowing about Donna being transgendered,
he stammered out, "How...how...did you know?"
"Oh, please. With all my years as a make-up artist and as a cosmetologist,
it was fairly obvious. Any woman who dresses like her and wears that much
make-up is either a cheap hooker looking to attract some Johns, or she's
some poor T-girl, who is trying way too hard to look like a sexy woman and
doesn't have a clue on how to do it properly. When I first saw you with
her, I thought maybe she was a prostitute, but as I watched her more
closely I saw other little things like how she acted and moved, and I
finally realized she was a T-girl."
Since she had him dead to right about Donna, Bob couldn't see how he could
possible deny it, so he figured it would be better to just admit it, "Okay
Tanya...you're right...about Donna."
"Oh, I know I am, Bobbie. But what surprised me most was I didn't know you
had a thing for chicks' with dicks," she said mockingly. "You're just full
of little kinks...aren't you, Bobbie?"
"NO!" Bob cried. "It wasn't like that, Tanya. I swear."
"So what was it, Bobbie? Did you know she was transgendered...and you just
picked her up for a little cheap thrill...or did you find out later,
Bobbie?"
"Not at first," Bob muttered softly with his eyes downcast. He couldn't
look her in the eyes. He felt so embarrassed over Tanya knowing all about
Donna. Bob thought she believed him to be some kind of faggot for dating a
she-male.
"What? I didn't hear you."
"I said, 'not at first'," Bob answered again, but then he figured he
should try to save what little of his male dignity he could as he added,
"I only found out tonight, and when I did, I was so shocked I threw her
out."
"Really, Bobbie? You know that's not what Donna told me."
"Donna...told you..." Bob parroted as he looked up at her with wide eyes.
"Oh, yes, Bobbie. I meet her when she left here and we had a long talk
about you. She's really a nice girl, but she desperately needs help on how
to act and dress more like a lady. I offered her my professional services
if she would tell me all about you and her. You can imagine how shocked
she was to find out that I was your girlfriend and that you were cheating
on me by dating her. She doesn't seem to like lying, cheating boyfriends
any more than I do."
"Oh...God."
"You might not want to call on Him, Bobbie. I hear He doesn't care much
for lairs and cheaters either," Tanya said to her guilty looking
boyfriend. "So would you like to know what she told me about you?"
Bob had no desire to hear what Donna had said about him, as he slowly
shook his head no, but Tanya just choose to ignore him.
"Donna told me how she meet you, Bobbie. She said you picked her up at a
dance club on the other side of town that is...how should I put it...open
to people with alternative lifestyles...over a month ago. At first she
thought you knew she was transgendered, and you were just another guy
looking for a thrill with a she-male. But she said you treated her so well
at the club, and when you asked for her number to call her to ask her out
sometime, she thought maybe you didn't know. When she got your call, she
knew that you really didn't know. So she went out with you only to set you
straight about her. She said your reaction when she told you was about
what she expected and when she left, she figured she'd never hear from you
again." Tanya watched Bob as she told her story. He seemed to be getting a
little sick looking as he heard it. "So is that about right, Bobbie?"
"Ah...yeah...I guess."
"Well, I'm so glad you agree. But now comes the interesting part,
Bobbie...so pay attention. Donna told me that about a week or so later,
she got another call from you and you asked her out again. She didn't
think it was a good idea, and turned you down. But after calling her for
the third time and practically begging her to go out with you, she said
yes. She told me you both were a bit nervous on that date, but you both
got over it and even had a good time together. She then told me you called
her several more times for dates and she went out on them with you. She
said you were really very sweet to her and treated her quite nice.
"Donna also told me she didn't want to push you in to something you
weren't ready for, so she would let you set the pace whenever you went
out. She said that as you dated you both grew more relaxed around each
other, and the two of you also grew more intimate with each other. She
told me how the two of you would often do some rather heavy making out
here, or sometimes at her place. She told me that on your most recent
dates, she would give you head before she left to go home. She also told
me that she did it again tonight, but after sucking you off, you told her
you wanted to return the favor so to speak, and so tonight you went down
on her, putting your head between her legs, and sucking on her cock..."
"WHAT! NO WAY!" Bob screamed. "If she told you that, it's a lie!" Donna
wouldn't have told Tanya about that, he hoped.
"Really, Bobbie? Well maybe I should invite her to come back in so you can
deny it when she's standing here too."
"Invite her back..." Bob repeated, confused by Tanya's suggestion.
"Yes. She's waiting in my car. I think she should really see what kind of
louse you are as you call her a liar to her face."
"All right...all right...I admit it. I've been dating her for almost a
month. And I even...sucked her...cock."
"Finally, the truth out of your mouth!" Tanya exclaimed, and then she
added in a disgusted tone, "You know Bobbie, I don't which is more
painful - getting a tooth extracted, or getting the truth out of you."
Since he didn't see much hope for them after admitting to his affair with
Donna, Bob asked sadly, "So Tanya...are you going to leave me now?"
"That depends on you, Bobbie. Since we both know the truth about what a
liar and cheat you are now, I should just cut my losses with you, leave
here and walk out that door, and never see you again, while you get on
with your miserable little life," Tanya said. Bob seemed to shrink from
the guilt he was feeling and his own stupidity. "If I do, maybe Donna
would take you back, but I doubt it - she seems to have way too much class
for the likes of you." Bob visible flinched at Tanya's stinging criticism
of him.
"Or," Tanya continued, "we could try to work this out together, Bobbie,
and rebuild the trust I thought we had, so we could eventually be a couple
again." Bob looked up at her upon hearing this; here was a possible way
not to lose her. "The first choice would be the easy one - and to tell you
the truth Bobbie, I'm very tempted to do it - but I still have feelings
for you, so I'm willing to try and work this out with you. The second
choice won't be so easy, especially for you since I expect you to make a
lot of concessions to win me back - and once we start there will be no
backing out of it, no matter how much you may want too. So tell me what
you want to do, Bobbie, but think long and hard before you answer because
whatever you decide will be absolutely final?"
Bob looked at Tanya for several moments as he considered his options. He
just couldn't lose her. She was the best thing in his life, but he knew
that she was right about how hard it would be to stay together. Finally he
answered, "I...don't want to...lose you, Tanya. I'd liked to try...and
stay together."
"Are you sure? You don't sound like it," she asked.
"Yes, I'm sure," Bob answered with more determination in his voice. "I'll
do whatever you want to stay with you."
"Well, that's very good, Bobbie. And I'm quite pleased with your answer
since I always thought you were enough of a man that you wouldn't just
take the easy way out. I'm glad I was right about you and quite proud of
you too," Tanya told him, as a small smile appeared on her lips. It was
the first time he had seen her smile since she walked in. "Now I need to
ask you something, but before you answer, I want you to think about it and
go deep into yourself to find the truth. Can you do that for me?"
"Yes Tanya, I'll try. What do you want to know?"
"I want you to truthfully tell me how you feel about me and why you feel
that way, Bobbie. If we are going to have any chance of making this work
out to be a couple, I need to know why you think we should stay
together...understand?"
Bob nodded his head while looking at Tanya as he considered his answer.
She was truly a remarkable woman. Standing five foot eight inches in her
bare feet, with a trim one hundred twenty four pound frame, she was in her
late twenties - she never would tell him her exact age - with a life and
vitality that never seemed to quit. With her jade green eyes and shoulder
length ash blond hair, she had an extremely attractive face, made even
more so by the use of her own expert skills as a make-up artist. He loved
kissing her wonderfully soft, full lips. He also loved wrapping his arms
around her and hugging her curvy body with her soft, generous C-cup
breasts.
So Bob found Tanya to be an extremely attractive lady, but he also
appreciated other things about her too. She was extremely intelligent with
a quick wit and fun loving personality. And her playfulness extended to
the bedroom. He had to admit some of the best times he ever had in the
bedroom was when Tanya was his sex partner. She loved to dress up and to
role-play to excite him in ways no other woman did. Once, while watching a
movie with Tanya, he commented about how hot he thought the auburn haired
actress in it was. So imagine his surprise a few days later, when a sexy
redhead who looked remarkable like her sat down across from him in a
restaurant, as he waited for Tanya to show up for their date. He did a
double take, before he realized the lady at his table was his girlfriend.
Tanya not only made herself up to look like her, but also imitated her
clipped British accent and mannerisms from the movie. The rest of the
evening everyone kept looking at the woman he was escorting, as they tried
to figure out if she was, or wasn't, who she appeared to be. It was a lot
of fun for them both, but particular for Bob when he got the actress to go
to bed with him.
Tanya also had a kind and generous heart. She volunteered her time and
talent to do makeovers for cancer patients undergoing therapy, so they
could feel better about themselves by helping them look more normal. Bob
once accompanied her to a hospice where she and some helpers worked on a
group of women. Looking at those battle scarred veterans of the medical
industry, Bob couldn't help but think how they resembled women he had once
seen in some WWII concentration camp photos. He was impressed when in a
few hours time they were transformed from their bald, emaciated selves
back into the attractive women they were before they became ill. One woman
that Bob was talking with told him she had lost a breast and was
undergoing chemo, and feared she would never be attractive to her husband
again. But when Tanya was done with her, she appeared to have two normal
looking breasts again in a low cut blouse, and was as pretty as she had
ever been. Watching those transformed women as they profusely thanked
Tanya and her helpers with their smiles, hugs, tears and accolades for
her, Bob only felt admiration for his girlfriend.
But with all the things that Bob knew about her, and even after their
adventures together, Tanya still remained an enigma. Women always were a
bit of a puzzle to Bob anyway, but there were things about Tanya that he
thought he should know, but for whatever reason she never seemed to want
to tell him about. When he once asked her something about her childhood,
she gave him a rather vague answer and then quickly changed the subject.
And after it had happened several more times, Bob asked her if she was
ashamed of her past since she seemed to be keeping it a secret. She looked
thoughtful at him for a moment, and then said with a warm laugh, "Darling,
every woman keeps a few secrets to add to her mystery. Perhaps someday
I'll let you in on some of my secrets but not enough to end the mystery,
because without the mystery to add a certain spice to a woman's life, what
is there to keep her man interested in her."
So Bob accepted her explanation at the time, and didn't bother to ask any
more about her past, but he still would wonder about it from time to time.
He also often wondered about what it was Tanya saw in him.
When he had first meet her, it had taken quite a bit from him to work up
the courage to ask her for a date; he felt sure she would shoot him down
and put him in his place by saying no - she was just so far out of his
league - but when he had finally taken the chance, he was pleasantly
surprised, when after starring at him for several long nerve wracking
moments she simply said yes. So they went out, but they both seemed to
want to keep it light as they promised each other they won't looking for
anything more than having a fun time, and in fact they did. But Bob asked
her out again and she agreed, and before long they were dating fairly
regularly. Despite the fact they seemed to be truly involved with each
other, Bob felt for sure at some point Tanya would just dump him, when
someone better came along. After all, Bob couldn't see what he had to
offer her that would make her want to stay with him. Perhaps that's why he
went out with another girl. If she found out, it would give her an excuse
to just dump him, and he could finally end his anxious waiting for the
shoe to drop anyway.
Besides, Bob figured in the long run it would be for the best if she
dumped him, as they didn't seem to have a lot in common. Tanya was highly
educated with more than one college degree, while he barely got though
high school to get his diploma along with three certificates he earned
from a trade school to complete his education. She also owned some kind of
small cosmetics business with two other women as her partners, while he
worked as a journeyman electrician for a small electrical contractor. She
also never seemed to worry about money, and while he had no idea what she
earned, he figured she must be financially well off compared to him. And
while he earned good money as an electrician, there were times like when
he was laid off when he had to scramble to make ends meet by doing
plumbing, carpentry or whatever he could find. And when it came to social
situations, Tanya was more outgoing and seemed to know just about
everybody who was anybody, while he was always a bit shy and felt awkward
in social gatherings.
Bob's one social grace though was he could dance and do it extremely well,
all thanks to his single working mother. She had insisted that he and his
older sister take dance lessons from an early age so they would at least
have that to help them in life. Unlike most kids, it turned out that
dancing was something he enjoyed, and his dance instructor found in him an
apt and eager pupil. With his dancing ability he discovered his mother had
been right, as it gave him the opportunity to meet girls that wouldn't
normally give him the time of day, since he was hardly an Adonis in the
looks department. His driver's license listed his height as five foot ten,
but that was only true if he stretched his posture while standing, and he
was also wearing one-inch heeled shoes. In truth, he was just a fraction
of an inch taller than Tanya, with slightly broader shoulders. And where
she had a trim figure, he was showing early signs of a middle age spread,
with a bit of a gut and love handles, though he was only twenty-six years
old. While hardly plain looking, his facial features could never be called
manly, instead his face was quite boyish, and it gave him such a youthful
appearance he was quite use to being carded whenever he went to a club or
to buy beer. Though he would wish at times to have a more rugged face that
allowed him to look his age, at least most of the women he met thought he
was cute looking, but mainly in a little brother sort of way.
So Bob spoke to her of many of these things, along with some of his hopes
and fears, as he tried his best to explain to Tanya what he felt about her
and why. As she listened to him, a smile would appear on her lips at
times, as if she had recalled a pleasant memory over something he had
said. Finally, Bob concluded saying, "...that's why I want to stay with
you, Tanya. I'd like another chance to see if what I feel for you is the
real thing, and see if maybe we could have a life together."
"Well Bobbie, I must say I'm quite touch," she replied with genuine warmth
in her voice. "And since you finally admitted your feelings to me - and
quite possible to yourself for the first time tonight - I'm more than
willing to forgive you and give you that second chance...but with
conditions."
"Conditions...what conditions?"
"Before I tell you, I'd like to try a little experiment," Tanya replied.
She had been glancing at her watch for the last several minutes while he
had been speaking, and the last time she looked a tiny smile had appeared
on her lips.
"Experiment?" Bob was confused so he looked at her for an explanation.
But rather than explaining, Tanya just smiled and in a very commanding
tone, she said, "Bobbie, I want you to open your robe, lower your briefs,
take your cock in your hand and masturbate until you cum really hard."
"WHAT!" Bob exclaimed upon hearing her strange request. But as shocking as
that was, he was stunned even more when he realized he was doing exactly
what Tanya had told him. Standing in front of her, totally exposed and
performing a normally private act. Bob felt deeply embarrassed by it, but
was also terribly frightened too. He couldn't comprehend why he was acting
like this - and more importantly why he couldn't stop. "Tanya..."
"Just be quiet, Bobbie," she said as she shushed him. "I know what you
want to ask, but I want you to have a really good orgasm. So you just
concentrate on playing with your dick, while you listen closely to
everything I'm about to tell you. Oh, and here, use this to catch your
spunk in," she told him as she handed him some tissues. She then sat down
in an easy chair, to watch her boyfriend's performance with a small smirk
on her face, and then began speaking to him.
"A few years ago while working on a new cosmetic, I discovered a formula
for something else quite by accident. What I had found was a chemical that
could be used as a drug with some rather unique properties. Under its
influence, a person becomes extremely complacent and open to any commands
they are given. It leaves them completely alert with all their normal
mental faculties, but somehow it short-circuits their free will,
essentially making them an obedient slave until it wears off. But if it is
given repeatedly for some length of time, and they are also given the same
instructions each time, then the drug seems to cause a more permanent
change to occur in the person's psyche, and they will then carry out any
orders, or believe anything they are commanded to believe even after it
wears off. Having that kind of capability, the drug could be used to re-
program a person, turning a sinner into a saint, or even worse, turning a
saint into a sinner.
"When I finally realized what I had discovered, I became extremely
concerned over how dangerous it could be in the wrong hands. So after I
committed everything to memory, I completely destroyed all my notes and
records about the drug so no one can every get their hands on it. I also
used the drug on myself to program myself to forget everything about it
should anyone every try to force me to reveal the formula. I was also
worried someone else might also discover the same formula as I had, so I
spent a lot of time working to find a counter agent just in case that ever
happened.
"When I kissed you at the door, I was wearing lipstick with the drug in
it. Direct consumption of the drug generally works best, but it can be
given that way too, the only problem is it takes longer to work through
the skin. So all the time we were talking the drug was slowly being
absorbed into your system from the lipstick mark I left on your cheek. The
reason I wasn't affected was because I did find a counter agent and took
enough of it earlier this evening to protect me for at least 24 hours.
Hmm...looks like you're almost ready to cum Bobbie, so I'll just stop my
story here, until you do."
Bob finally climaxed with a massive orgasm shooting several times into the
tissues draining his balls. He was so drained that he felt weak in the
knees, and would have collapsed if Tanya hadn't grabbed him and helped
into the chair. When he finally recovered, he looked up at her and she
asked him, "You okay now?"
At that point, Bob became totally incensed over what she had done to him.
He flew into a rage and throwing discretion to the winds, shouted
furiously at her, "YOU CRAZY BITCH! WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE! I
CAN'T BELIEVE YOU GAVE ME A FUCKING MIND CONTROL DRUG! AND FOR WHAT...JUST
TO WATCH ME JERK OFF IN FRONT OF YOU! YOU'RE COMPLETELY INSANE..."
"Bobbie, shut up and be quiet." Tanya said calmly to him.
Upon hearing Tanya's command Bob instantly felt silent despite the rage he
was still feeling. It finally dawned on him that Tanya held all the cards
and could control him to get him to do anything she wanted. With this
realization he also knew how rash he had just been, and he became
extremely frightened. He hoped desperately that his sudden outburst hadn't
pissed her off.
Tanya seeing the look in Bob's eyes had a good idea what was going through
his head, so she said, "Just relax, Bobbie. You should know me well enough
to know I'm not a vindictive person, so I forgive you your little
outburst. Your anger is completely justified, but from now on when you
want to speak to me, you will do so in a civil manner...do you understand?
Oh...and no calling me any more nasty names either."
"Yes, Tanya. Thank you for not being anger with me," Bob replied quietly.
When she had told him to relax, he had felt most of his anger drain from
him, and now he found himself calmer than he would have expected.
Intellectually he knew he should have felt angry due to the fact that his
crazy girlfriend had drugged him, but what little of the emotion remained
didn't seem sufficient to him for the situation he was in. He was really
troubled by this artificial calmness, but he couldn't seem to generate the
emotions within himself to get out of the forced emotional state he was
currently in.
"Oh, I'm not angry at you, Bobbie - not really. What I am is greatly
disappointed in you. I like you a lot Bobbie...and based on what had told
me earlier, I think...I could even love you. I also know the kind of
person you are, and while you are basically very decent, you could be
better with a little proper guidance. I'm also not happy over how you
cheated on me, so while I may like you, I still think you need to atone
for your sins."
"Atone for my sins?" Bob asked. He was again confused by what Tanya meant.
"Oh yes, Bobbie. You see, when someone commits a sin, they earn
forgiveness by first confessing their sin, and then they perform some act
or make some sacrifice to show how sorry they are, as a way to make amends
to God, or to the person they sinned against. Since you confessed you sins
to me, I will decide what you will do for your atonement to earn my
forgiveness."
"So...um...what do you want me to do?" Bob asked as calmly as he could. He
knew Tanya was a decent person, but he never thought of her as being all
the religious, but all this talk of sins and sacrifice was beginning to
worry him. Given his present situation and Tanya's talk of atonement, he
was beginning to wonder is she was indeed crazy; and if she was, what
would she ask of him.
"I'll get to that in a minute, Bobbie. First, I want to talk about
something you said before when you were shouting at me," Tanya said.
Seeing the curious look he gave her, she continued. "I didn't just give
you the drug to watch you jerk off in front of me. I'd never use it to do
something so frivolous. After all our time together you should know by now
that I'm a very responsible person. And I take that responsibility
extremely seriously when it comes to using a drug as powerful as this. The
few times I even used it was to use it only for what I thought were the
right reasons. When I first discovered it, I thought it would be great to
get certain criminals who had eluded the law, to confess their crimes. And
thanks to me, there are some people in custody now that wouldn't be there
otherwise."
"You mean like gangsters...or the mafia! Don't you know how dangerous that
is?" Bob exclaimed, interrupting her. "Tanya...you could of been hurt...or
even killed." He couldn't believe she did such a thing - she really was
crazy.
Tanya gave him a small smile. It pleased her greatly hearing how concerned
he was over her safety. "I'm glad you're so concerned for my well being,
Bobbie, but you don't have to worry. I was always extremely cautious and
operated as discretely as I could. Besides I'm no longer doing that. I
decided to stop being a vigilante when some things happened that caused me
to completely question the ethics and my reasons for what I was doing. I
was also worried that what I was doing might result in someone finding out
about the drug."
"I'm glad to hear that, Tanya. But you still haven't explained why you
drugged me."
"You're right. The reason I decided to give you the drug was because I had
this plan, and it hinged on whether we were going to stay together or
break up. Earlier when I gave you the choice about splitting up, had you
chosen to split up, I could have left, you would've gone to bed and by
morning the drug would've been out of your system and you would've been
none the wiser. But if you decided to stay together then to carry out the
rest of my plan I needed to get you under control, since I'm pretty sure
you won't like what I want to do."
"Oh, I'm quite sure I won't like it," Bob replied with a hint of sarcasm.
"I'm not exactly happy with what you've done to me so far."
"And that's perfectly understandable and I don't blame you for feeling
that way. But Bobbie, you should know I absolutely hate cheaters. And for
you to sneak around and cheat on me hurts me so much. I always thought you
were a better man than that," Tanya said sadly, her green eyes showing how
hurt she was, as they grew moist like she was going to cry. After a moment
or two while she composed herself, she asked softly, "By the way, is Donna
the only one? No. On second thought, I don't want to know - even one is
more than enough."
"Would it...help...if I say, how sorry I am?" Bob told her in a very
sincere tone. He felt so bad at seeing how hurt she was. "I swear I never
wanted to hurt you, Tanya."
"It does, because I know you really mean it. That's one of the reasons I
like you so much, Bobbie. As guys go, you're normally so much better than
most, but you are a guy and you still can be an insensitive jerk at times.
So I've decide that to make amends for your wrongs, you will make a
sacrifice that will hopefully make you a better person in the end. I want
to tell you straight up that I'm not doing this to take revenge or to
punish you, although you may think so. I'm doing this so you will learn
something about yourself, our relationship, and so you can see what you
did was about the most hurtful thing that one person can do to another
person, who they are suppose to care about. Lying and cheating destroys
trust, and without trust no relationship or marriage can ever survive."
"Marriage? You wanted to...marry me?" Bob was totally stunned. To think
that a woman like Tanya actually thought about marrying him seemed
unbelievable.
"Does that surprise you, Bobbie?" Tanya asked with a melancholy look.
"Yes, I thought about it. I thought we might marry...not now...but someday
when we both knew each other better."
"But why? I never thought you would want to...marry me?"
"And that's part of your problem, Bobbie. You think that I would only want
to marry you if you were wealthier, or better educated, or had a better
job. But, when it's all said and done those things don't matter to me, as
I am only interested in the things a person has inside them, like if they
have a truly loving, caring, and understanding heart. I thought maybe you
were that kind of person...but now I'm not so sure," Tanya said as she
choked back her tears. She stopped speaking and looked away from him and
softly began to cry.
Bob looked at her and didn't know what to say. To find out that she had
felt like this about him showed him just what kind of fool he had been.
Seeing how much pain she was in, and knowing he had caused it, made him
feel like the most worthless person in the world. He wanted to do
something to take her pain away, but the only thing he could think of
seemed so inadequate. Gently taking her hand in his, Bob said softly,
"Tanya...I'm sorry."
Tanya turned back to him, as she wiped away her tears. She squeezed his
hand and a small smile formed on her lips. "Thank you, sweetie. I'm so
glad to hear you say that. They may be hope for us yet."
Bob smiled and squeezed back to let her know he cared for her. He was glad
to see that she seemed better now.
"Now where was I...oh, yes. I think that for you to make amends to me, you
need to sacrifice your male identity, so you can gain a new perspective on
things from my point of view. It's like the old saying, if you want to
understand someone you need to walk a mile in their shoes," she told him,
then added with a little giggle, "or in this case, I guess it would be
high heels."
Now Bob was really confused and from the blank look on his face, Tanya
knew he really didn't have a clue what she was telling him.
"You see Bobbie, what I want is for my boyfriend to go away for awhile and
you to become my girlfriend - so I'm going to change you into a sexy
little bimbo. As my bimbo girlfriend, you will be able to get an
understanding and an appreciation of what it's like to be a woman,
especially one who is usually treated by men like a sex object, so you can
see what it's like to deal with them."
"WHAT!" Bob said in shock, as he now understood what she had proposed.
"That's just crazy. You can't be serious...cause there's no way you can
turn me into a woman - sexy or otherwise."
"You'd be quite amazed at just what I can do, Bobbie," Tanya replied with
a cool confidence. "You may think that you are so masculine...so
macho...that you could never make a convincing female. But let me tell you
Bobbie, with your boyish looking face and your physique, it will be a lot
easier than you think. Not only will I turn you into a convincing woman,
but she will be quite a stunner to everyone who meets her."
"No way!" Bob stated adamantly. "I don't believe it."
Tanya gave a laugh at her boyfriend, and said, "You just keep telling
yourself that Bobbie, when I have you in a bra, pantyhose, and a sexy
little black dress while you strut around in five-inch stilettos showing
your goods to all the guys out there."
Bob gave her a nasty look, but remained unconvinced. Tanya laughed, as she
opened her purse and pulled something out. It looked to be a candy
lollipop and she removed the wrapper. With the lollipop in hand, she put
her purse down and came towards her boyfriend.
"Here Bobbie," Tanya said while handing him the lollipop, "suck on this
for a while. I have some things I need to bring in from my car and set up
in here. And I better check on Donna and see about sending her home - she
probably thinks I forgot about her."
Bob looked at the lollipop she handed him, and was shocked to see it was
one of those erotic novelty candies, as it was shaped like a male penis
with balls. He glanced up at his girlfriend, and upon seeing his face, she
told him with a smirk, "Oh, don't worry about the shape, Bobbie. It's not
like it's the first cock you've ever had in your mouth, and believe me it
definitely won't be the last. So girl, you just lick and suck on your
little lolly like a good little bimbo."
Bob had no desire to do anything of the kind, but he found his disobedient
tongue emerge from his mouth and lick at the phallic shaped candy, even as
Tanya stood watching him enjoy his treat for several moments with a
devious smile on her face. He found the taste quite pleasant with a sweet
cherry flavor. As he concentrated on licking and sucking his candy cock,
he soon grew unaware of whatever Tanya was doing, as she prepared for his
coming transformation.
When she finally came back and stood beside him, he had consumed most of
the lollipop. As he became aware of her presence, he looked up at her as
she said, "You're doing a really great job sucking on that cock, Bobbie. I
can tell that you'll be a really good little cock-sucking bimbo. I'll wait
a few minutes while you finish it off. After all you don't want to waste
any...now do you?"
When he finally finished consuming the last of his sugary sex treat, Bob
looked up at her to see her smiling quite pleasantly at him. The lollipop
he had spent an hour consuming was very liberally laced with more of the
drug she had given him when she had kissed him. With the amount he had now
had in his system, Tanya knew he would remain quite complacent and
obedient to her commands for some time to come. Besides she had plenty
more of those little sex candies for her new bimbo to eat so she could
keep Bobbie under her control for days or weeks to come, if needed.
"All right, my sweet girl. Stand up. Now follow me. We need to get started
on making you pretty," she commanded as a pleasant smile played on her
lips.
Tanya led him down the hallway towards the bathroom. Bob continued to try
to resist with all of his might, but whatever Tanya had given him was too
powerful, and he found himself following like an obedient puppy dog.
Stopping at the door, she turned and smiled pleasantly at him while she
waited for him to reach her. When he came to a stop, she said to him, "Now
Bobbie I've drawn you a nice hot bubble bath and put some of my special
lotions in the water. So I want you to go in and strip off your clothes,
and climb in the tub for a good long soak. Make sure you get your entire
body in the water so the lotions can do a good job on conditioning your
skin...understand, dear?"
"Yes, Tanya. I understand," Bob found himself answering in a calm manner.
"That's a good girl. I think you're really going to love your bubble bath,
sweetie," she said to him, with that same pleasant smile on her face. Bob
found her smile really annoying. He knew that despite his best efforts he
couldn't do anything to stop her from whatever she had in mind to do to
him - and she knew it, but worse yet, she knew that he knew it too. And
her pleasantly over all this was ticking him off because he wanted her to
yell at him and be mean, so he could at least justify his anger towards
her. Instead she was treating him with kindness, and he found it so much
more infuriating.
Walking in to the bathroom, Bob found it decked out like a feminine oasis.
The lights were off, but there were about a dozen scented candles lit to
provide a soft illumination and a feminine flowery smell to the room. He
striped off his robe and briefs and stepped into the tub finding the water
extremely warm, but not so hot that it was uncomfortable. He slowly
lowered himself into the fragrant water until he was totally immersed in
it and covered by the bubbles, until only his head could be seen.
Now Bob almost always showered and so he couldn't remember the last time
he had taken a bath, yet alone a bubble bath, but as he sat soaking in the
tub with the candles, the scents and the warmth from the water, he had to
admit it was really quite nice. It all seemed a little surreal to him but
he could see why women liked to bathe like this - it was pleasant and
relaxing. Tanya entered and picked up his discarded clothes. She looked at
him in the tub and smiling said, "Are you enjoying your bath, sweetie?"
"Um...yes, I am. It's kind of nice."
"I knew you'd like it."
"Ah...Tanya, could I have a wash cloth?" he asked. "I was getting ready to
take a shower when you came, and I'd like to wash myself."
"Of course, sweetie. Here use this," she said handing him something he had
never seen before. It looked like some kind of sponge.
"What's this?"
"It's a loofah. It's very gentle on the skin but cleans better than a
washcloth. Just wet it and gently rub yourself with it. It will exfoliate
your skin and leave you very clean," she told him, as he began to clean
himself as she instructed. She then left him while he continued to wash
himself.
When Tanya came back, she had him stand up in the tub and then drained the
tub. She grabbed the shower wand and began to hose him off. Bob was
surprised to discover that not only was his skin now satiny smooth just
like a woman's, he was also completely denuded of any body hair. Tanya
smiled at him again, and said, "Well sweetie, I'm so glad you enjoyed your
first bubble bath. And see this, you won't have to worry about any nasty
old body hair for some time to come. One of my treatments usually knocks
out the hair follicles for at least 10 to 12 months, and it leaves the
skin so fragrant and wonderfully soft to the touch. Go ahead and see for
yourself."
Bob ran his hand over his arm. He couldn't believe how it felt like what a
young woman's flesh would normally have felt like to him - only even more
so. He also could smell a clean feminine fragrance when he brought his arm
to his nose. As he looked up at Tanya's smiling face, he felt his fear
growing in him. This whole idea of turning him into a female bimbo had
seemed so crazy when Tanya had first said it, but now he was beginning to
believe as insane as it seemed she might be able to actually do it.
Tanya saw the fear in Bob's eyes, but just kept smiling warmly at him. She
delighted in the fact that Bob was afraid, and didn't feel like easing his
fear or worries just yet - she wanted him to suffer a little for his
indiscretion. Grabbing a big fluffy bath towel she helped her bimbo in
training step out of the tub, and began to dry him off. She then wrapped a
towel around him at the chest, the way a woman does to cover herself. She
told him as she did this, "Since you're a girl now Bobbie, you'll need to
cover yourself like this from now on to protect your modesty." Then with a
small laugh, she added, "But I think you'll be needing much larger towels
once I give you your new titties."
Bob was about to say something over this latest verbal jab, but she
stopped him and told him to be quiet. Taking his hand, Tanya led him out
of the bathroom and into the bedroom. Bob could she that she had been
busy, since there were several cases and boxes now scattered about the
room. In the center was a portable chair that Tanya sometimes used when
she worked on a client. She led him to the chair and told him to sit down
and to remain still.
Bob climbed into the chair and sat down. Tanya placed a plastic cape
around his neck and fastened it, covering his body. She studied his face
for several minutes, then picked up a small bottle and began smearing the
contents on his face. Bob wanted more than anything to jump up out of that
chair and run as far away from his crazy girlfriend as he could get, but
instead he found himself sitting quietly as Tanya worked on his face.
Every so often Tanya would tell him to do something and he obediently
followed her tiniest directions as she applied all kinds of lotions,
makeup and did other things to his face. Bob didn't like what she was
doing to him one bit since it left his face feeling extremely strange to
him. When she finally finished she stepped back to examine her handwork
and seemed pleased with the result. Bob on the other hand was hardly
pleased at all and his face showed it by the scowl he wore on it. Tanya
seeing the expression on his face clucked at him saying, "Now sweetie,
that will never do. A proper bimbo should always have a pleasant little
small on her pretty face, like she hasn't a care in the world, or a
serious thought in her pretty little head. So Bobbie, turn that frown
upside down, and give us a smile, sugar."
Despite his desire to tell her to fuck off, Bob answered in an agreeable
manner, "Okay Tanya." He then felt his face contort into the new
expression that Tanya requested, while inside he fumed at her.
"Hmm, we need to do something about your voice, sugar," Tanya said while
tapping her cheek with her index finger. She grabbed a small spray bottle,
and told Bob to open his mouth. She sprayed some of the liquid to the back
of his throat and told him to swallow it. What little he tasted of it
didn't seem very pleasant, and Bob was happy to swallow it and try to get
the foul taste out of his mouth. Then she told him to say, "I'm a horny
little bimbo."
Bob complied with this latest indignity, and has surprised how different
his voice sounded, as he now seemed to speak in a higher register. But
Tanya still wasn't satisfied so she repeated the process by having him
swallow more of the liquid from the spray bottle. When she was finally
satisfied with the results, Bob now sounded like a young woman, with a
lovely soprano sounding feminine voice issuing forth from his mouth
instead of his usual male baritone. Tonya smiled at him and told him that
he now sounded okay, but she would help him later to speak in a more
girlish manner so he could talk like the bimbo he was slowly becoming.
"Just think sweetie, when we're all done," she said teasingly, "you'll
have such a sexy voice you can get a job as a phone sex operator."
"Now lets do something about you hair, sweetie," Tanya said as she picked
up a set of electric hair clippers. Bob hated long hair and usually kept
his hair quite short, but by the time Tanya finished with him he was bald
as a cue ball. She then smeared another lotion on his baldhead, and soon
he felt his scalp tingling in a strange, but not unpleasant fashion. Tanya
then stepped over to get something out of some boxes, and Bob was
surprised as she pulled two huge female wigs out of them - one in honey
blond and the other in light auburn. As she held them up, he heard her as
she ask herself, "Now which one should we use," while looking back and
forth between the two wigs and her bald victim. "Hmm...Should pretty
Bobbie be a saucy and brazen redhead...or a dazzling and flighty blonde?"
Bob sat quietly as Tanya considered her options. As far as he was
concerned if those were his only two options, he would prefer to remain
bald forever. After several long moments, during which Bob anxiously
wondered if he was going to windup a redhead or a blonde, she finally
seemed to make up her mind. Putting the red-haired wig away, Tanya told
him, "You know there's something to be said for tradition...and with your
pretty blue eyes, sweetie...you definitely should be a blonde."
Bob watched with a sense of horror, as she approached him with that
massively huge wig of honey gold blond hair. As she fitted the wig to his
head, the tingling sensation returned only now it seem much more intense.
He wondered what it could mean, even as he saw her pick up a brush to
begin styling the wig she had placed on his head. While working on his new
mane of hair, Bob began to think with a feeling of dread that she had
actually glued the wig to his head given the amount of pulling he felt on
his scalp. He was so distracted by this idea; he didn't realize that Tanya
had been speaking to him. "...and I always loved your bright blue eyes,
but I thought what a shame you weren't born a natural blond. So now I can
correct nature's mistake and make you the way you should've been,
sweetie."
When Tanya finished working on his new blond tresses, she told him to
cover his face, as she picked up a can of hair spray. She sprayed him with
it to set the style in place while also using a hair pick in her other
hand to give it a final fluff. Placing the pick and hairspray down on her
worktable, she removed the cape from around Bob's neck, and told him to go
take a look at himself in the mirror. Bob climbed out of the chair and
approached the mirror on his dresser with a feeling of great trepidation,
but at the same time he felt intensely curious at what he was about to
see.
Looking in the mirror Bob was stunned at what he saw. Starring back at him
was a blonde with one of those big hairstyles that beauty pageant
contenders seemed to wear surrounding her face. Her bright blue eyes
surrounded by long dark lashes were opened in stunned surprise, while soft
full lips framed her slack jawed mouth in red lipstick.
As Bob's expression of shock left the girl's face, he began to closely
study the stranger in the mirror he had just met, even as he tried to get
it though his head that he was really looking at himself. What Bob saw in
the mirror was a most desirable young woman. The girl appeared to be
barely in her twenties - perhaps at most twenty-two or three. Lustrous
light honey blond hair rose on her head in a flattering feminine style,
framing her heart shaped face, and falling in soft waves until it reached
well below her shoulders, as Bob knew since he could feel it tickling him
on his shoulder blades. Under that massive mane of blond curls was a
female face with a soft cream colored complexion and a healthy radiant
glow to the skin. Her brownish-blond eyebrows were a pair of thin,
flattened arches above a pair of provocative blue eyes made so by the
smoky shades of eye shadow she had on her lids, while luxuriantly long
eyelashes, thick with mascara, curved out from eyelids lined in black.
Bob's nose, which he had always thought had a bit of an aquiline look, now
seemed not only smaller and narrower, but also lacked his eagle beak.
While his remodeled nose on this girl's face could never be considered
pert, it nestled between a pair of soft round cheeks and added a certain
character to her cute face. But of all her feminine features that made up
her pretty face the best by far was her mouth - and what a mouth it was!
Formed from a pair of thick and fleshy lips it smiled sweetly at him,
while the super moist red lipstick worn upon those lips made it seem that
it was just begging to be kissed. And thanks to her sexy little smile, her
pouty cupid-bow lips were parted slightly allowing her white teeth to
seemingly sparkle behind them. Slightly to the right and above the
juncture of those lips was a tiny brown beauty mole whose whole existence
seemingly was to draw even more attention to this girl's opulent mouth.
Bob was stunned at what he was seeing and tried desperately to find any
part of his old familiar self in that incredibly cute female face - but it
all seemed to have been changed. The only familiar reference in her face
were his eyes, but even they seemed different - more open and larger as if
this young woman was viewing her world in a state of wonderment.
"This just can't be," Bob told himself in disbelief as he tried to figure
out how Tanya had transformed his face so thoroughly and convincingly. He
looked even closer at himself to see if he could detect what she had done
to him. His stronger male jaw line had some how been changed into a softer
female looking one giving the girl her pleasing heart shaped face. Even
his neck and Adam's apple seemed to now belong to this girl with its
narrower, almost swan like quality. He thought for sure he could detect
something fake at his hairline - after all he was wearing a wig. But even
upon his closest inspection his new hair looked perfectly normal as he
could see individual hairs seemingly emerging and growing from his scalp.
Raising his hand towards that face to test his grip on reality, Bob
watched in fascinated horror as the girl in the mirror mimicked his move.
As his male hand touched that delicate looking female cheek, Bob felt his
own fingers brushing his own cheek. Bob finally had to accept the reality
of the situation and what he was seeing.
"Well my darling, I take it you believe me now when I said I would turn
you into a sexy bimbo," he heard his girlfriend say with the sound of smug
satisfaction in her voice. "But now that your face and hair are done, we
need to move on to fixing up your body."
Bob turned back to look at her with a look of fear on his face. "Please
Tanya...I don't know how you're doing this...but please stop," he begged
her in his high girly voice. "Please don't change me any more.
Please...please change me back."
"But sweetie, if we stop now and don't do your body, how will you ever get
a guy to screw you. I mean with your face like it is now, I'm sure you can
get all the cock you could ever want to suck just by pursing and licking
your lips suggestive at a man, but you really need to have a female body
so men will want to fuck you too."
"Fuck me!" Bob cried out. "Oh, no...Tanya...no! Please don't do that to
me! I don't want men screwing me!"
"Oh, you say that now, but as soon as I give you a nice dripping little
cunt, and a pair of huge soft tits with extra sensitive nipples, you'll be
spreading your legs for any Tom, Dick or Harry who strikes your fancy,"
Tanya replied, and then she added with a laugh, "...or Dave, or Ted, or
John, or Mike..."
"OH GOD!" Bob cried as he fell to his knees in front of her. "Please
Tanya, please stop. No...No more. I can't take...no more." He pleaded with
her as he began to cry.
Tanya looked at her blond haired boyfriend sobbing on the floor in front
of her. She could kick herself at what she had just done. She knew how
upsetting and frightening all this was to Bob, but she had been enjoying
herself way too much as she watched him squirm. Now all her teasing had
gotten out of hand and had caused him to break down.
"Bobbie...Bobbie," she called softly to him as she bent down. "Get up,
sweetie," she told him as she helped him up. She helped him over to the
bed and sat him down on the edge. She sat down beside him and pulled him
into her arms. "I'm sorry, sweetie. Can you forgive me?"
"Forgive...you..." Bob replied confused, as he continued to sob in her
arms.
"Yes, sweetie," she said in a sincere tone. "I've been unnecessarily cruel
to you. When I saw how frightened you were, I wanted to give you a little
payback for how much you hurt me, but I let myself get carried away, and
I've been teasing you unmercifully, when I really should've been calming
your fears. I told you I'm not a vindictive person, but...I
guess...maybe...I am...at least a little. So I'm asking you to forgive me.
Will you, please?"
"I...I...guess," Bob answered with a sniffle. "Will...will you change me
back?"
"I'm sorry, sweetie. But I can't."
"You can't! You mean I'm stuck like this?" Bobbie cried out in alarm as he
pushed himself away from her.
"No sweetie, you're not stuck," Tanya answered quickly to calm him, even
as she pulled him back into her arms once more. "I can change you back
anytime I want. So let me re-phase what I said. I mean 'I won't'."
"You won't? But...why?" Bob asked plaintively.
"Because I still believe that changing you into a woman will be the best
thing I can do to let you see the error of your actions. I'm human so I
make mistakes like everyone else, but you must have a little faith in me
to know I have only the best intentions in what I'm doing. You must also
trust me and believe that in the end I will change you back after I feel
you've learned your lesson. I know I'm asking a lot of you Bobbie, but I
believe you've enough courage with in you, to put your faith and trust in
me and believe that I have your best interests at heart, and let me finish
what we've started."
"It's just that I hate how I have no say in any of this. And I'm so afraid
of what could happen since I have no control or any way to stop it," Bob
quietly told her. Then a moment later he added, "Tanya, I believe I know
you well enough to trust you and accept that you're a good person, but
still I'm afraid."
"I know Bobbie, I know. This is all quite unsettling to you, but you must
try to remain calm. And you have to be brave too. I can't guarantee that
nothing bad will ever happen to you Bobbie, but I promise I will do my
best to look after you. Life's a risk and to really live it means you have
to have the courage to accept those risks. There may be things that happen
that neither one of us will ever see coming, but you have to believe that
I will always be there for you."
"Promise?" Bob asked as he looked into Tanya's warm green eyes.
"Of course, sweetie. I promise. And I also promise to stop being so cruel
too," Tanya swore as she gave Bob a little squeeze. "You feel better now?"
"I...I guess," Bob replied somewhat hesitantly. "Are...are you going to
make me have sex with other men?"
"First off Bobbie, you can't have sex with 'other men' when you're a
woman - understand? And second, sex is a part of life and a normal person,
whether male or female, would want to do it since it is something to be
enjoyed with the right partner. So while I won't force you to have sex
with a man, it may happen just the same because you're a girl now, and at
some point you may simply want to."
"Well, that's not going to happen. I'll never want that," Bob stated.
"Never say never, sugar," Tanya told him with a small crooked smile. Then
she reached up to wipe the last of the tears from Bob's eyes, and as she
did she said, "I guess it's a good thing the makeup I used on you is semi-
permanent, otherwise you'd look a real fright right about now, sweetie."
Bob, recalling how some women looked after a crying jag with their makeup
running down their faces, realized he could've been one of those women
now, if not for Tanya's foresight. That thought didn't make him feel
better, but as it came to him, he said in a sassy way, "Then I guess I
should be thankful to you for small favors - shouldn't I?" Even as the
words flew out his mouth, he suddenly became concerned that Tanya might
not react kindly to his smart-ass, flippant reply.
Tanya seemed to pause as she heard his response, but then seeing the look
of concern Bob gave her, she knew he had reacted in his normal fashion but
was now regretting it because he didn't know how she was going to take it
and feared what