This story is a work of fiction. Any similarity between the characters
portrayed here to real people living or deceased is entirely
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This story deals with 'adult' themes of a highly sexual nature,
including 'fetishism', bondage, domination, non-consensual sex acts,
use of sex-toys, costumes and sexual transformation in an unrealistic
and fantastical manner. If you find such topics disturbing, or if it is
illegal for you to read about them, stop reading here.
This story was inspired by a very ordinary drive to a house out in the
woods in Eastern Germany. It is easy to become lost in some parts, and
the forest is much as I describe. However, habitation is somewhat more
frequent than the story suggests. I don't speak much German, and what I
do speak is almost certainly incorrect, so in most cases you must
imagine it for yourself where it appears in the story. The spelling, as
much as I can manage it, is intended to follow English rules and not
American. They hyphenation rules are entirely my own, for which I
apologise.
This compiled version of the story contains a number of small changes
and improvements throughout the text, though nothing significant. It
also has a new Prologue and Epilogue, and at the end you will find a
lengthy 'deleted scene' and some authors comments. You could say it's
the 'DVD Collectors Edition' of the Doll's House Hotel.
The Doll's House Hotel by AmyAmy - Prologue
It was a hot summer evening. Insects were swirling in clouds in the
cones of bright, white light that shone from the floodlights
illuminating the deforested building site.
Bright yellow earth moving equipment and other heavy machinery had
smashed a sizeable clearing amongst the trees. Work was continuing
uninterrupted throughout the hours of darkness. The raucous shouts of
workmen and the roar of engines shattered the peace of the night.
Standing atop a huge mound of displaced earth, staring down into the
scaffold-lined pit of the unusually deep foundation was a beautiful
woman wearing a business suit and a pair of knee-high, green rubber
wellingtons.
Struggling to make her way up the mound of heavy clay soil was another
woman. She struggled because she was walking with the aid of crutches.
Though tall and powerfully built, she was obviously weak and in some
pain. Nevertheless, she persevered and eventually reached the first
woman, who had yet to notice her.
"Mistress?" called out the cripple to the other, who seemed
unresponsive, as if lost in a trance.
"Mistress?" called out the cripple once more.
The businesswoman started suddenly, as if surprised.
"Oh. I'm sorry, I did not realise that you hadn't fully recovered from
your injuries when I arranged to meet you here today. I did not intend
to put you to trouble or cause you discomfort," she said.
Her long blonde hair was blown across her face by the warm summer
breeze and she idly pushed it back behind her ears.
"There is no need to apologise Mistress. I am well enough," said the
woman on crutches.
Her voice was hard with a brittle sharpness to it despite her attempt
at politeness. She was dressed casually in a leather jacket, jeans, T-
shirt and hiking boots. Her dark hair was tied back into a tight black
bun that contrasted with her informal dress.
"You will need to get used to being on the staff now you are Fourth.
You must be both Housekeeper and Chief of Security. It's a heavy
responsibility," said the blonde.
"I'm sorry Mistress," said the housekeeper.
Her Mistress stared down into the hole, nearly half a kilometre on each
side, which had been excavated over thirty metres deep, and was
apparently in the process of being lined with concrete. Workers were
still busy, clambering about the network of scaffold that webbed the
interior of the pit.
"This will be our new home. Alas, no more the sunny towers and open
gardens. The dark corridors and bleak, frozen winters with long nights
and short days of your home country will be our lot. I only hope it
will prove safer in the long run," she sighed.
"Yes Mistress," said the housekeeper.
"Though it was the pretext of our meeting, I did not bring you here to
review progress in the building work. We are here so we may talk
without attracting attention. None of the staff are present, and I
think the noise will prevent remote eavesdropping," she said.
"Why Mistress?" said the housekeeper.
"I am worried that there may still be a traitor amongst us," said the
blonde.
The cripple made no immediate answer. The noise of the building work
filled the space between them. Eventually the housekeeper came to her
conclusions.
"That makes sense Mistress, but why do you choose to trust me over
others? I could also be the traitor, could I not?"
"If I am wrong, it would be most unfortunate, yes? I cannot be certain
that I can trust you, but I choose to do so anyway. I hope my trust
won't cost others their lives. Still, you lacked clear motive or
opportunity for betrayal. You remain the least likely candidate," she
said coldly.
"I understand Mistress," said the housekeeper.
"My hope is that the culprit was someone we believe to be dead. The
remaining candidates: Number Two and the Doctor, now Third by default,
are both deeply committed to our cause. Without their work it would
never have been possible. They were two of its originators: the idea
was in essence theirs. I cannot imagine them responsible for its
destruction, and yet..." She paused. The implication of what she had to
say seemed difficult for her to voice.
The housekeeper made no rush to interrupt; instead noticing how the
annoying gnats that kept attacking her avoided her companion.
"It's still possible a traitor remains. Even if she were not a staff
member it could still be a disaster. Also, various staff members
continue to complain about assistance that was not forthcoming from
our..." She paused.
Eventually she settled on the word "benefactress," which she announced
by itself before pausing again.
Finally she continued, "...as if it were somehow my fault. This is
peculiar, as they all know that I am not her keeper."
"Mistress I was not on the staff at that time," said the housekeeper.
"I know. Please bear with me. When we formed the original staff
council, there were six of us. We put the idea to 'her': we asked her
opinion, hoping she would be enthusiastic. She said she needed time to
respond.
"During the weeks when we awaited her response the other four members
joined and we finally convinced ourselves of what was possible. We
began to finalise plans, at which point she made her decision.
"She appeared at one of our penultimate planning meeting and in no
uncertain terms announced that she saw no future in our idea and that
her sole priority was the location of more compatibles. She saw no
value in this project except in that it might fulfil that goal and
demanded that we make the search our top priority."
"And what then Mistress?"
"I have seen her since on many occasions, but that was the first and
only time she appeared at a staff meeting. She has never appeared
without discussing the search for compatibles. She has only once
mentioned the enemy, and that only to discuss their awareness of the
search program. I don't believe she had any idea that the enemy was
going to attack. She would still have warned us, even if she didn't
care about the program."
"I see Mistress," said the housekeeper.
"If you are thinking that it was she who betrayed us... It's not
impossible I suppose, but I don't believe she is so callous. In any
event, if she wanted to destroy us, she could do it easily herself.
Also, the disruptions have upset the search process - she would never
disrupt that. I believe she would have aided us any way she could, had
she known of the attack."
"I wish I knew more of her and the other staff so I could better judge
for myself Mistress," said the housekeeper.
"She has not forsaken us, but it does not surprise me that she is
avoiding us after recent events," said the blonde, not without a hint
of bitterness. "I don't suppose there's much she can do to help us at
this point, even if she cared to. I fully expect her to appear in a few
months time and expect progress on the search."
"She wanted none of this Mistress?" said the housekeeper.
"She told us all that any project designed to promote conformity was
doomed to failure. We felt at the time, as we still believe, that she
had misread our purpose. Conformity was never our objective.
Unfortunately, it is not possible to argue with her. We hoped that we
might ultimately demonstrate our point. You understand don't you?" said
the blonde.
"No Mistress, not really," said the housekeeper.
The Doll's House Hotel by AmyAmy - Chapter One
I was lost somewhere in Germany, or perhaps by then I had crossed into
Poland. I'd been driving through featureless forest for hours.
Somewhere in here was my uncle's house, but the network of tracks and
rough roads that I'd been following since I left the highway had led me
astray.
I could tell by the darkening sky that I was a long way off course. The
petrol gauge was heading towards empty and I was becoming nervous. It
was late autumn, and only a light covering of snow hid the tracks, but
there was no telling how cold it could get, and I wasn't prepared for a
night spent in the car.
As the last of the daylight faded I spotted a track, the opening barely
visible amongst the camouflage of the featureless trees. It was only
because it looked flat and recently maintained that I noticed it.
I pulled to a stop and considered my options. I decided to take the
chance that this new track would soon end in a house. I hoped it would
be inhabited, and that the people would be friendly.
It seemed that I had gambled wisely, for at the end of a two-mile trail
was a fancy wrought-iron gate in a tall brick wall. It opened
automatically as I approached. Beyond lay a wide open car-parking area
in front of a large, modern and rather expensive looking hotel complex.
I had passed an illuminated sign at the gate, in English, French and
German that announced 'Landhaus-HotelcEfeucGitter - Country House
Hotel'. By the small number of cars parked here, I inferred that there
would certainly be vacancies.
I parked as close to the main entrance as I could. I grabbed my
overnight bag from the passenger seat and dashed for the entrance.
The heavy front doors opened automatically for me and I passed into a
small entrance chamber that ended in a pair of double-glazed doors in a
heavy stainless steel frame. The doors were frosted glass with an
insignia cut into them. They also opened as I approached and I found
myself in a typical hotel lobby.
The doors clicked closed behind me, shutting out the cold of the
entrance chamber, and I took a moment to glance about me. All the usual
trimmings were in place: potted plants, sofas with coffee tables, hard-
wearing carpet, occasional harsh little halogen spotlights, and in
front of me a deeply polished reception desk of dark mahogany.
The receptionist greeted me with a smile. She was almost hidden in
darkness, and the concealed lights above her desk were all
extinguished, if there were in fact any such lights. The overspill from
a tiny dim desk light was barely enough to illuminate her face. I spoke
first, in my awful German.
"Do you have a room available? I'm sorry. I am lost. My car ... needs
petrol. Sorry, I am English. I do not speak much German. "
She answered only half understanding. "Are you English? American?" Her
voice was soft, but I thought her accent was German.
"Yes, English," I said quickly, nervously. She was pretty. Her make up
was dramatic, her hair dark and cut in a short bob. The skin of her
hand seemed very pale and very smooth where the light caught it. She
moved it away from the light as she reached under the desktop for
something.
"Please, speak English. I understand it well, though I do not speak it
so perfect. Do not worry," she explained.
"I need a room. I got lost in the forest and am running out of petrol.
Tomorrow I can phone for someone to pick me up. I just need to stay the
night," I said, struggling to keep my English simple and not doing very
well at it.
"That is no problem, we have rooms. Normally, we take only special
bookings. Now is the quiet time for us. You can stay as long as you
like. Do you need help with your car or instructions for navigation?"
"Just a room for tonight for now. I'll worry about the rest in the
morning."
"You're welcome," she said. "Here sign these forms. You will need a
credit card. Do you have it?"
"Yes, I do," I said fumbling one of my cards onto the desktop as she
passed me some forms to sign.
After the basic formalities, she handed back my card, made some notes
on the forms and then shuffled them aside.
I looked around the room again as she prepared my key. There wasn't
much else to see; just more dark wood panelling, all beautifully clean
and polished, with spotlights illuminating the plants. I looked back at
the receptionist.
I was nervous that I might seem to be staring at her and looked away
again. I couldn't help noticing her breasts were very prominent. I
tried not to look, but my eyes were drawn back. I couldn't see
anything, it was too dark but my imagination made up for the lack of
light. Before I had time to get carried away, she handed me a key card.
"Your key. You are 1F. Take the door to the left and go up one floor.
Take the left door, you will need the key to open the hall. Your room
is at the end of the hallway. Put your key in the slot by the door for
electrical power. Please call if you need anything. The restaurant is
closed for the winter, but you may order room service."
I thought that possibly her accent was Dutch, not German after all. I
nodded, thanked her and headed to my room. The door to the left opened
onto a stairwell, and at the top were four doors, the stairs continued
upwards. I was thankful for her directions.
Each of the doors had a card lock. I opened my assigned door to see a
hallway, filled with similar doors, each with a letter. I checked my
key in case I had remembered my room identification wrong. It was a
typical hotel key card with no markings: no help there.
I thought she had said '1F', so I went to try that door first: the lock
and handle were heavy brass, polished to a mirror finish, and green
light illuminated when I inserted my key, followed by a soft click. I
pulled down on the handle and it moved easily, but the door itself was
harder to push; like everything else in the hotel it was strong and
heavy. Once I had it moving it swung open easily: the spring was very
gently pushing it back.
I clicked my key card into the wall slot and concealed lights came on,
illuminating the room with a diffuse and subtle glow.
My room was generously sized and extremely tidy. One wall was filled
with a large triple glazed window that looked out onto the snow-strewn
forest. There were no curtains, but there were blinds. I stared at my
reflection in the dark glass.
The usual hotel paraphernalia was all hidden away. The bed was clean
and white, and made with hospital precision. One door opened onto a
spacious, pristine white tiled bathroom, another onto a walk-in closet.
The closet smelled oddly of chocolate and demanded a second look
because there was an untidy pile of bedding on the floor. This was
decidedly out of character with the rest of the room, but ultimately
not very interesting.
The third and final door opened onto a large cupboard where the various
hotel extras were hiding, along with a remote control. I picked up the
remote and looked around for the television. There was no sign of it.
Pressing the power button caused the large, built in, wall-mirror to
light up. It was also a television. The default channel was some kind
of cooking channel in German.
The sight of food reminded me that I was pretty hungry. I muted the
sound and dropped the remote on the bed, looking for the phone. A few
moments later, without having to resort to my bad German, I had ordered
a light meal with spicy soup and crispy dumplings with a slice of New
York cheesecake to follow. Hopefully, if the rest of the hotel was
anything to go by, they would both be excellent.
While waiting for my food I decided to take a shower. The hot water
would be just the thing to take the kinks out of my back that the long
hours of driving had created.
I stripped off and dumped my clothes on the bed. The bathroom contained
a huge walk-in shower and I turned it on to be surprised with almost
instant hot water. It was perfect.
I must have drifted into a dreamland because it could have been an age
later when I was startled by a noise from my room. I quickly finished
up in the shower, wrapped myself in a towel and headed out. Room
service had been and gone, and they had left my food. Without dressing
I sat down to eat.
When I turned back from my food to look for my clothes, I was
distracted by the television. The cooking had been replaced with some
kind of strange pornography. I was sure I hadn't changed the channel. I
checked, and it was the same number as before. Had this been on when
room service entered?
In the video, women encased in skin-tight transparent rubber were
indulging in bondage play and lesbian sex. It looked so strange that I
wanted to look away but I couldn't do it. I'd never seen anything like
this before, but the women looked very erotic with the transparent
rubber clinging tightly to their skin while they rubbed lube all over
their breasts. It was unreal, but completely seized my attention.
I sat down on the bed to watch and was soon extremely erect. It wasn't
until I had masturbated watching the video that I could look away. The
sound was still muted, and I left it that way. I felt oddly guilty. It
felt wrong to enjoy masturbating to such a perverted sight. Sure, I'd
seen the occasional Internet image of that kind of thing before, but
I'd never studied one properly and the video was something different:
something much more powerful.
I spent the rest of the evening watching more of the videos before
falling into an uneasy sleep; I had never been comfortable in hotel
beds.
* * * * *
The next morning I tried to call my uncle on the hotel phone. There was
no mobile reception so there was no alternative. There was no answer
from his number, and no answering machine. I decided to call the car
rental company and see if they could offer me any advice. Their number
seemed to be continually busy and I couldn't get through.
I gave up, determined to try later and went down to reception to see if
they had a map or some other solution that might help me.
Reception was still very dark. The only map the receptionist was able
to give me wasn't very helpful: one of those simplified diagrams that
showed how to reach somewhere from the nearest major road. It suggested
distances to the major towns that would be impossible without more
petrol. I asked the receptionist if there was any other solution.
"Is there a place nearby that I could get petrol?" I asked.
"Sorry, one hundred and forty kilometres to nearest auto gasoline."
"Is there any petrol here? What do you suggest?"
"We have benz... gasoline cans here, someone will find it soon. I will
call you in your room. Please wait: let us look after you."
"OK. Thanks," I said, relieved that it seemed the problem was solved. I
headed back to my room to wait.
I was bored, so I looked around the room for something to do. There
didn't seem to be anything interesting on the hotel television, it
seemed to have nothing but dull domestic programs in German that I
couldn't follow.
Usually in a hotel, there would be movies in English with subtitles,
but I couldn't find any. It seemed peculiar that they put the porn
channel on for free and then locked out the ordinary movies.
I was opening and closing the cupboard like an idiot, trying to work
out if I had missed some instructions for the television somewhere,
when it occurred to me to look in the closet again. There was nothing
in there but a pile of sheets as far as I could remember, but I hadn't
looked properly.
It wasn't as if I had anything better to do, so I took another look.
There was the heap of bedding I remembered, but on closer inspection it
was hiding some boxes, and behind them was a suitcase. The odd smell of
chocolate grew stronger.
I knew this stuff wasn't mine, but I decided to take a look at it
anyway. I expected the suitcase to be empty, or locked, but it wasn't.
I pulled it out and opened it. It was filled with a man's clothes,
travel guides, the usual tourist accessories. None of it was of any
interest, and I didn't want to rifle through the case too obtrusively
in case it made my tampering obvious.
I had no intent to steal, I was just curious. The only thing of
interest was a brochure for the hotel. I couldn't make out the German
too well, but it seemed to say something about special services that
were tailored or customised somehow for the executive or elite
customer. I was soon speculating as to what those services might be,
but the brochure itself seemed very evasive on the subject, or perhaps
I simply didn't understand its turn of phrase properly. I put it back
in the case and stuffed it back in the closet.
I pulled out one of the boxes. It was a parcel, as might be sent
through the mail, and still had a label addressed to the housekeeper of
the hotel attached. It had been opened already, so I pulled off the
lid. Inside was a mess of tissue paper wrapping. The chocolate smell
was intense. Was this box full of sweets?
At first I didn't find anything. For an instant I imagined this was an
empty box that china or glass had been sent in, but when I poked deeper
into the wrapping, I found there was something else in there. My
fingers found something smooth, cool, and soft to the touch. I pulled
the paper aside and found a pile of dusty black rubber material.
Lifting it out of the box I found it was a garment of some sort. I
shook it out. It seemed to be a sort of rubber leotard. It looked very
different from the material in the video: this was opaque matte black
and dusty. The smell was rubber, not chocolate. I had never imagined it
would smell like this.
My fingers made marks in the dust as I straightened it out. There was a
short black nylon zip at each shoulder, and some sort of shaped
arrangement at the bottom that looked like an obscenely large pair of
labia.
I had never before seen anything like the rubber garment in the box, or
the outfits the women wore on the porno channel. I had never imagined I
could like women who seemed to have no hair - though that was just an
illusion the tight rubber hoods created. As for some of the other
things I'd seen, I didn't know what to think.
I was coming to the realisation that the strange looking rubber outfits
were the most erotic things I'd ever seen. They went far beyond the
allure of any plain naked woman, however beautiful she might be. It
wasn't easy to cope with: all my life I'd been told things like this
were wrong.
I knew the right thing to do was to put the rubber thing straight back
in the box, clean my finger marks off as best as possible and hide it
away in the closet where it came from. Of course, I couldn't do it. The
evening of videos had made me very curious to experience the rubber for
myself. I'd never imagined it would be so soft.
I had been imagining myself feeling that smooth slippery looking stuff
on my skin. I had time to kill. I would try on the leotard, then wash
it and cover with talc from the bathroom. Nobody would be any the
wiser. Sure, it looked like it was designed for a woman, but there
ought to be plenty of stretch in it. I gave it a few test pulls to be
sure.
Soon I had slipped out of my clothes and had pulled the thing up around
my legs up to my crotch. There seemed to be a pouch for my balls to fit
into, each cupped and held separately. It hurt a little getting them in
there, but once in place it was comfortable. Similarly, there seemed to
be a pocket for my penis, though it had to be bent back. Apparently,
this was a garment for a man after all.
It didn't seem slippery at all, and the way it snagged the hairs on my
skin was painful. With some serious struggling I was able to pull it up
tight around my body. It gripped my waist very tightly but came over
the chest more easily, seeming loose at the front. At last I was able
to zip the shoulder zips closed. The feeling of confinement was
extraordinary, even though my arms and legs were uncovered.
My penis was trying to get hard in its pouch. In fact, it was as hard
as it could get with it bent backwards under me. I was longing for
release and reached my hand down to try and find my penis head beneath
the giant moulded 'labia'. I could feel my hand touching it through the
rubber, so I lay back on the bed and did my best to rub myself to
orgasm. Though I could stimulate it somewhat through the rubber
covering, I had cum too many times the night before to climax with this
limited sensation. On the other hand, the rubber was exciting me; it
felt good to be in its grip.
I struggled for release for some time before giving up. I got up to
take a look at myself in the mirror. I thought I looked rather silly,
dressed as I was in a black rubber leotard with grotesque over-sized
labia, and pubic hair sprouting out at the sides.
My waist looked somewhat feminine - squeezed in as it was - but my
pasty white arms and legs looking very sad compared to the smooth black
surface and destroyed any possible illusion. Also, with the dust all
over it, it looked like I was wearing an outfit made from a grubby
inner tube. I looked at myself in the mirror and felt idiotic, but when
I looked away I felt excited, and somewhat erotic.
Then the phone rang. It was reception: they were ready to help me fill
up my car. I said I would be down in a minute. As I put down the phone
I was filled with panic. Quickly, I went to pull off the outfit.
Somehow I'd managed to trap the rubber flap into one of the shoulder
zips and I couldn't get it open. I wrenched at it in panic and the tab
snapped off the zip.
There was no way I could get the thing off with only one shoulder
undone, not without tearing it, if I was even strong enough. The only
thing to do was to do up the zip on the other shoulder and put my
clothes on over it.
I would invent some story later, maybe offer to pay for the loss over
the phone once I was gone. Or perhaps the loss wouldn't be noticed
until long after other occupants had been through the room. Whatever
the solution, I would work it out once I was out of the hotel.
I got dressed and hoped that my normal clothes would mask the squeaking
of the leotard. This seemed to be the case, as long as I was careful
how I moved.
"Please move your car into the underground employee parking. I will
open the parking door for you," said the receptionist.
I stood well away from her so it would be harder for her to hear me
squeaking. Hopefully, my heavy outdoor coat would cover most of it. As
I stepped out into the freezing air, I realised it was snowing heavily,
and had been for some time.
The snow in the high walled car park was already deep, and it would be
difficult to move my car, even with the chains on. There was no way I
could drive anywhere today. I would have to wait for the snow to stop,
and the road to be cleared, or packed down by a heavy vehicle with
enough ground clearance.
It was with difficulty that I moved my car the few hundred meters
around the corner and down into the 'employee parking' area. This was
an underground garage that contained almost two dozen cars. Most of
them were much more luxurious than my basic rental Passat; executive
BMW and Mercedes surrounded me. There were a couple of Porches, and
some sports cars I couldn't name. Whatever was going on, the staff here
were well paid.
I waited a while in the car, but nobody arrived to show me where the
petrol cans were. The garage door had already closed, and I wandered
around the garage looking for petrol, or the way out. I found the way
out first.
Behind a curtain of clear plastic strips was (the by now obligatory)
heavy door leading to a stairwell. Unlike elsewhere, these were steel
steps with non-slip rubber coverings. A hallway at the top took me past
anonymous locked doors and eventually emerged in the lobby. The
receptionist turned to me with that smile.
"Did you get gasoline?" she asked.
"Uh no. Was somebody supposed to come down and meet me?"
"Yes. There should have been," she said.
"Anyway, it's snowing really hard. I can't leave," I said weakly.
"That's bad. You will stay another night then?"
"I think so. Not much alternative," I said.
"That is true," she said.
I was wincing at my terrible conversation as I headed back to my room.
If I intended to chat up the receptionist I'd need to do a bit better
than that.
The squeaking beneath my clothes reminded me that at least I'd have
some more time to work on the stuck zip. Maybe I could get some
scissors or tools to release it. I cursed myself for not looking for
something while I was down in the garage. I doubted I could even find
my way back there now, never mind deal with all the locks. Perhaps
there was something useful in the room I'd missed. I hadn't been
looking for that kind of thing before.
There was nothing. I'd probably have to wait until lunch and I could
try my cutlery. In desperation, I looked properly through the suitcase
in the hope of finding something, but it was devoid of sharp metal
objects. Frustrated, I decided to see what was in the other boxes.
They all contained rubber clothing, if you could call it that. By the
time I'd checked most of them, I'd found a pair of tights (crotchless
of course), a skirt, some kind of laced and buckled garment I supposed
must be a corset, long sleeved gloves, an open faced hood with
shoulders and arm holes that zipped in the back, another hood with a
mix of clear and black rubber and a pair of insanely high heeled rubber
boots with endless lacing.
There were some other items I'd rejected, and some smaller boxes I
hadn't looked in. After my mishap with the leotard I decided that if I
were to try them on I would leave it until late at night, when there
was no chance of being disturbed.
It did occur to me that it was probably pretty stupid to try them on at
all, particularly as they were women's clothes, but I was just so
curious. This would probably be my only chance to do such a thing, and
I might as well make the best of my misfortune with the snow.
For lunch I ordered a steak, to be sure of a decent knife, and then
added some innocent stationary to my request. The restaurant would be
closed all winter and I would be eating alone. I wondered if I was
currently the only gust. I hadn't seen anyone else, but then again, I
hadn't really had the chance to meet anyone.
Room service delivered lunch, and the stationary with exact timing and
perfect efficiency. I heard a knock on the door, and by the time I had
it open, the tray was waiting there for me. Clearly, they didn't seem
to need a tip.
I ate my steak, and then set about the troublesome zip. I managed to
free it after inflicting just a few small cuts on myself. I fashioned a
replacement tag out of a paper clip. It wasn't perfect, but it would
do. Without something to lift it, the zip head would lock in place, so
I needed to do this to open the zip properly.
With great relief I got the rubber thing off me. It made a terrible
noise. It had been comparatively easy to get it on, but now it was
stuck to me with sweat, and every time I pulled it free it made a loud
noise. I was sure someone would hear.
If they heard me they didn't come running in to accuse me of
perversions, or theft, or vandalism, or all the things I was
irrationally afraid of. Instead, after I endured the terrible pain of
removing my balls from the little compartments, I was left with a
sweaty wet mess of black rubber.
I was equally covered in a mess of sweat and talc. A shower was
essential, and I brought the leotard into the shower and washed that
too.
I now had nothing to do until my next meal. I was so bored that I found
myself watching a program I could barely understand that seemed to be
the most boring thing on earth. It seemed to be an instructional video
for hotel staff, showing how to collect laundry and make up beds. An
even more tedious program on the care, use and maintenance of floor
polishing machines replaced it.
By the time I'd ordered dinner and eaten it, the programming had
improved a little. It looked like an old, Italian lesbian vampire film
from the seventies. It was in Italian, which I didn't speak at all, and
was subtitled in German, which I couldn't read at that speed. It didn't
matter because the dialogue was plainly irrelevant nonsense.
By the time the film was over, I figured it was safe enough to get the
boxes out of the closet. Lesbian, rubber porn had resumed on the
television. This seemed even stranger than before, with shiny black
clad ladies playing with gas masks and all kinds of things that pumped
up. I didn't follow it properly, as I had my own toys to play with.
First I put on the crotchless tights, which were already talc covered
inside, and had no hazardous zips. They were easy enough to get on, and
felt very strange. The most peculiar feeling was in my feet, which were
not used to being hugged so tightly by clothing.
The leotard had dried and stuck to itself, but I peeled it apart.
Covering myself in talc I was able to slide into it once again. The
hardest part was probably getting my now erect penis into place. It
didn't want to fit in its special pouch, and it wouldn't go down, so
eventually I had to resort to my preferred method of getting it soft.
When I was done masturbating, I was eventually able to get it properly
positioned, and the slippery semen on it helped lubricate it on its way
in.
Sorting through the clothes, I decided that the next thing I should put
on was the boots. I was quite surprised when my feet slid into them,
but I was only a size 40, so that wasn't inconceivable. They forced my
already compressed toes out in a point. I imagined standing in them
would be impossible, but I didn't have to stand.
I leaned down and fastened the laces. Fortunately, once the old
fashioned eyelets were laced tightly around the foot, there were speed-
lacing hooks for most of the way up my thigh. I pulled them nice and
tight and tied them off with a bow.
Just as an experiment, I tried standing in the boots. The toe points
were slightly flattened, and with the support of the lacing, all the
weight wasn't pressed directly onto my toes. I could stand, but it
wasn't comfortable, it was very tiring, and hard to balance. The spiked
heels didn't help at all. I felt idiotic because I had to stick my
bottom out, bend my knees a little and lean forward to stay upright
without holding on to something.
I sat back on the bed. My plan suggested that the next thing should be
the black rubber mask with the transparent face. It had no zipper, and
was made of very thin rubber. I was able to stretch it over my head
without much effort. The face was clear rubber with eyeholes and a hole
at the nostrils for breathing.
The mouth didn't open, but instead had bright red lips that formed an
enigmatic smile. They were probably plastic, and covered my mouth,
concealing it. The rest of the mask was opaque black. I couldn't see
what I looked like, but I felt hot and enclosed, already slightly
claustrophobic. I was restricted to breathing through my nose, and with
the mask clinging tightly to my head I could barely open my mouth
anyway.
I still had the hood to go. I slipped my arms through the holes and
pulled it up over my face. Reaching back behind my head I pulled down
the zip and the pressure on my head, jaw and neck increased. I now felt
really enclosed. My breath hissed so noisily through my nostrils that I
was afraid that people in the corridor could hear it.
I now had to choose between the corset and skirt as the next item. The
skirt seemed like it would be the easiest. I couldn't stand to step
into it, so I lay down on the bed and pulled it carefully over my feet
and the sharp spiked heels, and then up to my hips. It took me a while
to work it into place as it tended to stick to the tights.
Eventually, I was able to begin tugging the zip up. It flared slightly
from the knees down, which was not far above where the zip began. As
the zip pulled up, my knees were squeezed tight together, followed by
my thighs. It zipped all the way up to the base of my rib cage,
squeezing in my waist. My knees had just an inch or two of movement,
and my ankles considerably more, perhaps just short of a foot.
The corset would be next. I carefully swung my legs over and sat on the
edge of the bed. I opened it out, unhooked it and pulled it around my
back so that the metal closures met in front of me. I held it closed
with one hand and hooked the shoulder straps over my shoulders with the
other. Then I hooked the top closure together. Once I had the first in
place the rest followed easily and it sat loosely on my hips. There was
a nylon zip to pull up that closed a flap over the hooks in front,
concealing any metal.
I now had to tighten the laces. I had neither the desire nor the
patience to pull the laces tight, but I got the slack out of them and
then pulled, and to my surprise the corset closed up quite easily.
I could feel more pressure on my waist and stomach, but it wasn't as
uncomfortable as I had expected. I pulled a little more as it was still
easy to tighten, and it began to feel uncomfortable. That seemed a good
place to stop. I tied off the laces with a single knot. There was a lot
of lace left. I wound it around my waist and tied a bow in the front.
I went to take a deep breath and found I couldn't. It didn't hurt,
there was just the firm pressure pressing against my diaphragm muscles.
I could make it stretch if I tried really hard and tensed up, which
produced a pleasant feeling of stretching against pressure. It was too
tiring to breathe like that so I had to resort to upper chest
breathing, which felt strange.
Already short of breath as a result of only breathing through my nose,
and from my exertions I felt light-headed. I lay back and the spots
before my eyes began to fade. I wanted to sigh with relief, but I had
to concentrate on my breathing.
I still had the shoulder straps to tighten. They cinched up easily with
a kind of roller buckle made of tough black plastic. The corset had a
sort of built-in breast enhancement at the front, and though I had no
breasts it created the impression that I did. I squeezed one of the
small mounds. It felt soft and padded between my fingers. It felt like
a gel pad sandwiched in the rubber layers. It was quite subtle and
unobtrusive. I couldn't really tell if it looked realistic, but it was
quite peculiar looking down at the little breasts. They even seemed to
have nipples, poking hard at the rubber. I rubbed at them, but felt
nothing.
My finishing touch would be the gloves. They were far harder to get on
than I expected. I tried rolling them up, but that made them too hard
to get over my hands. Eventually I came up with a sort of compromise
where I turned only the sleeve part of the glove inside out. I then
donned the glove and then slowly inched the rubber sleeve up my arm.
There was actually a little suspender and catch at the end of the
sleeve that hooked up into the shoulder of the hood to stop it falling
down. The next glove was more difficult because I had to grip it with
rubber covered fingers. Finally I hooked the second suspender into
place. At last I was dressed.
I sat very still, concentrating on the sensation. Tight rubber was
pressing on me from every direction. My every breath smelled of rubber.
My chest heaved awkwardly as I struggled to learn a new way of
breathing. My legs were deliciously tight at the thighs.
My penis was straining painfully in its pocket, already hard again. I
went to touch it, but the multiple layers of rubber denied any
satisfactory sensation. I seemed to have miscalculated in that respect.
Denied that gratification I wondered if I could stand up and inspect
myself in the mirror.
I ended up crawling slowly, crouched, leaning forward but not leaning
on my knees. It was the fastest way to move safely. I used my hands for
balance, but the movement of my feet for motion. Supporting myself with
the wall I stood up in front of the mirror and edged ever so slowly
backwards.
I was astonished at what I saw. Concealed under the rubber could have
been a figure of either gender, but with the small waist, pert, tightly
squeezed breasts and pouting red lips, the outward appearance was all
female. My hips were a little narrow, but apart from that, it was hard
to tell anything amiss.
I was standing with my bottom thrust back, bent slightly at the knees
and my hands waving around weakly for balance as my chest heaved out of
the corset. I not only looked female; I looked wanton and lustful. I
was a total rubber slut. I couldn't help thinking of the women in the
videos.
I crawled back to the bed and spent hours watching the shiny black clad
women in their masks inserting huge inflatable dildos into every
orifice. I wanted to cum even more desperately than they did. I wanted
to be them.
Eventually I came, even though I couldn't touch myself: I was so
excited. Exhausted, I lay there for a long time, unable to even feel
where the semen had dribbled. I couldn't separate it from the sweat.
It took a long time to get all the clothes off again, but at least they
came off without any disasters, and nothing got stuck. I now felt more
confident. I washed everything in the shower, towelled it dry and
covered it in talc before restoring it all carefully to the correct
boxes. Finally, I showered and collapsed into bed. I slept in late.
The next day it was still snowing. Again I had no luck with the phones.
I arranged to stay another night, and then spent the whole day waiting.
I watched some more tedious instructional videos on and off to relieve
the boredom.
At last, when it was late enough I repeated the whole dressing up game.
Tonight the porno women were sealing people into inflatable rubber
coffins and balls, tying each other up with ropes and using metal bars
and straps to spread and restrain. I came twice without being able to
properly touch myself, just by rubbing my thighs against my crotch as
best I could. I wanted more.
The Doll's House Hotel by AmyAmy - Chapter Two
In the morning I headed down to reception, my head still full of
memories from the night before. I could think of nothing else but sex
and tight, shiny rubber.
Reality was intent on rearranging my priorities. Standing in front of
the receptionist's desk, I felt nervous and somehow inadequate. Once
again, she fixed me with that smile. All I could think was that she
knew I was staring at her breasts.
As always, she had the lights off above her, with only the tiny desk
lamp illuminating her face. I could hardly see her breasts in the dim
light, but I could see enough. My imagination did the rest, perhaps too
well.
"Good morning," she said.
"Good morning," I echoed. I was thankful for the darkness as it hid my
embarrassment at my feeble reply.
"I'm sorry to speak this to you, but on the telephone we have had a
problem with your credit card," she said. Her slight accent and the odd
timing of her words made everything sound very serious.
"Oh. What problem? I'm sure it's nothing more than an error," I said,
trying to sound confident, but I wasn't sure.
"There is a stop on your card. This is a problem regarding funds for
payment of your bill... Ongoing," She added disjointedly.
"I see. Perhaps I need to call the card-company and sort this out? Is
that alright?" I said despondently. Not only was I a dork, but I was a
dork who couldn't pay his bills: not too impressive.
"Yes, please do. Our urge is always to take care of our guests," she
said. I guessed she meant that their mission statement was always to
put their guest's comfort first, but her English wasn't quite there.
"Can you tell me how much is owing?" I asked, wondering if I had enough
cash to cover it.
"Yes, just one moment please," she said. She tapped away on a keyboard
hidden beneath the desktop.
I waited, still nervous. I wanted to touch those breasts beneath their
tight black restraining jumper. Then she named a sum that got my full
attention. It was obviously a mistake, no hotel could charge that much
for just a few days - or if it tried, it would certainly be illegal,
particularly in my own unfortunate situation. After all, I didn't
choose to visit this place deliberately.
"Are you sure that's correct?" I asked. "I mean, you can't possibly
charge that much for just three nights. Does your system think I was
calling long distance for all of that time or something?"
She studied me seriously, "It is correct. We do not make mistakes. The
price is necessary for the special services we charge here."
"What services? I haven't had anything special, a few meals and a
couple of local calls maybe. What's going on here?" I couldn't believe
how strange this all was. I was angry, but the peculiarity of it all
was making me somewhat afraid too.
"Really? I think you have. You cannot pay can you? That is correct?"
she sounded even more serious than her usual dour tone. I was stuck
here. What could I do?
I sighed and nodded. "You are correct. There isn't even any point
discussing that sum with my credit card company. I'm not at all
surprised they refused it. It doesn't seem reasonable though. Whatever
your normal charges, I didn't end up here out of choice. It's extortion
to charge me so much when I'm stuck here because of the snow: it's
outrageous. And as for special services, I don't know what you're
talking about."
"Really?" she said again. "I think you are not admitting to something."
I shrugged, "You're talking in riddles? Anyway, what do you intend? You
can't mean to throw me out: they'd be digging out my frozen corpse when
the snowplough comes."
"Of course," she said, almost angry. "We are not murderers! No, we take
very seriously the care of all that come here. Always full attention is
given." She paused, regaining her composure. "You accept then that you
cannot, or will not pay?"
"I suppose I must, but I don't accept that your charge is fair or
reasonable, and can't possibly be legal," I said as firmly as I could
muster. I hoped she couldn't see my sweat.
"It is fixed then, this will be your outcome: you will be employed here
until all your debts are finished. We will set terms. You will sign a
binding contract," she said firmly. It sounded a lot like an order.
"Um, I don't know about this. It doesn't sound very fair?" She didn't
let me finish. I was going to say it wasn't legal either. No contract
signed under duress could stand.
"No! There will be no argument. You will do this easily or we will make
it a shock for you. Do not imagine there is any alternative. There is
no respect for lazy slackers who do not pay their bills here."
"You can't make me do this. Are you threatening me?" I didn't like the
sound of any of this. Now she was just being rude. My whole body was
trembling. I didn't know if it was anger or fear. I gripped the edge of
the desk to try and conceal it.
"Here, sign," she said, pushing papers in front of me. "Do you agree?
Or shall I call for help?"
"Um, what?" I said, stalling, my eyes staring at the papers but taking
in nothing. It was all written in incomprehensible legal German anyway.
"Make your decision. You have been long enough. It will be better for
you if we must not compel you," she hesitated, then whispered, "It is
best to not make trouble. If not for the snow I would say run now, take
your chances." The way she looked at me, she seemed unafraid, but the
terror in her whisper was unarguable.
"What? What do you mean?" I stalled.
"Sign!" She barked loudly, then whispering, "I am trying to help you,
it is best not to fight them. Please, this is all I can do. If they
know I helped you I will be punished."
There was something in her frightened whisper that decided it for me.
Whatever they intended, it would probably go easier for now if I signed
the papers. Once the weather had changed for the better and I could get
out of here I could reassess things.
"OK. I'll sign. Show me where," I sighed.
"Here... Here... Here..." She flipped through the paperwork. "Remember,
you are now most inferior employee: you must do as you are told. You
must act immediately. You must work hard. If you fail you will be
punished."
"What do you mean punished?" I said.
"You must try hard. Try hard not to discover punishments," she said,
and for an instant I saw an expression on her face, and a sort of
movement of her head that conveyed the awfulness of the threatened
punishment to me. I knew I would do a great deal to avoid it.
A few seconds of silence passed between us. I shuffled awkwardly from
foot to foot.
"Give me your key," she eventually demanded.
I handed over the key card. She typed some things into the computer,
and a few moments later she handed the key back to me.
"You are now Twenty-two. This is your identification. The way to your
room is through the doorway behind me. Follow the corridor. Go down the
stairs. Go through the door in front of you. Your room is at the
corridor end." She looked at her screen again, then back at me. "You
are to now go to your room Twenty-two. Go there and wait until you are
collected. Do not do anything else that you have not been told to do."
I hesitated. She gave me a look that clearly meant "Get moving before
you get in trouble." So I hurried off, exactly as she instructed.
I couldn't think clearly. I was in a sort of panic. The situation had
turned from strange to downright scary. I had no idea what I had got
myself into, but I felt sure that it couldn't be good. I knew there had
to be a way out of this, but I couldn't focus my thoughts to think of
it because my nerves were so rattled. Unable to make a better plan, I
followed instructions.
My card opened the mahogany-panelled door behind the receptionist and
admitted me to a dimly lit corridor with a spotless white tiled floor.
The doors here were stainless steel, and the effect was forbidding and
ominous. The atmosphere seemed overly warm and humid despite metal air
conditioning vents in the ceiling.
I descended the stairs with their non-slip rubber surface, and opened
the heavy stainless steel door that was facing me with my key card. My
trepidation was increasing, but behind the door was just another
corridor like the first I had entered.
The concealed lights were set very low and I had to examine each door
carefully to determine which of them was Twenty-two. The door opened to
my key card in almost exactly the same way as my old room's door.
The room amounted to a tiny cell about two metres by two and a half
metres. A bed/bench extended smoothly from the opposite wall. There
appeared to be some cupboard doors below, allowing access to a storage
space. The walls and the bench were covered with thick white rubberised
paint. The floor had the same spotless white tiles of the hallway, with
the addition of a drainage grille set in the centre of the room. Light
came from a square panel set into a ceiling that was otherwise
identical to the walls.
I pulled the door closed behind me with a loud click and sat down on
the bench to wait. The surface of the bench was softer than I expected.
I was almost looking forward to meeting somebody new, as it felt like
I'd been alone now for several days, apart from a few moments with the
receptionist.
Now that I had a chance to think. I tried to calm myself and take stock
of my situation. I didn't like the look of this tiny bare room at all.
There was no way I would be staying here, that was certain. I bolstered
my confidence by thinking that I was sure to get out of this soon: it
was all a mistake, or the hotel management were acting illegally and
their claims would be void.
That last thought worried me though: if the management were prepared to
act illegally regarding the bill, then they might be prepared to do
other illegal things. I became afraid they had something sinister in
mind, and that I might disappear, never to be seen again.
I imagined I might sit for some significant length of time before
someone came to deal with me. Instead it was a matter of minutes before
that happened. I had barely begun to control my panic and was still
extremely flustered and nervous.
I didn't know what I expected to see when the door opened. It was
almost inevitable that the white garbed figure that was framed there
would come as some kind of surprise. She was tall, dressed in a long,
medical styled white coat and her coal black hair was fastened back in
a severe bun.
I stood up as she entered, but she was still a good six inches taller
than I was.
"Welcome to our house Number Twenty-two. I am Number Three. You may
call me 'Doctor' or 'Mistress'. No other form of address is
appropriate. I will speak English to you for now, as I understand that
you do not speak much German. I will warn you now that I do not look
kindly on laziness or tolerate a lack of appropriate enthusiasm.
However, I am a reasonable person, and I do not expect miracles. Just
follow my instructions promptly and accurately and you will begin to
earn my appreciation. I do not expect you to be clever, but I do expect
you to be obedient. Do you understand?"
"Um, you know I'm not sure I should really be here... Erm, well, I
think there's been some sort of mistake," I mumbled.
Doctor Three did not like this at all and the force of her angry cry
was enough to make me step back. I almost stumbled as I bumped into the
edge of the bench.
"No! It seems you do not understand. I am to be addressed correctly and
you are to answer only yes or no. I did not ask you to be sure or to
think. Do not imagine you are here by mistake. We do not make mistakes.
You are supposed to be here and you are here." She paused for a minute
only to blast out a deafening, "Now! Do you understand?"
The look on her face was furious. She had got herself quite worked up.
I was terrified. I had no idea what might happen or what she might do
next.
"Sorry," I mumbled, "umm... Doctor. Yes. I understand."
"Good," she said, and smiled coldly, pausing for effect. "Now follow
me."
With the heels of her white stiletto boots clicking rhythmically
against the tiles, she led me through a maze of doors and corridors,
much like the others I had seen. The doors opened for her without a
card, though I had no idea how this worked.
We arrived in a huge room that looked like some kind of hospital built
by someone with a fetish for spotless white tiles. Stainless steel
trolleys were pushed against the walls; some filled with trays of
instruments. All kinds of complex looking medical apparatus was
positioned around the room.
We were in a kind of spacious glass cubicle that separated us from all
that, while allowing people in the room to look in on us. In the centre
of this cubicle was an examining table of sorts, which looked rather
complicated.
"Remove your clothes and push them through that hatch into the bin,"
said the Doctor. She gestured to a hole in the clear wall that was
about six inches across. On the other side of the wall a black plastic
tub was positioned to receive anything pushed through the hole.
I began to ask if this was really necessary, and then stopped myself. I
could tell by her expression that this would not be a wise course of
action. I felt like a coward, but there was something in the demeanour
of the Doctor that made me instantly fearful of inciting her anger.
Blushing with embarrassment and staring determinedly at the floor I
stripped down to my underpants and pushed my clothes through the hole
as she had asked. I hesitated at the last step. Surely, she didn't
intend for me to be completely naked? The Doctor made a small impatient
sound, and I quickly yanked off the pants and stuffed them through the
hole.
I stood up straight, though my eyes were still focussed on the floor. I
didn't know what to do with my hands. My arms hung awkwardly at my
sides.
At that point the door opened. I let out a small squeak of surprise.
Framed in the doorway and smirking at my discomfort was a nurse. At
least, she was dressed somewhat along the lines of a nurse. She wore a
short, pale green dress that came to just above her knees. It was short
sleeved and had white cuffs and collar. A white nurse's cap decorated
her pageboy hair.
My eyes dropped down, past her curvaceous cleavage to look at her flat
white shoes. She closed the door behind her. Something seemed wrong
about her outfit, and the Doctor's too. I couldn't figure out what it
was. They didn't give me much time for introspection. It can be tricky
to think things through when you are naked in front of two strange and
very beautiful women.
"Your timing is perfect Nurse Five," said the Doctor. "You can trim
Number Twenty-two's head."
"Sit there," ordered the Doctor, pointing to a low stool. It was far
too small, but I squatted down on it anyway, feeling very foolish.
My eyes were now level with Nurse Five's crotch. She had collected a
set of electric clippers from the examining table, and now came up
behind me. I glanced around to look at her and she gently steered my
head back so I was looking forward.
She was wearing rubber medical gloves. I could feel the warmth of her
hands through the thin latex. The smell of it was very powerful. Now I
knew what had seemed wrong, it had been right there in front of me:
both she and the Doctor were wearing rubber clothes. Their outfit's
looked almost normal, but they weren't.
"Hold still," said Nurse Five.
She methodically and remorselessly trimmed my hair down to a stubble
with the clippers. It was almost a pleasant sensation, but I felt very
small and childish, sitting hunched up on the little stool. My hair
hadn't been long before. Now it was just a scattering of dark clumps on
the otherwise spotless white tiles.
I felt somewhat cooler without my hair. I was thankful for the warmth
of the room now, though the humidity was still more than I preferred. I
had a temptation to rub my head, but I was afraid to move without
permission.
"Wash in here," said Nurse Five, walking over to a shower stall in the
corner of the glass cubicle.
A glass panel had been added to keep the water from splashing all over,
with the inner corners of the cube making the other two walls of the
stall. There was no door, and the entire floor of the shower was a
drainage grille. I walked into it and paused, looking for some taps or
a means to start the water. There was nothing but the showerhead above
me.
Nurse Five passed me a bottle of thick white shampoo. It smelled foul
and medicinal.
"Cover yourself in the soap thoroughly. Do not miss any part,
especially on your face or head. Keep your eyes tightly closed or it
will burn," said the nurse.
I wanted to complain and stop all this, but it was far too late for
that. I was now naked and shaved in a shower stall. This really didn't
seem like a good time to argue. Nonetheless, I hesitated for a moment.
It must have seemed like too much of a delay to the impatient nurse.
"Now! Hurry up!" Demanded the nurse. She wasn't as frightening as the
Doctor, but I knew that if I didn't obey I would soon have her to
answer to as well.
I quickly started smothering myself in the stuff from the bottle. After
a short while it started to itch uncomfortably. By the time I had
covered myself, the more sensitive parts of my skin felt like they were
burning. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't see: I had my eyes
screwed tight shut, and I knew that I certainly didn't want this foul
stuff getting into them.
I felt terribly vulnerable. I wanted to say something. I wanted to
explain how this stuff was burning me. I didn't know how to address the
nurse, and I knew the Doctor would not want to hear me. I felt so
helpless that I began to whimper. It was all I could do to communicate
my pain.
After what seemed like an eternity, I felt a gloved hand taking the
bottle from me. In its place I was given a thick, flat piece of rubber
with one sharp edge.
"Now, scrape off all your hair as you rinse under the shower," said
Nurse Five.
She turned on the shower, and I gave a sigh of relief as the blast of
hot water hit me. At last I could start getting this horrible goo off
my body. It had thickened in contact with the air, and the scraper was
very useful for removing it.
I did my head, eyes and face first. All my bodily hair came away too as
I scraped off the depilatory. As I rinsed away the last of it, I
finally dared to open my eyes and could see I was completely hairless.
My skin felt raw and very sore, though there were no visible signs of
burning. The more sensitive skin around my face, genitals, and anus
were the most painful.
The nurse stopped the water and handed me a rough white towel. I was so
thankful for it. As I wiped my face dry, I realised that I must no
longer have any eyebrows. I no longer even had eyelashes: everything
was gone. I felt more naked than I ever had before in my life. It's
hard to explain what it feels like to be so bald, hairless and
unnatural. Even a baby has fine hair on the body, but I had nothing.
Once I was dry, I found that the Doctor's attention was on me once
again. As Nurse Five took the towel from me, the Doctor began to speak.
"It is necessary to make sure that you are properly clean in all
respects. We ensure proper hygiene at all times here for the benefit of
all staff and guests," she recited.
I had no idea what she intended next. How could I get any cleaner? I'd
just come from the harshest shower I'd ever experienced. Surely there
was nothing else?
"You will now have further cleansing and examination. Lie on the table
face up, and place your arms and legs in the rests provided," ordered
the Doctor.
In a daze, I clambered onto the table. It was padded, but even the
padding was unyielding and cold to the touch. The positions for my arms
and legs were clearly marked. My feet hooked into stirrups.
Together, the Doctor and Nurse Five secured my wrists in place with
padded Velcro restraints before I had even realised it. I gasped in
fear. Silently they secured my ankles with similar straps. I was spread
completely helpless on the cold examining table.
Nurse Five released a lever on the table, and swung my legs apart. The
end of my body was hanging off the edge of the table, and there was a
recess that gave clear access to my bottom, which was now feeling very
exposed.
Naked, bald, strapped in position on this cold, unyielding table, with
my most private parts exposed to scrutiny I felt utterly helpless and
insignificant. That I was so blatantly on display to two women was
making me very embarrassed. I flushed a bright red. I had no idea where
to look. I had no idea what to think. I just wanted to crawl away and
hide in a dark place, but I was fixed under harsh bright lights that
stripped everything bare.
What disturbed me the most, and what made me the most shameful, was
that in some way I was enjoying this. Not only had I co-operated in it
without complaint, I was experiencing a powerful sensation of
excitement.
It was incredibly thrilling to put myself in the power of these two
rubber clad medical stuff. What is more, it was a forbidden thrill. The
mixture of guilt and rising excitement was overwhelming. That I had put
myself in a position where I could no longer escape or back out made it
all the more powerful.
Glancing down I saw some kind of readout th