Slacker Moms
By Gingerfred Man
A Pantyboy Profile
Introduction
"Call me Cheryl"
See, I'm not some dumb pantyboy. I know my literature. "Call me
Ishmael" was the opening line in "Moby Dick." Which, by the way was
a HUGE disappointment to me. I mean I only had to read like a page
or two of that million-page novel before I figured out that it was
NOT about what the title implied. I thought it was about big "man
parts." You know, as in, "Wow, Baby, your dick is MOBY!" But it was
about whales and stuff.
Anyway, I'm a pantyboy. And a pretty smart one. So smart that my
three pouffy roommates gave me the responsibility of telling all of
our life stories. Our lives so far, I mean. We're only in our
twenties, so we've got a lot of living to do. I told you about Amy
in "Service," Judy in "Test Driven" and Sandy in "Sissy
Stepmother." Now, you lucky reader, you get to read about me.
Chapter One - What's the Rush?
It's no wonder that the Baby Boomer generation has been so uptight.
They're always in a rush to move the big events of their lives
along. They graduated from college in four years! Can you believe
that? Four years? Then, a lot of them actually left home!! At age
21!! Some even got married. In their twenties!!! And had children
before they were in their late thirties or forties. Is that
ridiculous or what?
When I graduated from high school, my name was Charlie LaFemme and
I was a slacker. In fact, I'm still proud to call myself a slacker.
My two older brothers, Scott and Joey set a standard I was eager to
emulate. Especially Scott.
Scott graduated from high school at age 18 and immediately set the
LaFemme family standard by declaring that he was taking a year to
"find himself" before he went to college. I was only five at the
time, but even then, I realized that I was observing something
important.
After Scott's year of getting up at noon, eating heartily from Mom
and Dad's bountiful table, hanging out with his friends, especially
several babes, staying out all night and wearing clothes that his
mother washed and pressed, Scott went away to college. Scott
switched majors four times, skillfully avoiding courses that would
move him toward the satisfaction of graduation requirements, and
graduated six full years later at age 25. Of course, after the
pressure of constant study, Scott needed a year to "get his head
together." Mom and Dad appeared to be homicidal the night Scott
announced that aspect of his life's creed, but since he was their
first, they were unsure how to handle things. This all worked to
Scott's advantage, allowing him an additional year of relaxing,
late puberty. Mom and Dad strongly and frequently suggested that
Scott get an actual, I hate saying the foul word, "job," but he
resisted, saying that the way for him to truly succeed was to get
his master's degree. Scott began grad school fulltime at age 26 and
put his greatest efforts into getting thesis extensions, thus
stretching an 18-month course into three years, but grudgingly
graduating at age 29. What do you think he did then? That's right,
he took a year off to get his head together.
At age 30, Scott joined the working world, gaining a "position"
with a public TV station that paid him less in a year than Dad paid
for his monthly tuition. And at age 31, he met a girl with a real
job (one that paid) and moved in with her. Mom said something like,
"She'll be sorry." What was that supposed to mean?
All I knew was that Scott was my idol!!!!
Scott was Joey's idol too. He's four years younger than Scott, but
has followed Scott's perfect slacker pattern. He was 28 and
entering his third, and perhaps final, year of grad school. He and
his girlfriend live in California, so that eased my parents'
financial pain a little. But they still wrote those tuition checks.
At 18 and just graduated from high school, I had high hopes for my
next 12 or 13 leisurely years.
Mom had other plans for me.
Chapter Two - Mom's Other Plans
I guess I should have been suspicious when Mom and Dad started
asking me about college applications early in my senior year in
high school.
I was baffled by their questions. Didn't they know that extended
puberty was my birthright?
Mom would sort of insist that I apply for college somewhere and I
would sort of say nothing. Then Mom would say weird stuff like,
"I'm not making the same mistake three times." What could that
mean? I came along ten years after Joey, so I guess Mom had a lot
of time to stew about her boys.
Mom and Dad went so far as to send away for college applications
and fill them out for me, then just tell me to sign them. I
refused, of course. I needed that year to find myself. Then Dad
talked to a guy he knew and got me a job doing road construction
for the year of finding myself. What another horrible idea! I
refused that too.
When I told my best friends, Mark and Brian, they were horrified
too! We were all taking that needed year after the mental
exhaustion of high school.
Things began to turn against me when my friends' parents became
infected by the idea that their sons should "make something of
themselves." Poor Mark and Brian faced the same form of "child
abuse" that I did. Was my Mom spreading that horrible concept?
We resisted, of course, and at graduation had what our parents
called "nothing going for us" and we were proud.
Things were OK for a day or two after graduation. Then the roof
fell in.
That fateful morning, Mom woke me at the ungodly hour of 10 a.m.
That's right - a.m.! She even made me get out of bed and sit across
the dining room table from her before she fed me my usual -
pancakes, sausages, eggs, juice. Things a young man who's finding
himself needs to light his path.
Then she spoke.
"Charlie," the unreasonable-creature-who-had-taken-over-Mom's-body
said. "The game is up. You have three choices - college, a
full-time job or something that I'm pretty sure will make you go to
college or to work."
Listening to my alleged "Mom," I sort of expected that her head
would spin 360 degrees or she would breathe fire or something. No
sane, 21st Century mother could dare to expect industriousness from
her 18-year-old son, could she?
Fear gripped my soul. But then I thought, wait. She said three
options.
"What's the third option, Mom?" I asked.
Mom smiled sardonically and said, "You and your little slacker
friends, Mark and Brian will dress as girls. Full time - 24/7.
Panties. Stockings. Heels. Garterbelts. Miniskirts. Babydoll
nighties for sleeping. Make-up. Girlie hair. You can only be a boy
again when you go to college - with a full, academic load - go to
work, or leave home and support yourselves."
She couldn't be serious. Girls? Us? But worse, school, work or
supporting ourselves?
After a lot of whining and pleading and questioning, I determined
that Mom was indeed serious. She added that if any of us violated
the rule, dressing as a boy or even going out without makeup, or
standing to pee, the offender would be kicked out of his house to
fend for himself.
Mom had me by the shorthairs! Why was she being so cruel? All I
wanted from her was complete and total servitude to my every need
while I did nothing. I just wanted to be 18 forever. Who doesn't?
Clearly, Mom was a woman who had thought this through and was
enjoying herself very much.
I tried every angle. The other boys would call me a faggot and beat
me up. I would be marked for life.
Mom's answer was almost too horrible to record - "Then get a job or
go to college and graduate in four years."
I didn't have to listen to that! "I won't!" I said, and stomped my
little feet.
"It's your choice, Cheryl," Mom said.
Cheryl?
Then Mom added, "I imagine Marie and Barbara are making the same
choice you are right now. It should be interesting."
It was certainly that.
Chapter Three - Dressed
Looking back on it, I had some odd ideas about things.
I mean, when I decided to start dressing as a girl, it was all
about being a "freedom fighter." Slacker freedom. Freedom to avoid
adulthood's responsibility while reveling in its benefits. Every
young man's right!
A man's gotta do what a man's gotta do, right?
So I guess you could say that I was quite surprised at the path my
decision took me down.
That day, Mom told me to go into my parents' bedroom and strip
naked. Well, I wasn't about to do that until Mom said, "State
university (with a full academic load) or road construction?"
Naked it was.
I was very embarrassed to be naked in front of my mom. But that was
just the very tip of what was to come.
Mom handed me a ladies' razor and told me to go into her bathroom
and shave my legs. Then I was to call her and she would shave my
bottom, including (blush) between my cheeks.
Freedom fighters must endure discomfort, I thought, so I did as she
asked. The worst part of it all was that, as Mom made me "all
smooth" in my most intimate place, my (blush) anus, I produced half
an erection.
Where did that come from?
I hadn't had much experience with anything sexual. My attitude
about girls was the same as my attitude about life in general. I
felt "entitled" to girls and, even though I hadn't met one who
would recognize my entitlement to her, I was confident that, like
my brothers, I would. So, frankly, I didn't think about sex much
and hadn't even masturbated. Strange but true.
Anyway, shaving above the waist was pretty easy because I didn't
have any hair to speak of there, even on my face. She checked me
out very carefully as I stood there naked. It was humiliating,
especially since I had a cock that seemed to want to stay the way
it was when I was 11. Small and unused.
Thinking back, that was the first time Mom had seen my cock in a
long time, so she was probably surprised how "poorly endowed" I
was. Little did either of us know at the time that it was a genetic
gift.
Mom had me lift my balls when she shaved between my legs and she
had me spread my bottom cheeks and hold them apart as she shaved
every hair from my most private place. It was the first of what
would prove to be a series of frightful humiliations. Still, it
was, I thought, the kind of pain a true revolutionary must suffer.
Even then, I had a very high opinion of myself - for some very
strange reasons. Being naked in front of your Mom when you're 18
doesn't do a lot for a guy's self-respect, so it was good that I
had that high self-opinion the day Mom started my unwilling
transformation to hot babe.
Mom ordered me to take a shower, then dry off. "And there had
better be no rubbing with the towel," Mom said. "Girls pat
themselves dry. And you're going to act like a complete girl...or
ELSE! After the shower, join me in your bedroom, Missy."
The demon within Mom snarled the threat with some glee. Things were
getting out of hand.
I finished my shower, patted dry, wrapped a towel around my waist
and padded into my room to see Momzilla.
She was enjoying it all, getting revenge on Scott and Joey through
me. That was the worst part.
Mom was sitting in my easy chair, twirling a pair of skimpy panties
around her right index finger as she smiled sardonically. Were
those for me?
It appeared so. "Get 'em on, Tootsie," Mom said.
So I was FORCED to put on my first panties by an evil dominatrix.
Pretty cool, huh? Though not entirely true. If I had surrendered
right then and gotten one of those job things or taken a full
course-load in college, Mom would have been completely happy and
would have never given pantying her youngest son a second thought.
She started me down a path neither of us thought had pantyboy
royalty as its terminus.
But back to the first panties.
They were lovely. Pale pink and sheer. Little, white hearts along
the waistband.
Mom handed the little teasers to me and barked at me to put them
on.
How embarrassing. How emasculating. How deliciously exciting.
I won't say that when I touched the panties, electricity surged
through my body and girlishness possessed me. It wasn't like that
at all.
But I was prepared to hate wearing panties and I didn't. Hate them,
I mean. I didn't.
I slid my right leg into the panties. Then the left. I stood and
sort of shimmied them up my legs. By the time they reached my
mid-thighs, I had three-quarters of a stiffy. When I nestled my
balls in the bikini treasures, my little tickler was red, rock-hard
and throbbing.
Mom noticed. I knew it from her smile. But there was enough of the
old Mom in her that she didn't mention my arousal.
My chubby had practical considerations. The panties were stretched
and didn't fit right. The silky, girlish material was tormenting
nerves in my knoblet that I didn't even know I had. I didn't have
much time to think about it because Mom was behind me, adorning me
with a matching bra. Was that necessary?
My nipples seemed to think so. When Mom laid the silky material
over my little nubbers, I winced in erotic discomfort. Where were
those feelings coming from? I had never given my nipples a second
thought, but the friction of that lacy bra had me in the early
stages of a dither.
The dither blossomed a bit when Mom sat me on her bed and sat next
to me. "This is how a girl puts on her stockings, 'Princess.' You
roll them into a little doughnut, then point your toes like this
and roll slowly."
Mom then demonstrated by rolling a nice pair of black, sheer
stockings over her very good legs. Did Mom usually wear stockings?
I couldn't remember.
Maybe I was just a tad self-centered at that time of my life.
Mom then handed me a pair of tan, very sheer stockings and had me
roll them into doughnuts. A little film of sweat formed on my upper
lip. Like any male, I knew I was crossing a big river. A scary
river. What if I liked the other riverside better?
Mom didn't allow much time for appropriate reflection. "Roll them
up, Cupcake! That's it. Oh, nice legs! The men and boys will be
whistling at you when I take you out this afternoon."
As humiliating and terrifying as Mom's threat to show the femmy me
off in public was, my brain couldn't focus on it. The only
meaningful input was coming from my cock. Not unusual for an
18-year-old boy. But what was so sexually thrilling to me about
being in my first panties, bra and stockings?
I was half an impure thought away from a shuddering orgasm.
And that was a lot scarier to me than the thought of being paraded
en femme in public.
But Mom had more. She produced a garter belt - an object of
clothing I didn't even know existed - then showed me how to put it
on and hook it to my stockings.
I looked at my legs encased in smooth, tan nylon. They looked
wonderful! And the feelings were delicious. I saw the little
webbies between my toes and felt my balls stir yet again. Mom
slipped a tight pair of pumps on my feet. The heel was ridiculously
low - only two inches - but I struggled to keep my balance.
Mom led me to her full-length mirror and said, "Look at yourself,
Miss Sissypanties! Is this how you want people to remember you?
This is how it's going to be. In fact, I'm going to give you a
blouse and a miniskirt and I'm taking you to the beauty parlor for
a makeover. In public. Today. Do you give up?"
Mom not only underestimated the depth of my sloth, she completely
misread how I would react to being dressed as a girl.
I had never been so excited in my life. I had no make-up, hair
styling or accessories. I could barely stand in two-inch heels. I
had been in lingerie for about 15 minutes.
But I knew. Mom didn't know. And she didn't know I knew. She just
thought I was obstinate.
Thinking quickly for one of the first times in my life, I told Mom
I had to go to the bathroom before she put the "street clothes" on
me. Mom sighed in exasperation, but thank goodness, she let me go.
I barely made it to my bathroom and got my panties down before I
began spurting cum so hard that it drove me to my stockinged knees.
Good golly! My guts were torn open and I sprayed cum all over. My
eyes filled with tears, which Mom would take as my reaction to her
plan to humiliate me into responsibility.
Somehow, I managed to clean up the sticky evidence and report back
to Mom for my blouse and miniskirt.
Mom looked at me curiously. She clearly thought I would have caved
already. I wondered if Mark or Brian had caved. But mostly I
wondered what was happening to me.
It felt so weird to go out our front door, in girlish gear,
carrying a purse, and stepping carefully in heels. I guess I still
walked like a boy, but I tried to walk a bit girlie so I wouldn't
be so "obvious."
No one saw me, I think, during that short, but important walk to
the car. Mom was recalculating things a bit. My biggest fear at
that moment was that Mom would cave - telling me I could get out of
my girlie clothes and live the slacker life enjoyed by my brothers.
No way. She may have seen her youngest son begin his evolution as
a pantyboy, but in Mom's mind at that time, anything was better
than a third slacker in the family.
We drove in silence. Mom reasonably mistook my discomfort as
humiliation. It was really caused by a heady mix of confusion,
anticipation and large dollops of sexual arousal.
Chapter Four - Slack Like Me
On the ride to the beauty salon, I also wondered what Mark and
Brian - whom Mom and their mothers had renamed Marie and Barbara -
were doing? Had they caved in, leaving me alone in the fight for
slacker rights? Had they stayed in character as the born slackers
they were, refusing any efforts to coerce their entry to the adult
world? Or were they (gulp), like me, frantically excited and
astonished at their first visit to Girlyland?
Brian and I were smaller boys. I had never seen Brian's "equipment"
and didn't know if he was as dainty as I, but, like me, he was
slim, with long legs. I tried to picture Brian as a girl and,
amazingly, I was able to do so. He was cute, in my imagination. And
girlish. Though as a boy, Brian had been hygienically-challenged,
perhaps he would be a neat girl.
No such picture emerged of Mark. He was six-foot-two, 200 muscular
pounds. Ripped abs. Muscular legs. A real "guy" face. I was afraid
for him if he were to wander out dressed as a girl.
But there Mark was, with his Mom, walking into the beauty parlor as
we pulled into the parking lot.
Mark was in full girlie gear, minus the make-up and hair styling.
And he looked ridiculous.
Mom gave a little toot and Mrs. Cumwell stopped and waved at us,
then waited until we got out of the car. Mark looked miserable. And
he was something else. Interested about the way I looked. And
walked.
Mom and Mrs. Cumwell were congratulating themselves about our
torment, so I managed to pass on a "revolutionary's message" to
him. "Stay strong, brother."
Mark gave me the oddest look and said, "Easy for you to say. You've
never looked better in your life."
I did? Was that a compliment? Did he really think so?
I got the weirdest tingle and my stiffie returned.
"Come along Marie, Cheryl," Mrs. Cumwell said. "I'm sure your
pretty little friend Barbara is inside having her face done."
Mark groaned. I quivered at the thought of having my face "done."
I tried not to look at Mark. He was huge. And manly. And
ridiculous-looking. Maybe a day in a beauty salon would help. Maybe
Al Gore and George W. Bush would be teammates in a Wednesday-night
bowling league.
For the first time in my life I entered a feminine sanctuary - a
beauty salon. Women who cared about their appearance were having
their nails, hair and faces done. I looked around for Brian, AKA
Barbara. He was in a chair, receiving a make-up lesson. His Mom,
Mrs. Harder, was standing smugly beside him, urging him to pay full
attention to make-up technique.
Oddly enough, Brian seemed to be hanging on every word, watching
every technique. And oddly enough, Brian was, as I had imagined,
extraordinarily cute as a girl.
It was clearly the strangest day of my life. And probably the most
important. I caught Brian's eye, giving him a little wave and a
"thumbs-up" as I was led to my chair for make-up, manicure and
pedicure.
Mark acted as if he were being led to his execution.
I was so excited, I was trying valiantly not to cum in my panties.
Oh my. A beauty technician named Phoebe was quite amused to have a
boy in her chair, but even she was impressed with the make-up
results. I was VERY pretty. Darned-near beautiful. And very
feminine-looking. Mom was shocked. Phoebe was shocked. Mark and
Brian were shocked. When I looked at myself, I came in my panties.
No one even noticed, so great was their amazement at my beauty.
Thank goodness I was wearing a black miniskirt.
I looked over at Mark. He was looking at me in the weirdest way.
Almost lust. I wasn't sure and neither was he. Brian was looking at
me with what may have been envy, though he was darned cute as a
girl.
When they got done with me, hair, nails and all, I was feeling
pretty good about myself. But then I looked at Mom. She was
processing - reevaluating. Was she changing her mind about making
me dress as a girl?
I had to act.
"Mommmmmmmm," I whined in my best slacker voice. "This is horrible!
Please don't make me do this. I'll be beat up. Everyone will call
me names."
Mom's face hardened. Her strength renewed, she said, "Will you get
a job or go to college full time."
I put on my best brat face and said, "I won't! I won't!"
So the "blackmail" continued.
Chapter Five - Two Brave Revolutionaries
Mom and I rode home in silence too, though I caught her sneaking
puzzled peeks at me.
When we got home, Mom escorted me to my room, where Dad was just
finishing up some modifications. He had shoveled out the dirt,
taken down the blacklight posters and removed all my boy clothes
from the floor and my closet. A full array of girlie stuff was in
there now, as well as a pink bedspread, stuffed animals and a
vanity table with a stool and a full array of make-up items.
Mom had apparently enlisted Dad fully into her evil plans.
But I thought the whole situation was not half as bad as I had
anticipated. I mean, so far I liked dressing like a girl. A lot.
Later that day, I got a call from Mark. Mom insisted that I answer
the phone saying "Little Sissy Cheryl speaking." Mark laughed when
he heard that, then he apologized.
Then he really apologized. "I believe in what you're doing,
Charlie, I mean Cheryl, but I can't do it. I look ridiculous, but,
I must say, you look great. Really great. I mean, good, you know?"
Something odd was happening with Mark, don't you think?
"Anyway," Mark went on, "My Dad got me a construction job. I start
tomorrow. Then I'm going to college full time in the fall."
The HORROR!! I thought. Mark was no longer a slacker. He was
practically an adult!!!
I should have been very angry at him. I was, sort of. Why then,
when I got into my pink babydoll nightie and got into bed, between
my silky, scented, pink sheets, did I think about Mark? At a
construction site. With his shirt off. Muscles rippling.
Why, as I fell asleep, did I lightly touch my peeny with my
fingertips while thinking of Mark? And why did my tummy clench and
why did I start spurting that sweet cream that the boys would love
so much later on?
The next morning my tummy was sticky with dried boy's cream. The
girlie clothes had me in a stimulated mood, so it was clear to me
that I would be doing some serious self-love, complete with its
requisite guilt about being so stirred up by my feminine self.
The only alternative to being an apparent sissyboy was to give in
to Mom. And that was not on my agenda.
I yawned and padded into the bathroom, sitting to pee. Would Mom be
dommy today or could I just girlie up and see where things took me?
And other than occasional heavy lifting, what was Daddy's role in
all this?
I took a shower, brushed my teeth and even shaved. Phoebe had given
me some foundation that would cover my light beard very nicely, so
I used it as a base for my face that day. I spent some time with my
eyes and, though I veered a bit toward trashy, had my baby blues
looking pretty girlish. Lipstick, blush, powder and perfume and I
was ready to put on my bra and panties. But first, I'm sorry, I
just had to relieve my "tensions." Looking at my lovely face in the
mirror as long as I did had me quite worked up. I stood in front of
my three-way mirror naked, with a tissue in my left hand and my
popsy in my right. I held my pretty knoblet between my thumb and
forefinger and rubbed. It didn't take too many strokes or too much
of a fantasy. My own beauty had me shooting my first creamy load of
the day into my soaked Kleenex.
A narcissistic sissy is a happy sissy.
My panties were still "pointed" when I put them on. The rubbing of
my silky bra against my swollen nipples was going to have me in a
sexual "state" all day. Those sheer, black
stockings I rolled up my excellent legs had me "on the verge" as
well. Mom insisted that I wear the three-inch stilettos that day
just to torment me. She actually thought at that point that she
would win.
Well, when I slipped my pretty blue dress with white polka dots
over my head, then added a ribbon to what was clearly a boy's
haircut, despite the salon's best efforts, I was ready for the
worst Mom could dish out.
She was very surprised when I showed up in the kitchen, before
noon, in full feminine splendor. Mom took it as defiance, not
sissiness. If she had thought that I was enjoying myself, she
probably would have done everything she could to make me butch.
Especially after....
More about that later. Anyway, Mom went back on the offensive.
"Don't you look wonderful, Cheryl, dear? Doesn't she, Roger?"
Dad had the funniest look on his face. A look I've seen from men
thousands of times since that day. He grunted an affirmation, but
didn't break "the look."
Mom went on, "Have a bowl of Special K and skim milk, dear. You're
little sissy friend Barbara and her mother will be by any minute.
We're going on a field trip."
Mom had nothing good in mind for that excursion, I was sure. But
from my end, at least, her planned nastiness was like a trip to
Disneyland.
Barbara (Brian) and Mrs. Harder arrived 15 minutes later. The moms
were clearly enjoying themselves. But even Mrs. Harder was
impressed by my beauty. Mom was too, but wouldn't admit it.
Barbara's panties were tented when she saw me, but whose wouldn't
be? I'm fabulous! And, you know, Barbara was pretty good-looking
too. We didn't get much opportunity to communicate early that day,
but I was pretty sure that Barbara was enjoying herself as much as
I was.
The moms hustled us out the door because we had to get to a big,
downtown construction site at lunchtime. The men were all sitting
out, wolf-whistling the girls, when we arrived. Barbara looked
miserable when she assessed the situation. Was she acting? I knew
my look of misery was fake. I was eager to be sexually harassed by
throngs of horny men with calloused hands and hairy chests.
Mom and Mrs. Harder had dressed sort of hot for the occasion as
well - both were attractive, and when they chose to dress like
women, very attractive. They had big heels, stockings and short
skirts. Did they enjoy walking past construction workers too?
"All, right, girls. Let's walk down this path. If any of those men
call out to you, the ladies will take you over and introduce you
properly to the nice gentlemen. Let's go."
Barbara and I walked as if we were in our funeral procession.
Barbara was either an excellent actress or she hated dressing
girlie.
How could anyone hate dressing girlie?
Groups of hard-hatted men seemed to coalesce in front of us as the
four feminine forms wiggled toward them. Mom drove the herd onward.
Ten yards away, the first man made a sound - a deep, loud,
wolf-whistle. That broke the mood of awe, and several men whooped
and called out clever things like, "Hey, Baby" and "Hey, Pretty
Mama."
My cheeks were red hot. I guess it was one part humiliation and two
parts sexual excitement. Not that the men would ever do anything
other than catcall, but the situation was gorging my starving ego.
When the men had concluded their performance, Mom spoke loudly.
"Thank you, gentlemen. That's so sweet. It's so sweet of you to
salute two older ladies like us. Surely you weren't calling out to
Cheryl and Barbara, our sissy sons. They like to dress as girls and
tease men. I'm guessing they even have sex with men now and then,
but we've never caught them doing that. Surely, men like you aren't
interested in pansies with little penises, are you?"
Was Mom trying to have us torn apart by an angry mob? If so, she
failed miserably. And proved once again that she didn't understand
men.
A man in the back responded to Mom's question. "Girls like them
deserve a man's full attention. They're pretty enough to be in
Panty Boy magazine!"
That brought vigorous agreement from the crowd and inspired Mom to
get the four of us moving again.
What an interesting response. Did men really lust for "girls" like
Barbara and me? And what in the heck was "Panty Boy magazine?" I
soon found out.
Chapter Six - A Revolutionary Council
Mom and Mrs. Harder were prepared to lead us into several more
life-threatening situations that day, but decided to take us home
and cut their losses.
I was surprised when Mrs. Harder went home and left Barbara to
spend the night. With me. In my room.
At around 8 p.m., Mom, still directing, but losing a bit of her
edge, told Barbara and me to get into our nighties, then we could
come downstairs and watch TV together on the couch.
Alone at last.
I took Barbara to my room and closed the door. "So, what do you
think?" I asked. Then I turned and said, "Would you unzip my
dress?"
Barbara unzipped as she answered. "Good question," she said. "What
do you think?"
I shimmied my dress over my head, exposing my lovely, lingeried
body to Barbara. "I asked you first," I pointed out correctly.
Barbara looked scared. To admit to someone that you like
cross-dressing is not easy. "I think that you look amazing in
girl's clothes," she said, cheating a bit, but gaining points with
me.
"You look pretty good yourself," I said, unhooking my bra and
exposing my puffy nipples. "Aren't you going to get undressed and
put your nightie on?"
Barbara gulped. Then she began to undress. "Everything's different
now, isn't it?" she said.
"Yes," I said, unsnapping my garter belt and starting to roll down
my stockings. "But we could always go back to being boys. We just
have to do what our Moms want."
Barbara got up her courage and said, "I don't think I want to go
back. Not right away, anyway."
I said, "Me neither," then went over and kissed her lightly on her
glossed lips.
We took that no farther, managing to get into our teeny nighties,
panties and stiletto mules without sexual incident.
We rejoined Mom in the family room, where she and Dad had begun
watching "Victor/Victoria."
Poor Dad. His eyes were bugging out when he saw two delicious,
18-year-old, scantily-yet-sexily-clad pantyboys in plain sight. The
poor guy's trousers were extended as well.
Dad kept sneaking looks at us. So much that Mom dragged him up to
bed halfway though the movie, leaving Barbara and me on the couch,
next to each other, warm, silky thigh touching warm silky thigh.
I actually think Mom was trying to make us disgusted by the
homo-ness of it all - sitting next to each other, sleeping in the
same bed.
As with every plan Mom had made, it backfired.
I had never seen "Victor/Victoria" before and I was kind of
enjoying it. Especially how a man's man like James Garner could be
attracted to Julie Andrews, who, he thought, was a crossdressing
man. Sort of like those construction guys earlier in the day.
I was so into the movie that I almost didn't notice that a soft
hand had insinuated itself under my pink nightie and was reaching
for my left nipple. Then I noticed.
"Thank you for that kiss earlier, Cheryl," Barbara said. "I enjoyed
it very much."
Apparently so. The bad little creampuff was twiddling my left
nipple between the thumb and forefinger of her right hand. It felt
incredibly wonderful. I moaned a little and parted my lips. Barbara
covered my mouth with hers. Then she gave me her tongue.
Why we were doing "things" with each other was a mystery to me. A
few days earlier, if "Brian" had kissed me and twiddled my nipple,
I would have a) thought he had gone insane, then b) attempted to
dismember him.
But sissied up and pretty in our girlie things, with girlie names
and girlie looks, it seemed all right. Very all right.
I wiggled with pleasure. The kissing. The friction on my nipple.
Then Barbara's hand dropped and slid inside my panties.
Still kissing me, Barbara tickled my sensitive knoblet with her
gentle fingers. Skinning it sweetly. Exposing the pink, slick head
and all its tender skin. After several glorious minutes, I squealed
softly, sucked her tongue very hard, and filled my panties with
warm, girlish cream.
Barbara was right. There was no going back for us.
Barbara took my hand and led me up the stairs to my bedroom.
What would Mom have thought if she saw us holding hands, faces
flushed with sexual arousal? Pretty little "points" in our panties.
Mom would have probably been pissed that her plans had failed yet
again. Then she would have started blaming herself for turning her
son into a "little sissy faggot."
Well, I am not a "faggot," let me tell you. I adore men and make
them very happy they were born with a Y chromosome. But I'm a
completely different gender from men. And women. And they both know
it.
And Mom surely didn't turn me into anything. All she did was wake
me up. To life, as well as my true identity.
You never know what will happen when you put a young man in panties
- other than the fact that he'll probably make a big creamy mess in
them. Most of them enjoy the experience, though they wouldn't admit
it to anyone, especially themselves.
Barbara and I were letting instinct guide us, something we're all
discouraged from doing most of our lives.
It was great.
We got on my double bed and grunted and panted as we kissed and
groped each other. I had Barbara's nightie up over her nipples and
her panties down below her little bag and popsy. I was VERY
excited.
Her "Passion" perfume was entering my nose, then telegraphing my
brain. Following instructions from my brain, blood was rushing to
my penis, making it stiff and needy again. She was enjoying the
attention tremendously, panting and gasping as I kissed and licked
her left nipple and massaged her teeny peeny.
Barbara's nipple erected sharply as my glossed lips and moist
tongue tormented its sensitive flesh. Her pretty eyes were closed
and her back arched as she surrendered to the pleasures we were
avidly exploring.
I was fairly certain that she was "on the verge," when an impulse
of passion seized me. I stopped licking her pretty nipple. She
whimpered softly and made a pouty face. What a surprise. I thought
a pouty face would be well, pouty. But Barbara's pouty face was
quite sexy. Seizing the initiative, I scooted my panties off, then
reversed my body on her. She was on her back and I was on my right
side - my lips inches from her penis and her lips inches from mine.
We both contemplated the very big step we were about to take. We
would be cocksuckers. Marked forever.
Mmmmm.
Barbara's cock was so tiny, it wasn't entirely like being a
cocksucker to take it into my mouth. Is there such a thing as a
semi-cocksucker? If I sucked it twice, would I be a full cocksucker
Too much musing. I kissed Barbara's pretty, pink pole. And didn't
die. So I licked it. Mmm. That was nice! Barbara squeaked. Then I
felt a warm, wet mouth around my cocklet for the first time in my
life. And I was hooked. Sucking and being sucked make me very
happy.
I slurped and licked and kissed and made lots of noises of genuine
satisfaction. Barbara was a talented cocksucker. And references on
my cocksucking skill are available on request.
Since Barbara hadn't cum yet that evening, she was the first to
lose her girlish cargo. She made such a sissy squeal that I was
afraid Mom and Dad would burst into the room with a SWAT team. They
didn't.
If they had, Barbara and I would have sucked the SWAT team's cocks.
We were very randy and very eager to try out our new skills.
Barbara gave me my very first mouthful of cum. And she must have
been saving it up, just for me because it was plentiful and
deliciously creamy. Who knew that I would love the taste of cum so
much? To me, it's the nectar of sex.
Like a good sissy, I swallowed my lover's whole load. Barbara
moaned and whimpered as I continued to lick and polish her knob
well after her seizure. Then she resumed sucking me.
I liked that a lot. I sort of kissed Barbara's pink helmet as she
tongued my treasures. It was all so naughty and exciting. And
girlish! I was a girl being sucked by a girl. Frilly girls.
Pleasuring each other with abandon.
Would I be able to please a man as I had pleased Barbara? Would I
want to? Would a man want me?
Then I got a strange, but clear mental picture of being girlied and
half-naked, in bed with a man. Specifically Mark. Mark was making
love to me and making me cum and cum. Where did that come from?
Wherever, it led to a cum that was so intense, it almost exploded
the head of my cock. Barbara was choking and cum was drooling from
the sides of her mouth!
Wow.
When we settled down a bit, we got under the covers, kissed and
hugged, then fell asleep in each others' arms.
Chapter Seven - Barbara's Betrayal
Barbara and I had similar enjoyments - once at around three a.m.,
then a last when we awoke at seven.
I didn't know where this was all leading, but the journey sure was
fun.
Mom looked at us funny when we went downstairs for breakfast. We
had cleaned up, a bit, but Mom could probably still smell the cum.
Or maybe Dad could. He was certainly acting disturbed at breakfast.
Anyway, the next week or so was very odd. Mom was less confident
that she would "win," but she was nowhere near being ready to give
up! She spent a lot of time at the library and on the Internet,
looking for new tactics in dealing with me. Getting me to enroll in
college and start moving ahead. As a boy.
It was late June and Mom always went to visit Grandma for two
weeks. My "petticoat punishment" would apparently have to be put on
hold for a while, unless Mom trusted Dad to push me. Dad had never
been very good at being a disciplinarian, so I was assured of an
easy fortnight.
Barbara and I had "gotten together" several times since our
breakthrough night and I was looking forward to seeing her a lot
with Mom gone.
Oddly, Mark had begun calling me around ten o'clock most nights.
Every night, actually. Telling me about his day and asking me about
mine. Telling me his feelings! Asking about mine! Before, we mostly
grunted "Hey Dude" at each other. When we did talk, all we ever
talked about was girls, video games, school, cars, sports and
pizza.
Mom even asked me to drive her to the airport. She liked seeing
Grandma, so she was in a good mood. Could she be softening toward
me?
I liked going places as my girlie self. The airport was lots of fun
for me. In fact, wherever I went, men would watch me. Undressing me
with their eyes. I enjoyed it too, being a prickteaser. That's what
I was. The prickpleaser part came later.
When we left home for the airport, Mom told Dad that her flight had
been delayed, but when we got there, we found that it was back on
schedule. So I arrived back home two hours before I was expected.
Why does that always seem to cause problems?
I pulled into the driveway, then sissied into the house in my big
heels. Giving the male neighbors a great show. Maybe I would call
Barbara, I thought, and we could exchange some creamy fluids. Mmmm.
Maybe I would wear that new black babydoll, and those black, seamed
stockings I hadn't worn yet, I thought, as I went up the stairs to
my room.
I was so lost in carnal plans that I didn't hear the grunts and
squeals and moans of two people in a sexual clinch. Until I was
outside my parents' door.
Huh?
Mom was out of town! Did Dad have a lover?
Impossible. Mom had him so cowed.
But something involving cum and noises was happening in there.
I know, I know. You're thinking, "Why didn't that busybody,
big-mouth Cheryl mind her own business? Why didn't she just stroll
on by that bedroom door?"
Yeah, right.
I had to know. I slowly opened the door and confirmed part of what
I thought to be true. It was a quite naked Dad on top of another
person.
Seeing your Dad naked, fucking his brains out, was bad enough. But
wait, there was more.
Dad was having the time of his life. He had a beautiful, feminine
person in lovely lingerie under him. The two were involved in deep,
mutually pleasurable coitus. The woman's face was obscured, but I
could see that Dad had her calves on his shoulders and he was
pushing his big bruiser in and out of her bottomhole, not her
pussy.
I asked myself, was that possible?
Was I ever that young?
There was something familiar about the woman. I had to see who it
was. Then I did.
It was no woman.
It was Barbara.
Daddy was fucking one of my two best friends.
In my house.
My best friend was letting my Daddy fuck her. Worse, she seemed to
be enjoying it a lot more than when she and I made love.
My eyes filled with tears. I was short of breath.
I ran out of the room and they never even saw me. The fucking
fuckers! The nerve!
I had to get out of the house, so I grabbed my purse and got into
the car.
I had to drive. Get away. Find comfort. Where could I go?
My brain was brimming with questions. Horrible questions. Was Daddy
gay? Didn't he love Mom anymore? Was Barbara gay? Didn't she love
me anymore? Would Daddy leave Mom and marry Barbara? Would Barbara
be my stepmother? Was I gay for sucking a gay person's cock?
Somehow, I ended up at Mark's house. Would he be home? It was a
Saturday, so it was possible.
I touched up my makeup - no sense looking frumpy. Then I tottered
over on my new, four-inch stilettos, and knocked on Mark's door.
He was home! And alone! And very concerned about my distress! And
VERY handsome and hunky from all that manual labor on his job.
Maybe the day was improving.
Mark invited me in and I began to cry. Tears were flying from my
eyes, as it did in those old romance comic books, remember? Anyway,
Mark hugged me to comfort me. He asked me to tell him what was
wrong and I raised my head to tell him. But my eyes locked with his
clear blue eyes. And he was hugging me so nicely.
Then. somehow, we were kissing.
Kissing!
Good golly, it was wonderful.
If my life depended on me telling Mark why I fled my house to come
to him, I would be six feet under. All I could think of was how
wonderful Mark's lips felt on mine. How his manly beard rubbed
softly on my tender skin. How his big, calloused hands felt as they
caressed my bare shoulders.
It was so wrong. We had been boys together since we were five years
old. I shouldn't (gasp) be letting him (pant) kiss me like that.
Overpowering me. Ruling me.
I learned a lot about myself at that moment. I wanted very much to
submit to a man. A nice man who would cherish me as he dominated
me. A man who would take my problems on as his own.
I sort of surrendered to Mark as he held me and kissed me. I felt
something leave my body forever. I think it was what remained of my
masculinity.
Mark felt it too. And he did exactly the right thing. He stopped
kissing me and we sat on the couch. He put his arm around me and
made everything all right. Then he asked, "What happened, Cheryl?"
He called me Cheryl!!
With little, girlish sobs, I said, "I caught that little tramp
Barbara, I mean Brian, no, I mean Barbara and my father in bed
together. Doing 'things' together."
Mark looked genuinely shocked. Then he looked very thoughtful.
"What exactly were they doing? Tell me everything."
Obviously, Mark thought it would be therapeutic to do so. I
sniffled and said, "That tramp was on her back. She was wearing a
sheer, black teddy, unsnapped at the crotch and her trampy pricklet
was sticking straight up. She had her legs, which were encased in
fully-fashioned, black stockings, all the way back. She had her
trampy calves over my Daddy's shoulders. Daddy was naked and on top
of her. His big 'business' was stiff and he was pushing it in and
out of that little tramp's tight bottom."
Mark's eyes lit up. With great interest he asked, "Are you sure he
had his 'thing' in her bottom?"
Sniffling, I nodded.
"I'm sorry to ask this, Cheryl, but did it appear that Barbara was
in any pain?"
An odd question, but I answered it honestly. "No pain. Lots of
pleasure. For both of them. Isn't that disgusting?"
Mark nodded his agreement, but I think he was thinking bigger
thoughts. And there were bigger things growing in his pants.
Mark gulped and made a very important declaration.
"Those moments when we were kissing were the best of my life,
Cheryl. I'm not gay, so I never thought that I would fall in love
with my best friend. I mean I read 'Panty Boy' magazine and
everything, and I guess your Dad does too, but I never thought you
would be...I mean..."
And then he stopped talking and started kissing me again.
It was deeply delicious. I had no idea what he meant by "Panty Boy"
magazine. But I think he had big plans for us that day.
I was ready.
Mark broke the kiss and asked, "My Mom and Dad won't be home for
about ten hours. Would you like to visit my room?"
Try and stop me, I thought.
Mark asked, "Do you want to call home and tell them you'll be late
so your Dad doesn't call the police?"
Hmmmph. I thought. I knew those two were too busy to answer the
phone. But I took Mark's advice and left a message.
Then we went upstairs, hand in hand. I was very nervous. Shaking,
even. But Mark was so sweet and strong. I put myself in his hands.
Unlike my room when I was a boy, Mark's room looked as if a human
being lived there. The bed was made and the sheets were clean. They
wouldn't be for long.
I was so glad I had worn clean underwear. At least some of Mom's
advice had been good.
That day, as I recall, I was wearing a cute, white sundress, white
bra and panties, a white garter belt, seamed, tan stockings (with
a dark weal on the thighs), and the prettiest, white, strappy
sandals with four-inch stiletto heels. That get-up, along with my
perfect make-up, natural beauty and submissive attitude, had my
young man in quite a state.
I turned to let my man unzip my sundress, which he did as he was
softly kissing my neck and creamy shoulders. I whimpered as he
slowly inched the zipper down. He ran his rough hands gently along
my shoulder blades as I wiggled out of my dress.
I stood before my first man in bra, panties, garters, heels and
stockings. My panties were very pointed as I watched Mark strip
naked. When he was without a stitch, he lay on the bed on his back.
I hadn't seen his johnson since we were nine or ten. It had grown.
From what I could see, it was bigger than Daddy's!
Mark beckoned to me to join him. Should I get into bed with my big
sexy heels on? That seemed to be what he wanted? Apparently.
Stilettos in bed are sexy, don't you think?
So is a naked, beautiful, muscled man with his arms open. I sissied
to the bed and threw myself into his arms.
We kissed a little as Mark explored my body with his hands. I think
he liked what he felt. I have great legs and a better bottom. He
spent some time exploring both.
Then he decided that my bra was too confining for me. He reached
behind me and unhooked it expertly. Oh, how I would have liked to
have flopped out two C-cup, brown-nippled puppies for him. But Mark
was thrilled to expose what I did have - two sharply pointed,
erect, nipples that ached for his kisses.
They stopped aching.
Mark applied his mouth and lips to one of my pouty little puffers.
And I felt things I knew I wanted to feel for the rest of my life.
Desired. Loved. Sexy.
And sexually frantic.
I wiggled and whimpered. It was a fully armed assault on my body's
erotic core. Then Mark brought in reinforcements.
The naughty lad reached into my pretty panties. I felt calluses
brush the tender flesh of my testicles and penis. Was he going
to... No. (Rats!)
Mark wiggled my panties down far enough so that the heel of his
hand was on my little peanuts. Still kissing my left nipple, tongue
rubbing the tender flesh, he slid his thick, rough, middle finger
between my bottom cheeks and (gasp) lightly touched my anus with
the pad of his finger.
Sissies have limits. Your friend Cheryl reached hers at that
moment.
I screamed. And began to pump large globs of creamy goo into my
panties and tummy.
It was spectacular. Sensational. Crippling even.
The night was young.
And Mark had big plans.
He seemed delighted that he had made me cum all over myself. I
don't know where his inspiration came from, but he did two things
that were exactly right. First, he moved his mouth from my nipples
to my glossed lips. I really needed some kissing right then.
Second, he pulled my panties all the way off and began to scoop up
my cum with his fingers and apply it to my (blush) bottom.
Mark's kissing muffled my squeals as his middle finger entered my
virginal anus. He was lubricating me "down there" with my own cum
and his thick, rough finger.
It was heaven.
Or at least a full preview of it. My limp popsy was flopping as the
masterful man dug into my most intimate place. As if he owned me.
After a few moments, Mark added a second finger. Then both
intruders found my prostate. And rubbed. As we kissed.
I was in an erotic trance. My pricklet was semi-soft, though I felt
I would be cumming any second. The darned pressure on my prostate
was driving me wild. But I wasn't hard, so I
couldn't...Aggghhhh!!!!
A sharp pang of erotic agony devoured me. My balls were volcanic.
Searing heat flushed through them and suddenly, creamy, pantyboy
juices were everywhere!
I was on a different, better plane of existence. A wet, messy
plane. And Mark wanted to join me there.
He was going to fuck me. Just like Daddy was fucking Barbara.
Except Mark and I had something pure and beautiful. Not like them.
Mark rolled me onto my side. He was going to fuck me from behind.
But then he changed his mind and rolled me onto my back. I was
going to be fucked like a woman!
I knew I could say no and he would stop. But why on earth would I
want to do that?
I wanted IT!
And I was about to get it.
My panties were discarded, and all I had one were my stockings,
garter belt and heels. I felt a little slutty with the heels still
on. I liked that. So did Mark.
I hadn't really even touched his cock and it was about to be inside
me. Rubbing my secret "trigger" in my special place. Pumping his
cream into me.
Shyly, I took little peeks at his weapon of mass deflowering. Its
eye was looking at me. And dripping. Did it wink at me?
I think I was blushing about being so exposed and submissive. If
anyone had walked in on us, I would have been humiliated. But I
would have insisted that Mark continue.
Mark gently rocked my legs back. My knees were against my ears and
my pussy was exposed to my man. I saw him looking at it lovingly
and his cock stiffened a notch. Mark told me later that he loved
seeing my seamed stockings and sandals framing my pussy and my
"privates." He said it was the prettiest sight in the world.
Then he fucked me.
I know that's what you've been waiting to read. I do meander a bit
telling a story, don't I? Anyway, he fucked me.
Very nicely. My first time. And certainly one of my best.
Mark leaned over my body and kissed my lips. Then he sat straight
up and concentrated on his welcome task. His big helmet was skinned
and slick. I was making little sounds of encouragement. He
introduced the invader to the gates of paradise. I felt a sharp
pang of fear. Then a tiny, but sharp pain as he pushed the dark red
mushroom into my cum-lubricated hole. I squealed with pleasure as
he pushed the whole big thing in. I had been totally penetrated.
Gorged with cock. I was on my back, like a girl, "getting it" from
a man. And loving it.
Mark had an excellent rhythm going. He was obviously enjoying
himself tremendously. So was I. I loved how his balls slapped into
me each time he plunged into me. I loved how his cock rubbed my
prostate with that big, round head of his. At that moment, I was
three-quarters in love with Mark! And the lad seemed to be quite
taken with me as well.
I think at that point, Mark entered the stage of the fuck where a
man almost forgets he's with someone and concentrates on his own
orgasm. I didn't begrudge him. He had already given me two major,
seismic events. And a third one was brewing.
I was about three-quarters erect. The last, quarter erection seemed
to be eluding me because of that blunt object in my bottom.
Mark was pushing and pulling. He looked so intense. I closed my
eyes and felt what was happening to me. It was awfully good. Each
push against my prostate sent an electric jolt into me, straight
into my balls. I wrapped my stockinged legs around my man and
pulled him into me harder.
That did it. For both of us.
Mark's huge nuts boiled over. He incinerated my insides with six
thick spurts of his male lava. I felt the first two. The last four
occurred during the largest pantyboy orgasm ever recorded in North
America. If a nuclear device had exploded next door, I wouldn't
have noticed.
My little peanuts almost separated from my body. And my "little
person" pumped out so much hot sissy cream that it ran off both
sides of my tummy and the sheets, mattress cover, mattress and box
spring were totally permeated.
Wow!
I don't think I was in a coma longer than two or three days. Or
maybe it was a few seconds. Regardless, it was delicious.
When I had been resurrected, I felt Mark pull out and gently help
me lower my legs. He lay next to me and began to kiss me softly.
I was a mess! My hair was disorderly. My make-up was smeared. My
stomach and thighs were drenched in my own cum and my bottom was
drooling Mark's manly juices.
Mark said I was beautiful. And because he did, that's how I felt.
I think we fell asleep for an hour or so. I awoke first. Mark was
naked, on his back and breathing heavily. His cock was limp and
flopped up and almost to his right hip.
There was no going back to being a boy now. I knew that. And I
didn't regret it one bit. Maleness was for real men like Mark. Not
little nancyboys like me.
My real man's cock was still largely unexplored territory for me.
I decided to change that.
I took its considerable substance into my right hand and hefted it
gently. It was heavy! It was slick with my anal juices, his cum and
even (blush) little dribbles of my poopy. I got onto my knees by
his hip for a closer inspection. Wow, what a set of nuts my man
had. And the bag was so dark and hairy. I gave them a good feel-up.
Mark stirred a bit. They looked scrumptious, so I leaned over and
gave Mark's balls a nice lick-up. All over. With my tongue. A nice,
warm, ball bath for a nice, warm man.
Mark groaned nicely, but didn't awaken.
I decided that I wanted his awakening to be a very pleasant
experience.
So I skinned Mark's bulbous cockhead and kissed it lovingly. With
a series of flutter kisses. Then I took the throbbing, slick head
into my mouth and licked and sucked it with all my love and all my
growing skill.
Mark's eyes fluttered and he awoke, then smiled when he saw my
loving attentions. And he adored what I was doing.
So did I.
Oh, girls! Cocksucking is a wonderful experience for the donor and
the recipient. Warmth. Fluids. Sounds. Smells. Intimacy. Love. Then
the girl gets her big reward. In her tummy. All over her face.
Maybe both.
Mark's eyes got really big right before he came down my willing,
eager throat.
The ability to give someone pleasure like that was the most
empowering feeling I had ever had.
Chapter Eight - The Big Surprise
Over the next two weeks, Mark and I had a white-hot affair. I gave
myself to Mark body and soul and he taught me how to fully
appreciate a man's adoration.
Dad and that little tramp Barbara gave us a lot of room. Barbara
figured out that I KNEW. She didn't care. Dad, who was getting the
dream pooty of his life didn't care either. Mark spent a lot of
time in my room, fucking my pretty bottom all night long, then
going to his construction job. Somehow, he didn't fall 20 stories
or saw off a hand or anything.
Life was beautiful.
Then Mom came home.
Mom was supposed to come home on a Sunday, so Mark and I were a
little bummed that Saturday afternoon in my room. We had some Plan
Bs, but us - together - was central to all our plans.
Despite our anxiety about the future, we were having a great
afternoon. Mark and I had discovered how much we enjoyed him
"eating me out." Mark would lie on his back and I would straddle
his shoulders, facing his feet. I would lower my bottom onto his
eager mouth and he would lick and dig his tongue into my bottom
until I was cumming frantically and squealing out his name. Then,
since I was so wet and open, Mark would flip me onto my back and
fuck me hot and hard.
Mark and I had gotten immune to the sounds of sex coming from my
parents' room. That little tramp Barbara seemed to be treating my
father like an amusement park. And was enjoying every ride.
I guess we were a very noisy bunch that afternoon and were
oblivious to our surroundings. I remember thinking vaguely that Dad
must have used the Venus Butterfly or the Mexican Hat Dance or some
other move on Barbara, because she was screaming enough for two
femmes.
Mark was on top of me, pushing that big boy into me when a portion
of my brain alerted me to the fact that there was, in fact, more
than one girlish voice in the room next door. But before I could
crystallize the thought, the door to my room was flung open and
there stood - there stood - Mom!!!
Mom!!!!
She had come home a day early to surprise us. Yet, surprised
herself. First by seeing her husband fucking my pantyboy friend,
then her nightied and pantied son being thoroughly fucked by his
other best friend.
Sometimes such a shock causes temporary blindness. Or
life-threatening violence.
But Mom was made of different stuff.
She only screamed once more, then she ran down the stairs, got into
Dad's car (it's newer) and drove off.
She never came into the house again.
Chapter Nine - Life after Mom
Well, I certainly didn't want that to happen. Frankly, though, I
think it made Dad very happy. They hadn't gotten along well for
sometime and except for getting skinned alive by Mom's lawyer, Dad
hardly had to deal with her again.
I loved Mom, but in a way, it was all kind of her fault. When you
put a boy in panties, don't be surprised if he likes them.
Dad and Barbara became completely open about their "affair" and,
skipping ahead a bit, when Dad's divorce was final, he married
Barbara. In Vermont, but that counts, right?
For a month or so after the Afternoon of Big Surprises, Mark and I
spent every free moment having sex.
It was wonderful. But I must admit, I was becoming totally aware of
the power I had over men. I saw the way men looked at me when I was
out and about when Mark was at work. Rich men. Powerful men. They
wanted me.
And I began to want them. I was too young to be with just one man.
Even a man as easy to love as Mark.
One night at Mark's house, things changed.
We had just made glorious love. I was wearing only black, fully
fashioned stockings and a matching garter belt. My bottom was
gaping and leaking Mark's cream. My privates were sticky with my
own spendings.
For some reason, something popped into my mind. "Mark," I asked.
"Didn't you say once that Daddy read some magazine about girls like
me?"
Mark looked at me curiously. "Yeah," he said. "Are you saying you
never heard of Panty Boy magazine?"
I hadn't and said so.
Mark was so eager to please. He got up, said, "I'll get you one."
And he left the room.
Moments later, Mark returned, clutching a glossy magazine. He
handed it to me.
I looked at the cover. Oh my.
Until that moment, I vaguely imagined that there were two pantyboys
on earth. And I was the pretty one. That little, Daddy-stealing
tramp Barbara was the other, not-so-pretty one.
That vague imagination ended when I held Panty Boy magazine issue
number 83 in my trembling hands and beheld its cover.
I had some serious competition for the "prettiest pantyboy" title.
That was the bad news. The good news was that I was not alone.
A stunningly gorgeous "boy" in full make-up was kneeling in front
of a stern-looking, middle-aged man who looked like a teacher or a
principal or something. The man's very large cock had just produced
enough sperm and semen to float a small country's armada. And it
was all over the lovely, perfectly cosmetized beauty's face, hair,
neck, flat chest and fingers. Rather than appearing offended, the
pantyboy seemed to be joyous, a broad smile exposing her perfect,
white teeth. The little creampuff was wearing only pink panties,
from which protruded a tiny, spewing penis.
Good golly!
There were people like that in our world?
The men at the construction site, Daddy and Mark, "read" this
magazine and saw pictures like that? Pictures of beautiful
pantyboys submitting to stern, powerful men?
I was wearing only a lavender babydoll that didn't cover my
privates, stockings and a garterbelt. I didn't tear my eyes away
from Panty Boy to look at Mark, but I knew that he could see my
frantic stiffie and aching pellets, just from looking at the cover.
I opened the magazine. The first pictorial was called "The alumni
let the cum fly" and it was all about this private boys' school.
The first two pages showed several good-looking young men in school
uniform. They were doing school things, learning and stuff, then
studying after dinner. A caption at the bottom of the second page
said, "But let's see what happens at Fillbottom Academy at 8 p.m.
each evening."
I turned the page. And saw the boys taking on a whole different
manner. They began stripping and then suddenly, they were all
naked!
Turned the page. The "boys" were all putting on make-up, tiny
nighties, stockings, garter belts, and big, stiletto heels. They
were all pantyboys! And pretty ones.
Next page. They were pairing up. Like Barbara and I did before she
got trampy. Then they were kissing and sucking and licking. Oh, it
was incredible. I wanted to reach for my popsy and relieve the
awful pressure building in my "pink purse," but just then, I felt
Mark's warm, wet mouth consume my peener and begin to suck it
sweetly.
Oh, girls. Imagine reading the best porn you've ever seen while
your lover is polishing your knoblet! That was world-class sweet of
him!
I turned the page again and there were men! Naked men! Hunky, naked
men! They were the teachers. No wonder they wanted to work there.
Each hunky, naked man carried off a delicious cupcake for a full
night of fucking. Only Jennifer, the babe on the cover, remained.
She was to be the Headmaster's "date" that evening.
Jennifer seemed shy, but excited as she entered the headmaster's
office. Her blonde hair was in a boyish cut and one could see her
2.5-inch penis standing straight below the hem of her diaphanous,
pink nightie. But those were the only boyish parts about her. I was
envious. Must be camera angles, I thought. No pantyboy is prettier
than I am. Which is true, by the way.
The headmaster looked to be about 60, with white hair and a real
"attitude," you know? Like he's the king of everyone. Jennifer sure
acted submissive around him.
Mark was sucking me to the edge of Cum Cliff when the headmaster
exposed his huge cock and said, "Look how ferociously rampant you
make me, Jennifer! You're the most exciting, most feminine person
on th