CHAPTER ONE
My name is JA, I am currently attached to a slave post located in the
village square. I have done nothing wrong and my attachment is in no
way noteworthy. I am but one of nearly thirty male slaves here. Each of
us is standing on our toes with our hands held by handcuffs behind our
backs. We stand on our toes because each slave's balls are held tightly
trapped by a steel ball which is suspended from a cable. The cable is
attached to a long pole that is about six feet above our heads. The
cables have been drawn tight, thus forcing us to stand very still on
our toes. This stance helps relieve some of the upward pull. The pain
is not great, but the pressure is constant. The individual slave cables
are some four feet apart rendering slave to slave contact impossible.
We pleasure slaves do not speak to each other because of our training
and the fact that it's illegal to do so. The Mistress owners of each
slave assure silence from their slaves using various devices that
render speech Impossible. The device installed in my own mouth is my
owner's favorite. The device of silence consists of a stainless steel
rod just over a foot long and about a quarter of an inch in diameter.
The rod passes through my pierced tongue and is attached to the collar
which I wear. The upper portion of the rod being in my field of vision.
Mistress greatly favors this device since in addition to maintaining
silence it helps lengthen and strengthen the tongue. A long tongue is
greatly valued by female owners.
The ball which encases my balls is nearly at waist level. This also
shows my value as a pleasure slave. The length of the ball sack shows
at a glance .the number of years as a slave. Low hanging balls are a
desired trait of the pleasure slave. From experience I know that the
ball sack can be stretched one Inch per year by the constant
application of weights, ball inserts, and attachment devices like the
one holding me now. When unrestrained, which is not often, my balls
hang nearly to my knees. This stretching increases the quantity of the
slaves cum.
I noticed the slave attached on my left. Unlike my device of silence
this slaves mouth was filled with an inflate-a-bag this is a rubber
balloon with a pump bulb attached. The mouth filling bag can be
inflated to any desired size. The smallest Mistress can indeed break
jaw bones with little effort. The slave was quiet young and the bag had
been pumped rather large. I could see sweat running down his nude body.
His head was encased in a leather hood which extended just below his
nose. The bulges where his eyes and ears were indicated the padding to
prevent sight and sound from reaching the slave. He stood there on his
toes blind and deaf to the world around him. I saw the dual tubes which
ran from the hood. These were his breathing tubes and I knew from
experience breathing alone was causing him agony. The tubes had been
left to hang from the hood and lay in the dirt near his feet. I could
see small clouds of dust each time he exhaled. The length of the tubes
was designed to cause him to labor greatly to obtain dry dusty smelling
air.
As I stood watching this faceless slave a Mistress brought her slave to
the attachment rail across from me. While I watched the Mistress locked
the slave's wrists to the collar he wore, then placed his balls into a
split steel ball. The Mistress then ordered the slave onto his back.
When the slave had assumed the position the cable was tightened until
the slave's toes just touched the ground. She then turned and left. I
wondered what the slave had done to be placed in the killing posture,
as this position was known. It was a well documented fact that no slave
could maintain the position for an extended period. The strain and head
down posture would result in a blackout. The slave's body weight would
tear his balls from his body and he would bleed to death in the dirt. I
knew also that it was the law that any female could dispose of her
property in any manner she chose. The afternoon wore on slowly. The
hours of standing were beginning to hurt my legs. I prayed that my
owner would return soon and release me from the cursed steel ball. It
became dark slowly and my mind wandered back to my earlier life.
The world I had known ended in the 1990's. This was the moment in time
when the United States had completed its insane rush to destruction.
The end had not come from without as generations had feared, but from
within. Layer upon layer of laws had been passed to ensure the rights
of minorities. These were designed to insure that all men and indeed
women were equal. We reached a point where individual accomplishment
became the source of ridicule. No "one" excelled at attaining wealth,
material goods, or fame.
Indeed the only goals which were acceptable were those produced by a
team. Technology had reached a point where the family unit had been
destroyed. Men and women competed for the jobs in American business.
The beginnings of the struggle had been blacks, browns, and whites
competing to attain money, jobs, and power. The U.S.A. had evolved
beyond that point and the central struggle became between male and
female. The nations largest majority, women, used the "rights" granted
minorities to force the battle of the sexes to the forefront.
In 1992 a woman was elected as president of the United States. The
control and destiny of the country passed into the hands of the female.
The passage of laws at the federal level rather than the state or
local, became the rule rather than the exception. The bribe was always
the same, enact the law in the various states or lose federal funds.
This simple, but effective, ploy had first been used against schools,
then against speed limits when the 55 mile per hour law became
effective during the Nixon reign. Without exception the states bowed to
the will of the central government until each had relegated its "states
rights" to the federal rulers. The swarm of laws had started in the
1980's when women gained the "right" to kill "abusive" husbands and
lovers because of fear. The number and scope of the laws Increased to
the point where the male of the species became only a tolerated member
of society. Technology had created the means for the female to create
life using sperm banks and in time the "in thing" became having
children without the assistance of males. The family disappeared and
men became the social outcasts.
The number of women giving birth without ever having been penetrated by
a male member reached alarming numbers. The male had become "useless"
as he allowed his technology to overtake him with these and other
events it was only a matter of time until the dominate female emerged
as the role model for all younger girls. The ratio of females to males
had increased due to the alarming number of male suicides. In 1996 the
rate of males killing themselves had reached one in five. In response
to this crisis the congress passed laws allowing the enslavement of
males for their own good. This far reaching bill allowed the dominate
female to take the measures necessary to control males and prevent
their suicides. I was a male of this era and became the first to
surrender my freedom as a gesture to my fellows. My wife at the time
was a senator from California. She had risen to this position of power
from a person in Palo Alto. I worked as an aerospace engineer during
that time. Shortly after Dee's election to the senate and the passage
of the "Male Preservation Act", which she sponsored, I submitted to
being led into the senate chamber, before nationwide television,
wearing a collar to demonstrate the "goodness" of such legislation. I
JA, then known as Rob had been used as the Judas goat to create a
ground swell of support for the control, by women, of the male. I will
never forget the feeling of pride as I stood before the senate and
received a kiss from my wife. Her tongue snaked into my mouth and I
felt an erection growing in my pants, the fact that I had been denied
sexual outlet for five months did not enter my mind at the time. The
days, weeks, and months following my public display I can never forget.
I became the role model for a new generation. My happy appearance in
chains and under female control produced a ground swell that engulfed
the nation. The declaration of the male as an endangered species was
taken up as the cause for every free thinker in the nation. The ploy
was carefully planned and within months the television news was
carrying reports on marriages wherein the man presented himself to his
woman in chains. The television media held such sway on the public,
that men across the nation began to see themselves as cowards or worse
unpatriotic who did not, in public, surrender their bodies to their
women. The hysteria continued for nearly eleven months. It was reported
by the media that fully eighty-two percent of the male population had
presented themselves to their woman and taken the oath of obedience.
The next session of the congress enacted a law making failure of a male
to take the oath a crime. The law provided a period of ninety days for
those remaining males to submit. In addition the law that all slaves
were to be branded on the right buttock. The males already pledged were
also required to be marked as proof of their commitment. Males
remaining unmarked after ninety days would be arrested and placed into
training centers.
The suddenness of the law and its wording caused near panic. Branding
clinics opened across the nation. Women with their husbands and lovers
stood in lines to receive the required mark of compliance. The law
specified the location and size of the brand and stated that the brand
must be visible at all times when the male was in public. This
requirement forced rapid changes in male fashions. The shirt became the
accepted streetware for males, its short length allowing the mark as it
had become known to be seen. One not stated side effect was that the
male reproductive organs were also on constant display. As the deadline
for marking neared the male suicide rate exploded. This action further
fanned the flames In favor of the male preservation act. When the
deadline occurred ninety-six percent of the countries males had
received their marks. The remaining males were collected quickly and
sent to training farms for rehabilitation and conversion. The
enforcement of the law was unprecedented as fully clothed males stood
out in a world populated with men wearing only shirts. Those wearing
only shirts but unmarked were turned in by law abiding citizens across
the nation.
During the months between my public display for Dee and the passage and
enforcement of the marking law I had undergone many changes at the
hands of Dee. Due to Dee's connections in the world or micro-
electronics I became the first male to be fitted with a device named
EMT; this stands for, ejaculation monitor and tracker. It is a tiny
device about the size of a cigarette filter that is powered by a ten
year battery and implanted in the male. The device is implanted in the
region behind the balls and surrounds the tube which carries the male
ejaculate to the penis.
The EMT accurately records and reports via its tiny radio system each
time the "wearer" has orgasmed. The second function tracking work's as
a position locator. A network of antennas operating in the same manner
a cellular telephone monitors the movement of the implanted male as he
enters and leaves each cell. The system can instantly locate any male
thus implanted. This device was one of the electronic marvels developed
under government research money to extend control over the Inferior
male. The EMT implantation was a simple procedure requiring only a
small incision and two stitches. The device when installed could be
felt inside the ball sack as a small lump located high up near the
body. The development of this device allowed the female absolute
control over the sexual outlet of the male. No male with the EMT could
have sex or even masturbate without it being known and recorded. The
device was calibrated after being installed. The calibration requires
that the male masturbate in the clinic under observation of a female
technician. The technician would adjust the gain in the monitor and
record the number of pluses of fluid through the tube. These settings
were added to the computer file to provide a time basis for sensing
"one" orgasm. This calibration required two visits one a day since last
ejaculation and one after a full week without ejaculation. This
requirement to jack off standing before a technician proved almost
impossible for me. I failed to produce and erection. The technician was
prepared for this and inserted in my anus a vibrator which stimulated
the prostate gland and provided almost instant erection.
I was snatched back into reality by the stinging cut of my Mistress's
whip.
CHAPTER TWO
In my recalling the past I had failed to see or hear the approach of my
Mistress. I knew that punishment would be provided later and that it
would be severe.
My Mistress said, "Feet apart, head down."
I assumed the posture. Mistress released my balls from their steel
prison. I received a blow on my balls from her hand. The pain nearly
causing me to fall. I stood as trained with head down and feet apart as
she attached the walking ball weight, this simple device weighed five
pounds and came complete with a small chain lead. Mistress jerked me
toward where the cart stood. I stood in position while she attached the
harness. She removed the rod gag from my tongue and I savored the
freedom. My tongue was dry and felt like it belonged to someone else.
It was several moments before the sensation of moisture and feeling
returned.
This occurred only after the metal bridal and bit had been fitted on my
head. The Mistress then mounted the cart and attached the chain from my
balls to the hook on the cart. I felt the pull and knew it was tighter
than usual. The pressure caused me to lean forward some. This drew
another cut from her whip across my back. I stood straight enduring the
pain in my balls.
Mistress flicked the reins held in her left hand and said, "Trot
slave."
I began to pull the cart toward home. The carts are small affairs and
weigh about one-hundred pounds with Mistress riding the total weight
provided on the slave through the drawing bars was only about twenty
pounds. This fact was a result of cart design and balance. I pulled the
cart along at a brisk walking speed. The bearing rein attached to my
head sharing the pulling load with the waist cinch and my chained
balls. Having ones balls pulled between your legs while covered with
the weight forces you to walk or run in an odd open legged manner. Even
with careful strides the balls are yanked with each step. The Mistress
had a home located nearly a mile from the center of the village. The
trip normally required about fifteen minutes. I could tell the Mistress
had been drinking and was in a bad mood.
I had not gone fifty yards when the whip struck again and Mistress
commanded, "Run slave."
I ran. Male pleasure slaves are maintained in peak physical condition,
however I was exhausted by the time we arrived at the barn where I was
pulled to a halt with a vicious jerk on the steel bit in my mouth.
My mouth hurt, my balls ached, my arms were numb, I was tired, thirsty,
and hungry, and sporting a huge erection when released from the
harness, and bridal. Mistress jerked my ball chain and led me toward
the house. My hands had been fastened in front and I was pushed into
the slave shower. Mistress kicked the retainer board into place and
closed the lock. The slave shower is not unlike a regular shower except
for the fact that it has cold water only and the floor contains two
holes to hold the slaves feet. This allows the Mistress to leave the
slave to bathe without fear of escape. Mistress turned and left. I
turned on the icy water and drank my fill from the shower head. I
removed the ball weight and placed it on the shower floor. The pleasure
slave is required to be completely cleaned and is allowed to remove the
ball weight during washing. I soaped my body having become accustomed
to doing so with handcuffs. Having completed the shower and dried off I
placed the heavy weight (which I had also washed) back on my balls.
I had but one other required action and I delayed doing it for several
minutes. I finally took the nearby enema bag which I had filled during
the shower and inserted the large nozzle in my anus. I unclipped the
tube and shuddered as my bowels filled. This final cleaning routine is
a sort of cat and mouse game between slaves and their masters. The
slave cannot win, but plays the game because there is no choice. When
the Mistress returns the slave must be full and ready to void. If a
slave has not filled himself before the unannounced return he is
punished. If the slave has been made to wait to long he loses control
and messes up the shower he is punished and forced to clean himself
again. The agony of standing and waiting with a full enema is torture.
The game for the slave is guessing the time his Mistress will return.
The Mistress will on occasion not return until the next morning forcing
the outcome.
This evening I timed her return well. I had hardly finished filling my
bowels when she returned. I was wrong. The Mistress was carrying a butt
plug. It had been lubricated and without ceremony she inserted the
thing in my ass. She took the four leather straps attached to the plug
and tied them over my shoulders. Two passed up the rear and one went
beside each ball. Mistress then released the foot stocks and ordered me
outside.
I was taken into the barn and attached to a chain from the loft. A leg
spreader was locked to my ankles and the ball weight removed. I was
left to stand in this condition. The Mistress picked up a piece of
rubber hose and I knew that a ball beating was in store. The ball
beating is the most dreaded of the regular punishments which slaves
must accept. The balls of the male hanging from his body make an easy
target and the short rubber hose is bad. I had little time to think
about it. The hose struck me smartly on the balls. Tears welled in my
eyes and I screamed.
The added pressure of the trapped enema enhancing the pain of the blow.
I received a total of ten blows to the balls. My hands were released
from the chain and I staggered into the bathroom frantically untying
the straps which held the butt plugger. The trapped water exploded into
the bowl and I felt chilled as the water rushed from me. I then felt
sick and turned to heave the water I had drunk during the shower into
the basin. Ball beating is a pastime requiring empty stomachs.
The Mistress then wrapped her lead chain around my balls and pulled me
toward her bedroom. The bedroom where I spend many of my night is a
sight to behold. In the center of the room is the king-size bed. The
room extends for more than ten feet beyond it in all directions. There
are many steel rings attached at various points in the room. These are
the slave rings to which I am attached in my owner's bedroom.
She locked a ball ring above my balls and attached the chain to the
slave ring at the foot of the bed. I crawled immediately onto the bed
and assumed ~ head down position. My face was pressed into the bed
covers and I had moved to the full extent of my ball chain. Mistress
than removed her clothing. She had been wearing a rather short plain
dress during the enema and ball beating session. It was part of the
ritual that I was not permitted to look at her during her dressing and
undressing. The only exceptions were if I were commanded to actually
dress or undress her. I felt her touching my balls and knew that she
was putting on the reigns by which she would direct and control my
actions during the forthcoming oral sex session. The reigns consisted
of a pouch of leather filled with short sharp spikes. The pouch is
placed over the balls and two leather thongs extend from it. The
Mistress can pull the thongs and produce great pain for her male slave.
My hands which had been resting on the bed were taken behind my back
and thumb cuffed together. I dislike the thumb cuffs because they force
the wearer to hold his hands in position without support. The normal
handcuffs provide more support and allow the slave to relax the
shoulder muscles. I knew that this session would be a painful
experience. In spite of this knowledge I felt my penis suspended in a
state of full erection. I was already looking forward to being allowed
to eject my cum. I very much wanted a discharge session. I felt the
movement of the bed as my divine Mistress moved into position above my
head. I felt the pull on the reigns which was the signal to raise my
head and begin. I saw before me the cunt of my Mistress. The pink lips
below the hairless mound. I moved my mouth to those lips and began the
time honored duties of a man either slave or free to pay homage to the
sexual parts of a beautiful woman. Mistress had placed the small
curtain across the bed near her waist; this prevented my having eye
contact with her or seeing her breasts.
I like the curtain far better than a blindfold. I could feel the pre
cum dripping from my penis. I spent about an hour with my lips and
tongue bringing pleasure to the divine cunt. Several times when she
felt the need for more pressure the reigns were pulled forcing me to
move forward against the ball chain. The pain from the spikes and the
added pull on my balls producing torment for me, but provided the extra
pressure needed to bring Mistress to climax. The session ended with
Mistress pulling away from my cunt juiced face. I again assumed the
face down position. I heard Mistress moving about the room. I then felt
the reigns being removed from my balls.
Then I felt her hands between my legs as she slid the milking unit onto
my huge erection. The milking unit consists of a rigid metal tube which
contains many small studs. These studs dig into the male cock and cause
some pain. The unit provides electrical stimulation to the male organ.
The milker ends behind the head of the penis and has an attached rubber
cup to contain the male discharge. I was going to be allowed relief.
Her other hand gripped my balls. With a vicious squeeze of my bare
balls "CUM" she commanded and like the well trained pleasure slave I am
I shot my long withheld load of cum into the container.
The male slave whose balls have been drained is nearly always allowed
to eat. The first item of his evening meal being his own discharge.
Mistress removed the rubber cup and raised it to my lips. I had
produced a copious amount and I swallowed it down and licked the cup as
required.
I at that moment was very hungry after the long afternoon. A collar was
locked on my neck and my hands freed. I stood to allow the release of
the ball chain. I was then permitted to leave the room to feed myself.
The collar which I wore prevented escape since it held a small box that
contained a dart that would be remotely activated to plunge a knockout
drug into my neck. I had as most slaves had the effect demonstrated
when my Mistress had obtained the collar.
When I had finished my meal and cleaned up in the bathroom I returned
to the Mistress. I expected to be fastened to the foot of the bed for
the night. Tonight I was to be allowed to sleep with Mistress. This
caused me joy. When permitted to sleep with her I sleep nude except for
my collar wrist and ankle cuffs. The cuffs on the ankles are attached
at the foot of the bed. The collar is fastened to a ring above my head
and my wrists are attached to a ring on the collar. In this manner I
sleep in great Comfort, but am prevented from touching the Mistress or
my penis. I am normally hooded for sleep, but tonight was permitted to
see the incredible naked goddess who slept beside me. I slept the sleep
of the pleasure slave who has been drained.
CHAPTER THREE
I awakened before Mistress. I took advantage of the rare opportunity to
view my sleeping owner. Her body is perfectly tanned including her
prominent bare mound. She is sleeping on her right side facing me. One
magnificent breast shows below her arm. The nipple is erect and the
dark aureole is the size of a silver dollar. My member is standing at
full attention. I see it there between my cuffed hands and wish that I
could stroke it. I am drawn again into a daydream. The milking session
from the night before made me recall the earlier days after the male
preservation act. It was decided that all males' sperm would be
collected and held frozen for future use should the male numbers become
too small. In addition the bank could be used as an alternative to
currently available males. The provisions of collection were also
designed to allow the superior women to have their males castrated,
sterilized or otherwise rendered incapable of reproduction. The
collection centers had been set up and we the males of America were
taken in for processing. I had heard that the regulations required the
extraction and freezing of one liter of sperm from each male. This did
not sound excessive at the time, but I was to learn first hand just
what it implied.
I was taken to the center and left. In fact I was attached by a neck
collar along a wall in a room. The room contained about fifty other
naked men similarly attached. The female attendants would unlock one
male and remove him from the room. When my turn came I was lead from
the room. We entered a small cell like room which was littered with
hair. There was a strange looking frame in the center of the room and
it was here I was pushed. The frame was fitted with straps to hold a
man in a vertical spread-eagled position. In seconds I was secured. The
women the proceeded with clippers to remove my hair. I understood
immediately that it was not just my head that was to be clipped as one
of the women pushed a buzzing clipper into my pubic patch. In short
order underarms, head, groin, and chest had been shorn. I was then
treated to the next phase. My eyes were covered for protection and I
was brushed allover with something. Whatever it was stung like hell and
I was told that in a few minutes I would be released and placed into a
shower. The minutes dragged by with my balls feeling the burning much
more than the rest of me. The shower consisted of an extremely strong
spray of cold water. We were thoroughly wetted down then attendants
scrubbed our bodies with strong bristled brushes. In moments we were
again assailed by the water, and finally pushed into a room that dried
our now totally hairless bodies with warm almost hot air. The
depilatory had left me as smooth as a baby.
I was led into a large room with many other naked hairless men and
strapped against a large X frame. A female attendant carrying a
clipboard approached each man and asked his name. She then checked the
paperwork writing a number as a second woman attached a small plastic
tag to each man. The tag was attached by a small gun like those used to
attach price tags by passing through the tagged Item. Our tags were
passed through the loose skin between the lower side of the cock and
the ball sack. The piercing caused only a small burning sensation and
then a cream were applied which was to prevent infection. I was
injected with something and a device which looked like an egg with a
tall was inserted into my anus. The shot was something designed to
arouse the male. It took several minutes to take effect but produced
the biggest erection I could ever recall. I was then taken by two women
to the milking chamber and placed face down over a plastic covered
couch like device. The area near the center of the couch had a large
hole about twelve inches across. This area was to allow the males cock
and balls to hang below into the collection room. I now understood the
placement of the identification tags which carried our identifying
numbers.
I was strapped down onto the short couch. Me wrists and ankles were
locked into attached restraints. My body was further held immobile by
straps placed across my back, each thigh, and shoulders. A leather hood
was placed over my head. The hood denied sight and was playing soft
music when placed into position on me. The music changed to the sultry
voice of a woman. I felt my penis and balls being touched where they
hung below my prone body. The raging erection had not subsided and I
felt a light mist or spray on my private parts, or I should say my now
public parts. The person below seeing only a disembodied male sexual
organ and its associated gonads hanging into the slight dome shape
caused by the raised ceiling under the couch. This unseen person formed
a ring of fingers around my shaft and within seconds had extracted the
first load of semen. The voice in the headphones began a sexy monologue
and I could feel pressure and vibrations in my ass from the egg which
had been placed there. My semi-erect penis was forced into something
and the device was suspended from my ball sac. I could feel the extra
weight. The drug, the voice, and the pressure and vibrations inside my
rectum near the prostate gland caused the second discharge in several
minutes. I recall thinking that this was the final humiliation for a
man. The man had always had the right to choose when and where he would
make love or masturbate and where he would shoot his load. The system
had now snatched this choice away and the males were being milked with
efficiency and as much feeling as a dairy farmer for his cows. The
device into which my penis had been placed also seemed to vibrate and I
could feel a sucking effect. I felt each of my legs, behind the knees,
wiped with something cool and then the slight sting as Intravenous
needles were inserted. This procedure occurred just after my ass cheeks
had tensed when I sent my third discharge into the milking machine. I
do not know how long I was kept on the milking couch.
I was aware of periods of sleeping bothered by sexy dreams. It seemed
like I was there forever, and that I must have had thousands of
ejaculations into the machine. I was finally released and dragged by
the arms since I could not walk into a small cell with a bunk. I was
injected in the arm with something and the world went black, I slept.
I don't know the length of time I slept but upon waking up I was aware
of several things. I needed to pee badly, I needed to shit badly, I
needed a shave badly, and my body felt as though it had been beaten
allover. My cock and balls hurt like hell and my balls were twice their
normal size. I turned my attention to the exposed toilet in the small
cell.
When I say that I need a shave it was an understatement. My entire body
was covered with stubble. I estimated by the feel of my beard that more
than a week had passed since my body had been denuded of hair. I
noticed that the egg had been taken out of me, but I still wore the tag
attached in my ball sac. I looked at the number on the tag 367 DTB,
then noticed other writing embossed into the plastic tag it read "MILK
& CUT", my mind reeled then as I knew that MY balls were going to be
taken from me. The sleeping male in the cell next to mine began to wake
and I turned to see him perform the same ritual as I myself had just
completed. I noted his inspection of the tag, but detected none of the
horror I was feeling.
CHAPTER FOUR
The castration of the human male was not a new Idea. It was an Idea
however that had been banned by law in most countries of the world. The
Catholic Church had practiced this ritual mutilation on the privates of
young men in order to produce singers for the stage. The Romans had
practiced castration on the eunuchs kept as household slaves. The
countries of the Middle East still required that harem guards be
castrates. I was attempting to recall everything I had ever heard or
read on the castration process. The early seventies through the middle
nineteen nineties had produced a wave of transsexual men who were
surgically altered to females. These men had legally been classed as
women. Legally that is until passage of the male preservation act. The
transformations then became criminal acts with severe penalties Imposed
upon both the transsexual patient and the doctor or other assisting in
surgical alteration.
The man in the next cell spoke to me, "They really did a number on us
with the milking process," he continued to speak, "my balls must weigh
three pounds and hurt like hell."
I nodded in his direction knowing the agony he felt. I could not bring
myself to engage him in conversation on our mutual and individual woes.
I was surprised that there were so few holding cells in the area where
I and my nameless companion were located. From the shear number of
males being milked it seemed that many more would be in order. I soon
found out the reason. These were the recovery cells and it happens that
between two and six males complete their required offering to the
milking process during the planned recovery period. I had been awake
only a short time when the third male was brought into a cell and
dumped onto the waiting cot. In a few minutes more I was taken from my
cell by two rather large women.
A collar had been locked around my neck and I was lead down a long
hallway. Even before entering I knew that I was going into the
operating room. I was attached by the collar to a ring mounted into the
wall. I was now permitted to watch the activity taking place. As I was
attached the only other male in the large room was unlocked and lead
toward a large vertical stainless steel plate. The plate was shaped
roughly like an inverted letter "y". I could see the restraining straps
for legs arms and neck. The man was strapped to the plate and a button
pressed causing the table to tilt back until his head was slightly
lower than his feet. The shape of the table allowed access between his
widely spread legs and his penis and ball sack hung suspended in the
air.
As the man was tipped over he began to scream. A woman promptly
inserted a ball gag into his mouth effectively silencing him. Several
well dressed women entered the room. One went toward the helpless male;
I could hardly believe it when she kissed his forehead. The female
surgeon entered and spoke with the woman. There were some questions
asked and answered, apparently having to do with the offered options.
The selection was made and the surgeon took her place between the legs
on the man. A tray of instruments was placed nearby and the operation
begun. A large clamp-like device was opened and placed carefully around
the scrotum. His balls were pulled firmly downward and the clamp closed
and locked. The man jerked in his bondage as the clamp was locked and
then appeared to pass out. The clamp smashes the blood vessels, nerves,
and spermatic cords to prevent bleeding. A scalpel was produced and
with a single cut his balls were removed. The doctor now held in her
left hand the males balls. The balls were placed into a small jar and
set aside. The clamp was removed and staple stitches clipped to the
incision.
There had been almost no bleeding. I watched in fascinated horror as a
catheter tube was forced into the penis. The tube entered the bladder
and his piss began to drain. The doctor then inflated the catheter
using a hypodermic syringe. Another smaller tube was introduced into
the one hanging from his penis. This shorter tube was pushed inside
using a small rod. The rod was withdrawn and it left the smaller tube
coiled inside the bladder and extending into the larger tube somewhere
beyond where the penis entered the body.
The doctor with a quick stroke of the scalpel sliced off the penis at
the root. Blood spurted from the wound as the doctor pressed a red hot
electrical iron against the cut. The bleeding stopped and the smell of
burned flesh made me sick.
I did not want to watch, but could not help myself. The table was
elevated some and I could see the smaller of the tubes emerge from the
wound. The doctor placed several stitches to attach the pee tube to the
flesh and pulled out the tubes. The table was tipped slightly and the
man placed onto a gurney and pushed from the room. All of the women
except one had left the room. The seconds passed like hours as I stood
trapped and naked before the woman. The workers returned and I knew
that it was my turn to feel the knife as my sexual organs were taken
from my body. With no emotion the women attached me to the table and
tipped me into position. I was not yet screaming, but a ball gag was
forced into position. I then saw my wife enter the room. One other
woman also entered. The third woman who had been in the room joined the
others. I could not make out the discussion, but could see the doctor
discussing the options and showing them a notebook with color photos.
My wife approached my helpless form. She informed me that the woman
wanted to purchase me as a pleasure slave and that if I agreed she
would allow the purchase. She added that she intended to have my balls
removed if I stayed with her, but that pleasure slaves were not usually
cut. I could not speak but nodded my acceptance of the situation.
Without as much as a backward glance my wife and her friend turned and
left the room. I was now bound before my new Mistress; my heart was
pounding as she stepped to me.
"Slave JA, you are now mine." she said. I had given a slave name. "Do
you agree to any and all trials I shall require of you?"
I nodded again. She then instructed the doctor to inject my balls with
the shot. I had no idea what they were talking about.
The doctor asked, "How much?"
Mistress replied, "One pound in each half."
The doctor now stood between my legs, she held my balls in her hand. I
could not see everything, but suddenly my balls felt like they had been
struck with a bat. The pain was actually coming from my left ball,
because a moment later the other signaled its own torment to my brain.
I passed out. I was awakened with smelling salts immediately. The table
was tipped up and I was unstrapped. Mistress placed a collar and leash
on my neck. My balls were now burning, but they were still there. I
then felt the added weight. Mistress then led me naked from the room.
Walking caused me to notice the additional weight pulling my balls and
the solid thud I felt as they swung against my legs. I also noticed
that I was sporting an erection.
My Mistress jerked my leash and commanding me to hold my head high led
me from the clinic. I was still completely naked and the bright
sunlight hurt my eyes. I was led toward an auto and commanded into the
trunk. As I lay in the darkness of the trunk I felt my swollen balls
with my hands. I then realized what had been done. I could feel many
small hard spheres below the skin of the sac. She had placed one pound
of something inside each ball. I did not then have knowledge of the
stretching of the male's ball bag. I heard her speak from a speaker
somewhere. She told me casually that If I masturbated she would finish
the cutting that evening. I shuddered at the thought. In truth the last
thought in my mind was masturbation
CHAPTER FIVE
I had been driven to the home of my Mistress. I was removed from the
trunk by a rather small nude man, or I should say a eunuch, since he
now had neither a prick nor balls. His entire body, including his head,
was devoid of hair. He obeyed the crisp orders of the Mistress and I
was taken into the house and told to clean up in the bathroom. The warm
shower felt extremely good, my pains seamed to vanish as the water
swirled into the drain. The great ache in my balls remained the only
constant reminder of my ordeal. I was permitted to shave and the short
stubble on my on head renewed the memory of the marathon milking
session. My nude male companion never left me and I had noticed his
eyes lock onto my prick and enlarged balls more than once. His face was
a mixture of fear and hatred. I was lead into the bedroom of the
Mistress and chained face up upon a couch near her enormous bed. I fell
asleep instantly.
Sometime later I was awakened by the sounds of the Mistress in the
room. She was dressed in a revealing nightgown and sat combing her long
hair before a mirror. I was surprised to see that I was sporting a full
erection which Jutted above my belly.
The Mistress seemed to pay me no notice. Mistress stood and turned
toward me. I gasped as I saw for the first time the incredible breasts
and the hairless mound of her sex. She came toward the couch. My prick
stood like a flag pole as she climbed onto the couch and positioned her
sex lips to my mouth. Without command I pushed my tongue into the
warmth of her gash.
I licked sucked and nibbled for many minutes and she obtained several
orgasms. During each pleasure she would begin to rapidly slide her cunt
up and down my face pressing hard. She then repositioned herself and
inserted my prick into her wet hot hole. When she had settled onto my
balls I was again reminded of their new contents which she placed
there. The pain shot through me.
The pleasure I was feeling far outweighed the pain I felt. I was in
heaven as the lady began to slide up and down on my prick. She then
spoke for the first time, telling me in a soft voice that I must not
come until she told me to. The voice though soft carried the ring of
authority. I could feel my orgasm approaching and turned my thoughts to
objects in the room in an attempt to delay my discharge. I did not have
to delay long as within seconds she told me to cum into her. I exploded
in several long spurts, each ejection of semen causing my balls to
tighten producing shooting pain from the Implanted weight. It was the
best fuck I could remember.
This proved to be one of the few times that I had been permitted to
shoot my cum into the Mistress. On rare occasions she still requires an
old fashioned fuck, always with me chained face up and her controlling
the action and my sexual release.
The worst times are when she gives herself repeated orgasms and then
dismounts and forbids my relief. I lay chained in position unable to
touch my prick. The erection seems to remain forever as I am covered by
the freshly deposited scent of her sex.
Another cute little device is the breeding bed. This consists of a box
into which the male slave is fastened. The object of the "bed" is to
present for use the males prick and balls. The slave is required to lay
down in the box. The box forces the slave's ass slightly higher than
his head with an adjustable seat area.
The box is closed by a lid which has a cutout made to fit around the
cock and balls. The top of the box is finished in smooth padding for
the woman's comfort. Padded earphones are placed on the slave before
the lid is closed. In addition a vibrating egg is inserted into the
slave's rectum. The slave is then locked in. The box is a dark
sightless and soundless hot prison. The awareness of the cool air on
your prick and balls, and the knowledge that they are exposed works
torment on the mind. Breeding is but one purpose of the bed. I
understand from Mistress that young women are normally given their
first taste of the male organ upon the bed. In this manner the girl may
deflower herself or sometimes be forced into this action while being
unseen by the slave. I have no knowledge of the number of times I have
found myself trapped by the bed. I think that often there is no other
woman and that it is my owner who wishes my service in this manner. The
top of the bed is not flat since this might be uncomfortable for the
Mistress, but contoured around the slave's body. The bed presents the
ultimate in bondage devices by rendering the slave not only helpless
but motionless as well. The only freedom of movement I can find is in
moving my toes and fingers.
The egg is turned on a recording or music is heard in the headphones.
The slave is brought to erection. This might seem a pleasant enough
exercise for the slave you think. The slave is still required to
withhold his cum until it is signaled. The signal being, since hearing
is denied, having ones balls crushed. The Mistress may indeed authorize
this action with her tiny hand or may signal by setting fully upon the
balls. The frantic bucking of a heated Mistress causing rhythmic
crushing of the balls must never be taken as permission to cum. Indeed
some of my riders enjoy bringing great pain to the trapped and fast
held balls during every downward thrust. The male is thus used for the
woman's pleasure, while she remains unseen and in total control. It
still provides some unique pleasure whenever I feel the slow
progression of my prick into a virgin gash. The hesitation at
encountering the maidenhead, followed by the forced entry into the
tight hole. I can often feel the small flow of blood as it coats my
prick and balls. I have no knowledge of the age of the participants,
but the tightness of some makes me think that the world's women are
having sex very early in life. I can recall one tiny hole that refused
to accept the fullness of my cock. The end of this encounter had been
tiny hands playing with my hard-on and an order to cum, Induced by a
hard blow to my balls.
In addition to this sort of use in the education of young women the
male pleasure slaves are loaned on occasion to the young ladies for
education in other matters. These outings as they are called are
designed to acquaint the female with her expected role in society in
the use and control of the male. These outings are often some of the
most trying times for the male slave. The situation is worst whenever
there are several young women along. The collective creativity of their
minds combines to create a living hell for the loaned property. Since
the slave has no rights and cannot complain about his treatment he must
endure the torment.
During the outings slaves are locked into a restrictive hood. The hood
serves several purposes; it prevents the slaves seeing the faces or
bodies of the young women, and reduces the Inhibitions, if indeed the
young Mistress has any, by providing her with a sightless male animal
for her amusement and enjoyment. The hood is equipped with a removable
mouth covering which in no way hampers a woman from demanding the use
of the slave's mouth in her explorations.
CHAPTER SIX
I had been informed in the morning after being released from the chain
attached to the foot of the Mistress's bed that I was being assigned an
outing that day. In preparation I was required to bathe and cleanse my
inner body by two enemas. When ready I was commanded to don the hood,
which was then locked in place. The mouth covering was attached with
the attached penis gag lodged in my mouth. I was then commanded to set
on the bench near the door. Since I could not see I was forced to crawl
and find the bench. The bench is just that it consists of wood and is
designed to seat two slaves. The location for the slaves is controlled
by the fact that the bench has protruding from its seat two medium size
butt plugs. The handcuffed slave as indeed I was this morning must
impale himself on one of the plugs. The plugs are maintained slightly
lubricated In order to ease their entry somewhat. The act of centering
your ass hole over the plug is made more difficult by the low height of
the bench. The slave must hold himself bent over using only his legs,
then feeling for the plug, he must line himself and then sit down. The
bench has been designed low so the slave can not lower himself slowly
thus easing the plug into his body. The moment the slave relaxes his
leg muscles the full weight of his upper body slams downward forcing
the plug to the hilt as the slaves buttocks impact the bench. Thus
seated the slave is quiet secure since the height of the plug in his
ass, combined with the fact that his knees are higher than the bench
make standing up again Impossible. The bench is attached to the floor
to prevent its turning over during insertion or later removal when the
slave is assisted in standing.
The butt filling plug lodged firmly in my anus caused my slave prick to
become erect. I sat there feeling my cock as it expanded above my
thighs. I did not have long to wait for my young "date" to arrive. She
knocked at the door and was admitted by the eunuch male who I had long
ago learned had been the husband of my Mistress.
Nipple clamps were placed on my nipples and then the ring on the top of
the hood was pulled lifting me from the bench. The plug sliding from my
body caused only momentary pain. I could then feel something being
placed over the head of my cock. It felt like metal. The moment it was
completely covering the glans something was released that caused the
thing to clamp onto the head. My prick head was pinched painfully. The
device caused my erection to shrink immediately and after the initial
pain my cock head felt numb. I felt a pull on my nipples and the head
of my cock. I knew then that the three points of my attachment had been
joined to a leash. I hurried along behind the young woman who for the
next several hours would me my Mistress.
I could hear people moving about us as we walked. The voices were
female since slaves are rarely permitted to speak in public. I could
hear orders being given to slaves and even an occasional blow from a
cat as it's caressed a slave's bare back or buttocks.
I was ordered to knell. I could feel the grass on my knees as I
complied. The mouth piece was removed from the hood and I was told to
lay down. I then felt he young nearly hairless sex of the girl pressed
to my mouth. Her feet were beside my head and I was supporting most of
her weight on my face. I assumed that I was to lick her to orgasm. I
was wrong and received a slap on my balls for the effort. She then
issued the command "DRINK". I moved my mouth slightly to surround her
young pee hole. The first spurt of piss fell onto my tongue. Her shower
continued and I was forced to swallow fast. I managed to take all of
her release with only a small amount running down my chin. I then began
to tongue her dry.
I disliked being forced to ingest urine. I could clearly remember my
initial training. My Mistress had locked me into a low box that closed
about my waist. I had lain there in the darkness wondering about the
purpose. A cover was raised and I saw then the function. The box held
me directly below the sex of my Mistress. She sat down again blocking
off the light and ordering me to drink pissed allover my face. The hot
salty liquid stung my eyes, flooded into my nose and filled my mouth
which I had opened. The shower was over quickly and Mistress stood
looking down at me. She ordered me to swallow. I swallowed the warm
piss.
In about two seconds I upchucked the piss and other contents of my
stomach. The experience of loosing your lunch while restrained on your
back with head immobile is something you can never forget. I was forced
to lay in my own mess for hours. The cover had been shut to contain the
odor in my black prison.
The following day Mistress had me chained in her bathroom beside the
toilet. She had a small funnel with a rubber tube attached the tube
lead to a ball which was strapped in my mouth.
All day I served as receptacle for her golden piss. I understood the
threat when she prepared me for my first drink. She placed a clamp on
my nose. This forced me to breathe through the tube and swallow what
came down the tube, and I knew that if barfed I would suffocate in my
own vomit. I swallowed her gift and self preservation forced it to stay
down.
I had been kept in this position all day receiving repeated offerings
of piss as it passed into my mouth from the tube. Twice during the day
I had been made to urinate into a pan and this recycled piss poured
into my mouth down the tube. I knew it was her waste water since that
day the only drink I received was her piss. The one day training
session had produced a slave who would not hesitate to drink on
command.
The clamp was removed from my prick which immediately began to erect. I
was again led by the young woman this time leading me by her small hand
gripping my flesh pole. My hands were released and attached above my
head. I stood on toes not knowing what was in store for me. I could not
sense the girl near me and assumed that she had gone into a store or
visiting with someone.
The warm piss passed quickly through my system and I was confronted
with the real and urgent need to urinate. Since she had said nothing I
assumed it would be alright to do so. I pissed and received a stunning
blow to my balls. The blow caused the flow to stop and I screamed into
the penis gag.
"Slaves are not allowed to relieve themselves in the park." The young
woman said.
I felt a ball weight being attached and then I was released. The lead
attached to the ball weight was jerked pulling me backwards.
I moved along in tow urged on by the less than gentle pulls on my
balls. I was ordered to piss then with her holding my prick. It took
several moments to relax before I could hear the splash of piss hitting
the sand. I was then led away gain pulled by the ball weight leash. My
hands remained free and I was enjoying the feeling of being unfettered.
I was then attached to the fornication block. This device consists of a
large wooden block over which the slave lays upon his back. The slave's
legs are attached on either side of the block as are his hands. The
resulting posture is that of the male slave bent severely backward with
his head hanging over the block a final strap is placed through the
ring at the hoods top and passed under the raised block. The strap is
attached and tightened to the ball weight ring. Thus the balls which
hang off one side of the block are pulled into tension and force the
head further back. The slave is forced to arch his back as the strap is
pulled tighter. The slave is then bowed over the block with only his
buttocks and shoulders touching. The erect prick of the slave is then
presented standing vertically for the enjoyment of his "date". I felt
the young Mistress mount my stretched body and settle into place with
my prick encased in her small warm slit. The added weight caused an
Increase in the strain on my neck and balls. The young woman than began
to raise and lower her pussy on my slave cock.
The sweat was poring from my tortured body, but as usual the sexually
excited slave hardly notices the pain when his cock is embedded in a
hot pussy. I felt my load straining to shoot fort into the pumping
pussy that held my prick. I knew that I could not cum without
permission. I assumed that I would be denied relief and concentrated on
the smell of the hood and the strain on my neck.
I then heard the order to cum and released my load into the tight folds
of the young cunt. I could feel spurt after spurt as the cream raced
from my balls into her belly. The pain then became much worse since my
body relaxed. The Mistress dismounted and after removing the mouth
piece from the hood placed her sperm filled gash to my mouth and
ordered me to suck her dry. I gobbled down the copious spending from my
balls which had mixed with her own juices. I normally enjoy eating a
Mistress even with her cunt full of male discharge, but the pain
racking my neck made the task an unpleasant one.
The stretching strap was finally loosened and I was allowed to relax
somewhat. I remained on the block. My weighted balls were lifted and I
felt something being forced into my rear. It was a slave's cock. I then
felt another being introduced into my mouth. I was going to be made to
suffer the rape of the male slave while bound here in the town square.
I knew that both males' slaves would also be hooded. They like me
providing amusement for the assembled young ladies. My balls were
clipped to the ring under my chin and pulled until they presented no
obstacle to the male who had pushed into my anus.
The cock in my mouth was forced further into my throat and I could feel
the hairless testicles of the slave against my nose as he fucked my
throat. I lay fully penetrated at each end as the slaves pumped their
hard cocks In and out. The ordeal seemed to last forever until finally
the "CUM" order was given. I felt the cock in my mouth expand and
inject its load into my clasping gullet. I could not taste the cum
because it was well down my throat. I did however feel the hot jets as
their sprayed into my anus. I had been well raped. The cocks were
withdrawn and I felt others take their place. It was a long afternoon
as pair after pair of slaves used my body. When the ordeal was
completed I felt a butt plug pushed deep into me. I was the released
from the block.
I could hardly stand upright after the ordeal. My guts were full of cum
and my throat was raw. I also sported another erection. The sport for
the afternoon had left me weary and hungry. The Mistress then fed me.
The food was common slave fare when the slave was away from his owner's
house and consisted of hot dogs. The slave is fed two to four at a time
and is required to open his mouth and swallow without chewing. The food
passed into me and I was given some wine. The wine is poured through a
tube, which the slave swallows. The tube is then withdrawn. I was then
attached to a tree while the ladles ate their meal. I dozed off
listening to their girl chatter.
A small warm hand on my cock awakened me. The hand was stroking my
erection. I was being used. A voice ordered me to cum and I sent my
cream into the air. There were giggles around me. Some of the younger
girls were learning about male slaves early.
I was returned home still impaled on the large butt plug which
contained the load of sperm within me. When returning the slave the
Mistress does not enter the house, but attaches the male in a device
near the door. This is a matter of etiquette since the slaves owner may
be out or busy inside. The device consists of a single post with a
split tube at the top. The slave's penis and balls are placed within
and the lock closed. The slave's hands are locked behind his back and
thus he stands unable to move until his owner releases him.
I was released soon.
CHAPTER SEVEN
The Mistress removed the hood freed my hands and ordered me to the
bathroom where I was able to expel my large sperm enema. I was then
ordered into the slave shower. After being attached by the neck to the
Mistress's bed I was allowed to sleep.
I was awakened by a hard blow to my balls. Mistress stood over me with
her ball beater. I was released and ordered to stand. I became aware
then of the soreness in both my anus and throat from the previous days
activity. My balls were locked into a large weight. The strain on them
when she dropped the weight caused additional pressure and pain to my
body. Mistress sat on her dressing chair and opened her silky gown
motioning me to her. I knelt before her as required and began to lap
her hairless pussy with my tongue. In moments she had attained a
pleasure. She pushed me aside with her small foot and closed the gown
denying her naked sex to my eyes. I was then attached by a chain from
my bound wrists. This forced me to assume a severe kneeling posture
with my head pointing down. Mistress placed a light hood over my head
and proceeded with her bath. When the hood was removed I could see the
Mistress had attired herself in leather riding clothes.
My hands were released and I was lead to the out building. Mistress
placed the saddle on my back and tightened the cinch straps. The riding
saddle for the male slave consists of an arrangement much like a hikers
back pack except that the saddle rests near the slaves lower back. The
saddle itself is a rather small affair somewhat larger than a bicycle
seat that has near its front a leather dildo which serves to secure the
rider while providing stimulus to her sex. In addition to the saddle
the slave is locked into a set of reigns attached to a large bit inside
his mouth. In this manner the slave may be commanded during the ride.
The final part of the slave's attire consists of a large butt plug
which has a large horse's tail affixed. The slave's hands are attached
at the underside of the seat. This allows the hollows between his side
and arms to contain the legs of his rider. The saddle also has two
stirrups which hang at the slaves sides. I was lead to the mounting
table and the Mistress settled herself onto the seat wedging the
leather dildo into her cunt. We were then off for a morning ride.
I carried Mistress into the small village and around the square several
times then was guided north from the village. We were going to the home
of one of Mistress's best friends.
This friend also kept slaves both male and female. There were few
female slaves since it required a request by the female and several
tests to determine if such was her true nature and desire. Once the
slavery was granted it was however absolute and final. The once free
woman than became property just as the hapless males. I was stopped
beside a mounting block and my owner dismounted. I was tied to a post
nearby by a chain attached to the heavy ball weight. I had been tied in
a position where I could suck water from a cloth bag hung on the pole.
Mistress entered the house.
This friend had three rather attractive female slaves in her stable. I
had seen them many times but of course slaves were not permitted to
talk so I had never spoken to them. The two women emerged from the
house each dressed in riding garb. I was remounted and we went into the
nearby barn. Mistress's friend was saddling a female slave for a ride.
We then proceeded to carry our lovely owners into the rolling fields
near town. We were walking silently as our motion and the saddle horns
did their work on our owner's cunts.
My companion slave was a sight to behold beautifully shaped and carried
herself with pride. Her breasts were forced forward and presented
themselves unsagging to the bright morning sunlight.
The nipples had been pierced and each held a shiny gold ring which
caught the sunlight. Her pubic mound had been permanently depleted of
hair and she wore her pussy rings in both outer lips. The rings were
connected to the locking bar which is used on women to prevent
copulation. This bar is constructed in a manner that does not provide
contact with the clit and does not provide pleasure to the slave.
Indeed the bar is bordered by tiny sharp spikes which cause a somewhat
open legged gait. We headed toward the house. My erection was fully
standing out above the weighted balls. We were dismounted and tied side
by side. After a short rest our owners returned and lead us to the
barn. I stood watching as the chastity bar was removed from the female.
She was then locked into a head stall which held her head and arms much
like a stock. I was then instructed to service her. I moved into
position and bent my knees to bring my hard prick to the entrance of
her cunt. On command I penetrated her in a single thrust.
The slave was a virgin and I felt the tearing of the maidenhead. I was
ordered to sperm her well. I thrust several times and sent my load into
the tight warm pussy. She was being bred and would be serviced by me
until she became pregnant. Her owner wished to bring her to milk and
hopefully produce another female slave since the offspring of female
slaves are at birth slaves themselves. I was to stay at the house until
it was certain that the breeding had been successful. During the nights
we were locked together in a large cage un-fettered. It was the first
time in years that I had held a woman's body and made love in a normal
fashion. I spent a week in servicing the female. We were chained
together her pussy rings to my ball weight. We were permitted to talk
and spent the entire time together. Life was good.
Mistress was in a mood when I was returned home. I was well aware of
her requirement for sexual service since I spent much of my time with
my head between her legs. In my absence she had obtained a new bed. The
bed had an added feature a head sized hole in the center near the foot.
I was ordered to don a skin tight body suit which covered me from the
neck down but, left my prick and balls exposed. Mistress then fitted a
cock cage around my balls and cock. This too was a new Item. When the
cage was snapped closed