The Operation
By Michelle A
Edited by Misty Dawn
Part One:
Gradually Cris became aware of a blissful, floating sensation.
Someone was holding his hand.
Eventually hearing his mother's voice say, "Don't worry Cris,
everything will be just fine. I've taken care of everything. Just like
you've always dreamed of, even if it's sooner than you had planned. Go
to sleep, the doctor will take care of everything. After you get out of
the recovery room, we'll talk all about it," Cris became momentarily
confused.
While floating in dreamland Cris wondered, "What was that all
about? What's going on? What recovery room? That's where someone goes
after an operation. What is she talking about?" The dreamlike state was
not conducive to providing any answers.
Still drifting along in the ethereal world of anesthesia, Cris
thought, "This is fantastic. Awake, but with no outside intrusions:
like... no sisters, no little brats, and no homework. This is perfect
for working on my story. I know that I can make up a story better than
any author on any of those Internet sites. Let's see where did I leave
off..."
---John sat before his computer typing furiously...
"All alone at last. Twelve hours, all to myself, to become
Christy." While I practiced walking without swishing up and down the
hall, I failed to hear the kitchen door open. At the far end, I turned
around and started back. There, facing me stood my stunned mother.
Shock and sensory overload are the best terms to explain what happened
next. Well, maybe I just fainted.
The next thing I remember is looking up into mother's face. It
held the look of a mother concerned for her child. Regaining full
awareness, I realized that my head was resting in her lap and that she
was sitting on the floor in the hall.
Though they sounded as if from afar through the ringing in my
ears, her first words were: "Are you all right honey. You gave me such
a scare."
With a small nod I replied with a timid "yes."
Smiling down at me she asked, "Princess, do you think you can get
up now?"
Again I nodded and replied hesitantly, "yes." I was still
uncertain as to where I stood in her eyes at the moment and "Princess"?
"I think we have a lot of talking to do, don't you? From the way
you're wearing that outfit, I can tell that this isn't the first time
that you've dressed like this."
---John stopped typing for a minute to gather his thoughts, "Now," he
considered the possibilities, "is she going to be a loving and
accepting mother? Or will she turn psycho and go ballistic on him?"
Thinking a moment, he resumed typing...
--- Mom asked, "Are you thirsty, Chris?" At my nod we went to the
kitchen. With drinks in hand, we sat down and stared at each other for
what seemed an eternity. It seemed I was waiting for the eruption of
Vesuvius. Was there any plausible explanation for my actions?
Finally mother said, "I think it's time for you to tell me what's
going on, in addition to all the who's, what's, when's and wherefores.
All of it young man, or should I say 'young lady' since you're dressed
like that? I just want to understand."
So I guess you'd say I gave her the standard explanation. (There
should be a number, like 1 or 17 or something). The "I've always felt
this way, I've always been different ... and the only way I can live a
full life, is as a woman," Spiel that the mindbenders are always
spouting.
Have I told you that Mom was unflappable? For example, when I
took a headlong dive out of the giant oak tree behind our house. Three
months in a body cast with a separated shoulder. All she said was, '
next time you'll know better'. Well she was an ER nurse, after all.
After our talk, she was flapped.
Did I say; 'SHE' was flapped? I was a red eyed, black streaked,
soggy nightmare that would give scarecrow heebie-jeebies.
All Mom said was, "Honey, you're a mess. Why don't you go
upstairs, take a nice hot shower, and then go take a nap for a while.
Will you do that for me? Honestly, I need to think about this and maybe
make a few phone calls. We'll talk again later, after I get some
advice, okay Honey?'
---On a roll now, John continued to type furiously his thoughts flying
directly to the tips of his fingers.
---What could I say? I felt like a wet dishrag, looked a fright,
and wanted to just curl up into the ball of embarrassment I'd become
and die. Did I say, 'Yes Mom, I think you're right'? Not in so many
words. I just nodded my head and moved reflexively into her embrace as
she held out her arms. Instantly, I was sharing a warm hug that only
mother and child can share. ---
---Again, John stopped typing. Where do I go from here? Yeah that's the
ticket. He again started attacking the keys with a vengeance.
--- Mom was cool. She made appointments with Doctors she knew or
had heard about. They referred me to several specialists and I was on
my way. It was a long slow torturous path to my future. You all know
the routine. From the exams, the shrinks, the lessons on everything and
anything feminine. Mom was great. Everything I needed to know and some
I still don't want to think about. After I graduated from high school,
I started on hormones, getting ready for the RLT.
About six months after starting on HRT, I realized that
femininity and off road motorcycling didn't fit, at least for me. I
decided that one last time; I would take a ride before I sold my
beloved motorcycle. It had been gathering dust for a while. It was such
a glorious day for a ride too. After about an hour's ride I started to
jump a hill I've jumped a thousand times, but this time there was a
fallen tree across the path.
Chris gradually became aware of a blissful floating feeling.
Someone was holding his hand. After a while he heard his mothers voice
say, "don't worry Chris, everything will be just fine. I've taken care
of everything. Just like you've always dreamed of, even if it's sooner
than you planned for. Go to sleep, the doctor will take care of
everything. After you get out of the recovery room, we'll talk all
about it."
As Chris floated in dreamland, he thought, #### what was that all
about? What's going on? What recovery room? That's for after an
operation. What was she talking about? The dreamlike state did not
provide any answers though.
Drifting along, Chris thought, "This is a fantastic feeling."
Through a dim haze of pain, I heard voices. 'Christy...Christy...
wake up. Then, from nearby on my side, "Honey?"
I felt like a mummy. My head and neck were bandaged, my chest was
bandaged, my body was bandaged, and a low dull pain was everywhere.
What happened? Thinking at this point was a major effort.
From my side, Mom said, "You had an accident on your motorcycle.
Your injuries weren't life threatening, but did require some careful
thought. Most of the damage was to your groin when you went over the
handlebars, and landing didn't do any good to the rest of you. Your
face in general and your nose in particular were injured. After we were
sure that you were stable, we discussed what was to be done."
I said, "You mean all the bandages I feel?"
"Yes," she replied, "With the extensive damage to your groin, it
was decide that now would be appropriate time to do your operation.
Plus some work on your nose, voice box, chest, and hips. You're Christy
from now on. Welcome home dear.'
---John stopped to gather his thoughts...
Cris' thoughts slowly faded into darkness.
Through a dim haze of pain I could hear voices. "...Christy..."
"Honey, wake up, Honey." That sounded like my Mom's voice,
thought Cris.
"...Christy..."
Darkness again.
I felt like a mummy. My head and neck were bandaged; my chest and
most of my body were bandaged too. Plus, low dull pain everywhere.
"What happened?" I asked. That took a major mental effort.
Mom said, "You had an accident on your motorcycle. Your injuries
weren't life threatening, but did require some special consideration.
Most of the damage was to your groin when you went over the handlebars.
Landing in the rocks didn't do the rest of you any good. After we were
sure that you were stable, we discussed what was to be done."
I said, "You mean all the bandages I feel?"
"Yes." She answered. "With a little electrolysis..."
My story came rushing back to me and to put it mildly, I lost it
big time.
"She called me CHRISTY when I woke up." I thought. "From the
bandages they must have done the complete SRS operation. Where could
they have gotten the idea that I wanted to be a woman? I downloaded
those stories just to show those amateurs how to write. My life had
just gone up in flames. A funeral pyre no less."
I later learned that after I lost it, the room was rather hectic
for a while. Everyone on the floor was involved with restraining or
sedating me and hustling Mom out the door. When I next became aware, it
was to a very calm...no dull emotional feeling. There was a doctor I'd
never seen before.
"I'm Doctor Kline." He said. "How do you feel?"
"How do I feel? I thought. "After what they have just done to me,
they want to know how I feel. Would an Abram's tank up their butts tell
them how I felt?"
I wasn't being very communicative, you must understand.
Dr. Kline just wanted to know why I had reacted so violently when
I woke up. It was very unusual for patients to react so violently after
such minor trauma and operation. There had to be underlying reasons:
Was I upset because I was still alive? Had I tried to kill myself on
the motorcycle and had failed?"
All I could do is glare at this moron. He didn't have a clue.
They eventually used sodium pentothal, or something like it, to
get at the truth.
Later, they let me come out of my enforced sleep. Dr. Kline was
waiting for me to wake up.
"I must apologize to start out with." Began Dr. Kline. "You had
us very confused. Let me start by explaining about what happened. You
were discovered, in some rocks near your mangled motorcycle. You faired
better than it did. When your mother arrived, here at the hospital,
they decided on a course of action. Your nose was broken and skin was
missing. Your mother said that you had wanted a nose job, and this was
a perfect opportunity for it. Of course, some electrolysis will be
needed to remove some hair on your nose from the skin graft. Your neck
was severely scraped and bruised. You have several cracked ribs that
have to be tightly wrapped. The whole front of your body was scraped
and bruised. The handlebars ripped your groin badly, but that's all
repaired. There wasn't a lot of blood loss and no permanent damage.
Would you like to talk about it now?"
"Nurse. Nurse Christy, would you remove the restraints please?"
Called Dr. Kline.
"Oh God! How do I explain this to my mother? She'll kill me."
Part Two: The Aftermath
"Wait a minute." Cris thought. "Something is not right, but it
keeps slipping away. Just like a ghost. So tired. Must be the
medicines. Oh nooo!!! I was riding Michael's motorcycle. That bike was
his precious little baby. If Mom doesn't kill me, Michael surely will.
Worry about it later. Sleep now."
***
"Cris... Cris... Cris Honey. CRIS, wake up!"
"Oh, hi Mom. Good Morning." I greeted her with warm enthusiasm
while blinking awake.
"No Dear, It's evening now."
I glanced at the window as if to confirm her statement, still mightily
confused. Too many niggling memories nagged me.
"The accident was a few days ago." Momma had always been able to read
my mind.
"Mom, what happened?" I asked. "I feel so confused." I shook my
head to clear the cobwebs and see if any marbles rattled around. "My
head's fuzzy and its..." I tapped my forehead with my index finger,
"...hard to think straight most of the time."
"I guess the pain medication is keeping you pretty groggy." Mom
explained. "We're not sure of all the details yet. Some of that will
have to come from you," she shook her head as I started to speak. "No,
as you get better. A couple of days ago you and Michael had an
argument. He insists that that argument had nothing to do with what
happened to you and won't talk about it. The next day, you borrowed his
motorcycle to 'clear your head of cobwebs'. At least, that is what you
said, anyway. Four hours later you were in the operating room. Some
people found you in a pile of rocks and brush on the dirt bike track.
Apparently, the bike blew a tire just as you made a jump to clear a
tree fallen across the path. The tree was hidden on the other side of
the hill. Had that tire not blown you very likely would not be in
here."
Knowing it to be so, I nodded agreement, good trail rider that I am...
er, was.
"Don't worry," Mom continued. "You're in good hands. Doctor Kline
says that the operations were a complete success, unless you do
something rash. You are young and should heal quickly with few if any
scars. Dr. Kline has decided on a course of action designed to cope
with your particular needs. He's already given you a mega dose of
vitamins in your IV. They've also given me a couple more prescriptions
for other medication, including more multivitamins for you to take
daily. They're still concerned about your cracked ribs, but can't do
anything about them except bind them tight. Your back was bruised also,
so that you'll require a special support brace."
"So" Mom went on, "sometime tomorrow, you're being measured for a
special back support and rib band. You must have bounced like a rubber
ball, according to Dr. Kline. At least one of those bounces was on your
head, apparently. They just about had to give you a buzz cut to clean
up and patch your head. Mostly scrapes and bruises, but like all head
injuries, it bled like the dickens."
Looking at her as if waiting for the other shoe to drop, I nodded with
grim resignation. I would NOT be going home soon.
"There is more that we need to talk about, but that can wait until
later."
Sighing heavily I nodded again and wondered if they ever served orange
jell-o... or yellow...
"Dr. Maxwell is still not satisfied with your progress and wants
to talk to you tomorrow," she informed me. "I asked him what he still
needed to find out and what I could do that would help? He just said it
was about your memory loss. He thought that it was only temporary and
that it most likely was caused by the head injury. He also told me that
when he was through with his examinations and tests, he would give me a
complete report. He also said for you not to worry since this sort of
memory loss commonly occurs with this type of injury. There was one
unusual, but not very serious, indication that he was still trying to
look into."
Suddenly rising she looked about the hospital room, then at her watch.
"Well I've got to go and take care of a few things. See you
tomorrow dear and I might have a surprise for you, if I have the time.
We can talk about the rest later or when you get home. Your brother and
sister are asking how you feel. They're wishing you a speedy recovery
and quick trip home. Kisses and gentle hugs! Goodnight and sleep
tight." She looked at me and grinned. "The way you're wrapped like a
mummy, you will sleep 'tight' anyway."
"That was baaddd!" I groaned at her just to be polite.
"Goodnight, Dear," she ended.
"Goodnight Mom" I said "Luv you. Hugs and kisses to everyone.
Tell Michael I'm sorry about his bike. Is he very upset with me about
it, Mom?"
"Well," she replied, "he's upset about something. He won't talk
about it, but I'm not so sure that it's about the bike. Although it
could be that, I don't think so. He just won't tell me what it is. He
keeps mumbling something but gets real quiet when he knows I'm around."
"In the meantime, your sister has been moping around like she
lost her best friend." Mom said half to herself. "I sure hope things
get back to normal soon. That means you get well soon and get home. I
guess that a shopping trip is in order, too. Cris, you can't wear what
you've been wearing any more. Those boy clothes just won't fit you the
same as they used to. Now, goodnight, Dear." She turned and walked
towards the door.
"Goodnight Momma." I said again. "See you tomorrow after you get
back from work. I'm sorry I caused all these problems for you." I just
couldn't understand why I was suddenly so reluctant to be apart from my
momma. Now where did THAT come from? It's been years since I called her
momma.
"Don't worry about that now, just get better. Goodnight, sleep
tight." With that she left for the night.
"Should I continue that stupid story now," I wondered. "Maybe I
should just forget it. It seems to have gotten me into so much trouble
already. Those stories I read, though, were so amateurish. Damn it, I
just know I can do better, without even trying. It's just that I can't
let anyone know about this though, especially that snoop, Dr. Maxwell.
Oh! He's so strange. He acts so weird when no one else is around. It's
like... he makes me feel like I'm a guinea pig or something. These
tubes and hoses are sure a pain. Tired, so tired. Sleep. Back to
blissful sleep."
***
"Wake up Cris." Through the black mists of dreamless sleep I
heard, "Wake up Sleeping Beauty!"
"Uh! Wha...? Ehe?" I mumbled still momentarily confused by the strange
surroundings.
"It's time for breakfast."
"You call that breakfast?" I exclaimed after seeing my tray.
"Watery oatmeal and WOW, yellow Jell-O! At least a prisoner gets bread
with his water. I'm so hungry I could eat a horse. Haven't you fed me
since I've been here?"
"Well it's plain to see you're feeling much better." Said the
vaguely familiar, but strange nurse. "If you feel good enough to
complain, you must feel good enough to start some exercises, to stop
you from stiffening up too much. The physical therapist will be
scheduled as soon as all the tubes are out. Besides, this is all you're
allowed to have. And yes we have fed you. Lots of IV's to keep you
healthy. What more could you ask for? A completely nutritious diet in a
bottle, at least until we can make sure that your system is able to
hold it down, and until that happens, we have to be sure that you are
getting enough fluids. Then, we can take out both, the IV and the
catheter. That won't happen until you are drinking plenty of fluids,
dear. Eat, drink and be merry, or they stay in. Here is your
medication. Take them with your meal."
"By the way, my name is Nurse Christy." She continued with only a
brief pause for a shallow breath. "You gave us quite a scare there, for
a bit. We were quite busy, taking care of you. Quite a reaction when
you woke up. A little unusual though, it's hard to know what is going
through a patient's mind when they first wake up. No harm done. Are we
ready to start the day? Do you want the curtains open to let in the
sunlight, or do you want to play vampire all day? The sunlight would do
you good, but might be too bright to start with. Up to you, dear."
"Just leave them closed for now." I managed to get in the next
time she paused for breath. "Perhaps later I'll be up to seeing the
sun."
"Yes, the lights in here now seem really bright as it is."
"Jeez, she sure can talk," I thought. "What happened to the four
star hotel I ordered? Must be where they sent the bike. It appears I
was the one sent to the body shop." Breakfast was a total loss. You
can't even call oatmeal and tasteless Jell-O, food. The only saving
grace is that I get to order dinner from the bland menu. "OH joy. OH
joy."
Now those pills, that blue and red one was a horse pill if I ever
saw one. The purple one reminded me of something, but I just couldn't
remember what.
I must have dozed off again because the tray was gone when I was jerked
awake by the sound of a voice booming at me through the silence.
"Cris you have a visitor," said Nurse Christy. "It's Ms. Luebke,
to measure you for your rib support brace. Veronica, this is Cris. Sit
up Dearie, so we can make the proper measurements."
After several moments of poking and pulling and taking
measurements," the regal woman grunted and stood back from the bed
looking at me critically. "Okay, I think that will do it," stated Ms
Luebke in her slight accent. "In two days they will be ready for
fitting, and then you will be all set, child. I surely hope you will
make a speedy recovery, eh, Dearie. Remember, in two day I'll see you!
TA-TA till then."
"Nice lady, but were all those measurements necessary? Wait a
minute," I gaped as I thought about it. "That was supposed to be a body
brace and chest wrap? Her nametag was strange too. It said, 'VAL'S
HOUSE OF CORSETS'. Not exactly what I would call the local mainstream
medical supply house. Have to ask Mom about it later. Maybe she'll know
what's going on. I'm just too foggy to worry about it now."
"Lunch will be here in a few minutes, Cris," said nurse Christy,
once again ripping me out of the black mists surrounding me. "The
Doctor said the IV could come out now, unless you want to keep it in?
If you continue drinking all your liquids, the catheter comes out
tomorrow. Won't that be grand?"
"No," I replied still back at her first question. "That's fine
Nurse Christy, you can take that darned catheter out anytime you want.
The sooner it's out, the better in fact. It actually feels more like a
corrugated drainpipe shoved in there. Yesterday would have been even
better."
"As long as you keep your fluid intake up, we won't need the IV
any longer." After removing the IV, the nurse said. "There, the IV's
out and your lunch's here. Chicken broth and lime Jell-O. Enjoy your
meal. Here's your dinner menu. Today you can select anything from
column A and B and two from column C. Oh, by the way, Dr. Kline called
and said that he had an emergency and would see you tomorrow. Also, Dr.
Kline has made a change in your pain medication. You seem to be more
sensitive than most. That's why you've been groggy all the time. The
new dosage should just take the edge off the pain. So you can expect to
be a little bit more active tomorrow. Maybe then, we can schedule the
physical therapist for you."
After I finished lunch, I began to think. "What is it with that
stupid story? That thing keeps running through my head!" Why had I gone
nutzo when I woke up? What's so bad about being a girl? Where did that
thought come from? Is that quack mucking around in my head? It's still
so hard to concentrate. I wish I could figure out what's going on.
Maybe when they change my medication, it will be clearer. Can't fight
it any longer, back to sleep."
Through the fog of sleep, I heard vaguely. "Cris, Cris, Mom's
here. I brought you some new clothes for when you can get dressed. The
ones you were wearing are not exactly fit to be worn by anyone. The way
you are now, your clothes at home won't fit. Besides, your days in
jeans and T-shirts are over, so I went shopping. From now on, its
skirts and blouses, or dresses only for you. I've been getting fed up
with your attitude. There are changes within you that have started and
those changes can't be stopped. It's going to be different from now on.
I found some great bargains. We'll go again when you're released, so
that we can get a proper fitting for you. A hat or scarf will do for
now. Later we'll get a wig. That'll look so much better. What color
hair do you want? Your natural color, or do you want to experiment with
a new look? I found a couple of nice blouses on sale; the skirts to
match were a little harder to find. Oh, you're still asleep. I'll come
back later, after I put this stuff away. We will have a talk about the
new you. Like it or not, its too late."
"Was I dreaming?" Finally getting my eyes opened fully, I was
puzzled. "Or was that really Mom in here?" A quick scan of the room
showed that there was no one in the room. What was she talking about
blouses, skirts wigs and hair color? Why do I need to go shopping for
more, later? What's this new me? The changes have already started? It's
too late? I must have been dreaming or that story is driving me nuts
again. It was the sort of scene I'd have John writing for Chris. Maybe
John is real and I'm the story. "Maybe I've already gone off the deep
end. Nothing is making sense right now, except sleep."
***
Once more I heard a voice calling me through the shimmer of dusk.
"Cris, dinner time." I struggled to rouse myself. "Cris, wake up!" One
eye opened! "Cris wake up, or we throw it to the hogs and you can have
soup and Jell-O again. Those clothes are so pretty. I think you'll look
lovely in them, after the bandages are off. Must finish my rounds."
Somehow I managed to get the second eye open and focused.
"I'm awake! I'm awake!" I moaned. "Give me a second to get
ready."
"What?" The room was still empty I pondered groggily. "What did
she say? Me? Look lovely? ME? I must be dreaming. But the food is here.
Oh, that's right, it's the bland menu. Still it's better than soup and
Jell-O. Let's see. There was a poached egg, oatmeal, toast and the
ever-present green Jell-O. Oh well. Sounds more like breakfast than
dinner. Looks like bland again tomorrow, from the menu. You'd think
it's a weight watchers diet or something."
"Cris, I'm back." I heard Mom say.
"Oh, hi Mom." I answered, "Were you here earlier? I have a vague
sense that you were."
"Yes, Dear." Mom replied cheerily. "I was but you were asleep. I
just remembered that I had a meeting scheduled with Michael's teachers,
so I'm in a hurry. If we get done in time we'll stop by later. Hugs and
kisses. Are you feeling any better? I hope so."
"Yes Mom." I replied. "I'm doing better, and the doctor said he
was changing my pain medication so I wouldn't be so sleepy all the
time. Right now the only thing I can seem to do right is sleep. Don't
worry Mom, I'm sleeping so much now that I'm not very good company, or
even aware enough to know if you are here. Maybe tomorrow will be a
better day to visit."
"Okay, Dear," said Mom. "I won't say get plenty of rest, it's
obvious that you are. Do get to feeling better and don't worry about a
thing. Oh yes, some of your friends are going to bring your homework by
with notes so that you won't miss much school."
A mirthless smile was my answer to that reminder. "Oh Joy, I won't miss
any homework." I moaned to myself. "Maybe I should change friends."
"Sorry, got to run." She hurriedly explained. "Michael won't even
come up to see you. I wonder what that is about. Hugs and kisses,
Dear."
"Yes, I wonder what is going on with Michael. I know he has got
to be pissed about his bike, but this is too much. It's just not like
him... not at all! I sure hope the new medicine will let me think this
through. Rats, I forgot to ask her about those clothes. What do all
these strange things mean? That damn story keeps running through my
head and I CAN'T THINK. Sleep; ever present sleep, per chance to dream.
Naaww, wrong story."
***
"Cris." I heard. "Time for your medicine. Here's your sleeping
pill and this is your new pain medicine. When you wake-up in the
morning you'll feel like the new you. Goodnight."
"Night nurse. Thank you. Goodnight." I groggily replied.
***
"Brightness. Someone turn off the lights."
"Still brightness. Nobody listens. Maybe if I complained or
something, they would." Hesitantly I ventured my head above the blanket
and peeked "Oh, that's the sun. No wonder no one was turning it down.
Wow I can think again." I sat up and looked around, relieved not to see
John at his keyboard. "What has been bugging me?" I considered with
more clarity. "What's odd? Purple pills come to mind; hormones; female
hormones; VAL'S House of Corsets; vitamins; blouses, skirts, and wigs;
the new me? Attitude adjustment? No more jeans and T-shirts? This keeps
sounding more and more like one of those stupid stories, only
different. No wonder its bugged me so much. Wait! There's something
else that's staring me in the face... but it hurts so when I think
about it! Is that quack involved in this, somehow? Are they trying to
turn me into one of those sissy-boy things I've been reading about? Has
he been hypnotizing me? It ain't gonna happen to me. I'll fight them
all the way. No one in those stupid stories puts up a fight, or the
story would be over before it began. Well this one is going to raise a
stink. Who's involved and why? The doctors must know and my mother
would have to go along with it. They said that they DIDN'T do the
operation. Or did they say that? Or did I just think that's what they
said? Wrapped up like a mummy, I can't tell anything. I've been so
groggy that I can't be sure of anything. Now that damn story is making
me paranoid as well."
"Nurse Christy!"
While I waited for her to answer my call, I pondered that one a long
moment, "Did she say what I think she'd said earlier? Are they all in
on this? Who can I trust? What is going on here? How could my mother do
this to me? I can't let them know that I know. WHAT DO I DO? Let me
take inventory. Chest, a little too WELL padded under these bandages.
Narrow waist. No bulges, but I can't feel anything there either. Maybe
it's already too late. What hospital is this anyway? The blanket has a
name on it. Let's see "Rose Landis Women's Hospital." What am I doing
in a private woman's hospital? Duh, becoming one maybe, dope."
"How is my patient today? I'm Dr. Kline. When you went hysterical
in the recovery room, you had us very concerned. I couldn't make much
sense out of your prattle at the time. Your physical condition required
that you be sedated, until you had some time to recover. That's all I
could do. So I called in Dr. Maxwell, who gave you a temporary hypnotic
suggestion that avoids the area that was giving you fits. Are you ready
to confront them now?"
"That quack HAS been mucking around with my head." I marveled
silently.
"I'm not sure Doc," I said aloud. "That was just a temporary
shock. I now realize that it was all coincidence. I was thinking about
something as I was laying in the recovery room and it conflicted with
reality as I saw it when I awoke. Since then, I've been bothered all
the time... like something else is missing though, and I hope that by
eliminating that block I can understand what is going on. It's like the
answers make sense, but I can't hear the questions that go with them.
Then too, the medication has made thinking a difficult process."
"Tell me what brought all this on?" Doctor Kline prompted. "You
obviously were upset when you went for your motorcycle ride. Why were
you so upset?"
"Well I had a fight with my brother Michael, but I can't remember
why," I shrugged. "The next day, though I was still upset, I borrowed
his motorcycle, his little baby. I knew a ride would help me, to cool
off and put things in perspective. Oh, I remember now. Rocks blocked
the trail I usually use, so I took a trail I hadn't used in a while.
Unfortunately, just as I topped the hill the rear tire blew. If that
wasn't bad enough, a tree had fallen blocking the road just over the
hill. If the tire hadn't blown I might have made it. Yes, I'm that
good, doc." I paused and Nurse Christy handed me a tumbler of cold
water.
With a small sip and deep shrug, I went on. "I've no idea why I
remember this bit, but as I was going under in the operating room, I
was mentally trying to write part of a story. When I woke up, the
parallels to that story were too much of a shock. That is, when I woke
up, I thought that what I had written in the story had actually
happened to me. If that was the only reason for the block, then you can
have Dr. Maxwell remove it now. I realize that it was just a
coincidence. It had nothing to do with reality. Maybe now, I can figure
out what seems so wrong now to me."
(((It was at this point that I realized I had had John to write all
this, and almost word for word! I even knew what was coming next!)))
"What kind of story was it, that could make you react so
violently?" Dr. Kline urged.
"Doc nothing makes sense since I woke up." I delayed. "With the
sedatives, I haven't had time to think yet. Give me a little time
please?"
"Okay, Cris we'll forget it for now." Dr. Kline had a great
bedside manner and for some unfathomable reason I noticed he had a
'cute' smile to go with it! "The reason I came here was to change your
bandages and inspect my handiwork. While I'm at it I'll remove the
catheter." Incredibly I began blushing! "Let's see." The very idea he
was going to view me intimately caused me to flame with
uncharacteristic embarrassment. "Spread your legs." A guy shouldn't
feel so ashamed to be looked at. "Looks like it's starting to heal
fine." To be so examined made me want to crawl under a rock and hide!
But why? "No oozing or puffiness around the sutures. No one will ever
know. Not a clue unless you're a doctor." What?
"Well Cris how does it look to you?" He asked.
"Its flat." I stared wide-eyed. There is nothing THERE. They LIED
to me. THEY LIED TO ME!! THEY LIED TO ME!!! How is MOTHER going to
EXPLAIN this to ME!!!"
Dr. Kline, room 105, STAT.
Orderlies, room 105, STAT.
M O T H E R W H Y?
Part Three: An Explanation?
Slowly I awoke to the same old floating feeling. Where am I now?
What has happened? Is it true? Did they really do it? The IV is in
again. The catheter, too! Can't move. Restraints? What're they for?
What is going on?
"ANYONE! HEY! NURSE! NURSE CHRISTY!" I yelled. "NURSE!"
"Awake are we?" She grinned while entering the room. "It's about
time. You've been out for hours. Welcome back to the world. I'll go
call Doctor Kline." She popped out and back in just as she'd entered
the first time, bustling! "Are you hungry? You never did get your
supper. Just lie back calmly and the doctor will be here shortly. I'll
be back in a little bit with some food. Oh, would you like a drink
first? You must be parched."
"Yes." Then, when I finally had a chance, I said, "That would be
nice. What happened? Why am I tied up like this? Where...?"
"Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!" She said. "Dr. Kline will answer all your
questions when he gets here and feels that you are ready for a talk
with him and Dr. Maxwell. In the mean time, just relax. You're in no
condition to go anywhere, right now. I'll be back in a bit."
"What do I remember?" I tried to organize my thoughts. "I was
upset and riding Michael's motorcycle. The off road path was blocked
and I had a nasty spill. After I woke up in the recovery room, I tried
to continue that TG story I was trying to write; everything I sensed
said 'The Operation' just like in my story. When I freaked, Mom and Dr.
Kline told me, all they had done was a nose job and relatively minor
operation to fix face, neck, chest, and groin. What really happened to
me? Did they lie to me? The next time I woke up, I knew that I had
nothing between my legs. Plus, they were giving me female hormones and
calling me a girl. Then they order a corset, tell me no more jeans or
pants, and brought in lots of dresses. Topping that, I feel awfully
calm with all these things happening. What kind of drugs are they
feeding me, now? It's hard to think straight. When I try to concentrate
on these things, my thinking becomes fuzzy. It's all so fuzzy."
***
On another floor in the left wing, Dr. Maxwell, one of the two doctors
involved in Cris' recovery, was about to have a meeting to discuss the
case.
"Dr. Maxwell the perky receptionist chirped over the intercom.
"Mrs. French is here to see you."
"Thank you Judy, show her in, please."
Coming from behind his desk as she entered the office. The doctor
greeted the woman gently. "Phyllis, how nice of you to stop by. That
will be all Judy. Oh, Judy. Hold all my calls, and cancel anything else
scheduled for today. Thank you. Would you like coffee, tea or perhaps
bottled water? No? Then please have a seat. This may take a while to
sort out."
"What seems to be the big deal? She asked. "Cris had a little
accident and everyone is going nuts. This says nothing about having to
restrain Cris. You're the Doctor, what is going on? Does this have
anything to do with that business of five years ago?"
"I'm afraid it does, Phyllis." He replied. "Not only the last
murder attempt, but also Cris' present situation. I told you there
might be problems, but I didn't anticipate this. It's actually a good
thing that this happened now."
"Why is that?" Exclaimed Phyllis.
"Apparently," explained Dr. Maxwell, "Cris posted a story on the
Internet under the pen name of Michelle A. The title was, 'Today is the
Day.' Someone spotted the name, and started back tracking the computer
records of the Witness Protection Program."
"I remember that you said that Cris' hypnotic suggestion might
slip, even with periodic reinforcement," said Phyllis. "The big
question is why has it started to happen now? What is 'so good' about
my child being in the hospital? What does the Witness Protection
Program have to do with anything? I thought that all of our records
were purged from their files. We found out their record security was
full of holes. That breach almost killed us and brought us to where we
are now. What does Cris remember about Michelle?"
"We don't have all the answers, yet," said the Doctor. "And..."
he shrugged helplessly, "...most of them will have to come from Cris.
We need to decide how much to tell Cris and when. At the moment, I'm
sorry to say, Cris is in a fragile mental state. If we're not careful,
we could cause more problems than we cure."
"What do you suggest we do?" asked Phyllis. "Cris has to be told
something. The sooner that child knows something the better. I know
that! But, why is this a good time anyway?"
"First we have to find out what Cris actually knows," began Dr.
Maxwell. "And that's very little, from the reactions I've seen.
Unfortunately, it's obviously enough to be truly terrifying. We must
fix that soon. As for 'why now.' Due to the story, we have come to a
turning point. It has, suddenly, become too great a risk to remain here
as you are. This was inevitable, so we might as well use it to our
advantage. Now, how much do we tell Cris? I'll call Dr. Kline over so
that we are all on the same page with how we treat Cris. We can't
afford mistakes, at this point. At least, where they involve Cris."
***
"What's going on?" Cris wondered for the umpteenth time. "There
was the accident. Then I woke up in the recovery room. With that stupid
story, fresh on my mind, I thought that all the bandages meant that
they had done 'The Operation' on me. Mom said, "No it was just scrapes
and bruises with a few cracked ribs." When I woke up the second time, I
knew I was a girl, without doubt. If that is true, then, everyone is
lying to me. Who do I trust? Certainly not that quack, Doctor Maxwell.
I'll just have to wait and find out."
Suddenly my tummy began to complain loudly. I touched the call button.
"Nurse Christy?"
"Yes? How may I serve you?" The tinny wall speaker returned the words
accompanied by a soft chuckle.
"Where is that food? My stomach thinks my throat's been cut."
"Hang in a few, Luv. It's on the way"
Unable to do more, I lay there and stared at the boob tube,
"Here you are." Nurse Christy carried in my tray, a towel draped
'French Waiter' style over her forearm. "Breakfast fresh from the
kitchen, just for you. After I adjust your bed to a sitting position,
I'll feed you."
"I can feed myself, if you will take off these restraints." I
responded.
"Nice try." Christy grinned across the room at me. "Not until
after the doctor says I can." Shaking her head caused me to once more
wonder why I was so sure I knew her well. "I won't lose my job over a
patient, no matter how much I may like them." She shoved a spoon full
of something nefarious towards my mouth. "Now, open wide like the good
girl I know you are. The doctor should be here in a little bit, so save
your questions for him."
Biting my tongue I remained silent through breakfast. Why was she
so determined that I was to be a girl? "Open wide for another bite"
said the nurse. "One last spoonful and you're finished."
"Thank the big man for small favors!"
"Not the best food in the world, but it fills the void. Do you want to
lay back down or stay sitting up?"
"I'd like to stay sitting for a while, please." I requested.
***
"Your patient was moved to Room 109, as you requested Doctor."
"Thank You, Nurse," returned Dr. Kline with his classic broad
smile. "I don't expect any problems, but why take chances."
***
"Where is our patient?" inquired Dr. Maxwell. "I just came from
Room 105, and it was empty." He waved his hand roughly in the direction
of the emptied room with some agitation.
"I've had her moved." Dr. Kline sighed softly. "I didn't want any
distractions, from the outside, while we worked. Any problem with
that?"
"He..."
"She is in Room 109 now."
A short time later the doctors entered into room 109.
"How's my favorite patient this afternoon?" Dr. Kline inquired as he
and Dr. Maxwell entered.
"Are we ready to answer some questions?" queried Doctor Maxwell?
The patronizing attitude drew a sharp look from the senior medic and
anger from me. I'd just about had all I could take of his demeaning
attitude.
"Me?" I screamed. "Me answer QUESTIONS? I may answer questions
but not coming from YOU? Boy, you've more nerve than a Blond haired,
blue-eyed Klansman at a NAACP meeting. That applies to both of you, for
that matter. You've done... oh I don't know what all, but the inside of
my brain feels scrambled! So much so, that I don't know what's inside,
outside or up and down anymore. What's more, I now KNOW you've messed
with my body so that I don't even know what I am anymore!"
During my show of agitation Dr. Kline calmly walked over to the
IV and inserted a syringe.
"What are you doing?" I screamed helplessly, unable to prevent it
from happening again "What are you putting in my IV? It's time you
started answer..."
Once more the darkness surrounded me.
***
"She'll be out for about an hour," Dr. Kline commented. "Care to
have dinner and discuss how to proceed from here?"
"He...She doesn't know as much as I thought she would. I had
thought that by now..." Dr. Maxwell stated without finishing.
"That's why she's been so upset."
"However, that isn't all of it."
"I agree. And dinner is a good idea. I'll even treat at the cafeteria."
"Big Spender," Dr. Kline responded. "It's FREE. On you... MY ASS!
Let's go 'Diamond Jim'. I'm starved."
***
"Nurse," Dr. Kline instructed the Duty Nurse at the Ward Office.
"I've sedated our patient in room 109. It should last about an hour.
Page me, when she starts to wake up. We'll be in the cafeteria."
"All right Doctor." Acknowledged Nurse Christy.
"Nurse, what is your clearance level?" Inquires Dr. Maxwell.
"Doctor, you should know. All badges are color coded." Nurse
Christy replied. "Mine, as you can see, is blue, for Top Secret-Need to
Know. Yours is white, for unlimited. Red is for Secret. Black is for
Confidential. This wing is limited to blue and white badges. There are
no exceptions." The young nurse looked closely into the handsome
doctor's sparkling eyes. Yes, she could see the depths of the pools and
guessed there had been a good many foolish young nurses drowned in
them. "Doctor Maxwell, I'm aware of your Lady Killer reputation. Don't
try to get fresh with any of my nurses. Each and every one of them is
capable of wiping up the floor with you, without even mussing her hair.
Minimum requirement for this duty is a Black Belt certification in at
least two martial arts forms, in addition to standard combat arms
training." Turning on her heel she returned to her duties. "Have a good
lunch, Doctors."
In the Cafeteria
The doctors slid their trays through checkout in silence.
"Seems that Nurse Christy is going to be one hard nut to crack,"
began Dr. Maxwell as they sat down. "The security around here is almost
as bad as at Langley."
"Be careful with her or it will be your nuts that she cracks " Advised
Dr. Kline.
"How do you stand it here?"
"When the Agency built this place, they wanted a small, secluded
facility that was easy to protect and control,' explained Dr. Kline.
"The town is small enough and isolated enough that we have almost total
control. When you consider what we have done here, it's a small price.
If you knew Christy's story, you'd understand her better. However, you
are right. She is one tough cookie. Right now we have to help Cris.
I've known Cris for five years. This gender change makes me have to
stop and pick my words carefully. I've been their family physician all
this time and love them like my very own. It's very important to me
that this transition is made with as little disorientation as
possible."
"We have identified three leaks, and they are being neutralized
as we speak," continued Dr. Kline. "We still won't know whether or not
there is another. Since we cannot take the chance, the change is
necessary. For everyone's protection, there must not be any glitches.
Cris enjoyed being a boy. Now she can enjoy being the girl she was born
to be."
The entire room suddenly shook as a boom deafened them all momentarily
"That was an explosion," exclaimed Dr. Kline, as he started
moving away from the table. "We need to make sure Cris is safe. Let's
go."
At the Nurses station
Nurse Christy was examining Cris' chart, when the tremendous explosion
ripped the door off room 105. Across from the Nurses station a hole in
the wall gaped where the door had been. The blast blew open the door to
the station and knocked Christy down. Quickly reacting to the crisis,
the young woman grabbed her Mack 10 from a cradle just below the bank
of monitors and rushed with cautious haste toward the demolished room.
Stepping through the doorway were three men in black uniforms, masks
and body armor. Steadying her aim, with three round bursts, she took
all three down with headshots, but in the process emptied her gun.
Picking up a jagged wooden chair leg she stood beside the open door
until a fourth man appeared. Grabbing his gun hand with her left, she
plunges the chair leg into the neck of the man, ripping his esophagus
and left carotid artery, flooding his lungs with his own blood.
Shifting her grip from chair leg to assailant's gun hand, she broke his
thumb, freeing his gun. A quick burst rips the fifth man from groin to
left eye socket, spattering brain matter into the faces of the
following men. After several short bursts, she was the only one left
standing. With a quick look at the carnage, she picked up a replacement
weapon, and checked its load. She then looked outside in time to see a
non-descript white van at the curb. Nearby, a black Limo, with
diplomatic plates, was just driving off.
Only then did she become aware of her several minor wounds. Assailant
number four had made a fairly good shield, but not perfect. Additional
security personnel arrived. A Code One alert was broadcast to intercept
the Limo and it's occupants.
Though waved off, Dr. Kline immediately started to tend to Christy's
wounds while directing additional personnel to check on the status of
his patient.
"Who is the senior person on site from security?" Inquired Dr.
Kline.
"I am, Doctor, Special Agent Brininger. We had no way of..."
"I'm not placing blame." Instead Dr. Kline issued an order. "Take
Dr. Maxwell into custody and hold him until I can interrogate him." The
good doctor knew he was the only one who could have set this up. No one
else knew.
Confronted with inescapable fact, Dr. Maxwell pulled a gun and
began shouting, "You're not going to take me anywhere!" Nurse Christy,
with the automatic weapon still at her side, simply lifted the muzzle
and squeezed off a burst. The burst, while short, caught Dr. Maxwell
full in the chest. It ripped into his heart, lungs, and part of his
backbone. Death came so quickly, that there was no time for even a
random thought, let alone the time to answer questions.
"You've been a busy girl, Christy." Remarked Dr. Kline. "I think
we need to take care of those wounds, before you're allowed to go out
and play with the boys again."
"He certainly won't bother my nurses now."
"Brininger." Commanded Dr. Kline. "Get me a secure communications
link to the local Supervisor."
The man just stood there looking at the young woman with open-mouth
awe.
"Do it now, Mister Brininger!"
"Yes Sir." Brininger acknowledged. "Bill Williams is the
Supervisor. He's on line now. You can use this radio, Sir!"
"Bill? Inquired Dr. Kline. "Matt, here. We've had an incident
here. It's under control, but we need a cover story and clean up. We
need to ID the occupants of the Limo, but can't touch them otherwise.
Use a crew that hasn't been visible, so that we have plausible
deniability. After the stop, clear them out along with the equipment
they use. No evidence traceable to us left behind. I doubt that there
will be any protest, but follow procedure. Stop by, when you get a
chance, for details."
"Okay, Matt." Williams responded. "Already working on it, as we
speak. I'll be by when I can break free. Do you have an idea for a
cover?"
"I think a faulty gas main explosion will cover it." Offered Dr.
Kline. "Blame it on that faulty P1 plastic pipe. Listing that a
visiting doctor, several construction workers were killed and a nurse
injured. List that considerable damage was done to a vacant wing,
currently under renovation. That should cover it for now. Our people in
town will cover any holes in the story. Also send a crew to pick up the
French's. Be ready for anything. The crisis is most likely over, but
take no chances."
Going over to the desk phone, Dr. Kline dials a number. "Phyllis,
Matt Kline here. You need to come in, right now. I have a crew going
out to pick up the kids. We've had an incident. Cris was not harmed and
everything is under control. We need you here ASAP though.
"All right, Matt. She answered. "I'll be there, in less than ten
minutes. On my way, good-bye."
"Good-bye, Phyllis." He closed the connection with a crisp snap
of the cover
They met later in Dr. Kline's Office:
"...And that is what has just happened, Phyllis," explained Dr.
Kline. "The kids are secure and they're on the way to a safe location.
I've been suspicious of Dr. Maxwell for a while. We set up multiple
blind information sources to eliminate possible leaks. Maxwell exposed
himself by this attack. For that reason, I've taped all of Cris'
sessions with him. I have the key words necessary to release Cris'
hypnotic suggestions. Shall we go and take care of that right now?"
"By all means." Obviously Phyllis was antsy. "Let's get this over
with."
"Without these key phrases for Cris it would take a long time to
deprogram her." Explained Dr. Kline. "That would have caused Cris much
more than a few sleepless nights."
Back In Room 109:
"MOMMA," I pleaded, "please make these people tell me what is going on.
I'm so confused. Nothing makes sense anymore. It's like I'm two
different people."
"Please be patient for a few more minutes, Cris." A shudder
rippled through me as Dr. Kline began. "We are here to clear up a lot
of questions all the way around. To start I must say the keywords from
Dr. Maxwell: E Pluribus Magastus Bonjour. It sounds odd, but it's a
combination never likely to occur naturally. Phyllis, would you like to
start?"
"Cris Honey, listen carefully. Five years ago, there was a murder
attempt on your parents. Your mother was killed instantly. Your father
made it to a nearby house, but they were not able to do more than ease
his pain and call for help. By the time medical help arrived, your
father was gone. Fearing for your lives, your parents' employer sent
you kids to the only known relative that was left to you. I was that
person. You see, I'm not your real mother. I love you as my own, but I
am not your real mother. Your father and I were twins, separated at
birth, and kept separated by our parents. The Agency discovered the
secret during your father's background check, but kept silent about it.
When I was told of the situation I, of course, offered to help in any
way that I could. While preparing to enter the Witness Protection
Program, an attempt was made to kill all of us, but was narrowly
spoiled. Realizing that the Witness Protection Program was an open book
to persons unknown, the Agency decided to handle our disappearance
instead. Is any of this awakening any memories for you now?"
"Yes, it does," agreed Cris. "Now that vague feeling of something
not quite right is gone. While it's true, Momma, that you are not my
real Mother, I couldn't love you more than I already do. For what you
have done and been to us we will always love you."
"Let me explain some more that you may never have known,
continued Phyllis. "Since it was obvious how much information they had
available, it was necessary to change as much about us as we could.
That was when you came up with the idea of you passing as a boy. Yes,
you have always been a girl. Well, more a tomboy, than a girl. Dr.
Maxwell used hypnotic suggestions to help you stay in role. This has
caused you a lot of confusion in the last few days. We also discovered
that we couldn't afford to delay puberty for very much longer, without
adverse effects. When you had your accident, we knew that this was an
opportune time to end this part of the charade. We had to start you on
a low dose of female hormones to put your delayed puberty back on
track. It was only possible to slow it because you were a willing
subject. Now we have to undo what we did. And with that in mind, we
need to know what it was that so upset you that you had to be sedated.
If you don't remember yet, your name is Michelle French."
"I'm embarrassed to tell you why I was so upset." I said. "You
already know most of it. Everything I saw and heard referred to a
change in sex. Now I realize, it was just reverting to the true me. I
do have a few questions that are still bothering me. 'VAL'S House of
Corsets'. Why a corset maker? Don't they make medical rib support
garments without going to a corset maker?"
"Actually," explained Dr. Kline, "yes there are makers of
surgical support garments. However, it takes several weeks to have one
custom made and there are none within 500 miles. Ms. Luebke is a local
manufacturer with a superior product, produced in a timely manner. She
was more than happy to supply the local area hospitals with garments
that were custom made, of a higher quality, cheaper and weeks sooner
than anyone else could deliver."
"Things are becoming clearer as I look back over the past few
days." I said thoughtfully. "I understand needing a wig now, but what
about the comment about the clothes not fitting. Oh, yes. The part
about not wearing pants anymore?"
"With your bandages," said Phyllis; "you couldn't possibly fit
into any clothes that you have now. You have spent the last five years
being a boy. It is now time for you to learn how to be a young lady.
The days of being a young hooligan are over, today. With a little help,
you will soon blossom into the beautiful girl that has been hidden
inside."
"The truth is slowly starting to seep into my head," I sighed.
"I'm sure there will be times of confusion, but I think I can handle it
from now on. I love you, Momma. Thank you for everything."
"If we've answered all of your questions," stated Phyllis, "we
have a few of our own. Why were you so freaked out when you woke up? It
wasn't all the gender confusion that we just finished talking about. So
what was it?"
"Well," I began, now one very embarrassed Michelle, "while on the
Internet, I found a story site. After reading quite a few of the
stories there, I was sure that I could write better ones. I still am!
In fact, I actually wrote one. It was a very short story but they
actually posted it. While in the operating room, I was trying to write
another story in my head. It was that confusion of story and real life
that caused me to freak."
"Michelle." Phyllis said firmly. "You are not answering the
question completely. What kind of stories would cause you to react that
way?"
Part Four: Payback
"MOMMA, DON'T MAKE ME ANSWER THAT QUESTION!!!" Michelle cried
with tearful desperation.
"Phyllis!!!" cautioned Dr. Kline. "She's getting too agitated for
this. If this continues, I'll have to sedate her."
"Please, Doctor Kline," Michelle begged sniffling. "Don't do
that. I'll remain calm. I can! Honest! Just don't ask me to answer that
question. At least not right now, Momma."
"Okay, dear," said Phyllis, "but you realize that pretty soon you
will have to give me a better answer."
"Yes MOMMA," replied Michelle resignedly, "I know. Just, not
right now. Please?" The telling would be tough, but she would manage
after she talked with Michael!
(PA system):
Dr. Kline, phone call at the nurse's station. DR Kline, phone
call at the nurse's station.
"Well," said Dr. Kline "I'll answer that while you two straighten
things out."
"We'll be just fine here." Said Phyllis. "Michelle and I need to
have a long talk anyway. It's been a long time since we had a true
Mother/Daughter heart-to-heart.' Her mother 'dismissed' him with an
over-exaggerated imperial wave and smile. "Off with you then, so that
we can have some privacy."
While mother and daughter chatted in the room, plans were being
initiated.
At The Nurse's Station:
"Hello, this is Doctor Kline. Oh, Hi... Yes, she's fine. It could
have been a real disaster, if not for Christy. She saved our bacon
today. I'm recommending her for the Medal of Valor. We almost blew it.
We should have known better... Are you sure this is the right time for
that? I realize that he is the closest that he has ever been, but now?
Yes, I agree, this was just too close. I'll take the blame for that...
Yes we can start the ball rolling on PAYBACK. Now, if that is what you
want. I'll make a call after we hang-up. No, Christy will be fine with
a few days bed rest. You would be proud of the way she chopped them up
and spit them out. No, that is where I really screwed up. I didn't take
into account all the foibles of men and Maxwell in particular. Too bad,
I'm going to find out what kind of hold they had on him. They will pay
for what they have done, and soon. Good-bye, and be careful."
Dr. Kline dials another number "This is Kline. Is the Limo still
in the area? OK. Start Payback now, I say start Payback now. No mess-
ups. Do what you have to do, to shut down any outgoing communications
from that Limo. The clock starts now, with no time extensions. Do it
right the first time. We won't have a second chance. Do it wrong and
innocent blood will be shed. Notify me if anything goes wrong, or when
they are in the bag."
Michelle's Room:
"Hello Cris, or should I say Michelle? Said a voice. "All alone?
How are you feeling?"
Looking toward the voice, Michelle responded. "Hello Nurse
Christy. Mother left just a little while ago. What happened to you? Are
you okay? When did you decide to try being a patient here?"
"You had some unwanted visitors." Explained Nurse Christy with a
grimace.
"I heard a lot of noise as I was waking up from Dr. Kline's last
sedative but I have no clue what it was about."
"I had to explain to them that visiting hours were over. They wouldn't
take NO for an answer, so I had to evict them."
"Don't feed me a bunch of manure like that," retorted Michelle.
"You're not bandaged like that from just a simple catfight. Something
has been going on here, but no one wants to admit it. Spill it.
Everything that has been happening seems to revolve around my family or
me somehow. If my family is involved, I deserve to know what has been
happening, and why. Does this still involve the attacks from 5 years
ago?"
"Slow down girl." Nurse Christy cautioned her youthful charge. "I
just stopped by to see how you were this evening. All the rest of it,
you will have to talk to your Mother and Dr. Kline. Are you all
straightened out now, on whom you are? You may not remember, but we've
known each other for a long time. From now on, just call me Christy.
Everyone else does."
"Nurse Christy," growled Dr. Kline as he walked into the room,
"what are you doing out of bed? You were ordered to bed for the next 24
hours. Why aren't you there? Not only are you violating my orders for
your care, but bothering one of the other patients to boot. You have
been a nurse long enough to know the doctors orders are law."
"Chill Doc!" Nurse Christy said, "I was only checking on my
patient. I couldn't rest until I knew she was resting okay. I was just
about to toddle off to my own room, as it was. By the way Michelle,
it's across the hall, Room 108. Visit me, if they will allow it."
"Okay, Nur... er, Christy." Replied Michelle. "I'll visit you as
soon as they will let me."
Dr. Kline's Office:
"Hello. This is Dr. Kline. Yes... Good... Any problems?
Excellent. Remember that no drugs can be used on him. He has an
allergic reaction to damn near everything but water, and water is just
speculation. We have only a few days to set this up, or we lose this
opportunity completely. I'll check in later. Christy will be needed for
this later, but she needs rest first. Okay. Yes, I know that I can
trust you to handle this. Remember that you were hand picked for this
job, and I've always trusted her choices completely. Good night, I will
be by in the morning to observe."
Without hanging up, he broke the connection and then re-dialed.
"Hello. Kline here. They're in the bag. No snags. We should start
having results sometime tomorrow. I'll have a car pick you up. Okay.
Four P.M. will be fine. Good night." With a thoughtful look at the
receiver, the man hung it up and then strode purposefully from the
office and made his way towards his patient's room.
"How is my patient tonight?" asked Dr. Kline as he walked into
Nurse Christy's room. "Resting comfortably?"
"Let me out of here, Doc." Christy begged. "There's nothing wrong
with me. I'm going stir crazy here already."
"No, you stay here for the night," ordered the Doctor. "I have
some work for you tomorrow on PAYBACK." At her look of sudden interest,
he nodded. "Yes. It's started."
"Okay, Doc," replied Nurse Christy in resignation. "I'll be a
good patient. Oh uh, Doc? What can I tell Michelle?"
"You can tell her about you and your family, of course," said the
Doctor thoughtfully. "Also, you can talk about anything after, but
nothing before the Witness Protection fiasco. Even that may come out
soon, but not yet. You get a good nights rest. We really need you
tomorrow. However, the doctor in me wants you to have more bed rest. Do
you have any pain or discomfort? I can prescribe something more if you
need it, or something to help you to get to sleep."
"There is some minor pain left but not bad." She replied. "I want
to remain clear-headed just in case I'm needed. I had to pull rank, to
get them to leave my weapon here."
With a sigh, the Doctor responded. "You can't be on duty 24/7
Christy. You have to rest sometime."
"When it comes to his family, I'll do what I have too." She
asserted forcefully. "I wouldn't have a sister without him, and he has
suffered so much because of that."
"All right then, see you tomorrow," said Dr. Kline. "I'll check
those sutures and dressings tomorrow afternoon. Until then, stay in
bed, or at least take it easy. It may be a long night tomorrow. Good
night, Christy."
"Good night Doc."
The next morning:
"Is anybody home?" Michelle called poking her head through the
open doorway.
"Oh, Michelle," responded Christy. "Good morning. I see they let
you out of your cage."
"Escaped is more like it." Michelle replied. "I wasn't told I
couldn't visit, so here I am. Christy... uh... You said we've known
each other for a long time, but I... uh... well, I don't seem to
remember you. Would you... uh... could you please tell me what you know
about all this... this mess? Please?"
"I can't tell you all that I know," began Christy. "Some of the
story is still classified. Part of it, is not for me to tell you.
Although I've been told that, that time is coming soon, also. However,
maybe I can tell you enough