Author's Note: My previous Mantra stories, both
available on fictionmania, are:
1) MANTRA: DAY OF THE STORM GOD
2) MANTRA: THE RUNE AGENDA
This story takes place after THE RUNE AGENDA, which
in turn takes place after DAY OF THE STORM GOD. All
are stand alone stories, but each contains spoilers
for its predecessors so, ideally, you should read
those before reading this one.
(NB: While FM author Aladdin has also been posting
stories featuring Mantra and her cast here, our
stories are not related to each other and do not occur
in the same continuity. We've both taking the comics
stories as our original inspiration then gone off in
different directions. Things that have happened to the
Mantra in his tales cannot be assumed to have happened
to the Mantra in mine, and vice versa.)
MANTRA: BLACK SEPTEMBER
By BobH
(c) 2005
Part 1.
He was tall, easily seven feet, rippling with
muscles, and had long red hair and beard. He wore
a tunic of some sort of dark leather and gauntlets
of the same material, but his arms and legs were
bare, while his feet were clad with boots of the
same white fur as the cape around his shoulders.
His helmet was made of gold, as were the bracelets
on his arms and the decorative inlay on his tunic.
In his right fist he held a hammer, one whose head
and shaft were a seamless whole, formed from some
strange substance that was neither stone nor metal
but a weird hybrid of the two, blue fire dancing
across its surface. I knew who he was.
"Donar, Lord of the Thunder, God of Storms," I said.
He lifted my hand and kissed it, an oddly courtly
gesture for a supposedly barbarian god.
"Eden," he replied, in a voice that was the most
manly I had ever heard, a smile on that handsome,
chiselled face. I took his hand and he pulled me to
him. I gulped, as giddy in his presence as a teenage
girl. He was like some Platonic, idealized version
of what a man should be, some perfect representation
of distilled maleness. I felt strange stirrings in
my chest and groin, and found my heart was racing
and my breathing getting shallower. Dear gods, my
body was reacting to him, the first time I'd reacted
that way to a man since becoming a woman! Flustered,
I made a half-hearted effort to pull away, even as
he pulled me closer to him, lowering his head to
kiss me. As his lips brushed mine, so my own lips
parted and I...
"Mommy, Mommy, Mommy," came the small, insistent voice
as I was yanked from my dream and shaken awake, "it's
time to get up!"
It was my daughter, Evie, as excited as any eight year-
old would be on the day she would be going Christmas
shopping with her mother and meeting Santa Claus.
"'Morning, button," I said, yawning and stretching as I
sat up in bed, "I'll be down to make you breakfast after
I've taken a shower."
"OK, Mommy," she said, dashing from the bedroom.
In the shower, I reflected on my situation. I was Eden
Blake, a divorced mother of two young children and also
the sorceress and ultra the world knew as Mantra. Yet
this had not always been the case. Until two years ago I
was the male warrior Lukasz, and I had been a warrior in
countless male bodies for fifteen hundred years. All
that changed when the war between my master Archimage
and his brother Boneyard had heated up. (These were not
their real names, of course. Like all true sorcerers, they
concealed these lest that knowledge give their enemies power
over them). Of Archimage's twelve knights only two now
survived: me, and the one who had betrayed us to Boneyard,
my sword-brother Thanasi, a man who for centuries had
been my closest friend. Once, dying had meant nothing
more to me than being the starting point for the
soulwalk, the process that let we knights displace the
soul of some unfortunate and claim his body as our own,
but no more.
The last time I took the soulwalk, after Thanasi's
betrayal, the unheard of occurred and I found myself in
a female body for the first time ever. And also, as it
turned out, the last. The death I die in this body will
be my final death. The soulwalk is no longer open to me.
Soaping my breasts, running my hands over the female
flesh that no longer felt strange to me, that I had long
since accepted as my own, I replayed the dream again in
my head. I had encountered Donar five weeks ago in Germany,
during a trip back through time to the final hours of the
Third Reich. Our meeting unfolded much as it had in my
dream, except for that kiss Evie had interrupted. That
had never happened, nor had I consciously wanted it to.
Subconsciously? Well, I guess the dream answered that one.
It was a disturbing thought, and not one I cared to dwell
on. Instead, my mind drifted to the runestone that was
the gateway between our world and that of the Norse gods,
a stone currently residing in the tiny pocket dimension
that could only be accessed via the folds of my cape. It
would stay there until I could decide what to do with it.
I flexed my arms, nodding approvingly at the muscle
definition this revealed beneath my smooth skin. I had
managed to fit two hours of work-out into most days
over the past few months and all that exercise was
beginning to pay off. In battle, a warrior needs every
advantage he can give himself and, man or woman, I was
still a warrior. The battles I fought as an ultra were
different from those I had fought in the past with
sword or gun, but they could be just as lethal. In my
last two fights, against Rune and against Donar, I had
been knocked from the sky and had fallen hard, sustaining
deep bruising that only now had finally faded away. I had
been lucky. Either of those falls could have been fatal.
Over the past week I had been training with a couple of
spells I'd managed to develop that I hoped would help
alleviate this particular weakness, both of which should
activate automatically. They were variations of the same
spell, a cushioning spell. One would automatically cushion
me in the event of my falling from the sky again, while
the other should dampen the force of any physical blow
used against me. It could not eliminate it entirely, but
it should be enough to give me the extra edge I needed. I
was inordinately pleased with myself for figuring out how
to construct such spells. This was not something that
came easily to me yet.
After towelling off and donning a bathrobe, I headed out
to the kitchen to make breakfast for Gus and Evie. Taking
the cereal down from the cupboard, I paused momentarily as
I caught sight of the deceptively nondescript goblet up
there on the top shelf, where it was out of reach of the
kids. That the Holy Grail, a hugely powerful mystical
artefact, should currently reside in a kitchen cabinet in
Canoga Park, California, was just another indication of
how strange my life had become.
Gus was his usual surly self, wolfing down his juice and
cereal then dashing out to meet his friends with hardly a
word to Evie or me. By contrast, his sister chatted away
happily through the entire meal. Gus had begged off
driving to school with us anymore, preferring to travel
on the school bus where he could get up to mischief
in the back with his buddies. I guess he figured he was
now too grown up to have his Mom drive him to school. He
was certainly too old in his own eyes to come shopping
with us after school and to meet Santa Claus, but this was
all Evie could talk about.
I smiled as I listened to my darling daughter, marvelling
that she could still be excited by such a simple thing as
a department store Santa when she had seen so many wondrous
things in the past two years. Unlike her brother, Evie
knew I was Mantra, knew even that I hadn't always been her
mother, but while this had caused problems between us at
first, these were mostly behind us now. The resilience of
children never ceases to amaze me.
"Can I have the new Hardcase Ken to go with my Mantra
Barbie, Mommy, can I?" pleaded Evie a little later as we
walked out to the car.
"We'll see," I said, chuckling.
I found the idea of Hardcase as Ken to my Barbie deeply
amusing. I'd recently taken up their invitation of a few
months earlier and joined Ultraforce, the world's
premier group of ultraheroes, but I'd only met Hardcase
on a couple of occasions and there had never been any
romantic involvement between us. I guess it was easier to
make Ken look like him than like any of the other male
heroes in the ultra community.
Now that I was part of an officially sanctioned group of
ultras I had a say in the use of my likeness in
merchandising. Like the rest of Ultraforce except for
Prototype, whose likeness was the property of the company
that designed his armour, I had signed my rights over to the
charitable foundation that handled those of the other
members and which ensured all profits went to various good
causes. We got sent samples of all merchandise, of course,
so scoring a Hardcase Ken for Evie wouldn't be too difficult.
I was a figure of hero worship and a role model to girls
across the country, but I sometimes wondered if toy
manufacturers would be so keen to license my likeness if
they knew of my, ah, interesting gender status. Then again,
they had no problem licensing the Dax character from Star
Trek: Deep Space Nine for an action figure, so perhaps not.
"If you're Mantra, Mommy," said Evie, brow furrowed, "and
Hardcase Ken is Mantra Barbie's boyfriend, does that mean
Hardcase is your boyfriend, too?"
"No, that's just Ken and Barbie," I said, amused Evie had
been thinking along the same lines as me. "Mommy and
Hardcase are just friends."
"Then is Prime your boyfriend?" she said, persisting with
this line.
Prime, the over-muscled flying powerhouse who was another
member of Ultraforce, was probably the closest I had to a
true friend in the ultrahero community.
"No, not him, either," I said. "Prime's a little young
for me."
This was an understatement. I was 1500 years old, while
inside the artificial form of Prime was 15 year-old Kevin
Green.
"If you had an ultra boyfriend," said Evie, clearly
determined to get an answer, "who would he be?"
My mind flashed back to the dream, to how I felt as Donar
was about to kiss me and, unable to stop myself, I blushed.
Even at her tender age, Evie knew what this might mean.
"Mommy really likes someone," she chanted, laughing,
"Mommy really likes someone."
"Yes, OK Evie," I said, "but could you keep it down?"
The car was a loaner courtesy of my insurance company, my
own car still being in the shop after having its roof torn
off during my encounter with the vampire Rune three weeks
ago. It was OK, and it got Evie and me to our destination
well enough, but I'll be happier when I'm driving my own
car once more. With the constant change in my life down
the centuries, I've grown very fond of the novelty of
having familiar things around me that being Eden Blake
allows.
"Bye, Mommy!" said Evie, when we stopped at the school
gates. She kissed me on the cheek and then she was gone,
leaping out of the car and excitedly dashing over to join
her friends.
She was a total delight, I thought, smiling as I pulled
away from the school and out into the early morning traffic.
The simple, childish pleasure she took in everything was a
breath of fresh air, a total tonic for the jaded cynic I had
long ago allowed myself to become. In a very real way, being
a mother to her and to Gus had brought me back to life, had
reawakened the finer feelings I had let wither away. That
was not something I would ever allow to happen again. I was
an emotionally awake human being again for the first time in
too many centuries, and I intended to stay that way.
As I drove, heading for my job at the Aladdin facility where
I worked, I reflected on how odd my position was in respect
to my employers. Aladdin was a government organisation tasked
with monitoring and, where necessary, neutralizing ultras. As
Mantra, I'd had several run-ins with them, and I know they
would love to take me down. However, now that I'd been
inducted into Ultraforce, a group officially sanctioned by
the President himself, they couldn't make any open move
against me. Which didn't mean they might not try a covert
move, of course. Being on the inside as Eden Blake at least
gave me a fighting chance of staying ahead of them, but this
was still all one more complication in my life I could do
without.
It had been made even more complicated a few months ago when
I went on my first field mission for Aladdin. They sent me
to Europe and I found myself pitted against a group of
strange half-human creatures calling themselves the
Herrenvolk who were seeking the Holy Grail. The Grail ended
up in my hands and Aladdin ended up convinced that Blythe
Ashwin, one of their agents who unbeknown to them was also
working for the Herrenvolk, was actually Mantra. She knew
otherwise, of course, knew that I was Mantra. Fortunately for
me if not for her, she escaped before my next appearance as
Mantra so they still think it's her. Escaping from Aladdin's
Groom Lake facility was no mean feat. I wonder how she managed
it and where she is now?
Turning onto one of Canoga Park's main shopping streets, I was
annoyed to discover the road blocked by stopped traffic. With
the unplanned absences my role as Mantra often forced on me
the last thing I needed was to get a reputation for lateness,
too. Leaning forward in an attempt to discover what the hold
up was, I was surprised to see bursts of light and the crackle
of energy discharges up ahead. I instantly knew what this must
mean: a battle between ultras. Somehow managing to pull over
to the curb and park, I got out of the car and headed towards
the action, fighting against the flood of people running in
the opposite direction. When I was close enough to get a good
look at one of the protagonists, I was surprised by who it was.
I recognised the guy in the sleeveless red leather jumpsuit.
instantly. The blond hair, the square jaw, the overly-muscled
form that looked like an ad for steroid abuse, and a gun huge
enough for any psychologist to conclude he was over-
compensating for physical inadequacies elsewhere.
"Warstrike!" I gasped. He was a friend and a fellow ultra.
Like Prime, he knew that Eden Blake was Mantra. Unlike Prime,
he also knew I used to be a man. But then he would. He was the
one who'd slain me in my last true male body. He was also
supposed to have retired. But who was he battling? Then his
foe came into view, throwing bolts of sorcerous energy, and I
knew. That long red hair, flowing blue cape, semi-naked body
with the snake tattoo winding around her left leg - I
recognized all of this instantly. It was my nemesis, flesh of
my flesh, and the person I hated most in all the world.
"Necromantra," I said, voice cold. Necromantra, my evil
doppelganger. Necromantra, who had killed the original Eden
Blake. Necromantra, the woman who had once been my sword-
brother Thanasi, my closest friend for a millennium-and-a-half.
Tucking myself into a shop doorway, and quickly checking to
make sure I was unobserved, I recited my mantra of
transformation:
"Change, growth, power!"
As I finished speaking the words so a wave of mystic energy
swept over my body, changing my garments as it went. In place
of my skirt-suit, I now wore a silver mask, hooded black cape,
long black boots and gloves, and what looked like a swimsuit
made of golden armour. Removing the ring that usually rested
around my belt buckle caused it to grow and transform into the
legendary Sword of Fangs. Sword in hand, I leapt into the fray,
deflecting one of Necromantra's sorcerous bolts with my blade
before it could hit Warstrike.
"Mantra!" he grinned. "Boy, am I glad to see you!"
"Hello, Mother," said Necromantra, using the momentary
distraction my arrival had caused to blast the gun from
Warstrike's hands. It fell to the sidewalk, sparking and
spitting, now so much useless junk.
"I'd love to stay and catch up on girl-talk with you," grinned
Necromantra, "but I have places to be. If this macho idiot
hadn't waylaid me, I'd already be gone. Ciao."
With that, she threw a bolt at the sidewalk, causing a blinding
flash of light. When it faded, she had gone.
"Well, that didn't do a lot for my ego," said Warstrike, gazing
ruefully at the remains of his gun.
"You've still got plenty of ego left, Brandon," I said, snidely.
Warstrike was actually multi-millionaire Brandon Tark. I've
always assumed he did the whole Warstrike thing for kicks, 'did'
being the operative word.
"Didn't you retire?" I asked.
"Yeah," he said. "When I had that precognitive flash showing
Warstrike, showing me, as a tyrant, my rule built on a pile of
skulls, what other choice did I have? I couldn't let that
future come to pass, so Warstrike had to die."
"Yet here he is," I said. "What changed your mind?"
"That future..." he said, "it's already come and gone."
"It has?" I said, puzzled. "How did I miss the pile of skulls?
I think I'd have noticed something like that."
"It puzzled me, too," he said. "Even weirder, I then started
having flashes of me calling myself 'the Strike' and leading a
motley group of ultras called the Exiles, one widely regarded
as a bunch of terrorists. I spent the last three months trying
to figure it out. My investigations eventually led me here."
He gestured towards the building we were standing outside. It
was the local hospital.
"The hospital? I don't understand."
"This mystic I consulted was able to figure out where my
vision had come from," said Warstrike. "It came from here. Or,
more precisely, from one of the patients. When I visited her
I found Necromantra standing over the bed. Mayhem ensued."
"Who is this patient," I asked, intrigued.
"A 14 year-old girl," he said. "Her name is Lauren Sherwood."
"Lauren?" I said, shocked.
"You know her?" said Warstrike, surprise in his voice.
"She used to baby-sit for me," I said, "and on one occasion she
was transformed into a doppelganger of me."
"Really? What happened?"
"A Mantra Fan Club made up of her classmates somehow got hold
of a book of sorcery," I said. "Not realizing it was the real
deal, they chanted one of the spells, summoning up a demon
I'd fought before."
"Hmmm, powerful build, horns, cloven hooves, I suppose," said
Warstrike.
"Actually, he looked like the cartoon character Wiley Wolf,"
I smiled. "He'd been trapped in that form as punishment by his
master, Boneyard, after failing to kill me. Needless to say,
he didn't reveal himself. Anyway, he gave Lauren, who was
resentful at being excluded from the club, my powers and
appearance and goaded her to violence. She put Heather, one
of the club members, in the hospital. I heard about my
supposed attack on Heather when the police tried to arrest me
for it. Naturally, I went to see her at the hospital. Lauren
showed up, and we fought. She fled, I pursued her and,
eventually, sensed the demon's presence and revealed him.
Seeing his ridiculous Wiley Wolf form for the first time
caused Lauren to lose faith in him, which broke the spell
and left him powerless. He then disappeared, Heather
recovered, and Lauren returned to normal. I didn't blame
her for what happened, and she continued to baby-sit for me,
none the wiser about me being Mantra."
"What did the demon hope to gain from this gambit?" asked
Warstrike.
"He claimed his new form couldn't stand the stress of the
mystic energies the book could endow, but that combining
my powers with those he'd granted Lauren would free him
from that cartoon body."
"I can't claim to know a lot about magic," said Warstrike,
frowning, "but that doesn't make a whole lot of sense."
"No," I agreed, "it doesn't. Oh, I have no doubt that freeing
himself from that hated form was part of the demon's plan,
but that can only have been a side-effect of a larger plan.
It was Boneyard himself who decreed he should stay that way
and he wouldn't have dared go against his master's edict
unless he had something big to offer him, namely me. I've
always assumed it was partly about discrediting me, but by
itself that wouldn't have been enough. No, I'm sure there was
something else going on but I have no idea what it can have
been. So about Lauren - why is she in the hospital and how
long has she been here?"
"Three months," he said. "She's been in a coma since the end
of September."
"Let's go in and see her," I said, "try to figure out why
Necromantra is interested in her and just what she has to do
with your precognitive flashes."
Part 2.
One of the advantages of being a member of Ultraforce was that
it got you into places you might otherwise find it difficult to
gain access to. If you're not a family member, a hospital room
is often one of those places, but here we now were, staring
down at the comatose form of Lauren Sherwood. She looked so
small and pale lying there, the drip going into her arm,
machines behind the bed monitoring her condition. Her mother,
Angela Sherwood, was at the bedside, gently stroking her
daughter's bleached blonde hair. She too looked pale and drawn,
her concern for Lauren etched on her face. We would need her
permission if I was to do what needed to be done.
"I was horrified when she dyed her hair," she said, "but she
had started to test her limits and I suppose that was part of
it. She was also stealing my cigarettes, and had started
stuffing her bra."
Lauren had turned up that way to baby-sit a while back.
Afterwards, Evie had laughed about her 'big boobies'. Poor kid
was small for her age, almost flat-chested, and desperate to
start developing.
"How did this happen?" I asked.
"We were talking in my mother's kitchen in Manhattan, back in
September - I'd taken Lauren there to see her grandmother,"
she said. "One moment Lauren was fine, and the next she
collapsed. She's been in a coma ever since and no one knows
why. According to the doctors, there's nothing physically
wrong with her. She should be awake and up and about, but she
isn't. Can you help her? Is that why you're here?"
"We have reason to believe Lauren's coma has more to do with
magic than with biology," I said. "I can't promise anything,
but if you give permission, I'd like to examine her to see if
we're right."
"Of course," said Angela. "If there's any chance you can bring
my baby back to me, any chance at all, then you have to try."
Assuming a lotus position next to the bed, I recited my mantra
of power:
"Change, growth, power!"
As I did so, I levitated upwards until I was floating about
four feet above the floor. I heard Angela Sherwood gasp.
"I'm going to enter Lauren's mind," I said, "to try and
discover what the problem is. While I'm in her mind, I will
appear to be in a trance out here in the conscious world. It's
very important no one tries to wake me, however long the
trance. This leaves my body vulnerable, however, so Warstrike
will stand guard to protect me from any assault an enemy might
try to launch."
"Is...is it dangerous?" asked Angela. "Can it hurt Lauren or
you?"
"There are no guarantees," I said, "but no, it shouldn't be
dangerous. Now I need you both to remain quiet. I'm about
to go in."
Having my consciousness, my spirit, slip from my own body and
enter Lauren's mind felt much like slipping into a warm bath.
I was swimming through her mind, surrounded by thoughts and
dreams and impressions I had to tune into, had to bring into
focus if I was to have any hope of accomplishing the task I'd
set myself. With an effort of will, I gathered all that mental
activity to me, trying to force it into coherent form...
...when, without warning or sensation, I was suddenly and
abruptly somewhere else. I stared around me in some confusion.
patting my body down to assure myself I wasn't dreaming. I
was standing in the middle of the baseball diamond at the
local high school, dressed as Mantra and, apparently, quite
solid. Had my spirit somehow been ejected from Lauren's mind
back into my own body and that body then instantaneously been
transported several miles away? It seemed more than unlikely;
it seemed impossible. And yet, this was all too real to merely
be something Lauren was dreaming. The quality of the light,
the distant sound of traffic, the slight breeze lifting my
hair, all of these spoke more of the real world than the world
of dreams.
Grabbing the ends of my cape, I let my elemental power over
the wind lift me into the air and headed for a nearby library.
All my main senses were telling me this was real but there was
a small voice in the back of my mind, a voice that had saved
my life countless times down the centuries, urging caution.
Dropping out of the sky and landing softly in front of the
library, I saw a scruffy adolescent hawking newspapers. He had
seen me land and his mouth hung open, his eyes wide.
"Can I have one of those?" I asked, smiling sweetly.
"S...sure thing, Mantra," he said, handing me a newspaper. "We
all thought you'd retired now there's that new, blonde Mantra.
No one's seen you in months."
"Blonde...Mantra?" I said, slowly.
"Yeah, she's got your old sword and everything," grinned the
kid, "but I always preferred you. You're much hotter than she
is!"
"Thanks...I think," I said, glancing at the newspaper headline.
What I saw there shocked me:
KEVIN GREEN aka PRIME STILL MISSING
Mother Urges Son to Contact Her.
Kevin's identity is public knowledge here? I was stunned, but
I also now knew that wherever 'here' was it wasn't the world I
knew.
Handing the newspaper back to the kid, I headed up the library
steps. Once inside, I ducked into a side room and, after
checking that no one has seen me, changed back to Eden Blake.
I would attract less attention that way and I had some serious
research to do. At the main desk, I checked out microfiches of
the 'L.A. Times' for recent weeks, and also one of 'Ultra
Magazine', the scandal rag devoted to the doings of the ultra
community. I wasn't a fan of the magazine or of its sleazeball
publisher, Al Baker, but for all its sensationalism and
distortions, it was going to be the quickest way to bring
myself up to date on the local ultra situation. This world was
remarkably like my own yet also very different and I needed to
get up to speed on those differences as fast as possible.
After a couple of hours spent hunched over the microfiche
reader, I sat back in my chair and let out a long sigh. It was
all there, everything that made this world a warped version of
the one I knew. On the screen before me was a photo of this
world's new Mantra. She looked like a Barbie doll. She'd
started out wearing a silver costume that, while plain, did
the job, but recently she had taken to wearing what could only
be described as lingerie. According to 'Ultra Magazine' - not
the world's most reliable journal of record, I know - she had
also been seen naked on a few occasions. I was not impressed.
She seemed more like some puerile, adolescent male fantasy
figure than a respected ultra hero. Then there were the Exiles.
As soon as I read about them I knew this world was the one
Warstrike had somehow been seeing with his precognitive
flashes. What was known about the group made for grim reading.
Led by a figure calling himself 'the Strike' who some had
suggested - correctly, as I knew - to be Warstrike, their
ranks also included Amber Hunt, the woman who had awoken the
ancient entity on the moon last year and led to the first
large scale meeting of ultra heroes on my world; a clown-faced
guy with a scythe; an enormous, armoured bulldozer of a man;
and a woman who apparently had the power to cause large scale
energy discharges and disruption on a global scale. No one had
been able to put names to the last three, but the group as a
whole were responsible for an explosion in downtown Manhattan
that had killed thousands of New Yorkers. Not surprisingly,
they were wanted fugitives. However, in many ways the biggest
surprise lay with Ultraforce, who in this world were still led
by the Black Knight.
The Black Knight had travelled to this universe from another
one several months ago, and joined Ultraforce. Between the
time Topaz offered me membership at the end of the Hybrid
affair and the time I actually accepted, Ultraforce teamed up
with the Knight's original team, a group of other-dimensional
ultras who called themselves the Avengers, to battle Nemesis,
a being with the ability to rewrite reality itself. Nemesis
was defeated when the Knight shattered the gem that was, for
want of a better term, the being's central processing unit.
In the release of energy that followed - the Nemesis Wave -
the Black Knight, the Avengers, and every other being from
that other reality that had found their way to ours were
swept back to their own universe. But that's not how things
appear to have unfolded here. Not only is the Black Knight
still around, but from reported sightings in 'Ultra Magazine',
I'd guess that several more ultras have found their way over
from that other universe to this one.
Leaving the library, I was so lost in thought as I walked
down the steps outside that I didn't even see her until she
was right in front of me.
"OK, impostor," she said, "don't take another step!"
Surprised, I looked up to find myself facing the young woman
who had taken my place in this world, the one everyone now
knew as Mantra. Blonde, blue-eyed, and with an impressive
bust, her black and burgundy costume looked like some sort
of skin-tight teddy, with opera gloves and thigh-length
boots completing the outfit. She was holding what looked
like the Sword of Fangs out in front of her, pointed at me.
"'Impostor'?" I said. "You're a fine one talk."
"Someone phoned local news radio to say they'd seen the
original Mantra entering the library," she said, never
taking her eyes off me, "I rang Eden Blake and she told me
it wasn't her. So who are you?"
"You know I'm Mantra?" I said, surprised. "Yes, I suppose
you'd have to to have inherited those powers and my sword."
"I found out Eden was Mantra the time Boneyard's demon
turned me into a copy of her and I took off the mask," she
said, "though that memory was blocked for a while."
"Lauren?" I said, surprise turning to astonishment, "Lauren
Sherwood? Is that really you?"
"Who *are* you?" she said angrily, now gripping the sword
two-handedly.
The situation looked like it could be about to turn ugly,
and I was at a disadvantage as Eden Blake. Almost by reflex,
I found myself chanting my mantra:
"Change, growth, power!"
As I completed the mantra, so a wave of energy swept over my
body leaving my armour in its wake. Without pausing, I pulled
the ring from my belt buckle, grabbing the pommel as it
instantly transformed into the Sword of Fangs.
"We can fight," I said, touching my blade to hers and seeing
the uncertainty in her eyes, "or we can talk. I'd prefer to
talk, but the choice is yours."
She held my gaze for a moment then, sighing, let both her eyes
and the point of her sword drop.
"We talk," she said. "If I don't like what you've got to say
I can always kick your ass later."
"In your dreams," I laughed. If nothing else, she was feisty.
We were beginning to attract a crowd, not surprisingly, so I
made a suggestion.
"How about we continue this conversation somewhere a bit more
private?"
"Suits me," said Lauren, and with that we both took to the
skies. I flew to the high school baseball diamond and she
followed, her landing on the neatly trimmed grass almost as
soft and accomplished as my own.
"Why here?" she said, looking around her distastefully.
"School's out for Christmas," I said. "The high school closed
a few days early this year for remodelling, so we've got it to
ourselves. Plus, this is the spot where I entered this strange
world."
"Entered from where?" said Lauren. "And what's so strange about
this world?"
"Well, there's you for a start," I said. "In my world, you're
in a coma and have been since September. You're also nowhere
near as, ah, physically well-developed there. You barely even
have breasts yet."
"So how did you get here," said Lauren, frowning at my
description, "and what do you want?"
"I went into a trance and projected my astral form into Lauren
Sherwood's comatose brain," I said. "I expected to enter any
dreams she was having, to interpret the symbolism of what I
found there and maybe find some clue as to how to unlock her
coma. What I didn't expect was to find myself here, back in the
flesh. And I certainly never expected to encounter you."
"So you're saying this is some sort of dream?" said Lauren,
incredulously. "You're nuts, lady!"
"Well, that body of yours is certainly your fantasy come to
life," I said, "but, no. This place has none of the quality of
a dream. This place, whatever it is, is somehow real. All the
evidence suggests this is a parallel world, that I've somehow
slipped dimensions and ended up on an alternate Earth, only I
haven't. I may not be the most powerful of sorceresses, but my
mystic senses would've detected that. No, I don't understand
what this place is, and that's worrying."
"So I'm in a coma where you come from?" said Lauren. I could
tell she still didn't buy my story. "And I'm underdeveloped
physically?"
"Yes," I said. "Before the coma you were desperate to look
older. You'd dyed your hair, taken to stuffing your bra, and
you were stealing your mother's cigarettes."
"Cigarettes...," said Lauren, frowning. "Until you mentioned
that, I'd totally forgotten, but that means..."
She looked at me then with a frightened expression.
"What's going on?" she asked, a mixture of anger and fear in
her voice.
"That would be the $64,000 question," said an amused male
voice.
I spun round to face the newcomer, hand instinctively pulling
the ring around my belt buckle as I did so, my hand grabbing
the pommmel as the ring expanded to become the Sword of Fangs.
"That was impressively swift," said the man, smiling as I held
the sword point to his throat. He was a slightly-built
fortysomething with thinning brown hair and round glasses, but
who was he and how had he managed to creep up on us in the
middle of an empty field without either of us noticing?
"D...Dad?" said Lauren.
"I don't think this is your father, Lauren," I said, eyes
narrowing. "Where I come from, Charles Sherwood died three
years ago.
Lauren gasped, and clutched her head.
"Nooooo!" she said. "I want you to be wrong, but it's all
coming back to me, all of it!"
"Only because I'm letting it," said Charles Sherwood, looking
amused by Lauren's discomfit. "I enjoyed playing with you,
giving you everything you wanted - the body of a centrefold
because that's what boys liked and you wanted boys to like you,
the power of Mantra, the father you'd lost - then spoiling it
all. You had the body, but everyone still thought you were a
dweeb, and ensuring you kept losing your clothes in front
of them produced the most delicious embarrassment. You had your
father back - even if it was really just me keeping watch
over you - but not the happy family you remembered and craved
because now your parents were divorced. You had the power of
Mantra, but no one really took you seriously. You were
always being compared to the original Mantra, and always
found wanting."
"Enough!" I said, pushing the swordpoint forward slightly,
producing a trickle of blood. I could see the stinging
effect his words were having on Lauren.
"Who are you really?" said Lauren angrily, trying to hold
back the tears. "And why - how - did you do this?"
Charles Sherwood grinned. And his grin grew wider and wider,
his face simultaneously oozing forward and forming a snout
as brown fur sprouted all over his body. Cartoon fur.
"Wiley Wolf!" I said, momentarily taken aback by the sight
of the person before me morphing into a cartoon character,
something I'd never before seen in fifteen hundred years of
life.
As the transformation finished so the Sword of Fangs turned
to flowers, the flowers falling about our feet.
"Oh don't worry," said Wiley Wolf, laughing at my shocked
expression, "the actual Sword of Fangs is still safe and
sound back in the real world. That was just a demonstration
of the power I wield here. This is my world. I made it and
everything in it answers to my will."
"You don't have that sort of power," I sneered. "You're just
some two-bit demon lackey of Boneyard's."
"I was," he admitted, "but as this world shows, I'm a lot more
than that now."
I couldn't deny this. Much as I wanted to tackle the demon,
centuries of experience in battle counselled otherwise. His
new powers were unknown but clearly far beyond anything I
could muster. No, far better to keep him talking while I
- while we - tried to figure out a strategy for defeating him.
"So you were responsible for me becoming Mantra both times?"
said Lauren.
"Yes, and if you'd done as I wanted and killed that first
time you would've already been the one and only Mantra," he
said.
"So there *was* more to that affair than you admitted to at
the time," I said.
"Of course there was," he laughed. "If all had gone to plan,
Lauren would have become Mantra, a dark Mantra who killed, and
you would have been trapped inside her mind, forced to watch
everything she did but unable to do anything about it. I have
the power to create, but no creative imagination, a little
joke of my master, Boneyard. I could take on other forms, but
they were always copies, never original creations, hence this
shape and the one I first fought Prime in. The same is true
when I transform others. I can, however, link the copy to the
original. When I turned Lauren into a copy of you I linked the
two of you. The spell book provided the raw power necessary
for her to be able to mimic your powers, but the pattern, the
template, for those powers and her altered body was you. Had
I succeeded in getting her to kill, the mystic link I'd
forged between you would've destroyed your body, drawing
all your power to Lauren in the process, making her
transformation permanent and leaving you trapped as an
unsuspected passenger in her body, able to see, hear, and feel
everything she did but unable to affect it in the slightest.
You would have been destroyed, and in your place would've been
a Mantra who would ultimately have served my master. And since
I was part of the link between you, I would've ended up with
Lauren's old form, of course. I'd have been a child, but that's
OK. Children grow and become adults in what seems a blink of an
eye to a demon."
"A shame things didn't work out for you," I said.
"More than you imagine," said the demon. "When she wouldn't
kill, when she saw my true form and laughed at me, so breaking
the spell, the mystic backlash resulted in me ending up trapped
in her mind, an unsuspected passenger unable to influence her
in any way. I languished there for months until, when your
other babysitter was unavailable, you started using Lauren
again. I have no idea what it was, but there was an active
source of great mystical power in your home, and it raised
the level of ambient background magical energy to the point
where I could use it."
The 'active source' he referred to could only be Kismet, the
artificial magical being who was masquerading as Eden at the
time of Lauren's 'big boobies' visit to my home. Fortunately,
I didn't obtain the Holy Grail until after this, an artefact
immensely more powerful than Kismet.
"So you used the energy to escape your prison?" I said.
"Not exactly. I tried, but the constraints of the original
spell that had trapped me just increased with, and drew from,
the power available to me. So I tried something else. I used
the magic to split myself in two. As long as I stayed behind
it satisfied the imprisoning spell and my doppelganger could
then find a way to free me, too. This was a one-time deal and
not something the magicks would allow again, but once was all
I needed."
"I'm guessing it didn't work out," I said.
"No," he admitted, "it didn't. My other self had a mind of
his own and was perfectly happy to leave me to rot. Since
he was part of me I could see through his eyes, as well as
through Lauren's. I watched in frustration as my 'brother'
ended up battling the ultra known as Elven and getting
himself destroyed. I had blown my one chance of getting
free. That fiasco had shown me that while I could not get
out I could draw magic in, but I was never going to find
myself in the presence of such powerful mystical energy
again. Or so I thought."
"The Nemesis Wave," I said, realisation finally dawning.
"The Nemesis Wave," he agreed.
"Lauren and her mother were in Manhattan when Nemesis was
there creating and recreating multiple versions of it with
dizzying speed. Reality was putty in her hands, and her
power was off the scale. Though she was many orders of
magnitude stronger than I, the energies she wielded were
the same ones my own powers let me manipulate, and she was
throwing off so much stray energy that I was able to draw
in prodigious amounts of it, more mystic energy in fact
than I had ever had access to in my entire existence. I
still couldn't use it to escape my prison, of course,
because that just got stronger the more energy I acquired,
but there was a loophole I now had the raw power to exploit.
While I couldn't get back to the real world, I could pump
that energy into an adjacent dimension of non-space to
create a bubble of space, a tiny pocket universe whose only
way in and out was via Lauren's mind. And because that was
still the only way out, it did not violate the imprisoning
spell. At first, it wasn't a very large bubble but within
it I could use the energies at my command to take on
physical form again. And so I watched as Ultraforce and
the Avengers battled Nemesis, as Lauren and her mother and
all those in Manhattan were caught up in the madness of
creation run wild. I watched through Lauren's eyes, and I
pondered the possibilities.
When the Black Knight destroyed Nemesis with his enchanted
blade and so released all the vast energies she had been
wielding, I was ready. As the Nemesis Wave swept over me,
sending all those from the Avengers' universe back to their
own reality, I drew as much of that energy as I could into
my little bubble, vastly expanding it. I tried to draw in
as many of the ultras as I could, too - let them know what
it was like to be trapped - but that's when a curious thing
happened. Rather than draw the originals in, my attempt to
do so created what I can only describe as mystical clones.
I watched in amazement as a copy of each of the ultras
seemed to peel off the original unnoticed by them and be
sucked into my pocket universe.
As the Nemesis Wave spread out across the country so I was
able to pull in more and more of these clones, though I
didn't succeed in getting everyone, hence some quite
high-profile ultras missing from my little world. These
were remembered by everyone there at first, which called
for some creative editing on my part. I also pulled images
of other superbeings from the minds of the departing
Avengers for future use. The final thing I pulled in as
the wave crested and broke was the mind of Lauren herself.
The passing of the wave wiped the memories of everyone
caught up in it except the ultras of our universe - those
from that other reality no longer even remember our
universe exists at all. Because of this, what Lauren's
mother remembers is she and her daughter talking and
Lauren suddenly collapsing, rather than the chaos of a
reality healing itself, which is what was actually going
on around her as I pulled Lauren into my new little
universe."
He paused in his tale for a moment, looking very pleased
with himself.
"So, this...really isn't the real world?" said Lauren,
looking crestfallen. "And this isn't my body?"
"Hardly," grinned the wolf. "You're actually an
underdeveloped girl of fourteen, not the overdeveloped
young woman of seventeen you think you are here."
"So what happens now?" I asked, still looking for an
angle to exploit.
"That's the beauty of having finally drawn you here," he
said. "You were linked to the original spell that trapped
me here so you're now my way out. Your connection to the
real world is the path I follow, only this time I'll be
vastly more powerful there than I was in the past. Before
I leave, however, I need a more impressive form. And I
can see just what I need in your mind."
With those words, he began to change. He grew taller and
broader, his form morphing from that of a ridiculous
cartoon wolf into one far more impressive and powerful,
a form I was all too familiar with.
He was tall, easily seven feet, rippling with muscles,
and had long red hair and beard. He wore a dark tunic
of some sort of leather and gauntlets of the same
material, but his arms and legs were bare, while his feet
were clad with boots of the same white fur as the cape
around his shoulders. His helmet was made of gold, as
were the bracelets on his arms and the decorative inlay
on his tunic. In his right fist he held a hammer, one
whose head and shaft were a seamless whole, formed from
some strange substance that was neither stone nor metal
but a weird hybrid of the two, blue fire dancing across
its surface.
"Who...who is that?" asked Lauren, awed.
"Donar, Lord of the Thunder, God of Storms," I said.
"A god," grinned the demon. "Yes, this is what I should
always have been! This is my destiny!"
Laughing, he gestured with his free hand and three
familiar figures appeared on the grass several yards
from him: Prime, Prototype, and Topaz.
"How the heck did we get here?" said Prototype, looking
around him, and quickly sizing up the situation. His
gleaming armour was significantly different to the blue
and gold version worn by the man I knew.
"Mantra..." he said, looking at me then quickly nodding
at Lauren. "Did you guys bring us here? And who's the
dude with the hammer?"
"The name's Donar, whelp," he said, raising his hammer
to the sky and causing the heavens to rumble and darken,
"and before re-entering the real world and bending it to
my will, I thought I'd have some fun with this one."
"Look out!" I screamed, knowing what came next, but I was
too late.
The three of them had only just started to move, Prime
peeling off to the left, Topaz to the left, and Prototype
powering up the jets in his shining black and gold armour,
the whine of the turbines clearly audible, when Donar
struck. Had Prototype managed to get airborne he might
have stood a chance, but in contact with the ground as he
was he had none. The lightning bolt the faux Donar called
down struck him directly in the chest, millions of volts
surging through his armour and into the Earth in a fraction
of a second. Batteries and capacitors burst under loads
they were never designed to handle, components exploding
off the armour off as parts of it melted under the load.
Prototype toppled forward, black smoke and the smell of
baked flesh billowing from the ruptured seals of his helmet.
He crashed to the ground and didn't move. He never would
again.
"Lauren!" I whispered, surreptitiously casting a spell on
the ground of the baseball diamond while everyone's
attention was elsewhere. "It's time for you to go!"
"What?" she said, looking first at me and then at the
whirling mystic portal that appeared on the grass. "But,
I have to help the others!"
"They're not real!" I said, and pushed her to the edge
of the portal. Caught off guard and off balance, she
toppled into it and vanished.
"I never gave anyone permission to leave!" snarled the
demon angrily, swinging his hammer around in my direction.
Before he could draw a bead on me, a red, yellow and
blue streak slammed into him, an enormous fist landing
a haymaker that sent him flying backwards.
"Way to go, Prime!" I yelled.
Before the demon could recover, Topaz was on him. She was
no match for Donar physically, but what she lacked in
strength she more than made up for in speed and agility.
The blows from her staff could not be hurting the demon
while he had Donar's form, but it was obvious they were
annoying him. The warrior queen of Gwendor was all over
him like a master tumbler, her red hair sweeping around
as he lashed out, his flailing fists failing to find or
connect with blue and gold clad form that weaved around
him. And while he was thus distracted, Prime took the
opportunity to whale in again, land blow after blow on
his opponent, each of them powerful enough to have slain
twenty ordinary men. So transfixed was I by the spectacle
before me that I was slow to notice what was happening
around me. When I did, I gasped.
The world was unravelling.
Whether it was because this world he had created required
his attention to maintain, or because the demon had drawn
too much energy to himself to create his godly form, or
because of the amount of energy being expended in the
fight, I did not know, but this world, this pocket dimension
was coming apart. The sports field and the school buildings
still looked as solid as ever, but beyond the perimeter
fence the trees and the buildings were turning to mist and
drifting away. Even the sky was fading to a dull, and
featureless grey void. With a kind of shocked awe, I
realized that this was all that remained of the pocket
dimension. It had contracted to the line of the perimeter
fence, but as I watched those fences too were slowly turning
to mist and drifting away.
"Enough!" shouted the faux Donar, managing to send both
of his tormentors flying. "You will learn that you cannot
treat a god this way!"
With that, he picked up the semi-conscious form of Topaz
from where it lay and, with one swift motion, twisted her
head around. The sickening sound of her neck breaking was
followed moments later by the thud of her lifeless body
hitting the earth, sightless eyes staring but no longer
capable of seeing. Prime had hit the ground near where I
had been standing, causing me to leap and roll away from
that spot. As the demon discarded Topaz, so I leapt to
my feet and attempted to send a sorcerous bolt his way.
Nothing happened.
"My world, my rules, remember?" he grinned. "I've blocked
your spellcasting abilities. Now you've opened the portal
to the real world, I don't want you closing it again."
"Murderer!" yelled Prime, getting unsteadily to his feet.
"You'll pay for the deaths you've caused!"
"Actually, I don't think I will," said the demon, raising
his hammer.
In response, a lightning bolt forked down from the sky and
struck Prime, who exploded in a great shower of green 'goop'.
I had seen that 'goop' before when the hugely overmuscled
body of Prime broke down, as it periodically did, to reveal
the far less impressive form of 15 year-old Kevin Green
inside.
This time was different. This time the goop was boiling and
bubbling and the heat it was giving off was intense. Inside,
slowly emerging as the goop sloughed away was Kevin Green,
his flesh red and scalded.
I knelt down beside him, wanting to take him in my arms and
comfort him but knowing this would only cause him more pain.
"Guess...guess this is it, Mantra," he said, smiling
crookedly. "I s'pose I always knew we'd meet someone we
couldn't beat one day."
And then he died. I had told Lauren that he and the others
weren't real, but I was wrong. Each of the fallen heroes
around me shared the courage and nobility of the originals
they were taken from. In this place, in this world, they
were as real of those of my own world. They had died
courageously, as warriors, and I would mourn them and honour
them as warriors.
"And that's that, sweetcheeks," grinned the demon, standing
between me and the portal. "You lost, I win, and now I've
got a world to conquer."
"Y'know, you're not the only one who has access to pocket
dimensions," I said as, still kneeling, I pulled the hood
of my cloak up, drew it in tightly around me, and fell
forward into the rapidly cooling goop before me. The cape
collapsed. I had vanished.
"I don't know what you hope to accomplish by this, Mantra,"
said the demon, picking up my discarded cloak and swiftly
wadding it into a tight ball. "I learned about the pocket
dimension within your cape when I scanned your mind earlier."
"I was counting on it," I said as, ghost-like, I emerged
from the ground behind him, "which is why I used my phasing
power to go intangible and pass through the Earth instead."
Before he could react, I'd leapt into the portal and was
heading back to the real world and to my own flesh and
blood body. I heard the demon scream in rage and frustration
behind me, but it was too late for him to do anything about
it. I *was* the link between his pocket dimension and the
real world. Travelling through the portal automatically
closed it behind me. Yes, the demon was extremely powerful,
but he was also trapped in that now much-diminished pocket
of creation, and I intended to see that he stayed there.
There was light ahead of me; I was almost home. And then I
was through, back in real flesh and once more fully awake.
I lurched forward, gulping in great lungfuls of air, knowing
instantly that something was wrong.
"You're awake!" cried a woman's voice.
And then she was hugging me, tears in her eyes, as I looked
down at the tiny breasts barely disturbing the line of my
hospital gown, glanced over at the saline drip feeding into
my skinny arm and at the hospital monitors beside the bed.
"Oh, my baby, you're finally back!" sobbed Angela Sherwood.
"I was afraid you were never going to wake up again, Lauren."
Part 3.
Sighing, I examined my reflection in a mirror over one of
the wash basins in the girls' restroom. That long plain face,
the straight, brown hair with that unflattering fringe, and
the unattractive glasses had become a familiar sight over
the past few weeks and I was no longer surprised by what the
mirror showed me. Of course, the band-aid holding the bridge
of those glasses together was new, and I knew that Mom was
not going to like it. As a single mother working a low paid
job she didn't have the money to replace my glasses, ugly
though they were or however battered they got.
I wiped a small trickle of blood from the corner of my left
nostril. I'd been careless in letting Janice Cantrell land a
punch and break my glasses, but though I still wasn't entirely
used to this body yet and what it could do, I certainly wasn't
going to put up with bullying. Janice was the second bully to
learn that small, nerdy Lauren Sherwood wasn't to be picked on
any more. I hoped the beating I'd given her would ensure I
didn't have to administer that same lesson to a third. I
doubted the original Lauren would have put up with this after
her sojourn in the pocket dimension, and I definitely wouldn't.
Fortunately, the fight had been over and done with before the
teachers could get involved and they didn't even know who had
been fighting in that circle of girls.
I ran a hand lightly over my unimpressive chest, surprised at
how much I missed Eden Blake's breasts, how much I missed her
body. And while the sneakers, jeans, and sweat shirt I was
wearing on this skinny form were easy and practical, I also
found myself missing adult female clothes. When I first found
myself in Eden's body it would have been inconceivable to me I
might actually miss wearing high heels and a skirt.
Lost in thought, I jumped in surprise as the door flew open
and a beautiful young blonde strode in.
"Still fretting over those things not growing like they're
supposed to, Sherwood?" she said, stopping in front of another
mirror and taking out her lipstick.
This was Heather, the girl the original Lauren had once
hospitalised. Tall, confident, and already well-endowed,
Heather was actually a few weeks younger than Lauren but she
could easily pass for several years older.
"So, you looking forward to Ultraforce visiting the school
tomorrow?" she asked, carefully freshening her lipstick.
"Isn't everyone?" I said.
"Prime, Prototype, Hardcase...and Mantra," she said,
glancing sideways at me. She hadn't forgotten that affair
with the original Lauren and her and her clique's Mantra
Fan Club.
"So, why do you think they chose our school out of all those
in Southern California to deliver their anti-drug message?"
she asked.
I thought I knew why. It was because Prime used to be a
resident of Canoga Park as Kevin Green. When Ultraforce had
agreed to the President's request to get involved in the
anti-drugs campaign and a photo-op at a California high
school had been suggested, it had almost certainly been
his choice.
"No idea," I shrugged, "but we're late for Ms Jones' history
class. "We'd better hurry it up."
"Yeah, right, whatever," said Heather, pouting at her
refection, fluffing her hair, then sweeping out past me.
Sighing, I followed along in her wake. Like it or not, I
was Lauren Sherwood now, and would be until the day I died.
I had to live her life, to make this whole school thing work.
Ruefully, I recalled my shock on waking up in this body...
"What happened?" I croaked.
"Oh, honey, you collapsed at Grandma's back in September,"
said Angela Sherwood, still sobbing. It's January now.
You've been in a coma almost four months."
January? But I came to this hospital as Mantra in early
December.
"Mantra..." I croaked again. What *was* wrong with my voice?
"Easy, honey," said Angela, pouring me a glass of water.
"You haven't spoken or moved in all that time, so you're
going to be weak, and stiff."
I took the water, and sipped it gratefully.
"Mantra was here last month," she said as I drank. "She and
that ultra Warstrike were involved in some sort of fight
outside and she went into your mind to try to wake you up.
She seemed to be in shock at first when she came back out,
but she pulled herself together, apologised for not being
able to wake you from your coma, and then they left."
So Lauren had somehow ended up in my body. I wondered how
that had happened. Was it an accident, or a parting gift
from the demon?
"I know you're a big fan of hers, so you'll want to know
what's happened in the weeks since then," continued Angela,
as I took another sip of water. "She's had several
adventures with Ultraforce, of course, but the big news is
that she's dating Hardcase."
"What?!" I said, spraying water all over the bed. "B...but
she *can't*! I mean that's just..."
"I know honey, I know," said Angela in tones meant to soothe,
as she patted the back of my hand, "I know you always thought
she should get together with Prime, but it looks like it's
Hardcase she's hit it off with."
Prime? Lauren thought I should get it together with Prime?
Oy. But then, she wasn't the same Lauren any more, was she?
I looked down at my body again and shuddered. No, she was
now Eden Blake, a grown women and mother of two children,
and I was teenager Lauren Sherwood. Reversing something like
this, putting us back in our own bodies, was way beyond the
current level of my sorcerous skills, and those skills were
dependent on the powers possessed by a body I no longer even
possessed. There was a very good chance I would not be able
to do anything about this. In which case, I'd be stuck as
Lauren forever. It was not a happy prospect.
"Why are things so blurry?" I asked, noticing for the first
time how I couldn't see most of the room very sharply. I
might have put this down to the coma, to those long unused
muscles, but my vision wasn't clearing.
"Oh, silly," smiled Angela, reaching into a bedside drawer,
"you're not wearing your glasses."
Sighing, I donned the spectacles she handed me. Never, in
any of my countless previous lives had I ever needed to wear
glasses before. It was just one of many indignities I knew
I was going to have to endure from now on.
"Have you heard anything from Mrs Blake?" I asked.
"Mrs Blake?" she said, puzzled. "It's been months since you
last babysat for her. What made you think of her now?"
"I don't know," I said, unable to think of a single plausible
reason why Lauren would ask after her, "but I'd really like
to see her."
She had looked at me strangely, shrugged, and agreed to ask
her. Then the doctors had finally arrived and the testing
had begun. They quickly concluded there was nothing wrong
with me, that my recovery was as inexplicable as the coma
had been. However, after four months in a coma there had
been a lot of muscle wastage, which meant a special crash
diet designed to quickly make up that lost mass and an
intensive course of physiotherapy to get back to normal.
Eden Blake came to visit me two days after my return to
the real world.
"Hello, Lauren," said a familiar voice from the doorway
of my hospital room, and I looked up from the copy of
'Ultra Magazine' I was reading to see her standing there,
smiling at me uncertainly.
"Hello, Eden," I smiled back at her, "or should I call you
'Mrs Blake'?"
"Eden's OK when it's just the two of us," she said, sitting
down in the chair next to the bed, "but I suppose it should
be Mrs Blake the rest of the time, to keep up appearances."
"Makes sense," I said, studying her with great interest. She
was wearing a dark skirt suit over a pale yellow silk blouse
which revealed just enough cleavage, with matching shoes,
her make up and jewellery both immaculate, and tastefully
understated.
"You're looking good," I said, "surprisingly so, in fact."
"I always had good taste," she shrugged, "but I never had
the money or opportunity to put it into practice."
"So," I asked, "what the hell happened?"
"God, I wish I knew! I couldn't have been more surprised
when I travelled through the portal from that other world
and ended up in your body. That was the last thing I
expected to happen. I was confused at first, but I quickly
pulled myself together and covered as best I could. I got
out of there with Warstrike real fast. He kept asking me
if I'd learned anything about some vision he'd been having,
and I realised it was about the pocket reality I'd been
living in for months. So I told him about the Exiles, and
how that place had been created and sustained and he
seemed pretty relieved. I guess having visions so out of
whack with the real world the poor guy must've thought he
was going nuts. He left then, and I haven't seen him since.
I remembered how to switch from being Mantra from that time
I was turned into a copy of you so, as soon as I was alone,
I switched from Mantra to Eden Blake. I found a car key in
the pocket of her skirt suit jacket, and walked up and down
the car park and the road outside until it activated the
lock on one of the parked cars. Found your purse tucked
under the driver's seat and drove very, very carefully back
to your house. I'd taken driver's ed at school in that other
world, but it just wasn't quite the same as driving a car
here, and on real roads. I've practiced a lot since, and
now I doubt anyone would guess I'd only been driving four
weeks."
"Four weeks," I murmured. "Any idea what that was about? I
left that pocket dimension maybe ten minutes after you did.
How does that translate to four weeks here?"
"I don't know," replied Eden, a frown creasing that beautiful
brow. "I suppose it has to have been the demon. He likes
tormenting us."
"Yeah, I guess so," I said. "So...what did you do when you
got back to the house?"
"First thing I did was phone in sick to Eden Blake's employer.
Then I collapsed on the sofa and just went into shock as the
enormity of what had happened hit me. I knew you were still
trapped in the pocket dimension, but since you hadn't
followed me out I figured there was a good chance the demon
had killed you. And if he had, then I had to carry on, both
as Eden Blake and as Mantra. I didn't think the world could
do without either."
"Not a difficult decision for you to make though, was it?"
I said wryly, holding up the copy of 'Ultra Magazine' I'd
been reading. The front cover featured a picture, obviously
taken with a telephoto lens, of Mantra and Hardcase in a
passionate embrace.
"No," she admitted, with a smile, "not difficult at all.
Tom's a wonderful guy, and drop dead gorgeous. I wasn't
expecting what happened between us, but I'm not at all sorry
that it did."
Hardcase - sometime actor Tom Hawke -