This story is incomplete. It is also less than a quarter the size
of what I intend the final story to be. It should be long enough,
and contain enough transformations, to satisfy your needs. I
appreciate criticism on storyline, characters, etc. However,
please do not criticize its grammar and spelling, unless you are
willing to help me edit. :-D
Do not repost this story in any place. It is a working copy, and
the sole reason I'm posting it on Fictionmania is to get the
inspiration to continue if the story is worthwhile.
Author's important note: I slander women many times in this
story. I do not feel that women are inferior to men
intellectually or emotionally by any means. A number of sexual-
intellectual topics are discussed in the story and many of them
are based on scientific truth's (sexual selection = breast size);
but the rest are possibilities that I pretty much just made them
up (women's gait restricting movement). I hope no one is
offended, please enjoy the story.
Prologue: Written in limited third person.
A dull roar of voices rose from the party. John handed the beer
from his left hand to his right in a nervous gesture. Too nervous
to pick up a conversation with any girl, he stood in the corner
by the fuzzy red couch.
Freshman year had been fun, so far. He had been really
uncomfortable meeting the girls in his hall. But he did meet some
guys in the dorm next-door who were nice and would play video
games with him and his roommate. Other than that though, the only
friends at school he had were two that he convinced to go to
school with him from home in Palatka. He enjoyed his life there,
but the parties that his roommate Roger brought him to always
made him feel uncomfortable and inferior.
A girl with straight pale legs flicked her sandal on and off her
shoe as she twirled her finger in her shoulder length blonde
hair. She was rubbing the guy's thigh on her right that she was
flirting with.
John lifted his left leg and rested it against the wall. He
glanced around, bobbing his head to the music to appear as if he
was actually not the lamest person in the universe. He tried to
guess what percentage of the guys were going to go home with a
woman. His roommate stood by the keg getting crazy-drunk. At the
moment, he was waving his arms while a couple girls giggled
around him.
He continued scanning, and locked eyes with a girl standing
against the doorway, with her hands on her hips. But it was hard
to tell it was a girl. Her black hair was wasted in a pixie cut,
her lips naturally pink and pouty, but devoid of makeup. Her eyes
were dark and exotic, John couldn't tell the difference between
her pupil and her iris. Her breasts had the plumpness of someone
who was slightly overweight. Her shirt was black and thin, and
fell over her breasts showing their shape, as well as her wide
nipples that stuck out from the cold. Her legs donned men's loose
jeans. Her hand, only slightly plump but pale, played with her
belt.
John, embarrassed, turned back to his roommate at the keg. He
wondered if the dyke actually thought he was a girl. *Of course
not, always thinking the worst, the eternal social pessimist. Are
some dykes heterosexual? I could go for her, she is attractive
if...*
He felt a warmth next to him. Turning, he came face to face the
girl. She breathed out softly, and the air brushed his neck. Her
lips were parted slightly, seeming to peel outward, while her
tongue wagged slightly.
"Hey," she said, her voice not high enough to be seductive.
"Hey," he responded. His heart beating faster. She wasn't the
most beautiful or attractive girl to John, but she was
diffidently hitting on him, and he could feel his face flush.
She looked down, and peered up at him and smiled, showing her
teeth. Her hand pressed against his chest, sliding down his
sweater into his jeans. Her cold hands touched his penis in its
half erect state, grasping his testicles.
His eyes widened.
She leaned over and whispered to him, "I have to talk to you
about something outside."
She slid her hand out of his pants and grasped his wrist and
pulled him across the room. Her hand was cushy, the skin soft as
the skin on the underside of his forearm. Her breasts swayed as
she walked, and John could see the sides of them through the
armhole.
The outside was cool, the crickets chirped until John was dragged
to the unlit side of the house. She pushed him against the wall,
and the bricks scratched his back. He put one hand around her
waist, and the other on her butt and pulled her toward him. The
softness of the contour of her body made his penis writhe against
his jeans. He grinded his hips into hers.
"STOP!" she gasped. Pushing away from him. "I didn't take you out
here to make out with you," she cringed, turning away, "or have
sex with you."
What? John looked around in apprehension. His face flushed with
embarrassment. He knew some frat boys would pop out and take a
picture of the loser that tried to make out with the dyke.
"Why the hell did you grab my penis then?"
"It was the only way to get your attention," said, and turned
away in embarrassment, "Look at me!" she commanded.
John stared into her eyes. Her face contorted into a funny
expression at an attempt to look more normal.
"What do you see," she whispered.
"A sexy girl?"
"FUCK!" she shouted. "FUCK FUCK FUCK!"
Surprised, John bumped his head into the bricks behind him.
She crossed her arms across her chest, flattening her breasts
with her hands.
"You dumb, fuck head, it's me, Sean."
"What?" John bumped his head against the brick again, "Holy shit,
no fucking way. No fucking way, dude."
She stepped back, with her hands on her hips. Her breasts
jiggled.
"What belt are you in Aikido?"
Her voice was downtrodden, in despair, "None. The campus doesn't
use belts, but when we took Karate back home I was brown." She
looked toward the dirt, and then glanced at John's disbelieving
eyes, and added, "Stupid fucks and their black belt club, tried
to make me a black belt two years before I earned it... and it
wasn't really karate, it was Tae Kwon Do"
"Is it real?" John questioned.
"Yes," she whimpered.
"How did this happen so quickly?" his voice turned into a
whisper, "was it the candle?"
"No." She to heave her breathes, and sniffed her stuffy nose. "It
was Krissy." She began to cry. "She's back."
John almost bumped his head into the wall again. "How? Why?"
"What am I going to do John? This is so horrible. Just like
before, everyone is accepting this like it was normal," she took
a deep breath, "What am I going to do? I can't do anything that I
used to! I can't go to Kendo like this! She pulled back her
sleeve and clenched her fist as if to be flexing her arm. I'm so
weak and soft. I can hardly jump. Kicking is a joke, and
everything jiggles." Tears streamed down her face, "It's so
embarrassing. Every knows and they just make fun of me, I can't
take it anymore." She leapt into John's chest and embraced him.
She nuzzled her face into his shoulder, and dug her fingers in
his back, sobbing. Her words became too muffled to understand.
John felt the delicate body against him, her breasts smashed into
his chest. He hugged her back, patting it comfortingly.
She looked up, her face red with tears, "I think she's coming for
you too. Do you remember what it was like when it happened to
him?"
Part I: A Bad Bet
A few years earlier
"Three," Chris said. He pulled three cards from his hand and put
them on the table, stretching out his thin arms.
"As usual, Chris with no luck," John chuckled. He sipped his
Sprite, laced with stolen vodka from his mom. They sat at his
parents' wooden breakfast table. His parents had been gone on a
vacation for this week, visiting the Bahamas on a 'business'
trip. His mom was just tagging along. They figured that he could
handle himself his junior year of high school.
"Hey, you keep on saying that," Chris replied. His eyes widened
as he saw his new cards.
"As usual, Chris the bluffer." John retorted.
Chris was a bit smaller than the other guys in the group. So, he
ended up always being slightly picked on. No mistake, the four
were all good friends, best friends for years. Just whenever
there was a play-fight going on, he was always beaten. Whenever
they played video games, the three others would tend to team up
on him. It was all very subtle, but it led Chris to over
emasculate himself. He bluffed in poker. He would always
challenge one of them, or make challenging statements, and was
usually beaten. It wasn't that he wasn't apt at the things he
challenged the others to, it was that he challenged others when
he was not confident in winning, so he ended up losing. Which
ended up in him over emasculating himself again in a vicious
cycle. Or at least, that's what John thought.
John would always analyze the social cycles with Sean. They could
always analyze people they knew, but never themselves. It just
couldn't be done.
"I fold," Graham called out.
"You fucking idiot," Sean said, "He's bluffing."
"I'm not," Graham returned. "High card seven"
"How is that even possible?" John called.
Chris started counting his fingers. He paused a moment. "That's
the worst possible hand a person can get in poker." He laughed.
"I'll raise you two cashews and a snicker's bar." John called.
"Bah, you got me, I fold," Chris called.
"Ha ha! Read 'em and weep," he threw his cards on the table."
High card, king."
"Crap!" Chris yelped. "I had a pair of jacks."
"Double bluff backfire," John said, humming a tune.
"What the fuck is the backfire for?" Sean mumbled. "Wouldn't it
be a backfire if Chris beat you."
"Shut up," John replied, laughing. Though they were all good
friends, John tended to hang out more with Sean, and Graham with
Chris. Mostly because Sean lived next door to John, but Graham
and Chris lived about 15 minutes away.
Chris started dealing again.
"How about raising the stakes," John grinned like a Cheshire cat.
He slammed a book on the table.
"Oh no, not this again," Sean mumbled.
"Person with the worst hand has to let the winner cast a spell on
him," John challenged.
Graham smiled and Chris's eyes widened in surprise.
"It's that stupid fucking spell book again," Sean turned to the
other Chris and Graham. "John picked it up at a flea market today
when we were looking for samurai swords. He tried to cast
something on me-"
John jabbed Sean and whispered, "Wait till we see the look on
Chris's face when we cast the spell on him."
Sean masked a chuckle.
"It will be fun," John continued.
"All right, I'm in," Graham said.
The other three nodded.
---
"Fuck!" Chris called. He snickered nervously. "Cast away, magic
boy," he said, addressing John.
"We have to have the atmosphere, otherwise it's not going to
work," John grinned and chuckled.
---
They circled a candle in the upstairs, John's bedroom.
"Guys, this is bull crap." Chris murmured.
"Your fate has been sealed, oh unlucky one," Graham chanted.
John was scanning the book with a flashlight. "Come on, you have
to give a pubic hair to us."
"This is crap." He reached under his left armpit through his
sleeve.
"You scared that you'll lose wazoo, Chris-ee?" Sean gloated.
"This is just bullshit," he handed the hair to John, who stuck it
into the candle. "I'd rather be playing N64. This is the most
hair-brained shit I've ever seen."
John laughed. "So now the candle is going to melt your
masculinity away. Whatever that means."
"Lets just play some Nintendo..." Chris whined.
"When we light the candle," John said.
Sean pulled out a pack of matches, and everyone became quiet.
Sean leaned over to John and whispered, "Are you sure about
this?"
"Dude, it's magic. When's the last time you saw a man's
masculinity burn away?" he whispered back.
Sean lit the match and reached over drudgingly toward the candle.
The fire touched the candle. Chris bit his lip. There was a
nervous silence.
The candle caught fire, and everyone sighed with relaxation of
tension. No magic sparks or colored flames spewed from the
candle.
Graham started chuckling, followed by the rest of the group.
A pause, and everyone looked toward Chris.
He was rubbing his hands over his shirt.
Sean dropped the burnt match, and John's eyes squinted.
"I think..." Chris's voice started rising in pitch, "something's
happening!!!"
"Holy shit," John mumbled.
"I think my penis... my penis... it turned into a..." he reached
into his jeans.
Sean's jaw dropped.
"A BANNANA!" and Chris flipped a slightly brown banana from out
of his pants. Sean jumped out of the way, as it fell in the
corner. Chris grasped his stomach and started cackling, roaring
with laughter, and the other boys followed.
John fell over backwards and rubbed his hands through his hair,
chuckling. "Is that my banana?"
"You want it? You want to eat my penis?" Chris said between
giggles.
The nervous tensions subsided.
Chris licked his finger, and reached over to snuff out the
candle.
"Wait," John said.
Chris stopped mid movement.
"No harm in letting it finish, eh?" John murmured.
"Let's set up the Nintendo 64 in the huge TV in the living room.
I hate getting the bottom corner of that Phillips shit you have
in your room"
---
"I was SOOO close!" John shouted, he put his thumb and forefinger
a centimeter apart. "SOOO CLOSE."
"How did you guys both end up getting twice Chris and my kills?"
Graham muttered. "It's not happening next time."
"I think I'm going to skip this one, guys." Chris said, getting
up.
"Aww, don't be a pussy," Graham taunted.
"It's getting too much for me," Chris returned.
"What the fuck does that mean?" Graham said.
"Alright, how about license to kill, facility, pistols?" John
asked.
"What the fuck?" Chris's voice cracked and he coughed.
John tuned to see Chris halfway to the cough, turning and looking
at his shoes that were where he was sitting.
"I've," Chris cleared his throat.
John turned back to Sean who was squinting. He stumbled over to
the light switch and hit it.
"I never noticed your freckles before..." Graham said.
Chris stood in the center of the room staring at his shoes. His
khakis seemed to be riding up higher on him. His skin was paler
than normal, and freckles could be seen lit Tearing his face and
down his neck, and further to his arms that were exposed through
the rolled up collared-shirt sleeves.
"Oh my God," John swore. "The candle!"
Sean stood up. His leg twitched a moment, and his jaw dropped. He
glanced toward John's room, and ran.
John turned to see Graham run too.
Slowly, John's head turned to see Chris again.
His hands where under his shirt, rubbing his stomach. He was
shocked, beyond horror, beyond reason.
"My stomach," Chris looked up. "Is so soft now..."
"Chris... I'm so sorry," John whispered. "I didn't think it would
actually-"
Chris's khaki pants fell to the floor. He stepped out of them.
His legs looked more like a boys. His face did too.
"Owww! FUCK!" echoed from the other room.
John looked up to Chris's eyes, and saw the rest of his face
change around them, subtlety. His forehead seemed to sink in,
giving the impression of him having bigger eyes.
Chris wasn't just losing his manhood...
John heard his tenth grade biology teachers voice in his head
again, as if he had just heard it. "There are more differences to
men and women than just hormones and sex organs. For example,
men's foreheads are more pronounced, so the eyes sink in more.
This was a combat evolution. If a stick or a sword were to strike
in the face, the eyes would only be cut slightly on a man,
whereas, women would be blinded. Though testosterone can cause
aggressive feelings, much of men's aggression and mental
abilities come from his involvement in the hunt, and the
resulting evolution from it. Men have better three-dimensional
understanding. They are stronger, their bones and skin are
tougher, and they are built to take a beating. Whereas a man's
survival depended on his strength, the continuation of the genes
of a woman, who did not leave the home or tribe, would seem
inevitable. However that was not the case. Women evolved for
sexual selection. In order to be successful, they had to appear
as different from men as possible. These differences quickly
become exaggerated. We see this in cardinals and long tailed
birds. The males develop these exaggerated traits in order to be
selected by mates. However, these traits make them less adaptive
to their surroundings. They are caught and killed by predators
far more quickly than the females. Being a vastly more
intelligent race, and therefore our superiority and the safety
that it provides allows for a much more exaggerated sexual traits
to become evident. In fact, every difference between a man and a
woman is clear evidence of this truth.
John looked towards Chris's calves. The muscle mass was
dwindling. Fat began to amass around the tops of the calves, then
a whole new layer of fat seemed to make the leg grow again. The
calf was much larger than before, but John realized Chris wasn't
gaining weight, his legs were extremely skinny... on a girl. The
difference in composition was amazing. Leg hair started becoming
scarce.
"Though the extra layer of fat that women had warmed them
slightly, body hair was much better suited for the task. Since
'cavewomen' brought back furs, their requirements for warmth were
lessened, therefore they were able to differentiate themselves
from cavemen more, and therefore become more sexually attractive.
Another interesting note, how many people in here feel more
active when it is cold out? Who gets more tired and sleeps best
when it is cold? See, men's metabolism speeds up in order to be
able to fix the 'cold' problem through activity, where women are
being told by their bodies to wait and conserve energy.
The fat on Chris's legs seemed to slide to the side and back of
them, and they became more rounded. Though covered by his boxers,
his thighs seemed to flatten out clearing a path to his genitals.
His butt had gotten much smaller, but now it was expanding
slightly in a round shape. It jiggled through his plaid boxers.
"Women's legs are clearly not meant for any physical activity.
Any woman will have to work more than twice as hard in order to
come close to the same ability that a male has. In fact, the
female pelvis has not only widened to accommodate child birth, it
has widened farther in order for a 'feminine gait' to become
apparent. The gait is actually extremely counterproductive to
locomotion, and the 'active' woman has to unconsciously,
constantly combat her pelvis. This way of walking accentuates the
genitals, and therefore, incites males to have sex with her,
raising the probability of her genes being spread to the next
generation.
His shirt no longer caught his stomach as it danced over his
torso; it rested on his widened hips, as his waist tightened and
rose.
"Women also counter-evolved men's strong stomachs. Their waists
slimmed down so much to accentuate their contours that they lost
most of their stomach strength.
Chris's now dark nipples could be seen poking through the white,
long-sleeved, sheer shirt. He stared at them and his mouth moved,
but no words came out. The nipples enlarged slightly, and began
to push against the fabric. His breasts began to push the shirt
farther and farther out. The buttons played tug-of-war with each
other to hold them in. The bottom of his shirt hung slightly
farther out and no longer actually touched his waist.
"The creation of an entirely new organ for sexual selection is a
uniquely human phenomena. All mammals are capable of giving their
offspring milk, however milk glands are not large, and can fit
inside the body cavities of every other mammal but the human. The
human breast is almost entirely fatty tissue, and exaggeration
purely for sexual selection. The human breast is entirely
encumbered to all activity. Only with modern technology have
women been able to participate in physical activity without
extreme discomfort. The bra was created in the Victorian era, not
to liberate women from the trap of their own bodies, but to
suppress all sexuality, as was the norm of Victorian times. Only
in the past few decade have bras been produced that allow women
to run with relative comfort, however they aren't perfect. This
can be seen in the drop in attendance in girls' sports during
puberty. The awkward type of run that many women have is a result
of breast/buttocks balance issues.
Chris's skin started to become shiny, almost translucent in many
places. His freckles began to show on his legs. They weren't
extremely noticeable, but appeared to be more of a flush than
freckles.
"The change in women's skin is also counter-productive to
wilderness survival. It is more prone to cutting and damage,
however it is more tactile to be fit for dexterous activities
instead of physical ones. Another interesting fact is voices. The
thickness of the vocal cords is directly dependant on size and
sex of the person. The people that are less suitable for
primitive life activities tended to have higher pitched voices,
while those that are stronger have deeper ones. It is clear among
different males, but it is blatantly obvious when compared to
women. High voices have been proven to incite protective
instincts in men, even voices from higher pitched men. This can
be seen throughout the animal kingdom. It is part of the language
we unconsciously tell others whenever we open our mouths.
"I...," Chris held her breasts.
"I'm so sorry," John repeated.
She was defiantly a woman now. Her silhouette shouted it out well
before her pronounced nipples and jiggling breasts did. She was a
slim girl, but had the exaggerated breasts that many slim women
show off. They were not really too large, but on her slim body,
they must have been a tenth of her body weight.
John realized that the only other word that aptly described how
she looked at the moment other than sexy, was silly. Her brown
hair was a mess on her head, still in a boy's cut. The disheveled
look was acceptable on a guy, but on a woman it was a serious
faux pas, and funny looking. Her pants rode on her new, high
waist. Being a straight cut, the pants seemed to accentuate her
widened hips.
"I don't know what to say," Chris said, stepping back. Her face
was cute and pert, but not beautiful.
John thought, "A man spends his entire life trying to be manly.
To have one's entire life's goals completely ruined, would be
devastating."
Chris reached down and pulled her pants up, well above her waist,
and pulled the belt a few notches tighter. She crossed her arms
across her stomach and cupped her breasts in her hands. John
could see the flesh pushing through her fingers. Tears began to
roll down her face onto her shirt.
Sean and Graham trotted back into the room, their eyes wide with
an expected surprise.
"We..." Sean stopped mid-sentence.
"It was burning like a Roman Candle, we couldn't put it out even
with a blanket or water. Sean..." Graham reported, as Sean lifted
his hands to expose the burns along his palm. "He tried to put it
out himself but..."
John realized what they were doing, moving the blame to him.
"No one will know it's me. I don't have a social security
number... I don't have an education..." John mumbled.
"We'll find a way to change you back," John stated. But no one's
expressions changed.
"I'm sure your parents would recognize you, maybe you could
convince the government you were on hormones or something," Sean
said.
---
"Hey mom, it's me," Chris said into the phone. "No," a pause,
"No," another pause. She glanced at the guys, embarrassed, and
turned her body toward the wall. "Something horrible happened.
No, I'm fine, I'm not hurt..." She turned again to glance at
John. "You are going to find this hard to believe... but I'm
a...girl... now..." She stared at her toes, wiggling them.
"What?" her expression changed, she stopped biting her lip.
"Um... Krissy I guess. Yes. Yes, of course," she glanced around
again. "Don't you want proof? Don't you at least need to see me
to believe me? No, no of course I trust you. I guess it would be
kind of... strange... to stay the night in this state. No, I'm
sure the Hutchins wouldn't mind a girl staying when she used to
be a boy!!! No, of course he doesn't think I'm a hussy. No! Pick
me up tomorrow! We might be able to figure this out tonight! No!"
Chris threw the phone on the receiver like a hammer.
"What the hell just happened?" Sean asked.
"The worst thing that could have happened," Chris mumbled. "She
believed me. She's picking me up in ten minutes."
"That's bullcrap," Graham retorted. "I'm sure she is being
sarcastic. If she really wanted you home and wasn't mad at you
for lying to you, she would have just said ."
"My dad is sarcastic, my mom is serious," Chris stuttered.
A silence rose like the tide.
Graham looked at Chris, then his eyes fell to her breasts,
stretching to get out of the shirt. She covered them with her
hands again.
"Maybe..." Sean mumbled.
Everyone turned to him.
"Maybe magic is naturally norm seeking."
"What?" Graham questioned.
"Bear with me for a minute," Sean state, he shook his arms in
front of him with his palms out as if he had a revelation. "Okay,
so obviously magic exists, but no one believes in it. What would
be the only way it could stay a secret for so long?" he paused a
moment, glancing at the eyes of the others. "It's if every person
presented with any evidence of real magic doesn't find it
unusual. Therefore it isn't publicized, rumors aren't spread."
"Or maybe," Graham interrupted, "it's like a computer AI in a
video game. If you hack the game, it's not possible for them to
understand what happened, however they might change their
behavior if it is a good AI."
"Only one way to find out," John said, "Call your girlfriend. He
scolded himself for sounding too commanding.
"It's... too late," She stuttered.
"You know she's up, and she has a cell phone," Graham said.
"I can't!" Chris squealed. "It's too embarrassing."
Sean squirmed. "We'll tell her it was a joke tomorrow. We'll get
this fixed tonight."
Chris caught Sean's glance at her breasts. They could be seen in
the space between the buttons of her shirt. Her nipples swiftly
expanded. Sean turned away, and Chris covered her breasts with
her slim fingers again. Her face glowed red. She looked
intimidated.
"Okay, I'll call." She reached her left arm and rested it on her
right shoulder, to shield both breasts. As a nervous habit she
bounced her arm against her breasts, causing them to shake.
She dialed. "Hey," she said into the phone. "It's Chris...No, I'm
not sick. I got transformed into a girl."
"What?" Jill yelped through the phone.
Nothing for a moment.
"No, no, no, I'll be back to myself in no time. No, that's not
why it happened. John's a nice guy he wouldn't do that. Okay.
Tomorrow then." She was rotating her arm against her chest,
rubbing her nipples unconsciously.
She smiled. "Okay then. Bye."
She hung up.
"Okay, we've got good news, bad news, and better news." She
addressed them. "The good news is, that she immediately believed
it was me, and she took it well. The bad news, is that she wants
to do my nails." She glanced at her hand. "But the better news is
that she wants to experiment."
She giggled and jumped up and down, her butt and breasts
following a bit behind. The three guys smiled as the tension
fell.
John leaned over to Sean and whispered, "Maybe then is a better
time to tell her that we can't change her back."
"What?" Sean returned.
"We burned her masculinity, we didn't drive it from her, or keep
it in a bottle."
"She'll be pissed."
"Who knows, she might like it."
"No, she'll be really, really pissed."
Two days later
John was skimming the book again, for the fifth time. It was
strange the way it described the male spirit. It seemed as if
masculinity was an 'addition' to the soul. It coincided with what
John knew of biology, that life began with a female shape in the
womb, and changed from there. There was no way in hell that John
would be able to change her back, even if all of the rest of the
spells in the book worked. Every other one he tried failed.
The phone rang.
"Hello," John stated.
"I just had the weirdest two days that I've ever had in my entire
life," Chris said.
John laughed. Chris sounded chipper and excited, like talking to
a cheerleader-girlfriend.
"So that's why you hadn't called me," John said, purposely trying
to put a smile in his voice. "Good or bad?"
"Both. It's been just strange. We've got to talk about stuff. I
need a little bit of sanity in my life," she laughed. John was
typically the least erratic of the four. "The new Russell Crowe
flick looks good, and I'm kind of hungry."
"Alright, I'll pick you up."
"Thanks"
He hung up the phone slowly. It felt way too much like he just
asked a girl out on a date. He had to keep telling himself it was
the same Chris he always went to the movies with.
---
John spent the car ride analyzing his situation. He would have to
tell her tonight. The shit would hit the fan tonight, and
salvaging a friendship was the top priority.
He pulled up to the driveway; she was already out the door. One
glance at her, and he knew that the shit already hit the fan. A
white and blue bandanna was pulled across her head. She donned a
simple white tank top, tight across her chest and exposing
cleavage. A long earthy floral skirt swayed around her legs. She
wore brown sandals with white straps. In between steps, John
noticed her legs and armpits were shaved.
She stepped in the car.
"Hi," she said.
"Hi."
"Enjoying yourself?" John said. He glanced at her again Her nails
were polished.
She turned to him, flustered. "Oh no, no, no. It's not like that
at all!"
"I'm just glad this is working out for you, you know, no one
would think badly about you if you didn't change back."
"You've got the wrong idea," she waved her hands, palms out, to
him. "I had to get something that fit. I was falling out of all
my pants and shoes, and it looked silly on me."
"Why didn't you get pants then?"
"Oh, you know my parents..." she said, blushing. "They were never
all about the women's lib stuff"
"You mean... they are making you wear dresses?"
"Pretty much," with Chris 'pretty much' was 'very much'. "My mom
thought that since my hair is really short and that I refuse to
wear a bra, that I could go for a pseudo- hippie look, until I
get used to it. So that I don't," she put her fingers up in
quotation marks, "embarrass the family."
"The lip-stick?"
"My mom was bugging me to put it on." She laughed. "She thinks we
are dating now. She thinks that a boyfriend will straighten me
out," she said, as she shook her head.
A silence shrouded the car.
John thought, "This is way more awkward than I could possibly
imagine," and said, "What do you think?"
"You're, thinking that I," she smiled. "I don't think sexual
orientation has any thing to do with the physical sex. My
psychology teacher told me that, and I believe him. I'm still
into girls."
Another awkward silence emerged.
John thought that she sounded excited to talk to him earlier.
She began to trace her right nipple with the tip of her index
finger.
"What's it like?" he asked. "Physically."
She paused a moment. "It's unlike anything you could imagine. You
know the softness you feel when you touch a woman's skin? Imagine
being the softness, feeling the softness in everything. But, it's
not just about the sensation, it's like everything inside me is
made out of that softness. Everything just feels different when I
touch it." She rubbed the gray fuzzy interior of John's car.
"Especially me." She traced her arm with her finger, and started
touching her palm. "I'm having trouble doing things that I've
taken for granted. I can't open any jars anymore. I can hardly
lift anything; and a lot of doors are really hard to open. I have
a hard time walking with my boobs messing up my balance, and my
hips being insanely wide; not to mention women's clothes getting
in the way. I tried to run yesterday, I had to hold my boobs with
my hands. Everything jiggled so much and I ended up falling over
after a few steps every time. It's strange; I'm pretty skinny for
a girl but sometimes I feel so fat with the way everything
shakes. My boobs aren't that big for a girl but they get in the
way all the time. I can't even imagine what it would be like
going back to Tae Kwon Do with you guys like this. It's seems
like my breasts are the center of my life now. I can't not think
about them even if I try. They move all over the place even when
they are bound up. They bump into things. When I sit down at my
desk and lean over, my boobs touch the tabletop. Most of the
contact feels nice, but sometimes they are sore. It's so strange
having them, so much feeling comes from them, it's like having
genitals on my chest that shout, 'hey, look at me.'" She wrapped
her hand around her left breast and squeezed. Her nipple and most
of the fat around it pushed out from between her thumb and index
finger. "The nipples are the worst. Anytime they touch something
or anytime it gets cool they stick out. They are really..." she
stretched her shirt across her chest and pulled her shirt back
and forth, trying to incite her nipples, "noticeable."
John glanced over, and was extraordinarily surprised. Her
engorged nipples were so prominent and proud that they would be
seen in her silhouette.
"It's really embarrassing and... Arousing." She giggled, exposing
her teeth. She held her breasts in her hands and started playing
with her nipples with her stray fingers. It's kind of fun." She
smiled and glanced over at John's crotch. "You think so too I
see."
A week ago if John couldn't even imagine such an arousing sight.
Now one of his best friends, turned into a girl, for the most
part, was masturbating in his car nonchalantly. It was the most
strange and arousing thing he could possibly imagine. He wanted
to bring up something different now. This was too much. He
couldn't get anything but fucking the brains out of his best
friend out of his head.
"I think it's kind of unfair that anyone can tell when a guy is
aroused, but never when a girl is," he said.
"It's a lot easier than you think," she said. "Especially when
they aren't wearing underwear," she laughed. "God my own laugh is
turning my on." She pulled her floral skirt across her crotch and
it darkened from being wet.
"Holy shit, Chris, you are snail trailing?!?" John exclaimed.
"So? You sometimes free ball," she returned.
"It's completely different. Lazy guys free ball because they
can't find their underwear. Girls do it when they want to be a
slut"
"Well maybe so, but this is my last night as a girl, so at let me
at least let me try to appreciate it"
John was about to say something, but held his tongue.
"You are right about it being really different though. It's like
being naked. When the open air runs up my legs and caresses my
vagina in public it makes me feel so sexy; like I'm hiding my
nakedness. And, I don't know if you know this, but when a girl is
wearing a skirt and no underwear she can masturbate just by
crossing her legs and bouncing her leg a bit." She crossed her
legs. "I just think that it's so cool that I can masturbate in
public. I mean, I doubt I could orgasm but..." She was bouncing
her right leg. "Mmmmm," she closed her eyes and bit her lower
lip. She opened them again, and glanced at John. She uncrossed
her legs, and put them as far apart as possible, then rested her
hands on the armrest, and took a deep breath.
There was another pause.
"I'd have to say, the best and worst thing about being a girl is
sexual arousal. At least, so far, I mean, when I touch myself it
feels a lot better, but that's not all. I guess it's because I
spent my whole life fantasizing about women, but everything I do
turns me on. Whenever I can't lift something, I find it arousing.
Whenever my breasts get in the way, I get aroused. I can't help
but get horny whenever my mom treats me like a little girl. Can
you believe it? I get my curfew set earlier, and I get wet.
"Whenever I see myself in the mirror, all I can think is, 'she's
hot, and she's all mine. She can't say no, and does whatever I
want', like a love slave. I just touch my own breasts, feel the
soft flesh in my hands, then feel my own delicate fingers through
my breasts, and I cream myself. Probably sounds like the greatest
thing ever, but it really isn't. When I'm trying to get something
done, I have to be careful where I put my hands, what I lean on,
and where I look. I was trying to watch Voyager yesterday and I
caught a glimpse of my cleavage, and it was all over. And it is
not like girls can jack off and it's all over. It keeps going and
going and going, and it gets so messy.
"So that's what you've been doing for the last two days?" John
said. "Sounds like fun."
"No," she smiled. She adjusted her bandana, and started playing
with her sandal, putting her foot in and out of it. "There was so
much other stuff. I'll tell you when we get to the restaurant."
"Maybe," John thought, "if her only problem is masturbating too
much, she'll take the news well"
"I am just so glad that we can get this over with tomorrow.
Enough is enough, you know?" she said.
John almost choked on his tongue. "I thought you liked it?"
"Are you serious?" she said. "I mean it's a really fun feeling
being in here, but no way do I want to spend another day like
this. Haven't you been listening to me? Being weak and incapable
really turns me on but it is so frustrating it's unbelievable. My
parents treat me like I can't make my own decisions now. I'm
over-emotional. I can't stand the looks guys give me, and I'm
constantly humiliated just looking like this. Going to school on
Monday would be hell. Everyone would make fun of me, the bullies
would eat me for breakfast. I'd probably even be raped; I would
die from the humiliation." She paused a moment looking down
thoughtfully. "Not that I'm not enjoying this now. I might even
enjoy this again over the winter or during spring break or
something.
"What if it was permanent?" John mumbled.
"God, I would cry forever. The only reason I enjoy myself is
because it doesn't feel like me. It's like having a girlfriend
with none of the bitching. I look in the mirror and I see someone
else; if I knew that was going to be me forever, that my heart,
soul, and mind were female, I would feel horrible. Everything I
ever did would be for not. Glass ceilings, husbands, being a
second-class citizen, and being a prize. No way."
She looked down a moment.
"By the way, I think you should call me Krissy, at least while we
are in public, but it's probably best that you get used to it
now."
"Why do you care if I call you Krissy? No one will recognize you,
and I'm sure Chris is short for a lot of feminine names."
"It turns me on."
John laughed. "What the fuck?"
"It's the stamp of sexism."
They pulled into the parking lot of Chili's.
"I've got to hear this," John said
"Okay, well think of a guy's name. It's typically short and to
the point. It does what it's designed to do, identify an
individual. But feminine versions of the same name are typically
longer and flowery. Chris-Krissy, Jack-Jaceline, and so forth.
Guys' names have no special property that makes them sound
masculine, but girls names have to sound cute and pretty. It
tells girls that they are second-class citizens from the
beginning. Since their names serve two purposes, it says that
functionality is therefore less important, setting a dependency
on men.
"I don't see it," John said as they stepped out of the car.
"Sounds like feminist garbage."
"Well think of it this way. Pets and babies are far weaker and
dependent creatures, but they are given feminine names in
reference to them. It's all in the structure of our language. For
example, the 'e' sound is used to feminine names like 'Krissy',
'Cary', 'Eve', but rarely in men's names. But listen to all the
names we give things that are dependant on us 'kitty', 'baby',
etc"
"What about 'Henry'," John said, as they walked into the
restaurant.
"But don't they call Henrys, George as a nickname?" she replied.
John shrugged.
"But feminine versions of guy's names never take away the 'e',
look at Hariette"
They sat down at the table. Krissy put her back to the side of
the seat, resting her legs on the cushion.
She was so beautiful, just sitting there. Her legs were pale and
impossibly long, reaching up to her wasp-ish waist. John always
liked skinny girls even if they were waifs. But Krissy had
everything John wanted in a girl. She looked so innocent, with
her wide-set eyes and cute pouty lips. He fantasized about
sticking his penis in her mouth, with those slim soft fingers
moving up and down his shaft. He stared at her breasts. They were
perfectly shaped, like the girl who's red bathing suit popped
open in "Fast Times at Ridgemont High," just a lot bigger. He
wondered what his penis would feel like as he squeezed her
breasts around it and moved it back and forth.
"So sexism is turning you on," John said.
"Right now it is," she returned.
"I've got some sexist jokes." He knew that he shouldn't, but he
was really getting aroused by the state of Krissy.
"Shoot"
"Why do women have smaller feet?" he paused, "So they stand
closer the kitchen counter."
She laughed and stared at her feet. "Why do women really have
smaller feet. It can't help my balance, you would think we would
have bigger feet."
"To differentiate themselves from men."
"I guess," she said. She lifted her left foot above table. It was
soft, hairless, slim, and short enough to almost not look normal.
"Do you think my feet are sexy?"
"I guess," he returned.
"I mean they are really small, and really, really soft," she
started massaging the tops with her fingers.
"Maybe you should put your shoes back on, they might get pissed
at us" John said.
"I want to hear another one," she said, putting her feet on the
ground.
"Why do women have breasts?" he said. "So men will have something
to look at while they aren't listening to women."
She chuckled; she reached across her chest to scratch her
shoulder, but secretly rubbed her breasts with her arm in the
same action. The action was so vigorous that John guessed the
nipples moved a journey of four inches at least back and forth in
the 'scratching'.
"I'm out of them" John called.
They ordered their drinks.
"Tell me what happened after you went home," John said.
"God," she said and rolled her eyes. "The hell began when I got
in the car. The first thing she says to me is that it looked like
I just had sex, and said I looked like a slut. I told her how it
happened and that it was temporary. She was relieved, and then
started making ground rules while I was in this body."
"Like what?" John asked.
"Well the women's clothes only rule and no more staying the night
at your house. She tried to tell me I couldn't be at your house
if your parents weren't home, but I argued my way out of that
one. There were a couple of strange ones, like no sex and no
alcohol, which I assumed were already rules.
"What did your dad say?"
"Well when I got home, she presented me to my dad. The first
thing he said was, 'I can't believe a daughter of mine would have
such a vulgar shape'. I started crying. 'My son is a faerie', he
said. My mom then rushed in and took me back to her room.
"She told me that dad was just really frustrated and
disappointed, but that he still loved me. I believed her, because
my dad had always been very supportive of me. She said that my
dad still lived in a time where birthing a daughter meant for the
couple to try again. It was just frustrating for him, because if
this was permanent, he would have to have another boy to inherit
the business.
"'I won't have my daughter cross dressing another minute', she
said to me. I told her that I was going to go to bed soon, but
she didn't care. She just started pulling off my clothes,
muttering something about being both girls here. She started
rummaging through her underwear and told me that I would just
have to go without until I got some tomorrow, and threw me some
of her pajamas. She told me that she and my dad still loved me,
even though they were disappointed and I went to bed."
"The next day I woke up to my mom scolding me for not having my
room clean. It was never a problem before. She then dropped a
blouse and a skirt on the bed and said that none of my clothes
would fit me looking like I do. I told her that I wanted to wear
some jeans and a t-shirt, but she replied with, 'You don't want
to look like a boy do you?' She didn't give me a chance to answer
and said, 'We need to get you some fitting clothes at the mall,
I'm ready whenever you are', and she told me to shave my 'pits
and legs, then left my room.
"On the way to the mall, she kept yammering on about how to be a
girl. She told me that boys won't really be my friends anymore
because they will talk to me for my body, not my mind; and that I
should get used to having girl friends because they were the only
ones that would treat me like a person from now on. She asked if
'you and that Jill girl you were dating'," Krissy put up her
fingers in the quotes position. "' I bet you two could be really
good friends' she said. So I asked her if I could stay the night
over there and she said 'okay'!"
"Did you?" John said, flabbergasted.
"Yes," she said. "Hey, I have to go in chronological order here.
This is crazy stuff."
She continued, "So we spend like four hours at the mall. I kept
looking down on all the outfits I was wearing and my face would
flush and my nipples would stick out. It was soooo strange, but
everyone who was walking in my direction glanced at my nipples at
least once. Kids, women, it didn't make any difference. It was
strange being checked out all the time. It made me uncomfortable.
So my mom tells me, 'I'm almost glad this happened, this is a lot
of fun', and starts commenting on all the boys we see. She even
incited me to talk to a few. She ended up buying so many clothes
for me it was insane, even though I kept telling her it was only
temporary. I felt so shamed.
"So we finally go home. I was so glad that she spoiled me with
clothes. Everything was so sexy and tight. I just posed in my
mirror, switching through my new outfits, and played with myself
for hours. It was so great.
"I finally end up going over to Jill's house. My mom drove me. I
picked this really elastic yellow tennis dress that stuck to me.
It hugged me so much, that the mole on my hip could be seen as a
bump in the dress.
"So the first thing Jill says to me is, 'You whore, I don't see
how our parents are letting you stay over'. She was joking of
course. Jill then starts fawning over how good I looked." Krissy
started imitating her. "'Oh your hips are so gorgeous'," she
flicked her wrist. "'You are just sooooo cute'," Krissy stopped
the act. "Then she tells me that if she looked like me she would
have every boy in school. Of course, I was pissed. She didn't
seem to understand why, and I told her I still wanted her as a
girlfriend. She didn't seem to think I was going to turn back.
She said she obviously couldn't have a boyfriend with bigger
boobs than hers. I asked her about us experimenting, and she said
that experimenting doesn't mean we are still exclusive. I almost
started crying again, but I realized it has to be something about
accepting magic, like what we were talking about earlier, so I
let it go. We went to her room, and I leaned over to kiss her,
and she turned her head so I kissed her on the cheek. She said
that it didn't feel right, right then, so she held my wrist and
dragged me over to her closet. She pulled out her nail polish,
and started chatting about inane things. She even asked me 'what
kind of boys do I like now?'" Krissy shook her head.
"Everyone is acting like this is some sort of permanent curse,"
she bit her lip at the thought. "So she ends up putting shiny
stuff on my nails. The smell of nail polish was so horrible. But
when we were done, I started to kiss her. It's wild, I tell you,
John. Kissing a girl while being a girl is the strangest
experience ever. The soft flesh against the soft flesh felt so
good and right. There is nothing, and I mean nothing, like
feeling your breasts touching another woman's."
John's penis was hard as a rock.
"You should so do the candle thing with me when I do it again
over one of our next school breaks. It would be really fun."
John squirmed in his seat. "I don't know..." was all he could
say.
"Well the rest of the time was pretty uneventful. Jill said our
relations were 'uncomfortable' and 'wrong', and that she wasn't a
lesbian. But she did say she enjoyed our time anyway. Oh yah, and
my parents practically made me go with you to dinner. They said I
needed practice man hunting before they paid for me to do it in
college. My dad was being a real dick to me. I asked why, and he
kept quoting the bible. 'The birth of a daughter is a loss' was
the first thing he said. I started yelling at him about how being
a girl wasn't so bad. He kept talking about how I was shaming the
family, and quoting the bible as evidence. 'Let a woman learn in
silence with all submissiveness. I permit no woman to teach or
have authority over men. She is to keep silent, for Adam was
formed first then Eve, and Adam was not deceived but the woman
was deceived and became a transgressor.' As you can see, it was
pretty dramatic.
The food arrived and they began eating.
"Everything tastes a little bit different too. A little bit
better, sometimes," she said.
They finished the meal, bringing up memories that they had of fun
times together.
---
The movie had been good so far. John and Krissy had thrown
popcorn at each other. There was no one else in the theatre so
they enjoyed mocking the characters and making really loud
comments to each other, just because it was faux pas at the
movies.
"Mmmm," Krissy mumbled next to John.
She was rubbing her crotch through her skirt swiftly, the fabric
made a swishing sound as she went back and forth.
"I'm sorry," she said. "I looked down. Do you mind?"
"I guess not," he replied. He shifted in his seat to hide his
erection. Swish. Swish. Swish.
"It makes everything you watch a lot better. Like pot," she said.
The swishing became more intense.
John tried to pay attention to the movie, but was failing. He was
becoming uncomfortably aroused.
"Could you help me?" she said weakly.
John pretended not to hear her. He wanted to so bad, but he knew
that he would be in deep shit later if he did.
She started playing with her right nipple through the blouse. Her
other hand went in her skirt under the elastic.
"Please?" she moaned. She grabbed his hand and forced it on her
breast. "Just rub a little bit here, it feels so good. Just
pretend I'm just your girl on a date."
It was so large, warm, and soft. Just like John imagined it would
be. He jerked his hand away, and stood up. "Chris, Krissy,
whatever your name is: If I do what your asking, no matter how
much I want to, it's going to have repercussions when it is over.
I can't deal with that and I don't think you can either."
She stopped masturbating, and looked a bit hurt. "Well, it's
getting a bit messy anyway. I guess I should go to the bathroom."
She tried to stand up but lost her balance, toppling into John.
He fell over backwards onto the seats with her on top of him.
Being the back row, the armrests had been lifted previously.
John opened his eyes to Krissy's face, only an inch from his own.
Her breath was warm against his cheeks. Her pupils almost
completely covered her dark brown irises. The gravity defying
power of her breasts seemed to only be effective while she was
upright; while her chest was about a 6 inches from her torso, her
breasts pulled down to meet his chest. Her nipples stuck into his
chest like fingers caressing him.
John's hormones had taken over.
Krissy reached her arms around his neck kissing and licking his
face. Her torso thrust into him, her breasts pivoting into him.
He reached around her back, and she was small enough that he
wrapped his arms completely around her and until he could touch
the sides of her breasts. He slid his hands down her back and
squeezed her butt, feeling the soft flesh and skirt slide through
his fingers.
He gripped hard, and began forcing her hips to gyrate on his
penis. His dick chaffed through the jeans he wore.
After a few moments, she sat up, now humping him through her
clothes by using her legs to propel her self back and forth. Her
breasts swayed back and forth; she grasped them and started
manipulating them through her tank top. She stared at the
ceiling, closed her eyes, and moaned. Smiling, she turned to him,
and whipped her whimsy top off and threw it to the floor. Her
breasts were round and milky-pale. The only color in them came
from her light freckles and bright red nipples.
"Penetrate me," she moaned. "Just once before I go back" She
pulled her skirt up, exposing her shaved vagina. She unbuttoned
his pants.
---
"About what happened" Krissy said after a long silence. "Pretend
it was my cousin. When I turn back, everything will be the same.
Just wait and see."
There was an awkward pause.
"Krissy," John said, his voice level and logical. "There is no
changing back."
"You're joking right."
"No."
"This isn't funny."
"I'm sorry Chris, I really am. If there was anything I could do"
"I'm sure you will find a way."
A surreal moment passed.
"I just wanted to let you know, I'm not really attracted to you.
I'm not a faggot, I just wanted to see what it felt like before I
changed back. You know, so I can please the ladies later."
John didn't say anything. He felt sorry for his friend. Denial
was best for him now, worse for him later.
The day after next, Monday, on the way from the parking lot to
high school
"Thanks for giving me a ride, John," Krissy said. Her skin
gleamed in the morning sun. "I don't know how I would have dealt
with the bullies on the buss this way." She poked her breast,
"Especially with these bouncing around."
"It's the least I could do." John glanced at Krissy. She wore a
tight green dress, it was ruffled in the chest area, making her
breasts appear larger than they actually were, if that was
possible. Half of her shiny thighs could be seen below the dress.
She wore black elevated sandals and the same bandanna she wore
during their 'date'.
"You know," she said. "It's actually more comfortable sleeping in
this body. The extra layer of fat and the soft skin makes
everything feel so much more silky and comfortable. Even sitting
down is better with my cushy butt."
"I mean, it's not that bad being a girl in today's society right?
I mean being weak isn't so bad," she said. "Being a girl wouldn't
be so bad, right? I would just have to..." She began to sniffle.
"You have to be strong," John said. "You can get by this."
"It's going to be so embarrassing. They'll never let this go,
even after I change back."
"You'll be fine," John said. He tried to make it sound like he
meant it.
Her thighs and butt jiggled. Of course, her boobs were all over
the place. But John had yet to see a time when Krissy's tits
weren't moving, seemingly on their own volition.
"Why don't you wear a bra?" John asked.
"It doesn't feel right."
"You're going to have to avoid thinking about sex or yourself
today..." John commanded as Krissy entered the principal's office
to change her records.
"See you first period," she called back. For a moment, John
thought she was talking about a different kind of period.
---
John sat nervously in his desk. Pre-calculus was the farthest
thing from his mind.
Krissy stepped in and sat down at her normal desk. She crossed
her legs.
"Who's the new girl," John heard from behind him.
"You won't believe me," another voice said.
"It's Chris."
"Chris Baker?"
"Yah."
"They say there was some kind of magic."
"Scary."
Class began somewhat normally.
Krissy kept squirming in her seat. She had a habit of leaning
over to write in her notebook from when she was a guy. Her boobs
kept bumping the desk, and she kept having to sit back up again
abruptly.
"Is it cold in here, or is it just Chris?" someone said.
A chorus of laughter erupted.
John felt so sorry for her, there were no words to describe it.
After school, at the flag pole, where John and Krissy planned to
meet to walk to the car
John sat on the two-foot tall brick wall that surrounded the
garden that housed the flagpole. He hoped Krissy's day had gone
well, not only as his friend, but after they had had sex the
other day, he was beginning to be attracted to her, emotionally.
It was a cruel conglomerate of feelings.
"Hey," Krissy said next to him.
John turned and locked eyes with Krissy. Her eyes drooped. Her
face was downtrodden. "Hey," John returned
"It was terrible," she cried. "All the boys did was leer at my
breasts and say how much an improvement it was to me. The girls
wouldn't accept me at all." The two started to walk to the car.
"In gym they made me change in the bathroom and stay there. All I
had was this tiny t-shirt and short shorts to change into and no
sports bra. I tried to convince the girl's coach to let me sit
out today but she wouldn't. I then noticed that all the girls in
Phys. Ed. were all lithe and toned. Girls like me with my...
attributes... just took other classes. So we start to play
volleyball and I was so weak that I didn't even have the power to
hit the ball over the net. Every time the ball hit me it hurt. I
guess all we saw when we were both guys were girls that were
toned to play sports. Girls like me just avoided all the physical
activity and dressed up in hot clothes, because that's all they
could do. So my breasts end up going in every other direction and
my ineptitude started to really turn me on, so I was starting to
get really noticeable. I end up knocking the ball under the
bleachers and a girl on my team says, 'don't worry about the
volleyball, we can use one of Krissy's.'"
"They were just jealous, I'm sure," John said, sliding his feet
on the ground.
"They were finding a way to exclude me," she whined. "After that
they started mocking me openly. They mimicked my walk, they joked
openly about me, there was one girl... she was big and wide, she
would push me and run into me. She was almost like a male bully.
I had heard that females bully with snide remarks and subtle
rejections, but if it got to this point, I'm not sure I can ever
be accepted"
John put his arm around her as she continued weeping, "People
that I thought were my friends were cruel to me. I was called a
faerie more than once. Most of the guys thought I was gay and I
did this to myself to get more cock. They said I would never be a
real girl no matter how much I tried. They would ask questions
like, 'so does cock taste different as a woman?' and 'which is
looser, your ass or your pussy'. I'd always be a boy in a girl's
body. I tried to talk to the 'popular' girls, but they all acted
like I was in some sort of disguise, and treated me like dirt.
Even Jill..." Krissy wiped her eyes, red with tears. "After
seeing the reaction to me, said she didn't want some faerie
faggot as a girlfriend. I'll show them the faggot. I'll be the
best girl ever. I'll be so feminine, I'll make the hot girls look
like faggots."
Krissy ducked under John's arms and grabbed him in a hug, pulling
herself into him as much as she could. She was still crying, her
quick breathes pushed her breasts into his chest. "You were the
only one who was there for me. I never saw Sean or Graham all
day. They didn't try to call me up or drive me to school or
anything."
"I think they are really scared they will share the attention,"
John guessed. Truth was, he was terrified he would too. They
stood by John's car, Krissy trembling under his arms.
She pulled back, and stared at John in the eyes. "I'm really
scared someone's going to rape me, John. If you could try to
protect me from their bodies, I would be... yours," she
whispered. "Though I'm not interested in boys, still."
She pulled closer to John to kiss him, but John jumped away as if
his face touched a fire. He glanced around and saw more than a
few eyes pretending not to watch them. "Get in the car," he
commanded.
"I'm sorry," she whimpered.
"Just get in the car," he said louder.
She scurried to the passenger side and leaped in.
She apologized again, "You just really seemed to enjoy when you
were with me before, I thought that maybe you would help me out,
you know, say a few words that I'm not that bad, if I..."
"Whored yourself to me?"
"I have nothing left."
"I don't know about Sean and Graham, but you still have me. I'm
your friend. I'll watch your back. I'll help you out. I'm sure
Sean and Graham are here with you too, they are just a little
worried. Don't 'sell' yourself to anyone, not me, not Sean, and
not Graham. You're beautiful and attractive, Krissy, people will
want you as long as you don't let them have you. I'll help you,
no problem, just as long as you don't ever tell anyone I had sex
with you.
She nodded.
"I want to hang out with them today," Krissy yelped.
"Okay, sounds good."
"I don't want to look like this," she pointed toward her breasts.
The seatbelt went diagonally until it hit her cleavage, went
straight down, and cut across under her boobs. She looked really
uncomfortable, but John really wanted to be the seatbelt.
"Sure, we can stop by your house for a change of clothes and a
bra."
"No, I want to look like a boy"
"Do you have a lot of tape?"
At Krissy's house
"Where did you say your mom hid your guy clothes?" John asked.
"In the garage," Krissy said. "Don't worry, they won't be back
for another two hours, and they won't miss some jeans and a t-
shirt." She began smearing nail polish remover on her
fingernails. Krissy still wore her green dress, but she sat with
it pulled all the way up her thigh as she sat on the cold floor
of her kitchen.
John returned with an Abercrombie 'tool' t-shirt, loose jeans,
and a belt, as Krissy finished removing the polish on her
toenails.
He tossed them to her.
She grabbed the bottom of the dress, and in a flick of her arm,
the dress was on the floor and she was naked in front of John.
He averted his eyes a moment, and turned around to see Krissy's
red genital hair being covered up by the jeans. She picked up the
belt.
"Scissors," she said.
John handed opened a drawer and handed her a pair of steel, long
scissors. She struggled to pierce a hole in the belt to make the
belt small enough to fit her waist.
"Let me help you," John said.
Krissy looked up, frustrated, and handed the scissors to John.
He stepped close enough for her nipples to rub against his shirt.
He ripped a new hole in a solid, swift motion.
"Thanks," she said, blushing slightly.
She wrapped the belt around her waist and pulled it tight over
her belly button.
"Now for the fun part," John picked up a roll of duct tape.
Krissy bit her lip, as John started to wrap the tape around her
chest. "Not the nipples."
"We have to do the nipples. It will look strange otherwise."
"They are too sensitive, just go around them." Krissy's breasts
were flattened by the tape. But not enough. John kept putting new
layers of tape on her chest until the smell of tape-glue
permeated the air. "Ouch," Krissy said. "This is really
uncomfortable."
"I can take off some layers."
"No no."
Krissy pulled on her black t-shirt. Her breasts were still
noticeable, but they were shrunk greatly. Her nipples were still
the same size as before though, looking strange on her almost
flat chest. She stood up and spun around. Her breasts still
shook, but only slightly.
"Do I l